i feal like crap always tired always sleeping need to get some friendsreal live friends need to get something to live for wish i could shake this fealing im just a weirdo and not nowing what i want in life not ready to give up yet but cant shake the fealing wishing for alittle help in the matter life is worth living and not wanting to die probley live on how knows what will happen in the future we all need friends far and wide heer is were i need someone new or old to talk towish i had more to say but im strait and to the point never talk bought anything else cant find the words to keep a mconversation going dont got money dont got much of anything stupid stupid stupid me wish i was not a loozer wish i could be kool wish i waz handsom wish i waz 18 again but im not and i got nothing wishing for some good readers to read this blogg and rate it and respond to it and help me feal better i want to live i want to susceed i want to suvervive i want to live on to keep living till im 3000 or more ty for listining to me talk bought nothing and something just blaw blaw blaw richie