Most times I become disappointed in the people who chose to share my life path. After many disappointments lately I have been reflecting inward. I do this often but lately seems to be even more so.
Seems I have a hard time understanding why one would lie or deceive another person. I may not like the truth but I do eventually accept it for what it is. And yes, it may hurt me but lies and deception hurt me even more. Seems that those leave deeper scars and take longer to heal.
I do however wonder why one would chose to remain on my path or insist that I remain on theirs when they like very little about me.
And then there is those out there that think they know me so well. Funny how they freak out when I don't behave as they think I should.
I have some that inquire about my screen name that I have chosen. Even when I explain that I have a yin yang thing going on in my personality, they are still shocked when they see it.
I am light and I am darkness.
I am positive and I am negative.
I am day and I am night.
I am an angel and I am a bitch.
I am naive and I am jaded.
I am vulnerable and I am strong.
I am passive and I am aggressive.
I am too trusting and yet I trust no one.
I am multi-faucet and a contradiction.
And I am constantly changing.
My message is this...chose to walk my path with me or not. Don't try to make me walk your path, for it is not my path in this life. In other words...
"I'm sorry Spanky, but I have to live my own life." Alfalfa from The Little Rascals.
P.S. If you don't know or remember The Little Rascals..google it!