i sit here with my mind wondering
i sit here with my heart pondering
and as i contimplate
all that i have done
as i recount
all i have desired
my dreams come into focus
and i begin to relize
just as the blue sky
touches the blue sea
there is always hope
and wonder in the unknown
and to me all time
and all distance
is shortened to within inches
as i hear your voice in my ear
all that i contimplate
my desires, my wishes, my dreams
become focused on one image
the image of all i have ever wanted to give another
and in that moment
i see a truth
the truth of what may be
and what may come to be
as i hold you in my arms for the first time
and share a kiss destine before i was born
and my heart stops pondering
and begings dreaming
my mind stops wondering
and begings planning
for the woman i have sought for so long
to share all i have with
and i fall asleep with a sad heart
because i am unable to hold her as i sleep
but a smile is on my face
for i know she desires the same
and that makes all the distance
of the oceans seem shorter
knowing we will meet
knowing we will give all we can
one to another
and that gives my heart the comfort it needs
untill i can hold you in my arms and feel the reality which shall be.
Copyright 1,2008 (j.s.)