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Just Something I Think
ok i don't know why it bothers me but it does. first off i know this pic has to be from a few decades ago because not many people have the bubble vest now a days. but anyways, photos such as this one have always disturbed me. i've never been in the military or anything but it bothers me that people can't show respect to the people who fight to protect our rights. The closest thing i've came to bein in the military was the week i spent at the american legion's boy's state. It's not really military based totally but there i learned about the government how it works what it does and so on. it didn't hurt that we had to march around a college campus for a week to every meal and other activities. about the only time we didn't march was when we had to go to our chosen sporting event and that was only because not everyone went to the same one. i've never totally supported the reason we are currently at war or conflicting or whatever they try to call it now. BUT!, i do support the men and wome

Just Venting
u know my world is still falling a part around me but maybe thats what i want maybe its happing for a reason maybe im going to learn sumthing out of it maybe ill find my self and be happy once again havent been happy in a very long time just seems like when u really need a friend they just not here i mean i have sum but do they really understand what im going through they say they do but i just dont think they do and now he wasnt to stay married i just dont see how thats going to work when there is not trust there is nothing i do love him but i dont love him the way i should u know i can do the same things he has done but does two wrong doesnt make a right i hate to hurt people but damn he hurt me to many times its hard to forgive if they keep doing the saem shit over and over blah i desrve to be happy right so do my kids i hate living where im at but o well no other place to go o well we all learn form or mistakes and what we go thorugh makes us who we are right well enought for now

Just A Monday....
Its just a monday right... then why does it feel like such a different day. I dont know i just think it is from the hectic weekend I have had. I feel like a mack truck has ran over my ass and decided to roll backwards as well. It all started Friday when i got home, I learned that my biological grandfather passed away. Not a big lose to me since I never knew him. I felt sad for my mother and those who did know him. He died from cancer. And the real kicker is he died while in prison for a crime he did not commit. I know everyone in prison says they are innocent but he was truely innocent. The funeral was suppose to be tomorrow but because his wife likes to lolly-gag around it may not be til the middle of the week. I myself have no idea what to think since it is a great big mess. One family member doesnt want this member to attend and if so she is calling the cops. I have a fucked up family that can not even get along for a short time to mourn someone's death. It has to have

Just To Make My Critics Mad.some How I Lied And Cheted My Way To 20.000 Points Last Hh... I Know This Pisses The Haters Off
thanks to eeryone that helped me and rated my stash and fanned me ever.....you are ood people..if you ever within 5000 points of leveling....write me anote and blow the cherry whistle and i will go rate your stsh and post a bulletin so my friends can help you...people are mad at me cause i dont pay for points yet i get points as if i did ..heres the secret dont tell no one...........show love to everyone..dont hate on them dont down rate ..return favors...ask someone how thier day is...cause the best things in life are free...and points are no exception...thanks to the people who buy hh..we count on you and are your fans....and as for the haters thats negative energy at least i dont see them stop the drama bullys

Just Me
Last night here on CherryTAP.. someone sent me a picture of this really hot, gorgeous woman and asked me.. "Angel, why can't you look like this.. this woman is hot and you aren't" All I want to know is WHY are looks so fucking important anymore.. why do most men think with their cocks anymore.. why can't it be a woman's inner beauty that carries her and shines through.. Why does a woman have to look like a porn star to be beautiful?? Would someone PLEASE tell me.. I am actually begging here.. WHY ARE LOOKS SO DAMNED IMPORTANT?

Just A Bunch Of My Poetry
To ponder mysteries of love and to wonder why Is it a fools quest that remains lost until we do die For none can explain why we feel and about whom And when we have not one to love we do feel the gloom Love it is not about looks so much as the soul And without one to love we are often less than whole To search a lifetime for true love only to abandon hope To give up the dream unfound and reach the end of our rope And then to have love find us when finally we let it go Is proof beyond all that there is some thing we should know A divine spirit guides the way and for each has a plan To ponder mysteries of love is a foolish nature of a man By R. Thomas Dinsmore Twist and turns on this life’s trail Like a boat on an ocean without a sail I drift along unknowing the fate Unsure of all and yet free of hate Mind at rest an eye in the storm Till hopes and dreams take the form Of loves sweet hopes and desire Of one who holds and keeps the fire Of passion the is without

Just Had To Vent A Lil
Ok ok I know some people like contests on here, kewl for them, some people have mutual people on friends list.. even better.. But why complain about people not bombing or rating you. I try to return the LUV to all vistors, friends, fans etc.. I cant help everyone with a contest or I wont get to enjoy CT in my own way. If I dont participate in ur contest, please dont take it to heart, there are gadz of people on here and gadz of people on everyone's friends list, which means gadz of people posting & reposting bulletins saying help me win this contest or that contest or help my friend win.. Good luck to all those who do participate in em, its just not for me.. I'll help if I have time or energy but plz dont try to make me feel bad by saying if you dont help ur not a true friend and will be removed.. If you wanted to remove me, u would of by then.. Heck remove me now and make both our CT experiences alot easier.. again just had to vent its not aimed at any one person ..

Just A Little Song I Wrote
I almost didn't have the strength today To climb out of bed And face another lonely day without you here It's just not fair Everywhere I look I see your face I miss your smile You've been gone a while Chorus: I stand here waiting To catch you when you fall And even though I let you go I didn't let you go to far I stand here waiting For you to say you love me But I know it's too late And you could never love me anymore Standing in the middle of a crowded room But I'm all alone And I feel so wrong Since you've been gone Light another cigarette and wonder where The time has gone This whole world's gone mad I gave you all I had Repeat Chorus They say if you love someone Sometimes you've got to let 'em go But I never knew letting go would be so hard Repeat Chorus

Just Next Door
Andrea and John had lived next door to each other for several months before they'd even introduced themselves. Their doors were right next to each other and they were headed out at the same time. John was in his early thirties, athletic, brown eyes and hair, good strong facial features. Andrea was in her late twenties, with blonde hair down her back, a nice tan and well soft, yet tight and toned body. They made small talk for a few minutes and a week later ran into each other and sat on the steps of their apartment building drinking a few beers. She had on a sun dress, which in certain lights was almost see through, and when he was sure he wouldn't get caught he checked out her gorgeous tan tits, bare back and neck. Both had wanted something to happen but they had to work early in the morning and they lost their nerve. However, as they were climbing the steps John asked if Andrea would watch his cat while he was out of town for the weekend. She jumped at the idea to see how he lived an

Just Put Some Ice On It
“I should warn you, I suck.” I felt obligated to tell her. I mean we just met, how was she to know? I noticed her there with her friends obviously having some drinks after work. They were all business attired and relaxing: ties loose, top buttons unbuttoned, jackets over chairs, hair down. But she stood out. She had this soft, round face that was lit with the evenings antics as well as a few glasses of wine. Her hair was black and so thick it absorbed light. She seemed so sweet taking compliments genially with a smile, a tilt of the head and a lilting thank you. The problem was I couldn’t just walk up and talk to her. She was with a pretty sizable group of people and it would’ve been a little awkward for me, in my barroom uniform of jeans and a ratty black tee shirt, to work myself in. When she turned to put her name up on the list for the pool table I saw a chance and added my name after her. All I could do was stare at her while they names ahead of us played out their games

Just Put Some Ice On It Part 2
“And?” She smiled at me. “Size matters,” she informed me with a wink. “And this,” she paused to kiss the head of my cock before continuing, “this masterpiece should be a lot of fun.” My hands fell to her hips as she guided my cock into her. She rubbed the lips of her pussy around the head of my cock and I could already feel her juices sliding down my shaft as she shivered. Slowly she began to slide inch after inch of my manhood into her. She was unbelievably tight. Her juices rolled in rivulets down my balls, tickling as they went. Her fingernails burrowed into my chest as she began to piston up and down my shaft. “Oh god I love your cock Ian.” She sighed. “I love fucking you. I love how you fill me up.” Her body began to shudder again and I felt her pussy contract around my pulsing member. I couldn’t believe how quickly she was cumming. She was pounding me into the mattress. She laid back and pulled me on top of her. Her hand wrapped around my slick shaft and she squeezed

Just One Of The Things I'll Never Understand
I guess it's human nature to put down other folks or have your prejudices but, even though I do it from time to time, I don't understand how it can be acceptable in society to be that way. This or that religion believes it's better than the other, or being an athiest is better. You're better than your neighbor because you have more money more things. Sometimes I think that no body gets that in the end, stuff is stuff. Emotional baggage is just that. When you die, you leave that stuff behind. The grave and it's in habitants in the soil do not care what kind of person you were before you died. You're just food. It won't matter what kind of coffin you're in. It won't matter either if you're creamated. So why do people hang on to this stuff, let stuff fester and sore underneath their emotional selves? And why hold grudges on the dead when you can't do anything about it? There was a time in my life several years ago when I really thought it would be better if some frien

Just A Fool,read Else Where.
When you sit down and you think about it,feelings are really dumb and so wrong in so many ways. You got to ask yourself what the hell is the point of them when they really don't matter. Because everything is going to happen anyways,no matter what you feel. So you sit there and you wonder whats the point really. I mean no two people truely feel the same thing at the same time. It's like people are going to do what they always do no matter where your feelings are. Take me , I've got to be the biggest fool in the whole world,people told me things and I didn't belive them wanted to give the people they were talking about a chance to tell me in their own words,but like the fool that I am, I open up and got to atched once again. So fuck ,just fuck it all,this is the last time for I don't know how long anyone is going to hear a damn thing out of me, goodbye and good fucking luck to all of you.

Just Wordz!
I waz once told if u Love sumthin let it go & if they Love u they will return 2 u!Theres alot ta say about that if tha Love iz there why would u let it go, why not stay & FIGHT 4 wht u want, but its alwayz like that u like tha person more than they like u & yr tha one that ends up left alone. U could have all tha friends n tha world but still feel alone wit out that special sumone ta share yr world wit.No matter how much u've been hurt & n bad relationships u say im cool & dont put yrself out there but wht happens, here u go again & i dont know about u but im a LIBRA i dont LOVE half ass or do a relatioship half ass when im n im n fully!!But i guess i get run down from tha hurt im mean dont get me wrong im a VERY STRONG BLACK MAN that wont let anything keep me down, Love iz a very POWERFUL thing that needs ta be respected & not toyed wit...I guess thats all 4 now..thanks 4 letin me vent!

Just My Own Thoughts
today i was out and heard someone tell another friend that looks are everything......well maybe for some that is true but for me its not sure looks matter a little but what really counts is what is in someones heart...sitting down and getting to know someone and finding out what they like and dislike what makes them tick and what they and know and have learn..another thing if you only choose people with looks or ones who have these awsome bodies then the word shallow should follow you were ever you go...look deeper then looks or the way someone is built curves and pretty blues maybe nice to look at but if there is nothing going on upstairs then its going to be a pretty boring time after you get past the looks...just dont judge on looks listen to the person and see what they are all about before you turn and walk away because if you dont stop and get to know them you may have just walk away from a really good friend.....

Just 595 More Points To My Next Level.
If anyone wants to help by rating my stash to help me level up, I would appreciate it. :) Have to get back to work now. Hope all is having a wonderful day! TO ALL MY FRIENDS! ONLY 595 MORE TIL NEXT LEVEL :)

Just Because
If i could make a wish i think i'd pass Can't think of anything i need No cigarettes, no sleep, no light, no sound Nothing to eat no books to read Making love with you, has left me peaceful warm inside What more could i ask There's nothing left to be desired Sometimes all i need is the air that i breathe and to love you All i need is the air that i breathe yes to love you Just to have you now All i need is the air that i breathe you're all i want Peace came upon me and it breathes in me Don't sleep silent angel don't you sleep Sometimes all i need is the air that i breathe and to love you Just to have you now All i need is the air that i breathe yes to love you All i need is the air that i breathe you're all i want Sometimes all i need is the air that i breathe and to love you All i need is the air that i breathe yes to love you All i need is the air that i breathe you're all i want

Just Me In My Own World
I'm sittin home all alone, another love gone wrong. Another time,another place A new day a different face another way to make it through, Its like starring in a mirror looking at you. When I see myself looking back. Nothing ventured,nothing gained I can't feel the pain. Another knife cutting through, its just like you, to leave me life before you standing right in front of me all I needed, left me falling to my knees.

Just Cause I Can
WHine whine whine whine, bitch rant bitch rant bitch rant. Curse fluently, damn the system. Damn this place. whine whine whine whine. I want some damn sympathy. rant rage rant rage rant rage. Stupid shit stupid shit, and what fucking ever! I think I am done for a while now.

Just A Hello To All!
Hello Everyone. As you can see, Im very new to CT. Looks like its gonna be lots of fun so far. I admit Im a little slow at figuring these things out sometime. Unfortunately this one is pretty different than any I have used so far. SO if my page looks a bit plain or I am slow at seeing comments or answering or whatever, please dont think Im being rude as that will never be my intention. Ill figure it all out one day, lol. Anyway, I love people and am looking forward to making a lot of friends here so please feel free to add me or msg me anytime. One can never have too many friends, right??? I look forward to hearing from ya!

Just A Poem.
A restless soul....a forgotten name.....a broken smile through tears of shame. Come now it's time to go, so pack your bags and say goodbye...let go of the past and take it slow. Walk through life with your head held high...try to not let the others see you break down and cry. You let go of your fear and your doubt thinkin this might be the only way out. You keep walking....you keep pushing through in hopes that someday someone will finaly save you.

Just A Part Of The Way I Think And Live.
It is better to do the harder right over the easier wrong. It can be painful to follow your heart, but the reward can be priceless. When you come to the V in your path - follow the one shrouded in darkness, the light will come. When you think that you are alone in this world, know that someone is looking for you. Do not hide from what you fear, instead, face it. † Bring joy to the innocent and justice to the unholy. But do so quietly, for no one has died and made You god. Fight for what is right, even when all odds are against you. Stand up for what you believe in, no matter what it may be. Never leave a man behind. † Love your family and your friends, you never know when you will lose them. † I will not give up on you.

Just Cuz It's Awesome
PROUD AMERICAN This is an Airman's response to Ms Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Williams wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" But I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accounting Service) Taxes, and my bank account. Checking my latest earnings statement I see that I make $1,117.80 before taxes. After taxes, I t

Just Me
hey everyone.... im new here so give me some time to figure the site out... ok.... let me know if there is anything i can do to help the site out... i will to do what i can... thanks for having me and the warm welcome... talk to u all later

Just My Opinion
ok listen to this shit. just a couple people are pissing me off and i guess it rubbing off on how i treat good friends here. i dont like how i feel so im telling u about it 1)to u males: A)i am single, but i do have a man i talk to everyday here weather it be on phone or computer. B)yes i have a twat,doesnt mean im gonna cam with u or send pictures to or send my phone number threw a little shout box. C)if i want ur yahoo ill ask other wise u think ill add u just because u think ill cam ur wrong D)i dont make pono films E)i look for meaningful relationship not a roll in the hay. hell if i wanted that i could do that without ct 2)i am with the CLUBHOUSE CHERRYTAP!!!!!!!!!!!!! A)that is my family B) i talk to them everyday weather it be phone,yahoo,clubhouse,computer and it will stay that way im not playing politics if u want to make it politics u will be blocked from me i dont play the middle. i stand byhind my family and i mean (FAMILY) real family they are also in my oth

Just An Update 5-2-07
Well lets see here, I'm a little behind on things, so I'll try to encompass everything. First, to any of those keeping score, no I still haven't found a job, I still have some hopefulls, and my desperation idea also. I'm hoping not to have to do that, 6 months away at a time doesn't sound to good to me, but you know, I'll do what I have to do. Second, anybody who will actually read this, thank you, you guys have helped me raise through the ranks of this site really quickly and it has helped my self-image a lot just to know that there are people who didn't know me a month ago who are caring enough about what's going on in my life to check my stuff out on occasion, that's pretty cool. Now, if you are curious about the pictures of the band. I went to a show the other night and saw a band called Project Jones. They actually put on a great show, a few too many cover songs, but that wasn't their fault, the bar demanded it, and they do what they have to to make money, but all in a

Just Some Advice To Get Ya Through Life
Everything! I repeat Everything for sale at the Flea Market has been Peed on (PERIOD). If you buy from the Flea Market you're buying soiled goods. End of story; be wary of that great deal you found because alas, there surely is urine on it. Don't get drunk in 2 states inside the same bar. For real, don't drink in any bars that fall along 2 state lines You're asking for twice the trouble when you leave. Who would want to voluntarily put them selves at twice the legal risk? Certain places in Texarkana fall into this predicament, and there are other cities across the nation where this applies. If you are in with the world there is just one reward, and most of the world would just assume make it come true. You will always sleep soundly with a 12ga pump under the mattress, even if it creates a uncomfortable lump.

Just An Update
well just got the dreaded call from the dr, im goin to be goin 4 several test that i have to b put out 4.............then he said atleast 2 surgerys........damn i didnt want to hear that, but i guess i got to do what i have to......man this sucks, last time under i almost lost my life..............................goin to have a smoke way to much to handle right now little upset.........

Just Wrote This
There's a fear inside me that you're taking away by simple words no others bother to say My hearts not as nervous but it still cries due to others actions and non stop lies Then I think of you and it makes me smile Just three little words have gone a mile I know I can be a bit of a pain, a little timid and a touch insane but you make me feel special and that I desire along with you my soul is on fire So I dedicate these words to you I love you my sweet, I really do

Just Curious-what Would You Do?
Please give your best opinion and reason. why would a female give up custody of her kids(both under age 5) to join the army? if you knew someone had a sexual encounter with member of the same sex would you tell their new husband/wife? and why? if you knew someone who wanted a sex change would you tell their new partner? and why? why is it considered stalking only if physical harm is threatened and not if they are harasssing and taking pictures of you whenever they get a chance? why would someone get mad at something an ex said to someone when they are so happy with the life they have without that person, even if the comment had nothing to do with them. (example: your ex left your bro/sis a comment on their myspace profile, comment had nothing to do with you) would you get mad and make your sibling remove the comments if you were married to someone else? (more questions to come later)

Just In Case I Didn't Tell You
Just incase I didn’t tell you, I’d do anything, I would turn the world over, Just catch you a dream, Just incase I didn’t tell you, I see everything in your eyes, I see my every hope and dream, Come to life, Just incase I didn’t tell you, You are the angel of my prayers, You are the light the leads me, You’re the one who cares, Just incase I didn’t tell you, I will always love you more, Every day I find a way, To love you more than before, Just incase I didn’t tell you, I know Heaven is where you are from, And just so you know, I know I’m the lucky one. Just in case I didn’t tell you, You are every breath I breath, You’re my every reason, Oh you’re my every thing, Just in case I didn’t tell you, I’m yours alone, You are arms I run to, My home, Just in incase I don’t get the chance, I always want you to know, you are the reason for my every heartbeat, I love you more than you know, You are the love of my life, All that’s real to me, My eve

Just An Update
So school is almost over, thank the gods! Then I am going on vacation with my mom to see all our family in Iowa. That will be fun. I haven't been back in so long and I miss all my little cousins! In other news, life with my SO (significant other) is great! We are living together as we have been for almost a year now. We will have been together as in dating for two years at the end of this month. He wants to buy a house so we can have dogs and a place to put all our stuff so we are looking. It's quite exhausting sometimes. But once we get a place and settle down, I am sure that I will have time to rest! Lol. I got a speeding ticket the other day on the way up to Worland to see my SO's family and for his baby brother's 1st bday. It sucked. I started crying because I was already upset because my SO was angry because I left so late and wasn't going to get up there when he had expected me. So the HP gave me a big break because I was so upset ;) hehe. Anyway, that's about it for imp

Just Pictures
These are pictures I scanned, and then colored in photoshop. I like using the adjust curves feature.This last one, I made entirely in photoshop. Then later I put a pretty girl in the background. She was naked, and I couldn't find any un-naked pictures of her at the time I made it. So I just took that part out of this one. I feel weird posting other people's pictures anyway.

Just Because
I Love You, Mom ... and I Want You to Know Why I Feel So Proud to Be Your Daughter!!!!! You are a remarkable woman who accomplishes so much as a strong woman in a man's world You are strong but soft You are strong but caring You are strong but compassionate You are a remarkable woman who accomplishes so much as a giving woman in a selfish world You give to your friends You give to your family You give to everyone You are a remarkable woman who is also a remarkable mother And you are loved by so many people whose lives you have touched - especially me

Just Fun
OK I JUST THINK THAT LIFE SHOULD BE FUN AND IF WE GOT TO LIVE IT THEN WHY NOT DO WHAT WE WANT. I MEAN AFTER ALL WHO HAS TO LIVE WITH THE CONCIQUENCES OF IUR ACTIONS JUST THE ONE WHO DOES IT RITE? SO I FIGURE WHY NOT DO WHAT YOU WANT . SO GO FOR IT AND ENJOY LIFE DON'T JUST LIVE IT.

Just One Of Those Things... That Us Girls Go Through......
Just been singing this old Joe Diffy song in my head allllll day... so I figured that if I typed it and shared with everyone else...that it might go away... Im just having one of "those days"... and I really need to get this one out of my head... "Dim the lights, lock the door... spread your pictures on the floor... throw the dust off of our past, let it all come floodin' back... it ain't easy bein' strong.. and when I can't forget you're gone... I just surrender... and have myself a night to remember..." Sometimes a girl just needs an old sappy crying song... lol.. this is one to live by.................. :(

Just A Thought
As I lay here in bed wondering where I went wrong in my life I realize it was never right to begin with.I realize that everyday I put on a fake smile for everyone because they want me to be ok but in all reality I'm not, in fact I've never been so Not ok in my life, it seems like for the past few months my world has just been falling apart and thought I'd hoped would never come back now haunt me, begging me to return to old bad habits... if you really know me you know what they are and why this is so dangerous. I've tried to just smile and keep going day after day but I'm not sure if I can do it anymore... But the thing I appreciate the most through all of this is the people that have actually been there for me and have called when they just had that gut feeling that I might not be ok, or just wanted to hear me laugh or tell me how beautiful I am even if I don't believe it. It is because of you that I am still alive,without those calls who knows how low i would have sunk or what I wou

Just A Little Scared Or Worried ! Thought 1
Well, for those who have carried on a conversation with me. You know of my illness with my lungs and blood and bones. Well, several days ago I had good news that my Lypmatic System had shrunk some what meaning that it was going toward being a more normal size. I said to my doctor does this mean remission they said very close and on the way. So, I been taken this medication that works but has side affects your hair falls out some what but the diseases cause that too, you get sick to your stomach but the diseases cause that to. You feel tired some times but the disease causes that to. Any how seeing that where signs of improvement there is not cure I thought maybe I would be able to stop one of my medication that I been taken for a year now. But, I was wrong now my doctors have put me on a cancer medication as of right now I know I am on it for 6 months I have to take 4 pills on each Thursday of Each week and get blood work done again every month on the 16th. I had finally been able to

Just Me Being Me!!
You who is always with me in my mind but never in body. Why is it that we click like we do. How is it you seem to see the parts that others don't. Why is it so hard to get you out of my mind. How is it that you out of all I've touch is willing to go where others will not. Why is it so real with you where it's not with others. How is it that we seem to have crossed paths time and time again. Why is it that I feel more feelings with you then others. How I wish I had the answers. How I wish I know how you got past the walls that are me. Why is it so easy to know you yet I've never meet you. All this go's through my head so many times that I dream when I'm wide awake. I don't understand any of it, this is so not me, I never let my walls down ,yet you are there. A wise woman once said Kat'a'lynn,You who reflex's everyone and everything and sees things that can't be seen,one day you'll be seen,by others and yourself. When that day comes you'll be on t

Just A Thought
This is a pet peeve of mine so bear with me...even some dictionaries disagree :) A guy bought a new car, and I thought it was nice.....but didn't say much...well here it comes...he proceded to tell me "You are just jealous.." Okay first of all....no......if i had ill feelings toward him because of his possession, then I would be envious.....okay...do we get that? You envy someone for what they have, and you are jealous when someone wants what you have....see....I can envy a man because he has a goregeous wife, cos I want her, then when he finds out I want his wife, he becomes Jealous ....see it is so simple....so to the wise ass that told me I was jealous, no my friend I wasn't......not even envious.... I know it is subtle, and you hear it used incorrectly everday on tv, or the radio.....I just think we should be using the original definitions of the words as opposed to what society is now allowing...I hate that shit...and we wonder why our kids seem stupid.....cos we

Just Dont Understand
It just makes me wonder...I know that sometime ago ive probably reflected upon this and probably shared this with some of my family and friends on CT. I thank you all for being there for me. But theres just one thing which i dont quite understand i and i dont think that i will ever understand... Last week, i was planning to meet up with a friend of mine to have a chat and just to get to know each other a bit more. That was fine by me and considering he only lived about 30mins away from me. we arranged everything and we decdied on a place to meet up. So the next day i had lectures that morning and after that i went to the place where we said we would meet....Waited....and waited till i finally couldnt be bothered waiting anymore. I was really annoyed that the fact he didnt call me to say that he couldnt make it or at least something. I even text and called him but he had his phone swtiched off. I mean what kind of impression do you make of that? Eventually i had to go back as

Just Sittin Here Thinkin.
Yeah I was just lookin at these blasts an came across one in which said 4000 in stash,, lol... well lemme say I've been here fer about 5 months or so and hell mine is over 5000 plus,, tee hee.. Yeah Imma freak what can I say...lol

Just Thoughts 2
SITTING HERE FEELING SO ALL ALONE. CRYING OUT FOR HELP. WILL ANY BODY HEAR ME? WILL ANY BODY CARE? I JUST DON'T KNOW FULLY WHAT TO DO! I FEEL LIKE I AM GETTING THE RUN AROUND. I GOT TOLD TO CONTACT SOME ONE FOR HELP. BUT NOW I'M TOLD THAT THEY DON'T TAKE MY KIND! IT JUST MAKES ME LOSE MY DAMN MIND!!!

Just A Great Song
"Boy's No Good" [Originally by Lifetime] Tune the electric bass to the 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6th string. The boy's no good. Yeah, he's a fuckin' hood. He won't treat you like he should. I heard he's making time with this friend of mine. I heard he's talking trash. I saw that kid last night. He's starting fights. He's got that nervous twitching. He's just not the kid for you. He's all dressed up. He's got nothing to do, but he's got something. He's cool as anything, but he's not good. That boy's a fucking creep. The boy's no good. Yeah, he's a hood. He won't treat you like he should. I said the boy's no good. He's a hood. He won't treat you like I would. I said the boy's no good. Listen to what I say. The boy's no good. He'll fuck you anyway. The boy's no good. I'm gonna have a talk... the boy's no good. The boy's no fuckin' good. by Rise Against

Just Thought You Should Know.....
my birthday sucked ass and i am currently umemployed by wilson farms. the company is poorly ran and they dont care how they treat their employees so i told the to fuck off they are all cunts and i quit, well at least thats what i told the district manager. but on that note i appreciate all of you who sent me birthday wishes, i just wish it was as good as it should have been, but hey im not longer a teenager!

Just Because
I have come to the conclusion that maybe I should just turn into a real bitch and then maybe people wouldn't take advantage of me...And this has nothing to do with just men this is everyone in general...People seem to think that I am a push over and well let me tell you they better think different cause as soon as I get burned I tend to distrust people very fast...the sad part is these people claim to be my friends and well if they are friends I sure don't need enemies...I have tried to do the things that I have to help my friends out and once again I got shit on...Well not gonna happen again...I am older that and I don't have time fo rthe bullshit...I hope that these people read this and know who they are cause they better understand that I am done being the one that gets shit on and done bending over backwards to help them out!!! I am human to and i deseve to be treated better then I am being treated...I hate the fact that people treat me like I am a stupid idiot...So please take me

Just Want To Say Hello And Hope Eveyone Is Well
Just want to say hello to everybody and hope you and your love ones are doing well.. I have been busy with school and I have been on and off here during the week.. damn firefox browser keeps crashing on me so I am going to uninstall the bloody thing and reinstall it fully without any upgrade crap... blah, blah, blah.. Have a wonderful weekend!! :D Take care always!! :D Jeremy

Just Thoughts
I was out yesterday doing some shopping, it felt so strange not pushing Terry around in his wheelchair, felt as if something was missing. I went in search of some music to be played at his funeral yesterday for his wife. One song I found easily enough was Tina Turner's "The best". She was Terry's favourite. The other one wasnt so easy. Its a song by Ned Millar (ive never heard of him before" called from "A Jack to a King", apparently Terry Sand it to his wife the day he proposed, any ways with the help of 2 very helpful staff members of the Sight and Sound library I managed to track it down and hired it from the local library. I know people might be thinking I am taken the loss of Terry badly but for the last 5 years since he lost his leg I was with him most days taken him out, to hospitals etc. But apart from him being my BIL he was also a great friend, we have know each other for over 40 years, we were brought up as kids together. It was Terry who taught me to ride a Bike, Ok he took

Just One Love
Some guys just look at a women as a sex toy and they can do what every they like to them.But some guys look at awomen as joy of life and they can't live with out them in there life me i'm one that can't live with someone by me a good woman that can be there for as much i would for her. Plz ladys don't play with the hart ok and if u like to know more about me plz let me know ok.

Just Another Boring Blog
ok so i have been really busy this week with school and everything but i am really excited bc my prom is next week and then the week after i graduate!!! i am really happy i can not wait! then it will be summer time and i can sleep in until i have to go to work! that is going to be great!!! well i dont really have much to say i guess that i am a rather boring girl.... i dont see how anyone talks to me... see i am already out of things to write about in here

Just Two Of My Poems
Take over me My gentle enveloping blackness. Make me as luminously pale as the stars Which are sugared across you My dark knight sky. Make my tears wisk and wither Only to touch the earth in a welcoming embrace Drown my dark seeking eyes In the vast expanses of you my night. Let my lips kiss the world into morning. Softly coo your approval of how I... I roll the world along each sensual curve. Allow me Be the mother that is night And birth the world that holds all I promise to only dance Naked to the moons’ milky touch And let its diamond white fingers caress Each hill and dale of my feminine body It will hold me Nay You will hold me as the zealous husband holds The dear object of his affection. The woman, the wife, the water, the yin, the dark, The night, and ofcoursem the sugar stars Lay me down And let me Make me bleed free Chant wonderously Hypnotize me Take over me. It creeps around me again, That feeling of rather malignant loneliness. It grip

Just When You Think You Know Someone
Have you ever had one of those days when you wake up feeling great then someone comes at you with a total mess of nonsense that you THOUGHT was a good friend??? All this about someone complaining that I never stop by and rate their stuff SHEESH Anyone who knows me can tell you that I am always a friend 1st and foremost and I rate people's stuff when I feel like it NOT because I'm told "I do yours so why don't you do mine" You know who you are if you still get my bulletins but I doubt it cuz you deleted me as a friend, fan and family member. I have 2 words for you "GROW UP"!!!

Just Moved Here!
I just moved to Georgia! I dont know hardly anyone here yet though =(, I hope to meet alot of new friends... But with the hours I work with my new job it will more than likely be harder than I would like it to be. Anyways If you live in the area and want to chat, hand out or whatever just drop me a line! Until next time... HOLLA

Just What Is This Blog Thang
Really, just what is this "BLOG" thing? I like this site, there are so many lovely ladies out there, with pics out the wazooooo, and just absolutely fantastic poses mostly seductive. I love it.. So what else! Private Pics... I click on em and it says to ask the owner... for access.. ok I want access! Send em too me, I like hot women..petite, average and +lb or two. I carry a few extras. Working on that though. So send me a post to my Blog.. Thanks

Just For Some Reason
Well I was having a moment so forgive me. I just wanted to just write because I just have so much going on these days. I mean who the hell doesn't.Well I am sure that there are alot of you out there that like me suffer from insomnia. Yea its not fun because regardless of how tired you are you just can't sleep like you really need to. I know I really suffer and when it hits me well I will be down for a little while. Last night for instance I was up all night until like 6 am this morning and of course right back up at 9:30 am. Its like I cannot sleep regardless that I really need it. I so need it but I can't and yes sometimes has made me feel really ill. Well for those who seem to have this same problem with lack of sleep and are still going on hang in there. For those who have no problem getting to sleep well trust me be happy you can sleep. ok I think I have rambled enough for now as you can tell my brain is thinking more than it probably needs to at the moment. LAtersssss Quote f

Just Put Out Of Fun
): U KNOW WHAT THEY SAY IF U R HOT THAT MEANS UR PARENTS WERE HAVING GOOD SEX...AND DAMN UR ONE OF THEM AND THAT MEANS UR PARENTS WERE WORKING IT THAT NITE PASS THIS 2 ALL UR GOOD LOOKIN FRIENDZ IF U GET 2 BACK UR UGLY IF U GET 4 BACK UR OK IF U GET 6 BACK UR KUTE IF U GET 8 BACK UR HOT AS HELL wat am i?lol i just wanna know

Just Walk Away......
Yep, it's that time again. This weeks song is WALK by Pantera Song Name - Walk Artist - Pantera Album - Vulgar Display Of Power Song Number - 3 of 11 Song Length - 5:14 Lyrics Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time Respect, walk Run your mouth when I'm not around It's easy to achieve You cry to weak friends that sympathize Can you hear the violins playing you song? Those same friends tell me your every word Are you talking to me? No way punk That's ya song for this week, see ya next week

Just My Life
I keep getting requests as to why I am single or where is my kids father. Well heres the story. My ex and I got together when I was 17, we got pregnant with our daughter when she was 6 months old we decided to get married. We were happy then. We had our second child and things started going down hill. We separated and I filed for divorce. We wanted our relationship to work so we got back together but we were buy this time already divorced. We didn't want to get remarried because we had issues that needed to be worked out first. Well our 3rd child came along and things were not getting better they were getting worse and worse. We finally officially seperated on New Years Eve of 2005. So now I am happy without him. My life is going good with the job I picked and the things that I am working towards. So to answer those questions I have received: I am divorced, 3 kids, I work for the Knoxville Police Department as a Police Officer Recruit (I graduate July 6 as a sworn officer)

Just A Poem
CURSED SOUL BROKEN MAN LEFT TO WITHER AWAY IN THE SHALLOW DEPTHS OF MY SORROW INCOMPLETE WITHOUT THE CARESS OF MY BELOVED TORN APART RUINED A SMALL EMPTY SHELL OF THE MAN I WAS BUT MORE OF THE BEAST I HAVE BECOME YOU WOULD NOT LOVE ME FOR MY PERFECTIONS AND HATED ALL THE IMPURITIES I RAINED UPON YOU YET REMAIN WITH ME FOR THE YEARS YOU DID WHILE EVERYDAY YOU RIPPED MY HEART APART WITH LIES UPON LIES YOU FED ME FAITHFULLY DEVOTED DESPERATELY BLIND I AM NOW BUT A BROKEN SOUL WITHIN THIS CURSED MAN ALONE LONELY BEGGING

Just A Think You All!
I HAVE TO GET BACK TO WORK HERE, BUT WANTED TO THANK EVERYONE FOR SHOWING THE LOVE WHILE I WAS AWAY. WE WERE THREATENED FOR 2 DAYS WITH DAMAGING TORNADOS WHICH HAVE ALL CLEARED FOR NOW. ONLY LEAVING US WITH THE THREAT OF FLASH FLOODING NOW, BUT THAT WE CAN HANDLE. I'M TRYING IN BETWEEN BREAKS TO CATCH UP TO EVERYONE AND SEND THE LOVE BACK, SO IF ANY OF YOU FEEL I HAVE MISSED YOU, PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL BE RIGHT ON YOUR PAGE A.S.A.P. HOPE YOU ALL ARE HAVING A GREAT MONDAY!

Just Want To Say Hello To Everybody... Hope Everybody Is Well!!
I'm off to eat... damn it is hot today in Southern California... blah.. :P I do hope everyone is well out there. I've had to work yesterday and the day before. My stepfather is now in a rest home. He can have his heart operation do to being weak and he will be in the resting home until he passes.. It's depressing to think about it... Take care everyone.. Jeremy

Just A Thought
Just a thought Have you ever thought about the sky and why it is so blue? I have. And then I thought of you. I have thought about your kiss. I have thought about your touch. I don't want to overwhelm you to much. When you see a falling star I hope you think of me. It's just a silly little thought.

Just Rambling On
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 me just ramblig on Current mood: indescribable Category: Life HELLO EVERYONE! AS MANY OF YOU KNOW MY NAME IS CANDIDA DAWN LAMBERT. MOST PEOPLE STILL CALL ME BY THE CHILDHOOD NAME CANDYI WAS BORN ON DECEMBER 18TH,1980.SO THAT MAKES ME 26...BUT MY PSYCHIC FRIEND BELIEVES MY REAL AGE IS 38....IMAGINE THAT. THAT WOULD EXPLAIN WHY AT THE AGE OF 16 I WAS LIVING AS A 28 YR. OLD WOULD! MY WHOLE LIFE AS OF NOW HAS NEVER BEEN TO KIND....LIFE WAS DEFINATELY NOT HANDED TO ME ON A BRONZED PLATE LET ALONE A GOLD ONE WITH DIAMONDS...LOL BUT THAT WAS PROBABLY A GOOD THING FOR MY FAMILY-GOD FORBID THEY ACT LIKE A FAMILY MADE OUT OF GOLD AND DIAMONDS,YA KNOW! MY MOTHER PASSED AWAY WHEN I WAS 17 YRS. OLD DUE TO THE FACT THAT OBVIOUSLY SHE COULDN'T HANDLE WHAT WAS HANDED TO HER ON HER OWN PLATE OF SHIT CALLED LIFE! WHICH TO ME CONSISTED OF ME AND MY LITTLE SISTER AND BROTHER!(FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO COULDN'T FIGURE OUT THAT LITTLE RIDDLE, MY MOTHER COMMITED SUICIDE) WHEN

Just Answer It
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Just So You Know....
I will always love you, and I will always remember everything you have done for me. The person I have become, I owe that in part to you. I will carry you with me always, and I will never forget that you were the one who finally made me realize that I needed to change, and although it was too late for us, someday someone will be happy because of me, because of you. Say good-bye to not knowing when The truth in my whole life began Say good-bye to not knowing how to cry You taught me that And I'll remember the love that you gave me Now that I'm standing on my own I'll remember the way that you changed me I'll remember Inside I was a child That could not mend a broken wing Outside I looked for a way To teach my heart to sing I learned to let go of the illusion that we can possess I learned to let go, I travel in stillness And I'll remember happiness I'll remember [I'll remember] No I've never been afraid to cry Now I finally have a reason why I'll remember [I'l

Just For You To Know
WHENEVER U ARE 2000 POINTS FROM LEVELING..IF U PLAY EVERYDAY....WE WILL HOLD ALL CONTEST ON YOUR PAGE....AND I WILL POST A BULLETIN FOR WHATEVER ITS WORTH...IF ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY OR SOMETING U WANT EVERYONE ...TO KNOW.......HIT ME UP AND I WILL ANNOUNCE IT.....GNIGHT ALSO ANY IDEAS ARE ALWAYS WELCOME

Just Getting Or Should Say Starting A Routine.
Wow, It has been a long time since I have written a real blog. Well, See I haven't had much to write about. So alright, enough with that. So what is happening. Well, going back to April 28th. The year end Poker thing. Matt put up a hell of a spread. I know he is proud about that. I finished in 5th or something like that. I got money back. Last week was also the start of the softball season. Started off with 2 wins and a loss. The loss night kind of pissed me off. But it is just a game. It was unfortuinate that we were a comedy of errors. but that happens. So this past weekend. I was in Lake Geneva for the weekend. It was a golf weekend. Myself, Troy, demetris, and Tony. Tony was kind enough to get us a wonderful Condo in the private quarters at Geneva National. Lemme tell ya, it was nice, but 1.5 million nice??? There wasn't even a hot tub. Now there was Flat screens in every room, digital cable, and suround sound. And well it was nice. So we all were in this Spec

Just A Giggle
To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T ! " "Don't what ? " Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit ? We have forbidden fruit ? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit ! " " No Way ! " "Yes way ! " "Do NOT eat the fruit ! " said God. "Why ? " "Because I am your Father and I said so ! " God replied, wondering wh y He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked ! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit ? " God asked.

Just Thinking Out Loud
"look girls dont like nice guys because they are easy to get and reliable. Women want a challenge. They have the relentless urge to try and find an asshole that they can change. I hate to say it, but your just too nice to get a woman. You have to be a little bit of an asshole so they will show some interest in you. Thats how I got my wife" My best friend sat me down to tell me the above statement last week at our weekly wing night. It sparked an argument that lasted well over an hour as he fought to convince me I need to be less nice towards women. Could he be right? The more I think about it, the more often I see the assholes with the girls while i spend every week alone. At the club tonight, I sat there and watched a G homie grab and grope and stroke every women that walked by him...Funny thing is that not one single woman even took the time to turn around and give him a dirty look...let alone slap his dumb ass....Then another woman was dancing with a group of friends..

Just Saying Hello And Thank You All....
Well just thought that i would say hello to all my cherry friends and say to everyone else come and check me out and lets be friends....thank you 2 u out there that have givin me a welcome to cherrytagz.com comment...all of u out there take care and hope to hear from u all and god bless CHOW....

"just For You"
Here is another one just for you, don`t know what it is that you do. When i think of you i smile, she has her own special little style. Yes I do notice when you are not around, and sometimes you make me feel like a clown. I told them how your eyes are hazel, forgot to tell about your cute little navel. And how you dance around the room, even do it sometimes with a broom. She even likes to sing her favorite song, when i know it i will sing along. Very independent, has her own place, she likes to have a lot of space. We stay up at night and play games, tells me about her friends, cant remember all their names. She wears glasses so she can see, doesn`t know what she means to me. Sometimes I think she is on her own cloud, and yes she can be somewhat loud. Talked to her on the phone the other day, asked me if i can come over and play. Oh yeah and bring over a friend, it was just me and her in the end. Brought her a book she can read, already has everything that she needs. Well maybe not rea

Just A Quicky To Say I'm Here And Fine ;) Xoxoxoxox
hey all its your loveable but bent monkey richard here say i'm good and i'l be back on in maybe 2 months or so sorry and please do not ask why sooo long it a a shitty bitchy sorrry i miss you all soooo much and i wiil be back as soon as i can till then brigthest blessing to you all my sweets ;) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Just My Thoughts...
seriously... if you don't like what i wrote, piss off. no need to comment if you haven't got anything constructive to say. i can't wait to graduate college so i actually have time to go visit people. i want to go see Mel and Charlie, i want to see Sarah cuz i miss her and i wish i had more time to help Amber with the wedding stuff... i know she's uber-organized though, so i'm not worried that she isn't prepared for it. i hope i can go to her bachelorette party... i had to miss the shower cuz i'm poor and homework was overwhelming me. i need a job that pays more than 260 a month and i have to start looking as soon as finals are over. my baby found me a coupon for 15 percent off at the place Amber wants to go to for her bachelorette party, so maybe i can save enough money to go. my birthday is next week and my mom already said "lets go on a shopping spree for your birthday present and get you 'teacher clothes' for your student teaching". so whee i hope she is serious about that l

Just A Thought
Found ththe following quote on this blog http://www.cherrytap.com/blog.php?blogid=36823&pid=196799 and commented on it. ........... "The hardest thing to learn in life is which bridge to cross and which to burn." - David L. Russell ............ ~Wikkid's Wisdom~ Not so. There are two truths in life that will solve all your problems. Love Is The Only Truth...and...The World Is Your Mirror. All human emotions derive from either love or fear. Love is a natural capacity that we are all born with. The only fears we are born with is the fear of falling and the fear of loud noises. When you come from love you can never be wrong, you cannot be proven wrong and you cannot be argued with. (Read my blog "Letter to Christians and All Humanity" for a profound demonstration) When you realize that those who do not come from love are coming from fear, not only does it help you understand them and yourself better, but it allows you do have more compassion for them and yourself.

Just A Thought...
So as I sit here on my way home I have time to reflect and digest my thoughts and feelings. So I'm caught between reality and unreal the tangable and unknown. No suprise that one who has been through so much disects things to an unrealistic extent I guess. So why is it that life throws the curve balls that knocks us on our ass and makes us look at ourselves. Love the one thing that feels so good is the hardest thing to express and surrender to. Is it the trust and the faith you put in another when you give them a key to your soul? Or is it the unknown that you can't see that impairs your ability to release the past and take that leap of faith? Either way its truly an emotion that all long for but few fully experience due to their own limitations. Sadly I am guilty....

Just About Two Of My Dear Friends!!
Nessa you have been in the shadows of my mind,but I always feel you. You told me one to get centered you must accept all of yourself. I thank you from my dark heart,for even if you and I don't chat anymore, I've always feel you and Your 360 message always brighting my nights . I thank you for that as well. I know that I haven't said thank you for all them 360 messages you send,but i do get them and they do make my nights a little less empty. Elf,my dear Elf you have made my night brighter. Your always there when I need you. Through these hellish months you have been my steady shadow,always there even when your throat was raw and your doctor told you to rest you were there for me. I don't know how to thank you for making my hell brighter. All I can do is thank you with my dark heart and hope it's enough. Nessa and Elf ,you guys and a few others that i'll thank in time,have made my hellish path easyer to handle. When I was lonely you were there,when I was hurt you were there,when d

Just Something I Saw Some One Write And Loved It! It Is True Though!
THE BEST DAY,"TODAY" THE GREATEST MISTAKE, "GIVING UP" THE MEANEST FEELING, "JEALOUSY" THE FINEST GIFT, "FORGIVENESS" THE WORST TROUBLE MAKER, "ONE WHO TALKS TOO MUCH" BOY ISN'T THIS ALL THE TRUTH, LORD HELP ME THEN FOR THE LAST LINE!!! LOVE YA ALL!!!

Just To Let Everyone Know
The next couple of weeks I wont be on here very much. Ill be working on getting this apartment packed up so we can get moved. Looks like we are gonna be moving about an hour west of where we live now to a town called Morris. I totally love it there, its very quiet and no more thumping from the bass that you hear as the cars pass by!! YAYYYYYY

Just Wondering
So I put this video up the other day and the title was "How To Create A Sexy Pop Star" and I got 2 thumbs down on the video. Now I really don't care that they did that, I'm just wondering why they did. Is it cause they thought the title was stupid and didn't watch the video and/or the video was stupid too. Or was it cause that they found out that their favorite pop stars really can't sing and they don't write their own songs. You be the judge and let me know what you think about this video.

Just Some Questions & Thoughts..
So here I am, stuck with a decision to make. Should I pick up the pieces, glue them back together and try to give my heart away again? Or should I let them lay shattered on the floor for everyone to keep stepping on? The man I am in love with told me he wanted space. I am giving it to him (with some contact by phone still by both of us). He then proceeds to tell me that I am the one he wants to spend his life with, but he's just not ready to settle down. So I gather that this means that I am supposed to get on with my life and try to keep going, until he decides if and when he wants to comes back? WTF? Are all men this confused with the concept of being in a relationship? How can I be it, but not it at the same time? How can you tell someone that you want them, yet don't want to be with them at the same time? I mean I am just lost as can be here. I love him with everything I have. He really did make me feel better as a person. I gained so much confidence and respect for myself when he

Just Because You Can
Just because you can This day is not happening to you. It is happening through you.The way you see the world does not merely affect what you think and feel about all that is going on. The way you see the world determines how the world will be. Your thoughts are not just momentary flashes that disappear once you are finished with them. They are powerful forces that give energy and direction to life. The events and situations that come your way are not just random occurrences. There is a reason why you have put yourself in a position to experience them. The things that are possible are the things that you imagine and expect to be possible. Raise your imagination and your expectations to new levels, and the world follows right along. This day is happening because you are here to live it. Make it truly grand and exquisitely beautiful, just because you can.

Just Came Here To Chill By The Isley Brothers
La da da da da da La ta da la tad a I just came here to chill No We've been kickin' it for quite some time Lots of private parties, where we're wined and dined Tonight I'm in a different mood, just wanna get close to you, no (No RSVP necessary) Tonight it's me and you, girl To bring my diamonds, you don't have to put a dress on I just came here to chill There'll be no other VIP, the party is only you and me See, I-I just came here to chill (Yeah, yeah, listen) You're a special lady the world can see Nobody makes a room shine like you and me You always know just what to wear, nails just right, lovely hair No need to put your makeup on, I'm not Mr. Biggs, tonight I'm Ron-ald To bring my diamonds, you don't have to put a dress on I just came here to chill There'll be no other VIP, the parties only you and me See, I-I just came here to chill (Yeah) I don't mind a little champagne But no private chefs or restaurants Just a little home cookin' on the spot, y

Just For Fun
A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily ever after in Toronto . However, the poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did manage to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request, and in desperation, clucked like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. Her butcher got the message, and gave her the chicken legs. Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, and so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts! The butcher understood again, and gave her some chicken breasts. On the 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store...

Just Checking In....
Well I must say that I am probably happier now than I have ever been in my entire life. Things are really looking up, my house is done, my children are beautiful and healthy, I may be moving to a new place very soon. I have looked at a few houses in La Jolla, CA....can I say OMG, beautiful. I am light weight talking to someone I have known for years, and feel confident about it. My life is finally at my pace, by my rules, doing whatever in the world I feel like doing.

Just A Poem
Words could never express the way that i feel, All i truly know is my love powerfully real.... On look from You sets my soul on fire, Just the thought of You makes me weak with desire.... A feather-light touch melts me to the core, A quick soft kiss leaves me begging for more.... i want to stay forever by Your side, The depth of my love i could never hide.... From the beginning, and on throughout eternity, You have, without a doubt, all of me.... by kajiratrinity_gb

Just Some Thoughts
The innocents of a child is so precious. We try to be good parents but its hard. For those new mothers everyday is a challenge. Everytime our child does something bad we try to do something that won't worp their mind. As single parents we always wonder "when they grow up will they have a little place in their heart that won't fogive me?" We work two jobs during the summer to make sure their taken care of. And go to college full time. But if thats what it takes I will do it. My child is my life and I will do anything for him. Lord grant me the serenity to except the things the things I can not change. The strength to change the things I can. And the knowledge to know the difference.

Just Some Random Thoughts From My Head!
You hold my bleeding heart In the palm of your hand And try as I might I can't make you understand You have this power over me So why don't you just set me free Caught inside your cast iron grip It's like a fucking acid trip Crush me, break me, rape my soul Why can't you just leave me whole I'm dying from the outside in Cast a smile in the right direction Catch the eye of your own reflection Caught in a world of misconception Flaunting all your indiscretions Slipping slowly further down Spin the world till all have drowned Battered, bruised, broken, bound Not quite lost but never found I feel so lost and lonely Never knowing whether I'm coming or going My soul is empty and broken I long to leave the eternal hell that surrounds me To fill the void deep within me Yet it seems so impossible Will I always be trapped here in this madness Will there ever be an end to my sadness You slither around inside of me Searching for the better

Just Releasing My Pain.....
I ONCE WAS A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL..LOOKING UP TO MY DADDY TO SHOW ME THE WAY TO TAKE.. NEVER KNOWING HOW HARD MY ROAD AHEAD WOULD BE NOT PREPARED FOR THE MISTAKES I'D MAKE.. SEEKING FOREVER IT SEEMS FOR A SOUL ON EARTH TO UNDERSTAND ME.... ALONE THOUGH I AM, AND I HAVE GROWN ATTACHED TO MY TEARS YOU SEE, FOR THEY HAVE WASHED AWAY MANY DAYS AND NIGHTS OF MY INTERNAL PAIN WITHIN, JESUS I CRY UNTO YOU TO HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS AND BE MY ONLY FRIEND........ THE WORLD IS TOO BUSY IN THEIR OWN LIVES TO EVEN NOTICE ME HERE, LORD WHAT IS MY PURPOSE? I SEEK IT THROUGH YOU, PLEASE HOLD ME NEAR..... I AM AFRAID OF THIS ROAD I AM ON, FOR IT'S SO DARK AND COLD WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW, LEAD ME TO YOUR LIGHT LORD, I'M LOOSING MY WAY , CARRY ME THROUGH THIS SOME HOW.....

Just Sayin Hello And Thanks
I am Sassy i live in Mississippi, I am new to Cherry Tap. how do you guys get all those cool looking things on your blogs? I think this can really be some fun if I knew just what I was to do *LOL*

Just Some Random Thoughts
If life is a bowl of Cherry's.... Does Maxine really have all the answers? Is there anyone out there? Why can't I remember the song I was thinking of earlier? Is everything really fair in love and war? grrrr frustration settin in!!!!!

Just A Random Hello
Well I know a lot of the time I'm on here just rating pics and adding and fanning folk and adding to my stash and what not, but I felt that today I would stop and say hey to everybody that I have added, rated, fanned, and everyone else. I'm usually zipping through here so fast that I don't stop and take the time to chat with everybody that I meet on here so I'm doing that today. I'll be on here pretty much a majority of the day (at least till I have to work later on this evening) so stop on by, say hey, and show some love and I will definitely do the same! Much love, Will

Just A Little Moody Today....
My Black Dahlia - Hollywood Undead I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly. You feel that? I rip back, every time you tried to steal that. You feel bad? you feel sad? I'm sorry, hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife it dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I LOVE YOU! I've , Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same I'm sorry oh I'm sorry no I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you I'm sorry oh I'm sorry no I wish I could I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you. The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you, it never was eno

Just Because He Lives
God sent His son, they called Him, Jesus; He came to love, heal and forgive; He lived and died to buy my pardon, An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives! Because He lives, I can face tomorrow, Because He lives, all fear is gone; Because I know He holds the future, And life is worth the living, Just because He lives! How sweet to hold a newborn baby, And feel the pride and joy he gives; But greater still the calm assurance: This child can face uncertain days because He Lives! Because He lives, I can face tomorrow, Because He lives, all fear is gone; Because I know He holds the future, And life is worth the living, Just because He lives! And then one day, I'll cross the river, I'll fight life's final war with pain; And then, as death gives way to vict'ry, I'll see the lights of glory and I'll know He lives! Because He lives, I can face tomorrow, Because He lives, all fear is gone; Because I know He holds the future, And life is worth the living

Just Thinkin
Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. Your words draw me across 2000 miles. I don't know you at all, and yet I know You better than my friends of many years. The days I spent with you are like a tape I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you touched me on the cheek. I miss you as the grass awaits the wind, Or as the morning sky awaits the sun. Although I look for you in every doorway, I find only the darkness in my heart.

Just An Offline I Got, Thought Others Might Find It Cool
ASHES 2 ASHES, DUST 2 DUST, IN the clown is what WE TRUST, IN Juggahoe WE BUST, IF YOU KILL A bigit, YOU WIN A PRIZE, IF YOU KILL A Juggalo, YOUR WHOLE FAMILY DIES!! AND REMEMBER black RATS CANT RUN IN DA BRIGHT green SKY. clowns pOPPIN' hos DROPPIN clowns FLYIN' hos DYIN' clowns PIMPIN' hos LIMPIN' clowns pUCCIN' hos DUCCIN' clowns COMIN' hos RUNNIN' clowns RIPPIN' hos DRIPPIN' LET IT RAIN, LET IT DRIP bUST A Juggahoe IN DA LIP LET EM' FALL, IN DA MUD then pass the axe AND KILL DAT Juggahoe hos ARE rats clowns ARE true DISRESPECT MY SET AND WE COMIN FOR YOU. CCCCCCCCLLLLLAAAAATTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just Another Day......
Well this Mother's Day def. outdid last years.( i had a terrible stomach virus and at the time my son was only 3 months old) I would rather be sick and throwing up that being deal with the TOTAL bullshit that Im dealing with now. To start the day off, I didnt get to bed til about midnight. I kept waking up every hour seeing if Aaron was home. Well, i finally got up at 8:30am and he's STILL not home. about 5m ns later he comes in, he went to his moms after work because WalMart pissed him off. Wow, so he cant come home and tell me about it? wtfever. About 9:30/10ish Ace gets up.. ok so, it's Mother's Day, I figure I get a slight break in my mommy duties...wrong. I tell Aaron that Ace needs something to eat and I start straightenin up the house. Well, i look and Aarons asleep. He slept over at his moms.. he shoulda come home and fuckin slept. Thats HIS problem not mine. So i get Ace his breakfast and Im fuckin pissed. So Aaron makes a smart ass remark about me banging stuff around...which

Just My Luck
ok I thought that it was time for some new photos so since I was suspended from work I decided to put the new digital camera my christmas present to myself to use.its only been sitting on my desk doing nothing ;-) I had stumbled on a great spot when my girl and I were trying to locate a friends wedding a while back. so I pack my tripod, camera and off I go. being a country boy I decided to start out in the woods, took a few photos of the scene befored heading into the woods. I finally found a ridge that was perfect climbed up the steep hill with my gear, set up the camera on the tripod, even made sure to zoom in a little, set the timer..got in position...press the shutter which starts the 10 second timer....race back in position...camera shuts off..turns out the batteries died. packed everything up hiked back to the car and couldnt find a battery to save my life. went home cause I had to get ready for church with my mom took her someplace she always wanted to go. after church I hurried

Just Some Great Quotes And Truths
Only the woman who has utterly surrendered-and can utterly surrender-losing herself in a Man's touch-can be truly a woman, and being what she is, then free. It is said that every woman, whether she knows it or not, longs to be a slave_the utter slave of a Man-if only for an hour.-from the Nomads of Gor, book four of the Chronicles of Counter-Earth, by John Norman

Just Keep Holding On
We're always thinking that the perfect boy is going to come along & say all the right things. We keep dreaming someone's gonna care about us as much as we care about them. We get our hopes so high, just to be shot down. There's nothing we can do about it; we're girls & we need to realize that the best things come when you least expect them. just keep holding on babi One day you're gonna want that girl. That girl knew she wasn't perfect but tried to be perfect for you. That girl who wanted nothing more then to be there for you. The girl who sees your flaws but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still cant bring herself to hate you even though sometimes you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of you that no one eles had ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart but will carry the image of you in her forever. The girl that should have you but doesn't, even though she deserves

Just Some Advice
Guys.... advice.... WHEN SHE ACTS SHY -SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE RUN AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE HER WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS - KISS HER WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES - HOLD HER TIGHT WHEN SHE IS SILENT - SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU - SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION! WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY - GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST - TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL! WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU - TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING -SNEAK UP BEHIND HER GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND GIVE HER A KISS WHEN SHE'S SCARED!!!!!!!!! -HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHE'S WITH YOU WHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRY WHILE SHE HOLDS YOUR HANDS - PLAY WITH HER FINGERS

Just Because
This is a conversation Lady Di and I just had this morning..My friend CT DADDY is on a contest here against someone in the CT Mafia.. and I mentioned I was on a contest with "someone" and she had to Join the Mafia to win against me.. and I called her a loser.. and SURPRISE Lady Di knew it was her. and you have to read this blog from the bottom up.. since it is a shoutbox conversation.. Just remember Lady Di.. "THE MAFIA CAN'T VOTE OR COMMENT AGAINST THE MAFIA" Just because of her joining that Mafia to win that contest.. it made people lose people as friends. Anyways.. have a good read. I know I did when she was trying to feed me the "I didn't know my joining the Mafia would cause all this trouble" bull!..Remember read from the bottom to the top. ->LADY DI ....: Anyways Di.. Enjoy the "family" because in the end.. that is all you'll have.. I have to head out for a bit.. Have a nice day. ->LADY DI ....: Just those in the Mafia.. just because of that one rule.. the Bomb Squa

Just A Friendly Suggestion...
Obviously when we post pics of ourselves we are giving the viewer a peek into our souls, some ideas about who we are as a person. I'm all about "keeping it real" and being honest with each other, but dammit, if you're going to post pics of your exposed nether regions, please ensure that you've thoroughly cleansed your ass. Baby wipes work just as well for adults, people!

Just Goin Nuts
`well, sorry about not writing more often, in any event, I dunno what's wrong with me. Sleep every night and still wake up tired. Seem to be getting old and don't like it. Wife bugging me to go to the Dr. and get checked out. Even though I was a paramedic I HATE going to the Dr. Hate getting needles put into me. all the tests and the pokes and the prods. Stomach still out and about but that could also be my wifes cooking.. LOL. Dr. says I need to go away by myself without the wife and child. Just to relax. Been so long I wouldn't know how to do that anymore. All that we ever do is fight anyway. then we make up but the bent feelings are still there. Somehow sorry doesn't seem to cut it anymore. and yes it is my fault (at least part of the time) that we argue. then she argues that she needs to be out of the house and talk to adults instead of just being home all the time, So I say get a job and be with other people. then she says that she hates the jub and just wants to

Just Take My Hand
If you want it. You can take it. I can give it to you,anytime you want it. If you need it. Just believe it. I can give it to you,anytime you need it. My love!!! You can conceive it. Just take my hand.If you believe it. So here I am. Your only woman. Just take my hand,and you'll be glad. You found some love. Some company. You found every little thing you need. So if you want it. You can take it. I can give it to you,anytime you want it. And if you need it. Just believe it. I can give it to you,anytime you need it. My love. You can conceive it. Just take my hand.If you believe it...

Justice System My Ass!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok I'm pissed off in case you couldn't tell. If you know me or have read my previous blogs, you know the hell my daughter went through last year. My mom decided to log on to the site earlier to check up on things as we do from time to time. Well all the records are there from the time the report was initially filed through the denied appeal. That's fine, I have NO problem with that. What I have a HUGE problem with is the fact that my 10 year old daughter's name is on that site It isn't bad enough that he molested her, now you have to put her name out there for the whole world to see? I know, it may seem like a double standard, but most of the blogs pertaining to that are set to where ONLY my friends can view them, not the entire world. The records were sealed and I believed that was to protect her. I called the State Attorney's office and was told, pending verification from her boss, that the only time the names are withheld is when the defendant is under 18, not the vic

Just My Luck
Well, let's see, I'm now a single dad of one nine month old daughter and I'm pretty happy about it. Things could have been much worse. Not that it doesn't hurt, but I still have my kid. I don't know how many people will even read this cause no one ever reads my other blogs on other pages. Anyway, I have no idea how this really works. I heard about it and thought I'd check it out. It seems to be pretty cool. Anyway, if anyone wants to know more about me, all you gotta do is ask. My life is an open book and I love the chance to meet new people. I don't get out much since I work from home and have a baby.

Just Walk Away....
Just walk away.... you said it 2night u win ur right i give up i no longer wanna fight we will no longer talk like we did 2day we will both just walk away.... you dont gotta call please dont check up on me at all we just gotta take it n stand tall im sorry i never ment 4 u 2 fall.... 4 me again... i dont really kno where to begin i loved you i still love you im pretty sure you still knew im so hurt i dont kno what 2 do im sooo happy for u 2 good luck with ur life boo..... i kno u read this im sorry for everything good luck with ur relationship n everything but ya we will talk again.......1day.......muah......

----------just Me---------------
AS I GO INTO LIFE I MEET TONS OF PEOPLE SOME FROM FAR AWAY LANDS AND SOME FOM DOWN THE STREET BUT THE PEOPLE SOMETIMES DON'T KNOW HOW SPECIAL THEY ARE EVERY ROSE HAS IT OWN FRANGRACE EVERY LEMON HAS IT AROMA AND EVERY FLOWER HAS ITS OWN TIMING TO KNOW THERE LAST BLOOM SO YOU KNOW THAT EVERY WORD I SAID IS TRUE THERE A SPECIAL ANGEL READING THIS RIGHT NOW AND ITS YOU!!!!!!

Just Because You Can
This day is not happening to you. It is happening through you. The way you see the world does not merely affect what you think and feel about all that is going on. The way you see the world determines how the world will be. Your thoughts are not just momentary flashes that disappear once you are finished with them. They are powerful forces that give energy and direction to life. The events and situations that come your way are not just random occurrences. There is a reason why you have put yourself in a position to experience them. The things that are possible are the things that you imagine and expect to be possible. Raise your imagination and your expectations to new levels, and the world follows right along. This day is happening because you are here to live it. Make it truly grand and exquisitely beautiful, just because you can.

Just How I Feel....
Today i'm not so strong, today has been filled with fake smile and falls "I'm fine"'s! I heard our song today and had to walk away. I saw his picture and I had to through it away! I keep finding peices of him! I try and try not to let it show, just some times it over comes me. No reason at all i'll start to cry, then wipe my tears and say why. Today i'm not so strong tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow always seems better then today. Tomorrow is another day closer to me finding my heart again and one day farther from when it shatterd to peices. I think I found a peice of my heart today. I smilled and it didnt hurt, for the first time in weeks. Laughing is getting easier day by day too. Tomorrow I will be strong, tomorrow you wont hurt as bad as today. Tomorrow like today you will still just be a memory that makes me cry. But tomorrow I wont cry as hard as today because tomorrow is a new day.

Just Something Cute
Lovers of the English language might enjoy this......How do non-natives ever learn all the nuances of English??? There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is "UP." It's easy to understand UP , meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP ? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning. People stir up trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses. To be dressed is one thing but to be dressed UP is special. And this up is confusing: A drain must be opened UP

Just A Dream
As the days and night go by I can only think of you and remembering all the promises that you made and hopeing that they will all come true. As I look into you heart-felt eyes I can see our feature. We are walking hand in hand on the beach. And as it begins to rain you craddle my face and kiss me with so much passion that we drop to the sand. And as the current mixes with our current and the heat take over us I then know that you have fullfilled every dream and promise. I love you

Just Letting You Know What I Do
Since I work at a gay campground, I thought this was a fitting title for my blog. That and I do all of my web surfing at work. Let me tell you that it is very interesting being the only straight person at a gay camp. I get to look at all kinds of pretty boys, unfortunatly, none of them are looking at me.:( Oh, well. Life goes on. Memorial Day weekend is coming up and the place is almost booked up. That means more money for me. I am the office manager here. I don't get paid, but I really do like my job. Well, gotta scoot for now. Will continue my ranting soon. Peace.

Just A Few More Days...
There are just a few more days before I start cleaning out my friends, fans and family list. So far, I've only got two or three people that have made it known they want to remain on my friends list. If you want to stay, you better speak up and really soon. My birthday is coming up fast, and it's a day to start cleaning my lists. Jason

Just A Stupid Girl For You...
I fell for u. I fell so hard against that cold wet pavement. When it all came crashing down. I tried.. I tried my hardest to ignore the obvious. You're never going to leave her. She is your safety blanket. You'll always want to, because you know there is better for u, you know I am better for u. But you'll always be locked in by fear. I'm just a stupid girl who let her stupid heart cling to you. Nothing of importance. I'm just a stupid girl who thought I could help you, for once let you know what real love really feels like. You may love her and care about her.. but it was never as true as you think, because if it was.. you would have never told me you wished you would wake up to me in the morning. But what do i know? I'm just a stupid girl with a stupid heart.

Just A Hello
Just a quick intro for anyone who hasn't really gotten one. I am single anda mother of 4 but i do not have custody ofthem dueto my outta town endeavors to further my education. i am looking for someone thatcan really turn me on and be a good friend too. no Jealous, possessive, obsessive, no-fun, boring, no-sense-of-humor, or hateful guys i like to have fun andthatiswhat iam gonna do. so if you can handle that well byebye for now.

Just For One Moment
Even if its just for one moment Embrace me within your Arms When it gets cold, be there to keep me Warm Even if its just for one moment Breathe Life into me Resurrect me, show me there's still Hope for me Even if its just for one moment Touch me, Kiss me, Love me Reignite the Passion within me Just whisper sweet nothings into my Ear Take me away, I don't care Where Even if its just for one moment Make me forget, take this Chance To shower me in a world full of Romance Hold me even when the Sun Sets Take me down memory lane to the fist day we Met Even if its just for one moment Lets take our Friendship to the next Level In this moment allow us to lose Ourselves Even if its just for one moment I'll trade it all, bring me out of this Loneliness Surround me with Happiness, even if its just for One Moment... I Promise You I'll Treasure this Moment...

Just Wondering
This is for my personal wonders...lol Guys, if you are single with no kids, would you be hesitant about dating someone with children? Ladies, if you are a single mother (WE RULE!!), would you consider dating a man with no children? Is it easier to date someone with children already if you are already a parent?

Just To Let You Know More About Me...
Seeing pictures is great but do the really define who a person is? Can looking at a person's eyes really show what their soul is like? Is it really possible that you know what kind of person I am by taking just a first glance? People that have seen my picture without meeting me may come up with all sorts of ideas about who they think I am. Just looking at a picture, however, does not give any indication of what that person has gone through. I have decided to write this so that people may have a small glimpse of what I have been through to help others. I was born in the late seventies. When I was three months old, I was diagnosed with a very rare eye condition, ocular motor apraxia. It is a congenital eye defect that has no cure, no operation and the information they have is very limited. I was and still unable to move my eyes from side to side. Instead, I have to use a jerking motion of the head that allows me to be able to see and focus on moving objects. My mother divorced my

Just Married
Morning Everyone.....thanks for all the ratings and comments......gotta love this site......drop by for a chat anytime and dont forget to visit my ct hubby Randall.......such a dark and mysterious guy.....Love to all randall flagg..- ct husband of biguysoldlady@ CherryTAP

Just A Thought
i have come to the conclusion that im not really liking the pirvledge of knowing more info that i need to. i dont like finding out that ppl who r close to me r telling different stories ( lying) im placed into a situation that comprimies relatioonship. who to embrace, who to dis own. to top it off its between my dad (who i love and trust) and a friend ( i trust and love) i dont like ?ing either. trust is so important and one way or the over im going to lose some one. not bitch, it was just a thought

Just Another Day
Woke early today and its my day off...typical lol. So far this week has been hectic at work. Then again can any of us say that we don't have a hectic day at work lol. For those that know my job it was hot and we were running the whole day. Was so glad to see this day off come just to rest up for one day. Can't wait for the last weekend of the month to get here. We get 5 days off then. Kinda reward for a contest we won in the company. Our bigwigs have to come run our store. Woohoo!! This will be the nearest thing i have had to a vacation since the 90s lol. Yanno what i am gonna do? Not a damn thing ROFL. Watched the race this past weekend. Well Dale Jr did not win but he got another top ten finish and i think that was a good finish for him with everything he has going on. Leaving DEI at the end of the year. Thinking he may go to Childress like Sr raced at but thats just a thought yanno. Who knows since alot of money is gonna be thrown at him. Either way he will still have my support.

Just Healing
well everyday for me it is getting easier for me since the ex bf left i got a job now and i got my friends and my kids keeping me smile .. i do miss some things but i have to get over it nothing will ever change me no matter what happens .. i have had many dissapointments but i deal with them and be thankful i got some people that care about me that i am thankful for i love all my friends

Just A Few Questions About You!!!
May 17, 2007 7:31 AM Subject I wanna know you Body: YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q

Just Another Day In....
most people would have thought i would say hell, but really its not that bad its just same shit different day and it gets really old. i myself just want to do something different one day out of the week instad of being able to predict what is going to happen. i dont know maybe im reading into my life to much. i truelly do not know. maybe something great will happen tomorrow who the hell knows. i will just have to wait til then to find out.....

Just In Case
I have been pulled every which way but forward. Been dragged through the muck and treated like crap for what $200.00 a week. I am now at the brink where I might leave the bike shop and wanted you all to know that I care. I will let you all know what is going on as soon as I know. But knowing that I may again have to start completely over kills me. For I know what it does to my daughter. But this time I will give up working on motorcycles because I have lined up a gig if I leave that I will make almost 2 times the amount I make in one month here in just a couple of hours. And it is a good job and no one would look down on me for it. I don't want to leave the bike shop but something has to change. Either it will be him or me and I have a strong feeling that it will be me. Wish me luck either way. Robin Marie ravensnewleaf@yahoo.com

Just A Quick Note....
Hey all. Being the poetry freak that I am, I decided to start a blog thread with different poems that I like. Not all of them are my own, and I will make sure to give credit where it's due. I will also be posting some of my personal stuff as well. I hope everyone enjoys....

Just A Brief Detail Of My Enlistment
So i flew to salt Lake City last night, went my physical this morning, slept only for 25 minutes in the last 48hrs. Good news is that i have passed all of my physical test, and i sign the contract, and also got sworn in. I will be going for My Army National guard training from June 11th for about 22 weeks, so i will not be here for that period. I would like to thank all the people that gave me the advise. and prepared me for this, and helped out during this decision making, and suported me, even though most of you do not agree with what i am doing, but you have still manage to show your suport which is all i ask for. I am verry happy with the result and honor to be able to serve my country. Love you all, and thank you once again. PeacE Moe

Just Feels Right..
Yesterday it seemed like the world was over. Today I see sunshine and patches of clover. I wanted so much for the pain to cease. Now I have found happiness, even if it's just a piece. The promises made in the night time hours; They belong to no one else, they are ours. You look into my eyes and tell me what you feel. I look back and know that your feelings are real. You have to be gone, for just a little while. I'll wait forever, if it's just to see you smile. Your happiness brings peace to my soul. We think as one, and have the same goal. To be together when the timing is right. When love conquers all, it is worth the fight.

Just Because I Can!
Just because you are a VIC, can afford to sticky things, always have a blast or buy happy hours doesn't make you any more important than anyone else on Cherry Tap. I'm not referring to the majority of you, because I for one benefit from some of these things and was lucky enough to have a blast bought for me last month! However, don't post a bulletin and then delete someone for stating their opinion. Most of you guys are awesome and return the love shown and I appreciate that. The drama on here is ridiculous, people we are not in Jr. High anymore. This is an adult site! If you can't take a little constructive criticism, quit posting you dirty laundry and drama for all your friends to view! I'm not gonna mention names on here, however I hope someone reposts this and they read it! Just cuz the internet says you are above someone, don't take it to heart. You are no different than any of the other 1,000's of members on here! If I lose friends over this so be it! I know who my

Just About Reunion Time
I realize that any day now, hell it may have already passed, I will officially live through the day to celebrate 10 years away from a personal hell, or rather my graduation from HS. So now I sit back and of course take stock of my life and realize how different it is now as compared to what I orginally thought. Not that its bad just different. I mean sure plan number one play pro ball and most likely maybe make it out of the minor leagues. A plan that came to a screeching halt with that infamous slide into first base. Ok Joe stop laughing I know the slide hurt it but my desire to impress HER and cause me to run (ok hobble and limp slowly)back out into center field with an ankle that could have in fact been substituted for the softball is what really screwed it up. But I still maintain at the time we were both freshman so it was ok. Plan number one out the window onto plan number 2, be a psych major in college. A plan so fatally flawed in its inception I'm surprised I even th

Just Something
My love for u is so strong. come look intomy eyes as i say to you I still love you. Then youll see what your doing is wrong. Our love was so strong for so long, im not that smart but i know love cant just die. I know u werent telling me a lie when u told me u love me to. Come back to your husband and appoligize while you look into my eyes. I still love you just as i always have, you are so lucky to be married to a man who is a realman and still honors his vows he made to you. Because his love for you is so true. yOU NEED TO GET A CLUE. what you are doing is so wrong. WE are married still I dont know who filled ur head with all that bullsit but they were wrong we belong together.

Just A Few Thoughts.....
Cherry makes me laugh. People randomly giving me 10 or 11 points just to get points themselves. I usually don't care and I pass my points out like crazy. Today, and here's where my daily whine comes in, my profile pic was rated a 1 by someone who has no pic, no profile per se, just nothing. The reason I got a 1 you ask? Close as I can figure, I have my Cross Town Classic pic up. Sox and Cubs in a Civil War pose that was on the Johnny B site last year when the 2006 Classic started. So, here I have some female rating me a one. Possibly because I don't show T&A or have a sexually oriented name. Either way, she didn't read my profile to see what the pic was all about. I'm not trying to be the Queen of the Prom here, but with all the 10's flying around here, getting a 1 is an insult to my ego. So being the mature adult that I am, I flipped my screen the Chicago Hello, rated her profile a one, then blocked her. God have pity on my blackened heart.

Just Wondering....
Hey folks, can you please explain this one to me? While I am not a person who seeks out silence, I am by no means uncomfortable with it. I’m perfectly content to keep my mouth shut and let a blanket of quiet envelope me, but I realize that some people never shut up. Even so, why are some people compelled to strike up a conversation with complete strangers while they are in the bathroom? Is it embarrassment? Why? We are all there for the same reason. Unless I walk in and you’re covered with waste from head to toe, or you are in the final stages of murdering a prostitute, odds are you have nothing to be embarrassed about. I find bathroom discussions to be creepy at best. I certainly wouldn’t think of sitting in a stall and saying to the guy next to me “Hey, I bet I can guess what you ate!” To each his own, I suppose. Perhaps some people have no sense of an inner monologue and they simply have to spew forth any thought that comes into their head. I was at the Secretary

Just Me
A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul, and travels through every pore of your Heart. A depression so large it encompasses every bit of your Reality, and leaves Reality a cloudy memory. A depression so dense it compresses every will you once had, and bows you down to accept it as it's own. A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece, and consumes each piece day by day. A depression so truly disheartening, and leaves you no other emotions. A depression so dangerous, it slaughters, everything, inside, of you.

Just One Of Those Days
Today was one of those days.. that i wished i had someone to go home to. Work was horrible. Not only was it a clusterfuck of a day. It was busy, choas, yelling screaming, people mad.... and then to make matter worse.. i had to listed to someone die on the phone today.... I feel horrible and feel like i could burst into tears at any moment.A caller who had us on speed dial called us... we had no idea who it was. I couldnt hang up.. so i was trying to get her phone number to do a look up. She just kept saying she fell and couldnt move but she was hardly able to talk.... her breathing was getting more and more shallow.. and then... the breathing stopped. We finally got 411 and 911 involved with a address search with the phone number we got off of our caller id. They found her.. a few mins later. She was a woman that calls us often and had us on speed dial. She had falled between her bed and night stand. But the night stand was against the wall. She is a very weak person so she couldnt

Just A Test..
Your Score: Clark Gable You scored 28% Tough, 23% Roguish, 9% Friendly, and 38% Charming! You're a helluva guy, a real split personality and a bit of an enigma. On the one hand, you're a man's man, tough talking and ready for anything. But on the other hand, you soften your rough and tumble core with a disarmingly smooth exterior, and you make the ladies swoon. You're equally admired by both men and women alike, drinking other men under the table all the while charming the socks off half a dozen lovelies. You're a commanding presence, and you know how to get what - and who - you want when you want it. You're drawn to women who, like you, are savvy enough to deal with the world on their own terms. You work well with spitfires. Leading ladies include Joan Crawford, Myrna Loy, and Jean Harlow. No damsels in distress for you. Find out what kind of classic dame you'd make by taking the Classic Dames Test. Link: The Classic Leading Man Test

Just When I Thought I Knew {rispetto}
lambent serpents all intertwined forbidden love beneath the moon a chance taboo does slip one's mind once bitten are relieved too soon ardent blood stains their sultry skin in peace freed like a firing pin dying blissfully there aglow together alone free to go -- A Rispetto, an Italian form of poetry, is a complete poem of two rhyme quatrains with strict meter. The meter is usually iambic tetrameter with a rhyme scheme of abab ccdd. A Heroic Rispetto is written in Iambic pentameter, usually featuring the same rhyme scheme.

Just Thinking
paybacks a bitch and then you die in socom world you're gonna fry i've played for many years i found love i had known i shed quite a few tears now i have learned from what i was shown now i play again with the one i had loved won two games in a row i kicked his ass the best way i tried now i will be friends not foe i will prevail with love i will truly see someday i'll be again in love so i will be no longer free

Just Because You Can Decorate Your Profile...
does not give you the right to throw colors better suited for Tammy Faye Bakker's makeup, every shitty piece of flashing background, and enough CSS coding to choke a computer from NASA. Some of you really need to learn some fucking taste in web coding. Content over appearance. Having every coding trick in the world won't make you any more attractive here.

Just Letting Yall Know
i just wanna let all im gonna clean out by friends list......most of the ppl on my friends list, i dont talk to and you dont talk to me..... if i lose points or things like that....i dont care....ppl who are in my family...have no worry...if you read this blog and comment on it...you are safe too.... Also.....i will not be on here as much....now that summer that the summer is here....i will start playing softball a lot more...spend more time on my boat...and with my family.... no offense to anyone on here....met some really great ppl on here...and yall know who you are... but i really just wanna spend my time doing something else... when im here i will send love to the ppl who REALLY care bout me... Hugs and have a great time Nate

Just A Silly Poem
Sometimes when life gets you down You need to smile but can only frown You need picked up cuz you fell down Always remember I will be there. Sometimes I will not be able to lighten the load So pull up a stool or sit on a toad I will be there All the way along the road. Life can be hard But friends we are To the end of time Even without these silly rhymes.

Just Need 4,700 Pts To Level Up Need Your Help
Hey everyone that get a chance I need some help leveling up please Im almost there just need 4, 700 more pts to make it to level 11 so I would appreciate all the help you can give me and I will return the favor whenever you need it thank you all so much for all your help

Just Feelings 3
I love the way we hit it off. I wish you were here. I know that we would have a good,fun time if we were near each other. I just love the way we turn on each other we seem to know what the other one wants. Just wish You were around more!!

Just Feelings 5
What can I say about you sweetie, you make me cry and laugh. But sometimes I think you really don't want me and Devon to even be friends. That sucks because I love you both,and true I miss him like hell and I think about him to much,but then again I think about you a lot more then you know. I just hope someday we will meet all 3 of us.

Just Feelings 7
Oh,what can i say youe tease me in so many delightful ways,I wish that we could meet in reallife and just see what happens, think your very good at geting me going,hehe.Just wonder what would happen if we did meet in real life how far would it go,:)

Just A Draft I'm Tossing Around....
she stares at the black sky, one star cozies up to the moon, as if the dark expanse of space is so cold it can't bear to be alone. walking underneath the night-drenched leaves, she's unfolding, unraveling herself. the whisper of cloud cover wafts over the light, covering her in darkness for a moment, but it's just as well, she needed the moment to hide.

Just My Luck
just when i thought things were just starting to finally look better for me.....i end up having a personal crisis sorry if i'm going to be a little unattentive, i will try to get back to everyone but i'm in lots of pain currently and my face is all swollen i have a really bad abscessed tooth.....have already been to the emergency room , so i'm on penicilin and hydrocodone if you get the chance to talk to me...i will be either rather irritable or very flighty depending on where in the cycle the meds are at when we chat so plz be a little patient with me plz understand.....if you are looking to help me in my search for work, i am not going to let this issue stop me or slow me down so plz contact me i am still willing to do odd jobs

Just As I Want It To Be
used my new fancy electric bbq to make me some lunch, 3 fuses later it was all done and!!! i didnt start a fire this time, who could know hotdog buns could catch fire anyways... then off to lift sum weights so i dont have to spend the summer bathing in the reed. now its beer and soccer for the rest of the day mmmmilike i found abottle of baileys! mmmmmm i like

Just Wrote For Rudi
i love u more then words can say i love u more and more each day being able to wake up next to you was a dream come true now my dream is faded like my mind in the morning dew but I know once again the time will come and every morning i will wake to the sun you are my angel, my best friend the one who completes me when i am down the time seems so far, yet i know it is near for me to come back to trier I know this isn't great but was wrote while I was with him on cam....It rhymes way too much!

Just A Thought
Be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. Make all your friends feel there is something special in them. Look at the sunny side of everything. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Be as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give everyone a smile. Spend so much time improving yourself that you have no time left to criticize others. Be too big for worry and too noble for anger.

Just A Friendly Little Place
it's one of those little places where different sides of the tracks come together for just a moment... concrete floors painted a blood color of red, but the paint is chipped and torn. i'm watching a little welfare baby dance barefoot on it, her frizzy urban curls shining in the low lights of the pool table. nostalgic game boards line the cracked walls, an attempt at almost creativity, i gather, but they're still serving greasy spoon food. i've almost given up on trying to find anything to eat here that won't make my heart stop still in my chest. i could get up and go home, keep my distance from the complaints, but i couldn't ask for anything more than this spot, so far removed from the world that i can gather my thoughts for just a moment and take in what i see.

Just A Little Insight To My Life And Job
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a husband's horror at 6 in the morning as I check his wife of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring her back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting her husband and family to know everything possible was done to try to save her life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me

Just A Joke I Wanted To Share
ONE DAY A LADY DECIDED TO GO JOGGING WITH A FRIEND, AND AS THEY WERE JOGGING AND TALKING SOME GUY YELLS TO THEM,,,,WOW YOU LADIES ARE SOOOO HOTT, CAN I GET IN YOUR PANTS?,,,,THE ONE LADY YELLS BACK,,,,WHY DID YOU SHIT YOURS?

Just Us
I am new here and at this point just going through the motions to get used to everything . I wanted to say "hello to my new friends, " and to thank everyone for the hellos and the pics , the friend invites . I will talk to you all in the near future and put up more picks as my life unfolds . Here is a little about me .. ////////////////////////////////////////////// My three children {Who are not children anymore.} Are the air that I breathe. I am proud of them... Each for so many things ... Too many to list here. I am thirty something and enjoy the outdoors . I love to laugh . My favorite saying is here's yer sign and usually use all my fingers when I'm giving it to you.I am living.... Somewhere under the septic tank, Indiana. I am looking for old friends as well as new. So if you are not a psyco, or and asshole give me a shout out and we'll chat. Let me warn you though < I have NO tolerance for stupidity. You will be reported and deleted. I have been known to fall upstairs . Bite

Just Lettin Everyone Know
Hello Everyone!! This blog is to inform you that this profile is here to promote my band. If you would be interested in contacting us or checking us out please feel free to do so at www.myspace.com/theeyeofhell666 Please check it out and leave us comments here or there and let us know what you think. We love to hear feedback from people. thanks to everyone willing to check it out and be a fan and supporter!! Jeremy -- BTI

Just How Freaky Are You ? Test Yourself !
Hello Everyone, I am a Stone Cold True Freak, But what I want to know is Are You One? 1.) Do you Masturbate? 2.) How often in a day? 3.) In a week ? 4.) Will you Masturbate in front of your partner ? 5.) In front of a complete total stranger ? 6.) A neighbor ( who you know loves to watch you everyday and speaks alot to you )? 7.) Do you like to be spanked? 8.) Do you like to spank your partner? 9.) Do like to have sex in public places? 10.) Are you Oral ? 11.) Are you Anal ? 12.) Do you like your Azz Licked ? 13.) Have you ever had a Orgasm ? 14.) When your Orgasm peaks what are you doing at that moment ? 15.) Is sex more fun and interesting with the same sex partner, oppisite sex partner, a 3 some, couple, swingers or just you and your partner ? 16.) Will you let your partner or partner use toys on you during sex ? 17.) How many sex partners have you had at o

Just What Is Love
Love starts out small- Too small to be noticed, But in the end it conquers all. What begins as a hug between friends Can grow and grow Until it's something beautiful that never ends. Love is never sure, But it trusts, With a faith that is sweet and pure. Along the way, it may stumble, But no matter how hard the fall, Its trust never crumbles. Love is a flower- a sweet, red rose- Yet it's thorns hold power; More than anyone knows. Nothing hurts more than love unreturned And nothing's more dangerous Than a lover spurned. Love is so tender and sweet That some may wish to destroy it, Through lies and deceit. Envy is caused by a love that is true, But no matter how jealous they are, Your love is something to hold onto. Love endures through all Because it is willing to rise up Once again after a fall. Through the pain & sorrow of the night, It waits patiently for the joy That comes with morning's first light. Love is a treasure above a

Just Wondering
Well we are slowly approaching Gordons appointment to see a specialist in June! You know I go through a lot with him. Tonight has been a rough night for us both. I hear him cry everyday..."mommy don't hook me up" or " I hate you for this." Just once, I wish he would get the chance to tell his dad these things! He lives maybe 45 miles from us and he has no contact with his kids! A few months back Dave was asked to give blood for testing purposes.....he said NO! I have to deal with Gordons health day in day out, 24/7, 365 days a year! Dave's asked for one simple test and he says no! I am the one that watches Gordon play and wonder what is he going to be like in 6 months.......Is he ever going to be "normal?" So, I was wondering if I am in the wrong for wanting Dave to step up? Not so much for him to be a dad, but to at least give his son the chance to be healthy!

Just Some Things To Ask You!
I have been thinking and I totally LOVE the Tap as you all know! I want to start a folder of Salutes just for me If you would like one, or would like me to make one for you...just ask me and please make me one I love them and want them. Also, I am going to be making a private folder ONLY I CAN SEE! So if you want to make a SPECIAL pic of any kind please do that as well, I would love to see what you can come up with! I will hopefully be adding new pics soon I did want to make it to a LEvel 20 before I added so I will need a couple more Blast I am sure. But anyway...you all please be creative and if you want a Salute made for u...from me...just mess me and let me know!! Hugs and kisses, Lizzy B

Just Do It
Some friendly advice Just thinking back over my life, a long, sometimes sad journey, spent most of it just surviving living payday to payday, doing what ever had to be done. Was doing a man’s work at the age of eight. Didn’t really have a child hood. Not much time for myself, seems I have always had a family to care for, and I took it very serious and did my best. Never took much time just to enjoy life. Now I am older things have finally come together and I do have time for me, hell, even have the money. For the first time in my life I can do pretty much just for me, I feel like a scared kid just starting out and ready to enjoy the world and all it has to offer. Why did I have to wait so long. What I am trying to tell all of you is to take time for yourselves now, life is short, hell, mine is about over, before long I wont be able to do much, age is catching up fast. It makes me sad to think of all the years I spent just surviving. I have a good friend ten years younger tha

Just Plain Dumb
ROCKVILLE, Md. (Star Tribune) — Two teenagers were charged with setting fires in suburban Washington after they bragged about the blazes on MySpace.com, authorities said. The 17-year-old schoolmates were involved in 17 fires in Montgomery County, fire officials said Friday. The teens face 22 charges, including two counts each of first-degree arson and four counts of second-degree arson. Their names were not released because they were charged as juveniles. Stores, vehicles, a bowling alley and two school buses were set on fire between Jan. 20 and April 16. Investigators got a tip to check out the online social networking site MySpace.com, where they found photos and descriptions. They posted photos of their crimes. The only way they could have been dumber is if they posted routes to the scenes of the crimes from their houses on Mapquest, sold pieces of the burned debris on eBay and written songs about it and distributed them illegally on Napster. They even wrote about th

Just Ramblings
Before I joined this site I couldn't imagine what would happen to me during my time here. The first lounge I went in, Damage Inc I met the greatest people who all made me feel welcome, all of whom made me want to come back here day after day, night after night which I basically did. Then I meet a wonderful woman and fall in love for the first time, which felt great. Then Damage Inc went poof for its reasons and I cried, I acctually cried because I thought i'd lose all those great friends I'd made, which in fact I happily didn't. Then I gradually stop talking to said wonderfull woman and fall in love with another wonderful woman (why do they all have to live in america and be already married). Therefore I cry and me and the first woman split (happily now her marriage is back together) and I get together with the second woman. Then the new lounge where all my friends hang out starts to split apart, everyone going separate ways to other lounges, and me being me sometimes being in 4

Just For A Smile
I have a little poem, I'll try to make it quick; The subject is quite simple: the joy of owning dick. A penis is a splendid thing; you ladies should be jealous. An organ with such lovely skin, it's smooth and mostly hairless. It starts to grow so quickly when a guy's about thirteen, His testicles on either side, his willy in between. It dangles neatly down below; it's softly warm and loyal. But at the slightest hint of lust, it's ready to uncoil. It seems to have a mind all of its own; it's like an untamed beast, It squirms and writhes and stretches out, just when you 'spect it least. Sometimes, yes, it misbehaves, erecting when it shouldn't. A bumpy train ride sets it off, and then I wish it wouldn't. During summer, wearing little, sunning on the beach, A glimpse of wobbly boobs or bums will make it squirm and reach. But handle it with love and care, for it will give great pleasure. I often check if it has grown - now when did I last measure? Some me

Just Some Old Fashion Advice..
Most people think in order to get their point across there has to be some kind of conflict. There has to be yelling and fighting and all kinds of mess. When the truth of the matter is nothing gets solved with all that useless bickering. I am serious nothing is created by shouting except more shouting. I honestly think that the softest of whispers can be heard better than the loudest of screams. You ever notice that a conflict is never solved during the fighting? No it is always solved when people sat down and talk calmly. Fighting gives people the excuse to get more angry an that is the last anyone needs. The old saying cooler heads will prevail is one the truest sayings ever. An angry person can not discuss a problem or anything without causing more problems. A calm mind leads to a better ending every time. So lets stop the yelling and the fighting and thing will work out .

Just Like Chocolate But Better
i see you as an addiction, but i dont want to. i cant stay away, you are in my thoughts. i ask myself why? i have asked that over and over again, why are you there? i am starting to realize that you, on an everyday basis are captivating my mind. i would do anything just be near you. to whisper in you ears, caress your back or kiss your neck. you make me smile and thats all i need. i like the way you make me think of running naked along a bubbly stream. i know theres something in the wake of your smile, i get a notion from the look in your eyes that you have been in love but that love fell apart. your little piece of heaven turned to dark. i want to hold you and tell you things will be ok. i cant stop thinking about you and i dont know why. why? why am i addicted to you?

¢¾just Do It!!....i Wanna Know!..¢¾
¢¾just do it!!....i wanna know!..¢¾ 1 question. 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any one question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No matter how insane or crazy it is. But I challenge you to have the balls to repost this and see what others ask you!

Just A Few Words
It's funny how this life can break you. Never knowing which direction it will take you. My life most days feels like a reaccuring nightmare. Leaving me shaking,broken and usually crying. I try so hard and it gets me nowhere. Asking myself repeatedily..why do I care? My words often twisted.. My actions misuderstood.. I try to make the right choices.. but it never does me any good. My life feels like it's spinning out of control. I need someone to take the wheel and never let go. I can't hold onto it anymore...if I do I will crash and burn. I see everyone else is so happy in their lives..when is ever going to be my turn? So I sit here and think on the brink of breaking. Empty and hollow inside...I keep on pretending.. Happiness is something I'm getting tired of faking. It's driving my mind insane and there is nothing that anyone can really do.. It's all going so wrong, so crazy.. I need someone to just be there for me, so that i can be in there arms, i don't w

~justified~
I have a lot of anger... I feel it's justified. I wont take retaliation, I just want it rectified. You promised you'd be here for me. But then you turned your back. Was it just your other easy way out? Or was it backbone that you lacked. You made promise to another... On his grave. You said you'd watch over me. But in the end you sidestepped them away, To satify the powers that be. I hope you never need me. For I'll be here to the end. But remember when I turn my back... And you thought you had a friend.

Just Me
I was once crying over you Then I was trying to forget you Just when I thought I had achieved that goal Now you walked back into my life And confused the hell out of me Can i learn to forgive and forget? Are we meant to love again ? Or doomed to repeat this pattern of unfullfilled hopes and dreams ?

Just Sayin' "hi"
Boy...I sure enjoyed having yesterday, my birthday off, now here it is another day, and I have to head back to work in a bit. Today's my son landon's b.d., so I think later today, we're going to head out to Finger Lakes...a neet place just north of town, for a cookout, and b.d. bash. I'm sure we'll have a blast, and there's LOTS of room for the grandkids to run off some of their energy...if that's possible...lol. We're headed to Indiana this weekend...not really relishing traveling at this time of the month, as I know traffic will be crazy, so please keep us in your prayers, that God grant us a safe trip there and back. The roads are full of crazy drivers, all the time, but they do seem to come out in hords anytime there is a holiday. Well...guess I need to head out...just wanted to drop in and say "HI", and to say THANKS AGAIN...for all the WONDERFUL birthday wishes that I received yesterday from so many friends. Love ya'll BUNCHES!!! Lev

Just To Let All Of My Friends, Family And Fans Know....
I am very happy to say, but sad at the same time too, that I am not going to be here for a while. I am going on vacation. This brings up some prayer requests...please pray for me... 1) The family I am visiting is unsaved. Help me to be a good witness. Pray that I do not conform to their actions, that I continue to remain faithful. 2) My son will be meeting his uncles for the first time. One of his uncles is going for his third tour of Iraq. Pray for safety. 3) Pray that Marc's father doesn't show up. He was told not to be in attendance. This is for protection of my son and I, along with everyone else. 4) Pray that I will be able to relax and have FUN! lol

Just An Observation
well...i've learned that you've got to be pretty and showing your boobs and other various parts of your body to get attention around here. a friend of mine and i made a joint account using a fake picture, and not only is this account already to a level 11 (NO salute!), this account also had a 7 day blast bought for it, and vic bought for it.all in a matter of 2-4 days. it took me several months to get to a level 11. ahhh well..such is life, i guess.

Just Me
Today as the sun fades in the distance my soul lays to rest upon the rock of fading warmth. Shadows & chills push the sun aside and make room for the darkness. (In my life i wish the sun would linger longer. It seems that the darkness comes faster and more often.)

Just An Update Of How I Am Doing.
Well all the formal stuff is all over, now comes the time where things are gonna have to get into a new routine and all the fun stuff with acquiring a child that you really were not expecting! I am still deeply hurt that he is gone, but found a poem that really helps, and his aunts thought this is what he was trying to tell all of us. He Only Took My Hand Last night while we were trying to sleep, His voice was all we could hear We opened our eyes looked around But he did not appear. H said you've got to listen You've got to understand God didn't take me from you He only took my hand. When I called out in pain that night The instant that I died, He reached down and took my hand And pulled me to his side. He pulled me up and saved me From my misery and pain My body was hurt so badly inside I could never be the same. I love you and miss you so And I'll always be near by My body is gone forever But my spirit will never die. And so you must go on no

Just Me...
After a passionate discussion with someone I love, we came to the conclusion I am a walking contradiction... Given me a real important reason and I'll kill as soon as look at ya, but by nature I'm a chill person. I don't like much attention from outside, but I seem to draw it to myself. I don't like people who judge by the surface & jump to conclusions, but laugh when they do and love scaring the hell outta em. I don't need recognition, but want friends to know I'm the best at what I do. I sometimes struggle with commitment, but only know how to give 1000 percent. I don't like a lot of society, but think a evolved egalitarian one is the only hope. I'm idealistic wanting the wrongs of the world righted, but believe it to be a corrupt place undeserving of hope and will never happen. I have contempt for authority and rules, but really need my own set to live by. I rely on my appearance and demeanor to maintain distance from most, but am VERY close to some.

Just Something
well i want everyone to know that i have finally found my true love and that i cant be more happy we found eachother on a date site called plenty of fish . now we live together and plan on getting married our family is perfect with our 7 kids together i have 4 and she has 3 . 16,14,3,7,7,5,3 wow i love the big family.

Just Thoughts Going Through My Mind
Hello Everyone, I was just looking at my Front page on here and i just noticed that i have Fanned way more friends then who Fanned me...I'm kinda upset but maybe there is a reason why...i can't force anybody to become my fan so i guess ill live with my close real friends on here that did fan me... but if u want feel free to fan me if you so desire its up to you take care Hugs and kisses Mistress Reeni

Just For The Holiday Weekend!
I've had several requests to open my NSFW/Private file for viewing, so I've decided to open it for the weekend. It will be open until Monday evening! These are pics of my piercings, lol! So, if you are the least bit squeamish about such things - don't look!! Addendum: This is for friends/family only, not the whole bloody world, lol! Just to clarify!!

Just To Let You Know
I am the most disgustingly selfish girl in the world. I am also an attention whore. I am pretty much out to destroy you and break your heart. Those are my only goals in life. It brings me pleasure to demand all your time just so I can fuck you over in the end. Fuck you.

Just How I Think
to me love is what happens when friendship is set on fire... its that one breathless kiss mixed with a true heart and a friendship that will last a lifetime... it doesnt come with a pricetag nor does it come only in one package... some are slightly dented from being abused , others are dusty from neglect... none of us are perfect we all come with our on little flaws... the key it to see past all those and into the heart.. simply amazing is what it is... the sound of love can not be heard nor can the beauty of ones heart be seen with just a glance.. its discovered , cherished and nurished until our hearts give into it in helpless desire... true that frist impression can be amazing with the beauty of a smile or the feel of a warm lingering embrace , but sooner or later we get use to it... father time and mother nature takes there toll on us all and when everything is all said and done we go back to what maters the most..... ONES HEART...

Justin
well we're not together its been up in the air for a week and now he's gone moved out and left town all in one day. i guess i should be happy, since it was a pretty short sweet break up kindaa, till u get down to the details. but i hurt so bad, and i feel like i can't let it go because i'm a parent now, like i'm wrong for poundering abt it rather than thinking abt my daughter 24-7. i don't want to talk to someone but i feel like i'm gonna bust at the seems to vent to someone i just don't know who. i feel like you pull one nerve the wrong way ibut all in one day he's here at'm gonna fall apart. i feel pathetic, my anxiety and depression and everything else that's wrong with me that im on meds for (for those who know) is 100 times worse. right now i'm hiding at my parents cause i cant stand to look at "our" house, more less anything thats inside of it. i want him back but i can't take him back cause of everything he did to me and my daughter. but i still love him, and will probably alway

Just To Vent
Just so everyone knows there are a few people who thought it would be fun to rip my picture and put under the category of "downraters and cherry tap haters", I don't hate anyone and the reason I rated this person a 5 is bc the picture she had on to rate was not flattering and I believed that everyone had the right to their own opinions on this site. She then proceeded to blow up my CT email with hateful messages and even had her husband leave a comment on one of my photos of me and my 1 yr old niece "fat bitch". I have since blocked this person, but I will no longer rate anyone unless they rate me first. I thought the purpose of this site was to make friends and to express honest opinions on whether we liked photos and or profiles, I did not realize that it is just another clique and that harrassment was so prevalant. Just a word of warning, do not visit sweetcheeks~ur next wetdream or her husband jaybudds bc if you do not give them what they want they will make your life a living hell

Just Going To Write About Whatever
I don't know what to write for my first blog on CherryTap! I could write about me, but none of you really want to know that anyway. I could write a story of a girl, who looked so sad in photographs, but I'm sure that would bore ya too. So maybe I'll just leave it at that. And I'll actually blog next time! Luv, ME

Just A Little Reminder
To all those men and women who fought for our protection. For those that have lost their lives to safe ours. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com For all those that have served in any branch of the service. I want to thank you and wish you well. And for those that have lost their lives to know that I keep you in my thoughts and prays...For I have three children of mine own and one day they may be the ones protecting us. I have lived the military live for many years my father was a service man for 33 years and my husband a former marine. I love this country... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com I know that we all have busy lives but take a moment this long weekend to remember those that have risked everything for the freedom that we have now and those that are still over there risking their lives everyday.... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Just A Little.............fun 1
Baby id get u al naked & start 2 kiss u moving fr ur lips 2 ur neck. Not letn u touch me. then move 2 ur chest. Lower & lower til i reach rock hard cock slowly i kis & lick the tip teasen u @ 1st then taken u al in every inch. Sukn u like no1 ever has, my mouth riding ur cock deep & hard. Hardr & hardr til i feel u almost there then stoping Climbn up on u kisn ur lips stroken ur dick w my hand mmm then slowly sliding my hot wet aching pussy down on ur cock riding u. Oh baby it feel so good. U rubbn ur hands down my chest. Squeezing my nipples. I start 2 ride u fastr til i cant take it ne more i moan u push me off & turn me over wanting to fuck mew hard u slowly start 2 fuck me hard pounding my pussy hard holding my hips. Mmmm then suddenly u pull out & start fuckn me in the ass hard & fast makn me scream with every push. Reaching that point u pull my shaking body 2 u, reaching around holdng me tight while u shoot ur hot load im my tight ass both enjoying ev

Just Life It's Self!!!
As I was growing up I was always taught to be faithful to your friends your partner. But sometimes things change in life on how you feel about your friends or partner. You know not all of us is faithful to our friends we sometimes just sit there and let them talk your ear off. But really do you really wanna hear drama sometimes I mean if it deals with your family or you, yourself yeah be there for them but people that you don't know about you know why do you wanna sometimes sit there and listen to it when you have problems sometimes. I go to 2 best friends of mine that I have told them my life to but they sit and listen to you not pop off saying that you should just get a divorce or you don't need those two being friends. My best friends are there for me no matter what you know. I will always love my best friends but I mean if you have drama in your house do you really wanna hear more drama that is coming off the streets about people you don't know? Well its like this I love my to best

Just Here
online tonight just here lol not really lookin for much just kickin it.. i wanna go to sleep but cant yet.. so i have to find something to do to entertain me self ya feelz me. if you are reading this you are really bored tooooo lolz... n e way this enough of this bloggg spitt.. bye

Just Up.
Just up with my boy Ronnie drinking some beer. And chillin while trying to get over this lady i've known and loved 4 a long time. She stays on my mind constantly. And i just want 2 emotionally just let her go.Don't get me wrong,i have other woman i could move on with but this 1 paticular still has my complete Heart and Soul. She is the 1 i consider 2 be my Soulmate. But because i was so stupid,selfish and self ricious. I may have lost her 4ever. And that truely breaks my Heart. Because Again,i know she was created 4 me,but i did things that drove her away. Babes i do and always will love you. And can never thank you enough 4 blessing us with 2 beautiful Angels who i adore along with this lady whom i lost due 2 my stupidity. I live now everyday hoping and wishing i could find awy 2 erase the damage i've done and ust get this very special lady back. Like i said i'm just up.

Just Because I Can Blah
Hello to all. Hoping your memorial day weekend was a blast. Mine was ok didnt do anything special over the weekend but my brother and his family invited us to a cook out so I guess I'll be leaving soon. I wanted to thank you all for showing support on my page, I love you dearly. You know, I have met well chatted with alot of wonderful ppl on here and only a few times have I had someone get a bit pissy with me so I consider myself lucky. I got the good ppl. Well I guess I'll end for now, never forever, I have some things to do before leaving. Hope you all have a safe holiday and remember the true meaning behind it. My salutes go out to the men and women who have lost their lives and the ones who continue to fight for the land of the free. to bad there has to be a price on it, something that is more precious than all the riches in the world, thats life. People serve our country to be free and if thats not something to be thankful for than alot of people have issues beyond hel

Just Wondering
So not to offend any body here on cherry tap I am relatively new here still but I am not getting alot of contact with the people that have added me and fanned me or rated me so Im just wondering whats up. I think everyone I have met on here is totally cool and I would like to get to know some people better so Im asking everyone to show me where all the fun is at on ct lets party right

Just Confused.
Well here we r.Not sure what im supposed to do.So please bare with me.lol.Im kinda upset and happy at the same time.See one of my girls who is 18 is going to have a baby.Im really to young to be a grandma.Anywho she has a bf that i dont care for to much.He wont work and he runs her all over the place.He wont let her rest.Well last weekend all 3 of my girls went to spend a week at the lake with my dad.Well the whole time she was there he was calling her and showing his ass bc she was not there to take him everywhere.So it caused a big stink she got mad and called someone to come and get her so she could take him where ever.I have not talked to her sence.So im not sure what this means????Does she not wont to have anything to do with us??????Im so confussed.

Just Another Fyi
Im having surgry tuesday, so will not be on for awhile, but I WILL BE BACK!!!! So I am not ignoring anyone just not here lol...I am hoping I will be back in roughly two weeks....So everyone take care, see you all soon...

Just Stuff
Had a pretty good weekend. :) It always helps when I have my son with me. Had to take him home yesterday but still spent the day with him. He had a parade and then we wet to see a movie(Pirates). His mother knew we were at the movie and what time it started, and STILL called during the movie and on the way home to find out just when I was bringing him back. UGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Drives me nuts! I had to be the mean Dad on Sunday. He didn't eat his supper. I didn't say much. But when bedtime came he asked for his icecream. I said no, he could eat his orange he didn't eat. I had already gotten rid of the chicken. He cried, pouted, begged. And yes, I CAN say NO to him..lol. He did end up eating some fruit. Driving back out tonight and Wednesday night for soccer.. last games of the spring season. Off to a meeting now. Hope everyone has a great day.

"just Go" Staind
I'm kinda numb It's so distorted You left me here with this damage that you've caused My tortured faces Those fucked up places In my memories none of them I've lost, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. It's kinda sick I feel so dirty I'm kinda tragic kinda insecure But I know that I'm the only One that can fix whatever's wrong I'm sure, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. I feel so alone From all I've become I'll take you down I'll feel so down I'm water while you drown You're lifted while I'm down I'm cancer in your womb I'm the needle in your spoon, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the f

Just Some Thoughts
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Just A Thought
hello there... well you ever get the feeling thatyouare running in a cirlce and getting no where.. well today happen 2 be one of these days for me.. and it seems like one of my bestfriends are walking away and don't knwwhat 2 do too fix the problem.. and part of the reason is my health..and the other is i don't agree with whats she doing with her life so the onlyy thing i can do is stand there and be there when her world crashes

Just Some Thoughts
I just posted some of the poems that Ive written over the past few years and it has brought back some memories for me...some good and some not so good but either way, I have learned that everything happens for a reason. You live and you learn and everything that happens to you, makes you who you are. I never regret the choices that I make in my life! Ive learned that when God takes someone out of your life, He always puts someone else in their place. Why? I dont know and to be perfectly honest, I dont want to know! I have been through alot in my 22 years on this earth, alot more than most will experience, and it has made me a very strong person. I dont open up very easily to people, for the fear of rejection. When I fall, I fall hard! Anyways...Im done for now.

Just Another Day....
Just another day waking up alone, just another day without you, why me, why me....I hate it, I hate having my period cause it makes me so sentimetal and such a cry baby...mmmmm....And here I am as stupid as I can be, writing a blog to no one but to everybody...Hate being a woman in moments like this..why women have to be like this,Oh Lord, I am complaining against you...I'm sorry, I know your plans for me but sometimes it sucks..I know you promise us a eternal life and being with us at all the times but sometimes I can't help but feel loneely..I wanted sooo badly someone to love, to take care, someone that loves me back but I just kind find the right one and i ended up loving the one the doesn't feel anything..WHY!!!!, I know is not yuor fault but mine...Thank you Lord for a beautiful day, for blessings receive that sometimes feels like I'm not worth it for them,For health for job, for everything...I'm sorry Lord the things I've made it but all about you Jesus, I'm coming back to the h

Just A Quicky For Now
Just wanted to saHI and thank you to those who have helped me level up. Also wanna say wuts up to all my sexi close friends,u guys kno who u r.Without you i dunno wut i would do. You keep me laughing and happy and most of all you show me love. Be sure to rate me on CT PinUps!!! *muah* Love You

Just Something I Wrote!!!
Your smile is like a gentle breeze on a cool Summer Day; It brings so much to me I hardly know what to say. When I kiss your lips and see that smile, it really melts my heart;To know that I can make you smile with just one touch that you have felt. With the gleamy look from my eyes into yours it has you hooked and The touch of your hands makes my body shook. It's a feeling that reaches out to my soul and it makes it whole; A feeling no one else has made it known.

Just For Me
Shall I cast your love with open hand and let it catch the breeze? Shall I turn my back upon your name and fall upon my knees? The wind shall lift your love ahigh and take it where it blows, then land it soft upon a cloud to transform to a rose. To free you from your earthly bond is to free you from your gloom. Then I'll have the chance to view you transformed into a bloom. by Kim. Yet another beautiful poem written for me.

Just A Few Poems
Faded You told me you cared, you gave me nothing to fear, but as soon as I turned around you disappeared, but for you I always remained here, you would talk yourself out of every lie, and you even held me when I would cry, I didn’t want to believe or even see, that you would prefer someone other then me, though it was written and drawn across your face, I pretended as if there was nothing I could trace, stuck with the plain fact that I was contributing to my own pain, by allowing you to tear up my insides making me insane, wishing I could rewind and prevent, the bitterness that taunts my complection changing my scent, but you inform me it wasn’t intentional for it was only a mistake, a mistake that forms a deep hate in my roots in which I cant take, wanting to be able to fake the relate and understand, to say it’s ok baby you can take my hand, but faced with the reality of the pain that you created, and that the love I once felt has now completely faded. Your

Just A Little Longer
Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, Seems the only thing holding me

Just My Thoughts
You ever have thoughts that maybe your hold on this world aint as good as you thoought it was? I have been trying hard to get into school asap. I know the only way anything will ever get any better for me is to graduate and become a nurse. I just still fear the unknown...once again, not a good hold on my world. I have been trying hard to not get upset by the choices my daughter is making in her life. She is close to becoming an adult, and moving faster at making me a grandparent before I am 35... A hold on my world that I never had. I guess life is just wearing me down.

Just Venting
see i cant figure out y dick heads like sexygordonfan84 whos still freash meat has 1 picx and want to rate a 6 he s not the only one ive seen 7s ,9s those aint to bad really not like the 1s and 2s some newbies give andf i usally just let it go but tonight its bugging me im sick of my friends beeing messed with by ass holes and low rating prick . likle i sayed im just venting . lol

The Justice Tarot
Justice This Deck: Morgan-Greer General Meaning: Traditionally, what has been known as the Justice card has to do with moral sensitivity and that which gives rise to empathy, compassion and a sense of fairness. Since the time of Solomon, this image has represented a standard for the humane and fair-minded treatment of other beings. Often including the image of a fulcrum which helps to balance competing needs against the greater good, and a two-edged sword to symbolize the precision needed to make clear judgments, this card reminds us to be careful to attend to important details. It's a mistake to overlook or minimize anything where this card is concerned. The law of Karma is represented here -- what goes around comes around.

Just Typing
just seems like everything around me is falling about even more now just seems like nothing is going right seems like every time i turn around sumthing happens like my divorce has been put off for 6 months it sucks cause i want out of this marriage so bad he screwed up and now i have to wait till he gets back to have it im going on living my life doing what i wanna do he did while we was still married y can now thouhgt i could trust sumbody found out that i cant if u say ur going to do sumthing then do it dont lie to me if u cant handle how i talk then dont talk to me geez how hard is that just if ur going to do or say sumthing then do it sorry just venting have no one to talk to yeah i have my famiy but they just look at me and say thing will be ok blah blah but u know just wish i had sum one that would just listen not say ok sorry brb blah blah anyways i need to go just vent untill the next time

Just Me Being Me
well first off,i am melissa and i am from tennesse,,i just wanted to write that i love to go 4 wheelin and gettin dam good and muddy,,dont be affraid ladys,,just mudd,,lol,,i also am a mother of 2 teenage animals,alan 18 and josh is 15,,i also love to be out doors walkin is great ,just bein w my family is good enough for me,,check out my profile myspace.com/mel1969_7,,if yaa do not have a sence of humor,,please save the DRAMMA FOR UR MOMMA,,,dont send it this way,,i am as out spoking as them come,,u ask me a oppion i will tell the truth,,if ya dont like my answer dont talk w me if ya have a personality of a Jack Azz

Just Do It
Y = Yes, N = No, M= Maybe. Fill this in for me and/or repost for others to answer for you. Then message it to me. Would/will you? [_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [_] fight me? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] hold my hand? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? [_] make-out in the movies with me? < br />D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im a good person [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to *Do* me? [_] thi

Just To Give Everyone A Good Laugh
I just locked myself in the bathroom.LOL.I was going to open the door and turned the door knob to open it and it wouldnt open.I thought for minute then was like damn I just locked myself in bathroom.LOL.Of course I then unlocked the door.

Just For You...
As I take your clothes from you let me gaze upon your body. Dance naked I promise I won't touch, but drive me crazy with a thought. Let me dance in your head with you until you invite me to be by you, but still drive me mad with the thought of touching something that maybe way to fun for one mans soul to handle. Let me taste what makes you happy as you gaze down on my face doing the thing you only wish me to do. Let me see your face with wet lips and a starving soul for the things you need and I want. Let me lie beside you as you breath deep upon the air that we created together. As I look upon your heaving chest and your wonderful body….let me only dream of what it would be like to be one with you. When we are asleep let me have the most wildest dreams that bring me to the edge that I have to wake you and do it all again. Let me taste your smile upon my lips as you purr with happiness. Rub my head it is just your choice what head you will choose….take me, devour me when I do not

Just A Little Boy
He was just a little boy, on a week's first day. Wandering home from Sunday School, and dawdling on the way. - He scuffed his shoes into the grass; he even found a caterpillar. He found a fluffy milkweed pod, and blew out all the "filler." - A bird's nest in a tree overhead, so wisely placed up so high. Was just another wonder, that caught his eager eye. - A neighbor watched his zig zag course, and hailed him from the lawn; Asked him where he'd been that day and what was going on. - "I've been to Bible School ," he said and turned a piece of sod. He picked up a wiggly worm replying, "I've learned a lot about God." - "M'm very fine way," the neighbor said, "for a boy to spend his time." "If you'll tell me where God is, I'll give you a brand new dime." - Quick as a flash the answer came! Nor were his accents faint. "I'll give you

Just Do It
To hate you to despise to destroy you as you rise To watch you fall From safeties reach As others stand and preach Breaking sound Falling down As you hit your bottom now Reach up high Past the skies Don't let this burn you now Watch your step Do not fall Go out fast to prove them wrong Forced to feel All the pain As your life must be maintained Do not step and close your eyes Back up now While theres still time Throw your arms up to the sky Bite your pride on its own hide Do you thing Like you do Don't let this end what's you Plant your feet Firm on the ground Stomp and scream really loud Let it out What inside To see the better side. Love for life Not for now Forever hold and be real proud Light the torch And throw the flame No ones standing in your way

Just Some Tips
Heard alot from real life folks saying how things don't work out not any of you members just some close friends so I decided to post some info and tips now and then hope you enjoy it. Limits (BDSM) In the BDSM world, limits refer to activities that a partner feels strongly about, and to which special attention must be paid. Before a BDSM scene, it is common to perform a negotiation to outline what will and will not happen during the play session. During this time, all participants outline what they desire and what they will not tolerate. This is the time to discuss limits. Both Dominants and submissives can express limits. They can be spoken or written, and discussing them fully usually results in an improved experience for all involved. Popular variants include: Hard Limit – something that must not be done. Violating a hard limit is often considered just cause for ending a scene or even a relationship. Examples include “scat is a hard limit for me” or “I have a

Just Venting
I have been told I put off a vibe...for those that know me do you think I put off a vibe? What do I have "pick me, I want to be the other women" well apparently I do and It sucks!! I guess I have a magnet attached to my head that attracts men that I should not be involved with and because I am such a sucker I find myself in that situation. *kicks myself in the ass and I know I have no one to blame but myself. I am not asking what to do or anyones opinion on the matter though I am sure somebody will have something sarcastic to say just venting here ... but I can walk away at anytime and it is getting to the point that I want to do that and just give up on men all together ....single or otherwise involved!! Sometimes I wonder if leaving something I was not happy in was worth it. Would I have rather been unhappy and have someone at least there to do things with and have conversations with or to be happy but lonely? like I am now.... but regardless of whatever decision I mad

Just As A Thought!
Why do i feel the way i do? Why do i do it again? Why want what you cant have? Why ask for the pain? Its the thrill of it all that takes me there now. Its the maybe I can thats says someday some how. Trodge on little soldier The fight comes today. move your weary feet. Love come your way. I may not be a poet but I do know what i feel! mikey 6-2-07

Just Stuff
To start my day, I was walking up the stairs (with flip flops on) to my apartment with my dog and stubbed my toe and fell onto the rail. Killed my arm. It hurts like hell. Just went to brush me teeth and leaned on the counter.... yeah shouldn't have done that. Then I was on the floor playing with my dog when my brother stops right beside me and farts. Thanks bro! So I hit his leg. He's lucky I didn't hit something else. Ass. Thats all the complaints I have for now.

Just Starting
So I have always wanted to write in one of these. Its like a diary and even as a kid I was bad about that. Probably because when I was a teenager I had one and my brother found it. Read it and then showed it to my mother. Man did I get in trouble. Burned it and since then have never been really able to keep one!! So for the first time in my life I am very happy. Have been married twice. First husband died in car wreck. Second was just a disaster. Will go into all that in other blogs. So I have finally met this wonderful guy. Everything you could always want in a guy. Never have felt like this before. Always thought I was in love with others. Maybe so but from what I am feeling now, not true love. Or maybe I am just wiser and more cautious in what I want and have found it. Ok I wrote my first page!! For those who have read make me write more. lol Believe me I feel like spilling guts and some is just too good not to hear!

Just Do A Straight Interview...right! Not On My Show!!!
Karen’s Blog , June 3rd. Well, as you can tell we not only lost Stoner Dave, we lost Jay too. Yep folks, it’s tough running a business and sometimes, people change their minds on the direction they want to go. Jay’s day job has taken a turn and he is having to devote more time to that, but as you can see his evilness remains as he referenced himself at the website as the “The Man of Power” since he is taking over the tech side of the show. Also on a not so happy note to relay, you will notice that all the Euphoria’s button, banners and ads are now gone too. As much as I hate to report this, Euphoria’s is out of business. Yep folks, the leather bondage gear and wear we all love are gone and Lucas and Tiff have decided to focus more on the adult toy part of the biz. No matter what they chose to do in business, Ksframeofmind will always support them and soon, you will see new buttons, ads, and banners back in a flash with the new name of their exclusive adult toy line and be lookin

Just My Thoughts!
"If one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours...If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put foundations under them."

Just A Thought
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Just Needed To Get This Off My Chest! Lol
This has been building up now for a long time. I actually used to go through my Friends List every so often to "clean out" the people that I had never heard from. Alot of people just want to see how many friends they can get. They never say one word to ya even if THEY are the one that requested to be friends in the first place. lol Yes, I know I have WAY too many so called "friends" on here. But honestly, I just got tired of going through and deleting people because it's a HUGE pain in the ass!! lol And I will also admit that I don't rate everybody's photos, I used to but got tired of rating photos for people that never rated mine or even took a minute to say "Hi". Now, if I am the one that sends a Friend Request, I always rate the persons photos. I'm not on here to "collect" friends or just for ratings. I have actually met ALOT of really good friends here. But the thing that made me break down tonight and write this is... I noticed one of my "friends" uploading photos tonight. Being t

Just A Figment Of Your Imagination...
RAWR: Hello My Fellow CherryTappers. Hope This Blog Finds You Well. First Off: Added Some 'New' Pics... Album = Never To Be Forgot Intro: So In The Beginning The Weekend Was A Total Drag... Plot: Friday Absolutely Nothing Went Well.. Was So Psyched About Going To See Pirates... Just To Get Let Down And Not Seeing It... Biggest Disappointment This Weekend. Then Strawberry Fest. Was In Town, So I Wanted To Go There... But Both Times I Tried To Go Yesterday (With 2 Different People) That Sooo Dint Work... My Plans For Strawberry Fest. Were Foiled Twice In A Row!!! That Kinda Upset Me, But Oh Well I Live. Today On The Other Hand, Got A Call From A Friend... Wanting To Go To Strawberry Fest... Guess What!! I Made It To Strawberry Fest. Today!!! Yay Climax: ♥Finally Got To Spend Time With My Best Friend Who Reacently Moved.... ♥The Most Random Things... ♥The Straightest Female I Know Seroius Slappend My Ass Like Twice And Totally Loved It....

Just Thoughts...
Random thoughtlessness... WHEN THE SKIES RAIN... YOU CAN SHARE MY UMBRELLA. WHEN THE SUN SHINES BRIGHT, YOU AND I CAN SHINE TOGETHER. THE BRIGHTER YOU SHINE, THE BRIGHTER I SHINE! YOU SHOW ME LOVE THROUGH YOUR HEART, I SHOW YOU LOVE THROUGH MINE. NO MATTER WHAT... YOU'LL BE ON MY MIND AND IN MY HEART AND SOUL.... YOU'LL SHINE FOREVER AND BE A CONSTANT REMINDER, THAT I'LL NEVER BE ALONE. LET ME BE YOUR REMINDER THAT YOUR NOT ALONE! I WANT TO BE YOUR HAT ON YOUR HEAD, I WANT TO BE THE SHEETS ON YOUR BED, I WANT TO BE THE SMILE YOU WEAR, I WANT TO BE SHIRT ON YOUR BACK... I JUST WANT TO BE CLOSE TO YOU... WILL YOU LET ME? WHEN I REACH FOR YOUR HAND THROUGH THE DARKNESS, WILL YOU REACH FOR MINE? WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES, WILL YOU LET ME SEE YOUR WORLD? WHEN YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES, CAN YOU SEE MY WORLD? IF I COULD OPEN UP MY HEAD TO LET OUT ALL MY THOUGHTS... I WOULD... I WOULD SHARE MY EVERYTHING, IF I COULD.... I WOULD BE THERE THROUGH THICK AND THIN.... I WOULD BE THE LIGHT AT THE

Just The Way I Do
Is this the way you are? The way you feel and think? You say it is, but are you sure? Or is this because you are so insecure? Please open your eyes and try to see The way you look to me So sweet, caring and not so tough That is you and that’s enough I know you’ll say that I don’t know But sometimes this is the part you show I know you’ll say I can’t see through But sometimes I see this part of you You’re holding back, you’re hiding You won’t share the things you feel Why won’t you be the girl I know you are? The girl you are for real Please don’t hide who you are inside Show everyone this part of you Just try to set your pride aside And everyone will love you Just the way I do

Just Cause I Can
(This is still rather rough) The concern, even to the question of wage disparity, within the question of gender differentiation in society and the economy is: how much difference does choice make in the variations of resource allotment and opportunity? It is of note in the technical industry that the increase of women in the traditional male technical administration roles did coincide in a general decrease in pay levels for both genders. As women entered the discipline there was a trend towards reduction in the wages paid in general. This could be due to women accepting less pay for the same duties, or simply that there were more people in the industry in general of both genders, and it allowed the corporations to significantly reduce wages. Some would call this increased opportunity for women. However, in the late 1990s the disparity was substantial. Women new hires were coming into the field at $30,000 a year less then their more experienced counterparts. While the experience leve

Just Got This In An Email.....mmmmm.....
This is a story I wrote a long time ago for a friend of mine... When we were talking earlier, I can't get the thought from my mind. Knowing how stressed out you are. Knowing how rough it has been with all the stuff going on. You coming home, the rain making the drive stressful. The wind blowing your hair as you climb the walkway to the door. Fumbling for the keys to the front door. Coming inside the quiet dark house. The skies making the usual natural light. Just perfect you whisper under your breath as even the lights don't work. I can sense your frustration as you near the bedroom and you notice the glow from the candles. You smell the sweet aroma from the scented bath oil. I can't stay away I whisper as you are startled by me. Behind you. "Shhhh... don't turn around. Don't even move." You are so special to me. I just want to savor this moment. My voice foreign to you, but still yet recognizable from the very few times we have talked. You know it is me

Just Felt Like Venting...
I personally don't give a fuck if anybody get's offended by whatevers said in this blog... I'm writing this cause i'm sick and fuckin tired of hearing all you fake fraud ass niggas talk about how you "roll one deep" bitch you are anything but one deep... You're the same people who go out and have a crew of up to 15 people and yet you still claim to be 1 Deep.. You know what bitch fuck you... What do you know about being alone?... You're also the same fuckin people who grew up with older brothers and stayed at your aunt's house on the fuckin weekend... You're not hard nor a gangsta so quit pretending bitch... Let me give you a little lesson on being (1 Deep) I didn't grow up with many friend's nor was I ever close to any of my cousins... I didn't hang out with my cousin's and i didn't have any older brothers. I grew up by myself and that's the brutal honest truth... I was never close to my family cause on both sides of the family everybody thought they were better... Cousin's acted lik

Just Another Day....
Just havin one of those days......again, u no, the 1 where u just feel like...maybe u should have never woke up today. Seems everything just goes so wrong ne more. Just cant uderstand y i feel like this so much lately......my kids r wonderful, my friends......they r the greatest. I dont know..........mayb its just me.......mayb im just.........mayb i should just.........

Just Don't Bother
I gotta ask what the hell is it with people on here,that they feel the need to make excuses for not wanting to chat. Why do they add you at all? every time you talk to them they say about three lines then i have to go. gotta run, gotta work out, gotta cook, gotta something. jesus just say you don't want to talk.

Just A Bad Mood Rant
Ok, so I am not in such a good mood tonight, I have no idea why, just one of those nights I guess. I think I am tired of stupidity in general right now . . . Just had more than my fill the last few days. I’m not sure why it is bothering me so much now than it usually does, but it is. I don’t need someone to talk to or anything I just need to sort things out I think. I’m just in an odd place where I am me but dammit at the same time I am wholly unrecognizable - yeah probably makes no sense to any of you. I know exactly what I ma talking about though and I am sure there is at least one other person somewhere who does. So, what is it? I think what pushed me over the edge today was someone telling me that if I believed in God that I would be a better person. That since I do not believe in God that is why my life has been so miserable but I still have the power to change it in my heart if I just look deep enough, because God can forgive all of my sins if I am willing to admit them

Just Because I Love You...
Just because I love you doesn't mean I'm weak! Just because I love you doesn't mean I'm stupid! Just because I love you doesn't mean you can walk all over me! Just because I love you doesn't mean I won't leave you. I love you! I really do! But I love myself too! I love you and always will even if I never talk to you ever again. I love you and always will even if I move on with out you. I love you and always will even if I find somebody new. ~Lorenzo the ModernDaVinci

Just A Friendly Reminder;-)!! Thanks
please vote for me!! This will only take a few mins of your time if that! please help me become Miss June in the Calendar contest. I will get 5 points for every person I get to join using my recruiter ID# 457!! just sign up and upload 2 pics of your self and your done and don't even need to use it if you don't want to. it really means alot to me if you could take the time to help me out. thank you very much and have a great day ;)!! make sure you use my recruiter id#457 when you join otherwise I won't get the 5 points:( click here to join Tri-state Hotties please vote for me daily or as much as you can:)!! 5 is HOT and 1 is NOT here the link to me Teaseumbikini WWW.TEASEUMBIKINI.COM thank you xoxoxoxoxo

Just Ranting
hello all. ever have one of those days where you just want to enlighten everyone? well, some don't like me for some reason. could it be that i am a bold person who really doesn't care what others think? could it be i have way too much fun and they think that is bad? well, i like me and if you don't it's not my loss. i used to try to please everyone and make everybody happy. so who got left out? me! everyone else got what they wanted and moved on. me, still searching. well, guess what? i can't help it i am still like that..lol. i can't change who i am. now, those of you who are my very close friends, please don't think this is about you or directed directly at you, ok? it's for all those others who i thought were my friends who just wanted to use me and lose me. i just want a little payback for all the stuff i do for others ya know? i aim to please, so when is it my turn? any takers?

Just Thinking
I was just here for friends... and all I get is attitude when I don’t do the internet sex thing and don’t send nasty pix. Now I am getting bad mouthed by 3 different people for things I did not even do. This is not why I am here. I am thinking about just closing my account. If my REAL friends want to keep in touch, hit me up and I'll give you my yahoo. Just thinking out loud. Keep them smiles on all.

Just Breath
heart starts pounding breathe becomes faster becoming harder to breath dizziness comes upon you you feel like you are going to die where the hell am i? oh god what is happening? breathing becomes easier heart beat goes back to normal you remember where you are again what the fuck just happened to me? did i have a heart attack? no this is what it is like to have a panic attack

Just Checking Something Out.... Let Us Know ....ty
To all of our friends and family; We know that alot of you are currently in groups or families here on CT now. Both Melinda and I have been debating on whether or not to start a small close knit family for moral support, levels, or whatever. No type of theme or craziness that we have had in our past families together or seperately. Just friends being there for one another. At this time, we are just wanting to see which of you might be interested or possibly interested in joining a small (very) close knit group. So if any of you are interested, please contact either Melinda or I at the links provided below..... Thank You, ~*~Texas Bitch~*~@ CherryTAP Kevin~a.k.a. Cha0tic Drag0n~@ CherryTAP

Just Doesn't Know It Yet
I wanna be the pillow he holds close: just so I can be in his arms. I wanna be the security system his fingers caress when he gets home: just so I can keep him safe. I wanna be the flowers he gets on his doorstep: just so I can be appreciated. I wanna be the umbrella he works like a model: just so I can protect him from the storms of life. I wanna be the postman who delivers his mail: just so he'll think I'm dependable. I wanna be the girl he cries about: just to know I mean something to him. I wanna be the lie he tells to himself every morning when he says he's okay: just because he's so familiar with it. I wanna be everything I'm not: just so he'll notice me. We're just two connecting pieces in a puzzle, peanut butter & jelly on a piece of bread, and icy water and a sweating boy on a summer's day. He just doesn't know it yet.

Just Needed To Vent
So, I was scheduled to work 8-4 today; here it is only 12:30 and I was sent home...sent home before our second person who came in at 7 -- sent home before several others who should've went home before me. Why? Because I let one co-worker get to me...and I told him , a bit too loudly, to shut up. Now I understand why--because the one guy who was working there today is a snitch--he tells the district manager everything--and the manager in charge didn't want any conflict. She knew I wasn't in a bad mood, hadn't been in a bad mood all day. This kid just wouldn't stop--and it was during lunch rush, so I was concentrating, trying to, on what I was doing & his nonsense was distracting. I'm batting a thousand this week--apparently I did something wrong (that's my assupmtion) Monday because on next week's schedule, the day of inspection --the 11th-- I'm whited out. And then this crap today.... I'm sure I'm going to get a real talking too when the boss is in tomorrow. This just hasn't be

Just Felt Like Venting.
the other day at work a patient, after breaking open the fasteners that keep the windows from opening and kicking out the screen she jumped out of it. she landed on a padded roof 13ft or more below with minor damage, but then proceeded to go to the edge and eventually jumped another 25 ft to concrete and grass causing serious injury to herself. actually when the paramedics who were present on scene ran over to her she wasnt breathing :-( this was a truly unfortunate incident and the woman was odviously in crisis and clearly determined to kill herself. now from the moment she 1st jumped out the window my dept go the call and me and my officers all responded quickly, so fast that many of us were on scene before she walked over to the 2nd ledge, we all scrambled to get air mattresses blown up and in place, to block off the area and keep the crowd away, and several of us, myself included rushed upstairs to gain access to that area of the roof where she had jumped. folks that know me kno

Just A Joke
Perfect Breasts (*) (*)!!!! A guy walking down the street sees a woman with perfect tits. He says to her, "Hey miss, would you let me bite your tits for $100 dollars? "Are you nuts?" she replies, and keeps walking away. He turns around, runs around the block and gets to the corner before she does. "Would you let me bite your tits for $1,000 dollars?" he asks again. "Listen you; I'm not that kind of woman! Got it?" So the guy runs around the next block and faces her again. "Would you let me bite your tits just once for $10,000 dollars?" She thinks about it for a while and says, "Hmmm, $10,000 dollars, eh? Ok, just once, but not here. Let's go to that dark alley over there." So they go into the alley, where she takes off her blouse to reveal the most perfect tits in the world. As soon as he sees them, he, grabs them and starts caressing them, fondling them slowly, kissing them, licking them, burying his face in them, but not biting them. The woman final

Just Radom Thoughts.
Here once again I find myself on this path and the next. So many have i touch and so few have i let near me. I wander one path to the next path and find my mind wondering. Was it enough to show you what was inside of you,did i give you the wind to take flight on your own. So much i wanted to say and so little did i say. So now here i am on these paths of life and I wonder will i every show the real me to anyone. Or will i be one of the ones that is there in the shadows of others. As I wander I think of all i have come across and all those I had pushed away when i meant to hold on to them. I think have all I said and showed was it enough so that those i love and care about don't walk their paths as I have. Always wanting someone to share my long nights and my crazy days with but yet never letting any of those who gave their love and kindness without a second thought to me. I can't help but wonder where will my wanderings leave me and will those I cross hold me or let me go. Time has a f

Just Today ...
... I lost a friend. And this goes out to him (hopefully, he'll read it): *~Although we've only known each other a short time, you are still special to me. No matter how badly you may think of yourself, I think highly of you. And although we may not speak, I still think of you as my friend and always will. Should you need a shoulder, you've got mine. I will be here if you need me. Best of luck to you, hun.~* ~J~

Just Bored Silly...
1. How old will you be in December? 30... *looks at you... yes you...* Ok... now that's enough snickering from the peanut gallery. 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? Ha... Only if you drag me (kicking and screaming) down the isle w/ a gun to my head, and even then... probably not... 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? Getting settled in and scaring people at the wife's wedding. 4. Who was the last person you called? Um... My Ravey. 5. Who was the last person to call you? My mom 6. Do you prefer to call or text? Depends on the person... Usually text unless I crave to hear their voice. 7. What were you doing at 12am last night? Chatting online while surfing the interwebs... 8. Parents separated/divorced/married? Divorced for over 20 years. 9. When's the last time you saw your mom? About an hour ago. 10. What happened at 11:00p.m.? Um... nothing spectacular 11. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 8 12. Do you p

Just Felt Like Fuck'ing You!
YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 peo

Just A ?
Not that it really bothers me that much but just thought i would throw this ? out. Why do guys when they find out that u are taken instantly stop talking to you?? I mean I know this is a singles site but you dont have to be so rude. Just my thoughts.

Just A Mistake
Ok I Need a lil help to understand why it is that When a Woman makes a mistake its the biggest sin in the world but whn a man makes a mistake a woman is suppose to just take Him back and look around It...I am only human and made a mistake with someone that really cares about me and I didnt have enough faith in him to give him the benefit of the doubt...basically I have a hard time trusting and I have a hard time caring about people due to my marriage and the way that it broke up...I have apoligized but that doesnt seem to be enough so because I made a simple mistake trying to get to the bottom of something he has decided that he no longer cares about me and he can't forgive me...Is he looking for a reason to run?? He knew from day one that i had trust issues and that I was going to challenge that and that he would have earn his trust and well I guess that honesty in this situtation was not the best policy....So once again I ask Why is that when a man makes a mistake A woman is suppose

Just Another Notch...
His kisses are still haunting me...still lingering on my lips. My body is still yearning and hot from the feel of his fingertips. He has my heart in his hands...does he even realize? Does he care? Am I just another notch in his bedpost? Or was I able to captivate him in some way...a way that will make him come back for more?

Just Babbling
TEARS RUNNING DOWN MY FACE ... NO ONE SEE'S THEM BECAUSE I HIDE BEHIND CLOSED DOORS... AFRAID OF MORE PAIN OF WHAT THEY WILL SAY OR DO ... MY HEART ACHES FOR LOVE I DO NOT HAVE AND FOR THE ONE I LOST ?? SOMEDAY MY SANITY WILL COME BACK TO ME BUT BEING ALL ALONE DOESN'T HELP !! FRIENDS HAVE BEEN KIND TO ME WITH SOFT WORDS AND KINDNESS AND IT HELPS ME !! SO MUCH HAS BROUGHT ME TO DOWN THE LAST 2 MONTHS I'M HAVING A HARD TIME HANDLING IT !! MY HEART IS TOO SOFT AND I LET TO MUCH GET TO ME AND HURT ME !! I HAVE BEEN TOLD I NEED TO HARDEN IT !! BUT SOMETHING I CAN'T DO BECAUSE ITS ME AND I WANT TO BE JUST ME !! I CARE TO MUCH AND ALWAYS WANT TO DO WHAT I CAN FOR PEOPLE AND I GET USED AND HURT !! BUT I KEEP ON DOING IT ALL... I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO CHANGE WHO I AM !! I LOVE TRUELY AND DEEPLY ...I GIVE WITHOUT WANTING ANYTHING IN RETURN !! I'M JUST A PERSON WHO LOVES TO LOVE AND GIVES WITHOUT WANTING ANYTHING IN RETURN!! SOME SAY THATS A BAD THING !! WHY

Just In Case,i Love Ya
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the >warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning >that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special >moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more >"just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used >up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I >love you." > >So while we have it it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when >it's broken ... .. and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage >... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad >hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are >worth it, because we are worth it. > >Some things we keep - - like a best friend who moved away or a classmate >we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no >matter what. > >Life is important, like people we know who ar

Just Another Ramble
I'm becoming terribly resigned. pretty much just life in general I'm resigned to love, and don't even know if I believe in it anymore. there's plenty of signs in my life that point to YES and I should believe, but I'm not so sure if it's going to wander my way any time soon. I'm resigned to the passage of time, I can do nothing to stop it. it will continually speed up and unless I accept it, I'll simply be drug behind it. Maybe it's not even really resign. maybe it's just apathy. I can feel that old numbness creeping back up my spine, just waiting to take over again. I hated those days. I was such a mess. I felt nothing for a months. nothing hurt, nothing was pleasurable, nothing was tolerable and nothing set me in any direction except further into complete indifference. I don't know the exact moment when it happened. but I became a former shell of myself. My inspiration has been lacking. Am I only the only person in the world who literally acts out scenarios? I'll come up with som

Justa A Monday In Michigan
Good Morning…A Monday morning at that… On Msn there is a video site about sharks…I was not on there either…dang it. Sharks do have a mind of their own. Now there is a great saying that means absolutely nothing at all… Ya ever hear anyone say. “They have a mind of their own?” Well I would hope they do…if not they would have someone else’s right? Oh well people and goofy sayings. Still too soon to talk about work and moving it...perhaps I will get a urge to do it tomorrow…or not...but one thing is perfectly correct… That is my wishing you a wonder yet fabulous day. Oh and hopefully you had a wonderful weekend, I did and did not do a lot…LOL Lazy ass boy for a change…I bird watched…now if that is not old age setting in… we have Orioles happy day… along with hummingbirds. I can sit and watch them for hours on that swing…I am getting old…LOL But, not too old to wish you a wonderful day…be good or be bad…just have fun doing it.. A huge Michigan hug and numerous pats Mart

Just A Holla!
Hey peeps what's up? Nothing much here just working my tail off as usual. The weather has been great and just down right beautiful! I went up to the mountains over the weekend and did some sight seeing, it was magnificent! I really enjoyed my time! I'm getting ready for our upcoming Indian Day festivities and I'm totally anxious since it will be a time to make new friends and see old ones too! Who knows maybe that Mr. Right will find me - LOL J/K! There is no Mr. Right - right? Anyway I hope everyone is happy! Stay cool, peace!

Just Being Happy:)
Ok, hope everyone had a great weekend, so now yesterday i got to order my tickets for ozzfest:) I'm so excited, can't wait to go. It's been a wonderful weekend, it was my weekend off and me an my ol'man got to spend some serious time together, it was great cause it was just me an him, the girls went to their dads, missed them, but don't get much time with my ol'man without there always being something to do and this past weekend we both got to stay home and just enjoy each others company. it's what makes it all worth while. neways I'd say today was'nt so bad either it has went by pretty quick, and none of my residents really gave me a hard time for a change, gotta love that.

Just Read It Please.....
Ok since ive had my last goin ive had NUMEROUS people remind me Im a fat chic! This is great I KNOW THIS i cant miss my fat ass every day! BUT if you dont like what you see that fine and dandy Im not everyones flavor but have enough common courtesy to keep your mouth shut. Not everyone was created in the image of Barbie and personally Im glad I wasnt because I AM A REAL LIFE WOMAN! Inside and out! and if you dont like what u see maybe u need to get to know me and if u cant do that ..I have 4 little words for you...........KISS MY REBEL ASS! Thank you!!! THE TEXAS BITCH!

Just Trying To Clear My Mind
I kinda wish i was a sociopath. I think I'd be happier and more " succsessfull" . It seems my distresses are rising, and my social support group has diminished. Things kinda sucked when I was in the army, but I had lots of friends. I don't actually talk or hangout with many people now. Some of the people I talked to before, sources of stress relief or whatever have quit talking to me. My once close friends are scattered about the country/world. I just don't seem to be expanding my resources as quickly as they are diminishing. Hopefully it doesn't sound bad to talk about people as resources. They are much more to me than that, wich causes all the more distress in losing them, or being distanced from them. It's just in that specific context I was talking about, they were resources. So yah, basicly a frustrating month. Just been upset, stressed out, and mad at the world. It makes it real.y fucking hard to concentrate. Then that causes more stress from not being able to

Just Got Back From Nashville Today!
Just got back from Nashville today! date: 2007-06-11 20:50:03 CMA Music Festival Pix!!! date: 2007-06-11 20:18:27 Coming soon!!!!I took over 400 pix, i gotta edit then upload, it will take a while!!! so bear with me!!I do have one up, its my new default pic!That place was a 24 hour zoo, there is so much to do and u cant do it all!!!! because so much is going on at once, its such a task to catch the artists for their autographs and pictures, i got a few tho, it was my first time, so i wasent sure how to go about things now i do, i'm planning to go again in 2 years!!!!

Just Thinking!
Well 7 weeks ago my doctors put me on Chemo but not for Cancer but for my illness I have. You take it for 6 months but only once a week so it turns out to be 30 days. See there is a high risk that I could have cancer in my lypmatic system so this is like treat it because the bio they have to do for that is cut open breast bone and I would rather take the Chemo and be safe then go through that. But the medication can slow RA down and remission sarcoidosis of the lungs and Lupus remission. So, the Chemo has a lot of good to come out of it. Now what bad about it though is my hair was falling out before the Chemo and every day I loose more and more my hair is thin and long before now its really thin. I do not know if I loose it all or just go thin. The first couple treatments I got bad head aches and felt like morning sickness you feel when pregant but it comes and goes now this past treatment number 7 I did not have as many head aches but I felt sicker to stomach then I had been feeling

Just Because
Last night for no real reason at all, I had Kay go into the kitchen, bend over the table and spanked her with the loopy, not really a maintenance or a discipline, more because I love the little gasps from her, and seeing her bottom all rosy afterwards, . In doing this Kay showed her submission, she was not in trouble, but still followed my command, and submitted to a spanking. What a wonderful wife, and oh how I love her so much. Too many times people feel that a spanking should be for some wrong doing, as it should, but on occasion to have your wife submit to a painful spanking just because, and to see her willingly submit, is the most precious of times for an HOH. In submitting for no reason, my wife showed how much she respect, honors, and trusts me as her HOH, knowing full well that I love her and will protect her at all times. Sir Don

Just So You Know....
It's becoming more than a once occurring query. As much as I've tried to avoid a direct answer to it.. I feel as if now would the time to answer it. I'm sitting here looking at another "Happy Hour" sponsored by a no salute having ViC who's message to us all is this "Need Cherry Lov, To Level Up*" Now, just seeing that and knowing this person most likely won't even bother to post a salute.. just takes the whole idea of earning your stripes away. Ya see, I've been asked somewhat repeatedly what plan I have to become "GawdFaddah". Well, to be honest.. becoming that has no appeal to me, since it's been proven time and time again.. that you can cheat, buy, be fake, and find yourself in that "Bragging Rights" land called Level 25. I no longer care if I level, or if I keep on my downward spiral on the "Top Scores" part of CT. What's the sense in achieving something that most of the CT "GawdFaddahs" have already tainted through the use of "grease monkey" and or Cherry Blaster Pro"??

Just An Update On Me
hi everyone i just wanted to give yall an update on me. i have moved back home to my hometown i do have a job know and i have my license know i am working on getting me a car and another place of my own and i am still have some rough times but i am making it through with the help of my close friends and my family. i am having fun working my new job even though it doesnt pay much as my other job but oh well i will make it through this like i have all the other times. i want to thank all of my friends on here for giving me advice and support i appreciate it very much

Just Few Things To Make You Smile
LIFE AFTER DEATH: "DO YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH?" THE BOSS ASKED ONE OF HIS EMPLOYEES. "YES, SIR," THE NEW EMPLOYEE REPLIED. "WELL, THEN, THAT MAKES EVERYTHING JUST FINE," THE BOSS WENT ON "AFTER YOU LEFT EARLY YESTERDAY TO GO TO YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S FUNERAL, SHE STOPPED IN TO SEE YOU! PALM SUNDAY: IT WAS PALM SUNDAY AND, BECAUSE OF A SORE THROAT, FIVE-YEAR-OLD JOHNNY STAYED HOME FROM CHURCH WITH A SITTER. WHEN THE FAMILY RETURNED HOME, THEY WERE CARRYING SEVERAL PALM BRANCHES. THE BOY ASKED WHAT THEY WERE FOR. "PEOPLE HELD THEM OVER JESUS' HEAD AS HE WALKED BY." "WOULDN'T YOU KNOW IT," THE BOY FUMED, "THE ONE SUNDAY I DON'T GO, HE SHOWS UP!" CHILDREN'S SERMON : ONE EASTER SUNDAY MORNING AS THE MINISTER WAS PREACHING THE CHILDREN'S SERMON, HE REACHED INTO HIS BAG OF PROPS AND PULLED OUT AN EGG. HE POINTED AT THE EGG AND ASKED THE CHILDREN, "WHAT'S IN HERE?" "I KNOW!" A LITTLE BOY EXCLAIMED. "PANTYHOSE!!" SUPPORT A FAMILY : THE PROSPECTIVE FATHER-IN-LAW ASK

Just Gotta Love The Irish
One day, three friends went to this "A Dublin Strip Club." One of the friends wanted to impress the other two, so he pulls out a €10 bill. The "dancer" came over to them, and the one friend licked the €10 and put it on her butt. Not to be outdone, the other friend pulls out a €50 bill. He calls the girl back over, licks the €50, and puts it on her other cheek. Now the attention is focused on the third guy. He got out his wallet, thought for a minute... then got out his ATM card, swiped it down her crack, grabbed the 60 bucks, and headed for the door.

Just Info.
This is for the ppl i talk to most and try to catch on line , my friends it will be a while till iam back on line i will check the mail bu that wll be about it as i will be using a public computer system when all is well again i will let you know, i will miss talking to you ( and the ones this is ment for you will know) and i look forward to being back on line asap. Tony " pure evil 1 " Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Just Think It Could Be Worse!
Hey Parents of teens going through this you'll understand when I start telling you all of my feelings on it! My daughter came out to me a few years ago that she was bi-sexual, now she is listing herself on MySpace....(LOL) that she is a lesbian, I have told her many times that I support her in all she does in her life including but not less then being "Gay", there are your stereotypic gays but hey if she is coming out about this difficult thing in her life be thankful that "It Could Be Worse" it could have been a street addiction such as Drugs or Alcohol, What ever your child does in his or her life if this is the "Worst" thing that happens to them, then be thankful that it's something you can accept as hard as it may be, it's not a choice they make after all but rather they are born this way and the sooner we all understand this the better this world will be as far as Gay Rights and those sort of things will be! Parents Support Your Teens No Ma

Just Wondering
Today I sit back and wonder why things happen the way they do. I have been through hell and back a few times and I am still here. I am single cause for some reason I only attract married men. Go figure. I guess the saying is true that a married man is easier than a single one. Or the single ones I do know are players. And trust me I met some pros. I try to give advice and help people as much as I can and I love to write, that is my release.

Just A Racing Mind
Does someone want to help me figure out my mind, my heart, my life? Yeah I know it can’t be done but I keep hoping that one day it will. I spend my time lost in some semi-realistic world of thought lately. I am not sure what has driven me to it, not sure how to come out of it, hell not sure I want to come out of it right now. I have driven myself to a point that I don’t like in life, a point where I am confused as can be, a point where my reality is more than I can take right now. What am I rambling on about you ask? Well let me explain a bit shall I? First of all, I have been working way too much the past few weeks. When I get no real time to rest between shifts for days on end my mind tumbles into this little oblivion. Too many days on not enough days off, too many hours spent doing bullshit and not enough spent at home unwinding. Next week my schedule should be back to normal though so hopefully so will the rest of my life. Secondly there is the matter of this man in

Just To Let You All Know
Ok most of everyone on here knows that my dad had to go have surgery done today. Well I just wanted to let you all know that he is doing fine, he is home now and he is hurting just a little but not much.. They said that what they thought was torn ligaments was not so that is a good thing.But anyways for all you that knew about this instead of sending each of you a message letting you know how he was doing I thought I would just posted so you all would know he is fine..

Just Ranting..no Need To Read
Alright kids, What's cracking? Why is it that guys can't show their emotions like women? Eh..so they might appear less masculine..but seriously..it's so confusing when a guy is all like "i'm trying not to thing about our break up" but with a giant smile on their face? Does that make sense? DOES IT?! He's like george bush smiling about major world problems and crying about losing his damn golf game. *Sigh* and so the story goes..it's just a rant..nothing really more then that. _kiM_

Just A Note
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m hey there all my ct friends and family i'm sorry i havent been on that much latley, I'm still dealing with the allergies thing at this time and alot going on in my life right now. As most of you do know I have a love in my life and with that is comeing a 12 yr that is wanting some much needed attention from me right now and I'm enjoying the time with skyler right now and I'm still watching my grandkids and the baby is trying to walk so that is taking alot of my day time up right there but I do get on to ck my mail and to say hi when I can and I miss chatting with you all .Keep showing your love my way and I will send it back your way when I'm on line!!!!!

Just Thoughts
Strapped to the wooden planks as her captors start to laugh. Knowing what torture is coming she lets herself drift into a state of mind few can achieve. They realize she isn't scared and crying like most of their victims so they take it a step further. Tracing the lines of her body with their blades thin lines of blood begin to form yet she doesn't move. Now they grow angry and the blood begins to flow heavier. From amidst the shadows steps a man cloaked in black. His wings unfurling as he glares upon their retched souls. They begin to panic and run but there is no hope for them. Their crimes have sealed their fate. Their screams echo in her ears as she is pulled from her trance. She glances upon him but he turns away. Still he hides his face from her. The shadows again consume him.

Just Wanted Some Advice
u see i have been seeing this guy but he lives out of town and he just went back home afta spending like 2 weeks with me to handle some business towards the end of his stay he started to act like he was not interested any more but he told me that he was and that he would be back in like a week to stay. i feel like he might just be toyin with me but he is just so sincere about it. Should i worry??

Just Call Me Ted
Serial Killer Quiz Congratulations, if you were a serial killer you would be... Ted Bundy In the early to mid 1970s Ted Bundy would murder over 30 young women. Most were attacked while walking in parks, found later to have been raped and strangled to death, but sometimes Bundy would go as far as breaking into their houses as they slept and beating them to death with a crow bar.After being caught and convicted of the murders, Bundy accepted prison, acquired a new name and started his killing spree all over again. Soon after, Bundy was caught, but not before taking the lives of 3 more women.Almost all of Bundy's victims were young white girls with long dark hair parted down the middle, all were raped, beaten and sodomized. kill count: 30 Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Just Read.
I've got 4 really close friends or so I thought, 3 out of them don't even speak with me anymore or at least not much, anyways it just upsets me to know that someone can take your heart an rip (((it))) apart as if it were a piece of meat. It's all good though theres others out there willing to be friends...

Just Had To...
You scored as Downright Dirty, You are downright dirty. You love to be touched and to touch. You love all sorts of kinky shit and tongue is your specialty. :PDownright Dirty88% Passive75% Hopeless Romantic75% Sweet63% Tease63% Whats your kissing style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Fun, Your fun fun fun! Please rate my quiz!Fun81% Immature69% Outgoing63% mean56% Shy

Just A Little About Me
OK HERE IT GOES, I AM 26 YEARS OLD. I HAVE 3 KIDS. BRANDON IS 4, ETHAN IS 2 AND HAILEY IS . I AM 6 FOOT PLUS SIZED BEAUTIFUL WOMEN. I HAVE A FIANCE HIS NAME JASON. I LOVE HIM TO DEATH. I LOVE TO TAKE PICS OF MY KIDS. MAYBE 2 MANY. BUT I DONT GIVE A DAMN. I HAVE 8 PIERCINGS AND WANT MORE I JUST DONT KNOW WHERE. I HAVE MY TOUNGE, 2 IN MY CARTLIDGE, ONE IN EACH EAR, NOSE, EYEBROW, AND MY LIBREA! I AM A VERY FUNNY, SWEET, CARING, FUN TO BE AROUND, OUTGOING PERSON. BUT IF YOU PISS ME OFF I CAN BE A REAL BITCH!!!

Just Thinking...
So far this year has been a strange one. It started off on a low and by my birthday I was a living dead girl. I had completly died inside and it really does take falling to your lowest of the lows before you can pick yourself up. I have met some amazing people so far.. people who have made a huge impact in my life. I have lost someone who I thought was one of my best friends.. I was the kind of girl that ran to a friend with every problem I had.. and my friends did the same with me but now i've learned to support myself. Sometimes I find I am the one putting all effort into a friendship/relationship.. I get shit on alot after giving most people my everything. I have come to realise that Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person, and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good, and what is not, wont. Relationships are worth fighting for; but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If

Just About Me
i am very outgoing.i love to be outdoors.im a single mom of two girls.and i live at home and keep care of my mom.and the house.im 90% tomboy.i do my hair and makeup everyday but thats about as close to a girl think i will do.if u want to know more about me just ask.im not shy.lol

Just Friends
"Just a friend" doesn't love the other as much as I love you "Just a friend" doesn't cherish the other so much, it's an ache "Just a friend" doesn't care about the other person so much, it's become pain "Just a friend" won't die inside, because a friend doesn't cause heartbreak How can we be friends, without my trust and respect? This is just one more mistake in life I regret How can we be friends if all I want to do is cry? Why wouldn't you be honest? Why did you have to lie? Why didn't you have the courage to face me with your fears? Why did you have to cause me so much hurt and so many tears? Why do I still love you, knowing that I've been betrayed? Why must I feel as if I've been played? "Just friends" have trust, they're able to be there They actually have feelings, they really care If you were my real "friend," you'd have the guts to confess That we need to slow down, that your thoughts have become a mess But not being a true "friend," you let me know in a

Just So No One Feels Jilted By My Lack Of Hospitality Or Some Crap...
I mostly add friends for points to get me to Godfather in the end. However, those who show me they are legitimate friends will end up staying on my list in the end. If not, at least you get a profile rate and several pics rated IF I NOTICE YOU'RE A FRIEND AND I HAVEN'T DONE IT YET. If you expect me to jump through hoops that your user name does not specify (rate, fan, give blood, etc.) before you'll add me, then I'll give you squat. You do not push me when you don't even know me. I'll read your profile if I'm interested in knowing you, but otherwise I don't really care. It is a WEB SITE, not your CAREER...unless you're a mod and getting paid to be here. Most of you are just here for points, or (are you guys listening?) nudes and cyber sex. I'm here for the points, too, until I get where I want to be. Then I'll start deleting the ones who never say anything, but if I make some REAL friends along the way, all the better.

Just A Note
Hey to all my friends, i have missed you all!! I haven't ran away, but everytime i'm here and trying to leave comments, my computer freezes. Which makes it impossible to get anything done. So don't think I am ignoring anyone, just havein difficulties!!!

Just Because
I guess I am writing just cause I really have nothing else to do, but sit at home and think...The things that I have been thinkin about have made me a lil down...I guess you could say that I am happy but I am not...I have met the person that I can say is my soulemate but I am not really sure that he sees it...or that he feels the same way...I have pictures up of him cause just looking at him makes me smile and puts the light in my eye...I love him more then he will ever know...I would do anything for him and I would give him the world... I am not sure that he knows that either though...Hes the first thing that I think of when I roll out of bed and I continue to think of him most of the day...Hes the first thing that I think of when I am going to bed wishing that I could give him a kiss good night and tell him that I love him...I dream about him when I am sleeping...For some reason I just can't seem to gret him out of my head...Hes is so awesome and I am not sure that he knows that eith

Just Average Me
I'm tired of being the girl next door. I wan to stand out in a crowd and be the center of attention for once. I'm tired of not being peoples "type" and having a "great personality". I want to be beautiful, sexy, hot. So...my dilema...how to go about doing this metamorphasis? If anyone has ANY advice for me, no matter how harsh it is...you can leave it here with me. I am in serious need of a mentor. Let's face facts, people don't put a picture of themselves online to be judjed on personality. Basically, I'm really REALLY sick of being just average.

Just Another Bad Day
Im Just trying to understand why bad things happen to great people. As many of you know my mother has had MS for a few years now, and is not in the best of health. Well this week my father was diagnosed with cancer, and must start radiation and chemo next week. This leaves me wondering how life can be so unfair sometimes. My parents are the greatest people, and have always been there for me, and have helped me in so many ways. I love them both so much. I can only pray and hope for the best for both of them. My parents are great people who would do anything for anybody and they do not deserve all of this. I don't understand how there are such evil people in this world, that are perfectly healthy. Not that i wish any illness on anyone, but it's just not fair. I don't know how to feel about anything. My only positive outlook is that I can take this time to tell them anything i want too, and too make sure they know I love them both and appreciate everything they have done for me

Just A Fun Remember This Survey
Did you listen to New Kids on the Block? Not willingly Did you ever own a slap bracelet? Sure I did, more than one actually The Babysitter's Club or Sweet Valley High? Think I read them both Salute Your Shorts or Hey Dude? I watched them both actually Kids Incorporated or The Mickey Mouse Club? Didn’t watch either show Did you want Dylan to end up w/ Brenda or Kelly? Hmm, Kelly even though I prefer brunettes usually, but Brenda was quite the little bitch Who was ALF? I loved ALF . . . Gotta love anything with a pussy obsession don’t ya? Do you remember the show Dinosaurs? Hehehe, “not the momma” Do/did you know the words to the Fresh Prince theme song? Every damn one of them Kimmie Gibler or Urkel? I watched both shows but I think I’d prefer to watch Kimmie Blossom or Clarissa Explains It All? Again I watched both shows but Clarissa was more fun Did you have a crush on JTT? Who the hell is that? Bobby Brown or Tevin Campbell?

Just One Time...
Look in my eyes, Just one time, You will see all the love you are looking for, As I pull you in, making you mine... Kiss me, Just one time, With moistened lips and seeking tongues, Our passion will shine... Touch me, Just one time, Feel me tremble beneath your figertips, Drink me in like sweet wine... Make love to me, Just one time, Bodies moving together until we reach our destination, Sweet sublime... Just one time...

Just An Update
wanted everyone to know that things are better today...me and my Baby made up and are getting along fine...I'm glad to see that I have become an inspiration to him again for writing his poetry. I also wanted to once again say that I am glad I joined CT, everyone has been really nice and I enjoy chatting with everyone....Unfortunately, starting Monday, I won't be able to get on here as much, Summer classes start, and by the looks of my grades from last quarter, I need to buckle down and do some real studying or I'm going to be in real trouble!!! I will be around though, so feel free to leave me messages or anything and I will get back with you as soon as I get them...I will talk to you all soon....~kisses~

Just Because....
So I am sitting here today the day before Fathers day thinking...Hmmmmm Wonder what I am getting....THen the thought crossed my mind Was I a good enough dad to get one.... HELL YEA>....I WAS THE BOMB DAD THIS YEAR I BETTER GET THAT FREKIN CRAFTSMAN TOOLS CHEST>....LMAO>... Well I just wanted to shout out to all the other Pops out there Happy Fathers Day we deserve it... And to all The Single Mothers Out There... YOU DESERVE IT WAY MORE THAN ANYONE>.... LOTSA LOVE

Just Dont Know Anymore
WELL ME AND JASON HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS AND I DONT KNOW IF HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME ANYMORE. I DONT LOOK THE SAME I HAVE HAD 3 KIDS AND I PUT ON SOME WEIGHT. I HAVE VERY LOW SELF ESTEEM ALREADY. I JUST DONT KNOW. I AM SCARED. I DO LOVE HIM, BUT I DONT KNOW IF HE LOVES ME ANYMORE. I DO EVERYTHING FOR HIM. I FEEL LIKE HIS BITCH, I COOK, CLEAN, MAKE HIS PLATE, CLIP HIS TOE NAILS, SHAVE HIS FACE, I MEAN DAMN NEAR EVERYTHING. HELP SOMEONE HELP1!

Just Have Alot On My Mind...
Many of you may know i am married..Sadly to say.. My marriage is bad right now i am having so much trouble.. I dont really want to go iton detail but it is so bad i am thinking about leaving him.. I am joining the army soon and i just wish things would get better... Doubt they will but if you wanna help me figure things out let me know give me a shout and if you wanna know more shout then to... Ty for anyones advice..

~just A Dream I Dreamt Of Mymaster~
She gasped for He rose with a move faster than she could see, grabbing her and throwing her to the bed, His hand at her throat. His body pressed down upon hers, His hard plains angled into her soft curves. His body was warm and heavy, the sensations it caused had her pulse racing and her breathing ragged. He seemed to realize it at the same time, for His eyes changed, seeming to glow with amber lights, they swept over her face and down to the bare skin of her collarbones, and lower. Her nakedness laid bare to His gaze, her breasts were outlined by the soft light of the room, her nipples hard little bumps perking out from the large mounds He so loved to feed from. She heard His harsh breath, felt the hand that still held her neck tighten before His eyes were drawn back to her face. He groaned, his hand tunneling into the silken softness of her hair. Groaning, as He leaned down to take her mouth as His, uttering harshly, "Mine,,,your all Mine. It's been too long My slavegirl." S

Just Checking..
Ok this isnt one of my poems but its something just to check out who really pays any attention to this shit or what any-1 has to say.So if you checked this out then thnx leave me a comment or some shit. Holla at cha boi...

Just Blogging
since when did cherrytap become real life? it's all a bunch of strangers having fun. how many of you are married in real life and have a ct hubby or wifey who is just about a stranger to you? it's supposed to be about the fun some people just make me soooo ggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

Just A Blog
I am new to C/T and I am here to say I am hooked. This is so much better than MySpace and their is so much to do on here. It is a great interactive site and I see myself spending alot of time on here. Well, I will go for now. My Blogs will get more interesting in time I promise.

Just Life
For a few months my life seemed to be going in a downward spiral. With many aspects in my life. My sugar being bad and then taking my state exam and not getting things the way they were suppose to be. Well things have quite fallen into place and normally it happens around may. Wonder why... hmm but anyway I got the state job and training starts Wed. Im soo happy. I just gotta find the paper work to see where and when and what all I need. But other then that everything seems to be going well. Not sure if Im gonna stay at my other job because the last two weeks my boss has been demanding. Time will tell. Lets see how things go in the next two days. That will determine weither I stay or not at Hpg

Just A Little Depressed!
As many of you that I talk to know, I've kinda had a rough weekend. I've been taking some time to myself and dealing with some issues I have. I want to say i'm sorry to those of you've I've worried. I've just needed this time to myself and quite possibly a few more days. I'm just not in the mood to explain it to everyone that doesn't know already what is going on. (This isn't a cyber issue, it's personal) Thanks to those of you that have been worried about me and sent me offlines and shouts. I promise to get back with you this week! Please know i'm sorry and wasn't avoiding you! Much luv, Jackie

Just Letting Everyone Know
i will probably be on here off and on. sherman/denison where i live had horrible storms from midnight to about 10 this morning. there was horrible flooding in surrounding towns. and not sure what the death toll is. one death was a four year old girl. whos hand slipped out of her moms and the water took her under. so it is pretty bad. we have more of these storms coming again soon. so i am about to shut down my computers.. have a great day friends . prayers are helpful

Just A Man
I am just a man All I have to offer is all that I am I can’t give you the moon and stars All I have to offer is my heart I can’t promise I wont make you cry I do promise to dry your eyes I can’t promise to be perfect I can promise that you are worth it I wont have all the answers But you will be a part of my heart forever I can’t tell you I have the perfect plan Because you see, I am just a man

Just To Survive
The smile on her face Holds back the tears she cries Inside she feels out of place Being locked in her room at night Long sleeve shirts in summer To hide daddys wrath Why does he hurt her To afraid to fight back Then one day she has enough Something inside snaps Now it's her turn to play rough "Cmon give me another slap!!!" A little boy of seven Thought he went from Hell to Heaven But reality soon set in Taking blows from which he can't defend Fists turn to words Can't tell which hurts worse His faith in God is all he has "Father please give me strength to last" Finding strength in "You Can't" Refusing to believe Mommy's rants Now people crave to read his words Words he was once told were absurd Abandoned by Mom at such a young age Then she came back and claimed she had changed But old habits die hard, as she soon found out Bareing it all, but wanting to shout Then one day Mom left f

Just So Ya Know Whats Up :)
As of tomorrow you will not see me until Fri evening for a bit, then not till Monday. As most of you know my son is in his 2nd stage of his 16 weeks training in the Army @ Ft. Knox, Ky. I have sooo much to do tomorrow (Tue) to get ready for the trip, I doubt if I will get on the pc at all. Then its early to bed, to rise early Wednesday morning and make the trip to Ft Knox to see my son. Wednesday night is is graduation Dinner then Thursday morning he graduates as a Calvary Scout. He will have to then board a plane @ 1:00 pm and head to his duty station @ Ft. Hood, in Kileen, Tx. sighs I dont know when I will see him again but he has assured me that he will come see me before he deplys to Iraq. So as u can see, I will be busy with my #1 priorty.. At this moment My Son :) As for the weekend.... Back to the baseball field all weekend. Huggies and please have a safe & relaxing weekend... Your friend, Debbie

Just Wanted To Say Hey
Well this is my first time doing this :) I just got back from Michigan to is a long trip from Missouri to Michigan 13 hours :( I did have a nice time there and i seen my oldest girl ( 19 ) finally finish school ( woohooo). yeah i'm not a very good speller went to comes to some big words so i will find a way to get around them big words. :) Ok not sure what else to say but i'm sure that i will be typing more All Have a GREAT day/night

Just Cause
You Are a Smart American You know a lot about US history, and you're opinions are probably well informed. Congratulations on bucking stereotypes. Now go show some foreigners how smart Americans can be. Are You a Dumb American?

Just Another Random Thought.......
u know ive realized that there r alot of assholes and self proclaimed "good people". its just a bunch of bullshit. just be honest from the start and there shouldnt be ne thing wrong from there. so y is it that people lie all the time to make them seem better. just tell the truth from the start and if someone looks down on u for it fuck them. and dont get pissed offat people that tell u what u r they r just tellin u what u need to hear.

Just Me..i Guess
SUN IN AQUARIUS You are a humanitarian and an individualist. Your methodology in life tends to be unconventional and detached but you have good organizing skills. You know how to integrate several points of view and perspectives. You are a good coordinator, able to handle people and complex scheduling tasks. You have an overview, an intellectual synthesis of circumstances which doesn't lose track of priorities and first principles. You seek the truth in any situation, but it sometimes eludes you; the truth is often found in more emotional channels than the ones on which you automatically focus. If your life is to have depth, You will need to develop both your practical skills an well as your emotional skills. MERCURY IN CAPRICORN Your mind is practical, clear and literal. You see the world pretty much as it actually is. You are naturally resourceful because you are conservative as to what you feel is possible in any circumstanc

Just Had To Blog This One...
->looking in...: you gonna bore us to death? fuckwit ->looking in...: whats that then? looking in...: dont make us take out your country next looking in...: not at all im friom america u know what we are capable of ->looking in...: ROFL is that the best you have little boy? looking in...: it is a mumm now so shut up old prune