My son is with his grandma so i can has some free time. Im really tired so im going to get as much sleep as i can. My friends baby is out of the hospital and doing fine. Thank goodness for that. Im going to my friends house in odessa tomorrow because she hasnt seen my soon in a few months. Wow im really tired but if i got to sleep now i wont sleep later on tonight when i go to bed and ill be mad lol not really. I miss my son. I worry about my son. I guess thats what moms are suppost to do. My ex is still wanting me back and I told him he would have to live with what he did because i was not going back to him. He left me for coke witch im glad he didnt take him down with me but i dont need drugs in my life. I have a son to take care of without drugs on my mind. I dont want my son taken away from me that would just kill me. I think more about my son then myself. I dont know if that is good or not but i do it anyway. Thanks to all my friends that leave me comments and stuff i couldnt think you enough. It just shows that im loved and it took me this long to understand that. I have to go for now take care everyone and love to you all -Mandy
