I am not sure why I am writing this?
I am sitting in the eye department of the Sydney hospital waiting for sue and her mum... and well I don’t know!
Ok I was on myspaz yesterday and I just have to say this really pissed me off!! I was sending everyone a nice Christmas picture I made and on a few of them there comment section is covered by shit! So you just can’t leave them a message!! O.o now why the fuck even have a profile if the only way to leave you a comment is for you do leave one first!!!! I really HATE MYSPAZ!!!! If not for my, oh so cute and smexy lil sis I would have deleted that shit a long time ago!
Hey I had my blood taken a while ago and forgot to share it with you all! ^_^ well I’m not contagious lol.... and no problems with most of me! BUT!.... I need to lose weight lol.... nothing unusual... I also have the blood pressure of a 50 year old...O.o... FUCK!! I am only fucking 24!?! I mean shit!!! I’m right fucking ready to pop! Being told this really scared the shit out of me! Now I was not going to even tell you this because some of you worry too much and you don’t need to know about this shit.... you gots enough to worry about..... YOU all are what keep's my heart going! With out you I would have gone over that...well...never mind... ^_^
Just know that I love you all!
You all know who you are!
Christina you have been my friend for so long and nothing will ever dull the love I hold not even hell itself!
Michael and Mary your friendships have been a goddess sent!
Zaheen my sweet lil sis you are an angel sent from heaven need I say more ^_^
Jason you are the best mate I could ask for!
Hurrem my old friend even though we have fallen apart you have never left my mind!
Cheryl you are a goddess you know? One smile from you and my worries melt....
Jeanie my dear sister you are a wonderful person and I am glad I have you in my life! Nothing on this world will change that!
Cherie^_^ you such an inspiration! I love the things you send me and your just so wonderful to know ^_^
Kajal you Vixen! You’re cute and so cool to know!!
So many people I count on and that hold me to this world! It would take me forever to thank you all!
But there is one out there that I wish I could have called my daughter! Ai-Chan your heart is so warm and your love is endless! You are the most wonderful girl I have ever had the honour of knowing!
Many people I have not mentioned but you all know I love you all with all my heart!
Now I don’t know why I feel the need to say al that I have I just feel like something is coming, and I don’t like it! I feel a great sadness coming, and it is getting closer, why am I feeling this!
I just don’t know, I want to cry... but I don’t know why? It is disturbing me so much!
I find myself thinking so much,
Just staring into space!
Like I am looking for something or someone?
Anyway... I am going to go now; I will talk to you soon!
Lots of love and huggies and of course some licks
Wolfie
