I dont know if anyone else has days like Ive had but you feel like a yo-yo yanked back n forth and passed fron one person to another. This person has to have this to make them happy that person has to have that to make them happy. THEN you are trying to do what u feel is the best thing to do to make you and ur kids happy. and of course there is always someone on the sidelines instead of cheering you on they are whining and bitching.. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! Last time i looked i was 35 years old I do think I know what i need to do to make MY LIFE the way I need it and want it to be. .I dont know when you think you got the crown to rule my world but let me tell ya Take it back to Burger KIng thats all its worth. I RULE MY WORLD. and when u push n push n push to get me where you want me to be all you are doing is pushing me further than u ever wanted me to be.. quit thinkin everything in the fucking world is about you quit thinking every lil snag is about you ..realize there are others in my life i HAVE TO take care of..IVe stated Ive asked well this time Im telling... open your damn eyes and see there are so many other factors besides ur jealosuy insecurities and what the fuck ever else.. Im done Im sick of feeling like i have to be on egg shells to comply to you. Once I could say you were my friend now I cant say that @ all. I cant say much of anything except thank you for the things you have done in the past and Im sorry you couldnt listen and see what I needed you to because u have blinders on seeing only what you want to.
when and or if you can get your shit straight Ill be here Ill always be a friend..but 1st n foremost do what u need to do in your life to make it right before u try stepping into mine and hurting anyone.
