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Just Because
Today is not a holiday It isn't even your birthday But I still thought I'd like to send A special message to my friend You make me laugh and make me smile You ease my troubles for a while When clouds are thick and skies are grey You put some sunshine in my day You're really thoughtful sweet and kind A friend like you is hard to find I know I've told you once or twice That I think you are very nice But someone who's as great as you Should be told more often than I do And so I send these words with love Why did I send them?.....just because!!

Just Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask w

Just Got A Phone Call......
Well looks like I will be making a trip back to the Cardiologist tomorrow...seems the monitor has recorded somethings that do not look to good. They would not tell me anything over the phone, just that they needed to see me in the office at 9:30 am for a follow-up...so I just wanted everyone to know...so may my nerves be in abundance today... Hope everyone is having a good day...love you all! Muahz!:D

Just Things That Come To Mind
I honestly don't know what to say today but what I feel or thing that comes to mind that I miss or even thought of... I feel lost as in lonesum as hell...Today I spoke what was on my mind to my mom...And well I can honestlt say that didn't go to well. She started to yell at me for my lil nephews pics being gone on the computer and well like I told her it wasn't my fualt they got deleted cuz people want to download viruses into the computer and I have to fix it all the time. Hell I told her how I also felt but that did not do any good.Talking to my family or anyone else, it is like talking to a brick wall. Today its rainy and I feel like crying...Why do I feel like crying for? well before my ex gf and I broke up for real in 2006. I asked her for a hug and well as it started to rain she kissed me when I wasn't looking for it to happen... Well I do have alot on my mind today but just don't know how to say it all. I ani't going to lie,Yeah I have sex on my

Just For Fun
Dear Kevin, I _____ you. You have a nice _____. You make me ___. You should _______. Someday I will _____. You + me = ______. We should __________. If I saw you now I'd _______. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. If I could I'd give you ___________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" ON YOUR BLOG AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this should be lots of fun!! and you can really make someone's day. Or you could just make them laugh really hard....

Just For Fun!!!!!!!!
Dear Jade, I _____ you. You have a nice _____. You make me ___. You should _______. Someday I will _____. You + me = ______. We should __________. If I saw you now I'd _______. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. If I could I'd give you ___________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" ON YOUR BLOG AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this should be lots of fun!! and you can really make someone's day. Or you could just make them laugh really hard....

Just For Fun
Dear Beth , I _____ you. You have a nice _____. You make me ___. You should _______. Someday I will _____. You + me = ______. We should __________. If I saw you now I'd _______. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. If I could I'd give you ___________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" ON YOUR BLOG AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this should be lots of fun!! and you can really make someone's day. Or you could just make them laugh really hard....

Just Anything That Comes To Mind
Ever have one of thes months or year that nothing goes right or as planned? No matter how hard you try to schedule ahead of time something always comes up, changes, or is thrown at you. Its been one of thes years for me. I'm still looking for advertisers for my racecars. Without enough of them im going to have to put my cars in mothballs. As a prior business owner I understand how hard it is to manage money. But i also know that the tax writeoffs i offer most companies would love to have the advertisments. The chance to have anywhere from 9,000 to 50,000 fans read your advertisement on a racecar and believe me alot of them look. I have always gone out on a line to promote all of my sponsors and take very good care of them. From putting their ad in all race fliers, pictures, weekly results, and most of all word of mouth advertisement. I am excelent with needs and seeds. As far as tax writeoffs i always deal based on how much they offer if they give 1,000.00 i tell them to wr

Just Me
I'm just a simple guy and living a simple life alone. No strings, no kids in my life right now. (No Kids, big mistake on my part I wish I would have had children) Things in my life are going pretty well for me now. I just returned to a profession I love, being a police officer. I live and work in the same town. Nice quite life style. I’m also an aircraft mechanic. I love working and flying small airplane. I hope to soon finish up my pilots license. I like going out once in a while but most of the time I enjoy just staying home. I love to cook, but it really sucks cooking for one (if you know what I mean). I’m pretty happy with my life now and where I’m at. Being as it is that I’ve just relocated back to Lake County near the Leesburg area I’m here and putting down some roots. The one thing I’m missing right now is someone special in my life. I’m not looking for short term; I’m looking for a life partner, that special woman that I can’t live without. Am I asking to much, I d

Just A Little Message!
Just wanted to tell you guys that I love you all and I am so grateful to have each of you in my life. I hope you all have a wonderful and blessed day. It was difficult for me to decide who I thought would DO this because many people claim to pray, but not everyone does. I hope I chose the right twelve. Please send this back to me. (You'll see why.) May everyone who receives this message be blessed. REMEMBER to pray. That's all you have to do. There is nothing attached. Just send this to twelve. Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of reward. Make sure you pray, and pray believing that God will answer. May today be all that you need it to be. May the peace of God and the freshness of the Holy Spirit rest in your thoughts, rule in your dreams tonight and conquer all your fears. May God manifest himself today in ways that you have never experienced! May your joys be fulfilled, your dreams be closer and your prayers be answered. I pray that fa

Just A Little Request Please
I was just hoping that I could ask everyone that stops by my page if they could please sign my guest book, I would really appreciate it very much. I just like to know who was there so if I haven't all ready done the rating and fan I can make sure that I do it. I appreciate everyone who has signed my guestbook and a thank you in advance for everyone who does. Best Wishes, Shane

Just One Rate
***NEED 20 of my perosnal friends on here to just drop ONE RATE ON THIS PIC****PLEASE***Can you click this link to this pic and just leave one rate on it for me...We are trying to win this lady a VIP ...please? ONE RATE...if you wanna drop a few comments that would be great too...this is a clickable link

Just Something I Threw Out There
March 28, 2007 - Wednesday im listening I walk through darkness seeking it's comfort. It embraces me while wispering it's saftey, sheilding me from footsteps around me. Im asked not to hide but to go forward with comfidence on a path i do not know.How far im to walk i have not been told. My desires go unknown to me, Im not to ask. Im to learn with each step. Doubt fills me, confuses me. Yet darkness holds me in her arms and i feel safe. i wish to cry out and ask why? But i fear an answer, worse i'll hear nothing knowing im still standing here alone. Please answer me, Are you my friend or are you my prison keeping me hiddon away from where im to go? Im scared for i know not my path and yet you wisper me to go forward

Just Another One ,
January 20, 2007 - Saturday just thoughts I lay here in bed listening to myself breath and think stranger. Maybe it's because i was always in tuned to hear the one i loved when i slepted with them. i know not what lays before me and if the future offers me comfort . But i will sleep and listen to myself . Myself being this stranger

Just A Box Of Crayons
While walking in a toy store The day before today, I over heard a Crayon Box With many things to say. "I don't like red!" said Yellow. And Green said, "Nor do I!" And no one here likes Orange, But no one knows quite why. "We are a box of crayons that really doesn't get along," Said Blue to all the others. "Something here is wrong!" Well, I bought that box of crayons And took it home with me And laid out all the crayons So the crayons could all see They watched me as I colored With Red and Blue and Green And Black and White and Orange And every color in between They watched as Green became the grass And Blue became the sky. The Yellow sun was shining bright On White clouds drifting by. Colors changing as they touched, Becoming something new. They watched me as I colored. They watched till I was through. And when I'd finally finished, I began to walk away. And as I did the Crayon box Had somethin

"justice For All: Accessing The Promise"
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Just Stay Away!
Do you ever wonder why sometimes ex's wont go away or atleast stay away? Well I do! Its like a few weeks go by and if I am lucky a month will go by and nothing...and I am like YAY finally he moved on and has gotten over me or us. When every now and then out of no where he comes back. Then its drama for a few days. ugggggggg Anyway well day #2 of this BS drama was yesterday and I am so tired of his texts and his calls and him hangin up. Funny how at first his texts are all sweet and sayin I miss you and love you blah blah blah...then I dont respond to any of them cuz I want them to STOP but just wont and all the sudden I am a bitch and he hates me and I am the worst person on earth. I went to being the best thing in the world that ever happen to him to the worst thing that ever happen to him in the matter of an hour if I am lucky...lol Its a rollercoaster ride for a few days or sometimes a week. Its like damn just stop and let me be. You are in your 30s just grow up and leave m

Just My Way Of Dealing With My Life For Now!
time to empty my soul for a few what do we take for granted? health ?love?money? well today my family came across a impass that will only get worse and this i know:( my father has altzhimers and ive been watching him slowly fall apart what else can you do other than be there when your needed ...well today was the the day ive been dreading he went out as normal i went to work then get a call can you come and pick him up he dosent know how to get home ........... so i did what was required and now the thoughts start to run should we sit still and take every day as it comes or try and do something how ever small it is just to make someone smile ? i for one will be there in the bad times and hope to see the good to so remember its never to hard to give somebody a few moments of your time your never know if its the last thing there remember !!

Just A Lil' Survery.. It Was Fun!
Tired of those same old 55 questions about me surveys? Well here are 55 I bet you've never answered. 1. Is your second toe longer than your first? my index toe is longer than my big toe... is that what this means? lmao 2. Do you have a favorite type of pen? ummm I like mechanical pencils! 3. Look at your planner for March 14, what are you doing? Ummmm... a planner.. what's that? lol.. I don't keep up with today how am I supposed to keep up with that! 4. What color are your toenails usually? purple! 5. What was the last thing you highlighted? presentation notes for engineering class.. yesterday! I think I got an A!!! 6. What color are your bedroom curtains? Seagull Gray 7. What color are the seats in your car? I have black tinker bell seat covers... underneath is gray 8. Have you ever had a black and white cat? I don't like cats that much.. but my sister day.. Lady Kitonna 9. What is the last thing you put a stamp on? I stamped an arrow on to a submi

Just Because
Just because I'm good looking/hot/sexy/beautiful or whatever you feel describes my outer appearance does not mean I'm a whore. I do not cam with anyone. I don't think about your compliments after you have said them. I don't care if you think my boyfriend is "lucky" to have me. He knows that or we wouldn't be dating. I don't want to cyber or type nasty shit and I'm not an online slut. Don't assume because I look the way I do that I'm a stuck up bitch. There is more to me than looks. I'm smart, funny and most of all, classy. I firmly believe in God and have a stronger than average faith. I like to meet new people and talk to people from all walks of life. It's all a learning experience. If you want to talk to me then so be it. But don't come at me with compliments on my appearance and expect me to fall to the ground in awe of the remedial words you string together because more likely than not, I have already heard it all.

Just Want To Say Hi
Well i am just wanting to say hello! i am a kinda cool person to get to know.i am a little shy at frist but then once i worm upi be fine.So if you like to be friends that be kewl to me? I am not in this world to put any one down ro call them names. I donot make fun of ppl in less we are jokeing aroung most part of this is i am looking for friend to chat.Well you all have a good day smile life not that bad. ;)

Just A Thought
'Sex should be wild. Unfettered and free. We're animals, aren't we? And, basically, we're all wolves in sheep's fur. I always wanted more. Not frequency, I am not talking about frequency, although that would have been great, too. I wanted more intensity. I wanted to be out there, outside myself, outside my skin. I wanted sex to be like robbing life out of the jaws of death! It does not interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It does not interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of futher pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, wi

Just Me
hiya just catching up on my life,,,,,, you really dont give a fuck what i think or what is going in my life... this might get a lil ugly so if your offended delete me..... dont have time to play chase my tail untill i get dizzy. so if you wanna chat that is cool or cam is fun i am just gonna be how i always am i am selfish, typical, and yes i am just a guy looking to play the web game..... so if you wanna have fun and get silly i am your man...but as far as relationships you might be looking for someone else sorry i am pushin 40 yrs and i am wanting to play.................love ya

Just Different
Just different Boy, I dont wanna waste your time, just want to let you know you're fine, but I will never can call you mine cuz you got them ladies waiting in line. We're talking now every day, although you are still so far away, but I will continue to pray, so I might see you someday. I know we had again a little fight, and yes, my attitude isn't always right, but I'm still waiting for your call at night and be dreaming of you holding me tight. You say you love me and my smile and can't live without seeing it for a while. I never met one with your kind of style, and would go for you to the end of this world every mile. Boy, I don't know more what to do, all I think is about you, maybe soon you will be my boo and I hope you feel so too...

Just Thinkin
I can still remember the day you went away far away to what is known as the better place A paradise in which you are eternally to stay never to return again. All the doctors the hospitals that pain in which no one could take away it all done you said to yourself will fade and at peace you will be The laughter you brought to everyone joy in my heart is what i loved the most smiles you could bring to the sorrowest of people. Growing up with you in my life was a blessing to have a angel in my life like you was a gift in which no one could take Until the day god wanted his angel back. I will wait on earth for the day we will unite again peace i will regrain in my soul for i will have all the loving memories of you Be still world for i know you are looking upon us all watching to make sure we do not stubble or fall our hearts are sorrowful but the memories are strong. Peace for all for tommorow is another day were we will remember what w

Just4laugh
JUST FOR LAUGH... MUTHU & THE INTERVIEWER Interviewer: What is your birth date? Muthu : 13th October Interviewer: Which year? Muthu: ... EVERY YEAR MUTHU & HIS MANAGER Manager asked to Muthu at an interview... . Can you spell a word that has more than 100 letters in it? Muthu replied: P-O-S-T-B-O- X MUTHU & LONDON TRIP After returning back from a foreign trip, Muthu asked his wife, Do I look like a foreigner? Wife : No! Why? Muthu : In London, a lady asked me, "Are you a foreigner?". . that's why ... MUTHU & TOURIST One tourist from U.S.A.asked to Muthu whether any great man born in this village or not .. and Muthu said .. "No sir, only babies were born here." MUTHU & HIS EXPERIMENT Muthu was experimenting with a cockroach. First he cut off one of it's leg and told WALK. WALK. Cockroach walked. Then he cutoff it's second leg and told the same. Cockroach walked. Then he cut off the third leg and did the same. At last

Just Something In My Head
I talk to you everyday and everyday I want you more. Everytime you tell me that all you want is to hold me close while I am upset. You make me just want to go and be with you. Everytime you ask when can I see you I wanna say hunny I am on my way. Everytime your upset I want you to tell me and I wanna hold you. I want to make you feel the way I feel when you talk to me. All I care about is being happy and right now you seem to make me that way. I love waking up to your phone calls Your what I think about when I just sit around the house.

Just An Fyi (if You Want To Get To Know Me)
I'm somewhat starting over. With trusting people... and letting some (very few) individuals in... Some things you should know, if adding, or fanning or wtf ever you do here... I'm an attention whore. And some days I will do anything I can to get that attention. From males or females. I'm a flirt. Plain and Simple. Doesn't mean I'mma be flirting with anyone and everyone either. Just because I love attention doesn't mean I will want or need it from just bout anyone. If I don't feel it's sincere, I don't notice it... it just gets tossed aside and I move on to next in line. I love people, sometimes too much. If I get close to someone I open up, and sometimes, I get attached, and get hurt. This happened too recently with someone I trusted a LOT... but when someone begs and pleads to be put in a box with you where only you and a very small amount of people are allowed in... it's hard to turn them away. He was 2nd to my husband as my friend. I knew him a short time but I fel

Just Loveme
Scar me, For there's such a hunger Hiding here, That your kiss alone Could never quench. Bruise me And each touch Is a thousand fires And I am yours complete. Burn me, burn me, burn Before this craving drives me dark, And mad. Slap me, smack me, tie me down, Love me till your love hurts. Love me, and never stop. Never, never stop.

Just Turn
Babe I'm a simple man I don't ask for much money don't do a thing for me and the honeys are faces in a magazine I wish I could just** just make you turn around and see me there when you pass the skies turn a heart shaped frenzy and the colors melt like the sun your hair smells like fresh sprouted daisies petal'd in white and orange when you speak my heart bounces like a fourteen year old when seasons are silver you turn them gold though my body is old you make me young wild birds could not carry a tune your beauty surpasses any day in June men should be a courting you but please wait for me I'll make you wish you did it sooner you are my fantasy girl I can't make it the most if you don't give me a chance my walks don't skip and dance if you don't give me that glance babe I am dying right here why won't you turn around wild birds could not carry a tune your beauty surpasses any day in June I'd walk a million miles till the sun blisters would do everything ju

Just Reminding
well folks today is going to be my last day on here for a while i will be going for my surgery in the morning and i should be back home any where between the 6th and the 8th. but probably won't get on line till a few days after that. so don't think i left for ever...lol i'll be on and off here most of the day hugs and kisses to all my friends out there

Just Some Jokes
Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you have to turn around. Q.) What does a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between your paycheck and your dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... A.) "Is it in?" Q.) What do you get when you cross Raggedy Ann and the Pillsbury Dough Boy? A.) A red headed bitch with a yeast infection. Q.) How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A.) One of his fingers is clean. Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q.) What does bungee jumping and hookers have in common? A.) They both cost a hundred bucks and if the rubber breaks, you're screwed. Send this to 3 People You Know, Or You'll Have Bad Sex for the Rest of Your Lif

Just Me
WHEN STAR CROSSED LOVERS MEET AND FALL MADLY TRULY DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH ONE ANOTHER NO ONE CAN SPLIT THEM APART HOW CAN TRUE LOVE WIN OUT IF THE LOVE THEY HAVE IN THEIR SOULS FOR ONE ANOTHER IS FORBIDDEN AND NOT ALLOWED WILL THE LOVE THEY HAVE FOR EACH OTHER DIE OUT OR WILL IT CONTINUE TO GROW AND BLOSSOM IN THEIR HEARTS OR WILL TRUE LOVE WIN OUT IN THE END & WILL THESE STAR CROSSED LOVERS BE ABLE TO REUNITE AGAIN LIKE ROMEO & JULIET All I am is just me

Just A Weeee Bit
"An extraordinarily handsome man decided he had the responsibility to marry the perfect woman so they could produce beautiful children beyond compare. With that as his mission he began to search for the perfect woman. Shortly there after he met a Redneck who had three stunning,gorgeous daughters that positively took his breath away. So he explained his mission to the Redneck and asked for permission to marry one of them. The Redneck simply replied, "They're lookin' to get married, so you came to the right place. Look 'em over and pick the one you want." The man dated the first daughter. The next day the Redneck asked for the man's opinion. "Well," said the man, "she's just a weeeeee bit, not that you can hardly notice...pigeon-toed." The Redneck nodded and suggested the man date one of the other girls; so the man went out with the second daughter. The next day, the Redneck again asked how things went. "Well,"the man replied, "she's just a weeeee bit, not that

Just Want To Apoloize
i am sorry i havent been online as much as i used to be. just have had this darn flu and cant seem to kick it.....i will take care of all of u as soon as i am able to stay on the computer longer. sorry for not leaving comments or rating all of u thanks for the love and patience hugs and kisses vickie

Just Some Thoughts.........
A small boy is sent to bed by his father. Five minutes later....."Da-ad...." "What?" "I'm thirsty. Can you bring drink of water?" "No, You had your chance. Lights out." Five minutes later: "Da-aaaad....." "WHAT?" "I'm THIRSTY. Can I have a drink of water??" I told you NO! If you ask again, I'll have to spank you!!" Five minutes la ter......"Daaaa-aaaad....." "WHAT!" "When you come in to spank me, can you bring a drink of water?" One day the first grade teacher was reading the story of Chicken Little to her class. She came to the part of the story where Chicken Little tried to warn the farmer. She read, ".... and so Chicken Little went up to the farmer and said, "The sky is falling, the sky is falling!" The teacher paused then asked the class, "And what do you think that farmer said?" One little girl raised her hand and said, "I think he said: 'Holy Shit! A talking chicken!'" The teacher was unable to teach for the next 10 minutes.

Just Something That I Found In A Notebook
Love is an accident waiting to happen. Desire is a stranger you think you know. Intimacy is a lie we tell ourselves. Truth is a game you play to win. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking.

Just Smack The Guy!
Area Boyfriend Keeps Bringing Up Scrabble Victory Okay, now what kind of morron would actually do this? And how big of a morron is she for staying with someone who shows such childish behavior If that was my husband, I would've all ready beat the crap out of him!

Just A Dream ?
I looked so hard for this special girl I'll describe her to you, shes the most perfect in the world She makes me feel funny inside Her eyes glimmer more brightly than the night sky Someone who's special, attractive and sexy To fill my heart up, no more being empty When she smiles, the sun ruses up high But it rains, whenever she cries Her happiness makes the world a good place Sweet and caring, she'd be perfect in my case Cute and adorable, with a beautiful smile I have been looking for you for quite a while Once I find you, I'll never let go You're my dream girl, my faith and my hope

Just Because
Not really sure what I have to say. I never post blogs much. I've had an awesome week so far and it's only Tuesday. I hope it stays this way... I've been teased before with weeks that start on a high but soon end on a low. Should I be cautious? Is something lurking around the corner to surprise me? I just want to go with the flow and see where it takes me. Sometimes the planets are lined in your direction and things are in your favor. Yet I am weary... Thoughts?

Just Something To Think About
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a ponytail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, f

Just A Thought
Spent a wonderful night together, two people just forgetting the outside world, enjoying the emotions shared between two bodies. I wish you were around or told me you wanted to be around more often,if she doesnt want you, I do. Your who I want to talk to when sad, happy or just to brighten your day. Told ya something, hoped to have someone to console me. Wanna tell you I love you, and I want to be with you, I miss you soo much. Why cant we just see where this goes? I need someone to hold me today, feeling a lil blue... why does the three lil words have to be kept from each other? It doesnt have to change things, just two people sharing our thoughts... xoxo M

Just Another Day In The Neighborhood...
I dont know about the title just felt like being stupid or silly. I'm just questioning everything it seems today. I dont know maybe its my job. They are now telling us to be prepared for the day after thanksgiving since they will be open at 4am. We opened last year at 5 and did just fine. I really dont understand why they want to torture the associates even more by makeing them come in an hour earlier. Kinda sucks if you ask me and I was already told by my lovely boss that i would be one of those lucky basturds that get to come in that early. I was pissed already til the truck came in, then it went downhill fast. We only got 11 palets today, 6 were regualr merchandise while 2 were shoes, 1 was luggage and 3 were jewelry boxes. I started unpacking men's palets since Men's Asc. is my area. I get done with the 2 men's palets and 3 asc. carts are full of merchandise for me. I know it sounds like im bitching, and I am, hey at least I admit it. But damn I was thinking to myself th

Just Me...
I sit here staring at this person in the mirror. Who is this person I see? I see someone who is confident and smart; funny and sexy. I see someone who's had great accomplishments and even greater failures. I see imperfection. I see pretty green eyes and brunette hair; big full lips and a nice smile. I see 37 years of life where others do not. I see 11 years of being married, then being alone; being married while being alone then being married again only to wind up alone. I see a best friend to 1 and someone who could be anyone's best friend. I see someone that spent her whole life trying to be the best mom she could be because she knew her marriage had failed. Her sacrifices were many. I see someone with a good heart. I see integrity and hard earned wisdom. Someone that worked her tail off to get an education to better her life and that of her children when every odd was stacked against her; courage to stand up against the system and win. I see someone who believes in what the world

Just Random Writing...dont Laugh :-)
As I sit here alone thoughts wander through my head, have I found, the love of my life. A love so deep, that nothing could break it....or is this just a fairy tale a figment of my imagination...the thoughts of him run through my head...his eyes, his face...his lips....feeling his touch, his caress, his warm embrace...as I sit here alone, I can almost feel his touch, his breath against my face...see his smile...feel his kiss...never wanting it to end...to last for a lifetime....again and again...is this real love or just a dream....the moment I laid eyes on him...looked into his eyes I could see my future..everything laid out for me...a beginning of a wonderful life...in my dreams I share a love so deep for him that nothing could come between us...is this real love, or a dream....if this is real I want to feel it forever...if this is a dream..promise me I will never wake up...:-)

Just Been Dumped
Well......my girlfriend has just dumped me......not sure if im more upset about not seeing her, or the fact we brought a puppy together and now i wont see her either. So please be nice to me for a lil while....im feeling fragile xxxxxx

Just Got Some Bad News.... :-(
My mom went to the doctor on Monday...she has had a cold for about a week now...most of it settling in her chest...Well I didnt get to talk to her before she went to work today and I just got off the phone with her. They did a chest X-ray..on her today and they have found a mass on one of her lungs...they have given her a decongestant and an antibiotic...to see if it is just fluid...or what...she goes back for another chest X-ray Wednesday...to see if the mass is smaller or larger, or hopefully gone, if they still see something they are going to do a CT on her chest...they are saying that she may have lung cancer....so right now, im really upset...so if i dont talk to you dont take it the wrong way, right now im really hurting....can hardly type this as it is...just keep me and her in your thoughts and prayers...Love you guys!:-(*tears*

Just When You Think Everything Is Perfect....
I am beyond pissed today. Before I begin to explain why...I am NOT breaking up with the boyfriend as far as I know. I do NOT want to hear how you would do a better job if you were dating me. Sincere advice and comments are welcome. Just none of the desperate "if you were my woman I'd do this" type of shit. Not in the mood for it. Today was the last straw for my temper. Earlier this week Andy told me that his hunting plans were cancelled and that he is free on friday. he said we had to hang out. We planned on doing some drinking then hitting a haunted house or two. I was all excited for it. For those of you that don'tknow, I am in between jobs right now and when I am not out job hunting I am at home to prevent any wasting of gas and saving money. So, I spend a lot of time...at home alone becaue my roomie is never home and is always off with her boyfriend. Being home alone soo much is driving me to the edge of insanity. So, pretty much Friday was the day I have been craving all wee

Just A Thought
Just a Thought I just had a thought today that all men secretly like to get it up the ass. Okay you must be saying what the hell, where is she going with this. But have you ever stop to wonder why men rape so many women and children. Really they have this need for power but there is so many women out there just giving their coochie away, I just don’t see the need to rape and torture innocent ones. Many of the victims lately are women who met men online. However, other victims are young girls and children which are minding their own business. People may say well it’s their fault for going out there and talking to strangers on the internet. Should we live in fear that everyone out there is meant to hurt us or should we have faith? Is all faith in mankind gone? I believe men do this because women haven’t turned around and turned all their aggression onto them. Imagine a world where women grab men and tortured them and sodomized them for hours on end. Tortured them till the point that

Just Being A Woman...ty Debb!!!(lol)
Just Being A Woman Being a woman takes hard work, Most men just dont comprehend. Just how hard it is to look so good, On nature I cant depend. Long hot shower, defoliate Shave my legs, other places too. Eyebrows shaped, false lashes now Have to be stuck with glue. Make up applied, Oh how Ive tried, To achieve that centre - fold face. Underwear slipped on, the silky kind, Feels gorgeous, all trimmed with lace. Low cut blouse, turns people on, Teamed with a short black skirt. Fish net tights, five-inch stilettos, Even if my feet hurt. A quick totter around, perfect the walk, Around the patio I do roam. But quickly now, I must get changed, Before my wife comes home! ~~~~~~~~~*)(*~~~~~~~~~~ Hope this brought a smile to your face Huggies, Debbie

Just Because
Because I can not cry for you. I will cry for me. I will cry for what I could have been. If you had been what you were. I will cry for the lost world of hope. I will cry for the good times gone. I will cry for desolation. I will cry for the pain. I will cry for helplessness. I will cry for the others. I will cry for your worst enemy. Yourself. I will cry for what I know to be true. I will cry for what I am not worth. I will cry for what I am worth. I will cry for the hand not held. I will cry for the smoking gun. I will cry for the wasted life. I will cry for the little lost boy. Because I can not cry for you. I will cry for me.

Just Call Me Jailbird...
I just want all my friends to know that if I'm not very talkative for awhile, it's because of the day that I've had.... I was up all night with food poisoning then I wake up to my alcoholic brother threatening my oldest son... As a mother, I stepped in, and because I protected my children, I almost ended up in jail for protecting them. The only way I could stay out of jail, was to have my ex come and take my children for the night.. and believe me, anyone that knows me, knows that my children are my life and my world... seeing my ex drive away with my children in his car about destroyed what was left inside of me. And everyone else thinks that the laws in their state are f**ked up!!!! Try living here and try protecting your child from an alcoholic that threatens their lives... you do that, and you could possibly go to jail. Anyway, just wanted you all to have a heads up as to why I may be a bit quiet for awhile...

Just One
If you save just one person’s life, Make just one person happy, Fulfill just one dream, Life will have been worth living. If you read just one book, Feel the presence of a greater spirit for just one moment, Fall in love just one time, Life will have been worth living. If you help just one person in need, Learn from just one mistake, Make just one good friend, Life will have been worth living. If you give just one apology, Give just one dollar to just one charity, Live for just one day, but live it to the fullest, Life will have been worth living. Even though you can do so much more: You can make a hundred people happy, Feel the presence of a greater spirit every day of your life, Learn from all of your mistakes, Give all you have to charity. Do it just once, and life will still have been worth living

Just Some Personal Research
Where do the Tuscaroras live? The Tuscarora Indians originally lived in North Carolina. But in the early 1700's, many Tuscaroras were killed or enslaved by the British during the Tuscarora War. Most of the survivors moved to New York to live with their northern relatives, the powerful Iroquois Confederacy. Most Tuscarora Indians today live in New York state or across the border in Ontario, but there are some Tuscarora people still living in the Carolinas. Are the Tuscarora Iroquois people? Yes, the Tuscarora tribe became a member of the Iroquois League, or Kanonsionni in their own language ("league of clans.") The other member nations were the Mohawk, the Seneca, the Oneida, the Cayuga, and the Onondaga. The Tuscaroras were the last tribe to join the confederacy. Today these long-term allies call themselves the Haudenosaunee ("people of the longhouse") or Six Nations. How is the Tuscarora Indian nation organized? The Tuscarora nation had a tribal council chosen by t

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Just A Biker
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that

Just My Brain
This place can be anywhere, any time, not even in my head. It’s crazy and scary with way to many things going on. colors, sound, everything is rushing around. Creative ideas trying to jump out which is why it is easy to tell when I am like this. I write more, I start more things… then when it ends I’m stuck with lots of new things and no inspiration. Sure this place is fun but I hate it. It freaks me out, I don’t understand it and the only good part is the increased inspiration – but that only lasts for a few hours at the most. The other bad thing about this place is people seem to wear masks but maybe just maybe its just my manic behavior and everything is fine.....

Just Sinful
Bodies electric Gentle nibble Delicate flick Juices trickle Succulent mouthfuls Indulgent sips spasming sinful Gyrating hips Thrusts entrancing Feverish pace Teeth enhancing Deadlock embrace Desire initiated Passion Unabated Flesh articulated Lust Liquidated

Just Another Word ???
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD ... Body: Well, it's shit ... that's right , shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit or a

Just Let It Go
Some like it wet, Some like it dry, Some like it soft, Some like it hard, To some it’s just a few hours of fun, For some it’s the true bonding, Some like it with a group, Manage a trios? Hand Job, Hard on, Hug me, Kiss you, Fuck her, Abortion, Depression, Condoms and Rubbers, Doctor’s and mothers, Lust and Foreplay, Let it go away.

Just A Thought
Last night i waz at my house smokein tweed & drinkin & i had a thought..when i listened ta Pac's music I felt every lyric u know "It aint eazy", "So many tears", & "Lord knowz" just ta name a few i felt his lyricz then when it waz Bad timez 4 me, with Pac u felt everything he waz goin through cuz u were goin through tha same shit n one since or another.What would be cool, if we could hear tha 2 pac of 2day cuz it haz gottin better 4 me so it prolly would have gottin better 4 him 2 & then his rappz 2day..know u know they would be off tha f'in hook.....Just a thought!

Just Wondering..........if We Had Sex
Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch m

Just For A Laugh!!!!
There was a man who was cleaning his basement. While he was cleaning he found an old looking bottle. He started wipeing it off to read what was the label said. But while he did that , behind him stood a Jennie! The Jennie spoke, who hold the bottle in his hands and set me free is granted three wishes. But chose them carefully. The man was surprised and found an old chair to sit down to think. Well said the man , my first wish is to have a big house with lots of rooms. So the Jennie crossed his arms and gearnted he wish. Then the man was so happy with that he started to think about his mext wish. He then said Jennie my 2ed wish is to have all the rooms in this house filled with lots of money. Again the Jennie crossed his arms and greanted he wish. Well this time the man was very happy. But he was lonely. He sat and he throught foe a while. Then he looked at the Jennie and said . I want my whole house filled with pussy. The jennie looked at the man funny and asked him if he was sure th

Just Think
Life will be horrid, cruel and mean, Sadness can over-take you fast. Back-stabbing friends hurt you deeply, But all of this won't last. For the times when life just seems too hard, Lay down and close your eyes. Think about all the fun you've had, Forget about all the lies. Leave the world behind for two minutes, Just take a breath and think. Then ever so slowly, you shall feel, All your troubles start to shrink. And after this you will realize, You will go through some hard stuff. But you can get through all those days, If you think of good times enough!

Just Dance (he To She) Pt1
The subtle song of slow dancing no longer played across the radio but in young lovers heads dancing to no beat but the cracking of wooden floor boards that have been placed centuries ago the movement of our foot prints leave an everlasting circle stained into the wood "what song are you thinking of?" "no song, no song could ever fit this moment just right" she twirls the first twirl across the stage of darkness you, me, (a dim) spot light, and an old wooden stage blessed upon by the first dance a tear grazes her cheek but is brushed away by a quick spin to dead left then pulled back into the arms of a security net a left hand slowly moves to the lowers of her back guiding her to a beat we both can't hear "what do you think about love?" "this is, shut up and dance" a half smile caress her face then to a concentrated look to get the steps just right "follow my lead" 1,2,3 spin 1,2,3 spin 1,2,3 spin our heads start to spin we obtain a feeling like the first kiss

Just Dance (she To He) Pt2
The music we've been imagining dies down He returns the I love you with his own A right hand clenches the top of a left shoulder To show the I love you is welcomed Continuous stares between each other cause eyes to go numb He speaks up "I've never danced like this before" the extensive wooden stage we've been imagining disappears the music that's been playing stops reality hits us in the face we look around the empty parking lot and street lights above we've been dancing for four hours the minutes have been racking up like seconds my head hangs towards the floor with words at the tip of my tongue his hand grazes my cheek his eyes meet mine "what are you thinking?" he whispers words hitting ear drums like swords towards a heart "I can't explain it" my eyes revert back to the dirt that surrounds us "I understand completely" His left hand then moves to that spot on my back That always gets me to shake The stage reappears "how 'bout another dance?"

Just Some Words To My Friends
Hi all I just wanted to say thanks to all my friends for all the warm comments compliments gifts etc .. Im here just yapping , . I dont care for ratings and all this other stuff but they are appreciated . I am not really into giving ratings and comments so dont expect them ,im on here soley because of some close friends put me on to this and for entertainment purposes I am good listener so if anyone has any interesting talk let me know.. Well thats about it ,,Stay sexy :p and remember teabags ; not only for drinking lmaooo

Just Sayin
well, i am originally from portland oregon, and have been living in texas for about 8 months... after joining the army! i'm going back to texas in a few three months but for the past 12months and the next three i have lived in iraq... i'm a totally cool person to talk to, and thats just what i do! talk.... i'm outgoing, and easygoing, and can't really say too much else... i like sushi, and all food from america... i'm losing weight right now but i think its loss of appetite... the food in these dfac's suck... i've had three true loves in my life, and i dont regret anyone of them. my first love though... is more like a (i'll continue to love him forever as a friend) but the other one were he to come into my life, would be the begining to a beautiful life i have always wanted... the other one is in jail... and well... i told him to listen to me and be good... but ehh, what cha gon do!

Just Blah
I am just really blah today, so i got paid today and i am bout to be broke as soon as a leave my work today...I have to give up basically my whole check for rent which sucks...But i found out that i am getting my God daughter this weekend...I am happy cause i get to spend time with her...I also have to go take my compass test, which is to pass me to get into school for my Stna certfication...So i am bout to have a busy week and weeks to come...Still don't know what i am going to do about the whole boyfriend sitution, it is gettin complicated...But hopefully it will all get better soon...

Just Another Day
February 22, 2006 - Wednesday just another day Current mood: blah you know you need a new life when the most excitment in your day is going to walmart and buying 5 movies, that you know, your going to sit at home alone and watch. sounds like fun? dosnt it? the 2 things i got to look forward to each day is going to work, and if ish isnt working, going to embers for lunch... something just to get me out of the house and interact with people. but yah i could go on, but whats the point, wont change anything. so i'll just sit here at home and play with my rusty razor blade. oh one more thing .... yeah i would :P Currently watching : Mobile Suit Gundam Zeta Limited Boxed Set (Compete 50 Episode Series and Collectable Figures) Release date: 14 December, 2004

Just A Dream?
in the twilite hours ..from mists of swirling black he emerges the embodyment of passion and need eyes so deep and dark seeming to see through you to burn into you willing you to do all that your bidden to do his touch is like fire upon your skin as he traps you within his arms his lips so inviting so ..his kiss strong and fierce pressing against yours in its intimate touch as he bids you open for him and his tongue plays with yours so very skillfully he brushes the hair from your neck and you shiver as you feel his warm breath your heart beating fast waiting anxiously for his next touch a nip a pinprick you gasp as feelings overcome you moaning filling the silence of the room your breath once held now returns in full as it quickens with the beating of your heart his hand sliding down to cup your breast you are open to him vulnerable in this half concious half sleeping state vaguely you wonder where your clothes went and then you care no more as his roaming hands

Just Pondering Upon Myself...
Most times I become disappointed in the people who chose to share my life path. After many disappointments lately I have been reflecting inward. I do this often but lately seems to be even more so. Seems I have a hard time understanding why one would lie or deceive another person. I may not like the truth but I do eventually accept it for what it is. And yes, it may hurt me but lies and deception hurt me even more. Seems that those leave deeper scars and take longer to heal. I do however wonder why one would chose to remain on my path or insist that I remain on theirs when they like very little about me. And then there is those out there that think they know me so well. Funny how they freak out when I don't behave as they think I should. I have some that inquire about my screen name that I have chosen. Even when I explain that I have a yin yang thing going on in my personality, they are still shocked when they see it. I am light and I am darkness. I am positive and I am negative

Just Thoughts
Never be afraid to show love......lavish it upon all you know....the more you give..the more you recieve... Never underestimate the value of a hug....give them freely and watch the rewards! Be a friend to all....and chances are you will be blessed with many friends.... Enjoy the beauty that surrounds you.....I believe there is a beautiful person in everyone....some just do their best to hide it sometimes... Someone once said that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder....I feel lucky that there is so much beauty to behold!

Just Wanted To Say Ty
to everyone outhere i want to say ty lol no sooner did i say none reads this stuff i had ppl read it well that was nice and ty so much for listing to me and huggs for that anyways that made me smile now if ppl just vote on my stash and pics maybe i can beat my friend at this ooo and my mummms do suck lol sorry on that note to

Just A Little Math....
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and K

Just A Taste Of Incompleteness!
The sun bows to night In the end, it begins I hang up my halo As this pen spills out sins I give and you take Don't waste time saying please This playground's all mine I brought the world to his knees My mind bleeding red As I curse this infection Wildly, so blindly Screw this lack of direction Make your mark with your actions Or complain to someone dumb No time for hypocrisy Waste your words! Bite your tongue! No rest for the weary Even as the dust settles down Fallen from glory Just a mute making sound These lips hide the truth A poisoning mark Time tampers with Fate This edge isn't sharp So I replace this old halo And deprive what is needed Destiny's a bitch Mission completed

Just Became A Vip(not Become)
Well today, I bought my first VIP and I also bought my girlfriend Kate a VIP too, the only reason why I did was because I was at my limit for uploading pics and she was close too, so I said what the hell, buy her one too, anyways, I will only give 11's to the ladies and pics of them whether it be profile pic or any pic of themselves but not the NSFW ones though. I will not give them to guys, (I hate to do that, but it's my choice here, I don't expect them from guys anyhow), that's how I'm using my 11's and I'm sticking to it, ok?

Just Who I Am
Hello bar patrons, I am a 35 year old video game design artist from Portland Oregon. I have been skateboarding for around 18 years and I have really long hair. I grew up in the punk era so I like alot of older music like Black flag, G.B.H., the Cramps, Misfits, but I like all types of music in general. I am a huge horror fan and I enjoy attempting to write stories sometimes as well. Nice to meet you I hope to make lots of friends in here! Brian

Just Got Hit On Bt A Girl!!!
hey hi sexy girl ... my name is diane 39 f from florida ...... i am playing with my tits right now wanna see ???? me inviye you first but after that plz u also invite find ur id with yahoo serching.............. Do I seriously look like I am into girls?? I am totally straight sexually, and so not into this shit. I am about to go off seriously!!

Just A Feeling Deep Down
DEPRESSED AND DONT KNOW WHY JUST WANT TO CRY DEEP DOWN INSIDE TO BE ALONE OR WITH SOMEONE TO FEEL LOVED BUT YET STILL FEEL NOTHING INSIDE TO FEEL USED AND YET STILL FEEL SOMETHING I'M NUMB AT MY BEST AND ITS BECOMING THE NORM TO EXPLAIN SEX ISNT EVERYTHING BUT WHEN THE SEX DISSAPEARS HE DOES TOO TO BE LEFT IN THE UNKNOWN WITHOUT A REASON WHY SEEMS TO COME NATURALLY SO I AM DEPRESSED AND I DONT KNOW WHY I SIT ALONE WITH NOONE TO LOVE JUST WOUNDERING WHY

Just Me
Just let me be me Without judgement or persecution Just let me be free To be my own person Advice I love, Though I may not always take it Scriptures from above, They're great but you still have to face it I'm human and I'm stubborn I've been hurt and my heart's been abused Sometimes the hard way is the only way I know how to learn So don't be upset when your help is refused

Just Following Suit
There are aspects in people that find to be positive, yet other aspects that find to be negative. Another way of saying it is a like and a dislike. My number one thing that I like by someone, is a person who can keep their word. If I tell someone I will do something, than I will do it. It might take me a bit to get to it, but I will do it. My word is my bond. If I say, I will do this for you today, than I will do it that day. I have known many who tell me they will do something, than just don't do it at all, and it hurts me. As I would do whatever I said I would for them. I do not care for those that believe they are better than anyone else. I do not like a racist or a prejudice person. These people are ignorant, and are not worth my time. What is worse they are willfully ignorant. I love a fellow romantic, someone I can lavish with love and sappy thoughts and actions. I do not like to made to feel guilty, nor do I like to cause that same feeling in another. I hate it when

Just Want You To Know
HI ALL I SIT HERE I POST WHAT I THINK IS A STUPID PICTURE AND I REALIZE HOW MANY DEAR FRIENDS I HAVE I WANTED TO TELL YOU ALL HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND YOU ALL MEAN A GREAT DEAL TO ME! THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE! LOVE YA MEAN IT! PEE-JAY

Just Take It Away
I'm tired Tired of being sad Tired of hurting Tired of my friends dying Tired of my friends being sick Tired of my friends being hurt Just give it all to me I hurt enough for them as it is let me have their pain too take it from them I don't want them to hurt anymore I can take I'm used to it Just take the pain away Away from all of those that I love I am a Warrior I will fight to the death and in my Victory whether it be here on Earth or in Valhalla I will have won Just take the pain away from them From all those that I love

Just So You Know
Im ready too scream so dont come too close. My DSL is down and they told me i need a new Modem so now i await that. Omg never used dial up on here and if you do i dont know how you make it cause its really not working too good for me.If you got any ideas or hints too speed things up then please let me know. I have no idea who all rated today as it took 20 minutes just too load my bulletins. So im going too go and just let them load and try and return love. To those that need leveled most of you know my guidlines for me too pimp you out. Im going too do it on Happy Hours but heres what you need too do .Add your profile link insode a bulletin and post a bulletin dont shout me for help. after you post a bulletin link it too my shout box and Ill repost best I can do until I get it back. Well I need a few drinks.. real ones though..Just letting you know whats up with me.

Just A Lil Survey
What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Chains/Handcuffs Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100% Bondage83% Biting83% Blind Folds67% Blood33% Whips33%

Just A Lil Binger To Brighten Your Day!
Can you relate to this scene? It's the weekly ritual, 6:30 am Saturday morning and my neighbor begins. I hear that infernal machine start up, the bladed executioner, his rolling chariot of yard clipping chaos roll out of the storage shed cocoon. Back and forth it sweeps, death in its wake as my neighbor rides blithely on, oblivious to what is going on. Never mind it is Fall here and the grass hasn't grown 1/2 inch since last week. I of course have time to ponder all this because his infernal contraption has no muffler. But then it must blare on to hide the cries below. And so I wonder, does he ever really try to speak to the grass. Has he heard the noble dandelion's plea for life as his machine lops it's radiant head off? Years ago, after rolling the momma of all fatties, I got off my mower, laid down with the lawn, and we communed for hours. Our yard has never been the same since! So I ask have you talked to your grass? For sure that day mine talked to me.

Just A Little Note
Or at least that is what she thought. It was actually an invitation into another world of deep dark sexy secrets. She went out of curiosity, the invitation was not very specefic. Good thing it wasn't she may have missed out on one of the most enjoyable evenings of her life. She arrived at around 5:30 p.m. The party was almost ready to start there were only six invited, 3 men and 3 women. 2 of the men were getting the ride ready the other was waiting to hear it was clear for take off. Once they land at there destination, which by the was was Saturn's ring, the evening took a very kinky turn of events. It only took 30 minutes to reach there, so it was 6:00p.m. and the festivities would begin. The first gentleman to enter her, came in from behind and it was something that she did not expect, and when another gentleman entered in front she never felt two penis's inside her at once. While the other 2 went to the other side to have sexual fun. She had noticed that the other two women

Just To Let Ya Know I'm Still Around!!!
Just so all of you know I haven't disappeared. In fact, I had surgery. I haven't been able to get online much till now. And it's just a bit slow. I had disc replacement surgery on my neck and the doctor took out 4 of my discs and replaced them with titanium. So it will be a while, but I will slowly be able to get back up and online and having some fun with ya'll!!!!!! Ms Priss

Just Cause I'm An Asshole
yes i still have a myspace and i'm just as much of a dick there as i am here and to prove it i just made this bulletin and posted it on my myspace Is anyone else as sick as i am about all these bulletins about God and Jesus? I seriously doubt that he gives a shit if you repost a bulletin about him or jesus. If you feel the same sign this and repost it as keep God off of myspace. Pat- Worcester, MA

Just Knitting
A policeman was patrolling a local parking spot overlooking a golf course. He drove by a car and saw a couple inside with the dome light on. There was a young man in the driver's seat reading a computer magazine and a young lady in the back seat knitting. He stopped to investigate. He walked up to the driver's window and knocked. The young man looked up, cranked the window down, and said, "Yes Officer?" "What are you doing?" the policeman asked. "What does it look like?" answered the young man. "I'm reading this magazine." Pointing towards the young lady in the back seat, the officer then asked, "And what is she doing?" The young man looked over his shoulder and replied, "What does it look like? She's knitting." "And how old are you?" the officer then asked the young man. "I'm nineteen," he replied. "And how old is she?" asked the officer. The young man looked at his watch and said, "Well, in about twelve minutes she'll be sixteen."

Just Some Bored Crap
Yep Im bored again, was watchin the falcons game, but why bother, lmao!!! Yes I am from Atlanta, I changed my location for giggles I guess:P Well, Im just wondering what is up with people, Like T.I., he is rich as hell(my dad worked on his new house, so I know what he has,) lol, and he goes and buys and keeps guns,in his bedroom, WTF man, he knows hes a convicted felon, sheesh, and Im not even gonna get started on Mike Vick, hell, any rich black man in Atlanta should really start using a lil more common sense, thats my opinion, cause the Feds are watchin, waitin to get em, damn that sounds crazy, Im just waitin on the next fed bust, cause trust me, it will come.......Anyways enough of that topic, I had a good weekend, took my daughter to the fair, she and her cousins had a good time, then I spent some time with my man, always fun, got tipsy on Grey Goose, so yall can guess how that ended up lmaoo:D:D:D:D:D Well as always thanks for readin my crap~ Lexi

Just For The Moment
Just for the moment, I want to feel like a princess living in a castle in the clouds and be respected, adored in all my galore… Just for the moment, I want to run wild like a wolf in the forested wood, moonbeams shining through the trees and you smiling at me…free~! Just for the moment, I want to enter the dark rocky caves of days gone by, back to the primal instinctive cavewoman creature deep inside… Just for the moment, I want to be on a tropical aisle under a palm tree swaying in the breeze and making love to you as the waves crash over us infinitely… Just for the moment, I want to dance under the stars on a cool summer’s eve and see fire~ blazing in your eyes for me… Just for the moment, I am a tigress growling in lust…or a mythological creature hiding at dusk… Just for the moment, I want to experience what it is like to truly be dominated in the way I read and see on TV….just you and me… Just for the moment, I want to believe you love me more than anything els

Just F*ck Me
NuttinButtSexxyF*CK ME BABY I WANT TO THROW LOVE'S FLOWERS TO THE FLOOR AND STOMP THEM, F*CK ME UPON THEIR PIERCING THORNS, WHERE LOVE'S SAPPY JUICES MINGLE WITH FRUSTRATIONS PUNGENT SCENT, BECOME MY RELEASE, IMPALE YOUR PHALLUS INTO MY FIRE PIT WITH NO SOFT WORDS, POUND ME UNTIL I SCREAM YOUR NAME IN MERCY AND BLEED FOR YOU AND ON YOU, GLEAMING GRANITE WITH HOT FLECKS OF PASSION FOR DOMINANT LUST LET MY VELVET TONGUE SHEATH YOUR STONY DESIRE, I ACHE FOR THIS EROTIC NIGHTMARE OF RAMPANT RELEASE, THE THORNS PIERCE MY HEART AND BECOME A SOCRATES BLOOD LETTING, TURN DEAF EARS TO MY PLEADINGS AND JUST F*CK ME BABY, PAIN'S URGENT RELEASE WEEPS THRU RED RIMMED EYES, ENOUGH TO FILL LOVE'S DEEPEST OCEAN.

Just Another Day
I've been sick with bronchitis or some viral infection and I've been on anti-biotics for the past few days. I can't wait to get back to work because I'm sick of just sitting at home, not making any money. I'd love to get another job, but I'm stuck where I am for right now. Hopefully, things will improve and maybe I'll get my bonuses up (and better attendance because I've been so sick lately) and then maybe I'll be able to get a promotion or move on (even though I heard that a promotion actually means taking a pay cut). Who knows? My boyfriend John spent the day with his nephews. One is two and the other will be a year old in February and they're both so adorable. I hope that someday, I can call them my nephews. But since we're not married, it would be too confusing for them.

Just Stuff
Okay, I'm driving to work and I always have to slow down because people like to pull out in front of me like I wasn't there. Then at work, I'm working on something and I get called up front and the two other carryouts are just standing around doing nothing. I'm working on something in the frozen food department and I get called when they could just ask one of the other carryouts who aren't doing anything to do the order. It doesn't make sense. It's like I'm the one getting picked on for no reason. I'm the one doing all the work while they let the other two just stand there and talk and talk and talk. I just so much wanted to go off on everyone.

Just A Poem
Something once beautiful, can turn ugly. A rose bloosm and grows, showing it's total splendor. Yet, when the cold wind blows a rose will slowly wilt and die. This can happen with love. A love so strong, which once flourished, Can one day seem to disapear. You may love them forever, even for the rest of your life. But, sometimes, the pieces just can't be put back together.

Just Don't Say It
Disclaimer: Those of you who know me know that I am incredibly empassioned by the work that I feel I have been called to do. I love the work and I love the awesome population of people I am called to work with. However, as of late, I have begun to be more and more sensitive to the things people say and that will consitute the bulk of this note. If you are offended by this, good. The reason I say it is good for you to be offended by what I am about to write is because I am tired of seeing such a special group of people referred to so derogatorily and I, myself, am tired of being offended by what I hear and I feel that this needs to be addressed. Note: Let me begin by saying that I love my calling. I love the fact and proudly admit that I have chosen to dedicate my life to working with the severe to profoundly disabled population. They are an amazing group of people and I am blessed to be called to that field because very few people will ever experience humanity and purity in the wa

Just A Thought
Here,s a thought: If you treat people differently They behave differently and eventually they become different because you have put them in a position where they must or they would be like you. Don,t make People different. There is room in the world for more than one of you.

Just A Little About My Past For You All To Read!
I have walked the path of light for too many years then I care to remember, yet now all I know is the darkness. All I once cared about is long dead, not than I really cared about anything but sill, those that once cared about me are all gone! I guess in hindsight this is a good thing as it freed me up to explore the darker sides of life... I seem to be compelled to tell you all this but just don’t know why... Oh... I do understand that in some way or another you will get all shitty with what I do...but I really could not give a shit and why should I ay? Not like any of you are going to believe what I have to say anyway! So might just as well go for it! So HA!?! I couldn’t care less! Now lets see... I was in a bad way after my wife killed her self so to get away from her memory I travelled to many different places... some of whitch where very dark... I fell in with a cult in the west indeas knowen as “The sacred rose” but they where just a bunch of pompus windbags! So I left... T tr

Just A Note To Say
Just a Note To Say No lover is she, but a friend A mate who has touched my soul She hugs me when my heart is sore and when my mind is numb Absorbs the pressures from my body and drains away the despair When I feel so alone and broken she holds my world together These arms in which I stand wring out my pain so gently A simple caress of human hands an island in a raging sea I do not know her well yet though our companionship seems timeless Friend , O friend , so beloved this is for you, may we never lose it

Just Somethings I Been Thinking About
Life is full of surprizes you know. Like for one, alright I know I am a very sweet guy and i do have a bit of romantic side to me.But i have noticed so much about woman these days...They don't care about truth. or whats in front of them and ect. I have noticed alot in life that upsets me so bad. I sit and try everyday just to get some where in life. I am honest about hings even if it hurts me in the long run. just like how I sit here and take the time to write things to people all the time and what do I get in return...Aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww your very sweet or thank you or something you know...Cuz they want to be nice but then once they see what I look like it the pic thats it no more after that. I wish I a penny for everytime a gurl turned a way from me cuz I'd be a billioniare right now... I guess when you ugly and ani't scared to admit to it people just try their hardest to rub it in your face.Its not about looks...Maybe i can just sit here and agree with some thin

Just Wanted Today
My brothers and sisters are out there putting their neck on the line , never felt so proud to be a part of such a great family (USMC.) while politicians take away our benefits , and our pay we still come out every day to take care of bussines. I happy to say that even do i shreded blood for this country I wouldn't have it any other way I love my country , I love america , there no place like it . God bless this great country and everyone of my brother and sisters that live in it !!!!!!!

Just To Let You All Know
HEY EVERYONE, I'M NOT FEELING GOOD SO I'M GONNA MAKE IT A EARLY NIGHT TONIGHT. MY THROAT AND EARS BEEN BOTHERING ME ALL DAY...NOW MY HEAD IS POUNDING AND ITS MAKEN ME NAUTIOUS.....SO I'M THINKING THAT I NEED TO GO LAY DOWN AND TRY TO GET SOME REST AND HOPEFULLY I WILL BE BETTER TOMORROW. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD NITE AND A WONDERFUL DAY TOMORROW. HUGS, ERIKA

Just A Thought
A thought for you my love. With you, I've learned what true love is all about. True love means staying together & being strong during the most difficult times. You & I have overcome life's challenges & we've also lived through wonderful experiences. Together, we've built a deep & lasting relationship. I know that I can always count on your support, your love, & your friendship. For that I want to tell you how much you mean to me... I love you

Just Breathe
Tonight, I am sitting up at work with one of my dearest friends, and I am contemplating life...my past, my future...just the whole gambit I guess. Well, the phone rings and it is my husband callling to let us know that there has been a suicide by the University. Someone decided they could not bear their next breath and jumped from the top of the parking garage. How does a person get to that point? What happens within us to make that next breathe seem so tortureous that we can not take it in. Are we all hard-wired to be capable of making that decision, or are is it just a few? I have been to that point in my past...begging to be able to take my last breath yet always having intervention. My salvation coming in the form of a call, a friend somehow knowing what I am doing, just being there, talking to me...offering hope, maybe even a momentary reprieve. But what made me so special? Why did I deserve that intervention? Who am I to deserve having a guardian angel so to speak come and re

Just So U Know.
JUST BECAUSE U LIVE IN THE SAME TOWN DOES THAT GIVE U THE RIGHT TO WANT TO MEET A MARRIED MAN AND DO WHATEVER U CAN THINK OF WITH HIM? AND U KNOW WHO U ARE OUT THERE FROM THE SAME TOWN MY HUSBAND AND I ARE FROM BUT NEWS FLASH HE IS MINE STAY THE HELL AWAY!

Just 4 The Heck Of It
I could write my life in here but it would be so boring that if anyone stopped to read it they would probably go insane or pitch them selves in front of a train!hehe.now it would be much more fun to write what I would like my life to be like if I lived in a sifi movie! anywho I like to write diddys.I wont call them peoms..I like to write dark ones just because they are much more fun to write!

Just A Little History
just a little info i am 26 mairred have five kids three girls and two boys. My husband Anthony is a wounderful man. I am here to meet new friends and have a good time. I am a stay at home mom and spend alot of time with my kids they are my world. Any thing else you want to know just ask and i will tell you. well this is it for now have a good day.

Just A Guy
He's just a guy That makes you weak, He's just a guy That makes you complete. He's just a guy with a perfect smile, Every day you see him Makes like worth while. He's just a guy That's on your mind, Making you want him With all of his lies. He's just a guy That you seem to love But no matter how hard you try You'll never be good enough. He's just a guy That broke your heart, Screaming and shattered, Left torn apart. He's just a guy, But you don't want him to exist, Because it's all his fault That you've ended up like this. He's just a guy, That moved on too quick, And all of those lines They've seemed to stick; Onto your heart, And into your head, Can't fall asleep, You want to be dead. And there he is The very next day, With his new girlfriend, You slowly melt away. Go to the bathroom, And grab the razor blade, Slash through your wrist, Watch the memories fade away. He's just a guy, That made you feel used, He's just a guy, That

Just Want To Say Hello From Madrid
Hi there!! Sorry that I have been quiet for a long time but I am in Madrid now for vacation. I´m very happy right now because I have never been to Europe at all. I do hope things are well with everyone on here and take care. :) Jeremy

Just Saying Hi
its ganna rain for the next few days so you might not hear from me....but dont panic..the Gimptastic One is all good...just staying out of the rain..should be atlest geting my phone back vwery soon if all goes according to plan...thats a big "if" LOL

Just One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Just An Average Girl
Sorry for having morals and not putting out on the first date; so you can run along to your friends and brag about getting laid. Sorry for not wearing my skirts short enough or having my cleavage hanging out for the world to see. Sorry for not being skinny enough, curvy enough, or having enormous tits to satisfy your taste. Sorry for having a brain and not dumbing myself down to make you feel smarter. Sorry for just being an average girl that knows what she wants in life. but the thing is I am not sorry about any of that. I am sorry that you had your head shoved to far up your ass that you missed out on what was right in front of you.

Just Fuck Me
This is the room We are in this together You and me against the rest of the world A battle to defy them Take me Hold me Show them who I belong to Let them stare I don’t care Press me down Let them know Show them the taboos of Our love This affair This beautiful defiance Are they watching? Strip me of clothes And my courtesy Kiss me in forbidden places Upon my flesh Make me gasp While you sink your teeth Into me Mark me Brand me yours Now connect with me Mind, body and soul Push into me Breathe into me Interlock with me Bring out the voice Flood the room with noise Let them hear us Let them cover their ears in shame We don’t care Deafen them Grip my flesh Grip my hair Use me to love me Use me to pleasure me Pleasure you Such taboo Let them turn Let them squirm They will learn Harder Faster Deeper You know what to do It’s me and you Against the rest of the world This is the love they can’t deny Because our kisses are of Titanium ore Unb

Just Wondering....
So, Working alot, taking time for my family. Friends are awesome and have been very supportive. My daughter who just came home, is finding a place and moving out. She needs to be allowed to grow up huh? Even if I dont want her to go, she has to and I know that. Samantha will be going as well by year end. I will prolly have my grandson till she gets to NC and gets settled, finds work, then I will send him up to be with her. So, by year end, I will just have Allyson home. Ughhhhhh... Broken heart is trying to mend. And all my kids are going away. Times lately have seemed sad, and I havent been myself alot. I probably wont be myself for a bit yet. So continue to bear with me my friends. Life seems like it keeps throwing me backwards instead of forwards. I dont know day to day anymore what its gonna be like, whats gonna happen or what my schedule will even be. I dont like it being in such dis-array. I like schedules. I like plans. I like knowing what I am doing and what direction I

Just For You
Hey guys and girls as promised ive asked my girfriends and they have all give me some of their sexy pics for you to collect so as i promised those that have sent me sexy stories or chatted to pn msn you will have access xx mwah xxx wendy xx

Just Thinkng
Hey every one reading my blogs and poems mail me and let me know what you think there are more where theses came from I justed posted a few to get a feel out there in the Fubar Cyber world Thankx forch ecking them out cant wait to hear back

Just Take A Moment
Give thou thine heart to the wild magic, To the Lord and the Lady of Nature, Beyond any consideration of this world. Do not covet large or small, Do not despise weakling or poor, Semblance of evil allow not near thee, Never give nor earn thou shame. The Ancient Harmonies are given thee, Understand them early and prove, Be one with the power of the elements, Put behind thee dishonour and lies. Be loyal to the Lord of the Wild Wood, Be true to the Lady of the Stars, Be true to thine own self besides, True to the magic of Nature above all else. Do not thou curse anyone, Lest thou threefold cursed shouldst be, And shouldst thou travel ocean and earth, Follow the very step of the ancient trackways.

Just Thinking
Do you think its possible to feel something for someone that for all you kno may not exist? To meet someone you've never met in person and start to have some sort of feelings for them, and even if you did, would they be real and how could you trust your heart that it wouldnt set you up for failure, i met someone and when i first got on here was for the pure intentions of just meeting friends, but its strange because i found myself "needing" to hear his voice and "needing" to kno that he was ok, could i have been lieing to myself the whole time, or had i finally found a guy ive dreamed myself to be with, i dont kno its weird because i started falling for someone because he made me feel the way ive always wanted to feel and he excepted me for what i was and not who i claimed to be, he saw into me and i could open up to him and tell him everything and it was weird how he had that hold on me, but then tonight i find out he was speaking with someone an im glad i found out now while i could

Just So Y'all Know...
Having a headache, while you're pregnant, BEFORE seeing your obst. so they can ok using Tylenol... SUCKS ASS. *whimpers* I really want someone to play with my hair right now, that would be more effective than the pills anyways. *whine whine bitch bitch moan moan* boys suck. no xoxo for you.

Just Your Beathe
Don't touch. Just wait. Come closer and let me feel your breath on my neck. Warm and moist. Breathe on me. My shoulders, my breasts. Don't touch. Let your tongue taste my nipples. Let your lips embrace them. Send shivers through my body.

Just A Little Update For You Guys.....
I am sorry that I have not been such a Fubar junkie the last week or so but I am currently working 3 different contracts as well as trying to get the house I am moving into finished. Soooo I am just a little tiny bit busy LOL. This will all settle down after the 31st of October. So be patience and keep the faith I will return soon. Love ya all.

Just A Random Thought...
since working at target, and it being close to halloween ive seen alot of people buy costumes for there pets...with that i must say these people should be killed or just die vey violentlly! feel sorry for these cats and dogs these idiots put costumes on, come on people i dont give a crap how cute u think it looks!! how do u think ur pet feels in that dumbass costume u bought! cant u fuckers ever think about something else besides urselves for once? u people make me sick!

Just A Little Thought
LOOK INTO THE DEPTHS OF MY SOUL AND YOU WILL SEE ALL THE THINGS THAT ARE MEANT TO BE YOU WILL SEE THE PAIN AND THE LOVE AND ALL THE THINGS THAT DWELL THERE IN WHEN YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME SAY IT FROM YOUR HEART WHEN I SAY FOREVER IT MEANS TO NEVER PART. IN ALL MY 32 YEARS I HAVE SEEN PEOPLE COME AND GO BUT NEVER NONE THAT HAVE MADE MY HEART FLUTTER AND GLOW HYPMOTIZED AND LOST FOR EVER IN YOUR EYES I STARTED TO PRAY THAT ONE DAY THIS WOULD BE THE LOVE THAT EVEN I COULD NOT DISQUISE I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO WALK AWAY AND JUST LEAVE BEHIND THE THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE NEVER WORKED OUT BUT HOW DO YOU LEAVE A LOVE THAT IS SO KIND ONE THAT FEELS SO RIGHT AND SO STRONG TO MY KNEES I FALL LOOKIN UP FOR ALL THE ANSWERS TO THE THINGS I LONG TO FIND TO HEAR THE ANSWERS I NEED TO HEAR THAT ONE DAY I WILL HAVE THAT ONE LOVE I HOLD SO DEAR TILL THE END OF TIME FOR YOU I WILL WAIT YOU CAN CALL ME BACK WITH JUST THREE WORDS KNOWING I WOULD NEVER HESITATE TO RUN RIGHT BACK TO BE IN YOUR ARMS TO K

Just Me
I have pushed myself to be the Best person i can..I have placed my life on hold to raise 37 wonderful boys... Along the way times was sometimes hard but i always made myself believe that there was nothing i couldnt make it thur .. You never know what God is going to hand you , but i have always believed he will never give you more then you can handle . I have always been a very careing person and make sure that everyone that is around me that i love and hold dear to my heart has everything they need I work very hard to get where i am at .. For over the past 15 years i have been a mother to 37 boys makeing sure they get there education and grow to be a man and to earn the respect they so deserve. I have watch my little girl die ,& watch a son be told he has cancer, i have been beat down stab and left to die and thur all that i have found the strenght to bring myself back up. I have strived so hard to earn the respect i so deserve.I have put my life on hold to make sure that

Just Something I Realized Last Night
In darkness, all things are the same. When there is nothing left but the most severe depression, all the things that were once overwhelming mean nothing. It is all the same. No one thing takes precedence over another, so it's easier to take things one step at a time considering priorities do not matter, speed does not matter, dedication does not matter. It's all the same. In darkness, all things are the same. Life becomes simple again.

Just Random
Q: Did you hear about the guy who finally figured out women? A: He died laughing before he could tell anybody. Q: How are women and tornadoes alike? A: They both moan like hell when they come, and take the house when they leave. Q: How are women and the lottery alike? A: You pay to play, and then you pray that you might get lucky! Q: Why do men pass gas more than women? A: Because women won't shut up long enough to build up pressure. Q: When does a woman enjoy a man's company? A: When he owns it. Q: Why do hookers make more money than drug dealers? A: A hooker can clean her crack and sell it again. Q: What is a birth control pill? A: The other thing a woman can put in her mouth to keep from getting pregnant. Q: What does a woman's asshole do when she is having an orgasm? A: He is usually home with the kids!

Just Hopeless
You say that you are only good at being a hopeless romantic but I’ve got at least three things I can name that you have excelled the standards of men One she said in that oh-so tone of hers is that you can see you can see all that you want to be and above all you want to be free Two stated as a-matter-of-fact is you can hear all that your heart holds dear the cries of those and drop of their tears your heart beats whenever she is near and finally Three said in solace you can love and this I hold high above, your heart beats for all of those that you love remember these my dear because you must know that you are not hopeless but a romantic you may well be.

Just Think About ...
I've been thinkin about what SEXY is to me and could mean to other people....and there is a lot of things that come to mind!! It isnt just SEX thats sexy, but damn... having my legs pinned behind my ears can be a so great and very sexy!!! And finding my man dripping wet out of the shower is DAMN sexy, and watching him walk around in nothing but a towel.. Is VERY SEXY!!! But SEXY to me doesnt have to involve sex...Its a state of mind.... Its how you feel about yourself.. Its not anyones size (and I mean body size people..lol ), what your skin color is, how perfect your hair is... or even if you have any!! I have met men that I would never in a million years thought were sexy by just looking at them. Its when I got to know them, feel them, see how they feel about themselves...that is when I looked at them in a different light.....I truley believe that women (including myself) strive in so many ways to be what the "world thinks is sexy"..... All the while forgetting what its really all ab

Just For A Laugh
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK T

Just Waiting
Everyday, I always think of you. Do you, too? My head swells with memories of you. But do thoughts of me even pass your mind? Would it even occur to you to wonder? Two hundred and fifty kilometers apart yet we’re aware what happens in both our lives. We share messages of when, what and where. But always leaving out the why and how. When there’s a great distance between us it seems that our minds are connecting. When we’re near each other in a crowd it’s as if we’ve never exchanged thoughts. If it’s just the two of us in the same room would we just stare at each others’ eyes, never utter a single word while waiting… just waiting.. for something to happen?

Just Sick And Tired
so i have to kick seth out tomorrow night both for selfish reasons and for non.. i know its getting closer to justyn coming out which means he and kyle have to leave anyone but brooke james and i wanna roll tomorrow so hense he leaves tomorrow he drives me crazy he realy does my dad hasnt asked for much for him staying here because of my connection with him then his friend kyle ends up staying too he asked kyle for a bottle of vodka and now my dad ask that they buy five items at the food store and seth is pitching a fit. i asked seth for one more night with me and him and he is being all like no about it.. seth is about to be homeless for six months im so mad at him for blowing all his money i hate that he does this stuff and with things building up in my head if they go they way i think they are what kind of person is seth to have around? why is it that i care so much for him and have lvoed him for so long when he is going no where with his life.... i am jsut way over whelmed and the

Just What I Am Thinking At This Particular Time
Ever hear a song and it totally explicitly has you pegged? Well, after the night I am having tonight this song comes on and I find myself sharing with whomever cares enough to listen besides myself... Smoke Rings In the Dark.... Well, I won't make you tell me, What I've come to understand, You're a certain kind of man, And I'm a different kind of woman. I tried to make you love me, You tried to find the spark of a flame that burns and somehow turns to smoke rings in the dark. The lonliness within me, Takes a heavy toll, Cause it burns as slow as whisky, Through an endless aching soul. And the night is like a dagger, Long, cold and sharp, As I sit here on the front porch, Blowin smoke rings in the dark. I know I must be going, Cause love is already gone, And all I'm taken with me, Are the pieces of my heart, And all I'll leave is smoke rings in the dark. The rain falls where it wants to, Wind blows where it will, Everything on Earth goes somewhere, But I swear standing still. So

Just Let Go...
Have you ever met someone who was almost perfect? Someone who has good looks, a great personality, and does their partner in a relationship right? Now, think about this... has that person ever been done like shit by their partner and it has made you so mad that you wanna bitch slap that person? I know someone like that... it sucks to see such a good person go through shit like that, doesn't it? I think this person knows who they are. I won't mention any names though. After talking to this person, I have learned something... if you JUST LET GO and live life to the fullest not worrying about when love will come and what is going to happen in the future, just live it day by day and whatever happens... happens, then it will come soon enough. Not just love, but happiness, or anything else you eventually want in life. So I want to say to that person... {and you know who you are} thank you for opening my eyes to that. I needed that kind of relisation in my life. The past is the past, the futu

Just The Beginning Of My List (thank You All)
This train is to say thank you so very much too all my wonderful friends!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! You ladies kick so much ass and have been the greatest blessings in my life! All of you have been so supportive and wonderful during my dark times and thru my good times! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!! And a Special Thank You to the My Lovely Wiccan Embrace!! Dear Heart You Amaze Me! Wiccan Embrace@ fubar lilmidnite~FunUnleashed's Cherrished Submissive One~~~@ fubar XONascarKittyXO@ fubar ♥Dj SilkyDarkness♥~Abyss Radio~@ fubar DJ~SILK~S~E~X~Y ♒ S & S RADIO ♒{Øwñè®}~ ✌Head plunnder Bunny✌@ fubar MysBehaven2nite "Fubar Wife of The Batman@ fubar Proud Mary@ fubar mickeygirl@ fubar HorseAngel@ fubar drkreflections~CLUB F.A.R.~INTERCEPTOR FOR THE PRIDE~WSC~RL Wife to Will~@ fubar

Just Give Me A Minute
Just Give Me a Minute Just give me a minute.... Just give me a minute....to explain mom and dad See back in the day you gave me everything i had Accept a few things that were mine and mine alone My thoughts ...my love...and that which is my soul See i jumped off the road and hit another path Charted my own course and found a much better map I used to do everything just to make you proud, so you could be one of the crowd at your dinner parties talkin about your kids. Studied hard in school to show you what i could do... but with my grades....its not like anyone knew... but my only mistake...my only mistake was thinking it was for you.... These days i write rhytmes so you folks remember times when your life became yours you know like when you opened your eyes and oh look! to your supprise.... Nothing has changed..... accept you.... Baby....Baby please...just give me a minute...just give me a minute to explain what happened... see one da

Just A Word To The Wise. E-mail Petitions Are Not Acceptable To Congress
Good information. From Snopes.com If you are going to pass something along, Let it be THIS! To whom it all concerns: Just a word to the wise. E-mail petitions are NOT acceptable to Congress or any other municipality. To be acceptable, petitions must have a signed signature and full address. Same with "prayer chains" -- be wary. Almost all e-mails that ask you to add your name and forward on to others are similar to that mass letter years ago that asked people to send business cards to the little kid in Florida who wanted to break the Guinness Book of Records for the most cards All it was, and all this type of e-mail is, is to get names and "cookie" tracking info for telemarketers and spammers to validate active e-mail accounts for their own purposes. Any time you see an e-mail that says forward this on to "10" of your friends, sign this petition, or you'll get good luck, or what ever, it has either an e-mail tracker program attached that tracks the cookies and e-m

Just A Thought.
so i was talking with my good friend funkymunky and we are deciding on where i should live here are the choices. what do you think ? Arsoli (Lazio, Italy) Bastard (Norway) Beaver (Oklahoma, USA) Beaver Head (Idaho, USA) Brown Willy (Cornwall,UK) Chinaman's Knob (Australia) Climax (Colorado, USA) Cunt (Spain) Cunter (Switzerland) Dikshit (India) Dildo (Newfoundland, Canada) Dong Rack (Thailand-Cambodia border) Dongo (Congo - Democratic Republic) Effin (Limerick, Ireland) Fuku (Shensi, China) Fukue (Honshu, Japan) Fukui (Honshu, Japan) Fukum (Yemen) Hold With Hope (Greenland) Intercourse (Pennsylvania, USA) Lickey End (West Midlands, UK) Little Dix Village (West Indies) Lord Berkeley's Knob (Sutherland, Scotland) Middle Intercourse Island (Australia) Muff (Northern Ireland) Nobber (Donegal, Ireland) Pis Pis River (Nicaragua) Sexmoan (Luzon, Philippines) Seymen (Turkey) Shafter (California, USA) Shag Island (Indian Ocean) Shitlingthorpe (Yorkshire, UK)

Just Something
The Kiss How it feels when we touch How it sends a messgae right to my soul How it makes me think of nothing else How it can wipe away all the pain How it can bring out the silver linings in everything How it frees me from the days captivity How I long for just another kiss from you

Just Let Me Rant...
I was cleaning up an old email account, and I had run across a few sexy exchanges with a few people I had met from another site.......OMG, it was back in 04.....HOLY SH*T !!! THAT SITE WAS "FUN" BACK THEN. Actually I think I was on there in 03, my mail didn't go back that far. BUT I WAS MEETING 'REAL PEOPLE" and HAVING A BLAST !!! Then I came to this site,for reasons that are personal,it was fun and I was having a blast here as well.. WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO THIS SITE ???? I have heard & seen so many changes since I have been here and it hasn't been that long ago at all.I have only been here a short while. It seems like it's nothing more than a popularity contest. HOW MANY VIEWS DID I GET ?? HOW MANY RESPONSES DID PEOPLE LEAVE ?? OMG, I HAVE SOOOOOOOO MUCH MAIL , I NEED A SECRETARY ( if you're female......we all get tons of mail, it's always been like that ) WOW, DID YOU SEE ALL THE VIEWS I GOT WHILE 'CAMMING" Good thing I don't cam.. Then they have points an

Just Fuckng Around
Right now, all I can think about is our sex, Or sexual positions? Mmmm.. and sucking on your pussy. I like to bury my head between your thighs. I have no idea why this turns me on so much. I can't understand why I get a rush out of your shivers. You like it when I fuck you with my tongue don't you? Ooo You're so lucious. Should I finger your butt a little bit or is that too much? Please gush,Please gush. Baby I want you to come. I'm kind sprung on that. Rub your nipples a little more. I'm aiming to lick you critical. You got my dick throbbing now. I can't take it any longer.I about to fuck you stronger than I ever have. Remember the showers? the kitchen? even the baths? As I insert my wrath, your juice splashes me. You scratching on my back while I fuck you masterfully. My balls slapping on your ass....Hadn't noticed you had your legs wrapped around me. Astounding, You're double cumming on me. Why are you calling for God?? It's all your fault that this happened to you. Eating y

Just Some Stuff
Ok so I've come to a crossroads in my life with many separate paths leading off from here. I went and looked at a stereo school in Houston today. It's a 12 week program covering everything from the basics of Watts' and Ohms' laws(yeah when you get certified you have to know how it all ties together) to speakerbox design to working with fiberglass and metals. And that's just the first 4 weeks! The next four get more in depth with alot more hands on design and build. The third 4 cover custom interior and sewing(building seats, working with all types of materials, custom dash and lighting). Overall the program sounds really good to me but I'm not sure whether I want to give up on trying to get back to college or not. I've been trying(though sometimes not very hard) for the last year to get a job but nothing seems to be turning up. The first legit(great pay awesome benefits retirement and I qualify) job interview I get and I managed to screw it up. Some days I think I wasn't meant to ke

Just Thinking ...
I sit out here, miles from everything, and I thank my stars for being where I am … and who I am. There’s adequate turmoil in the populated world. I’m glad it hasn’t found my little neck of the woods yet. Of course, I didn’t always live out here next to Great Spirit. A short time ago, I was part of the rat race I dislike so much. But now? Well, there’s just me, the boys (my dogs), my snug cabin, and a view back to the previous century. As I sit on my willow rocker, strumming an old acoustic guitar, I wait for night to fall so I can watch my special star rise into the clean and clear sky. This particular special star became mine only a a few weeks ago. Before that, it was just an ordinary old star, one of several trillion flickering in the great darkness that surrounds my place after the sun leaves us for the day. One night, it just seemed to flicker a little brighter; kind of winked at me; and we’ve been on the same plain ever since. Why this star picked me out of all the g

45 Just Cuz
1. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? UMMMMMMMM NO. 2. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons? EEEEEEEEEHAHA. I WOULD DRESS THEM UP AND START A WHOLE COMMUNITY OF SPOONS. I WOULD EVEN HAVE SPECIAL NEED SPOONS (SPORKS) AND CROSS DRESSING SPOONS. IM ALL INTO EQUAL OPPORTUNITY AND SHIT. 3. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school? I LOOOOOOVED ME SOME TIFANNY. WHITNEY HOUSTIN, REO SPEEDWAGON, GEORGE MICHEAL! HA! 4. What is the best thing about your job? I LOVE MY JOB. I GET SNUGGLES AND HUGS ALL DAY. PLUS I LAUGH ALOT. 5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was required in class? UMMM NO. NO I DONT...BECAUSE...WELL, THATS STUPID 8. Where are you going on your next vacation? I HAVE NO IDEA. 9. Quote a song lyric? YOU ARRRRRRRRRRRRE THE SUN. YOU ARRRRRRRRRRE THE RAIN. 10. Are most of the friends in your life new or old? HMMMMM NEW 11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea? I HAVE NO I FREAKIN DEA WHAT IKEA IS. IT

Just So You Know.
this week the movers will be here to pick up my stuff and ship it to the states. that means that after wednesday i most likely won't be online till after i get back to the states. if that's the case, then just know that i love ya'll and will be back on as soon as i can be. i will miss ya'll!

Just Call Me Stupid!
Well once again Iv'e been made to look like an ass its amazing Im goin back to my cold hearted ways back to when I could give a fuck about anything cuz honestly I dont give a fuck!Im sick of bein used and my heart bein broke IM DONE I HATE MEN!

Just To Busy
I guess i'm just to busy anymore for this site, I can't keep up let alone level in what use to only take me hours. I don't want to lose the contacts I've made with alot of people on here that wouldn't be fair to them, but I no longer care about leveling or "ranking". I will be around, but not near as much. I think i've learned there's life outside this computer, well sleeping and working anyways and that seems to take priority in my world these days. Things are going well for me and I don't want to mess that up. I got my divorce papers in the mail last week and just waiting on a paper to sign and then here in like 2 months i'll be officially divorced. I have mixed emotions on this, as much as it needed to happen it's hard and confusing. I'm not regretting the decision just trying to take it all in. Anyways ya'll have a wonderful weekend I'm heading back to bed here shortly. Much luv to ya all...I'll be around more on my days off which are Mondays and Tuesdays.

Just Something To Think About
Yes, we're an imperfect country...and some of the media delights in that, pointing it out to us repeatedly. But here's a pleasant read about America and our unselfish motives around the world. Enjoy. When in England at a large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return.' It became very quiet in the room. ************** Then there was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carri

Just Fuck It!
As darkness comes, enjoying the sounds of the earths creatures flopping in circles over the head, I can walk without being judged. No one can see me and dont want to be seen. becoming to a point that the only way days are better is just to say "fuck it". A tear will never be shed as before cuz of not caring anymore has probably saved a life. Into the darkness I am cuz as the world goes to sleep, I can roam the earth freely, without hassel, without heat. Dark blue he may see me wearing, it is my colored mirror of the darkness. He may think I may live a unhappy life, lol, I am surrounded by friends of all species and I am completely content and dont give a fuck what he says. Into the grave of all the souls who walked this crappy earth, brothers and sisters of mine comes out to play. Messing with peoples minds they enjoy best, lies I've learned best from. I know all that I want to know and for what I dont know, who cares!

Just Here.....
End of October already.....wow..this year has flown....tomorrow is my birthday, gonna be 43 and it really is cool....no worries no bother.....this year i feel younger and better than ever....feel like wooohoooo. Went to a Halloween party last firday nite....what a blast, was with my co-workers.....so much fun. I've been not online as much lately, seems life has gotten busy, i hope things settle down some cause i seriously need to post and reconnect with my friends here....miss ya all. More later!!!!

Just A Rate Please!!
Heya All :D My VIP runs out tomorrow at 6 pm and I need help to get 7500 comments(1pt each)/rates(10pts each) combo. Here Is The Link If You Would Mind Dropping In And Dropping A Few Comments And A Rate :D Thank You Sooooooo Much!!!! MUAHHHHHH!!! THANK YOU LadyGray & CdnCyborg XXXXXXXXXX Please Stop In And Show Them Love As Well. Fan, Add & Rate

Just Another Poem
The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you, Were what made my heart complete. I knew one thing for sure, Without you, my future was obsolete. And now, we love just the same, As it doubles day by da

Just A Question... Any Answers?
I don't bother anyone...I keep to myself for the most part.. An incident happen where my last account was reset...As most of you know, I was a godfather and Legend on that account. I had a difference of opinion with administration and I will leave it at that,I will not get into the whole story again..People assume it was because of cheating..not so! Anyway, why do people feel the need to post shit, when they have no idea what they are talking about? Why do people post blogs about others when they don't even know what happened, why do people try to make a claim to fame at others expense? I am making reference to ~FATSONNY~, now I never bothered this guy, I don't know him and I don't care to know him, but he has taken the liberty of writing a blog on his page about me and my friend Ms. Dallas bashing us for no good reason.. This is like the third blog he has wrote about us, I think he is a little obsessed, if you ask me! He has no clue what he is talking about, but boy

Just So I Wont Froget Lol Again
Something in the way she moves Theres something in the way she moves, Or looks my way, or calls my name, That seems to leave this troubled world behind. If Im feeling down and blue, Or troubled by some foolish game, She always seems to make me change my mind. Chorus: n(and) I feel fine anytime shes around me now, Shes around me now Almost all the time. n(and) if Im well you can tell that shes been with me now, n(and) shes been with me now Quite a long, long time And I feel fine.___________ Every now and then the things I lean on lose their meaning, And I find myself careening Into places where I should not let me go. -- she has the power to go where no one else can find me, Yes, and to silently remind me Of the happiness and good times that I know, you know. Well I said I just got to know that: It isnt what shes got to say Or how she thinks or where shes been. To me, the words are nice, the way they sound. I like to hear them best that way - It doesnt

Just To Say Goodnight!
After all my griping about newbies I just have to say not everyone thats a jerk on here is a newbie...This guy didn't like my pic I guess and rated me a 6. Whatever...Hes been on awile and I just have to say...the new guys learn as they go...some old timers here are just plain mean,...Here he is.. a mean one..:( jamminjr@ fubar

Just A Mum
JUST A MuM A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mum." "We don't list 'Mum' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar". "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in midair and

Just Stuff
FUBAR ADOPTION..LOL Here's the rules of fubar Adoption : Send this to all the people on your list and see who wants to own you.- The first person to send u a message saying " I own you" owns you. It's simple... P.S. send it cuz it is kinda funny and it might be surprising to see who gets you first See who picks you... Let the games begin! lolol

Just Too Funny
Words with two meanings 1.THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2.VULNERABLE (vul-nur-a-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3.COMMUNICATION (ka-myoo-ni- kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4.COMMITMENT (ka-mi! t-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5.ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn- ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6.FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, and male bonding. 7.REMOTE CO

Just Fyi About This Blog
this is where I will be spouting off my random drama..i truly mean no harm..and I am serially kidding around..but it has to be said..and im gonna be saying it :p so kiss my fat well rounded arse if you don't like it *giggles* cuz im a frayed knot!

Just A Nightmare
Not too much to update on mom... I talked to dad last night before he went to visit her and he told me that he was gonna call me back and then never did. But he did tell me that they had moved her to "lock down" because she was throwing fits. And that she had snuck in her cigarettes and they caught her with them and due to that they were talking about restraining her. So... all I know is that mom could be tied down right now and there is nothing that I can do to help! Grrr I hate feeling helpless!

Just Rambling....
Been a bit stressed out lately. Trying to concentrate on sales with the business, which is so not me lol. I am quiet and shy, definitely not the qualities for a salesperson. Clients that we have had forever, tell me I would be a great salesperson, because they trust me. They know Iwon't take advatage of them. In fact our clients are always lecturing us on not charging them enough, doing too much for them. We just believe in taking care of them. Funny story, a client last week actually rejected the quote I gave for work she asked for. She gave me her own price she was willing to pay... double what I had quoted. Its hard for me to bill someone when what they asked for takes me 5 minutes. Her work will take a day, so its not like she is adding a couple dollars. My old employer has added to the stress, filing papers to make sure he keeps the legal process going. Nothing like opening the door to see someone waiting to serve you papers. It is ridiculous considering what I went

Just Lobve This
Did you ever have a job that you hated and worked real hard at? A long, hard day of work. Finally you get to go home, get in bed, close your eyes and immediately you wake up and realize... that the whole day at work had been a dream. It's bad enough that you sell your waking life for minimum wage, but now they get your dreams for free.

Just Another Day
Its just another day here in baghdad. wakeing up at the same time doint the same thing every day its not bad its time away from home and loved ones. every state side is all scared and worried about all the guys over here, but its more likely for some one state side to die in a drinkin in drinving crash then for one of us to die over here in the war zone. but as for my camp we have not recived any mortars in about a week or 2 and recived none of the "scary" atacks all during romadon( some gay ass holliday, that the crazy extremist take it as a time to kill americans) they did not get anything over on us buit i just wanted everyone know what my life has been like over seas in this so called war more like a janitor action just cleaning up this messed up country but ive got to get to work laters

Just Me
greetings. My name is james i just wanted to intro my self to my freinds Well here goes. im engaged to Leila. im 23(duh) Im a huge music person. i live eat and breath music. my favorite band is korn. I dont capitalize my typing much. Why should i? does it mean i have low self esteem, no. im ok with my self. I love nascar my favorite driver is Dale earhardt jr, and im glad hes with a GOOD team in hendrik motor sports. hmm I live in a town called Ashland, wi theres shit to do here so im on alot. everyday. exept when im relaxing during the weekend. i work at walmart as maitenence. yuck! like other people-- I HATE MY JOB um i like dogs, cats horses and ferrets. I have none. grr.. um thats all i can think of for now.. if you have any questions, ask!

Just To Settle All The Rumours...yes I Did!!
IT'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next seven days you will: * have someone fall in love with you * find money you've been missing * your luck will change for the better in all areas... love, happiness, job, money, BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles: "I'm a lesbian" "I GOT ARRESTED AGAIN" "Just to settle all the rumors...yes I did!!" "I'm getting married!" "I got the job!.. I'm moving to Japan!" "I miss him" "Guess who i kissed last night!" "I guess it was never meant to be" "I'm gonna be a daddy!" "I'm gonna be a mommy!" "I'm moving : (" "I miss her" BEWARE IF U DONT REPOST THIS U WILLL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 2yrs

Just Tell The Truth.....
Ladies, why not admit it, when you say that, "You wish you could find a nice guy that isnt a complete jerk to have a relationship with." you really mean, "I wish I could find a nice guy that isnt a complete jerk because I want a big/little brother to cry on their shoulder." Now, i have a few female friends that are like my sister, and I have no problems with that. HOWEVER, when someone brings a lady around to introduce her to a 'nice' guy, who isnt a jerk, us nice guys end up with another frigging sister! I mean, when I was younger, boozed, partied, partook of chemical substances in search of the meaning of the universe, and was basically your typical scum bag, I had more women than I knew what to do with... AND many of them were those respectable types who liked something on the wild side. And you cant get much wilder than a biker/hotrodder type with an attitude against everything, who wore caps that said stuff like, "I dont date women who use four letter words, like dont, q

Just Hate When This Happens!
A song gets stuck in your head and Its all you hear for days ... I mean you get sick of singing it but............ its always there I know im a dork I thought if I talked about this problem outloud it would go away..hahaha Hope you all have a happy halloween xoxo

Just Think
Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion. Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who we nt too early to heaven. Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren. Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean - Think of the people who are living in the streets. Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet. And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job. But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin and we all answer to one MAKER. And when de

Just Some Here And There.
First off, I don't downrate. I think it's pretty pointless. If I rated you below a 10, be sure to tell me and I'll fix it. Also, If I haven't rated you at all, it's not out of malice. We can blame it on me not paying attention or just pure laziness. Send me a message or sb me and I'll fix that too. :]] As you can tell my NSFW are private, and I'm sure you all can read. I ONLY let people in if you buy me a blast or VIP. It breaks down like this. 1 day blast or 1 month VIP- you get in to the pics. 3 or 7 day blast or 3 month VIP- you get into the pics and a link to a video. Above that you get both and special pics if you desire. Don't like it? I don't care. Go bitch about it to someone who gives a fuck. On another note, I'm actually pretty friendly if you don't piss me off, sb me or message me anytime if you need something, or just want to talk. I'm cool like that. :]]

Just Venting
okay so i was wondering mayb some men could answer it for me a bit... why do me always make all these promises n they dont keep them... why do men say stuff that they think a female wants to hear just to get in their pants n then when they get what they want they call her all kinds of names or if they get what they want shes a bitch n a whore n all that stuff.. why are men DOGS.. cant men keep their piece n their paints for once.. why do men always think that just because one female is a whore n likes to show her stuff off that all other females are like that... i have learned that MEN dont want a WOMAN they want a WHORE someone that looks all slutty they want someone that looks nasty n talks all loud n stuff just an imbarressment.. men dont want a ture loving WOMAN that they can bring home to mom. what ever FYI:IM NOT A SLUT I DONT DRESS LIKE ON IM A YOUNG LADY SO TREAT ME LIKE ONE IM NOT LIKE MOST OF THESE GIRLS ON HERE THATS BENT ALL OVER N SIT SHOWIN THEIR ASSES N STU

Just Plain Mine
I find myself crying, Tears of remembrance. Remembering how I thought that the one that I found, would be the last I would ever need. I must stop and realize that life doesn't always work out that way, And I'm not all that sorry about that. If the last one wouldn't have messed up, I wouldn't have met you, my love. You, who I have so much in common with, it scares even ME, You, who I'm already counting the days until I hope you'll come and see me, You, whose voice sends shivers up and down my spine, You, who I adore above all others, You, the amazing man that I find myself falling for deeper and deeper. Falling for you isn't scary, My Love. You are my sweetheart, my love, and just plain mine. 10-31-07 ~*Lauren*~

Just A Little Taste From The Dynamite Radio
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Just A Little Update
So for my stalkers I wanted to leave a little explanation as to why my friend's list seems to be shrinking...I am removing people for their lack of interest. If you don't appear to be my friend no more...well chances are you aren't reading this blog LOL..der.. so I do have to get in gear and take my silly ass to work..I think I still need the paycheck...Bill really needs to hit the lottery for us:p ((bill)) also...there are new pics...if you wanna look if not well its cool...i'll probably be posting nudes tomorrow..j/k :p ok thats it for now...oh and i updated the PPIV blog too...wishful thinking on my part oh well! Alana

Just A Poem I Wrote
Listening to the slow pain in my head...wishing at times it were dead...Woundering when you will make the pain go away... And u here to stay here close to my heart.. We love each other thats plain to see but right now a force is working against us trying to keep us apart.. If were strong we will survive, this force is no match for the love we feel inside.. When you said u wasnt coming it hit me hard inside.. Tears welled up deep within me then started out my eyes... Hurt and fear filler my heart scared you were running away... That the love we once felt was fading everyday.. Now sitting here not knowing what to do.. Its like my life dont make sense when i dont see you... Tears running down my face wild and untamed. The fear inside that of loosing you is like a bird in a cage. No where to run and no where to hide this fear is taking over my whole life.. I sit here and i think of you trying to stop my tears. Being unsuccessful with so many fears.. fears of loo

Just A Poem
Terrors by Katrina Wren Nightmares keep my mind awake Horror scenes behind my eyes Loud screams fill my ears Can't breath, can't move, cold as ice Where do they come from? Why are they here? What is it about me? Why all the fear? Can't seem to shake it NO matter how hard I try What are they after? Is it me they want? Someone please help me! I cry out to thin air No one answers because no one's there All alone I shall fight To keep my sanity In this plight

Just Me !!
HI GUYS I'M NEW TO FUBAR. I AM A HAPPILY MARRIED 50 YRS YOUNG LADY LOL. I HAVE 3 KIDS & 6 GRANDKIDS WHO REALLY KEEP ME BUSY. I'M CURRENTLY UNEMPLOYED BY CHOICE. I LIVE IN MELBOURNE, AUSTRALIA. I VISITED THE USA IN 94 AND WOULD LOVE TO RETURN IN THE NEAR FUTURE FOR ANOTHER HOLIDAY. I LOVE TO PARTY WITH HUBBY & FRIENDS, LOVE TO KARAOKE AND JUST HAVE FUN. LIFE IS WAY TOO SHORT AND I BELIEVE IN MAKING THE MOST OF IT. WELL THAT'S ALL FOR NOW, I DON'T WANT TO BORE YOU ALL LOL...BYEEEE

Just Thoughts
I sat alone today outside on the porch feeling the cold wind against my face...thinking.... life is so short..... nothing in life is ever guaranteed.... my sister thought she had life figured out and the truth is no one will ever trully figure it out all we can do is live life and love ever single minute of it. for so long now i have wondered aimlessly through life not knowing what I wanted or where i was going but i decided today that I need some changes in my life... changes that only i can make.... I need not to be afraid to live to be happy. I need to learn to live life to the fullest and experience what it has to offer.... So i guess theres going to be some changes in my life.... anyone that by chance reads this... dont be afraid to take chances for life is all about risk's and taking chances... life is about going out there and getting what you want..... live... laugh....love.. to the best you can...

Just Some Crazy Thoughts
Ok I sit here in my bed on this computer and wonder why people are the way they are. Just a little background information I have had a rough year. I lost 11 family members this year so far and i have lost 15 really close friends you know the friends that you grew up with and stayed in touch. On top of they my wife decided since I went on a deployment that i might not come back and fell in love with another man. Moving him into my house. upon my return i found a lot of stuff missing or gone. She moved out with him. that sums up about the last year in my life. Now what bothers me about this world why is it no matter what I say, do, or post in a description the people that i really dont want to talk too hit me up. OMG it is freaking insane how many darn CAM GIRLS are out there. has everyone lost their selfrespect. oh well that i enough for now. I ma going to ait till i get drunk and then post again.

Just An Update
Just wanted to let everyone know that I am still around, just havn't been able to get on much lately due to sick kids.....My son has had bronchitis, the hubby is sick......plus school and work on top of that.....I hope to be on more soon! Miss you all! Feel free to leave comments or what not, I do come on occasionally to at least see if there is anything there:) Misty

Just A Feeling :o (
Five Finger Death Punch - The Bleeding I remember when all the games began. Remember every little lie and every last goodbye. Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away. *It's* still a mystery to me Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me. Well you're so UNCLEAN!! I'm better off without you and YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!! THE SCREAMING!!! WAS TEARING ME APART!! THE HATRED!! DECEIVING!! THE BLEEDING!! IT'S OVER!!! Paint the mirrors black (to forget you) I still picture your face and the way you used to taste. Roses in a glass dead and wilted. To you this all was nothing, everything to you is nothing Well you're so filthy... I'm better off without you and you're better off without me. Well I'm so *UGLY*!! You're better off without me and I'M BETTER OFF *ALONE*!!! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!! THE SCREAMING!! WAS TEARING ME APART!!! THE HATRED!! THE BEATING

Just Blaw
i feal like crap always tired always sleeping need to get some friendsreal live friends need to get something to live for wish i could shake this fealing im just a weirdo and not nowing what i want in life not ready to give up yet but cant shake the fealing wishing for alittle help in the matter life is worth living and not wanting to die probley live on how knows what will happen in the future we all need friends far and wide heer is were i need someone new or old to talk towish i had more to say but im strait and to the point never talk bought anything else cant find the words to keep a mconversation going dont got money dont got much of anything stupid stupid stupid me wish i was not a loozer wish i could be kool wish i waz handsom wish i waz 18 again but im not and i got nothing wishing for some good readers to read this blogg and rate it and respond to it and help me feal better i want to live i want to susceed i want to suvervive i want to live on to keep living till im 3

Just Something Before I Go To Bed
Something everyone should realize If your a friend of mine I will stand up for you and help you out With that said To all the fing haters out there Mess with my friends or my family I will stand up and knock your butt on the ground! Dont make ideal threats because I dont play that game! Understand good thought you would!

Just Do It! Guys N Gals
Would you make out with me? [] Heck Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have Would you come over and hangout? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Heck [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? Would you rather.. ? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you ever date me? [] Heck Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes [] No

Just Here
My son is with his grandma so i can has some free time. Im really tired so im going to get as much sleep as i can. My friends baby is out of the hospital and doing fine. Thank goodness for that. Im going to my friends house in odessa tomorrow because she hasnt seen my soon in a few months. Wow im really tired but if i got to sleep now i wont sleep later on tonight when i go to bed and ill be mad lol not really. I miss my son. I worry about my son. I guess thats what moms are suppost to do. My ex is still wanting me back and I told him he would have to live with what he did because i was not going back to him. He left me for coke witch im glad he didnt take him down with me but i dont need drugs in my life. I have a son to take care of without drugs on my mind. I dont want my son taken away from me that would just kill me. I think more about my son then myself. I dont know if that is good or not but i do it anyway. Thanks to all my friends that leave me comments and stuff i couldnt thin

Just For Laughs
HUMOUR FOR LEXOPHILES (LOVERS OF WORDS) Don't groan too loudly. I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me. Police were called to a day care where a three-year-old was resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He's all right now. To write with a broken pencil is pointless. The short fortune teller who escaped from prison was a small medium at large. A thief who stole a calendar got twelve months. When the smog lifts in Los Angeles , U.C.L.A. The math professor went crazy with the blackboard. He did a number on it. The professor discovered that her theory of earthquakes was on shaky ground. The dead batteries were given out free of charge. A dentist and a manicurist fought tooth and nail. A bicycle can't stand alone; it is two tired. A will is a dead giveaway. A backward poet writes inverse. A chicken crossing the road: poultry in motion. With her marriage she got a new name

Just Wondering
why do the people i love always run from me why do i fall for the drifters or the guy that a million zillion miles away... why i keep cashing why do we always want what we cant have? i love so much sometimes i think its over loading i want to explode it all over everyone but thats way to messy and no one likes cleaning up messes they just sweap it under the rug and forget it

Just A Dream
As I lay here in your arms, your kisses so tender, thinkig this is true love. As I lay here thinking I'm so lucky to have such a loving & passionate man, not ever wanting to leave your arms. It is then I wake up & realize you are just a dream.

Just When You Think You Have It Bad
Just When You Think You Have It Bad, It Gets Worse... 11/6/2007 | Shown: 15 times Just When You Think You Have It Bad, It Gets Worse... Bad: You can't find your vibrator. Worse: Your daughter "borrowed" it. Bad: You find a porn movie in your son's room. Worse: You're in it. Bad: Your husband's a crossdresser. Worse: He looks better than you. Bad: Your son's involved in Satanism. Worse: As a sacrifice. Bad: Your wife wants a divorce. Worse: She's a lawyer. Bad: Your wife's leaving you. Worse: For another woman. Bad: Your wife's leaving you. Worse: To enter a convent. Bad: Your wife's arrested for soliciting. Worse: She implicates you. Good: Hot outdoor sex. Bad: You're arrested. Worse: By your husband. Good: The postman's early. Bad: He's wearing camas and has an AK-47. Good: The secretary said "yes." Bad: Your wife says "no." Good: The teacher likes your son. Bad: Sexually. Worse: He's gay. Good: You came home for a quickie.

Just A Reminder..........
HEY ALL, JUST WANTED TO PUT A LIL REMINDER IN ........ STOP BY & JOIN THESE LOUNGES, YOU'LL FIND SOME VERY KEWL, FUN & FRIENDLY PEOPLE IN ALL OF THEM! THANX ......HUGGIEZ, JADE THE HORNY FU LOUNGE (OWNER : DUKK ) DUKK77~Owner Of Horny Fu Lounge~and DIBALO'S DEN PERV@ fubar SINGLE AND FLIRTING LOUNGE (OWNER: SHER) SHER BEAR@ fubar

Just The Way It Is!
You say you don't want me You say you don't care You say that your heart Ain't got no room for me there You say you don't need me But I know that it's just a lie 'Cause when you call me in the night Tellin' me your life is better off without me How come you're sleepin' all alone Tellin' me you don't ever think about me... Hey, you're givin' yourself away It's there in every move you make You can't hide your heartache away Hey, it's somethin' you don't have to say It's written in the tears on your face I see through the part that you play Your givin' yourself away... Your givin' yourself away... It doesn't matter what you say Your givin' yourself away... Your givin' yourself away... So you got all your freedom And you got all your time So you got the illusion that your doin' fine So you smile in the mirror Through the sadness your smile can't disguise Why don't you come right out and say Baby you can't take another day without me You know I'm runnin' thro

Just Some More Details About Me
Well, I guess ya want to know something else about me. Well, I am a Southern Gentleman by nature and by rearing, by that I mean my parents raised me that way. I was always taught to say yes maam, no maam, and the like. I still do it to this day. I was raised by the belt unlike most kids now days. I pride the fact that I do my best to insure that if I am with a woman that she never opens a door. That is my job! I am a hopeless romantic and believe in giving roses, jewelry, flowers, and sometimes trying to write poems or letters for her. I am not a perfect man by any means, but I do my damndest to try and be that way. Everyone makes mistakes in life and I am no exception to that rule. I just try and pick up the pieces and move on. I am not a wealthy person by any means, but I get by with what I have and that is good enought for me. I have always said, you cant take it with you. I am nothing more than a simple Country Boy that believes that hard work and determination will get

Just A Wee Bit‏
"An extraordinarily handsome man decided he had the responsibility to marry the perfect woman so they could produce beautiful children beyond compare. With that as his mission he began to search for the perfect woman. Shortly thereafter he met a Redneck who had three stunning, gorgeous daughters that positively took his breath away. So he explained his mission to the Redneck and asked for permission to marry one of them. The Redneck simply replied, " They're lookin' to get married, so you came to the right place. Look 'em over and pick the one you want." The man dated the first daughter. The next day the Redneck asked for the man's opinion. "Well," said the man, "she's just a weeeeee bit, not that you can hardly notice ... pigeon-toed." The Redneck nodded and suggested the man date one of the other girls; so the man went out with the second daughter. The next day, the Redneck again asked how things went. "Well, "the man replied, "she's just a weeeee bit, not t

Just Love When It Says.....
ever have one of them nights or mornings and someone posts something real cool, and you go: "HEY! that is so fucking neat!" so when you try it...it dont work, you go bitch at FUBAR..lol they say hey thats not us man thats whoeve ya got the codes from....:P:P:P:P...you go aww fuck....so you gotta go back or it doesnt show up on the persons comments page. just goes t o show..some of got, and some of us aint... I CALL IT FUBAR MADNESS

Just One Of Those Weeks
So things this last week have felt kinda shitty. Nothing terrible happening just... one of those weeks. 1] My period started on halloween night, and its still going. Wouldnt be weird except im on birth control pills and I bled 2 weeks ago and will be bleeding again in another week and a half. Altho with the likelyhood of PCOS I guess its not weird. 2]I payed the bills yesterday. Or a few of them atleast. Ive still got a $250 initial cable bill and I still owe like $300 on the power bill, Ive probably got untill next week before I get another shutoff notice. 2.5]My personal Property tax was $200 more then I thought it was going to be, So I had to barrow $200 from mom, the week after I finally get her paid off from money I owed her before. 3]Gotta refinance my morgage this month, and it looks like my payments are going up. 4]Woke up this morning to Edward(cat) pulling a plant off a shelf in my office. So at 7:308:00 am I got to clean up dirt and plant from my shelves, floor

Just Poems Of Different Kinds Some Happy Some Sad.
Our Love our love is a wasteland of promises in vain of past of present of future nothing rotting quietly in my palms BLH 11/07 **************************************************** To Watch You Leaving To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth. To Watch You Leaving . . . knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back. Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart. To Watch You Leaving . . . aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be. And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past. To Watch You Leaving . . . your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I c

Just Something Nice To Think About
The sun was going down beyond the lake. The sky was beauitful, Shades of purple and pink,orange and red, a few dark blotches, and a bit of yellow were reflected in the water. The sleeping water reflected the evening sky.The angels must have spilled their jam, because the sunset was a mixture of grape with strewberry,apricot and raspberry, clumps of blueberry,and a little melted butter. PLEASE COMMENT ON IT

Just Wanted You To Know: I Love You
Just wanted you to know: I love you. Months have passed since we became close friends. Every day I find I'm thinking of you, Though no word from you that message sends. And yet we share all other thoughts and feelings: I cannot wait to tell you of my day, And you give me the gist of all your dealings, Which makes me hope we walk in the same way. Telling you this is opening a door That never can be closed again, and yet I must, because I ache for something more, Something that I must risk all to get. Some night, perhaps, we'll go hang out somewhere; I will reach for you, and you'll be there.

Justiceforall...rip Ashleigh
My young cousin passed recently, i am still shocked,saddened, in awe. They found the dealer,this is the news story. RIP ASHLEIGH ROBERTS>>>1991-2007....i love you Investigators plan to charge major heroin dealer with murder 11:15 PM CST on Tuesday, November 6, 2007 Watch News 4 coverage (KMOV) - In Franklin County investigators plan to charge a major drug dealer with murder. KMOV Michael Ellison Police say they have arrested a drug dealer that was distributing a form of heroin 50 times more dangerous, and many of the addicts did not even realize it. In the past 18 months in Pacific, Missouri there have been 50 overdoses and four deaths. The most recent death was a 16-year-old girl that died of an overdose. Police say the drug dealer is Michael Ellison. Ellison was arrested this week, and will be charged for murder. His bond is set at $150,000. Print this story Email this story Discuss it Add RSS Feeds Advertisement Interactive Soun

Just Maybe
For still as night, but calm as day This lovely girl is sweet She laughs so dear..she loves so well I only wish that we could again meet I went home from my vacation yesterday Will i ever make it back? Will i ever see her again? Thinking back, oh! those golden locks Oh! how they lay, her beauty she did not lack I sped away through guise of night To save myself from a relationship i could never have But alas! though she has left my sight I cannot forget that sweet dove....

Just A Chance
When I look at you, Thoughts keep running through my head, How am I so lucky to be talking to you? Someone like me doesn’t deserve this kind of luck You are too kind and beautiful foe me to explain, And I consider it a blessing to be around you, To see you laugh and smile is a gift, A gift that I am thankful to see, and because of this, I want to be, The shoulder you look for when you need to cry, The ear you seek for when you need someone to listen, The person you search for when looking for passion, The body you crave when seeking for lust, The warmth you desire when looking to be held, The cause of your laugh when you are looking for a joke, And the reason that makes you smile, I want to be all these and more for you, Just give me the chance to.

Just Fall
Hold up there you go again Puttin on that smile again Even though I know you’ve had a bad day Doin this and doin that Always puttin’ yourself last A whole lotta give and not enough take But you can only be strong so long before you break… So fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt every fear every worry every tear Im right here Baby fall Forget about the world tonight All that’s wrong and all that’s right Lay your head on my shoulder let it fade away And if you wanna let go baby its okay Fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt, every fear, every worry, every tear Im right here Baby fall Hold on hold on hold on to me... Fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt, every fear, every worry, every tear Im

Just About Me
Hello people my name is Mick add me spank me do any thing you want to me just don't piss me off... And no before any gay guys ask i'm into women and thats the end of it I',m a painter by trade and always up for some local work at good rates. any females my add me as a friend

Just A Note..
Hey everyone... Just a quick hello... I can't stay long.. and won't be online much these days. :( I have no internet.. But is working out to be a good thing these days. I've been getting my life back on track with my family. I tell you this much... My place hasn't been this spotless.. in a long time! lmao Anyway... I'll check this whenever I can, but... I technically won't be online for a couple weeks. :D (B)(B) cheers (D)(D) p.s. For those of you with my digits... Use them!! because I'm hella bored at night. :P

Just For The New Friends Today
LOTS of guys became friends today. This is a story for you guys... The many other friends have already read this one. Enjoy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thunderous Elevator Ride By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just checked into my hotel and am about to go up the elevator to my room and I am standing in the lobby waiting for those stainless steel faced doors to open. The bell rings with each floor it stops at as I wait for it open for me. A long flight to Vancouver from Montreal and all I want to do is get undressed, take a shower and get into bed. I have a very busy schedule booked for tomorrow. I look at my watch and it is 10:35 PM. It is late and all I hear in the lobby is a phone ringing way off in the distance at the registration desk and of course that soft piano music being piped in all over the hotel. The full-length windows that line the lobby show my reflection staring out into the late night darkness. I can see some f

Just Me.
Ok so I sat down today I thought What do I want in my life. What is missing . I had a wonderful childhood. My marriage didn’t fair to well But I have 3 wonderful children that I am very proud of Yes it was/is hard being the mother father figure but we have to do things that are hard in out lives and when you look back and view the outcome and it’s a pretty good site you realize that all the hardship and heart ache was well with it. In a material sense my children and I want for nothing. I have a great job that I love, and a family I would not trade the world for. SO what am I missing? What I am missing and I think I always have is to MATTER to someone What does that mean well the definition for the word matter in this sense is (count: have weight; have importance , carry weight.) And in a way that sort of explains it. What I want goes deeper then that. I want to Matter to where I for once am the major thought, care, want, in someone’s life. I want to be in their every

Just A Thought Away
I often sit in darkness, with just a candles glow, I hide from the light, in hopes the pain won't show, everyday I awake, I try to set a goal, just one thing I can do, to let a child know, he will not go hungry, the gifts are on there way, my hero is the mother, with bruises on her face, just protecting her little ones, from the man she gave her love%

Just Call Me Speedy..lol
So Im driving to work yesterday...running a lil late. Alarm went off at 4:15am..I rolled outta bed at 4:45am..heh Anywho..Im blowin up the back road to pick up my partner for the day, it's about 5:15 am and I need to be 2 1/2 hours north of where I am by 7:00am.. Im just passin a big truck, when I see the hint of reflection from that keystone logo that can be none other than a PA State Trooper...I look down at my speedometer... FUCK!..Im doin 76 mph in a 55! O_O Yeah so before I even have a chance to hit the brakes his lights are on...Im busted! So I pull over..knowing Im in BIG trouble..(Im in the company truck..oops).. Get my license and shit ready.. The officer looks at me and asks me for my crap then asks why was I flying up HIS highway at 76 mph this morning? Told him I was late for work..He asks where Im headed..I tell him..he looks at his watch and says... Youre gonna be late! .....haha, funny guy :p So he runs my tags and shit...Comes back..looks a

Just Sitting Here Thinking
I have had the last day to deal with the passing of my best friend and it isn't getting any easier let me tell ya. He was one hell of a guy. He was always there no matter what. We never had an intimate relationship because from the very beginning we agreed we would just be friends and agreed sex would make that difficult. If you don't have a friend of the opposite sex that you've had that kind of friendship with you may not understand but if you have you will know where I'm coming from. He was there for my girls, being a single mom with 3 girls to raise without a mans influence is difficult but he always made me know he was that influence for them and he was. I have called him in the middle of the night when my teenage daughter climbed out the window for a boy and he was right there. He was always there when they had new boyfriends to let them know hey they don't have a dad but they have Uncle Steve and now that safety net is gone and its a hard pill to swallow I must say. People say w

Just A Thought
I am going to write and sell some custom stories for the members of my friends list here on Fubar. But it will cost you. For $25,000 Fu-bucks I will write a very long story that will include YOU and ME as the stars of the story. How do you pay me $25,000 Fu-bucks for your own story? Click on the FU-PAL button under my primary pic on my profile. Anyone interested?

Just A Poem
Love starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over someone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else .DON'T let the past hold you back, your missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORt. If you dont look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is life a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.When it HURTS to look bac, and your're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER ENDS". Friends are FOREVER.Good friends are like STARS You dont always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do

Just Some Thoughts
Things are going pretty good these days. Hubby and I hae worked out a lot of our problems. The whole relationship is a work in progress and it will always be that way. But at least we are still together. I was worried about that for a while. I think we are stonger now than we were before. We have made it through some pretty rough stuff that would break most couples. A lot of mistakes have been made by both of us. Unintentionally and intentionally. The good thing is that it's all behind us and we have started over fresh. We've been together 6 years and been through so much together. I love him with all my heart and I know he loves ME. All though he has told another woman he loves her I don't think he really did. I think he just used her to hurt me because he was hurting. Just as I think she was using him to get to her husband. We have planned a life together which includes having kids and spending many years together. I screwed up my first marriage I'll be damned if

Just A Little
love me a little i won't ask for much a bit of your attentions a remnant of your touch love me a little come, be my savior not an Adonis more something to savor love me a little my desire ignites feed me a little remain in my sights love me a little lap salt from my skin i'll return the favor both sides will win love me a little let me taste of your beast give it to me freely you love me to tease love me a little, one who'll cherish your seed my tongue longs to taste you a ravaging need love me a little she'll never know to whom you kept running our little show love me a little i promise not to tell you know i please you our erotic hell....

Just 2 Clicks A Rate For Lsd... Thanks Bbg Your Awesome
OMG! FAWKING AWESOME... FLIPPING JAMMING!!! DA FREAK IS ON~~~ CLICK BELOW... RATE 8-) THUMBS UP!~~ WUFFLES~! bbG repost too please... it would mean to me!!! ti amo!!!! bbG~~~ this pimp out brought to you by: * bbG * ~ Ti Amo, Bambino! ~@ CherryTAP ~ - ~ ~~~~

Just Some Thing
i shut the door to all the others just incase u wanted to come back u left me down on me knees begging you baby please i never thought it would hurt this bad i say i dont care and i try to act like im all big and bad but darlyn when other people talk about her its like my heart just sinks in my chest i just want to curel up in a ball and just die i dont know why im waisting my time when i know im nothing to you tbc ~RaeAnna

Just Venting
I dont know if anyone else has days like Ive had but you feel like a yo-yo yanked back n forth and passed fron one person to another. This person has to have this to make them happy that person has to have that to make them happy. THEN you are trying to do what u feel is the best thing to do to make you and ur kids happy. and of course there is always someone on the sidelines instead of cheering you on they are whining and bitching.. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! Last time i looked i was 35 years old I do think I know what i need to do to make MY LIFE the way I need it and want it to be. .I dont know when you think you got the crown to rule my world but let me tell ya Take it back to Burger KIng thats all its worth. I RULE MY WORLD. and when u push n push n push to get me where you want me to be all you are doing is pushing me further than u ever wanted me to be.. quit thinkin everything in the fucking world is about you quit thinking every lil snag is about you ..realize there are others in my l

Just Something Goin On In My Head
my worst crime was giving myself away to the things i love but i havn't sold my soul just yet i swear my intentions are not cruel your words bite deep into my mind my fears become eminent under your spell destroying confidence and security i swear i'm not evil you're predictions are wrong i never intended any pain my heart is no shallow grave don't push away and hide pieces of me still show if my demons still haunt me i won't let them get to you i know you think heaven is far away but i swear we'll make it

Just For Fun.
I love this site very much,because you can add a lot of people and new people on here too,you can sure do a lot of fun stuff on here just as well,I think some times that this site is better then myspace some times.I guess we just make the most of this site.Who ever came up with this site sure did well, but some times you really have to pay for some things on here too just as well.For everyone out there do the best that you all know how to do this and keep up the good work,thats the cool thing about this site too.

Just A Hello
good day to all on fubar hope you are all well. rate me/ fan me/ even abuse me just add me. My Scottish Pride I Will Not Hide My Scottish race I Will Not Disgrace My Scottish Blood Flows Hot And True My Scottish People I Will Stand By You Thru Thick And Thin Till The Day We Die Our Scottish Flag Always Stands So High I Shout This Poem Louder Than All The Rest Cos Everyone Knows We Scottish Are The Best

Just For Fun --- These Essays Helped Me Win Autographed Cds
Hi folks. I guess you can tell from my profile that I enjoy listening to music. Let me talk to you about something I did on a website related to one of my favourite music groups. Currently they are not listed on the music section of my profile but that is likely to change soon enough. Anyway, let me share with you some short essays that as a part of a recent contest on the Sweet Sensation website, hookedonsweetsensation.com , that earned me an autographed double CD set of their 1988 debut CD, Take it while it's hot, and their 1990 followup, Love child. ================== You know what I would love to do in a whole day with Sweet Sensation? Well, some of that depends on what sort of financial situation I am in, what time of year it is, and what I am doing that day. But here are a few samples of how it could very well go... Scenario A 9.30a. I wake up to a knock on my door. I figure, Alright, what's going on? Wondering if my landlord is nicking me once again about

Just Some Music Videos I Hope You All Enjoy Cheers
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Just A Thought
I was just thinking about the way things happen in life and how you have these people that always say things happen for a reason....and then when something bad happens to them they cry why me...well it goes to show there is no reason or rhyme for things, sh*t happens, sh*t will continue to happen, SH*T on it! Get on with your life....Life is too short to sit and worry about what people think about you or I shoulda,coulda,wouldas....so just think of things as things and wait till the really major SH*T to put the worry lines on your face....stress spelled backwards is sserts....it makes no sence in either direction....so SH*T on it and :) :) :) :) :) :) May peace be in your heart and go with you in your daily journeys!!! Psycho-billie (chillin @ home) P.S. Always remember don't hold in your farts...they travel up your spine and thats where sh*tty ideas come frome....peace outties to all!!!

Just A Lil Update...
My hubby has been home since Thursday afternoon and this weekend came with some news that has kept me away from FUBAR. We are packed and taking our hounds to Ovett, Mississippi to help a dear friends of ours out in her time of need. Andie is a dear friend who runs Camp Sister Spirit Folk School in Mississippi and some hard time had befallen her with regards to her mother's health. Mom is not doing well and is in Dumas, Arkansas in need of hospice and Eugene and I offered our assistance in keeping the camp up and running so she can tend to her family needs. Her biological mother and the co-founder of Camp Sister Spirit, Brenda Henson is still battling liver cancer. Her last chemo treatment did not make the cancer go away, but the cancer has not spread any further. Please remember her mother in your rituals and prayers. Magic Happens. Camp Sister Spirit Folk School is a non-profit charitable organization. The camp is equipped with a full food pantry, animal shelter and they

Just When You Thought You'd Heard All The Dumb Blonde Jokes!
She was Soooooooo Blonde ... > > * She thought a quarterback was a refund. > * She thought General Motors was in the army. > * She thought Meow Mix was a CD for cats. > * She thought Boyz II Men was a day care center. > * At the bottom of an application where it says "Sign > here:" she wrote "Sagittarius." > > She Was Soooooooooooooo Blonde... > > * She tripped over a cordless phone. > * She spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice can > because it said "Concentrate." > * She told me to meet her at the corner of "WALK" and DON'T WALK." > * She tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order. > > She was Soooooooooooooooooooo Blonde... > > * She studied for a blood test. > * She sold the car for gas money. > * When she missed bus #44 she took bus #22 twice > instead. > * When she went to the airport and saw a sign that said, > "Airport Left," she tur ned around and went home. > > She Was Soooooooooooooooooooo Blonde... > > * When she h

Just Another Day At The Office...
Another monday was here. He sat at his desk staring at all the work to be done that day. Never ending...it was all becoming mundane. Even more his life outside of work reflected the same. There was no excitement...no risks. Goals were being met, but at what cost? Even the woman he loved with all his heart had become boring. He wanted something...no wait...NEEDED something. Something to make the day go by faster. He clicked on his computer..."you have mail" Was it her? Did she really respond? Wow she looked amazing, but there was something more. Behind the gorgous smile there was this wild free spirted soul. She had it all...& was willing to meet him! They decided on drinks just outside of town. Just far enough that no one would know who they were. He ended up leaving work early...just to make sure the Mrs. had left as planned. He nerously walked around the house wondering if he should go through with it. He sat at the back booth with his drink & a single rose. As she walked in he

Just Friends
Even though we are not together I care about you more than ever When we talk I feel so close to you I don't know what I'm supposed to do I have almost forgotten what you did to me I was hurting in every part of me I was sad knowing this is how it came to be But now I am happy that you are there for me I gave you my tears I gave you my heart You made me happy Right from the start When I write this now I start to think How happy you make me For you and only you I must thank

Just A Massive Thank You
I just wanted to say thank you to all of the vets out there and to the current soldiers. I recently lost my cousin and this makes it extra hard this year but I continue to pray for all. Thank you for fighting for what you believe in and for our country.

Just More Music Videos Enjoy
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Just About Me
As everybody know that I'm going to be turning 29 this year and it makes me think back at my life how it was. I went through a lot for a young age. Sure we all do but what make me different nothing I'm like you only just me. After H. S. I went to college for 2 months during that time I met someone online I never had a boyfriend and never went out on a date we met each other in person I thought it was love at first sight (HA now thinking about it) I ended up moving in with him if I remember 2nd or 3rd date I kick myself out of my mom's and step dad house because I was 18 wanting to live a life (Boy was I wrong) I ended up pregnant, married and living an abusive life with this man. We never had a stabled life I be always moving every year so he wouldn't have to pay the rent on what he owes or something like that. I was never able to have any money I could never go shopping by myself also when I worked I could never keep the money or shop with my money I had made. After the 3rd year of ou

Just Found Out
okay so heres a real problem..not a plea for levels, or help in any way..not a bitch about bouncers, or cheaters...omg a real life problem..if you dont want to get depressed, dont read it..dont like it, dont view it..this is my blog, my way of releasing my anger and sadness before my kids are around.. so im sitting here crying my eyes out, feeling as hopeless as one person can get.. most of you know im divorced, some know i was married to a wife beating child terrozing bastard..yes, i can prove it i have the police reports.lol what you dont know is that i knew i had to be out of the house by dec 15 according to what my lawyer and i talked about in court..however, i just found out that date is actually dec 1.. now, i just started working, dont ask why, there were some health issues and shit, not goin into it..and he knows it..i have the three kids, he doesnt...but does he care one fucking iota?? nope, not a chance in hell.. does he pay child support, nope..not until im ou

Just Cause
Just Because Just because one flower is picked from the garden does not mean that, the remaining flowers are any less beautiful Just because one may find love does not mean that other's do not desire or deserved to be loved as well Just because I say goodbye does not mean I want you to go Just because I turn and walk away Does not mean that, I want to leave Just because I am absent from the room does not mean you are absent from my heart Just because I have left does not mean that I shall not return Fore, I shall Just because You've inspired me to Write this peom to you today does not mean that it is only today that you have inspired me Just because you have read these words and now understand how much you mean to me does not mean I have accurately expressed how I truly feel Because there are no words that could truly express how much I love you Just because I have now ended this poem on paper does

Just Venting Kinda
With everything that has been going on in my life the last few months I feel things changing from within me. I can tell that most of the changes that are happing right now are probably not healthy for me. I have always tried to keep a part of me locked away. This part of me most people who seen it stay away from me when it comes out. It is not just one thing that has happened to cause this but a lot of little things that over a few months have just plied on top of each other. People say that talking about what is wrong or bothering you helps you to get control but that’s just a lie. I can talk till I am blue in the face and it doesn’t help. This side of me is standing at the door waiting for me to open it and unleash its wrath on this world. Its the part of me that holds all the anger and hate that I try not to show. I have only opened this door a couple of times and both of them times the out come was not pretty. I feel like today that I have to lean upon the door to keep it shut beca

Just Like A Baby
A young couple were on their way to Vegas to get married. Before getting there, the girl said to the guy that she had a confession to make; the reason that they have not been too intimate is because she is very flat chested. If the guy wishes to cancel the wedding, it is okay with her. The guy thought about it for a while, and said he does not mind she is flat, and sex is not the most important thing in a marriage. Several miles down the road, the guy turned to the girl and said that he also wants to make a confession; he said below his waist, it is just like a baby. If the girl wants to cancel the marriage, it is okay with him. The girl thought about it for a while and said that she does not mind, and she also believed there are other things far more important than sex in a marriage. They were happy that they were honest with each other. They went on to Vegas and got married. On their wedding night, the girl took off her clothes; sh

Just Curious
Are there really any men out there that have little drama or that want more than just a casual relationship? I'm just curious...seems the men I meet have way to much drama going on and my life doesn't need that or they just want a buddy to hang out with plus benefits and no strings attached. I think I need to become a nun. Anyone wanna agree with that? LOL! Ok well i'm already getting none so ummm yes I mean NUN!

Just For Fun.
WELL here at last once again, i feel really good about coming on here now because i can sure get the help that i need on here and that is the truth about me on here.I really appreciate it very much so for all the best of help that i can get on here when i can and i am writing this tonight for the ones to see this and for some of you out there now you know who you are that has helped me with what i need to do on here and many more help if possible.I think its really great that there is some nice people out that that can really help you out when something is wrong what you did and how to fix it, and i like that very much.i would like to say thank you for everyone and who you are willing to help me what is wrong and how to fix it,thank you again.

Just Boredom
I start of by lightly kissin' your neck with a little trace of my tounge,as i am kissin' your neck my hands are softly rubbin' and massagin' your breasts and nipples. I slowly start kissin' my way down your neck, until i reach your upper chest in the middle right above your breasts, i light push both breasts together and kiss my way up both of your breasts until I am in the middle of your breasts, I start to kiss, lick, suck and nibble on your right breast and nipple as my right hand is still massagin' and lightly pinchin' your left breast and nipple. I bring my left hand close to your breast as i start to play with your righ breast and nipple and i start to kiss and lick my way over to your left breast as i am still massaging it and lightly pinchin' your nipple. As I take your left nipple in to my mouth, my right hand works it was down your stomach to your mid section and starts to lightly rub and massage your mid section right above your mound. As my left hand is still ma

Just For Fun
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

Just For Fun
If we had sporting royalty in this country, Don Shula would be it. He's our national grand uncle of pro football. When he opens his mouth, we wait for the golden nuggets of NFL history and wisdom to tumble out. That's why he caused quite a stir last week when he told the New York Daily News that the New England Patriots were in jeopardy of being labeled the Barry Bonds of NFL history -- and then backpedaled on the "Mike & Mike" show on ESPN Radio the next day. Perhaps Shula was just trying to protect the honor of his 1972 Dolphins, the only team to turn in a perfect season. Maybe he was just trying to spark a little debate, start a little bar-room sports argument about the best Super Bowl team ever, anticipating that the Patriots are headed to 16-0 and their fourth Lombardi Trophy. So, let's jump in. If the Pats hoist Vince on Feb. 3 in Arizona -- and go undefeated in the process -- let's make no mistake about it: They will be the best Super Bowl team ever. And

Justice
JUSTICE JUSTICE magnify THERE ARE 3 TYPES OF JUSTICE ONE IS SPIRITUAL ONE OF MAN TWO BY THE SIR NAME JUSTUS THE THIRD IS BY NO MAN HIS EYE DOES SEE HIGHER THAN THE CLOUD AND BY THE SEAS ONE FROM HELL ONE FROM MAN WHICH MOUNTS TO SHIT WHO CAN STAND IN HELLS WAY WHO WILL STOP THE WRAITHS THAT ARE SENT BY A GOLDEN HAND NO MAN FAMILIARS COME AND GO LIFE IS LIKE GRASS HERE AND GONE BUT FIRE IS ETERNAL

Just Me
11/14/07 Things I like.......being with family and friends. Having close friends over for dinner. Chatting all hours of the night. Being held when I'm afraid...or when I'm not. Making love like theres tomorrow even though there could be. Walking in a slow mist rain. Getting dirty when I go wheelin and racing into the house as I am taking my clothes off to jump in the shower. Laughing til my sides hurt. Helping an elderly person (hey I'm getting there ya know). Just sitting there listening to children laugh when they are swinging. I love to swing myself.....and yeah I laugh too.

Just For Fun
1. Your name? PyrateGirl 2. First thing you wash in the shower? Hair 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Oh yes 4. Do you plan outfits? Sometimes 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? Hungry 6. What's the longest you've been with someone 14 years and counting 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? um AIM 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? I don't remember actually 9. What are your pets names? Harley and Dutchess are dogs, Small Block (fat boy) is a Stars and Stripes Puffer fish, and Pimp is a purple tang 10. What are you craving right now? Pizza 11. Do you floss? Not enough 12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? Not bad 13. Do you go tanning? Hell NO! 14. Who do you talk to most on instant messaging? Lisa and Andrea 15. Would you dance to the taco song? If it's the song I think it is no, otherwise I have no idea 16. Have you ever counted to 1,000? Don't think so 17. Where do you want to live? A diff

Just Boredom Part 2...
I start to kiss down the right side of your pussy ever so close, but not close enough and start to kiss and suck hard on your right inner thigh as my right hand is so ever lightly rubbin' your pussy lips....... Lightly run my fingers over your pussy lips and just so ever lightly flick my tounge across your clit.. Just enough to tease you and make you want more... I slide myself back to the ankle of your left leg and start kissin' and lightly lickin' my way up your calf, your knee, your thigh until i reach your left inner thigh again.. I lightly lick and kiss your pussy lips and ever so gentle lick and kiss your clit, and slide myself back down and start kissin' and lickin' my way up your right leg. Lightly nibblin' and kissin' and lickin' your calf, the sides and under your right knee, your thigh, until I reach your inner thigh again.. This time I run my tounge ever so softly from the bottom of your pussy all the way up to your clit and so ever lightly lick and s

Just Have To Laugh
it has come to my attention that people come rate my page....and hopefully get my rates of 10's and possibly become my friend...then when i try and help them level they block me...LMFAO :D i just dont these people who do this, yes i know is their loss that they lose my friendship its prolly not even abig deal to me or them either..it just makes mwe wonder why do they come on here then? are they that insecure that they have to block other out from not rating them why not just tell them via shoutbox or email...sorry but i dont want to be rated or have my pics rated..or if they just want the page rated tell us and we wil leave the rest alone....i just dont get the rap

"just" Friends
I keep waiting for that one special person, that is meant to be mine alone, to find me. I'm tired of being a 'good time girl', where everyone expects something, whether they get it or not. Tired of being used. Tired of not being someone's one and only, their's exclusively, as I wish to be. It's difficult to be someones "friend", and see their other friends 'paraded' before you, even if it's not intentional. I don't think I make a very good 'dirty little secret'. Because it just fukin hurts, any way you turn it. THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS LYRICS "Dirty Little Secret" Let me know that I've done wrong When I've known this all along I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you Tell me all that you've thrown away Find out games you don't wanna play You are the only one that needs to know I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My

Just A Lil Something
All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself.

Just The Same Old Shit..
Gahd. Nothing ever changes. People come in and out of your life for a reason, and the people who don't make it to your future don't make it there for a reason. But shit, sometimes that just sucks ass. There will always be people who hate you for the way you look, the way you dress, and the way you are. It's life. There are people who will always love you, no matter what happens. For some reason, everyday seems to pass a little faster, then one day, you wake up and realize you've wasted so much of your life planning and organizing. I'm sick of worrying about things I can't control. There is a plan for everybody. Everything happens for a reason. So fuck it. I'm just going to take it day by day. Right now, I'm trying to find my Dad so he can see me graduate. Yeah. Wish me luck on that one.. Other than that, and the normal stress I always have to deal with, life is pretty good. From here, it can only get better. It's been almost as bad as it could get... so th

Just Something That Needs To Be Said!
Just something that I want to say but dont know how. I feel like the world is starting to fall apart around me. Everything I used to believe seems to be wrong. So here I am to give someone another chance. Chance at love and friendship. Love for eachother and trying to trust...But to trust someone who has already broken it....Tell me something dear if I trust you again will you actually be trust worthy?

Just Read
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal lif

Just When I Had Ran Out Of Ways To Feel Better...
Some guy just sent me a message on myspace saying he believes Earthwhore is better than BURZUM... I'm being compared to a founding BM project revered by many as having the number 1 greatest BM album of all time! My head is gonna explode!

Just One Day
Just one day If I could hold you in my arms Close to my heart where you belong Love of my life you really are Still be showering you with kisses like snow in winter Remember back in the day we were like best of friends But we were falling in love we never could pretend Night after night we used to talk about me and you The things we'd do together forever Do you believe in love And the promise that it brings That you'll never grow apart Well that's what she said to me Why did you have to go We were inseparable You and me will always be together for eternity Just one day If I could touch your face again Words can't describe how I'm feeling If I could turn back the hands of time I'd still be holding on wishes that you left behind Remember moments when there was nothing better than A stroll in the park walking hand in hand I'll never forget the times we talked about me and you The things we do together forever Do you believe in love And the promise that it b

Just Something About The Signs...i Am A Scorpio
CANCER - The Coolest mutha fucka ull ever meet. (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock You The Fuck Out. Great In Bed. *2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. CAPRICORN - The Superior Sexual Partner (12/22-1/19) Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. *24 years of bad luck if you do not repost AQUARIUS - The one every girl or boy needs (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down

Just Another Story
She was laying on the bed, her hands tied to the posts above her head making her smooth breasts stand out from her chest under her tight white blouse. Her ankles tied to the posts at the foot of the bed, one either side spreading her legs exposing just a glimpse of her white panties from under her school girl skirt. Blindfolded her other senses becoming more acute picking up the movement from across the room when the door quietly opened and as he entered inside. She could hear his breathing quicken at the sight of her laying on the bed totally at his mercy. Her own breath caught in her throat as she wondered what would happen next. She felt him coming nearer, wished he would speak not daring to make a sound herself. She had agreed to this, it had been a dare.. supposed to be a bit of fun, now she wasn’t so sure. The side of the bed moved as he sat down next to her, his breath crossed her nipples through her blouse causing them to stiffen even more. Suddenly his fingers brushed against

Just Another Story... Hope You Like
It was a morning much like any other; I awoke at 4:30 am and went to shower. While in the shower I lathered up, and washed as usual starting with my face, and flowing down my body using the scrubber. When it comes to washing my genitals I always use my hand, first lathering up my cock, which tends to harden some with wicked thoughts of you and also my balls which I imagine are being licked by you, and sucked upon deeply within your mouth, which makes my cock harder. This makes it easier to clean, but so hard it hurts. I finish showering, and get dressed. I always get my clothes together the evening before, ironing if necessary. Once dressed, I go into the living room and put on my stereo, using headphones as to not disturb anyone else. I keep close watch upon the clock; I leave at 5:10 am to get the train and be to work by 7:00 am. I walk into my office and head straight for my computer; I can’t wait to see what you have sent me in email overnight. I anticipate every encounter, your

Just When You Think...
Just when you think things are winding down it all starts over again. Mom is feeling better, Grandpa is out of the hospital, our home refi is done, and I pulled off a $19,000 deal at work then my uncle goes and has a heart attack. I am so sad because he is my favorite uncle. He gave me away at my wedding after my dad passes away and has always been fun to be with. We are close even though he lives in Jackson, MS. Lissy loves him to death and the feeling is mutual. He calls her his "little mermaid" because the last time we were down there she spent an hour a day in his tub! Steve admires him because he is a master sneak. One time he ate an entire package of oreos in the boat one day and Steve did not see him eating even one (I guess with that a heart condition was impending!) Please keep my Uncle Dave in your thoughts and prayers. He is going to need lots of them.

Just To Show My Appreication For A Special Friend
Just wanted to say a special thank you to N B K, who rated my stash and pictures for 3 hours and made sure that i levelled tonight!!! thanks, couldnot have made it with out you dude!!!! would get down on my knees for you if i could, but ........

Just Think About It
if it were not for our mothers none of us would be here today. again thank all the mothers you know including your own. i know we all put our moms throught some hard times over the years. if you are a mother you deserve everything in the world.

Just My Thoughts
I ASK MYSELF WHY DO I BELIEVE EVERYTHING PEOPLE TELL ME... I AM SO DAMN TRUSTING AND BELIEVING IN THE END I ALWAYS END UP GETTING HURT LEFT WITH EMOTIONS AND REGRET WONDERING WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS ONLY TO GO ON BELIEVING AND HOPING MAYBE THIS FRIENDSHIP IS DIFFERENT ONLY TO FIND OUT WAY TO LATE THAT IT'S THE SAME AS BEFORE I ASK MYSELF WHY ?? BUT I CANT FIGURE OUT THE ANSWER MAYBE IT'S MY HUMAN NATURE TO GIVE THE BENIFIT OF THE DOUBT AM I SUPPOSED TO KEEP GOING THROUGH THIS CYCLE AND KEEP BELIEVING EVERYTHING I AM TOLD GOD I HOPE NOT

Just Wanna Runaway
Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Runaway love Now little Lisa is only 9 years old She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold Why she's all all alone and they never met her family Mama's always gone and she never met her daddy Part of her is missing and nobody will listening Mama is on drugs getting high up in the kitchen Bringing home men at different hours of the night Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight Sneak into her room while her mama's knocked out Trying to have his way and little Lisa says 'ouch' She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own Forced to think that hell is a place called home Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back. Runaway love Little Nicole is only 10 years old She's steady trying

Just A Lil Note :d
It seems that some people don't wanna respond or even bother to chat so, to those, and I'm sure you know who you are(no need for me to mention names), don't expect for me to answer your messages if you decide that you're bored with others and decide to come chat with me, I just might be a lil too tired of being ignored or treated like I'm only here for you just in case you get bored, I'm not your 'in between' OR 'your beck n call' chick, so ......... now, you've been fairly warned. Don't be surprised if ya end up deleted, cuz I've personally had enough of the bs from those that say they care but their actions show otherwise. okie dokies, now I'll get back offa me soapbox! :D

Just A Little Thinking Going On.....
I'm here laying on the bed thinking of were my life is headed now... I have been busy the last couple of days due to having to attend a two day seminar to find out what all oppurtunities are available to me being a veteran. Well, I am going to attend another class on Monday to find out about some federal jobs... I signed up for my classes for winter quarter, I will be taking 14 credit hours. I have been slackin on getting in the direction that I need to be in my life over the last couple of years....I need to get out of that slump and move on... going to get my head out of my ass and move on and get my shit together....for me and my kids. I want to make them proud of me. I have kinda eased up on everything due to wanting to find my Mr. Right...Hopefully one day I will be able to make a fresh start away from here...... Well I figured it this way... there is something missing in my life...and I know who he is.... he is one of my heros... well I need to put him first in my life along with

Just One....
Only One!!! READY??? You can ask me 1 question. And you will get 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. But I dare you to repost this. And see what people ask you

Just The Way I Feel
I recently met someone through thier family. I talked to her for a week before I met her. I made her dinner. Went trick or treating with her. I enjoyed making her birthday special. Honestly I just really enjoy spending time and just hanging out with her. I make her smile,laugh, and even blush. I put my arms around kiss her on the cheek it sends my heart in such a rush. I want to hold her close to me put my hands in hers and lean forward and kiss her on the lips.

"just For A While"
"Just For A While" Your love is mine, but just for a while. Your kiss is mine, sweeten with a smile. Your eyes are the color, of deep ocean blue. But just for a while, these are mine too. Just for a while, you bless me with love, Then you fly like the wind, on the wings of a dove."just For A

Just Some Random Thoughts
Well just some random stuff I felt you would like to know about me- I hate people that think they can get something for nothing! I can't stand posers! I am fat No I don't think I am pretty I don't waste my time getting ready for a one nighte Yes Men can be pigs Women aren't perfect either I feel like shit right now I wish I had more friends I am making no sense in this blog but hey isn't that what these things are for I type to fast,talk to much, and listen all the time I need a real man in my life Love sucks Friends are awesome I hate men that just want sex but love just sex I am a procrastinator I love music Ok I am done with this blog if you want to know more about me just ask...yeah I was bored tonight. :P

Just You!!!
Hmmmmm... the smell of your hair... the touch of your hand... the sight of your smile and the sound of your laughter... I sit on the couch, almost in convalescence after a difficult day at work... I think that I'd just like to sit here, basking in your essence... your aura of love and lust enveloping me... I smile, touching you softly, kissing your lips... my hand wanders around your back, pulling you tightly against me as I feel your heart pound against my chest as my heart races in response...

Just Read It...
The Penis Study: In 1997, Harvard funded a study to see why the head of a penis was bigger than the rest of it. After one year and $180,000.00, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the study, Yale decided to do their own. After $250,000.00, and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason was to give the woman more pleasure during sex. Mississippi State, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting him in the forehead.

Just Some Things
the pictures my kids draw for me...the smell of his cologne well after he's gone...staying in bed while its storming outside...full sleeves of ink on a guy...tattoos in general...hardcore music and hardcore shows...roadtrips...NYC in the summer...the mountains in the fall...kisses on my shoulders...halloween...xavier and natalya...lip piercings and tongue rings...my friends, my family...hot showers and bubble baths...winning at pool...winning at spades...new shoes...tanquerey vodka... "In the human heart new passions are forever being born; the overthrow of one almost always means the rise of another."

Just Bored
Chillin in the spot rollin up waitin for the Monday night game between the Broncos and the Titans. I got a $100 on the Titans (so hope that I win)and feel real good about them gettin the dub.i was just looking and seen that i haven't put up a blog in a while.I usually only post one when I feel like I need to get my point across to some hater,but I felt like that wasnt the reason Fubar added as an option.they took away my mumms (which I really gave up on)and i am not about to make another account so that can be taken away a third time. Just felt like letting out a few choice words to the FUBAR community 2 anyone who dislikes me or feels like they are better than me..........I an only tell you one thing......U can neva do it like me sucka

Just In Case [content Deleted]
[original post from late December 2007] [this was deleted - the people that know, know... the people that don't, can read my minsday blogs - m0ppy.mindsay.com - for the whole sick story. I chose to delete this, because I don't want reminders of how miserable I was last year, on my blogs here anymore, especially things regarding my daughter. I have a hard enough time just seeing her, and I don't need to be reminded all the time of how insane it was back then. We choose our state of mind, and I choose to be happy, dammit. If anyone really wants to know, just ask me, I'll tell you, or show you the blogs - they're saved on my PC.]

Justice In Florida
Justice in Florida Have you heard about this case? Great answer from the judge! In Florida, an atheist became incensed over the preparation of Easter and Passover holidays. He decided to contact his lawyer about the discrimination inflicted on atheists by the constant celebrations afforded to Christians and Jews with all their holidays while atheists had no holiday to celebrate. The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the long passionate presentation by the lawyer, the Judge banged his gavel and declared, 'Case dismissed!' The lawyer immediately stood and objected to the ruling and said, 'Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and many other observances. Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah...yet my client and all other atheists have no such holiday!' The judge leaned forward in his chair and simply said, 'Obviously your client is too confused to even know about, much less celebrate his o

Just Poems
YOU SMILED You smiled, you spoke and I believed, By every word and smile- deceived. Another man would hope no more; Nor hope I- what I hoped before. But let not this last wish be vain; Deceive, deceive me once again! ***************************************************** From Me If you see a sunset, it's me, smiling From behind it. If I go away far, and you see a star If you find it, I'm inside it. You can fold it, and hold it forever, If you hide it. If our words and worlds sever - if ever I lose you; If two thousand light-years or seven Confuse you; Remember me. Here and in Heaven I'll see you. I'll be beguiling my filing, still smiling To see you. When mountains, magenta and molded Turn red, Like you said, You'll find the feeling you folded Not dead. You'll steal the swirling sky, turning With me. You won't be bounded, but burning And free. Fusion Starlight, scientists have stated, Is only

Just Because
Just wanted to say muahhhhh to all my new friends and fu-family I have been hanging in the G spot Lounge for the past couple of weeks and have gained more friendships and family than since I have been here all together. Thanks to Mass for the invite if not for you I wouldnt be where I am today. So muahhhhhhhhhhhh to you hun. Rate me/Add me do what you will with me lol.....Love will be returned....

Just A Dream
I sit up late at night..I close my eyes so very tight..My mind drifts away.. As I picture a bright and shinny day.. There you are..Standing not that far.. Your eyes so beautiful..Just like two shinning stars..As you smile.. A very beautiful smile..My heart fly's for miles..As day quickly fades to night.. You grab my hand so very tight..We walk on a moon lit beach..With the stars shinning so bright..God this feels so right..As we walk for miles holding hands.. We walk through the moist sand.. I turn my head..And see an angel.. I try to speak but my words are tangled.. As you softly speak into my ear.. I hear..Three words I hold so dear.. I open my eyes that I held so tight.. And my face and heart shines so bright.. As I say to my self I Love You...Goodnight.

Just A Lil Prayer For Me
I'm sitting here thinking damn what am i to do see i'm stuck in a place where i can't lose from loseing see i have many thoughts of what to do but when the time comes i have no thought or clue or even a guesstamation see my heart is wondering and yet my chest weighs HEAVY if i speak the truth someone may get hurt but if i keep it inside then no one get's hurt ( except me ) cuz my chest weighs HEAVY if only GOD could give me a sighn or clue maybe even the answer i think that would help me i sit here and i pray Dear Lord answer my cry help me to understand what's going on in my life for only you know what i am to do i've called on you time and time agin and you was always there how do i know because that time when i going through something and i spoke to you i was alright i knew you was there because when i looked on the grown there was only 1 pair of foot prints and right then and there i knew you was carring me in you arms

Just One More Thing...
It's 5 freaking 30 in the am...yet I sit here with my 5 different tabs of Mozilla opened, each one holding my place on 3 or 4 different windows and ohh.. there's just one more thing, then I'll go to bed. There's always one more thing...whether I'm trying to go to bed or get out of this apt...lol when the eviction people are moving me out..I'm going to be like.. "hang on, there's just one more thing that I want to get, then put the rest on the curb." "oh, wait, just one more thing..." Like Steve Martin in "The Jerk" said ..*as she accesses one of the expendable Mozilla tabs and does a quick Google bc she would hate to misquote such ingenious writing and she knows she's seen the transcript from the screenplay posted online before* "Well, I'm gonna go, then. I don't need any of this! I don't need this stuff! And I don't need you! I don't need anything! Except this. This ashtray. That's the only thing I need is this!

Just Love Yourself
Take off all of your clothes, alone and in the bathroom. Stare at your nipples. Call yourself “Beautiful” and see what happens. Touch your thatch of pubic hair, your stretch marks, and your round belly. Call yourself “Ugly” and watch what happens. Pretend you’re on a trampoline and you just won the lottery. Touch the mirror like it’s a window and your lover is just an unlatching of a lock away. Pinch your thighs and turn around. Bend over and try to kiss your kneecaps. Ask yourself when was the last time you touched silk. Look at your eyelids. They’re drawbridges, you know. If you can lick fish bones, then you can take a lover. For a moment, pretend that you are going to be alone for the rest of your life. Then buy expensive paints and color your walls orange and not go insane. If you can go outside and see a roadkill as a sign from God then you are ready to take a lover. If you can see that euthanasia is a beautiful name for a pet then you are ready to take a lover.

Just Wanting To Know
Well ladies, I have been thinking about this for a while and thought I would ask. What is it about a guy that catches your eye? What makes him attractive to you? What turns you on or off about him? What does a guy have to do to win your heart? Is it the little things he does, the way he looks at you, what he says or does? Please let me know and maybe if some guys look at this they may just get it and actually think before they open their mouths. As for myself, I think that actually listening to what you have to say and not just pretending to hear is a very important quality. A lot of guys will acknoledge you, but are they really listening or just appeasing you? Also respect, as my mom raised me she always instilled that in me and also threatened me if I didn't I'd answer to her....lol. So, please let me and all the other guys out there know what you think. I'm sure it will be an enormous benefit to them.

Just You Baby Poem
When I look into your eyes, I see hope, faith, and destiny. When I listen to your heart, I see into it and can tell that you love me dearly. When I see you, I see a wonderful guy that is ready for whatever that comes his way. When I’m near you, I see that you are ready for us to be together forever. When you yell at me, I see that you are just trying to get me to be successful and do something with my life. When you cry, I see that you aren’t crying because of something bad but because you don’t want to lose me. When I’m near you I feel secure. When I see you I can’t be sad, you just make me smile.

Just Some Thoughts
Holidays are when I miss the most. I start to look back and see who I've lost and what stupid mistakes I made. Always missing more those I've lost and loved the most. Decisions I've made I"ve now grown to regret. What ifs floating around in my head. Wishing I could go back in time and change the bad decisions I made. Would I be the same now if I did go back and changed my bad decisions, or would I be a completely different person? Would I be happy or sad like I am now? Would there be nightmares that wake me up or would I sleep soundly without a sleeping pill? Am I destined to feel like a failure? Is my life suppose to be this complicated? Would it still be this complicated if I was able to erase the bad?

Just A Memory
MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts Just a memory sometimes, On an overcast day,a haze of smoke moves about, The rain is falling as she listens to a distant voice, somehow sadly,singing a song, a death smeared song of an era long gone, Just a memory sometimes, Illuminated back wall of rose red lights, so strange,so old and piercing, And the rhythm dragged out, a melodious haunting plea,the song mood indigo, Enter the faceless man in black, Is he her fate? a dangerous destiny ? Just a memory sometimes, Of a room like a cold black box, She does not sleep this night, Insomnia, a black knight,a sleepless night, No valium, the night passes in black organza song.

Just Something Random
i will be takin new pics soon and puttin them up here im sure its been some time sense i posted some and im sure all of u would like to see some new ones so hopefully soon ill get a chance to take some new ones and put them up on here

Just Two Things.....
All I ask of people in my life is just two simple things. Be honest with me. Treat me as I treat you. Two simple rules that rule all my actions and how I interact with anyone. Fail to do those things and you lose. You lose my sympathy. You lose my friendship. You lose any chance you ever had of being close to me. I have a person in my life well I think they are. Not really sure. I thought they were interested in being a friend but now I realize that I was wrong yet again about peoples intentions. It really scares me how bad I have become at reading people when I used to be so good at it. Ten years ago I could pull somebody's psyche apart in about twenty seconds and know what to say to seduce them. To hurt them, to drive them from me or pull them closer. It was damn near magic I tell you. But now I could not read a dime store novel if it was on tape. I think the thing I am missing is the drugs. It must be the factor. I mean everything else is the same but I q

Just Felt Like Going Off...
This is totally insane I want the G spot Lounge back to the way it was I miss everybody that was there. Its not the same anymore and it sucks. I hope tik reads this and sees that this lounge was a good thing. I posted and reposted bullentins to build that lounge as well as everybody else. I bought rounds of drinks for everybody just like other people did. I found alot of new friendships and I do not want to loose them. Sam thanks so much for what you do sweetie playing over 30 hrs for that lounge has to be alot of work. Even if most of it was auto. Thanks for being the best damn faithful person to that Lounge. If it was not for you in that Lounge I would be here bored all the time.

Just Started Here
So, how did I end up here? Word of mouth, and just stumbled into the place one day, and BLAMMO!!!! That's how I made it here. So, what do I do now? Nothing yet, I'm just checking out and then I'll see what goes on from here. It's kind of weird, I always told myself I'd never do stuff, like this, but curiosity gets the best of me. Well, let's see what happens from here. And anyone checking my profile, "Hi!"

Just About To.....
He makes me smile and makes me happy. I love him so much But then why is it that I feel like I am in a never ending cycle of doubt Woundering if he is staying true Woundering if oneday my dreams will come true I find myself afraid to fully commit and let down the walls but yet I know to be true that I have will always love him Sometimes I sit and think and hope that this time around things wont be completly the same No more lies and no more hidding things behind eachothers back All I want this time around is to know he loves me. To know he wont hide that we are together. I dont want it to be were we are saying hey you cant talk to this person or giving each other guilt trips because they are going out. I dont know maybe I am just asking for too much.

Just Learning
Don't exactly know how everything on this site works yet so bare with me. If you send me a message, post a comment, or photo comment and I don't get back to you right away, I appologize. I will try to figure everything out as soon as I can. Then i will comment back or whatever :) Thanks

Just Wait...
If ever you are feeling like you're tired... Ans all your struggles leave you headed downhill... If you realize that your wildest dreams can hurt you... And your appetite for pain has drunken it's fill... I ask of you a very simple question... Do you think for one minute you are alone?... And is your suffering a priveldge you share only... Or did you think that everyone else feels completely at home... If you think that I've given up on you~ you're crazy... And if you thik that I don't love you~then you are just wrong... in time you just might take to feeling better... Time is the beauty of the road being long... I know that now you feel no consolation... But maybe If I told you and informed you out loud... I say without fear fo hesitation... I can honestly tell you...that you make me proud... If anything that I might have just said...has helped you... If anything that I might have just said...has helped just to carry on... Your rise uphill may no longer seem a strugg

Just A Work In Progress
There are lines, where things used to be smooth. Softer tender skin, where there used to be those chiseled grooves. There is gray in my hair, I sometimes blame on stress There is places upon me, I wish weren’t such a mess But I love the lines upon my face as they show the many Years that I have smiled And although my body might seem aged I’d like to think I am still pretty wild The gray upon my head just proves Maturity in my years the things I’ve Overcome and all the nights of tears. So although some may not think I’m Perfect, that is alright cause this is perfect to me! That I am beginning to see those “flaws” as progress to a better me. And to me that truly says it all! ~Ariel 11/2007

Just Say Hey..
Just sittin here.. I really wanna chat but am fallin asleep.. I should be on tomorrow.. I have alot of friends now and its hard to see everyone who is on.. so if I don't say hey.. then please say it to me. I have met alot of awesome people here. Just wanted you all to know that. Hugs, Me

Just Boredom Part 3
This part might seem like a repeat and a repeat of the same thing over and over again, but yet it's sorta what i would do as well!! You go to sit up and forget that you are handcuffed to the headboard, you so bad wanted to play with yourself to make you cum, but you can't cause you foregot that you were handcuffed.. Did i also forget to mention that you have your feet tied down as well, as you lay on the bed handcuffed and legs tied down spread eagle. I start to lightly nibble and suck on your clit & start to pinch your nipples. As I am lookin' up into your eyes lookin' at you and watchin' your reactions. I start to suck harder on your clit and bring one hand down to finger your pussy, you can feel my fingers up against your g-spot. I see the look into your eyes that you are feeling great and are about to cum. So I start to suck harder and nibble harder and rubbin' my finger harder and faster on your g-spot.. I can feel you tighten up and i can see the look

Just Not Myself
I’ve spent most of today in bed. Just been one of them days when you don’t want to leave the comfort of you bed. Nothing really the matter, just don’t want to leave your room or your bed. Every once in a while I guess you just need that time all by yourself . Here lately people have been on my case a lot about how I put myself down. It is hard to explain why I do it , matter of fact I don’t think I even know anymore. It’s just one of those habits that a person does without even thinking about it. It’s not like I do it to see how many people I can make mad by doing it. It’s just one of them things that happens. There is reasons why I feel that way, but do they really matter? It seems like all day I have been on the verge of tears. Not really for sure of why , all I know is that I have felt them stinging at my eyes all day. I guess it’s just one of them days. I first thought it was because I was catching up on last week’s General Hospital and the episodes were sad but still felt

Just Poem
Friday, September 08, 2006 thougts Unfinished Lost in life, in my heart it feels as though there is a knife. So many scars to remind me of my past. Everything spinning so fast. I cant catch up with what i ran from in fear, because i couldnt bare to shed a tear. But now i have grown to know that with ignoring my obstacles i have nothing left to show. A song of sorrow that i dread to hear tomorrow.

Just A Biker
I SAW YOU I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by But, you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair But, you didn't see me cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats & gloves But, you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none.

Just A Tease
DO you think I have what it takes to get published???...Now it is your turn...tell me what you think of this...all suggestions welcomed... A storm was rolling in, the breeze was picking up but I didn't care. I felt safe knowing you were with me, my heart raced at the thought of having you all to myself with no outside world to distract us. Our hide away is just screaming to be made love in...A queen size bed draped with cream colored misquito netting and filled with fluffy pillows. Candles everywhere. Champagne and strawberries were chilling on the counter. Large silk covered floor cushions in the corner. It was getting dark quickly due to the storm..Rolls of thunder could be herd in the distance. I lit candles and covered them with hurricane lamps to protect their flames. You came to me from behind, kissed my neck and said...come lay with me...I could not say no to such a request...but first I asked you to pour us each a glass of champagne. You handed me a glass and

Just Thinking
you know i have lost alot of people here this yr and it fuckin sucks i'll tell you that much. i havent been happy for a while .just been stressed. my 20th b-day is dec 24th and im not really lookin forward to that.my cousin casey is dec 25th. crazy right.but i do know im going to bring the new year in with a bang.with my drinkin buddy. You know who you are i dont even have to name you.lmfao rember last yr? well i plan on makin it to watch the ball drop damnit.i plan on gettin a new tattoo soon i have one in mind but than i might want other. but the one i was thinkin about is angel wings with angel writtin in between them cuz that is my name but puttin it on the back of my neck.yea.right i already have one tattoo on my right arm!i love em! but you know i have been tryin to keep myself busy so i dont think about my cousin because i miss her so much but i know she's in a better plcae and she's with her mom now. i love you casey

Just Read It.....it Gets Better As You Go
NAUGHTY QUESTIONS A first-grade teacher was having trouble with one of her students. the teacher asked,"Boy, what is your problem?" Boy answered, "I'm too smart for the first grade.My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!" The Teacher had enough. She took Boy. to the principal's office. While the boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told the teacher he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave.She agreed. Boy. was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Boy.: "9". Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Boy.: "36". And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know. The principal looks at the teacher and tells her, "I t