Life is full of surprizes you know. Like for one, alright I know I am a very sweet guy and i do have a bit of romantic side to me.But i have noticed so much about woman these days...They don't care about truth. or whats in front of them and ect. I have noticed alot in life that upsets me so bad.
I sit and try everyday just to get some where in life. I am honest about hings even if it hurts me in the long run. just like how I sit here and take the time to write things to people all the time and what do I get in return...Aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww your very sweet or thank you or something you know...Cuz they want to be nice but then once they see what I look like it the pic thats it no more after that.
I wish I a penny for everytime a gurl turned a way from me cuz I'd be a billioniare right now... I guess when you ugly and ani't scared to admit to it people just try their hardest to rub it in your face.Its not about looks...Maybe i can just sit here and agree with some things i heard everyday by my family downgrading me all the time or using me to get what they want...Or how all my friends can sit there and get girls left and right by bullshit to them or lying to them or even using them and cheating on them....But me now this is sad and heart beat when all your life your shy as hell and scared to try and do things...But at the end I am nothing but a LOSER I get the picture and truth hurts.
I noticed People say this and that but then when it comes to real life they are like wow he is ugly or nah we want him or him just cuz they are sexy in their eyes but at the enthey get hurt. I am doing talking cuz I am just wasn't my time besides I am right and I don't have to lie about it like many of you do just like I have nothing to hide either
Look I am sorry if what I say here upsets people but I am tired of feeling like I am alone and everytime i try so hard to be somebody in life...I am being myself besides more than 98% of you out there don't know what its like to be the black sheep of everything...
