Fubar Blog Posts 2

Just A Little History
The shady business side of the music industry was getting a little tough for the wicked clowns in the mid-1990's. Jive Records had signed them telling them they'd distribute all ICP albums nationwide. However, when ICP released the third jokers card, "The Riddle Box," on Jive they found out it was only in stores in the same Detroit area they'd already been selling copies in for years. They could've sold the album on their own with no major label and made more money than what they did. After the release ICP was forced to promote themselves throughout the country using a van, some samplers, and a travelling street team of hardcore juggalos. After this ICP swore Jive would never get another album out of them. But Jive wasn't going to release ICP from their contract unless they were paid. So the two parties were at a stalemate, until Hollywood Records came along and solved everyone's problems, or so they thought. Hollywood Records is owned by the Walt Disney Co. When ICP heard this they

Just Me
i was really thinking of leaveing fubar for good lol found something on a webstie i spend my time on now but i well come on from time to time if you want to no whats has my time on so much come look or even better joine if you like fighting games http://www.jsmugen.net/mugeninfo.htm http://www.mugenfury.com/Download=542.html now on this link look for WIN M.U.G.E.N - version 04-07-04 its the best fighting game ever made and i got suck into it lol i been playing it ever since i heard of it

Just Maybe.....
Maybe . . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and on

Just A Lil Something
DO NOT BUY THE PATRIOTIC PEPSI CANS Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building , and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone. In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it. HOW FAST CAN YOU FORWARD THIS ONE? How can u not believe in GOD?

Just Words
In through the out door and back again. Dancing around and around in circles. An oracle of light and darkness slamming against the outer walls bouncing inward towards the truth of what is and what should never be. Holding two beings together so tightly that it is only fitting for one to break free. To much to deal with, smothering, confusing, breeding resentments, regrets ,guilt and every other emotion good and bad until the truth, the reality sets in. To each one of us the reality is different. But the reality is where the truth lies. For one can turn there back on reality, but the truth we can never hide. My reality, my truth is in the love I have for you!

Just For You
LoVe pOeM.... :-) Always, deep within my soul, I know we have a love like no other. What we share is something others only hope for and dream of, but few ever experience. Our love is magical beyond belief. Always, without hesitation, you give of yourself completely. You have reached the very depths of my soul, bringing out emotions I never knew I had and unveiling an ability to love I never thought possible. There is a fire within us.. that only needs a touch to bring forth flame. Passion ignites... when I hear you whisper my name. My body shivers... oh... but not from cold... but from the sweet anticipation... of a desire that never seems to grow old. I lay my head upon your chest.. kiss your skin softly. I breathe in the manly scent of you... it intoxicates me like wine... making my senses whirl... or maybe it is the way your hands... are softly caressing my back... making me melt... yet every nerve is tinglin

Just Another Notch In Your Bedpost, Darling.
You know...I have more than enough room here to write something mean or spiteful....but it won't help anything. It won't make me feel any better, because I know if I did say anything negative, it would only be out of hurt or anger......I never was one for saying things I don't mean much. The truth of the matter... Well the truth of the matter isn't really going to make me feel any better either. I thought writing was supposed to be therapeutic. So basically I'm stuck here, lying in bed, quite literally staring at the ceiling cursing myself for being such an idiot. I really don't mean a damn thing to you, do I? I don't know why I even try. I don't think I've ever felt so stupid in my entire life. It doesn't change the facts. Love is love. It's unconditional. And when I say unconditional, I mean that absolutely. Someone told me once, "Dry your tears, but not before you taste them. Always remember the sweet moments, and no matter who's path you cross (and there will b

Just Dont Get It
i just dont understand why guys tell you they like you, ask you to give them a chance to get to know you and prove they are not what people say they are and then once you give them that chance they drop the lets just be friends for a while first bomb on you then a couple of weeks later, after going back and forth of being flirty with you and still telling you that he likes you and wants to be with you he just has to work some things out in his life he says he wants nothing more than friendship. why in the hell bother waisting my time just to play me like that. im getting so sick of the bullshit. it almost feels like im unloveable. that ill never find a guy who will ever love me and actually love me for me. i have this huge heart and i feel like ill never get to use it cause nobody gives me a chance. guys who say they like me either are just trying to play me to get in my pants and those that do end up making it to be my bf they end up cheating on me. this is getting to be such bullshit

Just Me
Just a little bit about me. I am a down to earth female who loves to meet new people. I love to laugh and have fun. The one thing I do not like is drama. I am a well educated woman with alot of class. I love to read, chat, do graphic designs, play with dog, surf the internet, play online games and listen to music. I was born under the zodiac sign of Cancer and if you are into zodiac signs then you will just what type of person I am if not then I suggest you read up on your horoscopes so you will know the type of person you are dealing with. (l0l). I believe in keeping it real at all times, so if you dont want to hear my answer then please dont ask the question cause I may something you dont like. I believe in being me and nothing else, accept me for who I am or dont accept me at all. If you have any questions feel free to ask me, dont be shy or afraid to ask cause when it comes down to the answer I am the one that will chose to give you a answer or not. If you feel me and understand t

Just Some Info
Well I dont really know what to say but I figured i could go ahead and write a blog. If there are any avid readers you should check out the Claiming of Sleeping Beauty by Anne Rice. Its awesome and its alot of fun to read. I am currently reading the final book. Or if you dont like Erotica I would suggest the Dark Hunter Novels by Sherilyn Kenyon. If you want go ahead and read them they are awesom I promise.

Just Like A Woman
Just Like a Woman By:Salty Dog Show a night's affection baby. Make it simple with your innocents' and shys'. Though I knew a few women. They had no mercy and I, know I can't live my life through someone else's eyes Ain't that just like a woman. Baby Baby Ain't that just like you. Take a walk on the line. Ticking like a time bomb. Make me feel the hours, long to pass me by. I thought I knew where I was searching. It all looks the same when you stare at the sky. Ain't that just like a woman. Baby Baby Ain't that just like you. Ain't that just like a woman. Just like a woman. So amazed by the things she can do. Just like a woman. She hurts like a woman, and that's just like you. Just like you babe. Now I know a few more women with a little mercy and I, ain't gonna waste my time waste my time, waste my time with you woman. Ain't that just like a woman Baby Baby Ain't that just like you. Ain't that just like a woman Just like a woman So am

Just Some Thoughts
FEARS unfounded or not how do we make them go or do we choose to live like this forevermore Are these the masks we hide behind to make us appear strong, to make us belong? Do we choose our path Or is it chosen for us? Are we taking the right turns in the road of life Or are we even at the wheel? Why is it so easy to bury our heads instead of finding the answers to make us whole again? Why don't we just say no more hiding no more fear I am strong, I am here standing my ground letting God take the wheel. Having Him guide our lives, releasing our fears to the One the Alpha the Omega to the One who shed His blood for us. He made all the sacrifices We sit here in self pity when we should be thankful that we have life at all. Things are not easy Life is usually a challenge If we give in to our fears We will be hiding away from what could be the best times in

Just So That Ya'll Know
I have been very busy for a while plus my girlfriend and I split up so I have been putting in as many extra hours at work as possible to keep myself distracted and things off my mind. It is the busy season at work so is has been easy to put in 14-16 hour days. Solitude during the holidays is a bitch... Hard to check this at work but if ya'll wanna chat, glassoverflow@yahoo

Just Whining
so im in the self pity mode at the moment did some self reflecting or rejecting whatever. i hate being alone. i do have the option not to but once that someone comes along they can be perfect in every way but i pick fights i disagree when i really want to agree i wanna say damn i love u more than you know smile when they walk through the door. but i cant . yet i expect them to be that person for me how selfish i am. i just want that someone say what he means and mean what he says. when he sees me and just smiles i want to be wanted. tell me what you want from me . i hate needy people the worse is i think i've become what i hate

Just Wanna Say Hi
Just wanted to say hi to all my friends and god i miss not being able to be on here and chat and play and yes do morphs and comments..... grrrrrrr i miss it all...but most of all i miss all my friends who i have came to now.....SOON i will be back and so much more fun...... got alot to catch up on u know..... see u all soon...... love..... Tongue.....

Just A Dream
My mind screamed out "Make love to me" My body screamed out "Make love to me" He did more than that Without a word Without a thought He touched, licked, kissed, nibbled, and sucked on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust He knew just what I wanted From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shivered Cried out Then fainted The rush of sensation passed through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me From just his touch I fell asleep that night - peaceful Only to awake the next morning and realize that he was already gone Just a dream I don't know; but when he comes back we shall start all over again and again and again

Just Me & My Thoughts
Only have just a few thoughts running through my head tonight. They seem to be the same ones that have been on my mind for a few days now. I have heard so many say how short life is , but none of them have I seen actually go & do exactly what they tell others to do. I’m as guilty of that as so many others. Thinking back over the past years two certain spots in my life come to mind. I had the chance both times to tell two people how I felt and because I was so scared of getting hurt I kept it to myself. In the end they both left me here to face this world alone. It would be selfish in me to wish them back here knowing the pain they would be in. I can’t help it though at times I miss them both so much. Both are from different parts of my life but both so important to me. When I think of them I realize how stupid I was to keep all the things I wanted to tell them to myself. Each time I think of them , I tell myself I’m never going to let that happen again. Truth is I know it will happen

Just For A Laugh
~What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? . . . . Hmm well I can promise you that if I fuck you that I will not get emotionally attached to you, so ya game? ~Are you a jealous person? . . . . What am I supposed to be jealous of? There are days that I am envious of Tig if that counts ~Does it get annoying when somebody says they'll call you, but doesn't? . . . . To me not so much but after I hunt them down and beat them repeatedly with their phone they maybe a little annoyed then ~If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest, what would you say? . . . . “If I fuck you I’ll have to kill you and you just aren’t worth the prison time, now scurry along like a good little idiot” ~Are you picky about spelling and grammar? . . . . Uhm, next question ~Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages? . . . . If there are more than two numbers in the total I can’t manage to comprehend the addition

Just Feeling
BLAH~ I don't know why. I feel worn down and have no energy. Probably my blood pressure and this dang headache I still have ~ hopefully it will go away soon. I hate taking Tylenol for headaches cause I have a low tolerance to any pain med and it makes me sleepy. And I can't sleep cause I have a 5 year old running around the house. Nothing exciting here. Just trying to get in the Christmas spirit. I have the music going and the house is decorated but the spirit is not in me yet. I know it is early so it will come. My bday is the 13th and it usually hits me after then. The holidays are not what they used to be without my Mom here. My brother has not spoken to me in almost a year over something that supposedly happened last Christmas. I don't know if he is mad at me or is just being an ass. I love her but his wife isn't the nicest person. She holds things against you forever if you do something against her. So it may be her that has the problem. But either way he says

Just An Update
Well it's been rough here lately I lost two good people right after thanksgiving and been sick fer 2 weeks now! my cousins husband past away in a fatal car wreck the day after thanksgiving and my best friends dad died the day after that. I have been sick as hell but missed no time at work so that was good but didn't get to work over any either!! Which sucks but here's my schedule fer this month coming up, it's a mess! lol I work 30th, 1st, 2nd, 3ed, 4th, 6th, 7th, 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th, 15th, 16th, 17th, 18th, 19th, 23ed, 24th, 25th, 27th, 29th, 30th and 31st! OFF 5th, 8th, 13th, 14th, 20th, 21st, 22nd, 26th, 28th But the plant should be closed the 24th and 25th so we will see. Yeah I know I'm working way too many 12 hour shifts but the money is good and here very shortly they are gonna slow down and cut all overtime out so I thought I better get it while I can!! so I signed up fer alot of it!!! Probably be kicking my self in the ass after the first couple of weeks!! lol But it

Just Saying Hi
Well i'm new here to fubar not use to how it work's i was told it is simular to myspace but better.Well i do not have pic's up on my page but i will soon i promise but hope to make alot of new friend's here on fubar.So far from what i have seen of this site it is cool so have a good one everybody.

Just Let Me Go...
Its Over and Done... We are no Longer One... You Replaced Me & Moved On... I Finally was Able to Let You Go!!! So why can't I Fully be Free... I'm still Haunted by our Memories... Once upon a time i was Happy... I was such a Fool to ever Believe!!! A Fairy-Tale and Blinded Bliss... Started by Words and Kindness... Followed by a Journey greeted with a Kiss... How was i to know we would end up Like This!!! I Gave you Everything when i gave you my Heart... Forever with me despite us being apart... Always on my mind even from the very Start... I was your Lady and you were my Knight!!! I gave you my Word and Stood at your Side... When bended knee & asked me to be your Bride... Hope in Hearts & Stars in Eyes hand in hand Dreams were built and started our life & took it in Stride!!! But as Always everything good must end... I lost you as my Companion... I lost my Best Friend... Your Love wilted like

Just A Lil Update 4 Ya All Plz Read
ive changed my name n im makin some moves now im workin towards god mother by the end of Feb. I will be havin a happy hour next Thrusday for my Birthday so get ready to drink it up on me Much love to al of u n to all my close friends that i speak with all the time I LOVE U GUYZ MORE THAN U ALL KNOW!!!

Just...some Belle...babble...is All...
The “Sanctity”…of..“The Mass”… The world…eats…my “sanity“…with teeth…sharp, wicked, brutally biting…ripping every nerve…goading my inner being…to make myself…disappear…for lack of want….from lack of sustenance…….aches to starve me…take my inner strength…pushing me to make…a …homicide of myself… I don’t belong…I don’t belong…no need to belong…in “their world”…bitter….bitter taste…it lingers …on my tongue…every moment I exist…amongst “them”…the “they”… It lingers everyday…in a night filled with dreams…not pretty…angry surreal…underlying evil …most can’t see…is so clear…to my eyes…threatening me…”don’t speak!”…“don’t tell”…”don’t react” “pretense…your sanity”…for the “sake”…of “the masses”!!!…no need for the “masses”…they fear …me….for reasons…of ignorance…& apathy…no…empathy…is a sin…worse than missing confession…telling your "humanity" to “him”…to the pedophile…behind the curtain… Hypocrisy…making me vomit these words I spill …on paper…stench of hypocrisy…sickening my soul…makes

Just Want To Be Heard
Most of you know i have depression pretty bad. I know very few of you will read this.IDC. I'm not even sure why I am posting this because it will accomplish nothing. Im not looking for pity or attn, (well, maybe a little to be honest...lol) but seriously, i just want someone to know how i feel. Fucking irony! I am afraid of not breathing, yet i have asthma, and i enjoy smoking. I always wanted to be the one who turns heads, yet, i am obese, and i enjoy eating. I want to die, but i dont have the balls to kill myself. Now this is the part i never talk about. The truth is, i think about it all the time. I think about how to do it, when, how would i be found and by who. And who would care, seriously? I know Tim would be devastated! (plz see previous blog) My daughter would be crushed, maybe a few friends. And how many drama seeking posers would use it for pity points? FUCK THEM! I have seen ppl react when someone from fubar dies. I am not impugning anyones pain but you KNOW most

Just You Take It All ( A Memory)
so when i crawl you put me into place pathetic i am in my own ways tell me just once for one more day that you feel you need me so take away whats left of me dont you see what is next of me so when i fall you take me out of place sympathetic ill crawl my own way take me once and see my hate so that you can put me into place so take away whats left of me dont you say you never loved me one more time one more night so it doesnt fade one more taste one more memory i cant waste i waste it all away look at me just take a look what it is is what i took take it from what i was what i meant to be take it now show me how i am nothing for no one cant you spell it out for me cant you tell me what i really need cant you tell it to my soul cant you tell me im too cold now cant you sell what i found cant you sell what i gave to you now cant you be something better than i ever was in my ways one more day just one more day let me show you

Just Give Me A Shout!
give me a shout to visit your page and i will visit it as soon as i get the chance. i have many friends, and a verry lousy memmory. please donot think that i am doing it purposely. i will make it my first priority to visit your page for all those who contact me and tell me to.

Just One Daddy For Me
There is only one Daddy for me. Just one Daddy that helped me walk on the ceiling. There is only one Daddy dear to my heart. Just one Daddy to love me in a special way. There is only one Daddy to give me that special blessing. Just one Daddy I can't wait to see after a hard day. There is only one Daddy who can make me smile. Just one Daddy to make me feel safe. There is only one Daddy whom I want to call Daddy. Just one Daddy, because thats all I need.

Just Random Stuff
Ok, so it's Friday night, and I'm at home. Big deal. I love spending Friday nights at home, mainly due to the fact that when I go out, I'm spending hundreds at the tavern on rounds for friends. Hell, even people I just meet. Who knows. So I'm just sitting at home...on fubar...wasting time. So I'm about to rant on some shit...just bear with me. First off, when I browse profiles, I like to see if someone has blogs. If they do, chances are, I'm going to check them out. Alot of people put lyrics to songs and poetry down in their blogs, which is fine. But I don't spend time reading them. Sorry, but if I need another poem or read the lyrics to a song I've heard a hundred times, I'm going to vomit. I'm not saying that it's BAD poetry, or the songs are horrible, I just don't like to sit and read through that kind of stuff all day. I like to read about peoples lives. You'd be surprised the things you can learn about yourself just by reading blogs of strangers. I like to think that the maj

Just Two Weeks!
TWO MORE WEEKS TILL I LEAVE FOR VEGAS!!!!! SO IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING YOU WANT ME TO GIVE TO MOM OR BRIAN OR ADAM I WANT IT BY THE 13TH!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED!!! yAY!!!! KEIA, I'LL TELL MOM YOU MISS HER :) **ohh!!!!! AND ALSO. FOR THOSE THAT I HAVE XMAS GIFTS FOR, I WANT TO GET THEM ALL OUT BEFORE I LEAVE SO EXPECT VISITS FROM THE ONE AND ONLY *muah* :) OH YEAH, ANYONE KNOW OF ANY PLACES HIRING, LET ME KNOW PLEASE! NEED A NEW JOB AS SOON AS POSSIBLE PLEASE! Yay... two more weeks... two more weeks... vacation for me!

Just So Excited
Well tonight my band just completed its third rehearsal this week, and I just ain't tired! Kinky Porcupine, which is James on guitar and vocals, and Jessica on bass and keys and me (Erica) on the drums. The band has been playing regularly since March,('07) and before this project, well I wasn't that good of a musician, well I am critical, Jess would tell you different. But as the days go by, I keep getting better and better! I mean it's not like I don't a freaking life outside of this, but when you finally get to do something you have loved your whole life, I just want keep things going. I always used to fantasize about being on stage, and feeding off a crowd, and creating the intangible web of music, and I never thought that I'd get to do it. Especially when I only started to do gigs in my 30's! My late friend Mikey Layne was an incredible musician, he always said he saw the potential in me, I always thought he was nuts! Well it's too bad that I can't share this him now, well in

Just Me (poem)
November 30, 2007 Dedicated to my ex, Julio Cruz I will not break, I will not fall Not this time, you will not have it all I gave you my heart, mind, body & soul You have slowly tried to turn it to coal Slowly I'm getting smarter, getting wise I am trying my damnedest to not believe your lies You ripped out my heart, time and again When all I ever wanted was to be your friend I'm tired of hurting, tired of the pain Tired of your obsessive, asinine game I'm walking away and not looking back Trying to live my life with a little more tact Making wiser choices, keeping my life going right I'm tired of everything being a constant fight Watching this chapter of life as it slowly ends Hope on the horizon, as a new one beings I will hold my head high and walking the path With the knowledge that soon I'll look back and laugh What a fool I have been and a fool I will be But that's just life, that's just me

"justlaurie"
Although you may have already read a previous written blogof mine about her, I wanted to write a new one because she doesn't use the other profile anymore due to some "Fubaric" problems. lol The last blog I wrote was under "SassyOne", if you care to go back and read it. Laurie and I met through an old friend and I'm so very glad we did! You'll see most of the time on our pages, we call each other "Sis". No, we're not related by blood but our friendship has tied us as such and so, it carries through our little notes to one another. :) She does everything she can to put/keep a smile on people's faces. If you take a look at her profile, you will see that she is very creative, noticing the different tags she makes for friends and sometimes even uses pictures of real life objects to create the tags she makes, which makes it even more priceless! Photography is a big interest of hers of which you'll notice when you go to her pic albums. Being a volunteer with her local fire company is anot

Just Thinking
Life has a funny way of doing things. It can give you the one you thought was the love of your life, take them away just to show you someone eles that you could be intrested in. Life affects and treats everyone diffrently. There is no way that we can judge another person by what they have done or was disitions they have made. We have not lived the life or know whats going through there head. No matter how many times and how many diffrent ways they try to explain things you can never know the hole situation. No mater how much u think you know someone or how long you have been in there lives your not there every second of every day. You wernt raised like them or experinced the good and bad things they have. All you can do is try to understand and move on. Whats done is done. The future is a hard thing to predict. It can be easy and everything can go right or the worst possible things can happen. Sometimes we have control of it and sometimes we just have to go with the flow. Either way ou

Just Been Busy
Yeah, I know that I've been pretty silent lately. Well, I've been busy with crap at home and crap at work, and well, you are beginning to see the picture I imagine. I have a divorce date!! Jan 29, 2008 and I will party after it goes final. Of course, custody issues likely will not be finished by then, but that's just the way things go. However, I won't stress, I will do what I can from there. Work is the same pain in the arse it's always been. Preferred coworkers get to do whatever they wish with impunity as long as the lead likes them. I guess I'm the wrong gender. Instead I'm told I set the bar too high. Well, just because I'm damn good at what I do and I've the hardest area to work, I can't keep it all up forever. I'm looking forward to when the agreement runs out and I can start looking again. Had fun volunteering at my son's school and apparently, the school liked having me. Now they are looking to find a way to have me working for the district. Get my resume dusted of

Just Some Words
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Just Bad Form.....
I have taken the other name off of this conversation.... In My opinion it is a major case of bad form and poor taste.. My house girl told this "Dom" several times that she is happily owned before she sent him to Me ______hello this is ____ i just noticed you n prinsses are both my friends >~Twisted G...: and ? _____and id like to know if can meet princess in person i live in tacoma >~Twisted G...: Ummm why do you want to meet an owned girl ? ______trying to make friends n after you all get to know me better you might help me get a girl ~Twisted G...: that is not what I hear ... from what I read ....you have asked her several times to be her Dom .... and trying to take someone’s girl is no way to make friends ... it is down right rude and bad form >~Twisted G...: she has sent Me all of your conversations >~Twisted G...: she tells Me everything ______true it is and its wrong ill not ask or bother you all again sorry i was wrong yes i want to be dom but

Just Thinking
I have read many blogs from many different people about many different things. In doing so I was just wondering or just pondering why. Not why do I read them but why we write them. I have written a few ourselves and this is another one. But back to the why part. Why do we write things that are in our head for all to read? Could it be an outlet or is it just something to do, or maybe we just like for other to know all about us. Well, I guess each do it for their on reasons. But it still amasses me that being whom we are, we still need to be more. What I mean is we do these blogs so people will know more about us, letting complete strangers in our personal thought. I think it a need to knowing that other care enough to even read what we say. This was just something else that went thru my head that I wanted to question about. Thank you for letting me share this with you.

Just Need To Write Some Stuff Done...read It If You Want
Can anyone tell me why I seem to go out of my way to hurt myself?! I don't mean in a self harm kinda why...but in a emotional way. I like a lot of women always seem to end up getting involve with 'bad boys'. Not because I like the life style they lead (eg gangsta's etc) but more just bad = wrong. They tend to have crap jobs, or no job. Or take too mu=any drugs/alcohol. Or end up in fights a lot.....It isn't this things that attract me to them...it tends to be Ink that does that. What can I say..I like it. I like a guy with it even more. However how many guys do you know of (in the uk) Have a lot of ink AND a good job! Not very many I can tell ya. So about 8 months ago I met someone who did! yeah...still big problems there in the form of his wife! hmmmmmm what the fuck did I do in a past life to get dealt the crap I seem to end up in all the time! lol. Fuck it you know what I quit! lol this is my problem I really don't care anymore...I just want someoen to have a laugh w

Just Want Every One To Read This All The Way Through
Please Read All The Way Through. It is important that we read and remember this. These are not my words, but they do match my views and feelings. SGT. Edmund John Jeffer's last few words were some of the most touching, inspiring and most truthful words spoken since the tragedy of 9/11 - and since our nation went to war. SGT. Jeffers was a strong soldier and talented writer. He died in Iraq on September 19, 2007. He was a loving husband, brother and son. His service was more than this country could ever grasp - but the least you can do for the man who sacrificed his life for you ... is listen to what he had to say. *************************************************************************** Hope Rides Alone By Eddie Jeffers I stare out into the darkness from my post, and I watch the city burn to the ground. I smell the familiar smells, I walk through the familiar rubble, and I look at the frightened faces that watch me pass down the streets o

Just Keep Digging...just Keep Digging
Well I had fun digging out from last night's snowstorm...we got 8" of snow yesterday...then to make things interesting we got about an inch of ice on top of it...lovely. My hands are sore, my back hurts, but I got a great workout :D lol I'm gonna be ripped in no time!! LOL I just love winter...ok not quite so much, but it has it's moments

Just A Thought...
Private picture folders...? You know - the ones that have a financial access clause attached to them...? Call me dumb, but doesn't that constitute a commercial transaction; a contravention to the site TOS...? I look forward to anyone reading this adding me to their 'blocked' list, un-friending/fanning me, etc, as I will do the same, by return... that way, it will save me the trouble of looking for those who I've added by mistake & missed/forgotten about who have this clause as a major part of their profile &/or raison d'etre for being here...

Just Listen To Your Heart
Just Listen To Your Heart by BlueWolf © Bells are ringing, people are singing, Snow is falling from the sky. Winter is in the air, Yet spring is in your eye. Snow is on the ground, Making a blanket of white. Yet your eyes still glow Like the sun shining so bright. So have a merry Christmas, And let all your worries fall apart. Just close your glowing eyes, And listen to your heart....... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Just Ramblez
When She Walks By Eyes so dark Heart so pure I could never love another The way I love her Gleam in her eyes Like a candles flame I love when I hear her Call out my name When she walks by Birds stop their flight The dead come to life And the blind regain their sight I could never love another The way I love her Eyes so dark Heart so pure Skin so soft Soul on fire She fills me with Complete desire The way she moves The way she looks One glance at her Was all it took When she walks by People stare At her radiant face And her ebony hair She fills me with Complete desire Skin so soft Soul on fire Perfect body A scholar's mind Michelangelo would envy Such a find Beautiful smile Always sincere Whoever's around Wants her near When she walks by Angels weep Gods hide their faces And lovers leap Michelangelo would envy Such a find Perfect body A scholar's mind

Just
We slept in this room together but now you're gone It's so quiet I turn the TV on We lived in this room together - we painted the wall Now time doesn't stand still - it crawls And I'm afraid to sleep Cause if I do I dream of you And dreams are always deep On the pillow where I weep I never realized how much I was in love with you Till you started sleeping with someone new Last night I dreamed again and you were there You kissed my face - you touched my hair And I'm afraid to sleep Cause if I do I dream of you And dreams are always deep On the pillow where I weep Lying alone in the darkness With a memory in my head There's a big hole where my heart is And a lonely feeling rolling round my bed And I'm afraid to sleep Cause if I do I dream of you I'm afraid to sleep Cause if I do I dream of you And dreams are always deep On the pillow where I weep I'm afraid to sleep

Just Wondering
Now I know that sometimes people are to busy on here, what with playing the popularity game and collecting everything they can. but common curtosy should still be adhered to. Why do people not even say hello when messaged. I messaged each and every person on my friends list and again many that were not on my friends list. the percentage rate back on return cordialities is sad. now I dont message some one if they have some kind of away message up. but if you dont at least say hello with a small apology if your at work or busy and cant chat. it is something how you see these people are active, updating photos, updating stashes, but yet to bsy to take 6 seconds to respond. I use to use this system when it was cherry tap over a year ago. then quit cause this it was full of more collectors than chatters. I have over 400 on my mspace page and dont have near the same situation. I look forward to hellos once in a while .

Just To Let Yas All Know...
Well Well Well... Life's life.. Its neither overly exciting or dull and drab. We are all healthy.. WoOhOo! My back has been pain free for quite a while (Goes hand in hand with being more active and losing 8kilos, I suppose). Leigh hasn't had anymore teenage-boys-being-teenage-boys accidents, so havent had any trips to the emergency room for broken bones for a while. Kaitys pregnancy is going well. If you don't know, she is having a boy and it will be called Jack (named after my grandfather and our favourite kittens). Matthew is still a very healthy young 8yo, with lots and lots of energy. The Dogs are going good. Ville is now bigger then Arnold, who has taught him so much. Both are fantastic and I couldn't imagine life without them. Frank has a skin condition and has lost patches of fur over his body. For a 17yo fat cat he's doing pretty well though. House wise we are still cramped in our 3 bedroom government housing house, for now, due to finances mainly, I am hoping to m

Just A Note To Whom May Try To Still Other Lounge Names Mine Are Copy Writen
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Just Some Fyi
Who Is That Person Behind the Wheel? Truckers are found on highways, in truck stops,in service bays, ..ing docks,on bush roads and fuel stops, and often they are the first at the scene of an accident. Their wives help them. Little boys follow them.Relatives don't understand them. Meals must wait for them. Weather can delay them. But nothing can stop them. A trucker is a paradox. He is a blue-jeaned executive with his office in the cab. He is a scientist who hauls dangerous chemicals and explosives;a purchasing agent in a baseball cap;a personnel director with grease under his fingernails; a poor eater with a fondness for burgers and fries; a student of geography and a weather watcher who reads the clouds for snow or rain. He likes sunshine, children, smooth pavement, good traction,clean loads, dinner at home,weekends with his family, his shirt collar unbuttoned and country music(not all of us). And there is a special place in his heart for his rig. He's not too fond of cit

Just Wonder
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in" but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you na

Just Maybe....
MAYBE: We are suppose to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for the gift. - Good one!!!! MAYBE: When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. MAYBE: It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. MAYBE: The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. MAYBE: The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. MAYBE: You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be,because you have only one life and one chance t

Just A Little Irritated Fu-true Friendships?
ARE WE ALL IN HIGH SCHOOL STILL?? WHAT IS IT WITH "SO CALLED FRIENDS"?? HELL MAYBE I AM JUST IN A "MOOD" BUT THIS BLOG I READ EARLIER WENT RIGHT THROUGH ME... I GUESS CAUSE IT IS DIRECTED TOWARDS A CLOSE FRIEND, BUT FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH....I HAVE TO PUT MY 2 CENTS IN... THE " " CAME DIRECTLY FROM THE BLOG... AND MY FEELINGS ON IT... I don't know how you all feel but the word HATE is a strong word to me.. as is LOVE... I HATE NO ONE... DISLIKE YES, BUT NOT HATE!!! ~~WHEN I SAY I LOVE SOMEONE I MEAN IT.. I DON'T JUST THROW THAT WORD AROUND TO EVERY TOM, DICK, HARRY, JANE, OR SUE.. ~~I DO LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS, BUT THERE ARE SOME THAT I TRULY LOVE AND CHERISH THEIR FRIENDSHIP (MALE AND FEMALE) ~~THESE FRIENDSHIPS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!! IT HAS TOOK TIME AND COMMUNICATION, TRUST, CHALLENGES, LIFE, BS, YOU NAME IT... FOR THESE FRIENDSHIPS TO DEVELOPE INTO SOMETHING SPECIAL... ~~NOW WHY WOULD SOMEONE HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS??? WHY WOULD THIS HURT SOMEONE FEELINGS?? ~

Just Shooting On A Few Things
well well 2 weeks after being on fubar i've gotten to know some of the people i have on my list and damn i gotta tell ya, they're some really good folks. i have to thank everyone that has added me as a friend, and the majority of the ones on my list are ladies. i gotta clarify this because i have been asked quite a bit concerning it so here ya go: i get along with women way better than i do guys because man alot of you guys have some of the shittiest attitudes and views of how awesome you are and really that annoys the shit out of me. be real...be who you are not what everyone else is around you. now having said that to say this, i've ran across some pretty cool guys on here and none that i have any more respect for than RmYDaDof3 and any other soldier out there kickin ass and takin names for this country so that we can sleep at night without worrying if we'll get to see the next day. you guys rock and i'm so proud and thankfull that we have guys like them protecting our country.....s

Just A Thought
I know a lot of people have asked to veiw my private pictures. Although, I cant add everyone to my family to view them, but if you send me a private message I will consider your requests. If you dont send me a private message I wont consider it at all. Thanks!

Just One Rate
All I need you too do is rate the picture below.Just 1 rate..Not too much to do. No comments needed. She started this contest a day late. Help her out..Thank you everyone:) If you are not a friend of Sadistic Stop by and Fan,Add and rate her. She returns all love back ...Shes one person everyone should have as a friend. §AÐI§TI© LIGHT ~Ånarchy §kulls Mistress~ GrØw ®oØm EñTìt¥@ fubar

Just Read It
A DIFFERENT CHRISTMAS POEM The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some t

Just A Car Crash Away
Love is a fire. Burns down all that it sees. Burns down everything. Everything you think Burns down Everything you say. She blew me her death-kiss And the mouth-marks Bled down my eye, Like her dying On my windshield. I can already feel Her worms Eating my spine. So how can it be this lonely? Is this all we get For our lives? Is love only sweeter when One of dies? Then I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. I knew that our love was just a car crash away. I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. I knew that our love was Just a car crash away. Love is a fire. Burns down all that it sees. Burns down everything. Everything you think Burns Down Everything you say. I knew that our love was Just a Car Crash Away.

Just For Me
Just another one, four, five about as cute as can be, And danceable but I don't really care I was just glad I'm alive and I had nothing else to do And besides, the beat was already there Oh, that's right, no it wasn't me, I didn't do it Say what you will but you can't blame a thing on me And really even if you could I said I couldn't care less Not now, not today, this morning you got me feeling free Yeah, just me This one's, this one's just for me Yeah, yeah, just me Oh, some things, some things are just for me I swear to God I took a walk and it occurred to me while I was outside That of I was looking for a miracle I might do well to look up to the sky The dawn bringing open the day you'd say that it was blinding me But still I had to stop right there and wonder why Now, I know for certain, cause I've been around That the sun shines every day, even though you might not get to see No matter who, no matter where, no matter weather permitting The miracle is that

Just What You Want For Christmas! Me
HEY EVERYONE!! SLAVE PRINCESS IS HOSTESSING A CHRISTMAS AUCTION AND GUESS WHAT, I'M FOR SALE. YOU COULD HAVE ME UNDER YOUR TREE! RULES OF ENGAGEMENT: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATERS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 4. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PICS, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. 5. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5PM DEC 5TH TIL 5PM DEC 12TH 6. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 7. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END 8. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER. 9. THE BIDDER MUST PAY THE CONTESTANT BEFORE RECEIVING WHAT THEY HAVE WON. 10. THE HOSTESS IS NOT RESPONSIBLE AND WILL NOT BE HELD LIAB

Just A Thought
Everyone says I trust to easily, and I am too naive. Well, I guess I am sometimes. But that is who I am. Am I going to change, probably not. I am, who I am. I learn from everything. Grow stronger with each new day. I never stop smiling, even when things tend to get me down. I think of it as a character builder when people try to bring you down. Just smile and go on, because a smile is soo much better than a frown. Will I ever stop believing? No way! For all my gullibilty, I still believe there are people out there who really are honest and true. And those are the ones who will always remain in and around my life. The others will pass by just as they were meant to.. Just leaving a mark of a lesson learned. So I will continue to dream, and believe in all that I can. For I truly do believe that dreams can come true and happiness is there to always be found.

Just Me
I got so many things going on in my mind.. i sometimes wonder myself if I got ADD. Maybe thats why my son has it. Nah, I am not that bad. lol. Days like today though I could almost think it. I got these thoughts of.. is the bus gonna come today,,did they cancel school? The roads are clear..so I didn't listen for school closings. Thinking about my grandma who passed away last yr..2 days after Christmas. Today is her birthday. Thinking I have to go to her grave to put a grave pillow on it,,that we made last weekend. Thinking about having to go to work..and missing my oldest sons Christmas program. Wondering who deleted me as there crush.. I think I know but hes denying it. (not you leo) Thinking about that someone special.. Wondering if my birds got a cold..hes been sneezing like. Thinking about the candy bar in the freezer thats calling my name. Thinking, that today I get to wear my new UGG boots I bought off ebay last year. They are awesome! Just a few things going on in my h

Just Some Scribblings
"Slowly she strawls up and down the hallway, moving graciously like a Queen. It's obvious that her mind is elsewhere, her eye's closed and hands fold behind her back. Then she wanders of to her throne, when she enters the great hall, a young elf disturbs her thoughts. It's Aldari the youngest son of her daughter Trista. He asks if she can tell some stories about the years in which she was a great war princess. When her name filled the hearts of the enemy with terror and the Seren kingdom was still small. Her name ...well if you don't know that by know, I'll tell you. Her name is : 'ShayeJayde of Seren'. Slowly she sits down on her throne, waving some servants to bring wine and fruit. As the servants return, her face is frowned and her hands playing with the hilt of a shimmering longsword, that is strapped around her waist. The servants sit down on the flour, waiting for Shaye to begin her story." When I was young inexperienced elf, the dark forces of the evil wizard c

Just An Update
they took the staples out...weather is still kinda shitty....but i did get my phone!! want the number? write me and if i decide i want you to have it i will mail you the number..other than that life is kinda borning lmao...talk to you all soon!

Just A Head's Up For My Friends And Family
I just wanted to say thankyou to all my friends that came by my page when I was sick, I am alittle better , I will get by to all my friends that came by in a day or too......Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to each of you. Hugggzzzz & smiles, ~~~~~~Leah~~~~~~~

Just A Recap Of My Profile Page
I have started seeing someone and that's the reason my NSFW pics are gone. If things don't work out for us I will NOT be reposting them. He is very important to me and I'm not doing anything to screw it up! so with that being said If your only my friend to see my pics then i guess you weren't much of a friend to begin with. And if you want to remove me go right ahead. I'm not going to lose any sleep over it! Thanks for taking the time to read this....Happy Holidays!!

Just A Few More Days
just a few more days (5 more) till i get the mri and mra test done on my head. then i get to wait for the results. that appt. is already schedual for the 21st. will let yall know as soon as i find out. in the mean time i'll be cutting all my hair off or getting it cut off so some kid can use it as a wig. trying to find a place to do that. rather that than the hospital dropping it on the floor and throwing it away. i think it is long enough to do that. does anybody know who i should contact to donate my hair before my surgery. if so please email me. hugs and kisses, patricia

Just So You Know.....
I am not looking to hook up with anyone... As my title says...I'm Taken By ChefNasty... and only him sooo please don't ask me to hook up or try to talk dirty to me... Cause I'm not down with that.... Gotta a problem...Just tell me and I will Kindly block ur fuckin ass... ~~Heather

Just Stuff...
Yesterday's meeting was fine, but long. I didn't leave there until after 5:30 and got home around 8:30... stopped at church for choir practice. The meeting was with a client we have 2 sites with. One is up and running and he wanted little changes. I keep trying to convince him its time to change it. Did the original one probably 7 years ago when I worked at another company. The other is for a civil war reenactment group he works for. We did the design almost a year ago, but have been waiting for them to provide their content. That happens a lot. We get so far and then wait for the client for months. Had another client complaining because they sent content yesterday (again, waited months for it lol) and when it wasn't up an hour later they were upset. Oh well.. I did it today lol. Got an email from a potential client I had given up on... they are finally ready for me to do a site. :) See good things do happen lol. Speaking of good things... David will be here this

Just Say No!!!
Today the whole of of Ireland was shocked to hear of the death of one of our top models, Katy French.. Katy was a beautiful young woman with the world at her feet, she had celebrated her 24th birthday just last week. ...She died as a result of a cocaine overdose... Such a waste of a life.. Two weeks ago, also here in the south of Ireland 15 young people were admitted to hospital after a house party celebrating a 21st birthday. They had taken cocaine 2 ended up in a coma, one of which died last Tuesday.. The others remain in a critical condition. So if u havent guessed already the message of this bulletin is just to say no.. Drugs take lives not only here in Ireland but all over the world, every minute, of every day. If just one person reads this bully and passes on watever substance comes his/her way tonight..ive made a difference and possibly saved a life. This is something real. This is not a rant or a lecture..this is somethi

Just Me
Hi, i'm Theresa I'm 25 Physical: I'm 6' tall and i hate it! I'm fat (i've accepted the fact i'll never be skinny, so i've learned to love myself the way i am.) My hair is naturally brown (i've been a redhead and i've had black hair... and soon i will be both, again!) I wear size 11 or 12 shoe (comes along with being tall.) I have extremely strong, slim limbs (well, they are slim in proportion to the rest of my body... thanks, mom!) I have blue/green eyes (they change depending on the weather or the color shirt im wearing.) I have freckles (mostly on my arms and my upper chest... i tend to cover up the very little amount on my face with makeup.) I have the cutest feet you'll ever see! (it's the truth!) Personal: Without sounding egotistical, i'm probably the nicest person you'll ever meet. I'm very accepting of others, even if they dont fit my own personality and lifestyle. I can be somewhat naive and gullible... i guess that comes alo

Just A Thought In My Head...
I live my life day by day In agony, for the suffering to end And in my heart I fight for my life For my three little souls, to do whats right Fire in my blood A monster, afraid to become My dragon spirit, calming my rage Back into the shadow, my personal cage. And in my heart where the shadow springs life now suffers a drought as my energy absorbs into the fight Bless on to me the power of the people free the wiccan magick I need of thee Help me find the love I pray to the stars above Let all you kind people hear me Support and guidance, I need of thee Blessed be my tears of saddness to my dragons heart please help me...

Just A Littl Ethought
SO sometimes I wonder whats wrong with the world and why love and trust and honesty is so hard to find/ I don't know whats worse losing love or never really having it to start with. The first time I thought I found love I was wrong and I'll regret that for many years. I wonder if love is real or just something that you're taught to believe in? So many people tell me that they love and that love is real but how do you know who truely loves you and who you should out that trust and love and faith into? I hope one day i'll find the one that makes my heart melt and makes me feel like i'm the only girl they could ever love and that they would never hurt me the way its been done before. ONe day I' know i'll find that love find that faith find thad tha thope. SO heres my advice to everyone when you fid the one you know you love don't let go fight hard and never give up till next time much love and hugs kisses and cookies

Just A Reminder!
Mars is in retrograde until January 30, 2008, when Mars turns direct again! More to the point, Mercury will then be in retrograde AGAIN!!! Oh Happy Day!! My issues are really beating me up these days - I just need to deal with them, let them go, and get on with the next issue! But there is much pain involved. And I'm feeling disconnected and isolated again, in so many ways. Help!!! Have a wonderful Sunday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, Sweet Mother! We really need them right now! Blessings for one and all, all my friends/family/fans spread all over the world. You are loved! Later! Muahz!

Just For Me
I want something that's real. Not for the moment,but will last. Someone sweet & understanding. Someone I can feel completely comfortable around & can not get enough of me. Someone that smiles just at the sight of me. Someone who makes me feel special & means it. Some who makes me laugh constantly & makes me smile non-stop. The one I can talk to for hours & never get tired of. Someone who makes me feel the feelings I have never felt before. The one I can actually trust. The type of guy that cares for me as much as I do for him. Maybe even more. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I didn't write it but it's exactly how I feel.

Just Something Sweet
Once I had a heart of stone For it had surley lost its home It could not love or wanted too But in my life, then came you. The stones began to fall away As happiness began to fill my day A feeling so sweet and special too Could this be love, I pray is true. My heart now sings a song of love For I know that it was sent from above My heart is warm, there is no cold Hard no more, but with wings of gold. It soars above the sky so high Sometimes I think of why and cry My heart now sings a loving song For the part of me I thought was gone. The gift that you have given me Is so important, can't you see No more sadness or being alone For now my heart returns to home.

Just Had To Share This Lol
DADDY,HOW WAS I BORN? A little boy goes to his father and asks " DADDY , HOW WAS I BORN? The father answers, "Well,son. I guess one day you will find out anyway! Your mom and I first got together in a chatroom on yahoo. then I set up a date via e-mail with your mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. we sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agrees to download from my hard drive, as soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall,and since it was to late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-up appeard that said. YOU GOT MALE .

Just A Little Christmas Treat.
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Just Thinking
I am completely amazed. First off, I have been apart of the Bar for some months now and I have just decided to write a blog. I have seen some pretty interesting stuff since I've been here. I have read some pretty impressive stories on here. I've also read about adults doing some pretty surprising (childish) things on here. All-in-all, it has been an experience that I wouldn't trade for anything. I hope this place stays around for a long time. Thanks everyone on here for the experience thus far.

Just Some More
When every color in your life is either a dull shade of purple Or a dark tint of green Love is the sensual and delicate hue of white Through the storm, it is the one place that's calm When you're confused, lost or misguided Love is the voice saying "This is the way" Love is the music of your soul The heart is the beat of love You are the lyrics Everything that happens to or through you Is a line in a very intricate song The song of love Everything in your life follows that beat So listen carefully The tunes might sound like A-B-C-D But the notes are undoubtably L-O-V-E **************************************************** Why can't we go back in time? You'd still be mine! I'd be happy We'd both be sappy I thought we would be together forever But it turned out to be never I'm so frustrated I didn't know that I was hated What was her name? I wonder if you had many? Did you ever care? You always used to stare! But that was just an excuse You are

Just Incase
Just incase I never get the chance To see you smile again Just incase the time never comes To reflect and remember when Just incase time runs out And my heart is never revealed Just incase I spoke too soon And my fate is already sealed Just incase you never realized The way I really feel inside Just incase you feel it too I think I'll swallow my pride Just incase I'm afforded hope The chance to look into your soul Just incase your eyes tell me All I need to know Just incase you need me now I'm here with open arms Just incase you cannot tell I'm weakened by your charms Just incase time does allow For me to say the truth Just incase you really want to know I'm so in love with you

Just A Poem
Gone in a Moment Category: Life A long time union withered, something I never dreamed could occur. The bond we had was severed, my heart broken and shattered. It was about three years ago, that you fell in love with me. I was blind, I didn't know, or was I simply trying not to see? To each other forbidden fruit, I still could not utter. And from problems once minute, I soon began to smother. Less than one year later, by you I was smitten. I didn't need a translator to see I had been bitten. More and more I loved you, spent all my days and nights. Knowing what I had to do, on you I locked my sights. Although we hadn't even meant, our love became so strong. But doubt soon began to set, conclusions that were wrong. For nearly two years we hung on tight, then in a moment it was gone. You just gave up without a fight, because you thought I'd done you wrong. Through my jealousy and mistrust, our love was torn apart. Before it was even discus

Just A Great Freakin Start To My Week
Ok so I'm on my way to work, I'm actually ahead of time, I'm doin good. I'll be early for once! Yay! Or so I thought..... While on my way to work, (if you live in Chambersburg or atleast know the area) I was On Rt 30, right by the M&T bank by Walmart. Theres a cop following me, He turns on his lights, I go to pull over, well thanks to all that fun fancy work that PENDOT did, There is no place to pull over, so I have to go to Tractor Supply. He tells me that I can go ahead and pull up into the parking lot. I do. The Cop comes up all Smart ass and rude, and was like Hi my name is blah blah blah from the Pennsylvania State Police, do you know why I pulled you over? UMMM NO? YOu should know dumb ass! So he proceeds to tell me that My Registration is expired, asks me if I knew about it.... No I didn't. He asks to see my License, registration, and my insurance card. I give him all that. It dont help tht My address isn't up to date. I thought when i did all that shit at the P.O that it was

Just To Say "hi"
Well thought I would just drop a blog and say howdy to all. Not much going on here, just resting from surgery and all went well. Man without all the boobs I can see my toes, lol. But unfortunately I do miss them but I like my new size. So catch me up on things. Been gone a while. Not much here, its December and 83 degrees during the day and 70 at nite, not cool, not normal. Merry Christmas to all! Ready to start the new year guys? Free Comments & Graphics

Justice
Flaming red behind my eyes, shading all I behold with evil intent. Tainted hands upon ivory neck clasp, crushing grip to force out gasps. Iron claws with lethal force, tearing life out with no remorse. The body shakes with dying spasms, soul leaning towards the yawning chasm. With life’s last breath a grieving sigh, this is how they die.

Just A Update
Well just a little update. I had went to the doctors today because, I had hurt my knee. Well after many of x-rays and a MRI It seems I had torn a legement in my knee. Yes it does hurt like a son of a gun lol. anyway they have me in a knee brace. They have me on some pain meds which really makes me goofy lol. I will update you all when I find out more when I go back to the doctor.

Just A Common Soldier
~JUST A COMMON SOLDIER~ © 1987 A. Lawrence Vaincourt http://www.vaincourt.homestead.com/Common_Soldier.html He was getting old and paunchy and his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion telling stories of his past Of a war that he had fought in and the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies~~they were heroes, every one. And tho' sometimes to his neighbours, his tales became a joke, All his Legion buddies listened, for they knew whereof he spoke But we'll hear his tales no longer, for old Bill has passed away, And the world's a little poorer, for the soldier died today. He won't be mourned by many, just his children and his wife, For he lived an ordinary, quick and uneventful life Held a job and raised a family, quietly going his own way And the world won't note his passing, tho' a soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth, their bodies lie in state While thousands note their passing and proclaim that

Just To Fill You In...
You might have noticed that I havent been on much at all... I needed a break. Still doing the break thing but popping in everynow and then to check things out. I can say i dont like what im seeing by way of everyone knowing my business on here.. So im seriously thinking of leaving fubar. Hell i spend more time on myspace anymore anyway and a couple of game sites. if you want to be added on my myspace the url is www.myspace.com/shell1977. Only certain people will be added on there to protect myself and my children sorry. its best to email me on there first. and if your profile is new or has no pic either one you wont be added. but im out for the evening. getting ready to call Brad and wish him good night then head to bed myself. Im going to his house tomorrow so i wont be home till late if at all.

Just Poetry That A Friend Inspired
What beauty falls from open blouse tempting me to wept. I can only dream of touching, sucking nipple sweet. Wet dreams are sliding through my mind, the devil taunts me all the time. So far away, may I beg you please, give your nipples a lick and a squeeze for me. duke

Just Be True To Yourself!!!
"It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing... It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventures of being alive... It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it..... I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human... It's doesn't interest me if the story you are telling is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another

Just An Update
Welp the verdict is in .... As most of ya already know I was in a 3 car accident last month leaving me virtually unable to be by the PC as often ! It's not very comfortable to sit at my desk with my leg dangling down... I had an MRI last week on my knee ( leg ) .. went yesterday for the low down... I have something in the back of my leg thats torn, causing pressure on the rest of my knee leaving me in severe pain ! The only way to remotely repair the damage is to undergo surgery ! I looked over at my DR and rolled my eyes, and he simply said to me " as stubborn as I may be or think I am.. the only way to get this fixed is to go through with the surgery ! He tells me theres NO WAY OUT " ! His office called today, I am scheduled to see an ortho January 3rd ! Again, becuz this is the only Ortho that I want remotely near me with a knife I hafta wait til then to be seen . I'm okay with this but my DR isn't !!! He called and told the Ortho's office to put me on a " cancellati

Just Because
Suffocating in belief. Pacifying into nothing. I stay breathing and frozen. In this something so far forgotten. Remembering times full of nothing. And reconstructing all that was. Waiting on this missing moment. Holding on to a memory for far to long. And drowning in what I believe. But you will see me there. Carrying the withered and broken. Your savior of nothing. The martyr of your reflection.

Just A Dream
From underneath the shadows my fears seem to dissipate. The light in the distance never seemed so bright. Morphing into something almost unrecognizable, I freeze. As unmoving as the darkness, from which I came, I proceed with caution. Why now does this being choose to show itself? Evolving into something only seen unto the heavens, its light moves faster and brighter than nothing ever seen before. It seems to cry out as if only to me, completely overlooking all other forms. It is said that to witness such a thing is a miracle. So then why does this feel like nothing but a dream? I struggle to think of a way to introduce myself to its beauty, not knowing how to pull myself forever into its light. With little time left, it knows it’s shown itself for far to long. My given opportunity goes back, from which it came, never to show its light again. I struggle with my loss and fall back into the shadows. Remembering when I saw the most beautiful thing.

Just A Little Update, Or Maybe A Big One!
Hello my friends, I decided that my long absence (and only partial attention to my friends) could use an explanation... so for those of you who are interested, here you go! This year has been full of many exciting and not so exciting new experiences for me. One of the exciting ones was my promotion that led me to move to Kent. Kent itself is not that great, but it's okay (lots of mountain views... and I mean THE mountain, our absolutely gorgeous Mt. Ranier - which by the way is the highest in the lower 48) and the rent is nothing to spit at. The exciting part is/was the job that has given me a challenge and made my work experience a whole lot less boring. It's also stressed the hell outta me and I've been sick a lot, but I welcome the excitement of a new place to work and a new team to lead. Sadly, it requires a hell of a lot more time at work... so when you see the status as "working hard" or "working my a** off" that's what that means. Unfortunately, the less exciting p

Just A Lil Somethin I Wrote To Make Someones Mind Wander, Lol (he Knows Who He Is)
your boat rubs on something, drags and scratches, you sit up abruptly already scared, terrified of whats gonna happen next sunburnt chapped lips and pail, looking over the side only to see you've come across a deserted island. you struggle to get over the edge to touch land again, after several days of drifting you lay in the warm sand. Drained and exhausted head resting on the ground, eyes fluttering struggelling to stay opened. laying there you think to yourself, finally i have the strength eyes fluttering opened, looking around a bit dazed and to your surprise, you see a young beautiful long brown haired brown eyed woman. she's hovering over you, looking in to u'r eye's. you realize she is standing there with nothing on, nipples slighty exsposed through her long hair, and long enough it covers everything else. still exhausted u struggle to get up only to find your naked. this young woman leans to help you gently eases you to lay back down stroking the back

Just Wondering...
ok, so does it make me a lesbian if I go to a females page and rate her pics and/or say she is beautiful? I thought I was being nice, and appreciating a beautiful woman when I saw one- but a friend of mine said that some chick thought I was a lesbian or bi and that I wanted her. LOL Do any of you women out there have issues with another woman saying your beautiful? I find it more complimentary when a female says that to me, than a man. Because, lets face it girls, we are our competition. eh, just my opinion, for what its worth.

Just Want To Be Loved
y is it sooo hard im not a prick im not an asshole but yet i get dicked over and i dont know y do i deserve it do i not my heart is for the taking but it always gets broken im starting to feel like ill never find someone in life to spend time with somone to love to cuddle to kiss someone to settle down with start a family of my own and i know it takes time but time is running short im not getting any younger i would treat u like a queen never lie cheat or hurt u in any way and thats all i ask for in return so why does it torment me y do i let it bother me im not perfect but i am human and i do have a heart never claimed to b perfect but i try my best try to be i try and i try it isnt enough is it did i do something wrong? did i not show enough affention enough love? i know ppl say i will find the right one someday but sometimes it feels like she has already come and gone and yet still pops back in my

Just Relaxin
well wow this is my 1st blog on here..lol well i'm a single mom of a 6 yr old boy and a baby boy on the way in the next 2 months....dont drink the georgia water..lol thats what i tell my friends...ended up gettin preggo by the ex that i was with out there...and boy oh boy didnt think it would turn out this way but i would never ever change a thing bout it...well being preggo that is.. i love kids...and i love my son he is gonna be a big brother...he loves to put his hand on my tummy and feel the baby kick....heck he dont want me to move his hand but i move it just so the baby will stop kickin...i cant have nothin on my tummy or he will kick..lol...i can barely have my shorts and pants above the belly cuz he likes to kick so i end up wearin them right under the belly....i'm not as big in the belly as i was when i had my son thomas....but this time i'm just all belly..lol and 2 other places but not gonna mention them....i havent gained that much with this one either...which the doc's sa

Just A Thought
So 30,000 years ago there were two human species on earth - us and the Neanderthals. The Neanderthals never reached a very big population and could not survive as we could, theoretically due to lack of an ability to communicate and work as a team as we did in a more hostile environment. But what if they could have just held on a while longer? Maybe then we would have sensitive to their plight and felt like "human rights" applied to them too. I'll bet there would still be problems like kids making fun of them and stuff. Choirs would be walking in the snow singing and they would try to join in and just grunt real loud. We'd try to be polite, but come on, that would get old! We don't even do well among our own species so I know damned well we'd not put up with that shit! Maybe they're better off as fossils. Just a thought.

Just Let It Go
Swirling sea of emptiness Your world has made me broken Feel the motion of your ocean Just to see how the hate will flow I wanna be the one you run to And I wanna be your only one I wanna be the one you turn to And I wanna be the one You gotta believe me You cannot deceive me You gotta be my everything That I ever wanted Will you stand by me See what I see Will you be every little thing to me Loss of time is felt here Burning brick of mind Like a cancer growing In the minds of the divine Make a change, gotta rearrange Idle minds crushing time Sweet razor wound Deep down slice my groove Just let it go.

Just To Make U Feel Better
After having been through my first real love drama I know now why they say it makes you a better writer so if you have loved and lost like me then this is for you: How sweet the life I once pursued When all were fun and games And once through lifes raptures I perused My wild heart love could not tame Till the day my eyes beheld The angel in Disguise Twas then my heart felt love compelled And my mind was hypnotized Then she took me to her fields Her gold trimmed paradise Yet for all her wealth could yield Only her love would suffice So we sat in silent bliss Enjoying a euphoric state Enthralled inside a passionate kiss Unaware of the cruelty of fate And as we listened to the wind And the birds sang madrigals I heard the voice from deep within And my heart began to fall For then I knew the time had to come For us to say farewell And after all was said and done Only my heart could tell Now in reminiscent regret I spend my time ensued And think back

Just About Done
I have a myspace account that I never even check any more, because it's just so dead. You page just sits there. A friend got me hooked on fubar and the reason I liked it so well is I could post stuff I wrote or photos and dozens of people would see it, some would even enjoy it. That pretty much ended Sunday when the alerts here changed. Now the alert box has become so cluttered that people have shut theirs off and I can't blame them! What good does it do to get an alert that "friend john commented on his friend..." or "friend john commented on blog..."??? The change was not well thought out at all and the only thing it accomplished was putting more traffic in the mumms. I was talking to three friends tonight and no mater how they had their profiles set, they did not get alerts from me. And the worse part is, I am the kind of guy who likes to help where i can, but god forbid you are against any change, good or bad, or you get labeled a trouble maker, whiner, or retard, which is reall

Just Out Of Curiousity
I am the Perfect Boyfriend Boyfriend Application Name: Age: Hair Color: Hair Style: Eyes: Height: Weight: Birthday: Zodiac: Piercing/tattoos: Why do you want to be my Boyfriend? If I chose you to be my Boyfriend... what's the first thing you'd do with me or to me? What are your hobbies? How do you stay in shape? What kind of job do you have? What kind of car do you have? How's your credit? Do you fuss over looking good? Which side of the bed do you prefer? Do you like to cuddle? Do you stay still when you're sleeping or do you toss and turn? Do you do drugs and/or alcohol, if so what? What's your favorite feature about me? What is your best feature? Why would you make a great Boyfriend? What "anniversaries" do you celebrate? (ie one month six months one year ect.) Are you good at remembering important dates?(anniversaries, b-day ect.) How would yo

Just Letting Everyone Know ;)
Just letting everyone especially sisterhood and the ones i am closest to on here.To know that I will be in orlando on vacation wont be coming back til wednesday. Cant wait a much needed deserved vacation. Wishing everyone a great weekend, mu@@@h!

Just A Mom?
JUST A MOM? A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk 's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar." "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it, I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk pa

Just Thinking Out Loud
Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'? Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word? Why is i

Just Something I Need To Say...
I am not sure why I am writing this? I am sitting in the eye department of the Sydney hospital waiting for sue and her mum... and well I don’t know! Ok I was on myspaz yesterday and I just have to say this really pissed me off!! I was sending everyone a nice Christmas picture I made and on a few of them there comment section is covered by shit! So you just can’t leave them a message!! O.o now why the fuck even have a profile if the only way to leave you a comment is for you do leave one first!!!! I really HATE MYSPAZ!!!! If not for my, oh so cute and smexy lil sis I would have deleted that shit a long time ago! Hey I had my blood taken a while ago and forgot to share it with you all! ^_^ well I’m not contagious lol.... and no problems with most of me! BUT!.... I need to lose weight lol.... nothing unusual... I also have the blood pressure of a 50 year old...O.o... FUCK!! I am only fucking 24!?! I mean shit!!! I’m right fucking ready to pop! Being told this really scared the shit ou

Just Livid
First off, how stupid can you be to peek the interest of a computer person such as me then block my profile at the same time. I mean, c'mon send me a damned gift and be blocked ... that's nice. Yea, I am livid about this still even after some cool down time. I thought about calling her on this but why bother. My ex is obviously retarded enought to pull the stunt so here is the skinny. First off, cry me a river. I have only $150 to spend, per kid. That's 600 for her own children that she could spend to come here, get a room to spend christmas with them. Nope, she just expects me to make accomidations. But it gets better. This is the comment, verbatum on fubar: December 10, 2007 @ 9:58 am #32 of 51 I had my oldest when i was 16 and i was married for 9 yrs after that and all my kids have the same father so forgive me for leaving a drunk POS and remarring a man that loves me that already had 3 kids and no they my not be mine by blood but they are mine and I would and

Just Wondering
ok so this is my new blog. i gusse i should write whats on my mind. like why do people become you friend on here and never talk to you, or return rates? why can no one seem to ever answer any questions i have about this site why is it i cant seem to level as quicly as others

Just A Sunday!
Today has been an ordinary sunday.I spent a great deal of it in here!Then all of a sudden...Bam!Someone very generous sent me 5000FUBUCKS!Not once,but twice!I'm still speechless!I must have been a good girl,Santa been good to me today!A special friend of mine,finally got in touch with me!Wish it was in a physicall sense.But he is out of town....Anyway,I hope this coming week will show me some more pleasant surprises!I wish everyone a very merry Christmas.I love FUBAR!

Just My Opinion
Everyone on here post blog's and Mumm's and expectyou to go read and reply and comment. Well so did I and needed some help on a small matter, and not the first person replied or responded back. So from now on if you want my opinion or need me to help out, forget it want happen.

Just Got As An Email :d
I'd LIKE THIS BACK IF IT APPLIES A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! 'And what do you want?' the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,' he said without waiting f

Just Some Thoughts
Ok so I'm not much of a blogger. But I thought I'd give it a shot. Sometimes it's nice to just put your feelings down on "paper" so to speak. I'm not the most creative writer, but hey...we can't all have skills like that. So these past few weeks have been interesting for me. I've met someone that I've grown really close to. But I constantly worry I'll screw it up. Kinda sad huh? It's so hard...for me at least....to find someone who can see you for the person you truly are. I've dealt with negativity and name calling all my life. But this person seems to be genuine. She really makes me feel special and feel like I am normal, and not just some person everyone makes fun of. Anyway...just wanted to start my first blog off with that. Hopefully things will stay great. I wish all of you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Just Me
Well Here it is....well lets see I am a rodeo fan who use to ride and I love hockey I just think its the best sport out there and one of my Favorite teams is in the CHL the Youngstown Steelhounds, but my Faorite NHL team is the Detroit REDWINGS

Just Need Time
I just wanted to say hello to every one and to wish them all a very happy holidays. I am sorry that I haven't been on much lately. As most of you know the holidays are a tough time for me and I miss my daughter a great deal. I have also been suffering through some broken ribs and that has also had me down and away for a bit. I want to apologize to everyone for not being around that much and I do wish you all the very best and all the happiness. Please take care and I want to send hugs to each and everyone. Lots of love, Shane

Just A Thought
I was thinking it's amazing how we can laugh at other peoples misfortunes. Britney Spears going crazy and lopping off all her hair. People who wreck their cars. Laughing at the people who get cheated on. etc etc. We all have our little things that we know is wrong to joke about but, we do it. But, when that same stuff happens to us it's not so funny is it?... Not so funny when we are the ones getting robbed, getting broken ribs, getting diagnosed with diseases, getting the pain. hmm I dunno like I said just a thought.

Just Really Frustrated Right Now
Got a lot of things that just seem to be adding up deep inside me. Frustrated...... With myself for many things... Not having a car yet after my last one died on me months ago. Not having a job.....and now it winter and I am cooped up and having seasonal depression going on.... That only seems like those who would be someone good to hook up with are already taken or involved.... Tired of those who are involved or married just seeming like they would be into me if they were not....or being into me and thinking it is ok to be involved with others at the same time. Not right. Frustrated that I cannot seem to find someone to be serious about me and mean it. Someone who treats relationships right and not like some kind of game. Tired of people just vanishing on me. Tired of me pushing away people......I usually do it if it deals with someone I cannot let myself get too close to.....or I am just afraid I will end up hurt like usually happens......or I end up thinking I am not

Just Thought I Would Share Some More With Ya
Candles are a gift of light, A tiny sun, a bit of star. No other dancer in the night Dances with such sheer delight, Little souls serene and bright, Each a glimpse of what we are Shining innocent and pure. *************************************************** Sitting under the mistletoe Sitting under the mistletoe One last candle burning low, All the sleepy dancers gone, Just one candle burning on, Shadows lurking everywhere: Some one came, and kissed me there. Tired I was; my head would go Nodding under the mistletoe No footsteps came, no voice, but only, Just as I sat there, sleepy, lonely, Stooped in the still and shadowy air Lips unseen - and kissed me there. ************************************************ Christmas is a time for Love Christmas is a time for Love; a time for Joy and Peace; A time to trim the Christmas Tree and a time to stuff the geese. It's a time when we can come together, however far or near; To shed a little hope into a

Just In One Of Those Moods..
[Not for anyone in particular. I just felt like writing a little something.. ] Just like always, you come in to ruin the day. Never again will I trust what you say. I hate that little note you left. And the way it was folded just so right. Makeup all over the place. Lookin' like a fuckin' disgrace. I hate the pieces you left. And the way I just can't breathe right. Listening to that overplayed love song. Realizing you're really gone. I hate that you left. And the way I don't feel right. It's a damn good thing I don't need you anymore. Because if I did, the blood would be all over the floor. ---By Britny R. 2007

Just Another Poem
Bees swarm along the fragile edge of darkness. Open wounds attract blood-hungry flies. Near my heart lie savage little souls Neatly arrayed to feast upon my life. In eight days God will be through with miracles. Even so, life is a gift of love. So how does one enjoy this gift of love, Even as one moves from light to darkness? There is no moment free of miracles, However swift and deep one's passion flies. Glory is the dancing quark of life, Alight with love and lust in all our souls. Born of the cataclysm, our burgeoning souls Race towards infinity, love Infinite, lust infinite, life Eternal as light billowing into darkness. Little do we see how far it flies As we spin through Earth-bound miracles. Nor can we comprehend these miracles. Darkness is the center of our souls, Like still black water in the moonlight. Love Is of this emptiness; unburdened, it flies Swiftly in widening circles, skimming the darkness, A motion outward at the heart of life. More c

Just Because
Why do we do the things we do. Are we looking for some reward from someone else. The only person I have to impress in life is me. When I go to bed at night, I want to know I did the best I could to make life easier for someone else. I am what I am, take it or leave it.

Just Thoughts
As we travl along this road we call life, obstacles are thrown in our path - some small, some large, some even seem unmountable at the time. But, things happen for a reason, at times its hard to see what that reason is. The same as people enter your life for a reason. Today is a gift to put wrong what we did yesterday, so we dont make the same mistakes tomorrow. Whatever we do or say yesterday can never be taken back. Yesterday is History, Today is the future. If you have someone special in your life tell them now, dont wait till tomorrow, as tomorrow never comes "If Tomorrow Never Comes" Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping She's lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That

Just Thinking
Well, I ended up having a pretty interesting day yesterday. I had a status fight with my former friends, Kerri and Jay. For some reason they just don't believe I wish them well in their new found love for each other. But I truly do wish them well. During that silly spat with them they called me names and I not once cussed at them or called them names. Why is it some people resort to cussing and name calling when the truth hurts? But I do need to apologize to Kerri cause I did say some mean stuff and I upset her when I should have been the BETTER person and stopped. She is battling cancer and she doesn't need to get upset...but she did start it. It won't happen again, I promise you that. At least not with me. Now Jeff....is another story. I don't tell him what to do cause he is a big boy and had a mind of his own. I tell him I don't want him to bother anyone but most of the times he is defending me and my feelings.....and I will say it again...what people say in their comme

Just In 2 More Weeks.....
School starts here very very soon. I may not be online to update my friends, but I will do my best. I am taking 4 classes this Winter. I will update about my classes about half way though. Until then I wish you all a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

Just Love Me...
just love me... just love me for who I am, even if I'm moody, even if I'm crappy, even if i'm bitchy, even if i hate the color red.. just please love me.. I just want to feel like I'm worth a dime, I want to feel your love so tight around me it's hard to breath. I wish upon a star everynight that god keeps you safe and you wake up with a smile of your face. I love you so much that when I think about you I want to hear your voice, so i have the comfort of telling you how much you mean to me... I worry when i dont hear from you at the same time every night, I worry about you being in a unknown place, I worry about you in my dreams. I think about you all the time, I wonder if you do the same. I just want to be loved for me, and you to know I will forever and always love you for you no matter what. you are my world and will never be less..... I love you.. you know who you are, Forever & always me and you! Written by: Mrs Tabby Spitzer

Just A Lil Stuff
Well Christmas is no longer creeping up on me.. its coming too fast lol. Hopefully tonight I will get the last of my shopping done. I am pretty much done with David's stuff.. mostly need things for my nephews. It will be nice to have David for Christmas again. Last year was the first in a long time we split the day. Usually she says she doesn't want him. I asked my family to skip my presents and put whatever they would spend for me towards David. He wanted an xbox 360 and i just couldn't afford it right now. So I got him a few games and asmall digital camera. More than I can afford, but its Christmas. Work has been busy. Wrapped up 2 sites this week and did some minor work on another. I have more waiting for me in the morning. If we stay this busy the money troubles will work out. I need some Christmas cookies!!!!! That's it for now.. nothing much to say. I just felt like making a lil blog lol.

Just Beyond The Sunset
Just beyond the sunset Someone waits for me Just beyond the sunset Lies my destiny Where the purple mountains Lie in deep tranquility There I’ll find the treasure Of love eternally Just beyond the sunset Waits someone so fair Just beyond the sunset All alone they wait there Their hair is golden The colour of the sand Their eyes sparkle in the night Like diamonds in your hand Just beyond the sunset Lies a home for me Where the world is peaceful Like a paradise should be Just beyond the sunset Someday is where you’ll find me

Justin Timberlake - Until The End Of Time
"Until The End Of Time" Listen Woke up this morning Heard the TV sayin' something 'Bout disaster in the world and It made me wonder where I'm going There's so much darkness in the world But I see beauty left in you girl And what you give me let's me know That I'll be alright 'cause if your love was all I had In this life Well that would be enough Until the end of time So rest your weary heart And relax your mind Cause I'm gonna love you girl Until the end of time You've got me singing Oh whoa, yeah Oh whoa, yeah Everybody sing Oh whoa, yeah Everybody singing Oh whoa yeah Now if you're ever wondering About the way I'm feeling Well baby girl there ain't no question Just to be around you is a blessing Sick and tired of trying to save the world I just want to spend my time with you girl And what you're giving me Let's me know that we'll be alright. 'cause if your love was all I had In this life Well that would be enough Until the end of time

Just Some Things About Me That May Interest U
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: dawn Birthday: february 15 Birthplace: brooklyn ny Current Location: raleigh nc Eye Color: chocolatey brown Hair Color: dark & light brown mid-back length dreds Height: 5'7" Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: african american and american indian cherokee The Shoes You Wore Today: blk/red jordans Your Weakness: sexy white smiles and broad round shoulders Your Fears: i fear nothing but the lord Your Perfect Pizza: extra chz, green peppers, pepperoni onions & beef Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a job working for the city answering 911 calls Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: just showin some love Thoughts First Waking Up: time to feed the baby Your Best Physical Feature: breasts, smile, dairy-aire, dreds Your Bedtime: varied depends on when i can get my kids to bed Your Most Missed Memory: 1999 raves, friends, mollies, green

Just Read
no god damn gf for a fuckin while now.... still have feelings for the bitch of an ex i shouldnt mainly bc i dont have anyone to share any feelings with so i just dwell fuck life sux right now!!! tryin to get into trucking have zero fuckin money tryin to sell shit but its not workin in my favor.... the only car i had to drive is not reg any more..... and i dont have tho money to bring it current and smog the fucker!!! dads stressed bc my mom goes in for surgery!!!!! my lil bro goes in for surgery.... wtf kind of xmas is this!!!! last year my fucking gma dies then my great gpa..... we have to pay for 3 fuckin houses bc the rest of my family slacks on fuckin payments.... i have no fucking job at the moment so i just spent my last 20 to get my dad to work!!!! THIS IS FUCKED!!!!!! my chevy is fuckin knockin so i cant drive it, i just baught a god damn carb for it... and now i have to swap the motors.... yet in the background when ever i try to do anything constructive my dad just sees it as

Just Wanted To Share:
Just wanted to share: I got an email today at the bank. A customer was in an Evansville Cinnabon store and paid with her debit card. When they gave it back to her she just put it in her purse with her receipt. Later that day she checked online and her card had been used all over town. She checked her purse and had someone else's card who she later found out had the same thing happen to them and it wiped out their entire bank account. Obviously you give them your card and they give you one they have already stolen and maxed out. You most likely won't find out until you try to use it or check your balances. This will work with all credit cards not just debit cards! After checking with police and the bank apparently this is happening alot around here. If this happens notify the bank immediately to stop your card. You only have 24hrs to report it lost or stolen to get all of your money back. Otherwise, you will be responsible for a portion of the stolen purchases.

Just The First One.. Meet Kelly
My sister Kelly Jo Marlene Good born in 1969. She was the best person I ever met. She had downe syndrome.... for those of you who do not know what that is... it is eing with an extra orless one chromosone.. also called mongoloid.. retarded.. She was born at a time when they wanted nothing to do with this. My mother and father fought tooth and nail to gt her everything she should have had. For those of you with children how would you like to hear from the doctor "put her away in an institution and forget about her. have some REAL babies". I will go forward in time. what I know about her and why I call her my Hero. I am 34 now.. I look around.. she has been gone for almost 5 years.. and I feel the love sucked out of that which is around me. I remember her love.. her counting down the days till special events... 10.. 9 .. 8.. 7.. ... christmas birthdays .. every holiday.. when someone is coming to visit her... When you came or went no matter how long or short she would give yo

Just Lust
Lust is that look he gives you that you can’t resist. Lust is how you crave him to pin you at the wrist. Lust is how wild you feel clawing at his flesh. Where there is love, There is lust, No matter what you hear from above. Lust is that feeling you get when you watch her hips sway, Lust is that tempting feeling we get everyday. Lust is that urge to grab this and pinch that, And how you can’t take your eyes off of her back. It’s the love you have for their skin, And how you want to rush on in. It’s the reason you close your eyes when a hand runs up your thigh. Lust is that voice telling you to shove her up against the wall. That temptation to push up her skirt, and fuck here in the hall. This is why, if you try, you can have any one at all It’s the reason people do what they do, The reason you have to Reassure yourself that they really do Love you. Lust is what blinds you, Lust is what Binds you. Lust can tear you up from the inside out, And throw all these emotion

Just Thinking
Well as you all know I haven't been around much lately....I am thinking about maybe canceling my account on here. I haven't wanted to be on much. If I do decide to cancel it I will write the people I wanna keep in touch with and give you either my MySpace or Yahoo name. Chris

Just How It Is I Guess
Loving you Isnt the right thing to do How can I ever change things That I feel If I could Maybe Id give you my world How can i When you wont take it from me You can go your own way Go your own way You an call it Another lonely day You can go your own way Go your own way Tell me why Everything turned around Packing up Shacking up is all you wanna do If I could Baby Id give you my world Open up Everythings waiting for you You can go your own way Go your own way You an call it Another lonely day You can go your own way Go your own way

Just Plain Wrong
Please take a look at this mumm I saw. The mum isn't wrong...but the reason the guy wrote it is fucked up!!! The person that caused the mumm is an ass. The one who wrote the mumm deserves 10's and 11's!! I rated the asshole a 1 then blocked his stupid ass. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=265557

Just My Thoughts, Take It Or Leave It.....
To clear up misconceptions: ~~ I believe that war is a necessary evil. It has, is, and will always be so. I am not in government, and dont know all there is to know about world politics, so I cant really say whether or not I believe in this current confrontation, I am just grateful that it is not here! ~~ I wanted to be enlisted, even went through Naval ROTC, but made some mistakes in my youth, and forfeitted my rights to fight, formally, for my country. Therefore, I teach my children patriotism by fighting the good fight on my home soil, to whatever extent possible. There is a 1/2 burnt flag hanging in my house, that I battled a large crowd to rescue. I am proud of it, as are my children, because it is my way of doing what i can. ~~ "When I was a child, I thought like a child. Now that I am a man, I put aside childish things....." It's a Bible verse, and one that changed my life. Now that I am an adult, and think as such, I realize that nothing is free. If a man buys me a

Just As (phoenix)
Just when I was sure, I knew where I was going A man appeared and confused my mind. Made all my questions seem worth knowing Every word I seem to hang on Simply because he speaks. Rare this one is, even more so that I'd find. A soul worth sharing my own desires Vehemently I try to hide my own fledgling eyes Entering into a world unknown is how I feel inside Never holding back a word, a thought…or even a deed. Just as I was sure I knew where I was headed A fork was placed in my path now I'm standing still Many think I've gone insane, I'm not quite sure I mind Every day I talk to him, more interesting facts I find. Still I'm nervous scared I guess you could say Roaming in my conscience Aware of feelings I hold Vehemently traveling shaken like I'm cold Entering into a world so unlike my own Never looking back, and never being so bold. The Dark Tower Tet Contents

Just Wondering Something
Why is it that so many people fear anything and everything they do not understand? why is it so hard for people to be open to learning new things? its not going to kill you ya know..it may just make u a better person for being able to say, hey this wasn't so bad and i feel i've become a better person for learning this........

Just Random Ranting
Ok. You get an invite into a lounge. You go in, sit for a minute, get asked to subscribe, so you do it. Then you leave, and forget all about the place... I don't know how many times I've done that. So I sit here and go thru my list of lounges, which is vast, and determine which to keep and which to drop. I go into a lounge, hit unsubscribe, and move on to the next one...only to find that there IS NO UNSUBSCRIBE OPTION!! Shouldn't really matter. Just don't go in there. But it annoys me. I don't know if it is intentionally hidden, or if it's a fubar glitch in select lounges, but it annoys me. One lounge I went in to unsubscribe from had no unsubscribe link. I made a comment about it before I left, and was almost immediately contacted by a lounge staff member stating that they could do it for me, but would I reconsider...Why? I asked. Because you don't start drama, and you're fun. Well naturally, this is true. So ok, I will stay in that one. On to the next one, where AGAIN

Just A Reminder For Local Friends
I would like to invite you all to come up to Down The Hatch North in Mt Morris for their Christmas Party..Its gonna be alot of fun...There will be a 50 50 drawing as well as cheap jello shots and shooters...There will not be any drink specials but I know the manager-bartender personally and she will be making the drinks extra strong...For u beer drinkers you can get a small pitcher for 3.00 and a large pitcher for 6.00....Gene the dj will also be there suppling over 80,000 songs for karaoke or even if u just want to hear something....I hope to see you all there...I will be up there at about 9pm and staying till close...Again hope to see you all there :-) ~Danielle~

Just Want To Say Thanks For Everything
I know she does alot of contest and giveaways, but I just like to take this time to tell her thanks for everything she does to make Fu Barring even better. Thank you for everything you do Stephanie.. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Kenneth

Just Want To See Who Cares Enough To Read This
Feeling a little down. It's chritmas time when every one is supose to be happy. Just found out I'm not going to get to see my daughter on Christmas nor Christmas EVE. Her wounderful dad has made plans. My brothers birthday is today. Never really got to know him since he's been in jail most of my life. So he spends yet another year of my life sitting behind bars. And I get to spend another Christmas being single. Ok guess I should stop being so picky hmmmm not. Thought maybe putting my thoughts here would help, didnt work lmao. Fuck it, I'm going shoping.

Just To Start
Hello everyone. Just starting this so I will make it brief. This is my feelings pages and I will share my views openly for I am an open person with nothing to hide and I am very blunt. Hope to get some feed back and comments on these as i will be blogging quite regularly. ~Dave~ Man, what do you do when you are horny and no one wants to help you out or you cant find someone to be intimate with? When you do not feel well or you are involved then everybody wants to be with you. Quit being so opposite and start being more open minded. You Never know what could come from it. TTYS all.

Just Alittle About Me
Well lets see i am 39 and have 3 kids. 2 boys and 1 girl. I live in Texas. I am on here to meet new ppl and have fun. I am married so NO i am not on here to meet any new men I have 1 and thats enough for me. If you would like to get to know me better please fill free to add me or send me a message. Thanks and may God Bless You All....cyaaaaaaaa

Just Me Again
Well, 3 months down. Tomorrow is Christmas. Today is my mom's birthday, and yes, I have called her. I have a Christmas Tree, it's not much, but a tree. It has some gifts under from family, but it's just not the same. I have the phone, and the internet, but it's just not the same. Granted, it has gotten cold. Really cold. It's been about 45 at night, and highs in the 50s or 50s, it's just cold. It even rained the other day. I know, it's colder than that in the states, but you know what, in the states, it does not get up into the 100s for months on end. I went to the promotion board on December 3rd. If all goes well, and I don't screw up in the next week, on the 1st I'll become a Staff Sergeant in the United States Army. WOOHOO!! Promotion. More money, and more responsibilities. I really miss grass. I mean real live actual grass in the yard. We have grass in front of our headquarters building, but, we can't walk on it. I want to take my shoes off and

Just A Thought
love this thought I would pass it on Trust me it's paradise..This is where the hungry come to feed.. For mine is a generation that circles the globe in search of something we haven't tried before. So never refuse an invitation. Never resist the unfamiliar. Never fail to be polite and never outstay your welcome. Just keep your mind open and suck in the experience. And if it hurts? You know what? It's probably worth it. You hope and you dream, but you never believe that somethings going to happen for you, like it does in the movies and when it actually does, you expect it to feel different, more visceral, more real..I was waiting for it to hit me....-orbital

Just A Few Quick Things...
1. Go to www.bangmagone.com and check it out! My best friend owns runs and operates it. If it does well online it will soon be in print in stores! 2. Let's help me boost me level please!!! I have added a few pics and updated a few other things as well.. That is all for now. Love you all! Mistie

Just Letting Some Friends Know...
In case anyone notices that I have deleted everything off my page, no, I'm not deleting my account or anything. Over the few days I will be redoing my whole page. I removed everything to start over. I know most never look, but the few who do, I didn't want them to think I was leaving FUBAR or anything. Thanks for your time guys & gals... I just hope I can do a better job with my page, make it new & fresh and maybe just a little different too. Have a great day out there in FUBAR LAND !!!

Just For You
Some days are simply harder than most Those are the days with this lump in my throat Some days I miss you more than I should Cry for no reason, even if I feel good Some days I yearn for your body to lie next to mine While I wish for the heavens to give me a sign Some days I laugh at your silly little grunts I giggle to show you I am strong. It's my front. Some days I can feel your kisses on my closed eyes Other days, I believe in my minds fabricated lies. Some days I want nothing more than to hold your hand Watch the sunrise from the ocean, our toes in the sand Some days I am a better person than I think Those are the days I like to wear pink Some days I am ok with everything between us Others I miss you so damn much I start to fuss. Some days I just want to bask in your glow While the wind shakes my core with its burly blow Some days I want to hold you tighter, closer to my heart Others I dream of you whispering " I hate when we are apart." Some days I wish

Just A Simpledream 2 U
you dont need to remind me of my place i stand alone as if in any space whether you are on the phone or on a trip i play invisible tightening my lip watching your life unfold my eyes wander, my mind wonders no i will not ask you to put no man asunder i am in my place, whether it's yours or mine and i will be gone when again you decide it's time.

Just A Moment
Just a Moment Just a moment of your time, That's all i need. Just to have you alone, I'm shaking at the knees. I need to know what i feel is true, I need someway to just break through. Too many thoughts cross my mind. But i dont know what your feeling, I could be reading you wrong everytime. Such a big risk, Without knowing how i'll land. If it all went wrong, I'ld be sinking in quick sand. Rhiannon Michelle Daumann

Just Think
To me every day you wake up is a good day. Seems no matter whats good or bad in your life, someone elses is always worst. Every day I pray for our troops in harms way. Every day I also pray for others less blessed than myself. Just think in a country like ours people suffer every day from something. I thank God every day for what I have because for me, though I continue to work every day, it could always be worst. Just keep that in mind!

Just Curious Bear...
So there's a "friend" I had and he seemed to just walk out of my life overnight and that was it. I am starting to think that I am doing something wrong to push friends away and of course he talks to me when I hunt him down on here and he SWEARS that he's pushing everyone away but it sure is funny how he thinks I'm stupid enough to really think he aint talking to none of his other friends. I ain't blind. Now what really upsets me about this whole thing is that his other "friends" could give a fuck less about HIM as a person...it's all about them all the time...can we say conceited...but when a REAL friend comes into his life and wants to be there for HIM and be his rock and his support system, he pushes that person away so fast. I just don't understand what I have done wrong...I miss my friend. He knows alot about me and I could use him for once right now as I go through this hard time...it's just sad to think that he would rather be on Fubar talking to his fake friends here who don't g

Just Stay
Just Stay A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. 'Your son is here,' she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings,

Just Whining And Complaining
I'm just venting, whining, complaining today. I hate that I'm going to be alone on New Year's. I'm gonna be the "7th" wheel so to speak amongst 3 other couples who are having a party at my best friend's house. I appreciate the invite, but I know I'm going to be sitting there absolutely miserable while they are all lovey dovey on each other (cause thats how they all are, because they have great relationships like that). I know I shouldnt feel envious and jealous of the fact that they have this type of relationship with each other (all 3 couples do), but its so hard when I've delt with the shit end of things for so long, and now I'm off on my own and still alone like I was for so long anyway. That's what really gets to me I guess. Wishing that a good man would come along and sweep me off my feet and treat me right instead of the way I had become accustomed to being treated. Someone who wants me for me,my personality and the awesome, giving, loving , caring, passionate and kind individu

Just Another Day
sam sat in his living room..there was not a thing on tv but action movies and soap operas which bored him to tears. he led a life of boredom, losin most his friends to getting married, or moving to other locations, he had no family left cept a few who didnt bother to call, write, or even visit. he had nothing to lose or gain, just another day in his boring life in hell. The loneliness crept into his life like so much mold on bathroom wall...it was killing him tho he fought it off like so much mud. Suicide was out of the questiuon he didnt believe in that, not because he was religious. oh hell no...he chuckled to himself but why waste a perfectly good human like him? he stood up from his recliner and went into his kitchen finding a beer he bought last night in the fridge he popped the top and drank some hoping to catch a buzz, but nadas happened..."figures" he said quietly to himself....he strode back to his room turned the tv onm his fave channel an d flopped on the bed...took anoth

Just Another Mind Booger
AN OBLIVION. MY DECEPTION. BREAK TO PIECES AND BURY MY EYES. I DONT WANT TO HIDE OR SEEK. I WANT TO BE IN STILL SILENCE. AWAY FROM HERE. AWAY FROM YOU. CALL ME WHAT U WILL. NEVER KNOWING THE MEANINGS TO THESE WORDS YOU SPEAK. NOTHING. YOUR THOUGHTS. NOTHING. YOU. AT THIS POINT WE CAN BURN. ASH TO ASH. LAYN OUT. STILL TRYING TO CATCH THE LAST FLAME FOR AIR. FOR A POINT. FOR A REASON TO PRETEND. -ANNA

Just A Shout Out To My Fubarian Friends
Just a quick note to say hello to all my fubarian friends, It's been a bit since I've graced you all with my presence hehe, yea I know some of you are just overly delighted, don't worry, the new year is upon us and perhaps my sarcasm will just get better, woot woot . Seriously hoped each and every one of you had a fantastic holiday. Love your fucastic friend Tequla Sunrise xxxxxxxxxx

Just Say Hello
HELLO EVERY ONE THERE MY FRIENDS AND MYFAMILLY AND MY FANS HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR ALL OF U THERE JUST I TRY TO DROP SOME LOVE FOR EVERY ONE I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO JOING ALL OF U ON THE FUBAR I WISH THE LUCK FOR ALL OF U I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO MEET ALLOF U POP

Just Whining And Complaining Again
I have to whine and complain again... people around me are too damn happy. Everyone around me as always finding new loves, renewing old relationships and being in love, etc etc etc. BAH HUMBUG I'm tired of it. I just want to shut myself off from all of it. One more person tells me about how happy they are and they've found love and they're back to gether with their true love, or their marrying their true love ...I'm gonna smack them. I get tired of hearing it and they don't take into consideration the frame of mind I've been in with being alone on the holidays...well...being alone period... I am so damn miserable. When you think you come across someone you could see yourself with...they backtrack on ya and dont want you after all...what the hell is it with people? Thats it...I'm not what I thought I was i guess. No one wants a good woman that will treat them with the love,loyalty,care,passion,respect that comes with being with a good woman gets you. Maybe if I become a two timing n

Just To Let You All Know...
i havent been online for some time now because i dont have internet service at this time. my mom decided not to pay the bill so she could spend all the money on x-mas and i'm mad about it!! anyway, hopefully i will be back on soon. thanks to all who sent me birthday wishes and x-mas greetings!! love you all!!

Just A Thought That Someone Has Shared With Me
This morning when God opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded: "Please, take care of the person who is reading this message, their family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much" The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end. This message works on the day you receive it. Let us see if it is true. ANGELS EXIST but sometimes, since they don't all have wings, we call them TRUE FRIENDS. Pass this on to your true friends. Something good will happen to you at 11:11 in the evening; something that you have been waiting to hear.

Just For A Laugh
1)Can you cook? 2) What was your dream growing up? 3) What talent do you wish you had? 4)If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5) Favorite vegetable? 6) What was the last book you read? 7) What zodiac sign are you ? 8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9) Worst Habit? 10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11) What is your favorite sport? 12) Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14)Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15) Tell me one weird fact about you: 16)Do you have any pets? 17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18) What was your first impression of me? 19)Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22)What color eyes do you have? 23) Ever been arrested?

Just A Memory
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! Just a memory sometimes, On an overcast day,a haze of smoke moves about, The rain is falling as she listens to a distant voice, somehow sadly,singing a song, a death smeared song of an era long gone, Just a memory sometimes, Illuminated back wall of rose red lights, so strange,so old and piercing, And the rhythm dragged out, a melodious haunting plea,the song mood indigo, Enter the faceless man in black, Is he her fate? a dangerous destiny ? Just a memory sometimes, Of a room like a cold black box, She does not sleep this night, Insomnia, a black knight,a sleepless night, No valium, the night passes in black organza song

Just A Sad Little Story/poem
My baby has a thirst for speed, Also, an ever growing need that nothing can satisfy. For nothing nor anything knows what that particular need is you see, No, not even she. She tries to ignore the black cloud that grows above her head. The black darkness that picks up speed as she drowns herself in music and pictures. These things she can use to forget, To somewhat ignore this nuisance if only for alittle while. She used to find comfort in my arms. This is true. She can't seem to anymore and in her eyes I see the terror. For if comfort can't be found in my arms then there is nowhere. She hides her terror as she silently runs. Runs to my arms then out again. Runs to my love yet falls within its grasp. Somehow she appears to get off track. Why are you so lost my dear? How come you can't find the comfort you seek? Why is it that your flame is dying, and more scars show upon thy skin? My love is ever burning, As it's always been..... Why is it I do not see it's fl

Just Passing Through; Reflections Of 2007 And Predictions For 2008
2007 Reflections and Prepictions for 2008 well 2007 have been a crazy year but how many people say that now a days it seems that each passing year turns out to be crazier than the the one before. And its always about the same thing Drama this drama that...I'm boy crazy...I girl Crazy she/he broke my heart blah blah blah. I however will put an end to that I will speak about the good thing that came out of 2007 of course Rehash made it through aother year and will keep doing so in years to come...SAE the greatest Fraternity in the universe I love all you guys even the doosh bag brett lol jk. I have become a better lyricist thanks to heartbreak and the ever forgiving cocaine. its been good kid real good...I have realized that the pen is my sword and my words are...Lethal! and finally Mandy the sweet woman that ushered in 2007 with me. I write about you because you have become a big part of my life. I met you in 2007 and it has been a strong year for both of us; nothing can

Justice For All On Court Tv
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Just Killing It
the SEPT 16 was the date of birth from there was the alpha to the omega...which way to go but i know come to realize that people notice the loud guy from the eastside many hoplessness I try to celebrate life, most of the time I do it with a pen in my hand just a name in the page n the page that has been just from the motor city madness, act like Im famous BUT still nameless in places like Vegas a love hate relationship now its time to keep the demons Out of mind out of site but some to weak to fight I stand beside every word I write I wrote many of my words to find me a wife it dont matter as long I mean everything set from these symbols of visions that I think I decided to do it all to make myself feel OK I have earned ever scar I wear I earned even the ones I pretend I dont deserve But I don't question God has vision even if UGLY now its in last place , Like I never thought I would now caught a bad case like I was overstood now it seem like a termination day for

Just How Long
glitter-graphics.com Never say "I love you" if you don't really care" Never talk about feelings if they arent really there Never hold my hand if your gona break my heart Never say you're going to... if you never plan to start. Never look in my eyes if all you do is Lie Never say "Hello" When what you really mean is "Good-bye" If you really mean forever... You really would have tried. Never say forever... Cuz forever made me cry

Just Thoughts...................................
Well I must say 2007 was a very trying year with alot of hardships and trials but also full of wonderful memories too......One memory is when I joined CherryTap on May 14th, now its called FUBAR......I have made some great friends and I do appreciate all the kind comments on my profile, and pictures and just to kindess yall have shown me...I have also found out that we come here to have fun and relax .............and alot of times we have BS and too much DRAMA..........Life is too short to have negative feelings and this is the internet...so who knows what is real anymore.........All I know is the jealousy that some ppl have because I visit a friends page is just ridiculous......and because of that BS I lost a good friend......But dont worry that wont make me leave FUBAR.....I just decided if I have too I just block the ppl that calls me any problems...........Anyways thankyou for all your friendships and your continued support.....May you all have a very Happy New Year.........

Just One Rate!!! 5 Secs Of Your Time Pls!!
Hi! Me and my baby are in a FuCouple of the year Contest. IF you could help us out by just clicking on the picture below which will link to you the photo and rating our picture, it would mean alot to us. If you do help us out pls leave me a comment here so I can show some love back to you. For your one rate, I will rate your page and your default pic 11s. No need to leave comments unless you want to as its a RATES ONLY Contest.!!! Thank you!! Much Love!!

Just A Quick Note....
...I just wanted to let everyone know that I am indeed still alive and kicking, though right now it feels like I'm getting kicked...the end of last year was pretty rough, but things are looking up! Once the kids go back to school maybe I can actually find time to log in more than once a month! I hope everyone had a great holiday season. Keep smiling Anjeleyes

Just Stuff I've Learned
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about ST

Just Random Stuff
These are great you guys!! Enjoy!!! In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S.Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ------------------------------------------- Th

Just Here
I want to leave this place Just to get away and feel the breeze upon my face And just be myself By leaving this place behind and everything else. As i sit here in this chair I feel this emptiness inside my soul Praying that questions will be answered for the stories in my life untold As i stare out my window thinking about my past I think of how i use to be and why it didnt last Everyday I walk around with a fake smile Knowing that the pain inside of me will hurt only for a little while Sometimes when i'm alone i want to cry And other times i want to crawl inside myself and die As i think to myself I feel that i will never see happiness, never containing my insanity Because of the thoughts and criticism of the people around me One day I will understand my life's Plan That is in store for me In this world of hatefulness and cruelty And let go of the pain that is holding on inside of me

Just Some Words.
Ok here is the thing, i have found here on Fubar, an alarming amount of Master's that allow Thier submissives to act jealous and bratty and create situations, that i have found 9 out of 10 times, is a bunch of shit. Well i for one am so freakin finished with that kind of crap, so You as a Master want to allow Your sub to top from the bottom, that is on Your hands, i dont have a problem with that, but leave me and my friends out of it. Trust me the drama is not worth my time, nor any of theirs, i would just as soon block You and Your submissive before i deal with any kind of false accusations whether it be towards my friends or myself. i love having contact with a large variety of people here, and enjoy my time with both Master's and submissive along with vanilla people, but i will tell You all this. i serve One, He is the owner of my heart, my mind, my spirit, my soul, and my body, i do not and will NEVER play with Another. i have a wonderfully close friend of mine who has been accused

Just Moved...need Help!!!!
I just moved to the lansing area and I am in need of a bed/mattres, computer desk & chair,tv stand, sofa, chair, pullo-out sofa-bed and anything else house hold. I am in need of a car as well. I'm looking to spend 100 to 400 to buy, must run and run good, don't care what it is (NO STICKSHITFS PLS!!) I don't wanna die...LOL I can make payments if over a 100 bux. If you know of anyone that could help me out I would greatly apper. Let them know they can mail me on here. I will be checking daily! Sincerly, Romae and thank you for your help!!

Just Call Me Dints And Crazy!!
Ok all here is how it is, I planned on leaving the bar for good and even went as far as giving my daughters all my fubucks I could, but they have asked me to please reconsider as they don't want me to go. I mean it's not like I was leaving them, themselves but since I am very close to my children and try to do all I can to make them happy, so-be-it. I have lots of friends here who really didn't want me to go either. So the easy solution is to get an external hard drive to hold everything the mail drive don't need. So that is what I did for my Christmas present to myself. This way I will have the room/memory needed to allow this site to run without bogging down my system. So the long and short of it is; am here to confuse everyone as much as am confused myself. I am staying to haunt your dreams with my good looks and extreme good humor. Come show me some love and I will return it since I am staying. Thanks to all my friends and family for putting up with me, and if you have a mind

Just The Sofer Side Of Me
AS I SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS I WANT AND THE THINGS I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST, I'VE CHANGED. THE LOVES THAT I HAVE HAD, THE THINGS I USED TO PUT UP WITH THAT I DON'T ANYMORE.... I'VE CHANGED. I STOPPED LOOKING FOR LOVE CUZ WHEN I DID I GOT HURT AND IF IT FOUND ME, I PROMISED I WOULD HOLD IT DEAR TO ME IF THE LOVE WAS TRUE. I KNOW I CAN BE HARD AS NAILS BUT THE SOFT SIDE OF ME WANTS THE TRUE SHIT. THE WHOLE PACKAGE. THE ONE TRUE LOVE THAT WILL LOVE ME AND I LOVE HIM TO GIVE HIM THE TOTAL BEST OF ME. IF HE READS THIS, MY HEART IS OUT TO U. I BEG U NOT TO BREAK IT OR THROW ME TO THE DOGS BUT PRAY U ACCEPT THIS LOVE AS I ACCEPT YOURS AND WE CAN BEAT THE ODDS THAT ARE AGAINST US. I WANT U FOREVER AND I SUBMIT THIS LOVE TO U. WILL U BE MINE FOREVER?

Just Something From The Heart
Whispers so soft and tender, For you i will always surrender, skin so soft that even silk is rough, With eyes so brilliant i can never get enough, I was a proud warrior of steel, Now i melt like butter at your will, Upon my knee i shall wait, Fore someday you will take me as your mate.

Just A Word On What We Have To Offer You Here At Intoxication
JUST A WORD FROM INTOXICATION HOME TO THE INTOXICATION LOCALS WITH GREAT PARTIES AND AWESOME PEOPLE WE WANTED TO SHOW YOU A LITTLE OF WHAT WE HAVE TO OFFER FOR COMING IN DAY AFTER DAY AFTER DAY AND BRINGING THE MASSES IN TO BE CORRUPTED BY THE FREE TOXIC BREWS WE HAVE TO OFFER YOU

Just What Is A Cowboy?
Being from TEXAS People online ask me if I am a Cowboy..My answer is unequivicably YES....Then I am asked if I wears Boots and a Hat.....Most people dont know what a real Cowboy is..Boots and a Hat Do not make a COWBOY..Being a Cowboy is a way of Life..A Cowboy is not judged by his Boots and HAt...A true Cowboy judges people by "How they Ride"..The most important Ride is Called LIFE...A Cowboy grabs Life by the Horn and Holds on....You never know how high Life will jump...nor how low to the Ground it will go....But you just have to hang on and experience all that it has...We only come this way once so it would be a Shame not to experience all there is !!!A True Cowboy also "Rides for the BRAND" Meaning he is Loyal to his Frineds and Family..Loyal to his Convictions..Loyal to his Heart !!! Sometimes the Brand can be a harsh taskmaster..But a COwboy will always stay loyal even when he stands Alone against the Majority..He will stand Tall and Proud for all he beleives in !!!A Cowboy Lo

Just Startin 2008
Well it is now January 5, 2008 ... I am now located in Coalgate, OK starting a new life ... I will be having a 3 bdrm 2 bath place with my family ... so far this year is starting to be a good one ... lol lets just hope it stays that way! I miss chattin with all my frenz online & such but i will be back very soon! thx to all of you who care & have listened to me. But i am gonna go for now ... see everyone real soon!!!! much luv, Deja

Just Checking In
hello friends~ I have been quite busy these last few days doing absolutely nothing. No appointments to go to so I just hung out here at the house. I did go to my friend's house today back in Greenwood for a baby shower for her daughter. I had a good time. It was good to be with my friends again. Next week will be a busy one for me. I have something to do everyday. Nothing medical until Thursday though. We all have a dentist appointment this week and I have to go pick up the kids' pic at Sears. I have 2 more biopsies on Thursday and a MRI on Friday. Please say a little prayer for me. I came online tonight to say hey to some of my (so called) friends only to find out one has blocked me...for who knows why? Well, I am done being nice. What did I do to you besides be nice and answer your questions about you know who...? I have tried to be friends and right now I need support not deceit. So you (you know who you are and I know you will read this) did hurt my feelings....bu

Just Life
Well, I got a DUI in July of 2007 and I'm finally getting my DL back after it being suspended for 6 months with limited privileges. Thank God! And my mom is gonna help me with getting a new vehicle since the one I had isn't worth fixing up. Things are finally starting to look up. I gotta find a new job though because I'm only working 3 nights a week at the restaurant I'm serving at now, but I don't want to find another job and quit the one I have now until my DL thing is done and I have a new vehicle.

Just Like Our First Dinner
A Table Set For Two Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two. - Written and owned by

Just When I Thought....
Just when I thought life couldn't suck any harder right now, boy was I fucking wrong! So I get a call at 8 something this morning from my sister. I'm usually excited when she calls because we grew up apart and I moved up here to be closer to her and so I could be a part of my niece's life. My beautiful niece was born 9/11/07 and I absolutly adore her! I've already started spoiling her. Anyway this morning's phone call has crushed me. She called and told me my niece Kylie was in the hospital, that they'd been there all night and she was being transfered to the Children's hospital in Minneapolis. They suspect that she's having seizures and right now have her hooked up to machines waiting to see if she has another one so they can confrim if she's having seizures or not. She's not even 4 months old yet and now this...I swear I know life isn't fair but does it rally have to suck this bad?! So if you pray please pray for my darling little niece, thanks.

Just Another Thingy Jiggy
soooo im in a contest for the sexiest mummer.. blah blah blah.. be great if you could drop by and rate me blah blah blah or something .. anywhos it would be just peachy!:D thanks for your time and all that junk! later dayz!

Just A Thing
"ONE THING, AS SOON AS YOU ASK ME IF I HAVE A CAM OR MESSENGER, I'M GOING TO FIGURE OUT WHATS ON YOUR MIND, SO PLEASE DON'T WASTE MY TIME AND I WON'T WASTE YOUR TIME..IF YOU WANT TO CHAT THAN WE CAN DO IT ON FUBAR, IF I ADD YOU TO YAHOO ITS BECAUSE I'VE SHOWN AN INTEREST IN YOU OR I LIKE YOU AS A FRIEND. YES I HAVE A CAM, NO YOU CANNOT SEE IT UNLESS I ASK YOU. I'M NOT ON HERE FOR CAM SEX OR ANY OTHER KIND OF SEXUAL STUFF, ITS DISGUSTING TO SEE THE LENGTHS SOME WOMEN WILL GO ON HERE FOR 'ATTENTION'....GET A LIFE THEN GET CHECKED!! I'M AS REAL AS THEY GET, I'LL SPEAK MY MIND, YOU DON'T LIKE IT SHOVE IT. YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME, THAN DO IT. I'M A BITCH, I HOLD THE TITLE PROUDLY. YOU COME TO MY DOMAIN, RESPECT ME, IF YOU CAN'T GET THE FUCK OUT! " just like i dont speak a lot of english i copied this from another profile...couse i think in the same way. And don forget..i can be sexy but i`m not easy..thats soooo wrong

Just Wondering
here some things that i wonder...r chinese restaurants in china just called restaurant? if doggies do it from the back, is that just called "style?" if shirt tags that say "made in mexico" are sold in mexico, do they rename the tags "made just around the corner?" and finally, if tying the males tubes is called a vasectomy and the removal of the frontal lobe of the brain is called a lobotomy....then shouldn't the surgery of turning a woman into a man be called ADDADICKTOME! lmao

Just Some Thoughts
sperm banks are a teenagers dream, getting paid to beat off..... -its not my job to be responisble around your kids..... its yours you fucking ignorant shits. -the tv isnt a babysitter.(duh) -breakfast and beer ARE the same thing.( you asses) -if i'm old enough to have fucked your mom, do not card me....ever.( i know for some people that doesn't mean anything, but thats cuz your mons are ho's) -4 wheel drive mean just that, it doesn't turn your car into an all terrain vehicle. -if you think guns are bad now.... just wait until i have my fiery vengeance. -if i pay about 1200 a semester, the least a school could do is teach me something..... that i didn't know before. - a question; is setting someone on fire impolite? i mean yeah it's supposedly illegal n shit but what ever. -minefields make GREAT borders. -we need to deport those illegal Canadians. -but the thai hookers can stay. -if you dont like what i say... you really shouldnt be reading this

Just An Update
Well its been a long time since I wrote a blog. So I figured today was going to be the day. I wanted to let you all know whats been going on around here. This year was the first year in 4 years that my mom was home for Christmas. It was the best day ever. The kids got lots of fun stuff. My mom got sponge bob square pants stuff & J got dvd's, xbox 360 stuff and hockey binder. J got me some puzzles that I asked for and a dvd he also payed for me to get my hair done. I will add some pic's of my new hair today or tomorrow. My mom got me a really nice opal ring and a nose ring to. Today I decided that I am going to start dieting again. No pop or junk food. Going to drink lots of water and eat better food. Even today I noticed myself drinking lots of water. I would like to loss some weight. I also went to look at a house this Friday Jan 4, 08 but it was a dump. It was so sickening I wouldn't have anyone over in that place. The kitchen was so gross I don't think I would have even put

Just Another Notch
You led me to believe there was more That I wouldn’t be one more notch Some one to care, to be there You turned out like the rest Got what you were looking for Moved on, not a word, not a note Treating me as if I were nothing You lied to me as if I were nothing I don’t want to be a notch I want so much more You left me with questions Wondering what’s wrong with me Will I always be alone, just a notch Is there more to me to be discovered A loveable side to be unleashed For now just another notch No hope, no potential, no love to get Just another notch in the night

Just A Quick Update
Myspace graphics To everyone in my friends,family,fans lists....I am going through a rough time right now and I just wnated everyone to know that I might not be gettin on much in the next week or so. My son is Bi Polar and has been addmitted into the hospital for it. Ii hasnt been an easy road for me by any means. I am not lookin for sympathy I just want everyone to know why I might not be showin the love you all so richly deserve. I love all my friends and family on here and try to help out when they need me,so dont freak out if Im not helping you or showin you love in return. I will get to it when things get back to "normal" here at home. Yeah I said "normal"... My family is by far the farthest thing form "normal" but we try to at least go with the flow here.LOL.. As for my sisters on here... You guys are great! Thank you and hope to be back later but I will get on when I can! Myspace backgrounds Myspace graphics Just to let everyone know my son is now home again. We dont

Just In Case
the resent blog i posted is for a good friend it was not me he done that too i know and understand how fubar or any other sites work but the least they can do is not pretend they r in love just be honest if u want sex say so if u want love say so if u want friends say so dont go to the point were u affect someones life that is just down right dirty and low lifed it takes a pretty low person to do those things ,thank u for ur time ....harley

Just Another Day...
Today the papers are sent to the courts. The divorce should be final in 60 days or so. I have wanted this with all my heart for what seems forever. Now that it is happening, I'm suddenly scared, worried, unsure. Is this normal? I think about going back and I cry. I can't go back to that. I can't go back to the uncertainty, the instability, the lovelessness I feel. I am doing the right thing. Life is good, it is better now than it was. I have to keep telling myself this. Do not let the fear take you back to that aweful life. It is time to look forward with excitement...i have to look forward to the rest of my life. I am free, finally! I will be fine and I am happy, I am happy with me, finally. I love myself and I finally enjoy being me and being around me again lol...sounds stupid, I know. I was miserable. I hated who I had become. Enjoy myself, enjoy my kids, enjoy my life again. I cannot wait to begin!!! Watch me go!!!! :)

Just A Couple Funnies 4 Ya Tonight
When my three-year-old son opened the birthday gift from his grandmother, he discovered a water pistol. He squealed with delight and headed for the nearest sink. I was not so pleased. I turned to Mom and said, "I'm surprised at you. Don't you remember how we used to drive you crazy with water guns?" Mom smiled and then replied, "I remember..." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Two fraternity brothers decide to go sailing one afternoon and become lost. After twenty hours with nothing to eat or drink, one of them spots a lamp floating by. He picks it up and a genie pops out. The genie notices the poor condition of the brothers and grants them one wish between the two of them. After a lot of arguing over who gets the wish, one of them blurts out, "I wish the ocean was made of beer." Magically, the ocean turns to beer. Infuriated, the other guy yells, "You idiot! Now we have to piss

Just Writing
abandoned again, forsaken,forgotten unwanted and unnecessary, again the world makes me Fight to keep whats mine. I'm growing cold again and I cant stop it this time. I don't know How any more. My strength is fleeting and my will is wavering. I want to fight but then again I want to Die. I have lost my faith and it takes more to wake i the morning to face what I have become then to take the cowards way out. I fight to keep my self sane and to keep what belongs to me. I don't know how long I can bare this burden alone? I try my best but I guess thats not good enough any more . I'm invisible to most and to the rest I'm merely and object to lust after. I guess I have no right to want any thing for myself . I guess Im wrong in the fact that I think I dersive to be loved needed or wanted. I guess for now I will find peace in the shadows with my demons to keep me. bec

Just Another Day Of Misery And Sadness...
Another day has gone by since she left...its funny how people tell me to just move on....if they only understood HOW MUCH MORE difficult it is for one sich as me to let go....aside from being bipolar, but also the fact of how I much I truly love her... Just another day...another day of nothingness...loss of interest...sitting or lying in bed listening to sad music thinking of suicide as sweet bliss

Just How It Is.
Touch the Darkness Well I am sorry, but I am done with men. I thought I was strong, but I was wrong. I am meant to be alone, so I am here for just friends.. My heart can only take so much!!! Friendship is all I can offer. I have never lied and I have no reason to start now. But lies and deceit seem to find me. I have been played to many times. My walls are now to high to be broken down. The door is open for friends though anytime! Anything else and you will only find trap doors. I can't do it anymore.. giving my heart and having it torn to shreds. And for what? Basically to be screwed over. Why do men feel the need to keep two, three, or more women around at one time? Can someone help me understand? I mean.. is the truth that hard to tell? Being open and honest should be the most important. Sure sometimes the truth hurts, but we can deal with it and move on, but lies can never be moved on from and causes a lot more hurt. Just remember.. that girl or that

Just A Leaf On A Tree..
Just A Leaf On A Tree.. ~You will know my true value When you loose me ~Now you take me as a leaf Amongst the thousands ~Strewn below a tree But that leaf is unique ~Only time will tell you that ~~and when you start to miss me........... remember you let me go.................

Just A Thought
sometimes there arent the right words to say to those you have come to love and or care for...you guys all rock in your own way..just remember this: no matter what there is always a light at the end...it all just depends on what light you're talkin about...take care my friends, i'll be watchin you

Just Breathe
I’ll never forget the look on his face, the day we said goodbye. Or the sound in his voice, which had made us both cry. I didn’t see it coming, and it hit me by surprise. But I knew just what it was, when I looked into his eyes. He felt exactly as I did, and I felt like I could die. But in that final moment, when we said goodbye, He said he would not forget me, as we held each other tight. Goodbyes are not always easy, but there, they’ll always be, And now I’ll take the time to remember, and the time to Just Breathe.

Just Spend The Extra Dollar. . .
So. . . The other day, I was in the grocery store. I was on a pretty tight budget, so when I got to the coffee aisle, I was really hesitant about what I was gonna' get. Those of you who shop at Kroger or Fry's know that their own "Kroger" brand is pretty good. Same stuff as Folgers, I'm sure. Well, I decided to buy the generic "value" brand and save a dollar. . . Good lord, it's horrible!!! Blehhhhhhhh. . . Thank god, I got the biggest can. . . That was sarcasm, for those who couldn't tell. Anyway, don't be cheap when it comes to coffee shopping. That's the point of the story.

Just When You Think Things Are Great
It is amazing..How a promise turns into a big lie!I am so tired of being hurt and for what reason cause a guy dosent want to take responsiblity of his actions..So let just bail then..Then feel sorry for yourself cause he caused me hurt and pain..What do I do to deserve this?I just got hurt from a man I was with for 11 years about 3years ago..Than I meet this guy alot younger than myself.I had alot of walls up cuz of my previous breakup.So I would back off from time to time.Then I said screw it I want to be with this man.So eventually the walls came down and I fell in love with him.Granted he promised he would not hurt me like my ex did..That he is not like that..YEAH RIGHT!!!!!Then he even proposed to me last february and we were supposed to get married this May..With alot invested into this wedding..K back up a bit..Last July his father past away and he never grieved for him.He told me he is lost and he don't know which direction he is going..So now its leads to this week and he don't

Just Maybe
Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. Maybe ... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chanc

Just Life!
Right now.... I am Enjoying my life. I am having a blast being me. I Love being back in Florida. I missed my Family and My Friends. Most of All I missed my Christina, Jimmy and Taylor. I just Broke up With my guy. We came to it in agreement. So I think we make better friends than boyfriend and girlfriend. I am looking for a job. Not as easy as I thought. I dont want to go work at some places but I cant be pickie. I am getting things ready for me to go to school. I cant wait to do it. I finally made my mind up on what I want to be. I have a lot of people backing up my choice. I am going to be going to school for Nurses Aid.

Just Some Random Thoughts...
I will begin by quoting the main source of my newly posted piece of art, "What's up? Too busy hanging drapes and shopping at B,B,and B to write it out? I know your life isn't boring so don't play the nothings going on card. I was thinking how interesting it is to have a friend that spends his time partying in limos, chilling in VIP and luxuriating in his bachelor pad. Just hope the high life doesn't change you." And now I will address the previous statement... Okay, I surely don't party in limos enough to really to claim it on my taxes, but there have been some moments inside a limo that I only talk about if you have a valid security clearance and the "need to know!" I have to thank Nigel for making moments such as those possible! Without him, many of my friends wouldn't have that look of disbelief when I debrief them on my weekend activities! Thanks again buddy! VIP access, also another thanks to Nigel-even if we kicked out because the girls are getting too crazy! The bachelo

Just Thinking
Well the new year has come, Do I feel different things are gonna happen? Well sometimes it feels like it other times it dont I quess Im still doing things day by day. I have the best freind a person could possible have I trust her with everything and her opinion is what matters to me most if she has anything to say may it be bad good or indifferent I want to hear it. I have my older boy who is only gonna be 16 in june makin me a grandmother in July, how do I feel bout that? Well im not happy but it will be my grand child and I will love it forever at least im young enough to enjoy it, these things happen and my son will have to grow up quicker but with his intelligence and the fact he is more mature than others his age I know he can do it. Work is goin a little better now that we have the list, those of you who know me know what im talkin about if not you can ask me. The other two brats I am raising r just to cute and innocent and hopefully they will stayy that way for a while longer a

Justin
To lose Justin, well, I don't even know where to begin. Someone I grew up with from childhood. Someone who always made you smile and most of all laugh. Someone who eyes were so beautiful to me as was his soul. So I know you are near by but you will be missed by many. I don't know and will never know why you left the way you did, but I don't ever regret any part of you. I can't be mad at you but I am sorry that I was not there for you. I hope my love is sent to you. Love you always, Kat

Just A Note...
Just a note to let friends and family know...I PASSED my test...the one I been working so hard for! Now just the formality of turning in the paperwork to get my promotion and pay raise!!! Yes I am a little excited!!!! Hugs my friends! Light and Love Always, Paulette

Just Pondering Things
I am sitting here tonight having fun commenting on some of the mumm's being posted. And people wondering what they should do. Or, what sexual fantasy, position you like the most. And even though it may or may not be known. I have been divorce for almost five years. The next best thing to happen to me besides my daughter being born, and now raising her by myself. And I know a lot goes into a relationship. And unfortunately I know I don't have a lot of time to devote. Because of the time away from my daughter so that we can survive(because I get no support from her mother, my problem). And the fact that I go to work in the middle of someone's day. And get home usually when there heading off to end the day. So even though I can be happy for the things the man upstairs has allowed me to have. I still feel a lonilness in my heart. Not long ago I took a chance and told someone how I felt. Someone I let get away and realize today how much the did and how much they mean to me. A

Just A Note
I want to thank everyone for all the love shown to me during this contest. Because of my work schedule I do not have a lot of time to spend on fubar but I try to send as much love as i can to my friends.You people rock thanks again Jimbo

Just A Thought
I FIND IT VERY AMUSING HOW EVERYONE CAN TELL YOU THAT "IF YOU REALLY LOVE THE PERSON TO LET HER/HIM GO...AND IF THAT PERSON LOVES YOU BACK...THEY SHALL COME BACK TO YOU". HOW CAN SOMETHING SO EASY BE SO HARD? WHAT IS ARE REAL PURPOSE HEAR...HOW IS THAT YOU CAN LUST, AND THEN HATE, YOU CAN LOVE, AND THEN HURT? AND IN THE END YOU ARE STILL TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IT ALL MEANS...CUZ THEN YOU GET THAT ONE THOUGHT IN YOUR HEAD...MAYBE THERE IS SOMEONE BETTER OUT THERE FOR ME? WHAT IS THE REAL MEANING OF LOVE...OR BEING COMPLETE..SO THEY SAY? YES I UNDERSTAND THAT AS YOU READ THIS YOU MAY SAY I AM BEING EMO...BUT ITS OKAY...I KNOW THAT I AM A BETTER PERSON CUZ I CAN LOOK DEEP WITHING MYSELF TO EXPRESS MY THOUGHTS...PEOPLE LET SOCIETY BRING YOU DOWN..TO WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO BE..I HAVE ACCEPTED THAT I AM ABLE TO WRITE MY THOUGHTS DOWN AND LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND BE OKAY WITH WHAT I AM...WHAT ABOUT YOU? DO YOU HAVE HATE FOR YOURSELF? I DONT KNOW...I AM JUST RAMBLING ON...WHAT IS OUR PURPOSE

Just Need To Vent
Okay so i work in an adult foster home with people who have mental illnesses i love my job it is very rewarding but it wears me out mentally its at its worst when i am here every other weekend from 2 pm on friday till 6pm on sunday...when i get home i dont know what to with myself my brain is all over the place...sometimes i feel stuck.i love it here, at this point in my life this is where i want to be but it gets hard wondering if i can handle it because sometimes my patients gets lost...im not mean or take out anger on them i just get short and find it hard to take the time anyway for whoever is reading this thanks for takin the time and letting me vent

Just Once Huh?
*sigh* I dont know why....why people cant just let U do something or have something for urself for once. Its sad really, are u that starved for attention? Are u that envious? *shakes head* its gettin annoying really, come up with or own ideas or let someone enjoy something for once instead of always having to have the attention. Why bother *shakes head*

Just A Little Support Needed
CAN YOU PLEASE RATE AND FAN THIS MAN? HE'S MISSING FANS AND FRIENDS AND A LITTLE HELP BY THE BEST OF THE FU's NEVER HURT ANYTHING... HE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE GIVEN. #1 Volunteer THIS PIMPOUT DESIGN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE BOOMBASTIC: ~/~ SASSY LAURIE~/~~Please show the love!

Just A Click Away....
The Animal Rescue Site focuses the power of the Internet on a specific need — providing food for some of the 27 million unwanted animals given to shelters in the U.S. every year. Over 10 million animals are put to death every year in the U.S. alone because they are abandoned and unwanted. Each click on the purple "Click Here to Give - it's FREE" button at The Animal Rescue Site provides food and care for a rescued animal living in a shelter or sanctuary The Child Health Site provides a feel-good way to help promote awareness as well as prevent and treat devastating childhood illness every day — through easy and quick online activities. With a simple, daily click of the blue "Click Here to Give - it's FREE" button at The Child Health Site, visitors help children. Visitors pay nothing. The Breast Cancer Site provides a feel-good way to help promote awareness of breast cancer and provide free mammograms for women in need every day — through easy and quick online activi

Just A Boredom Thing
1.How many people have you kissed in this month? Hmm, well I honestly have no idea, dman New Years Eve and al 2. What's your middle name? Oh blah blah, it’s Ivana 4. Where will you be 12 hours from now? I hope in bed . . . *wink wink* 5. Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated?: Fuck no 6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?: Gonna go out on a limb and guess clothes 7.Wheres your girlfriend/boyfriend at? The girlfriend is probably at home, the wife is at home, the bitch is probably at home . . . Hmmm, notice no man mentioned here folks . . . *sigh* 8. Are you on a desktop or laptop? Desktop 9. Does anyone hate you for no reason?: Oh I am sure they do 10. Can you make yourself cry?: Why would I want to? 11. What are you planning to do today?: The day is over I plan on trying to sleep at some point though 12. Play an instrument?: Play with many things 13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?: Sure why

Just More Boredom
1. Do you wear a name tag at work? Nah, my name is embroidered on my shirts oh then there is that damn card thign I am supposed to wear 2. What kind of car do you drive? Jeep Cherokee Sport right now 3. What do you order when you go to Taco Bell? Hehehe, chicken or beef supreme chalupa 4. Have you ever had a garage sale? Uhm, I don’t think I have, couldn’t be nice to people that long I don’t think 6. What kind of dog do you have? My doggie was my inter-species soul mate and I miss him greatly 7. What's for dinner tonight? Nothing, maybe some water 8. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had? It was either a Bacardi and Coke or a Jager Bomb 10. Last time you were sick?.. This weekend 11. How long is your hair? Long enough to wrap your hands in a few times 12. Are you happy right now? Nah not really 13. What did you say last? No idea actually 14. Where did you go last? I came home 15. Do you drink beer? When I want to 16. Have your

****just One Minute Of Real Love****
Sometimes when you Love Someone with all You are...Heart, Mind, Body and Soul, You start wanting to protect them and spare them from any Hurts, Rain or Troubles. It comes from Wanting the Best for them and willing to Turn the World Upside down for them. It is an ureal expectation and even though your mind knows this, your Heart still tells you to try Everything to help them and spare them any Pain. You try to find solutions for their problems when all they may need is your silent support. Even words used to comfort can come back and bite you in the ass because you are in a different place then they are and are in a different mindset even though you struggle mightly to be next to them. Hell, you would even take a bullet for them if you could to spare them. I am learning about Real and True Love. ....Peace

Just So You Know.......
I joined fubar because I had a friend that told me about it and said I would have a good time here. And for the most part I have. I have met some very nice people on here and some not so nice ones as well. I have be lucky enough to actually meet some of my fufriends and they are truly special to me. I have met some that I would love to meet in person. I have met some that while they are special to me online, that is where I would prefer to keep them. I have met some that while I dont mind the occasional hello, what's up, in cyber passing I have no desire to cultivate anything more. And then I have also met some that I wish had never said hi, including a couple that I actually have had to use the block button for. Over all my time here has been fun and enjoyable. As a single mom, it can be hard to find time for me and fubar has allowed me to have some me time without leaving my girls. And that is very important. I have heard all kinds of things from all kinds of people as I am sure mo

Just A Note
In case im not on here im abut to have to help a friend who is getting out of the hospital tomorrow she doesnt have the internet so i will only be able to get on at work( if i can find the help so i can go to work that is...) and on my rare moment at the house grabbing shit. so if im not on forgive me

Just A Thought
just had sometime to do this... not to sure of what to say other then i am sick of people screwing me over... people move in, dont pay like the say they are going to, move out, destory my house and leave it for me to clean up... i am sick of this because it has happened for the last 5 months... why is it that the good hearted people are always the ones to get stepped on and nobody seems to care??????

Just To Let You Know
Ok...so some of my friends are a little upset that I haven't been on here as much as I use to or when I am don't usually stay long here it why. I take care of my grandmother and she has been very sick here recently. I have been taking her to the Doctor alot because they found a golf ball size tumor on her right lung and a volley ball size tumor on her ovary. They have been running blood work and everything and have said that it is cancer. I am going to have to take her to specialist to see what they can do. No doctor really wants to do surgery on her for many reasons. One she is also a heart patient and just to do the surgery they said that they would have to have a cardiologist, pathologist and a pulmonary person in the room if something started to go wrong. She hasn't been able to visit her heart doctor because of this and he believes that she also have another artery blocking off. He has put 4 stints in there so far. Not only that, but she has had some many hernia surgeries that her

Just Somethign I Came Up With
(a work of fiction) you know i used to think i was somebody that could be trusted , someone that i could count on . but the other day i caught myself trying to bribe me . now i wonder if i can really trust me . i wonder if i didnt have a secret ajenda all along , some secret plan to sabotage me . i cant pass a mirror without noticing that im looking at me . I mean i used to think iw as someone that i could count on , now im not so sure . one of my friends told me " dont take it so hard , we've always known you were a scumbag " so i had to go to court a while back . i was caught "manipulating" myself in a adult theater . The judge looked at me and said " son, youve got a problem , i suggest you seek professional help " . so i asked if he could reccomend a hooker . he said he "didnt do that type of thing " ..... his secretary does all his scheduling . So it worked out for me , im gettign the family discount . Hey , hey , hey . I know what your thinking , but it isnt incest if you

~*~just Thinkin'~*~
This Is My New One Ya'll.. Its Kinda A Free Verse, Lemmie Know Whatcha Think... ?~*~Kiss~*~? By: Katie Ann Shut your mouth and let me be, I just want a chance. Why I feel the way I do, Its not that easy to explain. ~&~ Simple feelings turn so hard I shut my mouth and wait… .. .. ..Nothing Happens.. Nobody really understands, The things I did with him. A modern day Romeo, ..Handsome.. ..Charming.. ..Oh So Very Fake.. ~&~ You will fall in love, You will fall hard. Straight down to hell, Where it all begins. ~&~ First I loved, Then my love turned to hate. A hate I didn't want. And suddenly something happened. ~&~ I started to fade, Back into that nothing I once was. Before the one kiss that changed my life, After that kiss.. ..My one bit of happiness.. The only moment I realized Why.. Why.. I never did anything, Or had anything done. Saving mysel

Just Wonderin'
Aight folkz this is a repost. I got this from someone else *LOL* Answer the questions as honest as possible plz! Thank U Very Much! Ready Set Go0o0o0o0o... 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Just Venting...
Am I the only one who thinks its rude when you enter a lounge and the greeters refuse to acknowledge your presence? I understand the nature of the internet and that people are sometimes away from their keyboards but when you enter a lounge and say hello and the greeters are talking to everyone else and blatantly ignoring you its RUDE!!! I've not only had this done to me on a number of occasions at a lounge I'm considering unsubscribing to for that very reason but I've also been in other lounges and seen it happen to other people. All I can say is that if you're going to be a greeter in a lounge, don't destroy the lounge by not doing what you're there to do! You need to treat everyone the same, not pick and choose who you will or will not speak to! All that does is give the lounge a bad reputation!

Just A Note: Fyi!
Just a quick note to let you know I will be "out of the Fubar loop" for at least 24 hours, maybe a bit longer. I am having oral surgery done this morning - rather extensive oral surgery, lol. I was told I will probably have to relearn how to talk coherently, but I'm not worried. With this out of the way, I am told I will probably feel much better than I have in the recent past. Yay!!!!! Have a fantastic Tuesday, dear friends! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings, one and all, all over the world. You are loved and appreciated more than you know! Later! Muahz!

Just A Girl
I sit here and write, just wondering... what is to come. I am just Me, Not perfect... but then again you already knew that... you love me for who I am and also for who I am not... I have no desire to be perfect, one because i dont have to be and for 2 neither you or i would want me to try to be... because in the end that wouldnt be me ... that would be the girl someone else wanted me to be... I am just a girl... the girl I want to be... and real the girl that you want to be with...

Just Hanging Out On Fubar
Brave warriors in suits of armor yellow and black, Answering a call for help without question they go on the attack. Mounting their powerful steeds of gleaming gold and red, Of their fears and worries nothing is said. They race to the battle, an unforgiving demon to slay, Until the task is complete not one will stray. Working to exhaustion as their chest's pound, Into the lair of the beast, insane as it may sound. To snatch a person from death is the goal and greatest reward, It's what all the preparation and self sacrifice is geared toward. They love their country and all their neighbors the same, It's a vocation that provides little financial profit or gain. Their mission is simple the American dream to defend, A life to save, a home to protect, to this they will tend. JDK

Just About That Time
Ok for those of you that read my lat blog im gonna try and post the first part of my book tonight if not then tommrow a few notes to remember 1.dont worry bout the spelling and pucuation i know they are messed up ill fix that later lol 2. this is a basic rough draft henece why i asked for a foucus group so to speak.3.i wrote alot ofis during my lunch break at school so it my need alot of tweaking.and mostof all please be honest you wont hurt my feelings youll just help to make the book better thank you all in advance oh yeah if you are reading this and are like wtf? read the post before this one lol

Just Thought Flowing In And Out.
Just thoughts that flow in and out.So slow and deep.Feel like cuts on my heart. Just thoughts that flow in and out. To many to count. Just thoughts. So dear to the heart. Just thoughts. so cold. Just thoughts that flow in and out. So still they stop the heart. Just thoughts flowing in and out. So bloody. Just thoughts. So alive.Just thoughts flowing in and out.Dead to everyone else. Just thoughts.

Just A Little Rate Love Needed
CAN YOU PLEASE RATE THIS MAN'S PICS? HE'S MISSING RATES AND FRIENDS AND A LITTLE RATE HELP BY THE BEST OF THE FU's NEVER HURT ANYTHING... HE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE GIVEN. BRAMA BULL@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT DESIGN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE BOOMBASTIC: ~/~ SASSY LAURIE~/~~Please show the love!

Just For Fun~ The Traits Of Those Of Us That Fall Under Aquarius
Friendly and humanitarian Honest and loyal Original and inventive Independent and intellectual On the dark side.... Intractable and contrary Perverse and unpredictable Unemotional and detached

Just Me
I am a Dancer and love my man he is a tattoo artist and together we are building a good life we both have the same intrests I ride (Snowboard) and he skis we go every day we also have a great log home in the mountains in Summit County Colorado in the middle of 22 world class ski resorts we also have two horses and two Neapolitan mastiffs. If you get up to ski here in Colorado come check us out at Aftermidnight Tattoos

Just Thinkin' Out Loud... :)
Wow... its already 17 days into the New Year. I am already looking forward to taxes, weekend getaways, time with my kids, and so much more. So far, this year, has kicked off to a great start. Going to Biloxi and New Orleans that very first weekend. Planning another trip there for the summer time with and with out the kids. Trying to find a good time to go to Savannah, GA. Just so much I wanna do to get away, better my kids for it and with it. Experiences that will last a life time and then some. I was talking to my family the other night and everyone wants to get together for my grandfathers birthday this November. He will be turning 80 years old. My family from Germany will be flying in and the rest of us will be driving to FLORIDA! Woot! Woot! They are still trying to decide on Orlando, Tampa, Panama City or Ft Walton Beach area. I told them, who cares... the point is... to be together! They never listen to me. :) Anyway, I am just trying to decide on where I wa

Just Friends Or Datable?
i don't get it...women in general...girl sees guy, thinks "ohh he's hot, i want to fuck him", the fuck, date awhile then break up, when girl finds out guy is really a loser....when girl has known good guys but won't get into a relationship because "they know him to well, too good of a friend" so my question is you'll screw a total stranger, but not someone you've known for 5 years? you'll date alchoholic abusive assholes that only leave you because you don't find out what kinda person they are before you started dating....but if you became friends first you won't date....or you learn there fucked so you won't date.... a ex-girlfriend told me that you date a stranger and become friends along the way.... yeah that's smart... so what is it during the first 2 weeks of knowing someone that determines "Friend or Fukk" i hate this....it has been a constant in my life...i don't trust people easily so i ain't gonna be interested in someone till i at least know them...let alone da

Just An Ambulance Driver
Body: standing in chest deep water,freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits the exposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue could get there to cut her free--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER comforting a 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lay dead in their bathroom floor--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER on scene at an mva with mom trapped upside down in her car and her dead sons body laying on top of her without a second thought for my own safety i crawl into the wreckage to take C-spine control and calm the frantic lady--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER called away from my just prepared meal to respond to the middle of B.F.E to a house with no numbers,no porch light on,nobody waiting to signal us in and they bitch because we took too long only to find out the patient left P.O.V ten minutes ago...so we smile and walk away from the verbal lashing onl

Just For Today
I will live through this day only. I will not brood about yesterday or obsess about tomorrow. I will not set far-reaching goals or try to overcome all of my problems at once. I know that I can do something for 24 hours that would overwhelm me if I had to keep it up for a lifetime. I will be happy. I will not dwell on thoughts that depress me. I will accept what is. I will face reality. I will correct those things I can correct and accept those I cannot. I will improve my mind. I will read something that requires effort, thought and concentration. I will make a conscious effort to be agreeable. I will be kind and courteous to those who cross my path, and I'll not speak ill of others. I will improve my appearance, speak softly, and not interrupt when someone else is talking. I will refrain from improving anybody but myself. I will do something positive to improve my health. I will gather the courage to do what is right and take responsi

Just Pretend U Love Me If Anything It'll Help Me Thru The Day
Poems i found ---> thoughts going on right now Losing You I know I'm losing you, I feel you slip away, I try to hold you close inside, But your hearts gone cold and grey. Your eyes say you love me, Your touch says you care, But when you're not in my arms, I feel you couldn't care. It's like you never even loved me, My heart was not enough, And though you never hurt me so, Your touch is cold and rough. And still I want to hold on, I want our love to work, But in your brown and golden eyes, A saddness does doth lurk. My hand is there for you to grasp, In my heart you can confide, I'm losing you, I feel it know, A heartbreak I can't hide. I know I'll watch you walk away, I know I'll miss your smile, But in the end I know it's better, Than a life lived in denial. Losing His Touch by ~TwoOfHearts on deviantART Losing Faith i'm losing faith in love every breath gets shorter with every sound of rejection soon i'll be gasping for a

Just A Little Diddy For Friday Morning...
you may know this song if you're a pulp fiction fan as i am... "If Love is a Red Dress"- Maria McKee My heart is empty. Your eyes are dull. Once we were hungry, Now we are full. These ties that bind us, Can't beat these chains. If love is shelter, I'm gonna walk in the rain. You were my angel. Now, you are real. So like a stranger, Colder than steel. The morning after, know what you bring. If love is a red dress, Well, hang me in rags. Oh well. There goes the fairy tale. Lord, ain't it a shame? In all this comfort, I can't take the strain. If we played even, I'd be your queen. But someone was cheatin'. And it wasn't me. I've laid it on the table, You held something back. If love is Aces, Give me the Jack.

Just A Note
I sit here and wonder if what I'm going through is just My fault or does this happen to everyone? I know I may sound stupid to some of You and I know I may not be some poet like like others. But I am dying inside because at this moment My dreams of the life I want, the love I want are stuck in limbo and there's nothing I can do. And I see My dreams slipping away and with that I die bit each day. If You only knew the joy I see in the face of an angel and watch it as each day that smile slowly fades. It tears Me apart. I have loved women before don't get Me wrong. But I have never had the Love for a Woman like I do for My Goddess. The illness I have that rack My body My take My life at any time they want that I can't control. But My Love For Connie will be with Me from now til the end of time!!!! I Love You My Baby... G☼δδε§§ of Light Fu-Wife/Fu-Owned by HarleyRider/Fu-Mistress of LoneWolf@ fubar

Just A First Hello........
Hello, well for those who know me... know that I'm a down to earth fun person and a GREAT friend. I'm 36 years old, recently separated with three children. 2 boys 15 and 17 and a girl 11. The boys live with their father and my daughter is with me. So... in a nut shell, I like honest people. People who know what they want in life. I don't like gossip.. hate drama.. and can't stand back stabbers. If you want to know anything else.. just ask. I'll be down loading more pics of me soon.. so check back and take a look.

Just For Fun ~ Remembering Childhood Joys
As adults, we often get so caught up in "grown up" business that we can forget how to have pure fun. This isn't the kind of fun that comes from doing a specific kind of activity or being in a specific mood for fun. Rather, this is the fun born from the state of pure being. You see this kind of fun in small children who are so busy being fully present to their lives and in their own bodies that the glow of fun radiates from them just because they are alive: the delight that flashes across the eyes of a child who discovers that water flows with the turn of the tap knob or the squeal of pleasure from a young baby whose tongue is being tickled by cold ice cream; then there's the full, infectious laughter of a child watching the same hat trick for the fiftieth time. Back when we were children, this experience of pure delight didn't have to come from a heightened, heady event in order for us to feel like our day had been made; and it can be that way for us again - if we are willing to re

Just My Thoughts For The Day
I feel so lost most of the time. My life has been a mess for over 4 years. I am starting to think I will never had a normal life again. I miss someone so much that my heart aches everyday. There has been a void in my life and only that person can fill it. I am just to the point where I don't believe anyone and sometimes think that everyone lies. Why does life have to be so hard. Why do I feel so alone all the time no matter who I am with? Sometime has to change. I want to be stable and have sometimes to look forward too. I lost a part of myself after each breakdown that I have had. I feel like I don't even know who I am right now. I can only pray that one day my life will feel complete again. I lost 15lbs and plan on losing at least 35 more. That will make me feel better as far as I see myself. I never really did care what other people thought of how I looked. But I still would like to be happy with myself. I still look bad and wonder how my life got to be such a mess... All I want is

Just A Few Of Some Great Friends
THIS IS A GREAT GROUP OF PEOPLE SO SHOW THEM SOME LUV....I KNOW THEY WILL RETURN THE FAVOR...THERE ARE JUST SOME OF THE GREAT FRIENDS I HAVE MET ON FUBAR THERE WILL BE MORE TO COME I JUST HOPE THEY GET THE LOVE THEY ALL DESERVE BECAUSE THEY HAVE ALL BEEN THERE FOR ME darkend soul (enforcer)@ clown town@ fubar Dj Stutter~Mouseys Fu Fiance~The Frog~Co-Owner of CL0WN T0WN@ fubar N8IV69ER--HONEYS MAN !!!@ fubar Honey ♥ The SisterHood ♥ N8s Baby@ fubar Mis Behaven@ fubar VIPER ~VIRGO'S MANAGER~@ fubar babydoll39 ~of the Dirty South Crew~Virgo's Head A$$ Kicker~@ fubar DJ MUSICMAN&%$#@#$%^@ fubar Royce (aka Skippy): Club FAR Member --,'~@ "Facta non Verba"@ fubar

Just Venting I Guess.....
I am truly convinced that a lot of women in Indiana are crazy, manic depressive, or mildly retarded. They always complain about needing help, or having to do so much on their own, but when you help, they're not appreciative of it, or even snap at you for it. All because they want to keep this false illusion of independence going. And if that's not enough, God forbid you give them a sincere compliment about their physical appearance. Better sit down, because they're about to talk your ear off about how ugly, fat, flabby, bumpy, hairy, pale, blotchy, or illbuilt they are. Yes, no one is perfect. But just once in a while, can you let someone compliment you and leave it at that? I don't wanna have to scan your body with a magnifying glass to find something that ain't that glaring to the public, but seems to scream out at you every time you hop out of the shower. And for fuck's sake, STOP IT WITH THE EX'S!!!! Yes, I know you're unlucky at love, but haven't you ever thought that the re

Just Me And My Thoughts
It’s been a while since I have last actually wrote a blog. I have been posting song lyrics , poems, & videos but nothing actually in my own words. I have been at a loss for words here lately. So much has changed and really nothing has all at once. If you understand what I mean by all that. I has this grant design on how I wanted things to go this year. So far nothing is going like I planned. Things aren’t really a mess but they are on the verge of a train wreck in the making. Some things I understand how they got this way and then others I have no idea where the road turn into this rough confusing road that I’m on. The only thing I can do is sit back and think about what is going on and figure out where I want to do from here. For some it may be a goodbye on the way , then there might be some holding on, & heart break might even be on this road. There is something on my mind it’s actually a song and I want to share it with you. I Want To Know What Love Is by Foreigner I gotta

Just A Good Friend, No Promises Pimppout
THE GUY BELOW IS LOOKING FOR A FEW NEW GOOD FRIENDS. CAN YOU PLEASE HELP HIM ON HIS QUEST? IV'E KNOWN HIM A LONG TIME AND WANTED TO HELP OUT TONIGHT... LarryB THIS PIMPOUT DESIGN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE BOOMBASTIC: ~/~ SASSY LAURIE~/~~Please show the love!

Just Think Some Of You In Particular Should Know.....
That my patience is running thin, why you might ask? Because I've been nothing but truly nice to some of you and a few of you who I haven't known for long time..... sometimes don't accept things I send you let alone take the time to let me know certain things I ask you about something. It's like you ignore me and in a way is an insult in itself. Those a few know what I'm talking about. A little courtesy would be very nice. One thing that makes me mad was the fact over the past weekend that someone sent me an invite to something and I told them to let me know if they were going to send me an invite back via voice message or what not because I would be waiting on them to let me know if they were because number "1" I left what I was doing just to join up with them. 2nd I asked in a second email to let me know if they were because I was going to be waiting on them and I wanted to workout if they would be kind enough to let me know if they were going to send me an invite again

Just Friends
this poem is simply to everyone out there male or female who care more for a person then they want to believe or let anyone believe. when u love someone who see's u as friend Were just friends That's all we'll ever be I don't think theres ever going to be a you and me You think of me as a friend but i think of you so much more You don't know that in my dreams your the only one I'm searching for Whether its early in the morning or late My feelings for you grow each day and seem more right Why did i let my heart unbend? I feel like I have to put my feelings to an end I never thought i could be Ur friend with the way i feel for you I never thought it was possible to have a dream come true But i guess that dream has a long way to go Because if were just friends there will be no room for love to grow

Just A Thought That Has Some Meaning.. For Once.. Lol
As I was sitting here today, just trying to find jobs in the area, I decided I wanted a little “music” to listen to. So, I looked up Britney Spears, because I happen to like her song “piece of me.” What I got, was a bombardment of Britney bashing videos. So the thought that crossed my mind was, “Why are people so judgmental.” So I started to think. Are people that insecure and unhappy with their lives, that they must find an outlet at an other’s expense? It starts in grammar school. Children taunt, tease, and bully others because they think its “funny”. Well, who taught them this? This isn’t something that is just part of a person’s “personality” it is part of values and learning. I’m almost willing to bet, that if you know of a child who is doing such a thing, listen to their parents when you’re out at an event. More than likely, they’re going to sit there and talk about others as if they’re “better” than the person of the subject. Is this really what things have come to? Teaching our

Just Thinking About Stuff
IM NOT THE AVERAGE GIRL..AS YOU PROBABLY FIGURED THAT OUT BY LOOKING THRU MY PROFILE,LOL.BUT I WAS WONDERING ABOT A FEW THINGS AND MAYBE SOMEONE OUT THERE CAN TELL ME WHERE TO LOOK... IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A MODEL BUT NOT JUST ANY MODEL.YOU KNOW THOSE MODELS YOU SEE THATS GOTH?I GUESS THATS THE RIGHT TERM FOR IT.EITHER GORY OR WHATEVER...WHY ISNT THERE MINORITIES DOING THAT?IS IT BECAUSE STEROTYPICALLY ITS PALE WHITE GIRLS?IT SHOULDNT JUST BE FOR THEM.I KNOW SOME SEXY WOMEN THAT ARE MINORITIES THAT LOVE DARK SIDE OF MODELING,AS WELL AS I.AND ITS NOT JUST MODELING BUT EVEN IN THE MOVIES.TIM BURTON ONE OF MY FAVORITE DIRECTORS,NEVER HAVE I SEEN A MINORITY FACE.ONLY THE TYPICAL PALE WHITE GOTH PEOPLE.ONE DAY I WOULD LIKE TO BE THE FIRST GOTH GIRL IN MODLING AND MOVIES IN THAT AREA OF GENRE,TO PROVE YOU DONT HAVE TO BE PALE TO LIKE THAT GENRE.

Just Thinking....
Have you ever felt like you're doing nothing but hurting someone? Cant' stop it cause it's not under your control really? Do they act like everything's fine, but you feel like they're just covering it? Hurting them makes you feel like shit and it hurts too damn much? Just had to get that out.

Just A Little Poem!! :)
sipping slow of supple suckle; languishing licks kiss creamy cheek. my breath is ragged; i can not speak... this lingering liquid to beg release;... exquisite tease my lips, they glide on silken glans.. at last! hot hands... slick in rhythm with spouting beast and swallowed feast.!.. ...i sigh; slow sipping

Just For Fun
Okay people, lets have some fun...This one is interesting..........Just hit forward and place an X by all the things you've done or remove the X from the ones you have not and send it to your friends (including me).No need to copy and paste into a new email. ( ) Smoked a cigarette ( x) Drank so much you threw up ( x ) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. ( ) Been arrested ( x ) Gone on a blind date: ( x ) Skipped school ( ) Watched someone die ( ) Been to Canada ( x ) Been to Mexico ( x ) Been to Florida (X ) Been on a plane ( X ) Been lost ( x ) Been on the opposite side of the country. ( ) Gone to Washington DC ( x ) Swam in the ocean- ( X ) Felt like dying ( X ) Cried yourself to sleep..... ( x ) Played cops and robbers ( x ) Recently colored with crayons (x ) Sang Karaoke- ( x ) Paid for a meal with only coins ( X ) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't ( x ) Made prank phone calls.

Just Things To Think About
If it's true that we are here to help others, what are the others doing here? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? What is the speed of darkness? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up every two hours? Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people at the Special Olympics? If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be? Do married people live longer than single ones or does it only seem longer? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put whe

Just A Dream
The rain starts and I shiver . I tend to get chills up and down my spine. I look out across a dark and gray sky. Dreariness is what most see. My vision is of promise and hope. Wondering where I get it . Is your glass half empty or half full ? I woke up today in a terrible slumber. Dis-oriented, Weathered,Broken , but not Defeated. We all may feel down and out at times. I just try to make it the best way I can. Friends and family help get me through. Why do we feel the way we do at times ? Humans being human! Or is it just a dream?

Just Another Day
Well good evening everyone this is just another blog from a soldier to the world. I am just sitting here watching a movie and being bored out of my mind. I went to work again and got off early again so you know its pretty cool. But it seems like after work I have nothing to do lol. Its not like I can just get totally shit faced because I have to wake up and go to work again the next day lol. But yeah thats pretty much how my day went. So well I guess I am signing out for now but I am looking forward to all yalls fubar friendships and everything else this site has to offer. Daryl

Just Wanna Cry
i'm in so much pain right now all i wanna do is cry. my meds aren't helping... i can't seem to stop feeling exhausted... my 4 year old lil girl is constantly climbing on me, kicking me, hitting me, pushing me...and she's literally pushing me over the edge. i'm not sure if i can handle this much more.. i feel like i'm going insane!! it feels like my flesh is being ripped from the bones, like i've been beaten and battered and dragged behind a car for hundreds of miles. i can't get any rest...i try..but it hurts soo bad. i take my ultram and it does absolutely NOTHING.. and on top of that, i woke up this morning with what feels like bronchitis starting in my chest... again... i just wanna go to sleep and not wake up for weeks... can someone please put me in a coma?

Just Written On Jan. 13, 2007
Just leave, Just forget about me. Just go on living, Just go on believing That you did nothing wrong, And I'll keep on believing I don't belong. Just stop all hope, Soon I'll learn to cope. Just stop loving me, Just keep on knowing we'll never be. Just move on, Just stay gone.. Just let me be, And we will see, Just what you will mean to me.

Just Writing
Good Morning everyone. Just saying hello. I changed my status on my profile to be viewed only by those that are on my friends list so this will slow down all the women that are insecure over there men or there so called men they have never even met. I personally am so glad I found this little button.It will also slow this little page down a lot.Oh well thats okay it is better than getting trivial emails and then when you choose to write them back and ask politely to stay off your page they block you. At least now I can focus on who I have as friends and try to get to know them. If I have ignored anyone please do not take it personal it has been the whole page with the exception of one.So many childish games that had to iron out. So hello from me to you for those that read this.

Just One Kiss
Antagonizing pleasure Placed upon my lips Where dreams come true In just one kiss Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy Closing the door on reality Not even the thickest iceberg Could melt the lust inside I shed my fears faster then my clothes The anticipation begins to unfold My heart begins to pound faster As you come closer Just one look from your eyes And I become hypnotized A river of sins, to which I concede Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me!! Your lips gently pressed against mine A silent submission of tongue intertwined My mouth tenderly pressed against yours My voice trembles as you start to explore Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine An erotic dance of passing time My heart’s racing as fast as yours My body’s craving for something more Starving and craving For an evening of erotic bliss Where dreams come true In just one kiss!!

Just Alot Of Writting I Love It.......enjoy
"Judge me .n.o.t. & let me be. Don't go by what you .t.h.i.n.k. you see, for eyes .d.e.c.e.i.v.e. & .w.a.r.p.s. perception. Ignorance .c.a.u.s.e.s misconception."- When you’re .B.r.o.k.e.n. Current mood: determined This sounds totally cliche, but I have a song right now. It completely describes my life & how I feel about it. im A momma, I'm single. I'm about to be HOMELESS. & because of losing my job, I'm going to lose my apartment. Everything I've worked so hard for within the last 2 years is going down the drain. & this song is how I feel... Wake up to a sunny day Not a cloud up in the sky & then, it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground & they shatter all around So open & exposed But, I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my trouble When you're broken In a million little pieces & you're trying But, you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken

Just Some Thoughts
If you put truth above your own desires And value those as friends who feel the same If you take pride in things that you've accomplished And when you're wrong, stand up and take the blame. If you can understand your limitations And not waste time on tasks beyond your scope But take the future as a brand new challenge That you can meet with confidence and hope. If you can listen to those who would advise you And then judge for yourself just what is right If you can keep in touch with all about you And settle differences without a fight. If you can find delight in simple pleasures And see the rainbow, not the falling rain If you can lose and never give up trying Believing that there's nothing done in vain. If you can staunchly stick by your convictions And not let others set your goals for you If you can be as practical as need be And still remember sometimes dreams come true. If you can live the life that you believe in And trust your judgment and maturity Then you'll be not just happy

Just Got Out Of Hospital Again
I just had another surgery cause my site got infected where I had the first surgery. I have 2 types of infection 1 being mersa. I know have 2 undergo 6 weeks of IV antibotics and the metal plate in my arm had 2 also be removed, so I may be in a third case soon. These antibotics are harsh so please dont be upset if it takes some time for me 2 get back 2 you. I am also getting very weak and well my left arm is getting the brunt of that bad, as for those of you I work with looks like at least another six weeks, at least before I will be returning. Sorry not much at this point but its late and home health care is coming early in the morning to teach me hoe to self andminister these antibiotics (which take no less that 2 and a half hours through IV to take at a time). Thanks again to all of you who have been keeping in touch, and continuing to be concerned and keeping me in your prayers. You dont know how much it means to me and my family. Dari

Just Something I'm Gonna Post From Time To Time And Yes There Will Be Additives If U Hit Up The Other Angels First!!!!
"Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay

Just Wonderful
ok people i just discovered the scum i kicked out forever ago is on fubar. Which makes me want to tell everyone and warn all the women on here. I don't think he has changed i don't think he ever will i don't want him to hurt anyone. But at the same time i don't care im happy and ive moved on with my life. Im very content with who i have in my life etc. i just know what scum he is and im worried about others. Should i warn people or just ignore it and go on with my life. well im going to go on with my life either way. Ugh ehy do i have to be a caring soul maybe you all could give me some advice on what i should do. Should i warn girl or should i just let it lie.

Just So You Know
I WILL NOT TOLERATE THE LORDS NAME TAKEN IN ANY CONCEPT ON HERE OR ANYWHERE IN VAIN I DRAW THE LINE AT THAT I WILLL DELETE AND BLOCK YOU WITHOUT A 2ND THOUGHT! SO IF I EVEN SEE YOU REPOST A BULLY WITH WHAT I SAW TONIGHT I WILL BLOCK ANYONE WHO DOES IT BE IT FAMILY OR NON FAMILY!

Just A Thought...
Why is it that when a guy finds out a girl has a boyfriend on here that's the end of the conversation? yeah I know, Every site has nothing but pervs on it and just wanna get off on dirty pics but I just wanna talk dammit! Is that so hard?

Just Something That Need To Be Finshed Tell Me What You Think An Add To If You Wont
I pushed your hair aside and began kissing your neck. ''And this,'' as my fingertips began brushing ever so lightly up and down your back. I continued across your neck with my kisses, and ran a finger down the ridge of your spine. You gave a light shiver. ''Cold? Maybe I should stop and cover you up...'' ''No, don't do that. I think you've got a better way to warm me up.'' ''Hmmm. Could be -- we'll give it a try, anyway. How about this?'' I asked as I moved back and began nibbling your left ear. You let out a small moan. ''Interested in more?'' I asked. ''You might just continue and find out...'' ''Now that's an invitation if ever I heard one. How's this?'' I moved down below your ear, and began kissing my way down below, and began teasing one of your (and my) favorite erogenous spots. You began moving ever so slightly as I continued. Another moan, this one more serious and spontaneous, escaped your lips. ''Like that? How about this?'' I asked

Just A Quick Note
I KNOW IM GONNA CATCH HELL FOR THIS SO HERE YEAH YEAH YEAH I CHANGED MY NAME ON FUBAR BIG FUCKING DEAL IF YOU SO-CALLED FRIENDS HAD READ THE PROFILE BEFORE ADDING ME YOU WOULD HAVE SEEN THAT I CHANGE MY NAME AND ADD NAMES TO IT FROM TIME TO TIME IF THIS HAS PISSED ANYONE OFF I DON'T CARE KINDA CHILDISH TO GET PISSED ABOUT THAT 2 BEGIN WITH AND I`D RATHER BE PISSED OFF AND THAN PISSED ON WOULDN'T YOU GET OVER IT ITS FREAKING FUBAR FOR CRYING OUT LOUD

Just A Lil Tid Bit
one thing about me that u may not know is i like to joke and tease and just have a good time, i am hardly ever serious and i never take shit said too seriously, i take pride in the fact that i don't let much get to me, and every adversity that has been dropped in front of me i have face with a good attitude and always with a smile :)

Just A Questionaire
1. Can you cook? 2. What was your dream growing up? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. What zodiac sign are you ? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? 10. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11. What is your favorite sport? 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16. Do you have any pets? 17. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18. What was your first impression of me? 19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22. What color eyes do you have?

Just Here
i really dont no how to feel right now i am just so confused i dont even no what to think school life lauren jon job i am stressed out like really bad i just wish i could talk face to face and talk shit out ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am about to pull hair out fuck i hate this i hate being fucking single but i am going to be true to my word and not pull but it is hard to found something to talk about when all i think about is him. Everyone i talk to is like i told u so and i hate to hear that i just want someone to tell me what i want to hear ( he will came back and relize what he lost and will not want to let u go

Just Thoughts
Babies being born New love found New rhymes made new faces scene New day to play not to waste away New sun set sits a new night begins New year begins old dogs learn new tricks New vows taken promises made Before was another day Babies being aborted new love lost New rhymes thrown away new faces not seen New days wasted not played No one sits and admires the sun set nights quiet no party to begin New years forgotten old dogs grow weary New vows broken promises deceived Ying has to have a Yang New Rivalries made news eyes open What a crying shame reality has to hit me this way New graves are made new tears are spilled The begining

Just Need To Vent
I finally got done filling out my Indiana Gaming license application. This really doesn't fall under the heading of stupidity, but some of the info was completely asinine. It states clearly in the instructions that any information not declared will be considered as your attempt to obstruct their process. Well, they ask for so much information, I know it's quite possible I forgot something, somewhere. I don't remember all the addresses of all the places I've lived SINCE THE DAY I WAS BORN!!!! There's been numerous times when I've just crashed with friends for a few weeks because I wanted to get away from home, and I'm afraid that if I don't disclose those addresses too, they're going to nail my ass to the wall. Plus, with their access to all my records (hell, they probably know who my birth mother is, and I've been searching for that info for years), why do they need me to provide it for them? Can't they just look it up? Now, I have to hunt for the notaries that supposedly notarize such

Just Don't Know Lyrics
This song is by Izzy Stradlin. It's called Just Don't Know. It has some serious morals to take in... Especially in this stage in my life. Tried to tell ya one time but your, head was in the clouds No idea, was coming down Looking for the answer instead of, looking out of bounds All I'm saying, just don't know, 'bout you All I'm saying, just don't know Wake up in the morning wondering, how'd you end up here Negotiate your own way clear Looking for the answer instead of, looking in your mirror All I'm saying, just don't know, 'bout you All I'm saying, just don't know Maybe you're right man then again Que sera sera mi friend All I'm saying, just don't know, 'bout you All I'm saying, just don't know All I'm saying, just don't know, 'bout you All I'm saying, just don't know

Just This One Last Time
Just This One Last Time by RL Every time we meet we live in the moment of this one last time I want the memory to scorch itself into my mind Never to relinquish it's hold I embrace the moment into my soul I attempt to cram a lifetime of feelings into this one last time I drown in your eyes and I tremble at your touch I want; no, I need to give you back the pleasures you awake in me When you look at me, as if there is only me, I melt to puddles I feel with more strength than I ever thought possible The power of the intimacy is ferocious and brutal It allows me to believe in the unbelievable But knowing it can never be Denies the normal defenses from intruding and interfering The moment is soft and vulnerable Unguarded and revealing The potent emotions that rush through me Don't have time to be examined They are to be cherished and relished And then ignored and forgotten Because we both know For all those concerned It really must end It

Just Freakin Great
Wow I can't believe everything you told me was a load of crap. I liked you. I gave you my heart which is not freakin easy to do. What do I get in return? The whole I just want to be friends deal. After I told you I dont like the friends with benefits thing you still sleep with me and expect things to be okay? Wow and here I thought you were different. Boy was I wrong. You are just like every other freakin guy in the world. You want one thing and one thing only. I hate this. Guys suck. Guess I really am going to be alone for the rest of me life..... FUCK YOU!!!!

Just A Child
a tiny child thats all i was innnocent fuckn innocent and you found lust? just a lil girl.. just learning this life but you took it from me you didnt play nice just a child not even quite one and look what you did it cant be undone pigtails and puppies a diaper and all you sick fuckn bastard i still played with dolls what were you thinking where was your mind was someone your age so hard to find? and what about those those who knew all along i was just a lil baby didnt you know it was wrong? 20 years later i now pay the price because i was a child molested half of my life just a tiny baby full of giggles and coohs you took my life what the fuck was wrong with you!!

Just A Little Help
Hello all my Friends. My wife is in a contest and was wondering if you have a min if you would comment bomb her. I would really appreciate any help you can give her. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your help. Here is the link to her picture.

Just You Wait Mr Easel, Just You Wait.
Now that I've got you out in the open, I'd like to get something else out in the open. We are NOT even. You are definitely not even (I see I haven't extended one of your legs properly) but despite your wonkiness you still manage to make me feel inferior. There you stand - 74" of oiled beechwood and canvas staring at me blankly, waiting for me to prove something to you that I don't want you to know. I can't paint. Ignorance is bliss so long as you remain ignorant of your own ignorance. Otherwise, paranoia starts to torture you with relentless questions: "Have I left it to late to learn?", "Would I recognise a Caravaggio if I fell over one?" (fancy leaving it on the floor in the first place) and worst of all: "Am I one of the millions upon millions of people who uses the word 'surreal' in the wrong context?" Probably. No. Probably. I don't like you. I don't like your silent smugness. I don't even like the box you came in. I'm almost looking forward to painting my fi

Just Thoughts On 1/31
I was watching "A Few Good Men" last night and one commercial TNT kept running was a guy excited about his kid enlisting in the service. Anyone else find that ironic? I been thinking - why not Levitra PM, so you could get a good night's sleep if you get turned down? How about it, science!?

"just Stay"
----- Just Stay (Author Unknown) A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside.'Your son is here,' she said to the old man.She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Soldier standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Soldier wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Soldier could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Soldier sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Soldier move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Soldier was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staf

"just Me"
"Hello" I said as I looked in the mirror. "Relax" was my reply and I started to fear. How can a mere reflection know I am so stressed out? I began to wonder and tried to figure it out. Is this just a joke, is someone playing games? So I tried to point fingers and name names! All the while my reflection just laughed at me. It told me life doesn't always have to be what I see. In anger I made a fist and tried to break it, but i broke down in tears cause I could no longer fake it. Sometimes it's hard to be the happy guy, and yes I am a man but i know it's alright to cry. You see life doesn't always go as I plan and I feel I have failed. Even though others try to remind me how many times I've prevailed. But I'm tired of looking to the past to find happiness. Cause I feel that if I keep looking back it's my future I will miss. I just want to be stable I want to be loved, is that to much to ask? I thought, for some strange reason t

Justice For Alijah And Sporks!!!
I have been reading a lot of comments on the Alijah James case and I am extremely disappointed in the reaction to Caren hiring a lawyer before she talks to police. That was the smartest thing she could have done. Too many times, an innocent, grieving parent gets accused of the crime. I have a degree in Criminal Justice and I can tell you that the criminal justice system does NOT always assume you are innocent until proven guilty. In my opinion, Caren (I love Sporks) did the RIGHT thing in hiring a lawyer. This is not a mild case. It's a Homicide. She needs to make sure that not only baby Alijahs rights are protected, but hers as well. Any of you that know Caren, should be supporting her in her time of need. Not condemning her. We all went through her pregnancy AND the birth of little Alijah right here on fubar. We all loved that little Sporklet! We all love Caren too. So all I have left to say is let's not desert her now when she needs us the most. Keep both little Alijah

Just For My Own Benefit Lol
The Fubar Love Cruise Welcome aboard on the Fubar Love Cruise! Hop on, enjoy the drinks, enjoy the music, and maybe meet a new fu-love along the way! RULES OF THE CRUISE!!!!! Please Rate/Fan/Add all members on board!!!! When you send a friends request be sure to let cruise members know you're on the Fubar Love Cruise! If you already know a member of the Cruise, leave them a comment and let them know that you are on the Fubar Love Cruise! As soon as you have Rated, Fanned and Added all members on the cruise, please Fu-Mail the captain so that you can be added on the cruise! Please repost the bulletin and invite your friends along on the Cruise! Let's have fun on this Cruise! Please treat all cruise members with respect!!!!! Captain ♦Miss Trouble♦ LT for 2nd Alarm Hotties/Club F.A.R* Suave's Fu-Wifey♦@fubar Co-Captains THA OFFICIAL"MS. SWEET MOCHA"CLUB F.A.R "FUWIFEYTOBLACKOb1"@fubar *Liberated Spice*LOL Family Owner*Club F.

Just So You Know:)
Just so everybody knows I have another account do to some personal reason if you would to add me please shout box me for inform... and I have a new yahoo If you want it please shout box me for it too... :)I will keep this account as long as I have my vip which is for a while.... hope to hear from you soon!! XXXXX Honey!!

Just Fucking Dont!!
Don't tell a girl you love her, if you don't Don't tell a girl she is your world if she isn't Don't tell a girl you'll call her if you won't Don't tell me i'm that girl again, i'll slit your throat. Don't befriend a girl to betray her, Don't feed her lies, to sway her Don't use your mind to get inside her head Don't call me that girl again, i'll see you dead. Don't think i can be bought with cheap romance and wine Don't think im the kinda girl, to slut about in line Don't mistake me for someone who's playing this fools game Don't play the girl, who can forget your name Just fucking don't.

Just A Touch Of Fu Love Needed..
Please go show my young fu friend Barbie some love... Can you help her plan with more fans and friends? She's still pretty new, so she needs the super boombastic FAN-RATE-ADD show! lol. LET's RAIN FU LOVE ON HER TODAY AND TAKE HER TO FRIEND'S HEAVEN!!! ... barbie THIS PIMPTASTIC BLOG HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE INFAMOUS ~/~ Sassy Laurie PLEASE SHOW ME LOVE~/~

Just Another Survey
1. How many people have you kissed in the past 12 months? several. but that includes kids, babies and family..lol 2. Have you ever done anything illegal? yes 3. Would you rather spend a whole day with your mom or your dad? my dad 4. Where will you be 12 hours from now? watching tv prpbably 5. Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward? no 6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow? yes 7. Who do you wish you were with right now? someone :) 8. Is it easy for people to make you smile? Usually 9. Does anyone hate you for no reason? who cares if they do 10. Can you make yourself cry? probably 11. How many hours of sleep did you get last night? 7 12. Is your life simple or complicated? simple 13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yes 14. Have you ever been too drunk to remember anything? yep. 15. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? quite a few times 16. Do you know anyone wh

Just Where You Are
Some people confuse me Most of people i do not understand Across the sea and across this land Views and opinions range from left to right Agruments and disagreements Coming from any where Never a time of silence, this is not fair Yet i am aware, indeed i do care Turn on the Tv or listen to the radio People calling each other many different things Violence and negativity, where is the responsibility? So i rather sit here and write than fight Weather changes, people get scared too quickly today Just sit down and relax, maybe have a beer or two As i see the world moving very fast I'm sure for most this fairy tale will not last Read a book , read a magazine All i see is "How to get thin" and still drink caffeine Shake my head and roll my eyes, look to the skies What is going on in this once peacefull place? Wake up, go to work, and back to bed You sure life is ment to be a race? Cruise control is the gear i truely run on While many are stressed or a sleep o

Just Something Silly....
This just caught my attention and made me smile: A papa mole, a mama mole, and a baby mole all live together in a little mole hole. One day, papa mole sticks his head out of the hole, sniffs the air and said, 'Yum! I smell maple syrup!' The mama mole sticks her head out of the hole, sniffs the air and said, 'Oh, Yum! I smell honey!' Now baby mole is trying to stick his head out of the hole to sniff the air, but can't because the bigger moles are in the way. This makes him whine, 'Geez, all I can smell is.... MOLASSES

Just 5 Minutes Of Your Time
OK MY BISHES, IF YOU LOVE ME, AND I KNOW YOU DO, PLS COME OVER FOR 5 LIL MINUTES TO HELP THROW A FEW COMMENTS DREW'S WAY FOR HER CONTEST...I'M SURE THE FEELING OF HELPING HER OUT ALONE WILL MAKE YOU FEEL ALL WARM AND FUZZY INSIDE...ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK ON HER PIC BELOW AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE...THANK YOU MY BISHES...TINA

Just Blabbing
I love to dance, play sports and things so active like that. Then i had an accident as a child and now i cant do any of it. I loved wearin heels. The doc told me I cant even do that. All cuz i broke my back. I guess this is the reason i'm really not lookin for anything. I mean I would be work if any man had me. I have to wear a back brace under my clothes lol. I sound like such a loser. Wonder if there's any support groups for broken dreams? lol