Fubar Blog Posts 2

Just Looking For Some Fu Friends
Hi people my name is nick and im just looking for some true friends i would love to get to the top ranks and i think that i have what it takes just need some good beautiful people around me so send me a mess if your intrested

Just Got Back From The Y.
I just got back from the YMCA and boy oh boy the ladies over there are hot!!! I was thinking of working there in the future, but also.... I would need to have something to calm my mind. Because there are too many hot young women over there. It is really fun to work out at the YMCA.

Just Don't!
Ok..I am having major issues with many of you so-called "fu-friends." I come onto FUBAR to have fun, rate people and just chill but alot of you asshats are starting to burn my ass. First of all...I do not care if you are in a contest on FUBAR....so please stop asking me to rate and comment on your hideous ugly fat pictures. I will do that on my own if I feel like it. Now this does not apply to all of you...the ones I am really close to because you know I will always be here for you. I am talking about the people that don't talk to me for months at a time and show up out of the blue with a link that will lead me to some bullshit contest. All you fake bitches can go fuck yourselves. So do me a favor and just don't ask me for help in a contest. I have NO problem deleting you stupid bitches. Thank you. PS: If anybody has a problem with this...you all know that I really don't give a fuck!

Just A Thought.................
IN OUR EVERYDAY LIFE WE MEET DIFFERENT KINDS OF PEOPLE FROM ALL WALKS OF LIFE..WE CAN'T BE SURE IF THAT PERSON WE MET DURING THAT DAY IS A TRUE PERSON, SINCERE AND HONEST ON THE WAY HE OR SHE SHOWS IN THE MANNER OF TALKING..BUT LET US ALL REMEMBER THAT WHAT WE SEE FROM THE OUTSIDE SHOULD NOT BE CONSIDERED ALSO GOOD FROM THE INSIDE....have a nice day ahead of you.....

Just So You Know....
I am one of just those guys; that's already had those times in life and done the crazy-boy stuff. Laid back artist, self employed and Best of all Single Father. Just living in a harden'd world thats' forgotten what it means too really have fun while existing. Who really knows what is gonna happen next...

Just The Beginning For Now
This blog is going to be used to post my poems that i have created over the years feel free to comment on them if you like. For right now this is just to introduce me and the blog. So please give me a few days and I will have some poems posted on here soon. Ty for all the love and hope to hear from everyone. Lady Aimee

Just A Poem
Bye my friend! We were friends We laughed, teased, and relaxed. We became lovers. Not in the physical way, But you touched me, Mind, body, heart, and soul. The words spoken melted the ice around my heart. You were there Morning, noon and night. A minute didn’t go by that you were not with me. You were there! I never tired of hearing that you missed or needed me. Then one night a misunderstanding. Words spoken were taken wrong. You told me you could never tell me again, The words that I longed to hear. You had shut your heart to me. I lingered hoping it would all be as it once was. We both stayed. Each day as you got stronger I got weaker. I even tried revealing a part of me that no one knew. It only served to ease the pain, Not heal the wound. The pain is now too much to bear. I walk away with tears in my eyes, And an emptiness in my heart and soul. The walls are up again. I wish you the best of life. I will always treasure our time together. Goodb

Just As You Predicted
I sort of want to sit here, build a nice warm safe cacoon, live where no one can touch me. I'm feeling lonely and self-riteous, angry, defiant, and unsure, so bad i wouldn't go back, even though i miss the way things were. So here i go, just like you predicted, up and out, i'm taking off. Yes i think i deserve better. So this is goodbye. april 6th 2009

Just Alittle About Me Blog #1
I used to write a blog on my myspace account most everyday. Now I'm never on myspace, so i've decided to move it here. Anywho. I'll tell you alittle about Mia you may or may not know. I am a single mother of one 3 yr old boy , Tony. He also suffers from Autism. So at this point in my life, I work 24-7 365 Days with my son. Hence why I'm on the computer all the time. We don't get out as much as normal ppl can. Yep, I am single. Right now its by choice. Guess you can say I've got sick of looking and finding the wrong ones. Time for a break I think. If I'm not all flirty. This is the reason why. Alright, Alittle fu background on me. I've been a Dj at probably at 15 differant lounges. Including my own "The Rejects" Since July 2008. Presently I am a Dj Manager for Snake Eyes Radio (June 2009). Which I do have to say. This is the best lounge I have worked for by far. Plus the bunch is the best group of nut nuts I've ever met online. Oh before I started the whole

Just Another Silly~
Just another silly because I can't think of anything to write~ A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months, yet she stayed by his bedside every single day. When he came to, he motioned for her to come nearer. As she sat by him, he said, "You know what? You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me. When my business failed, you were there. When I got shot, you were by my side. When we lost the house, you gave me support. When my health started failing, you were still by my side... You know what?" "What dear?" She asked gently. "I think you bring me bad luck."

Just Want To Make Sure My Friends Are(please Read On)
i had to change my privacy setting in (PROFILE VIEWABLE TO EVERYONE OR FRIENDS OR SALUTES REQUIRED)...U KNOW THAT BUTTON...sorry don't mean to yell at u..but i wanted to make sure u knew what i was talking about...=) i changed my setttings friends only can see my profile and i want to make sure that u are still seeing my profile and pics....i met to do that while back...im going to try this for awhile and wants to know from other people using this setting ,do u like it? thanks have a nice day

Just Pure Evil!
(I added some more thought)......I think it is Just Pure Evil to hunt and kill dear or moose or any other animal for the hell (GAME!) of it WTF? Just Pure Evil. I think fishing is evil to unless ur stranded and thats ur only food. even to catch and release is evil cuz it brings tha fish pain. all hunters should be shot thereselves i wanna go around tha world and shoot em with rubber bullets and make em think twice about it. and Lucky Rabbits Foot? WTF? Just Pure Evil. wasn't so lucky for tha rabbit huh? what gives these hunters tha right to kill GOD's beautiful creatures? Just Pure Evil. if it wasn't for free will. so many animals wouldn't be killed. and zoo's don't keep animals to be cruel to em or mean. they keep em to protect them from prditors if i had tha money i would donate lots of it to the zoo's around tha world cuz i love tha work they do they are hero's in my book. they resque animals from death. some are sick and they help them get better i love zoo's. and if ur a hunter a

Just Thinking Bout Life
ok so I been thinking if u have true friends they wont make u feel bad everytime they turn around or always tell u that u r wrong....so ppl no im going through alot im sorry if i try 2 make myself feel better by cracking jokes or saying funny things dont hold it against me its not a sin..... ill b a friend 2 every1 but its ridiculous that ppl treat u bad bc of who r u they r not true friends or those other ppl who keep tryin 2 change u into who u dont wanna b then get mad about it.... i may not say it everytime but i appriciate every friend in different ways.... so im sorry if im not good enough 4 u but i no im me

Just A Vent
I been talking to the transitional place that I want to be at. They staffed my case yesterday and she called me this morning telling me before I can come in that they want a psych test done. She is worried about what she seen in my doctors things about the depression and anxiety she read about in my doctors paperwork and also that I never followed up or never continued to take the medication. I never continued cuz at that time I didnt have medical so I didnt have the funds to pay for the pills and didnt want to rack up the bills going to the doctor. She is also worried about how I isolate myself, and this I do know that I do..... I am hoping this all turns out properly and I get accepted in, cuz this is very very important to me.

Just Cause.
I will never apologize for the things we've donenor regret the fights we've lost and wonI'll always remember those fucked up callsall the videos in the bathroom stallsyour pleading "I've got a secret but you might think it's wrong"my assuring "its okay love, I've known all along"shared glances, the same way we thinkmartini glasses in a dirty sinkroads to nowhere with no plan at allholding each other up before we fallstumbling in strange cities, sea salt in our hairbreaking glass in public, its not too rarebroadway walks and breakfast at nightDrinking under the bridge in the summer lightwe're hitting it full force, doing what we gotta dono one can touch us, this friendship is true

Just Thinkin
JUST THINKIN Today I sit and think About the places I have been The people I have met And the things in which I’ve seen So many places have I traveled All so beautiful and unique All so rich in history Yet so different on their streets They seem to attach right to you Their wonder their beauty their strengths And when you leave their borders Everything seems to cease The people that I’ve met Are all so different yet the same While DNA defines us Our bodies tell us were the same Everyone has their problems Their weaknesses and their strength Some can solve their issues While others hide and weep Many things have I seen Some wonderful and mystique Others dark and dreadful When death they cannot defeat Destruction Tares down the walls We have worked so hard to build And when there is a breakthrough All the secrets are revealed We try to keep them hidden So our fears and pain cannot be seen But it’s when we are alone That we

Just Expressing
Here I sit wishing I knew an easy way to tell him exactly how I feel about him. Knowing that when he gets done with work he will come home and we will go out together as if we were officially a couple, without a care in the world of what others think of us being together. He is always there when I need him and does everything he can to make the hard days easier and to understand me. He has no idea how much he helps me just get through each day and night with all the other drama and bullshit going on. Just hearing his voice and having him tell me everything will work out one way or another makes everything all that much better and easier to handle. Now with Heaven being with her grandparents and father I spend every other weekend with him, just the two of us. Yeah he's had to work both weekends that I have been down here so far but that's alright because while he's at work I just hang out and try figuring everything out and then when he gets home we do whatever we wanna do. No

Just Because
Think back to your most important relationship, was it all your fault it's over? some Your last kiss probably meant nothing to you, right? nope....something more Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance? hmmmmm sum wat Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly? nah not 4real Who are the past 4 people to send you a text? iono i hav no fone Do you love where you live? yes my confort zone What were you doing 12 AM last night? bed dreaming Last person you were on the phone with for more than 20 minutes? iono i dnt remember....havent been on the fone Can you get over people easily? nope not at this moment Have you ever regretted letting someone go? yerp Would you go out in public looking like you do now? of course why not Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? mall Does your ex miss you? iono??? If the last person you kissed tried to kiss you again, would you kiss back? yup Did you sleep alone last night? always do Do you believe that th

Just Blah
Well, this is another addiction for me to try and juggle along with the rest of my resposibilities and addictions. lol After everything life has thrown at me, I still seemed to find a silver lining. I found a friend that I could never have asked for. I moved to this podunk town a few years ago in search of greener pastures. Well I found the pastures but they were full of manure. Ha yes it is a simple town of small mided people who don't realize how big the world actually is. I can not wait to get back home and the mess I love to call killadelphia :)

Just So You Know
Recently I have come to the conclusion that my time spent on line is not a good use of my time. I turned to the PC when my marriage ended cause all of the friends I had in real life had pulled away when my ex lost his mind. LOL...lost his mind in reality what happened was he decided at the age of 38 with 4 daughters, a good job, a home and 17 years of marriage that his life long dream was to be a Meth addict. So I call it loosing his mind cause I have no other sane way to explain it. Anyway, so between the 18 months of dealing with his addiction and the separation to follow our real life friends who didn't know what to say, how to act or what to do they pulled away. I felt more alone than I ever have in my whole life. So I turned to places like myspace and eventually found other sites that if they did nothing else they gave me adult contact. No one knew me well enough to judge me or my life. Eventually those contacts turned in to real people cause I ventured to meet them. A step I sti

Just A Lil About Me
hey Imma a 29 yr old male, been married for 8yrs this coming october and I dont add men so dont try unless I know you, so ladies only send me your invites, rates, blings, drinks, and whatever you want to to me.

Just Venting
My life seems to be one wild ride, up then down. Unfortuneately, now it is in a downward spiral. I have more on my plate than I can handle and it is taken its toll. My son needs surgery and he has no insurance. My oldest daughter is also unemployed and no one is hiring in her line of work, architecture. My youngest daughter is working but just had a break up with her boyfriend. Maybe just a break,but she is down. I am the only parent they have left and wish I could do more to ease their burdens. My personal life seems to be in the crapper as well. I have no job and no prospects. My love life is so damn confusing that I am not sure I have one. I wish I could be less sensitive and just go out and have a good time without getting involved. I just cant do it. I always care too much. Its no wonder I am so stressed, but it is nobody's fault but my own. If I sound like I am bitching, I am not, I am just saying what is on my mind. Life is just giving me a lot of lemons and I jus

Just To Bitch
OK SO U DECIDED TO SEE WHAT THIS GIRL HAS TO SAY WELL U GET WHAT U DESERVE. WHY IS IT GUYS TALK BULLSHIT TO U AND THEN AS SOON AS A PRETTY FACE OR BIG BOOBS COMES ALONG UR ALL OF A SUDDEN NOTHING TO THEM. I MEAN HELL I KNOW I AM NOT PRETTY BUT IF U DONT MIND AND U THINK UR GOING TO LEAVE ANYWAYS JUST DONT BOTHER TO STOP IN A SAY HEY DONT WASTE MY TIME AND DONT PLAY STUPIED FUCKING GAMES. HELL IF U FOUND SOMEONE ELSE BE A MAN AND SAY SOMETHING DONT JUST SIT THERE AND PRETEND LIKE NOTHING WRONG.U KNOW SOMEONE TOLD ME TODAY I NEEDED A REALITY CHECK WELL MAYBE HE IS RIGHT MAYBE I DO NEED TO STEP BACK AND REALIZE JUST HOW FAKE THIS HOLE SHIT IS.I WONDER IF THIS WEB SITE IS FOR GUYS AND GIRLS THAT WONDER WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF U TAKE SOMEONES HEART AND SEE HOW MUCH U CAN FUCK IT UP. I KNOW PPL FIND LOVE ON HERE YEA THATS TRUE.I JUST DONT THINK THAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME AND DONT FEEL SORRY FOR ME BECAUSE AT THIS POINT I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NO ONE COMMENTS ABOUT ME OR WHAT I HAVE WROTE HERE SO

Just Wow
Ok so i went and created a friends only blog to put the "other" poetry that I write in there. Apparently my blog is not for my thoughts and whatever I wish to say. I have to abide by what others think. In order to no longer offend those not on my friends list who read and actually understand that I simply write poetry. Often times completely opposite of the way I feel I will only let my friends read it. For those that simply don;t understand me all you would have had to do was ask I could have explained it.

Just Another Silly
I was going to go on a rant about religion again but~but my personal diety said I should post a joke instead~ You know you work in Corporate America in the 90's if... You sat at the same desk for 4 years and worked for three different companies. You worked for the same company for 4 years and sat at more than 10 different desks. You've been in the same job for 4 years and have had 10 different managers. You order your business cards in "half orders" instead of whole boxes. When someone asks about what you do for a living, you can't explain it in one sentence. You get really excited about a 2% pay raise. You use acronyms in your sentences. Your biggest loss from a system crash is that you lose your best jokes. You sit in a cubicle smaller than your bedroom closet. It's dark when you drive to and from work. Fun is when issues are assigned to someone else. The word "opportunity" makes you shiver in fear. You see a good looking person a

Just To Let You Know
I write my own short stories these five i just posted are some of my favs please i would love input or any ideas on others the write free free to use them but please know that my soul is in each thank you. tag

Just My Thougths, You Might Not Like ... Read If You Want
I am proud of the fact that Is usually pretty sweet and morally sound when it comes to being on the Internet.. What you see is what you get. I try to make everyone feel better about all the shit that's going on in their lives and make them at least laugh... Most I can make them feel a little bit better but some I cant help... What I want to know is what the fuck happens when my day is going to shit... do i complain no because i like to bottle it up inside till I burst WELL FOLKS TODAY IS THAT DAY Here's my list of shit I deal with on a daily basis: 1. my mother's white cell count still has recovered from her cancer treatments.. so I have to wonder will i send another 9 months visiting her in the hospital because shes isolated and needs blood transfusions. 2. My x husband owes me 5 grand in child support he refuses to pay for any soccer but I still let him see his son and I'm smile and don't bother him... cause my son should see his dad 3. My business is on the verge off either c

Just Words
Where are the words I want to say. Words that usually flow so easily each day. But none of them can convey a thought so true, A wonderful friendship that has been given to me by you. One day we were strangers, next it was “puter pal” And through that stage we just seemed to sail. Suddenly it seemed, you became my very best friend. Now, all of my feelings and thoughts to you I must send. And, I never question this friendship so dear For I know with a click of my mouse you are here. Your friendship means the world to me. And, without you, I wonder where I would be. Beside me you stood when my life was so sad. You laughed with me when I felt happy or glad. You sense my smile when I joke and I tease. And, I need you to stay in my life forever, please. I give so little and take so much, I know. But if you ever called for me I’d surely go. Then why are the words unspoken that I want to say To let you know I treasure your friendship every day?

Just Wondering...
So, here I am, a two-day member and I'm wondering if the majority of the members on this wonderfully kooky site even know that fubar is an acronym used by the military? It's normally used when someone or something is so incredibly messed up that it takes quite a bit of study before that person or thing is recognizable again. So, without prolonging the suspense... F - F**kedU - UpB - BeyondA - AllR - Recognition Now if you are reading this blog and didn't know what fubar meant before, you do now!

Just A Thought
Inslaved souls darkend by greed n lust firey screams wishing to live again. The sword cutting an slitting throats for the river of flame flows like the crimson bood of the guilty. The Mighty Hammer Smashing the heads of the ones who disobey and the sword taking the souls to the fiery pit of hell.

Just Don't Understand...
Ok, for those of you who were real enough to get to know me, should be the only ones who really give their unput on this, because they took the time to get to know me...unlike most people I know on here. OK, now, for those of who you wrote who actually got to know me, will know how I am. I am ther guy that will tell you something no matter how much it may anger you, depress you, or make you cry. I SIMPLY, CLEARLY DONT GIVE A SHIT. What I do care about though is being real with you, no matter what. I am hard on people because thats the way I was never raised. I was always told what I wanted to hear, and in the long run, It hurt. So, my problem is..a friend of mine, does some things, just to...you know what, I am not sure ecatly why. This friedn is an amazing, sweet, beautiful, loving, and caring person. They are always there to talk to you....but, this person degrades themselves with some actions in which are none of your business. I felt the need to express how I felt about it, and

Justice Anyone?
Yesterday I saw a video of a young woman in Iran that was shot and killed. What was her crime? Her crime was the desire to be free! Thousands of people in Iran are hungry for freedom! It is sad to see how the state police are taking down the names of the wounded arriving at the hospitals. I have so much to say about this, but for this time I will be brief. Don’t we as American’s stand out for freedom? We are the greatest nation for a purpose, I believe. It seems now that the administration is more interested in dealing with corrupt governments than helping the innocent crying out for help. All I can do now is wish and pray for justice! Those young people protesting in Iran are truly brave.

Just Thinking??
I wonder why no one show me any love when i work my ass off to show every one. it's like I have to be white or something to get people to rate me. I'm a nice guy when you got to know me. but no one really try to get to know because i get no notes or anything. i be left out all life and i'm not going to be left out on this site. one thing i hate about this. is that no one care about anyone if you are not cute are sexy in any way. then i see alot of girl that don't really do anything move up, level i stay the same level? so i guess i have to be a sexy or a white guy. To move up or to be giving any love............ who can race play a part on a site.

Just Talking
I just don't get love anymore. Im 27 years old and have only been in love once. A lot of people would say Im lucky, and I guess in a way I am. One day I know I will find love again, but Im in no rush to find it. It will have to find me this time. Ive been emotionally beaten and saddened due to my home life but each day I hope and pray that one day love will truly exsist in my heart again.

Just In Case
hi every one if ya havent heard my son carl dennis banghart is dead he died may 23 2009with a heavy hart i say this ya all please help keep my sons memory alive donate ya time or money to a batterdwomens center near youlets stop the vilence NOW thaks for all ya love and support benjamin

Just For Thought
I believe there is something elseentirely going on but no singleperson can ever know it,so we fall in love.It could also be true that what we useeveryday to open cans was somethingmuch nobler, that we'll never recognize.I believe the woman sleeping beside medoesn't care about what's going onoutside, and her body is warmwith trustwhich is a great beginning.

Justice
Am I crazy or am I mad?There's a difference you know and it's kind of sad.The screams that echo from my prison cellBring forth the reality of this man made hell.Fighting caged like a captured beast,unfairly treated to say the least.Loved by few, hated by manySeeking help but there isn't any.Society turned a blind eye on me when I was a kidthen my life went on a downward skid.Judged by a jury of so called peers,Sentenced to prison to spend some years.I might have become a man of means,but a thing called "Justice shattered my dreams.It's a horrible story I have to tellof a life spent traveling down a highway to hell.Still I stand tall, like a tall oak tree,My head held high for all to see.For even though my freedom they takemy mind won't break nor my spirit surrender.So look at me people, in your creationthe perfect picture of total damnation.You left me with arrogant pride,A seated hatred burning insideThis is an example of justice well done,No no it has been no fun.But if I had to do i

"just Want To Share This To All"
I ask GOD!How do i get the best of out life...GOD'answered!!!keep face your past with out regrets handle your present with confidence,prepare for the future with out the fear! and he added"keep the faith and drop the fear!Dont believe your doubts and never doubts your beliefs. Life is so wonderful if you know how to live!!! The present is invitable remember the power of GOD in you!!!

Just A Fantasy.. (very Nsfw)
We start off in a small bar having a couple of drinks and we are totally being obvious about our flirting. I have a nice pair of jeans on with a black sports jacket on and you have a short black dress on that shows off your nice ass and it's low-cut to show off your cleavage. You are teasing me by backing up into my lap and rubbing your ass against my cock. You take my hand and slide it up underneath the backside of your skirt and I feel you have a tiny thong on that feels lacy and feels like it has little tassels hanging off of it. You excuse yourself to go to the bathroom and while your gone this hot guy comes up to me and starts talking to me telling me how good you look especially how you're flirting with me. He says its totally obvious what your doing and he says its the hottest thing he has seen in a long while. You come back and ask me who my new friend is and I introduce him to you. We can all tell that there is a major attraction going on between all of us. He suggests that we

Just My Feelin
well its finally happenin we are leavin cailpornia..im havin all kind of feelin im fellin happy excited nervous sad ...i was born and raise in cailpornia and im finally leavin wooot... im happy to be leavin bc i hate this state its to high to live here and the laws are just dumb.. im sad bc im leave the one person who is my bestfriend and good friend and like my mom to me... im excited and nervous bc im meetin my boyfriend..he is such a awesome guy he is a sweetheart and he is full of love and im so happy inlove with him he is such a wouderful person and i cant wait to see him.. so i guess my feelin are normal.. this is goin to be a freash start and new life and new state and i couldnt be happyer to start..i know im a dork and im not try to be love slappy here just my feelin and to let yall know im leavein lol thanks for readin peace out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! smooooochesssssss

Just Wow!!!
The oddest things happen at the strangest of times. Was walking home from the shop with the ex and the kids when we saw a guy having a go at a young woman, they where fighting about something then he grabbed her and bit her hand, so ex-hubby lets go of the kids i grab them and he goes to see if he can help, well the guy starts shouting at him then by this point i've seen enough and call 999 on my cell phone. I give all the details i can to the police and take the kids home. About 15 mins later my friend Cath calls me and says "nice to talk to you on the 999 call" I can't believe i didn't recognise her voice on the phone but guess instinct takes over and you just try to give all the info you can at the time.

Just Moved
Just moved to the area. St. Cloud MN, just putting it out there, if anyone is in the area want to hang out or something let me know. I would love an opportunity to meet some new people, as I dont know anyone here.

Just Bytching
first off i want to thank every one that returns the luv on here weather it is by getting me shit faced or buying me a small gift of some sort and you all know who you are . But lately i have been rating and rating till my eyes are ready to pop out and i haven't goten anything back in return , i'm sorry if i'm not a size 2 and show tits and ass on here or that i have perky tits to be flopping around or that i'm able to spend hundreds of dollars on here for vips and happy hours and all that. i just wanted to get that all out of my system and i hope you all have a great week . p.s you can either comment or not i don't care either way

Just Me
i have come to realize that im a pretty good looking woman. And i thought that i was fat and ugle and that my husband didnt love me anymore. and the realize why i thought that was because i didnt love myself and i thought of myself as a mom and a wife and thats it... well know i know i look good and if someone doesnt think i am thats fine cause the only person that matters is me and well my husband. i just had a hard time dealing with the past and i didn t think that my husband would keep me and anyone that has seen the movie notebook knows what im talking about...i wanted my husband to love me and i didnt feel it for a long time but know i know that i cant live without him..... he is my world and im scared that his not going to be here....

Just An Idea.....
so earlier i was talking to a friend here...and i mentioned i wouldn't mind starting my own merry band of bunnie's....Nicky's bunnies....is the working title of this group...so i'm just curious if there would be enough interest amongst my sexy family willing to join.....oh yeah..any advice on how or what i need to do to get one going....will be appreciated...thankiiesssssssssss

Just Take The Step.
Hmm, where to start, so many ways to. First off I have to say this. Happiness is coming, it's on it's way to me, finally. I was beginning to wonder if it would ever find it's way inside.I have feelings developing, which at one point, I questioned. Now though, I don't need to question them anymore, I know what's happening. I welcome it, with open arms. It's so rare to find such a connection.I am very much into protecting them at all costs. It's a fierce determination unbendable by any other. I can't help but be this way, cause if one doesn't put their all into something, what is it then? Is it not worth it? I only go forward and look to the day where everything comes together, like the last thread of a finely woven fabric, it takes time, yes, but in the end, it only looks to be the best.Sometimes though, doubt enters the picture. The whys and how comes and what ifs. They linger, in the back, usually dormant, but will peek their ugly faces from time to time. It is human natu

Just My Thoughts......
I look at the years my grandparents have been alive and it truly amazes me as to all they have seen. The world is a 'fast pace' world and it is difficult to keep up with it. I could get into this deep.....but my feelings are that, just in my lifetime, I feel things have gotton worse. People have changed and I sure as hell think young adults these days have much less respect for anyone or anything. I blame this on our Government. Try to discipline your child these days and all the child has to do is turn in the parent for abuse.....when I was a child I new better than to be disrespectful..otherwise I'd get my ass whipped or grounded or some kind of punishment. But as much as I grew up in fear of my dad and at times I hated him......I thank him now!!! I have respect and commensense because I was taught and brought up that way by my parents and family. So I don't blame the kids of today for their lack of respect------I blame the Gov. for stripping parent's rights away to raise their chi

Just A Poem
fighting normalcynonconformedbut a humanhas transformedonce an outcast now accepteda girl now grownhas changed perspectivenot the people who have changedbut the limts that which chainedher views on lifeonce were bleaknow she's strong enoughto speakideas flowing just the samebut now she know's to the play the gameyou must followto later leadcannot live withoutsome greedan honest lifeshe craved the mostbut can't survivewithout a hostso on she goeswithout a carepure intentionsbecome rarethe girl a ghostinnocence fadednow she's feelingworn and jadedis she happyshe still asksor is she hidingbehind a maskmade of moneylust and liesthe light has long sinceleft her eyesshe tries so hardto maintainbut later seesshe's drenched in shameso adulthoodseems to bea lonely voyageon an endless sea

Just Wanted To Save This
I believe that we don't have to change friends if we understandthat friends change.* I believe that no matter how good a friend is, they're goingto hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them forthat.* I believe that true friendship continues to grow no matter how long the distance * I believe that you can do something in an instant that willgive you heartache for life.* I believe that it's taking me a long time to become the personI want to be.* I believe that you should always leave loved ones with lovingwords. It may be the last time you see them.* I believe that we are responsible for what we do, no matterhow we feel.* I believe that either you control your attitude or it controlsyou.* I believe that heroes are the people who do what has to bedone when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.* I believe that money is a lousy way of keeping score.* I believe that sometimes the people you expect to kick youwhen you're down, will be the ones to help you get ba

Just
Just for one chance to say hiJust for one chance to say byeJust to see you smileJust for you i would walk the mileJust to taste your kissJust to know what i would missThese are things i want you to seeThe better part of me

Just Feel Like Sharing With Fubar
I am sorry to hurt your feelings my loveI should have kept my promises as I have told youBut I don't know the reason why I did wrong to youI felt sad when I show your tears rolling on your cheeksI know you are very upset over meand don't want to talk to me eitherIf you feel that I had hurt you by unpleasant wordsthen please forgive me and accept my sorryDo not stop talking to me my love If you do so, my heart will burst into thousand piecesYou know how much I am in love with youand without you my loneliness will take me to hellAlways, there is a special place in my heart for youwhere my love for you is so passionate and trueNo one can melt my heart like you donor clutch my soul to give me new life like youMy love, please talk to me again and I promise your love in my life will be pleasant until my end

Just One Wish (repost)
If I had just one wish That I was allowed to makeIt would be as simple as thisI would wish away your painThe pain that haunts you in your sleepAnd brings you tears when you're awakeOne wish to set you freeOne wish for sweet dreams sakeFor your past to never haunt youNo more fear when you close your eyesPeaceful nights would be renewedA new hope when you ariseSo until that day comesWhen all wishes will come trueI'll keep making this oneUntil my days on earth are through

Just For Fun
Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids? Have you ever kissed someone? Missed someone? Told someone you loved them? Drank alcohol? Here you have 39 questions for the people who are a little older... 1. What bill do you hate paying the most? my car payment.... its huge!!! UH!! 2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? um... um... well, lets put it this way, its been awhile...... 3. What do you really want to be doing right now? soakin up the sun with my BFF laughing at stupid shit with no drama in sight anytime soon.... to much to ask? lol 4. How many colleges did you attend? i wish.... 5. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now? cuz its bedtime and i comfy in it lol 6. What are your thoughts on gas prices? Why complain, can't live without it right? 7. First thought when the alarm went off this morning? is it 630 already?? 8. Last thought before going to sleep last night? i dont remember lol 9. Do you miss being a child ? sometim

Just Just Just
Its so hard to believe in myself at the moment. I know I have a lot of change going on and it is literally scaring the hell out of me. I have been holding on to a relationship for almost 3 years. This relationship has been extreme long distance, he is in Germany, and I am in the states. I spent 6 months with him in 2007. I haven't physically seen or touched him since the end of November 2007. I kept hanging on, hoping he would decide what he wants. I think I am finally coming to the conclusion that it is not what I want out of this. This relationship was a fairytale relationship, I had the man of my dreams, the one I really felt was my soulmate. Since I have been back in the states, I have hit major depression, not caring about much or anything. I have isolated myself, when I used to be a social butterfly. I look so negatively on myself and things happening that I am sure it scares a lot of people off. I wish I knew how to do self affirmations and really intruly believe in them. I

Just A Man (repost)
I am just a manAll I have to offer is all that I amI can’t give you the moon and starsAll I have to offer is my heartI can’t promise I wont make you cryI do promise to dry your eyesI can’t promise to be perfectI can promise that you are worth itI wont have all the answersBut you will be a part of my heart foreverI can’t tell you I have the perfect planBecause you see, I am just a man

Just How I Feel The Way I Was Made To Be
I am with someone and yet so very alone the more I love her my heart grows sadder because I feel a need to be with my own kind I still feel lost in a society that is supposed to be mature open minded yet I still hurt I love her and it would hurt to see her walk out of my life What is the most painful is I need him the one special person that will hold me and love me with all his heart unconditionally I am not selfish or greedy I just want to be whole when only half of me has the love I need and that seems unfair to her because it is she is a straight girl in love with a bi guy I cherish her for that she still can and will love me knowing I need a man to love also in my life. I guess I am pretty good at keeping a secret I've held this one since grade school and always felt I was different than the other kids and not sure why all I did know is that when the girls would talk about the guys mostly no matter what they would say I felt they knew some how w

Just Do It!
my vacation is almost done. it seems like i didn't do as much as i wanted to. i did spend a lot of time finding people on facebook and fubar. lol. it's been a lot of work takin care of my past debts. there's a lot of emotional investment and resentment. but as i make progress, i do feel the burden get lighter. it seems once again, like there's a light at the end of the tunnel. but at the same time, it's frustrating to not be able to just get past this small barrier. it seems like everytime i start to make good progress, some obstacle or mishap happens. i'm so close, i can feel it. but it seems like i'm a month behind and always playing catch up. i do know, it's giving me a litteral pain in the neck. i'm gonna need another good massage to work out the kinks. i need to do some more drawing. it's been over 4 years since i did any artwork. it'll probably be very therapeutic for me to work on a few projects. i'm sure my style has changed since last time. the way i see thing

Just A Lil Diddy....
I thought for once i would write about something im most passionate about: Friendship Now granted I dont have many but those i do have i cherish to the end of the earth.. granted i do worry if i have upset them in some way shape or form since i do have a way with running my mouth off from being blunt...but no matter what i do love them and hope that if i have offended they could come to me about it Stacie (known to some as Per on here) is one of my greatest friends... i have known her for 10 years... which is an aweful long time...me and her have been threw it all.. well just about...and i just want to take this time to say to her... I love you girl... you have no idea how much you have made my week while you was here... it reminded me so much of the good ol days from when i lived back there in wv.. us being silly and cackling and what not.. i havent laughed so hard in a long time... thank you for that :) i so cant wait to do it again... the more i stay on this site i am making mor

Just Where Do I Start?
It's neither here nor there but in between not so tangible that it could be seen The heaving tempest of notions of conflicting feelings and emotions Friends and lovers are in a blur Just how does this occur? It has never been clear then again it doesn't help looking through the bottom of glass of beer Once what was and what has never been... all I want is a little bit of heaven. So when the sea of friends and lovers do part? Just where do I start?

Just Some Shit
ok well this is my first blog on fubar. so lets go and see where i can take you? im a father of 2 great kids and i love them more than any thing in the hole world. i came from a small town i mean real small. but i got big dreams i think you can learn more coming from a small town. i know i did ha ha ha. i love to draw and to sk8 board and ski and snow board and i love vid and pc games. and for the most part music. music is 2nd just under my kids i love music so damn much that if i was cut off i would be lost for ever. i play guitar and drums. so thats about it for now. this is just a warm up so sit tight and injoy.

Just A Blog Update On Me.=) Read Please.
Hey there all my fu friends.=) Just wanted to blog and do a little update for you guys.Its been about a week and a half since I've made Oracle.I'm enjoying it.I like being able to pimp out my friends and just surprise them and help them out and its cool to have pimps to sell if you get fu-broke lol.Most of you have probably noticed that my fu-family is very small.I only have 4 people.These people I am the closest to on the site and are always there for me.Jusmik05 is my bestest friend here.He is great! My boyfriend is in my family and of course I love him to death.He is my world.Sabbath is a very close friend here.We haven't known each other very long but he stood out from the first day I met him.He's a doll.=) and of course there is my slave.He's a good little slave boy.=) I'm sure most have noticed I did away with my nsfw.I got sick of the judgemental people and being begged every 5 minutes to see it.I have no problem with people having nsfw because everyone has different limits.Don'

Just Married
On July tenth 2009 Bobby Gene Parker and Cathy Joann Bunch were united in Holy Matrimony!!!At 7pm on July 9th Bobby asked me to marry him,after I said yes, we said to each other lets do this right away, I then said I bet we could do this tomorrow.So I got up at 8:45 am so unusual for me, cause I work second to third shift, and I called the court house, I found out what we needed to do and proceeded to make an appointment with the circuit clerk, she told me if we could be there by 11:30 am then we could get married that day, JUNE 10TH.We applied for the license and waited in the rotunda for about 25 minutes, waiting also for our witnesses to come, which were my father and step mom.Then we all proceeded to her office found the best place to stand for good pictures and proceeded with the ceremony.As we said our vows we both almost cried with our hearts hugging each other with great joy.It was very intimate and sweet!We have a certificate that is framed and is placed in our livi

Just Wondering...
Have you ever met someone that from the very first moment you saw them, they completely took your breath away? That when they talked to you, it felt as if your tounge became stiff, mouth became dry, heart began to race, thoughts jumbled, and your stomach felt as if there was an enormous amount of butterflies fluttering around inside? Has anyone ever gotten through to you so clearly that they seem to be the only one you can think of? And it gets so bad that you can't stand to be away from them too long without any form of touch or communication? Do you know how it feels to have that one person that could always make you smile and laugh or even cry if only out of pure joy? Can you recall ever having cared for someone so much that the mere mention of their name purges you of every single negative feeling and brings an upbeat clarity to your day? So much so that you can't help but just start randomly speaking fondly of them just so your day can be filled with their memory? Have you ever ha

Just Sayin
so im just writing this to tell you about what this blog is about. i love lots of music and the thing that means the most to me with music are the lyrics. i love to share them with people it makes me feel like i might be helping someone. you never know if something so small can change a persons whole perspective or whatever. anyway i hope you enjoy reading the lyrics rate comment do what you do. thanks for the takin the time to read this xoxoxox kellie

Just Say Hello To The Next Person You See
Invisible For most of his life he never really stood out. Never did anything great, he was really just average. Never had girls falling over him. he was just normal, but he was also the same as a lot of people. he had some friends (including me), a short date here and there. He had two brothers and his parents never payed him much attention. I guess he was just tired of it. When he would walk through the halls or wherever he went he was just ignored most the time like he wasn't even there, like he was invisible. One time he said to me if i was a portrait people would look at me and notice me all the time. anyways one day i was at my other friends house who was his neighbor. we saw an ambulence pull in his driveway and when we got out side we saw a body come out and there was blood all over the medics hands i talked to his dad and founf out he shot himself through his head in there bathroom with his dads gun. i guess he thought he would be notived if he was painted on the wall.

Just Thinking
I dk anymore why is life so hard. I wish it was like when I was a kid. Easy. I just keep thinking about alot of stuff and dont know if I am makeing the right chooses. I am sarting to hate it here and wish I could just up and move or turn back tome :(

Just Let It Go
A sexy Man Class But an ass When come to me Selfish, No Care From 2nd to 3rd To being amemory Or only seen when have a need And not me Exspecially when you said you loved me Tried to butter me uo Get me in love So your weak ass can run Front like you did something Leavin Me crying, And stalking Na not the one Seen it from the door Got all your onces Know you can't handle me Kicking you to the street Around town, With your best man You know he get nothing Like you Make your heart break Eyes get all wet Straving Calling for nothing But you know Just leeting you go

Just An Idea
so we all go down this dark allyway called life filled with dumpsters hobos and hookers wondering what kind of light will be waiting for us at the end but all we do is crunch the broken glass that is shattered like our hopes and dreams or we see if we can haggle the toothless hooker to our left into sucking 10 minuets of synthetic pleasure from our viagra induced ressurections of youth gone and past but still we trudge on barely able to make out the rats at our feet pretending that they like our fears in life arent really there wanderding from dumpster to dumpster looking for a answer to it all like a bum looks for somebodys leftover takeout that might still be warm when will we ever learn that every corner we turn hoping for a exit just takes us to the next ally over

Just Something That Came To Me
I never that i'd see the day when friendship ties just fade away and all thats left and here to stay are memories that hurt to say those times were fun but now theyre done i miss those days of friends and fun i miss the days where we'd just run not from the cops but just for fun not cuz someone has got a gun or because we want some drugs i lost my brother to them son i lost my bois to somethin else a pain that i have never felt it comes around just like a plague and rots out your fuckin brain im tired of this girl my main i wish you would just drop her plain cuz you know you not the same and ima fuckin stay the course cuz thats what fuckin friends are for so when you here and need me man Condor will bring you home again.

Just Thoughts ...not A Poem...
Well here I am, another night alone, another night of deep thoughts...a friend of mine at work got married on Thursday...I wish all the best in what God has in stored for her along with her newly husband...I wish her many happiness. Though I haven't been married (yet) I find myself, someday to be married...it's going to be a joyful day in my life...for that is what I've dreamed of for so long...I don't need a big wedding or a fancy gown to make me happy...with just the thought of me getting married with the person that I so long waited for...its good enough for me...I am going to be one of the luckiest woman in the world to have found my true love, my better half...though I know it wont be an easy ride but it's all worth it. At times I've had people ask why do you want to get married? What if things don't work out? It's simple ...I want to be married to show that I am a devoted woman to him... I want to show him that I am a good woman ...I will be waiting for him when he comes home f

Just Some Thoughts.
I've met a wonderful guy, named Mike, who is very important to me. So important, in fact, that we now live together. It's nice having someone who who considers MY feelings when he's making decisions about things that don't even involve me. Not required, but still a nice gesture for sure. I'm not accustomed to nice gestures from men that I am dating. So before I moved in with Mike, I had a roommate named Marty. Awesome guy. Had 2 dogs...Emma, a little Mini Pin, and Bo, a rottweiler. I miss them all. I kept telling Mike that I wanted a dog like little Emma, so for my 30th birthday, he bought me 3 dozen Tiger Lilies (my favorite flower), and a purebred Mini Pin. He didn't find me a puppy, but he did find me a little guy named Romeo, who we call Romy. He's a little pain in the ass at times, but he makes me laugh about as much as Mike does. I've taken on a higher position at work. Upon taking that higher position, I've cancelled a move to a different state that would have given me

Just Another Read
DOC1043 July 16, 2009 11:31 PM Three women go down to Mexico one night to celebrate college graduation. Apparently someone slipped something into their drinks, and they woke up In jail, only to find that they are to be executed in the morning, Though none of them can remember what they did the night before. The first one, a redhead, is strapped in the electric chair and is asked If she has any last words. She says, 'I just graduated from Trinity Bible College and believe in the Almighty power of God to intervene on The behalf of the innocent.' They throw the switch and nothing happens. They all immediately fall to the floor on their knees, beg for Forgiveness, and release her. The second one, a brunette, is strapped in and gives her last words... 'I just graduated from the Harvard School of Law and I believe in the Power of justice to intervene on the part of the innocent.' They throw The switch and again, nothing happens. Again they all immediately fall To their knees, beg for forg

Just A Lil Story
Ok this is an old lil story i wrote when i was about 13 and thought i would share it. Damn things are strange in the house where John and Sarah live! Things keep moving around and no one knows why. They always have thought that there house was haunted but never realised what was really going on!!!!! The story begins on a cold but clear night in december when John and Sarah were just moving into there new house. They had just brought so they could renervate it and start a family. When all of a sudden the door slammed shut behind them as they entered the house. They always thought nothing of that fact untill things started moving. They had just finished moving things in and finaly got everything how they wanted it after 6 months and thats when strange things started to happen. John and Sarah had been trying for a baby but not succeded after 6 months so John goes away for a while to get his head together that the one thing he always wanted was to be a father and a loving husband.

Just A Wish
if i close my eyes i can see it. I can almost taste it.. open my eyes and im left breathless. for what i thought was my reality was all just a dream.. Youll be the dream and ill be the dreamer:) Staring at eachother our eyes are locked. unbreakable force you and i have. chemistry .. mix it together we are toxic. but u are my poison the very thing that might kill me but id die with a smile. so come on baby kill me with those wrds.. make me feel alive. dance around me. never stop makin me dizzy. when u walk i dare not step to ur pace. for u are far ahead of me. and i would just be out of place. so come on. show me the way. show me how to bleed and breath at the same time.. an obsession we are.. 2 of a kind but one plays the game better then i do.. i step back to to take my bow and with my white flag ill wave it so proud. baby u just left me on the ground. thats ok i like it there on my knees;). so watch me because ill come up soon and ill make ur mind explode but for now its a you-1 me-

Just A Couple Of Things, Ok More Than A Couple
I am addicted to fla-vor-ice pops. It combines my two favorite fetishes: Ice and artificial flovors. My legs are refusing to tan. and my top half is a totally different shade than my bottom half. I'm going over to GBT's for Koolaid and Brandy. You should read a Tim Dorsey book if you like funny books. Also.... Wicked just called me a bitch. should i clothes line her in the roller rink?

Just Came To Me .
stubborn twisted mean diseased and suddenly pleased hated debated and misrelated miscommunication wishing intoxication lifeful or is it lifeless up down spinning round and round confused used wishing to be abused scream moan dreadfully alone the pain the hate the fact the fiction the misdirection the pure infliction…

Just When You Think You Heard It All...lmao
And you think you’ve heard it all….. I see stupidity is alive and doing quite well. 'Breast Implants For Your Tattoo?' 'Breast Implants For Your Tattoo!' 'Yes, Breast Implants For His Tattoo!' And this guy can vote? Heaven help us!

Just A Thought ...
why is it every time someone calls me gorgous ...beautiful ... or even pretty i have such a hard time beleiving them.... its not so much with the pretty i kno im pretty.... but im not beautiful and im FAR from gorgous...... i just dont understand i wish i could see what they see

Justice!
why would you let someone drag you downwhy would you let yourself drownin all this pain and all this sorrowhoping it will all get better tomorrowliving this life so full of hope for a wonderful lifenot knowing you were going to twist that knifestabbed in the back so many times you promised things that were all blank linespages of poured out love you gave to mebut all thats left is a larger lock without a keyas my heart softened i doubted you less oftenthe doubt got less and my love got strongerand then your confusion would come back even strongermonths of love turned into shameand its me your trying to blamefor all your anger and all your fears

Just A Laugh
After 20 years of marriage, a couple was lying in bed one evening, when the wife felt her husband begin to fondle her in ways he hadn't in quite sometime. It almost tickled as his fingers started at her neck, and then began moving down past the small of her back.He then caressed her shoulders and neck, slowly worked his hand down over her breasts, stopping just over her lower stomach. He then proceeded to place his hand on her left inner arm, caressed past the side of her breast again, working down her side, passed gently over her buttock and down her leg to her calf. Then, he proceeded up her inner thigh, stopping just at the uppermost portion of her leg. He continued in the same manner on her right side, then suddenly stopped, rolled over and started to watch the TV. As she had become quite aroused by this caressing, she asked in a loving voice, 'That was wonderful. Why did you stop?' He said , 'I found the remote'

Just Visting Here
The tall, handsome, confident gentleman walked over to the girl and made a disparaging remark about the men who had been chatting her up. She laughed gaily, "When I don't want a man's attentions," she confided, "and he asks where I live, I just say, 'I'm visiting here'." "Ha-ha," he laughed, relishing her humor. "Where do you really live?" "I'm just visiting here."

Just Some Things I Wrote Back When...
My Curse Love's bitch I'll always be A glutton for punishment I am Because I love unwisely Love smacks me down again The first time Love called me I ran blindly towards the light And smashed into a solid wall The first of many plights Unafraid of the pain Or addicted to misery I fell into love many times Loving Love to love me When I found a real love The one I felt inside I felt too abused by Love So, away from him I shied This lover stayed right with me

Just Thoughts In My Head
from sunrise/ the gun rise/ barrel between your eyes/ yours becomes mine/ no surprise/ which would u rather me take your watch and rings/ or take your life when the guns sing/ give it up easy/ appease me you may walk away/ dont talk nothing to say/ this aint no game unless you consider gunplay a fun day/ you'll get your shyt back one day/ maybe a week after monday/ from the pawn shop ok/ sorry i need the cheedar and since your shyt look better/ it will catch a higher price/ we warned about all that shyt thats shiney and nice/ my seed need to eat/ and the rent is past due/ how nice of you to pass thru/ and bring me gifts to/ your donation is gladly accepted/ i know this not what you expected/you already understand what it is i rep kid/ when shyt get hectic i hope u well protected......

Just So U Know, I'm Not
JUST SO YOU KNOW, I'M NOT A LIBRA LOL I'M A LEO. BUT TY GRLSKIKASS2! I LUV YOU AND TY FOR THE BLING! I ALSO WANT Y'ALL TO KNOW THAT TONIGHT MY FRIEND HORNY ANGEL "ALTRUIZED" ME LOL WHICH MEANS I GET ALL HER POINTS FOR THE NEXT 12 HOURS! ISN'T THAT AWESOME OF HER?! THAT SO ROCKS! SO PLEASE! THIS JUST MIGHT POSSIBLY BE A WAY FOR ME TO LEVEL, IF YOU FEEL LIKE HELPING OUT AND RATING US UP THAT WOULD BE TOTALLY COOL! SO ANYWAY, JUST LETTING Y'ALL KNOW AND THANKS IF YA DO!

Just A Reminder
Pentagon identifies captured soldier in Afghanistan By Reid Wilson Posted: 07/19/09 10:04 AM [ET] The Pentagon on Sunday identified the American soldier taken hostage by the Taliban on June 30, the same day his captors released a video purporting to show him alive.The Defense Department identified the soldier as Private First Class Bowe Bergdahl, a 23 year old from Ketchum, Idaho. Bergdahl is a member of the 501st Parachute Infantry Regiment, based at Fort Richardson, Alaska. On Sunday, a video posted on a Taliban-run website showed Bergdahl for 28 minutes. Bergdahl said he was captured after falling behind on a patrol. He said the date was July 14, last Tuesday."I’m scared, scared I won’t be able to go home. It is very unnerving to be a prisoner," Bergdahl says on the video, according to The Associated Press.American officials have said they are doing everything they can to find and free Bergdahl. Taliban commanders in Southeastern Afghanistan, where

Just A Few Thoughts
BEEN A WHILE SINCE I WROTE ANYTHING ON HERE....JUST NOT ON THE COMPUTER AS MUCH AS I USED TO BE I GUESS. EVERYTHING IS JUST SO CRAZY THESE DAYS...NO JOBS, NO MONEY, ECONOMY BLOWS!!!! THEY SAY RECESSIONS END, BUT WHEN? I JUST WISH GAS PRICES WOULD GO DOWN AND EVERYTHING WOULD PICK UP SOON SO I CAN FIND A GOOD JOB AND HAVE A HAPPY LIFE LIVING WITH MY BABE! "SIGH" I HOPE THING GET BETTER SOON.

Just A Quicky Update
Have an overnight test on Thursday at Lackland AFB, should be cleared to depart the states within a week or so afterwards. Then once I finish up some training, I'll be "Leaving, on a Jet Plane". Been busy on my end. Really busy.

Just Gotta Brag!
Now this entry is all about me me and more me Ok to cut a long story short (but not too short or you wont have anything to read!) but I have a broken leg THAT IS TAKEN LONGER THAN EXPECTED TO HEAL but oh well, because of that I have been fighting with local authorities over here for nigh on 12 months now for help and assistance in the house with the housework etc etc - well just as I was giving up all hope of everything I get a new social worker last week and for once in my life I get told something and its actually happening - next friday I have got a company coming in to clean the house from top to bottom (the full works if I require!) and then after that I have got some one coming in twice a week to help with the housework!!!!!!!!!!! A few of you may think wow what a lazy bitch she is - think on, unless you actually know me and real life, you only know what I choose to put on here but there are a select few that know more about me :) To be totally honest - I dont give two sh

Just Close Your Eyes
This song by Waterproof blonde has a certain meanng to my life. Deceived by my eyes and all I was told I should see Opinions not mine, the person they taught me to beOne night in the dark, a vision of someone I knew And in the darkness I saw, a voice say, I'm you.Inside me a light was turned on Then I was alive If you close your eyes your life, a naked truth revealedDreams you never lived, and scars never healed In the darkness, light will take you to the other sideAnd find me waiting there you'll see, if you just close your eyesHearts uninspired, trapped inside somebody's dreamToo close to the fire, yet cold and numb with the painBut the fever has broken, and the river has run to the sea Washed to the ocean, and saved by a voice inside me.Inside me a light was turned on Then I was alive If you close your eyes your life, a naked truth revealedDreams you never lived, and scars never healed In the darkness, light will take you to the other sideand find me waiting there you'll see, if

Just A Crumbled Mountain Face
dont count on me no more, this mount ains nothing more than a crumbling mess I was your strength, I was your shelter, I was a pillar but wouldnt you guess time marched and the sledgehammer pulled his heat; now I'm nothing more than a woman who lost face so dont you count on me no more, this horse has lost her strength what would be more is less One battle after the next the one who stood beneath you can no longer be put through the pace so dont count on me no more, this mountains nothing more than a crumbling mess

Just Breifly Now
Of all the effects of arrogance and egotism that run rampant over the American Mindset i think the one I enjoy least is the unappreciative attitude. I mean, how difficult is it when someone does something for you to just say Thanks? I always do, but then I guess its cause its easy when it only happens once in a blue moon. Living with such an undifferentiated mass of microcephalic ingrates has left me feeling suicidal again so I will go.

Just Makes Me Laugh...
4 sorry ass, pathetic, 2-faced people have recently been ex-communicated out of mine and another close friends lives. Now after these pathetic turncoats were all but erased from existing as far as either of us were concerned, one in particular makes a passive indirect attempt at showing remorse, which as the forgiving person I am made me consider offering them a reprieve. But as the fates would have it I come here on a whim out of boredom after a long absence and note the activity going on here. Stupid status messages and befriending of people who as far as I'm concerned can kill themselves in their self inflicted depression, succomb to further viral disease and follow suit like the good little lemming they are, respectively to each one of them. So that immediately puts me back into perspective of the main problem to begin with. LOYALTY! The most disloyal, turn on you for the current flavor of the month motherfucker I've ever had the displeasure of knowing. Let me tell you a little

Just A Poem
The crimson tide washes over my souldown toward the abyssAs the secrets of long wanting reveiledWe'll seel our fate with a kissIn the darkest of daysIn the morning mist hazeThe ardency draws closer and nearFor the whisper of the heartThough we're far apartOnly as one could we hearThe burning passion like fireThe true sweet desireOne day will the world get to seeAll alone in our thoughtOur love not forgotScreamed up to the Heavens will be

Just A Story.......may Need A Drink Or Two Or Something Else
> As we parked at our destination, I got out of the car to guide you. I couldn't’t believe you wore the blindfold for the past hour. I made arrangements ahead of time and the door was unlocked as I had asked. The room was lit with candles.> > You moved your hands up to take the blindfold off and I stopped you. I told you to wait a minute and had you sit in a chair. I set the bag I brought with me on the table and took out a cd player and cd and set it up, but not yet starting the music. I took the bottle of Asti out and got two glasses off the bar. When I popped the cork, you jumped and I told you it was ok. I poured us each a glass and started the cd. Then, as I kissed you, I removed the blindfold and handed you a glass. I made a toast to a relaxing evening. > > As you sat there and looked around and seen the bed, the nightstand, bar, small table and chairs and few plants. Then you got up and looked and seen the Jacuzzi tub and gave me a hug. I asked you if wearing the blindfold

Just Say Yes
The Invitation ♫ ♫ It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon… I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful to be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you

Just Something
every day is an endless day,waiting for someone to steel my heart someone so worthy and loving like you, who is charming, sexy and smart. the day i read your poetry, we talked for a little while. I looked at your picture, over and over, and fell in love with your smile. I must have known you from somewhere before, but couldn't place exactly where.. but then it suddenly dawned on me.. it wasnt here, nor was it there. it must have been another life ,another time or another place. It doesnt matter anymore for you've filled that empty space.

Just Talkin
at times i wonder why i open my mouth, nothing i say seems to come out right. theres days where i feel smaller then the dust on an old picture frame and other days where i feel i rule the world. some days i am a complet goof bal then the next day i feel like hiding from the world. i wish i could control the way i feel. maybe one day i'll figure it out. Mr. Sunshine

Just Drumming
Just a disabled combat vet trying to make it in the world Vacuum Cleaner Information Elliptical Trainer InformationGarage Doors PricingGPS Auto TrackerAcid Reflux HeartburnDiscount Golf VacationsSpecial Effects Contact LensesMoving To Belize

Just Thoughts...
a smart man once said, as he was preaching to a group of people, aka believers with hope,aka lovers who've been hurt..... that life is like chapters in a book, some characters from a chapter disappear, and others last through out the whole book.......... some bridges were meant to be burned, nothing last forever, and by saying forever, its a promise, and you know you can't keep it. for you can't say never, because you never know what tomorrow will bring. the world is magical and it bound to create some crazy things. you can try to hold onto what’s broken for fear of losing something, or you can be brave and learn that it isn't everything. People aren't possessions or material things. They are born with a heart and feelings. And for you to treat a person worse than you would treat your sneakers is inhumane and how low will you stoop to have what you want? some people will do anything to have control.. and you have to look at people and the situations like you would gas in a car..

Just 1 Rate And Possible Bid Plz. Tyvm
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Just Nonsense
You run around in life trying to figure out what will make you happy. There are times when you feel like throwing your hands up in the air and say "Fuck it"! I mean does anyone really know what will make themselves happy? Any clue at all? Or is it all a bunch of shit . Damn I am feelin a lil emo my apologies

Just Wondering
I was looking through some old pix, and found some of me and the last... whatever she was. She was in and outta of my life for 4yrs, 6months at a time. I havent spoken to her in a few months and I think she got the point that I want it to stay that way. But looking at some of those pix... kinda hurted a bit. Is it even worth keeping them? I mean eventually all the memories from the pix all lead down the same road...

Just Stuff
Lil man had his kindergarten placement test today..he KICKED ass! I am so proud of him! Still tryin to get into the specialist...gettin sick of this shit tryin to figure out what to do for my birthday..I wanna just run away at this point...some decisions in life..ya find you kick yourself for..smarter does not always mean better and time must reallybe the only thing that heals some wounds *end rant*

Just Wanted To Share ....not A Poem...
I may not live the rich life style, but the things that I do have...the people that are in my life ...I value every day of my life. I have my two boys...they keep me strong and determined...they are the reason why I wake up every morning and thank God for what he has given me. They are the reason for making me believe that everything is possible, if you work hard for it ...you will achieve it and succeed in doing so. At one point in my life ...a few months ago ...I felt so alone and depressed...felt that no one cared or loved me...I was drinking a lot to make me feel good ...go to bed and cry myself to sleep at night...I was so miserable but yet I didn't let my fears, my pain, my sorrows show ...I was not going to show how much I was hurting and wanting to be with someone ...to hold, to care, to love. After being alone many nights...Thoughts went thru my mind...about my life and what I can I do to make it better, greater! I realized that I didn't need someone in my life....what I neede

Just Because...
It isnt returned doesnt mean it isnt love. And just because you love someone doesnt mean they wont hurt you. Just because they hurt you doesnt mean they dont care. The people you trust the most will hurt you the worst. That doesnt mean you shouldnt trust them.

Just A Little Ramble
Well Lets see first off i have the NET back considering i was awhile without it and well it apparently dont matter what happens in REAL LIFE to some PEOPLE and FAMILYS on this site like things use to matter. But This Place Has Gone to hell and is not worth my precious time like it use to be this is no longer a fun site to be on cause again last i knew thier was a DEFFERENCE BETWEEN REAL LIFE AND FUBAR LIFE. But I dont give a rats ass if this pisses people off and what not this site USE TO BE FUN. Also FEEL FREE TO COMMENT AND PASS THIS AROUND.

Justice Louis Brandeis (olmstead V. Us)
"...every unjustifiable intrusion by the Government upon the privacy of the individual, whatever the means employed, must be deemed a violation of the Fourth Ammendment." -- Justice Louis Brandeis (Olmstead v. US

Justice Louis Brandeis,1928
"Experience should teach us to be most on our guard to protect liberty when the government's purposes are beneficent. Men born to freedom are naturally alert to repel invasion of their liberty by evil-minded rulers. The greatest dangers to liberty lurk in insidious encroachment by men of zeal, well-meaning but without understanding." -- Justice Louis Brandeis,1928

Just Another Thought
This morning I woke up, and moaned to my husband that I had just had a terrible nightmare - I dreamed that my grandson, Harper, died. My husband said it was not a dream. Then I noticed that my giant sunflowers bend their heads when they are most full of life giving gifts, for their species and for others. When their bright heads are full of seeds for replanting, animals, birds, and human beings - that is when they are heaviest and thus they bow towards the earth, and do not stretch towards the sun. Then I smeared peanut butter all over my back porch, because I am trying to catch a squirrel that has been abused. She is in pain because of the wounds on her body, and so she licks at them in an attempt to sooth the hurt and promote healing. She has licked so long and so hard that she has taken the remaining flesh away and exposed muscle. I am going to take her to the vet. Everyday she comes to my porch and gets nutrition, now I just need to cover myself in sticks and grass and lay in

Just Something To Get Off My Chest.
It's eating at me like cancerAs each day goes by it get's worse and worseI don't know if she even thinks of meYet I find myself thinking about her Every say's it'll take timeThat we will be friends once it's done and overI don't want that I want her in my life I want.I want to be a familyI want ... her to be my wife.. I want to get alongI want the fights to endI'm tired of being told to do one thingAnd when I do I get yelled atI'm tired of not being herdI tried to be more affectionate an getting dirty looksGetting acused of things I haven't done.I'm tired of hurting and being in tears I just want a Sweet, Affectionate, Nubile, Delicate, Risible, and Amazing.Yet these words will be taken as suger coated lies, just like every thing else I have ever said or told her.So why do I bother cause Im in love and I just figured it. A day late and a dollar short and about as worthless as tits on a boar thats me.Till I met her, does it matter no cause now Im without her and without my child. I just

Just Tired
Tired of being the strong one...and never having to have anyone to hold me and tell me things will be ok...tired of having to be the one to support this family by myself...and having an ex who won't do what he promised to help...tired of being the built in maid and chauffer...and having no one else to turn to when i can't be two places at once...tired of everyone else's stress being my stress...and having no one to take just a little bit of mine away...tired of always being the peacemaker...and never having any peace of my own...tired of being alone...tired of staying up until i can't see straight every nite just because i'm avoiding sleeping in my own bed...tired of not having another adult in the house to talk to...turn to and say help me...hold me...love me...tired of pretending that i still don't love my ex even tho i hate what he did...and thinking maybe the time has come to say the hell with it...go back and beg him to come home...even if it means sharing him with another woman..

Just A Birthday Wish
It’s that time of year again that I get to remember ….. All the good times we used to have. Staying up all hours of the night Until everything we did was funny J Just hanging out being our goofy selves, Then one day I looked at this picture And realized “? Hey ?Where did you go?” I used to be a shoulder to lean on We used to share our secrets

Just Give A Penny
How many years did I wander through life, noticing the little DONATE containers on countless counter tops of stores and gas stations and never realize what GOOD I could do with just a penny. None. ...because I never even NOTICED. In the work place I always had money taken from my paycheck and donated automatically. But the daily concious decision to just take even ONE PENNY from my change from any given transaction and drop it into the box just never popped into my mind.

Just Some Thoughts....
Am I living in a fantasy world? Do I need to give up hope? Am I the only one whose toes curled? In the end will I look for a rope? These are questions I ask each day when doubts cross my mind. But all I can do is hope and pray that one day your heart will be mine. After such a brief time with you I miss all of the simple things. I will name just a few since each time I think of them my heart sings. I miss looking into your eyes so deep and knowing that you really care. Your tongue against mine in a gentle sweep while running my fingers through your hair. I miss the steady beat of your heart so strong as I laid my head on your chest. I miss the feeling that nothing could go wrong since you had me feeling my best. I miss your voice as you whisper my name and tell me the things you want to do. I miss feeling it in your touch that this is not a game and hope our feelings we continue to pursue. I know you're not perfect, but I hope you know I trul

Just ,me With Myself
My own best friend I feel my pain, when am my own best friend and no one seems To care where do I belong? that I keep having schizophrenic conversations. There’s a war in my head, and it won’t be over till am dead. Jose Hermosillo

Just Go...
Close your eyes when you look my way Don't let my darkness cover you Please walk away that you may be free Take nothing from your time with me Remember only that you once touched despair Recall the cold inside to save yourself the pain I have to live with this every day Pain is my penance I choose to keep what I've made Always own that which you create Given the choice, don't suffer as I do Run so far away that you can never be burned To stay in my sight is to know hurt and misery Please...Just Go...

Just A Daisy
I take another step awayclose yet another doorthe coldness of your shoulderjust keeps becoming more.There are no longer kind wordsthere is no open addressingthe art of love that we once knewno longer needs confessingWe used to face each otheron the bridge inside the wallnow it's desolate and emptyit's begun to crack and fallThere is a constant drippingand the tears still go unshed,a puddle gathers at my feeta pool of deep dark redYou forgot your average flowerpicked yourself a beautiful rosefor I am just a daisy nothing special I suppose. Poem By Tammy C.

Just Trying To Help
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine... And those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, In beer there is freedom, In water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, Scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. Coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when Drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whisky or other liquor), because alcohol has to go through a purificationProcess of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health .

Just
Just because I'm a woman don't think that I am weak Just because I am weak don't think I'm not strong Just because I cry don't think I'm sad I may not be perfect but just because I stumble don't think you'll see me fall Just because I say I love you, Don't always think I will Just because I trust you, Don't think you can lie If I forgive you once don't think I'm going to do it again Just because I forgive don't think i'll forget Just because I'm not always there don't think I don't want to be Just because I haven't called don't think I don't think of you, maybe I need you to be the one to call me from time to time. I can't promise I'll always be near but I can always try to help, with a hug, or a word, I can't fix it all but I can be with you thru the rough times. Just because your my friend don't think I trust you Just because I trust you dont think I'm blind I do see things, I do notice things and at some point lies are discovered, truths are told and friendships ended

Just Feel Like Crying
I feel so down, I went away for two weeks, and I managed to get things done before leaving. I made sure the bills were paid, the grocery list was done and I even put supper in the crock pot for them. I havent been back long as I said. And spent two days trying to feel better. On this one day I hurled like twice and all my hubby could say was, are you gonna do the wash today.? I looked at him and shook my head. It was like fuck you if your sick, I want t hings done. Nothing has changed in this house and its point less for me to even try and make them understand things like. If you keep eatting like pigs, we will not have enough food to last us till next pay day. Or I will do the dishes and when I get up in the morning the sink is full again. All I get from them is ..I only dirted a cup or a plate . So I guess I am lead to believe the dished jumped out of the cubboards dirtied them selfs and plopped in the sink. I feel like im their house keeper not wife and mom. I ju

Just Some Thoughts And Feelings That I Need To Get Down
well my mom is trying to get social security and they keep turning her down stating she can work. well my mom cant work, even her doctor says she is to fragile to work, and when she does do even a little work it wears out for days. no insurance will cover her because of her disease and her doctor will not want to see her full time if she cant get social security so it been a pain in my ass. well on thursday i received the letter of denial and tried to call her all day and received no answer but i wasnt to worried but bout four oclock friday when i still couldnt reach her i was freaking out. i was at work but i was worried to death, but thank god at 8 oclock she called me. she had helped a friend out and left her phone there so she couldnt call me. after chewing her out for scaring me i was relieved it was then and there i realized that i am terrified that one day i am gonna wake up and my mom will have died and be alone. she lives with my cousin so technically she wouldnt be but sti

Just You, Only You
You are the sun that shines bright in the morning,the stars that twinkle in the night sky,and the beautiful sunset in the horizon.However, you are not the empty box of cookies,the smudged name on the cake,or the melted ice cream.And you are certainly not the cookies I cannot get right,there is no way you are my ruined cookies.You are the holiday cheereveryone feels in December,and the sparkling Christmas lightsdecorated in front of our house.Turn around and you will seethat you are the leader of the pack,the one who holds the group together.You are the American flag,the flag we all pay respect to.You could never be the fallen autumn leaves,the children's melted snowman,the allergies to the pollen,or the sunburn from the beach.But you are the happiness seasons bring.You are the superstar kids idolize,the band on the cover of Rolling Stones,the poet in The New Yorker.But mostly you the one I idolize,the one who brings happiness to me.You are the one who brightens my appearance,the one I

Just Wanna Apologize For Being Negative
Hey everyone I just wanted to apologize for being really negative. I'm just frustrated that things are not going my way & I'm stuck where I'm at when other guys my age are way far ahead of me. I just had a talk with my parents on how I feel and told them why I'm feeling this way. They understood that I'm frustrated and wanna be independent, but I gotta understand that times are rough, and I'm in the house way too much. So I just wanna say I'm sorry for not being the most positive person in the world. It's just that I want to do things where I can be successful in and be in a relationship or have a family really bad, but I feel that it's not happening fast for me. I hope ya'll understand where I'm coming from.

Just Another View ...
you won't be his first,his last,or his only love.He's loved before and he'll love again but if he loves you then what else maters?He's not perfect but neither are you.You and the two of you will never be perfect.But if he makes you laugh at least once,witch causes you to think twice,and addmits to being human,and making misstakes,hold on to him and give him your all.He's not going to quote poetry,he's not gonna be thinking of you every moment,but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break.Don't hurt him,don't change him,and don't expect to much from him.Smile when he makes you happy and cry when he makes you sad,and miss him when he's gone.

Just A Few More Simple Rules
OK..just a few rules and whats expected to be in the family. After u read please leave a comment letting me know u read and want to stay here! First and foremost we are a family and there should be friendship, loyalty and respect! We are here to help each other first All I ask is you check in often with the homepage to see if there are new blogs or new family members! We are gonna be doing a little more to have fun here! Just please be patient with me as it will start soon! I will keep you all updated on that! Let's all just have fun!

Just Want To Scream
Why is it that no matter how bad a person treats us, we will still give them our hearts just so they can shatter it into a million little pieces? I thought it would be easy to kick out my ex-husband, but it's just hitting me, that I am truely single. I know I should be happy after the way he treated me and my daughter, but all it does is make me want to scream out in anger. Anger at him, and anger at myself. I never should have let him have that kind of power over me to begin with. I hate all the things he made me feel when we were married, and I hate it even more now that he's gone and I can't yell at him anymore.

Just A Rant
SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE WRITING CHECKS THIER ASSES CAN'T CASH! IF ITYOU SAY IT I AM GANNA HOLD YOU TO IT. SO IF YOU DONT WANT ME HOLDING YOU TO IT THEN DONT DONT SAY IT1! PRETTY SIMPLE CONCEPT IF YOU ASK ME

Just Wanna Whine A Bit..
Mumm : As everyone may know, I recently became the Adopted Mom to my Great Niece Daniyah. Her Bio-Mom(my niece) whose 16yrs old didnt want her. CPS, and the Childrens court tried to contact the baby's father who by the way is a 32yr old Man. He was to chicken shit to come forth, so they stripped him of his parental rights. Now he calls and says he wants his baby. I dont think so. I Love my daughter and I refuse to let anyone especially a child molester come an inch near my girl. He threaten to get an attorney. So me being me, I told him to bring it on. So my mind needs making up with; Should I let him be apart of her life, Or Not? Reply : she's not your daughter, she's your grand-niece, don't fuck up her head any more than he momma and daddy are gonna do.. and turn the damn comment approval off and I started a second reply... and got this... Error: this users permissions don't allow you to comment on their photos. How the hell does this deserve .. thi

Just Me
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Just Some Sound Advice
We learn to except the hardships,to face adversity,we learn to move forward,and to push on.We suffer heart ache,we suffer loss,but yet we still move forward.We as a people,have so much to share with one another,yet we hide inside,and suffer our own pettiness.Life is not about competing against each other,it is about understanding each other,helping those who are in need of a hand up.We have all fallen down,but it only matters how fast we get back up.As we move forward,into this future,we have to be there for our family,our friends,and hope that one day,if and when we fall,that some one will stand beside us,help us back to our feet,and perhaps even fight for us,just so we can continue to move forward.Love one another,be strong for someone today,and maybe even tomorrow.

Just One Rate!
Not only is he Fubar's Sexiest Guy... He's a SEXY SOLDIER! Click his picture and drop a rate on it! Rate him a 10, or an 11 if you've got them and leave a comment saying how incredibly sexy he is...or that you voted! (for the guys) It will only take a couple of seconds and I'd be most thankful if you did! With much luv from his Fu Wifey... PebblesinAZ ... Owned by Dark Defender@ fubar

Just A Joke
One of my navy friends told me this joke to make me laug(i was a bit down at that time he told me it). Its probably old..but very funny : Response from a junior (very junior) sonar watchstander "Sonar - Conn, Report all contacts in preparation in coming to periscope depth" "Conn - Sonar, I hold no contacts - how 'bout you..?" "Sonar - Conn, Supervisor to the Conn" And this one : Submarines are safer than airplanes. Proof in the fact is there are more airplanes in the water than submarines in the air!

Just A Matter.
Love is something speacil Trust is just like love Honesty is what binds them together To be up front with the one you love Too tell them things you should An not hide them or omit them To hid and omit shows no trust or honesty For when one finds out it hurt's An makes one wonder if love was there Or If it all was just a matter of convenience.

Just Thinking
hey guys, its me again.. its exactly 4:20 here on the west coast and I'm just trying to make sense of what happened over the weekend and it all came up so damn fast..and it hurts. I wonder what the fuck is wrong with me..

Just Plain Rude!!
What is it with some people? I mean, Im sitting here at work, using the internet as white noise to semi distract myself into getting my work done, and out of the blue, some really not so good looking fat man with way too much facial hair and pock marks messages me. And the first thing I read from him is "In what YEAR did you turn 37? Owwwww my eyes!!" I sat here in shock for a few minutes thinking... wtf is this about. I mean... yeah Im 38 now. I dont tell anyone Im younger and you can seriouslyu kiss my a$$ if you think I look older. you are obviously just being a hater at that point.. then honestly I think to myself as well "What possesses people to be so.... Arrogant? Pompous? Rude? Classless? Pathetic? Mean?" Is your life so miserable and pathetic that you have to get online and insult people you dont know, who cant drop kick your nuts into next week (which is what you truly deserve)? Are you this full of yourself that you think you are the shit; while your pictures prove you

Just Me ...
I'm a extremely passionate person, I tend to dive all the way in with any thing I do. Whether it be LOVE, horses, a project, or any thing else. I've been called a bull dozer because of my stubbornness when it comes to some things in my life. I'm a true scorpio all the way thru. I hate to be ignored, I hate to be called names. Once I am a friend I will always be a friend. I'm very quiet, but yet can be extremely outspoken. I know I am very hard to handle. It will take a man with a lot of balls to capture and keep me. Treat me right, talk to me, honesty about every thing. The intensity I bring to the table (or relationship) isn't easy for the average man to deal with. I love very passionate sex, filled with emotion and warmth .. wild and unbridled passion makes me cut loose. I met some one I felt was my soul mate, ornery, loves alot of the same things I do. Loves the animals as much as I do. Have you ever loved someone so much it actually hurt to be away from them for very long?

Just Spazzin
been murdering more then charles mansonraging out listening to marilyn, beautiful people turned uglyonce i come thru smashin....ya'll was fucked the day my momma decided she loved meif she didn't want me a coat hanger coulda poked inside of her tummycoulda got me, but she didn't now the world has to deal with meI'm truly epic, closest you get is an epic fail pica picture of you holding a mic and jus staring at iti cause phisical illness so i'm still sicker than youkeep killing everybody and just say its a case of dejavuway sicker then sickle cell casting sicker spellsmy soul dwells in hell mindstate to bomb like sleeper cellsshrug shoulders like o wells, my care meter is stuck at oneonly care about myself, care for others? i have nonea nun told me about being loved cus i'm someone's sonsome higher being based on some book of religionmite be a chosen one, got a circle glowing over my headtorn black angel wings and a big misplaced demon tailnevermind that's my penis, it was just kinda h

Just One Day
I was bored and feeling sappy, sue me :P can't have what i want, so i sit back and dreamthe type of love i've never had, have only seenit was never within my grasp, never reached far enoughthought a few mite have loved me, had to call they bluffguess being me isn't everything someone could ask forfeel i give all of me but they always want a lil morego on ignore, block out my hurt feelings and use the doortry to escape myself for my own sanity's sakenothing left to stay for once the heart breaksalways starts with heartache, ends with a weak mindstatequestion myself on just how much more i can takesit back contemplate, this couldn't have all been on memaybe you never were happy and misery wanted companyso please pardon me for loving my ignorant blissand confusing loving touches of lips with a goodbye kiss***chorus***can't find love, and heart to hidden for love to find meconflicted stance i take with love and what i want it to bedo i only want love right now just cus i'm lonelyor do

Just Like You
AM I CRAZY I DONT KNOW PEOPLE SAY YES MY MIND SAYS NO MIXED UP EMOTIONS TEMPER TOO QUICK MAKES ME SEEM UNHINGED TO OTHERS I'M SICK AM I UNUSUAL I'LL ADMIT THAT I GUESS BUT NO MORE THAN YOU AND CERTAINLY NO LESS

Just Another Day
well onto another blog nobody will read..:D As I said before, this is my stress relief. Well yes, the 5th did suck, just like I was sure it would, 5 years of marriage down the drain, when I tried to go to sleep this morning I honestly was surprised by how badly it affected me. I haven't cried in a long time, but I'll be honest I did today twice, when I tried to fall asleep (which didn't really work) and then talking to my parents later about everything. Of course talking to them about my problems is never a good thing, my mom just decided to tell me how much she has always "hated the bitch" which doesn't surprise me, although some of the reasons surprised me, but then when my dad jumped in the bandwagon it really did shock me. He had always seemed like he loved her and I had no idea that she had pissed him off beyond hurting his son, but no, he apparently saw her as hopeless and worthless as my mother did. Now I'm not saying that I agreed with everything they said, but it did put

Just A Vent...
So, most of you know that people trade fu-bucks for autos. Well my bestfriend was trading this chick for them for 8 million fu-bucks. Once the chick got the money, she blocked my bestie. So my bestie started trying to contact her and writing to her thru status messages. Well the scammer, reported my bestie for harrassing and they froze her account. Shes big on here too! They also froze her husbands account because it was coming from the same ip addy. Neways, so until they unfroze her account, she made a temp account, well they froze that account too for the whole ip thing. So now she doesn't want to be on the site anymore. I think this is bull because for one, shes the one who got me back on here, and for two, the girl was a pussy and scammed her but instead of being an adult and talking about it, she reported her for harrassing. Please, seriously? How immature is this?!!?

Justifying
Life is to be lived, is to be lived to the full, and more importantly is to be lived passionately. I'd rather live with passion than repeat the same dull experience every day. All these cliches, are just that, cliches - unless you decide to apply passion into your life. Life and its reality is bound to Love. To live and not to love, is not to live. To live and love is what it is all about. Otherwise boredom will overcome and you just go on and on and on - without any meaning. Life needs its oxygen - Portable Oxygen Concentrators Portable Oxygen Systems Portable Oxygen Tank Guide

Just To Be A Sheep...
You Can Be Deeply Passionate Sometimes You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert. You fall in love with ease and confidence. Even if you've had bad experiences in the past, each new love is a reason to start completely over. You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions. Your sense of humor is sarcastic, snarky, and realistic. You're not exactly happy-go-lucky. The Beach Test Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity You Are Kind and Sensitive You relate to others easily. You have many friends, and you love making their lives better. You are genuinely warm and radiant. People feel comforted by your presence. Becoming a better person is something you think about every day. You want to be interesting, insightful, and special. You n

Just Read
Another day and another lost soul in a sea of emptiness.A world of confusion sometimes not worth living through.Making decisions based on what would make everyone else happy and or satisfied.The devil used to be a friend of mine,he kept me level giving me alcohol and drugs to help me ease my troubled mind.When the numbness dissappeareAd and the pain crept back in guilt or the pain of living through a sea of misery is all I felt. A sudden force showed and gave me an angel to help motivate my will to live.She then got stolen away.Was it a test? Was it a chance at renewed faith or a will to quit the harmful path of addiction? The feeling of someone giving up when they actually never left my side is a show of support and a courage that brings you a true friendship. You never lose a sense of love or comradirie when your friends remain true or faithful.An act of loyalty is never a fools gold;it is a true entity you can rely on and gives you a sense of security that wraps around you like a he

Just Dropping By Every1..
just dropping by folks to see how every1 is and to let every1 know that I am still alive..been a loooooong time since i could get online here..shouting out to my Sweeties...u know who u all are..mostly Wolfie..i try to post more pics once in a while..i can only access this site on my cell thesedays but it doesnt like to navigate this site very well..but bear with me as i dont hv internet on mmy regular desktop puter still...its been a struggle but i am getting there..im just visiting my fav cousin who is lettingme use her laptop for a bit...but i will be popping in from time to time after this..LUVVZZ&HUGGZZ TO EVERY1!...I'M OUTTA HERE FOR A BIT!

Just Trying This As An Experiment So Please Play Along
ok so the other day this thought came across my mind basically these sites are designed to meet total strangers and start talking to them right. so keep up with me so heres what i was thinking lets see how many ppl are willing to text a total stranger so heres the deal i wanna see how many ppl have the balls to text me dont call cuz i wont answer this is only just an experiment nothing is gonna happen im not some crazy stalker just bored with too much time to think about stupid things so here is my cell number 9194916930 text me with the site your got my number from and sex this goes for guys and girls and next sunday i will post a result on how many guys vs girls are willing to text a total stranger

Just Bored Writein A Rap To Successful Beat
verse: my life change now iam 27 now / i never tought this cause i thought i would be in heaven now/ but shits all bright and look alot clearer i can finally see my self in that damn mirror/ had too sit back and paint a brand new picture cause them old photos of me just dont fit ya / i found out man life is just gravey/but then i found out shawty life is just crazy/ i got three kids that's my future/ iam tryin to rock the stage but not like the future/ love is not real it's just prolong/ it's just something we say just to hold on/ iam trying to stay strong but what's next man i already lost a kid and my fuckin best man/ and people try to be try to tell me that it will be ok man/ but how you say that to a nigga that then lost all/ i try to call my mama but she never fuckin calls/ so it's like fuck yall/ cause i dont give a fuck i stop askin god cause he dont give me much luck/ and that's how it is when you fucked up/ i cause the way i seen nobody really gave a fuck about/ so am f

Just In My Head
left cold and dieing as a crying wolf howls to the moon i see the lights passing green and yellow red and gray fading to night the sky turned black sitting as like a dead tree rottening folding paper to mush and wasted scared at the surface and bleeding inturnly my heart drops from my chest pondering what will happen next.......................

Just Something I'm Thinkin Bout At This Moment...
So soft. So warm. So wet. Warmth floods me in places I dare not say! The images in my head run rampant. I focus on one. In this instant it's all I need. All i need for my release. Explosion happening uncontrollable. Now if just only for the real thing! well shit this ain't heartbreak!!! gotta get it in it's right place dammit.........

Just Thinking ....
life ??? Current mood: okay Category: Life LIFE .. YOU EVER FELL LIKE LIFE IS ONE BIG REVOLVING DOOR THAT NEVER STOPS SPINNING PEOPLE COME IN AND OUT ,BUT THEY ONLY SEE YOU ,HOW MANY WILL TAKE THE TIME TO KNOW YOU BEFORE THEY STEP OUT,HOW MANY JUDGED YOU BY WHAT THEY SAW,BUT NONE THE LESS YOU KEEP SPINNING NEVER KNOWING WHATS YET TO COME OR EVEN IF THAT MOMENT WILL COME WHEN IT STOPS FOR THAT BREIF MOMENT WHEN YOU REALIZE YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER WANTED. .. .. ..

Just Things
"Life's truest happinessis found in are realsonshipwe make along the wayDon't stop smiling, itwill change the world. I WANT TO THANK YOU, ICOUNT ON YOU AGAIN ANDAGAIN. NEVER STOP BEINGYOU! I APPRECIATE ALL YOUDO. Celebrate the happinessthat we are alwaysgiving, make every day aholiday and celebratejust living!"Think where glory mostbegin and end, And i mustsay my glory was had wheni meet you.When you are happy youmake the world a happierplace.""It is kindness in you not beauty thatwins my love."For this I am blessed your the most wonderfull person. You give much andknow not that you give atall"

Just For Fun
1. Would you want to be on top or bottom? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How kinky are you, 1-10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna do it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if I licked you? Anywhere? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomorrow? 22. Would you call me in the morning? 23. How much of a tease are you, 1-10: 23. Will you repost this so i can answer for you?

Just Us
We are a happily married couple looking for a hot girl to join us in everything from mild to wild in central Texas. We are always up for making new friends. Well add more once we figure out how to work this page

Just Cause Im Bored!
ok so im bored. so figured i would post this blog and for those of you who actually read them and see if ya would fill this out for me. either in a pm or in tha comments it doesnt matter! Figured it might be a lil way to get to know more about my friends! 1-What do you value most in life? 2-Do believe that people are inherently good or bad? 3-What is your greatest regret? 4-What do you see as your greatest achievement? 5-How do you deal with someone you don't like? 6-What do you feel you are entitled to in life? 7-What's your favourite song? 8-What are your feelings regarding 'God' and religion? 9-How do you personally define "Right" from "Wrong"? 10-What's your name? 11-How long have we known each other? 12-Whats one thing you wanna know about me? hope ya have fun with this and if not well my bad!

Just A Thought
Barack Obama is on track to have the most spectacularly failed presidency since Woodrow Wilson. In the modern era, we've seen several failed presidencies--led by Jimmy Carter and LBJ. Failed presidents have one strong common trait-- they are repudiated, in the vernacular, spat out. Of course, LBJ wisely took the exit ramp early, avoiding a shove into oncoming traffic by his own party. Richard Nixon indeed resigned in disgrace, yet his reputation as a statesman has been partially restored by his triumphant overture to China. George Bush Jr didn't fail so much as he was perceived to have been too much of a patrician while being uncomfortable with his more conservative allies. Yet George Bush Sr is still perceived as a man of uncommon decency, loyal to the enduring American character of rugged self-determination, free markets, and generosity. George W will eventually be treated more kindly by historians as one whose potential was squashed by his own compromise of conservative pr

Just Be Yourself
To be who you are is to be enough To share who you are is to share enough To do what you love is to do enough There is no race to win and nothing to be proven only dreams to be nurtured a self to be expressed and love to be shared Never doubt your worth and always know without any doubt that you are truly valued

Just Venting Raw Emotion And Some Ryme
back stabers are hardley your friend they smile to your face straig until the end. but if u stay true to them it wont be thiers but yours see a hatefull drama seeking fool is no good to the force. a hoe is a hoe a bitch is a bitch their is no saving of thier sould i promise you this a lost soul can be found but a tainted heart is no good no happiness here but misery sorrow and a hole lot of fear. i would rather be alone and no my place .. than to live in a group off people constantly lieing to my face. i cannot stand for a lieng fukin bitch nor can i tolerate a fembot a pretendika one so weak she cannot even chose to angel or devil sheel sneek thru the lot . buyer beware shes danger all be ware. this one will lie.act as an imposter or lie do i look fat in this ....oh noooo as they walk behind you .....look at that ugly hoe oh yes we all knwo this m i hope all goonies grow up and pretendikas get real the scanks and sluts i fear are already a bust see if you give all the good

Justice In Buffalo, Ny
Buffalo NY (AP) - A seven-year old boy was at the center of a Erie County courtroom drama yesterday when he challenged a court ruling over who should have custody of him. The boy has a history of being beaten by his parents and the judge initially awarded custody to his aunt, in keeping with child custody law and regulation requiring that family unity be maintained to the highest degree possible..The boy surprised the court when he proclaimed that his aunt beat him more than his parents and he adamantly refused to live with her. When the judge then suggested that he live with his grandparents, the boy cried and said that they also beat him.After considering the remainder of the immediate family and learning that domestic violence was apparently a way of life among them, the judge took the unprecedented step of allowing the boy to propose who should have custody of him.After two recesses to check legal references and confer with the child welfare officials, the judge granted temporary

Just A Saying
FOR THOSE LESS FORTUNATE (Speak Lovingly) Speak lovingly and kindly While here on earth we stay Our life is but a shadow That soon will glide away One little word of kindness On some poor heart may fall Like beams from yonder golden sun That brightly shines for all. Speak lovingly and kindly O let the tasks be ours To scatter by the wayside Not thorns, but smiling flowers. Though crowned with peace and plenty Our happy home may be Remember those around us Less favored far than we Speak lovingly and kindly For He our Lord we know To us will show the kindness That we to others show. Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me. MATTHEW 25:40

Just One
Just one more kiss Another, gently, please It's never been like this I'm falling to my knees… Just one more touch Sending chills into my soul I've never desired so much Slowly I lose control… Just one more line To hear that tenderness Locked inside my mind Simple, sweet bliss… Just one more glance So I can see your eyes Give me that last chance Before you say goodbye…

Just A Saying
When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks.

Just One Of Those Days...
Ever just have one of those days where you want to yell and scream and cry and hit something?!? Yea...welcome to my day. I'm angry and sad and mad and lonely and everything else you can think of. There is no justifiable ( i dont care if that isnt a word or if it's spelled correctly) reason I can think of as to why I feel this way today. I just do! I love my job and what I do, but today I just wanna go home :(

Just Something To Write
A mind that can float about in a world ground up in twisted sets of plays being played daily; only close the air that lifts us down and away. How can you or I see blindly what's not there making it reality when all we do is open are eyes into the dark hoping the switch will happen too drop at our fingertips. We see what we want to see and campain what we don't see. We lay under the covers hoping the frozen blanket will warm us. I read my thoughts inside out, Cherish any moments spent with you as little ways it might be. We all hope the moment does not pass us by waking us up in a dream. Even the next morning- all of us wake up feeling whats next.... Only white knuckled towards everyone else when we live on the same stone.

Just So You Know
I have been truly blessed to meet amazing people here.I have also met some pretty horrible people too.I have laughed and cried.It is just not much fun for me anymore.I am not deleting,but I won't be here either. Mumms were so fun for years,but double standard system has just ruined them for me.Some are silenced for the exact same hypocritical stuff others say. I still can't walk without assistance,pain is bad,so yeah it makes me grumpy.That has nothing to do with my decision.While I am kinda immobile I have chosen sites that I can play on with my kiddos and other things. I go to court against workman's comp on next monday,hopefully they will forced to give me new doctors of our choice and we will make progress. I am not gone for good and may pop in for a few seconds etc. The people here are getting too plastic and cruel.Please be careful to never become one of those people :) ================================================== just an update on my injury stuff.... court has been

Just Wamna Give Up
Well today is one of those days I just wanna give up and not vare. I"m sick of feeling like in i'm this by myself. I"m not sure why nobody seems to care how recent events effect me. I have what I hope to be the one great love I'm supposed tospend the rest of my life trying to keep. HE's everything I could want most days and well everything I don't on others. We have an amazing family but he had to leave us for awhile for stupid work and nows when the questions begin. I'm always been sure of our future and out lives together but i"m not so sure now. Can someone that always liked to run around and sleep around really be happy with someone like me? Can the trust and faith that I"ve always had be enough to hld us together while we're apart. I know that somewhere in some ways he would never hurt us but things just aren't right and i"m not sure what to do anymore. well I'm goin on and on about me ad mycraziness so for now i'll say farwell and I hope everyone keeps smiling and and enjo

Just Need One Bloody Minute
guys i am saying oh my god, have you noticed the pik on my profile? oh my god```got milk? need some imagination, i found that pik on a amazing place lol and i would like to appreciate some big beautiful ladies dancing in front of me without anything dressed up better shaking their beatiful meat.i mean in the video.wat i need to do is sitting at my laptop and imaging nice bxxbs.well i recommend you the place with those drooly BBW video and piks http://www.plusflirt.com free to join lol .C'MON```

Just Another Day (fantasy Number 623)
JUST ANOTHER DAY (Fantasy number 623) I woke up this morning it was just another day tried to separate fantasy from what's real and move on my way Had my first cup of coffee just to help me through it seemed like it was going to be one of those days, so I had two It's off to work, got to get into the daily grind hopefully I can make it though this one without losing my mind I'm just going through the motions, not much to say trying to make it through another one and earn my pay Sometimes things just happen and we don't know why but suddenly without warning, I knew I could fly I don't know what happened and I'm not sure what to do but as I tried to clear my head, all I could think of is you Things got really fuzzy and my head was spinning around it felt so right, I felt so light as my feet left the ground I needed to find you, wherever you might be I needed to find you, so you could fly away with me Up in the clouds, looking down from space through all the interferenc

Just Tired (originally Posted On Tears Of An Angel Profile)
Tired of being the strong one...and never having to have anyone to hold me and tell me things will be ok...tired of having to be the one to support this family by myself...and having an ex who won't do what he promised to help...tired of being the built in maid and chauffer...and having no one else to turn to when i can't be two places at once...tired of everyone else's stress being my stress...and having no one to take just a little bit of mine away...tired of always being the peacemaker...and never having any peace of my own...tired of being alone...tired of staying up until i can't see straight every nite just because i'm avoiding sleeping in my own bed...tired of not having another adult in the house to talk to...turn to and say help me...hold me...love me...tired of pretending that i still don't love my ex even tho i hate what he did...and thinking maybe the time has come to say the hell with it...go back and beg him to come home...even if it means sharing him with another woman..

Just My Luck
Just my luck that it turns out my lease is up in November instead of Feb. So that gives me two months to get things figured out. Rich is the one who told me that while I was out of town and he tells me that I need to hurry up and find a place and get things packed, donated or whatever and he hasn't even done shit with his stuff. So why the hell tell me what to do? I've already gotten some stuff taken care of. He still thinks I should take his car...fuck that..I'm not taking his stupid car payments so that he won't have another bill to worry about...a bill that he does poorly with. I'm going to have a lot more bills than him to pay for when I move out. He tells me not to worry about a car right now but a place to move to and whatever. Yeah that's something that was on my mind before but thought I would have more time instead of two months...the whole car thing is still on my mind since he fucked me over and it's like he's still trying to fuck me over. Well that's not going to happen.

Just Some Nice Quotes To Think About
When you leave true love unspoken, it is the quickest way to a heavy heart Live your life in such a way that when your feet hit the floor in the morning, Satan shudders & says... 'Oh crap....she's awake!!!' Never take someone for granted Hold every person close to your heart Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too busy collecting stones. May your day be filled with blessingsLike the sun that lights the sky,And may you always have the courageTo spread your wings and fly!

Just Another Dark Chapter
As the black wolf walks alone in the dark. He thinks of the white wolf that stole his heart. H cal still hear her in his head. Then he remembers all the pain he caused her> he then begs the gods to take the pain and lonelyness he feels away. He walks around acting like he is fine. when on the inside he is dieing. Knowing he has lost the one he loves more then anything in the world> As the black wolf lays down to rest tears fill his eyes. As he wishes that he could reterve the love he had lost. He remmebers the vowel he made to the love of his life before she left. As the black wolf sleeps he dreams of his white wolf. He awakes everytme calling out for her He lays there with tears pouring out of his eyes while wishing he could tell that beautiful white wolf how much he loves her and how much he needs her. Also for her to listen and belive him. He has relized how bad he messed up and hurt her heart. The black wolf knows he cant go back and change anything> All he can do is keep faith th

Just In Case - 12/21/2012
In case of a catastrophic event on December 21, 2012 I would like to supply a preparation guide to help get through in case of an emergency. There has obviously been a stronger buzz going around about this date that has not only been predicted, but also showing signs of scientific possibilities in recent years. The date is only 4 years away and it's never a good idea to wait until it's too late to start thinking of a game plan. Instructions Constantly pay attention to any natural disasters / changes to the world as we know it and take note of how much more effective these natura

Just Wondering...
It would not fit in the Mumm... DAMNIT! Ok Fubarians and Haters I have a serious question... I was with this guy for a long time and then he broke my heart and went out with this other girl he met online. I loved him then and I still love him now even after what had happen to me... yes I already know your going to say I'm crazy for still loving him but honestly I feel like he's the one and have for a long time! Anyways he lives all the way on the other side of the states and has 2 kids... so he wants me to go and live with him down there, which I totally understand because he does not want to leave his kids. Well I just got these incredible jobs out here doing what I love to do in Commercial Art my biggest being helping out with the Metal-Mare Festival that I'm excited about more then anything! Although being alone is just not in my vocabulary... I don't want to start dating anyone else because I'm scared of what might happen I've been rapped 4 times so I'm not that trusting when

Just Wanted To Share
Got this poem in an email today and just wanted to share it with my Fu Friends. I know it's not what a lot of people like to hear, but I think it's worth the time to read it. Whatever your cross, whatever your pain, there will always be sunshine, after the rain. Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall, but God's always ready to answer your call. He knows every heartache, sees every tear, a word from His lips can calm every fear. Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night, but suddenly vanish, by dawn's early light. The Savior is waiting somewhere above to give you His grace and send you His love.

Just Read It ! ! !
You could have heard a pin dropWhen in England , at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush.He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return.'You could have heard a pin drop.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have three hospitals on board

Just A Heads Up
My contract with AT&T is up, and chances are my phone will be shut off sometime before this weekend as I will NOT be resigning with them. Im gonna try to get a cheapie throw away phone til I find another provider to go with, so just so you know you may not be able to get a hold of me in case you try. And Ill most likely have a new number as well, so...

Just Venting. No Other Reason
so a little over a year ago i meet this girl and we had fun for one night. she then left town and i never heard from her again. that was until a week and a half ago when she just showed up out of no where. we talked and such. we then made plans that kept getting canceled by her. then last friday she called me up and we talk some more and she said the reason she kept canceling was cause she was seeing some one else and that she had just broken up with him to be with me. since then she has only taken a few of my calls and canceld all our plans again. now am i wrong to be upset about this? i think i have a right to be. i just am sick and tired of of these little girls that are supouse to be adults. oh well i guess it is back to being alone again for me.

Just Some Rambling 9-29-09
Sitting here all alone. Thinking and wondering. Wishing and hoping that one day I will finally know what real happiness is. I paint a pretty smile, but hide behind my social mask. My face is dry, yet the tears continue to stroll down, deep inside. Why must I feel this way? Is anyone really happy or is it just something that is said because it's what they think we want to hear? Why is being truthful to ones self so hard to do? Are we really happy when we say we do things to keep others happy? Can they not see the blade tearing us up inside? Are they really that blind? Why do we push aside the people that really care for us, for the people who could care less about us? Why must I always be the responsible one? When can I just run wild and free? When is it my turn to not feel the pain? When people say you're a great person, what are they really telling you? Are they feeding you bullshit lies? Can you really trust those that you think you can? How is it possible to have s

Just A Saying
1. Dont smoke too much or don't smoke at all. 2. Work hard. 3. Drink good drinks. 4. Smile as much as you can. 5. Dont look much at the mirror. 6. Change your life routine. 7. Take care of your appearance. 8. Brush your teeth after meals. 9. Make lovely jokes w

Justin Partyka
Decided on a whim to take my parents to the Sainsbury Centre this weekend, which they'd never been to, at the University here in Norwich, as they had on an exhibition of photographs that Norfolk Photographer Justin Partyka has taken over eight years of Rural and Farming life in East Anglia. Absolutely stunning. Seeing your own natural environment interpreted in an artistic context really makes you see the familiar in a new way. I'm no farm boy, but I spent a few summers working in a farm shop, and my parents grew up in this kind of environment, although again, they aren't strictly farm folk. Really opened my eyes to the inherent beauty of the Norfolk landscape, and the cultural context of the region within which I was born. Totally inspiring, and my parents loved it. Also took in the other major exhibition the Centre has on at the moment, which was very much 'Modern Art', so the usual heady blend of fascination and nonsense. Not sure what my parents made of the chair we

Just A Message
I HAVENT BEEN AROUND MUCH DUE TO GIVING BIRTH TO TWINS ON THE 21 SEPTEMBER,I AM VERY MUCH ALIVE AND KICKING AND TRYING TO ENJOY MOTHER HOOD WHICH IS SLOWLY TAKING SHAPE.BUT FOR ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO CARE I LOVE U LOTS AND I WILL TRY AND GET ON SOON XXXX

Just Getting A Feel For What This Is All About
Hi! Just learned about this place from a friend and thought it sounded pretty interesting! Anyways, I work in real estate, despite the current conditions (I know…). While I am not a realtor, I work with helping others improve their real estate marketing through real estate video tours and more interactive techniques. It’s not for everyone, but I like it! Looking forward to learning more about this place!

Just Be You!
You were born to be real, not to be perfect. You are here to be you, not to live someone else's life. Every day you make some progress and every day you make a few mistakes. Through it all, your wisdom continues to grow and your experience continues to broaden. Be gentle with yourself. Accept who you are, where you have been, and what you have to work with, for in this moment you can make positive use of it all. Reach in and touch the purpose that makes you feel most alive. The world around you is filled with places where that purpose can do great things. It is never too late to offer your unique and genuine gifts to life. Now is the time to do great things, even in the smallest of ways. Choose to fully and graciously live life as it comes. The richest rewards by far are the ones to which you most sincerely give of yourself.

Just Me
well where to start never bloged before lol. ok ill start by the truth. some is on my page. i have extreme insecuties. tonite i got on cam for someone the first time he lost net. right after, no problem right. wrong, i look at everything as someone not liking me. ok he lost net i give him that but he didnt get back on yim where we were talking. he was quiet in sbs with me. ok he could have been busy but wasnt to busy to flirt in lounge with everyone else. so in my mind, he didnt like what he saw. i left cute sb saying bye to a really nice guy that i enjoy spending time with and probably just because of my own insecurties. and not just him but a whole lounge of ppl that i enjoy spending time with. y because im messed up. i never felt good enough or pretty enough or smart enough. been thru two marraiges that pretty much messed me up even more. i been working on this issue for a year now but its like i take a step forward then two back. i spend most of my time when im tal

Just As I Thought
well, it went as I knew it would................. ...you hear the numbers..............the expectations...............all the corp bullshit. I presented my case.................I won if you count the promises..... Well, at this point, we all know where we stand...............I am looking, and will contnue to give 100% until I am OUT. I have a goal set for Oct 31st Everything happens for a reason........................dig it I AM Tew..............................

Just Thinkin Of My Past
wb was born jan 25 of 2001 two weeks old i take him to the dr office he is not well the dr put him in the hospitl folks its rsv as a new mom i was scared for my little guy three days later they flew him to cable hungiton hospital the flight dr says they dont think he will make the flight omg iam in a panick me my mom and sister drives as fast as we can to cabel i dont know if my little boy will be there when i arrive i get there the dr makes me wait he is in critcilal oh god i thought no please dont take him 22 hour later they call for me iam tremblin is my baby boy ok i go in to see him looks like a horror flick tubes every where what the hell the dr comes in and says he is alive just a machine is keepin him alive i srceam why will he be ok i fall to my knees beggin god please dont take him please the dr takes me out of the room he explains that i have to be strong for j and me losin it willnot help but all i think you dont know what iam feelin omg they say he will be ok they dont kno

Just The Girl In The Mirror
I look in the mirror and see a girl, Who is staring back at me. I don't know who she is, Because she's not the girl I wana be. She puts a smile on, While inside she is falling apart. She says, "I'm okay", As pain fills her heart. She pretends not to care, As everyone slowly walks away. She hides behind her mask, And pretends to be okay. She is scared to open up, And call someone her best friend. They all turn out the same, And never really care in the end. She is scared to let people close, It always ends up as heartache. She decides to trust someone, But it always ends up as a big mistake. She feels like a stranger in her own home, Like she doesn't even belong. She tries the best she can, But it always seems to be wrong. She freezes up at the word "love", People throw it around too much. Her muscles constrict, As she is afraid to be touched. She has ideas for the future, Hopes and dreams of her own. But she doesn't hold her breath, Because disappointment is all she has ever known. She

Just Because
I'm bored so why not post a blog huh.....Now a couple months back i got into it with this chick and she was posting stuff about me in here status, so being the bitch i am i went at it with her....so this chick named lollipop licker commented on her status which said " if u act like a whore then ur a whore" and the lolllipop chick said "yea to that one girl" now what did she have to do with anything? Nothing right so i keep buying this young guy she is so in love with and now she really hates me. Now that should be a lesson learned for miss Lollipop huh.....mind ur own buiisness cuz u don't know me!!

Just Remembering !!
Myrna Joy Boyd, 72, of Wolf Point, died March 26, 2009, at Trinity Hospital in Wolf Point. Granddaughter of Chief Santee Iron Ring, the last traditional Chief of the Fort Peck Sioux, she was born to James A. Boyd and Florence Iron Ring Belton on Aug. 20, 1936, in Poplar. Throughout her life, she was known as an advocate for Native families, especially children. She was instrumental in getting a Senate investigation into the mistreatment of Native children in the State of Montana's foster care system, and was the co-founder of the Walks Far Society, which has been active as an advocate for Native children since 1979. She also was active in many other organizations that work in related fields, and was the Montana coordinator of the Trail of Self Determination Caravan, which was a nationwide march to Washington, D.C., that fought for Native rights. She was preceded in death by a brother, Wayne Boyd Sr.; sons, William James and Donald Wayne Whitright; and one daughter, Anita Ironcloud. Sh

Just Another One
I lay in bed with tears in my eyes with thoughts of you. my love for you is so strong that i can never stop loving you. you told me you loved me to. then you told me there was another. I would give up everything for you. my love for you is never ending i will wait for you.

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Justin's Most Recent Interview :)
Britt credits wrestling for rise on Tigers depth chart Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Oct 15, 2009 Justin Britt is hoping Elvis Fisher goes to the NFL. Fisher, the Tigers starting left tackle, is the only thing between Britt and the field as the former Lebanon High School standout has risen to No. 2 on the University of Missouri depth chart. A native of Saint Petersburg, Fla., Fisher spent his first year at MU as a redshirt freshmen. Then, in 2008, he went from No. 2 on the Tigers depth chart to being named first team Freshman All-American. In town for the Lebanon-Hillcrest game on Oct. 2, Britt took a moment during halftime to talk about his rise up the Tigers depth chart during his freshman season as a member of the University of Missouri football team. “I would like to say, ‘yes.’” He said when asked if he saw himself competing for a position on the Tigers line next season. “But I am behind the best lineman on our team. Maybe next yea

Just A Memory
Just a memory: Just a memory sometimes,On an overcast day,a haze of smoke moves about,The rain is falling as she listens to a distantvoice, somehow sadly,singing a song,a death smeared song of an era long gone, Just a memory sometimes,Illuminated back wall of rose red lights,so strange,so old and piercing,And the rhythm dragged out,a melodious haunting plea,the song mood indigo,Enter the faceless man in black,Is he her fate? a dangerous destiny ? Just a memory sometimes,Of a room like a cold black box,She does not sleep this night,Insomnia, a black knight,a sleepless night,No valium, the night passes in black organza song.

Just For Laughs :-)
Hope you like these... :-) Two elderly gentlemen from a retirement center were sitting on a bench under a tree when one turns to the other and says: 'Slim, I'm 83 years old now and I'm just full of aches and pains. I know you're about my age. How do you feel?' Slim says, 'I feel just like a newborn baby.' 'Really!? Like a newborn baby!?' 'Yep. No hair, no teeth, and I think I just wet my pants.'

Just Curious....
Can someone tell me why it is that there are some guys on here, that act such an ass when you don't behave the way they think you should? I was chatting with this completely annoying guys this morning (fubar handle fullofcrap - I guess this should have been a sign to me to just ignore him right away but I was giving him the benefit of the doubt). This guy messages me off and on rather inconsistently but the context of the conversations are pretty much the same... "your so hot, I cant help but touch myself to your pictures, I bet your husband loves rubbing you" and so on.... Well when he got to the last vulgar message (and yeah for those who think to themselves "what was wrong with that?" my answer would just have to be.... its vulgar) I read his messages where he went on and on about "you arent demanding i respect you are you? on FUBAR?". Well I wasnt demanding anything, but definitely reserving the right not to have to subject myself to such asinine and worthless banter. plain and s

Just Believe
I knew at once That you were meant for me Deep in my soul I knew You were my destiny Yet I was so unsure But I thought why fight the tide Dont think so much Let your heart decide I see your future And its tied with mine I look into your eyes You're searching for a sign But you will never fall Until you let go Dont be afraid Of what you dont know You have someone on your side That person can set you free Just believe in yourself And believe in me Why second guess Something so right Just trust in me And you will see the light

Just A Peak At The Locked Room.. Carefull The Door Is Starting To Bow Out Fromt He Pressure...
Another night sleepless and wandering. Wanting what it seems I can never have. A steady image fills my mind at this point though. A small part of me that huddles in a corner of a dark room. Padded like the solitary room at Rockford. I sit the corner one second waiting and trying to maintain a sense of calm. The next I stand screaming at the source of light. Letting out a stream of resentment and fear. A single sound that emanates from my chest as I try to shatter the one bulb that lets me see where the shadows are. I pace the room.. the light swinging the cotton wall linings seeming dingy and yellowed with the exception for the parts marked brown with old blood. This is my room, a place I keep a part of myself that i don't let anyone see. Even this glimpse isn't going to be a complete one. I keep myself here. Locked away so that when people come to me needing to talk to me, to vent to me, to have a post to lean on, I can be as dispassionate as any rock. I can the ground

Just One Question...
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you

Just Rantings From A Stressed Out Woman!
My week has already started out bad. Had little money to buy food, and now two days later find out we have no money for even that. I have to find a way to feed my kids, get my husbands medications, and not go crazy at the same time. My car has broken down, and I can't fix it for a long while. My husband will be unbearable to live with without his medications, and I am supposed to go to parent teacher conferences this week! I am trying to make life better by going to college, this is the only way to get any job around here. With little options for work, I am a stay at home mom. I have tried too many work from home jobs, and lost more money than I can begin to explain. I am desperate, at the end of my ropes, and extremely stressed out! I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!

Just Tired
I am so tired of feeling down all the damn time. When I went to the doctor today, she upped the dosage on the antidepressant I am on, which should hopefully help. I also told her that I had been taking benadryl every night to go to sleep on and she prescribed me trazadone. I am kind of scared to take it cuz most of the time any sleeping aid makes me feel hung over in the morning and I hate that with a passion. I don't know why I am struggling even more with the depression the past few days then I usually do, but I feel like its kicking my ass. Usually I am too worried about the anxiety I think that I push the depression aside.... ugh! It's so hard to be positive when you are feeling so down :-/

Just Wanting You All To Know
Hi friends, What a horrible week for me here,Tues AM I got called by my Mom,My Dad has had a possible stroke,so I get there and as it turns out its a massive stroke,he is paralized on his left side,not sure if he will ever be able to walk,talk,eat (normally ) again..So I will be spending a lot of time in Iowa as my family means the world to me and I am not ready for losses yet..I will be here when I can be... Please take a few mins and keep my Dad in your prayers.. If you have my cell number feel free to call or text me... Hugs, Julie

Just A Lil Bored....
What if- 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: 9. If I ask you out? What do you think about my- 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13. Laugh: Would you- 14. Help me hide a body? 15. Keep a secret if I told you one? 16. Hold my hand? 17. Take a bullet for me? 18. Try to solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? Have you ever- 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Thought I was unbearably annoying? And more- 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in three words: 31. What was your first impression of me? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What reminds you of me? 34. If you could give me anything, what would it be? 35. How well do you know me? 36. When's the

Just Think
Just think, I'll drop soon and you wont have to worry? Joyce, you want to remember Chapter 7 Bankruptcy that you did not declare. That simple letter written to you was written to Uncle Bud and Aunt Carrol. They never answered, returned unopened, or come looking for me. So how is that car of Vicki's? Can't forget the Deptford Twp Police Department or the Woodbury, and the NJ State Police? Jo-Ann your not good at covering up and I'll have to ask do you have any family members that are FOP? Yeah John, I received blank pages and it said US Attorney's on my Caller ID but unlike you I had to answer those phone calls. Dr. Barb the first time you lied to me you lied three times about Lily and Company? Dr. Cater, you took that position of offense and by doing so forced me to contact the FBI and others. You want me to keep on going or stop and we all behave as Gentlemen and Gentle Ladies? Choice is yours, I see Jo-Ann tomorrow and lets hope the Dead Bolt isn't locked as once before. No

Just To Make This Clear.
I'm not 'looking for fun', i'm not gonna get on cam with you, I'm not some net-slut. Just because i have nsfw pics doesn't mean i'm easy. most of them are there for a reason- showing off why i hate me body/marking my pregnancy. the rest are old pics that i actually find pretty. I have a boyfriend, he is the father of my child and I love him very much, so please treat me with respect.

Just Want My Friends To Know I Am Very Upset!!!
Hi Friends, I am very upset..this user ... Bisillysusie... is using my pic as her primary photo and she also stole some of my photo's too and made a folder entitled "the many faces of me"...which is NOT REALLY HER..they are ME..its just sad a user has gone to this length and can't really use her own pic as HER main profile photo.. just want my friends to know beware of crap like this that can happen here. bouncer says there is nothing they can do about it. Anyway there's a fake ME out there lurking. Ty for taking the time to read this...Oh and If you visit her profile plz ask her to take my primary pic down and tell her to use her own damn pic!!!! Ty again Diamond Deb

Just In A Mood
"To Return" To return to the cold It isn't much fun To touch the trees no one has known Go rest your head Cause you can't miss this Poor boy became A slave to use Now despair moves in so close Too many years free at last He didn't know so learned to speak He clears his throat Cause you can't miss this [Chorus] Poor boy became A slave to use Rebuild what's left Of this child, so weak Sorry, changes, trample the plan Death, stores, victims Once more [x4] Keep on burnin' through the noose Keep on... [Chorus] Poor boy became A slave to use Rebuild what's left Of this child, so weak To return, to the cold It isn't much, but I'm free at last

Just....love
First of all I want to apologize if this blog is gonna be too long or too boring at some point. I guess I just need to have a “talk” with this “paper” and then share my thoughts with you…my friends. Some of you are new, some are old…some of you are not even yet but you will be sooner or later. Is funny how words run through my mind but when I sit to write them down they all vanish like darkness at the break of the day. I always loved to dream … I suppose everyone does at some point, more or less. Lets say I dream more than more. I believed since I was a child in a forever lasting perfect love… and more than anything I believed I will find it. I believed in the purity people hold in their hearts and I believed that the truth is the best way to live my life… Years pass and looking back and knowing what I have become I realized that I kept strong my believes and more than anything I followed them. The purity in people&rs

Just Me Again
I love travelling by train, and last week when I headed up to Hamilton to meet my mates mum, my love was reinforced. As soon as I walked onto the platform at Glasgow central low level trains, I was greeted by a child’s voice shouting “fucksake” really loudly. I spotted a young mum looking harassed and trying to deal with a wee toddler in a pram. The baby girl was about two years old and absolutely stunningly gorgeous. She had big amber eyes with thick long eyelashes, a mop of curly blonde hair and cheeky dimpled smile, she caught my eye and shouted “Fucksake” really loudly at me and giggled. I never made a move, inside I was laughing as it was really funny to see a baby say this, but I kept a neutral look on my face. The mum bent over and tried to shoosh the baby, she then stood up and said “I am really sorry she won’t stop saying that” “Just ignore her, don’t fuss when she says it and just keep talking to m

Just Words, No Pictures
For all my literary (or simply horny) friends, I have a book recommendation: Nicholson Baker's The Fermata. You should order it now, so that you've read it by the holiday season and can order it for all your pervy friends and relatives. (Just don't give it to your mom. Unless you want to find her fapping under the tree. But if you've previously found your mom fapping under the tree, then you should give it to your mom.) The book is, essentially, literary porn. Not erotica, because, like Jim, I don't really do erotica. The book is hilariously filthy, though, whilst being simply hilarious. You'll laugh out loud, then wish the people around you wouldn't be totally freaked out if you read them a passage or two. Also: Baker uses my name (my real-life name, not my fubar name) as a verb. In case you were wondering, it means something dirty. On a side note, Baker's Vox is shorter but also delightful. Both are novels that you'll have to put down--because your hands will be busy el

Just Read
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike. He doesn't have much luck until one day he comes across a Harley with a 'For Sale ' sign on it. The bike seems even better than a new one, although it is 10 years old. It is shiny and in absolute mint condition. He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in such great condition for 10 years. "Well, it's quite simple, really," says the seller, "whenever the bike is outside and it's going to rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it from the rain." And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline. That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, invites him over to meet her parents. Naturally, they take the bike there. But just before they enter the house, Sandra stops him and says, "I have to tell you something about my family before we go in." "When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fact, the first person who says anything during dinner has to do the dishes." "No problem," he says. And in they go. Joe is shocked. Right smack in th

Just Curious
Ok...To all woman.and men if you like to comment.feel free to do so Now I am curious that when woman are on thier menstrual cycle.. Do you get hornier ? Or loose interest in sex.... With me.I get hornier..

Just What Is Essiac?
Essiac is a blend of herbs used by Canadian nurse Rene Caisse in the 1920’s; while working with a breast cancer patient who did not have the money to pay for medical treatment. Fortunately Rene was acquainted with an Indian “Medicine Man” who believed he could help this patient with his herbal tea. After her recovery, Rene used what later became Essiac on both her mother and her aunt who lived much longer than their doctors had expected. The original “Medicine Man’s” formula was modified a few times and over next 50 years it helped many other patients believed to be incurable by their doctors. Rene eventually formalized Essiac into a 4 herb formula containing Burdock, Sheep Sorrel, Turkey Rhubarb and Slippery Elm. Unfortunately this blend has never been approved by the AMA or the American Cancer Society; to scientifi cally prove its effects would take millions of dollars and 10 years of research; but over the last 80 years Essiac has had positive re

Just Wondering
well ive been told that the recession is over well if its over tell me when we are going to see a change in our paychecks money in our wallets. iam tired of there not being any jobs out there. sitting at home drawing unemployment really sucks i cant make endsmeat. we are having to steal from peter to pay paul. can ya tell me how and when are we going to see the light at the end of the tunnel

Just To Rant Some
To understand me you have to walk a mile in my shoes...I bet you have never did that before in your life....I have and it is not fun at all..I am so stress out right now that I am going though hell and back..If there was a hell..That is beside the point I am studing my ass off for my G.E.D yeah so fucking what that it has taking this long for me to get it...Well walk in my shoes then just might under stand me ..I really hate ppl that thank they every thing in life {*rolling my eyes on that one*}....Till then shut your damn mouths up and leave me..I am doing the best I fucking can...It take time to get your G.E.D. fuckinga a long time too

Just A Few Lines........
So, I have survived two weeks of no shout box...........I know I cannot just stop fubar. I have failed in my past attempts to boycot any of the bullshit (see previous blog) Good news...............I have not as expected committed corp. suicide........I have in fact gained 7,000 a year and a new title plus quarterly bonuses aside from the bi yearly ones I came to know and love. moral is..............if you dont do it for yourself, nobody will............go fot it.........what you have to lose? xoxoxoxoxox eat me

Just Imagine What You Know Today About The Quality Of Life
Yesterday alone I remember reading an article about water discovered on the moon, and it wasn’t science fiction! It was found in a totally dark area of a crater by a NASA probe, and the fact that it’s found to exist in a liquid state (this is important, for Mars has a polar ice cap and without being warm enough to melt there’s no motion and any life found there, if it is found there, would be frozen) possibly indicates there once was life or at least the potential for it on the moon. Reminds me just now of the gill of water in a dark well Ojo found in “The Patchwork Girl of Oz” … it’s not impossible, just to our mindsets today highly implausible. Like Dr. Manhattan once said, our limit is in viewing life from life’s own perspective, and that’s based on the life we know. Like Data, we could find ourselves asking is fire or any chemical reaction life or the signs of it? Before I get accused of exceeding my obscure literary and p

Just Found This
1. All girls secretly love a guy who can sing.(MEGA-Turn-On) 2. Just so you know, girls don't want to smell you from 10, 6, or even 2 feet away.(lay off the Axe) 3.Girls HATE players!!!! 4. Most girls would rather cuddle than have sex (unless they're sluts) 5.We love it when you put your arm around us at the movies.(especially the scary ones) 6. We don't need you to be Superman. We just need you to be there. 7. Please, if you really need to talk about your size, use your guy friends, not us. 8. Pretty much all girls like to talk about something, so feel free to call us. 9.Bad breath is a major EWWW! 10. We LOVE suprises, that is , the good ones. 11. Don't ever try to impress us by cursing or fighing. It doesn't work; you just look like a jerk. 12. When you pick on the girl you like, she won't think your interested or cool. She'll just think that you're mean. (Ah the logic.. of girls...) 13. Every girl wants to feel special, even if its just to you. 14.Being able to make yo

Just Stuff Going Threw My Head
I sit and look at your picture everyday. i relize i have lost the best thing that had ever happened to me. i lost t he woman i love more then life itself. I have made mistakes in my life the worst one was pushing you away. and just stand there while you walk away off into the sunset. the sun has never came back up in my world. I will always love you. i look ahead with tears in my eyes wish to see you come walking back to me. I lay bed down for the night looking at your picture and rub your ring i wear around my neck givein both of them a kiss before i drift off to sleep to hold you in my arms in my dreams. i know when i awake it will just be a dream nothing more. I look at the sky and pray that you know how sorry i am and how much i miss you and love you. your my only love and the only person i want to be with. i have relized how much i need you and want you my love. so as i lay down this evening i will pray to the godds and goddess that my dreams come true someday but wont give up my

Just Fillin In The Blanks
It has been a long time since I typed anything. I'm not really sure what is going to come out now. I'm just typing and going with the flow. Feeling a bit lost lately. A little disengaged. Day after day, night after night surrounded by my own thoughts. My friends have their own life, they aren't interested in mine. Then again, I have a hard time letting anyone past my barriers. Just when I think I have my emotions in check, a tear finds its way down my cheek. I capture it with my sleeve of toughness but another one just replaces the captured one. It becomes a never ending cycle. No one sees this, of course. This is my own private nightmare. A nightmare I can't seem to awaken from. Someone needs to shake me or something. sheesh

Just An Idea
Starbucks Charges 9/11 Rescue Workers $130 for Water Guess I won't be drinking Starbucks anymore! ! ! Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and request that they send some of it to the troops there.Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, BUT that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would NOT send the troops their brand of coffee. Maybe we should not support Starbucks by buying any of their products! I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting .... Also, don't forget that when the Twin Towers were hit the fire fighters and rescue workers went to Starbucks because it was close by for water for the survivors and workers and Starbucks CHARGED THEM! ! ! JUST

Just Another Night
Just beginning all this on the wrong foot. I'm normally a very charismatic individual. Not a care in the world and enjoy the scenery. But at night, alone in this big house. I tend to linger onto relationship things. and how i should close that part of me that needs the feeling of a warm body. Hopefully my next blog won't be as sappy. Until then, Keep me in mind, next time that ass hole just gave you a black eye, or dumped you for that dip shit slut he met at a bar. Always here. The Captain.

Just A Lil Note
Come by and see if ur in my family cause each time i get a bomb i will bomb my family 1st then My Top Friends... then if u bomb me now or any time.. then i will keep ur message in my box until i bomb u back i have always done that i pay back to the ones that helps me.. like that old saying goes ...Fair Is Fair .. U Help Me i'll Help U I Like to Be Treated as I Do U ... Its Not Much 2 Ask 4 ... Showing Luv 2 Me Is The Best Way 2 Get In Fam ... Like Comments , Few Rates Here n There ,Bling Me Time 2 Time ... Yes i Have Seen Couple People I Bombed And They Haven't Bomb Me Back So If They Ask Me This Time I WONT...And If Ur In My Family U Will Always Recive A Daily Comment And Profile Rate ....And The More I See U Helping Me Out U Will Be Added 2 My Family....I Luv Helping Out As Much As Getting Help ... So Plz If I Do Stuff Just Dont Take Avantage Of Me Or I Will Block Ya .....Oh Want 2 Say I Dont Get Bombs Much But I Do Something If U Bomb Me ..Like.... Rate Ya :):) MuahXOXO

Justina Claire - When I Think About Angels
Why does the color of my coffee match your eyesWhy do I see you when I stranger passes byI swear I hear you in the whisper of the windI feel you when the sun is dancin' on my skinAnd when it's rainingYou won't find me complainin' causeWhen I think about rainI think about singingWhen I think about singingits a heavenly tuneWhen I think about Heaven thenI think about angelsWhen I think about AngelsI think about youThe taste of sugar sure reminds me of your kissI like the way that theyboth linger on my lipsKisses remind me of a field of butterfliesMust be the way my heart is fluttering insideBeautiful distractionYou make every thought a chain reactionWhen I think about rainI think about singingWhen I think about singingits a heavenly tuneWhen I think about Heaven thenI think about angelsWhen I think about AngelsI think about youAnywhere I goAnything I doEverything around me babyMakes me think of youWhen I think about rainI think about singingWhen I think about singingits a heavenly tuneWh

Just Stuff Im Pulling Off My Usb
"Me...I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I did, of who Iam and most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my whole life, the way I feel when I'm with you!" (Dirty Dancing)Never take someone for granted Hold every person close to your heart Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too busy collecting stones.

Just A Picture
it's just a picture... yet when i look in your eyes, i see joy, pain...far away places it's just a picture... yet throughout the day it flashes in my mind... makes me smile it's just a picture... that draws me to you...makes me say silly things & try to get to know you it's just a picture... i think... when i can tell that i am not the only one... it was just a picture, i whisper as i walk away from the computer when you break my heart.

Just Lost
I am lost amongst the thievesWho took my life away from meWhy can't they leave me beAnd let me die PeacefullyThey haunt me in my dreams Always coming after me This is why I never sleepIn fears they will find me torturing my insanity!Maybe this is why no one will love meFor I am damaged beyond repair.I ruin all I touch and all the people that careMy heart feels so bare.I curl into a ball and cryThe darkness I seekI am feeling so weekI don't know how long i'll surviveFor I am lost the reality is goneI don't really feel alive

Just Something On My Mind Again
when a man admits he crys himself to sleep at night over a woman is it a sign of weakness ? When a man say he would get on his stomach and knees and crawl back to a woman for forgivness is that a sign of weakness.. is it a sign of weakness when a man lets everyone know that he loves a woman so much he will do anything in the world for her. or is it a sign of weakness when a man wont admit any of this to himself or anyone else.

Just Wanna Kill Some Haters
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Just Don't Lie!
If there is one thing that really upsets me badly it's gotta be LAIRS! What good does it do to tell someone a lie thats gonna come back to bite ya on the ass! Just be truthful and honest about things,why do some people feel they've gotta lie about who they are or what they do? I think that if you need to lie to anyone to impress them or get them to like you well you just aren't worth meeting in the first place! So think about it for a moment or so,is it really worth it? Its better not to say anything at all if all your gonna do is lie about shit!

Just Some Beautiful Words
You Feel Me In The Darkness ... I See You Through The Mists, My Presence Fuels Your Passions.... That Makes My Blood Run Hot, I Cannot Return To Your World, But You Can Enter Mine, Cast Away The Gold That Keeps Us Apart.... Reach Out And Take My Hand .... Eternity Awaits Us..

Just The Beginning (part 2 Of The Broken By Kitty Simpson)
Part 2 Just the beginning*As the dark mistress walks over to the table on the other side of the room She lightsfour candles putting a light glow over the room. The light dances over the walls to what seems to be a forgotten melody. The misteress takes one candle out of its holderWalking over to her struggling victim. She pulls the flame close to his face. His darkeyes glow at the burning flame..the sweat falling from his forehead gleams like a diamond sky. The baroness smiles wickedly holding back a chuckle she says to him "Whats the matter? Scared of a little fire?..Well dont worry my pet. I wont burn you.Not yet anyway..If you are good..this will only hurt a little" The young mans eyeswiden with fear as he mumbles under his gag.**The demonic goddess pulls a lever next to her feet..The mans chains loosen as she pushes him backward. His chains spread his arms and legs as he is hanging in the air.Running her nails over his thighs she pulls out her knife..Sliding it up his shorts..Slicin

Just To Let You Know.....
I never wanted to act like this towards you. It's not my intention to ignore you and act like you were never part of my life. I would walk up and talk to you and say something but I can only be silent because I don't have nothing else to say to you. Funny how so much have change, how we can chat for hours but couldn't even say a mere sentence to each other. Seemed like everything was just a dream that happened so quickly. Funny how we just look at each other and just tend to walk away. Seemed like were nothing but associates now. Crazy how so much have happened, but we act like nothing ever did. I'm not complaining because sometime we can't help our actions, it's just something I've noticed lately. I just want you to know that even though were nothing but friends or associates now is that I'm happy that your happy even though knowing I'm not there by your side anymore. I just wish you happiness in your future in life. Thanks for the happiness and the love you've shared and the memories

Just Stay
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside.'Your son is here,' she said to the old man.She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyesopened.Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly sawthe young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reachedout his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the oldman's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement.The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lightedward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love andstrength.Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and restawhile.He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine wasoblivious to the other noises in the hospital - the clanking of theoxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanginggreetings, the cries and moans of the other patients.Now and then

Just Time!!
Well, I am giving up fubar for good and getting back to real life. I joined Fubar after I ended a serious relationship with someone local to me and a friend told me about the site. I was trying to fill some free time in my life at the moment. I use to sit here with some of the friends I met on here and we would laugh about how serious some on this site would be in relationships situations and trying to level. For the first 4-5 months I was on here I didn't take it serious at all really but I ended up falling into the trap that it can create and let it start affecting my everyday life. For those that know me, I am a successful business owner, and never thought I could fall into this trap. Either way, I did and have noticed that I have become sort of addicted to the attention someone in a different states gives not that I don't get any in real life. Well, I started getting on more and more and loved the attention I was getting. I then started putting aside my parental duties to ta

Just For Today
Just For Today Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the back yard and blow bubbles. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and

[just Sayin Moment]
Your mouth would look a lot better with my dick in it, instead of that retarded facebook pursed lip "I just got hit on the back of the head with a frozen baguette" look.Or "scene girl gotta fart" look.... I can actually shorten that rant to the first clause.AlsoWhen doing calisthenics with a weapon, make sure your arm doesn't go numb as a result of major surgery and you lose your grip thus throwing something through something more expensive like a TV or a window >>Not that I have, its just damned good advice.I survived thanksgiving with minimal bullshit and insults, and I got a hefty check from my grandmother because >> well, she has nothing to spend her money on.Good times, it should make up for the two completely uncompensated days I just spent with family and my beloved dog and PS3.Tomorrow deposits, coffee, and a big BIG mute button for the rest of the world.Alsofricase' is in the fridge.Just about the last batch til I thaw some stew meat and make beef bourginon... someone correct

Just For Fun
Name:_______________ Number:_______________ text messaging (yes or no): ______ picture messaging (yes or no) _________ I dare you to copy and paste this if your not scared!!! See how many numbers you get!!!

Just Random Funny Sayings
y don't u come over to myspace and google my yahoo so i can blow my load on ur facebook while u lick my twitter we sang this in jail to all the diddlers and it would piss them off so bad cause we would put their names on blast lmmfao All around the mulberry bush the (diddler) chased the child the child thought it was all in fun till (the diddler) got him!

Just Being
To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing it's best, night and day,to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; And never stop fighting..E.e Cummings 1955

Just Give In
Why even try to cope with this pain the world bears upon me?Its too much, there is no point to live onward.Deeper and deeper into this eternal sorrow I fall,Will I ever get out? No. Why would I want to?No one out there cares. Its always the same. Pure hopelessness forever.The reaper has already taken my soul, my heart, is coroded with misery.Take this tension away, just give in to the pain. Allow it to happen.Accept its feeling, you can't hide. Know the sorrows exist, follow them and let them lead you. I can't overcome, for this torture is so intense, so strong, and I long to live the life of one that is happy filled with love. Too late for that. All hope has fallen.It is fantasy, not reality. One day, one dawn I ask to be put out of this suffering that exists for a lifelong eternity. I'm sorry but I am already doomed. My heart has been demolished completely in everyway possible. No way, no possibility of it being fixed, three months going on forever. I can't take it anymore, just take

Just Ask Ashley
Isn’t this a great country! Where else can this happens, no where but here in the Good Ol’ US of A. if you have a problem with your love life and you need some pointers just ask Ashley. Ashley who you ask? It’s Ashley Dupre. Remember her? She’s the babe that New York Gov. Eliot Spitzer was shelling out big bucks to for some hot love advice and I guess some action. Now Ashley will give you advice via the New York Post. The Post has been losing readers by the droves so they think Ashley can help revitalize the newspaper. She’s a hot babe that’s for sure. And I know she can revitalize most guys but can she do the same for the New York Post? That we will have to wait and find out. I’ll have to write her about my love concerns like what do I do about them? For more go here: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,580133,00.html Need advice about what radio station is worth listening to? It’s official BlastFM is considered the best in i

Just The Start..
I'm only writing this in hopes that there are a few people out there like me, people who actually give a fuck about another person besides themselves. I'd say that 99.9% of you have already judged me, put me in a nice, neat li'l box with a name. That's fine, but please don't think for a second that you're correct. I understand that some peoples minds are so simple that they must do this in order to survive. The truth is, I'm so simple that it makes me complicated. I'm a chameleon, truth be told. Able to adapt to pretty much any circumstance. I'm a mess, I probably will be until the day I die. My emotions get the best of me way too often. I'm working on not letting them have such a negative impact on me. I'm my own worst critic, and when I hear negativity, it just makes it that much worse. I know, grow some thicker skin right? Well, I've tried. Everytime I think my skin is thick enough, something cuts right through. I've made so many mistakes in my life, some are unforg

Just Sumthin I Thought Of
The lights dim, we hit the floor, now yur screamin more more more, you grab my ass and push me in ne further an my head will spin, soon its over, i've cum at last, when you turn an say "damn, that was fast".

Just A Little Something For Your Ear Hole...
In Your Eyes you are holding me, loving me so carefuly, the way you touch me. as if i'm fragile, i'd break won't break...just ache... to feel you inside me. your eyes are like a mirror. my heart is racing...you look at me as if i were the only thing you know sweet, fluid, smoldering hot... you look right into me feel what i am to you looking into my soul, with those eyes seeing what lies inside of me. wet, anticipating every touch, every move of your body...your skin slides over me, like a blanket. you lie on me, and the heat, the feel of your body, just makes me want to scream... like the howling of a wolf. i want this..i need you.... all i want to do is just be.. even to just lightly touch the surface of who you are what you want why do you want me? feeling your body tense, as you push against me.. oh, what pleasure this is....i feel like a black panther... like I'm prowling just to see what i can do next..just to feel you, any part of you, o

Just A Game
The darkest night is harmless.The deepest waters always clear.Nothing in this whole wide world compares to you my dear.Life to most seems unfair or lame,and to some just a game.But you'll never know how dear you are.How much you matter,how perfect you are.Until the day,your games end.Maybe not your life,but that of a friend.With that said,I'll leave you with this.Nothing is as precious,as a loved one's kiss..

Just So You Know If You Dont Already
11 YEARS AGO ON SATURDAY, DECEMBER 19TH MY 10 YEAR OLD NEPHEW DIED OF ASTHMA IN MY ARMS. ON DECEMBER 23RD WE BURIED HIM. HE WAS LIKE A SON TO ME, LIKE A BROTHER TO MY SON. MY SON TELLS EVERYONE TO THIS DAY THAT HE IS HIS BROTHER. HE WAS ALSO MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD. THE DAY HE DIED A PART OF ME DIED WITH HIM. A BIG PART OF ME. BUT FOR ALL THESE YEARS, I FELT THAT I NEEDED TO BE STRONG FOR MY SISTER AND MY SON, SO I NEVER LET IT HIT ME THE WAY IT SHOULD HAVE HIT ME. I REMAINED STRONG. THIS YEAR IM NOT SO LUCKY. EVERY DAY CLOSER TO THE 19TH IS A PAIN THAT I HAVE NEVER FELT BEFORE. THIS YEAR IS GOING TO BE HARD. KENNY WOULD HAVE BEEN 21 APRIL 29TH OF THIS YEAR. HIM AND I, YES AT 10 YEARS OLD, MADE PLANS THAT ON MY BIRTHDAY, DECEMBER 31ST, THE YEAR THAT HE TURNED 21, HIM AND I WOULD GOTO THE BAR AND RING IN THE NEW YEAR. INSTEAD I WILL BE GOING TO MY BROTHERS HOUSE WITH MY SISTER. IVE NEVER KNOWN HOW TO DEAL WITH DEATH. I AM GOING TO NEED FRIENDS. LOTS OF THEM. I HOPE YOUR HOLIDA

Just A Cake
God's Cake This is about the best thing I've ever read as an explanation. We all wonder many many many times over WHY? Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with

Just Me If You Care To Know
I thought i would take time out of my super busy schedual (NOT!!) to tell everyone who care's a bit about my self and how i came to be the person i am. My Name is Tyna, I was born in Springerville Az. was born and raised in Arizona for the majority of my life. I am the youngest of 12 siblings (ya i know mom and dad shoulda bought a tv), By the time i can really remember most my siblings were grown and gone, it was only 3 or 4 of us in the house yaay. As being the youngest, i am the Baby my oppinion and thoughts mean nothing to my family i learned long time ago to just shut up and do whtever they decided and it came to the point even to today if someone ask my oppinon or asks what i want to do, i find myself at a loss. I usually just say... "whatever u want" and if i'm not happy with the dicision i suffer in silence. I moved from Eden Az to Teme Az when i was 18 to find a job and start a life of boring lol. Any ways to jusmp a few years of nothing i met my husband in around Thnksgiv

Just A Lil Banter!
Im sitting here being ooo soo lazy this AM or evening if you will and just have alot on my mind!!! lol i am not gonna sit here and try to catch my miss spells, or my punctuation. lol i am on IE not firefox so this could get ugly spelling wise!! those of u that know me well know my fingers are way faster than my brain!! I been sitting here looking through some pics from a friend that is stationed over in Afgan, as u will see in my pics i Uploaded a few of em!! Just yesterday i was fussin with my mom about the shoppin and the blah and the blah lol i just been really bah humbug this year, So i was getting ill with a few things on fubar and i decided look through the pics cus i had been meaning to do it!!!So i layed here and i really looked through those pics and I really let it sink in whats going on over there, ever since my cousin got killed in Iraq a few years back i have kinda blocked it out and some how managed to just pretend that its not going on till i came in contact with KW

Just Because
Do you know what you got? really? I have been told by a certain few,that I have had it made,then,threw it all away. No disrespect to them,and,I do love,and appreciate their input,and friendship. But,I really hope that you know what you have got. Whether it be kids,family,worldly possesions...etc...I hope,for all,that this is the merriest of Christmas's,and hearts out there to those that have loved and lost this time of year. I appear to be going through a major loss of my own at this time of year,and will struggle to always have a happy heart,God knows,I am the biggest kid when it comes time for the holidays. OK...enough rambling,I wanna give shout outs,and thank-yous for the real folk,I have found here at Fubar. Starshine,and Peace and all that! You are the greatest!! Carolina Girl.thank-you for somehow always being there...Little Italian Nymph,so very glad to have met your aquaintenence,damn,now can't spell. Paula G. and all at Dangereous Curves,I love ya! Kitty,maybe one day back i

Just Another One
i lay here night after night. with the thoughts of you in my head. i swear there are times i feel you are still laying there with me. i still can feel your soft loving touch and smell your sweet perphume. i look around and relize your not there with me and i relize it was just my hopes. i look around and the mememories of our life together comes rushing back. i start to cry cause i relize that im still in love with you and why i was in love with you

Just An Interesting Thought
I know I am not the first to think this But I find it interesting. I think it is interesting that when the internet first started to become popular only those that could trully afford it had access to it. Now almost everyone is on it and using it. We were warned not to talk to strangers and not to meet people in person that we only know on the internet. Although we still teach this to our childern, and rightfully so, we now have sites like fubar, myspace, and facebook were we are encouraged to talk to strangers. As for not meeting people well we have sites like eharmony, match, and other dating sites that encourage us not only to talk to people but meet people. Nothing wrong with any of this. But I find it interesting that in 20 or so years we all have changed our thoughts and feelings about all of this.

Just Something I Was Thinking About One Day Tell Me What You Think
Ok I know some states are different but in the state of Pa the number of car accidents have increased quite quickly this past year. Well, cell phones I pods and my pet of them all texting while driving has mad the accident rate grow dramaticly. So, on my way to work one day I have figured something out that might help with the death tolls go down a bit. like I said other states are different but the state of Pa in general this is what they should do. !. have people take a on the road driving test like the same year that our license expires 2. They have 3 chances to pass the test just like in the begining 3. If they fail they don't get there license renewed that simple this might cut down on the majority of car accidents and the biggest thing of it all it will help save other peoples lives just something that I was thinking about one day going to work I will be nice to have some feed back on this but it's totally up to you Thanks for reading Bryan

Just Writing
Standing staring through the blinds at a sunlit clear blue skyIn a world of darkness held behind the eyeswatching people passing by going about their daily livesStanding lost inside the mind dwelling on what was left behindMemories of days gone by of laughter shared and teardrops criedWishing there were no tears just lots of laughter free of fearsRegretting things that came to pass to bring the laughter to its lastRemembering things that were said in haste leaving the tongue with a sour tasteFeeling an emptiness in the soul a sensation of falling down an endless holeIn the grip of a sorrow so intense it seems like it will never relentThe sorrow builds in strength and wells withinIt leaves the soul and attacks the mind leaving a streak of pain in its wakeIt reaches the mind its purpose clear an attack to the senses to bring forth tearsA fight ensues behind the eyes a battle of emotions from deep insideThe body shakes from head to toe as the pain administers it's final blowThe shoulders

Just Stuff
I am alone No one knows How scared I am How much u hurt me How much U scared me How much U made me doubt myself How U made me feel worthless U are gone now And I am stronger I know now I am worth something I still get scared I still feel useless But I know better now I am not gonna let U win

Just A Little Guide To Help The New People Out
Rate a photo Leave a photo comment Leave a comment Change your trackz Rate a member's profile Upload a mobile photo Someone becomes your fan Someone adds you as a friend Take someone's cherry comment Configure your mobile phone Configure your trackz Upload a stash item Rate a stash item Comment on a stash item Successfully invite someone to join fubar and earn up to $5,000 fubucks Stop by the fuMall and participate in one of the product offerings at the fuMall Successfully complete a survey Post a Blast! - earn points each time you post a BLAST on fubar! Send special shoutouts to your family and friends. Host a Happy Hour- get a commission of ALL points made during your Happy Hour VIP- members earn $10,000 fuBucks signing bonus! (See details about more benefits under the VIP description and learn how you can earn even more points and special gifts!) Give out Bling and earn credits for yourself and those you give it to Run Auto 11s s

Just Some Thing I Came Up With
Why does life have to be so hard? Slowly im breaking down and you've seen what its doing to me or maybe you haven't. I dont know what to do anymore. I know i can talk to you but i dont know if you can hear me. The happy person i once was is being over shadowed by the person that im becoming. Lately i haven't seen a bright side to anything that is happening to me. home no longer feels like a safe and caring place for me. Now its just a place of judgment and avoidance. Life feels so empty and lonely.Yes there are people all alround me but im just a ghost that passes through peoples lifes or a forgotten memories that no one will ever remember. I try to reach out for you but your out of reach, i try to call out your name but the sounds all around me over power my voice. I try to find you but the light of day is going away. So as the darkness closes all around and finally covers me in the cold of night telling me that ill never be found. So ill lay here alone trying to find some kind

Just A Question...
Am I really that heartless of a bitch, that, if I was dating someone, and they had a disease that happened to get worse, I would leave them?? I never knew I was that heartless. And this is why I'm being avoided, because someone is afraid I would actually do that to them. That is totally fucked up. I am not a bitch like that. I'd be there to take care of, and support that person if need be. It really hurts to think that people feel like that about me. And that they can't even tell me in person, that I have to hear it from their brother. I'm a nurturing person, really, I care when people I care about are hurting, sick, or just in need. So..like, news flash, I got my degree and mastery in Cold Hearted Bitch, didn't anyone know this?? Apparently I am the only one who didn't get that memo. Of course, the brother told me he would have dated me long ago had I not been such a bitch. Let me clear things up. I am not a bitch, I am not conceited, I am shy, and I just don't know what to

Just A Random Survey
Dare you to tell me the last place you got kissed? parking lot at work How do you feel right now? indifferent When was the last time you were upset? pretty much right now Will you talk to the person you like tonight? I don't like anyone right now What was the first thing you did this morning? woke up, duh. What is the song you are listening to? I'm not listening to music Do you have plans for tonight? "tonight" is over with. lol Who are you most likely to be frustrated with? usually my mom. Do you like reading? Yes. Do I do it often? No. I have trouble with reading comprehension, so reading usually frustrates me. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night? Occasionally. Is there anything stressing you out currently? um, life. Do you need to talk to someone right now? Ned? No. Want? YES! How late did you stay up last night and why? hmm about 3:30am What did you do last night? I don't even remember. How is your day so far? Not t

Just Ventin
Deep breaths as you walk in .. open mind, heart, and soul. You meet them and everything slowly falls into place. You may still walk and be open because you have nothing to hide. In a suspensefull way he completes you... yet there is so much more to know. You learn little by little where it will go, how it will play out, and what you will make of it. It becomes something you yearn to answer and yet love to play at. When will he come.. or has he already..

Just Stuff
There is nothing more in this world that I want then a home of my own. My parents are living in Florida now and I am still here in NJ. I am not ready to leave yet even though I don't want to be here. I am getting my life together with starting school to have a better future for my kids and I. I have been through so much with friends and family who have made me stronger and who I am today. Friends come and go and as much as u want them to stay sometimes they can't. Family is always there no matter what goes on in life. It's time for me to do me and for myself to be happy again.

Just Like New Years
I'm certain the day will be enchanted with an array of exquisite sensuality my heart jumps with excitement with a simple glance of your beautyAs the butterflies flutter around in my stomach with anticipation my mind wonders of how I can shower her with admiration Walking to knock on her door I've never felt like this beforememories to be made are boldly ready to endureMy soul feels complete with her inviting embrace and I'm certain my heart joy is easily found on my face It doesn't take 3 licks to get to the center of a tootsie Pop and I've been waiting for this moment her curiosity ceased to drop Plenty of situations coming around the corner bearing endearments pleasuring desires and tickling fancies unknown to her own hearts commandments My name is unknown to her today but utters out of lips tomorrow as I await to take away any thoughts of sorrow Where we go from this side of the rainbow is a journey a genuine heart finds waiting to sow

Just Another Day.
So it is the New Year, officially. 2009 is behind us, all of 2010 is in front of us with all the wonders it will bring. Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, sounds nice, but in reality IT IS JUST ANOTHER DAY. Still have life, bills, issues and other stuff to deal with. So you enjoy your NEW YEAR, but after the novelty wears off....you will realize that it is.......JUST ANOTHER DAY.

Just A Pity Thing, I Guess
Honestly I feel kinda odd, my friends are dropping off here like dead flies, most of them though I do have on facebook ... and a couple I even have on myspace. which begs the wonder .... FUCK ME, cause I don't know .. guess I have a lot of thinking to do.

Just General Rants
There has been a few things that have really bugged me lately... So I decided to write about them. Under normal circumstances, these little things probably wouldnt bother me, Might be the end of the Holiday Seasons, or what, I do not know. I went the other day to get me a new Toothbrush, (Why these are called TOOTH Brushes, I don't know considering I have a full set of TEETH) and I'm looking around and I see all these wonderous new designs and everything. Rubber edges, tongue scrubbers, Circular designs, Bent styles, rubber handles for better grip, electric... No effin regular TEETH brushes. All I want is a regular effin toothbrush. I don't need all these fancy designs and colors or whatever marketing ploy they are trying this time. I don't want one that says it's approved by whatever government agency that deals with dentists and thier like. I don't wnat one that has a gum messager or tongue scrubber. JUST A REGULAR FUCKING TOOTHBRUSH!!! or Teethbrush in my instance.

Just A Little Note...
I'm sure some people have said some ugly things about me. Think I've "forgotten" them or whatever. Here's the deal...I'm working. 6am - 5 pm, 5 days a week. I'm still a wife and still a Mom. My responsibilities don't end when I come home. I'm tired. I have endless things to do. Working OUTside the home and then IN the home at the end of the day has become a challenge for me. A challenge I kind of like. I'm proud of myself a little as well. I appreciate, whole hearterdly, the ones who still come to visit me. But I apologize, very much so, that I have not returned rates or gifts. I haven't even said thank you to anyone. I haven't signed on, only because...I haven't the time. Life has interrupted and I love it. I would like to thank you all for everything. But please understand my distance. Kisses and hugs to James, Latino, Marlboro, Phillies, Killingtime, Blind Pupil, Sheri, DaVe, Phil, poaintx, Bob, Joe and all my dedicated friends.

Just An Update
Wow I haven't gotten online and been around in a long ass time. Just a short little update on me....I finished my associates degree in psychology and took a couple months off to relax. I am now about to start on my bachelors degree and am excited because it's a bahlors to masters program. Within the next 4 years I should have my masters in forensic psychology. One step closer to my PhD :) Im single again of course...tried a relationship with some jackass loser who was trying to be player...well guess what? Game over lol But life is good I have my health, I am happy and single and ready to have fun and get out there again.

Just For You
Here is another one just for you, don`t know what it is that you do. When i think of you i smile, she has her own special little style. Yes I do notice when you are not around, and sometimes you make me feel like a clown. I told them how your eyes are hazel, forgot to tell about your cute little navel. And how you dance around the room, even do it sometimes with a broom. She even likes to sing her favorite song, when i know it i will sing along. Very independent, has her own place, she likes to have a lot of space. We stay up at night and play games, tells me about her friends, cant remember all their names. She wears glasses so she can see, doesn`t know what she means to me. Sometimes I think she is on her own cloud, and yes she can be somewhat loud. Talked to her on the phone the other day, asked me if i can come over and play. Oh yeah and bring over a friend, it was just me and her in the end. Brought her a book she can read, already has everything that she needs. Well maybe not rea

Just Some Thoughts....yeah, Mushy Ones.
Limitless possibilities Across the horizon I see All the opportunities That are there for you and me It’s not to be questioned Only allowed to move ahead Having so many options Is something special said Grasping every moment Every second that presents Not to waste a single chance Of emotions so intense Accepting what is given

Just If You Would...tell Me
I have had a ruff past year.Its been hard on me with medical conditions and relationship problems..When i was out today i realized that i dont have it as bad as i thought i did..There was this guy with his son and he was a tiny baby he was three months i asked the guy his sons name and he told me in a studder...which i do to..he said aaadden i was so surprised that i had meet someone who studdered like me and stuggles as well as i do..I thought to my self its amazing that he was so willing to talk to me..i dont even like talking at times bc i know that im going to studder...I have more cat scans and mri's coming up and theres a possabilty of other things which only one person on here knows of..I'm not explaining it all...I just felt the need to vent a few things...But hey you know i cant complain at all...i have some great friends that stick by me..and i thank the lord for everyday that i wake up..for everyday i see the sun set..for everyday i can feel my heart beat and thats the best

Just Eat It Already!!!!
First off I must admit while I didn't write this, I could have written something similar(wink). I think the author brings up some really good techniques and adds some valuable insight in "Doing Yo Thang". Take what you will from this...nothing like a good manual!Introduction This section is for men who want learn how to properly eat a woman's pussy, or who've heard that it might not be all that bad to put their face down there, and for women who want to get their man to eat them period, improvement in performance can come later. I am not an expert. I am simply a woman who knows what she likes, and has had all too many experiences with men who didn't seem to have the vaguest idea what they were doing between her legs. Eating a woman's pussy is about the most wonderful thing you can do for her. It makes her feel loved, admired, sexy, and of course it makes her cum like crazy. Many women prefer it to intercourse, and for most, it's the easiest way to cum with a man. You may have the littl

Just What I Feel
i sit here wiht thoughts of you in my head day after day i wish i could tell you what is in my heart for you i see your face in my sleep and everywhere i look i relize i lost the best thing in my life my world is so empty and meaningless without you without you in my life i am nothing but a shell you filled my life with joy light and happiness and i let it all go i love you with all my heart and soul would walk threw the deepest depths of hell and back just to prove my love i am affaid to approach you cuase i know i would screw up on trying to put how i feel into words your my one and only true love and the only one i want to be with I LOVE YOU MY LOVE YOUR MY WOLD AND ONLY REASON FOR BREATHING I WILL ALWAYS BEEN WAITING IN THE SHADOWS MY LOVE MY ANGEL

Just Poems
Back Up From The Fall For some people, falling is easy.I never really was one of those people.I always stood strong and a never missed a step.I was once unmovable.Until I met you.You threw me around like I couldn't believe.You drung me out in the rain and had me tripping over my feet.You made falling easy.And so I fell.The problem was that I couldn't fall forever.I've hit the bottom without a splash.Now I'm faced with a new problem.My legs are broken from the fall.Getting up seems impossible.But my hope drives me to do the impossible.I will stand again.I will get back up from this fall. Back From The Darkside. I went from good to bad. I ruined my white shirt.I took my clean soul and threw it in the dirt.I gave up on trying and didnt really care of defeat.I took a walk on the wild side and tripped over my feet.Then a mighty hand smacked me in the face.He asked me what I was doing in this dark place.When only silence left my mouth.I knew without a doubt.That it was all wrong.It

Just Some Random Stuff From My Freewriting Folder
Welp, here's a little hobby of mine : writing. Not very good at it, but I like mixing up words. Always was enamored with freewriting in english class, mainly cause it's the rawest form, to me. So, I freewrite. It is what it is.... more than likely shitty lol Remember, they're just random things I'm pulling out of my folder. More than likely, they don't have titles, they're not finished(to me... so hard to end one. I like to come back and add), and they're also probably very shitty emo poetry lol. Well. Here goes... Oh my oh my what am I to do Take my pain and throw it at you? Nope, just can’t, I’m a big boy now Gotta chalk it all up to suck and move along somehow Find my feet where the path will lead Pitching cigarette butts like Johnny Appleseed A mordern day Rotten Johnny Appleseed So many misleading roads to walk So little time in the day in which to spend Mix my emotions with the raw asphalt Mixed emotions grow this work to rend Like a horse faced Johnny A

Just A Few Of My Writings
i sit here in the dark with thoughtsw of you. I remember the time we had together. As i sit there thinking of you i crave to feel your loving touch again. I crave to feel your soft lips on mine once again. I sit in the dark with tears in my eyes. I dream one day that I will be able to hold you in my arms again. I sit there with tears in my cause i know i messed up real bad. I lost the most important thing in my life when i lost you. My soul is so empty now that your gone. My heart is in a million peaces. Mdreams are full of imagies of you and all your beauty. I am at a lost with out you in my life. I have failed you and lost your love. You will always be in my heart and soul. The days and nights have been so empty since you left. My life came crashing down after i lost you. I walk around wishing i never said the things I did. I wish I could tell you how I cant life with out you. You are my reason for living. Always have been and always w

Just When I Was About To Give Up, Someone Came Into My Life
I was just about to give up on Dating, then I met someone. Her name is Geanine Rene Wallace. We started dating on the 16th of last month, tomorrow is our 1 month anniversary, and it's been the best month of my life. She doesn't treat me like a Door-Mat. The way everyone else used to do. I can honestly say that I'm falling in love with her. I find something else to fall in love with her about every day. Sometimes it's just the smallest thing, but it makes me fall harder. I can't imagine my life without her, and I don't really want to. She's gorgeous beyond belief, She's smart, funny. She has an amazing personality. Her voice sounds like an Angel. If I'm pissed, all I have to do is think about the sound of her voice, and just like that, it calms me down. In the past, she's been treated like shit. But the second she wanted to be with me, all of that was over. From now on, the only thing that she's going to be treated like, is a Princess. She is my everything, and it would kill

Just My Imagination By The Temptations
Each day through my window I watch her as she passes by. I say to myself, "You're such a lucky guy." To have a girl like her is truly a dream come true. Out of all of the fellas in the world she belongs to you... But it was just my imagination running away with me. It was just my imagination running away with me... Ooh-hoo-hoo-hooh Soon we'll be married.. and raise a family. In a cozy, little home out in the country with two children, maybe three. I tell you, I can visualize it all. This couldn't be a dream for too real it all seems. But it was just my imagination -- once again -- running away with me. I tell you it was just my imagination running away with me... Every night, on my knees I pray, "Dear Lord, hear my plea... don't ever let another take her love from me or I will surely die.." Ooh, her love is heavenly; when her arms enfold me, I hear a tender rhapsody... but in reality, she doesn't even know me Just my imagination -- once again -- running away with me. Tell you it

Just A Thought
when is enough enough??the right answer is never or should be if you really love someone.i dont know the answer myself anymore......................we go through alot of shit and put up with alot more just to have a small peice of that for letter word ...................why?????????? becouse there is another word that scares us much more ...............alone................

Just Not Feeling This Place ...
I am not sure if its the rain that has taken over southern california the past few days, or if its just the conglomeration of truly nasty ppl that gather here on this site.... But I am really not feeling any love here anymore. In the beginning. This seemed like alot of fun. I invited some of my real friends to this site, my husband even joined, and we were having a great time even in spending real hard earned money in a time when we have only one income, to sppruce up each others pages with VIP and bling. I have been a VIP member for a year and a half now and the extra bennies seemed worth the real money that needed to be spent in order to post more pictures so that the masses could live vicariously through myself, my husband, my boyfriend and all of our families real friends that have better things to do than sit at the computer all day. Unfortunately for me, Im just not popular here. I dont sit here all day and rate people. I dont beg people to rate me. I dont bling the sh*t out of

Just Fred
A cop stops a Harley for traveling faster than the posted speed limit, so he asks the biker his name."Fred," he replies."Fred what?" the officer asks.'Just Fred,' the man responds.The officer is in a good mood and thinks he might just give the biker a break and, write him out a warning instead of a ticket. The officer then presses him for the last name.The man tells him that he used to have a last name but lost it. The officer thinks that he has a nut case on his hands but plays along with it. Tell me Fred, how did you lose your last name?'The biker replies, 'It's a long story, so stay with me.' I was born Fred Johnson.I studied hard and got good grades.When I got older, I realized that I wanted to be a doctor. I went through college, medical school, internship, residency, and finally got my degree, so I was Fred Johnson, MD. After a while I got bored being a doctor, so I decided to go back to school.Dentistry was my dream! Got all the way through School, got my

Just Wanna Say Thank U
just came back from the bathroom and thought, whoever made a flushing toilet system are great. Without that, it would have sucked. So i just wanna thank for those who invented a fluhing toilet system and made it to the world, thanks man.

Just A Hint
If she doesnt call you [ Its because she is waiting for you to call her ] When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she look's at you with d

Just A Little Update On Me!
Hey! I just wanted to let everybody know that we are all doing good....my kids are growing like weeds lol....ummm lets see.....i just found out I have type 2 diabetes which really sucks....Libbie starts kindergarten in fall...i cant believe my baby girl is gettin so big...she knows her abc's and knows how to count to 20...she amazes me everyday with things she learns....Leland is in preschool....he is doing great! he is my little snuggle bug! he is the type of kid that wears his heart on his sleeve....he will cry when you cry and laugh when you laugh....Layne...he is already 9 months old....crawling all over the place....he almost has his first 2 teeth in...he is a pretty good baby...he hardly ever crys unless he is hungry or has a wet diaper...lol....Michael is fighting with ssi...his back is pretty bad...he cant even sleep in bed with me anymore..it kills him because the mattress is to hard...but other than that all is going well....

Just A Thought
Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. "The woman came out of a man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on, not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal! Under the arm to be protected, & next to the heart to be loved".

Just When You Think America Is Lost To The Idiot Democrats....
AMERICA BEGINS TO WAKE UP AND FIGHT BACK!!An update from Oklahoma :Oklahoma law passed, 37 to 9, had a few liberals in the mix, an amendment to place the Ten Commandments on the front entrance to the state capitol. The feds in D.C., along with the ACLU, said it would be a mistake. Hey this is a conservative state, based on Christian values...! HB 1330 Guess what........... Oklahoma did it anyway.Oklahoma recently passed a law in the state to incarcerate all illegal immigrants, and ship them back to where they came from unless they want to get a green card and become an American citizen. They all scattered. HB 1804. Hope we didn't send any of them to your state. This was against the advice of the Federal Government, and the ACLU, they said it would be a mistake. Guess what.......... Oklahoma did it anyway.Recently we passed a law to include DNA samples from any and all illegals to the Oklahoma database, for criminal investigative purposes. Pelosi

Just A Lil Info On Me
For those that don't know me..& plz no sympathy. I have 2 tumors, non cancerous, that sit on my left optic nerve, located on the anterior pituitary gland. So, that's just a bit of my medical problems...but like I said, no sympathy, just want ppl to know why I log off quite a bit lately, the headaches really get to me. On a funny note, I have to wear bi focals...lmao. As far as the fu, I tend to take my friends & family very seriously. I do get my feelings hurt @ times, so if u could keep this in mind, I'd appreciate it very, very much. I do not play games with ppl or "bust them" out. I am human tho & have @ times put somethin in my status, once. For that, I am very ashamed. I know this is supposed to be a game, but for me, it takes me away from my real life at times, ya know. And I love to laugh, not at ppl, but at what they say sometimes. Hope this lets u know a bit more about me...much love to my friends/family(h)

Just Some Quotes That I Felt Like Were Spoken From My Own Heart!!
Now before you read these quotes below know that they are not directed at any one person, they are simply things that i feel like at one time or another evey one of us as women have felt. If your a guy reading this if you know of a female whos heart you have broken weather it be accadental or not tell her that your sorry. because contradictory to popular beliefe all women have a tender heart some have just gotten better at hideing the hurt. Every woman deserves to be loved and treated like the goddes within! Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine.Why do I have tears in my eyes todaywhen he was NEVER mine? Should I smile because he's my friend,or cry because that's all he is? Every few nights or so you pop into my dreams,I just can't get rid of you like you got rid of me You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool? If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many thi

Just Some Lines That Are In My Mind
Today is going to be a short blog. I guess I Still have some things going on around me. Im feeling quite crowded in my place. But then again I dont have much. I feel out of place, but then again, I dont have any other place to go. I feel like I dont have no one to turn to and then I see all this people around in my life telling me that Im much more than what I give myself credit for. I dont really know my future, or where is it that I should turn to. Sometimes I even feel like Im doing all this by myself, but then again its hard for me to ask for help. And I dont know but I guess my heart specks for herself and all that comes out its an unstoppable sadness. I dont know how to deal with it neither. Im trying and if that means doing some sacrifices, ill be there.

Just Venting
The fucktards sure are out and busy today! Really, they're just annoyances that the lovely ignore feature was designed for. So instead of me bitching out each of these losers, I'm just gonna vent here instead. 1. I'm sick of the "you're beautiful, I'd love to see more" comments. I don't really care what you would like to see. I have plenty of pics available for your viewing pleasure. If they aren't what you're looking for, move on and find someone who has what you are looking for. That comment isn't gonna make me tell you "OMG really??? Then please, look at these nudes of me right now!" 2. I don't "trade pics" asshole. I can easily see a naked man in REAL LIFE that looks SO much better than you do. I'm not even gonna entertain this offer. You're the only one benefiting from it and I think you should keep your dick pics to yourself. 3. Don't ask me to comment and rate a bunch of your pics. If I want to, I will. But don't demand it. I know you would like me to - everyone enjoys getti

Just Random Stuffs
Its almost 3:30 here in central time zone and Im just eating breakfast, Im a bum so suck one! A sausage, egg, croissant (i had to look at the box to spell it correctly) My rent is due, and im short because my boss didnt submit my payroll for working at his house.. fucker better pay me by tommorrow or I will have late fees! My Unemployment Benifits will take almost 3 weeks to get money. Grrr My phone bill is due next week My light bill is past due Ive not been this tight on money in 5 years... I think fubar is like an elderly relative, you know its dying, and you still visit regularly, and will miss it when its gone and talk about it like you are going to see it again. everyday is the same now My ex has had use of my car for the last year, she pays the insurance on it. Recently she moved about an hour from here, and I told her when she gets her tax return, i need my car back and She has been bugging me about Child Support the last couple days...she Is gon

Just Here
I dont really have anyone to talk to so Im writing my thoughts down here....This is my first time dealing with a deployment, so Im having a hard time with this and my fiance told me that its not gonna get any easier.....So I am facing this battle on my own I guess cause I dont want to put anymore pressure on him.....I feel lost....like a part of me is dying.....this is a new level of fear for me and im scared to death....I am proud of my man and the job he does for our country......dont get me wrong, I LOVE the fact that he is in the military and he keeps us safe.....But at the same time all the what ifs pop in my head and i think about everything that goes along with being an ARMY gf/fiance......Like what if he dont make it home? and what if he gets hurt or captured? these are questions that I cannot ask him because hes under enough stress and he needs me to be strong for him....Im doing my best but I feel like Im failing because all I do is cry...Hes leaving in 2 days and my heart is

Just A Man *a Naughty Knight Original*
I am just a manAll I have to offer is all that I amI can’t give you the moon and starsAll I have to offer is my heartI can’t promise I wont make you cryI do promise to dry your eyesI can’t promise to be perfectI can promise that you are worth itI wont have all the answersBut you will be a part of my heart foreverI can’t tell you I have the perfect planBecause you see, I am just a man

Just Ramdom Thoughts
I have little respect for people who betray their heritage or upbringing. Black people who think they are white. White people who think they are black. Rich people who came from poverty and have forgotten. These are just a few examples. My suggestion is to STOP trying to impress the world, your peer group or your drinking buddies. be true to your roots and be proud of who you are and where you came from. Actions speak louder than words ever could. if you tell me you're going to do something, then I have a reasonable expection that you will follow through. There are always exceptions, of course, but when the exception becomes the "norm", then I will no longer believe a word you say and base my opinion of you solely on your actions (or inaction). if you're the type of person who only pays lip service to any particular thing....then PLEASE.....move along. My time and patience are to valuable to waste on people like you. I don't normally discuss politics or religion. I have my

Just.. Fuuuuuuuuck
Failed two math quizes in Probabilty and Statistics, Stressing about personal relationships with my Gameing Buddy, His new Girlfriend, and my love intrest in Atlanta, My dog was injured, and my Grandfather Passed away.. all THIS WEEK.. kill me now...

Just A Little Something
Many days have passed, where I have walked this road of pain. Many nights i've witnessed, along this rocky path, frought with my peril. Then came a moment, so precious so pure, when I noticed you from afar. My heart did flutter, I shivered and quivered, when you walked into my life. Now times have changed, silence no more, I'm pleased to know you so. Thank you so kindly, dear from the heavens, I'll never be lost again.

Just Another Pretty Face
Just another pretty face The first thing a person notices as you walk into the room. No one notices that you're very smart,No one notices that the words coming out of your mouth,spilling into the air, they're important. Your words could change a life or inspire.All they see is another outline, another stature,another pretty face.I don't want to be known as another pretty face. I don't want to be known for my looks.I want to be known for my words, my personality,for just being me.Never realized as just another pretty face. Jalisa Darneè Shaw

Just A Song ...
Bobby Darwin’s daughter looks up from the bible she’s been reading to the clock on her dirty wall of a double wide, its 3 am. Her husbands on the town shooting pool or foolin round, or all of the above it doesn’t matter anymore, she can’t get through to him, seems like only yesterday they were married in a chapel. Candlelight the whole nine yards, honeymoon in Vegas, they settled down. Now its lonely nights and hungry kids, she just keeps on looking for the life that’s not the life she’s living now.Bobby Darwin’s daughter used to ask her father where Santa Clause and babies and God came from, and as she’s gotten older all those easy answers are somewhere between here and kingdom come, and in her darkest hours Bobby Darwin’s daughter wishes she could go back when, she’d ask where god came from instead of wondering where he’s been.Bobby Darwin’s daughter dropping off the kids driving home in the pouring rain sudden s

Just An Expression
Not that too many ppl will care or read this, but as 1 of my absolute best friends(sis)said once.."u just gotta let it out". The top women in my family r there for a reason..the top 3 I've known, not for yrs, but many, many months. They keep me grounded & let me know I matter. They all know why I care & if any of them EVER needed anything, I'd be there in a heartbeat. I swear sometimes I wish I could live in 3 places @ once because they mean that much to me. Now, my UhP family/friends..U all know who u r...for a lounge to actually give 2 craps about me, even when I haven't been doing my part for the lounge, means a lot to me. Now I know all about how some ppl feel about lounges, but for the loyal 1's there, including the owner, tyvm for being there for me. I am not perfect, I have made mistakes & got caught up in the "drama" thing. I hate & am ashamed that I've said things in my status, that really just shows how much I can hurt when ppl r rude. I am not thick skinned, never have be

Just Because I Love This Song And Well It Does Kinda Hold Something For Me :)
oh whoaoh ohi never thought that i would ever love againi might be wrong cos i can feel it happeninga little scared but i am not petrifiedi love forever, i promise to stay by your sideheart broken, my first and never spokeni waited to hear and i gave it a yearso i stopped holding on and then you came alongand then you came alongI'm gonna, I'm I'm I'm gonnaI'll hold you and i love you the best that i canuntil you understand that i need your handand i can't dance alone cos the beat's just too slowthat's just the way love goes,that's just the way love goes (uh uh)i used to think that i would never get to bein love again cos that was the only one for meand now i feel that you have come and saved methis heart of mine awoken by your smileheart broken, my first and never spokeni waited to hear and i gave it a yearso i stopped holding on and then you came alongand then you came along

Just Looked Outside And Said...
...ohhhhhh FUCK! An hour ago, I could see my black top driveway as WELL as the road. Now, this: *sigh* And it's supposed to keep going all day and night... And I WORK nights!!! Looks like I'm going to have to use more of my vacation time tonight considering I live in the middle of the country roads... I r not happy right now... *runs to store to stock up on beer and smokes*

Just Some Helpful Reminders
Dear Non Pregnant People, I have created a list of simple precautions around pregnant woman. 1. Do not walk up to a lady and pat her belly. a. you dont really know if shes pregnant b. she probably doesn't like being touched. 2. When she tells you that's shes not due for another 5 months do not look at her in astonishment! a. shes about to kill you (run like hell) b. RUN LIKE HELL 3. I dont know what the fuck "glow" your talking about.. a. shes probably sweating from having to get up b. she wore to much make up. 4. Pregnant people have a tendency to fart and burp. a. dont be so shocked b. look away 5. DO NOT MAKE A PREGNANT WOMAN WAIT TO PEEEEEEEEEEEE a. self explanatory there I have more im sure By the way my baby's ears just moved from its neck to the side of its head and its eyes moved from its ear space to the front of its face.... Exciting isn't it? Also on a sick note my baby's skin is translucent Wicked and the pomegranate

Just Like Heaven By The Cure
"Show me how you do that trick The one that makes me scream" she said "The one that makes me laugh" she said And threw her arms around my neck "Show me how you do it And I promise you I promise that I'll run away with you I'll run away with you" Spinning on that dizzy edge I kissed her face and kissed her head And dreamed of all the different ways I had To make her glow "Why are you so far away?" she said "Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you That I'm in love with you" You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Strange as angels Dancing in the deepest oceans Twisting in the water You're just like a dream Daylight licked me into shape I must have been asleep for days And moving lips to breathe her name I opened up my eyes And found myself alone alone Alone above a raging sea That stole the only girl I loved And drowned her deep inside of me You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Just like heaven

Just Some Stuff I Came Up With
Just Some Stuff I Came Up With “I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.” “The worst thing about getting your heart broken is going to sleep and knowing you're going to wake up and nothing has changed “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stu

Just Once
Just once I would like people to understand me sometimes. All these allegations towards me are wrong. I want out of this area, and had planned on moving closer to friends. Maybe my feelings were starting to get too strong for one in particular, but at the same time I was never told or warned about any of it. Instead I was lead to believe my feelings were ok. I may bite off more then I can chew at times, but usually I get warned or told off about it. Instead the person in question did not say anything to me about. Just went on and on about whats meant to be and gods plans. I am a believer in god, I understand there is a plan for all of us. But the plan does not include not telling someone when they have gone too far. Maybe I did in fact go to far. Maybe I need to show some constraint in future. But to allow me to think other then what I am told will not help me at all. Especially when what i am told is quite different from what I see or hear from others. So when I ask and question it, m

Just Writeing Ryhmes-2pac Beat/ Dissin Somebody Guess Who?
iam a motherfucker nut case a basket / iam be this way until they close my fucken casket/ man i got alot on my mind and iam stressin/ and iam just wait to go off you don't want to test me/ gives a fuck about this fubar shit/ it aint nothing half you motherfucker's on my page alway's frontin/ dont make me pull hoe card cause half you motherfuckers that be kickin it is a hoe job/ it's a list you motherfucker's that act like suckers/ get yo ass worn out out like some godamn chucker's/ i could call out names but if i do that iam really going to have to set yo ass a flame/

Just Wow
As most of you know I work for an accounting firm. I have this one client that I do payroll for that believes that not only do I have do their work, but that I am to be their delivery service as well. Please do sit down before you go on. I will wait while you do this. Okay, so though I look sweet and innocent (stop laughing you tard) I am German, Irish Gemini and a female piss me off and well you probably will want to seek shelter. So this client calls and states she has this tax booklet I have been requesting and that I can come and pick it up. I said “Would it be possible for you to mail it or have someone bring it to me”? She said “what”? Why you come get it? I said I am sorry but I can not this time. Our clients bring in their work and pick it up when its done or request how it is to get to them. She said something in her native tongue I am sure it was how great I am. As my phone rang and another client walked in, so I politely requested to place her on

Just Getting A Little Better
Just coming back after a week and a half battle with a terrible flu. I was vomitting, aching all over, fever of 104 degrees, delirious, super migraine headaches and severe weakness. I didn't know if I was coming or going. I do know that my fiancee was such a godsend to me and was so worried for my health that he was barely able to sleep at all. He watched over me faithfully and without thought for his own health. He fed me, helped me to the restroom, bathe me, get me things to drink, took my temperture and gave me my medicine. I do not know what I would have done without him because most the time I felt like dying. It was that bad. I just wanted to let everyone know where I was at and to say thank you in writing to my baby. I love you so much baby and I am so glad you were there for me. I love you with all my heart baby.

Just Sayin
As I sit on this blasted website and play my little game of fu-mafia passing the time at my office at a very stressful job, I have been entertained more so with the fools and clowns on this place. First of all, how does one become an ECS member, or a 2nd Alarm Hottie, or whatever fun and cutesy letters follow the names on here. And who determines this. Are there a panel of judges like Simon Cowell and Paula….!!?? If so, I want to see the ones who didn’t make it. They are so much more fun. Why on earth not go to college if you like letters after your name. I have some, it’s MBA. No that does not stand for My Booty is Awesome. So much fun to have those letters and oh my goodness to have your name in red, pink or blue must be the equivalent of receiving the Nobel Peace Prize of Fubar. People, here's what I have to say, which because I don't have the following requirements necessary to be ranked on here, will go ignored. Those requirements are: 1. I m

Just The Facts!!!!!
BabyJesus is never going to charge for Fubar. Why? Because it is advertiser supported. The more people who are on here, the more money Fubar (and its parent company) makes. If there is ever going to be a change in Fubar it will not be announced through bulletins. Why would any company trust its future to idiots, who "test" their friends, and think that the phone rings because they've re-posted a bulletin. And there is NO way to attach a fucking tracking device to a godamn bulletin!!! So you are not going to Recieve Shit for Reposting Spam. Come on people!!! Don't act offended if someone asks to be your friend. If you don't want friends you don't know in real time, then change your fucking settings, stop acting like a fucking drama queen. Not everyone will like you. That's life. Grow up. Even Hitler had pals, you'll find someone too! If someone denies your 'add friend request', move on. Don't pester the shit out of someone to be your friend, it's not going to work. Don't act offended

Just Say No To Jobs
A comment posted on a NYT article about the jobs bill: Pollution is destroying us. When we look at pollution, there is no disputing that we are destroying our world. We cannot adapt to polluted air, land, water and food; we are a diseased planet with diseased people and animals. Jobs bills will only continue our destructive oppressive lifestyle and continue to make world problems worse.The only reasonable solution is to retire from the employment lifestyle that is causing the pollutions and other world problems like the energy crisis, disease, war, immigration, reoccurring financial crises and social needs for young and old, etc. Real change is a garden paradise lifestyle with trees, plants and pets that provide fresh food around us; it solves the world problems at the same time. It is the only sustainable lifestyle and the employment lifestyle is unnecessary. We are enslaving people to enrich others. That is evil, not just wrong. It is time for real change; a

Just Read I Never Name.
I remember the words as I dreamed of a life away from your controlI remember the look in your eyes that said "I can't handle you, miss problem child."Too many cracks.Too many scars. As they led me away to the world where the hands of time seemed to slow and dieAnd then I arrived.And I was brokenConfusedEverything taken from meAnd no one by my sideAnd no one looked me in the eyeHow do you comfort the abandoned...Tossed to the trash like the day old newsI was the unwantedAnd you tried to explain itLike you knew. But you didn't see the ropes at my hands, ropes at my feet. Or the puppet master standing overheadI smiled so I could stay aliveBecause I was not allowed to cry. So I worked as a slave-"Clean the house and empy my car...I do not care who you are"Mow the lawn as you spit in my drinkAnd laugh as I sinkAnd look down on my painAnd work me in the rainBut I folded your clothesAnd I cleared out your yardAnd all you did was make me scarredSlap me in the face and throw me to the ground

Just Getting It Off My Chest
If i put myself out there and get to know u and start talking to you. do me and you a favor if u dont have time or desire or even the will to at least try to let me in. then freaking move on and leave me alone. If u cant make me a priority, dont let me make u my priority. Dont play games with my heart. It cant take much more. I dont want to the white picket fence but i love easily and can and have gotten stomped on because of that. Read my about me that is what i want. adding to that im lonly and miss having arms around me. im complex, im all that and more. Im not asking for a ring but i am asking if u want me to make u important have the decency to make me important as well.

Just Like Me
JUST LIKE MEShe sits and waits Pupils fixated on a spot she does not see Afraid to blink, afraid to move Almost too afraid to breath Staring into the darkness The blackness is all she can view She's done this many times over This ritual is nothing new Eyes so dry she cannot cry She has no tears left to shed She just cowers in a ball On the floor beside her bed She's so cold, her body shivers She pulls her legs up to her chest Rests her head upon her knees Lays her head down to rest Sleep will come although she fights it Eyes will close, mind will shut down At least then her dreams take over Her dreams of running far away from this small town She dreams of warm winds Blowing on her face and through her hair She dreams of looking out at the ocean She dreams of the smell of the fresh air She dreams of running barefoot on the sand In a white flowing gown She dreams of love and purity She dreams of ...falling down It ends so quickly... And somewhere between awake and dreams It all starts to

Just An Idea...
This is ONLY an idea and not a definite plan yet....so don't get too excited. I was thinking towards the end of August or so, having a Fubar family and friends BBQ here. Now obviously many of you couldn't make it due to finances, travel arrangements, distance, country you live in, etc....I am aware of this. But, for those that COULD actually make it.....would you want to IF I actually planned it and went through with it? Most of you on my friends and family lists know each other anyway and are pretty cool with each other, so it would be more like a friendly gathering. Finally placing energies with pics and internet personalities. Although anyone bringing their fudrama with someone else to my BBQ will be forced to leave and not in a nice way. I am not having that crap at my place. This is for fun, laughs, dancing, an all around good time. Just an idea and wanted to see if some people would actually want to come IF I did this..... Let me know.....

Just Wondering
I just got home from a support group, and it left me wondering. How many rape victims of childhood rape are made to feel as though they are the ones to blame? Not just by the people who commit the crime, but by law enforcement and others that are supposed to be protecting them. I hated being made to feel it was my fault. Even my mom would try to blame me, yet she was the one that sold me for sex. I was four, what did I know? I can't imagine going to the authorities and being made out to be the one to blame so many women in my group were. I was always too afraid to speak out. Ashamed. Made to feel like that by my own mother. My mom profitted from it though. She's the one that refused to take ownership. Why is it then that I'm the one that still suffers? Why do I have the night terrors? I'm finally accepting that it isn't and never was my fault that this happened to me. I just wish I knew how to open up about it and talk to those who mattered to me. Instead I push them

Just Curious...
I write. I write horror mostly, or horror related stuff. I getting the bug to start writting again. But I dont really feel to horror-ish like lately (ill watch it, im just not in the mood to write about it) Should I try comedy? Or is comedy too hard to write. Like it would be geared towards one type of audience. I know there is different types of comedy where some people dont like one thing, but will laugh at another. Should I try to write comedy, or just force myself to get in the mood for some horror?

Just 1 Kiss
Antagonizing pleasure Placed upon my lips Where dreams come true In just one kiss! Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy Closing the door on realityNot even the thickest iceberg Could melt the love I feel inside! I shed my fears faster than my clothes The anticipation begins to unfold My heart begins to pound faster As you come closer Just one look from your eyes And I become hypnotized A river of sins, to which I concede Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me! Your lips gently pressed against mine A silent submission of tongues intertwined My mouth tenderly pressed against yours My voice trembles as you start to explore Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine An erotic dance of passing time My heart's racing as fast as yours My body's craving for something more! Starving and Craving For an evening Of erotic bliss Where dreams come true In Just One Kiss.

Just Wait Till I Get Started
So I was thinking about how many minutes there are in a day (don't ask, I just think about weird things) and I did the math and figured out there was 1440 mintues in a day. That made me think hey 12 X 12 is 144 like 12 hours Anti Meridian and 12 hours Post Meridian, so then I thought 12 X 12 is like 3 X 4 X 4 X 3 which is like 9 X 16 and 9 + 16 is 25... So there you go, I just gave you an extra hour in your day you didn't know existed. You're welcome

Just Thoughts I Guess!
I sit and wonder how someone can hurt someone else and feel ok about it! I wonder why so many people on here are so cruel and mean!? I wonder if the crap they pulled on people happened to them what they would feel!? I wonder how people can talk so vulgar to people they never met. I wonder if people wonder why all of the sudden they lose their jobs being on social networks. I wonder if people know that part of background checks now are searching websites like this to see how you act and what is said. I wonder if people know that if you act a certain way on a website bosses can fire you for disorderly conduct to strangers. I wonder if people really feel good about themselves doing it? I wonder how many people really have the utmost repect for those who bare all and talk all. You know there is a million things I wonder. I also wonder how many people are really truthful on this site?! I know that when I say I care about someone you better bet that those words are gold. My heart

Just A Thought On The Morning After The Death Of My Dad.
Wishing there was someone in my life I could hold, love and look into the eyes of, who see's the real me, is unafraid and wont run away from all of who and what I am. Or was the only one who ever did the only one that will, and will her death last year be the last I know of true companionship

Just Some Thoughts
Hmmm... I just got off work, ripped some pictures from my awesome girlfriend and listening to Disturbed. Now don't ask me what posessed me to think of this, but I had a few thoughts that just went thru my head and I thought that I might share them with you all. Now, don't get me wrong... I have nothing against marijuana at all. I personally don't do drugs nor drink, but I will -never- date another woman who insists on smoking weed every day. I thought I could handle it, and for the most part I really did try.... but in the end, it started to be too much. I wonder if I tried to tollerate it because I loved her, or to try and prove that I could actually do it? I really can't say, but I learned a lesson from that one. I have NEVER dated an alcoholic, and I -NEVER- will. Period. End of story. I have a profound hatred for alcohol, and I make it well known as my woman found out this past weekend. She has a bottle of kalhua(sp) on her computer desk, and she knows exactl