I honestly don't know what to say today but what I feel or thing that comes to mind that I miss or even thought of...
I feel lost as in lonesum as hell...Today I spoke what was on my mind to my mom...And well I can honestlt say that didn't go to well. She started to yell at me for my lil nephews pics being gone on the computer and well like I told her it wasn't my fualt they got deleted cuz people want to download viruses into the computer and I have to fix it all the time.
Hell I told her how I also felt but that did not do any good.Talking to my family or anyone else, it is like talking to a brick wall.
Today its rainy and I feel like crying...Why do I feel like crying for? well before my ex gf and I broke up for real in 2006. I asked her for a hug and well as it started to rain she kissed me when I wasn't looking for it to happen...
Well I do have alot on my mind today but just don't know how to say it all. I ani't going to lie,Yeah I have sex on my mind today...Its been over 2 years since I had any...Its like I forgot the taste of pussy...Or How good it feels or how incredible it looks...Or how about how good it makes one another feel...Well I will come back to this later on when I have more to say.
