November 30, 2007
Dedicated to my ex, Julio Cruz
I will not break, I will not fall
Not this time, you will not have it all
I gave you my heart, mind, body & soul
You have slowly tried to turn it to coal
Slowly I'm getting smarter, getting wise
I am trying my damnedest to not believe your lies
You ripped out my heart, time and again
When all I ever wanted was to be your friend
I'm tired of hurting, tired of the pain
Tired of your obsessive, asinine game
I'm walking away and not looking back
Trying to live my life with a little more tact
Making wiser choices, keeping my life going right
I'm tired of everything being a constant fight
Watching this chapter of life as it slowly ends
Hope on the horizon, as a new one beings
I will hold my head high and walking the path
With the knowledge that soon I'll look back and laugh
What a fool I have been and a fool I will be
But that's just life, that's just me
