Fubar Blog Posts 2

Just A Note
i know i dont chat much with everyone, but i try to. i think i say more by just stopping by your page every so often and rating your stuff. lol i am busy sometimes and it is hard to get to your blogs and hard to chat in them. i just want to thank all those who put forth the effort the last few days rating my pic in drew's auction. if at anytime my friends need help with trying to level just let me know and i will do my best to help. since getting on this site i have made some good friends and it makes life out here on the road easier to deal with. be safe everyone and enjoy the weekend.

Just Want To Give Out Thanks
i just want to thank everyone who has commented on me and my mums and who have checked me out send me an add and i will rate you and fan and shit. there is just so many people sending me comments and stuff i cant begin to reply to everyone so thankyou again an di am showing love to all of you even the biullies

Just Win Baby
Chiefs defeat Bears to open preseason By Mike Nugent Warpaint Illustrated Beat Writer Posted Aug 8, 2008 On a stunning Chicago summer night, the Kansas City Chiefs kicked off their 2008 campaign with a bang, defeating the Bears 24-20. Kansas City started the game strong, scoring on a magnificent opening-possession drive that lasted nine minutes before running back Larry Johnson finally punched the ball into the endzone from the five-yard line to put the Chiefs up, 7-0. With 6:51 left in the first half, the Bears kicked a 42-yard field goal to make the score 7-3 before the Chiefs scored a touchdown late in the half on an 8-yard Maurice Price catch to go up 14-3. The Bears scored two touchdowns in the third quarter, once when quarterback Rex Grossman hooked up with running back Garrett Wolfe on a 25-yard reception, and later when quarterback Caleb Hanie hit Brandon Rideau with a 13-yard touchdown to put the Bears up 17-14. In the fourth quarter, the Chiefs

Just Shiznit
I ma bored as hell so here I am bloggin I dont even know what a blog consists of but here I am haha I guess I just ramble on about shit and yal;l let me know if you like it. I am a good rambler as all yall know haha. well I started me a new job this week im likin it pretty good so far as work goes my life is going all good ive met a great lady she knows who she is we been kickin it tight I hope she aint like all the other chicks ive dated off the net that ended up bein totally different then they r online all thesde fake ass people on bhere make me sick!!! well im tired of bloggin already if thats what this was rate it even though it sucks thats what friend are for

Just When I Thought I Knew How To Do Everything
A sweet deviant friend had offered advice with no fare warning...giggles Once alone in practice I tried it and didn't truly know what to expect... I thought it was a myth and only a handful of women could do it... WOW was I wrong,so very wrong! It was a wonderful surprise that's for sure! I owe them much luv and good vibes and a tall cool beer (wink) Thank you sweetie

Just Letting You Guys Know..
We really would like you guys to read our profile b4 sending a request.. On a wkly basis we go through our friends list and delete ppl that we don't hear from.. we are a lil behind on showing you all luv do to the fact we've been busy..so I (MASTER DEE'S slave) will be going to everyone's pg and leaving you comments.. and will try to do this daily if not every other day or whenever I am able to get to ur pg.. We usually give ppl about a wk to at least say hi.. we understand your all busy.. but in all honesty we are HERE to make friends.. not see how many friends we can collect.. but other than that.. we'll try our best to leave or return the luv you show us! Sincerely, herMASTERonly

Just Another One Of These
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? DESK 2. Your significant other? NONE 3. Your hair? BLACK 4. Your mother? AWAY 5. Your father? AWAY 6. Your favorite thing? DREAMING 7. Your dream last night? WIERD 8. Your favorite drink? TEQUILA 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? WORK 11. Music? VARIETY 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? HAPPY 14. Where were you last night? WORK 15. What you're not? BORING 16. Muffins? YUCK 17. One of your wish list items? LOTTERY :) 18. Where you grew up? SOUTHDAKOTA 19. The last thing you did? WALK 20. What are you wearing? CLOTHES 21. TV? COMEDY 22. Your pets? NONE 23. Your computer? ALRIGHT 24. Your life? CRAZY 25. Your mood? OK 26. Missing someone? FAMILY 27. Favorite Store? IDK 30. Your summer? FUN 31. Like someone? NO 32. Your favorite color? GREEN 33. When is the last time you laughed? YESTERDAY 34. Last time you cried? WEEKS

Just For Laughs
Subject: Smart-Ass Answers of The Year SMART ASS ANSWER #6 -- It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. 'Would you like dinner?' the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. 'What are my choices?' John asked. 'Yes or no,' she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 -- A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, 'Sir, I need to see your ticket, not your stub.' SMART ASS ANSWER #4 -- A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, 'Do these turkeys get any bigger?' The stock boy replied, 'No ma'am, they're dead.' SMART ASS ANSWER #3 -- The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. 'I've been waiting for you all day,' the cop said. The kid repli

Justice!!!
Ok.......Where to start..... Ole DM.......is now homeless....yep the Ex got me evicted and I have 5 weeks in which to find a place to live AND tell My son's that I have to leave.... Thtas the bad part......now the plus....I have NO non-molestation order against me....and I escaped having to pay her court costs..... Her side had the BALLS to ask that I be evicted with in 2 weeks....very generous of them I guess......NOT!!! I do how ever have one biotch to mkae and that is it amazes me just how someone can deliberatly lie in court after swearing the oath.....and get away with it to try and make me look the bad person... There is one slight smile raising point though....as I can no longer return to the house after Sept 21st....anytime I see my sons......she has to bring them to me.....as I will not ever be allowed anywhere near the house.....count them.!!! Victory's To her...........1 To Me.....now lets see...no order of Non-molestation....thats 1, not having to pa

Just A Show
Sweet taste of my tears sweep over my tongue. With my mouth i recall the words i have sung. Cold blade of comfort rips deep in my skin. This game that's my life I know I can't win. Just how much can one mind take? Before its maimed and starts to break? So full of cluster and thoughts of the past. Enraged with the hate of things that don't last. Tired of questioning if ever I cared. Everything is drained no sanity left spared. So why cant' I conquer these demons inside? When will my smile decide not to hide? I refuse to give up for once I was whole. As rage takes over my mind and my soul. I can not let go of all that I know. Did you know that the laughter was all just a show?

Justfishing
Here he is, Fubar! He's my other Fu-owner, and he's in need of a lil leveling luv. He's about 56K from Fu-king, and he could use all of our help. So what do ya say? Can we level him? I know we can, so let's all get in there and spank him HARD with rates (I bet he'd LOVE it!) 'Justfishing ~Owned by Texas Twister' & Owner of LuAngel & Cotton Candy Kisses & ~Suga Mama56K to Fu-king This bulletin brought to you by the one and only... ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ ~FORCE~3~BOMBERS~ Fu-owned by ~ms2dmngood2u~ and Justfishing@ fubar

Just A Thought
men would be the last people to do vengeful shit like women.. why does money and friends have to cause a problem.. instead of fucking with the husband like a man would do, he would fuck with the wife.. knowing she knows what u know and he thinks she's a pussy.. did i stand up to him at the lake. hell yes, did i back down from his drunken stuper when he was in my face. hell no!! knowing i might get knocked the fuck out, i stood my ground knowing i would atleast get a few good knocks in before or if his drunken ass coulda landed one punch.. money and friends dont mix.. no matter how much u give them the benefit of the doubt.. never ever ever pay upfront for them.. if they jew (pardon my expression) stores outta money, why would i think they would be true to friends.. then once they see being friends with them isnt a bother to you then they start shit, calling and harassing, using their kids as tools to check up on u.. how pathetic.. for the couple who put their sex life ahead of family .

Just To Clarify
I just want everyone to know who commented on my * leaving fubar blog* that i was suppose to leave on August 5th, but my mom passed away on August 5th, and things got put on the back burner..i just want everyone to know it wasnt a joke... i still am leaving fubar... loves to all my friends.

Justice League And Shadow Levelers Rawk...!!!
I am so amazed and honored at the amount of Love my friends showed me today...Between my two Families... Shadow Levelers and the Justice League...I was astounded at the amount of people that came to show me Love and help me level!!! It may take me awhile but all the love will be returned...Most of you literally spent most of your day on my page and I am so very grateful...I'm not going to name anyone in this bully because I am too worried about offending someone or forgetting someone because my bar tab was flying....So please know how much it meant to me and that I will do my level best to return all the love given...THANK YOU TO ALL....XXXxxx X...Cat

Just One Rate Please
Please.. just one rate. Don't make me beg :)The one with the most rates gets a blingpack.. you don't have to bid on me if you don't want. Just rate the pic! PLEASE!!!!! :) Click on the pic and place a bid. Don't make me beg lol. While you are there leave lots of love for Imagine.. :)

Just Venting A Little ...
I'm usually pretty good at reading through all the bullshit and to be honest, I DID see it coming, but I STILL wanted THIS guy to be "different" from the liars I'm used to dealing with. No such luck. Why do some people feel the need for "lines" and lies? The truth would've gotten him SO much further ... SOOOOO much further *evil wink* oh well ... onto the next victim :) LOL

Just Because
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Some one who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. This is the Sacred RED ROSE. May we all be loved so much. I hope you know that you are a true friend.

????? Just Read ????
EVERY WALL THAT YOU'VE EVER HAD TO CLIMB, EVERY STRUGGLE THAT YOU'VE EVER HAD TO ENDURE, EVERY OUNCE OF PRIDE THAT YOU'VE EVER TO SWALLOW AND EVERY PIECE OF NEGATIVITY THAT HAS EVER BEEN THROWN YOUR WAY. ALL OF THESE THINGS ARE MERELY SEEDS, SEEDS OF HATE, ANGER AND THE PAIN THAT HAVE BEEN PLANTED OVER TIME IN THIS VERY LARGE FIELD CALLED LIFE. BUT AFTER ALL OF THE RAIN HAS FALLEN AND ALL OF THE DARK CLOUDS HAVE BEEN REMOVED FROM THE SHY, THERE IS A REWARD, A BOUNTY, SMOTHING GIVVEN BACK TO YOU FOR ALL OF THE SCARS LEFT ON YOUR LIFE AND YOUR VERY SOUL, THIS REWARD, THIS BOUNTY. THE HARVEST............

Just Rambling
Really don't want to get up today. Tired.. a bit moody.. and just want to sleep lol. But, I have so much work to do. It's at that stage where there is so much that you don't know where to start so it gets overwhelming. The complete opposite of last year. David got braces last week.. plus he got his wisdom teeth and 2 babyteeth out. He said the pain was not too much. Other than that its been a quiet timee. It's been cool enough in the evenings to relax in the hammock.. not at all like August. Well.. I suppose I should stop avoiding work and get my lazy butt moving.

Just Passing Threw *muah*
HELLO: My dear sweet friends! I know ~I Know~ It's been ~F O R E V E R~ I was going to write you ALL when it occurred to me: I'm STILL on DIAL UP! So, you'll get my old stand by ... I just wanted to touch base with you and let you know all is well on my side of the screen. I hope it's the same on your side and all those you love are healthy & happy. I've popped on FUBAR a few times although under time constrains, I was unable to say hello (damn dial-up) *gumbles with that thought* I seen you have kept coming bye and leaving me love (which makes me feel so) and I thank you ever so much! My summer has been full and life seems to keep me away from the computer, be it m

Just My Thoughts For The Day
Just something I wrote.... Rain falling today, Along with my tears Yet again they meet. Clouds darken the sky As you have darkened my heart. The words you say, Just another story Sitting here alone again, Youve crossed my mind Miss your touch, miss your kiss Miss your taste, miss your smell Another will fill your void, His kisses and touch will make yours a memory Ill be happy again. When you see me smile, youll be sad You let me go. Remember that Im in your past, Im long gone Im not the same girl, I grew up Sorry I changed so much, You couldnt keep up. Im a better woman now, I love you for that. Something else I wrote................... Everyday you survive is an accomplishment, pat yourself on the back. Remember that the ones closest to you will hurt you more than a perfect stranger would. Choose your words wisely, they leave an imprint on the heart forever! Let people judge you, cuz when they do it

Just Lettin Ya Know
i'm behind on my bills again. like more behind than i've been in a while now. soo i'm not gonna be able to pay the cable bill and it's already late. i'm not sure how long they will let me go without making a payment. i haven't gotten a shut off notice yet, but it's gonna be the last thing i pay. so that means, that if it does get shut off, my internet will be off too. but for those of you that i actually talk to on a regular basis, i have yahoo on my phone so i'll still be in touch. and i'll get the net back on when i stop being a loser and get caught up on bills and what not. =(

Just An Ordinary Girl
I'm just an ordinary girl In an extraordinary world With a heart that's very kind And an open, restful mind. I take pleasure in what's good Do things as I know I should I do a good turn when I can 'though I have no master plan. In a world that's full of grace I try and take life at my pace And see the best that I can see In the life surrounding me. I am happy just to learn I ask for little in return And I thank my God above For my ability to love. I feel if we all can do our part To share a piece within our heart With our fellow kith and kin God will help us from within. And if one kindness we can do To each other, me and you, Then I really do feel sure God will make our spirits pure. So as you go about your day In whatever tiny way Just try to be aware You have a kindness you can share. And as you will impart A little love from in your heart So as you walk life's lengthy mile Be glad you made another smile!!

Just Releasing Stress
I really want to get to know him, I think we have a lot in common. I really like him and I do believe he likes me. Just scared to get into another relationship (distant) and have it not work out. Maybe he is diferent, but for me to tell him the truth and for him to get pissed, yes Im pissed, very. I should of just lied, but I didnt want to start off that way, he means a lot to me. Truthfully, when i talk to him, I feel like im falling for him, the butterflies and all. Maybe Im making to much into this, who knows. Why he thinks that I am going back with my ex, is beyond me. That would never happen. I would think that if he got to know me that he would see that, I think he thinks Im like the other woman, but then he really got me wrong. If he just want to be friends thats fine, hes a nice guy, but I was hoping for more. But whatever. Im not going to stalk him or anything...lol He will have to make up his mind on whether he wants this to go further or just leave it alone. I

Just One Rate Plz For My Sugar!!
Hey hey everyone this Sweet Lil Lady is In A Rating Contest Swing By & Give Sugar Cookie Some Sweet lubins!!! only take 5 sec...She'd Do it 4 U!! repost plzzzzzz (repost of original by 'The Spankers Club' on '2008-08-22 07:20:13')

Just Because I Want To Take Off My Clothes
Okay, so the surgery date is Sept. 17th and in between now and then I will be living at the gym and going to Disneyland...an odd combo I know, usually when I think of Disneyland I think of big ears, not big... Anyways, got entangled in...let's just say a net and keep it simple,anyways, between that and getting the flu I missed about a week of gym time and I had already assessed that I was not fully utilizing my time there as it was so...my amazing math skills have me at about a gazillion hours behind schedule...hmmm maybe I shouldn't have carried that 2. So I guess I'll be doing double shifts of cardio and increasing my weights and while at DL, or rather at our hotel, I'll be swimming laps every night before bed. It wouldn't be such a big deal but I'll be recuperating for about 3 weeks...3 weeks of me not moving much at all, medicated and probably comfort eating=fat ass, so why am I sitting here typing while I should be running out the door? Not sure, guess I felt really com

Just Another Day
I don't need it to be saturday or sunday Cause my weekend began with your first array with my heart beating for the first time with your smile being the last thing I wanted to see Only you and Me in true love reality without the t.v. show You'll be the one in my arms laughing the years like water falls calls in the halls of echo our flammable sources they lust to what we have more than caresses when its all said and done The truth is I love your kisses I love the way you blush when we talk The truth is I love your minds creativeness I love the way you make me feel like a man Should of know the way you walked up to me beneath your breathe was my desires A woman with more sense than all of the worlds capital so everyday I await your call Just to hear your voice to past into the light transpired by unequivacal beauty

Just For Today
JUST FOR TODAY my thoughts will be on my recovery, living and enjoying life w/o the use of drugs. JUST FOR TODAY i will have the faith in someone in N.A. friends who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery. JUST FOR TODAY i will have a program. i will try to follow it to the best of my ability. JUST FOR TODAY through N.A. i will try to get a better perspective on my life. JUST FOR TODAY i will be unafriad, my thoughts will be on my new associations, people who are not using and who have found a new way of life. SO LONG AS I FOLLOW THAT WAY, I HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR! if u know somw who suffers from drugs pls keep this going, it could save there life it saved mine.

Just Matt 2
It's not easy to be me.... I know, everyone feels this way... and I’m not alone... but I need to express how I feel... It's hard for me cause I’m constantly told, I’m the best dad, the best worker, the best friend, someone that will take care of every one.... I’m expected to be everything to everyone.... No one understands how hard that is... to always be the one people count on.... I'm not a rock, not a superhero, just a man... I know people love me, but it's because of how I take care of them... will any one ever love me for me?.... I’m so busy taking care of everyone and everything no one knows or has time to know how I feel.... and yes I cry alone sometimes... and this song sums up how people see me and how I feel.... I’m the most popular person in every room... yet, I’m the most lonely person in every room.... maybe because everyone knows and expects what I will doo for them... will anyone ever care about me?....

Just Me
So now that my I feel like shit pretty much every day, I made a doc appointment. And I hate to know the results of why I feel like this. I feel like my memory is deteriorating, and it is freaking me out. I am getting increasingly paranoid when I'm alone, and I just hate feeling like something is wrong. Last time I went to a RUSSIAN doctor with my memory problem, he laughed it off and said he has that too. But he is 70. Then he said its a side effect of epilepsy. But it shouldn't be going downhill if its a side effect. I have no idea why I'm even writing that, just trying to get a pity party going. Grrr, just grrrr

Just Want To Tell You
Just Want To Tell You When I look at you I see the beauty of you inside and out.Your eyes show the love that you have deep insde you; your heart is so giving that it so amazes me so my love,what really catchers me that I'm grateful to be loving you. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

Just Listenin To Some Musiq
Tell me how'd u feel if i was gone? What if I was gone forever? No more chocolate kisses, no nappy dugout ever. No mama, no daughter, no sister, no sister friends. Tell me my brother what would become of u then? What about if every black female in the world disappeared? Your manchild left unattended, lost with no one behind the steering wheel. Tell me how'd u feel if i was gone. Your beautiful brown would be forever gone, with no more cocoa wombs to carry ur brown on. You right there would be the last of ur kind. Can u feel these words? How does that affect ur mind? Cause if there was no me there'd be no u. Can u feel me? Are these words coming thru?

Just A Poem
as i stumble through this miserable life looking for something to sustain my empty soul i see a beautiful light beconing me towards it as i gather my strength and start towards that light i feel a passion that i have not felt in years and it warms my heart when i reach that light i see that it becomes the beautiful people that i call my family and in this i am safe and wanted and..... loved

Just Another Song "the Truth We Never See"
There is a truth that I will never see! #1 There is this thing that we cannot believe! The way this life is I'll never be, #2 So take my hand and come walk with me! ___________________________________________________ There is a truth that we will never see! #1 There is this thing that I can't believe! The way this life is we'll never be, #2 so take my hand and Walk with me>>>!!!!!! _____________________________________________________ THINGS IN THIS LIFE YOU'LL NEVER KNOW!!!, #1 Truth in my eye's will never show!!! ______________________________________________ HATE BURNING UP FROM DO DEEP INSIDE!!!, #2 Now you see the roots of my selfish pride!!! ________________________________________________ Truth now is blind for anyone to see, Now things I thought I knew I can't believe! How will I ever live that life again?, Unless the truth is something meant to bend? __________________________________

Just Read It Ull Laugh
These classifieds were really put in the paper - a smile for your day FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. 8 years old. Hateful little bastard. Bites! FREE PUPPIES: 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. FREE PUPPIES Mother, AKC German Shepherd. Father, Super Dog...able to leap tall fences in a single bound. FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG Looks like a rat. Been out a while. Better be a big reward. COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. Also 1 gay bull for sale. NORDIC TRACK $300 Hardly used, call Chubby. GEORGIA PEACHES California grown - 89 cents/lb. JOINING NUDIST COLONY! Must sell washer and dryer $300.. WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE Worn once by mistake. Call Stephanie. And the best one: FOR SALE BY OWNER: Complete set of Encyclopedia Britannica, 45 volumes. Excellent condition. $1,000 or best offer. No longer needed. Got married last month. Wife knows everything.

Just A Man
I am just a man All I have to offer is all that I am I cant give you the moon and stars All I have to offer is my heart I cant promise I wont make you cry I do promise to dry your eyes I cant promise to be perfect I can promise that you are worth it I wont have all the answers But you will be a part of my heart forever I cant tell you I have the perfect plan Because you see, I am just a man

Just An Update On Me
Just an update on me....Went to the Doctor Monday. He took me off one of my Siezure meds. Hopefully that will help my depression.(it can be a side effect of it). I am still on teh main seizure med but, I am worried about the Seizure havn't had any since last month. Well no major ones. May have had a few minor ones. We aren't sure.Just unstable moments is all we know. Still going to the gym..yeahhh me...I tried pilates and liked..Today I added spinning i was so sweaty lol (Tony calls it my cute gym sweat but it wasnt so cute lol)..Also tried an Aqua class I loved it. Wish they offered those everyday. Tomorrow I am sucking it up and going back to weight watchers. I am a lifetime meamber but way over goal at the moment. I am so embarrased to walk in ...BUT I AM ...... I AM...I AM... I am so proud and scared to walk in. I am embarrased as hell but I need this. I am still down. I feel like I don't know who my friends are anymore. I don't know who to trust. Who is real...who is

Just A Work In Progress
if the shoe was on the other foot, and i went down the wrong path/ would you weave your way in to make me swerve out or just laugh/ sit back fingers clasped twiddiling your thumbs around eachother/ whistle a soothing melody to calm your nerves cus of worry over another/ if my feelings matter to you i would speak all the words i need to freely/ but if my feelings equal a pile of shit to you then you don't need me/ so please leave me where i be, i'll catch ya later on so be easy/ if ya lucky just maybe i'll be back soon cus i feel that you miss me/ or maybe i'll let karma speak for me and just let you live with the misery. Still working on this among other things i'm writing. who knows if i'll ever finish it lol

The Justice System Works...sort Of
Yesterday, I got to take off work, so I could go to court with my son. He was accused of being with the wrong people, at the wrong place, with the wrong thing in his pocket. He was already guilty of being stupid. But he was looking at both trespassing and possession of marijuana charges. In fact...he was guilty. His "friends" and he were caught in a field entrance, passing a joint. He willingly gave up his baggie full of goodies, even though they weren't smoking his stash. This proved to be the smartest thing he did that night. So we wait in court, and watch the first bunch of cases go through. If you've never gone to court, you are missing out. I've gone a few times, innocent every time of course, and I love it. The one thing that I am amazed, is that the older I get, the more casual it gets. My lawyer, every time, has told me to make sure that I dress up some. The first guy was there for child support. He was in shorts, and a cut off, sleeveless t shirt. The seco

Just To Let You All Know.
Hi everyone my name is Chris, an aspiring writer, poet, and soon to be a co writer for a B rated movie. ANYWAY, just want to let you know to keep your eyes out on this thing and watch me grow in name only.

Just Me
It's a long weekend, and I've got no responsibilities. I'm not a wife or a mother, just me...simply Charlie, and I really can't remember the last time I was able to say that. It's the first weekend that my children have been away from me, and I'm not really sure how well I'm gonna handle that. Yes, I know its something I'll have to deal with since my marriage fell apart, but its still hard to go to sleep at night knowing my babies aren't here. At the same time, I can't help but embrace the freedom of spending three days doing the things I want to do without having to worry how my decisions will affect them. The point of my mindless rambling...I realize that through all of this, I'm still me. The identity I thought I had lost exists, and once again I embrace it.

Just Another Site
There is no diffrence between this site, Adult Space, and My Space, its the same types of people just with diffrent faces, in fact, they should change the name to wasted space, it fits the crime. i came here has a invite to cheek it out, and i did. we have all come to the conclusion a cock is a cock and a pussy is a pussy but who on here has a heart?

Just A Joke....
Gabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to u, I have black folks up here in Heaven who are causing some problems. They are swinging on the Pearly Gates, my horn is missing, barbecue sauce is all over their robes, ham hock, sparerib and pig feet bones all over the streets of gold. Some folk are walking around with one wing. They have been late taking their turn in keeing the stairway to Heaven clean. There re watermelon seeds all over the clouds. Some of them aren't even wearing their halos, saying its messing up their hair..." The Lord said, "I made them special, as I did u, my angel. Heaven is home to all my children. If u really want to know about problems, lets call the Devil. The Devil answered the phone, "Hello? Dang! Hold on...." The Devil returned to the phone and said, "Hello Lord, what can i do for u?" The Lord replied, "Tell me what kind of problems u are having down there." The Devil said, "Wait one minute," and put the Lord on hold again, then said, "Okay i

Just A Quick Blog About My Poems
hello all just put out this blog as a heads up. Iam starting to write poems again and I should have my first time in a long time I have gotten to write anything down. so take it easy but give criticism where needed. Its been a really long time since I have done anything like this and alot of it is in free verse so there is no rhyme or reason to it. Just let em know what you think when i post thanks all P.S English sucks so yea yell at me i got a C- in English in High school and C in creative writing in college

Just Need Some Help Figuring It All Out
It’s amazing isn’t it how the human brain works, or more correctly in the case of my ex, doesn’t work. Let me explain this situation real quick and let y’all decide whether it is me who is fucked up or if he really is just as messed up as I think he is. Ok, we met back in January and had one of those instant can’t explain it connections. We were just supposed to have a one night fling (yeah drunkenness gets the better of us all sometimes) and I was content with that. After I left the house the next morning I was more than ok with the fact that I would not being seeing him again. However, later that afternoon I got a phone call from him saying he got my number from his niece (my lil bitch) and wanted to talk to me later if that was ok. I said sure, so when he called later he came over blah blah blah. To make a long story shorter here he didn’t leave my house except to go back home to Michigan every other weekend or so and to work everyday for the next four or so months. Now

Just A Head's Up........
We have the next Mercury Retrograde on the horizon.....it begins September 24th. Keep in mind, some of us feel the slow down/speed up a week before and after the official Retrograde. Time to prepare as best we can.....if there is such a thing as preparing for a Mercury Retro! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings! Later! Muahz!

Just Depressed, I Guess...
I find it harder to get up every day. I find myself wanting to be isolated, more and more. I see happy people and I want to make them hurt like me. I'm never happy anymore. I see my life spiraling out of control. I see few realistic options left. I'm a fuck-up. I just can't see anyone ever wanting me. The few that ever did were pushed away by my arrogance and stupidity. I cry alot when I'm alone. I wish I was someone else. My life has been one insurmountable hardship after another. Why can't ANYTHING come easily to me? WHY? When the FUCK is it my turn? I don't think I'll ever end up having kids... Can't have kids if nobody wants you. My friends believe a stranger over me. Not all of them, but enough to make me very upset. I'm beginning to forget what my own laughter sounds like. If I've laughed at something recently, it sounds mechanical and fake. Not me. I don't have anywhere to turn. Nowhere to vent the steam. Trapp

Just One Vote For Hh ...please
I am in a HH rate contest .. one with the most rates in the end wins .. so please can you go show some MAD LOVE and give me a rate .. tell your fu friends .. your fu family .. help me win a HH .. here is the link to my pic .. ty very much http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1677761&albumid=1180977&i=561342685&idx=8hey ~GyPsY~

Just A Quick Point To Be Made...
Since I have just added a bunch of people to my friends list, this is a few thoughts that need to be known...and to some people who are my friends already but need a reminding:) First, you need to read my profile...the 8 basic rules are there and I mean them. If you find me annoying or whatever the case may be, you know where the delete and the block button is. You don't need to explain the reason to me, and if you feel that you do, at least be grown up enough to let me reply before blocking me.... I am not here to please everyone, and I am not going to try to...this is me. I am no different here than I am in real life, and I will not change for anyone...I can be sweet as sugar, and I will help my friends anyway that I can, but I wouldn't advise pissing me off, I can and will make you cry. I'm sure there is more I need to say, but this is it for the moment...love me or leave me, its up to you to decide. Have a great day:)

Just Feel So Left Out
There past several days have been very trying on me. I don't know if I am coming or going, I am very confused. I just want to hide under a rock and never come out. I hurt in so many ways. The physical pain I can deal with, well with help from my pain pills. I the mental pain is numbed by the pills I take for that. Its this fucking heart ache I can't get over, I just can't do nothing about it. I have tired and tired but it remains. Then there's the whole feeling left behind thing. God I am just so out of it. My head is no where near being screwed on. I go to bed every night and cry cause I am so lonely. I have tired to find someone, but no one wants me. I have only a couple of friends, in the real world that is, more online. No family, to talk to or get help from, they turned there backs on me a long time ago. I just don't know if I can do this anymore, I feel so left out of everything. I feel like everyone has wrote me off as a lose. I just want to be numb, instead of hurting all the t

Just Holding On
With out you I cant go on Thinking about things in my room Missing and loving you like crazy when you're gone As the future forever will loom Just to see you again, will bring a smile to my face From now until summer things wont be the same In my heart and mind you have a permanent place Something about her and her name Praying and hoping that things will be alright You are a dream come true Going to try and keep you with all my might The one person who can prevent me from feeling blue As the night slowly goes on, my thoughts are of you No matter near or far, a part of you will remain with me Everyday feelings are getting stronger, some are old and some are new In need to be pinched, eventhough this is not a dream or a fantasy What is being felt and occuring is real From dusk until dawn, my heart belongs to one Life is now more than just a job and a meal Something magical has begun Let me hug you and hold your hand Of course their are more emotions I wish

Just One Of The Guys...but With Boobs,really Ones!
I miss playing pool and darts,I suck at both,but damn I love playing them. Football season is here! YAY! Something for me to love and get hppy about. I finally get to sit at the bar and have a beer with my friends and not worry about drama,god I love men friends! Ha,I even get to say"Noooo,not that one,she slept with your brother last year!" Sunday football BBQ'a and beer! Even in the cold and snow,I can't wait!

Justify My Love
I wanna kiss you in Paris I wanna hold your hand in Rome I wanna run naked in a rainstorm Make love in a train cross-country You put this in me So now what, so now what? Chorus: Wanting, needing, waiting For you to justify my love Hoping, praying For you to justify my love I want to know you Not like that I don't wanna be your mother I don't wanna be your sister either I just wanna be your lover I wanna have your baby Kiss me, that's right, kiss me (chorus) Yearning, burning For you to justify my love What are you gonna do? What are you gonna do? Talk to me -- tell me your dreams Am I in them? Tell me your fears Are you scared? Tell me your stories I'm not afraid of who you are We can fly! Poor is the man Whose pleasures depend On the permission of another Love me, that's right, love me I wanna be your baby (chorus) I'm open and ready For you to justify my love To justify my love Wanting, to justify Waiting, to justify my love

Just A Poem....
The deepest darkest nights hold those secrets that no one knows Honesty and dependability go out through the shattered windows Lights are dim Fears are awakened Life is lost Hope is taken New air we all crave and these fools hold no value for the true meaning Kiss the lips of a sweet girl Desire all that you dream Embrace the warmth and truth in her lips Receive a vision of new light into the world unspoken Challenge those woes others would never face Behold you are the key into a new reality

Just A Poem
time all around me moving so fast when the time i'm seeing moving so slow not having you beside me leaving me to be washed up in this darkness of this wicked place you not being the one i can run to for comfort or in a need of help forgetting what its like being in your arms or seeing your deep blu eyes look upon me not understanding why you left me you not understandin how much i need you not being able to live without you kills the time i have the tears i cry to hope that will bring you back soon to be no more kills me inside like the time killing me outside upon me

Just In Case.........
... If I am swept away from the wrath of the ocean,.. I will miss you all. Make sure you all find a moment at the exact strike of midnite, October 11th, toast to me a shot of Cuervo 1800. I promise not to haunt you in any bad ways. Although shower groping by an invisible angel (me) may just be a possibility! Thank You ~Goodbye~ ;-)

Just Like Heaven
show me how u do that trick the 1 that makes me scream she said the 1 that makes me laugh she said threw her arms around my neck show me how u do it & i promise u i promise that i'll run away wit u i'll run away wit u

Just A Couple Of Thoughts....
confusion...thats what my head is full of...ever been to a point in your life where you know exactly what you want but haven't the slightest idea on how to get it? well thats me right now...head over heels, completely at his mercy...yet still confused about where he stands...so how do i sort out all this confusion? i'm keeping it all to myself right now cuz everytime i opened my mouth before it blew up in my face...but then again writing a blog is kind of like opening up i guess..oh well. i feel like i'm going to burst into tears any moment cuz i want nothing more than for the feelings to be returned...someday i guess...

Just One Rate Is All It Takes, Lol
Cute Myspace Generators IT'S TIME TO VOTE FOR ONE OF YOUR FAVORITE FU-HOTTIES! To vote click the pic below and rate the person an 11 or a 10. You may vote for more than one, and you can vote once a week til the end of Sept. "ONLY THE PEOPLE GETTING THE MOST VOTES WILL BE THE ONES GOING ON THE CALENDER!" ALSO THE HOTTIE HAVING THE HIGHEST PERCENTAGE ON THEIR PIC AT THE END OF THE MONTH WILL GET TO CHOOSE WHICH MONTH THEY WISH TO BE ON. THAT'S WHY 11's ARE REALLY IMPORTANT HERE. P.S. IF YOU WOULD LIKE FOR PRINCESS LEIA TO MAKE YOU AN IMIKIMI COMMENT IN RETURN, JUST ASK HER IN FU-MAIL....

Just So I Have It Easily
Thunder & Lightning Giveaway #15! We are smokin'! THIS GIVEAWAY IS FOR A 70-BLING PACK FOR CINDRAGON! 20K COMMENTS NEEDED! AS ALWAYS PLZ F/A/R THE HOSTESS AND THANK THEM FOR HOSTING! DEVILISH DESIRE ROCKS! ♦DeViLiSh DeSiRe♦Slave To GARY&CAPPY~Don't Try & Fix Me I'm NOT BrOkEn~@ fubar

Just So You All Know Why I Am Quiet And Not Fully Out Going Yet
I am a woman with a heart of gold that has been broken severly where I dont know if it will ever become one piece again. I am a mother of 3 girls that are my world. As for a relationship I am considering myself single all though I am have been married for 18 years but when you husband comes home and says he is cheating on you its time to move on especially when you have gave all you had to forgive him many times and he continues to destroy you as a person. I have a trust issue so please do not think of me as a quiet lurker or a stuck up bitch because I am niether. I am here to try easing my pain by not being alone. Sucks when family and all turn thier backs on you during the most difficult times. I DO WANT TO SHOUT OUT THAT THERE HAS BEEN A FEW ONLINE FRIENDS THAT HAVE HONESTLY STOOD BY ME. Just sucks everyone is so far away and I cant just litterally just reach out. I am a very open person so if you want to know more about me feel free to ask. Thanks fubar you helped me waste some tim

Just A Rate Please And Thank You
Woohooo this sexy hunk of of man is in a rates only contest so please drop by and rate this picture..it would only take a few seconds soooo please please please click this pic,and rate:)

Just A Story
As I write more this blog will be updated: To all the girls That gave their hearts to someone Who never knew. Annie was a dark haired hazel eyed beautiful girl. She lived in a very small town that really had nothing for her to do in terms of the things she liked. Annie was and always had been a lover of music in general. She never discriminated against a genre. As far as she was concerned all music deserved an audience. Music to her was a form of ones self expression. The more people heard the songs the more they could relate them into their own lives. Everyone has their form of expressing themselves. For Annie it was poetry. She had days where all she did was write poetry to express the hurt she had felt from her past and to move on from it. Annie had always been a shy girl that never seen herself as everyone else did. Being the shy girl that she was, Annie was a keep to herself kind of girl till one day she embarked on a whole new journey in her life. She de

Just A Heads Up
I Just wanted to let you all know that I seriously appreciate everyone of my friends on my friend list and all those friends who are going to be on my friend list... Being that there are so many I don't get to chat with each one of you individually like I would like too... So please don't think that I only added you for points like most ppl do on here... I would love the chance to chat with everyone,but I know that is virtually impossible so as this goes on I will do what I can and plz even if it is once a month feel free to drop by my page and show me some love and I will repay the favor... xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox's To All My Friends and Friends 2 Be!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just Sharing My Thoughts
Have you ever looked at the moon and wondered if the person you care about is looking at the same moon. well i have alot lately and the sound of his voice on the phone cheered me up after devistating news.

Just Another Day
I have known the most wonderful person that could exist. I have known the most wonderful person and I found that in her kiss. She made me do things most men would never do or feel Left me for another man, and I would take her back so I know these feelings are real. Still what is good for me is not good for her, True love means you do what is best for the one you love. My heart my soul my mind belong to her but these are things I can no longer speak of because it hurts her to think of me. and I need to let her be. So today is just another day It has been good but no jump up and down day Tomorrow will be the same Just another day My heart hopes she someday finds, The love I had for her, And with the pass of time She will know I was always hers. Still its just another day the birds still sing and the rain still rains and life goes on Just another day

Just To Get It Off My Chest
i love 3 guys i like 2 others. it is hard for me because i know i will never meet any of them. 3 of them live in a different state then i do 2 live in the same state but at the other end of the state. any way i know none of them like me the way i like them. and i know that i am not their type because i am not a super model. yes they are all on my friend list but that dont mean anything really. yes they are nice to me when i talk to them but that is all. some of them i have to talk to them before they will talk to me. i know they are busy with their life out side of fubar. i know one will never be more then a friend because he is married the others are all single but they all have been hurt a lot and dont want to be again. i can understand that because i also dont want to be hurt. but i think loving guys that will never want me hurts more then some one ripping out my heart. it would be nice if some one rip it out so i could not feel anything else ever again. i would be ther

Just Thinking...i'm Gonna Have To Move Soon...
Of course, I don't know of anyone who absolutely loves to move, other than my mother. She'll never admit to it, I'm sure but I think she secretly enjoyed packing what little she and her children had every six months just for the change of scenery! It was something she was good at. Her ability to efficiently organize absolutely everything was something she could completely control and she reveled in it. I never knew, at the time, what excuse she had to move us so often. All I knew is that it meant I would be going to a new school and have to start all over again. It always left me feeling anxious being "the new kid". Just thinking that I had to do that twelve times over growing up, it's no wonder I felt that way! I do admit though, if we hadn't of moved several times I would not have met some of the best people I have ever known in my life and for that I am grateful. On my recent trip back home I spent a lot of time with just my mom. Everyone else in the family was bu

Just Ended
well now i need to order no mercy next which is October 5th. and OOOH I LOVED IT well it was interesting how jerico became the new champion I SCREAMED NOOOOOO at my tv and i almost threw a pillow at it and i was rooting for rey mysterio to win. but atlest one of my other faves one matt hardy he is the ECW champion and Michelle MCcool is still WWE womans champion YAY plus what sucked i was watching the scramble on the smackdown championship one my power went out and i screamed and cried so when i got home it was still on but the repeat so i got to watch it all over again YAY so now i am better since i saw my wrestling and I LOVE THE UNDERTAKER... HE SHOULD KICK BIG SHOWS ASS and vickie too for what they did to him.. if you didn't watch it then you missed out.. thanks for reading

Just Thinking Today
I see all these beautiful women on my page, Cute they all are, spicey as sage. I look at their pictures and enjoy what I see, And if I saw them for real I would probably drive myself into a tree. But where do these women live, yea I know they tell their towns on the web, Most of them are as beautiful as the ones we call celebs. Why don't I ever see these beautiful women around my town, It's not like I am a big man or dress like a clown, I go dancing at different bars and I still don't see ladies as pretty as these, Some of the ones I notice need collars to chase away the flees. So If there are beautiful women around my area, please say hello to me as we pass, It would make my day to smile at one as beautiful as you are lass.

Just Got It In My Email
Dear Stephanie, The International Library of Poetry's Editors recently notified you of your selection to participate in The Best Poems and Poets of 2007. You were one of a select group of poets chosen because of your exceptional talent and the artistic foresight displayed in your poetic writings. All of us here are confident that your unique talent and artistic vision contributed to the importance and appeal of this special contest. In recognition of your poetic achievement, you are now a member of an exclusive group of the "Best Poets" from all around the world. Show The World Your Status As One Of The Best Poets Of 2007!

Just A Lil Karma Goin' Round?? For Brwneyedgirl135
Not many things that are said are truer than "what you put out will come back to you". This time that is true but in a good way. Brwneyedgirl135 always helps everyone and never asks for anything in return. So I am asking for her. She is in a contest for a Happy Hour. Please follow the link and let those comment bombs fly. Help out this most excellant Fu Lady!! Made with much mad love by:♕ LuAngel ♕ @ fubar Music provided by Blue Cat Radio

Just Read This Onmike's (baby J's) Blogs . Fyi
Major Stash and MUMM changes coming soon... post date: 2008-09-10 02:03:37 views: 841 comments: 115 ratings: 0 hey everyone, STASH: in the next week or 2 i'll be moving the Stash to some new equipment. instead of trying to get all the old stuff onto the new gear, we're just going to start fresh. once we move to the new equipment, the old stash entries will be gone forever. if you have anything important in your Stash that you'd like to keep, go into your stash, edit the entry, cut & paste it and mail it to yourself. when the new stash is live, you can then cut & paste the old items into the new stash and you'll be set. in addition to running on new equipment, i'm going to tweak some of the settings on the Stash's so that we can add more features to it later. one of these changes will be reducing the number of total stash entries you can have on your account. it will be a small number, probably around 15 to 25. the idea is to keep the important/good stuff in it and let

Just In Case
After getting phone calls from the people who put you to sleep for surgery(I can't spell it) I was told death is a risk of my surgery. So, just in case I die................................................................... I am coming back as a ghost and haunt all your asses... LOL Yes, i am going in for a simple procedure, but shit can happen. I am sure i will be fine. It is the 6 weeks of recovery that might kill me. Imagine me sitting still for that long..... So I will apologize now. If something happens, I did give a friend instructions how to inform all of you that I have 's for. I also know I have a friend who is starting some treatment for a Thyroid condition. A little more serious than a torn muscle wall. Peace be with you all, and go check out my new player and play list. Leave some comments on the music. Peace

Just Writing!!
I cry for the time that you were almost mine I cry for the memories Ive left behind I cry for the pain the lost the old the new I cry for the times I thought I had you If I miss u its cos I love u. If I love u its cos I understand u. If I understand u its cos I share with u. If I share with u its cos I trust u. But if I remember u then its cos I dont want to forget u. Pain is the Mistress of my passion. Held by a small bond no bigger than A thorn of a deadly rose hidden by my tears Don't tell me Im wrong It was all for the best. Im just sad that they caught me Before I killed the rest. Angel of darkness vampire of night.. take me from my sickness hide me from light

Just Something To Ponder
Ok first, let it be known that this blog is about the actions of certain women, not all. And it isn't directed to a specific woman. With that disclaimer, riddle me this. Ever see profiles of women who post suggestive or nude pictures of themselves and then add "I'm married/have a boyfriend so don't ask me if I want to hook up"? You get the general idea. They post these pictures and then proceed to tell the men who are looking at her posing half naked (or completely) they aren't allowed to hit on her or have her. And then they will also proceed to complain that they are getting "scumbags" writing them. The common argument is these pictures are "art". And yes she may intend for the pictures to be art. But intent and interpretation aren't the same thing. One mans art is another mans porn. Further more if you're married or have a boyfriend, then the following question deserves to be asked. If your heart belongs to your man, doesn't the rest of you come along with that?

Just One Of Those Days
Hes My Son - Mark Schultz Do You Remember Me I can't believe after all this time,I can't get over you, I guess a love like ours is one of a kind,a love that is true. It's been 9 years sense you left me to go to God & heavens immensity, Do you still remember me? It's like a bad dream that plays over & over in my head, Of things I wish I'd done or words I would of said. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you, Even after all this time,what am I going to do? Maybe this is the way mommys are suppose to feel, Perhaps our wounds are never intended to heal. If I could ask but one question why, How is it God could need you more than I?

Just Bored
I just wanted to update my friends. A few of you have been asking about my weight loss and working out.. I am still working out pretty regularly. I weighed in today I lost 6.8 pounds if the 30 I want to loose..I am happy about that. Slow but thats the best way. We made it threw Hurriane safe I think I may have said that already in a blog. We have another coming hopefully we wont get any damage. I hope everyone is good and has a great weekend.. Angie

Just Chillin
Just sitting here blogging on fubar for the first time. I'm debating whether to go grocery shopping now or tomorrow. The sun is out now and I get heat rash being out in it.Tomorrow there is rain in the forcast.I don't mind going out in the rain. Been working this past week on my bed frame project. I raised the bed up off the floor about 2 feet and now using the space to store my junk. I have more room now. I face another work nite and it would be my last 1 of the week but I told a associate I would fill in for her Friday for 5 hours. I face the weekend with 12 hour shifts Sat and Sunday. Hopefully a co worker will fill in for me Mon and Tues so I can have some time off to relax and drink a few boilermakers.

Just On
OK so ive been on this site just checking it out. not even 30 minutes pass by without some one yelling at me. LIKE MY MOTHERS!!!! these pathetic and lonly people gave me a good laugh. I guess this is a request to anyone who reads this to let my know if i should excepct more DOUCHEBAGGERY or if its jsut this "FAMIY" as they called it that sucks.

Just One Rate Thats All
Please spare one rate only on my picture below and i will give you 5k, please comment my bulletin to advise me u have done this :) Thank you :) It's my first auction. If you win you'd be in for a treat. If you can't make a bid, could you please click the link and rate it? The person with the most rates at the end of the auction will win a prize from the person holding it. So please..go ! :P thank you

Just A Small Warrning
I regard to 3 people that are getting under my skin a little think of this.Yeah it's a warning you bitches. All Nightmare Long Luck. Runs. Out. Crawl from the wreckage one more time Horrific memory twists the mind Dark, rugged, cold and hard to turn Path of destruction, feel it burn Still life Incarnation Still life Infamy Hallucination Heresy Still you run, what's to come? What's today? 'Cause we hunt you down without mercy Hunt you down all nightmare long Feel us breathe upon your face Feel us shift, every move we trace Hunt you down without mercy Hunt you down all nightmare long, yeah Luck. Runs. You crawl back in But your luck runs out Luck. Runs. Out. Crawl from the wreckage one more time Horrific memory twists the mind Dark, rugged, cold and hard to turn Path of destruction, feel it burn Still life Incarnation Still life Infamy Hallucination Heresy Still you run, what's to come? What's today? Luck. Runs. Out. The light tha

Just A Dream
Song lyrics | Just A Dream lyrics It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen All dressed in white Going to the church that night She had his box of letters in the passenger seat Sixpence in a shoe, something barrowed, something blue And when the church doors opened up wide She put her veil down Trying to hide the tears Oh she just couldn't believe it She heard trumpets from the military band And the flowers fell out of her hand Baby why'd you leave me Why'd you have to go? I was counting on forever, now I'll never know I can't even breathe It's like I'm looking from a distance Standing in the background Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now This can't be happening to me This is just a dream The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard Then they handed her a folded up flag And she held on to all she had left o

Just Plain 'cking Funny!
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Just Do It...
Sometimes you need to do something...and while you really do want to do it...you fear the backlash, the consequences, the results...of your actions. As you sit and consider whether to do what needs to be done, or to leave it undone, you must ask yourself.... If you do the thing that you think you need to do, will the worst possible consequences put you in a worse position than you're in now, or can things really only get better? Not to suggest that, if the worst possible result is worse than the present situation, that you automatically choose not to act. Because there may only be a .5% chance of that happening. But seriously weighing possible consequences against the current situation is most definately a good idea. But then, when it really comes down to it, people will base their decision on whether or not they really want to do the thing they think they need to do. Because if you didn't want to do it in the first place, you won't, no matter how badly it needs to be done.

Just Some Thoughts!
So I sit here tonight, thinking of every thing... wishing I had an answere key... not really wanting to face the truth. I've done it again...pushed some one I love away. I don't know why I do, I just do...and I hurt when it happens, even though it is my fault. I know I'm selfish and rude and always clingy... but i'm still human, with a big heart and a lot of love to give, and it hurts even more so now to try and put the pieces of my broken heart back together. Why do I try, even after I've been hurt (and manily by myself)? is it because I don't wanna die alone? is it because of the world we live in today? I donno... like I said, I wish I had an answere key...

Just Something I Wrote....
Be a heart breaker if you must instead of this ghost Ever have I adored you, to which my friends will toast Loved the time and reminisce of us together Or do you abhor them and wish them gone forever? Vanish if you must because I'm listening to the thunder Eternally though I'll know I did right, because that would cure my wonder Disappear or be my divine, but I need to know which thoughts will go asunder We have come so far, even though we are apart Could you still, or did history change a heart? Love me as you did when we fought the morning light Again we could lift each other, and promise every day and night... There is a message here....do you see it? I bet few will....if any.

Just A Thank You
WHATS UP FU FRIENDS....LET ME FIRST TAKE THE CHANCE TO SAY AGAIN....I LOVE YOU ALL....I HAVE AMAZING FRIENDS....SO IF YOU DONT KNOW...YOU BEST RECOGNIZE....I HAVE THE SEXIEST CHICKS ON FUBAR AS MY GIRLS....HAHAHA..NOT TO MENTION THE SEXIEST OF ALL AS MY FU G/F....SO SHOW DUSTY LOTS OF LOVE...SHE IS AN AMAZING PERSON WITH A GREAT HEART....SHE IS MY SOULMATE...HELL CHECK OUT EACH OTHER ALL...FOR REAL...ALL OF YOU ARE AWESOME IN SOME WAY....ITS WHY U R ON MY PAGE....LESS THAN A MONTH WITH THIS ACCOUNT AND IM AN ASSASIN....HOW CRAZY IS THAT???? AND HEY I WENT FROM PIMP TO ASSASIN IN ONE DAY.....LOOK AT THAT DEDICATION....AMAZING....TRUELY....AND IM SO GREATFUL FOR ALL OF YOU...FOR THE LOVE YOU SHOW...EVEN JUST A COMMENT HERE OR THERE TO SAY HI....THATS PRETTY FUCKIN SWEET....SO I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO SO SO MUCH....SO THIS ONE IS ALL FOR YOU GUYS....ALL OF YOU...THANK YOU FROM THE JADED ONE...MUCH LOVE....REMEMBER LOVE EACH OTHER...HONOR EACH OTHER...RESPECT EACH OTHER....AND DAMN IT BE LOYAL

Just Thinking
I was just thinking about my messed up love life and what happens when I get twisted. If you have ever met me or read about me you know I am a submissive. But I am a loyal submissive. I have my mistress and she lets me find my own men friends. Unless she gifts me to them. (Only with my approval of course). But she also understands that when I like someone that I will be loyal to them to a fault. I will stop looking at men. Stop talking to men. Stop thinking about anyone but who I might like at the time. This can go on for years. Thats why I have her to tell me when enough is enough. I love the feeling of pain and nothing beats a broken heart. I just wish for once someone could appreciate what I am other than just my Mistress. I want her to be able to release me to someone with the understanding that they fuck up I am back to her. Cause its always gonna be her.

Just Words
Not sure what I'm writing tonite, but there is an unknown presence beside me that is giving me terrible thoughts. There are alot of people in this world, but few in this universe. How do I stay connected without losing my sense of self...without losing my original love. I feel like i've recycled my life over and over again, and can't find anyway to connect to anyone anymore. For once, it would be nice to belong. But what good is a sanctuary if you constantly leave this beautiful place. Starring at so many possibilities and always wondering the infinite lives we missed to choose one, only one. Humanity has lost all sense of love. Passing by, passing by, forgetful fools we are. Trying to impress such empty suits. Still asleep and pretending to be alive. Robotic expressions running protocol errands, leaving only the child within still and silent. Can't imagine being a ghost, so surround myself with them. It's becoming very difficult to express or communicate with you now.

Just For You Girl!
Today is the day I leave you I leave you behind in my dreams. The dream that I would find you comes falling down All I wanted was for you to tell me you where ok? For you to at least say goodbye. And I'm sorry that I couldn't be there to stop you. Why did you run from.. The People that cared about you? The people that called you family? The person that was always there for you? All I want is you hear your voice tell me your ok All I want is to know why you left? Left me someone who cared about you, Treated you like family, and was always there for you girl. But about 20mins after I wrote this I found the person I was looking for...The person that to this day I will always care about and treat as a family member.

Just Have Something To Bitch About
here is what i have to bitch most of the women on here r a bunch of gold diggers....if u want to see my nude picks buy me this and that i say fuck u if u dont want ppl to look at u nude pic do not post the or mark privet i think if u want ppl to see ur pic let them dont be such a gold digger.like my pics ar marked privet if u want to see just ask im not that fucking stingy abuot who can see my pics or not because if u do thats fine or not i dont give a flying fuck

Just Some Thoughts...............
We do make mistakes in relationships and sometimes that mistake is breaking things off, rather than working things through. If both currently have the desire to be together going forward, then there's a chance. You have to do it. Otherwise you'll just be regretting it for the rest of your life. Try, maybe fail, but don't NOT try. If you feel bad, sad, and hurt after you were the one who broke up the relationship means, you are still in love. It means, you made a mistake. Usually, when you break up with someone, it shouldn't hurt that much because you were the one who did it. You had all the time to prepare for it, and also mentally set. You weren't the one who was surprised. You are suppose to feel better after the break up. If you were unhappy, sad, uncomfortable, and weird in the relationship, it should have made you feel much better after the break up. if this is not the case, it's your heart telling you that you made a mistake. You know what to do. Don't sit there and watch

Just My Thoughts....
I am in no way perfect lol just look at my pic. I just HATE it when people don't do anything BUT lie. Why is it that they don't want people to know them for them? Are they afraid? Are they just playing games with us? I wish I knew....

Just Bc
Our ages are quite different, but We're siblings nonetheless, And on your wedding day I feel A strong, bright tenderness. There is a hollow in my heart That you will always fill. No matter who or where you are, Your place remains there still. And now, though you begin anew, A husband with a wife, Know my pride and hope and love Are yours throughout your life.

Just Me
I wake up in the morning at 4:30am and start drinking coffee i get the kids up for school around 5:15am they start showers and hair that kind of thing. I fix them b-fast and make sure they have lunch money. I drive the kids to school and then i get ready for work. I go to work and wait for the day to be over then i go hme spend sometime with my kids fix dinner talk to my family on the phone. I just hang with my kids i do laundry and clean then around 9:pm i put the kids to bed and sit outside and smoke a cig and drink a pepsi and think. Around 11:00pm i go to bed with a good book and fall asleep that is my life on the weekeneds i do the same thing.

Just A Thought
THE WORLD ACHES FOR THE LESS FORTUNATE, DOES IT NOT? FOR THOSE WHO UNDERSTAND AND CARE YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT NOW DON'T YOU? AND FOR THOSE WHO HAVE IT ALL AND DON'T CARE, OR WHO DON'T SEEM TO THINK THEY NEED TO HELP, HERE IS A WAKE UP CALL FOR YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS , I HOPE YOU APPRECIATE ALL YOU HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH CAUSE HE DID NOT HAVE TO BLESS YOU WITH ALL THAT YOU HAVE AND CAN TAKE IT AWAY AS FAST HE GAVE IT TO YOU. ALOT CHOOSE TO LIVE A HARD LIVE, BUT OTHERS ARE JUST DOWN ON THEIR LUCK,THEY NEED US,IN ANY WAY POSSIBLE. WITHOUT US THERE IS NO HOPE, I DO NOT BELIEVE THERE IS ANYONE WHO IS BETTER THEN ANYONE. AND IF YOU FEEL DIFFERENT WELL, LIKE I SAID I HOPE YOU APPRECIATE CAUSE YOU REALLY DON'T KNOW A SITUATION UNLESS YOU WALK IN IT. HOW MANY TIMES A DAY DO YOU REACH OUT TO SOMEONE LESS FORTUNATE THEN YOU? HOW MANY TIMES A DAY DO YOU GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO MAKE ONE SMILE ? THEY SAY WE ALL HAVE 25,000 ANGELS AROUND US. INTERESTING THOUGHT HUH? JUST SOMETHING TO

Just Thoughts.....
CHASIN THAT MIGHT DOLLA FELLAS TRYNNA HOLLA LOST IN A SEA OF VIOLENCE I CAN'T KEEP MY SILENCE YOU KILLIN FOR A DOLLA TO GOD YOU WILL HOLLA NO RESPECT FOR BADGES LIVIN LIFE IS TRAGIC SCARED TO CARRY A DOLLA BULLETS GONNA HOLLA NIGGAZ STARVIN GOVERMENT CHARGIN LOST IN A SEA OF POLITICS RESPECT IS LOST LOANS FOR GAS STREETS FILLED WITH TRASH FORECLOSURE IS AT ITS HIGHEST WE FALL DOWN JUST TRY US BORN TO HUNT NOT FOR FOOD FOR GREED GENERATIONS PLANT THE SEED LOST IN A SEA OF DESPAIR LIFE ISNT FAIR DEMOCRAT IS STILL REBUBLICAN JESUS DIED FOR SIN WHERES IS JESUS NOW WE GET BY TELL ME HOW KILLING IS FOR THE HUSTLE NO LONGER FOR THE TRUST YO CHASIN THE MIGHTY DOLLA WALL STREET BE THE SCHOLAR UNWED PARENTS TRIPLE BOUND FOR 18 IS SIMPLE NO ROOM FOR COMMITMENT RATHER LIVE WITH RESENTMENT HE RATHER DIE FOR A NAME THAN HIS CHILDREN DEFAMED HURTING OUR COMMUNITIES FUCK THE AUTHORITIES

Just A Poem
"FIGHTING THIS BATTLE" Fearing this dark urge inside me shall one day go and take over, I try not to thing of all the pain that is surrounding me.Knowing that if I do not keep myself in check, it may be a mistake. Having thoughts I know should not be there inside my mind, I try to keep busy and not slow down long enough for them to catch up. Fearing I may go and do the one thing I am trying not to. People keep telling me just how grand and wonderful love is, but so far i have had only pain and misery. Having this heart of mine ripped from the encasement that once before housed it there. I know not all situations are the same, but I can not seem to once again fully let down this guard I have yet once again put up. Tyring my best to keep away the pain that gave me these thoughts. Wondering at times if I am truly going insane or if I am just scared to ever really love someone once more. Wanting to never have this demon known only as depression tighten it's

Just Read
"COME TOGETHER AGAIN AS ONE" Rainy days always seem to make a wonderful time for lounging around with the one you love or good friends and just jamming on some tunes that take you back in time to the days when nothing seemed to ever bother you in the least. Just hanging out and having fun, wishing these times would never end, but go on forever.Playing songs that you haven't heard in a number of years.Dancing and swaying to the beat and rhythm as each note brings back such sweet memories. Thinking to yourself, that if haven is anything like this, you will not put up a fight when your time has come.Knowing that you will be in a much more peaceful place, where ther is only love and harmony. Not having all the hatred we do here. Kicking back and enjoying a good cold one to drink on while dancing to the music and enjoying such great com- pany.Feeling as if there were nothing that could ever again feel this free or as wonderful as it does at that moment, togeth

Just Words
I drive past the trees and admire the colors changing. Then when I park I hear the crunch of the death under my shoes. What started as a pretty site, turned to something that reminds me of the past. I see wild turkeys, squirrels, and deer in the fields. Only to see the carcasses on the side of the road, taken for reasons unknown. What started as a pretty site, turned to something that reminds me of the past. I give a dollar or two to a homeless person. Only later to see them lined up outside of a mission waiting for a meal or a warm bed. What started as a moment of gratefulness, turned to something that reminds me of my past. Life has given me much to be thankful for, lessons learned and mistakes to be made. It's when I forget about the past is when the moments of here and now are less meaningful. Remembering that the death of something is the fuel to power the future of another. Be it a decaying leaf to fertilize the ground or the carcass of dead wildlife fe

Just One Rate Please
Hi everyone Ive been offline a bit due to recent move. Im back now and thought id start up with an easy contest and cause Steph rocks If you have a second please stop by and leave just one rate on this picture if you could and a few comments For me and to help out steph with some points Thanks Steph for giving us fun stuff to do!!! Here's the link Just one rate and a few comments Thank you all so much I love you guys HOPIGALERIN

Just Breath...
Is what I want to do now. The scary part of Alien's surgery stuff is over. I think sometimes we lose sight of just how much we love another until we see a chance of watching their body decide not to breath. Not good for the lungs, you know. Just want to breath and see over my Alien so he will keep getting better. The demerol and phenegren made him not want to breath right because he has sleep apnea real bad. At least he didn't hurt and wasn't sick. Guess that's all for now. thanks for listening.

Just A Reminder
JUST A BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our Leather jackets and glove

Just A Short Note
My daughter cut about three inches off my hair for me today. I was sick of it looking all stringy. It is still long, but it feels so much lighter. And not so scraggly. I really like it and appreciated our 'bonding' experience. Plus it is much more all one length sorta - we a semtrically designed it to be a little uneven on one side. Also I log on to MyS today to find one friend request. It was from the winter event that the one I hate to name because I think he is a fucking asshole is hosting. Here's the note I sent the requester [as I know he can't manage his own pages and makes his damn computer whore do it for him]: Ask M* [name removed for blog because I don't want to give him the satisfaction of my mouth ever saying it again]. He would not approve of you even asking me. Michelle Seriously?? Why would they even bug me?? They know what the scoop is. Almost everyone in this community does. Just goes to show that if you hire an amature to do your social networking and promo

Just Get Your Own!
Maybe it's me...but if you want something...why not get it yourself. All I have seen on here today...and granted I haven't been here long...are a bunch of my friends saying "own me" or "buy me this" WTF? Why? I mean...what's in it for me? No one "owns" anyone on here...it isn't like you are going to come over and blow me. You ladies rank up fast as hell, but it takes guys forever...same with getting fubucks...so forgive me if I am not anxious to hand over all of mine just to see your ass. Or buy you a bling pack. Do something original...buy your OWN bling pack or VIP or something. And let me stress this isn't directed at EVERYONE...as I know some of you DO buy your own..and don't "sell" your naughty pics...god bless your sweet asses :) All these auctions and shit to see your boobs...you all know porn on the net is free right? LOL.

Just Right
She isnt perfect Not by a standard Not by a mark or measure But by my heart she is By my soul she is the key That fits the lock She is the tooth that precisely times the gear And sets the ratio And the timing For whether it is pleasure Or whether anguish Or whether mirth She impacts me so greatly as to Alter my very essence What ever she does What ever I feel It is real and it is moving And it inspires And it warms But most of the time it soothes You know who you are, who has my heart You who has chosen me As I have chosen you You are perfect to me And perfect for me

Just A Girl
Broken by the world Others think she's immune But, she's just a girl Flesh and bone Tears and gone... She's just a girl She spits her pain out Lets the whole world see Scars on ivory She's buried herself far too soon She cries to the sky each and every night She's just a girl Alone in this world Only she can see what no one sees She feels what no one feels She scars her skin to feel it again Shes just a girl after all.....

Just A Rate Is All She Needs , Please Help
Hey all , a very sweet friend of mine is in a contest and all she needs is a rate . no bombing just a rate . If you could be kind enough to hit up her pic and rate it i would be very greatfull . thank you in advance . just click the pic to go to the contest

Just Be Yourself!
Nice girls are always are put to shame, when others assume they due the same. Noone can see what's really inside, but just a nice girl who always has to hide. Were never aloud to show anyone how we really feel, always being told to shut up and what's the big deal! No one really knows the real girl inside, always feeling trapped, and brushed to the side. Never feeling wanted or needed when were around, Always feeling helpless and lost never to be found. Does this mean we should change and become someone else? Ha Ha Ha Yeah Right like anyone would notice! JUST BE YOURSELF

Just Wondering....
Just wondering if any of the females out there would think of considering that they might sleep with me or find me attractive. Like I said, I'm just wondering and new to all this online thing. Give me your honest opinion if you are interested....I'll be waiting.

Just Screaming Out Again.....
How do u walk away from someone that you feel like you've waited your whole life for???? How do u keep telling the person u love to stay where they are because they may be fighting for their life when everything inside of you is screaming for them to come where you are????? How do you walk thru your life with pain buried inside of you???? How do you get the hope back that once you had?? How do you decide that what you've been holding out for is still worth holding for???? How do you tell someone that you have no hope left and that you can't keep waiting for them so if you they want you like they say they do then they would come to you right now????? How do you tell someone that knowing that it could cost their life in the end???? When do you just walk away and how?????

Just When
Hello any one who might read this. Just when you think something is over all of a sudden your world changes! I'm in the US Army now and training to protect this country when only a few months ago i was sitting on my couch watching my life pass me by so from one extreme to another is fucking fast! but let me tell you i wouldn't trade it for the world well if you wanna chat hit me up much love all my drunk friends out there in FU land! PFC Chanez

Just One More Kiss
Only if I could have just one more kiss You’re not mine and yet I feel so torn. It’s amazing, how could I feel like this. Almost like being stuck by a thorn. Only if I could have just one more kiss. I never intended for you to be missed Next time I will play the game much more clever And now I know, never say never. Our time here has come to an end But, there’s a place in my heart I will hold you in. Only if I could have just one more kiss. Remember, the nights you held me tight Talking the whole night through Oh, how could this not be right? You’re touch so tender And kisses so sweet It’s sad to admit that you were just a lender. Now the night is over and it’s time to go But, I get this feeling and I still want you so. Only if I could have just one more kiss. Where does this feeling come from? I am supposed to be numb. I promise you this…… I will always remember, If I could have just one more kiss Copyright: 2008 Jessica l. Craig

Just Venting
i'm in theis weird mood. have been lately. i don't what it could be. perhaps the fact that my life is motnotanous. i don't think i spelled that right. anyways. i wake up go to school, to go work, and on mon and weds go to pool. any other day during the week i'm just hanging out somewhere. nothing exciting. i rarely go to concerts or local shows cuz i get disappointed easily. and dating is so f-ed up now-a-days that even that seems like an interview or too free. i want someone who wants me but does want to be up my butt or so distant that i can't even call them to see if they want to go do something. i want a life with my special person. and i want it know. even tho i'm not going to get it for another 5 yrs. i just don't feel like waiting

Just A Story I Wrote
I lower my head to let the hot water beat down on my back as my mind races to thoughts of Daddy. I'm so excited I finally get to see him in a few days! We talked just a few hours before. He called to make sure i hadn't changed my mind about him visiting. OMG Daddy ofcourse I want you to visit tis what Ive been dreaming of for years I told him. I also made sure to let him know I had stuff to do the day he was due here but that I'd try to get it all done before he did arrive but made sure to let him know where the spare key was just incase he got here before I got home. Didn't want him to wait outside in the cold. I smirk at the thought of Daddy outside in the cold he'd take it out on my ass if I let him stay out there too long. My mind comes back to the shower, I take the razor and start to shave my legs making sure they are nice and smooth. Gliding the blade farther up and start shaving my pussy so its nice and smooth for Daddy just incase he wants to play with it or streech it out

Just More Music
Added to Play list ~ Alanis Morrisette - Hands Clean ~ ~ Alanis Morrisette - You Oughta Know ~ ~ Alanis Morrisette - Everything ~ (I love Alanis, and usually sing her songs when I am drunk enough to sing Karoake cuz I sound the most like her) ~ Melissa Etheridge - Bring Me Some Water ~ (I sing her too sometimes) ~ Aaliyah - Are you that somebody? (That's what I'm wondering) ~ Blink 182 - Miss you ~ (always thinking of u Dina) ~ Enigma - Return to Innocence ~ (another one for Dina, and one of my all time fav songs, don't ask y) ~INXS - Don't Change ~ That's it for now

Just Thoughts....
Im tired of men saying they love me, want to be with me and then show nothing to support there words. Want to be with me yet are never around, are always with others and then try to convince me No Convince THEMSELVES that they want to reallly be with me, who ya trying to kid?? Yes I am a strong woman and if You cant take my opinion I have nothing to say to You. The real question is.. Are You strong enough to be my Man?

Just A Good Thing
So today my small team of Marines and I went out on a mission, you know like any other day, not expecting really anything to happen. Oh well nothing did happen, but we stopped at a tribal leaders house to gather some intel about some 'stuff'. And of course this Iraqi man being in the position that he is, loves the Marines and the things we do for them. so he offered us some food and we gladly accepted. I was quite amazed at the quanity and quality of food he brought us. It was an out of this world experience... well of course for being in Iraq. The point that i am getting at in this is that this man gave us all this food without any hesitation had it preparred and to us we ate. It was amazing!! I guess Iraq this time around wasnt a bad choice.....

Just Ask Me For The Code
I JUST GOT THIS MESSAGE PLEASE PASS IT ON THIS IS NOT A JOKE TO PLAY WITH ESPECIALLY FOR WOMEN'S LIVES ARE AT STEAK! MY FRIEND SENT ME THIS BULLETIN pachecomb Bulletin:Bulletin: Police Warning to Online Members State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, DO NOT REPLY. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far.This is not a joke! Please send (repost of original by '^ ^BeAuTiFuL PuRe A

Just Kiss Me
Stop talking Just kiss me I want to feel your lips against mine and let your hand run through my messy hair. I want you to hold me like you always do. And let me feel safe in your arms. Just quit delaying and kiss me.

Just Do It
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Just Something !
hey nice pepole! my name is Magga..! sorry if I dont awnser you gays im not good at this :D but its awsome nice to get to know all these píps :D just whanet to say thanks for all the welcomes :D kisses and hugs maggie :***

Just And Old Post
I stand alone in the evening mist and stare into the night. Whispered images of loves shining beauty come to me. Like soft spoken dreams. They float in and out of my sight. I reach into the midnight longing. Wishing for just one touch. Just one breath. Just one moment of loves warming glow. With the wish of the evening breeze the mist parts and fades. Drifts up into the night sky. To heights that my heart can never go. At my feet.... a single orchid. Violet arms stretched forth. Longing for my embrace. I pluck it from the ground. Slowly closer to me for it's beauty in a scented kiss. Such a perfect symbol of elegance and grace. Winds lift. Flowers turn. Colors change. As it fades to dust and crumbles to the ground. Sorrows ashes lay before me. Hate me. Mark loves solemn grave. I weep. Ever softly. For a heart that may never be found. My tears touch ash and ember. Through the grey... loves colors shine. Even in my lost hearts precious grief hope spreads it wings to fly. Thr

Just An Ear Would Be Nice
these later days, I feel as if i'm on the brink of tears. I've had way to many changes in my life, and many other obstacles that have landed in my path. I feel as if I am fighting a losing battle, for every time I think things may be looking up, I get another heart shattering blow. how much can one take, before it kills them? I'm lost, brokenhearted, and teary eyed. the question is, does he care enough to notice, that i'm dying on the inside? I feel as if i'm on my last thread, and this tread is so weak, its amazing that I'm still alive and kicking. what is one to do, when they feel so alone at night, even though, the person they love is laying by there side? how is one to stand up and face another day, when all they want to do is hide away and cry? my tears will fade away in time, but what about my heart? where is the love I need? thanks for you time Lost in a web of shattered pieces

Just Thoughts
A waterfall in its beauty Glistens in the sunlight But as night time beckons Becomes dark and mysterious What could this waterfall Do to catch my eye My heart yearns to be The running water passing Through it, so peaceful, Pretty and Free. Then as nightfall comes The mood changes It is dark, a bit spooky To listen to the sounds All Alone. With the sounds of the water Trickling down I am All Alone With my thoughts As the sun has gone away.

Just A Music Video
I'm not quite sure why, but I've been drawn into this song. I can't get it out of my head. I just really like the lyrics I guess. And the dude has a somewhat decent voice, for this type of music. Song lyrics | Stop And Stare lyrics

Just A Little Info For You
I just wanted to take a minute and let you all know that i havent been around much since ive got this new job. Its a full time job this time...WHOOT!!!!! Something i really needed. I do miss all my friends terribly and try to get on when i can...usually a little at night and on the weekends!!! One of the things ive changed is the numbering of my friends and family, not for any reason other than i dont believe in puttin a number on them....if you really talk to me and know me...you know how i feel about you and i dont need to put a number on you, cause the number i give you may not be how i feel anyway!! So Please dont take it to heart that your not a number anymore...if you are on my friends.... and family list especially, you know how i feel!! So yea i guess im making some changes in my life, but they are changes i need to make, just know i love you all dearly and will be here when i can ... just as before!! and if you cant get me here, then you know other ways to

Just Stuff
Well, a dear old friend of mine invited me to Fubar!! I already have a myspace and facebook...however, I always found Facebook to be a little boring because you can't decorate it. Myspace is fun because you can! I'm now finding more and more stuff I can do on fubar...including the decorating!! And the 24 hour "bouncers" who answer any an all questions that we have to get us through the learning process!! I love that!! Myspace doesn't have anything like that!! Sharry, if you read this, thanks for inviting me to Fubar!!! It should prove to be fun and a good way for us to be in touch!!

Just Ranting
Well, I'm Just Going To Rant/Vent ... I Know Alot Of People At Varied Times Feel As If The Weight Of The World Rests On The Shoulders This Usually Is'nt Too Far From The Truth, The Weight Of Their World Usually Is .. I'm The Strong Type I Keep My Shit Bottled Up I Don't Show Weakness Or What Others May Percieve As Weakness Alot Of People Turn To Me For Strength But Any More, I Just Can't Find That Strength. I'm Just A Little Lost I Guess I Usually Am A Kick Ass Guy But Lately, I See My Self As A Massive Douche Bag Showing Resintment, Hatred, Distrust and More I Now Really See My Self At Being A Crappy Boyfriend, Grand Son, A Son, A Brother, A Uncle and A Friend. I've Just Got Some Shit On My Plate That's Hard For Me To Swallow. I've Been Eating It For Awhile Now and I'm Sick Of It. So I'm Throwing The Plate At The Wall. Screaming Fuck The World At The Top Of My Voice. But I Guess This Could Be Seen As A Character Flaw, But I'm Just Fucking Sick Of

Just Announced In Tmm -- Congrats, Noisecontrol!!
Charts Info Main Genres Apex - Fly Singapore High Mix # 1 in Electronica (highest position was 1). Total songs: 242,993 # 1 in Techno (highest position was 1). Total songs: 15,426 Sub-Genres Black Net # 1 in Drum n Bass (highest position was 1). Total songs: 14,258 Thanks! Glad to be a part of Indie Charts in Techno! #55 Chris Bradley Digital Noise Control http://www.soundclick.com/genres/default.cfm?genre=Electronica http://www.soundclick.com/genres/charts.cfm?Genre=ElectronicaSubgenreID=78 http://www.soundclick.com/genres/charts.cfm?Genre=ElectronicaSubgenreID=72 CONGRATS, NOISE!!! DJ Devine ~Owner @ Texas Music Mania Lounge & Lucky Hearts Chapel~Owned by T-Bone~@ fubar (repost of original by 'noisecontrol - security - sunset lounge' on '2008-10-05 23:02:25')

Just Here
hello~ well it is so nice not to have to run to dr appts all the time. Since radiation is over I have just been laid back. the kids are in school and hubby at work....all is quiet around here most days. Quiet time gives me time to think about the last year of my life. WOW!! it has been rough but I made it and am better because of having cancer. Hard to imagine but true......the true friends I have on here continue to be my friends. Others on here can just take a flying leap!! There are gonna always be rude people who just don't understand everywhere you turn....I just ignore them! I guess what I am trying to say is THANKS to all my FRIENDS...you know who you are! I hope you all have a great day and a wonderful week....catch me if you can...I am here and there these days. ~~smooches~~

Just A Word?
true love One entry found. Main Entry: true·love Listen to the pronunciation of truelove Pronunciation: ..ˈtrü-ˌləv.. Function: noun Date: 14th century : one truly beloved or loving : sweetheart *Yep..there it is...call it magic..or fairy dust...lightening...etc...no games or rules...simple...and straight forward....never gonna settle for anything less....*smirks

Just Out Of Reach
No uncomfortable silence, Just a yearning to be. Unspoken words and pictures, Fantasies in the mind of Happiness, inspiration to create, Lustful pleasures, laughter, And the feeling of being wanted. To hear the voice, To see the smile, To experience, Is nothing more than a dream Just out of reach. But there's nothing stopping me Because I'm trying.

Just A View
Life is hard. No, Life is life. It is not only what you make it, but what you view it as also. I see life from many different angles. I see me spiraling towards madness in a frenzy of despair and hate. I see me sitting high as a King would sit on his throne. I see a familiar woman and turn to chase it...before realizing it is only a shadow. I see...Life. Staring back at me, smiling, frowning. angry, stressed...motivated. By what? I see the threshold that keeps me enclosed in this feeling of madness and despair and I conquer it. I see what is me in Godly form sitting on the throne...only it is not me. I see that shadow...and decide to pursue happiness once again without her. I see...Life. Young, Middle, Old. Embrace it. Love it. Hate it. Remember it. Forget it. Move on.

Just Something
Tis the last rose of summer left blooming alone, > no flower of her kindered is nigh, > to reflect back her blushes or give sigh for sigh, > i'll not leave thee thou lone one to pine on the stem, > sence the lovely are sleeping,go sleep thou with them, > thus kindly i scatter thy leaves o'er the bed,where thy mates of the garden lie sentless and dead, > so soon may i follow when friendships decay, > and from loves shinning circle the gems drop away.

Just A Thought.
A woman has amazing strengths. She can deal with stress and carry heavy burdens. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying. She cries when shes happy and laughs when shes afraid. Her love is unconditional Its fealt from the soul Theres only one thing wrong with her.. she forgets what shes worth!! Take a minute out of your busy day Pass this to every beautiful woman you know remind her that she is unique and just as special to you

Just Gotta Vent A Lil
Stop and think for a second, the most primitave of goals in life are simple. Get a job, get a family, and live happily ever after, correct? No, that couldnt be further from the truth! "Happily ever after" is an illusion instilled in us when we are lil kids, which is cruel! You live your life in this ingnorant bliss of bull! Then, reality socks it to ya! He is sleeping with her, she is banging him, he turns out to be something completley diffrent then what he led on to be, she turns out to be a whore, there are endless possibilities!!! Another hopeless illusion is true unconditional love. Not real!!! There is always a condition, always something there to make the happiness you have within your grasp explode at your fingertips. It's quite disturbing really, something so simple yet so difficult. "There is someone out there for everyone." Yea right, what planet are you from? Here on earth its not the case. You spend your life searching for that one to "complete you" and when find

Just Bored..........
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships. It does mean that you don't have any pro

Just A Survey*
Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like/love? ~ nope, my time couldn't be spent any better with anybody else. . Can you fill this out without lying? ~ yup! . What is the last thing you put in your mouth? ~ ICE CREAM... . Have you ever kissed anyone named C? ~ waaaaaaaaaaaaaah! NO COMMENT! sh*y*t! . What are you doing tonight? ~ sleep! . Name someone who made you laugh today? ~ my brother... . Do you have someone in your life who is always able to make you happy? ~ YUP! . Last person to put their arm around you? ~ my sister... . When was the last time you saw number 6 on your top friends? ~ i don't know... . How late did you stay up last night and why? ~ i didn't sleep last night! . Ever been kissed under fireworks? ~ nope! . Do you believe ex's can be friends? ~ nope! . What was the last thing someone bought for you? ~ i can't remember! . When is your birthday? ~ OCT 21, 1984 . Was yesterday better than today? ~ yes! . C

Just A Few Dirty Jokes I Found Funny
A man and his wife go to their honeymoon hotel for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband, "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied, "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked, "What are you thinking now?" He replied, "It looks as if I did a pretty good job." How are women and tornadoes alike? They both moan like hell when they come, and take the house when they leave There was an elderly man who wanted to make his younger wife pregnant. So, he went to the doctor to have a sperm count done. The doctor told him to take a specimen cup home, fill it, and bring it back the next day. The elderly man came back the next day and the specimen cup was empty and the lid was on it. Doctor: What was the problem? Elderly man: Well, you I tried with my right hand...no

Just One Of Them Days...
Have you ever just woke up and decided "screw my responsibilities"? Those days when you walk to your closet and nothing looks appealing, what does look appealing somehow doesn't fit right (even though it did last week), what you really want to wear is you most comfy pajama pants and a old (4 sizes too big) tee shirt, but sighs.. sadly that won't work a. because its in the laundry you never seemed to get to over the weekend, and b. you wouldn't be caught dead in public in it???? Where you just sit there close your eyes and pray that if you're really praying hard enough the day will speed past the next 8 hours (but we know it doesn't)? sighs.. I'm having that kind of day and damnit it's not even 9 am.. God help me..

Just A Note
Daddy, i know some may thing it sounds silly for a 26 yr old girl to call a man daddy but that is what you are. you came into my life at 16 and when you first started to date mom i hated you because i thought you were going to take her from me. boy was i ever wrong. insted you gave me a little brother and a great parent. i know we may not have always seen eye to eye but in the end you made me into a strong woman who don't stand for anything that isn't right. here it is it's been 3 years since you passed away and it's still hard to talk about it. they say time makes things easier you know i have yet to find proof of that. i still sit in my room and cry and wonder what my life would be like if you were still here today. well i have school work to do so i am going to go.. I love you!!! Love Always & Forever Your Daughter Myra Renee' Vinson

Just Plain Simple
Our Tax System Explained in Beer! By: David R. Kamerschen, Ph.D. Professor of Economics University of Georgia Suppose that every day, ten men go out for beer and the bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this: The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing. The fifth would pay $1. The sixth would pay $3. The seventh would pay $7. The eighth would pay $12. The ninth would pay $18. The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59. So, that's what they decided to do. The ten men drank in the bar every day and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until one day, the owner threw them a curve. 'Since you are all such good customers,' he said, 'I'm going to reduce the cost of your daily beer by $20. 'Drinks for the ten now cost just $80.' The group still wanted to pay their bill the way we pay our taxes so the first four men were unaffected. They would still dri

Just A Few Fakers I Found
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Just My Thoughts....again Lol
Okay I know this is fubar and I know that there a lot of fun loving lemme see ya naked people out there. Woohoo love to all of ya but, I'm not one that will show "that" kind of stuff to just anyone. I believe in having fun don't get me wrong but I will only be doing that with the one I'm with. I know that there are others out there just like me. I just wonder where there hiding... lemme know if you see them. I do know of some. That's why there on my friends list. :) Just my thoughts...

Just An Ambulance Driver
Just an Ambulance Driver Standing in chest deep water, freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits the exposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue could get there to cut her free--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER Comforting a 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lay dead in their bathroom floor--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER On scene at an mva with mom trapped upside down in her car and her dead sons body laying on top of her without a second thought for my own safety i crawl into the wreckage to take C-spine control and calm the frantic lady--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER Called away from my just prepared meal to respond to the middle of B.F.E to a house with no numbers, no porch light on, nobody waiting to signal us in and they bitch because we took too long only to find out the patient left P.O.V ten minutes ago...so we smile and walk away f

Just Thinking
everyday in life is a new day. We all have are own problems in life. Sometimes when we don't think it gets any better things look up, other times it keep going wrong. when you are just stressed out to the limit and nothing is going to go your way. Way you have to look at the good in your life to keep you going. Things always get better might get worse first but always gets better. life is like a guessing game you never know what is going to happen next. Just always remeber that you have friends and family to help you and never give up. that is life and you have to make the best out of it while you are here and don't stress on the little stuff it makes it harder. So stay happy and not so stress remember it always gets better

Just When It Looked Over!!!!
Ok....I had a feeling this was going to happen....but it looks like the Ex is trying her hardest to make me look the bad guy with my sons. A very big mistake to make indeed.....ifit's a battle she wants then it begins RIGHT NOW...... She has to remember that she is not hurting me...it's the boys she is hurting and for that I will never fogive her for.....she has hurt thm too many times in the resent past......NO MORE....The Masters back is well and truly up now

Just A Thought
IF A ROSE MEANS LOVE AND IF A ROSE AND A HEART WERE COMPATIBLE THEN WHY DOES THE ROSE HAVE THORNS? MAYBE TO PROTECT ITS SELF OR IS IT TO HURT THE HEART .THERES NOT AN ANSWER JUST A THOUGHT IS ALL..

Just Got Some Good News
I received a phone call this evening from an art gallery in Columbus. This was a short phone interview, they will be calling me next week to set up an interview at the gallery next month! The gentleman I spoke with did say that this is long term; the gallery sells to places and people all over the world. This could be my dream come true and the only thing that could make it perfect -- would be for Roo and I to end our hiatus and get back to our life together. All I need to do is stop giving away finished pieces and start making a portfolio. Have a great weekend! Stace

Just Being Me.
Meeting someone new makes me nervous. I have talked to someone for a few weeks, on the phone, and chatting on IM. We have talked about everything from the past to the present to the future. Will we have anything to say once we meet? It is a great feeling to talk to someone into the wee hours of the morning several nights in a row. With this person there are no uncomfortable silent moments. I felt complete comfort from the time I first heard his voice on the phone, and I look forward to having that same comfort when I meet him. To my mystery man where ever you might be (you know who you are).. XOXO.

Just Startin'
Hey everyone, looking forward to findin some great people on here. Looks like a pretty good site! If anyone feels like sayin hi or a chat or whatever, let me know n I'll say hi back. Especially if you wanna talk about music, coz that's my biggest passion!

Just Thoughts
i honestly dont know what to do. i want to move after the situation with my parents. i am 20 years old and still living at home. its okay, but i wanna start somewhere new. its been crazy running around Nebraska when im not even near home and i want to go back. which i plan on it in December. hopefully explore a lil on the way there. THANK YOU to everyone who has talked to me about the shit that has been going on the last week i really appreciate it a TONS! what in the hell do you do when u really like someone? you tell them well duh i did that! and it had a good out come im just scared of what could happen

Just A Thought
1 ·I'm voting Democrat because I believe the government will do a better job of spending the money I earn than I would. 2 ·I'm voting Democrat because freedom of speech is fine as long as nobody is offended by it. 3 ·I'm voting Democrat because when we pull out of Iraq I trust that the bad guys will stop what they're doing because they now think we're good people. 4 ·I'm voting Democrat because I believe that people who can't tell us if it will rain on Friday CAN tell us that the polar ice caps will melt away in ten years if I don't start driving a Prius. 5 ·I'm voting Democrat because I'm not concerned about the slaughter of millions of babies so long as we keep all death row inmates alive. 6 ·I'm voting Democrat because I believe that business should not be allowed to make profits for themselves. They need to break even and give the rest away to the government for redistribution as THEY see fit. 7 I'm voting Democrat because I believe three or four pointy headed eli

Just When I Thought I Knew {rispetto}
lambent serpents all intertwinedforbidden love beneath the moona chance taboo does slip one's mind once bitten are relieved too soonardent blood stains their sultry skinin peace freed like a firing pindying blissfully there aglowtogether alone free to go

Just A Few
can you please help me!! i need 25,000 pic comments to get an auto 11 bling!! there is no time limit so please help!! I am willing to pay 15K fubucks for every 100 comments! All i ask is you message me when you are done!! Thanks!

Just Another Freak Tale
OH ITZ ON NOW,FUCCIN SHIT YOU CRAZY ACTIN LIKE YOU DONT THINK ABOUT THIZ,CUZ CHOCOLATE ALL IN YA FACE GETTIN YA PUSSY MOIST NOT WET CUZ YA ISNT THERE YET I WHISPER IN YA EAR SWEET,NAUGHTY,PERVERTED SHIT IN YA EAR CUZ I WANT YOU WETTER IT FEELZ GOOD WHEN YA THAT WET CUZ MY THICC DICC SLIDEZ IN SMOOTHER,INCH BY INCH DAMN THAT SHIT FELT REAL GOOD,DONT IT??? I WOULD WHISPER THAT IN YA EAR CUZ IM IN THAT MISSIONARY POSITION BABY,WIT CLOTHEZ ON AND YA JUST FEEL THE BULGE OUT MY PANTZ MMMMMMMMMM.........YEA I FEEL THAT PUSSY BEAT 2 A MARCH SWEET TASTING PUSSY ON MY MIND BUT THE TEASE OF THE MOMENT IS GREATER FOR YOU I LOVE A TEASE THAT CAN GET TEASED BACC OOOOHHHH THAT SOUNDZ REAL GOOD JUST TALKIN ABOUT IT PUSSY IZ NEVER THE SAME SO IM EXCITED 2 SEE YOURZ LIPZ POKIN OUT LIKE SHE POUTIN ABOUT WHAT I SAID BUT IT JUST POUTZ OUT CUZ IT KNOWZ IM A FREAK THAT LOVEZ 2 PLEASE IT LOVEZ 2 SEE MY LONG FINGERZ POKE ITZ BUSINEZZ IN BETWEEN SOME MORE CLOTHEZ COME OFF AND YA WONDER WHATZ NEXT

Just Rambling
Love is but a burning fire, the distance between us only increases our desire." I don't need a friend that changes when I change, nods when I nod; my shadow does that much better. Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are. There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It's caused by the absence of you. If distance were measured in terms of the heart we'd never be more than a minute apart. If you love life, life will love you. Our truest life is when we are in our dreams awake. People know you for what you've done, not for what you plan to do. Destiny isn't luck, it's something to achieve. The only thing permanent is change, if you don't change you aren't living. Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. If I had a single flower for every time I thin

Just Venting
I really don't understand my ex... He is just a very cruel person. He loves to play these little mind games.. I haven't been with him in over 7 yrs and yet he still does these stupid things to try to get to me...I'm a strong woman and he can't break me down.. He is finally involved with someone and yet still being a jerk...I don't go out of my way to try to make him unhappy or even bring up all his past mistakes but it seems like that's all he wants to do..Who hasn't made mistakes? I've learned from them and they shaped me into who I am today...

Just Hold Me
Not many have ever known and if I tell - who would believe? There's nothing I can call my own not even the things I have achieved. It's always better that way All that is aching inside It's better for it to stay - covered up with hurt's pride. All in good time I will open the gate of this little heart of mine in a moment of fate. For a soul that's been torn and a heart controlled by other there's not much you can do But to hold me in your arms.

Just Drinkin And Thinkin
well im sttin here thinkin, not shit but im drinkin, chillin in this room, and i feel like im sinkin, forever or never, disect the indevor, so many fallin victim, but i am to clever, divide the juggular, it'll make you feel better, im kissin on ya neck, and it'll make ya pussy wetter, i set her, down and we kiss and rub some more, the next thing you know, got carpet burn from fuckin on the floor, maybe she a whore, but who am i to judge, im a house set in stone, fuck it i won't budge, i been here for many years, drinkin liquor chuggin beers, i already died once, so i live with no fears, if imma get shot, the muthafucka better kill me, and all the real juggalos, fuck it i know you feel me, cuz even if we die, the lotus will bring us back, and we carryin an ax, split you like train tracks, ugh, im to ill to be sane, so i really need help, cuz im to dangerous with a brain, blood stain, like the shit up in ya vains, your heart and soul bleeds out, and

Just Wondering
Who might still believe... As in priorities, caring, living well, putting the needs of others first, random acts of kindness, life outside of your own little world and how you affect it. Things are changing everywhere and so very quickly. Yesterday, I found out that so many more may lose their jobs. People with young children, some caring for aging parents, others who were barely making it in the first place, but they did their best. Others are struggling with heath concerns, but are caught in the middle. They make just enough to not qualify for any assistance yet can barely afford their basic needs even with three jobs. The political environment is turblent at best. Our grandkids will be reading about how messed up things are when they are in high school someday. The govenment no longer fears its people. Drug use, drinking to escape, kids living and dying on the street or having babies are all at all time highs. The parents who choose medication to help them behave are

Just Gotta Say
I really hate my neighbors they are ignorant assholes that shouldnt be allowed to breed! they park in my parking spot across from the house every damn day. im sick n tired of parking behind him across from HIS house. makes no fukkin sense.

Just Settlin' In!
Okay, so I'm new here to fubar (gotta love the name), so I'm just flippin' around tryin' out this and that and the other. Looks like there's tons of cool people here, so I hope to get to know lots of 'em! Yep, I'm married, happily, so if ya wanna hollar stupid stuff at me, guys, go find someone else to do it to. If ya just wanna chat and really get to know me, that's cool. Ladies, gimme a hollar and lets get to know each other! I'm not up for drama or stupid shit, just bein' friendly and havin' lots of fun! I'm lookin' forward to seein' what all kinds of cool stuff you can do on here. I'm sure there's tons to figure out and play around with. Anyone with suggestions, throw 'em at me! I'm really laid back and easy to get along with. I may not be on here THAT often, as I'm pretty busy with my business with For Your Pleasure, and trying to get my new business off and running with Premier Designs jewelry. I love the companies and the products are just AWESOME! Best busine

Just How I See It!!!!!
This venting brought to you by the one and only "LOBOSHEWOLF".. "LOBOSHEWOLF"@ fubar As we all know they could care less about what any of us think or want how many times have we been told this is"there site" even if it is all of us that make this site without us what would they have ..I still think if every one would just stop spending money for VIPs , HHs and all the other BS stuff we have or do pay for maybe then they may stop to think we matter, but the "suck ups" won't take a stand and it would take all not just a few to make them care "loss of money" .. I do not come here as much as I did .. and you know what? No one noticed !! All I get in my shout box is" will you" "can you" or do you cam LOL... Hell I was working my ass off on here for over damn near 2 years and am not even to godmother then I see newbies that have been here for less than 3 mos pass me and does that piss me off? NO!! why because I feel sorry for them that this is all the life they have & have

Just Rate (jade&jaksonsmom~25 To Life~club Mystic~owned By Gaigeandmorgynsmom~owner Of Agem4life & I Am Back )
Just Rate Please. She needs to have the most rates to win. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=548838&albumid=1260998&i=3369269541

Just A Dream
Somebody help me, My life is over, I'm falling, Down.........., Into a deep dark pit, As I'm nearing the, Bottom I can hear, Snakes, crocodiles,alligators, Scorpions and all sorts of, Ugly squirmy things, Oh wait, %0

Just One...
For just one night I put all my fears aside For just one moment One touch of yours Will make my life complete. Just to feel you in my arms Stirs up such imagination Intensification, Setting deep in my soul. To feel your lips upon mine~ Your warm breath brings Magnification Of something unreal. For just one moment I'll give you my life~ Every thought, every action brings Justification To who I really am.

Just Made Myself Feel Better
Ok I was on myspace, I know hersey! But I went to one of my ex's page and seen her wedding photos.....OMG Her husband is like 60!! I shit you not.....I found that quite funny....hehe Look it made me feel a little better about myself is all.

Just A Fantasy
i couldnt move anything except my eyes. i was bound hand and foot with coils upon coils of heavy rope that secured me to an old swamp oak. the rope concealed my body from my toes to my neck leaving only my head free to look out over the small bayou where our rented boat awaited the end of our day. to keep my head from moving my master had his hands on my cheeks forcing me to gaze directly into his blue eyes. Kat Kat: you once swore that you would do anything to prove your devotion to me he said i wonder if you meant what you said yes master i meant it i would do anything you are my life. we are going to test that today. i would have shivered if i could have moved but the rope did not let me. my master uncoiled some of the rope loosening the area around my pussy i was bare under the rop. he quickly opend his fly to pull out his dick and offer me a standing fuck.the angle of his dick teases my pussy when it enters me in that position. but my masters intent was to please only himself a

Just Things That Piss Me Off The Most.
Well I hate being lied to by people who say that they wanna be friends and then turn around and no where to be found when u wanna hang out. I like to meet new people that are true to their words. I hate my soon to be ex-husband for everything that he has done to me and my son. He is the reason that I don’t trust many people. To my closest friends whom have known me for years say that I’m the best friend you could ever have. I would give the shirt off my back to you if u need it. I bend over backwards to help anyone out if its in my means. I’m a great listener and I try to offer some type of advice if I am able to. I don’t gossip behind people’s back because it will only come and bite me in the ass later. So I guess you could say that I’m a blunt person. I speak whats on my mind at that point in time. I’m just sick of things going wrong all the time its unreal. I hate making plans with people and either they get canceled or a no show w/ no calls to explain the reason behind it. Ok done

Just Something To Think About...
just something to think about... CAN MUSLIMS BE GOOD AMERICANS? This is very interesting and we all need to read it from start to Finish and send it on to anyone who will read it. Maybe this is why our American Muslims are so quiet and not speaking out about any atrocities. Can a good Muslim be a good American? This question was forwarded to a friend who worked in Saudi Arabia for 20 years. The following is his reply: Theologically - no . . . Because his allegiance is to Allah, The moon God of Arabia Religiously - no. .. . Because no other religion is accepted by His Allah except Islam (Quran, 2:256)(Koran) Scripturally - no. . . Because his allegiance is to the five Pillars of Islam and the Quran. Geographically - no . Because his allegiance is to Me

Just Clearing My Thoughts
I sit here now wondering why Lost and alone looking into the now dark sky Once we were together in an eternal embrace Vulnerable and lost I now feel alone in this place Empty and shattered has become my heart Yearning for your touch and wondering did I do my part One little thing was all that I ask Undone and gone now, I guess it was too much that one little task Keeping you forever in my heart, Shawn

Just A Deep Loving Kiss
I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes on Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips, my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one perfect person intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just a deep, loving kiss! WITCHYS WIKKED GRAPHIX

Just A Little Rant.......
I received an e-mail that kinda got my ranting juices flowing. Mind you, it's not an angry rant. It is merely a rant to show the other side of the argument. So, I played Devil's Advocate (pardon the pun). > > > > > > > > > > Only Two Defining Forces Have Ever > Offered > > To Die For You. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > 1. Jesus Christ > > > > > 2. U. S. Service Man > > > > > One Died For Your Soul, The Other Died > For > > Your Freedom. > > > > > > > > > > > This will make you re-think: A Trivia > > question in Sunday > > > > > School: > > > > > How long is the beast allowed to have > > authority in > > > > > Revelations? > > > > > > > > > > Revelations Chapter 13 tells us it is > 42 > > months, and you > > > > > know what that is. > > > > > Almost a four-year term of a > Presidency. > > > > > > > > > > All I can say is 'Lord, Have mercy > on > > us!' > > > > > > > > > > According to The Book of Revelations > the > > anti-Christ is:

Just Grow Up
I'M SO TIRED OF YOU FAKE ASS FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU HAVE A DAMN PROBLEM WITH ME COME SAY SOMETHING TO ME DON'T GO TALKING SHIT TO OTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!! ANOTHER THING I'M DONE WITH EVERYONES DAMN LIES PEOPLE NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP REAL FAST!!!!!!!!!!!

Just For You
Here is another one just for you, don`t know what it is that you do. When i think of you i smile, she has her own special little style. Yes I do notice when you are not around, and sometimes you make me feel like a clown. I told them how your eyes are hazel, forgot to tell about your cute little navel. And how you dance around the room, even do it sometimes with a broom. She even likes to sing her favorite song, when i know it i will sing along. Very independent, has her own place, she likes to have a lot of space. We stay up at night and play games, tells me about her friends, cant remember all their names. She wears glasses so she can see, doesn`t know what she means to me. Sometimes I think she is on her own cloud, and yes she can be somewhat loud. Talked to her on the phone the other day, asked me if i can come over and play. Oh yeah and bring over a friend, it was just me and her in the end. Brought her a book she can read, already has everything that she needs. Well maybe not rea

Just Something I Wrote
i woke up this morning and it felt like the sky was fall all around me . i felt as if i was slowing dieing on the inside,nothing makes since anymore the hurt has became to much for me. i am falling in to darkness the light is gone. the turst i wants has is no more i am all alone to walk the path of unknowen. i will hide in the shadows for no one can see the pain in side that i try to hide. the rain will no longer be able to hide the tears that falls from my eyes. my soul cries out for help but knows that no one will hear for my soulmate is gone he is no longer here. if only i could find that one that can pull me back into the light and make my heart whole for i no longer have to walk the path of unkowen alone.

Just Some Lyrics That I Can Relate To...
There must be something In the way I feel That she dont want me to feel The stare she bares cut me I dont care You see so what if I bleed I could never change Just what I feel My face will never show What is not real A mountain never seems to have The need to speak A look that shares so many seek The sweetest feeling I got from you The things I said to you were true I could never change Just what I feel My face will never show What is not real I could have lied Im such a fool My eyes could never never never Keep their cool Showed her and I told her how She struck me but Im fucked up now But now shes gone yes shes gone away A soulful song That would not stay You see she hides cause she is scared But I dont care I wont be spared I could have lied Im such a fool My eyes could never never never Keep their cool Showed her and I told her how She struck me but Im fucked up now I could have lied Im such a fool My eyes could never never never

Just Kinda Bored
I've noticed.. numerous contradictions in people. for instance: I try not to judge people I don't know. ok I don't judge.. period. I can't don't have the room to because I by no means am perfect. I have been told .. by numerous people its "great" that they can confide in me and talk to me without the fear of being judged. I think that's cool .. all I say is "where do I have the right to judge you?" "ugly" I don't like that word. Its, not cool. I mean ok I'm not the fucking beauty queen.. but I consider myself to be average & I have other points that make me pretty. Personality, sense of humor, etc. I don't call people ugly, I don't rate people poorly, I always have something good to say (unless you constantly hit on me) I took down my nudes, some may say I'm ashamed. No just stopped doing that portion of my life, so I took them down. Doesn't mean I'm ashamed or scared cuz to be honest people in my life have seen these pictures already. Bullies, I don't get internet f

Just A Joke - All About Women :)
An eighteen-year-old boy was drinking in a bar. He says to a older man sitting next to him, "I want to learn all about women. What do you call that little magic button in a woman's slit?" The older man says, "A clitoris." The boy asks, "What's the brown part around the nipples?" The older man replies, "That's the areola." "Wow, you know everything," the boy said. "How about that smooth patch of skin between a woman's pussy and her asshole?" The older man thought for a moment, then answered, "I don't recall the scientific name. But most of the fellas around here call it a chin rest."

Just A Few Words Here.
When you assume, you make an "Ass" out of you and "Me", lol. So true, so true!! One of my new friends on here tonight, asked me why I put the wrong age on my profile. And I was like, WTF? It says 31, I am 31. Hahahaha, I don't think I'm ever gonna look my age, or act it either, lol. Im really tired, and haven't gotten that much sleep in the past week or so. And it's now almost 12:30 am, and I'm up farting around on here with no good reason!! GO TO BED MELISSA! It took me 2 days to get the damned layout the way I wanted it on my page, so far. And I'm still not done with it yet. I'm picky!! I think I'll write a poem called "Goofy's regimen". I just made that up. It's amazing what kinds of crazy thoughts come into your head when you're suffering from severe sleep deprivation. I bought 2 of the most awesome sweatshirts tonight at the mall, for 15 bucks a piece. They were on clearance, marked down from 50 bucks each!! I've been wanting them for months, but refused to pay the

Just One Rate That's All For A Friend Please (please Repost)
JUST ONE RATE IS NEEDED FOR A FRIEND DJ SIZZLE OWNER OF BABY DOLLS F/G TO LOWSPOT AND FU OWNED BY JAK! IF YOU COULD JUST STOP BY AND GIVE HER A RATE AND ALSO LEAVE A COMMENT THERE SAYING YOU HAVE THAT WOULD BY GREAT AND MUCH APPRECIATED! WHILE YOU'RE THERE PLEASE SHOW THE HOSTESS SOME LOVE R/F/A HER IF SHE'S NOT ON YOUR LIST! THANKS SO MUCH!!! ~ * Sweet Serenity * ~ Queen of Hearts Owned by ~ * tnkergr101 * ~ ************************************This Pimp Out Brought to you by:◊ SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ ASSISTANT RECRUITER FOR THE GRD BOMBSQUAD◊

Just Me
I am just me, I make mistakes. I am human. I say things I don't mean, I fly off the handle at every chance I get. I mess up. I jump to conclusions, I fear the worst. I am scared and lonely. I am afraid of losing people I love. And yes I tend to do things that would make them leave. Did I mention I was only human, born to make mistakes? I wear my heart on my sleeve. My feelings get hurt more times than not. I hurt people, I make matters worse. I do stupid things, I say stupid things. I act stupid. I am just me. I am selfish. I want people to do things or say things that I would do or say to them. But they don't and that makes me mad. Yes it is not rational for me to get mad. I want to feel important I want to feel loved. I want someone to go out of their way for me. I want my cake and I want to eat it too. I make people mad, people that I love, slowly pushing them farther and farther away from me. I guess one day when I lose them I will learn to keep my mouth shut or at least think befo

Just A Few Thoughts Of Her
My thoughts are of her.. She has come back. Back only to remind me of what love is all about, and how reality is only what we have surrounded ourselves with clouding everything we see before us. We no not what is real only what we want, only what seems to make us happy even if only for today. In and out of time she lets herself be known to me. Seen only to me. I take a step back and ponder the things that could have been or could be. One must not look past the surface if they are not willing to accept or make the changes it takes to bring her to flesh and blood. For you see she is the source, she is pure love and divine energy. The elements beneath our feet, and the air we breathe. The very blood that flows through our veins. This is my soul the essence that is me. She comes in the form of a beautiful woman. A goddess my goddess, one of many. Only a piece of the essence of a woman. I feel very strongly about women being the purest form of art their is. I cherish the beauty

Just So Beautiful
yes it is such a shame he does not get the credit he deserves, no accounting for taste i guess, this song is so beautiful, as in every song he writes, it means something, not just jibberish b.s. When he writes there is ALWAYS a story behind his words

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKER I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers do

Just My Two Cents Worth On Daddy/princess Dynamics
This one is for all those "little girls" looking for the "Daddy Doms" Ladies, At one time [about eight years ago now] I was trying to quell my inner child's need for a loving father figure by finding a Daddy/Princess relationship dynamic. I was in that place when I stumbled on my last hubby. So desperate for this need to be filled, I was willing to set aside his lack of RT experience and hope he would learn and grow as our time together expanded. Of course this was just a dream. I have since learned that if the Dom is not motivated then it just won't happen no matter how many classes you get them, mentors you may find them or links to others you may provide. Since I have had a few years to ponder where I went wrong [oh yes, dear readers, I can be wrong!], I have some suggestions for all the little girls who want to be spoiled princesses with strong Daddy's knees to sit on: A. FIRST FOUR RULES OF THUMB: 1. How does he treat his own CHILDREN? [Esp. his daughters] a.

Just Check It Out
would u? [ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [ ] Slap Me? [ ] Slap me if i asked you to? [ ] Kiss Me? [ ] Let Me Kiss You? [ ] Watch A Movie With Me? [ ] Take Me Out To Dinner? [ ] Take A Shower With Me? [ ] Take Me Home For The Night? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)? [ ] Take Me Anywhere With You? [ ] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [ ] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [ ] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [ ] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [ ] Make me breakfast? [ ] Tickle Me? [ ] Let Me Tickle You? [ ] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [ ] Instant Message Me? [ ] Greet Me In Public? [ ] Hang Out With Me? [ ] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [ ] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [ ] Miss Me? [ ]Think I'm Sexy? [ ] think im cute? [ ] Think I'm Hot? [ ] Think I'm Ok? [ ] Think I'm Ugly? [ ] Want To

Justin Wilson's Hush Puppies
2 c Cornmeal Ground cayenne pepper 1 c Plain flour 2 Eggs, beaten 1 ts Baking powder 1 c Buttermilk 1 ts Salt 1 c Green onion, finely chopped 1/2 ts Soda 2 tb Bacon drippings, hot 1/2 c Parsley, finely chopped 1/2 ts Garlic powder (to taste) Deep fat for frying Combine all dry ingredients. Add eggs, buttermilk, onions, and oil or bacon drippings. Mix well. Drop in deep hot fat by spoonfuls and brown on all sides. Now, I said above that this makes 48, I've never counted, so I don't know for sure. But it sure does make a bunch. The main reason why I said 48 is because the program, MenuMaster, won't let you past that field unless you tell it something. Justin Wilson says, "Hush puppy is an old Southern term that originated after the Civil War. People didn't have enough for themselves to eat let alone feed their dogs, so when the old hounds started barking from hunger, they would throw pieces of fried corn bread to them, yelling, 'Shut up, dog! Hush puppy!"

Just An Update!
Well, it's been forever since I've taken the time to update Rall of you on how things are going. The girls are doing fine. I've been keeping them busy. Tash just finished up fall t-ball and her team lost 2 out of 9 games. She is doing excellent in school, outside of talking a bit much. Lexi is doing good as well. They are both making friends at school and day care. A ton has gone on since I last updated I can't remember it all. I'll do my best to do more blogs for those who care.

Just Thinking
i was thinking about how most Christians are capitalists.. and it seems to me that capitalism and Christianity are actually mutually exclusive belief systems.. i mean, if you actually read the bible, there are lots of passages that are against the propagation of wealth... if you want to read them, try any of the following... im sure there are more, im just too tired to go find the rest of them Matthew 6:19 Matthew 19:21 Luke 12:21 Luke 12:33 Luke 18:22 1 Timothy 6:9-10 Hebrews 13:5 Proverbs 23:4

Just A Little Fyi -
Most of my friends on here know I've been going through a tough time. The worse part is.. I let it all get to me and ended up becoming this depressed person. I'm now trying to get back on my feet and thanks to some help here and there from some dear people.. I am going to be able to do that. If any of you want to know anything more about my situation, just ask. Otherwise know, things are okay right now.

Just Some Private Thoughts
Life was living Hell so I went to sit by the ocean feel the sun burning in my face the wind in my hair and listen to the sound of the waves Now I could feel lucky Lucky to be alive Alive and free Free from everyday problems Problems that makes life difficult Difficult to survive when you`r sick and tired Tired of fighting your everyday wish Wish to lie down and die Die and find peace Peace is to sit by the ocean feel the sunshine burning in my face the wind in my hair and listen to the sound of the waves

Just To Have Some Fun, An Auction
I like to give little gifts to my friends so keeping Fubucks can be a problem lol. I racked my brain to think about how to build my fubucks up and came up with an idea. I have decided to have an auction to give some things that most people like on here and raise fubucks for my self. I am going to offer (1) A one month VIP (2) A Bling Pak of 25 (3) An auto 11 I am going to take bids from today till Thanks giving day. I will post as we go what the highest bid is so if you are interested you can keep up. If at the time of the giving of the prize any of the items on auction is now longer avaliable I will discuss it with the winner and find something of equal value. Please this is a real offer and not just a pitty gift so nothing less than 1,000,000 will even be concidered, I hope you understand. Lets have some fun and see what happens, Just leave your bid here in a comment and every one can see how things are going lol lets have some fun. Any

Just Another Knotch Under My Belt
Just Another Notch ---part 1 Current mood: anxious Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes So I walk into this um store next to my house because I just didn't want to go to the damn Wal-Mart on the other side of town--I don't mind the drive but I just hate the long ass lines and realy hate lots of people in my damn way. Anyway so as i walk in there is this little well she is a very little petete girl working behind the counter um ha yeah she looks good and I'm sure many men have tried to get at her and I think she might even be married so I don't ever try. I bring my items up to the counter and I don't even look her in the eyes because i don't want her thinking that I want her just like the rest of the world. She tried to start a conversation but I just said um yeah bye and left. So I go to my friends house--well he is an ex friend now ha ha. I go to his house and it's like every damn time I go over there to this fools house is going off at the mouth about some damn girl that he

Just Gotr Home From The Emergency Room
THANK-YOU ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR THE BITCHIN AND RIDING MY ASS ABOUT GETTING IN TO SEE THE DOC!! AS IT TURNS OUT YOU ALL WERE RIGHT, SHOULDA GONE LONG TIME AGO! I HAVE TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT TO SEE A SURGEON BOUT THIS HERNIA THAT NEEDS OPERATED ON AND WHEN I KNOW MORE I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT'S UP, AM POSTING THIS BLOG SO THAt I DONT HAVE TO REPEAT THIS ALL SO MANY TIMES OVER TO EVERYONE. AND FOR THOSE READING THIS THAT I DONT KNOW THAT DONT GIVE A F*&K ABOUT THIS ...THANX FOR READING IT ANYWAYS!!!! PAIN PILLZ STARTING TO KICK IN NOW SO AM ENDING THIS LIL BLOG THING!!!!!!! PEACE!!!!!!!! LVE TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HERE IN FU-LAND AND IN MY REAL-LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!! XOXOOXOOXOXOXXOXOXO BECKY

Just Words
Just words I know I have said a lot I know I spoke from my heart I know I spoke what I feel I know I have started to break apart I know you have heard me I know I spoke very clear I know I spoke with purpose I know you had some fear I know when he holds you I know my heart bleeds I know my eyes darken I know when and where this tunnel leads I know it ends with me alone I know he has what I desire I know he gets to kiss your lips I know it ends with my soul on fire I know these are chains I made I know you will pretend you never heard I know you will shut off your heart I know these are Just Words

Just One More Second
to wait the one second before our lips just touch to wait the one second before our hearts beat like one to wait the one second before our souls mixed to become like one to wait just one more second be fore we part is like time stands still and we where as one. for make me breathless kevin 11 07 08

Just Something I Like
~Broken~Wake up to a sunny dayNot a cloud up in the skyAnd then it starts rainMy defenses hit the groundAnd they shatter all aroundSo open and exposedBut I found strength in the struggleFace to face with my troublesWhen your brokenIn a million little piecesAnd you’re trying But you can’t hold on anymoreEvery tear falls down for a reasonDon’t just stop believing in yourselfWhen you’re broken ..Little girl,Don’t be so blueI know what your going throughDon’t let it beat you upHitting walls and getting scarsOnly makes you who you areOnly makes you who you areNo matter how much your heart is achingThere is beauty in the breakingWhen your brokenIn a million little pieces When your trying But you cant hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reasonDon’t just stop believing in yourselfWhen your broken..Better daysAre going to find you once againEvery piece will find it’s placeWhen your broken…

Just A Thought
Why is it that most of us want what we'll never have? Or at least assume we wont? I think the answere is this: Perhaps we want what we percieve as "Unattainable" because .. .. We're sure we wont We're not setting out selves up for failure afraid to reach out and take it Because it's a concept we're scared of, like Love. Love is just a common example I'm using. Maybe that's why, we're setting no standard. No hurt, no disappointment ya' dig?

Just A Fyi For Anyone Who Would Like To Know:
As you can see I am back on Fubar since my back surgery. But I am not fully up to par...my back can only handle so much sitting right now. So while I like to return all the rates everyone gives me. I will sure try to return them back and as soon as I can. Just please bear with me for a little while please. Thank You!! Margarita-Patsy

Just Wait For Me
Just wait for me We said we’d walk together, my darling …come what may If we couldn’t see the path at mid-nigh, or if ever we’d loose the way If the winds were blowing fiercely and our hands slipped free I’ll wait for you, and if I fall behind You’ll wait for me We swore we’d travel, sweet darling …always side by side We’d be there to help each other make it, stride by stride. And even though our stories have unfolded so very differently I’d always wait for you, and when I fell behind You’d wait for me Just wait for me What’s on the road we’re travelling darling … who can say? We’ve known both tears and laughter on our journey night and day We’ve been stopped by swollen waters, we’ve been slowed by fallen trees But I would always wait for you, and when I’d fall behind, You’d wait for me Now we closer to that raging river that blocks our way There’s a time we’ll have to cross it, precious darling, come what may But when we face that sorrow, and the pain of b

Just A Lil Bit About Me
Hi my name is Holly, I'm about to be 25 on the 17th. I have a son who happens to be my pride and joy. I would do anything in the world for him. I also have a significant other named Mike, which I have been with for 3 years now. I'm new to Fubar and would like help to leatn the site so I can understand it better. So anyways if you would like to know more about me hit me up

Just A Song..
I cant remember why we fell apart From something that was so meant to be Forever was the promise in our hearts Now more and more I wonder where you are… Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?) Do you ever wake up reaching out for me Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?) I miss you Still have your picture in a frame I hear your footsteps down the hall I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane How I wish that you would call to say … Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?) Do you ever wake up reaching out for me Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?) I miss you, I miss you, I miss you No more… loneliness and heartache No more… crying myself to sleep No more… wondering about tomorrow Wont you come back to me (come back to me) Ooohhh woo ooo

Just A Small Thank You!
This is just a small token of appreciation to all the Veterans past present and future. Thank you all for serving this wonderful country and keeping all of us free. If any one of you that read this know a vet or know of someone serving this country please thank them for everything the have done or are doing for those of us here on the home front. Thank you once again.

Just Shoot Me
WHY DO MEN ALWAYS THINK U HAVE TIME TO MAKE THEM HAPPY? I MEET NEW PEOPLE ONLINE ALOT AND EVERY TIME FIRST THING I READ WHAT R U WEARING.... I MIGHT BE A HORNYHOUSEWIFE BUT DAMN I AM A HOUSEWIFE... I HAVE THINGS TO DO BESIDES GET U OFF

Just Messin Around
Where am I? How did I get here? What is going on! I try to stand but I am tied to the chair, the rope cuts deeper into my flesh, and I feel the sticky warmth of my blood run down my hand... Oh god... help me, I was hoping it was just a dream... Slowly it all comes back to me, the party, the drinks, too many drinks.. then I see him... Brad? Mike? Why can't I remember...- Wait! What was that? I try to still the chills that are coursing down my spine... footsteps... slow and steady... Its him... he's come back again... I plead silently, please don't kill me! I am not ready to die!! I hear him getting closer... my mind starts racing with the fear of the known. I brace myself, expecting the worse, for the dreaded squeak, squeak, squeak of that horrid cart.. suddenly its not just a sound in my head, its there next to me, and suddenly I scream, Oh God, please, no more, please... though I know my screams are useless, it didn't stop him when he chose one delicate blade after another varying

Just A Poem!
Behind my eyes I softly cry holding this pain so close inside behind my smile I slowly frown as my tears come rushing down a feeling inside I tried to hide suppressed by my deepest fears and I still feel the pain after all of these years Think of what you put me through the tears I cried and feelings that would not subside I trusted you to no end but you betrayed me even as a friend though I still love you and probably always will I blame you for my heart ache and the reason my tears fell I forgive you for the bruises on my heart and my whole world just falling apart but I love you for showing me the meaning in each day and the truth behind the pain you were truly a blessing and the reason my heart sang

Just A Thought
Can anybody explain, why it is, that when we start to have deep feelings for someone, little doubts start to creep in or so it seems!!!. You can go for days being the happiest person on this earth and then…Bang…..one word, one small thing happens and it just seems that all the happiness is forgotten, little uncertainties start to creep back in when really all you need to do is take one very tiny step back, look at what happened or what it was that upset you and then maybe you can see that it was all just a small misunderstanding and that because you only saw one half of what went on and not the part that was given in return and maybe if you did know and did understand that what you are told about the unseen part was in fact true then maybe all the little indecisions would fad and you can see that you are in fact told the truth, that what you thought was just simply a misunderstanding that that person would do anything not to hurt you or abuse the trust you have so rightly put in th

Just Saying
Sometimes I just sit back and watch People come and go in chat of all ages. Though what really gets to me are these women, mostly the younger ones that have no clue as to what they are getting themselves into when they enter into this lifestyle. They can sit there and talk about oh they know this and they know that, or they have read all this stuff on the subject. Well, I can say I am 40, and have been in and out of these kinds of chat room for the past 6 years now. Watching all types of discussions going on about the lifestyle. It wasn't until a year ago when I met Krooze and experienced it most of it real time. I have to say that, there is really nothing out there that can physically, mentally, or emotionally prepare one for what they will experience in this lifestyle. Ppeople can agree or disagree with me, but that is how i feel about it. Just in this past year I have gone through so many emotions that I never experienced in my life before with anyone else. It's all very draining ph

Just A Quiz
Holiday ??? [thanks to CR for this quiz] What is your favorite fall/winter holiday? Halloween [and I was sick for it this year] Turkey or ham for Thanksgiving dinner? BOTH [but I prefer honey baked ham at all occassions] Do you do the carving? Nope. I am still a proud member of the kids table. Where will you be on Thanksgiving Day? Hopefully at TRF Who will you spend the day with? SNAKES Name one thing you are thankful for this year. Will's undying affection Favorite kind of pie? Blueberry, cherry or pumpkin Do you get drunk on holidays? Ha! I rarely drink any time of year. What is your favorite Thanksgiving activity? Passing out Do you like to go shopping on the Friday after T-giving? oh hell no! and I sure as fuck will never do it again no matter who asks! Do you prefer to shop online or in stores? I hate to shop. I am too broke. Do you celebrate Christmas? Winter Solstice? Hannukah? Kwanzaa? Actually none of the above. Do you put u

Just A Poem
"My World" Most would never believe all the many things i must endure here in this simple yet so complicated life i have.Never knowing from one moment to the next, if i am even making a difference at all. I have often wondered just what it is i actually upon this planet for and what is my purpose for living. Guessing it may have to do with trying to always bring people smiles, i dont know. There are so many times i have wanted to just give up and say the hell with it all, but i know i can not do that. For i couldnt handle the way it would make the ones i left behind feel. I always seem to be trying to cheer others up, when deep inside i always feel like both a failure and loser. Knowing i am never going to be one of those all the time happy people. Many questions surround this simple little brai i have and i do not know half the time, just what to do or say. All i can say to anyone on this planet is, WELCOME TO MY WORLD! P.J.Page 11/12/08 10:21pm

Just Things Im Feeling
I know i may only be a simple man from way back off in the woods somewhere, but i can not help how or the way it is i feel. My heart feels as if it is being ripped apart and there's nothing i can do to stop the pain and agony. Many times i feel like i never was meant to be happy in my life, because all i seem to do is bring pain and misery to those i care for and about. Guess is my life plan that was laid out long ago by some higher power than mine. Wishing i only knew the way, to have you understand just how deeply i truly am in love ith you. Knowing now that it is not i who makes you all joyful and alive, but only sad and depressed all the time in this here life. Guess maybe i should go so that everyone can have a better life with me gone, than what they have now while i'm around. All i am good for it seems is to just be a burden to all. This is why i say, may GOD have mercy on this soul of mine. Each day that passes me by, has me thinking about how come i am such a

Just Some Thing Dumb
HOW SMART IS YOUR RIGHT FOOT? You have to try this please, it takes 2 seconds. I could not believe this!!! It is from an orthopedic surgeon............ This will boggle your mind and will keep you trying over and over again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but, you can't. It's pre-programmed in your brain! 1. Without anyone watching you (they will think you are GOOFY......) and while sitting at your desk in front of your computer, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.

Just F*ck Me Already!!!
Dear Men of Fubar, Look, I know you men have it difficult. Women are just about impossible to understand, much less please. In a post-feminist society, you never know exactly what you should be doing. Women are bloody picky, I know we are. It can be scary, too, when women freak out about what appear to be benign issues. And men who do their best to be respectful, female-positive humans, I salute you, I do. But please, please just fuck me already. Honestly, I appreciate your thoughtfulness. I like that you want to take things slow. I can totally get behind the idea of emotional connection, but dearjesusinheaven, FUCK ME. We've done dinner and drinks. We've gone dancing. We've cuddled and watched a movie. I'm wearing a low cut shirt and you've been staring at my breasts all night. Goodgodalmighty, get to it and fuck me. When we get hot and heavy, please take charge. Please, please fuck me. Trust me, I'm not going to just lie still - I'll get involved. But don't make me force you

Just For You
i dont know where to start the way you make me feel is amazing like i am 10 feel tall like i can do anything i thank you for making me feel that way its like you have known me forever yet there has not been mush time thats past what should i think of how you feel i dont know but i dont mind at all i am not going anywhere when we talk its like i am the only one you see and when we talk i smile you make me blush like no one has ever done you do things to me that i wont even put in writing you mean alot to me and for now thats all i can say on that i hope you know who this is about never doubt that we will be anything less than friends and maybe someday more who knows only time will tell until we speak i will think of you later hun

Just In Time For Christmas!!
Okies Boys and Girls..The Silly season is upon us again and Lita Needs to have a Good Christmas which is WHY I've got a SALE Going on at my Clips4Sale store. Wanna OWN Your very own Homemade Amatuer NAUGHTY Videos of BBW Lita Moonsinger...I KNEW You would. Get YOURS At www.clips4sale.com/studio/19912

Just Random Venom
No, this isn't about me relieving stress. Actually it's about how I minimized my stress levels. It's real simple and it helps a lot, doesn't cost anything, in fact it will probably save you money. People...less of them. After dealing with numerous fuckholes in the last four months or so, I decided to cut people out of my life. I think this started around, oh the beginning of October when I dealt with the last of the fuckholes. I decided if I wasn't worth their time, then why should anyone be worth my time? Ever since then, I've had a huge burden lifted from my shoulders. The burden of actually giving a damn about anyone. I've dealt with my last liar, my last whore, my last hypocrite. When I first moved to Muncie over 5 years ago, I was inexperienced. I went through everything with my eyes closed and in turn I made a lote of mistakes. My eyes were opened about four months ago and then shortly after I started seeing reality. I started seeing what I should have seen all of tho

Just Some Things On My Mind
Why are some people sooo freaking ignorant? Why do they jump from one unhappy relationship to a new one without ever taking a look at why the relationship they are in isn't working? Guess what, the problem may not lie within the relationship, but within yourself! No relationship is going to work until you fix the problem with yourself! Why do people rely on others to make them happy? True happiness can only come from yourself, not others! Why are politicians willing to murder babies, but keep criminals alive? Why, at times, do we allow others to stop us from achieving our goals in life? Why do people who are angry, have low self esteem or know they've done something wrong feel the need to try and bring others down by insults and name calling? (Grade school is over try handling things like an adult!) Why do they feel the need to justify themselves like that?

Just A Reminder To Look On The Bright Side....
Well...I’ve finally decided to write one of these...why am I so scared about this? I guess the beautiful sound of the rain is giving me courage or something.... I want you to remember something...well lots of things actually.... I want you to remember to be happy...you and you alone have that power to make yourself happy...no one else truly can...and you CAN be happy....I promise. Remember to dance...hehe you can’t do it well...but its so much fun... Remember the feeling you get every time you write...you love it so much....forget about everything else...it’s your life. Don’t let anyone else dictate it....ever. Remember to laugh...I doubt you could ever forget how to do this. But you never know.....plus I guess I mean...really laugh...true genuine laughter....it’s the next best feeling directly under love. Remember to LOVE. Remember your music. It’s your fuel to a lot of things. Remember your friends...and the good times that have and will be had....especially remember these times whe

Just Some Thoughts
I'm curious.......so tell me. How do you let go of someone you love? Do you just forget them and never speak to them again? Do you remain friends and wish them the best? Could you remain their friend? I believe if you truly love someone that in many ways you never let go of the feelings even if you have to let that person go; that is if you can truly love someone unconditionally. I would always want that person to be happy no matter what path they choose in life, or whom they choose it with. I would speak to them anytime they wanted too. I would always be their friend and would hope for them to be mine. I would always be their by their side and support them. Why because when I love someone it is unconditional. I give my whole heart no matter the risk of it getting broken into a million pieces, with the hopes that someone will come along one day, and love all the pieces that are there as much as I would love them.

Just An Update
Well, folks. It's been quite a while since I've been on here. To the ones that actually know me, yes. I know it's been too long. I've missed you guys too. To those that don't actually know me, I've missed ya'll too. lol I'm still havin' to do stuff on a friend's comp right now til mine gets fixed (again), but at least I'm able to get on every once in a while. I'll talk to you all soon. May the Goddess guide you in light & in love!

Just About Me...updated..lol
All about yourself...the survey.All about yourself...First name?:: JadeMiddle name?:: Like your name?:: YES!Named after anyone?:: dunno..Any nicknames?:: jandy,deded,sugar,shugzAge?:: 34Birthdate?:: August 5, 1974Birthplace?:: PhilippinesTime you were born?:: 0500Current location?:: homeHeight?:: 5ftLike your height?:: 49kgEye color?:: jet blackContacts/glasses?:: huh??lolHair color?:: blackNatural hair color?:: blackDye your hair often?:: not in 5 years nowRighty or lefty?:: rightyYour favorite...Type of music?:: rock, RnBBand or singer?:: bothTV show?:: grey's anatomy,CSIMovie?:: tears of the sun, step up 2, gladiator, braveheart,spiderman,X-men,MI,5th ElementTV channel?:: news?Radio station?:: any..Place to be?:: beach and there's no place like HOME.Thing to do?:: lots..Food?:: oriental Non alcoholic drink?:: coffee n teaAlcoholic drink?:: vodkaAnimal?:: IGUANA but don't have 1 :(Holiday?:: all of holidays..lolSeason?:: summerSport?:: love extreme but haven't tried ..Place to shop?:

Just Talk
It baffles me that on here some of the common rules of being a friend go out the window. That instead of a supposed friend coming to you on here and saying hey I'm mad at you for doing this or that or upset with you, etc, etc...they just block me. Um sorry but in my life if a friend does something to bother me...I talk to them. I tell them what is up and give them the chance to explain themselves. Today I'm going to be taking a closer look at everyone on my family list and removing people I don't think there is trust with. The reason why is cause the last person to block me yesterday was a family member, supposedly a good friend but they couldn't come talk to me and say they were mad? And the worst thing is...they are mad about me not RATING THEM. I even told them why I hadn't. Saturday night and all day Sunday and today...I've been sick. The one side of the back of my throat is so swollen. I mean it sticks about about 1/4 to 1/2 inch more than it should. It hurts just s

Just An Old Fool
JUST AN OLD FOOL I may be just an old fool, but I know your soul has to be free I know you can’t be just for me I know that getting close to anyone is not your goal in life I know you’ll probably never again be a man’s wife I think I know you as well as anyone can do but I don’t think anyone will ever know the real you I don’t think you want to face how you feel you hide within the game, so you don’t have to face what’s real I don’t need a long commitment, it doesn’t have to be just you and me I do want a long term lover that will be there for me to see You say that we can be friends and that’s as far as it can go I say I want to be your main lover, and you say no, no, no To say the word love is strictly against the rules to even think of it, I would be such a fool There’s nothing worse than an old fool, so that’s a place I won’t go sometimes I do have these feelings, but that’s something you can never know You say you have no problem playing with friends

Just Had To Do This!!
YEP!! THEY HAVE AUTO 11'S. THIS IS HOW I SEE IT, OR WHAT I DO... I START HITTING THEIR PICS (MOST HAVE SET UP EZ RATE PICS FOR THE CONVENIENCE) I WILL DO ABOUT 100, IF YOU'RE VIP IT'S NEAR TO IMPOSSIBLE TO RUN OUT OF 10'S AND HEY THAT'S 100 11'S FOR ME! IF I HEAR SOMETHING FROM THEM, I KEEP ON GOING, IF NOT I MOVE ONTO THE NEXT ONE. SO.... FOR TODAY....... (YES, IT'S TRUE) GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar Grlskikass2 MGR. (red team) Regiment Dragon Bombers ~ Taken by ~T~@ fubar ~tat666too~@ fubar Çhrìš†öþhe® ÃKÃ Šçoo†e®R/L Owner & Master of *STGiggles*Shadow Levelers..Scooter bar M.C@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™ ~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~The Pegasus Project~S.B.G~@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~@ fubar IF YA GOT THEM TOO, FEEL FREE TO POST IN MY BLOG. PLEASE DON'T BE RUDE IF YOU ARE NOT MENTIONED ON THIS LIST! IT IS ONLY COMPILED OF ALERTS OR WHAT I'VE SEEN BROWSING AROUND.

Just Waiting
Well it's almost here. I'm counting down the days, hours and seconds until I get to see him again. I freakin' miss him so much it's ridiculous. He doesn't know this but I love him with all of my heart....well....maybe he does. :))

Just My Luck
I ended up with an older woman at a club last night. She looked pretty good for a 60-year-old. In fact, she wasn't too bad at all, and I found myself thinking that she probably had a really hot daughter. We drank a bit, and we had a bit of a snuggle, and she asked if I ever had a 'Sportsman's Double?' 'What's that?' I asked. 'It's a mother and daughter threesome,' she said. 'Oh...' I said as my mind began to embrace the idea, 'No, I haven't.' And I wondered what this daughter of hers might look like. We drank a bit more, then she says with a wink that tonight was 'my lucky night. I went back to her place. We walked in. She put on the hall light and shouted upstairs: 'Mom, you still awake'

Just One Rate Will Do It
Would you please rate this photo for me. If you rate it i will rate 10 of your pics in return. Here's the link to the pic. Just private message me a screen shot showing you rated the pic and I will come and rate 10 of your pics in exchange. If you get others to rate i will rate 10 of theirs and 10 more of yours, if they say in their private message to me that you sent them.

Just A Guys Quiz!
Just a Guys Quiz!!! 1.What's Your Name? X_________________________ 2.How Old Are YOU? X_________________________ 3.Where Do You Live? X_________________________ 4.Whats Your Relationship Status? X_________________________ 5.Are You Gay? X_________________________ If "yes" Don't Continue! 6.Are You Signed Up On a Online Dating Site? X_________________________ 7.If "yes" Then What's The Site Address? X_________________________ 8.Would You Tell Me You Site URL? X_________________________ 9.On that site do you look for girls in your AREA or ANYWHERE? X_________________________ 10.If there was a girl on the site that you started to like, would you talk to her the most? X_________________________ 11.Would You Give her your I.M. Sn? X_________________________ 12.What would be one thing you would ask her? X_________________________ 13.would you talk about sex? X_________________________ 14.What if the Girl as

Just Another Day
well its just the same ol stuff just a different day i am really looking forward to getting on with my move and living it up a little... just not sure i can do it without my daughter..... any thoughts..

Just A Few Words Of Advice......
If a man wants you, NOTHING can keep him AWAY. If he doesn't want you, NOTHING can make him STAY. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition or spirit to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then HELL NO, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant! Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from

Just A Thought
loving someone can be scary as hell..but it can also be a beautiful and wonderful experience.when you love someone.you put effort into that person.. You dont sit back and take it for granted.It shouldnt matter who knows,what they think.Sometimes it just takes a few moments to show someone how you really feel..so ..my thought..if you love someone..take a minute and tell them,or show them.. Its a little time given , to give someone a beautiful feeling.......JUST A THOUGHT

Just Horrible
There's a cousin of mine round at the moment having a chat with my mum, who's her aunt, or something weird and confusing like that. But anyways, the point. I swear on my life this woman has the most horrible voice known to man. Not only that but she shouts pretty much constantly, even when you're about a foot away. I'm upstairs and can hear her still over music. And that's not mentioning the laugh....oh dear lord that laugh. It's horrifying beyond words. But yeah... I had to escape, was getting a headache.

Just A Little Longer
Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, Seems the only thing holding me

Just One Rate For A Friend, & Place A Bit If Interested In Owning Her! Please (please Repost)
JUST ONE RATE IS NEEDED FOR A FRIEND ~Shannerz ♥ My Lil Devil ♥~ IF YOU COULD JUST STOP BY AND GIVE HER A RATE THAT WOULD BE AWESOME! ALSO IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN OWNING HER PLACE A BID WHILE YOU'RE THERE! WHILE YOU'RE THERE PLEASE SHOW THE HOSTESS SOME LOVE R/F/A HER IF SHE'S NOT ON YOUR LIST! THANKS SO MUCH!!! SpizZy™ ************************************This Pimp Out Brought to you by:◊ SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ ASSISTANT RECRUITER FOR THE GRD BOMBSQUAD◊

Just Got Back ....
Got to visit both my girls and g-babies this week...had a blast and cooked our Thanksgiving dinner last night...I am soo happy right now!!!! BUTTTT I missed U ALL and am glad to be back home and will be back on track soon....Will be more online in the morning ...trip has just got me soooo drained, LOL. Thxxx all 4 the sweet shown while I was away!!! ♥ Laura

Just Wrote This Now
“Two Faces” Two faces I have, two faces have I. The one that you knew and the one they thought had died. My flesh it is peeling in ribbons today, Now the new face is gone and the old comes out to play. To me it feels more lifelike, this leathery skin. This mask made of darkness, carved out of sin. Each simple line, each blemish, each scar, Whispers of carnage and dark deeds afar. You see, ages ago I wasn’t a saint. I’m not going to lie about things that I ain’t. As for quite who I was, and what I did in my youth, I’ll keep it all hidden ; you can’t handle the truth. If you look in my eyes you might see a clue. But by then it would be far too late for you. If you think my “new” face is the most evil of things, Don’t look behind me, you might see my wings. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved

Just Complicated Sh*t
When people said life would change when I got older I never really understood what they meant. Now it has flooded me and I am afraid I might not be able to handle it. Love is not how it is in the movies. It is dark nightmare with glimpses of light. I also made promises to myself. That I would never drink till old enough and NEVER smoke but that has blown in my face. I am just a whore and that is all I will ever be. I had found a guy that honestly loved me but I couldnt see it and I played with his heart and things will never be the same between us. I couldnt just tell the guys on here and other various sites that I was madly in love with him and now I fear I may never have his trust again. I am posting this now because this feels like it is my last chance to save what little love he still has for me. I love him more than anything and even though I am not the best at telling him how I feel. I Love him and I dont want anyone else.

Just Me Ranting
alone again Going deeper in my thoughts never seen this side of myself, no i don't pity myself, or feel low i just make sure that i am all there my brain says one thing and my body does another, I have felt the rain on my face and it feels like tears flowing from my eyes so warm and comforting at times. i will not wish it to go away i will only hope it stays to wash my body of the sins i think i might have committed i feel i need to be purified and taken under someones wings to be told how to do it all over again. I miss not knowing how to make myself whole. I want to be heard, touched, controlled, and loved. Is that to much to ask? I cry alot not for the hope someone will pity me but to cleanse my soul. Please don't look down on me just offer a hand and a heart along with a leash and a collar.

Just Dont Know Anymore
Sometimes i feel all alone and think i am better off all by myself i been on my own since i was 13 and been in the military for ten years all together and never had a thanksgiving or Christmas. I been hurt b4 from past ex girl friends now things with my girl friend now is not going to good one week or mo. im happy then the next im not i cant seem to figure out why i get in to my moods where i wanna run and hide i already been hurt in this relainship i caught here kissing a other guy she just meet in his car and read one of her blogs about she had a good time when she went to lunch with him and how good of a kisser he was that just broke my heart and i gave us a chance but heard once a cheater always one she told me it was just a misstake and would not do it again something like that will take some time to gain trust back one of her ex boyfriends keeps hacking her site and sending me everything she writes so i set my fubar page to private so the shit would stop now that i made up an oth

Justice (2 Tankas Together)
Justice (Two Tankas) An eye for an eye? Do not say it! Do not dare If Christ is your King! It is not a Christian law But one of Hammurabi. A gift from Shamash, The Sun God of the Sumer. To whom do you pray? I once heard of a story Where a wise man turned his cheek.

Just For True Friends
this blog is posted for the friends that really wanna know me. i am a single mother of for and i am proud of that. my kids are my life, they are the reason i work so hard and love so strong. anyway back to me..i was married for 18 yrs to a man that wasn't really nice and he tought me about not trusting.. i work at 2 jobs one is a warehouse supervisior and the oter is a dancer and no i do ot give cam lapdances lol. once you get to know me you will realize i am a very passionate and caring person. i came on this site to make new friends and have fun.. i am a true friend to very few because a very few are true friends to me.. i know this blog is boring and right now i don't give a shyit.. wat is funny is they will label this nsfw for the one word i just used lol if you want to be a true friend and have a true friend then let me know and we can talk otherwise i am going to start deleting the one who aren't true friends

Just Let Me
I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT I NEED IF YOU GIVE ME WHAT I WANT I'LL SHOW YOU HOW TO SURVIVE IF YOU TEACH ME HOW TO LIVE FORGIVE LET GO AND GROW I'LL SHOW YOU HOW TO DEVOUR MY LOVE LIKE A SAVAGE TO A BEAST, FUCK MY MIND FROM BEHIND IF YOU UNDERSTAND IT TAKES TIME I'LL SHOW YOU THAT SENSITIVITY AND QUESTIONABLE REALITY CREATE ME IF YOU UNDERSTAND MY COMPLEX CONTROVERSY OF PHILOSOPHY ABOUT SHE I'LL SHOW YOU THAT I'LL ACCEPT I AIN'T SHIT IF YOU MAKE HER BELIEVE SHE CREATED IT CAUTIOUS HER MINDS THICK SSHH SHE CAN'T SHAKE IT I'LL SHOW YOU HOW TO TWIRL MY HAIR THROUGH YOUR FINGERS CARESSING MY INSECURITIES, SECRETLY

Just A Quote That I Found.. && I Liked It..
"I won't hurt you, I won't be like them, I'm not that kind of guy, I'll be better than them." --Translation-- "I will tear you to pieces, Worse than they did, I'm just like the others, Only I'll play you better than them." && Why does this seem to be so [true] most of the time???

Just A Thought
So, maybe I had way too much time on my hands at work today, or perhaps it was the significant lack of sleep I’ve had this holiday week, but it became clearer to me that returning to fubar, is like dating an ex. In the very beginning, you are curious about what has occurred in your absence, what’s new, what’s exciting, how things have been. At first it’s fun, almost exhilarating. While catching up on all that you’ve missed, there is a comfortable familiarity. So, you focus on all that is positive, while you laugh over memories, and reminisce about the past. The moments are enjoyable, and you wonder why you had ever lost touch. Time spent together becomes a habit, and you find yourself sharing time without even planning on it. After a while, it becomes so second nature. In time, you start recognizing peculiarities. Things that once seemed innocuous begin to drive you crazy. The things that they say, the way that they dress, the things that they do, all become so annoy

Just Neeky
now what can I say here...Neeky is a lady i adore...I said that..did I say I am going to marry her?...yes...in time that is what I will do, I asked her already and she will...my God how I love her. It is amazing how you can feel...just the thought of her touch...I will always be there for her...to love and honor her as she deserves to be...to support her, to protect her, to walk beside her...and always desire her...I love you my sweet, you are truly a beutiful person

Just For Fun
Remembering Childhood Joys As adults, we often get so caught up in "grown up" business that we can forget how to have pure fun. This isn’t the kind of fun that comes from doing a specific kind of activity or being in a specific mood for fun. Rather, this is the fun born from the state of pure being. You see this kind of fun in small children who are so busy being fully present to their lives and in their own bodies that the glow of fun radiates from them just because they are alive: the delight that flashes across the eyes of a child who discovers that water flows with the turn of the tap knob or the squeal of pleasure from a young baby whose tongue is being tickled by cold ice cream; then there’s the full, infectious laughter of a child watching the same hat trick for the fiftieth time. Back when we were children, this experience of pure delight didn’t have to come from a heightened, heady event in order for us to feel like our day had been made; and it can be that way for us ag

Just Keep Swimming
It seems that some days are so slow, and some are so fast, yet what happens each day seems to never add up. I keep goin and "just keep swimming" but when will it ever just be how I want it? Will it ever be the way I want it? I feel like i'm busting ass to go nowhere.. somedays I give up, and somedays i'm really productive.. I just keep swimming. It just seems like I take 5 steps forward to go 10 back.. sigh.. I wish that there was something out there that could just move me and motivate me to do what I really want to do in life.. but sometimes it seems so pointless. where are we really going in life? Is this just an endless cirlce of shit? hmm Idk.. i'm just frustrated .. but I just want to say I am thankful for my friends.. without them i'm not sure what the hell i would do.. so thanks Georgia Peach and Crazy_Beautiful.. Don't know what I would do without you.. ♥

Just An Horoscope
Aries Horoscopes (Mar 21 - Apr 19) For the Week of Nov 24th, 2008 -- The thirst for excitement can be so strong that you lose a little bit of self-control this weekend. Impulsive words or actions could break down doors and connect you with someone who rocks your world. But carelessness might rub a sensitive partner the wrong way, so think twice to avoid saying something you'll regret. oh well, there was passion and impulsivity, but also a lot of care, so...

Just A Thinkin' Lol
life is a fight that is a never ending battle that you can't win, you make mistakes, learn to move on, live life everyday like its your last and always try to stay happy and in a good mood, cause life is to short to waste the good things worrying bout the bad.

Just Confused Idk
It always seems like everyone does so much better for themselves and is so much happier when I'm not around, I'm starting to feel like just living in a big dark hole away from the world lol, i know i brought a lot of the drama, anger and hatefulness upon myself but idk i guess im just confused or whatever, just thinking too much i guess anyways......

Just Me Ranting
wtf...? i sit and ask how could she do this i did what i needed to do yet in the end i am the one that got screwed i helped her out the best that i could i tried to help her with things she couldn't do yet here i am sitting wondering what can i do i tried to help her with unpaid bills yet she kicked me out cause it has not came through i paid my rent like i was suppose to yet her light's get shut off and i am the one screwed 2 days she said to get my stuff just two days that's not even enough yet my bills got paid all in time yet here i am running out of time i tried to be a good friend like i was suppose to yet she didn't even care wtf ? i sit and ask yet no answer's will come for i know them all she doesn't care about the way her hurtful words make me feel she never did so i will leave like she asked me to go home to my family at lest there i know i will not be hurt by friends cause what she is doing now a friend would never ever do

Just Want Some!
I wish I could find a good set of real tit's! Just want to have some to hold on those cold winter nites, lay up against in bed at nite, be able to look at when ever I want, and of course play with them when the urge hits! Save the ta ta's!

Just Me
i was trying to sleep tonight but for some reason i couldnt to much shit on the mind so i did something that i havent done lately look to the stars for some answers for a while i didnt see anything but when i turned my head looking for the big dipper i saw something i havent saw since i was 12 or 13 a shooting star couldnt beleave it so i did something i havent done in a hell of a long time wish upon a shooting star not beleaveing i just did that i came back inside so and seat down for a minute and thought to myself i dont know why iam looking for but i sure hope it helps iam tired of the shit that has to travel thourgh my head and the things i have to listen to so has i seat here smokeing myself to death thinking and typeing i can only wonder why on this night of all its cold has shit and iam tired why i looked up towards the stars

Just A Sample Of What I Like....
What do I want? Ill tell you. I want you on your knees legs apart sitting back on your calves waiting for me. It might be a few minutes or it might be an hour or two. Ill be there when I get there. You will be in your white panties and noting more other than your collar. You will be in your living room on your knees head down and hands behind your back. When I arrive I will expect you to remain in that position until I do otherwise with you. Two hours later.. I enter your house walking thru your living room past you as if you weren’t there to the kitchen to get a drink of water. Returning to you I grip your hair in my hand tightly from behind pulling your head up to see my face. Didn’t you know to have a glass of water waiting for me? Didn’t you? Pushing your head back down. I dig in my pockets and find a set of nipple clamps. You like these don’t you? ....Hush.. I didn’t ask you to speak. You could have had them if my water had been waiting. Raise up and stand on your knees! Mo

Just Alone I Go
You use to light up the dark With your unrelenting spark It always put a fire in me You use to say I'm the one The only ray of sun you could touch Without the fear of burning Yeah you use to try to please me Never said this would be easy Just alone I go Before you realize You're the one that is going to lose anyway You just got there now you're leaving Your sweet notes were deceiving Well it ain't over till its over Make my world shut down This comes close I'll have you know Its just a matter of time Just alone I go Before you realize

Just Chat
i am so aggravated everyone automatically assume you are on here to cyber or webcam or to show explicit pics of yourself and if that is what ones choice is then thats fine but damn say more than "hello i am horny what r u doing ? wanna cam ? naughty pics ?" just say hello how was your day anything exciting going on or possibly how is the damn weather . for christ sake this is a site to have fun on not automatic porn or us .. someone just be real and sincere for a change .. i don't wanna fall in love them or have them move to a new state hell i just want a friend to chat with ,, so i have ranted i feel so much better

Just A Thank You.......
THIS PIMPOUT GOES OUT TO A FEW OF MY FRIENDS THAT HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THEIR FOR ME..MY WAY OF SAYING THANK YOU.. CYNDREAMS ~ CynzDreams ~Owned By SouthernOutlawBiker~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar DAWN ¢¾ Dawn ¢¾ Fu-Wifey to Rock Candy-Pegasus Project@ fubar Gottoloveit69 Gottoloveit69~~Chiina Doll~~@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=233400&friend=233400" target=_blank>WendyCaroline#CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER@ fubar Curvaliciousbbw¢â Curvaliciousbbw¢â Cuddle Buddy & Eternal Friend To DarkProf@ fubar EchoAngel¢â ~ EchoAngel¢â ~@ fubar Kellybaby38 Kellybaby38**I Still Belong To Me@ fubar MONA Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT IS BROUGHT TO YOU MY ME.....AND MY WAY OF SAYING THANKS SO PLEASE STOP BY THESE PEOPLE AND F/R/A THEM....

Just A Breakenheart Poem I Wrote
Don't even bother,Your like all the others Don't even worry, You seem to not care Don't even ask it can't be healed, You might not even look Don't even try I know you don't wanna, You just shut me out Don't even show emotions, It came from my heart Don't think,Just take it I speak with my heart but I think this is something that is no longer loved in the world I just wanna learn like the kid's that fall in love with happness I am not like everyone so I don't fit in, So I just get pushed away Because I am not one raced, So sorrow is all I get Please pull the knife from my heart ... My heart is not healing. Within time this place will be forgotten Blown away with the wind I use to call love Please don't ask me..Cause I need longer care Faith is something I can no longer hold on to Life is nothing if I don't have you Hope is no longer something I believe Sadness is all I see ahead of my life All I wanted was for you to love me But now I know you only hate me M

Just A Little About Me...
Hello everyone =) My name is Sasha, i'm 19, and i'm from Mechanicsburg, PA. I currently live w/ one of my older brothers, and my mother. Plus our 4 cats (oldest to youngest) Mitzi, Mimi, Punky, and the newest of the bunch, my little kitten Smokers. I love to have a good time indoors and out. I love sports (football, hockey, baseball, rugby, anything that is a "contact" sport) I've been playing MGSA softball for 14years now as a 3rd base-girl. I love animals (especially the Wolf) and I enjoy every minute i have with my pets (or "family" as i call them) I am currently working towards becoming a carpenter (or if someone wants to hire me as their secretary that works as well!) I have 5 tattoos (left thigh, back, wrists and chest), and nine piercings (ears, eyebrow, tongue, nips) If you have any questions, feel free to ask!

Just Dance
Oh, Red Wine Convict Gaga I've had a little bit too much All of the people start to rush. (Start to rush by) Caught in a twisted dance, can't find my drink, oh man. Where are my keys? I lost my phone. What's go-ing out on the floor? I love this record baby, but I can't see straight anymore. Keep it cool- what's the name of this club? I can't remember but it's alright, alright. [Chorus:] Just dance. Gunna be okay. Da-doo-doo-doo Just dance. Spin that record, babe. Da-doo-doo-doo Just dance. Gunna be okay. Duh-duh-duh-duh Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance. Wish I could shut my playboy mouth. How'd I turn my shirt inside out? (Inside out, babe) Control your poison babe Roses have thorns they say. And we're all gettin' hosed tonight. What's go-ing out on the floor? I love this record, baby, but I can't see straight anymore. Keep it cool what's the name of this club? I can't remember but it's alright, alright. [Chorus] When I come through on the danc

Just Some Background Info.
Live Today Like Tomorrow Will NEVER Exist. [Just some background information] - Please, don't pity me, or tell me how sorry you are. It tends to get extremely annoying. - I am doing this to help others understand, so I don't have to explain all the time. So recently I found out I had this disorder. It's called Syringomyelia. [Seer.ingo.my.eel.eea] Yeah, big big big word. Hard as hell to pronounce. Its just a fancy word for saying "a cyst in the spinal cord." [[Yes.. I have a cyst in my spinal cord.]] How did it happen?? It could be caused by Chiari [Key.are.ee] Malformation. Thats just a fancy word saying "the base of your brain goes lower than it should." Because of the base of your skull [the bone] being where it is, it causes the brain to put pressure on your spinal cord, blocking the flow of spinal fluid. The fluid builds up and causes a cyst. This cyst grows over time, and as it does it eats away the nerves and center of the spinal cord, causing [all o

Just To Let Ya Know
I will try to be on as much as i can. This is the time of year i am working a real lot. I am a floral designer and we are crazy with orders for parties and just plan x-mas . I try to sneak on at work when the boss is not there so shhhhhhhhhh dont tell,,,lol The hours will become more as the holiday gets closer . I some times leave my pc on so if i dont get back to you that means i am not really here . Sorry to those that think i am trying to forget them . But i need to do what i need to for my family . Thanks guys

Just Thinking
I was just wondering about the FuProposal feature. I was informed it cost $100 to accept and poof then you are FuMarried....Well I seem to like the 'old way' lol FREE on the Fu....Now I can tell you what to do If ya really like to spend big $$$ here on the Fu....For the same amount as a FuProposal you can buy me a Happy Hour lol.. It was just a thought lol

Justifiable?
Have you ever had the urge to severely maim someone you haven't met? I'm not talking just saying it...I know a lot of mummers would claim they would be ecstatic for the chance to do it to idiotic mumm posters. I'm talking...seriously wishing to do bodily harm to them? Not just joking, playing around, or trying to get a rise out of someone...but honestly, truly, DESIRING to hurt them..badly. There is this one nameless moron most of us know. I'll keep his name out of it, but...I honestly wish I could go pay him a visit. I am far from an angry person, and I'm as pacifistic as Ghandi, however I truly desire to inflict severe harm to this individual. He has said and done horrendous things to some of my lady friends on here...and the one thing that will get my blood boiling is someone harming one of my female friends...or even a female I do not know. The one instance where I will ever raise a hand to another human being is to protect a woman. This...asshole (for lack of a more appropri

Just In Time Before Christmas Win A Auto-11! Read This Blog!
A "Soulfull" Christmas " WHY NOT WIN YOU A AUTO-11 FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT! ENTER IN THIS CONTEST WILL GO FOR 3 DAYS ONLY! THIS WILL BE FOR THE MOST RATES AND COMMENTS IN THREE DAYS! NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR YOU WILL BE EJECTED! WIN A AUTO-11 TREAT WILL BE ON ALL DAY CHRISTMAS DAY! RULES: 1. PLACE A AUTO-11 2. PLACE A THREE DAY BLAST 3. PLACE A GIFT OF MY CHOICE IN TIME FOR CHRISTMAS! RULES: 1. MUST BE ON MY FRIENDS LIST BEFORE THE CONTEST BEGIN. 2. NO CHEATING OR COMPLAINING IN SHOUT BOX, IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM COME TO ME IN E-MAIL ONLY! 3. MUST ACT LIKE ADULTS AND NO NAME CALLING OR BOTHERING OTHER BOMBERS WILL BE TOLERATED OR YOU WILL BE REMOVE. 4. MUST BE AT LEAST A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER TO BOMB 5.ALL PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN ON CHRISTMAS DAY! 6.CONTEST WI

Just What Ever.
Well it is that damn time year again, my life feels like it has hit rock bottom, all I want to do is drop of the face of the earth. Today is one of those days where I don't want anyone to talk to me, look at me, shit even go by me, I feel like shit inside, this year every doctor visit shows me that there is something else wrong with me, just about to the point to tell them to quit telling me what it wrong with me and tell what is not wrong with me, Here I am 33 years old with more things wrong with me then most guys twice my age. I don't know, maybe it is this time of year, I really don't know, I really hate Xmas, I don't beleive in god cause if there was a so called god that all that he cared about was your well being and you being happy and all the other crap religion shoves down your throat then why in the hell do I have to go through everything that I am going through, Me being raised old school, where the man supports the family, the woman works only if she wants t

Just Shit
Welcome to my first (and most likely last) blog on fubar well what can I say not meant people will read this and hell if I did not have to write it nether would I and yes I am sober yeah no really I am anyway time to say something funny stupid or to make ya laugh well try to anyway but I have nothing sorry about that I just wasted ya time but I do that a lot so watch this space and see what other shit I talk if they let me post another one after wasting every ones time so cheer drink up and hell if I see ya my shout !

Just Some Of My Own Thoughts On Life
use and comprehend a practical connection between personal responsibility and what ever actions you take in life in a way that governs those actions with regard to how you will affect other people and the world around you. To accurately & realistically perceive the world as it really is outside of ones self to the effect of taking in the full measure of all things physical, and psychological with in their own relative space as they exist between they themselves, everything else around them including you, and as well in direct relation to you. Life happens in a 360 degree radius that spans infonaut space, multi-dimensionally & simultaneously. To successfully plot a course for your life that will land it where you want it to land takes more then great skill. You’re going to need a lot of intuition to help guide your life through a multi-dimensional universe which changes and adapts itself simultaneously and at a constant. Keep in mind that if you are to believe that all things in life an

Justin's Win Over Willard Hvywgt
Britt defeats McMullin, wins at Neosho Dec 8, 2008 NEOSHO — Justin Britt defended his No. 1 heavy weight ranking by winning the heavy weight division and the Lebanon wrestling team continued its strong start to the 2008-2009 season on Saturday at the 22nd Annual Neosho Tournament. Britt defeated the No. 1 ranked heavy weight in Class 3, Willard senior Chris McMullin in the championship match on Saturday. It is the second consecutive season Britt has defeated the two-time state champion. Britt handed McMullin his only loss of the season last year. After opening the season on Dec. 2 with a win over Jefferson City (37-25), Lebanon placed second at Neosho. Neosho, ranked No. 3 ranked team in Missouri Class 3 by missouriwrestling.com, won the tournament for the second consecutive season. Tyler Zimmerman (140 pounds) and Kody Tipton (171) were also champions. Lebanon will next compete on Thursday at Joplin.

Just A Free Style By Yours Truly
i have my .45 by my side smokin on this blunt damn i'm high when i look back on my life all I can seem to do is cry. while this fool is starin down the barrel of my 9 with his eye knowing hes about to die. all he can do is pray as he looks up at the sky and at the same time his family gets hit by a drive by. I pick up the pieces of my shatered soul as i begin to sigh Dont worry kid just spred your wings n fly see i didnt want to do it but he commited the crime and you know how ignorant fools talk at a drop of the dime the hell if im ever gonna do any time so i keep doin my work and stay in the slumps and grime we all have a certain path to follow, and personally im sick of all this sorrow. I'm always lookin for a translucent tomorrow and maybe a little more time to borrow. I know that the sun always comes out after it rains, but damn if life doesn't sometimes hit you like a train. maybe thats why I slang tha caine i wish i could just rid the world of all the pain, and then i wou

Just Wondering
Bulletin: SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER (11/22-12/21) Loves to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. . *24 years of bad luck if you do not reposT THIS CAPRICORN - The One that Waits (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart.Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. *7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost AQUARIUS - The one every girl or boy needs (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. *7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The perfect one (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very

Just Fuck It
why are people fuckin assholes?i dont get it.what sense does it make to send someone a message telling them that they were horrible in bed ?i mean seriously i dont get why even bother with it.its not like your going to sleep with the person again anyways if they were so bad.And you know another thing for those people who have only had sex like 3 times they should have no opinion on how good the person was they were with if all they did was get on top and say "oh im done".Why is it i pick the shittiest men to be with.Not one man i've ever been has ever really been able to keep up with me.I really wish i could find someone to just really fuck me so damn good that im sore.i think only then will i be completely happy.Now for those of u reading this that have slept with me if i said u were good ur good.Dont question it.I just want someone who loves sex as much as a i do.

Just What Set Me Off Today?
It’s the day before my birthday, and already I’m receiving a lot of tags and well wishes for which I’m trying to thank everybody by name … if I have missed anyone so far; first, my actual thirty-seventh birthday isn’t until tomorrow so I’m still in the clear, and second, I am such a pompous ass sometimes. I try to not let personality defects on my part keep me from being grateful, but let’s be honest – when you do get to know me a little better, you find I’m pretty flawed, very sinful, and especially forgetful. Over the last few days, my kids who always want to be helpful or be doing something worked with their aunt Mary making pork chops and jojos (what you and I call fried potato wedges, named for a local restaurant that served them) after I brought them home last night for dinner. Sarah brought chairs into the kitchen for both her and Jeffrey and they stood at stove height thought they didn’t touch it! I was told yesterday they didn’t try to help Martha with the dishes, but they

Just Kidding!
A guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, "Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bull shittin' me!" The social worker said, "Yeah, well . you started it".

Just Recovered From Power Outage
Just had a power outage come back on a few minutes ago trying to catch up with comments & messages. As I haven't been quite myself the past few days. Between coughing and sneezing (yep a stupid cold), I also think the holidays coming up and not being able to get the kids much of what they really want is starting to get to me. Perhaps that's the reason my blood pressure was 144/98 yesterday when they took it at the Health Dept. But then I was a bit worked up because a county car was parked in the handicapped spot with no handicapped sign in it. But they were addressing the issue of getting another sign to post higher up on a post or railing nearby as it was snow covered that morning when the guy showed for hearing there. But it was much higher the day of the accident and they didn't keep in overnight for observation - shocking I thought for sure I'd be there till it went down more. The doctor has me on Lasix to help with the swelling in my feet, legs and keep it low but the

Just Pondering
I've never begged, plead, or asked for anyone to rate, buy me anything or help to advance my status on this site. I just find it humorous how fellow FUBAR members WANT the love.....but don't return it. I appreciate those that have returned the love that I have given them, you know who you are....... If all the love that I've given out had been returned............ Think about it.......Life is not about YOU.

Just For Fun
Post your answers as a comment then put this in your own journal to see what ppl say about you! 01. Who are you? 02. Are we friends? 03. When and how did we meet? 04. Do you have a crush on me? 05. Would you kiss me? 06. Describe me in one word. 07. What was your first impression? 08. Do you still think that way about me now? 09. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. When's the last time you saw me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Just A Little About Me
Lets see I am a full time cake decorater and baker, I love my job, but may need to find a new one soon, seeing as the company I work for has this point thing going on and I am almost to the limit. oh well, any ways I have a big family and we all get along for the most part, I am married and have 4 kids and an addotted one too. I also have 5 little dogs. I love to make new friends and hang out as well, so if any of you are interested in getting to know me better as a person please feel free and ask me anything, I will answer all questions good or bad.....lol

Just 4 All The Wrestling Freaks Like Me!
this is 3 parts so here is 3 links..... Part 1: http://files.filefront.com/WWE+ARM+2008+Part+Iavi/;12664911;/fileinfo.html Part 2: http://files.filefront.com/WWE+ARM+2008+Part+IIavi/;12665271;/fileinfo.html Part 3: http://files.filefront.com/WWE+ARM+2008+Part+IIIavi/;12665588;/fileinfo.html

Just A Thought
DAYS LIKE THESE EMBRACED BY MORBID FAILURE WE ALL LOOK FOR ETERNAL HAPPINESS JUST TO BE DAMNED BY FATE AND FUCKED UP RELATIONSHIPS OPEN MINDS CREATE OPEN EYES BLINDED LIES CAUSE FALLEN APART TIES INSIDE THE BODY LINED WITH ROCK YOUR WORDS BOUNCE AND CAUSE UTTER SHOCK DISTURBED THOUGHTS PROVOKING ME TOWARDS DEATH BUT HER ANGELS GLARE BRINGS PEACE TO ME IVE MET YOU BEFORE BUT ONLY IN MY DREAMS NOW SHE STANDS HERE HELPING ME THROUGH TO ALL WHO HAVE HATED US AND HELD US BACK YOUR DREAMS ARE NOT REALITY BUT YOUR REALITY HITS BACK!!!!!

Just A Dog
From time to time, people tell me, "lighten up, it's just a dog,” or, "that's a lot of money for just a dog." They don't understand the distance traveled, the time spent, or the costs involved for "just a dog." Some of my proudest moments have come about with "just a dog." Many hours have passed and my only company was "just a dog,” but I did not once feel slighted. Some of my saddest moments have been brought about by "just a dog,” and in those days of darkness, the gentle touch of "just a dog" gave me comfort and reason to overcome the day. If you, too, think it's "just a dog," then you will probably understand phrases like "just a friend," "just a sunrise," or "just a promise." "Just a dog" brings into my life the very essence of friendship, trust, and pure unbridled joy. "Just a dog" brings out the compassion and patience that make me a better person. Because of "just a dog", I will rise early, take long walks and look longingly to the future. So for me a

"just A Four Letter Word"
“Just a Four Letter Word” If you think of it hard, it’s just a four letter word To some the most blissful thing that they’ve heard Still to others a feeling, a thing that they chase Or the sweetest of pains that no time can erase Some people they seek it, and yet don’t know it’s name To others it’s toyed with, like a small child’s game And still more grasp it tightly, to force it to stay And some never know it, yet they like it that way For some it’s a treasure, the true Holy Grail Others fight hard to keep it, when it’s grown stale When the once ripe fruit has rotted there on the vine And withered and died with the passage of time There’s men that cross oceans in search of it’s wonder That would give up their souls when it’s dragging them under It offers the hopeful the most wondrous of sights And takes true believers to dizzying heights To some it’s mere mention is a poisonous sting The memories dark and the pain that they bring But these are the ones who

Just In Time For Christmas A Auto-11 To Win!
A "Soulfull" Christmas " WHY NOT WIN YOU A AUTO-11 FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT! ENTER IN THIS CONTEST WILL GO FOR 6 DAYS ONLY! THIS WILL BE FOR THE MOST RATES IN THREE DAYS! NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR YOU WILL BE EJECTED! WIN A AUTO-11 TREAT WILL BE ON ALL DAY CHRISTMAS DAY!DUE TO FUBAR COMMENTING CHANGE TO RATES COUNT 5 PT. RULES: 1. PLACE A AUTO-11 2. PLACE A THREE DAY BLAST 3. PLACE A GIFT OF MY CHOICE IN TIME FOR CHRISTMAS! RULES: 1. MUST BE ON MY FRIENDS LIST BEFORE THE CONTEST BEGIN. 2. NO CHEATING OR COMPLAINING IN SHOUT BOX, IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM COME TO ME IN E-MAIL ONLY! 3. MUST ACT LIKE ADULTS AND NO NAME CALLING OR BOTHERING OTHER BOMBERS WILL BE TOLERATED OR YOU WILL BE REMOVE. 4. MUST BE AT LEAST A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER TO BOMB 5.ALL PRIZES WILL BE G

Just In Time For X-mas
For whatever reason I decided to join in an auction. So if you want a chance to own me, well here's your chance to own a Freak just in time for Christmas! What better present to get for yourself than me lol. Click the pic below to start bidding. So what are you waiting for? Go bid. Just to recap...what is being offered is Added to my family for a month Made my #1 friend A permanent blog pimp-out Weekly bulletin pimp-out At least 200 pics rated as 11's weekly if not more All stash rated during HH All of your pics rated as many times as I can during the month during HHs 2 SFW salutes 2 custom made pics by me Your midget on my homepage for a month Owned by in my name for a month At least 20 pic comments weekly If the bid goes over $20 1 bra salute 1 NSFW salute (which is different from the bra salute) My yahoo ID and of course I'll add more as the bidding goes on.

Just Because
nothing much to say i just want to level b4 x-mas but i didnt want to put it in my status sooo here it b i want to get to rock star all help will returned. you help me ill help you ty for readin this luv to all *kisses*

Just Like Old Times
Teri just had to get away from it all, she had just buried her husband a little over three months ago, and everything around her reminded her of him. After thirty seven years of marriage to such a wonderful man, it was hard to get up in the morning and face the day! Teri's two grown daughters were getting worried about their mother's state of mind, and finally insisted that she get away for a few days, just to kind of relax and let her batteries recharge. She didn't want to go somewhere that she and Tom had visited, so it was decided that she would spend a week in New York City, taking in a few shows, and seeing all of the sights. They'd talked about doing it for years, but never got around to it, so Teri's daughters figured that this would be the perfect time! Teri wouldn't have given their little plan a chance in hell of working, but much to her delight, she was actually having a good time! Cats and Les Miz were more fantastic than she had ever imagined they'd be, the Guggenhe

Just A Rant
so, I like to Fuck? What about it? People piss me off! The last time I checked I was Free, Single & I pay my own damn bills! So I can get as freaky as I wanna get whenever, where ever & how ever with who ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In other words Fuck off!

Just A Body
Just a Body by TC Larke Hollow out my eyes, Gut out my pride. He wants just a body with nothing inside I'm one of many not few enough and from this man, I'll never know love. He hunts in the night. So many like me and we fight him so effortlessly. Shine, oh shine as bright as I can! Got to do everything just to keep this man. His own little harem contending for his attention, anything for an honorable mention! Just tools of the trade, from one to another. Convincing yourself your his only lover. Like everyone else, you're just a fuck. He'll keep you around a while if there's any luck. No one to blame. Can't say he lied. I'm just a body, with nothing inside. -to SCA

Just What I Need (bdsm)
Just What I Need by A's Sweet Baby© We are snuggled on the sofa talking about the day. I am draped across Master's lap as usual; my arms wrapped snuggly around him as his fingers trace paths over my arms and back, occasionally stopping to run through my hair. My second yawn in so many minutes catches his attention. "Okay little girl. It is time for bed," he says to me. "Will you be coming too, Master?" I ask softly and hopefully. His chuckle brings my gaze to his eyes, deep, blue and filled with such love. "Yes little girl, I am coming too. You go on ahead and get ready." "Yes Sir." I kiss Master's cheek before sliding off his lap and silently walking to our bedroom. I can hear him locking up the house and preparing to join me. I move quickly to remove my clothes and drop them into the hamper. One quick last glance around the room to be sure everything is tidy and I drop to my knees next to the bed. The cool night air chills my skin and sends a chill down my spine. I

Just The Way It Is
Eh I'm in a funk of a mood. I know pretty much the reasons why. Some of which I won't get into. I'm not going to talk to anyone about it because I already know the things people would say to me about it. So I'm just gonna push on and work through it. The other things are just typical for this time of year. This month for years now has been a very emotional time of year. Tons of family birthdays, 2 deaths of people very close to me (okay one was my dog but she was more human than most people I know) and then just missing other people who passed away during other times of the year. Just unfortunately got a lot on my mind and it's kind of wearing me out. It took forever to sleep last night cause of my mind racing.

Just A Poem I Wrote
Before you guys think this is how i feel now, its not i wrote 2 years ago this January 2009. Life What is life? Is there a happy ending? Will God still love you if you take your life? Sometimes i wonder if im the only person in this world that feels so alone. I could be with a crowd of people and still very alone. I wonder if this feeling will ever go away. I wonder if this feeling will go away if i kill myself? I just dont understand how someone can feel so alone and not feel the love around them. Tonite i decided it was the nite for me to go. I called my family and told them all goodbye. They cried and told me not too. How could they care now. They didnt before. Why is now important? Should i stay or go? I wish i had an answer. Oh well i guess i will stay around one more day and see what happens.

Just Below My Skin I'm Screaming...
How can I change the world If I can't even change myself I cannot change the way I am I don't know I take a look at the world behind these eyes Every nook, every cranny reorganize Realize my face don't fit the way I feel What's real I need a mirror to check my face is in place In case of upheaval fundamental movement below What's really going on I wanna know We don't show on the outside so slide Just below my skin I'm screaming... I need a mirror for my spirit Can you feel it When I get deep Wanna hear myself sleep Not drowning Just tumbling around in the voices Like a crowd in my head so loud I wonder what it's like to be dead I hope it's quiet, Noise in my head like a riot Any remedy you have for me I'll try Just below my skin I'm screaming... I'm going so deep that I can't sleep The pills ain't cheap but the bills are steep So I with a booze and a spliff Try to snooze Who's dreaming this is win or loose Put down the drink try not to think

Just Me
Right now life is pretty boring. Leg isn't hurting anymore :(. No pain for me to enjoy. Life is pretty much me laying here, or getting on crotches and going Christmas shopping. The mall on crotches during Christmas - now that is true pain. I luv u. Tara

Just Remember
Apathy If We Don't Take Care of the Customer, Maybe They'll Stop Bugging Us. Blame The Secret of Success is knowing who to Blame for Your Failures. Despair It's always darkest just before it goes pitch black. Demotivation Sometimes the best solution to morale problems is just to fire all of the unhappy people Dysfunction The only consistent feature of all your dissatisfying relationships is you. Idiocy Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups. Mistakes It could be that the purpose of your life is only to serve as a warning to others. Motivation If a pretty poster and a cute saying are all it takes to motivate you, you probably have a very easy job. The kind robots will be doing soon. Pessimism Every dark cloud has a silver lining, but lightning kills hundreds of people each year who try to find it. Romance Love is in the air. And it's pooping on my head. Tradition Just because you've always done it that way doe

Just For My Mommy, Dawn
Happy Birthday Mommy! I Love You So Very Much I Only Wish I Could Show You How Much You Mean To Me But I Had To Settle For This Instead Tons Of Happy Thoughts And Best Wishes Your Way! ♥ Dawn ♥ Fu-Wifey to Rock Candy-Pegasus Project Since You're Here You Think You Could Go And Show This Most Wonderful Person Some Love On Her Birthday? Hit Her And Hit Her Hard, 'Cause She Deserves It!

Just Curious
I'M CONSIDERING "CHALLENGING" SOMEONE *SMILES* IT WOULD JUST BE FOR FUN! IT WOULD ONLY CONSIST OF NEEDING A PIC OR 2 OF MINE RATED. NOT AN ACTUAL "CONTEST" ... PICS THAT ARE ALREADY UP, THEY WOULDN'T BE MOVED. ANYWAY, JUST WONDERING IF I WOULD HAVE THE BACKING I NEED CUZ IT WOULD TAKE ALOT!

Just A Few More
The snow here is depressing me like all hell :( This is the top of the garage, dont know why I took a pic of it but I did.. Yuck all I can see of my car My car is buried...its the neighbors car you see Looking towards the other neighbors house Can YOU find the car? I can't The front of my car is BURIED Showing how high the piles are getting with the shovel.. My car from the front door

Just Wanted To
You may think that I'm talking fulish,you heard that I'm wild and free,you may wounder how I can promise you how how this love I feel for you always will be, well you'r not time I'm just killing I'm no longer one of those guys, as sure as I live this love that I get is gonna be you'rs til the day that I die. Oh baby I'm gonna love you forever,forever and ever Amen. As long as old me sit and talk about the weather, as long as old women sit and talk about old men, If you wounder how long I'll be failtfull.... I'll be happy to tell you again. I'm gonna love you forever, forever and ever amen. They say time takes it's toll on a body, Makes the younger hair turn gray, but hunny I don't care I ain't in love with you'r hair... If it all fell out I'd love you anyway, time can play tricks on the memorey, Make people forget things they knew its easy to see I'f already forgot every women but you Darleing I'm gonna love you forever,forever and ever Amen. As long as old men sit and tal

Just Me I Guess
IN A NUT SHELL....I HAVE BEEN WITH THE SAME GUY FOR THE LAST 13YRS....THATS BEEN 13 SUPER DUPER LONG YEARS...IM JUST TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED OF THE SAME CRAP DIFFERENT DAY...I HAVE 3 AWSOME KIDS AND A MOM BOD TO GO WITH IT..I HAVE BEEN 5-9 SINCE I WAS 16 SOOO AND AT THE MOMENT MY HAIR IS BROWNISH/AUBURNISH SOMETIMES BURGUNDY... IF I HAD A CHRISTMAS WISH THIS IS HOW IT WOULD GO.... DEAR SANTA.... I WOULD LIKE TO FIND A MAN THAT IS ATEAST 5-11 AND HAS A GOOD JOB,CAR,LIVES ON HIS OWN HAS ALL HIS OWN HAIR AND TEETH BE ATLEAST HWP AND WOULD LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM AND WHAT I LOOK LIKE FLAWS AND ALL AND THAT DOESNT MIND ME STAYING HOME WTH THE KIDS...HOW EVER I AM WOKING ON THE JOB THING THO...I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY...IM TIRED OF BEING TIRED ALL THE TIME..LOVE ME LOVE MY KIDS ITS PACKAGE DEAL....

Just A Thought
Just a thought. Im not sure if I want to stick it out on Fubar anymore? I have far too many points to go to level. I have done it all myself without the aid of having a VIP. It's getting harder and harder for me to just go and rate ppl's whole profiles anymore. Now that I can't Dj anymore...really why am I here? I have met many a wonderful people here...I really have. So I am not sure...Like I said...might just be the ramblings of a person who has temporarily lost interest. What do you all think?

Just A Little Wish
I have a wish, its just a little one.......I wish I could make all of those who have hurt me and caused me pain feel what I feel! I want for them to feel all the physcal pain that I feel, I want them to feel all the mental pain that I feel, I want them to feel the pain that they them self have cause! So maybe just maybe they might understand me, and next time that they decide to cast out someone because they have "problems" they will think, would I want to be treated like that? Like I said its a little wish and I can dream cant I??

Just Another Night
You promised me something. That I thought I could believe Thinking my wish might..have come true That i wished on that late september nite Sitting outside wondering if you were looking at the same star I was... As I wait patiently as i promised I finally got my chance That late night talk I told you everything ..And you were thinking the exact same thing Or as i thought you did. I told you every drop of detail...that i had been waiting to express to you Laying so close to eachother we could feel the tension Those times we had caught eachother staring back My body shaking because i was so scared... to be so happy and to believe what you were saying I actually thought that i had finally got my wish That harmless kiss on the cheek That long stroke down my back Laying by the fire Not giving a thought to what other people had said once before Both of us saying never to leave eachothers side And to never look at someone else as you look at one another. I was so happ