Fubar Blog Posts 2

My Defeat
Kill me, please kill me. I want to smell my own blood. Leave me, dead and broken, lying in the mud. Empty everything inside me. Burn my entire soul. Pick me apart, skin and bone, and throw me in an empty hole. Cover me in darkness, far from the sun. I’m sick of living in this world, I want to be done. Numbness can take over me, so I know I’m dead. I’ll no longer hear life ringing in my head. My existence is painful, and death is bittersweet. I don’t want to give it another try, I accept my defeat.

My Dear Heather
This one was written about my best friend Heather when we were in grade school. She died suddenly a little over a year ago. I post it in her memory. No matter how much I rub my arms It cannot warm the chill in my heart. Then I see the flame. It pierces the night with a ray of hope. And through the cold empty darkness, Where I've lost myself, I find my path Guided by the flame. I am drowning in tears As I grope for your light. It flickers inside me And fills the bottomless pit of Darkness. My heart defrosts And begins to beat. As I remember The wick may run out, But the flame will always live In my mind, heart, and soul. You are my flame. You my comfort. You are my light.

My Dear Friend
A friend is someone who listens and cares, a friend is someone who's always there. A friend brings happiness that can warm and mend. I'm glad that I can call you a friend. A lot of people have entered my life, but one thing remains true... I've never met a single soul who has touched my heart like you. Thank you for being a friend.

My Dead Soul
A black rose unfurls from within my heart Nourished by crimson tears that Flow freely from my eyes As wave after wave of hurt watch over me I scream out my rage and anguish Into the night where the Ever-changing moon listens The stars begin to dance In a slow serenade to my pain I’m in mourning for my dead soul It seems like all of it is gone It has died and left me weightless; Now it seems I’ve lost control Of the things that I kept hid, The things that I know The things that could harm you, I’ve lost my control Of the demons possessed me Those that strive to kill Caring for nothing; Bending all to their will I’m in mourning for people Whose lives are now forever changed All those people living lifeless; All their fates now rearranged Like they’re struck by tornados And they’re torn all apart Their lives become empty For them there’s no part In this thing that’s called safety They’re left all alone Empty and broken Away from their homes I’m in mo

My Demise
My Demise A coolness runs thru me, I feel their presence. I take a deep breath and pace on. It's rather dark and I'm alone. I hear someone behind me, turn to look. Nothing there. I fasten my pace. A soft breath in my ear says, "It's your turn." Chill bumbs cover my body. I run! "Never!", I yell. The demons appear in front of me, I stop. One steps towards me and says, "It's your turn." I lok upon them with dismay. Could this be it? I'm done? The demon points out to me and steps closer, finger still extended. I close my eyes in hopes this is only a dream. Open them, he's closer now, still stanced. They all are, all of them! one finger extended towards me Suddenly he's inches away as he touches my face. I fall to my knees and sigh for the last time. Alissa D. Cooper October 18, 2007

My Dear Friend
You called me at 11 am to say you had an accident with your motorcycle....hitting a deer on it doing 80 mph coming back from Anderson, SC. I freaked when I heard your message. I didnt answer the phone because I was nearly asleep, but something with the message must have clicked and woke me up completely. I knew something was wrong when you called at 11 am cause thats something you do not normally do. After talking with you I got to thinking how Id be if I had gotten a call from someone telling me you were dead....thinking how I would be without you. I would have been hysterical....crying....not knowing what to do. Dude, I dont talk with you much and I dont see you much anymore, but it still would have impacted me hard and it does anyways just to know you had a near death encounter. I love you with all my heart and soul my dear friend and I always will. Made me think of all the time we havent been talkin and chillin together.....what if that would have been the last thing I heard was yo

My Deepest Sympathy Goes Out To You My Friend........
A dear friend of mine in real life that had just joined the Fu has suffered a great loss. He has not only lost a brother but his identical twin very suddenly and very unexpected. While he is new and does not know a lot of people here I think it would be great to have him lots of support waiting on him for his return. Please stop by his page and show him some luv, if anyone here on Fubar needs it its him today!! Luvs ya Dave and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!! True Felt Heart@ fubar

My Devilish Angel
Shadows pass among the children of the night, We all have our daemons that we bare. Loneliness knows no bounds upon one's soul. Happiness turns to abandonment at a blink of an eye. No answers can be heard in the shadows of the night. Buildings give no solice to those that harbor in the darkness. Gentleness once been told upon once a tortured soul. Precious stolen moments lost with a word. Mind fractured with one's own carelessness. A silent heart cries out that no one hears. Giving up too soon to the darkness with in. A Devilish Angel appears with the promise of hope. He too is ripped away by the daemons of the shadow. His sensual kiss still burns the flesh with passion lost. Leaving his hunger planted deep with in the tortured soul. Never to be claimed or fulfilled. The soul screams as the daemons drag it to their feeding ground. Never resisting their call the daemons feed with their festering touch. The nightmare returns over and

My Dear Friend Jon [article I Wrote For The Paper]
December 30, 2003 The five of us went to see Jon last night; Kyli, who drove, Stacy, Jessica, Jenna, and I, JD. Kyli came and picked me up from my house around 7:25p.m. She was running late, which meant I was running late, also. We met Stacy, Jessica and Jenna at McDonalds, where we piled into Kyli's red car. I kept pondering to myself, "Are we ready?" I guess only I could answer that. I was ready. I was ready to see him, ready to express my feelings towards him. For those who don't know who Jon is, let me help you out. His name is Jonathan Dando, but occasionally, if he's in just the right mood, we call him Freddie. I don't know where that nickname came from, but it for some reason, has stuck. He is 18 years old. I've known Jon for over two years now, but I couldn't tell you exactly how long. He has turned out to be an astounding friend. No one could have ever expected, from some of the people he hangs out with, underneath his "bad boy" attitude, which I rarely saw, was someone

My Demented Life Updated.......
OK......So here is the updates to me, my self and I. I am now working at Guitar Center in Independence, Mo. I am working in the Pro-Audio Dept. selling PA, Keyboards, DJ, Lighting and Recording gear. Stop by if you need anything. I am quitting the cover band I have been playing in for the last year and starting another cover band with the bass player. Looking for a good drummer. Any one interested? I am also almost finished putting together and all original metal band. Needing Bass and drums for that. Anyone interested? If you are interested in either or both, remember. I live in the Kansas City, Mo. area. That may narrow it down a bit. I may also be playing guitar for an Elvis impersonator. OH god, did I just say that. LOL.........But he pays good. Promisses at least $250 per show. Now keep in mind. With all this going on. I am not on line as much as I used to be. Not to mention, I probably will not be on line as much in the future. Probably about once or twice a

My Desire....
In the still of the evening without sunlight to intrude. I see the twilights in your eyes as the moon sets up the mood. Playing music softly and slow while romance feels the air. I can't help but feel aroused the very moment you come near. You submit to my embrace while candles flick their flame, I can tell the smell of my perfume seems to drive your lust insane. As I look into your eyes you run your fingers through my hair. I taste the sweetness of your neck as I kiss right by your ear. You whisper words of love as I answer with a sigh. And in a very sexy way, my body comes alive. You're the heat of my desire as we slowly come undressed. You then start to lay down as you welcome my caress. You have a sexy body, I have a taste you can't resist and my breast show some response as you touch them with a kiss.

My Defintion Of Love
Love is a battle field. Where all you do is learn. There are no safe point's Everyone betrays everyone And there are no friends. Everyone hates you, Happiness is only an illusion Love is just a word. Word's have no meaning's Leaving leaves only regret's, Shadows are forever enternal Haunted and True Pain is the only thing truely there. And in the end, NOTHING MATTER'S Troy Alan Walker

My Dear Friend
Time after time you were always there Even when i felt like life want fair So these words i say here is to let you know i care I'll be here when life gets to hard to bare No words can explain what you mean to me Your heart, mind, and your compassion these things are what set you apart And dear to my heart I'm blessed to have a friend like you I hope you feel the same way too So take these words, before i part And believe me when i say they come straight from the heart When life gets to hard and you need time to mend Dont worry i'll always be here. proud to cal you a dear friend

My Dear Friend Ciaran Flynn
Made In Love by Ciaran Flynn I'll be the master, let you be the slave I'll be the king, let you be the maid I like to sing about how we behave And I like to think That we have it paved in love. I'll be your preacher, if you kneel before Me when I speak, of these deeds I deplore I'll tell you things that come from above And have you believe We pray for love. I'll be your leader, if you vote me in I'll rule your world, through terror and spin I'll give my orders, right before I withdraw And have you believe We're saving love. I'll be your council, in this court of shame I'll state your case; I'll clear your name I'll lie and deceive, if I think I should And have them believe We're paid in love. I'll be your hero, on the big silver screen You'll search for pieces, of yourself in me I'll read my lines, just do my job To have you believe We're made in love. I'll be your teacher, of history and blame And how your flag, plays the imperial game I'

My Definition Of Me
I am nothing. I am no one. I am a face amongst a sea of people. I am expendable. I am. I can’t achieve immorality. I will not be remembered for years to come. My life has no meaning in the global scope of things. I am happy with that.

My Dearest And Best Friend
MY DEAREST AND BEST FRIEND, I KNOW THAT SOMETIMES I MAKE FUN OF U, LAUGH AT U, AND GET ANGRY WITH U OVER DUMB STUFF,BUT I LOVE YOU! I ALSO HAPPEN TO THINK THAT U R BEAUTIFUL. NOT JUST ON THE OUTSIDE BUT ON THE INSIDE AS WELL. U HAVE A UNIQUENESS ABOUT U THAT MYSELF AND OTHERS JUST FIND FASCINATING. FOR THAT U WILL ALWAYS BE CHERISHED AND LOVED BY MYSELF AND EVERYONE AROUND U. I JUST WANTED TO LET U KNOW THAT I DO RESPECT AND CHERISH U.I ALSO KNOW THAT U HAVE HAD A HARD LIFE EVER SINCE U WERE BORN, AND THAT U KNOW HAVE A SON WHO IS AUTISTIC. I ALSO KNOW THAT ANYONE ELSE WOULD NEVER B ABLE TO DO WHAT U HAVE WITH HIM. U R A GREAT MOM AND DON'T LET ANYONE EVER TELL U ANYTHING DIFFERENT. U R VERY SPECIAL TO ME, MORE THAN U WILL EVER KNOW. U WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART.NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF STUPID CRAP I DO. MANY PEOPLE ARE GONNA WALK IN AND OUT OF MY LIFE BUT NO ONE IS EVER

My Dear Friend
Time after time you were always there Even when i felt like life wasn't fair So these wprds i say here is to let you know i care I'll be here when life gets to hard to bare No words can explain what you mean to me Your heart, mind, and your compassion these things are what set you apart And dear to my heart I'm blessed to have a friend like you I hope you feel the same way too So take these last words, before i part And believe me when i say they come straight from the heart When life gets to hard and you need time to mend Dont worry i'll always be here, proud to call you a dear friend....

My Definition Of Love
My definition of love... is different from the book my definition of love is more than just a look love is more than a word more than a song, more than a note love is more than a poem more than anything i've wrote love is reaching out to touch someone to be sure that they're there love is leaning in to kiss someone to remind them that you care love is looking her in the eyes and whispering in her ears love is cuddling when she cries and catching all her tears love is the warmth shared between hugs when everything else is cold love is knowing they'll still be there when everything else is old love is hearts beating faster and faster while everything else is slowed down love is singing sweet songs to her even if hundreds are around love is driving through the rain to help someone through tough times love is me wishing that you'll love me too wishing you'd be mine love isn't just holding hands love is holding hearts love isn't where it ends.... love is where

My Dear Friend Brent Wrote This. Please Comment On It.
My dear friend Brent wrote this.....please stop by his page and leave a comment on his page. http://fubar.com/user/736166 Please keep in mind that our soldiers see far more than we realize. in my mind this all a dream,a non-fiction dream which does not end. as young men age i see good men die.i pray this dream would end. with thease four walls in the still of night the voices yell go and fight most dreams merely come and go but this stays as my foe,a memory that fails to fade forever burning like an endles flame.voices yell and choppers fly. how i wish this dream would die.

My Deepest Fear
Love turns to ashes as the story goes We've shared our ups and so many lows You helped me stand when I couldn't crawl Now you're not here as I start to fall How could giving up be so easy I guess you never even loved me So I ask when, when is it my turn? And when, when will my heart cease to burn? I pray but God turns his ear To leave me alone, my deepest fear I knew not to trust my heart this time Somehow I got lost in your sweet sublime How many more times will I let you in Each time I die a little more within Starting over seems so futile I should just lose myself in denial Now I ask when, when is it my turn? And when, when will my heart cease to burn? And I pray but God turns his ear To leave me alone my deepest fear

My Destiny
"My Destiny" I have always dreamed of this I'll admit that there was something I missed Wonderin' if it is for real Every mistake, every wrong turn Every time I lost my way Led me to this, moment of bliss, tonight [CHORUS:] With you, finally I can break free With you, I saw a changing in my destiny Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see How different life turned out to be You were always by my side That you believed in me was enough reason why I didn't stop, didn't give up Even if I sometimes lost hope I did my best, and I am blessed In life [CHORUS:] With you, finally I can break free With you, I saw a changing in my destiny Dream come true, it's so funny now that I see How different life turned to be Can I get any higher Tell me, does it get any stronger? I owe it to you, that I made it through I never could've done it, without you [CHORUS:] With you, I can break free, yeah With you, I saw a changing in my destiny Dream come true, it'

My Demon's I'll Share (phoenix)
Why do i remember you through others pain and tears why does my heart go out to those who struggle with MY fears. Why do I always think of you when my loved ones are afraid why does my soul feel lost when i can't contain the rage. How can I go through life thinking I can help. when reality says... you can't free someone from a self in-prisoned cage. struggling with internal demons things i won't accept Why can't i make a difference no matter how i try. I'll never forget your face, it's burned into my mind. your the one i gave my all, till you shattered my every dream left me with one solemn oath I made to only me. NEVER AGAIN... never again will you tell me i'm nothing to make yourself feel better never again will my eyes shed tears thinking it was me That I did something wrong. never again will my heart ache longing for your love never again will i waste my time on someone who isn't true. i walk through life colder then ive ever been all the

My Desire To Hold You Near
I feel a burning deep within, As time on a clock passes away, My passion grows stronger for you, each and every passing day, My desire to hold you near, Also comes with suttle fear, The longing to touch your soft skin, To make animalistic love once again, To taste you on my tongue, Satisfy my desire deep within you. To feel as one, both whole once again.

My Dear Friend
I made a promise to a dear friend to love and protect you forever without end. I made a promise I can not break, if ever I did my life I must take. Life would not be worth living without you in it, I can not consider it even for a minute. My love for you was always strong, my dear friend convinced me it is not wrong. My dear friend told me to love you as he, he told that this is how it must be. My dear friend meant alot to me, and to honor his wishes is my destiny. What was what is what always shall be for us to be happy, loved, and free.

My Decision...
In my last blog I said I was going away for a bit. Ive decided Im addicted (lol) and cant but Im SO done with the whole can "I see your pics question". So its simple really. My family is the people on here that mean the most to me. They take the time to look me up on yahoo and/or chat with me on the phone. I know they love me and they know I love them and so my pics are strictly for them. Dont ask me if you're not family. If u wanna take the time to chat and get to know me then we can pic share.... fine. But if you dont... then I really dont need to see yours so you really dont need to see mine.

My Deep Song Of Strength
I'm sorry I can't be as deep as you, my eyes don't see things the way you do I don't have the sadness in my life, that you carry around Yes I'm lonely too, but maybe not as much you For being wronged has me made strong So I carry on, I will speak my Song, I will never change the way I'am, my song speaks volumes of who I am I'm mentally strong more than most, I dare you to coast the roads I've tread Some of you, would surely have fled My mind has been battered and beaten, but not out Sharp as I tack it remains, in a battle of wits with me, you had better bring brains This Song it speaks of sweetness, beyond mushy, love never pushy, and some one who truly hopes to gain, a inner understanding of you, and why you came Came to by my friend A friend to the end maybe I dunno My Song tells you I been through it too, the heartache and the pain Shame I thought would never end, until life brought me some true blue friends This Song also tell

My Desires
i sit here with my mind wondering i sit here with my heart pondering and as i contimplate all that i have done as i recount all i have desired my dreams come into focus and i begin to relize just as the blue sky touches the blue sea there is always hope and wonder in the unknown and to me all time and all distance is shortened to within inches as i hear your voice in my ear all that i contimplate my desires, my wishes, my dreams become focused on one image the image of all i have ever wanted to give another and in that moment i see a truth the truth of what may be and what may come to be as i hold you in my arms for the first time and share a kiss destine before i was born and my heart stops pondering and begings dreaming my mind stops wondering and begings planning for the woman i have sought for so long to share all i have with and i fall asleep with a sad heart because i am unable to hold her as i sleep but a smile is on my face for i know she desi

My Destiny...
Common grounds So many to name We do so many Things just the same Many unknowns yet to be told Many similarities yet to unfold What will it take Can this be real No way its fake Too much has been revealed Scratchin and clawin At my head Wondering why my hearts been lead go this way go that way better yet instead lets just stand still and listen to what our hearts have said Love I want it Romance I need it Passion Affection Loyalty Yeah that’s right I bleed it You and I I conceive it Fantasy I can achieve it Happily ever after I believe it Love at first sight Yeah I can see it Who knows what’s next for me It’s been designed for my destiny I haven’t caught up with the rest of me But when I do I’ll see God’s been blessing me With who you say Well with you Of course Cause now that we’ve started We will never get divorced I want this “us” for eternity How long is that you ask Further than our minds can see Heart pounding daily about to expl

My Departure
Ok, so I'm writing this to help clarify at least my side of what has happened. Take it for what it's worth. This is mostly for current and former members and staff of the Flirty Club Lounge which I departed last night. I don't know how effective a means of communication a blog is for such a thing, but at least I'll be on record so to speak. I joined the aforementioned lounge about 2 weeks ago, very shortly after it's creation. I was then made staff by it's owner without ever asking to be such or indicating any interest. Despite this fact, I tried to do my best to make the lounge enjoyable for all. It's owner, Iris, does not speak English very well, so I had to struggle at times to understand what she wanted done, but I made the effort and saved the day more than once. I had been pressured by others to leave, but I maintain a sense of loyalty to the owner who had entrusted me and the staff and other members who were kind and friendly to me. Iris had been going on for a week before las

My 7 Deadly Sins!
Pride - I will not under any circumstances let a single soul do anything for me. Prideful - SIN! Gluttony - Bacon. Bacon is my Apple in the Garden of Eden. I once ate an entire plate of bacon in Las Vegas during an all breakfast buffet. I emptied their bacon trough in one fell swoop. Hell, that plate was stacked at least a foot high. Oh and I was drunk. - SIN! Greed - You should see this one coming. Yoohoo Chocolate flavored drink. Sure this could fit into gluttony but its not about how much I consume, it's about how I covet my yellow cans of goodness. No one is allowed to have any. Not my son, not my mother, not God himself...you know, George Burns. It is MINE...all mine. I don't care if its been in there a week. I'm saving it. - SIN! Sloth - Movie or TV marathons. Nothing can make me lay in bed all day more than a marathon. Even with the flu I'll gt up every once in awhile. Be it Vh1 shit or all episodes of The Fresh Prince. I will cancel everything I had planned for the

My Desires
To simply say that I love you could never be enough, you have opened my heart, you have showered me with your love and kisses and have from the very start. each and everyday I awake to see your smiling face, as you lean down to kiss me each morning, and say I love you. you have taken this heart that was so lost and filled it with a feeling that is so right and true. if a person can be planted into another's soul, then i just wish to say that you have reached that goal. no one ever thought we would last my love but look at us now, how perfect we are. our names should be remembered among the stars. I love you more with every passing day, this great love of ours is here to stay. so happy valentines day you dear sweet man, and always remember no one could ever love me quite like you can.

My Deployment Unit
i found out today that most the people n the unit im going with have never been deployed. i heard about it today when i was talking to a guy who used to be in the unit. i know im gonna have to listen to stupid people trying to tell me how things are gonna be. they arent gonna listen to a fuckin thing i say, im gonna be treated ike an outcast right off the bat. i would rather this be a deployment to iraq. im not gonna have the feeling i have when im in iraq. the whole i could be killed anytime. it might be dangerous, but i doubt it. i love knowing i could be killed at anytime, it keeps me on my feet.

My Dear Friend
This Is for one of my dear friends who has passed away over this last weekend. You may be gone but your sprit lives on within all your friends and family hearts. We all miss you more then you know.We all wish you were here with us. I for one know that you stole my heart before you left and as I sit here looking at the time and remembering the times we did share I want to cry and let it all out. My heart was stole by you long before I even know it. I want you to know we have your family in all of our prayers.We hold you up and we miss you a lot. I know some day we will meet again and we all know you are watching over us all. We all know you are here in sprit.

My Design Groove
OK, so I've been bored at times lately and have recently discovered Photobucet. Combining that with my Photoshop powers, I'm going to try and kill some down time with getting my graphic design groove back on and making some graphics that my fu-friends will (hopefully) find funny and entertaining! Please leave comments if you're so inclined - positive and negative feedback is always welcome!

My Desire
My body has a fever Burning hot to touch, Erotic thoughts fill my head I want you oh so much A shivering sensation Travels down my spine, An overwhelming desire I have to make you mine Churnng in my stomach Dizziness in my head, I am drifting into fantasy Alone here in this bed Heavily my eyes do close In to ecstasy I go.... Now you are mine my love And no one has to know As this passion rises My throat feels hot and dry, My hungry gasping breath Becomes a long satisfied sigh One day I will have you Not a fantasy in my head, Be sure that I will get you I desire

My Deployment
well i have about 3 weeks till i start training for my deplyment. It cant get here fast enough. Im ready for another deployment, i more then likely will volunteer while on this deployment for another one in iraq. If for some reason i cant get one to iraq, i guess i will do what i have been putting off. I will go to a school for massage therapy. I know it will make my family happy i i dont deploy again. The waiting is the most boring part of this whole deployment, well so is the whole doing the online crap i have to do. The whole filling out a survey on what do if im captured, telling them how many tattoos i have and all that other crap. I dont plan on getting captured, i plan on fighting till im dead if it comes down to it.

My Decision
I love you, but there's something wrong. You say you love me too, but it hasn't been that long. Not long at at all since you've asked for it. Not long at all since I've refused to do it. It that all you really think about? I don't know what to do because I'm in so much doubt. I want to wait until I'm good and ready, but you don't seem to want to take it steady. All I want is to take it slow, all you want to do is "GO". I never wanted it to be like this. You won't accept that I'm going to resist. Resist until the day that I am wed. And NO, it is not all just in my head. It's in my heart and I can feel it well. My innocence is not something I'm going to sell. You say you love me, but the words seem unreal, I'm not giving you my pureness, and you're just going to have to deal.

My Dear Friend Jeff
You have come into my life as a wonderful friend. We talk day and night. You are always there for me. And I try returning the favor. Having someone like you in my life is a miracle! You understand me more than most. YOu know what it feels like to go through some of the same stuff I do. In all honesty you are just and amazing man! Hopefully this is a friendship that will last forever because it seems so perfect. No matter what we always can turn to each other. There may be an age difference but maybe thas what makes us so close. We know what the other needs to smile and do everything we can to make sure they have it. And when people hear us talk they can tell we care. All in all hunni you are an AMAZING friend!

My Deepest Apolagies
THIS IS TO ALL MY FRIENDS I WANT TO SAY HOW SORRY I AM FOR HURTING ANYONE ONE FOR SAYING THINGS THAT SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN SAID I OVER STEPPED TOOK THINGS OUT WHERE THE SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN I HOPE YOU CAN FIND IT IN YOUR HEARTS TO FORGIVE ME AND COME BACK HOME I WILL MAKE A SOLEM PROMISE THAT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN AND I WILL DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER WITH MY WOUNDERFULL FRIENDS AND STAFFS HELP TO KEEP ANY AND ALL DRAMA DOWN TO A MINIMUM AND FROM NOW ON WILL CONSULT WITH ALL STAFF MEMBERS ON THERE OPIONS AS TO WHAT WILL MAKE IHS A BETTER PLACE AND KEEP STAFF TALKS TO YAHOO AND TO ALL FRIENDS AND MEMBERS I WILL BE OPEN TO ANY AND ALL SUGGESTIONS FOR A HAPPIER FRIENDLIER LOUNGE ONCE AGAIN I AM DEEPLY SORRY FOR HURTING ANYONE the mean awfull big fat oger SexiDj

My Destiny
If you had one chance, Would you take it? If you were given a taste of your dreams, Would you make it? If you were shown what you dreamed of, Would you take it? Don’t you see? You are my destiny, All roads have lead me here. If your greatest fear was taken away. Would you take it then? If all the problems were taken way. Would you make it then? If you were given the chance to show your potential. Wouldn’t you take that chance? Don’t you see? You are my destiny. All roads lead me here. All I had to do was make a sacrifice. And look what I have got? If that was the only thing you had to do, Wouldn’t you do it for the chance? Wouldn’t you do for your destiny? Don’t you see? You are my destiny, All roads lead me here. You just don’t understand, It’s my destiny to be here, To share life with you. You say you don’t believe in destiny? I say that you do, You just don’t know it yet. My Destiny is you!

My Dear Dead Valentine
My throat is an open grave and my minds an endless hallway. My lips are stitched together, my tongues too dead to say, That I love you with all the pieces of my broken, tattered heart. When does life truly begin where does death end and where does it start. Feeling so cold and I doubt I'll ever feel warm again. I doubt my heart and mind will ever be able to transcend. Because your dead now, gone now, you were taken from me. Now my heart is shattered and my tired eyes refuse to see, Why something so beautiful, something so pure, Something that would have had a happy ending I'm sure, Would be taken from me, please tell me your still mine. Please cry out to me from the grave my dear dead valentine. © Brett Harper

My Deffinition Of A Friend
ok i guess people on here need a little help on knowing what a real friend is...a friend is NOT a fan stalkerish person, a friend is NOT someone who talks to you just to get NSFW pics...a friend is someone who talks to, hangs out and has stuff in common with you...got it people? if your deffnition of a friend is anything other then mine then please dont even bother talking to me i dont wanna deal with ur shit!

My Dear One
From the first moment I laid eyes upon you my heart felt a tug, A pull from something deep in the past or perhaps another life. Each passing day it seemed to grow stronger, Drawing something hidden deep for so long. Cracks forming in walls kept strong and thick, Protecting a spark I felt never would grow. My soul had been a cold and dark place, Insulating that which I was afraid to show. I had resigned myself to walk a path that was chosen for me, To walk it resolutely, steadily into what I did not know. How can it be, this thing that has come to pass so quickly. Passions flames filling a place purposely kept cold. It was the only way I felt i could face the road I could see before me, The only way to travel a trail few can and keep their head held high. Then a pair of shining eyes and a glowing smile walked into my life, Drawing feelings from me that I forgot I had. Know this My Dear One, I will always thank you for showing me that I never did

My Dear Sir
You are not just my crush but you are my love. i know this has to end; and I want it to for your sake because anything that you want done i would want done. because I know that it would make u happy in the end so I'll go. Just say the word and i will go and never bother you again and at first it will hurt for a very long time because I HAVE NEER MET SOMEONE AT ALL LIKE YOU and I dont think i ever will so instead I should shut it up and continue to feel lucky to even stand next to you and take what you are giving me instead of pondering whats not being given after all i must deserve it, but just kno that it is only for the love of you that i do this for and not for anybody else. And like I might have said earlier I would fight for it but you wouldnt want it that way. For you dont want drama because its ur job to be out of your mind. But I love you for you and i wouldnt want you any other way but believe me, I can really, i can do this, I am strong i have fought many battles and one day

My Dearest
Won't you be my QP tonight? With rough tumble arms I'll hold you firm, Not too tightly as I love how you squirm. And lay yourself on me a loving pillow all yours, Forget all your worries and those daily chores, And breath in a rhythm that is all our own, For wrapped in your arms is where I am home. Take not your love from this ancient old heart, Let not deep sorrows tear us apart. Just keep up those smiles, those struts and those squeaks, And merge with my soul where we sleep deep in peace.

My Deadly Sins
Your Deadly Sins Lust: 40% Gluttony: 20% Greed: 20% Sloth: 20% Envy: 0% Pride: 0% Wrath: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14% You'll die while in the throws of passion - the best way to go. How Sinful Are You?

My Devorce
i served my wife with devorce pappers last week. she got them and called my 19 year old doughter to bitch and whine. why she does this i dont know. my doughter want nothing but to see her little brother and sister. yet my soon o be ex seems to always put her in the middle of our dramma. i am sorry she does this to her, but what can i do? as for my new relationship...thing are getting better as the days go by. we are learning to talk without fighting. starting my devorce is a weight off my sholders. can't start a new life without ending the old one first. the two little ones from that marrage are one step closer to seeing thier daddy again witch in turn means the rest of the kids will get to spend time with them to. anyway...ill keep you updated as things progress. OUTLAW

My Dear
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, w hich is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired! 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just lay there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurr

My Desire
Wild with the abandon that comes from total trust The wonderment of the exploration The caress, inhalation, taste, and touch Intense and agonizing is the wait The longing pervades our senses Bringing us to a ravenous state Insatiable with an appetite so hard to endure Sensations lie within the mere brush of a tongue Hungry, aching, all-consuming allure Being Spontaneous never knowing when the other will seize A thrill lurking behind every shadow Love that brings us to our knees

My Definition Of Dessert
Ok...just so you're "in the know"...here's how I work. If you ever hear me talk about dessert it has nothing to do with food. People are usually more apt to understand something when it's in the form of a basic analogy...so, here's my way of describing my sexual preferences. Men are like my entree and women are like my dessert. You can live without dessert, but you're not going to last long without the main course.

My Deity
Studying the book: Wicca ~ A Guide for the Solitary Practioner by Scott Cunningham BEGINNING NOTE: I have been asked the question, "Do you believe in God?". I realize that this is probably one of the first and most common questions asked about Wicca. Of course, I have studied enough to know the answer. Maybe the term "feel the answer" is more appropriate. I truly "feel" the answer more than I "know" it. This is, in a huge way, how Wicca works. And because it is a feeling, I, myself, have difficulty explaining it. I mean, have you ever tried to explain love? How hard is that right? All you could possibly say, never quite hits that feeling on the nose. However, reading Scott Cunningham has been like a treasure hunt and I am finding treasure with every scoop of my shovel! So, I have chosen the following quotations from my current book of study, to help answer that question..."Do you believe in God?" QUOTATIONS: "All religions are structure

My Dedication Ritual
Many of you know that I performed my dedication ritual Monday night/Tuesday morning. This is a ritual where I dedicate myself to the Wiccan path and ask the Goddess and God to lead my way. This is a very personal ritual, so I will not being going into too much detail. Many things that were done, felt, sensed, seen are between my Goddess, God, and I. I will tell you however, that it went very well. It was a very beautiful experience. I ended the ritual feeling more powerful, wiser, and complete in a way that I never thought I would experience. I am now a Witch dedicated to the Wiccan path. This is just the beginning. My path is opening up before me and there is much to learn. Yours Truly, N.S. ~ Daughter of the Goddess and God

My Departed Friend
On May 17, 2007, a dear friend of mine died of Lung Cancer. I did not learn of her passing until many months later nor did I even know she had been sick. We had drifted apart in life, as friends sometimes do. It had always been my intention to reunite...but as it often happens...life gets in the way. When I got married, she was a bridesmaid...when she married I was a bridesmaid for her as well. She went off to grad school and became a Pullitzer Prize winning journalist and a professor at Columbia University... I went to grad school and got my MBA and had three children. She got divorced--but never called to tell me she was even having marital troubles... I found out after 9-11 after I called to make sure she was okay as she lived in the city... We stayed in touch for a little while but then I lost my job and had to turn in my work computer and I lost her email address...stupid things.... Over the years I would google her stories in the newspaper she wrote for...to keep tabs on

My Desire
My Desire by LateNiteFantasy© How do I tell you, you’re all I desire? how the sound of your voice sets me on fire; How the longing within gives me such pleasure; how the words that you whisper, I’ll forever treasure? How do I tell you, I long for your kiss; how just one moment with you would fill me with bliss? How do I tell you I crave your embrace; how I would love to gaze upon your beautiful face? How do I tell you when you whispered my name how my thoughts and my dreams haven’t been the same? How do I tell you you’ve made my days bright; how I long for your touch throughout the cold night? How do I tell you without pushing you away; how my need for you deepens with each passing day? How do I tell you what my wish would be; how I desire just one day -- for you and for me?

My Debate With A Religious Nut
(Put shout in order so just read from top to bottom) All this started for my forever "SEE YOU IN HELL !!!" status and my comment in a religious MuMM where it was asking who people choose to worship to try and see i guess what religion the majority of fubar was and things of that nature.. here is my exact comment "I choose not to believe in a savior or allow some book to tell me how i should act to dictate my life, but to each their own i guess" JCFAN: see u in heaven then lets see who god chooses to have ->JCFAN: you i hope, you love your bible toting ways don't you? spit on those that don't agree with you.. killing those that dare to believe different then yourself, so while you think yourself to be enlightened i think you to be the majority of the ignorant, if you want to debate on beliefs and who has killed more in whose name i am more then willing to.. i await your response JCFAN: Oh you responded means you have half a brain, and sure my dear if you want to

My Dear Darling
I am setting ,among the waters edge,looking out at its' beauty,thinking of you,of us,and wishing ,just wishing.Te boats are nestled,in for the night.Afternoon fishermen catching their supper.I set upon this bench,and watch the traffice merging,in from canada.This is so amazing,how,I set here,and see a whole new country,just across the way.I came out today,to take in the fresh air.Pondering,on how much peace I feel within this hour.I love its' beauty.That I have become so much a part of.The birds,flies over,diving to catch their meal,within the still water.It is atonishing here my darling.Bkie riders comes passing by,hoovering the trails before dark.Walkers,keeping a steady pace,as they make their way around the bends.Just around the corner,God's mericle,we call the Falls.If you listen,and all is quiet,you can hear the rumbling.A distant thunder.I have set here so many times my love,tinking about going home,go back to where I came from.I can not.Oh God I love it here,and if you see thi

My Dear Child
A cabbie picks up a nun. She gets into the cab and the driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring and he replies, "I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you." She answers, "My dear son, you cannot offend me. When you have been a nun as long as I have,you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well I've always had a fantasy to have a nun give me a blow job" She responds, "Well, lets see what we can do about that. No.1 you have to be single, and No.2 you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I am single and I'm a Catholic too ." The nun says, "Okay, pull into the next alley." He does and the nun fulfills his fantasy. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," says the nun, "why are you crying?" "Forgive me sister, but I have sinned. I lied. I must confess,I'm married and I'm Jewish." The nun s

My Depressing Saturday At Work.
People wonder what I do at work. I write this early saturday morning so let me tell you what I do on saturdays. When I arrive at work at 6:00 pm (did I mention I work nights?)the first thing I do is set up equipment to pull a preprint. I work at a newspaper and a preprint is something that is printed in advance of it's publication date. Whenever I have to pull a preprint I always wonder the same thing ... Will it hurt, what kind of doctor do you see about it, and can I get workmans comp for it! (lol). After that, I usually walk into the break room (by the way, ouch!) and if anyone is there always ask the same question... so, what do you want me to break? Later, when everyting is set up we run the newspaper (and let me tell you, some of those buggers is FAST!) and then it's off to home and the thought of another depressing day at the newspaper tomorrow. *sigh*

My Deployment
Hi to all my friends, Just letting you all know that come Monday I will be offline for a few days. I'll be on my way to Afghanistan. Will be there 12-15 months. Once I get settled and such I will be back on and letting you all know.

My Dearest Love
My Dearest Love by LateNiteFantasy© The softest skin, the softest touch, Oh how I miss it so very much. Your absence leaves a space in my heart, My wish is for us never to part. You touch my skin, and my heart skips a beat. My breath....taken away when our lips meet. Your voice, your laugh....music to my ears. When I look into your eyes, I forget all my fears. The curve of your neck, the shape of your face, Your beautiful hair...softer than lace. You consume my heart, mind, and soul, I think this may be getting out of control. You must be my angel, sent from above, I never dreamed that I'd fall so deeply in love.

My Dearest Friend...
My Dearest Friend, you are always with me. We eat, drink and breathe as one. We walk through the wooded lane and share the cold bite together. You are my constant companion, and are here to never let me forget that she no longer loves me. That She no longer wants me. That we are we, no more. So dear friend, place your hands into my chest and hold open the empty space were a heart used to beat. Close the drapes and shut out a world that is no longer important. Pull up a chair and teach me of loneliness and pain. You will never leave me, my dearest friend. Of that I am certain.

My Desire
I want your powerful big arms around me, protecting my fragility as if I'm breakable. I want to wake up to your serene angelic face. To that playful smile on your lips. I want to heed your strong voice, gentle and soothing while you whisper in my ear. Your alluring laugh, so deep and sensual, too tempting to resist. I want you to embrace me, strong with the gentlest of touches for me. I want to burn with the flame your lips promise. I long for our bodies and souls to merge together and become one. All of this I desire but one caress would suffice. But I'm denied even the simplest of things, because you stand on the other side of the world. And I have no way of knowing if the person I'm in love with is really you or but a fragment of your imagination.

My Dear Friend Bart!
I lost a dear and wonderful friend this week to a tragic fishing accident. He was a kind man who was always happy and fun loving. He lost his life trying to save other fishermen who's boat went down. Bart Loved playing the Guitar and Singing. Below is a Picture of him playing at my Birthday cookout in April! Barton "Bart" Joseph Zimmerman 10/09/1958--08/04/2008 FISHERMAN'S PRAYER I Pray that I may live to fish until my dying day.— And when it comes to my last cast.- I then most humbly pray:— when in the Lord's great landing net and peacefully asleep that in His mercy I be judged.......... Big Enough to Keep LOVE YOU BART

My Deepest Sympathies To Dawnie & Her Family
My Deepest Sympathies On Your Loss My Deepest thoughts are with you In your time of grieving¡¦ Everyone show this remarkable lady some love from all of us.. May all your sorrow be healed!! ¢¾Dawnie~Owner of Mr.7000000¢¾Proud Member of Thunder & Lightning Levelers¢¾@ fubar

My Desicion!!
so......after about 20 mins of thinking and a weekend of bindge drinkin ..i decided not to delete my fubar, but i dosen't mean imma be on it all the time. ill probally just come and go as i please for now on. in my opinion this site has slowly mainstreamed to and adult version of myspace.chicks whoring thier nsfw, and dumb asses who actually pay to see these photos, because buying hookers or going to a strip club is to hard of a concept for them! the only difference is that 80% of the folks on here only care about leveling up and crap, and they don't care who's toes they step on to get thier much wanted online fame! sad really sad! but im not going to delete my account cause a bunch of people failed at a social life when they was younger so they have to try to make up for it thus they come here. ill just check in on ya'll once in a while and stuff like that. i got big plans and hangin out on fubar isn't one of them. ill just update my profile to get my point across, and hopefully

My Designs
whats good yall i just added a new folder to my pic file there all my designs i have made for friends & ect but i have alot more to add but cant cause i need to level upso if you would like to see more of my designs come rate fan add me show some love and illreturn the love and if you would like me to design you something come and halla at me $ecret $in

My Decision ’08
My decision ’08 Okay, I give up, I have no idea which guy I am voting for President. I wanted Hillary Clinton, but she lost now we are down to these two knuckleheads. I know I will will vote, but I don't know for which one. So, I when I ever have to make a hard choice I run down to "pros and con" of my choices. I want it to be known these are my opinions, and not what I think people think. Barack Obama Pros: 1. He speaks really well 2. His wife is pretty, they have good looking kids 3. He seems to have a personality 4. He is Pro-choice 5. He is not afraid to talk to people, in a language they can understand without sounding like he talks down to people. 6. He talks about getting out of Iraq, and killing Osama. (Why is he not dead yet?) Con: 1. He is Black (Some whites see blacks as trained monkeys, but isn't that what we have had as president for the last 8 years) 2. He has an Arab sounding name (Internet rumors say he is an terrorist sleeper agent or a termina

My Deadline
this is for any woman that reads this that i am growing tired of finding a woman that doesn't want to be with me. i have three different job offers that i am making my decision within the next month at least. so if there is any of those woman that say that they really do like me and i do believe one since she live in Michigan. as for the others i got to say i might be heading that way soon for her.

My Depression (read This Instead Of Asking Me What's Wrong)
I thought I would write this to explain to everyone why I'm so depressed lately. My father passed away in 2006. I've been doing OK I guess until recently. I have been having dreams about him that cause me to be up most of the night crying. I thought that time is supposed to help you heal, but it's making things worse for me. I think I might just have to break down and take pills from the Dr. I really didn't want to but this is hell for me.

My Dearest One
There are no words to express how much I truely care so many times I fantisize of feelings we can share My heart has never known the Joy you bring to me As if GOD knew what I wanted and made you a reality I d die to hold you or to kiss you or merely to see your face my stomach quivers my body shivers and my heart increases pace To give me $money or lots of gold would not be the same to me I prayed and watched the distant stars and finally you came to me!

My Default Picture
This picture is NOT NSFW!! I can name all 5 bouncers who have told me so. If you have a problem go to THEM, they all agree it is NOT NSFW!! * Big Papi Smurf (former bouncer) (8-18-08) * Dolly Dagger (8-18-08) * Lips Paralyzer (8-18-08) * Ailina (9-18-08) * Year of the Dragon (10-10-08) You CANNOT see my nipple. Why keep marking it NSFW if there is nothing wrong with it?

My Deepest Fears
Deep Inside I feel the pain Seems like only I know its name Hatred beyond hates Blackened heart darkened mind Life with out love Is the life that is mine? Can I find love that is true? Or am I cursed to this darkness Try as I might My mind dies slowly It to the darkest realms When I am through Will I find me? Or a product of society These minions of hate Show me That life is done But I want To see the light My heart is cold But I crave the fire The fire of love I see it deep inside people But where is it in me Deeply I search But all I find is fears So am I afraid to love Or am I afraid to be loved?

My Dear Son,
This is to my son but I want to share this with all of my dear friends....Yesterday, My son told me he signed papers to go into the marines and that the recruiter was coming on Tuesday night at 6:30 pm for permission...Now, let me tell ya I was a single mom that raised him for 17 yrs with NO help from anyone not even the state...I put myself thru college and raised my boy..Now I'm in Cryin for not only Sadness but for Joy..This young man that I thought hates me looked at me and told me he would like to be like me one day, and have the honor...But tears overflow my heart of sadness cause my little boy has grown up...Why is it I know I should be so so proud but yet I feel this void already taken over and it just tears me apart inside...He will be very strong as he takes on part of me a survivor, But yet I Yearn for him that Our World is so full of hate...As of tonight 10-14-08 I have signed him over to the U.S Marines and I feel sad as a mom, but Feel soooooo Proud as a U.S Citizen...GOD

My Destiny...
It was my destiny to be with you. You are my enchanted love, with a sensational point of view. You give me power. You give me strength. You give me the will to carry on. You are my destiny. And nothing can come between us. You give me hope. You give me a new beginning. You give me a future, with a brand new start. You are my destiny. My one true love. You are my destiny. And nothing can come between us..

My Devotion To You..
Sometimes I couldn't express enough The way I feel about you There are just so many words But I can't find one that's perfectly true I have said lots of I love yous Have given you lots of kisses and hugs I have given you my all But still those are just not enough You're the only one I desire You're the only one in my heart Through good and bad times Nothing can keep us apart To my one and only love That no one will ever compare Take this simple vow Let this be my devotion forever I love you and I will never leave you No matter what happens I'll always be true Though times may be rough And days may be tough I'll stick with you through and through Until Forever ends...

My Demons
My inner demons require blood and suicide is not an option, the psychologists pretend to care but they're just working for a profit. so they offer me some pills to change the way I think, but it doesn't solve the problem it just suppreses the inner me. But eventualy he'll come out and when he does I have no doubt, that society's a liability and the population will go down. The only question is when it happens will I get caught, but I like to think I'm smarter than the ones that serve the law. So should I feel guilty when I do as the demons requested, of course the answer is no and I'll do it without question.

My Demise
The insanity, that has branded me, but its damaging how its managed me, and its clear to see why I'm so obscene, theres a whole nother world like a planet me and it rocks the face of the clocks in space, a little tick tock for amazing grace, and you can win the race if you can keep the pace just another step forward in saving face Chorus-everything before you has been laid out, everything before you has been played out, everything in front of you that you can see, is just another way for you to explore me-end chorus When the sum of all fears brings us all to tears its a couple of years and a couple of beers just listen up dear to the words you hear the brink of extinction is coming near we've come a long way from irrigation, goin out and building another space station, people are dying from radiation, here comes another war between the nations chorus and its sad to see all the fads to be, the government known as democracy, a government filled with hyprocrisy, th

My Decisions To Pull My Pictures
As many of you know, or have seen already, I recently pulled down all of my NSFW pictures from the site. Many people have stopped by and asked why I did that. It'd funny that so many people asked why yet there were so few ratings and comments. Hmmm, makes a girl think. But that is neither here nor there really. I have gotten to the point where I am tired of explaining my choice to people individually so for those that actually stop and read these, now everyone will know. I have struggled long and hard with self acceptance. Some days accepting and loving myself for me is still very difficult. Those pictures were taken and posted so that I could see that there were other people that thought I was just as sexy as other people in my life have told me I am. But then it got a point where people were being rude about the pictures, making obscene comments when my profile clearly states that I have someone in my life. It just goes to show that a majority of people on here just don't stop to

My Deepest Ocean
My Deepest Ocean Lying here I see a vast ocean of stars above me. Watching them I feel some how connected to this world. I watch them wishing I could swim among them. To freely swim among them in that deep dark ocean and see the world from above is truly heart wrenching. Counting the stars would be like trying to count a drop of water in the sea or a grain of sand on the beach. Laying here wishing I was floating among the stars in the silence of space at one with the universe. Feeling and seeing how tiny and child like I truly am compared to the vastness of the sea of stars. Connected but separate from everyone and everything.At one with the universe but alone. Quietly I set my soul free to swim among the stars heeding their call to me. What wonders await my minds eye: new worlds, new life forms,and new wonders to behold. Each star a tiny fish in the endless ocean of space calling for me to swim free among them. Oh how my heart fills with wonder

My Dear Rose
A rose is a flower that captures love. Sprung of the earth from a heaven above. You refuse to see the beauty in all that is there. The flaws of it's existence make you unaware. Thorns protrude from it's long, tired stem. And you're on a course to totally condemn. Allow the sun to shine on it's petals. The soul of the stem is where the sun settles. Do you not know all the beauty that I see? You've captured my love with your intimacy. My dear rose, you are my flower. See the beauty of yourself in this passionate hour.

My Desire
I feel desire raging inside my soul screaming to be released, yet i fear rejection, I have desired for so long to taste your passion that runs within you, to hold you close to me, to feel your heart beat in rythm with mine, to run my hands through your hair, and trace the lines on your face. I desire to be the one that kisses away the tears that gently streams down your cheeks. I desire to be the man that makes you smile when you feel like life has finally become undone. I desire to remind you every day why you should be cherished and desired every moment you walk this earth. I desire to to softly kiss your lips and and lose my self in the passion and become consumed by the fires that rage in my soul that only you can quench. I desire to slowly run my hands across your sensual body as our skin gently touches and i melt into you. I desire to look deep into your soul, to caress your beautiful face and spiral into nirvana with an eternal kiss, until i become one with your spirit.

My Desire
MY DESIRE I want to see your smile that says the devil may care I want to see your eyes that say beware I want to hear that laugh that makes me higher come to me now, you are my desire There is a flame that burns down below there is a pressure that makes it flow growing out of control, there is a fire come to me now, you are my desire I want to run my hands over your soft yet firm curves I want to kiss the places that hit the right nerves I want to do the things that take your senses higher come to me now, you are my desire I want to touch your face and run my fingers through your hair I want to be hypnotized by your sexy stare When I hold you in my arms, I never tire come to me now, baby you are my desire I want your kisses where it's a little dirty and seamy I want your caresses where it makes me all hot and steamy If I said I don't crave your touch, I'd be a liar come to me now, you are my desire I want you to want me the way I want you if there i

My Demons
We all have our demons, This is mine, My demons I once quenched with a silky sweet nectar, Now linger inside, Trapped and screaming, Louder day by day, I fear to let them out, In case they engulf me totally, But my will weakens, Giving in to them come night fall, Now no longer able to control, Giving in to the need to silence them, In my torment they revel, Drink to forget, But just for the shortest of time, Helping me to put the past behind, If only for one night, The black cloud now rising to smother my will to resist, Just one for the smallest relief from my pain, My aching heart soon to be filled with a drunken joy, Only a masquerade mask to cover my pain, In a purple haze of fun, Once again the painted smile of the clown, My will easily bent, My grief just covered with the silky satin veil soon to pass, Now just left with the maddening shriek of a million dark crows, Pecking at my tender mind, Giving way and returning to my demons, Through the da

My Definition Of Real
Ok. Here's the deal. I have removed from my "family" those who have solicited bling from me and those who are jealous of who I bling. Anybody else has actually talked to me, seemed like they really want to know me and seem really interested. I am always looking for REAL which in my terms is: 1. Those who don't take life too seriously who realize there is enough problems with life as it is and just want to have fun. 2. Those who don't "hint" that they want something. 3. Those whom I easily connect with. 4. The few Old Souls here. 5. Those who are not envious over a stupid website. The rest I really don't think we will connect. I make NO promises from Iraq. If I lose anyone it's your loss because you did not see far enough into me. I would bling people because I can't rate pics. When I have real internet again I will level people the old fashioned way

My Deployment
As everyone knows I am getting ready to go back to Iraq on my 4th Deployment over there. Just so everyone knows, I will get back on here as soon as I can after I get over there. I wish everyone all the luck and everything else after I am gone. I should be back around October/November time frame....... To all my friends and family here on Fu-Bar: I love you all and I will miss you for the time that I am gone. I know that I won't get to sit all night up with all of you for awhile, but I will be coming around when I can get net over there. To Kristi: I love you with all my heart and soul my wonderful and beautiful wife. I know that times are going to be rough the rest of the year as you sit back here going through a pregnancy that I will not be able to be by your side as you go through. I may not physically, but I will be there every step of the way with you, holding your hand even if you can not see me. I wish more than anything that I could stay back and be by your side ev

My Dearest & Nearest Friend-add-fan-rate Him!
CALLING ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!!! BELOW YOU WILL SEE A VERY NEAR AND DEAR FRIEND OF MINE THAT HAS ONLY BEEN AROUND FOR A SHORT TIME. WHAT'S A GIRL TO DO TO GET EVERYONE TO HIS PAGE AND ADD/FAN/RATE HIM??? HE NEEDS YOUR HELP! EMAIL ME IF YOU GO AND ADD/RATE/FAN HIM...AND I WILL DO SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR YOU :-) LOTS OF LOVE!!! fuzzball@ fubar ***MY VERY NEAR AND DEAR FRIEND****** *****THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HELPS HIM OUT!!!!******** ********PLEASE REPOST!!!!!*********** *****YOU CAN COME AND SHOW ME LOVE TOO...AND I WILL RETURN ALL LOVE!***** [_]) Crime of P@ssion [_]) **Guilty of Love**(( RR Member))**@ fubar (repost of original by '[_]) Crime of P@ssion [_]) **Guilty of Love**(( RR Member))**' on '2009-02-19 08:54:47') (repost of original by '~Silver Diamond®™~' on '2009-02-19 09:47:57') (repost of original by '~★RedKandy★~' on '2009-02-19 09:54:12')

My Deepest Apologies
I would like to take this time and write this blog to apologize to everyone that i have ever hurt, lied to and pissed off. My sincerest apologizes. i know a lot of the time i can be selfish and narrow minded. I admit i jump the gun quite often and this is not a good thing. So in order for me to keep the friends i have and once had i need to be more open minded and less judgmental. I don't expect the friends i once had to come running back, but to just let them know that i am sorry for the wrong i said and did and hope for their forgiveness. Thank you for taking the time in reading this.

~my Demon Battle~ (heartless Girl)
you make me bitter, you make me jealous, you make me angry, you make me love you....you piss me off, you make my heart hurt, you haunt my dreams, you make me crave you...yes im running but, cant you see why you make me wanna die!...i have had enough of torment and pain im done playing your fucking game!..girl with a lovely face, a sweet embrace, devil in your smile, succubus womanly whiles...take your face and your lying grace...and walk the fuck away...my demoness with the evil heart to take my soul...im not yours i think you should know...you didnt win this time.

My Demons Are Below Me By Brandon Lange
Stuck In In a hole cold dark and wet a more scary place I have never met seeing the bright light at the top I try to escape climbing clawing at the dark wet mud trying hard to leave this place behind but the further I go the more these shackels on my ankles seem to drag me down as my demons kick me In the face again I find myself at the bottom still scared still confined and still alone my demons seem to want me here needing feeding on my fear but I cant give up cant give in I have to get out of this hole Iam in so I start to climb again the shackles start to get heavy but somehow i manage to drag them along the demons are kicking again but It dosent hurt anymore than it did befor my confidence builds and I climb some more I can see the light the light getting closer and my shackles are getting looser Clink! my shackles have fallen to the bottom realising ny advantage I start to climb faster and faster finally I reach the top victorious I spring frome my whole Ive done it ive put

My Dearest Daughter/poem Written For My Cousin Who Was Killed, Voice Of My Aunt To Her Daughter!
Today marks the day my cousin was KILLED!! By a 19 year old boy strung out on drugs and alchol and was on some kind of TRILL... On this morning she was to meet the UNKNOWN...who would even ~X~pect this and Flashes of her life would be SHOW'N.... was asked by my Aunt to write her last WORDS.. to her daughter, these would be read and ALL would be HEARD!!How does 'ONE' even begin to write or ~X~press such SYMPATHIES....Words to be said from a Mother to her now Dead Daughter, and being my FAMILIES... So, I sat and what first come to My MIND.... What if I had to go on with leaving one of my Daughters BEHIND!!Out from the darkness the words come and just FLOWED.... It was powerful and some light shown and GLOWED!!!My cousin, her the same age as I am, was killed on this day by a 19 year old boy who had no driver's license, driving someone else's truck, hopped on drugs and who knows what else. My cousin woke this beautiful 'mourn'ing and was to only do her normal routine of a typical day and o

My Dear Friend
MY DEAR FRIENDMy dear friend,I miss you.But I don't knowif you miss me.My dear friend,I care for you.But I don't knowif you still care for me.My dear friend,I love you.But I don't knowif you feel the same.My dear friend,I cry over you.But yetyou still ignore me.My dear friend,I want you back.But I fear that you hate meand will never forgive and come back to me.My dear friend,I need you.For I still love youwith all my heart.But I don't knowif you love me too.For you act as if you hate mewith all your heart and soul.So clear this up,my dear friend.Do you hate me as much as I love you,or do you love me as I do you.Please answer me truthfully,my dear friend.copyright jas 2007

My Destiny
If destiny was in my handI would change my whole life yearsAnd made my age one yearLike this year we spent togetherIt is enough with its few beautiful daysIf life was in my handI would cuted all my heart arteriesAnd inaccessible my heart from beatingNot to beat but for youBecause you are the only true love in my lifeIf I could I would change my all bloodAnd putted in all my veins a perfume Like your perfume which I loveTo live on your love perfumeBut what can I do and you are my destinyWhich I tried to run away fromWhere ??!! there is no place to run away from the destinyNothing can stop destiny except deathAnd even after my death ,my destiny is to be your guard angel- - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: FAR7AN

My Desire
My Desire Deep within me, In the very recess of my soul. Is a desire which burns, A desire so strong for you, That I can not handle it. A desire so strong it can weigh my heart down. How did you touch me in such a profound way, You reached a part of me, I forgot it exist. I remember why now, Because I was not willing to risk my heart, I did not want the pain that was likely to be. Nothing last forever, Except the desire within me. If I want you with me again, I simply close my eyes, And go to the recess of my mind, Where I know you have been. Here is were we are all a lone, I can feel you against me, I can feel your lips touch mine. I smell your essences and taste your love. My desire starts to burn It is touching very deeply, Forcibly, Aggressively, Lovingly. Your spirit is touching me. It is here were you will always be a part of me. You will always be the one that gave me that ultimate sprakle, That very special twinkle. The one who makes my desire glow, My desire within me burn. D

My Definition Of Beautiful
Some people don't know the concept of beauty, The qualities a person needs to have to be that, Some people can hear beauty but not see it, An extraordinary kind of person and heart.Mom always told me, "It's not what's outside;It's what's inside that counts." Remember?Some people use their outside beauty-As a disguise for what they have inside of them.As defined, beauty is- qualities of pleasure, That you can hear, think and even see, Delighting to the senses and to the mind,Of any human being impacted by them.Most of the time, I can see beauty in the eye, Eyes on a person can tell you a lot about them,If you really look and observe closely, you'll see, Exactly what I'm saying and what I mean.Lying, stealing and cheating isn't a sign of beauty, It's the exact opposite of beautiful, it's ugly, It's not appealing to the mind or my senses, Sometimes people can be beautiful outside.But, most times people are hideous looking, On the inside- I see it a lot these days, Very seldom do I come ac

My Dean
He got banned from fubar and he doesn't know what happened. we tried to make a sharing account something that he could get on as well but they still banned us. What sucks is fubar is how we met and now we can't get on the place where i said nice shirt and he said nice dress and we started talking... 4 months later we are strong together. Should they be clear about why they ban people/person? Is there a way to ask without pissing them off and having them ban yourself?

My Dear Friend
Just letting everyone who knew Kate, she passed away this morning. I recieved word from her daughter. Cancer had spread throughout her body and she was just getting ready to start some meds that were going to be very hard on her. Kate i loved you dearly , you were a great friend to me and I'm so gonna miss you, I will miss your laugh and your cries, your rants and jokes. You will never be forgotten by me and i'm so glad i got the times to talk with you thank you and may god rest your soul you are finally at peace and no more struggling

My Destructer
It started out as a friendship, you were there for me when i needed some1. You sat and watched me go through so much pain and shit in my life, but never walked away. When you finally told me how you felt, completely, I accepted it and took it for what it was. Or so I thought. You made me believe those words i swore id never say again. I left everything behind and came 3000 miles to be with you. Ive waited sometimes not so patiently but I still was here when you came around. I believed the promises you made me, and even dreamt of them. You broke a promise, I asked for proof...If you truely felt the way you say you did there should have been no problem. You took it as i was mistrusting you, not that prehaps i needed it to keep my sanity in check. Thus the proof is in the pudding as they say, cus you walked away, you changed everything you said, back to old ways, and to even worse words that Hurt and make it hard to believe you. and yet somehow im the one who gets to sit here

My Dear Friend
Thursday, April 10, 2008 A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND A poem for my dear friend Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry The day I met you I found a friend - And a friendship that I pray will never end. Your smile - so sweet And so bright - Kept me going When day was as dark as night. You never ever judged me, You understood my sorrow. Then you told me it needn’t be that way And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow. You were always there for me, I knew I could count on you. You gave me advice and encouragement Whenever I didn’t know what to do. You helped me learn to love myself You made life seem so good. You said I can do anything I put my mind to And suddenly I knew I could. There were times when we didn’t see eye to eye And there were days when both of us cried. But even so we made it through: Our friendship hasn’t yet died. Circumstances have pulled us apart, We are separated by many miles. Truly

My Dear
My love for you my dear is unlife anything I ever thought I could feel.You make me smile with just a look and make me cry with just a word. You once got down on bended knee and said "I give a rose to thee", i have no rose nor am i on bended knee but i can give my heart to thee from today to tomorrow till the end of time my heart shall always be yours. My love for you my dear bearts upon my hearts as does the ocean wave against the rocks.We are like sun and moon so different but yet just as strong. Your heart may feel heavy at time but my love with always be there to lift it up.No longer shall you be alone for my love for you my dear shall always hold you in the dark. Together we shall equal one for together we are whole.Without you my dear my heart is empty and my life meaningless. My love for you my dear will never wither or die for nothing will keep us apart.From today to tomorrow till the end of time my heart shall always be yours.

My Deliveries By Nick G.
Going on deliveries Is a mission on its own I can’t believe the cars we have Are not yet blown Walking up stairs And carrying large boxes Some people say I got the strength of four foxes Using the Ford Van Or the little Matrix car Nothing to to near And nothing is too far There isn’t anything better Than wearing a green ARC shirt But I’d rather be wearing

My Demons
Once long ago, a wise person told me something that has come true. That person told me that "My Demons" will be the one to cause me the most pain in my life. At the time I didin't want to belive what I was told, but it comes to fact that yes they have come to be a big part in my life and have caused me the most pain. My Demons, are all from my past, and it is a past that I am not very proud of. I have hurt the person that means the most to me, and I am sorry for that. But now that person knows what my demons are and is going to help me try to conquer them. Now if I wish to brings things back to how they used to be, I have to learn to be more patient, and not let my past come back to haunt me.

My Demons
I've been fighting my demons for fourteen years, And I've run out of energy to fight. The sun may be shining outside of this room But in my soul it's night. At times I've imagined I'd come out on top Of the Demons inside of my head. And in a way I suppose I WAS winning the fight If I hadn't, by now I'd be dead. But now the dark clouds have regathered, And I've lost my last semblance of hope. Fear and despair have erased it, And without it there's no way to cope. My life has no purpose or meaning There's nothing inside me but fear. Fear over whether I'll continue To find life so dark and drear Because, I'm afraid if this goes on, There will be only one last path left And if, in my weakness I take it I doubt anyone will be worried…

My Decision Was Made By
My decision not to have this surgery was based on two law enforcement officers desire to follow me. Could of made a right, went straight, or even the left with me and into Wawa or the Shoprite. Did yo have fun? I hope so because my blood is on your hands alone along with the one that created my circumstances and all those the lied and manipulated. Most are MD's or DO's. I was going to over look everything, but yesterday morning left a bad taste in my mouth. Like the good ol' days in Deptford Twp. It is time for me to move on. Glory to God Norio

My Decision
As I stood there naked, beside my motel bed, I pondered my decision to let these men into my life. We have never spoken, nor seen each other. But as I stood there, my emotions were running high, the thought of these men touching me, exploring me, had me so excited, I was trembling. The time was near; there was a knock on the door, the handle turned and the door slowly opened. I stood there, my back to the three of them in the half dark; I heard them move towards me, then stop, the slight noise as I heard buttons click undone, and clothing hitting the floor behind me. Not a word was exchanged, as we had agreed. My anticipation was getting the better of me, as with one step one was behind me, his silhouette on the wall towering over me, my 5’6, he over 6’3, his shadow erasing my shadow from the wall. Suddenly fingers sat on my shoulder blades, I trembled from the touch. He touch was so gentle, his fingers slowly followed the arc of my arms, as I held them across my

My Dearest Friends
loneliness is back again my dearest friends, guilt and shame. i share the blame of sorrow filled tommorrows. the sun refuses to shine upon me, cloudy grey skies are what mine eyes see. a future of uncertainty is pushing upon the walls of my heart. the castle where love once grew, now filled with the ghosts of you leaving me with regret, for mistakes i have not even made yet.

My Dearest Veins
Dearest Veins,You are so full of pulsing life, I wonder if you are the only living thing inside of me now. It aches, My soul, for it longs to escape such a horrible deduction of life in existence.My heart, it pounds. But is it still there? Why do I hurt for hours, and at times I don't even care? You, my friends, clung to me like flies on honeybread as the sun beamed down. You were the flies that stuck to the glazing of the donut, melting away as the sugar poured onto ground to become hard, and wasteful.Where are you now, when I call you? Where are you, when I need you the most? Who should answer to me when I cry out in agony? I feel like a part of me has died. I go to work everyday, and put on a face of pretend happiness, and I feel nothing. I am an actor in my own movie called "my life", and I am living it. The only difference between the movie and reality, is there is no backstage happiness.. but tears and blood.Veins, oh my dearest veins, you hold so much blood that it causes me to

My Depression
back in April I finally explained to the family about my daughter Sara Elizabeth Land. when she was born, died etc.... Holidays and such before that just passed by as I was usually working or busy with visiting family. this year is different. Now that everyone knows about her, it is getting harder for me to be happy as the Holidays approach (Thanksgiving and Christmas) I will never know the joy of seeing her walk her first steps. her first words spoken. first day of school. birthday parties, lil girl tea parties. watchin her open presents on Christmas morning. see her go on a first date, teach to drive a car. Graduate highschool and maybe college. get married??? well my point is to all my true friends and family here on the website, if im not as cheerful or seem frustrated, please understand why... Thanks.. PS - i was 16 when she was born. I helped deliver her ... her mom took her away a few months later and i never heard from either for a year. she died at the age of 4 i

My Dearest Love
My dearest love , My dearest love , I remember when we met long ago ,I had been hurt and my heart wept , from another soul,You came in and offered me a friend , not knowing how it would change our lives ,when my heart finally mends, My dearest love , You were a great friend ,the one who healed me , and taught me to live again,It may have been just as a friend for many years , but....deep down I think we both knew, more is what it should have been,My dearest love,Your friendship I will cherrish till the very end,till the sun dies and the moon never rises again,till our souls rest in there rightful place , above earth, at heavens gatesbut .... even then ,My dearest love, I will still consider you my best friend , I wouldn't trade you for the world , wouldn't give a moment we share away ,There is not one thing I would change about you , for you are perfect in every wayI couldn't imagine my life without you in it , for even one single minute , My dearest love, you heart speaks to me , in

"my Definite Chief Aim" -bruce Lee
My Definite Chief Aim I, Bruce Lee, will be the first highest paid Oriental super star in the United States. In return I will give the most exciting performances and render the best of quality in the capacity of an actor. Starting 1970 I will achieve world fame and from then onward till the end of 1980 I will have in my possession $10,000,000. I will live the way I please and achieve inner harmony and happiness. Bruce Lee 1969

My Desire..
On the darkest of wings to you I will fly...to be yours forever...always by your side.The darkness inside me only you understand...you welcome it...you appreciate it... like no one else can.I can see inside your most beautiful soul...like mine it is dark...of this we have no control...it calls to me crying...wanting to be loved...it will slip into mine...like hand into glove.To quench my thirst for you I cannot wait...to drink in your dark soul...your love to partake...wrap me in your darkness...fill me with desire...for you are the only one that sets my heart on fire.

My Dear Friend
Friends that may failed you , sykes fall around you , you lay in a park at night to sleep with your heart alone. Baby I love you my dear freind... You can call me day and night. You run free of your soul and free of the night, Spiritual a wind will fall , Moon is full and will hold you dear. Sun is yellow on your face as you walk to heavens as I hold your hand, smell of candy running in the grass bare foot as kids would do... life is a world of all it can be with a friend like you , My Dear friend......I love you so I do to the end ....

My Delight
If your walls could speak,Would they talk about usAnd the things that we’ve done,As silently they witnessed?Would they tell of how you would anxiously shove meFace up against them, as soon as I’d step through your door,Your left hand holding my neck firmly, the right dropping my defenses to my ankles,Fingers exploring, soaking in my delight?Would they express how you made me writhe and squirm,And burn with an uncontrollable desire;How I would moan for you to go deep inside,My swelling lips begging to be hushed?Would they disclose how you forced me to the floor,Down on all fours,As I whimpered,Like a dog, begging to be played with some more?Or tell how I pleaded with you,To drive in from behind,As they watched without a sound,Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual?Would they voice how you raised me from the ground,Thighs straddling your waist,As you slipped inside, legs wrapped around,For a ride to your bedroom,Leaving them to wonder what came next?

My Devil Doll
Sultry, slutty tunes jazzy blues wrapped around my skullI had a devil doll on my shoulderSmoky sounds pounded out from a local band reverberated against my chestI had a devil doll on my shoulder I looked for my tatoo gurl but she was goneMy devil doll was lostSitting at the table i could not help but feel the empty chair beside meMy devil doll was lost I still feel the bites against my chest, bruised with an intensity i craveMy tatoo queen was goneNights of twisted love upon wet sheetsMy tatoo queen was gone Songs from Pink Martini echoed insideMy poetic kisses have done and goneWhispers among soft and hard embraces cut across my soulFor you see my poetic kisses have done and gone Old pictures seen, songs played pollute my mind of herHer salty kisses have been stolen backSalty lips once grazed my tongue, her taste forever rememberedHer salty kisses have been stolen back I feel her through the miles stillMy devil doll is goneHer soul of great dark and lightMy devil doll is gone...f

My Definition Of Love
Timmy's Definition of Love by ~TimLaSureMost people think of love as a concept – an intangible element that we spend our lives searching for, grasping like grains of sand but rarely holding tightly enough to fully experience. Some people even believe it’s a myth – a poor attempt to place a label on excuses for human inadequacies.I say love is something you can see, almost everywhere, once you put reason in the trunk and allow whimsical to ride shotgun. It’s physical and metaphorical, apparent and incalculable, subtle yet smothering. Right now, where you sit, look and you’ll see it.Love is the sweat dripping from a father’s forehead as he tightens the chain on his daughter’s bike. It’s the tension in the muscles of a hand holding a pick over the strings of Stratocaster illuminated by flood lights and vibrating from twenty thousand screams. It is the water drawn 300 feet in the air by a redwood tree. Love is the smacking sou

My Dear Mama
Mom, Dad finally broke down tonight and cried for you..he was playing songs that reminded him of you. Oh mama we all miss you. I went to see beno and he misses you and daddy terribly. I cry for you every single day mama. How amYm why did she cause me so much pain knowing how much pain I was in from losing you. Dan said he was not going to help your brother...how cruel is he...that meant what you said that he did not care about you, his mother, was true. I love you sooooooo much mama...Te quiero mucho mama. yo quiero contigo mama...well good nite and sleep tight with the angels mama... Love YOUR BABY GIRL

My Defintion Of Love
My Defintion of Love Love is a battle field. Where all you do is learn. There are no safe point’s Everyone betrays everyone And there are no friends. Everyone hates you, Happiness is only an illusion Love is just a word. Word’s have no meaning’s Leaving leaves only regret’s, Shadows are forever enternal Haunted and True Pain is the only thing truely there. And in the end, NOTHING MATTER’S

My Demons Vr's My Dragons
The wall’s are up, the gates are closed….. The Castle look’s silent, secluded and vacant….. The Dragon’s stand ready to fight behind the walls….. But, are the Dragon’s ready for what’s in store??…. In the woods the Demon’s stand ready to engage and destroy the Dragon’s in battle. …. When the night falls the Demon’s begin their attack….. The Dragon’s fight back and strike with a lot of force,…. Little to no damage was inflicted against the mighty Demons….. The Demon’s fought with little force and inflicted massive damage….. .. .. The Demon’s are Black with eyes of fire….. Full of hatred, and take no regrets for what they do….. The Dragon’s are white as snow and very loyal….. They are full of courage, very well disciplined but, very inexperienced….. .. .. The Demon’s are very hot-headed….. They refu

My Delightful Insanity..
The quiet whispers within my own head, The pictures in my mind stained crimson red, The unthinkable desires that must be fed, Rationality gone, I find chaos instead. The screams and echoes are a constant sound, My world crumbling, I lay curled on the ground. A shadow of my old self is all that is found, No help in sight, there’s no one around. The final acceptance of what is to be, Welcoming the beast that’s inside of me. No need to resist, my mind is now free, Welcome to my world, of delightful insanity. ~D.S.T.

My Di
My Di by Just Plain Bob © The bookmakers in Vegas would have laughed at you if you would have asked for odds on it happening or they would have just said, "Maybe a billion or a billion and a half to one." But happen it did and I'm sitting here at a table with my wife and I'm watching disaster walking straight toward me. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Back in May I had received a phone call from a guy I used to work with. "You ready to leave Michigan yet?" "Why? What's up?" "The company I'm working for is looking for a few people with your qualifications. How does $3800 an month to start sound?" "About $900 a month more than I'm getting now." "And that ain't all bud. Fully paid health insurance, nine paid holidays, one week's vacation after one year, two after two and after five you get three. Throw in profit sharing and a company matching 401k and would it sound like something you might be interested in?" "Who do I have to kill?" "I'll send you an ap

My Distant Angel
Though you are far away I think of you everyday Missing you, loving you And wondering why you went away. You brought to me much joy and happiness Only to leave me with such sadness. Confusion has set in And no time had I to grieve As I had to continue my toils Through the long days and troubling nights. The pain I feel you are spared My tears spread like wildfires The tears should be of happiness Of fond memories Instead they are of anger Of care that had gone wrong No caring Physicians At the final hour All they say was let it end And calmly walked away For 19 hours I did wait Praying for a miracle But no miracle came As your life drifted away Unnoticed by the world Another life over No big welcome Only sad good-byes The torment I have lived with Embedded in my soul Buried deep within me Never to behold Being told by some Your life wasn’t real Just because they Don’t understand love. I never got to hold you A stab to my qu

My Divorce Hearing
yeah i have finally found out when my divorce goes to court....January 24th, 2007 at 3:45 pm i have to be in court to have my divorce hearing and then just have to wait to see when the judge says it's over and done with and i can go on my life with the one man that loves me and that i love more then anything other then my children cuz they come first. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

My Dial Up
To all of you on my cherry tap friends list, I'm sorry I haven't been commenting. I have dial up on my computer and this page is extremlly slow. I am trying to get some of your pics rated and yourprofiles...when it lets me. As soon as I can get my dsl I promise to start talking to you and commenting back :) If you can be patient with me I'd appriciate it. You guys are great and I hope to get rid of this dial up soon so I can actually start chatting with all of you. I do have yahoo messanger if any of you want to chat with me on there my screen name is angeclchick_1022 and on MSN I am angelchick022@hotmail.com. Thanx again Laterz all. Erin

My Divorce Update
went to court today the asshole did not show up and i was told they should have done this shit on the 13th of December when we went in front of the judge for the child support hearing so now i have to wait on this shit longer and this will take longer for me and the one man that makes me truly happy to get married and spend the rest of our lives together wait....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR sometimes i hate men with one exception and he hasn't given me any reasons to hate him. Onyx Illuzion of Xxxtasy

My Dick Vs. Yours
Mickey Avalon - My Dick Lyrics My dick cost a late night fee, Your dick got the HIV. My dick plays on the double feature screen,Your dick went straight to DVD. My dick bigger than a bridge, Your dick look like a little kids. My dick large like the chargers (the whole team), Your shit look like you're fourteen. My dick locked in a cage (right), Your dick suffer from stage fright. My dick so hot its stolen, Your dick look like Gary Coleman. My dick is pink and big, Your dick stinks like shit. My dick got a ceaser dew Your dick needs a tweezer dude. My dick is like supersize, Your dick look like two fries. My dick more mass than the Earth, Your dick half staff (it needs work). My dick been there done that, Your dick said send a dunce cap My dick,is straight to V.I.P., Your shit needs I.D. [Repeat: 2x] It's time that we let the world know,Dude, you gotta let your girl go.D.S. is the best in the business,P.s. we got dicks likejesus. My dick need no introduction

My 'dissing My Mumm' Bulletin
HEY PPL THESE ARE 2 SEPARATE SHOUT MESSAGES OF PEOPLE WHO HAD A PROBLEM WITH THE MUSIC IN 2 SEPARATE MUMMS IF YOU WANT TO HAVE A GREAT LAUGH GO READ EM BLOG ONE: WHILE SHORT THIS WILL GIVE YOU A LIL LAUGH CLICK HERE BLOG TWO: MUCH LONGER AND MUCH FUNNIER IF I DO SAY SO MYSELF CLICK HERE AS I SAID THESE ARE SHOUT MESSAGES SO READ FROM BOTTOM UP, PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT POSTED BY EMANON

My Diary
We sat quietly then, facing each other, legs crossed. Two old friends who had never met. Two lovers who had never made love. The symphony of the sea played softly and a chorus of laughing gulls joined, in harmony. A quiet ocean zephyr swept between us, casting golden strands of silky hair across her nose and lips. I reached to her and brushed them gently aside, caressing her cheek as I did so with the palm of my hand. She blushed as a little girl, and laughed lightly as she looked down. Our first intimate touch. “You are so beautiful,” I said, “How could I not fall in love with you?” She took my hand to her lips, softly kissing my fingers. Our eyes met and a lifetime of laughter, love and sadness passed between us in a heartbeat. I leaned toward her then, wanting more than life itself to taste her and as our lips touched for the very first time, the ocean symphony played a song in my heart. The melody and words are sweet, And vi

My Disney Alter-ego
You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever. Sleeping Beauty88%Ariel81%Goofy75%Cinderella69%Peter Pan50%The Beast50%Cruella De Ville44%Pinocchio44%Donald Duck31%Snow White25%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

My Disney Alter-ego
You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy63%Peter Pan63%Sleeping Beauty50%The Beast50%Pinocchio50%Snow White25%Donald Duck25%Cruella De Ville19%Cinderella13%Ariel6%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

My Disney Alter Ego Lol
You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up. Peter Pan81%Donald Duck81%The Beast75%Cinderella75%Ariel69%Goofy69%Pinocchio50%Sleeping Beauty44%Snow White13%Cruella De Ville0%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

My Disability
Well here goes, i hope i can get everything in. I was born with a heart defect; I was born with only 3 sections of in my heart, and a missing wall between my left/right Atrium. I only have a left Ventricle. When i was in the hospital when i was born i got Ecoli in my heart sack, so i had part of my sternum removed to drain the ecoli. Ive had bad lung circulation because of it, and my oxygen levels were so low it was if i was on MT. Everest without oxygen tanks, till i was age 7; when i had my first open heart surgery called a Fontan. I had a fake wall put into my Left/Right Atrium, and had to have my arteries re-plummed because i don't have a right ventricle my main artery that was supposed to grow there; wnt into my left ventricle, so it had to be re-plummed into my right atrium. Years later when i was 18; my heart was getting really stressed, my right atrium swelled up to twice the size if my heart. So i had another open heart surgery called Fontan II. I had a tube inserted into my

My Dirty Mind
I'm sitting at home, bored as usual. There is a knock at the door. A delivery man gives me a box. I take the box inside and open it. In the box is a sexy red dress, high heels, lacy black bra, panties and thigh high hose. With the package is a note and a key.The note says "Put this dress and things on, go to the hotel bar, order a glass of red wine and wait 15 minutes." No signature or anything, I am scared yet very intrigued. So I do as the note says and get dressed, make myself all up, fix my hair and go.I arrive at the hotel and enter the bar. Very few people are there, I look around and see if I recognize anyone. I don't, and wonder if one of these men could be the one. I order my red wine and wait. About 15 minutes later, the bartender brings me an envelope. In the envelope is a note, "Go to room 756, go in and do as the next note instructs you" I finish the last of my wine, needing the courage to go. I go up the elevator, looking at everyone I wonder could this be him. I get t

My Diet...or Lack Thereof...lol
You Are Corona You don't drink for the love of beer. You drink to get drunk. You prefer a very light, very smooth beer. A beer that's hardly a beer at all. And while you make not like the taste of beer, you like the feeling of being drunk. You drink early and often. Sometimes with friends. Sometimes alone. All the party needs is you! What's Your Beer Personality?

My Disease
Deep in the darkness of the eternal night I live, There is no sleep for me here, not even for a moment. I’m wrapped up in the gloom of the coming storm, Unable to move for lest I become unborn, The dust around my astral form is moving, But it does not grant me any peace or absolution, My thoughts are broken in my mind again, The shards of my memories cut me and cause me pain, My heart is splintering in the shadows, Everything that I have loved has faded away, Piles of smoking ash is all that is left of my soul, I have not the inclination now to try and make myself whole, Shuddering in the corner of my suicidal cage, I fear I have reached my final breaking point, Reality has been thrown into distortion, And I have torn down the sign that warns ‘Caution’ I have travelled along my long black road, And the air has turned to smoke around me, Still I keep on walking but I’m going nowhere, I’m going in circles in my own personal nightmare, My voice can

My Dick **grin**
My DICK!!I'll tell you a short poem; I'll try to make it quick. The subject is quite simple: The joy of having a dick. Penises are super things; You ladies should be jealous. An organ surrounded by sensitive skin That's smooth and rarely hairless It starts to grow dramatically, When you're about thirteen. Your testicles on either side; Your willy in between. It dangles neatly down below; Soft, obedient and loyal. At the slightest hint of lust, It's ready to uncoil. It often has a mind all of its own; It's like a wild untamed beast. It squirms and writhes and stretches out; When you expect it least. Sometimes, yes, it misbehaves; Erecting when it shouldn't. A bumpy train ride sets it off; Just when you wish it wouldn't. And during the summer, wearing little, sunning on the beach The slightest sight of shaking boobs Makes it squirm just like a leech. Handle it with love and care; For it can give great pleasure. Has

My Dirty Little Secret
Our hands tied together, bones fused to one, Need to stop this now before it's done. The devil and angel are playing on our sins, This is where it all begins... So much to say but my lips are sewed shut; This lust has taken its own dark rut. The temperature rises, the fight starts For soulless creatures with stone hearts. Skin against skin, pleasure that breeds, Your hands over my body proceeds. You take what you want and I won't disagree I'm here so take all of me. Your hands and your tongue consume me whole Lying here under your control. I work you up and down the same Swallow your cum, I'm in the game. I know this is wrong but somehow it's right, As we kiss and fondle under the night. I curse the pleasure as we become one This friction is causing forbidden fun. The stars shatter, their light has gone away. This lust has died, once again today. This laced up beauty only lasts so long, My dirty little secret, he's where it all goes wrong. © Andi 200

My Dinner
Dinner is almost ready and I hear your pick up pull into the driveway. I meet you at the door with a smile. You pull me close for a deep kiss. Without saying anything I take your hand and lead you to your chair. After you sit down I kneel between your legs and slowly unzip your jeans. It is hard for me to go slow I have been thinking about this all day. As soon as I get your jeans undone I pull your hard cock free and softly stroke it with my hand, then cup your balls in my other hand caressing them. I slowly lick up your wonderful throbbing cock. Enjoying it like a ice cream cone, slowly licking up from the base to the tip running my tongue around the head sucking it into my mouth tasteing every inch as I work my way back down your hard wonderful cock feeling each ridge and dip with my tongue. Sucking you deeper into my throat feeling the tip stroke the back of my throat. Your hands are tangled in my hair I can hear your breathing getting deeper, As my hands stroke your hard thighs I

My Dick Is An Ex
oh wait, I mean my ex is a dick He's freaking pushing my buttons cause I didn't automatically say yes when he asked if he could get out of picking up our son tomorrow. Playing the bad mother card because I didn't communicate with him my plans for tomorrow and the arrangements I made for our son. I'm having a freaking meltdown cause I didn't sleep decently last night and I grouchy.

My Dirty Wow Wow!
If you go to the following link and scroll down a bit - you'll find my dirty wow wow! It's not something naughty - I promise! [LINK] Would I ever show something like that where my family could find it? I think not! My dirty wow wow is in a contest this week. If you don't want to bother scrolling on that page to see my dirty wow wow - I'll show you here. Are you ready? Are you sure? Are you really really sure? Ok! Here she is! That is a photo of my almost 30-year old, very loved, no-necked HuggyBear aka "Huggy No-Neck". She was given to me the day I was born by myfather. She came to the hospital with me when both of my children wereborn. She has been through several "surgeries" - patched holes, nosere-attachment, head-in-body removal (thanks to a cousin of mine). Thereis little to no stuffing left in her head - which makes it flop over -which is how she got her nickname.

My Dirty Little Secrets
HAVING SOME ONE TO LOVE AND LOVING THEM IN SOME WAYS THAT CAN BE SO SPECIAL, IT CAN MAKE YOU FEEL SO GOOD INSIDE AND FREE! TO SEE THEM AND THEIR SMILE CAN MAKE YOU JUST WANT TO EITHER COME ALIVE OR JUST COME OUT OF YOUR SKIN! IT CAN BE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL LIE, TO BELIEVE THAT IT CAN BE YOURS IN EVERY WAY SHAPE OR FORM, BUT THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS, NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS NO MATTER WHAT IT SHOWS YOU AT ALL. EVERYTHING IS JUST AN IMAGINATION THAT COMES TO LIFE WHEN YOU BELIEVE THAT SOME ONE LOVES YOU IN WAYS THAT YOU CAN'T DO FOR YOURSELF! THERE REALLY IS NO WAY OF LOVING SOME ONE THAT YOU CAN'T DO FOR YOURSELF, BECAUSE WE ALL CAN LOVE OURSELVES IN WAYS THAT NO ONE CAN! I AM SO SICK THAT PEOPLE BELIEVE THAT OTHERS ARE WHAT THEY SAY THEY ARE, WHEN REALLY YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHEN IT COMES TO SOME ONE ELSE, THE ONLY THING THAT YOU CAN REALLY BE SURE OF IS YOURSELF AND EVEN THEN YOU MAY NEVER KNOW!! I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU DO, BUT I CAN'T CHANGE THAT AND I C

My Diary
The sun's light, glares into your eyes as you softly sleep, I try to hide watching you breathe, softly and sweet I slowly climb in, and stand at your feet watching you dream I whisper so softly Oh how I love, this job I call Stalking!

My Diet Is Working!!!!!!
HEY YA'LL! 2 ALL MY FRIENDS & THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE JUST READ MY PROFILE. I'M SURE U ALL KNOW I HAVE BEEN TRYING 2 LOOSE WEIGHT. WELL I WENT 2 THE FAT DR 2DAY & I HAVE LOST A TOTAL OF 39LBS! THAT MAY NOT SEEM LIKE MUCH 2 YA'LL. BUT IT'S A WHOLE HELL OF A LOT 2 ME. IT'S HELPING ME REGAIN MYSELF. LOL. I KNOW YA'LL PROB DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT. SO LET ME BREAK IT DOWN 4 YA REAL QUICK. I WAS PREG FOR ABOUT 4 YEARS STRAIGHT.THEN MY HUSBAND CHEATED ON ME FOR ABOUT A YEAR AFTER I HAD OUR LAST SON & STARTED TREATING ME LIKE DOG SHIT. ALL THAT HELPED ME PACK THE WEIGHT ON! I HAVE NOT BEEN HAPPY FOR MANY,MANY YEARS! AND IT HAS SHOWN! NOT JUST IN MY WEIGHT, BUT EVERYTING ELSE IN MY LIFE 2. I LOST MY SELF THREW ALL THE TRIALS THAT WAS THROWN MY WAY. I'M STILL UNHAPPY 2 A POINT. AND THAT IS SOMETHING I'M GONNA HAVE 2 DEAL WITH. CAUSE THAT IS ONE THING I'LL NEVER TRUELY BE WITH MY HUSBAND! AND I'LL NEVER LEAVE HIM DUE 2 OUR KIDS! I WILL NEVER HURT THEM!!! NO MATTER WHAT. SO I TAKE THEIR HAPPINESS AS MY

My Disturbed Song The Game
what disturbed song are you? the gameyou want to be the shit... You want to win all ur battles... You don't except anything cept for what you want.. WHICH IS OK IN MY BOOK!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

My Divorce
Well today I went and signed all the paperwork nessacary to get this shit done and over with! so in about 2 weeks from now I will be FREE at last FREE at last...lol....I am just so excited seeings how we have been seperated for so long....8 years we have been separated so what's the sense of not getting it done and over with?....I truely am thankful that he has cooperated with everything and was not a dick to me in any shape way or form....til he get's the final copy of the divorce papers then I am sure that I will be hearing from him....lol....gotta love the ignore button on yer cell phone! So anywho I can finally start setting plans and a date for my wedding to happen!

My Disabilty, Rsd
Reflex sympathetic dystrophy (RSD), also known as complex regional pain syndrome (CRPS), is a chronic progressive neurological condition that affects skin, muscles, joints, and bones. The syndrome usually develops in an injured limb, such as a broken leg. However, many cases of RSD involve only a minor, seemingly inconsequential injury, such as a sprain. And in some cases, no precipitating event can be identified. Pain may begin in one area or limb and then spread to other limbs. RSD/CRPS is characterized by various degrees of burning pain, excessive sweating, swelling, and sensitivity to touch. Symptoms of RSD/CRPS may recede for years and then reappear with a new injury. Types Two types of RSD/CRPS have been defined: Type 1 - without nerve injury Type 2 (formerly called causalgia) - with nerve injury Both types express the same signs and symptoms. Incidence and Prevalence Millions of people in the United States may suffer from this chronic pain syndrome. RSD/C

My Divorce
Today i thought i would work on my divorce papers.. an well i must say.. its brought thoughts to my head.. i never though that at my 10 year aniversery i would say.. Goodbye to my once best friend.. I have spent a decade with him.. its funny cause i know that in my heart we where ment to be.. i could see our lives.. watching our kids grow together.. us being old together too.. but its so heart breaking to know. that here i am.. livin with my mom and her husband.. with two kids that are under 6 years of age.. an geting a divorce.. i never saw that when i fell in love with him that day.. today i talked to him.. an i missed him.. then he reminded me y we are here.. i was telling him about our son who is really sick.. an he said i was being a bitch and i should have not called him to tell him about it.. yeap ASS .. so i hung up on him.. its hard some times cause he is all i know.. an know i want to move on and see new ppl.. its hard with my life how it is right now.. i remember when i smil

My Diddy.......my Son
Diddy....my baby boy"xoxoxoxoox" Poem for Diddy..... I love you Diddy and Im so glad that you wanna come home.... Askin me this made you big ol' dad cry....... Got me askin' how I could be so blessed ... And wondering why........... Hearing you cry on the phone to far from a hug....... Now I know why Im legit and no longer a thug...... You broke my heart askin what if I forgot about you..... Theres so many reasons why I cant and here are some for you... I miss your lil' feet trottin' down the hall.... Your lil' stubborness that picks you up after every fall..... Love when you get it twisted and think its dad you'll be testin' When your in time out and tell me "Dad I learned my lesson" Boy I could go on for days but Ill keep things short and sweet...... The love I have for you...... Its what keeps daddy on his feet!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you boy, Love Daddy

My Divorce
I am now offically divorced!!! My ex has to pay me child support, all the bills, and my attorney fees! I'm lookin at getting a pretty penny!!!! WOOT WOOT!!! I have had a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. I'm so thankful that it's over with and I no longer have any ties to him. So, it's celebration time!!!!

My Disaster
You crossed the line, you're running in circles now you've lost all self control! You medicate so you can fall asleep, your mind just won't shut down. I wonder where you are. I wonder if you've found your other self, or are you still somebody else? There's so much bottled up inside, and it's been shaken up it's going to explode. You can't stop it, you just can't stop it. You say you're done you swear you've gave it up. Running in circles, you don't even care that you're going nowhere. You hate yourself. I still wonder where you are. I wonder if the thorn's still in your side, will you pull it out in time? And now it starts to overflow and spill its guts and ruins someone's soul. You can't stop it, you just can't stop it! You say you're done you swear you've gave it up. Running in circles, you don't even care that you're going nowhere. You hate yourself. You crossed the line, you're running in circles now you've lost all self control! You medicate so

My Ditto
For My Ditto by BlueWolf © I always thought there'd be tomorrow To catch up on lost time I always thought there'd be tomorrow To tell you I'm so glad you're mine Then out of the blue it just happened And I never thought it would Tomorrow never happened And you were gone for good So much I wanted to tell you I just never got the chance So many words left unspoken Things didn't workout the way I planned I wonder if you were happy Did I give you all you want I would have treated you better If I'd known that you'd be gone I loved you oh so much Did you know it all along Or did you feel neglected Did you feel you don't belong I want to say I love you Although now it's too late I'd give anything to have you back But we just can't change fate I regret all our time apart And all the love I never showed Things would have been so different If I had only known..................

My Dick!!! (lmao
My DICK!! I'll tell you a short poem; I'll try to make it quick. The subject is quite simple: The joy of having a dick. Penises are super things; You ladies should be jealous. An organ surrounded by sensitive skin That's smooth and rarely hairless It starts to grow dramatically, When you're about thirteen. Your testicles on either side; Your willy in between. It dangles neatly down below; Soft, obedient and loyal. At the slightest hint of lust, It's ready to uncoil. It often has a mind all of its own; It's like a wild untamed beast. It squirms and writhes and stretches out; When you expect it least. Sometimes, yes, it misbehaves; Erecting when it shouldn't. A bumpy train ride sets it off; Just when you wish it wouldn't. And during the summer, wearing little, sunning on the beach The slightest sight of shaking boobs Makes it squirm just like a leech. Handle it with love and care; For it can give great pleasure.

My Disease
My doctor called the other day She called right out of the blue She scheduled me an appointment And said "I have bad news for you" I didnt think nothing of it Until she lowered her head I never could have prepaired myself To hear what she had said I sat there with a smile I was having the best day I ever had I saw that worried look on her face I knew the news was bad She said "You have a disease" And I instantly started crying I couldnt feel no pain But inside I was dying I didnt want to believe it So she showed me in black and white She said we can try and beat it But it will be an ongoing fight Every 3 months there will be blood work And these pills you'll have to take This is a life or death situation The choice is yours to make She asked me how I felt And I couldnt say a word I guess I was speechless Because of what I heard When I left her office I had no expression on my face This was deffinately a day That I wish I cou

My Dinner Tonight. Among Other Things....
So yeah, here's a few photos of what I made myself for dinner tonight. If your Italian, you know what kind of food I made above. Pasta with chicken in the middle with meat sauce and Italian Sausage with cheese.. Then a salad with everything that makes up a full salad with soup. Known as Pasta fagioli..... With a long island ice tea..... So what do you think? Looks good? And here is four new photos of me. In other news today. I'm thinking of either deleting my account on a web site called Gamertagpics.com A site were people who play games etc would go to, to put a picture to a gamers face or something along those lines. I feel as if I'm the old guy on the site. I'm sure there are some people my age. Just don't seem to get many hits on that site. Who knows I might keep my profile just never go on it. Maybe once in a blue moon or something like my facebook account. I rarely get on that site and now with all these programs t

My Dicshinairy
HEIDI - noun. Greeting. HIRE YEW - complete sentence. Remainder of greeting. Usage: "Heidi, hire yew?" BARD - verb. Past tense of the infinitive "to borrow." Usage: "My brother bard my pickup truck." JAWJUH - noun. A highly flammable state just north of Florida. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck." MUNTS - noun. A calendar division. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck, and I aint herd from him in munts." BAMMER - noun. The state west of Jawjuh. The capitol is Berminhayum. Usage: "A tornader jes went through Bammer an' lef $20,000,000.00 in improvements." THANK - verb. Ability to cognitively process. Usage: "Ah thank ah'll have a bare." BARE - noun. An alcoholic beverage made of barley, hops an yeast. Usage: "Ah thank ah'll have a bare." IGNERT - adjective. Not smart. See "Auburn Alumni." Usage: "Them N-C-TWO-A boys sure are ignert!" RANCH - noun. A tool. Usage: "I think I left my ra

My Disappearance
Sorry i disappeared for a while. . .my stepdad passsed away, my mom's love of her life. . .had to be there for her (my dad was very abusive; my stepdad was respectful, loving, caring, forgiving and her best friend and companion). . .very heartbreaking!! BUT it really makes u think about what is important!!

My Diatribe About Kins Deleted Video Mumm About Crazy Local People - As Serialised In The Mumms
So here is the whole diatribe from kins deleted video mumm, some of you may have read the serialisation in previous mumms: i was just talking about Bennett - he was the crazy man in the village when i was little, suspected kiddy fiddler, mental age of about 3 who was a farmer basically walking round in his wellies and bright red face, grunting like chewbacca cos he got 'run over by a tractor or something when he was a baby'- his attraction to younger kids was increased by his incredible badge collection, pinned all over his farming blazer(i have no idea why he farmed in a blazer either) scary mary Tourette Bag Lady - she hangs about outside the supermarket with one of those shopping bags with wheels, full of old plastic bags mainly screaming swear words at passers by. Once I jumped so much that I almost got run over. the my personal favourite 'Big Ben' - he was big, and thought he was the town crier. ˆ he stood in the town square ringing a bell and reading stories from t

My Diary
Hi there! I was looking through boxes of stuff that ive accumulated over the years, looking for better crap to sell on Ebay. So i happened across my diary, or the last diary. i opened it to the last page bookmarked with my lime green and black Darth Vader bookmark; and here was what it said: "Dear Diary... Today, I thought about it, and I really dont give a fuck, anymore!" (end of diary)

My Diet That Worked
A SIMPLE DIET THAT WORKS The reader needs to keep in mind that I have a relatively small frame (I'm 5'-6" tall) and I have a fairly normal build, but have been just a bit paunchy for around 28 or 29 years. Even strenuous physical work and exercise never seemed to take it off. I was not heavy enough or even disciplined enough for any of the popular weight-loss programs. I weighed 172 pounds in May. With this diet I lost about 2 pounds a week until I reached my present weight--158 pounds, and my energy level never decreased--in fact, it went up. I have rather puffy eyes, like Bill Clinton and J.F.K., and the bags under them decreased in size. All of that changed this past summer. I had been in a funk regarding relationships, and I met someone who really sparked my interest in a huge way. She was 49, and built like a really buff female athlete, yet totally feminine. Her job was not physically strenuous, though I'm sure it creates enormous stress. She worked

My Divorce Is Official!
It's kinda a bitter sweet day for me! As of 10:53 a.m this morning i'm officially divorced. I knew the day would come, you just never know how your going to respond. There's a bit of relief with a mixture of heartache...knowing your no longer someones wife or that you will never be with that person again. I dunno....I'm sad, yet I know things are better off! I have a new and wonderful man now that treats me awesome and I know we will have the time to grow together and make our own beautiful memories with one another. I'm sure he's pretty glad my divorce is final. Anyways here's to a great 2008, things can only get better from here. Luv to you all...HUGS

My Ding A Ling
My Ding-A-Ling-A-Ling Artist: Chuck Berry When I was a little biddy boy My grandma bought me a cute little toy Two Silver bells on a string She told me it was my ding-a-ling-a-ling My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling When I was little boy In Grammar school Always went by the very best rule But Evertime the bell would ring You'd catch me playing with my ding-a-ling Once while climbing the garden wall, Slipped and fell had a very bad fall I fell so hard I heard birds sing, But I held on to My ding-a-ling Once while swimming cross turtle creek Man them snappers right at my feet Sure was hard swimming cross that thing with both hands holding my dingaling Now this here song it ain't so bad Prettiest little song that you ever had And those of you who will not sing must be playing with your on Ding-a-ling

My Distant Horizon
Death leaves me with infatuation I embrace the pain it has left me with Because I don’t want to forget the sound of her voice The compassion in her eyes that reached straight for your soul I can’t help it I can’t fix it I can’t end it I’ll never accept it. I’m blind to my own torture I can’t resist the pain, so tempting A phantom of who I used to be, Ultimately bearing a cross for all the world to see. Hoping a lifetime lasts only for a moment Wishing to let it all fall away Ripping it apart until it can no longer exist. Counting each day that passes by, Yearning for something to believe in anymore Listening for the words of truth Opening my heart to anything new

My Different Names
1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name) Ann Swan 2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad ) Gary John 3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name) Stake 4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal) Pink Frog 5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born) Rachael Norfolk 6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fave color, fave drink, add "THE" to the beginning) The blue Butter Nipple 7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name) Kest 8. GANGSTA NAME: ( fave ice cream flavor, fave cookie) Cookies and Cream M&M 9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name) Soljier falls creek 10. STRIPPER NAME: ( name of your fave perfume/cologne, fave candy) Eternity Kit tak 11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on) Sparkie Goose Bay

My Dinner At Chi Chi's
A blog that a friend posted asking if you were approached on the street while walking leashed how would you reply if some ask you about it inspired me to share this experience. Some years ago with my first 24/7 girl I had a wonderful collared girl that completed us and as often as possible we would get together. On the day of her collaring we were all proud and happy and decided to go out and celebrate. I have always required my real life girl to wear a real collar with my tag attached. They were both blondes, my 24/7 had very long hair and the new collar had quite short hair so hers stood out quite a lot. We go in and set down at a table and get ready to think on ordering something. Well I happened to notice we had captured a few people's attention and I didn't mind as I was proud to have them looked upon, was a happy day. Well, the longer we are the there the more people are looking. It was not rush, was like 3-4 in the afternoon so was maybe 10 people there but they all was

My Dirty Little Secret...
you know that you and i we've found something thats hard to find! don't think others will quite understand.. so when they ask we will smile and say "oh its nothing... never you mind!!" for once in my life i really dont care your my dirty little secret and i dont have to share i like the way it is and thats how im gona keep it!!!

My Divorce Respones
February 17, 2007 1917 Kentucky Ave. Flint,Michigan 48506 State of Michigan 53rd Circuit Court Presque Isle County To Whom It May Concern: This is my response to case number 08-083142-DO 1> I have lived 180 days in Michigan 2> My address is correct 3> The date of marriage is correct 4> There is a major breakdown of marriage 5> Sarah is not pregnant to my knowledge 6> There are no children involved 7> There is no property to divide I was the major provider in the marriage. 8> The unpaid bills was before we got married 9> I am requesting a restraining order due to harassment by Sarah 10> I believe the vehicle I bought during our marriage came from my insurance and she did not help in any repairs or cost of the vehicle I believe this marriage should be dissolved on the fact the marriage has broken down there is no way in my mind that the marriage will and can be resolved. Thank you:

My Diminishing Family Here
i'm really not sure why i post shit on this blog any more--some one once commented 'why don't your friends comment on your blogs'--hell i got 5000+ friends here and how many views 12--i try do do so much better with my friends' blog but --i don't know if anyone gives a hoot--but sometimes it's emotionallly pleasant to just do some house cleaning on now silly but once important sites well like this one.--i pretty much purged all they let me keep in my private message box--just reminds me of the sadness of how quick people come and then are gone from one's life--and that's sad and gives me a heck of a complex. and the family list--damn---the ones named 'midnight' 'buttons' and 'bekah' are there cause their named after my puppies and daughter--if there was a 'heidi' she'd be there too the other few are very special ladies who know of all my 'problems' yet still talk to me and send me love--maybe cause they look beyond the fact that i'm not perfect--and knew me before i went publi

My Dieing Wish For My Bitter End
My Dieing Wish For My Bitter End" Slice my wrists and erase my past. End my life and make it fast. Empty my veins of the life therein. This life of emptiness, this flesh made of lust, dust, and sin. Grind my bones to dust and smash my eyes. Slice and dice up my tongue and all its lies. Burn my remains and scatter my ashes to the wind. This is my dieing wish for my bitter end. Tear these stitches I don't want to ever mend. Let me bleed, let me die, let me transform, let me transcend. For these tired eyes need and ever seek the deepest rest. Eternal sleep in deaths illusive, dark, and twisted nest. So... Grind my bones to dust and smash my eyes. Slice and dice up my tongue and all its lies. Burn my remains and scatter my ashes to the wind. This is my dieing wish for my bitter end. © Brett Harper

My Dirty Lil Sectrets
MY DIRTY LIL SECRETS SHHHHHHHHHHH Current mood: flirty Category: Romance and Relationships MY DIRTY LIL SECRETS! I LOVE WOMAN! THERE LOOK THERE TOUCH AND THERE TASTE THE SENTIMENTAL STUFF THE SNUGGLING AND TONS MORE! THERE IS JUST SOMETHING WHEN A WOMAN TOUCHES ME AND KISSES ME AND THE LOOK IN HER EYES WHEN THEY SAY I LOVE YOU, AND MEAN IT! IT MAKES ME MELT. I SO CRAVE TO FIND THE PERFECT GIRL FOR ME! I LOVE MY HUSBAND TO DEATH! HE IS THE BEST! I LOVE STEVE SO VERY MUCH BUT HE IS NOT A WOMAN. HE SNUGGLES AND LOVES ME TO DEATH! HE WILL ALWAYS BE MY KNIGHT IN SHINNING ARMOR WHO SAVED ME! HE TREATS ME GREAT! EVERYONE KNOWS HE LOVES ME! HE PUTS UP WITH ALL MY SHIT WHO ELSE WOULD DO THAT! 15 YRS OF MARRIAGE AND 16 YRS TOGETHER I DO BELIEVE OUR LOVE WILL LAST FOREVER! FOR ALL WHO KNEW SOME OF THE STUFF WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH THEY ARE ALL SHOCKED WE HAVE MADE IT THROUGH ALL THESE BAD TIMES. I THINK ITS LOTS OF REALLY GOOD TIMES IS WHAT HAS DONE IT! HE IS THE ONE WHO IS ENCOURAGING ME

My Disease
I have severe anxiety and depression, i can't help it that i easily fall for a woman or that i like someone right away. my disease is from years of being rejected because nobody saw beneath the outer appearance to the nice, caring and sweet guy i truly am. and i also have short term memory loss. oh well the reaper can come for me now, put me out of my misery.

***my Diseases & Medical Problems***
I have been asked by several people here what my health problems and medical problems are that have deemed me 100% disabled. So I figured I would do a blog so anyone who wants to know can read this. All of my health problems started in 1986. I was diagnosed with Myasthenia Gravis--A form of Muscular Distrophy. This disease got so bad I ended up in a wheel chair for 6 months. I couldn't do anything for myself of my family. It was so hard to deal with since at that time I had 2 small children and one newborn baby. The man I was married to at that time went to work every day at 7 AM and didn't get home until 6 PM. Therefor his mother would come over to our house to take care of my children for me since I couldn't even lift up the baby without fearing dropping him. I also had a home health nurse who came into my home everyday at 6 AM and stayed until 6 PM to take care of me. She had to help me do everything. I couldn't walk, talk, stand, eat, bath myself, get myself dressed or even go t

My Dislikes & Likes
MY LIKES! ~Camping. ~Fishing. ~Reading. ~Listening to music. ~Playin on the computer. ~Talkin on the phone. ~Horseback Riding. ~Spending time with my family. ~Going to the Lake. ~Walkin on the beach. ~Cooking. ~Baking. ~Taking Pictures. ~Texting. ~Going to the movies Theaters. ~Spendin Time With my man. ~Drinkin. ~Coloring. ~People with great personalitys. ~Doing hair. ~Watchin T.v. MY DISLIKES ~Annoying people. ~People that talk shit. ~Drama. ~Liers. ~Cheaters. ~Dishonesty. ~Lima Beans.

My Dirty Poem
I wrote this in 1988, sitting in a cubicle in a Navy electricity/electronics school in Great Lakes, Illinois. I should have been studying, but who has time for national security when you have a bunch of dirty thoughts running through your mind? Most of you who know me have heard it at one drunken time or another. As I lay snuggling in my bed, on sheets as cold as ice. My lips were blue, my ass was red, and active were the lice. Which chewed and gnawed, upon my rod, and also on my balls. Despite my cries, they bit my thighs, and anus cheeks and walls. So I got up and did shampoo, my reddened pubic thatch. It didn't help, my nuts were blue, and eggs began to hatch, upon the sores that once were pores, but now were just abrasions. So my poor nuts, all filled with cuts, began to look like raisins. So I declared I'd never fuck, without the right protection. I wouldn't chance, or press my luck, and risk a worse infection. The time was here to mak

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My Dirty Little Secret
Fourteen years ago today, I was 22, living with my parents in a trailer park in Puyallup, WA, working at Jack in the Box, mid-way through massage school, and about to give birth. It was a girl. For about a year after, the adoption agency set me updates. Then I just kept moving and didn't keep in touch with them. I'm sure they have a huge file on a girl who looks just like me with dark hair. Part of me wants to find out. Part of me has always wanted to 'make something of myself' first. Every year is one year closer to when she can legally come looking for me. I hope she likes what she sees. I hope she understands my decision. I hope she has a good, happy life. I have so many hopes for the one I trusted others to raise. It also happens to be Elvis's birthday. Thank you. Thankyouverymuch.

My Disappearance And Return
So... as you might have noticed, I've been away since last April. In summary, got a divorce and had to move away to my parents and just now got internet access. Long story. No longer live in Vegas, but live in Pahrump. Yeah it's kinda sad. Right now I am single. Any marriage proposals? haha

My Diet Log.... Things I Eat
mon: breakfast:yogurt lunch :yogurt dinner: chicken breast with totmato sauce and 2 scoops of pasta no oil and very small slice of bread drink:tea and jucie tue: breakfast:yogurt lunch :yogurt dinner: chicken breast with eggs white and bread crumbs grilled no oils or butter drink:tea and jucie Wed: morn: half of banana Lunch: egg white fatfree butter and hot sauce dinner: 1 scoop of white rice half a skinless chicken breast and 2 scoops of black beans no oil with hot mustard drinks: hot tea 2 table spoon of sugar and 1 sprite ,grape juice ,water desert:2 teaspoons of pudding thru: breakfast:Yogurt shake and banana lunch: 1 scoop of ramen noodles dinnerhrimp and broccoli and 2 tablespoons of fried rice desert: 6 raspberry candy pieces and 1 bites of bakery cookie drinks: water,hot tea 2 tea spoon of sugar ,diet coke fri: breakfast :half of a cookie lunch: hot tea dinner: bacon cheese burger frys and chesse and gravy and chicken

My Diagnosis...
You guys/women are some awesome friends!!!! Thank you for being here for me...It truly means alot!! I went to Dr.s...had an EKG...which the results were not good at all, so needless to say, I was sent to E.R...had more testing there... So far as of todays date, 3/18/2009 I was diagnosed with having SupraVentricular Tachycardia and very severe anxiety... Ventricular Tachycardia is nothing to play with, here is the what it means below.. Tachycardias are divided into two categories: supraventricular and ventricular. Supraventricular tachycardias (SVTs) These rapid heartbeats originate in the heart's upper chambers (the atria) and interfere with the efficient flow of blood into the ventricles. The most common SVTs are: •Atrial fibrillation •Atrial flutter •Atrioventricular (AV) nodal reentrant tachycardia •Wolff-Parkinson-White syndrome (trioventricular reentrant tachycardia) •Sinus tachycardia •Junctional tachycardia Ventricular tachycardias These fast heart rhythms

My Dick Of A Best Friend
brotherhood and all its humor So you know that old saying "you cant pick your family?" or what about this one, "blood is thicker than water," have you ever heard the rest of that? cuz it goes somthin like this "but love is thicker than blood". So i received a phone call about a week ago while i was at my moms, from the woman i rent a room from. She told me that a guy called Black Boots had stopped by and told her that he was looking for me. I was kinda surprised since he was supposed to be in jail and all. That and the last time i had really seen him I was re-arrangeing his face for him. You see Black boots is really named Jason Stull, my once dearest friend. I had kinda cought he and my long time girlfriend Shannon Antonelli together and we had not spoken since, well not civily anyway. So you can immagine my surprise. When He and Shannon were sneakin around behind my back, they were on some seriouse drugs, not gonna say what, but i think we all know. It hurt, not that he ha

My Disturbing "train" Of Thought
I was outside an old house I had lived in long ago, it was late at night and it was snowing. Instead of having a sidewalk, there were train tracks. So there I was bundled up in my snowsuit, trying to clear the snow off the tracks. Someone was helping me but then stopped. I continued on. At the one end of the tracks was a tunnel. The tunnel had a garage door for some odd reason. As I neared the tunnel I started to get exhausted or possibly fed up with clearing the snow and decide to stop. As I stepped off of the tracks and made my way toward my front porch I hear the sound of a muffled rumbling thru the thick hood of my snowsuit. I walk up onto my porch and turn around to see a train roll through at a slow but unstoppable pace. Suddenly, some of the boxcars start to fishtail on the tracks and become unstable. As the seconds went by the cars started to derail and smash into the parked vehicles along the street. My father's truck, which was actually an ex employer's red dually, got plowed

My Disaster, And Parallels To The Pina Colada Song
So about 7 months ago, I found myself in despair about my life. I was unhappy. My marriage had failed. I was depressed and alone. I needed to fix myself and my world. I met someone who I thought could do that. She was intriguing, funny, and so very different from anyone I had ever met. I fell in love. Very hard, and very quickly. She was, I thought, the most amazing person I had ever met. She doubted my view of her, and as it turns out, she was right. In the end, she turned out to be fickle, unforgiving and just plain mean-spirited. I think there is such a black cancer in that woman's heart that she is incapable of really loving someone. She is too judgemental and cruel. I think she confuses flattery with feeling, and she will chase that her whole life. I wish she realized that I was willing to shatter my world to be with her. She just took too much of my love for granted. Everything she ever gave came with strings attached. She held all of my hopes and dreams, and

My Dilemma
This weekend a male friend i have known for over 20 years told me he loved me and had for a long time. He said he could no longer be quiet about his feelings. The problem is that after being so close of friends for so long that if we started dating now and it didnt work i would lose a great friend. The dilemma is do i take a chance at dating him and maybe lose him as a friend or do i just tell him i am not interested in dating him in which case things could be so awkward i lose him as friend anyway. i really dont know what to do.

My Dilema
OK, here is my problem. I truly love and respect women. Probably part of the reason my ex was able take advantage of me for so long. However, I am also seriously in need of some sex. I love my female friends and would not want to do anything to jeopardize those friendships. My preference is to find someone with relationship potential, or a friend with benefits. However. at this time I would be happy for a one night stand. I mean come on! It's been a year and a half!

My Disease
"Love Is My Disease" When you're gone it feels like, My whole world's gone with you I thought love would be my cure But now it's my disease I try to act mature But I'm a baby when you leave How can I ever get used to being without you? Baby, baby, baby, baby Am I addicted When I need you here all the time? And I'm not sure if this is healthy Is it a sickness? 'cuz I feel like I'm losing my mind And I know that there's no medicine Nothing I can take, no remedy Baby please stay When you're gone it feels like, My whole world's gone with you I thought love would be my cure But now it's my disease I try to act mature But I'm a baby when you leave How can I ever get used to being without you? Oh oh oh baby, baby, baby I get a fever Just the thought of youWhen you're gone it feels like (when you're gone baby) My whole worlds gone with you (gone with you) I thought love would be my cure But now its my disease (my disease) I try to act mature But I'm a baby when you leave How can I ever get us

My Dj Bulletin
DJ BLACKSATIN ROCKING THE AIR AT THE ACE CAFE COME HEAR HER OR MISS OUT!!!! ROCK ON!!!!!!!! COME AND CHECK OUT THE GREAT PEOPLE, THE GREAT DJ's AND THE LAUGHS THAT MAKE US THE BEST LOUNGE TO JOIN THE BEST IN ROCK, HEAVY METAL, SOFT ROCK AND GOTHIC ROCK. YOU ASKED FOR THE BEST??? I HAVE THE BEST!!!!!! DONT BELIEVE ME??? THEN COME CHECK ME OUT NOW!!! ALSO WE HAVE THE TERROR BROTHERS ROCKING OUT IN THE LOUNGE!!!

My D.j.
Oh I miss him sooo badd right now...Its Close to our would have been 8 year anniversary, I dont know, I was a dumb ass, we broke up because I didnt want to move to SC, Im just depressed and I cant get over it...I saw him a couple months ago(him and my dad are good friends) and it broke my heart, I cried for hours after, and according to my dada he cried too...but he ha a new girl, so Im just gonna continue to stay away, but I really do miss hin, sooo much I cant begin to explain..oh well, life goes on, just some things remind me of him and it hurts to remind me I let him go...as always thanx for readin my crap

My Dj Bully
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My Dj Bully
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My Dj Bully Thanks Emanon I Owe You One Bro
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My Dna Report
I'm an Advocating Creator. About Me: You Are a Creator ~ Your imagination, confidence, willingness to explore, and appreciation of beauty make you a CREATOR. ~ You are independent, and you enjoy your self-sufficiency. ~ Defying convention, you are very innovative, and you have a vivid imagination. ~ The look of things is important to you, and you have a keen eye for aesthetic beauty in multiple arenas. ~ You have a strong interest in what is new and exciting—and that includes forging ahead with new ideas, not simply discovering what is already out there. ~ Your eagerness to seek new and varied experiences leads you into many different situations. ~ You're not set on one way of doing things, and you are creative when it comes to finding novel solutions to complex problems. ~ You trust yourself to be innovative and resourceful. ~ Your confidence allows you to take your general awareness and channel it into creativity. ~ You're not afraid to let your emotions guide

My Doctors Appt
So I finally went back to the doctor today. Me and my dad have talked and talked over the past few years since finding out I may not be able to have kids. For the first time in almost 5 years, my exam was normal. I don't plan on having any in the near future, but I plan on them one day and I need to know. And my dad wants to know if he will ever be a grandfather. We had always joked that between me and Erin, he would have atleast one grandchild. But since Erin passed, it's all me. I decided it was time to finsh what I started. I stopped going b/c I got so sick of hearing about my broken, non-functioning ovary, my cervix that had doctors stumped as to what the hell was all over it, the ER trips b/c I had so much pain in my abdomen I couldn't even walk. I was poked, probed, proded, had my cervix clipped and probed also...it was kinda like sex but not as enjoyable is the only way to describe it lol. But...I just wanted to put this in words. I don't care if anyone reads this or

My Dog Named Sex
Everybody who has a dog calls him "Rover" or "Boy". I call mine "Sex." He is a great pal, but he has caused me a great deal of embarrassment. When I went to city hall to renew his dog license, I told the clerk I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I'd like one, too!" Then, I said "But this is a dog." He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then, I said, "You don't understand. I've had Sex since I was 9 years old." He winked and said, "You must have been quite a kid." When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took the dog with me. I told the motel clerk that I wanted a room for my wife and me and a special room for Sex. He said, "You don't need a special room. As long as you pay your bill, we don't care what you do." I said, "Look, you don't seem to understand. Sex keeps me awake at night." The clerk said, "Funny - I have the same problem." One day, I entered Sex in a contest, but before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was j

My Dog Passed Away Today...
Today when he woke up, he was having alot of trouble breathing, more than usual and he could hardly move. So the family and I decided to make a choice and we put our dog, Henry, down today at 11am. He went peacefully, as if he knew it was his time. The shot they gave him, gentley put him into a deep sleep in which he passed on. I tried to stay as strong as I could for him, but I broke down when it was time to say goodbye. Right now, I don't know exactly what's going through my head; just bits and pieces. I know I'm really pissed off and angry about the way things are going in my life right now, and I know that this is not what I needed right now. I'm just so sick of everything and feeling like I have nothing left and then just when I think I've got nothing left, something happens, and another part of my life gets taken away..I didn't just lose my dog, I lost a family member, and more importantly, a loyal friend!

My Double Life
Personally I kinda feel like I live a double personality. I am a respectable college student during the day. I am the angel and success of my whole family and I am the example for everyone to look up to. But when they are not looking I am a crazy rebel child having fun of life to its fullest. if anyone on cherrytap saw me during the day they would not recognize me at all. I have managed to make these pictures not look like the respectable me. But when the night comes, the makeup comes out the short skirts, high heels and tanktops. And then it is what u see here. I am really not that bad there is much more to me than just looks I actually have a personality... amazing huh??? Well yeah I take school very seriously and hopefully soon i will be an investor. Too bad many of you dont know my name, in the future I could be your supreme court justice. =) Welll just wanted to vent on my "double life"

My Dog!!! :-((((((((
WELL TODAY WAS KIND OF A SHITTY DAY. I GOT UP THIS MORNING AND PUT OUR DOG OUTSIDE. SMD WELL IN THAT TIME....SHE CHOCKED HERSELF TO DEATH. :-((((( MY DUAGHTER'S DOG IS DEAD. SHE IS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD. SHE HASN'T SEEN THE DOG ALL DAY.

My Doctor Trip
so yesterday sissy and I went to SF for a Dr appt I had. did not get the answer I wanted, but a foot in the door on the way. we got there about an hour or so earlier than planned, so we quickly stopped at the japan center to check a few things for the business. good thing we went before the appt, or I would have spent a ton of money..lol ..it was just a day trip. had to be home as close to 8 pm as possible. we would have gotten home then, but there were a few accidents along the way on the road. today, my throat is killing me. and I had the most awful dream. even drinking hot tea makes me want to cry. I hope it is gone by tomorrow because that would suck if I can't even eat the dinner I will spend so many hours cooking. I need to make the pies today. I need to get a few things to make the crust I just discovered I am out of, I would walk to the store, but I am too miserable right now. I will get there later I suppose. the kids are on minimum day, so they will be home early. that cou

My Dog Is Omnisexual.
We call him gheyyyy, but he'll hump anything. boy dog, girl dog.. he's into cats, too. doesn't have a sexual preference there, except soft & furry.. and he also likes stuffed animals. Yeahhhhh... to top it off, he ENJOYS wearing his sweaters & t-shirts. He willingly hops into them. ha ha!

My Dog
My Dachshund ran away this morning. He was last seen by a neighbor at 10:00. I have driven all over the place, and been to the pound twice. I am at my wits end. This isn't the first time he has taken off. I just hope he doesn't end up dead somewhere. I love that little dog so much. I have cried almost all afternoon. My first dachshund ran away and got killed by a car, and I am the one that found her. I am so terrified that history is gonna repeat itself. I have tried everything I can to keep him in our yard but he always finds a new spot to dig up. I can't afford an electric fence, and I really wouldn't wanna put that up anyways.... I don't know what to do. I am so depressed right now.

My Dog Can Read And Write
A young Southern boy goes off to college, but about 1/3 way through the semester, he has foolishly squandered what money his parents gave him. Then he gets an idea. He calls his Redneck father. "Dad," he says, "you won't believe the wonders that modern education are coming up with! Why, they actually have a program here that will teach Fido how to talk!" "That's absolutely amazing!" his father says. "How do I get him in that program?" Just send him down here with $1000," the boy says, "I'll get him into the course." So, his father sends the dog and the $1000. About 2/3 way through the semester, the money runs out. The boy calls his father again. "So how's Fido doing, son?" his father asks. "Awesome, Dad, he's talking up a storm," he says, "but you just won't believe this - they've had such good results with this program, that they've implemented a new one to teach the animals how to READ!" "READ!?" says his father, "No kidding! What do I have to do to get him in tha

**my Dominant Emotion**
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

My Double
My Double In hail and rain and sleet and snow, in gale and fog and freezing cold, I see him to his labour go, Yet he is old as I am old. I shrink and think: Life is not fair. He looks like me, yet Fate has ground Him in the bloody mire, and where He makes a bob I make a pound. Ay, how he seems the spit of me, And had I not the knack of rhyme, I, too, might muck in misery, Or grovel in the gutter grime. I grieve that there be rich and poor, And from my study snug and warm, I watch from luxury secure My broken brother breast the storm. And sad of soul again I say Alas that there be poor and rich; God speed the day when life will pay An equal wage to desk and ditch. Aye, even more - with just decree, Pay him a pound and me a bob . . . Yet though I mucked in misery, By God! I'd stick my rhyming job. And so I see with heart of rue his trudge to toil in daylight dim . . . But what the devil can I do? So many millions are like him. -Robert Willia

My Dog!
Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand. ... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on. When my

My Doggy Jd
My dog JD who was 14yrs old feel ill on the 2nd and passed on today the 5th. He was just a mutt, I resecued him from the pound when he was 7 wks. He out lasted two wives and several girlfriends. He will be greatly missed by me and my other dogs. He spent the last days of his life in the house, just as he started out. I did all I could for him in the end. I sat with him his last mourning, petting him and just talking to him. I will miss him soooo much. He will be my last outside dog. The only reason he became an outside dog, was cause I lost my place and had to stay with my mom and her asshole of a husband so outside he went and thats where he stayed. Rest in piece buddy. I Miss You.

My Doc Appointment
Well, I had a doctors appointment today. I've been losing feeling in my right foot, loss of motor skill in it, cold sensation, and now numb spots. The doc. thought it might be a blood clot caused from the knee surgery. But now, he is leaning more toward nerve damage. He took abunch of xrays of my spinal cord. Nothing wrong there. He actually said, that looking at my xrays, I have the spinal column of a 19 or 20 year old. Now I have to go to a Neurologist. They did an MRI and now they want to do an ultrasound. That is scheduled for Monday the 22nd, at 2pm. Just thought I would keep everyone posted. Oh yeah, my little toe on my left foot is broken too!

My Dog/my Soulmate.
I love my dog. She never judges me. She never tells me that I talk too much. She never makes me feel as if I'm not good enough. She always gives me kisses when I ask for them. When I've had a bad day, she's always there to make me feel better. When I've had a good day, she's always there to share it with me. When I feel alone, she's always there to snuggle me. She always greets me with a smile. She never asks for more than I can give, yet she commands my undivided attention. She loves me unconditionally. If my dog were a man...she'd be perfect for me.

My Dominant Emotion
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

My Dog
I got to see him last night. He totally blew off my ex and sat on my lap the whole time I was there..after we took a fairly long walk. I could tell he didn't want me to go and was used to me coming home and watching tv. He walked into the tv room when I got up and I told him I had to 'go to work' and then he got on the couch in the front room and I gave him a good bye treat and rubbed his belly one more time. I hardly said anything to the ex. She isn't worth the breath. I could tell she couldn't wait for me to leave so I took my sweet time because it may be another 2 months before I can see my dog again. She is that type of person. If I ever become that cold I want everyone to let me know and kick my ass if you are close enough to St. Louis and would do it in person. I took another pic of him but I will have to transfer it another time. It is going to be another lonely weekend and I wish he could be with me. Fuck am I pathetic or what...sigh. I will pull out o

My Dog Has Lost His Fight
TONIGHT IS MARCH THE 6TH, I HAVE A 2 YEAR OLD GERMAN SHEPHARD NAMED SARGENT,WHO WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER,4 MONTHS AGO, TONIGHT IS ARE LAST NIGHT TOGETHER, AT THE MOMENT IT 749PM HE HAS ATE HIS LAST MEAL AND HAS HIS HEAD ON MY LAP, MAKING MOANING NOISES,AND HAVING A HARD TIME BREATHING, HE KNOWS HE IS DYING,AND WILL BE PUT TO SLEEP TOMARROW AT 6AM, HE WILL BE CREMATED, WHY DO WE TORTURE ARE SELVES LIKE THIS,IF U CAN SEE HIS FACE,HERE IS MOANING,AND BREATHING,I WOULD TAKE HIS PLACE, IVE HAD HIM 2 YEARS I WILL BE POSTING A MEMORIAL FOR HIM AND PICS, SO TONIGHT IS ARE LAT NIGHT TOGETHER,IM SPEECHLESS TO SAY ANY THING, IM NUMB, MY HEART ACHES, MY TEARS FALL LIKE PUDDLES,I FEEL LIKE A KNIFE IS BEING RIPPED THREW MY ENTIRE HEART AND BACK OUT THE OTHER END,WELL I MUST GET BACK TO HIM, I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU, FOR BEING MY FRIENDS AND TO A CERTAIN SISTER,I WILL BE ON AFTER ITS OVER,I FEEL LIKE IM IN A DREAM SO U KNOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I GOT UP AND TYPED THIS,EVERY ONE HAS THERE OWN PR

My Doctor Lol
Let me tell you about my doctor. He's very good. If you tell him you want a second opinion, he'll go out and come in again. He treated one woman for yellow jaundice for three years before he realized she was Chinese. Another time he gave a patient six months to live. At the end of the six months, the patient hadn't paid his bill, so the doctor gave him another six months. One time while he was talking to me, his nurse came in and said, "Doctor, there is a man here who thinks he's invisible." The doctor said, "Tell him I can't see him." Another time as I sat in the waiting room, a man came running in the office and yelled, "Doctor, doctor!! - my son just swallowed a roll of film!!" The doctor calmly replied, "Let's just wait and see what develops." One patient came in and said, "Doctor, I have a serious memory problem." The doctor asked, "When did it start?" The man replied, "When did what start?" I remember one time I told my doctor I had a ringing in my

My D.o.b Means
Your Birthdate: October 11 Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm. Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche. Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done. Your strength: Your inner peace Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds Your power color: Emerald Your power symbol: Leaf Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My D.o.b.
Your Birthdate: March 3 You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper. You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality. Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure. Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone. Your strength: Your larger than life imagination Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered Your power color: Lime Your power symbol: Lightening bolt Your power month: March What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My Dominant Emotion Is...
Your dominant emotion is ANGER. You are predominatly angry. You tend to fly off the handle at almost nothing and explode in rage when something bad actually happens. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

~~my Dorm Baby~~
Slamming her car door, Jessi storms into her duplex. It was a horrible day, everything that could go wrong did. First she wakes up two hours late for work. Next her car dies when she tries to leave work. And just ten minutes ago she was pulled over for doing 60mph in a 35mph zone. I should have just called in sick and slept this miserable day away, she thought. Dropping her purse on to the coffee table by her couch, she walks to the bathroom. Stripping her clothes off as she walks down the hallway, she sighs as she steps into her bathroom at the end of the hall. The bathroom was done in black and white linoleum with accents of red around the trimming. Opening the glass door to her garden shower she quickly flips the knobs sending jets of steaming hot water down onto the ceramic floor. Adjusting the cold water so it doesn’t scold her skin, Jessi steps under the jets of water. Why do days like this always happen to me? What did I ever do wrong? She asks herself as she runs the wet

My Dog Is Dying...
or may already be dead. I don't know. He has cancer. Again. We can't afford to get it fixed this time. About an hour ago, he left to see the vet. I don't know if he's coming back. My mother told me, as they left..."I can't do this anymore, not if it's expensive. I can't handle it. You've got five minutes. Love your dog" And they left. I don't know if he's being put down as I type this. I really do'nt know. God this is killing me.

My Down Fall.
aiight here is the deal with my life..... about 8 months ago my and my ex that i have 3 great kids with decides the she is going to cheat on me and leave me. so now i moved out into Erie PA. why? still not sure. I feel lonily because the females that i have been meeting cause me to much drama. or are lyers. so i am wondering am i destined to be alone for the rest of my life and unhappy? no clue but it is starting to seem like it.

My Dog Momo
yesterday 5/8 we had a cook out it was beautiful every thing was going great. kids riding 4 wheeler. adults just sittin and chillin, and PD and CJ was feeding weeds to the horses and all at once I heard a loud commotion and as I turned around my dog MOMO was flopping around on the ground like a fish. My Husband Brad said that the horse had kicked him in the head. OH MY GOSH! I ran to MOMO and he had blood running from his mouth. After a while MOMO became more oriented and it seems all he had gotten was a headache and bite his tounge bad. I think MOMO will have a new respect for the horses. Thank God MOMO was ok.

My Downfall
I HAD SOME FRIENDS ONCE BEFORE, WHO'S NOT MUCH MY FRIENDS ANYMORE. I WAS VERY INFLUENTIAL IN THIER LIFE{SO THEY SAY}, AND WHEN I LOST MY MIND, THEY FOLLOWED ME THROUGH MULTIPLE DEATHS. {BECAUSE}THERE I WAS ON THE FLOOR,SLUMPED OVER, AND SLIDING DOWNWARD WITH A BEER IN MY HAND. I JUST SAID TRUST ME. THEN I SAID THE DESTRUCTION OF A PERSON BUILDS CHARACTER. I JUST HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING ANGER TOWARD GOD{IF THERE IS ONE}DON'T THINK SO ANYMORE. I LOST MY FAITH 2 YEARS AGO. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. I HATE THIS FUCKING PLACE. I'M THE SADDEST I'VE EVER BEEN. I'M A MAN, BUT I CRY EVERY NIGHT. THAT'S NOT ME. I MISS MY PARENTS SO MUCH THAT IT IS KILLING ME. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. I JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO MY JOB. NO ONE HERE UNDERSTANDS ME AT ALL. I KNOW I'M A MESS. I CAN HANDLE IT, BECAUSE I WAS SO MUCH HAPPIER BEFORE I CAME HERE. I'VE REACHED MY GIVING UP POINT. I'M TIRED. I'M TO LOST TO BE SAVED NOW. MY GIRLFRIEND TOLD ME THAT SAD EYES WILL ALWAYS FOLLOW ME IF I LEAVE REHAB. GUESS I'LL TAKE THA

My Doggie
My doggie, which I call him my baby puppy is 15 years old and dying. He has been a memeber of my family since before my mom died and he was her little buddy, like he is now mine and he isnt going to be a part of my family much longer. My pictures have him in them because he is so special to me.

My Doll The Beautiful Darlene Mc Coy Needs Some Help , Can You All Help Her
HEY YOU ALL PLEASE GO GIVE MY DOLL, THE BEAUTIFUL DARLENE MCCOY SONGS A PLAY, ON LEFT TOP OF THEIR SITE GO TO COUNTRY SCROLL DOWN UNTIL YOU SEE DARLENE AND TURN HER ON, !!! CLICK HER PICTURE BELOW

My Dog's Vet Visit
Well, I just took my dog Foxxy to the vet yesterday (Fri the 13th) for the first time since I got her in March. A friend told me about a vet that will do an exam for free. So I got her in. She's got some lumps on her belly I wanted to get looked at. The vet said she has a heart murmur and bad teeth and could be 10+ years old and she has breast cancer! I have never heard of a dog getting breast cancer. But I guess so. I can do 1 of 2 things for her. Pay $3-400 for the surgery and get her fixed at the same time or just let it go and it'll eventually kill her in a few years. I think I'm gonna let it go and give her a good life and love her to death (in a good way lol). I don't want to pay the money and maybe lose her anyway plus still pay all that money I don't have to throw away. Should I let it go? It sounds cruel to me in a way to let it go. But at her age I don't want to risk her life!! Sorry so long!!!!

My Dom/master
I think this says it right: You scored as His amazing kisses., When he kisses me, I melt like butter in the microwave.His amazing kisses.100% In the shower.88% The omg, do me harder, one-of-a-kind sex.88% His rock hard abs.88% Why is he the sexxiest guy in the world?created with QuizFarm.com

My Dog
Ok.. some of you might not find this very important. But to me and my family it is.. I let my inlaws watch our dog so i could take my mom home. (An indoor dog) Well anyways they went to church this morning. And decided to leave the dog outside unattended in their fenced in backyard. Well our dog got loose and is now lost. So my favor is please pray for our dog to be found and returned safely. I don't want to have to explain to my 8 yr old son what happened. Thanks alot Misty

My Donovan/my Private Nutcracker
Weird kid... not striking but sexy as hell. Something about him struck me. Was it his beautiful mocha that attracts me? My real son had a birthday party... I found the answer... At 10 PM techno ballet. In my back yard. I noticed. I stopped. I almost dropped my tray. I knew what that was. I knew it well... The technical words have eluded me now but it was there. Talent. The boy was a full on dancer. A completely classically trained male ballet dancer! I stood in awe during my moment of surprise. What do I make of this and why is he here? I believe we all come together for a reason somehow someway somewhere in time to achieve a goal that is unknown. there he was Techno Ballet. ICP music on. This child. Was dancing like Barishnikov before me. Leaping to heights unseen in years by me. He loved to show it off. And I would too with that talent. My mouth gaped open. No one else seemed to notice. I did. I was a dancer. Dancing is life to me. To express my soul as

My Dogs Last Day
"That special place in our hearts feels so empty...But we realize as time passes, that animals have a way of teaching us about loving, loyalty, joy and friendship....And whatever we've shared in their precence can never really be lost..." With that being said, I think you know where this is going. I have had another miserable milestone in my life today....I'll tell you more about it .. I woke up this morning at nine am, with a gut feeling of something wrong. I took a shower and headed out to my grandparents farm, where I thought I could get some stuff done. I pulled up into the driveway and walked into the house. My grandma sat staring at me, almost frightened, and my aunt just sat there. I didnt know what to say to that look, when my grandmas eyes went at my dog Buddy. My Golden Retriever was laying on the floor, on a towel. I went over to him, and got down on my knees... My grandma just sat there, and said " I was going to call you and tell you what happened.." I began to cr

My Dog Had Puppies Today!
TODAY MY DOG HAD PUPPIES! SHE HAD 4. 2 CHOCOLATE AND WHITE BOYS AND 2 BLACK AND WHITE GIRLS. THEY FULL BLOODED CHIHUAHUAS BUT I HAVE NO PAPERS ON THEM. THEY ARE DOING FANTASTIC. SHE IS BEING A REALLY GOOD MOM TO THEM AND THEY SO CUTE AND BE READY FOR CHRISTMAS LOL. FREAKY!

My Dominion
MY DOMINION MY DOMINION magnify CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SEE MY WORDS HERE IS MY DOMAIN SYSTEMS THAT ARE FAR LIKE THE ONE WE LIVE THESE 13 ARE UNDER ME THIS IS MY DOMINION THIS IS MY REIGN HERE IS THE HOWLING OF THE DAMNED HERE IS MY RIGHT HAND TIME SLIPPING PAIN GROWING HERE MY ROAR SHALL REIGN HERE A 1000 SUNS ARE MINE HERE MY LEFT HAND SHINES

My Dog Can Walk On Water
There was a hunter who came into the possession of a special bird dog. The dog was the only one of its kind, because it can walk on water. One day he invited a friend to go hunting with him so that he could show off his prized possession. After some time, they shot a few ducks, which fell into the river. The man ordered his dog to run and fetch the birds. The dog ran on water to fetch the birds. The man was expecting a compliment about the amazing dog, but did not receive it. Being curious, he asked his friend if the friend had noticed anything unusual about the dog. The friend replied, “Yes, I did see something unusual about your dog. Your dog can’t swim!” Success Principles More than 90% of the people that we face everyday are negative. They choose to look at the hole in the middle rather than the doughnut. Do not expect compliments or encouragement from them. These are the people who cannot pull you out of your present situation. They can only push you down. So be aw

My Doggies Are So Cute
My dogs are so darn funny I have to tell this story. These dogs are so darn cute and funny at times. I want to choke them most of the time. Lady barks because she likes her own voice and Kaman wants to 'mark' everything in the house. So I am either yelling at Lady to shut up, or I am cleaning up Kaman's 'markings'. Well, last night, I hear the two dogs just growling and fussing at each other. I knew it had to be over a treat that they were acting like that. I knew I hadn't given them anything to fight over. So I just made them be still and go to sleep (around 1am). I got up this morning and I went to put them outside and I see CANDY WRAPPERS in the floor. As a matter of fact, there was 2 'Dum Dum" lollipops wrappers and a stick. Plus, chocolate wrappers, THEY FOUND CANDY!!!! I started picking up all their paper and wrappings off the floor, and I find a half eaten lollipop in one of their beds stuck to their blanket. Now, I know what they were fighting over last night.

My Dog
Today january 12 my dog emma had her babies she only had two the first one died the secound one is ok its the most amazeing thing too see she has good mother instinks the both were girls thier chihuahuas sooo small harley the daddy is so proud we named the first one hanna may it rest in peace the secound one we named hope shes all tan just like the daddy .i hope she will be strong and stay alive .good job emma

My Docs Apt Today
For my friends that are concerned about my health and what the doctor said today.... The doctor said...I have full blown cervical cancer now.. and I was diagnosed with diabetes.. What is the worst part.. I can't afford the medications the doctor prescribed to me.. That is an update on what's going on.. Thank you for my friends that have stuck by me through all this.. I love you all Cassie

My Down And Depressed Poem To My Friends And Family
Some days I just don't know what to do, then I decide to just sit and think About the what ifs, what about and why.... Would it be better just to have a drink? The girls come down, they seem to know they sense my mood or just get bored.... But they always come and comfort me, make me feel so much adored. It would be very easy to just give, I say it so many times..... I know that I am not a quitter Even if I have to count out the dimes. Some days are definitely harder than others, Especially if I have time to sit and think... I get down, depressed and sad all day, I see myself going nowhere, just to sink. Then I have my good friends, Whether I have met them or not, Some are family and some aren't. They show me love a lot!!! They make me smile and see they care. Each in their own ways too I appreciate my friends and family They are the ones I know are true!!! Wrote on July 31st 2008 @ 8:10 pm

My Doctor Isn't A Doctor! My Realtor Isn't Licensed
and who knows what other professional licenses are being used by someone who never went to class a day in his ro her life for the professional role they are faking! SOMEONE USED MY REAL ESTATE license in Michigan. Though it doesn't take long to attend required courses, study for and pass a state licensing exam, someone took a chump path to accessing multi million and other high priced properties. My license and area where I worked was in OAKLAND COUNTY MICHIGAN... the West Bloomfield area...WAABEEK, HUNTER GLEN and FOX VALLEY areas. It's the area my broker focused his office skills for new and used residential properties. Imagine placing your home on the market... it gets put on MLS and someone not known by authorities legal or licensed... accesses your home with the realtor pass key. It's like going to the doctor for hives and him admitting you to the hospital to have your groin pulled. Or another example... you go to college, pay your student fees... buy your books and pay the semes

My Doggie Wish.. Wrote By Me!!
My DoGGie WiSH... I'd rather be a dog they're such a charming race, They bite, & bark, & growl then lick you in the face.. Some are short & small some long & lanky, Others that i've met are sometimes very stanky.. I've never met a doggy i've never met a one, That didn't think good hygiene was licking their own bum.. If i were a doggy i'd love to run leash free, I'll tell ya what i wouldn't want is someone watching while i pee.. I have a puppy of my own her name is Juliet, She is my doggy pal & my favorite pet.. I like to sit & stare at her big, bright, gentle eyes, My heart skips a beat every time she sighs.. She loves me very much this i know for sure, I also love her back right down to her doggy core.. Why a dog i'd rather be you sit back & you ask, Well, they show us their true colors & never wear a doggy mask!! -BlondeBratZ

My Doctor Appointment
Well I had another doctor appointment. They took the 1st step in setting the brace so it can bend. Although they see no bone browth. So I don't know how bad of a thing that is. Can't be good though. I'll keep ya's updated .

My Dog
Everybody who has a dog calls it something like "Rover" or "Spot" or "Bruno" But I thought I'd call my dog "Sex." Now my dog, Sex, has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the city hall to renew his license, I told the clerk I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I'd like to have one too". Then I said, "But this is a dog." He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then I said, "You don't understand. I've had Sex since I was nine years old." He said that I must have been quite a kid. When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took the dog with us. I told the hotel clerk that I wanted a room for my wife and me, and a special room for Sex. He said that every room in the hotel was for sex. So I finally said, "You don't understand. Sex keeps me awake at night." The clerk said, "Me too." One day I entered Sex in a contest, but before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was just standing there looking around. I told him I had p

My Dog Molley
Last week, my dog Molley started having problems with her right eye. It was swollen, puffy, and irritated. My Vet said it looked like it was being irritated by a stray eyelash that was growing inward, poking the eye. He referred me to a specialist that does nothing BUT eyes. I took her to the specialist today. He examined her VERY thoroughly. He found a large tumor in her right eye. It has done enough damage that the eye cannot be saved. She goes for surgery at 8:30 in the morning. They are going to remove her right eye in a same day surgical procedure. Her left eye is fine. Pray for her. Heck, pray for me, this is costing me $1500! ha ha ha Seriously, she is FINE, she has already adjusted to having a limited field of vision (so says the Vet). She only has to recover from the surgery and avoid getting an infection. Otherwise she should be fine. *I* am the one who is all upset over this. *sigh* I loves my doggie...but damn love is tough!

My Down Fall
When u took my hand in yours, it was then that i knew, that nothing mattered anymore, Because u gave me hope, I shall forever be grateful, So as the days fade to night, I know where you are, always beside me but so far away, it is my down fall... Always loveing but never loved, when the winds blows my soul crys, For nothing i do is ever good enough, to show my love for you, So i set day to day wondering of my love, did you ever want me is all i say, it is my down fall... With my life id protect you from harm, never a care to my own safety, So as i set and wait, i can not help but ponder, is she happy with the one she has, As i wish my luck to her upon the stars, I know now she is my down fall.

My Doc Visit
So, i've been sick and when i went to the doc and she asked her normal questions, this one came up " Do you smoke/drink/married"? Odd??? I thought it was smoke/drink/illegal drugs? Since when did marriage become harmful to your health.... oh and g'morning fookers

My Dog (chopper)
my sweet chopper got loos and got hit last night some time? well got him taken to the vet this morning, they took x-rays (2) his right leg is broken and the left hip is dislocated! its going to take a lot ofcare and love to get him back to health!! but i know i can do i he is like one of my kids, i couldnt let them put him to sleep!! so far there putting his hip back in place wraped up for 2 weeks, ( there is a 50% ) chance that it will stay, he's about 85 lbs, then bring him back in 2 weeks .. and hope that it stays and that he wont need surgery, on that hip... also the right leg there going to splint it up, and that could take up to about 3 mos to heal? its broken in a way that there is a big chip taken out thats y it take so long to heal.. but even when i get him home theres lots of work id have to keep him from moving, and move him from side to side every 2 hrs! and have to carry him out to potty 3 to 4 times a day... also hes going to be on pain meds, and some atibiotic, to help

[my Dog Ate My Reason]
Reheeeaaallypissed this morning. I thought to myself "ah sure, I can make it, I just have %50 lung capacity" and I'm going out to bring my dog in, who started spotting yesterday (as in bing clumpy patches of vagina blood) and the little fucker starts running in circles and being a general fuckhead. Granted its a nice morning and typically I let her stay out on these mornings but I explained to her that I don't want any babies. No go. I do all my usual tricks- run from her,run inside she even hops inside with me, only to bolt and jump out the door again at which point I'm extra pissed because I'mwheezingand running late. I eventually catch her, she does her little death roll, pulls my arm too hard, wrenches my wrist and yanks her collar all the way off, drags me into dog shitbucks and kicks me in the stomach and faceand I've fucking had it I pick her up by her ears chomp down on one, and knee her gently in the ass when she tries to buck free again (you ever tried to grab a 130

My Downloading Dilemma
so this album I've been playing the shit out of the past few days... Deep Politics, by Grails.... it isn't released until March 8th when I buy it from iTunes... I have to delete the illegal files first and totally fuck up my play counts. I'm soooooooo ashamed. I just couldn't wait. *hangs head low and kicks rocks on the ground*

My Doc...
This is for you... You are always there to help me evrytime I need you... You said HELLO and i knew we would never be apart... You are my BEST FRIEND... You always look out for me...You always take care of me... You are my EVERYTHING... I could not breathe WITH OUT YOU... You are MY HEART... You are MY MIND... You are MY EYES... You are MY BODY... You are MY SOUL... I am sending this to say THANK YOU sincerely for all tha you do for me.... THANK YOU DOC i really do appreciate everything you do.... CARRIE NICHOLS FEBRUARY 28.2012

My Dog's New Years Resolutions
I will not bark each time I see or hear a dog on TV.I will not steal underwear belonging to my mistress and then dance all over the back yard with it.I will not chew red crayons or pens, because my master will think that I am hemorrhaging.I will not roll my toys behind the fridge.I must shake the rainwater out of my coat BEFORE I enter the house.

My Dream Man
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... SO NOW I WILL SAY: I like you because of who you are to me..A true friend. Remember: A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying .. WE screwed up, but we had fun! " Proud to be your Friend! Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead. I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned...that we shou

My Dream Come True
My Dream Come True As I sit here dazed and confused Wondering why time and time again it's my emotions being abused My instinct is always to trust from the start But why does it seem some men feel it's ok to mess with a woman's heart? Into a thousand pieces my hearts been torn Too many times my heart has been scorned From what I thought was love To often I'm asking the Man above Why am I so susceptible to all this pain? Maybe one day it will be my turn to gain My eyes have fell blind My time is coming to find a man to confide Someone I can put all my trust into A man that can vow not to abuse Someone to call my own A man that I know will not roam Someone to be my best friend A man to be with me 'til the end By the end I mean, 'til the day i die Until then I'll be waiting by and by Is this REALLY you? My dream come true

My Dream Engagement Ring. . . .hint Hint
Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Round Diamond! A round diamond is classic and timeless, just like your style Your diamond will always look with the times - and goes with everything Of all diamonds, round diamonds show the most sparkle They are often chosen by sweet, dependable women who make marriage their #1 priority. What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

My Dream
My Dream Author: Diane B. I close my eyes, And I see his face I feel his touch, His warm embrace I hear his voice, He whispers so Says he'll never Let me go He smells so good, It feels so right I beg him please, To hold me tight He runs his fingers Through my hair Caresses my skin, His touch so fair And then he presses His lips to mine My body quivers, With feelings divine And just as I feel I haven't a care, I open my eyes, To find he's not there Was it all in my head? Does my dream man exist? I feel a great sadness, as I ask myself this Then as I look up, As if out of the blue I see your sweet smile, And I reach out to you You gladly reach back, With your arms open wide The moment stands still, A love frozen in time You are the man, Of which I had dreamed I've waited forever, Or so it has seemed To share these feelings, So pure, so true I want to shout it out loud... I LOVE YOU!

My Dream
I had a dream last night it was powerful and full of emotion colorful passion and deep desires it was like being swallowed up whole in love left feeling wanting more, in need of you I never ever dreamed like this before not that I can remember... I woke from this dream still feeling you still having desires rush through my body at the same time giving in to what it was Part of me was overwhealmed yet I felt complete and fullfilled Is it strange to feel this way? I was alone and left yearning for you... more so a need to be next to you Not just now or only tomorrow but always ... each and every day So I ask you, my love may I lay beside you at night... to wake with you each morning? I love you baby!

My Drug Of Choice
You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls. Marijuana75%Inhalents69%Mushrooms63%Alcohol63%Ecstacy63%None!50%Cocaine25%What's your ideal drug?created with QuizFarm.com

My Dream Car
You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry. And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road! What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

My Dream Car....one Of Them!!!
What kind of muscle car are you? 1971 Plymouth BarracudaYou have a 1971 Plymouth Barracuda. You love beer. You love your car. It's fast as hell, and thats all that matters! And yes, it's got a hemi.....that's right I said a hemi!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

My Dream Guy
my dream guy does me no wrong is always there for me listens to me when i talk cares about what i want looks deeply into my eyes and says how much he loves me in every way holds me for hours on end my dream guy firey satphire eyes strong, secure arms a voice that when he talks, everyone listens an unimaginable smile a way to always make me feel good amazingly kissable lips a unique sense of style i wish my dream guy existed i know he know never will i will never be truely inlove until i meet him he is my one true love my destiny for if i cant have him i want no one

My Dream
I close my eyes and dream. I dream about a handsome,strong man. I dream that he loves me and thinks I'm da bomb! I dream that I never have to be lonely again. I dream that he makes sweet, slow love to me all night long. I dream that he wants to always be with me. I dream that he makes me laugh with his wonderful sense of humor. I dream that he works hard and plays even harder. Is my dream man out there somewhere?

My Dream...
So I had this horrible dream last night. I actually have nothing better to do, so I'm going to tell ya bout it and see if anyone might have some insight to what it might mean. Who knows, guess we will see. So anyway, my dream somehow got to this point to where me, my dad, my lil sister, and a shit load of other people were walking down this river, this wide, huge river when something goes wrong. Next thing I know, we are all having to walk in the same direction to get away from something. I have no clue what we were running from, but it scared me. Anyway, my dad starts yelling, and its dark so I couldn't see him. But he had fallen in the river and was being carried along the rivers hard current pretty fast downstream when I hear him yelling to me and everyone to get in the water and float along, because it was faster and easier than walking. So we all get in. I have ahold of my lil sister so she don't go under when I see one of my friends struggling to keep her head above the water and

My Dream
My Dream I have a dream, it is not as good as Martin Luther King jr's, but it is my dream. I'm the odd one of the family because of this dream. I want to be a pilot and i will do anything to be one. A pilot is like, A child with toys, A teen driving a car, a father with his family, all in one. Johnathen Allen Forcum Copyright ©2006 Johnathen Allen Forcum

My Dream
Alongside the wide grey road stood I, To watch a procession passed by, Of the damsels, rather all in teen, Of the same size height and colour, The bulk and body; dressed in green, But all bore the features quite different. Drenched them the incessant rain; They passed and passed by jostling, In silence in rows long, unendingly, Numerous, countless were they all, Neither worried, nor did seem happy; Glanced they at me with stealing looks, And I stood silent with lowering eyes, Peeping into innerself like a criminal, When brought among the fellow men. It confounds, troubles me when I think, Whether their plight was shown to me, Or mine to them, I could not decide

My Dream...
A touch on my shoulder, and I turn, confused. A woman stands there, sultry, a sexy smile on her plush lips. Long black hair tickles her pale cheeks as she sets her weight on one curved hip, allowing her slit dress to expose her bare leg. No panty lines, no tan lines. "What are you doing here?" I ask, suddenly scared. Hadn't I been alone in my roomb before? "I've come for you," she replies, her voice throaty and oh so very sexy. She reaches her hand up to cup my face, thumb rubbing against my lips. I sigh, tingles running down my body, centering on my breasts and lower regions. "Really?" I want to say it, but I can't get more than the "R" out before she leans forward, catching my lips in the most smoldering kiss I've ever had. Her tongue scrapes against mine as she runs her hands up and down my body, touching places and pinching others, making me gasp and moan as I rub up against her. She rips the clothes from my body, crushing my breasts in her squeezing hands before she sn

My Dream
My Dream I thought i'd lost you forever Then you came to me in my dream I wish i never woke up You don't know how real it seemed We held each other close So tight we could not breathe No one else was there It was only you and me Now i stand here thinking Wishing you were here To see the world you left behind And all you friends so dear. I cannot help but miss you For my heart is about to bust You left me all alone here With no one i can trust I wish my dream were real We were standing by a lake Then i let you slip away And that was my worst mistake But one day i will get there Though it may take me a while When i finally reach the heavens I will know you by your smile. Lindsey Johnson

My Dreams
my dreams r to meet famous people that i admire alot. become a famous singer and be admired.become an idol like my dad is my idol.i would love to meet my fav singers and fav bands.i would like to help other ppl. thats all for now ty

My Drunk Rant
i just got told by ten different people that all im good for is a good fucking and no one seems to care that i have feelings im not childish i just dont like the feeling that ever time i turn around all im good for is sex....and nothing else and i realize there are people out there for me and that do care but they are not here to help me they are not here to help me not get beatin up by my ex and they are here to show me the affection that i despratly want dont fuckin sit here and say oh i would and i wish i could if u cant dont sit there and lead me on and say u will thats bull crap that i dont care for cause all it does is creates unnecessary bull that is unappericated....

My Dr. Appointment
I went for my check up this morning and as always it took forever. I got there at 9 am and then sat in the waiting room until 9:30 then they called me into the examining room and I sat there until 10:15 or so. The Doctor came in and asked how I was and then he fussed at me because I gained 12 Lbs in 3 months. He also told me I needed more exercise and to eat healthier. He tells me that every time I go. Then they decide to do blood work for cholesterol so I sat there for another 30 minutes until they called me in to take my blood. I told the nurse that I was afraid of needles and she looked at me and smirked then shoved the needle into my arm, I think she tried to hurt me. Guess she didn't know that I like it rough. hehe. So now I have another appointment in 3 months.

My Dream
Although I am Catholic I still wonder down those roads And too often I get lost I’ve been depressed a lot lately I just don’t think I can go on My heart is filled with pain My insides ache all the time I’d carry all my tears and worries My shoulders bent with burden I’ve lived in the rain It seems I’ve spent a lifetime Searching after truth Where there’s no suffering of pain Hearts are hurting in this world I see evidence everywhere From the suffering and the pain of others The pain the misery and the woe Of those less fortunate than me But I had a dream last night I saw a cross on a hillside From the valley below And a voice said to me Towards the cross I must go I said I couldn’t start The hill was too steep I wanted to turn and just run He told me not to be afraid or scared He said please do not run away Don’t give up the answer is there If only I will follow He led me where to go The door of opportunity Has opened wide for me Each step I take into

My Dream
As I lay here, late at night. I gaze upon your picture, my heart starts to race. As I close my eyes, I see your face. When I drift off to sleep, into my veins you seep. I can feel you, touch my soul. On my heart, you pull. You fill every inch of me, with warm, radiant love. The early dawn shines down on my face, all I can do is sigh. So much love in this place, I awake, only to gaze into your eyes

My Dreams
In my dreams I see your face You’re the one that makes my heart race In my dreams you hold me tight You make everything seem so right In my dreams you’re always to my aid You are close to me whenever I’m afraid In my dreams you’re the perfect guy You never hurt me, you never lie In my dreams I’m always your girl And you treat me as a precious pearl How I wish for this dream to come true Cause in there I love you and you love me too

My Dream
my dream by Michael Oncheck My passion for you, it burns so deep, bright as a thousand suns, warm as a million stars. Beyond the horizon, there I wait for you, warming the cold land, lighting the dark skies, and suddenly I see you, laying there asleep, so fair, so beautiful, so gentle, so pure, so calm, so very serene. I can but only hope, for a single day in time, that she will be mine, and naught but mine alone. As my longing takes over, driving me towards you, I warm you with my touch, my fingers of pure light, they glide over your body, gently touching, caressing, caring for your tender flesh. Oh the possibilities! The many loving acts, all I would do for you, accomplish with you. I can but only hope, for a single day in time, that she will be mine, and naught but mine alone. Your still body begins to stir, eyes beginning to open, revealing the gateway, a gateway to a beautiful mind, a mind so true and unique, I can only smile in its pre

My Dream Guy (dream Guy)
Hmmm..Let's see...He'll have to be tall...none of that crazy muscle build, just defined slightly. Brown or green eyes. Full lips and smile that is usually a smirk. Okay...it's impossible. I can't really make one up...I like to many things about a guy that another guy will have to make him perfect... When you find someone, something is unique that makes you like me. That begins the attraction. Of course they have to appeal to you physically and mentally. That's it. It's official. I'll become a nun.

My Drug Personality
Your Personality Is Like Marijuana You're laid back and easy going, so much so that taking a shower is often too much trouble for you! Nevertheless, you're quite popular, and many people enjoy your company. You're rarely turned down. You're prone to giggle fits, paranoia, and forgetting where you are exactly. What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

My Dream Girls
"The Invitation" "It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for your adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know

My Dream Last Night... Kicced A$$!!! Lol!!!
I had this dream last night sooooo weird first I was in this talking stuffed animal mall LOL and my Dad kept telling me to put the talking bears and M & M 's down cause we had to wait till they called us on their cell phones but then there was a huge earthquake and I got ceperated from My Dad so he told me to not call him on the cell phone bears but I stole 3 of them and took off in him blacc Cadillac ESV and headed down to Compton, Cali w/ you, my sister, and 3 others LOL and then my sister got scared we kept calling my Dad on all these numbers that he gave me on a sheet to all the teeddy bears I gave up on that one though, and then we saw like this one hugeeeeee blocc of bloods that were walking around praying in front of all these swingsets lol cause the swingset chair thingy wasen't on it, so there was just two chains hanging down and on eash of those 2 chains were 2 or one bloods hanging there all bloody by their neccs and heads and bullets in the middle of their head half an arm

My Dream.....
You walked towards me...smiling at me you asked me what i wanted to do....and i told you that i would show you......i pulled you towards me..kissing you long and hard.your tongue was soft yet powerful.I knew that tongue would feel wonderful between my legs.You started to kiss me softly kissing me down my neck and slowly down my body.Caressing every inch of my curves....You started to undress me while i was undressing you.You started to caress my breast rubbed and suck on my nipples...are bodies trembling with excitement.You press your body against mine..i can feel your throbbing c~~k...i started to kiss your body slowly going down ...down... teasing you and driving you crazy to the point where you were on fire and begged me to suck your c~~k....i began to suck on you until i had you almost at the edge. I pulled my mouth away,licked the tip for a minute then slowly took you back in.You felt so good,filling my mouth completely.You tasted the way i imagined you would as i slowly slid you

My Dream.......................
Ya know the truth of the matter is Im not lil miss size 3......... Im not even a 10, 12........ Im the that thick chick my jeans r 13's I wear a size large shirt.......... but I can dance.......... I can move........ and when I do I feel good............ for those of U that know me U know Im a Political Science major in school and a dance minor.............. Heres my problem........... Even though I love my Law, Politics, Government classes.......... My dance classes are what drive me........ Ive had thoughts of what if........... What if I applied to Juliard....... Could I really have that dance career Ive wanted since I was 5.......... I mean dancers are those tiny chicks.......... Is there room for me in the dance world............ I dunno............. I guess its just a dream........ Ciao

My Dream Wife
http://www.modfxmodels.com/models/Tila/Tila-index.html This is who i would marry on the Spot.... but honoestly.. I have a thing for Sexy feet and she has it... Beside the fact I love her to death.. yes i've been in the Import scen for 7 yrs and she my Goddess My love My dream...

My Dream Last Night.....mmmmmmm
I had a dream last night you were there.. I was walking with only a coat and corset my heeled boots tapping gently as i walk I reach your door and knock gently you answer the door in your mask grabbing me and pulling me inside you placed the collar on me then tied me down slowly you start to nibble pulling and tugging with your teeth biting kissing and licking you make my toes curl with pleasure give me more i say then you ride me with my hands still tied i cant run my nails down your back harder and faster making me scream your name and your name only you withdraw both satisfied and smiling untying me you kiss me gently and whisper in my ear till we meet again....

My Dreams
There's a meadow in my dreams It's more real then it seems And the air is sweet with flowers Sometimes I wish that I could be On a feather,Floating free In the dreams,I'm always dreaming Where I have'nt got a care Close my eyes and drift away To watch the willows sway I can hear the laughing brook She whisphers softly in my ear Yes theres a meadow in my dreams Where I know people I've never seen And we talk of simple things Watch the hours turn to years There are children,They run to me Bringing memories for me to see And the teardrops fall down on my face Because it all is made of dreams Someday soon I'll find a way To say to you what I have to say When I do find you the answers We'll know the dreams and in between. Jimbo/Copyright/11/31/75

"my Dragonfly"
My Dragonfly in the night, I see Her overhead but She is not in the form I expected A simple glowing light, a simple form. This is Her... my guardian Dragonfly Perched above my bed to watch over me Guiding me in my sleep and dreams. Lending me Her power and Her strength. This is Her...my mother Dragonfly. A gentle song in the middle of the night a humming so innocent,so sweet a dancing light so tiny...twinking in the dark. this is Her...my daughter Dragonfly.

My Dreams Of You Will Come True
I WAKE UP AND YOUR NOT HERE. I AM SAD. MY DREAM FOR THE NIGHT HAS ENDED. I DONT HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS. I HAVENT KISSED YOU YET, IT WAS ALL A BEAUTIFUL DREAM. THAT HAS ENDED FOR THE NITE. NOW I LOOK FORWARD TO MY DAY DREAMS OF YOU. THAT LAST EVERY MOMENT I'M AWAKE. AND THEN MY JOY BEGINS ONCE MORE. THAT LAST THE REST OF MY DAY. FOR I KNOW THAT SOON VERY SOON, I WILL HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS FOR THAT 1ST TIME. WE WILL HAVE OUR FRIST KISS. THEN, ONLY THEN WILL MY DREAMS OF YOU COME TRUE. BESOS

My Dream
I dreamt of a man, he was in a land far away, a land I did not know, there he met a princess that he fell for. He could tell she liked him as well. Days later she offered him a pendant, and told him that she made this pendant for him alone, and that the design was inspired by him. He felt on top of the world, there was no greater feeling. Hours later she came back and said that she wanted to duplicate the pendant and sell it across the land. He did not know how to tell her that he would not like that, in fact at that very moment he thought it a wonderful idea. He told her to duplicate it and sell it around the land, she did so. That very day after seeing his pendant on other men and women chests he no longer felt the same about the pendant that she had made especially for him. He could not bare to throw it away, as it was a precious gift in the begining. Yet when he looked at it, he got discomfort from it, instead of the joy and high as he had once did. There was no way he coul

My Dreams And My New Hopes In Life
(This was written in my live journal and few friends will know why I just hurting all the time after reading it.)(Plus this week is hard to be strong tomorrow the 22nd would of been my 1 year anniversary with the only woman i loved and that was shattered like glass) this was time stamped 8:55pm 3/20/07 Curent mood:(confused, with partial depression and loss of confidence) Lately I am not sure what the hell I want in life anymore. I have dreams and I have hopes, that are just fading, and rigth now do not care anymore. I know I will get this degree and then well I think I will request to go into the service. Yeah I said the service, I lately jsut do not have the confidence for anything anymore, and right now questioning alot of things. I do not know if I am meant to be with anyone anymore. I was told by a friend and I quote"How can anybody not want u? Ur such a great guy, ur sweet, kind and the most caring and thoughtful person on the planet. I mean that, really. U can't g

My Dream...
I make my way, through the heavily treed, leaf covered path, I suddenly see you, standing there, surrounded by wild flowers. Behind you, a small stream, trembles it's way down the mountainside. You are so radiantly apealingl, I overflow, ache with love for you. No words are spoken. I find myself bursting, for want of your love. For the need to hold you...touch you. Slowly, we make our way toward each other. We meet amid a bed of soft, green moss. Our hands reach out, touch, and as if in slow motion, we find ourselves seated on this bed of Gods making. Your lips are moist, my heart pounding. Your breath quickens, as the rise and fall of your manly retreat seems to try to free itself. I'm am inches from those lips, I have long for. As you move toward me, we kiss. A long, moist, tender... hungry kiss. A kiss, that fulfills all the promises of love. I feel myself, melting into your very soul. I lay you gently back on the bed of green. You touching the pulsating v

My Dreams Please Come True!
I told him I loved him, Now he's got me no matter what, anything I do But I couldn't have found a better guy, he'll love me till the day i die, never makes me cry Things went wrong, and you know what they say about bad habbits dying hard Tried to do right, all my life, tried not to lie But I guess love isn't always enough I either fell too hard, for a man who doesn't feel for me, please don't let that be Baby, if you only knew, just how much i miss you, how much I wish I was with you, I wish we had it to do again, to start over and take away the pain In my wildest dreams, you come back home, don't know what you got till it's gone, what I did was wrong, Please now just come back home Please be okay I'm just wasting away I need you to know I care and I MISS YOU

My Dreams
By: Allen.. ( always making me smile ) Your the one in my dreams at night, while stars shine and in my mind good things twine. Every night I wish to see you, to hold you and feel you. But yet these things I never show, I just want you to know that they are there. For you when you're in spare for love. And so I end in my deepest reget that I waited so long to show my love to you. But you mean more to me than anything.

My Dream.. Your Nightmare..
Lake of Drowning Souls Journey into the darkest recesses of your mind Far off chants signal eternal doom You try to get away Swimming through a dark, poisonous substance Which seeps into your skin A million drowning souls claw at your body You desperately head for the shore And scramble out Onto an island you know not where Witches and goblins stare back at you With a hideous intensity in their eyes You are their prey A soul for the taking An inner awakening Onto a whole new world Of evil and torment Again you run The sky is dark And the shouts and screams are close at hand They are ready to pounce You must get away You wake up Safe for another day But when you sleep They will enter your dreams Oblivious to your screams One night they will take you away To their world And untold evil and torment Will be your daily toil “Sweet dreams!” Thank you Krimson

My Dreams Vs. Reality
It's been so long since I've had the nightmares, I was actually beginning to think I was getting over them. I have been sleeping better & happier than I have been in so many years lately. Reality always kicks me in the ass, it comes back to haunt me in my deepest quietest moments when it knows it can effect me the most without me fighting back. Two nights in a row now of reliving horrid scenes, screaming inside, tormenting dreams. I don't want them back, I want the damn future, I'm sick of my fucked up past. I had to take xanax as soon as I woke up this morning my whole body was trembling, I haven't had to do that in awhile. I am still, hours later with hands shaking as I write this. I thought it was all gone, why is it back? Why can't they just leave me the fuck alone?? I refuse to go back into my fucking shell and shy away from people again. I have my friends back, some new, some old and I'm not going anywhere this time. It would be so nice to have someone to reach out and hold ont

My Dreams Please Come True!
I told him I loved him, never should have cause it was a lie Now he's got me no matter what, anything I do Doesn't make a difference cause it's a lie Hope and pray that your love is returned, or that he won't hurt you this time cause i lied Never coulda found a better guy, i thought that was true but i lied Went back to the usual drugs, and you know what they say about bad habbits dying hard Tried to do right, all my life, tried not to lie Still can't find just the right guy cause all i do is lie You either fall too hard, for a man who's not a man cause you lie and decieve him Or you don't fall hard enough and still end up hurting, missing him cause you lied and he believed it Baby, if you only knew, just how much i miss you, how much I wish I was with you, ha ha i'm lying again I wish we had it to do again, to start over and take away the pain and now i'm lying again In my wildest dreams, you come back home, don't know what you got till it's gone, what

My Dream
My dreams search to discover places I need to be carrying me far away providing shelter from this stormy sea. Grasping the smiles, the laughter all the joys that come my way creating an illusion that fills my empty day. My dreams give me hope and protects my every thought helps me to endure the pain this life has brought. Frequently I cast away across the sea I sail never disappointing me my dreams never fail. Keeping me safe and free of despair my dreams have a way of taking me there. Never putting off the unknown pleasure that awaits accepting the wondrous joys that my dream creates. Across the raging sea to a better place the sadness that took control is what my dreams erase.

My Dream Is Finally Realized.
I am a photographer for JC Penney's portrait studio at Barton Creek Mall [well the company is called Lifetouch, you know the school photo people], and I get 8.00/hr, and I work with Dawn's friend Desirrae....she is so cool. During my interview today I felt nervous, because when I really want the job, I try my best not to F up, and she caught my mysterious vibe, so I am better now...But she offered me the job and I start tommorrow. Woot woot!!!!!!!!! --Misty

My Dream
As the sun sets and reflects a glow on my face... I stand on the balcony thinking of you.... feeling the breeze across my body and smelling the scent of you all around me.. just the thought of your presence starts to arouse me in a very sensual and passionate way... I feel my nipples hardening with every moment that passes.... my thoughts are drifting... dreaming that you are there on the balcony with me reaching around to touch me... the soft touch of your hands along my body... your hands on my breasts caressing them and kissing the back of my neck... I place my hands on top of yours to help guide your hands along my body... I feel the wetness occurring between my thighs...... I slowly start to move your hands down to my stomach but not stopping there... I continue to move them down until you reach the end of my skirt... you lift my skirt and slide your hand underneath it... down into my panties to feel the wetness you have created.... I began to start gasping for air.... I love

My Dream World
My Dream World So peaceful as the moon shinesWithin my dreams I see The glow of your perfection Always here with me Upon the stars and moonbeams Each one that falls from high I gather them while dreaming Not one of them gets by No matter where I go now While sleeping or awake We travel to the places Where angels bring daybreak

My Dream Theme
Merritt, the recurrent theme of your dream life is Empowerment You're dreaming about antagonistic people and situations that are threatening to diminish your personal power. While you sleep, your mind gravitates toward scenarios in which something is making you feel scared or confused. Your dreams tell stories of combating that which brings you emotional pain. This means that in some area of your life, you're searching for ways to regain your sense of security and certainty. There are a wide variety of dreams that fall into the category of Empowerment. You may dream about being chased by someone or something dangerous. Many people dream about falling from a high place, or being just on the edge of falling. Getting lost, perhaps in an unfamiliar place, is also common in Empowerment dreams. Empowerment is your overarching dream theme. Tickle's research has identified seven universal dream themes, including Empowerment. To learn more about your scores on all seven them

My Dream...
I had a wonderful dream last night and realized this morning, that it was my fantasy waiting to happen! It started with me coming home after a long day at work. Being in the Federal security field, it's always a long day at work! :) I walk in the house to peace and quiet and just a warmness in the air. I smell the sweet aroma of my favorite foods, buttery pasta and fresh Italian bread with garlic sprinkled on it. The house is clean though it wasn't this morning after three children decided to storm through. I call out my lovers name (no names will be mentioned!) and I hear bath water running in the Roman tub. I walk in the bedroom starting to undress and I suddenly feel hands on me and a soft voice telling me to allow him to undress me. I turn around and before I know it a blindfold is put on me. I smile devishly. I ask where the kids are and am told that they are at the park with the neighbor. I get a warm feeling in my toes that runs up my body as I feel these masculine hands sta

My Dream..
I saw very powerfull dream and when i woke up i remember every word off that dream and i.ll wrote them down... Now i want to sharethose words...... When i woke up i.ll cry and feel somehow sooo peace in my heart.. Well anyway: I WAS LIKE STANDING ON THE ROOF.THERE IS SAND EVERYWHERE..AND PIACE OF GLASS..AND I TALK TO GOD: Lord i can,t say on my words how my pain hurting me. It,s like dark melody and i looking for you. Are you forget me like this? Do you go past..... When i pray,did i do that for nothing? You dont even look at me. How long i have to suffer? Please hear me.My eyes is full of tears. Lord you know i love you.? Have i take care of me by myself? What i have done,to suffer like this? Did you take away your Holy Spirit? I,m here Lord and so tired. Only what i want from you is love and peace. Please come Lord and make me new again. Give me your spirit and make me srong. I never go away from you.. Take this suffer and i.ll fin

My Driving School! Tips For Everyone!!
Here are some apparently TOP SECRET driving tips to help you along your everyday route! * Use Your Turn Signal! Now here's the trick- not JUST when you're turning, but also changing lanes! This is much better than sloooowly floating into the lane next to you, and just cutting me- er, the other drivers- off! * Can't Multitask? An Idiot? Hang Up The Phone! If you just can't seem to stay in one lane or be safe whatsoever when you're talking on your cell phone while driving- hang up! Please make your calls before or after you turn the ignition, or at the very least keep calls short and factual! Gossiping in your SUV through the entire highway system is just not essential! * Live In Suburbia? You Don't Need A Hummer! Ya doucebag! * Driving Through A Residential or School Area? Slow the Fuck Down! Ya fuckin' douchebag! I hope someone found these tips helpful, and if you enjoyed them please comment and maybe I'll add more to my educational series :) Thank you, and good luck motorists

*my Dream*
You always tought Me right from wrong You held you head up And show me how to be strong You were my eyes When I couldn't see You never turn Your back away from me Then agian I always knew You would make me cry I knew when you left You would never say goodbye I play alone Without you here Always wanting My daddy to be near When I was dreaming Of you never turning your back on me I always knew It was only my fantasy Felica Beckham Copyright ©2007 Felica Dawn Beckham

My Dream Of Dreams
My Dream of Dreams! A gentle hand like soft rain across my cheek ...A kiss on the wind, strengthening words when im weak, small things that open my heart ..like souls ..2 bodies one mind...kindred spirits running blind...where from here ? Only heaven knows...where from here..my paths unknown..truths not easy to find..searching for that place in time..craving your warm familiar embrace..split second glimpse of you in my mind, as my eyes close..bringing forth happiness untold..my fairytale..my knight on high horse..my dream of dreams..like movie scenes..sunset kisses.. sparks ignite...choreographed movement..Perfect fit so tight..nothing short of sewn seams..sweetest touch devours me..your taste, your scent ..eyes lock..my fears faced..a moment purely of gods grace..this I see in daylights mist..night time dreams blessed with sunlights kiss..foggy memories of love untamed...vicious lust..unashamed..afternoons, evenings too..memories of me and you...Fate entangles pure determination..f

My Dreram Lover
she came to me last night,again.I closed my eyes for what seemed like a second and I was in her world. I could see her in the distance standing there beconing me to come to her.she is a powerfull creature she is not to be denied nor would i want to she has a supple skin very pale almost glowing,dark eyes that pierce through all my facades right to the core of me she sees me naked ,helpless, defenses down and yet i am not uncomfortable i am secure knowing that even through all my flaws and impurities she still comes to me. She floats on the air lightly dancing and smiling her wings are black as the night singed on the edges from dancing to close to the fire she is neither angel nor demon she is a child of the shadow born of darkness but not ruled by it. I approach her slowly gazing upon her.no story has ever described a creature so lovely she spins in the air teasing me my heart is pounding my throte is dry as i get closer she settles to the ground ,wings out ,showing me how impressive

My Drinking Problem
Here's the deal Kids... I have quit one addiction( smoking) and now its time to quit my other one(soda). This is the hardest one to quit. Anyone else out there ever try to quit drinking soda? Can I get a Cheering section out there?

My Drink Is Different Than Yours!
Some people think of drinking as going to a bar, sitting down and having an ice cold beer, or even a stiff drink of hard liquor. But I have found a drink that far exceeds that of any kind of liquor. If you do not understand what I saying, please stay with me, and I will explain it, as I go along. First I want to say that in 1982, I became a born again Christian and I love the Lord Jesus Christ with all of my heart. It was on a Friday evening and I was invited to a Evangelistic meeting in a small town that I lived next to. I knew a few people there. The evangelist spoke on witnessing and sang some songs. Then about half way through the evening, the evangelist asked if there was anyone would would like to ask Jesus Christ into their hearts. I responded and asked Jesus Christ into my life, to serve Him for the rest of my life. Before the night was up, one more request came forth. The evangelist asked if anyone needed prayer for healing. In response, I asked prayer for headaches

My Dream Come True.. 20 Years In The Making
So friday, June 15th, I drove for 4 hours from Lewiston Maine to Hartford Connecticut to see Tiffany at The Chez Est. She was SO incredible and was so sweet! I could not belive how tiny she really is! I have idmired her since 1987! I have literally spent the last 20 years dreaming to meet her. Her music has gotten me through some really rough times in life and because of her, she has not only gotten me through them, but has inspired me to sing. So last night we got to the show a bit early and just hung out and enjoyed the anticipation. She showed up and came onto stage and came out doing "Be with U tonight". She had so much energy! She didn't even stand still! She sang everything from an acopello version of "could've been" to "NA NA NA" to the obvious "Feels like love". Her voice sounded so clean and perfect... She hadn't changed since the last time I saw her in 1990. After the 35 minute set, she went off stage for a few to recoupperate and returned to do a meet and greet. My

My Drama
so here i am in a brand new relationsip with a great guy who loves me and treats me great, but i cant get over my own insecurities long enough to let him love me. i question every thing he does and everywhere he goes. like a stupid little bitch i check his calls on his phone when he isnt around and i have even went as far as to take down some of the "no name" numbers and call them when he wasnt around just to see if a girl will answer. each time my suspisions were unfounded. then i feel stupid and silly. so my question is will i be like this forever? i dont want to be, it doesnt feel good at all. i want to trust, i want to be secure in my relationship. did my ex ruin that for me or will i eventually learn to trust again? we even got into an argument about it this morning, he says if i dont trust him he shouldnt be here with me, and that is the last thing i want. i dont know what i would do without him. he has been my tiny piece of happyness in this crazy so called life. wow

My Dreams
Do offtin wonder why we dream??? Sometings I do.But the most I really dream about is this as follows. I dream that there will be no more killings, I dream that the price of food and clothing will come down, I dream of lower gas prices, I dream that the children in the world will not go hungry,I dream that there will be world pece,I dream that there will be a cure for Aids, cancer and other illness, I dream of haveing love for everyone, I dream of us not running out of water, I dream of us not running out of land, I dream of other people liveing a happy life, I dream of tomrrow, I dream of childern not getting beating or kidnapped,I dream of health for others,I dream of crim comeing to an end. There is more but I do not want to bour you. And I am sure that you have these dreams as well. And we all can make a differents in our lives if we would only care enugh to do so.

My Dream - Like Vision
I close my eyes and bring my mind to ease Visioning myself on a beach of quietness I’m walking through the whirls of the wind As they’re carrying me down the shoreline Opening my arms I spin and dance with the wind Feeling free and my soul uplifting I stop and look to my right as the ocean’s inviting me in Glancing above I see the sun as it holds no prejudice against me Sharing all of its warmth I continue to walk on this peaceful land While my hair leaves my shoulders to fly free in the wind As my body absorbs the salty air I dream myself into your arms Where I gather a sense of security A shield that fights for my safety The touch of your hand to mine Is so soft and gentle I can fear nothing To be near you in this dream of mine Is something I will never forget It’s that special feeling I cherish so much in my heart I open my mind to where I am What I’m doing and where I want to be And nothing seems more right Than here with you Soon the alarm goes off and m

My Dreams Are Unreachable Written For Baby Treasure.
She is my dream,but can never be anymore. When I reach to touch her,she is gone she is nomore. My days go by with her always on my mind. Can we ever be together,not now not anytime. Our paths cross at different times some other place. Without a glance or a chance to see her face to face. Her words ring true,my ears they hear everyone. But I blink my eyes and a new day has just begun. I crawl from my bed and wipe a tear from my eye.Longing for the morning where she doesn't say goodbye. MY DREAMS ARE UNREACHABLE.Joy

My Dream Girl
I stood at the party sipping my drink wondering how I kept getting roped into this things. My idea of a good time has little to do with standing around talking shop with people in the business. As Furman prattled on about so-and-so's boss doing such-and-such, my mind drifted out the window where the moon shown brightly in the night sky. Suddenly, I caught a reflection in the window. It was a woman. A beautiful woman. I turned quickly back to the room, but there was no one there but the same tired old people that had been chatting all night. Maybe one of the new guys brought his girl friend, I thought to myself. God, if I brought my wife to another one of these fiascos, she'd probably divorce me. Had I become so jaded that I was now hallucinating? Or was this wine finally starting to dull my brain? I began chatting with Saunders about his latest project, pretending to be interested in his description of the endless tribulations of working with Kaufmann. Out of the corner of my ey

My Dreams
My dreams are something that comes and something that goes but its ok because when i look at life in the face i know that no matter what comes around goes around and i will always manage to make it through whatever is tossed at me.... I have had many dreams and alot of them have either come true or they have fallen down... But its all ok because i will make it through it all because i am something that alot of people think im not and thats strong. I dont have to prove myself to anyone but myself, and i dont even have to do that because i know who i am and i know what i need to do and i know what i want in life. Kiss of faith is a kiss of death. You have to watch were you land. For you dont know what the death will bring you of the kisses. The walk to take to open things for old and new things to end. I kissed my death, i walked my line now i open my eyes and make it worth all i can do and work towords makeing things all better. I will kiss my faith for death every now and then bu

My Dreams
My dreams are filled with you, every night I go to bed. I remember everything you do, and listen to everything you said. Reach out and touch my hair, like you do every night. Your skin looks so fair, under the moon light. You grabbed my hand, and took me for a walk. We walked barefoot in the sand, and had a real long talk. You say you love me, more each day that will pass. I can't wait to see, how long my dream will last. I whisper to you, how things can be. All I can do, is see how the next dream will be.

My Dragon Tattoo
Well on Wens we are starting a huge cover up piece on my shoulder. It is a large chinese dragon that will be blue and purple with green fins. We are going to at least get all the black work and shading done in this round. I am sure that most of you could really care less about my ink but theres not much else that I care to tell everyone ya know? My personal life is just that...personal. There are a few people that I talk to on here about my personal life but they are few and far between, but you know who you are and I love you all. Anyway, well tat is all that is going on in this pathetic existance I have right now...PEACE

My Dream Of You
MY DREAM OF YOU I had a dream the other night. The dream was all about you. Oh, how I wish this crazy dream, Would someday really come true. I met you in a beautiful garden, Lit up by the moon from above. You took me into your loving arms, And said, 'Darling, let's make love.' I was so excited when you kissed me, Softly pressed your cool lips to mine. I felt your hands caress me. The ecstasy was simply divine. I could feel your maleness now. Our heavy breathing was the only sound. As you pressed me so close to you, My world was just going round and round. The grass was cool and refreshing, As our heated bodies lie side my side. Our mission was now completed And our hearts were glowing with pride.

My Dreams For Your Future
MY DREAMS FOR YOUR FUTURE MAY NOT INCLUDE ME THE BATTLE WITH MY ILLNESS IS UNFORTUNATE YOU SEE LIFE'S STRUGGLES ARE TREMENDOUS THE ROAD ROUGH AND LONG BUT WITH YOUR STRENGTH AND FAITH YOU CAN ALWAYS REMAIN STRONG FOR THOSE THAT ARE WILLING TO FIGHT DAY BY DAY YOUR EFFORTS WILL TAKE YOU TO HEIGHTS FAR AWAY SO MY DREAMS FOR YOUR FUTURE WILL INCLUDE THIS SMALL PRAYER THAT WHERE EVER YOU ARE YOU KNOW THAT I'M THERE DON'T HESITATE TO DREAM OR BE FEARFUL TO STRIVE FOR THE BATTLES IN LIFE WILL KEEP YOU ALIVE FOR NOW I WILL GO BUT REMEMBER ONE THING THE WAY TO GET THROUGH LIFE IS TO FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS MY BEST TO YOU NOW AND TO EACH A NEW START JUST KEEP YOUR DREAMS FOR THE FUTURE CLOSE TO YOUR HEART

~my Dream Come True~
You are my dream come true You have my future right in your eyes You love me for me I am the one you see in the morning when you wake up I watch you when you sleep Your voice is a treasure to my soul I see you protect me with everything you have No matter how far a part we are, we keep faith with us Dazzle me with your charm and humor I am the one you hold at night and see in your dreams at night My love for you has always been there for you since day one. Delight me with your love and care Caressing you into my thoughts of life together You are my heart and soul,I love you Melvin Carl Fisher 2nd! Made By: Amber Kestner ~AutoNutCaseLady~

My Dream
Had a dream last night, No it was not about a fight. It was very unusual, You were on the couch, Reached into your shirt pocket and took out a pouch. Called a friend, It's strange because I felt my heart never had to mend. You smiled at me and I smiled back, It was like we were back on track. I sat beside you and you laughed, And what happened next I never did grasp. You and I became one, The next thing I seen was a little boy..our son. Now I am confused, Because my heart's been bruised. Time and time again, By many a men. So how can I explain this to myself, This dream that's all it was a dream of great wealth. I will have to forget it, until I figure out what to do. This strange dream will live on, Until the day I am one with someone and a son.

My Dream/nightmare
This is very personal to me, I almost didn't share this one because it's so personal. It started out someone threatened us, telling me they hid a bomb near our home. We started out searching inside, under beds, in closets. Then we realized the person who made the threat had abandoned a car out back. A truck coming through had hit it pushing it out of a parking area & more into the woods. I went back to check it out & this is where the dream changed (mine jump a little bit sometimes). It was no longer a stranger or friend who made the threat. It was my husband, & he was threatening suicide. I was walking slowly towards the car with him trying to talk him out of it. His mind wont be swayed & he turns to me & says it's time ... before he even finishes the last word he hits a button on a detonator he was carrying. I hear the explosion, feel the shock wave, and see glass & shrapnel flying through the air. Everything seems to go in slow motion as I watch one particularly large piece

My Dream Guy
alone at night I drift and dream my heart races and longs to scream in your arms I long to be safely held in my lovers keep protected and safe as you watch me sleep and look to me in adoration thinking of me with contemplation and happy we are we i feel so safe within your grasp and when you kiss me I have to gasp you just take my breath away with all the sweet words that you whisper and the way I see that your eyes shimmer when you look at me so complete if you can fathom at long last love i can imagine if naught with you then who? please race to me my sweet obsession embrace me now lift me to heaven and hold evermore my soul and if i wake within the morrow and you're not here i'll fill with sorrow to know that i dreamed you only you were not real just imagination a tempted hearts woefull creation and so i'll long for sedation to be in your arms once more

My Dream
My dream comes to me so vividly Your lips caress my breast Bringing shivers down my spine As my body gives in quickly Every touch heats my skin Our bodies vibrating with such passion Legs entwined pulling you deep within Taken by ecstasy Each thrust begins to get quicker Building towards the final release My dream comes to me so vividly Dam dream lmao haha wahoooooo got u all lol

My Dream.....
dreamed we were asleep on our sides, my back to your front, and I wake up before you,your arm across my waist and my body pressed up against you. I take your hand from my waist and place it on my breast, which fills your hand and as soon as I feel it there my nipples immediately start to get hard. I press my ass against you tighter, feeling you get hard behind me, although you are still sleeping. I feel my heart pounding, and I begin to moan, knowing the touch of you anywhere on my body would get me hot. I move your hand from my breast and let it slide down my body until it is between my thighs. I move your fingers until they are touching my hard, swollen, clit. The wetness of me is on your fingertips. I turn over to face you and I slide up your body until my lips can touch your closed eyelids, where I gently kiss each one. Moving my hand to the side of your face, I smile, as I trail my hand downward to your lips and trace the shape of them with my finger tips. Touching you excites

My Dragon
Flying so high, Watching, and hovering over head. The strong wings of my dragon hold pride. They flap, Powerful with great efficiency. My dragon is graceful and slick, But kind and caring. With love in his dragon heart, He watches for trouble. Like demons and monsters, Who lurk in dark caves. But he is never too serious for a laugh. He roars for his enjoyment, Loud and strong. Like he just beat a knight in shining armor, And is now showing off his victory. He may seem fierce, He may seem scary, But a dragon shouldn't be judged on his appearance, But by his sweet heart inside. Especially mine, My fearless, and courageous dragon.

My Dreams
Finding the way to heaven! To know what it take for a human body to posse only love. Acquiring the chance to hold hands with the Good Lord .To control the good the bad and the ugly with situation .With a greatness so divine that's conceived of that which it will become what's grateful and the most powerful. Knowing that when I unworthily or holy, mean, mad ,hurtful ,, that there is a better way to be .To be feeling,. There's a better way to which controls my being , spiritually ,and emotionally...Power of control of ones self is just the beginning of acceptance that such harm and injury to one heart is persuaded with the influence of one mind, To control. As dear as my heart is to me ,,It to is mortal and temporary, just as my time to learn stronger and smarter. “ TO Give" Written

My Dream Lover
Before I go into "him" let me tell you a little about me. Growing up on a 100 acre ranch where I broke horses, dug irrigation, baled hay, stretched fence and chopped oak for the fire....I HAD to have brute strength. I played baseball (3rd base and catcher) from the time that I was 8 until I was a freshman in High School and they told me I could no longer play with the boys. They made me play softball instead. Boys looked at me with no intrigue, and quite honestly, my crush's had disappointed me soooo much by the time I was starting to come into my own, that I just gave up. These boys looked at me like an equal brother. They found no beauty in my smile and they knew that if needed, I would fight fiercely along side of them and the thought of protecting me never even crossed their minds. So here I am today and my dream lover is still elusive. My dream lover is a ghost that I chase. He is strong and romantic yet protective and dominant over my heart. When I close my eye

My Dream
I had a nasty dream last night….Me and my BFF Tiff were walking downtown feeling tipsy and horny. We decided to walk through “frat row” to see if anything worth wild was going on. There were bunches of guys handing out in fornt of this one house. The music was thumping and it seemed like a pretty wild scene. Some of the guys whistled at us and invited us in to party. We looked at each other, knew it was probably not the best idea, and went right on in. The air was thick with marijuana and we were promptly offered some, which we eagerly took a hit from. There must have been thirty guys in the house, some making out with chicks in various states of undress. Beer was everywhere and we soon found ourselves with a bottle in each hand. We could see one guy sucking on his girls tit while another couple fucked on the sofa. Oblivious to all the people there, the guy grunted loudly as he thrust into this babe, and we watched in stunned silence as he increased tempo before blowing his load dee

*my Dreams Become Nightmares*
Give me a hand up on helping my girl out. *MY DREAMS BECOME NIGHTMARES* is 26000 points from level, and I want her to get there so fast her head spins... will y'all give me a hand. THANKS if you do...

My Dream....
My Dream by Brian M. Cassata She is my dream within a dream The warmth to comfort my heart Her love a symphony to my soul Played from the strings of a harp. Her passion felt through her lips Her beauty, seen beyond the eye Her touch is so warm and gentle Her love, fulfills my heart inside. She caresses my mind and body With her so tender loving touch Her love brings me a happiness Into my life that I enjoy so much. Her love like a rose in the winter Our love is so beautiful and rare I will capture our every moment And every memory we will share.

~~my Dream~~
My Dream by BlueWolf © She is my dream within a dream The warmth to comfort my heart Her love a symphony to my soul Played from the strings of a harp. Her passion felt through her lips Her beauty, seen beyond the eye Her touch is so warm and gentle Her love, fulfills my heart inside. She caresses my mind and body With her so tender loving touch Her love brings me a happiness Into my life that I enjoy so much. Her love like a rose in the winter Our love is so beautiful and rare I will capture our every moment And every memory we will share...............

My Dream
She is my dream within a dream The warmth to comfort my heart Her love a symphony to my soul Played from the strings of a harp. Her passion felt through her lips Her beauty, seen beyond the eye Her touch is so warm and gentle Her love, fulfills my heart inside. She caresses my mind and body With her so tender loving touch Her love brings me a happiness Into my life that I enjoy so much. Her love like a rose in the winter Our love is so beautiful and rare I will capture our every moment And every memory we will share.

My Draft Picks And Lineup Week 1
QB • Tom Brady • NE RB • Ronnie Brown • MIA RB • Willis McGahee • BAL WR • Marvin Harrison • IND WR • Torry Holt • STL WR • Darrell Jackson • SF TE • Heath Miller • PIT PK • Jeff Wilkins • STL Def • Jacksonville Jaguars • JAC This Is my Starting Line Up this Week above and my Bench Players Below QB • Alex D. Smith • SF RB • Reggie Bush • NO RB • Ron Dayne • HOU RB • Chris Henry • TEN WR • Mark Clayton • BAL WR • Matt Jones • JAC TE • Randy McMichael • STL PK • John Kasay • CAR Def • Tampa Bay Buccaneers • TB

My Drama About Camelia..........
If you wanna know it will take a few min. If you saw my last three mumms and you were confused. This will help you out. I was sent this link ok. Read the mumm and the comments ok hopefully none were deleted. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=184834 I decided to mock the mumm and this was my first one. again read it all and the comments. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=184953 I had so much fun I did another and this is it. again read it all even the comments. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=185049 I had to do one more cause I had so much fun, again read it all. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=185106 If you have read those for mumms and still don't see the picture this is Camelias mumm ok. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=185125 This is the update mumm Catherine left today Sept17th at 3pm. talk about being a baby..... http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=185813# This Girl Is Camelia ROFLMAO..... Amelia (RIP Jose)@ fubar I have much love for her she is sweet and laid back. Sorry people tak

My Dream Girl
You ask me for one final dance, I get the feeling it may be our last. You gaze deeply into my eyes, I see pure bliss in yours. I pull you closer... You close your eyes and smile. You lean forward and whisper softly into my ear "I love you with all my heart. I truly, madly, deeply do." I hug you tighter and say "My feelings are equal to yours. Never leave me again." You pull back a little and look at me... Your eyes have sadness in them. So you smile, a very forlorn smile and gently kiss me... I wake up, realizing that it was just another dream of you, and tears fall slowly and silently from my eyes. I am left to wallow in my memories of us and i begin to pray, in vain, that you will return to me someday.

My Dreams Lately...
Most of what I can remember, has been a sense of reaching out...no clear images, just a vague impression of reaching out. Not reaching anything/anyone, though. *ss* running out of time... carpe noctem eternae...

My Dream
You were there In my dream Rubbing me down With vanilla ice cream. You started To lick it off I felt your hot tongue Against my skin so soft. You kiss my lips You kiss my neck But then you turn away And show me neglect. You sit at the edge of the bed With your hands under your chin You say you’re a Christian You say it’s a sin. To become unsticky I jump in the shower I hear you leave and later come back in When I get out I find a bed full of flowers. Actually It was pedals from a dozen roses You say sorry And kiss my nose. I smile And say thank you You say you’re welcome And smile too. You kiss me As a tear starts to shed You see it So you pick me up and lay me on the bed. You whisper in my ear And what you ask I can’t believe The question you ask is Will you marry me. You take out a diamond ring And I start to tingle As you ask me If you can put it on my finger. I whisper yes But you don’t hear So I say it louder And pu

My Dreams
In my dreams It was me in your arms My lips on yours There was only us And the clouds And the stars It was the world and us It was us against the world But in your arms I could take it Anything the world dished out And with your kisses I was strong again In my dreams it was me in your arms My lips on yours

My Dream Lover. . .(a Poem)
My Dream Lover . . . Beneath the soft glow Of the moon tonight, I dream of you As this fantasy takes flight . . . Your kiss is carried To me from afar As I make countless wishes Upon a star . . . A breeze gently blows In the night air. While I imagine your fingers Tangled in the length of my hair . . . Moonlight caresses Upon my skin; This is my undoing ~ Then I begin To shiver As my body quivers In an ever growing need. . . To my mind's logic I no longer take heed. Longing to feel You in my arms Will you succumb To all my charms? My body's on fire With this burning desire As passion consumes me I'm on the brink of ecstasy Wanting fulfillment Desperately needing release Won't you answer my heart's plea? . . . Oh Please. . . Come unto me. . . © E.A. Brown ~ 2007

My Dream's
If I could go anywhere, it would be in your arms. If I could have anything, it would be your kind heart. If I had last words, they'd be "I love you" If there is bad in my life, I know what to do: look at your face, see your smile and your eyes. There's no more darkness, because you bring the light. If you were the sun, and I was the moon, there'd be neither day or night, just me and you. And as we stood side by side, watching the world pass time by, my life would be complete, my dreams fulfilled, knowing you love me, and always will.

My Dream (by Amiya)
I had a dream the other night, you were in it holding me tight. You held me tight just as you did the night before. You kissed me tenderly as your hand gently caressed my face. You told me you loved me and that i was the only one, and in this dream we were as one. Surrounded by the trees and covered by the stars, i looked into your eyes and felt there could be nothing more to fill my heart. In my dream you held my gaze and told me you loved me again and as you took me in your arms to make love to me I told you I love you to... When I awoke I reached for you, only to find you were not here,sadly that's when i realized it was only a dream...... Amiya

My Dream
I had a dream about you also you were with just with bra and panties on, so i took you flung you on that giant 4 poster bed...I tied your wrists and feet with satin rope ever so soft and smooth, yes your legs were spread very very wide on that big bed and i could see your panties already getting moist, but to finish my fantasy i blindfolded you and i told you that tonight was your nite i just wanted to give you pleasure. i started to kiss you our tongues play and we kissed hard and started to bite each others lips that gave us erotic pleasure, i played with those sweet suckable and chewable breasts till i saw u starting to thrust your hips up to me you needed to be touched now i saw your nipples oh so hard i sucked them and chewed them till i heard loud moans, i looked down at your panties and they were so soaked i think you had came already from just kissing. So now is your time lover i will make you cum and cum then cum again, i take my hands and starting to

My Dream
Each day to pass, I see your smile, to warm my heart, all the while. For many others, see your beauty and grace, yet I see the tender soft, angelic face. Each time I look, and our eyes do meet, I see your heart, so soft and sweet. I feel your pain, of promises made, to be left alone, in the cold night's shade. I know only, if I may say to dare, that truth of your beauty, is beyond compare. Which comes not from the flesh, as others may see, but from within, your angelic beauty. For quite some time, I have been drawn to you, yet frightened to speak, my heart's secret truth. I would hold you close, if you would let me near, I would make you safe, from all doubt and fear, I would dry your tears, if you should but weep, I would pray my heart, you would truly keep. First and foremost, I would be your friend, I am of true heart, 'til my dying end. Yet 'tis only a dream, which I do share, for there is my angel, for which I care. As our lips meet, to but silently pray, I

My Dreams
Thoughts of you dance through my mind, Stirring up emotions long denied. Fear at first was there, holding me back, But as I let go, my heart opened. Letting you in where none had been. Each brick removed from the wall Brought love closer to my grasp. My instinct was to push you away, But I stood strong and fought against it. Knowing deep inside that you were mine, Mine for an eternity to love, And love you I shall, everyday. Your love proves dreams do come true, Because you walked straight out of mine.. ~JMW~ 9-28-07

My Dream Fubar Photoshoots.
There are some amazingly beautiful girls here on fubar, all with incredible personalities, looks, and uniqueness. Well, me being a photographer, naturally, I want to photograph them. Duh. It's like asking a mechanic if he wants to drive a '64 Mustang that does the quarter mile in 9 seconds. So... without further ado, here is round one of my dream photoshoots! My Dream Fubar Photoshoots Round One ~* Ms.Evil *~@ fubar Holly Hearse@ fubar California Queen@ fubar pinklisa@ fubar ~Filthy Leatherkitty76~@ fubar ✖☆♥heartme♥☆✖ aka dinarocks@ fubar Reddhhot1@ fubar BADGRL@ fubar Gwen@ fubar ۞www.FieryHOtRedHead.com۞PleAse RaTe The NONNSFWs too Kthx.@ fuba

My Druggie Ex
Ok so I'm kinda pissed off. I used to meet guys on line and they never worked out. So about 6 months ago I get introduced to a guy who is friends with my neighbors. He was definitely a hottie...all american looks, blonde hair blue eyes nice body...an electrician. So, after a couple of months of flirting around we decide hey lets try this dating thing. And we did. Of course we had to deal with his schedule. His company sends him out of town a lot. But he always called me...every night. But things started to change. The first was when he cancelled our date because he was stoned. I knew he drank and smoked pot. Back in the day he did hard core stuff but he cleaned himself up with the exception of pot. Even that he didn't do all the time though. So anyway, he knew I didn't like him smoking pot and he would chose to get high and cancel dates with me. Ok so now my family throws me a surprise 40th birthday party. He's supposed to bring me. He had to work late but he promises me(af

My Dreamz...
Have you ever laid awake at night wishing that there would be someone laying next to you? Someone to hold you close, Someone to kiss you softly, Someone to whisper, "I love you." I do it every night and if I close my eyes, I can feel those arms around me, I can feel those lips touching my skin, I can hear those sweet words in my ear. And every night I drift into these dreamz, Over and over again, Wondering will they be the only thing I can have?

My Dreams Never Died
My dreams never died, they continued, although the pain makes it hard the dreams are still here. My dreams never died when the tears began to fall, and the sky turned grey. My dreams live on. Although the years have been painful and many tears have been shed, My dreams never died. although life was never the way i had wanted it to turn out, my dreams never died. The words in a song the love of a friend and the feelings of a poem. My dreams never died, but they continue to grow. Because of you my friend, my dreams never died. My heart was broken the tears fell like rain but you were there, to see me through and because of you my friend my dreams never died.

My Dragon's Passion
To feel the Passion of a Dragon Is to feel the fire from within To bathe in the glow and warmth As never before could you experience The Passion of a Dragon Comes from deep within Their powerful Heart And runs very strongly for their love To have this passion and love Directed to oneself from a True Dragon Is to feel as if Heaven has opened And has chosen to shine down on you Feelings run stronger then ever possible When you have the Passion and Love Of a True Dragon shinning down on you And are able to hold the Heart of a Dragon The Heart of a Dragon Is a very precious gift indeed For that would mean to the Dragon You are their one and only True Love wrote 11-22-07