KellyBabyxxFEARxx's blog: "Reflections 2"

I sit here staring at this person in the mirror. Who is this person I see? I see someone who is confident and smart; funny and sexy. I see someone who's had great accomplishments and even greater failures. I see imperfection. I see pretty green eyes and brunette hair; big full lips and a nice smile. I see 37 years of life where others do not. I see 11 years of being married, then being alone; being married while being alone then being married again only to wind up alone. I see a best friend to 1 and someone who could be anyone's best friend. I see someone that spent her whole life trying to be the best mom she could be because she knew her marriage had failed. Her sacrifices were many. I see someone with a good heart. I see integrity and hard earned wisdom. Someone that worked her tail off to get an education to better her life and that of her children when every odd was stacked against her; courage to stand up against the system and win. I see someone who believes in what the world no longer does. But I also see pain; promises made but never kept. I see the eyes of those that loved her and always let her down. I see fear; pain and tears. I see loneliness. I see a heart that wants to love someone for the rest of her life. But I see doubt. I see someone that no one else sees because no one else allows her the opportunity to show all these things. I see someone who will wait forever for that one person to actually be ready. What I can't see that I wish I could is when…