Ok, lol.Not like any of you ever read these, but fer those that do, the madness is getting worse.I'm finding inability to concentrate, I'm enraged virtually all the time underneath my placid/goofy mask, and it feels like reality ITSELF is disintegrating.I'm getting scared.No, you can't help, lmao;if my shrink can't, all that'd happen is the insanity would infect YOU, too.This ain't emo;I'm not gonna off myself, cut myself, or any other stupidity.Just saying, if I fall through the hole in reality, you'll know.I care about, and respect deeply, all my friends and family, so I just figured it'd be honourable to let you all know what exactly is happening.So when the weird shit happens, perhaps you can avoid it.Sorry I failed you, everyone.
