Fubar Blog Posts 2

Just A Friendly Hello!!
Just posting this to say hello to everyone and thank you to all those who made me feel welcomed to the site. I hope we all can have fun together and get to be good friends. If you ever want to know anything about me feel free to ask!! Thanks 2 all those who voted me 10's !!! I will return the favor anyday of the week!! Much love peeps!!

Just Some More Random Stuff
Well, it's time for the year end blog. You know, the reflection one. So here it is. 2008 in the rearview mirror. Things I learned in 2008: 140 is really HOT! Sand sucks! The breaststroke, freestyle, backstroke, and the sidestroke. 21 miles of swimming is not that easy to do. Women suck! Good friends can come out of the strangest places. Best friends can be people you don't know for that long. A SSG does not live in the barracks at Fort Hood. 12 months seems to be a lot shorter than it used to be (I do have a theory on that.) There's nothing like walking out of customs to kids running to give you a hug yelling DADDY! Home is where you make and what you make it. Beer is a great invention. I can be secure without a gun leaning next to me, and without asking permission of 3 different officers on the same form. A 3 bedroom duplex is a nice place to have to call home, especially when you live alone. You can actually put a vehicle in a one car garage. Sometimes what you

Just Writing
Serenity We are not strangers if we meet We come around our selves to greet Time is for us a world apart Easy to make a work of art Experience is now to come The call for me to feel at home At home with me just who I am For this I really give a damn Let us now begin to live A life, not fake, but to give The emotions that are not to cap To relax now and take a nap To see the world through open eyes The eagle soars through sunlit skies No clouds to hinder on his way The darkest night turns to day The future now we do behold A safe harbor out of the cold To acknowledge now a world without Darkness that causes us to pout WORDS A poet I will always be To tell of thoughts of you and me To say just what is on my mind Lusty now; and then be kind To cause excitement with a word To fly; oh my! Free as a bird Think of me when you’re alone To sink in lust just like a stone Hunger for the physical side To be filled up without my pride Help me reach

Just Like This
Slowly I escape your grasp You tighten your grip But I slither away Running scared I fear my own footsteps Your shadow lingers behind Taunting my tired pursuit My eyes play tricks on me Making images flicker and dance Appearing larger then they are My heart is pounding My soul is weakening You growl in the distance Your fiery breath burns the small hairs on my neck I can feel your fangs sinking into me I cannot see you any longer My eyes have grown black and comatose I am suddenly stopped My feet are cemented into the ground I am sinking rapidly into your arms My screams muffled by your poisonous lips My body is still My heart slowly stops My breathing is suffocated You are sucking my soul from my body I am no longer attached I look upon myself through your eyes Screaming inside as I watch my body fall to the pavement I am trapped within you again You have won the chase. You are the cat and I am now your prey Forever lost in the depths of your evil we

Just Here Thinking
So here I am just sitting here thinking about you wondering what you're doing. I know if I wanted to I could call you right now but I won't. Cause it just wouldn't be right. I feel like I'm just getting to close to you and I don't know if you feel the same but you know what I'm to scared to find out the truth because it just might hurt to much. I haven't seen or heard from you in a few days and for some reason I feel that that's okay after all we are just friends. If it weren't for the miles apart I'm sure we would be something so much more or something special maybe. Yes I've tried to take your advice and yes I've gone out there only to run into a few brick walls and end up with a couple of bumps on my head but I'm trying even though it seems to be coming out all wrong at this end. I know with you to it's been kind of hard and you're still trying to find the same thing that I've been looking for for a long time but for some reason I feel we would both have it together if and

Just A Blog
We are moved and so far settled in, sorry i am not around much but i jsut have a lot of things going on all at once. Well they are very personal so i am not going to post them here. I am around but just not as much . Not as much i as i want to be either. I want to wish everyone a merry christmas and Happy new year. Kepp in touch i will check in here a few times a week so whom ever gets itchy cause i havent benn here To Bad deal with it ........ Otherwise we are moved to Washington state no commment on that right know i dont think i would have anything nice to say .......... so i am keeping it zipped. Anyways this was a qucik chekc letting everyone know i do think about them . Hugs Bouy

Just Out Of The Hospital
So a quick note for those of my friends that were worried they havent heard from me in a couple days... I just got out of the hospital. I was down for almost two days after passing out in a bad snow storm, me and a friend from fubar I had flown out to see. The docs say the hypothermia probably saved my life in the end. We are both ok, just shaking off the ice still. ill be home after the 7th. Take care all.

Just Needing A Bit Of Help!
Can anyone guide me to a site,where a person can make friends,and keep conversation going? This site is great,for points,but as far as keeping any chats going,it doesnt seem to happen. Its not any one person,or a few people,its everyone. I try using the shout,and not much comes back. Everyone seems to vanish! I discovered the same was on myspace. so,I am simply wanting to get some guidance,if anyone out there has any ideas? thank you,and HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Just A Question.
Wondering why people get all into this points and rate me fan me and bling me stuff. How about just doing what you do and let it happen. I just don't get the rate me please and to see my boob photo you have to Blast me or Fubling me. Can you fill me in here?

Just How Fast Does One Have To Be To Outrun A Pregnant Lady?
Good Morning and I am back after a few days off, family and all was quite awesome to see all the girls home. Jessica returned to Florida last night while Mandy is staying on a few more weeks to help Jax with the Queen Contest. However,…there may be a huge problem brewing…Manders wants to come back home for good, homesick or just tired of Florida’s high prices and ignorant drivers might be some of it and perhaps living quarters with her sister just was not what she bargained for…so that bridge is a bridge she is going to have to cross in a few weeks...on her own… Here is a couple of crooks that are borderline goobers. Not Ready for Prime Time: William Jarrett, 38, was charged in Hempstead Village, N.Y., in November with swiping a necklace from a 32-year-old pregnant woman and running off. Despite her condition, the woman chased him, screaming, for six blocks and caught up with him just as a police officer was arriving on the scene. Now who wants to be known as the one guy that could n

Just One More Time ...please
Standing there feeling the warmth of the fire from the fireplace on her skin-- she couldnt help but smile at the memories that were flooding her mind. She recalled the night Riley slipped his arms lightly around her waist, standing right here, pulling her close.The smile that spread across her face grew even wider as she remembered the feel of his warm lips against her skin as he kissed her neck.Her eyes closed- her head thrown back, she allowed him to continue kissing her neck. It felt good to lean against his strong body while his hands traveled effortlessly across her. Her nipples instantly grew hard as his fingers lightly touched them thru the sheer silky fabric of her blouse. A gasp escaped her lips when she felt him pinch and gently tug on her right nipple. Biting her lower lip -she turned to face him. No words were spoken. They just stood there for a moment, looking into each others eyes, letting the desire grow stronger. The way Riley was looking at her sent delicious chills o

Just Doing My Job
Just Doing My Job As I search though the smoke and flames my bell on my air pack goes off I have five minutes left to search for the 2 year old boy i was sent in to get. I search and search through the endless room When suddenly i hear a little voice weeping in the closet. I head toward the closet calling for my fellow firefighter to come and help. I open the door and find a little boy sitting in there holding a teddy bear. I take off my mask and give him the air that I have left And I put him under my arm and follow the hose back to a window Where I smash out a window to get help. The ladder truck swings it ladder toward me. I finally get to the ground where I am asked if I am a hero. I say no...just doing my job sir. Then I run back to help fight the fire.

Just One Rate Needed Plz
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Just Something I Once Wrote
CAN TOMORROW BE ANY BLACKER THAN TODAY? IT JUST SEEMS TO GET DARKER, DAY BY DAY I PRAY FOR SOME HELP FROM ABOVE "PLEASE, SEND ME SOMEONE TO LOVE" I LIVE MY LIFE ONE DAY AT A TIME LONELINESS SEEMS TO BE MY ONLY CRIME ALTHOUGH I HAVE MY HEALTH, I REALLY DON`T CARE CAUSE IT`S WORSE THAN DEATH, LIVING IN DESPAIR I WAKE EVERYDAY AND SEE THE SAME FOUR WALLS AND WAIT BY THE PHONE BUT, NO ONE CALLS I FOUND TRUE LOVE ONCE IN MY LIFE NOW, WHERE I LIVE IT`S NEVER LIGHT WHAT WILL HAVE TO HAPPEN FOR ME TO RETURN TO LIFE? OR IS THE ANSWER TO MY QUESTION UPON THE BLADE OF A KNIFE? I HAVE NEVER FELT AN EMPTINESS LIKE THIS BEFORE SIMPLY AWAITING DEATH TO KNOCK UPON MY DOOR WILL THE SUN COME OUT AGAIN TOMORROW? OR WILL IT BE ANOTHER DAY FILLED WITH SORROW THE ANSWER WILL BE FOUND UPON THE EARLY LIGHT LORD, HELP ME GET

Just Another Day
Firstly, happy new year everyone. May it bring only happiness to you all. Secondly, I'm so glad I had no where to go tonight. After football ysterday I ache so much I'm walking like a cripple who shat themself. Along with that the finger next to my pinky on my left hand, is all swollen and bruised between the second and third knuckles, hurts like a bastard. But yeah, nothing serious, just felt like writing something. Have a good night peoples.

Just Hold Me — Maria Mena
Just hold me Maria MenaComfortable as I am I need your reassurance And comfortable as you are You count the days But if I wanted silence I would whisper And if I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go And if i liked rejection I'd audition And if I didn't love you You would know And why can't you just hold me And how come it is so hard And do you like to see me broken And why do I still care still care You say you see the light now At the end of this narrow hall I wish it didn't matter I wish I didn't give you all But if I wanted silence I would whisper And if I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go And if i liked rejection I'd audition And if I didn't love you You would know And why can't you just hold me And how come it is so hard And do you like to see me broken And why do I still care Poor little misunderstood baby No one likes a sad face But I can't remember life without him I think I did have good days I think I did have good days Wh

Just Wanted To Say I Am Back!!!!!
Hello all. I really dont think anyone reads this blog. But in the hopes that some of the friends that I have made on here in the past read this, I just wanted to say I am back. So to get you all caught up. I had a great computer two years ago. Then I let a friend of mine move in. He accidently knocked it off the desk and the mother board broke. Oh well live and learn. Between getting laid off and my friend not haveing a job at the time. Well...it took awhile to get a nother computer. I did, but it was cheap and slow and would freeze up on Fubar, myspace, etc...I could hardly check my w-mail. So I just havent been on line in almost a year. And that SUCKS!!!!! I miss Fubar and all of my friends here. So please hit me back after reading this. OK? Last year was a rough year. Good job, but it didnt pay as much as the last job. There was cut backs in my budget but no bailout. LOL.....So Now I have a better computer. I was married and am now getting a divorced. I will be moving

Just Cuz
I haven't had the pleasure to post any SB convos since I've come back. So here you go!! ->Chris01: well good luck with that, then Chris01: u never know the world is small when u travel all over it ->Chris01: I doubt it..but its sweet you want to meet me Chris01: MIGHT RUN INTO U ONE DAY HOPEFULLY ->Chris01: ok? Chris01: DONT WORRIE BISH IM GONNA REMEBER UR FREKIN FUGLY FACE ->Chris01: thank you its nice you think of me as #1 Chris01: HELP U OUT Chris01: well ill rATE ALL OF THEM 1 ->Chris01: you know I still get the same amount of points for a 1 as a 10 right? ->Chris01: I dont care if you suck cock or want his cock or not..I just dont get why you'd post a mumm like that--its just the net Chris01: yeaa sorry about that i took that offf ->Chris01: oh..most of the shit that comes out of my mouth is 99% bullshit..I said it cuz it was comment approval Chris01: u said something about me suckin another mans cock which i would never dooo did u mean that ->Chris01: which?

Just For You!
#1. Complete the sequence: shirt, brae, pants, panties, ________ a) Yawn. b) shoes c) get undressed d) Fortitude. e) Violet. f) Strap on G) sex 2. If you had to live the rest of your life as a fruit, you would be a: a) Pomegranate. b) Banana c) cucumber d) cherry e) to hell with it the whole salad! c) Ugly fruit h) raisin 3. U can't stand the idea of eating: A: your self b) just her c) anything processed, cooked, stored, picked, or steamed. d) Alone. e) Toenails, unless they are marinated. f) being eaten In a group! 4. Take your number of dates this year times it buy six. Multiply it by the number of times you've brushed each other at the end of the date. Divide the sum by the total pieces of underwear you took off. The answer is: a) Less then satisfied b) Greater satisfaction needed c) just give my the smoke after d) Huh! e) Less then satisfied f) I don’t wear underwear! 5.if you gave it a nickname, it would be: a) Tiny. 0) Lumpy.

Just Saying.......
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. Itâ€™s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you donâ€™t need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex is t

Just Once
Just Once (11/04) Just once I want to hear I love you for no reason. Just once I want to hear the you are proud of me. Just once I want to be thanked for the small things I do. Just once I want to feel unconditional love. Just once I was to be treated like an equal to you. Just once I want to be accepted as I am and not compared to others There are alot of just onces' I could say but I will wait til these are met with no strings attached and with love.

Just A Poem
God saw you were getting tired; And a cure was not mentto be; So he put his arms around you; And he whispered come with me; With tearful eyes we watched you; As we saw you pass away; Although we love you deeply; We could not make you stay; Your golden heart stopped beating; Hard working hands at rest; God broke our hearts to prove to us; He only takes the best!

Just Fuckin Around
Ya'll still can't tell me nothin right/ don't need to be packin to know Rogue Status tight/ can't be a runnin joke my whole life/ haters like Beyonce to the left & the right/ knowin I'm as fly as a kite/ no jewels still bright as a light/ doin shit I hate just to spite/ going to the next room thinkin it's still right/ hearin you clearly, you ain't foolin me/ didn't go to college boy you ain't schoolin me/ give you an inch you take a mile thinkin you rulein me/ useda get me Amped now you ain't Mountain Dewin me/ do I look like Home Depot boy you ain't screwin me/ I'm like GPS, stay ahead of the game/ know all ya moves thought you was better then dames/ just another Jordan wannabe clone like LeBron James/ life's just a big fire & you smokin it away/ now did that last line just blow your mind/ man I wanna go fast like Ricky Bobby when I rhyme/ && you just Cal Naughton in my rear view/ can't be two number 1's so you'll always be number 2//

Just Rules 4 A Man 2 Live By
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choice. 8:

Just Lettin It All Out!
You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes?

Just Grrrrrrrr.
Today was suppose to be my daughter's first day of school. few weeks before that, I think the last day before winter vacation. I ask is there anything I can do to prepare her. they mentioned a list but one thing that wasn't on there was a TB test. I go outside at 7:30 with her come back at 8 and call the school and ask what's going on, they put me though the bus, asked what her name was and told me she needs a TB test, I called my mother and told her that, she has half days Friday but my response was we'll have her miss a week of school for a TB test? so she's calling my brother who works at the clinic and hopefully we'll set up something.

Justin Wins 2009 Holiday Tournament!!
Lebanon fifth at tournament Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Jan 5, 2009 Lebanon’s Trevor Byrd and Justin Britt win titles at Holiday Tournament SPRINGFIELD — Behind tournament titles by Justin Britt and Trevor Byrd, Lebanon placed fifth at the Springfield Holiday Tournament on Saturday. The two-day tournament, held at Parkview High School, featured 24 teams from three states. Britt, the No. 1 ranked heavy weight in Missouri Class 4 according to www.missouriwrestling.com, remained undefeated with a major decision (14-3) over Kickapoo heavy weight Casey Wiener in the title match. Wiener, 20-5, had posted an upset win over Willard’s Chris McMullin in the second match of the tournament. Britt, 23-0, posted wins over Lance Gregory (12-9), Nate Tulone (William Chrisman) en rote to the title match. Wrestling at 215 pounds, Byrd posted a 3-2 win over Central’s Sky Thomas in the title match. Thomas entered the match boasting a 21-2 record. Zach Drinkal, 15-10,

Just Smile
Amazing what a simple smile can do for a person's day....It can bring warmth and happiness to their gloomy day...It can bring a ray of hope... that friendship is here to stay...It is something you can give to someone freely...that will last them throughout the day...It's a reflection of someone's soul...that shines from far away...But most of all...it opens up their heart and lets love shine from within...that no one can take away....Smile So while you are out and about today...don't forget to share your warmth ...with a simple smile throughout your day...It is the key that can fit anyone's heart...and brings warmth and joy... throughout their day.... I hope you have a beautiful day my friend...Smile

Just To Let My Friends Know
As you know i have not been on fubar as much as i use to be mainly cause i am involved in several projects now that is taking alot of my time i will not be deleting my account but i will be spending less time here but dont worry i will always be here for my friends to help level or talk or whatever you need me for. As most of my friends know one of my very best and dearest friends Margie has done left the site and it just dont feel the same with her gone although i have met alot of new friends that have put so many smiles on my face and pulled me threw some hard days of missing her and i am very very proud to call of you my best friends and glad to have you as my family and sissi for anyone who would like my yahoo just let me know i will be glad to give it to ya but as i said i am not deleting my account just busy doing other stuff but i will be

Just Random Things About Me
1) I do not have just one favorite color 2) I curse waaaaaay to much 3) I have tried online dating sights (long story) 4) Intelligent men make me hot 5) I can't stand olives...yeah I know weird for an Italian. 6) I am a total bookworm. I prefer books to most people. 7) I want to get naked with a certain man of the cloth. 8) I'm a lousy cook 9) I am a cartoon watching nerd. 10) I love makeup, nail polish, and body lotions. 11) I strongly believe in God but I really dislike going to church. 12) I've had 7 knee surgeries....6 on my right knee. and have had one of the screws from my right knee removed. so it's official, I have a screw loose. 13) My right knee does not bend completely due to excessive scar tissue and arthritis. 14) I really dislike it when people make fun of others physical appearance....beauty comes from inside. 15) I get pissed off easily over really stupid crap but I also get over it very quickly. 16) I really am happy alm

Just Me
Hey all! I hope this blog finds you all in a wonderful uplifted spirit & in good health. I'm so sorry for not posting things for ya'll as I normal would. Yes I have been around & have done a few pictures but mostly have been in my own world. If ya'll have noticed I have fell in love with the 3 Doors Down song Let Me Be me. It is a beautiful song & is so my theme song. I have spent most of my life tring to please others and be the person they wanted me to be. As I've gotten older I have realize all I really ever wanted was to just be myself. Even with people whom I thought was my best friends I was being somebody else. That is one reason why I love the best friends that I have now. They encourage me to be the true me. My mom has been my biggest fan through it all. She tells me that at times when I'm at my true self that she looks at me and sees me as the little girl I once was. I guess you could say I have been on a downward journey lately. I have been questioning the two things I'm so

Just A Biker
This was on DJ Savage Kittens page she reposted out of respect for Rhino61 im doing it out of respect of the both of them JUST A BIKER I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inch

Just A Small Sample Of The Orginal Story
She had never been with a man that took his time with her like this. She feel back against him and felt his erect cock between her legs. She regained her balance and reached down to press it up to her pussy. He caressed her breast and pulled her closer as she worked his cock around wanting to feel him inside her. "Not yet", he whispered to her as one hand moved down to meet hers. A fire of Passion was ablaze inside both of them as she leaned forward to turn off the water. He wanted to enter her then but knew that time would come soon enough. She eased back onto him as she bent down and just the tip entered. Both of them grabbed for the walls as passion went ablaze. He pulled back and handed her a towel. This was going to be a night for both and one that neither would ever forget. She took the towel and wrapped it around her. Stepping out of the shower, she handed him another. She turned and started to dry him off. Starting at his feet and working her way up

Just A Song I Can't Get Out Of My Head
Take Away My Pain by Dream Theater I was sitting on the edge of his bed Staring at the headlines on the paper He said, "Look at poor Gene Kelly I guess he won't be singing in the rain." You can take away my heroes Can you take away my pain Take away my pain Leave the cold outside Please don't let it rain Don't stumble on my pride Take away my pain I'm not frightened anymore Just stay with me tonight I'm tired of this fight Soon I'll be knocking at you're door She was standing by the edge of his bed Satring at the message on their faces He said, " What else can you do babe? I guess I won't be coming home again." They just took away all my promises Make them take away my pain Take away my pain Leave the cold outside Please don't let it rain Don't stumble on my pride Take away my pain I'm not frightened anymore Just stay with me tonight I'm tired of this fight Soon I'll be knocking at you're door His final scene The actor bows And all those y

Just Something Else For All To Read
Does this insatiable lust truely quench my thirst Will it fill me so that i'll fly into the atmosphere and burst Like a radiant sun burning and yurning for something to touch Or will it only lead to someone kicking out the crutch Do we all have the same thirst for power and desire Will this desire only lead to our souls being thrown in the fire Time keeps going endless it seems The sun burns flesh with its uv beams Yet all the streams are only minuscule To that of the mainstream rule To my end, to your end i drink And while i tip thy glass i think Will i burn in the flames of hell Or the flames of the sun who can truely tell

Just Thinking...
You know its funny how you can talk to someone and wonder what it would be like to just be next to them. How you just want to put a smile on there face. To just be around them period. ya lay n bed n just drift off into thought of them without even know it.. Ya go through the day hoping to catch a glance at the smile you love so much..to hear his voice that makes you melt. Just to hear from him period. The little things he does makes me smile. i dont need anything but the things he does. Im completely helpless when it comes to him. At times he has me speechless. Which is amazing. He brings out the best in me its unreal. I never thought that i would fall for someone like i have for him. He brings a new meaning to emotion.. passion.. humor..intellegence. n so many other things. He is what i have been looking for.. through the heartache the pain..being drug through the mudd so manytimes. being with him makes everything workth while.

Just Rambling...
Isnt it funny how we always persue the ones we cant have. And yet we know we cant have them but we still hold hoping maybe someday we can be with them.And most of the time the ones we are waiting for dont even really know we is it that I always fall for the one that i cant possibly ever be with. i want to just stop myself from ever falling in love again, then i would save myself from the hurt and pain that always comes with fallin in love. cuz I dont think I will ever find a man that will ever see me for who i am, and love me for that same reason. maybe I am just destined for loneliness. they say that we are all put on this earth for a reason, and I wonder what possible reason i could have for being here.

Just A Blog
Well this has been a very long week lol having the time off for the holidays made this full week very long indeed lol Well now for the short weekend lol full of cleaning the apartment, doing the laundry, doing the dusting and ironing my dress clothes for work. I will also probably write a little more in my journal and play poker on-line for a bit. Get things done so at least one day of the weekend I can just do nothing. Will also do my weekend calls to family my Dad, my sister and to my son. The other two are suppose to come over this weekend on Saturday I think so it will be nice to see the grandbaby. Nothing in life ever seems to be simple anymore. It is like someone or something has to make things so complicated. We all seek and want love why is it so hard to find or why is it that the wrong love is found. Is there some mythical God like Loki sitting there laughing all the while we try to find the love of a lifetime our soul mate. Some of us have given up on never feeling that kind

Just Dont Understand People
I just don't get it I'm a nice person but for some reason no one can be real with me. They tell me one thing and do another. I guess maybe if I was more hateful and rude maybe they would be real who knows.....I'm bored so I thought I would blog about something on my mind....

Just Rambling"
there are days that i'd just sit here and read people's blog.. here and there, from this site to that site... makes me see other people's lives, struggles, wishes and dreams.... that makes me so indulge with the cyber world".. seeing people, learning people's lives.. realizing my own"... widening my own horizons.. seeing my own limitations...and adding to my very own struggles. inspite of my many limitations, i still strive to be happy, inspire people who live same way.. women whose life are bounded by rules and limitations", trapped in the destiny, that there is no way out"..... i have many friends who come to me to clear thier mind, i have to be on the phone for hours, sometimes just listening.. giving my sensible advice , even if i dont do sensible things myself" thats the funniest thing".. .. i have the funniest advice all the time, making my friends feel better". sometimes i go deep.. finding to get some real answers"... but i never ever come to really get one".

Just A Cop
The funeral line was long, There's an awful lot of cars, Folks came out of the restaurants, They came out of the bars. The workers at the construction sites All let their hammers drop. Someone asked. "What is this all for?" And they said, "Aw, just a cop." Some chuckled at the passing cars. Some shed a silent tear Some people said, "It's stupid," "all these dumb policemen here." "How come they are not out fighting crime?" "Or in a doughnut shop?" Sure is a lot of trouble, For someone who's just a cop." They blocked the intersections, They blocked the interstate. People yelled and cursed, "Damn, it's gonna make me late!" "This is really ridiculous!" "They're makin' us all stop!" "It seems they are sure wastin' time, On someone who's just a cop." Into the cemetery now, The slow procession comes, The woeful Taps are slowly played. There's loud salutes from guns. The graveyard workers shake their heads "This service is a flop." "There's lots of good words wasted, On som

Just Thinking Out Loud
As i sit here at my computer at 3:45 am, i cant sleep. alot of things going thru my mind that i don't get so i got to get it out. i am 50 yrs old and haven't fucked or made love in over a damn year. not like i dont have men in my life but they r a trip. i have never been the type to have 1 nite stands or sleep around and i see i am the one w/o. the 1st man, we have known each other over a year and i love him dearly but he got shit to do and thats cool. we r the best of friends and came to the real that that is all we will ever be. the 2nd, he wants 2 play games and that is not me, i am straight forward. 2 old 4 games. the 3rd....omg, he is ever so handsome and damn, makes my draws wet to be honest but he cant handle shit like he say he can. for example, i have a 30 yr old son and he is 40. hes worried about their age difference so what happens, he RUNS!!! what kind of bull is that. i need a real man, a strong man that is down with me like i am with him. i don't bite my words cuz a clos

Just Something To Bitch About.....
I never would have thought I would actully hear myself say this but finally it's going to come out. I really don't understand people anymore, Maybe it's just as well. Since my years being on this biosphere which we call earth, I've seen a lot, heard a lot, and also experienced a lot. I never would have thought I would be writing this thought on myspace and fubar. But "O'well", I guess it feels as though I should. Is it me? or has people gotten really screwed up these days? no one has respect or consideration for each outher anymore , people over use the word Drama like it's going out of style.Wake up people the word has lost it's punch. Like the war on terror, I mean what the hell! Example, you simply want to talk to a friend or someone you think would be close to you about a situation you might be going through, or voicing your feelings about something that might be bothering you, and they just turn around and say "i don't want to get involved, it's to much drama" Damn!!! nobody is

Just Wanted To Say
To all who have access to this,I just wanted to get it out there,I know that this site is for amusement,some for points,some for status,others,just because they have nothing better to do. I have limited people on my friends list,and even fewer in my family,and I know that I am so behind talking to many of them,much less rating,please forgive.If I added you,it was for a reason,and I am sorry for not keeping up with many. The ones that I have,my feelings and thoughts for you all are genuine,you can believe that. For the others that I have slacked on,it is not intentional,and hope to know you all well soon,I am truly sociable,and a very likable fellow. Hang in there my Peeps!!!

Just A Thought
Well yesterday was one of the hardest days I have had in awhile. When I left for work of course William left to go back to work...So he is out of town and I am here at home. I miss him like crazy but as always everything will be fine and he will be back home before I know it. I just love him with all my heart and miss him when he is gone. I can honestly say that he makes me happy and I have smiled and laughed more lately than I have in a very long time. Yea every once in awhile you have to deal with the tears but thats because I love him and miss him. I know he doesn't want me to cry or be sad when he leaves but hell when you love someone it just happens. I am just glad that we have such a great relationship and that he knows when he comes home that I will be waiting here at home for him. I have never loved someone so deeply that they are all I think about. For once I can honestly say that I know how it feels to love someone and know for once what it means. Yea maybe I lost you on that

Just To Let All My Friends And Family Know
i just want to let all my friends and family know that the reason im not on much is that i am having trouble with my hands and arms i am going to see an surgeon on the 29 of this month so plz bare with me

Just A Poem
I was once a broken man, Now i find it hard to sit idle, for with these harsh hands of mine, i have created many a wonderous things, So as my lips go to speak, i Have to share this to you, That it was because of you my heart beats, My reason was lost until u came along, So sweet lady listen to me, No fire burns hotter then my love for you, and no sound can drowned your voice, For short in this life i have been, But my soul is older then you can ever fathom, So i pledge myself and my love to you, This wonderful woman has bright life, It is in your hands i rest my heart.

Just An Other Saying
Trying to figure out how to do things right because we just started an new year i think that this year its should be better then of last year but another reason is because this year isn't different its mean your getting old.

Just Be Gr8tful
Blowjob Etiquette ( Females Point Of View) 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubi

Just Some Poetry I Do In My Spare Time.
Comrades Alone I stand On a hill of the Gods, The pain of loss in my heart seared With thoughts of holy comrades Of those too far to touch. Alone I stand, Sword in hand held high. A call to mighty Odin ..hael'; The response a raven's human wail. And each I call my comrades names Of those too far to touch. Alone I stand In the New Forest glades, Mead horm full, signed and ready, A drink to my gods and comrades, sweet, warm and heady. Would I but to clasp the hands Of those too far to touch. Alone I stand, Cloak wrapped against the chill, The bite of a wind from Asgard sent, As in my heart a wound is rent. My comrades call can heal the gouge; My comrades too far to touch.

Just Venting
Just decieded to write a blog been awhile. I been doing good. worn out kids have been keeping me so busy. Glad the holidays are over. I been working out trying to get over the weight gain from siezure meds. I lost 14 lbs since Thanksgiving and a some inches. I work out almost everyday and been eating really healthy. I feel better. Have not had an siezures since November so thats a plus also. Fubar has been stressing me out some lately. Even thought about deleating it but I just paid for a 6 month VIP. I have had people say things about me that don't even know me. So much drama. I am just here to have fun and make friends. I have people get mad sometimes saying I ignore them I really don't ever mean to ignore anyone I promise. I try to return all love. Sometime I just can't get to fubar. I am a busy mom of 3. My kids come first. I enjoy fubar and my friends but Kids keep me really busy sometimes. Just drop me a line and I promise I will say hi ... I am just slow lol. Don't get mad a

Just Like It Says...
Okay guys this is mainly for my so called "Friends" on fubar. I just thought i would put out a little news flash on here. Also please note this does not apply to everyone and I am not gonna sit here and make a list of the offenders. You know who you are. I just have to say is I am sick of chasing my friends around on this site and on yahoo (to those who do have my yahoo) to have a conversation. Seriously, I added you to my friends for a reason. There was something about you that I must like or have liked. Lately, I dont feel that the friends I made on here are quite genuine. NOTE TO PEOPLE..... THE KIDS EXCUSE IS GETTING OLD...REALLY!!!!! If it is true, don't bother with the fucking computer and take care of your fucking kids!!! Theyre human beings not used as a tool to avoid someone. Seriously, I don't buy it anymore. I know if I bought you some fake shit that Baby Jesus created on this site... Id be greeted EVERY day. oh yeah Im in school is another one. YEAH... You are in school

Just Rambling
The world is spinning. Everything around me looks like a total disaster... you can't see them but you know that they are awaiting your arrival... feel there presance and feel their pain.... there are just somethings worth waithing for....

Just To Bring A Smile To Your Face
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A brunette is trying to get across a river and suddenly she spots a blonde on the other side. She yells over to the blonde "Hey, excuse me! How do I get over to the other side?" And after a quick survey of the river, the blonde calls back "You ARE on the other side!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A blonde is speaking to her psychiatrist. "I'm on the road a lot, and my clients are complaining that they can never reach me." Psychiatrist: "Don't you have a phone in your car?" Blonde: "That was a little too expensive, so I did the next best thing. I put a mailbox in my car." Psychiatrist: "Uh ... How's that working?" Blonde: "Actually, I haven't gotten any letters yet." Psychiatrist: "And why do you think that is?" Blonde: "I figure it's because when I'm driving around, my zip code keeps changing." ---------------------------------

Just Keepin It Real!
Humble Advice for The New Year Go through your cell phone, caller id, calendar, and email addresses and discard all the people and events that mean you no good or don't benefit your life! Stop making excuses about your life and make changes! Keep your opinion to yourself! We all know what others should do, but what about you? If you are involved w/ a person, job, or circumstance that is doing more harm than good, do yourself a favor - LET IT GO! Take care of your kids and devote a weekend or two when you spend "quality" time with them. Who cares if you miss out on a "mix"! You can party anytime! If you are not saved….get saved!!!!! Get your debt in order! Eventually you'll want a nice home and car in your name! Stop spreading senseless rumors and try to get your own life in order! Listen more! Talk Less! Give without worrying about it! Tell people you love them before your hear about some great tragedy in the world or lose a close friend! Sp

Just One
Day dreaming By HJG It was you there in my dreams My heart seemed to race The thought of you staring at me It drove my bad moods away My mind wandered to my fantasies A beautiful fascination with lust I day dreamed of what it was like To maybe kiss you touch and hold you I thought more of how you would smell Would you tantalize my taste buds with fruit? Or would you intoxicate me without trying My mind ran away with the rest The Thought brought color to my face An image of you laying there beside me Staring into your eyes as whispered exchanged Can you feel it too? Think hard and relax I felt like I was flying as you spoke to me Slowly drifting away in my dream of you Watching the world pass by slowly I can no longer cry with you on my mind In time I will snap out of this dream Returning to reality as quick as I left But for now I have nothing to accomplish So I will remain dreaming of what could be.

Just A Questiony Thingy
Have you had sex this week? NoPe... *LOOKS AT KSOUTLAW all MEAN* Do you have strong feelings for last person you texted? *SHRUGS* Where did you get the shirt you' re wearing? ii'M WeaRiiNG BeLLa'S NiiGHTGoWN :P Are you happy ? YeS!! Have you ever had a pet fish? yes, 3 actually for about 3yrs&let me tell you those were some big goldfishes! Somet hing you hate more than anything? two-faced ppl. Do you firmly believe that every thing happens for a reason? omg yes. what happens with the decisions that you mAKE? you have to abide by them. Who did you last cuss at? PFFT WHo HaVeNT ii CuSSeD aT Where were you at 11pm last night ? wiTH BeLLa PLaYiiNG PRiiNCeSSeS Do you think you' re wasting your time on the person you like? ne

Just My Luck, A Pet Peeve...
Alright, I was at the grocery store yesterday when I almost ran into one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen. We traded smiles and went on. Every couple of aisle, we passed each other, still smiling. So, when I went to check out, she "just happened" to get in line behind me. Yep, that's when "whatdoIsay, whatdoIsay" goes running through my head while I smile back and try not to stare into her deep, dark blue eyes... So, I picked up a DVD I had in the cart and asked "Have you ever seen this?!?" Annnnnnd, that's when it happened. It doesn't matter WHAT she said, but HOW she said it. This gorgeous little thing, perfectly white skin, sheer black hair, hypnotizing eyes, and wonderful fashion sense spoke... ...IN EBONICS!!!!!!! ARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just A Thought!
this isn't about politics for once it's just a thought i don't care what people say about me or think and hate me if you want to cuz really your only hating yourself. i have a right to think and a right to write down and say what i think. anyhow like i said this isn't about politics for once. it's about a man years ago with a dream. and today it's come true wouldn't martin luther king jr. be proud of that if he was still alive today to see that his dream has come true. what are we all fighting about just cuz one man name oboma is president. have we all been brainwashed by everyone else's thoughts about him just cuz he is a black man runing the country now? you can think for yourself.i have never been into politics till now i find it very interesting also very intense. i think oboma will be great for this world. people he isn't preisndent yet give the man a break and our respect. he is only human.you may not like his politics i may not like them but he is human and will be

Just A Reminder
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it,but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE think s about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8.. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received.. Forget about the rude remarks. *Good friends are like stars.....You don't always see them,But you know they are always there. *Whenever Go

Just A Thought
i would carry you into the living room and start kissing all over your body starting at your ears and making my way quickly down to your pussy. then i would just kiss on your thighs and feel your body jump when my tongue connects wit your sweet tasting pussy. i begin it real slow and then i speed it up like i havent had nothing to eat in two weeks. i feel your hands start to run through my hair, but i didnt pay it any attention cause i was doing what i like, pleasing my woman. i can hear you starting to moan my name and as i stuck my tongue deeper into you, you starting saying 'i'm cummin' but i didnt pay it no mind. i just went ahead and continued to sucking on your clit like i was on a popsicle. you tried to start moving my head out from between your legs and but all i kept doing was pushing your arms out the way. but you waited until you noticed that i was coming up to take a quick breath and you jumped over the couch. so i got up and just smiled at you and walked towards you and yo

Just A Thought
I have come to realize that the division of enlightenment and insanity is but a weathered picket fence, composed of mistakes and wisdom. As my weary legs carry me atop this rotting boundry, I ponder to which side I soon will fall.

Just Another Day
ya know ive been at a realization for awhile that a lot of people are only after what they can get from you and then throw you away. unfortunate enough that has been my whole life. i have been used by so many people i dont think i would know any other way to react than how i do everyday of my life. when i was young i was used for my strength. i would always be picked last for any sport because i was fat, so i had to show that i had worth. when my friends played football noone could take me down, so i got used as brute force. as i grew up i could not find my niche for anything. i would hang around the girls but they talked about makeup and boys, i hung around the boys and they talked about sports and girls i felt like i was stuck in the middle i was stuck in my own world called fat land. i tried to be like the girls and wear the mini skirts and then i would be like the boys and know my football. if i showed up in a dress i would be made fun of worse than normal, if i hung aroun

Just A Quote From A Movie
Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful nor conceded. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but the delights and the truths. It it always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. - a walk to remember.

Just A Place To Hangout!
There is always that one special after hours place all the food/beverage people hangout. Swapping stories, complaining, and just relaxing after a long shift. I have created that place on FuBar. The Cooking For One 101 Lounge. A place you can drop in, tell a story, let off some steam, and head back to rating. Swap a recipe, ask or answer a question, just relax a minute. No music, no forever loading graphics. Give me feedback as I build my website which is connected to the lounge. Get away from the fantasy for a moment and meet some real people. The core group has been together at least 10 years. Look forward to meeting you!

Just Under 2 Months
In just under two months I get to go somewhere. I get to go see the woman I love. On her birthday. This makes me most happy. I mean happy too. :-) I'll be there from around noon on the 20th all the way until early morning on the 29th. :-) I am happy and looking forward to this. Anyone have a time turner they want to let me borrow? They work both ways don't they? Don't they? They'd better, dang it.

Just Stop It *nsfw*
Yes, I do nude photos for GGW but that doesn't mean you can treat me like a whore. I'm so sick of men who think I'm just here to listen to their sexual prowess. Yeah, sure you have a 10 inch dick. Of course. Yeah, I know you can use your tongue for hours. Of course. Asking me if I'm into anal really turns me on. To know some guy thinks of me as just holes is really great. God I love it! Treat me like a blowup doll, guys. Grow the fuck up. You think you're original with those lines? I hear them everyday. Most guys wouldn't say it in person to my face. I'm glad I found a decent man, though. I know not all of them are slathering beasts driven by a dick.

Just A Click And A Rate---please Please Please
PLEASE RATE THIS PIC FOR ME ALSO PLEASE ADD/RATE/FAN THE HOSTESS AND TELL HER JC SENT YOU PebblesinAZ-Kisses to My Fu Valentine Shaun the Scotish Lad-"Member of Princess Leia's crew& ON ANOTHER NOTE HERE IS YOUR CHANCE TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH Please RATE this pic too... XOXO MUCH LOVE AND THANKS

Just A Few Things I Want From A Man...
LEAVE ME CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS ME IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST ME 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL EVEN WHEN I LOOK MY WORST. L00K ME IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 ME. LET ME MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH MY HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH ME. INCLUDE ME IN ALL THE THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE ME F0R MY MISTAKES. L00K AT ME LIKE I'M THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE ME EVEN WHEN I SAYS ST0P. H0LD MY HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN I START SWEARING AT Y0U TELL ME Y0U L0VE ME. LET ME FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET ME MAD, THEN KISS ME.TEASE ME & LET ME TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH ME ALL NIGHT WHEN I'M SICK. WATCH MY FAV0RITE M0VIES WITH ME. KISS MY F0REHEAD. GIVE ME THE W0RLD. WRITE ME LETTERS. LET ME WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN I'M SAD, HANG 0UT WITH ME. LET ME KN0W I'M IMP0RTANT. LET ME TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U I WANTS. KISS ME IN THE RAIN. CALL ME OR TEXT ME EVERY NIGHT. AND WHEN Y0U FALL IN L0VE WITH ME, TELL ME. AND WHEN Y0U D0 TELL ME. L0V

Just A Few Facts About Me
Here is mine. Real name: Christina Birth date: Sept 30, 1975 Height: 5FT. 6IN. Hair color: Natural dirty blond Eye color: BLUE Nicknames: Christi, Chris, Tina, Sissy Do you drink: Socially Shampoo or conditioner: BOTH Have you ever gone skinny dipping: Yes Do you make fun of people:... Only if they are stupid enough to do something that draws that much attention to themselves Favorite color: Purple Baby Have You ever been convicted of a crime?: NO Do drugs?: NO Smoke?: No One pillow or two?: 2 Pets: Three dogs a cat and a fish Favorite Type of Music: Everything and I am not kidding Hobbies: READING, RACING, CAMPING, HIKING, DANCING, JUST ABOUT ANYTHING REALLY Words or phrases you overuse: WHATEVER AND FINE Favorite Food: LIVER AND ONIONS Piercing or tattoos: TATS-8......LOWER BACK IS LAST NAME, LEFT SHOULDER BLADE TIGER CUB, BACK OF NECK CELTIC KNOT, LEFT BREAST CROSS, PELVIS RIGHT EVIL CHERRIES AND LEFT GOOD CHERRIES, LEFT

Just Breathe
Breathe in, Breathe out. Move One foot and then the other, and eventually the sceanery will change. I tell myself, everyday, Across a thousand miles But internal sceanery remains the same. I am still walking through the shadow that you cast. Still see before me those eyes that caught me Held me. Like some Le Brea creature Sucked under. Slow drowning when I try to breathe in, breathe out. I tell myself when the banshee wail of a distant train echoes through the lonely night and memory comes calling so convincingly that everything is okay but without the rise and fall of your chest against my back, I suffocate,Unable to breathe in,breathe out. I tell myself to let the pain flow through, my only option, since nothing known to man can ease the pain. Like phantom limb syndrome, I still feel you Long after amputations scars have healed. Long after foot, in front of foot, in front of foot,has taken me away. Poem By Tammy C.

Just A Couple Things
ok just wanted to let everyone know that when I rate photos I don't just go through and rate every single one just to get and give points. I rate photos that are interesting, different, funny etc. Nothing personal I just don't see the sense in "blind" rating. If you rate my photos I want your rates to mean you liked them, not just that you were speeding through them just to put in a rate. Also I understand the point of private albums and it is fine by me, but I don't understand the point of making 3/4 of your albums private. Seems a bit weird to me. If the majority of your albums are private I may not rate you and I most likely will not return to your page. Nothing personal I just think it makes no sense to make pictures of say Tigers private. It's a bit strange and rather alienating in my estimation. If you don't want me to look at and rate tigers then I'll stay clear of your page. So Fubarian friends have a fantasticle day.

Just That I Am
Just that I am My spirit is bent and broken, my soul mangled and gaping, my heart torn away and shattered upon the ground. The darkness that surrounds is a friend who covers the wounds, the bleeding and the pain. I am but a shell of the person I once was, the person I so wanted to be. Curled in my place, the tears fall silently, silently away from anyone to see or hear. Crawling out, back to this world, my head held high, my back so straight, I fight to face another day, a day that sees only part of me. Slowly i inhale and exhale, putting on a smile, holding out my hand, taking a step I continue forth. Down a path not chosen, a path unknown. I stumble and fall, another gash to add to the scars. I rise and walk forth carrying my wounds buried deep. I offer my hand in friendship, I offer my hand to teach, I offer my hand to console. I give freely what i have, expecting nothing in return. Take what I offer, accept what i give. I judge you not, accept and judge me not in return. My path

Just A Quickie
Just a quickie to let people know whats going on in my life... All of you know the MAJOR problems I have had with the car since I got it in November. Well obviously there is a short somewhere that is causing the battery to drain all the time, so while it sits, the positive cable is pulled off. Last week I got a letter from Child Support saying it was a Certification of Suspension of my license, UGH!! Bad enough I can't get the car going good enough to look for a job that they have to suspend me as well? Then this week, I got notification that they were gonna hold funds that were in my bank acct, luckily I got the little that was in there withdrawn before the hold went on. GET THIS, all I am behind on is 1,077!!! Ugh! Well yesterday I did call CS and they sent me a letter stating if I sign this promise to pay 30 a month that when they get the letter back and the first payment they will release my license back. Sucky thing is, I will have to pay a $75 reinstatement fee to DOL. Yesterday

Just Here
To all that read this, don't mind me as i get things off my head. I love every one of my friends in many different ways. Some of them I can't live without and some I can't live with (forgive the pun for the ones who know wtf is going on lol). So I was planning to move away from the place I am currently stuck at, but a new friend of mine made a deal of a lifetime. So instead, i will stay here, around the drama and the people who cause it all to go back to school for my CNA (love ya for it). Well one thing leads to another and my best friend and I had discussed moving in together. *great idea*. Well, to make things easier with us and to give me time to get a job so I can move in (cuz those were the plans that not everyone knew)My best friend and I had talked to our new friend, a friend we adore. She agreed that us 3 moving in together was a great idea. No drama, easy conversation, nobody saying anything without thinking about it first. But then... Friday night, the night i

Just A Garden
Once upon a time, many many years ago, alittle girl had a beautiful garden. Everyday, she would walk into her garden, humming a little, and kneel before all her beautiful roses and plants. Everyday, she would pick one flower. She swore she would pick one flower as long as her heart would beat. And everyday, without fail, she went into her garden, humming her little tune, and picked one beautiful rose. One day, she lost her love. It was a true love. As true and as pure as love came. That love was more beautiful then any flower in her garden, and more lovely then the sunset of 1,000 suns. When she realized what had happen, and she understood what she had did, she ran into her garden and fell into its dirt and cried. She cried for many nights and many days. The sun never shone on her garden, but yet, it rained for weeks. Her heart stopped beating within those weeks, and she would just lay in on the muddy ground of her garden, her dress full of filth, and she would cry. Her tears sunk into

Just A Little Giggle
A woman went into a bar inTexas and saw a cowboy with his feet propped Up on a table. He had the biggest boots she'd ever seen, so she asked him if it Was true what they said about men with big feet being well endowed. The cowboy grinned and said, 'Sure is, li'l lady. Why don't you come on Out to the bunkhouse and let me prove it to you?' The woman wanted to find out for herself, so she spent the night with Him. The next morning she handed him a $100 bill. Blushing, he said, 'Well, thankee, ma'am. Ah'm real flattered. Ain't Nobody ever paid me for mah services before' 'Don't be flattered,' she said. 'Take the money and buy yourself some boots that fit.'

Just This Once!
Just This Once.... looking out, thinking of you as images of your smile fill my mind. Thinking how your voice can both speed up my heartbeat and at the exact same moment stop it. Hearing all you say loving each word as if it were the voice of your soul speaking to me. Crying and dying to hear you say just once with your voice, heart, and soul that I am the one. You see you are that person, that one. And this time I not only want but need to be the one. Just this time and only this time. Just this once can't I be the one!

Just Say It
I want you, I need you Love the way you smile I think your cute and fun So love me for a little while I might not be a perfect match I might not be the one for you But give me a chance, open your heart Thats all you gotta do. Just say you love me I don't care if it's not true Lie to me, don't break my heart I wanna be loved by you. I don't need no kisses just hold me once, hold me tight Say you love me once or twice Even if it just don't feel right Just say you love me I dont care if it's not true Lie to me, dont break my heart I wanna be loved by you I'd live a lie until I die I don't care I just want you to love me I'd live a lie, just say it I wanna be loved by you.

Just A Little Note Plz Read!!
I have a lot of things going on right now. SO if I am not on it is for a reason like work or illness or takin care of the kids & my husband. I want to thank you all for rating my pics and so on. All I ask is that you be nice. When I start getting messages in my shoutbox about your dirty thoughts it does nothing to me since I am happily married. SO please don't message me about what you want to do to me. I don't mind talkin or even getting compliments there, I just don't want to hear what you want to do to me or askin me if I have yahoo or msn if I barely know you. If you are a friend then act like one. I hope you all can understand. As for my pics you can leave whatever type of comments you want there, after all that is what they are there for. Thanks for listening.

Just Some Random Thoughts
I guess I really should start take the depression meds that have been prescribed for me on a regular basis. But for some reason, when I don't feel that they are working like they should, I stop taking them. And then that gets me to thinking. Thinking about the way my life is, and how it got this way. I am surrounded by people that love me, I know this. But there are times when I become angry, not jealous that these people for whatever reason find others in my life more interesting than me. I can't explain this only to say what I have just said. Because of my feelings, and not wanting to hurt anymore, this Friday, when it comes to going out, I don't think I'm going to go. I'm not going to prove a point, but because my kids will be here and my roommate's children will be here as well. My roommate has to work, so I figure I will let the other roommate go and have some fun. It's the least I can do. I guess I am just to the point that I am not satisfied with anything

Just A Little Note..
Well I have 3 more days til I load up the Uhaul and head to Northern California. I am so excited but a little nervous. The point of this blog is to give anyone a chance to get my yahoo....it might be a few weeks before I get my bearings out there and get back online. But I will be mobile on Yahoo til then. So if ya wanna hit me up....just ask and i will dish it out. Talk to ya all soon....Muahzzzzzzz

Just One??
i find it funny/interesting how most guys will "blame" that "one guy" for a female having mistrust on the rest. do you guys not see the trend? obviously a good percentage are doing this. not "just one". and half the time, the one asking that is part of the problem as well. girls have their issues too, i grant you that, but that's not the issue here. and it doesn't mean that we become man haters either. just try not to feed us so much crap. whatever "class" you guys all go to-- try to remember that some of us females do actually catch on and realize we're hearing/seeing/experiencing the same things. just in a slightly different way. and to some of us, it actually does matter. stop trying so hard w/ the lines. yes, there are some females that will go all mushy over it, but guess what-- not ALL females like fantasy land after a certain age (like 10). some would actually like the reality. cause fantasies don't last and when they're over, it's harder to deal with reality.

Justa Made This ♥
Can't Sleep Clowns Will Eat Me is having a HAPPY HOUR @ 3 pm Fu-Time on Wednesday! Please stop by and show some Fu-Love! Rate her hard! Double your pleasure! Double your points! CSCWEM has Auto 11s running all day too! ™©ღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღ☆☆♪@ fubar (repost of original by 'justaღ™' on '2009-01-28 00:37:16')

Just Ask, If You Like To Know About Me
Hi FubarPPLs, Just ask me ! to know a friend is to ask!I 'M AN "OPEN BOOK" TEST. I'll start first. Q-who was your first kiss? A- i don't rember her name, but she was black, I was 7, in 1963, It was not acceptable for blacks and whites to be together alone kiss. Now it's your turn...ask away........

Just For...
To My Daughter - by an OK Police Officer "TO MY DAUGHTER" *Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by. *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about&am p;nb sp;what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. *Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. *Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can

-just Thinking-
-Just thinking- ------------------------------------------------- Maybe there is nothing more, then the inevitable death that awaits us all. Perhaps I did it all wrong... perhaps I should have stopped while I was ahead, so many years ago. Maybe my conscience is 100% evil, and has complete control over me. But why would she want to be evil towards me? What did I ever do to her? I cannot remember a day when all things went my way. I have always struggled, always begged, always felt the need to convince others or went out of the way, to show others. In one hand, I care about what everyone thinks, and in the other I don't give a fuck about anyone else. Why should I? For how much I have put in to being human and giving, and understanding, I cannot remember a day when I got it in return. I think I would rather be an evil bitch than a victim. Maybe I will work more on that, as the days meet me. I am tired. Tired of everything, tired of how I let things happen. I want it to end. I

Just A Word
Love has never been a word, that meant alot to me, just another word to say, not a way to be. Its always just been a way, to get the things I want, just another word, another part of the hunt. But then something happened, the day you came along, I realized its not just a word, I realized I was wrong. Now everytime I say the word, I mean it real and true, so know you can believe me, when I tell you I love you!!

Just Look At Me
Untitled Weeping softly to myself Sheltered only by a failing hope Time will tell shall my heart be broke Shall my dreams be realized Whether it's looking into my future Or merely looking into yours eyes I never see the things I want And I can never reach the things I need I'd given you anything you wanted But I can't imagine what that'd be

Just Some Lyrics I Liked
I hear you calling me Haunting me There's nothing I can do without you (without you) I stand here paralyzed I've realised There's nothing without you (without you) If I could talk to you Embrace you Whisper in your ear I would tell you That, you are The only, The only thing i need I hear you calling me... Haunting me... I am hypnotised Mesmerized As I walk toward the fire The fear comes over me And then I see The meaning of desire If you could see my face Hold my hands Look into my eyes I would show you That, you are the only, The only thing I need

Just A Lil Fyi :)
Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. Give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. Give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit!

Just Thought About...
How much I'm gonna miss my random blogging! damn .. well I guess while I can still get on I'd better do and lil one for today.. hmm.. what happened today, that maybe worth blogging about????... Well Miss Juccii took and lil ice cream swirled shit in jerome's room today... not that's it's interesting but as of now I have nothing else, so I'm gonna have to go with it... I came home from running a few errands today and happened to pass by the room.. took a lil sniff cause there was a funny smell in the air.. didn't think anything of it... then I came out ma room and passed by his room and again ... To my surprise that funny lil smell had grown stronger and funkier... So I'm like hmm.. I know this lil heffa didn't go in there and do what I think she did... and she did..... ********WARNING IF YOUR EATING ICE CREAM OR THINKING ABOUT IT, DON'T READ THE REST OF WHATS ABOUT TO BE TYPED IF YOU HAVE A WEENIE STOMACH *** AND YES I SAID IT ... A WEENIE STOMACH ****

Just Another Email I Got...funny/interesting Stuff
Please note that Texas is the only state with a legal right to secede from the Union. (Reference the Texas-American Annexation Treaty of 1848. ) We Texans love y'all, but we'll probably have to take action since Barack Obama won the election and there's too darn many of those Democrat fellas in Congress. We'll miss you too. Here is what can happen: 1: Barack Hussein Obama is now President of the United States, and Texas secedes from the Union. 2: George W. Bush will become the President of the Republic of Texas and if you don't like move to another state. You might not think that he talks too pretty, but we haven't had another terrorist attack, and the economy was fine until the effects of the Democrats lowering the qualifications for home loans came to roost. Can't blame that one on George. So what does Texas have to do to survive as a Republic? 1. NASA is just south of Houston, Texas. We will control the space industry. 2. We refine over 85% of the gasoline in the United

Just An Observation
Yeah so the "I can't rate fast lemme go cry in my soup" MuMMs are annoying the piss out of me, so I'm blogging. I just saw this guy's blast & the message was blank. Now, I'm not one to tell people how to spend their money & I don't really care, it just made me think. Why would you spend money on a blast & not even write anything? Or..if someone bought it for him, isn't it rude to at least not thank that person? I've been given VIPs, blasts & blings and I'm always EXTREMELY thankful the person took the time to think of me & the money to pay for it. Money's been tight lately & I haven't had extra to spend on frivolous things, so if I was going to spend the money on one, I'd at least write something. Like I said, I don't care & he can do what he wants with his blast. I just found it strange. You may go back to your lives now. :)

Just A Dream
Had a dream last night, it was so real Now I think I know, how you would feel Saw your face so clear, Your eyes bright too It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Thought I felt your skin, as you lay by my side My hair whisked from my face, as you did in one stride Felt my body get warm, and I melted closer to you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Your voice was the same, as I've heard you talk to me The words were soft and sincere, you made me believe Heard a crack in your voice, as you spoke of me and you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Smelled the scent of your cologne, as your cheek touched mine Brought my heart to skip a beat, the feeling was divine I fell in love in this dream, I must tell you its true It was just a dream, But I could swear it was YOU

Just Another Day
Seeing signs of the past in the last few days. Allot of people who call me paranoid. But I tend to worry to much. But when you want something so bad. I just need to stop and be able to focus on the good things. But when I am not talking to her or doing things I feel so empty inside. In bliss when I am talking to her. Things are great. I know things will be great. Maybe I need to be patient and quit worrying so much. I just want to be happy with my best half. I do have to make it clear that I am not worried about anything that she is or is not doing. I know it is me at my worst. Always worrying about things that I can not control. But to anybody that has been around me since I have been with my Belle. To see just how happy and content. This is the greatest I have ever felt in my life. Other than my baby boys being born. Their is nothing in this life to compare to that. I know now that it is just a matter of time till I am with her. But it is just to far away. It could be tomorrow and it

Justin Wins Heavyweight-leb Takes 3rd At Blue Springs Tourney!
LHS third at Blue Springs South, will host Senior Day today Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Feb 3, 2009 BLUE SPRINGS — The Lebanon wrestling team is warming up for the Ozark Conference meet and district tournament, placing third-place on Saturday at the Blue Springs South Tournament. Today, Lebanon will host Branson in its final home match of the senior. The team will be honoring its seniors before the match. On Saturday, Lebanon finished with 329 team points in the 13-team tournament, finishing behind winner Wentzville (436) and Platte County (343). Justin Britt. the state’s No. 1 ranked heavy weight in Missouri Class 4, remained undefeated as he won the heavy weight division. None of his three matches on Saturday made it past the first period as he won all three in by fall. Lebanon got third-place finishes from Aaron Starnes (135), Tyler Zimmerman (140), Austin Brawner (145), and fourth-place finishes from Jeff Vance (130), Zach Schneider (160) and Tre

Just To Bitch
ok they are tryin to detour cheatin by fuckin up the rating system right? well how is blinging yourself an auto 11 not cheatin... if anytthing ya should get the error message 1000 points deducted for that shit. and who really gives a fuck if ya cheat, isn't like there is a fuckin prize at the end of this bull shit... not like baby fuck nutz or scrappile is gonna come and give ya hed or some shit. might as well go back to myspace and play with the kidz

Justin's Profile For Mizzou
Justin Britt, 6-foot-6 270 pound OL University of Missouri bio. ... www.mutigers.cstv.com Feb 5, 2009 A self-described lifelong Mizzou fan who is an athletic lineman with a frame that projects very well at the college level ... Played on both sides of the line of scrimmage for Lebanon High School, and starred on offense at left tackle ... Is ranked as the No. 19 overall prospect (any position) in Missouri, according to Rivals.com, and is ranked by ESPN.com as the No. 86 offensive tackle prospect in the nation ... ESPN.com touts him as having good mobility and foot agility and a large wing span which helps in pass protection ... Was a 1st-Team All-State pick in 2008 as an offensive lineman, as well as taking home 1st-Team All-District and All-Conference honors ... Starred at left tackle for a high-powered offense that racked up nearly 5,200 yards of total offense and threw for nearly 3,300 yards ... Allowed only one sack in 2008 in 434 pass attempts ... His team was regional champs i

Just My Opinion
Just venting, I guess! fubar is NOT going to change. Never has never will! We have always adjusted to every new change that we hated and bitched about in the past! Mabey it is different for me than for others! Dont get me wrong,I LOVE points, but MY friends are way more important than fucking points!! I dont blame ANYONE for not spending anymore money!! I dont blame anyone who has dished out thousands of dollars to be extremely pissed off about the new rating system, but it is what it is. Think about LC/CT when there was no money dished out! We worked our ass off to level with help from FRIENDS!! That was the fun times!! Thats when we cared about our friends more than points! I am here to have fun and nothing more! Seeing some of these status' this morning have really upset me! I use other peoples Autos to help myself level! I will NOT stop doing that! Everyone knows, if you dont have autos, you DONT get rated! That was one of those changes that most of us hated in the b

Just Launched
Hello Everyone! I am excited to be a part of this community. I look forwartd to meeting some new and exciting friends. I just launched my newest site. I think it will benefit a lot of people if not everyone. I am sure I got some things you want or need as adults. If nothing else just check it out and let me know your feelings on it. Seeings that it is my grand opening prices are discounted, so take advantage. Always remember, Couples that play together stay together. Glenn

.............just In One Day ..........
I woke early this morning and had breakfast and walked the dog ...came hoe said hi to friiends on fubar had a shower and dressed for work .....Little did I know today would be a day I wish i could errase ... I have been called to help identify 14 people burt to death in horrific bush fires we are having ....6 they say are in this car ..so in my mind is it a little family is it friends helping each other ...will I remember their names for months to come will I have id for any ...and to me this is my job yet I have tears for these people and i gently remove some jewellery and i look at the design ..i have seen the design before its young and pretty and sweet .Is the owner a teenager - did she have a pro dress to choose this year or is she just starting high school ..the tears roll down my face as i hear the radio saying we have 4 more and we have no access can you get through ....I cant speak I cant even move my lips ...I listen and I breath ..............and I stand up dust the black

Just Don't Understand
ok i just want to get a few things out ,first of all, thank you again to all my true friends for all that you have done and all that you are. second i am married now to the most wonderful woman in the world , and i am very happy, the past is the past , and it's all water under the bridge, but some people just don't know how to grow up . in my life time i have grown to under stand that life goes on , i am grateful for the friends i have made and i care for all of them , and would do anything for them. my DT fam. you know i care for you all and luvs you all , and respect you all ,you all mean alot to me , and i will be here for you all alway's. in life to get respect you got to give respect and some just don't get that. so for those who don't want to give respect stay away from me and my family in DT and outside. but if you can give it and want it back and want a lounge you can call home , then DT is the place to be , i have never been around a better group of people than in ther

Just Ranting....
Just when the hell is this recession going to ease up. I can't imagine how all of the families are dealing with unemployment. You know, a lot of them make up a portion of the towns. So they get laid off, money gets tight, they slow on spending, the businesses in turn lay more people off, if they are one of the lucky ones that can manage to keep their head above water. So basically what this means is we don't need to stop spending. That seems to be making the problem worse. I suppose that is easier said than done if you aren't one of the fortunate few to still be working. It just sucks to have friends that are struggling and there is nothing to do to help them. Things will get better; how long before it does? Who knows.....

Just Lost A Friend.
I just got a shout that said "thanks for being my friend and never getting to know me". This person NEVER said anything to me. They'd come to my page and do nothing. I honestly forgot that they were on my list. I'd started to think that they were just some bar tab stalker. Anyone that really knows me, knows that I'm not one to start a conversation. I'll be more than happy to talk to you if you start it though. Doesn't mean I don't like you, just the way I am. I don't really know why this person is getting to me. I need to realize that there are people that are like me and they don't really start conversations first. I'm getting that with Mel, lol. I start conversations with her. [sigh]

Just My Gut Instinct
Sometimes when you think you're guessing, your brain may actually know better. After conducting some unique memory and recognition tests, while also recording subjects' brain waves, scientists conclude that some gut feelings are not just guesswork after all. Rather, we access memories we aren't even aware we have. "We may actually know more than we think we know in everyday situations, too," said Ken Paller, professor of psychology at Northwestern University and co-researcher on the study. "Unconscious memory may come into play, for example, in recognizing the face of a perpetrator of a crime or the correct answer on a test. Or the choice from a horde of consumer products may be driven by memories that are quite alive on an unconscious level." The findings were published online Sunday in the journal Nature Neuroscience. The research, done with only a couple dozen participants, adds to a growing body of conflicting evidence about decision-making. In one study done in 2007, researc

Just Found Out *sighs*
I have not been feeling good the past few months.. since Oct time... cold after cold.. sinuses issues.. broncitus..etc. They took me in and run alot of tests on me.. seems my immune system is down majorly. They found out i havent had a few regular tests done while i was there and had me do them as well. Well my test results came back.. and it seems i have ovarian cancer. I am a single mom of 3 kids... not sure how this is gonna work out.. they says they caught it early.. but it is in gods hands i guess. They put me on strong meds to boost my immune system... at the end of the month i go for a hysterectomy.. and then a few rounds of chemo... they hope thats all it takes.. as do i.

Just A Poem
friendship so royal and true if friendship could be a color it would be blue if a taste it would be cherry pie so sweet if a sound it be purr of a kitten; soft and gentle if friendship is a feeling it feel soft and warm; comfortable as can be if friendship can be price; theres no amount to be put on it friendship is from the love of your heart; its way you show your love for those that are close to you; way you help/ support those in need way you make someone feel; as happy or love friendship is your action from your heart so true and real so royal to your friends and family its how you are towards others that how you make true friends so true

Just Blabbing....
So what the fuck is up with people online flirting and chatting it up just to get fubling or whatever? I mean seriously? Talk to me if you want to- or don't. But I'm not buying you shit or 'blinging' you because you have your boobies out....Those are free to look at, and generally on alot better looking women than the ones that want shit to see them. lol So I like to talk to REAL people. Not to get on your yahoo or pay pages, or to go to your 'free' with a credit card site to see you naked. If I'm cute and you want to show me your 'stuff', then I'm happy with that. If you're so special that your vagina is made of the purest diamonds or gold, then you shouldn't be talking to some blue collar guy like me anyways! So thanks for reading.... I am a real person, down to earth, funny, and have alot to offer to friends. But ranking you up is not on my list of things to do so keep moving...thanks!

Just One Rate Plzzzzzzzz
Sorry Yall Had To get Ya Here Somehow.. hehe Ok I really need some help from all my friends..*bats eyelshes*..Just One Rate Plzzz And Ty In Advance!! Btw Thank Ms Hellcat for this bully she rocks the fu ..ya wont regret it ..:p EACH OF THESE 4 FRIENDS NEED JUST 1 RATE PLEASE. IT WILL ONLY TAKE A SECOND TO CLICK ON EACH PIC AND RATE 10 OR 11 FOR THEM AND I'D SUPER APPRECIATE IT!! WINNERS OF EACH CONTEST THESE PEOPLE ARE IN WILL GET AN AUTO 11 SO HELP OUT WON'T YOU? WHAT'S A RATE?? THANKS!! (repost of original by 'TEXAS HELLCAT PLEASE RERATE MY PAGE TY!!' on '2009-02-20 16:19:24')

Just A Note To My Friends
Just wanted to thank everyone for there prayers cause they worked! I got my test results back today & even though the twins r still bruised & sore they R cancer free! the tumor was benign!!!!!! So I just wanted to say thank u to all of u for ur thoughts & prayers < I love U... "Sunshine"

Just So You Know
Phat$o is the best. If you don't think so stay the fuck away from my page an we won't have no beef. (lol I said beef. P.S. Nothing made me write this blog but my feelings of love for my owner. P.S.S. more like sex on the ditch bank....lol you know we all done it.

Just Me
Alone in the dark I have only my thoughts Things I can't forget Things I will never let go of The voice inside my head begs me "Just let it all go, please" I won't I can't The other me is dead The forgiving me The loving me All I have is anger, hurt, and pain That is what fuels me What compels me What eats me alive Can I ever go back to who I was? Will I ever be me again? Or is this it?

Just A Thought
Thinking is another attribute of the soul; and here I discover what properly belongs to myself. This alone is inseparable from me. I am -- I exist: this is certain; but how often? As often as I think; for perhaps it would even happen, if I should wholly cease to think, that I should at the same time altogether cease to be. I now admit nothing that is not necessarily true: I am therefore, precisely speaking, only a thinking thing, that is, a mind, understanding, or reason, -- terms whose signification was before unknown to me. I am, however, a real thing, and really existent; but what thing? The answer was, a thinking thing. The question now arises, am I aught besides? I will stimulate my imagination with a view to discover whether I am not still something more than a thinking being. Now it is plain I am not the assemblage of members called the human body; I am not a thin and penetrating air diffused through all these members, or wind, or flame, or vapour, or breath, or any of all the t

Just Like Jesse James
You're struttin' into town like you're slingin' a gun. Just a small town dude with a big city attitude. Honey your lookin' for some trouble Well alright. You think you're so bad, drive the women folk wild. Shoot 'em all down with the flash of your pearly smile. Honey but you met your match tonight. Oh that's right! You think you'll knock me off my feet till I'm flat on the floor. Till my heart is crying Indian and I'm beggin' for more. So come on baby, come on baby. Come on baby show me what that loaded gun is for. CHORUS If you can give it, I can take it Cause if this heart is gonna break It's gonna take a lot to break it. I know tonight somebody's gonna win the fight. So if you're so tough come on and prove it. Your heart is down for the count and you know you're gonna lose it. Tonight you're gonna go down in flames just like Jesse James. You're an outlaw lover and I'm after your hide. Well you ain't so strong. Won't be long till your hands are tied. Tonight

Just My Thoughts
I lay alone at night listnin to the wind out side and jus wishin for once i had some one to hold me nice and close and tight, for its been so long that i don nohow or wut it feels like to hav affection or love or n e of the above, Its said that every 1 has a soul mate but i don hav a soul.Most of my life is and has felt like 1 big dark hole, Wit no escape to be heard or seen and really wonder at times why is my life or jus life like it cos its so horrible and mean.I miss so many things that others take for granted . My dad who left this earth 9 yrs ago n evan me mum although we never got along.Allya c with ur eyes is a dumb tree that in memory is planted.I misss the smile i once had but that was another life time ago and now hav learned jus to let it go.Life goes on as well as sorrow and pain and hurt as its all part of learningm M to raise my kids to never giv up.For the path in life i hav led and at times were out of my control this is wut ive tried tellin em so.The hand that life ha

Just Thinking......
I was sitting here and thinking of the past 20 years of my life--the 20 years that I was married to someone I would have given my life for. Someone I realize now must not have ever really loved me but to whom I had given my heart, my mind, my body and my soul to only to have him throw it away in the end like it was nothing. Like I had never meant anything to him. He was my world up to the end....I HAVE to find a way to go on without him. I believed in my marriage vows---"for better or for worse and in sickness and in health". I realize now that he did not. Family and friends are here for me but I would rather be wrapped up in someone's arms and know that I am loved for who I am and NOT what they want me to be or who they think I should be. I want a man who will be there for me when I need him because I know that if he needed me, I would be there for him! I wonder where did I go wrong and then I realize that it was not all me--it was him too. I realize that a person cannot cha

Just Wanna Be Done With It...
Well... maybe it's a good thing I've had to wait this long for my mastectomy. I'm pretty much over my distress about it and just want to get it over with now. Of course, it helps that my boob's been hurting and feels like it's at least doubled in size (the tumor that is, not the whole boob). I'm still a little nervous that I'll have problems with the anesthesia again, but am counting the days: 11 to go. Oh, and go show some love to the spotlight; I donated to help with it and am "tickled pink" to see that ribbon up there

Justfishing And Nunyab Honeymoon Train
JustFishing & NunyaB Honeymoon Train The Rules: 1. Stop by JustFishing's page, rate the Wedding Album folder of pics... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in the Honeymoon Train tag folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... Then stop by NunyaB's page and rate her Wedding Album folder... Start with this one... Both will be running Auto 11s today... Let's help the love birds Level together... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Honeymoon Train" or something like that... If your profile is marked private, then you n

Just A Biker ...if You Rip, Repost It Plz
JUST A BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers

Just When Your Not Looking...smack!
Ya know, sometimes, you have to just ride the waves in the ocean of life...and you can hang ten with some of the biggest waves it has to offer. Then, you start to ride the mother of all waves, your nervous as hell because you have ridden this kind before, then you ask yourself, how many times have you wiped out??? Your picking up speed as you slice through the curl of the wave, waiting for the crushing blows...so you hold your breath. Annnyyy minute now, your waiting for the nose dive into the unforgiving water. You close your eyes trying to feel your way on through, waiting for your entire world to become unbalanced again. When you open your eyes your leading the edge of the wave. You lean forward to feel the spray of the waves and sun against your face. Your world is in complete balance and for once you know this is the one your going to ride out.

Just Thoughts
I can write better than anybody who can write faster, and I can write faster than anybody who can write better,Something attempted, something done, Has earned a nights repose.The mind has exactly the same power as the hands: not merely to grasp the world, but to change it. If the human mind was simple enough to understand, we'd be too simple to understand it.The big majority of Americans, who are comparatively well off, have developed an ability to have enclaves of people living in the greatest misery without almost noticing them.And He feels so incredibly weak when he has ferociously quarreled against them since his genuine years and has lost. His hopes for a better understanding dissipate as he grows older, and his mind grows less eager to reach a verdict. Having no sense of direction, he roams here, looking above, asking futile questions, even though the answers may be feared. Good by nature, he has learned his survival skills, which will lead him into the real world, and will somed

Just About Me
I know I haven’t been a big blogger on here I tend to keep my thoughts to myself I have over the last year to year and half been battling severe back pain. Well over the last year I have had to shut down my business of helping handicapped people to get jobs and train them how to do them. I have had to quit volunteering with handicapped people teaching how to ride horses. I have now become a client with the same group. I get by with help from friends and family. Now why would I tell you these things well first of all I don’t make a whole of money like” mostly zero” although I have qualified for disability just recently. I have qualified for some help. What this means to you is I cannot pay for much but will help with your help and understanding to do as much as I can. I m not asking for you to be a sugar momma but expect you to understand that I will probably spoil you as rotten as I can if I know you don’t expect it. I want to do this in the form of massages, hand and feet massages.

Just A Few Things About Me~
Just a LiL Bit About Me... ~For Those Who Keep Calling Me A Dyke~ (LMFAO) ask a few of my friends..Im SO NOT a Dyke... ~Im a HUGE Tomboy (country girl) ~Born in the city, but LOVE the country ~I race quads & take my truck muddin ALOT ~Im comfortable in my jeans & hoodies ~BUT...I will wear a skirt or dress ONCE In A WHILE..( I even gots nice legs...LMAO) ~ I LOVE country music ~YES...I do know how to fix things, like a John Deere tractor or a truck ~ Im SINGLE...and plan on staying that way (at least til someone can actually PROVE to me that not all guys are the same) ~ Yes...I do have a life...I always forget to log out of this damn site ~ NO...I DO NOT want to see ur cock on cam... ( IF I want cock..I can get it ) ~SOO.... Just because I like to race quads, fix a traactor or my truck, do not dress in skirts or dresses all the time, and love country music... This DOES NOT constitute me being a DYKE... I like cock WAY

Just Lil Something
Beautifully ugly my painted life The vision of my broken strife Scared heart cuts like a knife Welcome my love, This is my life Beautifully Ugly, I've unmasked me I have tried to let you see The soul of my aphrodite But the moment died in me Beautifully Ugly, I've let you care My shakespearean tragedy left there In your empty heart, my dear No love, no love, i fear Beautifully Ugly I'm hidden within My blood writes our sin No love hidden in my metal tin Painted life, shattered dreams, ~I'm Beauifully Ugly alone again.

Just Out Of Reach
subject:Just out of reach post date:2007-11-25 18:49:50 views: 17 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Written: 11/25/07 Title: Just out of reach... Style: Free verse, with AABA rhyme scheme Shy flirtations are the right way to get my attention Immortal epitaphs to repay my affection You once said that you hate to dance But you step lively around my intention Not an open book but a revolving door I see you through a glass corridor Your happy grin endears me to you A fine reflection of your interior I move closer, and then you move away You draw me in again with mere word play Am I your friend or something more? I do not give of myself halfway So leave open your window, or invite me in Take me into those arms, so masculine If you choose not to, just out of reach I'll remain Watching you through the panes that spin

Just Been Journaling Lately
You make me feel as if I'm not real; A non-existant purpose in your life. I am brushed off, emotionally beat down to the ground, I was just your mistress, never to be your wife. The woman, out of a love so wild, incubated your child... Now, for her you have no time. Since you became tired of her, she roams the Earth, Trying to find the rhythm to her rhyme.

Just Friends
Just Friends Friends you and I That’s what you say But I feel more then that for you My attraction to you surpasses friendship But you same it will never be that way between you and me. We shall never be that close you say Like daggers in my heart that cuts me deep It feels as though I am falling a thousand feet You are my BFF is what you say You are my love and I wish it were that way. You told me no it will never be I am your friend And you are my lover

Just 1 Rate For These People-help Settle A Bet!
Hey everyone! We are all friends in an Auto 11 contest. We have a bet as to who will win the contest. Come and vote on us and lets see who wins the bet.....lol All we need is 1 rate per picture. Just click on the pics and it will take you to the pic to rate. Wish us all luck! VVV R/L Carebear Saer Doc Laura

Just 10 Things Period
you have to post a blog with 10 weird things ,facts about you and then you have to send it to 5 friends and telling them they have been tagged and to read your blog..i think thats it..if not go ask purr ..lol 1.. I hate to write blogs 2..I hate it when friend or should I say so called friends trap you into things (like this) 3..I love to be a mean and hateful bitch 4..I love sex 5..I love to try new things 6..Most people love me when they hang out with me 7..Im all about me..lol..lol 8..I just want to have fun 9..I dont have many friends cuz i choose not too 10..I am glad this is over purr..thank you very much

Just Some Funnies...
The Five Minute Management Course ~ > *Lesson 1:* > > *A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is > finishing up her > shower, when the doorbell rings.* > > *The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs > downstairs.* > > *When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door > neighbor.* > > *Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you > $800 to drop that towel.'* > > *After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and > stands naked in > front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and > leaves.* > > *The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back > upstairs.* > > *When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who > was that?'* > > *'It was Bob the next door neighbor,' she replies.* > > *'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say > anything about the $800 he owes me?' > * > > *Moral of the story:* > > *If you share critical information pertaining to credit and > risk with your > share

Just For Fun, I Have Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names 1. I can change my accent and voice pitch..(sound like gizmo) 2. I have been to 48 states and Canada and NEVER stepped foot in the ocean. 3. I was one of the first truck with supplies into New Orleans after Katrina hit. 4. My eyes change colors. 5. I am a cuddler. 6. My first car was a 1972 Cutlass Supreme. 7. I write short stories and poetry (if I have the inspiration). 8. At one time, I had long hair... but i looked like a poodle because my hair is naturally curly. when it was wet it would almost reach my azz. 9. Love all types of music. 10. I CAN NOT DANCE... i have 2 left feet...unless I have been drinking. Jlynn Gater Untamable Sexy Kat Peppa

Just A Quick Hello Or Something.
I'm only going to be around for about 30 minutes. I have to get ready for work, work until 4, spend a little time with the boys, get ready again, then go bowling. I won't be back on here again until 10 or after. Just wanted to tell everyone Good Morning and Have a great weekend. I'm too lazy to leave comments.

Just Me Venting
Yanno its pretty bad when peeps need to go to your page JUST to NSFW pix.. and to make it worse not even pix that should be marked as NSFW.. i mean belly dnacing pix.. cmon now.. shyt.. grow the fuk up and be a man.. so i go to his page to see his shyt.. he doesnt accept Shouts.. and no one can check out his page cept friends.. what a fukn COWARD!!!!!!!!!!

Just Wondering What You Think
I have recently taken some naughty pictures. I don't usually do that kind of stuff but someone I was texting asked for some and away I went. Clicking and posing and before I knew it I was like damn...did I really just do that. Well whats done is done. And I have been wondering if I should put those images up on here. I would either have to get a vip or delete some pics. I could do either but I haven't decided yet. What do you think?

Just A Week
Until my birthday- the 27th. So far, my plans are to MAYBE go to the Margaret and the Nuclear So-And-So's with george, go out to lunch with Brad, my aunt, and my mom, and then saturday jeremy's takin' me and george out to B-Dubs. then, i gots a game saturday night. It should be interesting. Also, They had a cheesegrater for FEET at cvs. WTF? that thing looks dangerous.

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Just For You
Just For You…. I would luv to give you a nice hot bubble bath surrounded by candles burning. A glass of white merlot to go with the soft music playing in the back ground for the shadows of candle light to dance to as I sit behind you gently kissing your beautiful neck. After we soak, I'll carry you off to my bed of red satin sheets covered with rose petals where I would gently rub your beautiful body down with hot scented oils. Then with a single soft rose I would trace out your sexy body slowly from one end to the other, only to stop in certain places as you sigh with a deep breath begging for more from pleasures of shivers all through out your body. With your heart skipping little beats, as I continued on until the sun would shine tomorrow. Rubbing you softly asleep until the moon rises with the stars for us to slip into another night of dreams to fulfill. With the night winds blowing soft breeze of sounds that whispers I want you with its night air surrounding us.

Just Wondering
Hmmmmm... I've been thinking alot about the state of our country lately. The new stimulus package in particular, really pisses me off. The new pres. and his cohorts think they can just decide to spend over 7Billion dollars of OUR money!! Then, when the national deficit gets out of control, guess who's going to be expected to bring that under control? Any idea kids? We will!!!! Now they want another more than $4B?!!! WTF??? Is anybody else angered over this, or do I stand alone in my worry for the future, especially for my son? I really hope people bother to read this, and please comment. The other thing I have been giving thouhgt to is the recent talk about religion in the news. Don't we have freedom of religion? Since people have been coming out of the proverbial "closet" with the "I'm not Christian" statement, the Christians seem to be really upset. How do they think people of other religions have felt all these years? I'm not trying to say that I don't agree with th

Just Something You Should Know..
Yes I know, I look very European. Thats because I am part Irish and Italian. I love red lip stick and I love my piercings. I am a emotionally crippled narcissist. And I find that I can only be happy if I am miserable. I LOVE Karaoke I am not a shy person. Sometimes I dont talk as much as everyone else, but do not get that confused with being shy. Sometimes I just dont feel like talking. And dont get that confused with what all the rest of the 'outgoing' population say. They claim to be outgoing, but they wont speak their mind regardless of whether or not its hurtful or insulting. Usually those girls just giggle and agree with what the alpha dog, so to speak, has to say. Not me. You can always count on me to be an honest and truthful bitch. So this is the part where I say: 'boy-o-boy, i dont have a boy friend and because of that I am just not whole. Why?! Why am I not lucky enough to have a man hold me back from drinking and partying with my friends?! Why am I not p

Just Another Poem
Lord above strike me blind .....if I should stray, ..let me not her love betray. I lie awake throughout the night, .....longing for her, ..she is my light. I give her my life, my heart, my soul. Loving her always, .....my only goal. Lord, I beseech thee, ...open her eyes .....so that she may see, ...open her heart .....so that she may know, how very much I love her so.

Just Do It Damnit!!!!!!!!
If your reading this then you must do it too.. What is it that you absolutely need sexually? A WOMEN........LOL What is something you have always wanted to try? SKY DIVING..... What is something you have never done in bed before? THERE REALLY ISN'T ANYTHING. What time of day do you like to have sex? MORNING, NOON, AND NIGHT What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? BEER......LOL THATS SO BAD. JUST MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL AND THE WAY SHE LOOKS AT ME WITH THOSE COME AND GET ME EYES How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? NOT LONG AT ALL.... If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? THAT IS SO HOT...LOVE IT, IF THEY DON'T HEAR I'M NOT DOING IT RIGHT LOL Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? YES, YES, YES, AND YES Have you ever faked an orgasm? YES I HAVE DON'T ASK WHY BUT I KNOW I HAVE What Part of your body are you self-conscious about? My t

Just Me, Being Me
K, this might be like venting so if u wanna read, go ahead, but I don't care if anyone does or not. I put it as NSFW because I don't know all the rules on here and just wanna be on the safe side...plus I'm going to be swearing alot and saying some stuff that's on my mind. With that intro...here we go.... LOL! I'm sooo not happy with my life right now! I have my son and that's the only good thing. His father is a fucking douche that should DIE! my job fucking sucks ass, my finances are shot to shit, and I really want to have sex with a hot girl, but there's none in my area!!!! Plus, my close friends don't know that fact about me and I don't really want to voice it to them. It's basically just a fantasy..would never go full lesbo. Just wanna have some fun here and there. I understand now why guys love going down on a girl. It takes as amazing as it feels. I only wish one thing. That guys could switch and have a vagina for a day to see how it does feel and to have some pointers to wo

Just Curious
Lately ive been recieving shouts for different fu-ladies,and im told that im hard to approach for discussions or comments cause they feel intimidated by me..My question to you is...Do most women label most men that workout stuck-up, antisocial ppl? For the most part i feel im very easy to talk to and im very approachable.. So whats the deal? Are women more shy then men? Thanks ppl 'Just Curious' lol

Just Facts
Life is not all beautiful.It comes with alot of ups and downs.So live life day by day to fullest.And when your gone someone will say they really lived.Inspire those around you to love with every fiber of there being.We all have enough enemies in this world and we dont need to beat ourselves up.

Just Blah
well i am not in a good mood at all tonight i am new to this fubar don't know how to place a back ground on the profile.....and then men you men are the most stubborn people i know ...i thought woman was worse then men....but no no they are whiney and complainy they just need to pull on there big boy pants and deal with it and grow the heck up lol but so far on fubar i am addicted but still try ing to get used to what i can get points from and how....and then i am really hurting my shoulder has a knot on it the size of texas and its not my head guys lol ....well that is all for now sorry for the ranting

Just You And Me
I often imagine as the world rushes by The time we missed and why we didn't try The sweet kisses under my backyard cherry tree And how you and I look into each others eyes..seeing what we needed to see The longing for each others embrace The shy smiles on our face Sneaking out of the house in the cover of night Just so we could hold each other tight Rocking thru the ages Making our own stories and filling the pages Knowing that there was no other love... Tracing ur beautiful face with my fingers Oh how these thoughts linger But alas it never happened but only in my mind Until once again I found your heart & soul and made it mine Turning back the hands of time And finding out once more What my heart and soul is longing for Fate opened up it's door Promising a life that should've been Though no one else did see The love we truly had for each other The love between just you and me

Just A Thought
With a sliver of glass, cut around his face Peel the skin back with precision grace Carefully now I have to slow the blood As chunks of skin hit the floor with a small thud Soddering iron to carterize the wound from the moment he crossed me, he was doomed I waited and bidded my time Untill the day he would be all mine Now that the two of us are all alone No mercy will ever be shown Careful now, make no mistake For good things come to those who wait Slow down take my time Just like a star, Its my turn to shine Pull back the scalp to expose his brain As the blood streams down like pouring rain The crimson liquid flows to the floor I feel satisfaction Ive never known before Now completely skinned from his head to his feet Ive never known revenge could be so sweet

Just A Test...only A Test Of The Emergency Broadcasting System....beeeeeeeeeeppppp
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Josie 2) Jo Ann 3) Jo, Jojo, HoJo.....it goes on and on....haha Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Parent( That would be nice if you actually got paid for..haha...but I love it) 2) Building pc boards 3) working the street corner Three places I have lived. 1) North Carolina 2) Virginia 3) ? will come back to add this one whenever I move somewhere else....hahahhaa Three TV shows I watch. 1) CSI 2) Family Guy 3) Sex in the City Three people that e-mail me regularly. 1) Hef 2) My SuggaDaddy 3) My baby daddy.....hahaha Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Mashed Potatoes, mashed potatoes and more mashed potatoes!! 2) Italian food 3) Only three favs....I need more than three...I love Food

Just A Bunch Of Stuff
What does it take to get bombed? Seriously, I have 6 folders that can be bombed, went and rated and fanned tons of people with the bling and NOTHING. Maybe I'm not posting enough boobs or something. For the few that say I'm "popular", this proves that I'm not. I tried to tell you. The hotel I stayed at last night was great. I'm trying to remember why I didn't stay there last week. I'm thinking they didn't have any rooms open or that they didn't have that they had room service on their website. At any rate, they had it. It was so much cheaper than the CRAP I had last week. Let's compare the two hotels. Holiday Inn was $119 a night. Comfort Inn was $90. I know it's only about $20 dollars, but that does make a difference, lol. I'm not going to tell how bad Holiday Inn was for me, if you want to know, go read the blog about it. I will tell you how this one was. Comfort Inn didn't have a toilet that made a noise every time you flushed it, the food that I got was wonderful and it was

Just Curious????
So i been sitting here watching my bar tab and *smh*. Whatever happened to the old days like lostcherry days when fubar (current name) was so much fun ppl rated ppl to view and enjoy there pictures, ppl became friends with each other cause they enjoyed there company! PPL did things on here cause they wanted to and it was fun, it wasnt about how much money someone spent on you or how often you leveled, and dont get me wrong leveling was in then aswell but friends helped each other out to level, there was no such thing as easy rate folders and cherry bombs or auto 11's, crap there wasnt even bling...lol To me things seem to revolve around the money now...oh look so and so spent 1000.00 bucks this week to make Angel! And myself i cant say i havent have had Happy hours, auto 11's and love getting bling from ppl and giving bling to ppl it is fun, BUT where do the friends come in friends don't help anyone anymore, ppl don't look at pictures anymore cause there interested in getting to kn

Just To Surivive
The smile on her face Holds back the tears she cries Inside she feels out of place Being locked in her room at night Long sleeve shirts in summer To hide daddys wrath Why does he hurt her To afraid to fight back Then one day she has enough Something inside snaps Now it's her turn to play rough "Cmon give me another slap!!!" A little boy of seven Thought he went from Hell to Heaven But reality soon set in Taking blows from which he can't defend Fists turn to words Can't tell which hurts worse His faith in God is all he has "Father please give me strength to last" Finding strength in "You Can't" Refusing to believe Mommy's rants Now people crave to read his words Words he was once told were absurd Abandoned by Mom at such a young age Then she came back and claimed she had changed But old habits die hard, as she soon found out Bareing it all, but wanting to shout Then one day Mom left f

Just Silly...
You know the drill: FROM THE BOTTOM UP... (name has been changed to protect the strange!) 'CSP' wrote lol 'Jennifer' wrote Okay, you have just won my “Strangest Fu Conversation Ever” Award. Where shall I mail your trophy? 'CSP' wrote Can you see your biceps when you try to flex them? 'Jennifer' wrote I am the only woman in my family... So, yes, I guess I am. 'CSP' wrote Are you the weakest women in your family? 'Jennifer' wrote Well I always need help opening the pickle jars... 'CSP' wrote lol I like soft arms with little to no muscle. Are your arms like that? 'Jennifer' wrote Huh???? Did I miss something?... 'CSP' wrote Do you have weak arms? I love weak arms.

Just Bored.
im really bored and just thinkin bout alot of things and tired at the same time but dont want to lay down lol. sh**t just settin here thinkin wondering at the same time to the point is driving me crazy and dont have no one to talk to bout it. what do i do lol.

Just My Thots On Sexy...
Abandoned masks, open hearts, mutual sensitivity and reciprocal kindness, insight into the soul, compassion, soulful sensuousness, unconditional love, and the incandescent rapture of inexpressible closeness. Holding ones hand, heartbeats racing out of harmony with ones edge of the cliff of control. Looking into each others eyes captivating intimacy that only soulmates know no other within the depths of their heart. Embracing the energy of love through desire, want, and lustful needs. Yearning more and more each second echoing with a resounding yelp of a wild animal as passion tears through the lining of the universe of love. Hungry for one another as if there is no satisfying end. By exploring each inch of one another by kissing tenderly and then ravaging desire takes over. .....part one.....

Just Some Questions
TODAY TODAY: What is today's date? March cuatro oh9!! What was the first thing that happened? Woke up hearing rain!! Who was the first person you talked to? A Classmate. What was the best thing that happened so far? Finished my Philosophy paper. What was the best thing you've eaten? Chicken tender they were YUMMY! Whats the worst thing you've eaten? MMM?? Who were you with? My Father Where did you go? To the laundry mat, KFC, and presently at the casa. What did you wear? Clothes What did you buy? Iced Mocha What was the best song you heard? MMMM Mixi-I miss those days (ghost) What's the funniest thing that happened? MMMMM my moms corndog at luncheon!! lol HILAROUS TOMORROW: Whats tomorrow's date? March 5th 0h9 Got any plans? Finish my developmental Psy Paper, take my dog to the groomers, stuff my face and just maybe workout!! Is there anything you HAVE to do?

Just Moved To Prattville
i just moved to Prattville. if there are any hot guys out there please hit me up. i am so wanting to get laid. my boyfriend lives in Athens, Al which is like 4hours away so he cant give it to me as much as i want it. guys 25 and under can talk to me. i got a webcam if u want to know what i look like. you got to have cam and pictures too. i want to make sure i aint going to be hooking up with father time. i am young and i want a young guy too. any guy over 25 living around Prattville you can forget it. my boyfriend is 25 and only he knows how old i am, but he dont care. i am going to move in with him in a few months. until then i want to get laid really good. mmm i want a big one. please guys help me out.

Just Whatever
Times like these I remember when I was young and lost Without a friend I always wished for a big sister I have a little sister Who means the world to me I want to protect her From the pain that I’ve seen She just a little girl in a dangerous world But she won’t listen And she feels unheard What can I do to show her a glimpse? Of the path, she could find She’s beginning to slip Further from me So filled with hate She won’t look at me I sit quiet and wait Always the first am I to apologize Never want her sad Filled with hate in her eyes But this time I stand Alone Screaming out to a girl On her own She sees the world is out to get her Everyone an enemy Never trust and never love Her hatred and confusion Is all that I can see Today I lost a sister To the world without a care All I said is when you’re ready Yes sweet Hope I will be there YOU DON”T EVEN KNOW ME! She screamed with tears flowing free YOU DON”T LOVE ME! She screamed LEAV

Just Too Funny I Had To Share....
Woman calls 911 in McNugget panic * March 5, 2009 US authorities say a Florida woman called 911 three times after McDonald's employees told her they were out of Chicken McNuggets. According to a police report, 27-year-old Fort Pierce resident Latreasa L. Goodman told authorities she paid for a 10-piece last week but was later informed the restaurant had run out. She says employees refused to give her a refund, saying all sales were final. A cashier told police she offered Goodman a larger portion of different food for the same price, but Goodman became irate. Police say Goodman was cited on a misuse of 911 charge. "This is an emergency. If I would have known they didn't have McNuggets, I wouldn't have given my money, and now she wants to give me a McDouble, but I don't want one," Latreasa Goodman told police. "This is an emergency." A McDonald's spokeswoman said the company didn't immediately have a comment on the incident.

Just A Thought
At some time or another we come to a point where we either look back to look ahead or look back to stand still. We choose whether we move forward or stand still. It's sad but we can never go back. We can't go back and be better, do things different, or love stronger. We can only stand still or move forward. Sadly, most are standing still, looking back morning their loses wishing they could have them back...but they can't. Yet most of those standing still say they can't move on, but can they just choose not to. They would rather sit and lick their wounds and count their woes as what they longed for in their past moves forward. Some left standing don't move forward in hopes that what they miss from the past will slowly but surely catch up to them and move forward with them. There are those that block the paths for others, out of non-intended selfishness in selfless acts just to feel like someone sees them that they are noticed, needed and hold some importance in some way...but mo

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Just Wondering..
Over the years, I have considered myself a true introvert (one who enjoys his solitude whenever and whereever he can find it.) Being alone often gives you time to think and wonder and imagine. Yet, I have discovered something along the way. Life is quite boring when your voice is the only one you tend to hear more often than you care to. So, I decided to reach outside of myself and breathe in the thoughts of other folks. Hopefully make a few friends and accepting associates along my journey into socialization. What have I learned in my cybernetic travels? Ya'll need some serious help!! I don't mean to be rude but why is it that the majority of women I see on here, appear to have this great fascination with expressing their sexy side. I am not above admiring the outward beauty of a person, but, come on, do you really need to flash the world your physical gifts to make a friend? Is the power of cleavage more potent than the skill to express yourself in the effort to garner th

Just An Idea
I have always been amazed at people that want to talk to me and ask me things that are right on my page.... If you are interested in who I am take a couple of minutes cruise through my pictures and songs that is me it is an open book and very clear. I am not hard to know or understand very simple down to earth with strong beliefs. I am always interested in peoples opinions and never try to force mine on others but I also dont want to be judged for them. I hope I meet more and more people and look for those that are actually interested enough to find out who I am first.

Just Drifting~
Summer is here now, the heat practically unescapeable; might as well enjoy it. How lucky am I to spend an evening drifting lazily down the river with you in a cozy rubber raft? We're practically alone out here, save for a few ducks and geese that honk our way as we pass. But it's not the wildlife that catches my eye; I can't stop looking at you, and the hunger that seems to accompany any thoughts of you grows and grows with you right there in front of me. Any man would be drooling at the vision in front of me, and I'm no different. A tiny little bikini that barely covers your smooth skin teases me. I can tell you've been in the sun a bit before this, hints of pale flesh that are in stark contrast to your tan keep peeking out at me as you move about the raft. Oh how I long to feel that flesh next to mine. We start out on our journey with you sitting right in front of me, your warm body pressed against my chest, and my arms and legs around you. I always feel so strong and powerful

Just Wondering
Hi, so yeah I am new to this fubar thing...I was wondering how do I get the auto 11s or any Bling for that matter? Also a few of my pics went to NSFW and I definately didn't have any nudity on them..I think they thought I was throwing up gang signs or something when I was just showing off my necklace..I will have to look into it more.lol. So yeah I will try to rate your pics as much as I can and as I earn the points I will be sending you some cute gifts. I look forward to hearing from new Fubar Friends.

Just Me Expressing Me
You know i came onto this site in the belief that this was an adult site. I have come to the conclusion that some on here are adults but some still believe this is high school. Let me define that. See to me high school is where you have your clicks. You all remember those. Only thing is on here you cant tell who is real and who isnt. So i have come to the conclusion that those on here that want to relive their high school days this isnt the place for you. Now before everyone jumps to conclusions i am not pointing fingers cause i am not that immature. So my thoughts are if you want to be friends please remember im an adult. I have kids in high school, i dont need anymore around me.

Just A Poem That I Wrote
Here is a poem that i have been writing for someone that was very special to me - My life, My love, but most important my best friend has left me Cant stop thinking cant stop wondering what if. why didn't it work? was it something i did? something i said? we'll never know! i lost him for good and i want him back in my life for good! it's not the same. can't seem to be as happy as i use to be. he was my smile, my life and most important my BEST FRIEND! now I'm just simple Amanda. i use to be happy Amanda. things changed and i can't seem to get through it easy. he was my 1st love and always will be! nothing can ever change that. he was the light to my day. not once did anyone see me not smile around you. i cared for you more then i did my own life. i know i lost you forever but all i want you to know is that i will NEVER forget you and i will always care and love you and i just want you back in my life. i cant seem to live everyday like the way i use

Just A Loving Reminder To Our Family Members
It has been brought to our attention that there appears to be a problem with all members being added to friends lists and ReRating of members. Per The Pegasus Project's Terms of Commitment, these are items which are required of all members. Normally the adding of the family falls on the shoulders of the New Members. However, we are a family and in that spirit it is felt that if anyone should find another member which has not been added, that they should extend an invitation to Add. When sending an Add request, please include the note that you are a Pegasus Family Member and would like to be added. We have to realize that sometime life gets a little cluttered and things can fall through the cracks, and in this spirit we ask that every member take on the responsibility of reaching out to the others. If any member ignores or refuses your request to add, make a second attempt and if that request is not accepted, please contact your team leader or the home page for assistance in the mat

Just Some Thoughts Rants And Other Nifty Bs
so some things I wonder about make people blush some things make people furious some make people think and others just make people turn around and forget they ever heard or read it, there are things that some people have said you know like how come you drive on a parkway and drive on a parkway? or how comes the other side of the street always crosses when i do? why is it that if i do not see the glass as either half full or half empty im ridiculous fuck you it's half, half a glass not a half full glass not a half empty glass it's just half a glass i am a realist i am not pessimistic well at least not all the time nor am i optimistic I try really hard to be realistic my basic philosophy is hope for the best but expect the worst that way you are never disappointed so cigs went up on price again where i live seems to me that no one realizes the tobacco was a big part of why we are who we are as a country it was one of the first things the settlers planted when they got here. it is why

Justice...
Abraham Lincoln: I have always found that mercy bears richer fruits than strict justice. Albert Einstein: My passionate sense of social justice and social responsibility has always contrasted oddly with my pronounced lack of need for direct contact with other human beings and human communities. Albert Einstein: I regard class differences as contrary to justice and, in the last resort, based on force. Albert Schweitzer: Civilization can only revive when there shall come into being in a number of individuals a new tone of mind, independent of the prevalent one among the crowds, and in opposition to it -- a tone of mind which will gradually win influence over the collective one, and in the end determine its character. Only an ethical movement can rescue us from barbarism, and the ethical comes into existence only in individuals. Albert Schweitzer: The fundamental rights of [humanity] are, first: the right of habitation; second, the right to move freel

Just Venting
I am so sick of pounding autos for some friends and not getting anything back such as a thank you,profile rate. I am gonna be more pickier about who's autos I rate on my friends list.I will never have a auto . I see people activate bombs who's autos I have rated,and very few have bombed me.I will never have a bomb to pay people back. I am getting very close to godmother so any help would be appreciated.. I almost left the site the other night but a couple of friends talked me into staying. Have a good night!!!!!!!!

Just A Day......
As I sit here thinking back over the last few weeks events I take a deep breath and feel humbled. I consider myself a strong person, able to endure adversities that most would walk away from. Holding a dying friend as he mumbles..."tell my kids I love 'em" and escorting his body home. Having his widow cry on my shoulder and pound on my chest screaming "why". Telling the doctor...take the ventilator off my Mom...she doesn't want that and holding her hand as I sit with tears in my eyes as she slips from this world. Watching my father with emphasema draw struggled breathes...holding my little brothers who are men to be admired and respected as salty tears roll down their faces. Telling myself "You are their big brother, hold them..hold them tight". I remember growing up and thinking...this is just another day. They are never "just a day". A look, a glance, a touch, a word...my life has been influenced by the love, warmth and care of those around me and today...I feel very

Just A Little Help Please
Alright, I went and did it. Oh yeah, I did it. I entered a contest. Needing some help. This game contest is a bit like Golf, lowest score wins (although if that was true in most games I would win.) There is only 10 of us in it, but here is the kicker. The host, the Awesome Wonder Woman, has Auto 11's on today and Thursday. So if you will be so kind as to go and rate the other 9 contestants, and then when Auto 11's are off, go back and rate me a 1, I would be GREATLY appreciative. Let me know you did it in PM, rated those 9 an 11, I'll give you 1,000 fubucks. That's right, 9 clicks 1,000 fubucks. Also, please be considerate and rate, fan, and the host, the Amazing Wonder Woman. She's a complete sweetheart. Remember, don't rate this FUGLY dude's pic anything.

Just So You Know
I shouldn't love you But I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you But I can't move I can't look away And I don't know How to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop [Chorus:] Just so you know This feeling's taking control of me And I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know It's getting hard to be around you There's so much I can't say Do you want me to hide the feelings And look the other way And I don't know How to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know How to make a feeling stop [Chorus] This emptiness is killing me I'm wondering why I've waited so long Looking back, I realize it was always there just never spoken I'm waiting here... Been waiting here... [Chorus] Lyrics | Jesse Mccartney lyrics - Just So You Know lyrics

Just Random Thoughts ....
Last night i realized my children are growing up ... what a hard lesson. My daughter's are both 18 (mixed family ... lol) and one just had a baby 2 months prior ... they now want to move! WOW!! I think i wen from feeling hurt, to scared, to anxious ... i probably can name more emotions ... just plain OVERWHELMED!!! It didn't seem to hurt so much when it was my boys ... (dunno why) but my girls ... it just seems to SUCK! But i have all the faith that i raised them right ... and they WILL BE OK!! But I WILL BE WATCHING .... does anyone else know what i am going thru??? Any advise???

Just One More Blog To Rate...if Ya Don't Mind!
Hey! Thanks for stopping by...if you don't mind, please rate my blog, then Fan/Rate/Add me. I'll return the favor! Hope you enjoy my stuff, if not...well, I won't say it here! LOL Remember not everything is black and white, sometimes it's pink! xo's Op

Just One Rate Needed Plz
Ok Im Up For Auction Im Not Asking You To Bid On Me .. But All Im Asking If You Could Spare 1 Min Of Your Time And Rate My Picture Im Not Bothered If It's 10 / 11 Also While You Are There Could You Plz Rate Fan And Add The Hostess She Is Absouletly Awesome Plz Click On The Picture Below Thankyou .. Auction Ends St Pattys Day

Just Don't Know
To day has been a very hard day on me emotional , mentally ,& physically. I woke up thinking it was going to be a good day. Then that all changed when the mail came. I’m always hoping for letters from Social Security or my lawyer. I just hate when they are bad. I really don’t understand what the last two letters from SS means. I got so upset I called my lawyer’s office in tears. I basically broke down on my case worker’s voice mail. I have been fighting this for three years. Matter of fact May will four years. I’ve been to the doctors they have ordered & have done all they wanted. Their own doctor & occupational therapist said I was disabled. The occupational man in court said there was no job that I could perform with all my limitations. They are fighting all because of my age. The judge basically said the doctors didn’t know what they were saying I was fine. I wished I was fine. I wished my life could go back to how it was. I wished I was waking every morning heading to work. I wishe

Just A Thought
Ok I hope I am not defending anyone by saying this because that not the intention, but why can't people be happy with who they are or how they look? You are the way you are for a reason. Don't go by what other who don't know you or those who don't care for because they haven't taken the time to get to know you. Listen to those who have taken the time to know you and see the beautiful person you are. We all are beautiful in our way. Besides true beauty is found from within and not from what you look like or how you dress. You can have the body of a barbie doll and the face of a porcelain doll, but if you have a dark heart and soul then you are the ugliest person alive.

Just For You
In the entire world, there is no other place I would rather be Than right next to you each and every single day of my life As long as I am with you, I know that everything is going right Through the good times or the hard times that may occur I am the girl who will stay beside you through thick and thin Here for all time to guide you through the darkest night Bringing you into the brightest light of the new dawning day There is nothing that can go wrong when we are together And when I lay down, all I want to feel is you next to me Holding you tightly against me as I kiss you softly good night Within me is a feeling that I will never let slip from my grasp Showing me that all we have is time to see us through to the end Not one day will arrive where I would ever let you down Since I am here to hold my ground, and make everything true Although I do know that you are going through so much now Constantly feeling confused on which way you should turn Even with all that, I wi

Just Maybe Disc Personality Theory Can Be Helpful In Church ? ?
I DON'T HAVE THE HTTP FOR THIS, BUT IT IS A RIP. iT COULD BE ALL GIBBERISH, BUT PERHAPS JUST THE GIBBERISH YOU NEED! 14GCom2/02 26 Leader Styles The following describes different leadership styles. People tend to lead according to their personalties, rather than adapt to the styles of others. "D" Leaders — "D"s are take control and be in charge types. They don't like people telling them what to do. "D" leaders can be too pushy and forceful. They need to control their direct and demanding approach to management. They make better leaders when they learn to slow down, be gentle, and not so demanding of others. "I" Leaders — "I"s are inspiring and enthusiastic. They love to lead and influence others. Naturally great presenters, they tend to talk too much. "I" leaders need to listen more and not be so sensitive to rejection. They are the most impressive and positive leaders. "I"s love crowds, but need to be interested in individuals. "S" Leaders — "S"s are

Just Thinking
Sitting here dreaming Of all of that was done I Know I can make it right I also Know she is the one I said some things to her I can not even say know why I feel that i have lost her To me she was a natural high She is always on my mind And now i understand and see How much this gorgeous woman A beautiful woman meant to me Im not writing this for anyone Just here expression my feelings If i ever play the lottery I hope i get a lot of wininngs

Just A Quickie
Just a quickie... the lady called on my medical yesterday, said that the neurologist they had referred me to for my carpal tunnel is out of town for 3 months... wtf.... but the irony of this is the doctor office they referred me to is Bender and Wurst.... all I kept thinking is my wrist hurts and you want me to bender wurst? Yikes. So what I will be doing to see if my medical gets approved is going to see my regular doc once again (this will be the 3rd time) and he will do a nerve conduction physical and if he states he thinks I have it, I believe the medical will be approved and we will go from there. I am tired of my wrist hurting so much, it's not the typing that hurts, its the mouse and grabbing the littlest things. Blah! I wish it were my left hand instead of my right hand since I am right handed. Other then that, life seems pretty good.... I am semi satisfied with a lot that is going on now, just as long as it continues life will be grand... But I also need to look at it as

Just Cuz This Is Me.....
wake in the night Having you on my mind feeling you in my dreams you'll be there until the end of time Dreams of you rush my soul reaching over to find I'm alone The bittersweet pain of love Baby I am yours Come take my hand...my heart Hold them both Keep me safe from myself Love me for my vunerability My pride I carry Showing my weakness is not my ability Lonliness gives me time to focus on my prespectable life with you Can you, will you, Love me ???

Just Sumthin
Remember when we were so in LOVE? I do, because you were the one I could trust. Remember when you would hold me tight? I do, I didn't want you to let go I wanted it to last all night. Remember when we use to argue about the stupidest things? I do, because when you got mad it was the cutest thing! Remember when our love was so strong? I do, because i thought nothing could go wrong. Remember when you said you loved me? I do, I had a great feeling come to me. Remember when you said you wouldn't lie? I do, because when i found out all i did was cry. Remember when you broke my heart? I do, because you tore my world apart Remember when you said if we break-up we can still be friends? I tried but you thought i wanted you back so we had to end. I took you for granted, I thought I had you, But I didn't instead I ended up loosing you. You treated me wrong after we broke-up, How could you?, all i ever wanted to do was make up. This is the last time you'll h

Just A Title
Its supposed to be just a title. "Boyfriend" or Girlfriend" is supposed to be just a word. The meaning behind it is whats supposed to matter. How you feel is whats supposed to matter. But what happens when you let go of that title? How are you supposed to be single but still so emotionally attached? How do you not think about everything that got you to that point? How do you not regret the steps you took to get you to that point? How are you supposed to decide whats most important in your life when there is so much hurt? It comes down to a choice of something that will be there for the next 50 years or something that will be there for the rest of my life. I've made choices to better my life, but what happens if those choices result in me loosing something that truly matters to me. You say its just a title, but to me its so much more. Its a part of who I am and how I represent myself. What do I do now that is gone? You say that nothing has changed, but

Just A Thought
So i was thinking....How many of you believe that country boys are just a little better in the sack? No im not talking about the midwestern farm hands that have relations with livestock...Im talkin about the good ol' southern country boys. What do ya'll think?

Just The Way You Are
sitting across the table patiently listening to what you are saying i couldn't help remembering i couldn't help remembering what i had said before about what you are saying about your "worries" i find it hard to believe we have walked down this road many a times before but we still end up here again i don't want you to be brilliant i don't want you to be rich i don't want you to work hard i don't want to you change just be what you have been just be what you are just be the same person that i knew before i love you for what you are believe me, i love you just the way you are!

Just A Thought.
I LOVE THOSE WHO LOVES ME, I CARE FOR THOSE WHO CARES FOR ME.. AND FOR THOSE WHO REJECTS ME.. I'D JUST CONSIDER THAT, THEY DONT EXIST SO THEY CAN REST IN PEACE'... BUT I ALWAYS HAVE A SMILE FOR EVERYONE"..

Just An Update On My Life..and Shit..lol
Well, I've come along way since Scott and I ended our relationship. I've had a couple of different jobs, nothing major...One was a pizza place...then there was the convenience store. Now, I have THREE jobs, and a steady roof over my head, etc...I'm doing great. Hanging out with my bestie's three children, J is almost 7, A is almost 3, and L is 14months...I'm starting to get baby fever! lol I've always wanted a baby, but now it's gotten worse! haha Anyways. I'm still my same ole hard-headed, I am woman, hear my roar, spitfire self, and I won't ever change. I miss all of my old friends here on Fubar. I'm logged in 24/7, but I'm not always here. You can get ahold of me by e-mailing me: missdazlin@tmo.blackberry.net missdazzylynn@hotmail.com x_miss.dazlin_x@yahoo.com I get all of my messages on my phone, so please feel free to drop me a line! I love you all! Miss D.

Just Babbling
Not much going on today. Yesterday was kinda quiet too. Sunday was a bad day for just about everyone I think. Bryan hasn't walked away from this. I think it scared him and he didn't know how to react but we worked that out. I can't blast him for his reaction - everyone reacts differently & this was one big bomb I dropped. At first I told him I was coming by to get my stuff that I couldnt take th bs one more day but I knew that wasn't what I wanted. I was responding out of emotion too. I got there & we talked. He said if he could take my pain away so I wouldn't have to feel it then he'd do it. It just sucks that you find someone 25 yrs after losing each other only to be dealt with this kind of hand. Its just not right. My sister is intervening to get some of the responsibility off my lap. I love the fact that she cares enough to just step in because I would never be able to ask for her help. We have a large family but very dysfunctional. Only a small group of us know what the true m

Just A General Notice.(reality Is Crumbling.)
Ok, lol.Not like any of you ever read these, but fer those that do, the madness is getting worse.I'm finding inability to concentrate, I'm enraged virtually all the time underneath my placid/goofy mask, and it feels like reality ITSELF is disintegrating.I'm getting scared.No, you can't help, lmao;if my shrink can't, all that'd happen is the insanity would infect YOU, too.This ain't emo;I'm not gonna off myself, cut myself, or any other stupidity.Just saying, if I fall through the hole in reality, you'll know.I care about, and respect deeply, all my friends and family, so I just figured it'd be honourable to let you all know what exactly is happening.So when the weird shit happens, perhaps you can avoid it.Sorry I failed you, everyone.

Just Waking Up....sorta
Man it's been almost a year since I posted here...wow. Anyways onto the heart of the matter. It's kinda hard to explain....maybe it's the sudden & multiple contacts of people from my past as of lately, or some sort of subconscious reaction of all the different people I've befriended here, and at other websites. Add to the mix a crazy assortment of my real-life friends, and an plethora of things having not gone so well for the past few years now. Take all of that, toss it in a blender set for "WTF!?" And what you get is me, with this almost overpowering feeling running all through me of being at the edge of a big change. I've been dealing with all sorts of shit in my personal life for almost five years now. I've done the bit of asking the bigger questions to myself. Waxing the philosophical, and even getting metaphysical with my myself. The conclusion that I've come to is that I've been surviving which was pretty good all things considered. But I'm done with surviving, I wa

Just Wanted To Save This Story..
Sometimes you feel like a nut.... created @ 03/3/2009 02:41 pm mum expired. [NSFW] [EVERYONE] I'm out of sorts today, so I figured i would make my own worthless mumm... Be part of the crowd and stuff... True story... I left a spray can of PB (NOT peanut butter) Catalyst on my desk in my bedroom/den...It's a penetrating catalyst for those who do know.. Like WD-40, except better... My son came in awhile ago to play Primary Games on my PC... Saw the can and decided to spray some around the room, like an air freshener... I was in the kitchen, cooking dinner, and god, my food smelled like an auto shop... I sniffed around for the smell, thinking it was my Carhartt monkey suit that I wear when I work on vehicles... I, then, remembered it was in the wash, for the first time in 3 years, by golly... I, eventually found the smell in my room, where my daughter had told me what my son had done. When I asked him, he just smiled at me... like he was proud of making my home sm

Just Let It Happen
Wake up! Think for yourself! The single most important factor in decision making is to be cognizant. Being mentally agile will allow that light bulb that appears over your head to blink on more often. Be smart... Incorporate the concept of Intelligence-Increase into your daily life. How can you drive down the highway of right action if you're asleep at the wheel? As individuals, we may think we can’t change the state of the world. But we can bring about a positive change in our own life, and in our relationships with the people in our lives. We can lead a better life, and together we can change the state of the world. Change begins with the individual. What starts as a life change can lead to a global change. But if we do nothing, then nothing will ever change.

Just Scum And Mad
I have recently had a person that has in the past Contacted some of my friends ...And made statements that are true fiction... If you know what I mean aka lie's and viscous rumors ... She pretends to be a friend at first and tells you her problems and the whole time she is lining you up for the kill.....!!!!!! She tells you story's about her kids and family members and gets you to feel sorry for her and if you have any kind of heart you will .....Then she makes up story,s bout her husband Is in jail and she dose not what she is going to do to pay the bills and there about to take her car and she has no food in the house .....With this person you never know what angle there working on you .....!!!!! She is Wanted in Ohio for Insurance Fraud.... Being the Smart Individual I am and not wanting to be wrong about this person... I offered to help her out I told her I would loan her some money to help her but she needed to tell me the name of the company's she owed money

Just Stuff That Makes You Wanna Go Hummmz
yeah you guessed it, its from Fubar's Shoutbox, so the starting is on the bottom and the end is at the top.. im not sure where to put this so i put it in this folder cuz this is interesting, not really sure if its creepy though but it is interesting. the dude resulted into name calling and im not sure of why, maybe because i wouldnt do what he wanted.. LMAO.. but anyways have fun reading... the dude blocked me so i couldnt get in my reply which was.. bye to the Childish person who resulted in name calling just because i didnt do what he wanted. LMAO! i really hate people like this and yes im not protecting of whom they are this time.. because im tired of it...kind of like saying dont mess with me when i dont feel like being forced into anything and such.. Hell has no furry then a woman's scorn PPL.. and when i get angry you will feel it.. Bawhaha cuz my give a damn will be broken and then i will tell you how i feel rather or not you like it. DONT PUSH ME!! oh and btw, IM NOT FAKE!! im

Just What I Needed
It was a nicer day than yesterday. Today would be a good day to go. More people I bet. I'm going. I didn't do my eye makeup. The sunglasses will cover them. Where did this pimple come from? That wasn't there a second ago. Who cares. This is all bull shit anyway. There were more people. Lots more. More dogs with them. I kept Baxter on the leash a little longer this time. We walked past a guy in his late 40's who was playing fetch with a black lab mix. "hey there big guy" I hoped he was talking to Baxter. I said hi but didn't really stop. There was a grouping of dogs about 20 feet away. All of them were smaller than Baxter. The owners seemed like they were my age maybe a little younger. I took a deep breath and let him off his leash. Of course he went barreling at the grouping of dogs. of course he did. So I awkwardly ran after him. Not because I am shy but because I don't usually run and when I do it looks awkward. I'm top heavy and it causes an unbalanced stride. Everyone one wa

Justin Time Fo The Shayne O Mac Show Yo!!!
here i go...zoom zoom zoomin around i go.....clowning around just like a rodeo show....bucking and haulering like a drunk little indian..("excuse my language")..carry on.............bin drinking some weed n shmoking shum mushroom...from wat i see is that tha flowers glo bloom ....zit isnt it...where...creepers creeping little crawlers in da hair.......or in my head..just walking around alive stoned cold dead.....just a little wierd.....kind of like amagining fred...are you still there/...just askin not like any one care..one sec!..im zoomin..beat beat beat..around the world i go im zoomin.deep deep.deep.under water i flow .my hearts racing...funky mushrooms bloomin....i think i see pink.....or maybe nsync..yeah right them homos////....only with ass sid ....or how bout marlyn manson...nah he dus druuggs.. yeah no shit wanker.. duhhh!!....i wish i was still chill in cartoon land....talkin to alison.....playing hero game n rock band....busten the head bang....ayy yo dude mang.. i thin

Just An Great Saying To All.
Just wanted to tell everyone that i am so grateful to have each of you in my life.Its was difficult for me to decide who i thought would do this because many people clam to pray, but not everyone does.I hope I chose the right twelve.Please send this back to me you'll see why. May everyone who received this message be blessed.These are 12 months 12 disciples 12 tribes of Israel jesus birth celebrated in the 12th month.There is nothing attached.Just send this to twelve others.Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive.There is no cost,just a lot of reward. Make sure you pray, and pray believing god will answer.May today be all you need it to be.May the peace of god and the freshness of the holy spirit rest in your thoughts,rule in your dreams tonight,and conquer all your fears.May god manifest himself today in ways you have never experienced.May your joys be fulfilled, your dreams be closer,and your prayers be answered. I pray that faith enters a new height for you I pray that your

Just A Reminder
ANYONE WHO WANTS TO EARN SOME FUBUCKS BY BEING AUCTIONED OFF....TONIGHT SCORPIOQUEEN AND MYSELF R GOING TO ATTEMPT TO HOLD THE FIRST AUCTION IN POLARISMANS LOUNGE......IT SHOULD BE ALOT OF FUN......IF YOU WANT TO BE AUCTIONED OFF....PLEASE PRIVATE MSG ME ON MY MAIN ACCT (BRWNEYEDGIRL35) WITH WHAT YOU WILL OFFER FOR YOUR BIDS......DOESNT START UNTIL 10PM EST TONIGHT........COME ON PPL....LETS HAVE SOME FUN.....TELL YOUR FRIENDS AS WELL....ANYONE IS WELCOME

Just Thought I'd Share This...
Me and my cousin were searching for ringtones for my phone and we decided to just search for random songs. We decide to search for Weird Al Yankovic, yeah I know..and no I didn't download any of them. Anyway. We listen to 'White and Nerdy'. I tell her there are a lot of similarities between me and the song. [no I won't tell you what they are]. She then says.. "Well, you're a cool dork"

Just A Matter Of Time
thinking every day how things will be the next time the sun comes up and wondering will it be better or worse ? we cant always make things happen the way we want but hell we sure can try ! even tring becomes hard to do ,your self confidence becomes low and your self worth is even lower ,the pain isnt physical but emotional it most cerntenly is , we cant or at least we feel we cant do anything bout what is going on in our lives inside we scream out at our selves wanting things to get better but it seems that we become lost and cant find our way around and just when you think things cant get anyworse THEY DO ! the darkness sets in and there is no way of seeing any light from anyone or anything..... we ask our selves what the hell is going on in our heads? why are we going through this shit?! why cant we make it stop? and why cant we do it NOW ?! now look i know im no different that anyone of you that may read this but just as you im not sure what to do and DAMN THIS SHIT HURTS

Just Thoughts
When dose one stop feeling like the world is out to get them ? When dose one feel that life will finely work for them ? Sometimes i sit here n wounder if life will ever be easy for me. If it will allow me to be truly happy . I know life is what we all make it . But when dose one have to stop running up hill n get a chance to stand at the top n look at the beauty with in it ? Sometimes i just want to stop running n lie down n give up . I am tired of running n trying . I really think at times im just meant to be a memory then a reality . I think at times if i was a memory i would not hurt so much n i would not hurt others . Just like everyone else i want to be happy . I want to be loved for me and be the best parent i can be . But anymore i feel like a failure in all i do . When will i get the chance to show someone what all i have to give ? When will life see fit for me to give my all to someone n not get my heart ripped out ? We all feel this way i know n i know there r no

Just Another Poem..
KARMA by Phyllis V. Du'Gas Saturday, March 26, 2005 Not rated by the Author. "What goes around will come back" Life is filled with currents At different times and degrees Like the swaying of a tree Like the tide to the sea Like the love you found in me Words written and spoken To my heart you brought sorrow It was all a lie when you promised me tomorrow You were never free To follow through or plan You belong to another You’re somebody else’s man You can’t have your cake And eat it too I’m not your baby And I’m not your boo This woman deserves more than good times and lust You breached my trust There’s no need to cuss We all have to live with our Karma

Just A Collection Of Random Babbling
Sometimes I wonder I wonder if it's that I think I'm not good enough, or if I'm afraid I am. I wonder why I can't just accept things as they are, But must always question the how and why. I wonder if she laughs at me when I can't hear her. I wonder if she thinks about me as often as I do her, Though she is busier by far, I'm sure. I think the paradox to curiosity is that often, Not knowing is what makes life exciting. It's what drives that spark in the eye. That infinitesimal catalyst for a better now. Maybe I think too much, I know it seems so to me. Maybe I'm afraid to just be. And maybe, just maybe, being afraid is what scares me the most...

Just A Poem
I wrote this tonight. Its called yours just yours Are you a sadist? Are you the chain to my heart The flogger on my skin The brand on my inner thigh Are you a sadist? Will you control my every action Take my very free will Release me from my own thoughts Are you a sadist? See my glowing red skin In the shape of your palm Does that turn you on Are you a sadist? Seeing me look at you Eyes full of heat and pain and sex A starving woman starving for you Are you a sadist? Slut whore cocksucking bitch lovers names you've given me Are you a sadist? Being cruel yet kind Teasing and tantalizing Always holding something back Are you a sadist? To be your greatest posession The object of your desire The object of your passionate rage yours just yours

Just A Quick Look Back At An Old Group Here On Fubar(the Cowgirls & Cowboys Of Cherry Tap )lol Time Changes
ANYBODY RECONIZE ANY OF THESE OLD MEMBERS OR MAYBE STILL CURRENT MEMEBERS? THESE WERE THE DAYS WHEN THINGS WERE FUN.

Just Goin Off
Wow so I am suppose to live my life around what you have to say? That is amazing, really it is. You can trash talk me all you want, the thing is, all the real people in my life know the truth and laugh at you. I dont bother you; yesterday a buddy of yours sent me a link to your blog. I didnt know it was you till after I read it so f@$k off. I dont trash talk you or any of that happy shyt. You are 32 going on 33 and still act like a lil ass kd. You are never going to grow up. See unlike you I dont ever regreat being with you. You may not have loved like I loved you, but I did. Key word, did. I am not you, I am not going to sit on here saying the he said she said, you did I did shyt. I have not botherd you or your gurl, so I dont get why you have to trash talk me or Red. Who by the way has done way more for me then you could possibly ever do in your life. I am happy with him. I am glad the night you got arrested you left me. I am happy then Hell that you and Julie are getting married. Yo

Just Thinking Too Danged Much, Again
Well, here I am, almost my birthday, and I'm doing thinking. A LOT OF IT! Unfortunately, finances suck, so I can't get a couple of beers and try to get my mind off of it. Things I'm thinking about (in no particular order.) Why did they have to improperly slot me at work so that my replacement shows up when we are so close to deployment, and here I am without a job? Why does what I want seem like it is so far away, but yet so close at times? Why does that email you send when you been drinking seem like it was so right the next morning, but still feel so wrong? Does anyone read this thing? Why is it someone can come into your life, and be gone before you realize it was the best thing? Why can't I get used to being alone every night? Why do I say I need someone in my life, but then push them away when they do? (STUPIDITY!) Why can't I remember how to make cows crap crude oil, I know I found that answer! Is all of this work for a couple of dollars w

Just A Place In The Woods
just wanted to tell my friends about a cool place to visit if your ever in western ny it called "pollywog holler " it a bed and breakfast and ecolodge there will be photos on my site soon there is a main lodge and an assortment of out buildings ranging from sauna to love shack with a pizza bar and a wine bar they have bands on sunday afternoons and open wen nites if you decide to visit i'll be at the gate to greet any one oh ya they have a site at pollywoggholler.com

Just A Thought
Mission Statement Community Hope, Inc. is a nonprofit corporation that provides a supportive living environment for individuals recovering from serious mental illness. Personal growth of the consumers is promoted in an atmosphere of hope and dignity. Description Our nonprofit organization was founded in 1985 by caring families of people with serious mental illness, such as severe depression and schizophrenia. At issue was the lack of supportive housing in which young adults could readapt to daily life in society and assume greater challenges upon their discharge from a psychiatric hospital. In response, Community Hope was established as a gateway to the community 20 years ago with the opening of a single group home providing 24-hour on-site support. We have continued expanding to meet the increasing need for community-based housing. Today, Community Hope is the largest provider of supportive housing for people with mental illness in Morris county. We provide a full range o

Just A Thought!
Life is serious it's self, from Jan thru Dec so do not worry about those things you can not change. It's like playing cards. Once you are dealt a hand and your highest card is a ten you are doing the best with the hand you were dealt. As time goes on you will have a better hand. As life is so very short I tend to be on the silly side most of the time.

Just An Update
I have not given up on the dog park. After the last visit I noticed Baxter hind legs would get stiff if he had been laying down for a while. I don't know if this is from the douchey guy laying on him or from just all that running. I think I have stated before I don't run. I am pretty sure it was the douchey guy though. The past week has been a working week. I watched 2 episodes of The Dog Whisperer. I now am fairly confident that I am a certified Beast Master and I expect my loin cloth uniform in the mail any day now. The main thing I learned from Ceaser is that my dog is fine and that I am a total mess. The problem at the dog park happened because I did not put Baxter in the right frame of mind to begin with. I am also a terrible person and I should probably be wearing a muzzle out in public. So we have been working with other dogs in the neighborhood on being a less aggressive. I say we because this takes a lot of work on my part. Last night a fairly good looking guy s

Just A Joke
I, the Penis, request a pay raise due to the following reasons. 1)I do physical labor. 2)I work at great depths. 3)I plunge head first into everything I do. 4)I work weekends and holidays. 5)I work in dark areas with poor ventilation. 6)I work in high temperatures. 8)My work exposes me to disease. Dear Mr. Penis, your request has been denied due too the following observations. 1)You dont work a full 8-hour shift. 2)You fall asleep after each brief work period. 3)You do not remain in your designated work area and are often found in other locations. 4)You do not take initiative and have to be stimulated to begin your work. 5)You leave your work area messy at the end of each shift. 6)You are unable to work overtime or double shifts. 7)You sometimes leave your designated area before completing the assigned task. 8)You have constantly been seen leaving the work area with two suspicious bags. We apologize..Sincerely, Management

Just Lyrics
You left something deep inside of me It's testing my will and my sanity You are my every thought My only vision is you Your always present in all I do My life is yours I give it to you Your love won't let me be I hope that you whole made me so With you my world is complete I want for nothing Ne-ver doub-ted I am yours forever My body from end to end Is aching for you Your love is the only thing that suits me I'm giving you my heart and soul Giving you my body You could take control Your love holds all the key So start the night on fire I'm giving you my heart and soul No lie and no games complicating love 'Cause you were meant for me and I was made to love you Huwouwouwoho, Huwouwouwoho Huwouwo 'Cause I was made to love you There is no fighting back ta back All crazy love makes the world go back I don't care what they say I only dream about you Never let go and I'll be your girl Give me your love and you'll be my world I'll take you for your word You

Just Saying Goodbye
I'm writing this to you all to let you know that I am leaving FUBAR once and for all, this will be effective as of 10 am EST this morning, I'm only waiting til then to give my friends a chance to read this. To those of you who have really been there for me and been a great friend to me, I will miss you all dearly and I love you all, hope we can chat again sometime in the future. With Love, Dark Prince

Just A Passing Thought, A Poetic Conversation...
A friend and I were playing verse games, This was borne.... 29 Mar/2009 passing thoughts by Donn & Pattyn, What use are dreams, comes the Dawn, When shattered darkness, dew becomes, The thirsty morning drinks it's fill... (Pattyn) What use are dreams come the light when shattered sunlite causes pain, Thirsty night fill my pain, drinks the redness from my vein... (donn) Nights sweet mantle, Cloaks a heart of stone, shattered, Hidden, cold and alone, what use dreams , When they have no home... (pattyn) No hope, Of love everlasting, Broken the stone in half, come together with breath of cold... (donn) Dawns grey promise, The forgotten song that brings the thirsty dew. A prophecy for the blind, Hard words spoken to the cold... (pattyn) What use dreams have, The prophecy reins, For the promise of a new stone, bleeds red and forever strong, grabbing Lifes envy, with

Just My Day
Blah! I am getting so bored with the whole ‘Bar scene’ I can’t seem to find anyone Like there was this really great looking blonde at my usual water hole last night. Two rum and cokes later I finally went over to talk with her. And what do you know; the bitch gets all in my face cause I offered to buy her a drink! Some people are soooo homophobic…. Anyway took some quizzes to see if the internet knows me better than I do (yes it's dorky but i am a nerd we covered that): From: http://quizfarm.com/ What kind of girl are you? You Scored as Athletic Tomboy Athletic Tomboy 75% Slut 69% Hippy 69% Nerdy Girl 56% Loser 38% Popular Bitch 38% Goth 38% Preppy Girl 0% What color is your heart? From: http://quizfarm.com/ You Scored as Pink Your heart is pink. You're everyone's friend. Woo go you! Everyone loooves you!! You're the definition of a true friend, which is why you mean so much to your friends. You will do anything to see

Just How I Am Feeling Tonight!
Sometimes, especially in the recent past, I have let other peoples actions effect my own personal well being/happiness. What I am starting to realize is that it isn't them who is doing it to me, but me allowing it to happen. For the most part, my life is going reletively well, I have a nice home, a beautiful and intelligent daughter, and most recently, a man that I have come to care about. I think the hardest part of my life is learning how to deal with a relationship after having spent the last 7 years single. My insecurities always seem to get the best of me. I think the biggest thing I can do is learn to CALM down. I have lived my life on my own for many years and can continue to do so if I so choose. I am not sure why I am blogging about this tonight. I guess, I just wanted to put into words my current thoughts. Life is pretty good, I am looking forward to a lot of things, and dreading a few others. But all in all, I am way ahead of the game from where I was even 10 years ago! Than

Just A Lil Update For Ere 1
ma girl is provin to be a fighter even though she wont let me watch her therapy she is making steps to walk heavy on drugs she still fights it though rumor is she may be home hope in a month or two much dependin on process when she gets home i am her own private CNA jst try n' stop me

Just My Luck
I was sitting at the bar just staring at my drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making biker steps next to me, grabs my drink, gulps it down in one swig, and then turns to me with a menacing stare as if to say, "What'cha gonna do about it?" I start crying. "Come on man I was just giving you a hard time," the biker says. "I didn't think you'd CRY. I can't stand to see a man crying." "This is the worst day of my life," I say between sobs. "I can't do anything right. I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. When I went to the parkinglot, I found my car was stolen and I don't have any insurance. I left my wallet in the cab I took home. I found my wife in bed with the gardener and my dog bit me. So, I came to this bar trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life, and then you show up and drink the damn poison"!

Just An Idea
My son calle dme up the other day and said that he heard on TV that someone had did a study and figured out that if they gave all the low income people in the US 2 million dollars that it would fix the economy. I agree but not exactly how they put it. lets sstart off with the fact they want to bail out the auto industry with 700 billion dollars. first they are never going to follow the guidelines for using that money anyway and its just going to keep going the same as it has. so lets go a differant route. lets start with sending 2 million dollars to each and every tax payer in the US. not the ones outside, not the non registered, not the illeagals, just the people that file every year, low, middle and high income so no one gets left out. okay now that we covered that. what would you do? if your like a large portion of the population, you would buy or pay off your house. lets think about that for a second, the realestate industry is on its heals right now aswell right? so ho

Just Thoughts
Just in the year that i have been on this site it has changed so much. Not exactly for the good either. I have made some good friends on here and met some of them in person but the site in general is goin to hell in a hand basket. The regular member cant get help without having to basically beg for it or pay for it. We help all the ppl that have their HH's or Autos but in my own experience...even when i help them cuz they want it....i don't get the help back in return. I do have a few friends that are always there when i need help but for the most part....this online popularity contest is more than that. there are alot of women that will do anything ( and i do mean anything to get what they want) and that to me is just crap. Gives real women with morals a bad name. Anyway...these are my thoughts on Fubar at the moment. I'm just tired of the bullshit

Just Breathe Baby
"Breathe" I can feel the magic floating in the air Being with you gets me that way I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've Never been this swept away All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms The whole world just fades away The only thing I hear Is the beating of your heart 'Cause I can feel you breathe It's washing over me Suddenly I'm melting into you There's nothing left to prove Baby all we need is just to be Caught up in the touch The slow and steady rush Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be I can feel you breathe Just breathe In a way I know my heart is waking up As all the walls come tumbling down I'm closer than I've ever felt before And I know And you know There's no need for words right now 'Cause I can feel you breathe It's washing over me Suddenly I'm melting into you There's nothing left to prove Baby all we need is just to be Caught up in the touch The slow

Just To Hear You Say That You Love Me
"Just To Hear You Say That You Love Me" (feat. Tim McGraw) If I could win your heart If you'd let me in your heart I'd be so happy, baby Just for these arms to be Holding you close to me There's nothing in this world I won't try No limit to what I'd do to make you mine, 'cause I'd climb right up to the sky I'd take down the stars Just to be in your arms, baby I'd go and capture the moon That's what I would do Just to hear you say that you love me Just to hear you say that you love me If I could taste your kiss There'd be no sweeter gift Heaven could offer baby Oh, baby I want to be the one I want to be the one Living to give you love I'd walk across this world just to be Close to you 'cause I want you close to me, yeah I'd climb right up to the sky I'd take down the stars Just to be in your arms, baby I'd go and capture the moon That's what I would do Just to hear you say that you love me Just to hear you say that you love me For the rest of yo

Just Where Did April Fool's Day Come From?
Just where did April Fool's Day come from? Posted By Posted 1 day ago Just who set out to make April 1 a day to celebrate foolishness? There are several stories, including this one, from allrecipes.com,that states April Fools' Day began when the Christian world adopted the new Gregorian calendar. According to the old calendar, the New Year was celebrated in the spring for eight days (the final day of celebration being April First), but because the new calendar was so different, the date of the New Year was changed to January First. Many of the people who lived in the countryside didn't know of the change for years, and lebrating the New Year during the spring. Those "in the know" thought this was hilarious and started to call the April celebrators "fools." From then on, these people began to go of their way during this particular season to make friends believe something that was false. It's worth noting that many different cultures have had days of foolishness around t

Just Do It Lol
PLEASE STOP BY AND RATE/FAN/ADD HER AND TELL HER I SENT YOU! SHE HAS AUTOS'S ON SO EXTRA POINTS FOR YOU! ALSO SHE IS RANDOMLY BLINGING PEOPLE AND FUBUCKS FOR RATES BiBabyGirl..IF YOU DON'T LIKE BIGGER GIRLS GET THE F... OFF MY PAGE!..Fu-Wifey to *MaNdie*@ fubar

Just Die....
Shut your mouth darling you are always moaning I'm so sick of you Your touch makes me wanna throw up; I wish you could just leave and grow up and please don't ever again show up You are like a disease you don't ever release So could you just please please, please, please, die....... >

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKERI saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall.I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you roll your eyes at our Leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old ones to tho

Just Chillen
i don't really know what to talk about. I'm just really bored and waiting for someone to come talk to me... If you wanna know anything about me you can just ask me. I'm not very shy and I will answer just about anything...

Just A Reminder
Folks, I've spent almost 20 years of my life looking for your houses. I delivered pizza's for 8 years, and I've been locating utilities fr over 10 years, so I know a thing or two about finding people's houses. So I just want to remind you of a few things the next time you call in for something to be delivered to your house, whether it be in 30 minutes or 72 hours. 1) When you order a pizza, time lies when you are having sex, and we'll get to your house before you finish. So keep that in mind and order after you finish. 2) Don't play your music or TV so loud you can't hear us knocking. Alot of food delivery places pay by delivery, so I'f I'm waiting for a Pink Floyd song cranked to 11 to finish, thats 15 minutes of my life that I'm not getting paid for. 3) Don't get so drunk that you pass out waiting for your food. There is nothing worse that showing up and see your drunk ass on the couch, oblivious to me pounding on your door. If you're gonna pass out, leave the money tap

Just Can't Take It
I don't even know what to say anymore. My closest friends know I lost my best friend when things with Candra ended. There are a few others I am close to, and the one who I talk to most has now left because of something in her life that happened tonight. Everyone I am close to is disappearing. :( I think I need to just stop trying

Just Musings In General...
These are nothing more than musings of a crazy old white woman...so read and be amused, or drive on though.... Customers are a game killer when you are trying to check out the local scenery at work. Misunderstandings are the beginings of all drama. Money is not the root of all evil, sexual appetites are. Online personas are more addictive than crack and meth. People who drive to close to the rear end of your truck deserve to eat bumper. The measure of a man's worth is not in his hieght, it is in who he is and how he chooses to live his life. Size does matter but only in bullets and bombs. There is no such thing as a perfect human. Remember if it seems to good to be true, it usually isn't true. If you are shopping and find an item priced wrong, you get it at that price. So if you find someone online, but find there is no truth in thier advertising, what do you get out of it? Cybering and cam sex is like craving a steak, but only having enough cash for white bread and cheap blo

Just To See Your Eyes
JUST TO SEE YOUR EYESJust to see your eyesenflames my sense of wonder--a fire from within,a blaze from without,a wonder beyond my words to express,that for all these yearsyou've made yourself a partof my humble life.And if from time to timeI see a trace of sadness,I know it is from my doing and not yours,for I find peace in your presence,a simple joyfulness in knowingyou volunteeredto spend your days with me.And I feel a sweet contentment,green grass and snowfall,from deep within arise,and the blessed gift of happiness--Just to see your eyes.copyright jas 2007

Just Do Me!!!
Nice hot long tongue trailing my inner thighs all the way to my sweetspot...taking me from behind...slow at first then bending me over....taking my hair into your hands...slamming your dick as deep as it will go...fucking me so hard and deep i scream in orgasmic pleasure.Filling me up with every inch of yourself. Fuck me hard,Fuck me deep,Fuck me soft and gentle. Pull my hair,sink your teeth in my skin. Sink your nails in my skin til i bleed. Make me submit in your arms. Make me cum on your command. Oooo Hell just do me Baby!!! Hope Yyou Aall Enjoy!!

Just Me
My name is james and i am from the net. i am here to make friends and rate those who rate me. if you want to hate please just leave... if you want me to rate you rate my default and any pics you please i will rate back asap. fan me ill do the same if you want added please do so after rating me.

Just Can't
The way I took your hand looking into your eyes it was understood with unspoken words of our goodbyes The memories would have to fill the days doesn't matter how we wish not to part ways Cause when I am with you no other woman could be so true And when your not by my side I hold all your laughter and smiles inside The way that tear sloped down your face shattered my heart right in place Iron clads kept me from taking us back on track though my desires couldn't be with strain they would slack just for a moment in time we would endure and every day I would remember how I found a love so pure How you dip your cookie in coffee and the way you always were able to see the real me The day I thought would always come has today though the smile and embrace is better in everyway Through all the absence it seems all to be a lie it could only be a dream to have in my ears your sigh Even when I touch your fingertips and trace your lips I want to take my time like baby sips Be

Just Another Monday....
OK so here I'm sitting, checking out my "Bar Tab"... Now I know I'm not on here EVERY SINGLE SECOND...But, geeze, can't a guy get some love around here!?! What do I need to do. I've been looking EVERYWHERE for someLOCAL people to just hang with and have only found a few. (And so far those one's are only looking for Fu-Bling. not actually meeting up!) So if anyone has any suggestions on what I can do to improve my chances, PLEASE let me know!! Thanks

Just Kill Me - A Tattoo Tribute
The Many Thoughts of HarleyGirl Saturday, April 11, 2009 Just Kill Me - A Tribute Tattoo About a month ago I got a friend request on Myspace from “Just Kill Me”. I was thinking it would end up being another rock band that was out spreading their music around Myspace. Well to my surprise it was a fellow biker named Harley Mike from Colorado. After adding Mike to my friends list I checked out his page and found one of the most amazing tattoos that I’d ever seen. I immediately hit send message and asked Harley Mike if he’d like to share the story about his incredible tattoo. Mike agreed and now I’m sharing it with all of you.Harley Mike Hight has been around motorcycles most of this life. Raised around a 1%er Club, he would help them work on their bikes. As he grew older he was asked to work in a small 1%er Club shop in the Ventura/Sherman Oaks area of California.Mike’s first bike was a ’57 straight leg frame with a

Just Me For A Minute
Just wanted anybody interested what happened to me. Quick scoop! I was wormed to death playing on here and had to have major computer repairs. It's not FUBAR's fault at all, but my ass was kicked on here as I played. If you want to talke to me at all contact me @ MySpace or "Facebook" / Tj21016

Just Insane
Trying to act happy; but the pain is killing me inside Ripping my chest is this some kind of test? I just want to rest but the pain is doing it best Shh, don't try to explane Pain made me already insane just like you

Just Been Thinking About Somethings So Here It Is
just wanted to let you all know that ppl suck!!!! and im finished with trusting anyone or trying to give my heart to anyone its not going to happen anymore and no i dont want any comments on this cus this is how i feel and i really could care less about comments or rates i was here for friends but now im thinking its time to end this site for good cus this site isnt worth it .. i finally got my life the way i want it and i dont spend as much time on here or on the computer even so yay me !!!

Just Some Thoughts
Well i have decided to start deleting picture folders, just had too many of them and they were just sitting around collectiing dust so now i just have one bomb folder and either one or two easy rate folders. But i will be deleting my nsfw folder soon, just not feeling it anymore so no sense in keeping them up.But i will be keeping my sexy men folder so my girls and also some of my boys can enjoy it, and also because there are some hott men in that folder !! Also R/F/A my owner DB he is such a kick ass person and so sweet !! I'm also thinking of giving my 11s away everday to the highest bidder, (lol just kidding) i will put it in my status and when you see it just sb me, im deciding if im going to offer it to the auto 11 people or not most likely probably not give some one else some points and love and not just the clicks. (just my opinion) But just wanted to write some stuff down, thanks to all who read this if anyone does at all. Hugg and LIXX

Just Takes A Second
Okay so maybe it takes more than a second but need a favor for a friend. Drop a rate on the pic below. That's it. Just rate it. Don't need you to leave a comment(s). You don't have to place a bid, just the rate is all we need. Okay since once again this NEW BLOG set-up is sucking and not linking it right. I'll put the pic as a comment below.

Just So You Kno....
OK not sure the right way or place or time to say this so here it goes and when you get around to it u will see it. I hear so many times this is just Fubar it means nothing and you have ME what more do you want? Well when so much time and effort is spent on here it becomes more than just Fubar. This site has found me so may RL friends and not so good friends (no I will not say enemies because I refuse to have them). It becomes a part of life. Yes you need to make sure you keep them separate but they mix at some point. Realize that it did bring us together rite. I have been hurt and walked on eggshells for you, to make sure you were ok even when we werent talking and we some how found our way back to each other again. I care you know I do but ...... I WILL NOT BE MADE A FOOL OF AGAIN.....keep playin the games for the ones that will spend like u want em to. I was neva the one to do it. When whats real matters more it will be too late. You said heartbroken at this or that well guess

Just Who I Am
some time life seems to drain you of everthing even of your pride.we all make sacefices for thows we love and althow some are greater than others we as people try to put are to cheep cents in for some reason or a nother im tierd of two faced punkass bitches who like to start shit when its not there life to live so im hear to start anew friends list and to just injoy life with out some of my old friends who tured out not to be. im a funny guy i have kids and im still young soo what of it. i speak my mind and dont hold anything back. call me a ass if you want too but lifes too short for second chances and games live life to the fullest take what you can give nothing back.....

...just Curious Really...
I really have no blogging experience, so I guess this is just a test...a test to see if anyone even looks and sees that I have posted one. It isn't to see anything other than that and from the esult of my "test"...well...that will determine whether or not I do more. To my friends and family, if you take a look, let me know something? Plz? To everyone else, ditto...It will not go unnoticed...

Just One Wish
If i could have just one wish, i would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck. The warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin and the feel of your heart beating with mine forever.

Just Not Feelin It Anymore
I'm just not feelin the fu right now me think's it's time for a brake i've had two people help me jump 2 level's in 2 and a 1/2 week's but because i have nothing to offer really i get passed over which is sad really because i've been told by a few people i'm a great fried to have around i never b.s you i don't get in the middle of drama yes i've had drama in my life but honestly who hasn't and don't say you haven't because that would be a flat out lie everyone's delt with some sort of drama in there lives....i'm sick and tired of trying to be nice and get chit on in the end i pull no punches i tell no lies....So why is it that i get passed over where there are so may fake's o here who use you lie ad cheat....i'm very upfront(such as telling guy's that yes i have a very special man in my life) i don't hide anything(my kids not lookin for my babies daddy's there have there dad though not good ones)i think starting monday i'm gona take a week off of fu....those of you i'm close to have my

Just Wanna Forget The Past
It was after standing on the back porch wid my godson enjoying another southern evening peeing off the back porch with him, & looking at ach other laughing that the impact of childhood dawned upon me. Southern living southern life.. southern traditions. but, the one that came to mind was one of hurt. Being that I ama a black male, i am sometimes reminded of my so called place in society, which came to past just the other day I am a painter by trade in this economically challenged time for a wealthy landowner here in our small town, She rented a trailer to what some here in the south would call "poor white trash"> they have 3 children, they became good friends with me, the oldest being a young girl 10 years old.She asked if i would be her Godfather, seeing I have so many underprivileged kids as friends, I said I'd love to. MY natural godaughter, whom is black became very upset bcause I said yes, & very prompley told me I couldn't do that because she's a white girl. I have never ra

Just One Rate Please
I am in a contest for rates to win a bomb. I could use just one rate from each of my friends please. Please be sure to click my linkand while you are theremake sure you show the host some love as well. Howey ☠ The Vagisnorkel ☠ Feltersnatch¢â¢¾'s My Mels@ fubar (repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{' on '2009-04-24 11:23:05')(repost of original by '~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fubars Finest Melons~fu owned by Rebbie & MsCharlotte2U' on '2009-04-24 13:32:47')(repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{' on '2009-04-24 13:38:32')(repost of original by '~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fubars Finest Melons~fu owned by Rebbie & MsCharlotte2U' on '2009-04-24 14:31:00')(repost of original by 'Andrea }i{ Greeter/DJ @The House of Fantasy's }i{' on '2009-04-24 14:31:29')

Just Another Chunky Cupcake Looking For Love
For all you horny guys out there, this chic will cam and cyberchat with you, for a blingpack that is. She may be on thechunky side, but she is one flithy, kinky bitch. Hit her up if you bored. http://www.fubar.com/user/2258213

Just Saying My Opinion
I HAVE SEEN AND HEARD SEVERAL PEOPLE HERE AS LATE. TRYING TO PROMOTE ANOTHER ADULT SITE WE KNOW THEIR ARE SEVERAL BUT THIS IS ONE IN PETICULAR. BELIEVE WE AS A FREE COUNTRY HAVE THE RIGHT TO GO TO AS MANY AS WE LIKE . I HELPED FIGHT FOR THAT PRIVELEGE. THE PROBLEM WITH ME IS DOWN TALKING FUBAR BEING HATEFUL ABOUT IT. THINK IF YOU AS A PERSON HAVE THIS FEELING THEN LEAVE. YOU DONT GO TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND WHINE AND AND TRY TO CONVINCE THEM TO LEAVE AND GO TO THIS OTHER SITE. i SAY YOU HAVE A PROBLEM IT IS YOURS DONT GIVE IT TO OTHERS. IT RUINS EVERY ONE ELSES FUN. JUST SAY YOUR GOOD BYE'S AND LEAVE SO ALL WILL BE HAPPY' WOULD LIKE TO HER ALL OF MY FRIENDS OPINION ABOUT THIS. THANK ALL OF YOU IN ADVANCE. fU ON

Just Me
I'm a just me no matter how you see it. I'm not normal,trendy,pretty, I'm just me. No matter what happens to me, No matter what anyone else sees, I'm just me. I may not be the funniest I may not be the cutest I may not be the most popular I'm just me For all the people that don't like me, Just look the other way. For all the ones that love me, Don't ever leave me. For anyone else, Try me on for size. Cause I'm just me. I will tell you that, I am not one to mess with, I am not one to hurt. Cause I beleive in karma, And that will get you burnt. So love me if you want. Hurt me if you dare. I will be standing here, waiting for someone to care. Cause I'm just me

Just A Little Something To Think About
It seems to me that the best relationships, the ones that last, are frequently the ones rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than the night before, like a switch has been flicked somewhere, and the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with." When you plant lettuce, if it does not grow well, you don't blame the lettuce. You look for reasons it is not doing well. It may need fertilizer, or more water, or less sun. You never blame the lettuce.Yet if we have problems with our friends or our family, we blame the other person. But if we know how to take care of them, they will grow well, like the lettuce. Blaming has no positive effect at all, nor does trying to persuade using reason and argument. That is my experience. If you understand, and you show that you understand, you can love, and the situation will change

Just A Quick Typing...
A quick note about a few things:One, I finally decided to attack my family tree and find out more about my roots. I spent most of today just doing the maternal line of my family. Ancestry.com is AWESOME! I usually only can take a little bit of staring at a monitor at a time, but I think I spend at least six hours on the computer today, working on my lineage. I started with just a few papers that I received from my aunt, approximately 25-30 people.. and now I am at 181 of my ancestors figured out. Yeah!Two, I wish that if people hinted or suggested that they were going to do something that they would follow through. It's rather annoying to be expecting some sort of event to occur, when it was mentioned in promising words.. and then nothing. Not even a few words to say that it wasn't going to happen. GRRR.... And that's all on that topic. I am not usually one to dwell.Three...Being at home, grounded by my defunct car is pretty okay, I am figuring out. More about what happened with my car

Just A Poem
Go tell my friends for meThat I'm not comming back,Go tell the gang for meThat I can dance no more, Go tell the ones I loveThat I have gone on home, I'm walking in the graveyard nowAnd I am all alone,And I'll be gone before the leavesBegin to fall again, They're rushing up and down the stairsThe bed is wide and soft,But I lie still and oh so coldBecause my mother's gone, Will I soon see her simple face?I have no dreams or faith,I wish that I could make a songThat tells how good it's been I had the stage, I had the light,The music was the tale,But things are tinged with purple nowAnd these sad notes I play I wait until the autumn comesAnd I will be no more.

Just Cant Win
I am always telling my kids you should never hate anything , objects , foods , even people. But I am sitting here after driving off from my own home pissed consumed in hate . Everyone has family issues I have two a brother and a sister who I have no idea how my parents could of produced . The divorce is taking a toll on me after 14 years of being put through verbal hell and losing friends and even being told by him to just stay away from my siblings because they are awful . Funny thing though as soon as divorce was said they are now his two best friends . He said to me tonight as your "friend" he wanted to tell me something that was said . LMFAO as my friend my ass , wasn't a husband ain't never been my friend but tells me something that supposedly I did that my sister's x boyfriend said . My oldest is ten and has had people in and out of her life and her x made a positive impact on her life and she asked me a few weeks back to stop and say hi to him . Knowing her missing him was genui

Just A Funny
A young blonde was on vacation in the depths of Louisiana. She wanted a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the "no haggle" attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the blonde shouted, "Maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator so I can get a pair of shoes at a reasonable price!" The shopkeeper said, "By all means, be my guest. Maybe you'll luck out and catch yourself a big one!" Determined, the blonde turned and headed for the swamps, set on catching herself an alligator. Later in the day, the shopkeeper is driving home, When he spots the young woman standing waist deep in the water, shotgun in hand. Just then,he sees a huge 12 foot alligator swimming quickly toward her. She takes aim, kills the creature and with a great deal of effort hauls it On to the swamp bank. Laying nearby were several more of the dead creatures. The shopkeeper watches

Just A Update
Well I have been extremely busy with clients websites and designing everything from simple interface icons to full blown cms themes. I got my portfolio started but it isn't live yet. No one n i mean no one gets the link till its live. I have some free time for a week or so. If anyone needs any work done to photos or you need a custom "skin" for your page or lounge or w/e u need done let me know. I am more then willing to help everyone out. If you need some examples of my work please ask, I can give you a private folder on my server that has everything. Best way to get ahold of me is either in my shoutbox leave your Yahoo IM ID or just simply add mine: J.Studios Take care everyone.

Just A Fun Sb With Captain Ignorant
stein love...: i realy like how talking to you made me feel superior to at least one person on here, i dont know what to say but thanksstein love...: ok will do, thanks for the humor and stuff for my other blog->stein love...: no...and i've grown tired of you. your entertainment value has ceased to exist. feel free to continue talking in my sb...just don't expect any replysstein love...: but realy i need to take a shower but id realy like to continue this after im outstein love...: i will be smoking at least that many, you smoke? wish i could quit smoking cigs id say thats the one think about me i need to change->stein love...: you should smoke several bowls...i'm sure there are three or four hiding cells in your skull somewherestein love...: ok so being i dont like you or anything im a hoodlum? see thats where i know your ignorant, i mean, thats realy just kinda sadstein love...: hey you gona be on much longer cuz i need to take a shower realy quick before some freinds get here, gona

Just A Note (like Old Times)
Tomorrow, May 2nd, marks the 7th anniversary of a friend's murder. I can't really explain why I felt the urge to do so, but... Matt, I miss you. I think I gave up on simply "getting over" that fact a long time ago. 7 years later and you're on my mind here and there for a myriad of reasons... This time of year I can't help but think of you... around your birthday, holidays, and even random moments in my day, you're there. Any mention of soccer, you. Can't hear a RHCP song without you popping into my head or P.O.T.U.S.A., for that matter (millions of peaches, peaches for me. millions of peaches, peaches for free). Forget wrestling--can't watch it :) (but, admittedly, I also grew out of that one). Jokes about phone boning, and well, I did it first with you, and I smile. For this reason or that, you show up even now, 7 years after your death. I guess what I mean to say is that I carry you in my heart. Always have. I'm sorry you didn't get the chance to walk into a bar and buy a drin

Just A Thought On Most Famous People
Do famous people just wear whatever they want to these days? Most of them look like they got thier outfits right from the garbage can, or perhaps the thrift store and they just threw everything on all at once, and robably never check the mirror before they walked out of thier cozy little mansions.....Now, we have years and years of shit to talk over photos of these clueless people dressing so ridiculous, and the whole time they could have just dressed normal and maybe a few cute jewelery if your really rich instead all they layers of clothes/////like my god get a fucking clue people most of you got fat anyway although you tried so dam hard to stay skinny like us petites, and yet you still think your all that because you have all this money and all these cameras making money off of you while your flash us your goodies. Like, come on, get over yourselves. You guys ruined your own fame, and if everyone's opinion actually mattered, I would just like to say we need more classier people in h

Just A Note
Hi Everyone :D I just want to let ya'll in on a few things that are going on in the DDL We have had the DDL Radio in the lounge for awhile now.... we have 4 DJ's who are working the station right now Henoth (newest DJ ) WickedPagon (Station Manager) SexiDani (Assistant Manager) DarkLady

Just Another Week
So I managed to fry the keyboard to my computer Friday afternoon. I spilled a full glass of diet Dr. Pepper on it to find Friday afternoon it didn't work any more. So the cheapest place to buy a new one is Wal-Mart the catch is our Wal-Mart is new. The newest one and it is busy beyond belief. But super centers stay open 24 hours and I got up super early this morning and went to Biscuitville and then over to Wal-Mart by 6AM> I wandered around about 20 minutes thru what I am sure was by now another zip code entirely and found a new keyboard that is to my likeing. And while wandering around looking for the keyboard I found a good bargin on coffee, some blue jean shorts for summer and diet Dr.Pepper for $2.50 a 12 pack. I also wonder if the average person spends $40 going to the store to buy and $11 keyboard like I do?

Just Random...
sittin' @ home,, with a thousand n' one thoughts racin' thru my mind.. i mean everything is runnin' around up there... y the chick @ Tim Hortons,, always gets my order wrong,, idk about u all,,, but when i say supreme.. i would think that.. that word alone would stand out allllll by itself in the order.. lol... y that one car backed outta his driveway... then when out on the street he stops n' just sat there.. in the middle of the road.. what was he doin'?? have to go to the store n' get something 4 supper... but what am i gonna buy?? y is my pic crooked on the wall... should i fix it... lol i mean really can anymore crap just wonderin' up there... well off i go.. to the store... lol Laterz....

Just Kick Me, Whydontcha?!!
I should not have gotten up this morning, much less gone to work. I get to work and FIRST thing, I turn on all the computers. BAM! I got no internet. Which means I can't process anything! Sooo I spend the next 3 hours scrambling to get tech support (ugh). The guy finally shows up, dinks around with a few switches, and BAM! I got internet. Great! Wonderful! The guy leaves. 15 minutes pass. All of a sudden there is a HUGE thunder and lightening storm with wind gusts of 60 miles per hour! POURING down rain and hail, which is literally going sideways. then.... BAM! Electricity goes out. I'm in the dark, with 2 perplexed customers. I got nothin, no phone, no lights, and, now, DEFINITELY no internet. I finally said fuggit and closed up and went home. Fuck me crossways!! :P And how was YOUR day? Hmmmmm??? :D

Just A Few Thoughts
just a few thoughts am reducin ma footprint here on fubar it keeps changing here not for da good final straw is as a joke i type in "match.com" this above either dint show or dis blog wont post i cant do anythang html code is screwd here in da blogs sick'n tired of the games tat fubar is playin

Just To Let Some Ppl Know
i wont be on fu much anymore.....i got a new job that requires alot of my time and i just cant take some of the things going on anymore. ill have someone getting on everyday to use my 11s til my vip runs out then depending on how i am then ill decide if i wanna delete the acct or not. i have met some wonderful people on here and some people who i have came to love, but like always things dont work out and shit goes bad....its time for me to get away for a while....ill be checking my page like once a week but prolly wont be on but long enough to reply to those and be done with it for then...ill prolly come back for a bit in like 2 months or so but for now i have to do me and be done with all this shit.

Just Thinking
So I'm sitting here this morning in a daze, probably because my coffee hasn't kicked in yet. My mind is drifting on several thoughts at once. One sticks out though, which I think is because my parents are in their bedroom fighting. Nothing new, my stepdad has been acting like an ass since yesterday. Why is it a person can say that want one thing, and have it right in front of them and then do nothing about it? I'm guilty of it, I won't lie. Just because I think about it and don't understand doesn't mean I'm not guilty of it. At the same time I've went after what I've wanted on many occasions. Granted those things never worked out, but I went for it, because at the time, it was what I wanted. Kind of seems like I don't make sense, but I'm not going to delete a few sentences to have it work out. I just think if a person is going to say they want something, then they should go for it. Give every ounce of themselves to make it happen. If it doesn't work out, it doesn't. But if it does,

Just A Little Post Script To My Blog From Earlier Today
I felt it necessary to add this...I don't want anyone thinking I'm going emo on them...lol...this is a reply I made to a comment left on that blog...and it truly does say what I meant...Hugs everyone! "i honestly do feel my existence is needed and appreciated...my thoughts on this blog were on how society is today...as if life is cheap...and peoples emotions aren't even important...the online life forgets that there is a real person behind that fake profile name...i have been told repeatedly that what happens on line isn't real...so anything goes...but real people get hurt and other real people doing the hurting don't give a damn...that's basically where i'm coming from in this blog...just a lot of thought into the minds of some of the people i have met..."

Just Me
ok so here i am just me. i am not what people think i am. i am a quiet individual who is honest and true about what she means. alot of people seem to think that if your out going and your loud and obnoxious that you have all that self confidence. well thats not me. i maybe loud and my personallity may shine like the sun. but in all reality, i am this quiet little mouse that sits in the corner and waits until someone notices her and ask her to join in and then i come out of my shell. until then i just sit back and i am real quiet. those of you who know me best know this. i am honest when someone asks me a question that i want to answer and if i dont want to answer it i just will ignore you till you go away.lol but hey its all in good fun sometimes just being me. I never thought i would get as far as i would get today in this world. and to be honest i never should have made it past 16. but someone or something was watching out for me and made sure i made it to this age that i am now. My

Just Another Thing To Think About
Special education and public funds. yes I know it's a dry subject, but it's just another thing i have to think about now. What to do when you know that your child is not getting all of his needs met in his current schooling enviornment? The push to "mainstream" all special education students 80% of the time is a blanket goal which doesn't work. All children learn a bit differently, now add any type of Learning disability or special need, it compounds the issue. Please explain to me how a school or institution can label a child learning disabled but not tell the most effective way to teach the child. Then decide that it's still good to mainstream them as long as they get extra help. GREAT! now what about his social development, where are the helpers for that? who's helping him navigate the halls? You said his thought process is that of a child 4 to 5 years younger. It makes TOTAL sense to feed him to the high school wolves doesn't it? And when it's mentioned that

Just A Poem!
CHARTLESS BY: EMILY DICKINSON I NEVER SAW A MOOR, I NEVER SAW THE SEA; YET KNOW I HOW THE HEATHER LOOKS, AND WHAT A WAVE MUST BE. I NEVER SPOKE WITH GOD, NOR VISITED IN HEAVEN; YET CERTAIN AM I OF THE SPOT, AS IF THE CHART WERE GIVEN.

Just Interesting To Me
I was messing around on youtube this morning and came across this video, if it will post. Anyway...I like it. It's just well different. If you listen to it....what did ya think? God, I felt like such a damn blogger just then...either that or a really bad MuMMer......forgive me?

Just Because I'm A Girl...
I've decided that certian men sucks ass. Today I had to get new tires so I dropped by Discount Tires because I'm getting a new car later this year and I don't really care if they are the best of the best. I thought I would be in there an hour tops. Until I met Dale The Jackass. As soon as I walked in wearing a football jersey, he started in. Dale the Jackass: "Oh guys, it looks like we have a front runner here!" Me: "Huh, what?" Dale the Jackass: "You have a Tim Hightower jersey on. But I bet you didn't know his first name." Me: "Yes actually I did know his first name. I'm here because I need new tires." Dale the Jackass: "I think it is funny how girls wear sports stuff and have no idea about the sport." Me: "Look I love football but I really need some tires. Is there anyone that can help me." Dale the Jackass: "Just humor me. Do you even know what position he plays?" Me: "He is a running back that got drafted in the 5th round of the 2008 draft. He went to Richmond and he

Just Starting
Just figured Id say a little about myself for any of you who may be wondering a bit about me well here goes I am 34 years old and i live in the state of Ky Im single andlooking been that way for a while now as u can c from some of my pics i use my webcam lol ever so often but only if someone else is using theirs as well I have nothin against it in anyway I think it can be fun and used in more ways than one I usually work 6 out of 7 days and ever so often i may get 2 days off thats when im available on here most times id like to thank all of u who have added me and i look forward to talking with many of you and getting to know you as well Ill be posting more on here this is just the beginning and Id like to think its gonna be one hell of a ride :) muahh to all u beautiful women who have added me and I look very forward to hearing from you feel free to send me a message if im available Ill reply and if im not when i sign in i will get back at ya feel free to rate me and rate my blog i

Just Had To Be Said.
Content deleted... just like the others... this was only needed to explain to my friends why I was acting the way I was. It's over. Done. Nothing more to say about it. I thank the friends that were here for me, and your help will never be forgotten. (h)

Just Feel Like Like Venting
I guarentee this will be a very random blog. I just got home from hitting golf balls, and I have an issue with my swing. I have hit a slump. It is like the one that usually hits about June. But because I have had so much time to golf and practice, and change my game. I have hit a block. So now i am playing in this tournement this weekend down in Lake Geneva. I have to play 72 holes in 3 days. And if I hit the ball like today, I am fucked. I mean really fucked. Totally fucked. Hey you know what, I am fucked. Golf is 99% mental and 99% skill, and 2% Lucks. Well, I have no luck. Never had, never will. Well, I mean if Bad Luck counts, then that I do have plenty. I am willing to share. Now if you are a friend. and you are reading this, Odds say you could really give a fuck about my golf game. So what else do I have to do with my time right now. Well, see until GM makes up their sorry pathetic ass minds on how they are going to restructure. I have to sit tight and wait to see what I ca

Just Some Thoughts...
OK so I would like to think that I'm a NICE person. With that said... Why is it OK for everyone ELSE to ask for bling, VIPs, HHs, Blasts etc etc on this site....yet I set my status at wanting 1 of the cute blings and I get told to stop begging... That makes NO sence to me I've never begged anyone to buy me ANYTHING on this site.... Just beacuse I set my status as that doesn't mean I'm begging.. Begging is what I get in my shout box people asking me to buy them this and buy them that...well Guess what?????IF you want that thing ur asking me for soo badly why dont you go Out get a freaking JOB and work to GET IT.......cuz U sure aint giving me JACK for anything not even rating me or my pics.... So yeah i'm kinda ticked off that I get attacked and accused of begging for stuff when I set my status the way I did.... Just another day in the Land of FUbar and ON that Note........whats up with all the Lounge Drama these days? I mean we all try to Escape Real LIFE Drama by

Just Love Me
You say that u care about me but do u really? U want to be happy and have someone and not be alone, but do u really? Seeing new things and different people tend 2 be the big issue, but is it? I hear that u want to be with me and u cant seem to get enough of me but is that what u really want? Would u ever be able to find something that u dont like bout me or something that will bother u over time? There are alot of things that I chose not to share cause u always change, I dont know what to say or how to feel. U make everything seem so wonderful and that we could be happy, but do u really feel that way? U ask me what it will take for me to trust u again and what it would take for me to get close to you again, well here is ur answer..........just love me!

Just To Make You Guys Feel A Little Better Lol
How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ----------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those 'evolutionary things' that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ----------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with 'A man once told me....' ----------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ---------------------------------------------------------- If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first? The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in. -- -------------------------------------------------------- Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex drive by 90

Just My Mind
Life..... Life is what you make of it each day you are here on this earth....love is a precious gift never to be taken for granted....iI'm a lot!!!!!STRONGER from the way my life has turned....You can't break me ....and haterz make me stronger...Fool me once shame on you, but fool me twice shame on me....Lies lead to more lies and uglyness....There are much more important things to do in life than make a mess of it so make the most of it....when you find true pure love, give all of yourself and love without regards to opinions....Be yourself every step of the way and only good will come....And finally smile and let the happiness pour out....

Just In Case
Surgery is at 11am (in 3 hrs) Just in case something happens and I don't make it, I just want to tell all my friends (most are mummers) that I had alot ALOT of fun in the mumms and on this site with you all Now if I don't make it, nobody will probably tell fubar so if I am not on the fu in a few days, somethng happened (more than likely I DIED!!) there will be no way for anyone to find out! Sooooooo if I don't return I want to say goodbye. Some of you I might come back and haunt for the hell of it LOL So wish me luck and we'll hope for the best!

Just Hope It Makes You Laugh
Abbott: Well Costello, I'm going to New York with you. You know Bucky Harris, the Yankee's manager, gave me a job as coach for as long as you're on the team. Costello: Look Abbott, if you're the coach, you must know all the players. Abbott: I certainly do. Costello: Well you know I've never met the guys. So you'll have to tell me their names, and then I'll know who's playing on the team. Abbott: Oh, I'll tell you their names, but you know it seems to me they give these ball players now-a-days very peculiar names. Costello: You mean funny names? Abbott: Strange names, pet names...like Dizzy Dean... Costello: His brother Daffy. Abbott: Daffy Dean... Costello: And their French cousin. Abbott: French? Costello: Goofè. Abbott: Goofè Dean. Well, let's see, we have on the bags, Who's on first, What's on second, I Don't Know is on third... Costello: That's what I want to find out. Abbott: I say Who's on first, What's on second, I Don't Know's on third. Costello: Are you the mana

Just Once (repost)
JUST ONCEI WISH I DIDNT MISS HERJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD HOLD HERJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD SEE HER SMILEJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD LOOK INTO HER EYESJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD SLEEP BY HER SIDEJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD MAKE HER BREAKFAST IN BEDJUST ONCEI WISH I COULD HOLD HER HANDJUST ONCEI WISH SHE WAS HEREJUST ONCEI WISH I WAS THEREJUST ONCEI WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO HANG UP THE PHONE

Just Saying Hi
Hrm, what to put here. I am a male living in Utah, working hard and no rest. But it beets being out of a job right? To all those struggling, hang in there! Life may beat you down, but it wil get better.

Just Another Thought
When we look into a mirror, all we tend to see is our past mistakes. When we look into a mirror, we don't see the beauty that lies beneath the face that God bestowed on us. When we look into a mirror, we compare our looks to that of which society thinks is to be true beauty. When we look into a mirror, we see a reflection of the sadness in our own lives. Maybe it is time to look in a different mirror. Past mistakes are nothing more than learning tools...and should be seen as such. Others may place value on your self worth, but they are not the accountant of you. Look into the eyes of those who care and love you, the reflection changes. The beauty is so much more than what society says it should be. The glow you emit is more than the clothing you wear, how much money you make or the kind of car you drive. It is the inner most part of you shinning through and others around you close thier eyes and rejoice in it. Your voice lights up a room, your laughter chases away pangs of s

Just A Silly
DAY 752 - My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while I am forced to eat dry cereal. The only thing that keeps me going is the hope of escape, and the mild satisfaction I get from ruining the occasional piece of furniture. Tomorrow I may eat another houseplant. DAY 761 - Today my attempt to kill my captors by weaving around their feet while they were walking almost succeeded, must try this at the top of the stairs. In an attempt to disgust and repulse these vile oppressors, I once again induced myself to vomit on their favorite chair... must try this on their bed. DAY 762 - Slept all day so that I could annoy my captors with sleep depriving, incessant pleas for food at ungodly hours of the night. DAY 765 - Decapitated a mouse and brought them the headless body, in attempt to make them aware of what I am capable of, and to try to strike fear into their hearts. They only cooed and condescended about what a good little c

Just Another Silly
The Blond and the Lord A blond wanted to go ice fishing. She'd seen many books on the subject, and finally getting all the necessary tools together, she made for the ice. After positioning her comfy footstool, she started to make a circular cut in the ice. Suddenly, from the sky, a voice boomed, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." Startled, the blond moved further down the ice, poured a thermos of cappuccino, and began to cut yet another hole. Again from the heavens the voice bellowed, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." The blond, now worried, moved away, clear down to the opposite end of the ice. She set up her stool once more and tried again to cut her hole.The voice came once more, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." She stopped, looked skyward, and said, "IS THAT YOU LORD?" The voice replied, "NO, THIS IS THE MANAGER OF THE HOCKEY RINK

Justice
Sadistic eyelids hold open the views of a new world order But yet Saints and sinnners walk the streets hand in hand The diabolical masquerading Judas's preach of things of greed And watch the Satin King fall farther down from his crown In July the Joker pulls his trick of illussion and mystique Only to be brought before the judge for foul and evil trickery. Sentenced to die by strangulation the Satin King begins to cry And watch his empire crumble beneath the boot of domestic invaders On the day of night when the sun is bright The mighty Eagle doth take his glorious flight For his wings touch the ends of the mighty empire His vigilant eyes so old and weary never tire But strike him down and he shall rise up from the ashes A creature of rage and hatred of revenge and justice Flying through the burning skies of ash and decay For he shall not rest until Justice comes that day She stood awatch the glorious blue glass Not ever budging when mighty barges pass She sto

Just Make Sure One Of Them Is Pretty ;)
I have had my fair share of fuckers in my life but this past year I found myself with an unusual amount. Now some have come clean about their two faced-ness and while I appreciate that it still just shows me how you really are. It took me calling you out about it to own up to it. Otherwise you would have been perfectly content talking shit about me behind my back. No matter tho' cause there is nothing anyone can say about me that will make or break me. In my life I have always tried to be real with people. To let them know exactly how I feel and where they stand with me. I have never once acted fake with someone. Either I like you or I hate your guts there is no middle ground with me. And that's usually how people are with me. Just so you know it didnt hurt me to hear that you said you were glad he dumped me to be with her because you know what? I am extremely glad how things worked out. It was truly the best thing for me. At the time I couldnt see that, but being away fr

Just Sick Of This
I am just sick of this. i have been out of work for 6 almost 7 months now. i know i have had it easier than most since after losing my apartment i was able to move back in with my parents. but still i am sick of this. it think it is pretty sad that our government is more worried about these milti milliondollars execs getting paid than they r about trying to help those of us that actually need the money. now that my car is busted and i can not afford to fix. it has gotten to the point where my mom and i r discussing me moving in with a friend of hers back in cali just cause we both know that there is a job waiting for me there. it would not be much but at least i could start to work on getting myself out of debt. and from there i could also work a second job if i need to. heck i could move back to portland and find work cause there r places that would take me back, i jusrt would not have a place to stay. I know a lot of people, (if anyone actually readsthis) will think i am an ass cau

Just A Rant
this is what pisses me off pedifiles, people who let adults hurt kids. kids who wear there pants half way down there ass's and people who use others good nature but most of all people who hurt the defenceless kids. the kids cant speak out for them selves so we have to speak for themour voice is loud our voice can be heard and will be heard that vooice is child protection community a group of concerned people who want to make everyone aware of the problem we have in the USA hard to believe this happens in our great country. hard to believe it happens anywhere. you to can join our fight to help the weak and be an advokit for the children visit www.childprotectioncommunity.com tell them captn steve sent you i am the nevada state rep for the community my myspace is myspcae/cpcnevada i post amber alerts pedifiles in the local area missing persons and child abuse cases. if you know anyone who needs help or just someone to talk to we can help please dont hesitate to cantact me here on my spac

Just Something
What makes friendship special is the way each one remembers the other when they are apart. They miss the talks, the laughs & the times they were together. Life changes; memories don't. It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all Love is falling asleep dreaming of the one that makes you smile. Love is waking up smiling about the one you dream True love is when you put someone on a pedestal, and they fall - but you are there to catch them, You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry. True love doesn't have a happy ending: True love doesn't have an ending. True love stories never have endings Laughter is the way to true love

Just A Lil' Some Thing To Think About...
i'm selfish,impatient,and a little insacure.I make mistake's,i am out of controll,and at time's hard to handle,but if u can'thandle me at my worst times,then u sure as hell don't deserve me at my best....

Just Another Poem Of Thoughts
i sit here accross the room look at your beautiful face day in day out wondering why did i do something so stupid to hurt the one that holds the ket to my heart you are my being for living i go to sleep thinking about you and your the frist thought of my day you have always and will be always the light of my life my reason for living my reason for breathing it just is hard to see my love sit accross from me knowing i cant hold you in my arms kiss you and tell you i love you at night as you go lay your head down to rest i sit up in tears wishing i was laying with you holding you in my arms i cry untill i can't cry no more cry even more after that untill i fall asleep then i see your face in my dreams

Just Talkin'
Wind in the trees making a kind of music that only those with ears to hear can hear, music generated by the conflicting forces of hot and cold. Friction. Now we have Ida - the lastest primate fosil to support the ideas of evolution, the baby girl primate has human like teeth, a long tail, and real nails instead of claws on her fingers. She is only about a foot tall but has left a gaint impression on the minds of science. But still we do not have all the answers, no absolute proofs if we evolved or if we were created by the great Spirit. We partook of knowlege to become as the gods but never really made the grade you know, stuck here in the middle somewhere between ape and angel. Because we always must consume more and more knowlege, to know more and more, and yet cannot be filled to satisfaction. Yeah, some of the experts have got fat egos, but in truth they are as stupid as the rest of us, they just are better at sounding like the authorities. Knowledge like the wind

Just Not Here
is it possible 2 b lonely in a house full of ppl who love u? when u want something and cant have it sadness overwhelms all emotion and tears take their place we dont talk like we used to i miss the laughing till my abs ache i want to smile so hard my cheeks r sore i long to feel your caress i yearn to smell the honest scent of love a reminder of how much you really adore me i want to feel the fire inside the one that only love can extinguish when actions speak louder than words scream out i love you without whispering a sound i am missing you so very much and u are so damn close, just not here

Just A Note
when a person feels they have been scorned they say and do some very hurtful and lasting things. things that can ruin a perfect relationship yes I know to err is human to forgive devine but forgetting is hard to do so just a word to the wise if you are hurt by somone you care deeply for take time to sit back and focus on what was said and done dont be so quick to say some thing you will regret (voice of experiance ) please for your sake and the sake of your loved one reflect on all the good and wait 24 hrs before you say or do any thing in rebutle a friend should never ever hurt another friend in any way thank you for letting me share

Just A Few Random Wtf's For You
A few WTF's for you Okay...a lot of you know I am one of the most random people you will ever meet. I say the dumbest things, and I have a very strange thought process indeed. Sometimes I pay attention to things a little too closely.For example. I am sure that my most dedicated of readers remember when I posted the blog about the woman, in a commercial, cascading across a pool and party decorations for a $7.00 bottle of wine. She claimed it was because it "is delicious." However, I saw a problem with that. I believed that could have been a silent cry for help. You know she has got to be an alcoholic to go through such great lengths for a drink. I mean, the commercial showed her in a dead sleep on a lawn chair. As soon as she heard alcohol was involved...BANG...she went all Chuck and began gliding across some paper lanterns. Everyone laughed it off at the party. I, myself, being so caring, would have called an immediate intervention. And we can't forget about the ridiculous commer

Just Venting...i Think
doesnt it seem like life is always twisting the oppisite way than we are, and bout the time we catch on and then catch up it starts twisting in a different way yet again............. as You draw closer, that one draws farther as You loop in,that one loops out as You begin to breathe, that one begins to smother and so on and so forth./.........i just dont get it sometimes, maybe i ts not for me to get or understand, maybe its for me to learn from and grow, yet i dont see how it can rteally help me in that way...../....maybe the oppisite ...... LIFE SEEMS TO BE ONE BIG CIRCLE JERK...........and its wearing me thin.......... just need a quick breath of air, i guess, i'll be good to go, on battling thru this shit called LIFE, for whatever reason, i cant fathom......... my frame of MIND, not GOOD nor SAFE,quite HAZARDOUS to MY HEALTH really, but thats ok.......... Breathe in DEEPLY.......Holdit.......Let it out SLOWLY....nope that didnt help..........oh well....here i go ag

Just A Vision [11/28/08]
AS I LISTEN TO SHIRO SAGISU WITH EYES CLOSED AND MIND CLEAREDONLY IMMERSED IN THE SOUNDS I HEARI ENCOUNTER VISIONS OF A PERSON RUNNING....RUNNING FOR HIS LIFEHIS LOVEHIS DESTINYWITH TEARS STREAMING DOWNSILENTLY SCREAMINGSCREAMING FOR A SUNRISEFOR A REASON TO LIVE IN A WORLD CLOUDED BY SELFISHNESSA MAN THAT WOULD DIE BEFORE BEING PLAGUED BY SELF INDULGENCEOVER TIME HIS SADNESS GROWSOVERTAKING HIS VERY BEINGAS HIS RUNNING SLOWS TO A COMPLETE HALTON A CLIFFHE LOOKS DOWN AT THE JAGGED ROCKS BELOWTHEN LOOKS BEHIND HIM SEEING NO ONE...WITH ONE FINAL TEAR STREAMING HE SLOWLY CLOSES HIS EYESAND LEAPS WITH ARMS WIDE OPENIN HOPES TO ENTER A NEW WORLD....BUT WHAT HE NEVER NOTICED WAS SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY NOTICED HIMAND WANTED TO CHANGE HIM FOR THE BETTERWATCHING AND HOPING HE WOULD NOTICE HER.........SHORTLY AFTERWARDS, SHE LEAPED FROM THE EXACT SAME CLIFFTO HELP HIM FIND WHAT HE WAS LOOKING FOR.....-Z-

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKERI saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old ones to

Just What Can I Do...???
you have made me believe this stupid lye... you lyed in my face and lye to my parents face... you arevery deceiving... i'm now happy to know that we were one together and i know that this falling isn't the end... we are stronger we may have our downs but then we help each other and bring each other to the top again... i'm SORRY.....!!!!!

Just Havin Fun
TREAT YOUR BODY LIKE A TEMPLE!!!! LMFAO! I know, I can't believe I said that with a straight face. Such sage advice from a guy that tretas his own body like an amusement park. Don't ever break your back trying to fit some image. If you like who you are that's all that matters.One of many philosiphy's I've adoopted is "I would rather die happy then kill myself body building"

Just Love
when two people are ment to be then it will be. fate is funny that way when two people are ment to be they will be,no matter what it take they always find eachother and want nothing more then to be in eachother arms loving eachother to where sex if the last thing on their mind cause they are so much in love that all they truely want in to be in the same room as eachohter.love is strong when its with the right person you know its right when that person looks at you and your heart skips a beat, when they touch you and you get weak, or when they kiss you and you get butterfies. the passion it so strong that being in the same room makes it hard for you not to be near that person.when everytime the phone rings you want it to be them.the sound of their voice makes you smile when your sad. them holding you feels your heart with joy and happiness. Love is so hard to fidn but true love is even harder to find but when you do it is the best thing ever. when you find it never let it go.true love i

Just A Voice Poem
The morning brings a chill to my skinbut its is just the beginning of the day not an endI needed some warmth and to smileSo I picked up the phone and talked to you awhileA smile came to my face very fast indeedSometimes just a few word is all you needto make your day start warm and brightto make the fire in your heart ignitethe warth it brings is so pleasingeven thought its cold outside and freezingSo I thank you for the start of my dayFor taking away the cold and dismoe greyto the warmth we love to feel

Just When You Think
Just when you are at the point where you honestly believe that things can't get worse, I just got a slap in the face. My dad's mom lives in Montana or shall I say, she did. She is in her 80's and I guess someone younger then my dad has been living with her and semi taking care of her for awhile. Last time I seen my grandma was in 2006 when she had a stroke. I have called over there a few times, but it was kind of like she didnt know who I was. My mom just told me that they had sold her house here recently and was on her way to Arizona with this guy, when she had a heart attack in Phillipsburg, MT and was airlifted to Missoula. WTF seriously, WTF!!! My dad is living in Canada and not even going down there till Wednesday from what I hear. I am in a state of awe right now, what happens if she survives this, no home? WTF!!! I am totally tripping on this!!! I don't have a way over there, which is awful, and my dad is so inconsiderate that I believe he should be there already, since he is t

Just Like A Tattoo
Oh, oh, oh No matter what you say about loveI keep coming back for moreKeep my hand in the fireSooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for No matter what you say about lifeI learn every time I bleedThat truth is a strangerSoul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I'm wrongAnd then change my mindSorry but I have to move onAnd leave you behind [Chorus]I can't waste time so give it a momentI realize, nothing's brokenNo need to worry 'bout everything I've doneLive every second like it was my last oneDon't look back at a new directionI loved you once, needed protectionYou're still a part of everything I doYou're on my heart just like a tattoo (Just like a tattoo, I'll always have youI'll always have you, I'll always have you) I'm sick of playing all of these gamesIt's not about taking sidesWhen I looked in the mirror, didn't deliverIt hurt enough to think that I could Stop, admit that I'm wrongAnd then change my mindSorry but I gotta be strongAnd leave you be

Just Silly Stuff
Dear bronzefairy, your sexy level is as much as 197 points which mean: sexy as ........!!!!.This numbers based on below formula :B+R+O+N+Z+E+F+A+I+R+Y14+20+13+40+13+15+12+33+11+20+6=197Note :Less than 50 points = not too sexyBetween 51 and 75 points = pretty sexyBetween 76 and 100 points = damn sexy!!!More than 100 points = sexy as ........!!!!

Just A Dream
Even in a dream your wishes I tried to please. For you, the moon I even reached. And in my journey I found a little angel. She saw me so sad; she knew that I’d lost my faith. In my dream, I only heard her talking so I could not see a face. She was giving me a lesson about love. While I was listening, anxiously I started to demand. I asked her what is the key to make you fall in love with me? First, she said that it is a sin to only think about you. Second, that I can’t nor should I even want to give life up for you. Third, that my destiny is love is in danger and she warns me about you. And fourth, that a person who is a slave to love will get his heart trampled. That he that loves but doesn’t show, is setting himself for a great fall. ****This is a song from Aventura I translated from the spanish language