Fubar Blog Posts 2

My Ex Is On Crack.
DELETING ACCOUNT IN 5 DAYS. THIS IS FROM MY EX WHO HAS BEEN TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME MY HUSBAND AND OUR SON. you better clean up that story you know all of that shit is a lie.I have hundreds of witnesses that will give the real story,you clam you have a life well fucken live your own shit and leave mine the fuck alone do you want a whole shit load of legal problems. ya better stop leave my life the fuck alone and keep your nose up titties mans ass and keep that thing outta here too,also you leave shit out like you provoking me and all that other shit your are not the angel you clame too be!!! you selpt with a homeless guy and worst of all a FUCKING SEX OFFENDER,a guy that messed with a 14 year old girl come on now that is really wrong i would have shot him anyways i am done with your shit and you better stop yours if the law won't do anything about it i will take matters in to my own hands GOT THAT take it how ever the fuck you want LEAVE ME AND MY WIFE AND FRIENDS ALONE!!!! my f

My Expectations Per Haps To High?
I guess I am gonna have to say I am a bit of a prude sorry to say and my expectations of people is wrong. I have a high standard in my thoughts and feelings on how people should be, but I know that not every one thinks like I do. I have been like this ohhhhhhhhhhhh since I was 20. I know there has to be decent people out there men and woman who find it distastful to talk like gutter pigs. Example: I just read this mumm about angry dragon, okay okay I am soooooo out of the loupe, I had no dam idea what that meant till I read a few lines and thought what a fucken pig. What is it with people who want others to answer such crap. Sorry but to me sexual desires and such should be kept to ones self not asked in a mumm. And if they want views on what have you about some sexual move etc, why cant that be discussed amoungst their circle of friends...shrugs Oh I am sure there are woman who dont think twice on answering that and sorry but I dont think much of any woman that lower

My Ex
Ok I have been off for awhile and a lot of things have gone down to say the least, about 8 months ago I broke up with my Gf at the time. I broke up with her because she disrespected me and my family at my grandmas funeral and had no respect for me. I then find out that she is pregnant. I allso find out that it might not be mine, and she is all like well you got to step up and be the man and your nothing but this and that and other shit behind my back. I have overheard it and I have had friends tell me she has said it ( we work in the same place) but then to my face she is like aww baby I love you I want to be with you, which I think is a bunch of bull shit. I have told her that all I want is a DNA test and I have said I have no problem taking care of my own. I mean am I in the wrong for not being back with her? I only want to have somebody to love me for who I am, to be able to understand and appreciate the things that I bring to the table. Shit I want somebody who can take care of

My Ex
What you will never know is the love we shared will always be there I always carry a heavy weight knowing that our problems were to great. The day I became your wife was the begining of a new life. I came to you with dreams of our future unfortunately my love you did not nurture. You looked at me and could only see her my love was not enough to deter. She broke your heart when she cheated in turn you broke mine, my love now depleted. I always walked around in shame because your love for me was never the same. I was forced to live with her mistakes your accusations making my heart ache. You continued to keep up on her life often ignoring the feelings of your wife. You never noticed any of my tears while you re-hased the good times of your years. What we had was never real because for me you could never feel. You wanted to find somebody to take her place but never noticed I came with a different face. The words of the past will always sting sinc

My Experience In College
This is my first year in college and my experiences are nothing compared to high school experiences. I have learned a lot of things about how to succeed in college, but I am still practicing how to make them effective in my college life. There are nine concepts that are important in improving and being successful in college. They are goal setting, motivation, study skills, learning preference and information processing, time management, procrastination, stress management, career planning, and four-year degree plan. These are the things I should always consider as a college student in order to be able to move on to the next level of learning experience. What is the drive in doing what I am doing? Well to begin with, goal setting is a necessary tool used to have a clear understanding of where and how get to where a person wants to be in the future. A person may not know where in life he or she is heading if “goal” is not taken into consideration. A person needs to

My Expectations Of My Staff Members
ok it's about time i put one of these up. most of ya'll know how i am and what kind of person i am. those that don't...pay close attention. i am a very laid back kind of guy, and i will give everyone a chance. i don't play around with bs and i take care of mine. i have stood up for my staff members always and will continue to do so...with that bein said. my expections: Greeters: your job is to greet people as they come into the lounge. no matter whether you know them or not.get them involved in convos...help them feel at home. Head Greeters:make sure the greeters are doin their jobs...and greeting as well.if you know of people you'd like to have as a greeter. you have the liberty of bringing that person in. Promoters: your job is to bring people in anyway you know how. bully's,personal (hit them up in sb),advertise...tell them what we are like and see if they want to be a part of it. Head Promoters: same as promoters...but also to make sure they are doin their part.

My Experience @ Osan
Hey Fub's, In case the reason why I'm writing this blog--I'm writing this because I'm in the processing of getting out of this place I would like to call Korea...but before I do, I would like to tell you all my unique experience I've endured this whole year--and HERE...WE...GO!!! ****When I first decided to have orders for Korea, my immediate thought was " Oh damn, I'm going to a new place--a new country, new culture, new base...this is going to be great" As soon as I've arrived last August, everything was so different--the food was different, the drinks were different, the people were different. I knew right then and there this was going to be one of those experiences I'm going to tell my kids for years to come. So I got aquainted to the lab I was working and the people there were cool and friendly and was willing to show me around and I thought, " Finally, some cool people I can actually get along with", lest I forgot, when one good cycle ends, a bad rotation begins...and that's

My Ex's Daughter
i have my sons here...and their sister, who isnt my daughter, is here too. she is 3 years old and a motor mouth lol. she usually is pretty good but since yesterday she figured out I wont spank her. mostly because as shes testing the rules of my house, in between she is taunting my sons and they are taunting her... she shrieks!!!! really really loud! THAT crawls right under my skin! lol today hasnt been so testing, but its getting closer to nap time and now im getting the pouty stompy "meanie" treatment! ya know, when I say NO when she asks for another freeze pop she says "meanie" and runs in the room and buries her face in my blankets lol grrr @ 3 year old little girls!!! but shes happy with her barbie movie on, a spoonful of penutbutter and talking...a lot... she talks constantly lol... anyways... thats how i partied last night, i have been tested by a three year old girl who drove me up a wall! hehe and im a meanie :P i gotta hand it to my ex...having to deal with al

My Experiences With The Word Cancer
When you hear the word, "Cancer" a million thoughts and emotions run through you..fear, uncertainty of what the future may hold, sorrow, shock, loneliness, confusion..how will you and your family deal with this situation.. Those are some of the emotions and thoughts that I had when i was told in 2003 that I had cysts in my ovaries and that I may have ovarian cancer. I had multiple cysts on each side ..one the size of a softball.. I had to have surgery a few weeks after finding out all of this information. Luckily, I did not have cancer .. but that was just the beginning to what would happen in the next following years. One of my relatives that I hold very close to my heart she was one of the kindest, most caring, loving person I have ever known and she was also a strong woman and I am glad to have had her for as long as I had she is my grandmother..she had cancer three times in her life..yet she fought each time she was faced with this. In December of 2007 we found out she had termi

My Ex
you know its funny and it makes me think alotyeah i know people iam stupidi have alot of feelings for this womanand its not all about looks its what she does and how she does things that made me fall so hard for heri told you she was married to a guy that she broke up with because she got scared of himshe ended up hurting him badly like she does with every guy it seems likeshe told me upfront she might still be married but she did not know for surewell she was planing to see me in nov 22 my birthdaybut she never came she decided to see me on nov 28we connected like old times holding hands me paying for a dinner that was way to muchit took alot of out of credit card that i did have but i did not complainthen after dinner we went to a ice cream placce again i paid i ended up letting her eat itthen we went someone to get something to drink captain morgan spice rumthen we went back to my place she told me again she loved meand she wanted my baby still of all things like i dumbass i got hoo

My Experiment
I took upon myself to create this experiment for personal reasons. Question: Can you change one's perception of physical pain? Take as a give: pain is an emotion controlled by your brain. Hypothesis: One can conciously control their personal perception of physical pain. Experiment: The experiment is simple actually. A willing participant has to endure bouts of pain. The pain should increase as the experiment is proven for the enjoyment of all envolved. Basically what happened was I wanted to be able to push my pain limits. During "sessions" I would consciously take the immediate sensation of pain and think of it instead as pleasure. This experiment is successful according to the actual willingness and effort applied by the participant. Its a power of the mind thing idk i think im done bloggin for a sec lol

My Experience Of Tag Heuer Microtimer Cs111c.ft600
During my trip in Hongkong at 6th, Nov, I found a Tag Heuer Franchise House in the 3rd floor of Haigang Building. At the shop, my steps were stopped by Tag Heuer Microtimer cs111c.ft600 watch. The saleslady was hospitable. She made a very detail introduction for this watch to us. When she knew I was from China Mainland, she even would like to give me 20 % discount for us tourists. Later I check some other watch shops around; I found that one is the best, whatever service or price. So I decided to buy from her. She patiently showed some operation steps of Tag Heuer watches and minded several restrictions when I wear. I was so proud for my decision to buy from her. At last, she told me that the mainland customs will ask for the tariff when I went back. She advised me to hand the warranty card and receipt to one of my friend and I only need to wear this watch to get through the customs. Anyway, Thanks to her advice, I pay nothing to the customs. She gave me a business card. There was

My Expertise Of Wearing Ugg Boots
Hey! I am going to share a secret with you. Do you know why I need to acquire the ugg boots? I bought them mainly because everywhere I looked celebrities has been sporting them. They wore them with shorts, with skirts, with denims, even bathing suits! Uggs never steward restive of supplication questions. In case you take up on the system a decent passer tiring a most recent dress, you might go also canvass them where they purchased stable. Whenever I'm dressed fashionably qualified are often people on the street who abolish to request me about lowdown on clothes, in particular sheepskin ugg boots, for girls are at all times the inimitably susceptible to appealing shoes. These bailey button ugg boots are additional than just slippers turned outerwear. They're built extremely well, they are really snug, and they can wear yr round. They're fashionable and they're versatile. You'll be able to have on them with just about anything and nevertheless been politically right. As the climate tu

My Explination On The Darkside
LAYING FAMILY TO REST At the time or writting this i have one person located in my family this person will be removed from my family. My family will now only be for the gothicist females i can find on fubar. not all will be added it depends if they talk to me or not if they do they are added, if they don't they will be remved from my friends list. ROGUE GONE? Right now i go by the screen name rogue this screen name will be erased for it it not suitable for the new profile i will be sorting out. i will not have a skin since i do not have the time to play around with codes, ifit was easier to make a skin then i possibly could make one but since it isn't easy enough i wont. the name Rogue will be replaced by another name when the time is right the name will possibly be either the first thing or the last thing to change. PICTURES COMING TO PLAY this one is pretty obvious all it means is certain pictures on my profile will be removed and new gothicer pics will be uploaded. DI

My Ex.......
I got a call from the Toronto police last night because my ex was "afraid I'd send someone to hurt her". Seriously? She's my ex, why the f*** would I even bother spending that much time, or money, to send someone to a different country to hurt someone that means nothing to me? I mean, I haven't thought about the bitch in somemonths now, and all of a sudden I'm willing to spend time thinking about her? Riiiiigghhhttttt.... That's as believable as a fiend saying they're not addicted to something, ya know? As I told the officer on the phone, the woman isn't worth the time or money it would take to do so. It was pretty funny when my mother and little sister both got on the phone with the cop and told him that she's known for trying to start drama when she gets mad at someone, and it was even funnier when the cop agreed with them when they both said she needs to go see a shrink and get her head checked.... Man, I gotta avoid psychotic chicks.

My Eyes
Look deep in my eyes What you see will not lie This is the passion of jesus The heart of a lion The love of an angel I will stand and show you love Give me one moment alone I will find a way to your heart My life will not tear yours apart You will be my joy You will be my love You will be my pain When I lay you down and you die at a ripe old age You will get the wish of never see me suffering My suffering is my joy My suffering is my love My suffering is my pain My suffering i would not miss for the world I had one moment in your eyes WHile you were looking in mine

My Eye's
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Diamond Eyes67%Mysterious33%Eyes full of Pain17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes Say That-
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious83%Diamond Eyes83%Eyes full of Pain42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes
Do your eyes match your soul?? beautiful pics... your eyes are... green!! your soul is... green!! you are an adventurouse person who needs to keep moving. you love to explore and meet new people. people love you because you arn't afraid of anything!! yay congratsTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

My Eyes
You scored as Lonely Eyes. When people look at your eyes they feel pity because they know you are lonely. You might sometimes envy people, so others might call you the green eyes, even if you dont have green eyes. Whatever is missing from you will return quickly and people will be able to see whats hiding under your eyes.Caring Eyes100%Lonely Eyes100%Loving Eyes100%Hidden Eyes83%Eyes Filled With Pain And Hate67%Hurt Eyes67%Sparkle Eyes67%Window Eyes50%Happy Eyes17%What Do Your Eyes Say To People (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion42%Mysterious33%Eyes full of Pain25%Diamond Eyes0%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Passion83%Mysterious75%Diamond Eyes58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eye Quiz
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Diamond Eyes50%Mysterious33%Eyes full of Pain33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes Reveal
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion58%Eyes full of Pain58%Diamond Eyes42%Mysterious33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes Show
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Eyes full of Pain83%Mysterious75%Diamond Eyes50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes Are Bleeding
Well they dont really, but its one of the lines from the lyrics of Stargazer by Rainbow, so if you havent heard it before i put a player together with a few of me favourite Rainbow tracks. Anyway the birthday festivities went better than planned, I got to work Friday and they had sprinkled me desk with lots of pink and silver name things and strung up the number 40 all over the cupboards behind me and all over me desk. Thought that was quite funny. Anyway Mad Lizzie one of me work colleagues who loves bargains and free stuff had bought me lots of pink and fluffy stuff, jeez they know that does me head in, thought it couldnt get worse but it did. They did a presentation thing to me where they all gather round jeez i dont think i have ever gone so red in the face in all me life. Well I ran away at 4pm to get the bus into town to meet up for the works night out in town, there was me, Alick from the West coast of Scotland and Daniel from Melbourne in Australia and we were me

My Eyes
misting rain thunder rolls in lightning crashes my tears begin hoping the rain hides them but my cries seem so loud how can i go on with out you the rain washes the tear many more come seeing life with out you is more than i can handle how do i do this how do i make it end a simple click and blackness drifts in

My Eye Colors..lol
|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. BUT what about this? B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S| -People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome & very good kissers. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. I HAVE BOTH....DOUBLE THE PLEASURE? JUST A THOUGHT...ONE OF THOSE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU GO HMMMMM...LOL

My Eyes (take Two)
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures) EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

My Eyes See The Light.
The light that shines through yours The darkness and despair That slowly will disappear With every waken moment With every hug & kiss With all the tenderness That I can give My eyes see the light The light that shines through yours Copyright ©2005 ALA

My Eyes For You
The winter seasons upon us Soon the snows will fall Yet still my hearts a flutter As to me my love calls The weathers getting colder But here within my heart This warmth is growing stronger Love never will depart The sun for me is shining No matter what I do For every day that passes My eyes are just for you The feelings I am holding For you dear here inside No longer can I hide here They can not be denied The love for you is growing Ten fold every day Your in my every thought now There you now will stay The love I hold within me Is yours my dear to share Your all my hearts desire My all and every care The truth is here I love you With all my heart and soul No matter what the season Its you who makes me whole The future stands before us Where we can be as one These feelings are so strong now Our journeys just begun The moment soon is coming Our hearts will fill with joy Embracing all the feelings That true love will deploy The brigh

My Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Diamond Eyes67%Mysterious58%Eyes full of Pain17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes
I stare to the madness, I see just my pain, it staring me back, drowning me in the sadness... My tears flow, blinding me, just for vain, for no reason, my mind falling to the emptiness... I stare in the mirror, once again, I see my eyes, I see mirrors of madness... I see demonic shadows, floating in the darkness, waiting me to fall a sleep, searching a moment of my weakness... Shadows of death, inside my head, this outstanding pain, in my brain... Flames of hellfire, in my eyes, smell of death, in my nose... Molten seas of hell, this demonic smell, someone is casting a dark spell, holding me in the hell...

My Eyes
I hope everyone had a good New Years and Holiday Season. It has been awhile since I have blogged. I have however been trying to make a point to try to keep up on my favorite bloggers here. Recently I have lost some of my eyesite. I won't bore you with the reasons just that it is difficult to do anything when all I can see is fuzz. The worst part being my driving has become limited. No night driving anymore and even during the daylight hours it is difficult due to even the smallest glare. So until we know the exact reasons why I am suddenly losing my eyesite and figure a way to fix it - I feel like I am grounded.

My Eyes
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious100%Eyes full of Pain100%Passion58%Diamond Eyes17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Passion67%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes58%Eyes full of Pain58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes
There is a problem with me, I am blind, but I still see, I see the ruin of the nation, I see the birth of creation, I see things that haven’t come yet, I know people that I haven’t met, I see the fall of the poorer races, I see the bodies of the dead, their faces, I see the rise of evil Kings, I see the birth of devils with wings, I see things that a human should not, I see through the defence of the emperor, his one weak spot, There is a problem with me, I fear, I am deaf but I still hear, I hear the wolf’s haunting calls, I hear the crumbling of far away walls, I hear the wind blowing at a ship’s sails, I hear the doomed souls screaming wails, I hear the blood oozing from an open cut, I hear eyes being opened and shut, I hear the cries of unnamed, I can hear the weeping of the unclaimed, I can hear whispers in a lover’s ear, I can hear the tremble in a voice filled with fear, There is something wrong with me I’m told, I still feel, on

My Eyes
My eyes beheld a sky one night, It seems so long ago, A perfectly painted portrait, Be-speckled with blue and gold. As I sit and ponder more, It strikes me that you were there, And it was truly your simple beauty, That gave the stars their perfect glare.

My Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious50%Diamond Eyes33%Eyes full of Pain17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes Closed
I close my eyes Loosen my grip Find my faith Say a prayer He takes me by the hand Smiles down on me Shows me no fear I’m free My eyes closed I take a deep breath Find my spot The safe I relax my body I find my inner me My eyes closed They begin to water The air is so cold It takes your breath It slides through your lungs It’s a reminder that you are one My eyes closed I found my free My solace My happy Something no one No faith No God Could give me My eyes closed I’m tapped I let go My grip was free A tap A reminder Hold on Don’t let go Hold on just a lil longer I open my eyes I breath in deep I find my tension I grip I tighten my legs I squeeze a lil bit I find my groove I smile I found my Heaven On Earth

My Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion75%Eyes full of Pain42%Mysterious42%Diamond Eyes8%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes Revealed
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Diamond Eyes83%Mysterious67%Eyes full of Pain25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes
I dont understand?????????? Y is is that almost everyone I know brings up my eyes???????? Ya know Im so much more than just some pretty blues.... I have a brain, I have a heart, I have my total being........ I just dont get it, any ideas???????

My Eyes
i can shed my skin to hide myself again i can live among them all I can take another drink sit around and think or I can get ready for the fall another day another pill you know the drill another wasted day or night I cant seem to break through forever torn in two and i just cant seem to get it right but ill shed my skin to hide myself again ill keep everything from sight you can try and see the things inside of me but you'll never see my eyes

My Eyes
In my eyes today, you would see traces of darkness Outlines of loneliness And slivers of passion unleashed In my eyes today, You would see a salty sea The waves would be frightening The black water inviting In my eyes today, You would see a haunting So dark and deep That many look away in fear In my eyes today, You would see a fire raging Ablaze with stifled passion Awaiting your touch In my eyes today, If you look in them And not through them You would see tears forever.

~*my Eyes*~
my eyes love only one and will always only love just one for that one has showen me that through my eyes can see all the love that he wants to give to me and take care of me as a girlfriend... friend....lover... someone that shares his love with him as two souls that love one another more than anything in this world.....reading is seeing and u have to understand all the mix up and twisted ways of how things can be writeing to know the true meaning what the above means is ... through my eyes i was taught to love someone for whom they are and what they give to me and what all that he gives me in return.... Who knew that people of some diffent things would love one another with all they have and only a few differnt things becuase everything else is totaly the same...... My love his love is a fire with love that burns with a simple flame or with a flair of love that will never end for the souls have met and they helkp one another through the deepest darkest and the brightest ti

My Eyes Show Mystery
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious100%Passion92%Eyes full of Pain67%Diamond Eyes33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes Reveal
You scored as Eyes full of Pain, People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain92% Passion67% Diamond Eyes50% Mysterious25% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Eyes
Stefani, your eyes say you're Sincerely Sweet Kind and genuine, you're the sort of gal who's always looking out for others and being a great friend. You have a big heart and can't help but open it up to those you're close with. When you're that pretty on the inside, you can't help but be beautiful on the outside, too. When it comes to makeup, you like to keep things light and low-key. But that doesn't mean you don't enjoy getting dolled up on special occasions. And when you do, we'd guess you only add to your already sparkling and sweet self. You glow girl!

My Eyes
I heard the voice of your heart Upon the winds of time Calling to me....beckoning me.... Entertwining your soul with mine. Sharing secrets as loves begun Passions spent by heated fires In the moonlight beneath the stars You offer fulfillment of all my desires. My eyes they burn like fire, looking deep into your soul, as embers burning bright, they burn hot as reddened coal. They tell you that I'm hurting, that I can't stand the pain. They tell you life feels over, that there's nothing left to gain. They tell you how I struggle, not to think about your touch. They tell you it's impossible, because I miss it very much. They tell you I still love you, and will forevermore. Just now it wont be spoken, not like it had before. They tell you I still need you, and it's far to much for me. for I'm finding it impossible, to let your heart go free. They tell you you're a liar, I can't believe that it is true, that you no longer love me, not like you

My Eyes Are Mirrors
There was an instance very recently when someone looked me in the eyes. It was that deep searching look. Had I been receptive I might have been caught up in his gazing and I would have considered it a romantic, even moving moment between the two of us. As he looked me in the eyes he said, "I can see into you. I see who you are." I replied, "What do you see?" He rattled off the most cliche list of characteristics I've ever heard. As I listened, it dawned on me that this man just might be sincere. It seemed that what he was doing was projecting, onto me, the qualities he desired in a partner/gf/whatever. In that moment I thought back on my last two "big" relationships and came to the realization that there hasn't been a man who has ever seen "me"

My Eyes
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updatedcreated with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Eyes full of Pain People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain75% Passion58% Mysterious58% Anger25% Diamond Eyes25%

My Eyes
well latey i have been getting aloota responds about my eyes i wanna know what is so special about then that turns guys on i would say more my tits but whatever so tell me whats my best look on me eyes mouth tits ass or what look at my pics and let me know

My Eyes
I have felt like doo doo all day due to a toothache for one, and I can hardly keep my eyes open now, so i just wanted to say goodnight to all my sexy friends..May you have pleasant dreams..:) Profile Graphics - hitupmyspot.com

My Eyes Are Red
My Eyes Are Red By Trina Wray “My eyes are green, Mommy,” my three-year-old daughter, Maddison, tells me, making the sign for “green” with her small fingers, as we lie in her bed. “Very good, honey! You’re getting really good at your signs. I’m so proud of you! What color are Mommy’s eyes?” Maddison stares intently into my eyes, a puzzled look on her face. “Um, your eyes are red,” she says, twisting her fingers around each other and dragging them down her lips, the sign for “red.” “Red!? My eyes are red?” “Uh-huh.” She nods her head enthusiastically as young children do, and points her finger to my eye. “They have red . . .” Unable to adequately describe my eyes with her preschool vocabulary, she makes a squiggly motion with her hand, indicating to me that I have red lines on my eyes. “And a little bit of green.” “Only a little bit of green?” She squishes her pudgy forefinger and thumb together and smiles, “Only a little bit.” She pauses as her fa

My Eyes Are Blue.....
...what color are yours and what does that say about you? My color says is ALL about me. Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say

My Eyes
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~*~ My Eyes ~*~
There is a problem with me, I am blind, but I still see, I see the ruin of the nation, I see the birth of creation, I see things that haven’t come yet, I know people that I haven’t met, I see the fall of the poorer races, I see the bodies of the dead, their faces, I see the rise of evil Kings, I see the birth of devils with wings, I see things that a human should not, I see through the defence of the emperor, his one weak spot, There is a problem with me, I fear, I am deaf but I still hear, I hear the wolf’s haunting calls, I hear the crumbling of far away walls, I hear the wind blowing at a ship’s sails, I hear the doomed souls screaming wails, I hear the blood oozing from an open cut, I hear eyes being opened and shut, I hear the cries of unnamed, I can hear the weeping of the unclaimed, I can hear whispers in a lover’s ear, I can hear the tremble in a voice filled with fear, There is something wrong with me I’m told, I still feel, only with my soul, I feel

My Eyes,her Mirror
Those eyes of hers, Everyday make my heart melt. Her smile trembles me, More than I've ever felt. Without even hearing her voice, Her glow brightens my day. I wonder when she sees her reflection, Does she see it in a different way. Someone with such beauty and grace, Could reach her hand out to me. With her,God has given me a gift, I hope forever my eyes will see.

My Eyes Were Open
My eyes were open but i did not see, I let my guard down so my heart could be free . Got stopped in my tracks with breath taken away. I ask my self how will i pull through yet another day and i stumble for words as its impossible to say , But life goes on with my broken song and when i am strong and my head is held high i will scream from the top of my lungs instead of wanting to die.

My Eyes
My eyes of mine People say they are fine People say they are cute But do you really see what I see I see pain I see sadness I see nothing All I see is a hole With no soul So when you look into the eyes of mine Look before you say they are fine Because you might not see the eyes of mine You might see the sign That all I am doing is dying

My Eyes Revealed!
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updatedcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as PassionYou are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competitive almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change? Passion 69%Mysterious 69%Diamond Eyes 63%Anger 31%Eyes full of Pain 19%

~my Eyes~
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like

My Eyes
What Kind Of Eyes Do You Have?EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Personality-Emotion Quizzes You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them.

My Eyes Are Always Open
there are so many questions left unanswered time has finally caught up and slowed me down, leaving me breathless intent to teach me a thing or two; disturbed thoughts push my dreams away, waiting to be fulfilled, my dreams linger around weighing me down every day; one by one, i lose sight of those once around me and trudge on on my own, through rain and through sun; as i pretend to live life, darkness (silence) engulfs me painting my heart black while my eyes continue to scan the road that seemingly has no end;

My Eyes Desires
I look through these eyes into your beautiful face and my heart desires the want of you lips upon my warm lips and racing heart. I think of you like the air i breath I want of you like the water i need I feel you like the warmth of a camp fire I see the beauty in you like the season of spring, lovely new beautiful nature surrounding me like mother nature. I want to breath you in take you in and place you in my arm, Kevin

My Eyes
In my eyes I see a love That is so beautiful And so true Sometimes I wonder If it is really true Or if it is something I want it to be People might think That I am crazy For the way I think Or the way that I feel But one thing If for sure and that one thing Is the way I feel The way you Make me smile The way you make me All warm inside Just by a couple

My Eyes...
There’s no sparkle in them...Yes they are shining, But not because they are full of life...Just signs of crying. A simple hello from you...it made them glee, Cause for that moment you thought of me. I don’t need to meet you to know that you are the one I want to be with. There’s something in my heart and soul that tells me so, That’s good enough for me...Cause my heart has never failed me before. Always follow your heart no matter the distance ...Love will find its way down the road. To make both hearts, both souls closer...at least that’s what I was told. So take a closer look at my eyes...see the emptiness, the sadness inside. Realize that at one point... You were the one that gave them happiness...that’s now left behind.

My Eyes Are Hazel
Black eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days._____________________________________________________Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in

My Eyes
My Eyes If I lift my eyes from the ground Opening myself up Afraid of what could happen If I raise them into yours Would let you inside of me My hopes and fears They are ones I can never show For if I let anyone inside Would they ever truly want to know? Just what it is that makes me sad Of how I long to cry Of how much pain they have caused me Would they even wonder why? So I go along the sidewalk With my eyes cast down below I pray they never stop me I pray they never know©

My Eye Appointment
So i had my eye appointment this afternoon. It had been 6 years since i last went to the eye doctor even though its recommended I go every year. I'm going thru the tests and my eye doctor is going on and on about my "absence" ........ all the way until he sees the results of the tests and GET THIS....... my eyes are BETTER than they were six years ago and completely healthy from a general health standpoint........ aka I ROCK!!!!!! he still cautioned me that i should be going every year anyway but he was happy nothing bad happened like an infection or anything. Due to my pupils being dialated I wont be paying attention to the computer much , in fact im typing without looking at the screen for more than a glimpse here and there. I'm going to use my pimpouts and 11s and then take it easy the rest of the evening. just wanted to share my experience today hehe. FYI more pond pics tomorrow!!!!

My Eyes
Threw my eyes i have seen sadness Threw my eyes I have seen loneliness Threw my eyes I have seen ignorance Threw my eyes I have seen hate Threw my eyes I have seen hardship Threw my eyes I have seen fear Threw my eyes I have seen insecurity Threw my eyes I have felt tears Threw my eyes have all of these things passed

My Eyes Say Nothing And Yet Hide It All Inside.
Some people are able to cry and let their feelings out and show what's wrong and often tell others how they feel. That's just not something I'm use to nor is it something that I can do. I never let anything out and hold it all in so no one will ever see me crash and fall to my knees with my shame and my pain that my eyes hide so well. My eyes say nothing at all and hide all of it deep inside. I never let any of it out even no one is around. They say real men don't cry but I'll never believe in that lie. I admit when no one's around I let it out!!!!!!!!! Some people break things or throw things or hurt others or scream into pillows or go to others for comfort, but none of that is for me in any way. I keep everything inside. It's all that I'm use to doing. I've done it for far too long. There's no turning back from it for me..... My eyes they know everything about all of my worries and my fears and yet I'll never shed a tear with a crowd or with anyone else around. I'm going

[my Eyes Hurt. Have A Survey]
1 Who is your best friend? Brandon and/or Chris 2 Who do you like? That's some hardhitting news anchory question... uuuh... I like beer... but not 3.2 3 Who is your mom? I'm your grandfather. 4 Who owns your house? My dad. Well, technically I think the answer is "the bank" 5 Who bought you the clothes your wearing? Olive Drab shirt- me. Bloody jeans that fit just right- me *checks* Heart boxers- my mom Holey socks- who knows? old chucks with "character"- my mom about a decade ago 6 Who is at your house? Me. Dog. The folks. 7 Who loves you? Dog. The folks. My brother. His wife. Your mother. Kojack 8 Who said hey to you today? No one. 9 Who are you talking to right now? No one. 10 Who was your ex-boy/girlfriend? There are several, but we'll go with most recent Amanda... if that counts. Before that Tree. 11 What town do you live in? Exciting Independence 12 What are your pet peeves? People. 13 What are

My Eyesight
Hi everyone, I wanted to tell you that I am having an extreme problem with my eyes these days.This is why I have not been on fu for a few days and why I won't be here alot for awhile.The eye specialist that I have doesn't know what else to do so they are sending me to Wilmer Eye Institute to see if they can help me. Wilmer is a great place(the greatest anywhere) and hopefully they can help me!For those of you who don't know this I spent a year being blind about 10 years ago. Wilmer helped get my eyesight back for me and I sure hope they can do it agian.I am telling you all this now while I can still see some. My eyesight is diminishing quickly and I don't know how much longer I will be able to see to type.I want you all to know how much you mean to me and how much I am missing you already. Some days I can see enough to type and some days not.My specialist here says I am not eligble for cornea transplants but I am hoping Wilmer will see it differently.I will be here when I can.Hopefully

My Eyes Closed
My eyes closed I can't see you or love you dark in night... I walked with My eyes closed of love Closed the door my heart beating of lust for you gone like the wind hold me dear don't let me go.... I lost my soul long time ago in dark of the night. My eyes closed I can't see you or love you dark in night... I walked with My eyes closed of love Closed the door my heart beating of lust for you gone like the wind I tell you stories of my pass love me Never give up on me My eyes closed I can't see you or love you dark in the night Liar, Liar you went away in the dark of the night I love no more My eyes closed.

My Eyes
Her beauty draws me close, Her eyes keep me so entranced. Her soft beautiful smile. Sets my heart to dance. A queen of all beautys, Her king my hearts longs to be. Would truely lift me to heaven, Where all the angels would sing. My heart may never have its desire, But all her beauty still for my eyes to see. Forever etched in my mind, Forever to stay with me.

My Favorite Show When I Was A Kid
THE KROFFT SUPERSHOW!!!! Kaptain Kool and the Kongs (Superchick, Nashville, Turkey, and for the first season, Flatbush) were a colorful rock band who acted as hosts of this weekly show. Besides introducing the various shows, Kaptain Kool and the Kongs would performs songs and participate in various skits. The first season featured episodes of Electra Woman and Dyna Girl, Dr. Shrinker, Wonderbug and for a short time, Lost Saucer reruns. During the second season, only Wonderbug stayed and Magic Mongo and Bigfoot and Wildboy were added. Wonderbug

My Fallen Angel
I watched her fall Her grace was amazing She rode from a cloud singing She found a raindrop rode it part way down I knew she was the one She was like a bird in flight Her next ride was to find that snowflake As she spun around She knew I was watching her every move She smiled at me All I could do was watch what seemed My Fallen Angel As she hit that snowflake She jumped to make the rainbow next to her I wondered how long this would take I knew my time was near She hit a bolt of lightening and I did not fear She landed right next to me Looked in my eyes and said this is me I could see a 1000 years Her heart beating same as mine How in the world did I find this angel of mine Kind as a puppy Strong willed I am lucky Her anger does not boast But is righteous beyond reproach I wiped the hair out of her eye I will be the one around when you cry She looked up at me Took my hand She said lets go to soulmates land and that is how I found my Fallen Angel

My Family
This family's made of normal people by light. We turn into magical creatures by night, Casting our spells with eerie delight By the stars and the moon, shining bright. I am the maiden who lures Unicorns. I stroke their noses and long, graceful horns. On my brow, a wreath of flowers adorns. The roses, of course, have no thorns. My son is a bundle of pure Impish joy. Sometimes he's stubborn - won't share any toy. And with the ladies he's a bit shy and coy. My pride, my pleasure, my boy. His daddy's an Ogre, Mother Nature's mistake. His massively big hands he uses to take Tall trees from their roots, on his knee to break. A mess of the forest he'll make. I have a best friend, and she is a Witch. She laughs and she listens, but boy can she bitch. Yet, not for another would ever I switch. Spiritual sister, the Witch. Her husband, a light-haired, blue-eyed Elf. So lithe and so tall, he can reach the top shelf. His sarcasm stings, so you watch yourself. A help

My Father
He held my hand when I rose my first bike He held me when I got my first scrape He followed behind me when I tried to take my first step He guided me with caution when I rode with no training wheels, being brave He smiled at me proudly when I achieved a goal He gave me that look saying things would be ok He listened intently when I needed him to He sat by my bed every time I was in the hospital He gave me support in decisions I made He gave me a lecture when he felt I needed one He still believed in me when most people stopped And he still loved me when I made big mistakes There is no one who can hold a candle to him I love him endlessly he is my father

My Favorite Song
Mary J. Blige - Be Without You Lyrics I wanna be with you Gotta be with you Need to be with you I wanna be with you Gotta be with you Need to be with you 1st Verse: Chemistry was crazy From the get go Neither one of us Knew why We didn't build Nothin' over night Cause a love like this Takes some time People swore it off As a phase Said "We can't see that" Now top from bottom They see That we did that (Yes) It's so true that (Yes) We've been Through it (Yes) We got real sh.. (Yes) See, baby we've been Chorus: Too strong For too long And I can't Be without You baby And I'll Be waitin' up Untill you get home Cause I can't sleep Without you baby Anybody whose Ever loved you Knows just what I feel Too hard to fake it Nothin' can replace it Call the radio If you just can't Be without Your baby 2nd Verse: I got a question For ya See, I already Know the answer But still I wanna Ask you Would you lie? (No) Make me

My Fanfiction.
This is my Fan Fiction story called, "Turn Over." I wrote this a while back as a joke with my friend, but I liked it so much, and so did she, so I posted it on some fanfic sites. My fics basicly consist of Harry Potter, so if you don't like HP, you probably won't like it. But read it and see what you think. I'm going to post two stories, this being the first and it's pretty "racey" I guess you could say... or you could call it down right S-M-U-T, because that's what I like to call it. LMAO Anyways, I hope you enjoy... Turn Over CRASH! I woke in my bed with a start but didn’t move, I couldn’t. I had just heard a loud noise in my living room. Thoughts were going through my head such as, “Why the hell aren’t you moving?! You need to get your ass up and defend yourself!” Even though these words were going through me I couldn’t get up. It didn’t matter anyways, I was already hearing footsteps coming closer to me. Finally they stopped right outside my door. I still couldn’t move so all

My Favorite Body Part..lol
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis92%Abs/Stomach83%Boobs67%Butt42%Face33%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com

My Fans And Friends Please Read
Hey Everyone!! I'm just letting you know if I'm not around, this is why. Normally, I am one of the three technicians, I'm one of the "head technicians." Anyway, due to circumstances beyond my control, one of them was fired today. The other is going on vacation. So here I am doing a three person job by myself. Yes, this does mildly upset me, but there is hope. Yes, hope. I get to work OT, but I'm going to be working 8am-8pm Mon-Friday and possibly weekends. I will be dog tired. If you leave me a message, it may take me a couple of days or so to get back to you. Anyway, I"m letting everyone know, take care.

My Favorite Things
I love walking in the rain the smell of fresh flowers, the cool night air, my friends, making people smile and laugh, helping others when i can,spanking a willing butt of a male yes call me kinky cause i am and i love it and they do also after wards lol it shows them i am woman hear me roar i am the boss just a few for now

My Father (rip Daddy 11/1/2005)
let me fill ya'll in on a little part of my life. My parents divorced when I was 2 and my mom moved us in with my step father that raised me and my brother and sister as his own and I am forever thankful for that. My real father was never around and when I would talk to my mom about him she would bad mouth him like no tomorrow. Well about 3 and half years ago, I met up with my real father and all his family. I got to spend time with all them and actually feel like I was finally where I belonged. well in August of 2005 my father got sick. He was diagnosised with stage 4 oral and throat cancer and demension (basically he was just living in the past and didn't really know who anyone was or what was going on) his cancer was so far progressed that chemo and radiation would have just weakened him and basically kill him. So at the end of August, we were tols that he would have 6 months to a year to live. I took this really hard because I was like I just got him in my life and now he

My Fantasy
I am a baker by nature and I work at a daycare by trade. I am a single mom and I get lonely sometimes. Every once in a while I fantasize about what I am missing in my life. I miss being with a man. I miss how being with a man feels. I miss how being with a man makes me feel... Since you're all deprived sex-crazed maniacs like I am, this following tale should be right up your alley (I was working in my kitchen, elbow-deep in dough when this vision came to me... oh, and since this is my fantasy, I get to play the heroine, so nah-nah): I'm working in my kitchen, hands covered in dough, when the man of my dreams sneaks up behind me and tightly wraps his arms around my waist. He's desperately, almost violently kissing my neck. As I close my eyes, he runs his hands up and down my arms. I'm virtually shocked into a passionate state - so shocked that I just stand there waiting for the next thing he does to me. He unties my apron and I help - and I can't help myse

My Favorite Artists
seether / fort minor / hinder / reba / garth brooks/ stonesour / ozzy / kiss def leppard / sublime/ poison / shania / carrie underwood trisha yearwood / pam tillis / limp bizkit / guns n roses house of pain / spice girls / hilary duff / colin raye / billy ray cyrus / george fox / bon jovi / jeff healy band enqurie { hero} / nickel back / reospeedway / chicago air supply / ill think of the rest, my brain has had way to much to think about today ...lol

My Favorite Poem Of All Times..
"The Raven Poem" Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating

My Family Guy Character
You scored as Stewie Griffin. Congradulations you are Stewie. One of the best characters on the show and the crowd favorite. Because you are stewie you prob are one evil sick bastard.Stewie Griffin75%Lois Griffin63%Peter Griffin50%Glenn Quagmire50%Joe38%Brian Griffin38%Cleveland Brown25%Meg Griffin13%Chris Griffin0%Find out what Family Guy character you are. (pics included)created with QuizFarm.com

My Favorite Proverbs
here they are german but i tranlate to english 1.Alte Liebe rostet nicht. - True love never dies. 2. Die Liebe wächst mit dem Quadrat der Entfernung. - Absence makes the heart grow fonder. 3. Einigkeit macht stark. - There is strenght in unity. 4. Freunde erkennt man in der Not. - A friend in need is a friend indeed. 5. Geld allein macht nicht glücklich. - Money doesn't buy happiness. 6. Geld verdirbt den Charakter. - Money ruins character. 7. Irren ist menschlich. - To err is human; to forgive, divine 8. edes Ding hat seine zwei Seiten. - There are two sides to everything. 9. Lügen haben kurze Beine. - Lies walk on short legs. 10. Morgen, morgen, nur nicht heute, sagen alle faulen Leute. Verschiebe nicht auf morgen, was du heute kannst besorgen. - Don't put off till tomorrow, what you can do today enjoy jenn

My Father's House
The mountain spoke to me I lay upon her breast Safe under a wool blanket in my bed In my house In my father’s house A butter colored moon peeked in Through wavy glass A light breeze whispered Stars danced High above my father’s house And the trees The trees told secrets in the night And sacrificed their bodies Their lives To keep us warm in winter When good food cooked On the steaming stove The smell coming in through the nose And settling in the belly Of my father’s house I could not know or understand The whispered words Of mountain and tree But they haunt me still And catch in my throat I cannot speak them But I know them Like I know myself Like I know each board and corner of My father’s house

My "family"
Anyone who knows me in real life knows how much I adore my pet family...I've had cats since I was 17 years old other than after my old Pooh died at almost 20. When Pooh died I took a couple of years off because it just hurt to see other kittens but now I'm back up to 4 kitties who I adore and one old doggie. Keesha gets along great with the cats, expecially Mee-Kaa who has the patience of Job with the poor doggy. Keesha loves to slobber on Mee-Kaa and poor Mee-Kaa has to endure having an ice cold doggy nose shoved up her rear when Keesha comes in from outside...lol...I adore all my kitties and doggy and look forward to many many years with them driving me up the wall...smile...

My Fav 1
~Promises MADE~ Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

My Faraway Heart
We felt it was love at first sight, that warm and sultry prom night, You were not my date, but covered his shift, and when we walked in the bussiness place where you were filling in, as my date showed me off, you almost jumped over the counter. We hit it off right away, and decided we wanted to be together. You had a plan in place, and were getting ready to leave the state, I could not let go, not now, you had already become a part of my heart.So I asked to come along and you said yes. We traveled a bit, and I kept in touch with home to reasure them I was alright. Then bad news came, my mother was dying, and you knew my heart ached. You took me home, knowing anything could happen, and it did. It was hard to take knowing it was a trap, and we both suffered. Even tho a rabbit would have to die to prove you were going to be a father, I knew already, even down to the date. Because of the actions of our families you ended up on the street and always in a fog, in jeopardy if you wer

My Family On Lc
ok im going to start deleteing some of you coz no comments on pic.s or anything when i post... my family that comments on pic.s & everything else i love to talk to will only be the ones on there now... thanks, Tink

My Family Is ...
the most annoying bunch of fuckers but damn if i don't love em. Mom called today to inform me that my paternal gma was gonna call. I'm like wtf. Just let her call and leave it be. I think she was feeling me out to see the reaction I would have. Keep in mind I haven't spoken to her in 5 years. We (gma and I) have never been what you call close. She was a real bitch that was in denial for wayyy too many years. She finally saw what we had to deal with for years and all of a sudden she's like, he's bad. Well duhh ya old bitch. My mom says I need to make my amends with her since she's getting old, but I just don't know if I can let all the resentment go that I have for her or her piece of shit son. Ok enough bitching about that. For those of you who don't know, I might be going to Japan to see a friend of mine. He was suppose to come here but we are almost certain that his leave was cancelled due to a man shortage. We will see what happens. I sure do miss the hell out of him, but damn if t

My Father My Hero
ok here i am sitting at my computer too late at night worried, this is how i've spent every night for the past 2 weeks, for those who don't know my father is ill right now and i have been taking care of him, which is so not the way things are supposed to be like, I am daddy's girl and he has always been my stable foundation, he kept me grounded no matter what shit i pulled growing up he was there, so now i'm there for him, but i'm finding it too difficult for me, i mean i know i have the skills, training and the knowledge to care for him, but it just seems to me that he now looks old, he has never seemed old to me even at 82, but the past 2 weeks it seems like he has aged a lifetime, and my family and i know that he will be gone from ours lives sooner than we had aticipated which really sucks because i still need him i know that sounds selfish but dammit i am selfish when it comes to my father i'm so not ready for us our time to end and i know it wont be forever but still i sometimes t

My Favorite Quotes
"I may not agree with a word you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it" -Voltaire- "Violence is the first refuge of the incompetent" -Isaac Asimov- "Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names" -John F. Kennedy- "Power is the ability to walk away from what you truly desire" "To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world" "I cannot conceive of a personal God that would stand in direct judgement upon creatures of His own creation" -Albert Einstein- "We are the music makers, and We are the dreamers of dreams" -Willy Wonka- "Human beings can always be counted on to assert with great vigor their God-given right to be stupid" -Dean Koontz- "A high I.Q. does not make up for a lack of common sense" "Creativity

My Family Bitches To Much
OK im on a ranting rampage this morning...... Well i go to visit my grandmother while im waiting on the time to come to take my son to headstart. And what do you know she starts gripping and complaining about how david does. Says he isnt trying to work and talks about how he is not talkitive. Well i kept telling her that it was nothing like she was saying it was and she said she was sorry that me and her had got to this point that i would defend david why wouldnt i defend him against her when she has no idea what she is talking about. She acts like his is worthless and called him sorry. He works the only job there is around here and is going to the unemployment office every chance he gets to put in more applications. He does what he can to help me with MY kids and does alot to help with our new baby. She talks about how he wont put on his seatbelt in her van (i think he should) and he leaves spit cans sitting around her house(i gave her props for that also) but i tell him all the tim

My Fav...for Now
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whis

My Family
During my search for all the information I could find on the clan Gangrel. I ran across a new fledgling named Alea. She to had lost her Sire to the flames of a fire. I took her under my protection and began to teach her the Gangrel ways. Alea showed a strong ability to learn quickly. She also showed abilities that are not normal to the Gangrels. So in our travels, she taught me the abilities that she had and some that she had learned from a few other kindred she had met along the way. She became my sister and remains at my side as such. Alea is much more than just my sister, she is my confidant. I still train her in all that we Gangrel are. And in turn she trains me in what abilities she has from both her mortal life and the other vampires she had fed from and ultimately took there undead lives. I will come back to my sister at a later time. As Alea and I traveled the world together learning from each other. We came a cross a young lady named Cherie she had been seeking out a Gangre

My Fav Love Song Right Now
[Here from the king's mountain view [Here from the wild dream come true Feast like a sultan, I do On treasures and flesh never few But I would wish it all, away If I thought I'd lose you just one day The devil and his had me down In love with the dark side I've found Dabblin' all the way down Up to my neck soon to drown. But you changed that all for me Lifted me up, turned me round So I, I would wish this all away Pray like a [martyr dusk to dawn Beg like a hooker all night long Shout to the devil with my song And got what I wanted all along But I I would If I could I would Wish it away Wish it away Wish it all away Wanna wish it all away No price could hold sway Or justify my Giving away, my center] So if I could I'd wish it all away If I thought tomorrow, they'd take you away You're my piece of mind, my Ohm, my center my all I said I'm just trying to hold on One more day Damn my eyes! Damn my eyes! If they should compromise A

My Favorite Recipe Irish Dubling Corn Beef And Cabbage
5 pounds of Corned beef brisket 1 large onion with 6 cloves embedded 6 peeled and sliced carrots 8 new potaotes, peeled and cubed Some dried thyme A bunch of Parsley 2 Heads of Cabbage, quartered Sauce: half pint of whipping cream Boil the beef, onion, carrots, potatoes, thyme andparsley in a pot of water. Simmer anc cook for 3 hours. Remove sediment and the thyme, parsley and onion. Add the cabbage and simmer for a further 20 minutes or until the cabbage is cooked. Remove the meat and divide into pieces. Remove and season the cabbage heavily with black pepper. On a large plate surround the beef with the cabbage, carrots and potatoes. sauce by whipping the cream

My Fairy Tale
MY FAIRY TALE LOVE Is there such a thing as true and lasting love? Or the fairy tale happiness you've been dreaming of? Will someone ever love you in a deep and caring way? Be by your side and cherish you, come whatever may? You want to be valued, loved, and adored And give all the love your heart can afford Sometimes you feel afraid to open up your heart Sometimes you try to fight love's exciting start Will you ever feel that closeness? that oneness you desire? That natural, cozy feeling of life and love entire You crave the love that gives your heart a never ending smile That makes life's pain and heartache suddenly worthwhile You long for the love that helps you to be a better you That puts a sparkle in your eyes, excites you through and through You feel your heart yearning, aching for something more A love so deep and sincere is what you're hoping for Sweet nothings, tender words, close emotional touch This love you build and strengthen; this lov

My Fav Topic Censorship In Music
Alright this one is fun. Censorship in music is something that happen anytime someone doesn't like what they hear or see. Most music is just raw emotion put to paper. You sing what you feel and say it in a way to get the emotion across. If the emotion is rage yes your going to use fowl language and dipict scenes of murder and chaos. Hello these are just words not the actions. A sexual song will be suggestive and sensual. Like the storytellers of old you can't tell a good story without the emotion so you need to use these words and suggestive themes. Try this for example which one has more emotionl. I really don't like you and I' might do something bad to you, or I fucking hate you and I'm gonna cut your heart out with a spoon. See what I mean. Now I'll admit sometimes it gets carried away. When curses are used in a song for no real reason then just to make a ryhme it shows a lack of talent to artist. I mean really how hard is it to rhyme fuck with fuck shit

My Face
my face forget my name forget my face forget the way my lips did taste forget the way u called my name forget the way we used to play the game walk away from me dont look back i hate you now remember the way u kissed me last was the taste of her on your lips still i hate the way u look at me when it was you who hurt me.. im tired of the the points you feel u have to make its your foreboding i have to shake i wanted u back once but now i know i think your a loser, worthless piece of flesh a liar a cheat lower then low this is final this i know

My Favorite Season
If you listen you can hear it Whispers soft and low It means that winter is coming With delicate flakes of snow. If you stop for a moment And take a look around You can hear winters whisper And it's a lovely sound The first snowflakes fall softly And cover up the earth Providing natures winter cover So spring can bring new birth. Listen to the whisper And enjoy winters grace Look up toward Heaven And let the flakes fall on your face THENA

My Family
well i just got a new router today so now me and my wife are back online at the same time. my car died yesterday so i have know clue whats going on it might be the battery or it might be the starter. in the next couple days i am gonna be putting alot more pics of my wife and my son. i hope more people rates and comments on them (joey is just so cute when you see his pics you will understand). i made both files for friends only so if you want to see them you have to add me as a friend. well thats all for now i'll blog more another time pagon update - i changed both folders so everyone can view

My Fantasy
Lost in a sea of excitement, Beyond our control, We kiss. Ever so deeply that other couples Want to go home and have sex. After every passionate moment, We blush in utter excitement and embarassment Everytime our lips meet. Like two frieght trains colliding at full speed We're hornier than two animals in heat Yearning to fuck right here and now Breathing heavier now, We beging to undress. Slowly revealing every detail of our nakedness The sight of your naked body Is enough to make a grown man cry. Blood rushes to my dick, Faster than the 100 meter dash. Surprised by its size, You are left estatic. Your eyes look as though they may fall out. As I caress the outline of your body, I can feel the heat escaping As you are getting turned on by every touch. Leaning in to kiss you...just before forplay, I wake up. "What the fuck?" are the first words that escape from my lips. "I always wake up before the real fun begins." Trying to go back to sleep to continue my

My Family, Friends And Fans
Merry meet and Hello to all of you. We are leaving on our adventure tomorrow morning. First to MN the TX. I am so grateful for you all! Thanks for the caring support that you all have showed to me. I don't quite know when I will be setting my computer up again but I will hop on the one ot the Library til I figure it out it shouldn't take too long. You are all in my thoughts and I hope that you all have a happy thaksgiving! Dying inside :P

My Favorite Poem
You who never arrived in my arms, Beloved, who were lost from the start, I don't even know what songs would please you. I have given up trying to recognize you in the surging wave of the next moment. All the immense images in me- the far-off, deeply-felt landscape, cities, towers, and bridges, and unsuspected turns in the path, and those powerful lands that were once pulsing with the life of the gods- all rise within me to mean you, who forever elude me. You, Beloved, who are all the gardens I have ever gazed at, longing. An open window in a country house-, and you almost stepped out, pensive, to meet me. Streets that I chanced upon,- you had just walked down them and vanished. And sometimes, in a shop, the mirrors were still dizzy with your presence and, startled, gave back my too-sudden image. Who knows? perhaps the same bird echoed through both of us yesterday, seperate, in the evening... Rainer Maria Rilke

My Favorite Survey Ever
Nothing but Sex! You may want to be alone when filling this out! 1. Favorite poisition: Doggie 2. Favorite place to have sex: any room in the house 3. Favorite thing to give during sex: Blowjob 4. Favorite thing to recieve during sex: it's a tie between a spanking and having my nipples twisted 5. Most times you had sex in one night (doesn't have to be with the same person): 17 6. Ok now i'm curious, most people in one night: one 7. Ever had sex with the same sex? No 8. Do you want to? No, not my cup of tea but u never know what might happen during a 3some. Anything above the belt is ok. 9. Anything you'd like to try but haven't, and why? can't think of anything, I've been lucky - oh wait a 3some 4 some more some 10. Do you like to watch people have sex? I'd rather be having the sex, but someone has to holdthe camera I guess 11. Do you like to be watched having sex? Yes 12. Ever try anal? Yes ain't nothing wrong with the butt love 13. Ever been /thrown an orgy? no 14. E

My Favorite Stones Song!
Lets drink to the hard working people Lets drink to the lowly of birth Raise your glass to the good and the evil Lets drink to the salt of the earth Say a prayer for the common foot soldier Spare a thought for his back breaking work Say a prayer for his wife and his children Who burn the fires and who still till the earth And when I search a faceless crowd A swirling mass of gray and Black and white They dont look real to me In fact, they look so strange Raise your glass to the hard working people Lets drink to the uncounted heads Lets think of the wavering millions Who need leaders but get gamblers instead Spare a thought for the stay-at-home voter His empty eyes gaze at strange beauty shows And a parade of the gray suited grafters A choice of cancer or polio And when I look in the faceless crowd A swirling mass of grays and Black and white They dont look real to me Or dont they look so strange Lets drink to the hard working people Lets think of

My Father
This morning I have woke up and realized that I am slowly turning into my father or at least treating people like my father treats me. Its killing me. I wanted to cry; I did cry then I thought I NEED TO CHANGE THIS! I sit here wondering what I can do to change it... I don't know. My father continues to bring me down, belittles me, treats me like I am nothing, I hate it! I try to stand up to him and my mother pleads with me not to but then I internalise it and it builds up and builds up. Then it comes out in the ways I treat people, the way I talk, the way I see/feel people are treating me. I know some people blame that 'attitude' on somone else in my life, but honestly guys its not her! I promise. You see its her cause u met me after I met her and saw how unhappy I was. I'm (was) not (completely) unhappy cause of her, my father is killing me and he can't even see it. I don't even want Christmas this year, its sad. I have no joy in me. I hate being so negative... GRRR... He treats me l

My Favorite Love Quotes
I sought for Love But Love ran away from me. I sought my Soul But my Soul I couldn't see. Then I sought You, And I found all three. ~ by Unknown Author ~ A man loses his sense of direction after four drinks; A woman loses hers after four kisses H.L. Mencken I love you - those three words have my life in them. ~ by Alexandrea to Nicholas III ~ What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. ~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~ The greatest thing you'll ever learn Is to love and be loved in return. ~ From "Unforgettable with Love" by Natalie Cole Soul meets soul on lover's lips. ~ by Percy Bysshe Shelly ~ No man is truly married until he understands every word his wife is NOT saying. ~ by Unknown ~ True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist, Nor can it be hidden where it truly does. ~ by Anonymous ~ I love thee, I love but thee With a love that shall not die Till the s

My Favorite Color
My Favorite Color... In the early 1940's I started first grade in a small one room school out of Carrywood, Idaho. My parents raised four of us, two girls, two boys, on a Dairy/Beef cattle ranch. I loved going to school and one day the teacher asked us to name our favorite color and write about it. I immediately wrote down Red, White and Blue. She advised me I had to pick just one. I refused to do so. When I left school that afternoon, I carried home a note to my parents. In it the teacher stated the problem and indicated she would like to speak to them. Since my Mother didn't drive, that meant my Father would have to take time out in his busy day to drive to the school. Both parents did attend . . . and I do believe it was one of the shortest Parent/Teacher conferences ever. I can remember listening to them talk. Dad never said much but had served his time in the Navy and asked just one question. "Do you have anything against being Pat

My Face
What Your Face Says At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic. What Do People Think Of Your Face?

My Family Buried Me Today Doing Me A Favor And Starting A New Chapter In Sarais Life
So whose fucking business that i sleep with a women? Whose business is it that i am in love with a women does it really matter that i love her i want to be with her and that no not even though my grandma thinks its wrong does she know how Brandy makes me feel? Does any one know how Brandy makes me feel? the feeling of security knowing that no she will never break my ribs no she will not like my grandmother or others in my life take a whole paycheck and put it in the machine its nice to know that there is that kind of financial stability knowing that the biggest addiction is cigerettes and an occasioanl beer no one seems to understand that they think my whole blood is thicker then water shit the only thing i can think is my blood realitives blood with me has been a powder waiting to blow away in the wind and today a storm blew... My family buried me today maybe when they burried me they burried the little girl i never was and the adult i never will be

My Father's Big Sister
A mistake at Birth Now orphaned Again Without blood To rely on I am glad I have My friends A new beginning Starts once this Page ends Another chapter To explore A fresh life Ascends Faith and my Beliefs Allow no Anger in My Grief I allow a single Tear Followed by a Sigh Of Relief I now get to be The same old me Only different Dedicated to my late Aunt, Sylvia Adler, who passed January 7, 2004. I will miss you my friend. Just thinking about her, so I decided to share.

My Favorite Sayings:
Lifes a roller caoster we all ride so buckle up,shut up,and hold on! , Live,Laugh, LOVE! , Why do men fight losing battles when they know they are going to die,I guess its the hope that keeps all men alive. , If Barbie is so popular,why do you have to buy her friends? , Why do people who fall in love almost always wind up lonely,hurt,scared and scarred for life? , Save a drum bang a drummer... , Save a horse ride a cowboy... , Tears are the unspoken words of heartache and pain. , In the end everything tastes like CHICKEN and the chicken tastes good.. , Back to your roots,I'm cheif hit a bitch from the slap a hoe tribe... , Smells like fish,tastes like chicken,hold your nose and keep on lickin... , God is in the television,Jesus is in the VCR,Marys in the microwave and the devil is in your bed... , The hardest thing you'll ever have to face is yourself staring back at you.. , What or who do you see when you look at yourself in the mirror. , What do you when the only one who can stop you

My Favorite Movie Quotes
I am a HUGE movie lover of all kinds. Sappy love movies...graphic horror movies...action movies...bad "b" movies you name it..these are a few of my favorite quotes that I can think of at the moment...feel free to add :) Susan Sarandon ~ Bull Durham ~ I believe in the Church of Baseball. I've tried all the major religions, and most of the minor ones. I've worshipped Buddha, Allah, Brahma, Vishnu, Siva, trees, mushrooms, and Isadora Duncan. I know things. For instance, there are 108 beads in a Catholic rosary and there are 108 stitches in a baseball. When I heard that, I gave Jesus a chance. But it just didn't work out between us. The Lord laid too much guilt on me. I prefer metaphysics to theology. You see, there's no guilt in baseball, and it's never boring... which makes it like sex. There's never been a ballplayer slept with me who didn't have the best year of his career. Making love is like hitting a baseball: you just gotta relax and concentrate. Besides, I'd never sleep with

My Faries Worl Poem
My Fairies World Poem My fairies float on breezes warm, in pastel shades they are adorned. Ribbons, bows and castles too, my fairies bring here just for you. So come with me, and enter in my fairy world - now let's begin. Tread gently on the fairies flowers, spend time with them in leafy bowers. Feel the touch as their gossamer wings brush your hand, what joy this brings. Catch hold, the trailing ribbons high, may be, you too will fly. See bubbles blown to catch the light, don't make a sound, less they take flight. Enter then their castle home, there's blue and pink, where you may roam. Drift with them among the spires. In my fairyland, no one tires. Watch them paint the butterflies, but, careful do not blink your eyes. Sometimes with butterflies they come to earth, to see what must be done. Landing in your fairy dell, but that's a secret, do not tell. Only the elves, with whom they play know they are there at the end of day. They dance together

My Favorite Kiss... My First Lesbian Experience
So many nights, I lay in bed... Remembering my favorite kiss... I'd thought about it many times, and relived it many times since... I placed my hand over your breast rubbing my open palm over the nipple, hardening under my touch. I could hear your breath catch as I leaned down and enclosed your nipple with my lips, then traced it with my tongue over and over, till it was perfectly etched in my mind. I moved my mouth from your left breast to your right, replacing where my mouth was with my hand, touching, first softly, then rougher, as my curiosity was replaced by hunger. I pushed you against the wall, and our mouths met, your soft full lips and your thick tongue, pushed into mine and filled it greedily. I kissed you hard, your teeth scraping my lips as you bit at me lightly. While I kept one hand on your breast, I moved the other down over your jeans, undoing your pants, but taking the time to bend down and bit at you through them. Despite the heavy material, I could feel the growin

My Fantasy Of You
As I lie here on my back in my lonely bed, I think of things that you have written. Certain desires, needs and actions that make you who you are. I see you in my mind, the loving and sexy man that you are. The heart and soul that lies inside of you and my body aches to know you. I can feel your soft and sweet lips on mine. The way your silky tongue outlines my lips and the gentle nibble from your teeth. The way your tongue slides deep into my mouth and tastes the hunger I have building for you. The way your tongue surrounds mine and the sweet exchange of your saliva mingled with mine. I can feel your hot mouth as it moves to my ear and the heat of the tip of your tongue as it darts quickly inside. The soft whisper of my name brings a rush of cum just inside my sweet pussy and your mouth moves on down to my hard and erect nipples. Slowly your tongue circles the left nipple and you blow so gently and close your mouth over the reactive hardness and I moan. My right hand st

My Family Tree.
Lourena Cox Austin’s lineage (Great-grandmother): My family tree can be traced back through the Emperor Charlemagne back to 400 A.D. 14/16 of the individuals who signed the Magna Carta were ancestors. I am the 24th descendant of King Edward I (documented) Family owned castle in Leicester, England – Odell Castle with the original coat of arms being a blue shield with scattered silver stars with a crescent/scimitar on top. The castle burned some years back and the stones were used to build a manor house. The original coat of arms that was on the castle is on the front of the present manor house. Our family descended from Col. John Alston who fought in the American Revolution. One of the local chapters of the Daughters of the Revolution is named after this gentleman. Grandmother belonged to Daughters of American Revolution and Daughters of the Confederacy (Grandmother was past president of both organizations. Lineage must be documented in order to become a member of th

My Favorite Band
Calling themselves Da BoDeans, the original duo was Kurt Neumann (vocals & electric guitar) and Sam Llanas (vocals & acoustic guitar). In 1984 they teamed up with Guy Hoffman (drums). The trio quickly became a popular band on Milwaukee's East Side music scene. By the close of that year, Bob Griffin (bass), was brought into the group. In 1985 the quartet signed a contract with Slash/Warner Records and shortened their name to simply BoDeans. Under the guidance of producer T-Bone Burnett, they entered Hollywood's Sunset Sound Factory in October to record their first album. The critically acclaimed debut Love & Hope & Sex & Dreams was released in 1986. In January 1987, a Rolling Stone reader poll voted them Best New American Band. They have rotated through various musicians, including keyboardists Michael Ramos and Susan Julian, and drummers Rick Jeager, Kenny Aronoff, Rafael Gayol, Nick Kitsos, and most recently, Kevin Leahy. Their 1993 song "Closer to Free" was selected as the them

My Favorite Lines
HiTCH: ~ Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it's the moments that take your breath away. ~ Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away. ~ Basic Principles - no matter what, no matter when, no matter who... any man has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet; he just needs the right broom. The Notebook ~ I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough. ~ Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting

My Fairy Tale Wedding Lol
IFF i remarry it will only be to a wedding with a twist...a midevil wedding posted below are pics hehe ya im doin my homework in hopes of 1 day this pic is of the rose garden there usually held then of course...Bring your dreams to life as wizards, elves and fairies enchant your wedding such as this look if that aint good ...Ye best set sail me hearties for a swashbuckling wedding as Pirates invade the shire....hehe....

My Fat Ass....
So me and my Kellee went back to the gym today for the first time in 4 months... Ok so i know what you are thinking...LAZY ASS...and yeah you are right.. So anyway...we started off with a nice walk around the indoor track...2 laps...then we went and started to work on our arms... We didn't pussy out and go easy the first day...hell no we did 3 sets on each machine...WITH weight...lol I truly hate the satanic fuck who designed these machines....the ones to work triceps HURT like a mother fucker....oh and the i want nice firm boobies machine...UGH...lol but i will say i worked my ass off...THEN me and miss kellee went to the treadmills...we did 30 min on the forest walk...when kel and i do something we don't do it halfway. So yeah my arms hurt like hell...and i know tomorrow will only be worse... So i was bitching and moaning the whole time...but don't let me fool you...i love it at the gym... I like knowing i am doing something to make me feel better in the long run... Someone re

My Family Is So Screwed Up
my family i guess isnt what u call normal if we want anything or shall i say if i want anything form them i have to literaly hunt them down bc they dont want to have anything to do with me or my wife. but when i do i get moeny galore and what no aint that funny ... considering that i am very very poor with no job at the moment leave one if u wish think that is it for now

My Face Is Broken What Fun
yeah got hit in the face on my 21st birthday, just went to teh ER last night find out i have multiple fractures and breaks in my face. Have to go to a specialist see if i need some kind of surgical stuff done. i cant wait till feburary then i get to see the cutest girl in the world , ashley is just great she always makes me smile and i dont think about my face or any pain

My Family Death!
To my friends I am letting u know that I recently had a death in the family.. This was my great aunt. Her name was Dorothy and she was very special to me.. She a great mother and grandmother. She lived to see her great grandchildren. My fondest memory of her was when I would go and visit.. Even though she was the backbone of her family and kept her house running like a well oiled machine. She still would go four wheeling and go carting. And still have homemade pies and goodies ready for us when we got back.. She would wake us in the morning with her homemade sausage pancakes and finish with a great cup of hot cocoa and talk. This is my tribute to my great aunt. May she be happy where ever she is.. I love you Aunt Dorothy. Love Kristina

My Family Puts The "fu" In Dysfunctional
My Family Puts the "fu" in dysfunctional -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2005-12-25, 2:51PM CST Christmas Eve is always a fabulous time for me due to the fact that my family is so incredibly dysfunctional. Everyone drinks brandy old fashioneds beginning at about 3 p.m. It is downhill from there. I got asked "Are you seeing anyone?" and "You're not married yet?" at least 264,000 times last evening. I'm 25 and have not yet reproduced. I best get on that. Who else's family eats raw ground beef and onions? What about meatballs and mini franks in jelly sauce? I feel like I should have gone to the OCB for some healthier fare. My aunt argues about money with my mom, basically over how my aunt is going to sue everyone once my grandmother dies because there has always been such inequality. My pedophile uncle ogles little nieces and nephews. We have to watch him. He should be locked up. My other uncle waxes poeti

My Father's Big Sister
Old poem. Someone reminded me of her today:) A mistake at Birth Now orphaned Again Without blood To rely on I am glad I have My friends A new beginning Starts once this Page ends Another chapter To explore A fresh life Ascends Faith and my Beliefs Allow no Anger in My Grief I allow a single Tear Followed by a Sigh Of Relief I now get to be The same old me Only different Dedicated to my late Aunt Sylvia Adler, who passed on January 7, 2004. I will miss you my friend. I STILL do!!

My Fav
I wonder If anyone can figure out why I like this song sooo Much and what me and this song have in common lmfao care to guess I wonder who can guess right ??????????? Smack That F/ Eminem VideoSmack That F/ Eminem lyrics - Akon lyricsAkon Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

My Favorite One
This is my favorite poem by Pablo. I read this in Mr. Knuth's class waaayyyyyy back and it has been my favorite ever since..... Love Sonnet XVII by Pablo Neruda I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz or arrow of carnations that propagate fire: I love you as certain dark things are loved, secretly, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries hidden within itself the light of those flowers, and thanks to your love, darkly in my body lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

My Favorite Song!!!!
The Rose by Amanda McBrooom from the soundtrack to "The Rose" Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed. Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need. I say love, it is a flower, and you its only seed. It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance. It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give, and the soul afraid of dyin' that never learns to live. When the night has been too lonely and the road has been to long, and you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong, just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose.

My Fantasy
I have always had the fantasy of being tied to the bed and blindfolded. I haven't found a partner who shares the same desires yet. While tied to the bed, my arms above my head and my legs spread I want my partner to do whatever he wants to me. I want him to tease me, make my moan in anticipation as I feel him run his hands and body all over me. I won't know what he will do next as he plays with me fully, teasing my breasts, my mouth, and between my legs. He will use toys on me while he slips himself into my mouth. So many thing I want to do, now just to find the right person.

My Family Friends And Fans
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My Favorite Airline....
Stuck in O'Hara...4th cancelation in row, made AA change me to Northwest...I found out they canceled because they have sick people on the crews, not because fo the weather....THOSE BASTARDS!!!! now flying to Detroit out of here, and then to Toledo...using a different carrier... FUCK AMERICAN AIRLINES!!!

My Favorite Quote
Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceithed. Its never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleassure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. I love this quote. It explains alot for me.

My Fat Ass
Is watching CSI and then ER and then bed! I have to go to Yale tomorrow for my daughters Neurology appt. I will be gone most of the day. So miss me terribly. Mourn me. Worship me. Love me. hahahahaha

My Fantasy Hehe
Walking home from a night shift at work i came to the alley way i always hated. As i started to walk i heard footsteps behind me, i turned to look but there was nothin there, 'must be my imagination' i thought to myself, it always plays tricks on me when i get to this part of the way home. But, then i hear someone call me name, i quickly turn around but nothin there. I stud staring for a little while, as i was about to start walking again i heard footsteps coming up behind me, frozen in fear i was unable to run or scream ... He walked up behind me, i felt him put his arm around my stomach, holding me tightly he grabed a hold of my hair at the lower back of my head and pulls it to once side with a firm hold, exposing my neck i felt a sharp biting sensation that sent shivers down my spin n into my legs, they became weak n my legs gave way. He holds me up still biting hard i feel myself start gettin more n more aroused, i cant help it, i dont understand it, im lost in pain and pleasure

My Family On Here
I have very few people on my family list, this is because these are people i talk to or chat to, people who kno me , not just seen a picture. i like theses people a lot and i hope to keep in touch with all of them. so if you want to be on my family list chat with me i love to get to kno new people.

My Father Met My First Boyfriend
The night my dad met my first boyfriend, we were going to a dance. Junior (the boyfriend) came over to meet my family before going up to the middle school. My mother, grandfather, and grandmother all thought he was charming. They talked to him for a few minutes, then he and I went in the den to watch television. We sat on the couch watching the closest of the two televisions, and I grabbed his hand underneath the big hard pillow so nobody could see. I glanced over and smiled at him. Then, to my horror, my father walks in with a huge bloody knife, barely glances at Junior, and walks outside. Junior's fingers tightened slightly on mine, and I rolled my eyes to myself, looking back over at the television. My dad comes back in, still holding the huge knife in his hand, and stops at the foot of the couch, "You want me to use this on you?" while he looks directly at Junior. Junior lets go of my fingers, loses all color in his face, pops his eyes out of his head as wide as they'll go, and

My Father's Shenanigans
Last year my dad was out at the golf course with his friends, when he sees *Manual (name changed due to small-town) hauling ass down the street. Pretty soon *Veronica appears behind him in her own car. Now, my dad knew that Manual was married, and Veronica was a few years older than I, so he put two and two together and realized they were headed to the park for a sexy rendezvous, so he says to the other five guys with him (who're drunk) "Let's head over yonder to the park. I've got an idea." So they head over to where the two are meeting, and wait patiently as *Veronica gets out of her car and joins *Manual in his truck then speeds off toward Plains. "Alright, y'all, let's go." So the six drunk men set out towards the car, carefully pick it up, and wedge it successfully between two trees, making entrance impossible. Then they resume their game of golf. About forty-five minutes later they hear 'Aghh!! Dammit!', and look over to see *Veronica with her legs sticking out of the trun

My Father's Method Of Landscaping (hilarious) Just Read!!
I love my dad. He's where I get my weird sense of humor. One day my mother calls and says "GUESS what your FATHER is doing." "Got no clue, Ma. Tell me." "He's mowing the lawn." WTF? "What's so weird about that?" She paused for dramatic effect, "He's naked." "WHAT?" I was befuddled, perplexed, confused, flabbergasted, AND almost speechless. "Yep." "Mom, this is very important. Is he mowing the front lawn (please god no, there's no fence!), or the back lawn?" (cross your fingers, pray for the back lawn) Again she pauses, what is it with this woman and torture? "The back lawn. I'm getting the camera." As I hear her picking up the camera, switching it on, and chuckling to herself while she walks to the back door, I wonder what in the world possessed him? There was no way he could explain this one. No possible reason at all. With this little stunt, I finally had him!! "Mike! Say cheese!" My mother called sweetly. "Shit!" My father responded. "Too la

My Fantasy
(I felt the need to come today so I went into the bathroom, my favorite place to fantasize. I pulled my jeans and panties down around my ankles and placed my finger against my engorged clit. Leaning against the wall, the side of my face cool against its surface, I fantasized about you.) I gently rubbed my clit back and forth. It was hard yet warm, and the sensation of my finger rubbing it was delicious. At one point I removed my finger and brought it to my nose, inhaling the essence and muskiness of my sex before putting it into my mouth to taste its sweetness. My imagination, behind closed eyes, envisioned being lovingly restrained by you, arms raised gently above my head, silk ties binding my wrists to the bed frame, knees up with my feet planted firmly on the mattress. You placed a wide band with ties on the end around one knee and its twin around the other knee, spreading them wide, tightly securing the ends of the ties to the sides of the bed frame, rendering me helpless and

My Fantasy
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Since meeting you i have you in my head in my heart in my soul, i can not stop thinking bout you to want you to feel you, at night you are my last tought in the morning you are my reason to get out of bed, your love makes my heart beat makes me breath makes me want makes me need. I dream of the day we will meet so i can hold you kiss you taste you make you wet to my touch to my kiss where you would make me crave you by you taste. To slowly undress you kissing you gently caressing you tasting you smelling your aroma driving me crazy for you, kissing you softly on the lips licking them runing my hand down your back bringing you closer to me. Lowering my head i reach the top of your breast kissing them licking them as i reach your nipples i take them in my mouth nibbling them holding you close forcing your breast in my mouth. My hands caressing them slides to your ass grabing your cheeks squeesing them making you feel as i take you in my

My Fantasy
Imagine...with you on another rainy day, you take me by the hand as you suddenly get a spontaneous urge to lead me under the wet sky as we run out to dance, laugh, and play while you smile and you hold me close with tender, soaking-wet kisses. Who cares what those people are thinking. They are thinking we are in love and a little crazy! :-)

My Favorite Song Of Theweek
Avril Lavigne- Keep Holding ON You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side You know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in no I won't give in Keep holdin' on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just, stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say (repeat) Nothing you can do there's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late This could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend ah ah I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah Keep holdin' on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just, stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you [ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ] Th

My Favorite Song!!!
"Settlin'" - Sugarland Fifteen minutes left to throw me together For mister right now, not mister forever Don't know why I even try when I know how it ends Looking like another "maybe we could be friends" I've been leaving it up to fate It's my life so it's mine to make I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settling for anything less than everything, yeah With some good red wine and my brand new shoes Gonna dance a blue streak around my living room Take a chance on love and try how it feels With my heart wide open now you know I will Find what it means to be the girl Change her mind and change her world I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settling for anything less than everything I

My Favorite Song
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

My Fantasy Land
My Fantasy Land Sail away with me to my fantasy land, come go with me,To that place were there's no return; Let go of all your tears and fears,and together we'll light the match,For those bridges to burn; There isn't any pain or bitterness where we're going,I can promise you pure bliss; And as we enter into it's gates,we'll seal our bond in time,With a simple kiss; The roses are in bloom there,and the sun is always shinning oh so bright; The time stands still when you want it to,especially when i'm holding you during the night. Please don't deny my request, to guide you there as you close your eyes with me; Fantasy land with you by my side,is where I long to always be! Copyright ©2009 Erica Renee Chamlee

My Favorite Lyrics Your Love By.erik Santos
erik santos - your love Your Love Artist: Erik Santos Album: Your Love LYRICS You're the one who never let me sleep Through my mind and through my soul you touched my lips You're the one that I can't wait to see When you're here by my side, I'm in ecstasy [Refrain] I'm all alone without you But days are dark without the glimpse of you Now that you cam into my life I feel complete The flower bloom, the morning shines And I can see [Chorus] Your love is like the sun That lights up my whole world I feel the warmth inside Your love is like the river That flows down through my veins I feel the chill inside Everytime I hear the music played Reminds me of the things that we've been through In my mind I can't believe it's true But in my heart, the reality is you (Repeat Refrain) (Repeat Chorus) (Repeat Chorus)

My Favorite Band Is Playing
My favorite band is playing Friday and Saturday Nights Please come and join all of us SEE THE JOE TANNER BAND GREENFIELDS 3355 S. Yarrow Street Lakewood, CO 80227 303.989.9820 One Block West of Wadsworth, One Block North of Hampden In The Mission Trace Shopping Center) FRIDAY MARCH 9TH SATURDAY MARCH 10TH BAND STARTS ABOUT 9PM PLAYS CLASSIC ROCK AND BLUES GO TO www.joetannerband.com check them out

My Fantasy
Alot of the guys out there have been asking me what my fantasies are. I figure you guys probably want a naughty one but,since ive already expeiranced most of them im going to go with a more romatic one My biggest romatic fantasy is for the man of my dreams to invite me over to his house and cook me a romatic candle lit dinner. In the middle of it all he picks me up and pushes everything of the table, lays me on it and we make love for hours. Im just waiting for my Knight in shining armor to come and sweep me off my feet and fullfil my fantasies. Are You Man Enough?

My Favorite Thing To Do....curious Cupid.
My favorite thing to do.... A CANDLE LITE ROOM. EROS and I. MY MIND maybe A NICE LADIES MAGAZINE OR MY COMPUTER. PLESURING MY SELF INTO A WORLDPOOL OF ECSTACY. curious cupid.

My Favorite Days
Some days are made of sunshine some days Are made of rain. My favorite days are made of clouds and Winds that call my name. The clouds are my pillows and the winds My pillow slips. They make me have the sweetest dreams And bring smiles to my lips. The wind softly whispers sweet nothings in My ear And the clouds ease my troubled mind till There's nothing left to fear. I would like to thank my maker for giving Me these gifts of puffy clouds and windsongs That give my spirit such a lift.

My Fav. Poem
The Oyster There once was an oyster Whose story I tell, Who found that some sand Had got into his shell. It was only a grain, But it gave him great pain. For oysters have feelings Although they're so plain. Now, did he berate The harsh workings of fate That had brought him To such a deplorable state? Did he curse at the government, cry for election, and claim that the sea should have given him protction? No-he said to himself As he lay on his shell, Since I cannot remove it, I shall try to improve it. Now the years have rolled around, As the years always do, And he came to his ultimate Destiny-stew. And the small grain of sand That had bothered him so Was a beautiful pearl All richly aglow. Now the tale hasa moral; For isn't it grand What an oyster can do With a morsel of sand? What couldn't we do If we'd only begin With some of the things That get under our skin. ~Author Unknown~

My Favorit Song To 1 Of My Friends
AVRIL LAVIGNE LYRICS "Girlfriend" [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don’t like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me No way! No way! No it’s not a secret Hey! Hey! You! You! I want to be your girlfriend [Verse 1] You’re so fine I want you mine You’re so delicious I think about ya all the time You’re so addictive Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright? Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious And Hell Yeah I’m the motherfucking princess I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right [Bridge] She’s like so whatever You could do so much better I think we should get together now And that’s what everyone’s talking about! [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don’t like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you

My Familly + Friends Etc.
I have Restructured my Familly List.There is a couple more I might remove today as well.I Desired to have Close friends there so I can be sure they get comments,an Rates before others.If anyone in my Familly list has problems,no matter what kind.You may come to me,I will try to be their for all of u.Once my level jumps to another there will be others being invited to my Familly.Most in it now are very worthy to be here. Some of you know by now that I save Comments,an I post them Comments as my Levels increase.I like many different comments.I don't save them all,but I do save a lot.I had no idea that my Comments get removed after a certain amount of Days.I have lost many that I wanted.Its funny at myspace I musta had over 200 comments on my account there.They stayed till I deleeted them.At Netfriendships I must have way over 500.There still there.Can't figure out why they get removed here at the CT,the Greatest Socialization spot on the Web. The last 2 days I have been Comment Bombing

My Father.
OK, I wanted to give more of a background on my father from my last entry. More or less, my father was abusive to my mother, myself, and my sister when we were little. He would lock us in our rooms while he went to the race tracks, or while he was just in the living room wathcing TV so he didn't have to put up with us. My parents divorced when I was around 2, my father has never really been there at all for me or my sister. Financially he was, $200 a month until my sister turned 18 then $100 a month until I turned 18. Other than maybe a few visits a year, here and there and depending on the year and where we were living that was it. I have always had a problem with him, I dont understand why he can't just be there for us. I dont understand why he doesnt care to know what is going on with us, or worry about us. I dont care if he is busy working, or doing whatever with his new family we are his children and he is suppose to be there for us. That is his responsibilty, he is our FATHER,

My Fav Pomes
We, unaccustomed to courage exiles from delight live coiled in shells of loneliness until love leaves its high holy temple and comes into our sight to liberate us into life. Love arrives and in its train come ecstasies old memories of pleasure ancient histories of pain. Yet if we are bold, love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls. We are weaned from our timidity In the flush of love's light we dare be brave And suddenly we see that love costs all we are and will ever be. Yet it is only love which sets us free. Mya Angelou Your hands easy weight, teasing the bees hived in my hair, your smile at the slope of my cheek. On the occasion, you press above me, glowing, spouting readiness, mystery rapes my reason When you have withdrawn your self and the magic, when only the smell of your love lingers between my breasts, then, only then, can I greedily consume your presence. M

My Family Intro :)
EDIT TO ADD: I'm going to make the family stuff a whole seperate blog so If you've commented on it all ready don't worry about it :) Well I figure I can tell a bit about myself & my family here. So I'm 42 yrs old and married to a wonderful 40(in May)yr old man(I call him Tiger). We have 2 sons Jordan who will be 17 in April. And Colton who will be 12 in September. We have 2 dogs Ozzy who is some kind of hound mix & big. LOL And Sammy who we got from a rescue group and is a black Cock-a-Poo. We also had a Chinese Shar-pei that died last year. We'd had her longer than we had Colton. LOL We miss her. Our pets are definately part of our family. We live in a trailer on our own property. We bought 2 lots have the trailer on one and hoped to build soon on the other. My parents live across the street and a couple houses down. Which is actually pretty nice because the kids can walk down anytime they want to. Plus Jordan & Tiger help them out alot. Not to mention they've helped us out a

My Fantasy
The rain had begun to pound hard against the roof as the thunder and lighting grew closer. He knew what I wanted as he gently grabbed my hand and led me to the balcony outside. As he pressed himself against me I could tell that the rage of the storm has only fueled his passion. He pressed his lips against me as he pushed me against the railing running his hand up the inside of my thigh under my skirt he knew that I would not refuse. The rain began to fall harder as the storm grew closer. I begged him please I need you with a smile he was more then willing to fill my need. the sensation of him throbbing inside of me with each thrust mixed with the hot smell of thunder only heightened my sence of pleasure. I dug my nails into his back as I climaxed over and over again. Pulling my hair back he kissed my neck with a passion as great as the storm, once again causing my body to shake in a massive uncontrollable orgasm. With each thrust I only hungered for more begging him not to stop. His ha

My Fanfictions...
LOL Thank Barry for giving me the courage to post my fanfiction up... Go to this link for my most known story called "Winter Hearts" and if you happen to like the story, look under mediaminer.org for scarredbride in the X rated section. http://www.mediaminer.org/fanfic/view_ch.php?cid=128426&submit=View+Chapter&id=45004 ~TF

My Fans, Friends And Family
I just wanted to take this time to tahnks everyone for all teh comments and mail about my stash. I currently online searching for the best to put into my stash. I am also taking a break here and there to rate some your stash and pics and leave some comments on them. You guys have been so faithful in rating my stash and pics, its amazing. You guys are great. And I would like to do the same for you, as you know it takes time to catch up with everyone else. Wish me luck as I go on this venture to catch up with your stash and pics. you haven't been forgotten. When I see that you have just uploaded a pic or your stash I try and rate it and check it out right then, lol. Well, enough about the stash. Hope you all have a great weekend and thanks for stopping by my page and showing love. Tracy

My Favorite Tale Of My Favorite Ghost Story
JERRY PALUS & RESURRECTION MARY The Most Authentic Resurrection Mary Encounter - Ever! The Story of Jerry Palus Aside from harried motorists who encountered Mary along Archer Avenue, one of the first people to ever meet her face to face was a young man named Jerry Palus. His experience with Mary took place in 1939 but would leave such an impression that he would never forget it until his death in 1992. Palus remained an unshakable witness and appeared on a number of television shows to discuss his night with Resurrection Mary. Regardless, he had little to gain from his story and no reason to lie. He never doubted the fact that he spent an evening with a ghost! Palus met the young girl at the Liberty Grove and Hall, a dance hall that was near 47th Street and Mozart. He had apparently seen her there on several occasions and finally asked her to dance one night. He did note in later interviews t

My Favorite Song By Cold
"Change The World" thinking of the mess we made you became a part of me Thinking of the wish you made to break free Playing you like I can shoving it in your face this doesn't break your heart I'm the one to blame I never wanted to change your world I always wanted the simple things and whatever happens now it can't be real Thinking that you might betray My own private fantasy I'm the one that gives what you need playing you like I can Shoving it in your face if this doesn't tear you apart I'm the one to blame Now you're gone I feel betrayed You can't blame me you walked away Now you're gone You can't blame me You walked away I never wanted to change your world I always wanted the simple things -by Cold

My Family.. Check Them Out!!
Just Wanted To give a shout out to my Family.. These are the people that Make me Smile Everytime I see them online!! You guys Kick Ass!! The Rated R Superstar@ CherryTAP bloomer@ CherryTAP masterhead@ CherryTAP STEWIE GRIFFEN@ CherryTAP &E@ CherryTAP (IM 18 )YOUNG LOVE@ CherryTAP shadow-dad@ CherryTAP Never Said I Was An Angel@ CherryTAP cheekygirl@ CherryTAP Christian1369~ Member of the UNITED AS ONE BOMB SQUAD ~@ CherryTAP Nick@ CherryTAP I NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE!!!!!!

My Fantasy
Your lips are soft, Against my nexk, You make my body tingle, From head to toe, I can't control myself around you, Emotions I feel are too wild and I can't let go. Dustin, you're my fantasy. Wrap your arms around me, And I am in ecstasy. I wanna feel you close, inside me. Hold me, kiss me, want me, make love to me. You whisper naughty words in my ear. Spread me wide, got me grinning from ear to ear. I wrap my arms around you, and take you in. Dustin, you're my fantasy. Wrap your arms around me, And I'm in ecstasy. I wanna feel you close, inside of me. Hold me, kiss me, make love to me.

My Favorite Poem...
In the Event of My Demise In the event of my Demise when my heart can beat no more I Hope I Die For A Principle or A Belief that I had Lived 4 I will die Before My Time Because I feel the shadow's Depth so much I wanted 2 accomplish before I reached my Death I have come 2 grips with the possibility and wiped the last tear from My eyes I Loved All who were Positive In the event of my Demise Written by Tupac Shakur (1971-1996)

My Favourite Friend In England And Portuguess
From now on, must be strong My favourite friend You're my favourite friend When I need you And when I don't as well Of course you miss me being around You're my favourite friend But I'm older now I can't pretend I can't see you anymore Você é meu amigo do favorito E eu adore o Ame-o à extremidade Ninguém ouviram uma palavra que você diz Você é meu amigo do favorito Nós governamos o mundo junto Com para fora de códigos secretos E plantas que nós não podemos recordar De agora sobre, deve ser forte Meu amigo do favorito Você é meu amigo do favorito Quando eu o necessitar E quando eu não também Naturalmente você falta-me que está ao redor Você é meu amigo do favorito Mas eu sou mais velho agora Eu não posso fingir Eu não posso vê-lo anymore

My Fav Chuck Norris Facts
10. In ancient China there is a legend that one day a child will be born from a dragon, grow to be a man, and vanquish evil from the land. That man is not Chuck Norris, because Chuck Norris killed that man 9. Superman wears Chuck Norris PJ's. 8. chuck norris counted to infinity...twice 7. wilt chamberlain said he slept with over 20,000 women in his lifetime...Chuck Norris calls this a "slow tuesday"... 6. Chuck Norris was originally cast as the main character in 24, but was replaced by the producers when he managed to kill every terrorist and save the day in 12 minutes and 37 seconds. 5. God said let there be light and Chuck Norris said Say Please. 4. chuck norris has been dead for 10 years ...the reaper is just to afraid to come get him 3. There is no theory of evolution. Just a list of creatures Chuck Norris has allowed to live 2. chuck norris visited the virgin islands, now they're just known as the islands 1. Chuck Norris is the only reason Waldo

My Fantasy
This might be everyones fantacy but I think of it offen. I want to travel to a beautiful, warm island. I want to >lay on the beach, holding someone that I am physically >and emotionally in love with. I picture my lover >being on his back, me kissing him from his toes, to >his knees, running my tongue on his thigh and sucking >on his testicles (very gently). Moving my hands to >the shaft of his penis and my tongue up the back of >his shaft, reaching the head. Rapping my lips around >the tip of his penis, gently >gripping and moving my tongue around the very tip. >Then devouring his penis, gripping tightly with my >lips with each movement back and forth. Stopping, >kissing his belly and nibbling on his nipples all >while my hand is caressing his cock. Biting his >neck just a little to create a little hurt but not >pain. Straddling him, kissing his lips, reaching >down and guiding him into my moist vagina. Not all >the way but just the tip. His hands on my breasts, >wait

My Favorite Lyrics
Pantera's "cemetery Gates" Reverend, reverend, Is this a conspiracy? Crucified for no sins No revenge... beneath me. Lost within my plans for life, It all seems so unreal. Im a man cut in half in this world, Left in my misery. (instrumental) The reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes. Its nothing new for him to see, I didnt ask him why. I will remember... The love our souls had sworn to make. Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see now is your (face). Well I guess You took my youth And gave it all away. Like the birth of a new found joy, This love would end in rage... And when she died I couldnt cry, The pride within my soul. You left me incomplete All alone as the memories now unfold. Believe the word. I will unlock my door... And pass the cemetery gates. Sometimes when Im alone, I wonder aloud, If youre watching over me Some place far abound. I must reverse my life I cant live in the past. Then set my soul free,

My Favorite Poem
I carry your heart with me, i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it. anywhere i go, you go, my dear. and whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling. i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet. i want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true. it's you or whatever a moon has always meant, and whatever a sun will always sing is you. here is the deepest secret nobody knows here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the trree called life which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart i carry your heart, i carry it in my heart. Written By: E. E. Cummings

My Fantasy
I would lie you on your back as I lit some candles and the air started to smell like apples. I would blindfold you as I undressed you and then myself. I would plant kisses on you from head to toe as my hands massaged your every inch of brown soft skin. I would straddle your ankles as I took your manhood into my mouth. You wouldn't be able to control yourself anymore and you would take the blindfold off as our eyes met. You would run your fingers thru my hair and then grab the back of my head as I take you further into my warm wet mouth. You would pull me by my shoulders and I would ease myself up to your soft lips and kiss you hard and passionately.You lift me up and guide your hardness into my wetness...it fits like a puzzle piece and we become one. I look at you and wink and I get up and turn around and sit back on top of you reverse. I plant my feet on either side of your thighs as I bounce up and down onto your hardness...with each thrust I tighten my pelvic muscles and I feel your

My Fave Ozzy Videos
Ozzy Osbourne - No More Tears (Full Long Version) Ozzy Osbourne-Dreamer: OZZY; I just want you: Ultimate Sin - Ozzy Osbourne: Ozzy Osbourne Miracle Man: Ozzy - Gets me Through: Ozzy Osbourne - Crazy Train:

My Fantasy
The one fantasy I have that keeps poping in my head goes like this. My girlfriend is sleeping nake in our bed, but I'm not in it yet. Instead I'm out preparing for the sneak in. I creap in like a vampire with my fangs in there's some vampire themed music playing softly. I then crawl in bed next to her and sink my fangs into her neck while she moans I do all I can to seduce her. Then we make love for hours. The woman this is gona happen to knows who she is ;D

My Favorite "practical Magic" Quote
Current mood: lonely Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities Sally Owens: [Sally's letter to Gillian] Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no man, Gilly. Only that moon.

My Father
His breathing is shallow, his body is weak. He can't find comfort, yet in our touch that's what he seeks. The strongest man that I have ever known. Now sits before me no pity time has shown. He hasn't really changed not when you look deep inside. He's weary and tired yet he still has his pride. My heart wrenches as I look into his eyes. I fall to pieces as I listen to his painful sighs. Tears stream down my face as he struggles to breathe. Anger and fear rages, I can't help but to grieve. For the man that made me who I am today. For the agony he feels that I can't abate in any way.

My Father Died Today So Here Are Words When I Remember Him
I recieved an email today from my family 4000 miles away in Calgary Alberta. My father had an anurizum which ruptured in a heart valve and was havin emergency surgery. He pulled through but in ICU well tonight at 11:30 pm found out he had passed. My days dilemmas well June 10th is my youngest daughter Iris's birthday :( she turned 22 Saturday June 16th my eldest daughter is to be married she's 24 and now The funeral to bury my father soon Not sure which to do So when I think of these I thought of this Dad Dad...so many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same. What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child; When my life was consumed in you in your love, and in your smile. What happened to all those times when I always looked to you; No matter what happened in my life you could make my gray skies blue. Dad, some days I hear your voice and turn to see your face; Yet in my t

My Fallen Angel
my fallen angel come dance here close to me my fallen angel come and breathe with me tonight your sad eyes, and your sad smile makes my world go round and round let me crawl into your darkside one more step to fall behind cover me with your painful miseries hide me with your bitterness take me to your world of darkness shower your color into mine we can move the whiteness into black let's take this madness and embrace this moment i'll be here beside you, just waiting on and waiting on ~diwata~

My Fav Lyrics
Modern English -(Ill stop the world and melt with you) Moving forward using all my breath Making love to you was never second best I saw the world crashing all around your face Never really knowing it was always... mesh and lace I'll stop the world and melt with you You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time And there's nothing you and I won't do I'll stop the world and melt with you (We should know better) Dream of better lives the kind which never hate (We should see) Trapped in a state of imaginary grace (We should know better) I made a pilgrimage to save this human's race (We should see) Never comprehending a race that's long gone by (Let's stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world) You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time And there's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you The future's open wide I'll stop th

My Family
i have a wouderful family my two kids are the best they are just the greatest thing n my life and then my husband he is awsome the love of my life he is a great friend and lover and a awsome daddy we have been together for many years together we grew up together and then married when we got older and i think we have loved eachother since we were young we have a great family life and nothin or no one will ever break our change of love

My Family List
I hope I'm not hurting anybodys feeling, I just don't understand. I've come to your Lounges and pages but I feel a little left out. If your on my family list PLEASE stop by my lounge "Michigan Country Bar" lounge even if it just to say Hello. Sorry if there's any misunderstanding, Just trying to get our lounge going.

My Family Two Months Later
It was two months ago, April 19, 2007 that my two Grandsons were killed in Hazleton,PA in a fire. Omar was 7 and Elijah 3. I felt your prayers as my Daughter and her Husband fought for their lives. My youngest grandson survived in good shape. We have lived a lifetime in the last two months; Angel the youngest, turned one the week after the fire. Of course there was the burial; Going back to meet Omar's Teachers; Having Omar's Little League Uniform given to my daughter on what would have been his first game. The league retired his number and the kids all have it embroidered on their hats. Mother's day came, many tears were shed. The ashes of the home were sifted and the wedding rings were found. And now yesterday was Father's day with all those tears returning. Today My Son-in-Law is better, yet faces a long recovery. He says he got to Heaven with the boys and was told they could enter but he had to return. My Daughter is doing well, physically, She was pregnant

My Favorite Quotes
My favorite quotes Never explain--your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway. It's the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter. When someone allows you to bear his burdens, you have found deep friendship. Real integrity is doing the right thing, knowing that nobody's going to know whether you did it or not. I love being married. It's so great to find that one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life. When I meet a man I ask myself, 'Is this the man I want my children to spend their weekends with?' Never eat more than you can lift. I've been on a diet for two weeks and all I've lost is two weeks. The most important thing I've learned over the years was that there was no way to be a perfect mother and a million ways to be a good one. Some men just aren't cut out for paternity. Better they should realize it before and not after they become responsible for a son. The reason grandparents a

My Fav Song
3. Purify [Music: Coti Zelati/Migliore/Biazzi/Lyrics: Scabbia] I cannot fight against myself No more Self destruction that I predicted Not a long time ago Petrified Thoughts so far from me The power of my justice blows me away It's just the case to repeat What I've never said to you before Celebrate I'm alive again You don't expect from me This chain reaction You can't imagine from me This great affection See the structure of my pride Wasn't easy to build it away from this I never walked away from you I never walked alone A pleasure makes me vibe again tonight I'm just thinking how fine it is to feel myself so fine again Celebrate I'm alive again It's time to turn the page and start And then Don't you think that it's time To convince yourself it's over? Celebrate I'm alive again

My Family
to my cherry tap friends and family i will be back on later to rate and comment you i am spending time with my family my light is on i didn't want any of you to think that i don't care about you because i do have a great sunday muah from seejaykaygee

~~my Favorite So Far~~
My body trembling with fear, My heart that has nothing left to give, You say you have called to me in the distance, But yet,,I still cannot hear. Where are you lurking,,there deep in the night, I long to hold you, to touch you, Till the mornings bright light. Are we destined to be, can this love be true, I have given you all,as you will see, You have shaped me to your desires,my soul is yours, Are you truely the one, will you be the one to rule? Take my body,,everything that I have For now you are the one,who holds my life in there hands. Don't let me go,,,and don't turn away For I will always be the one who is begging to stay. Our hearts intertwined as one,destined to be I wanting you, and you, wanting me, I would give my life, just to have one more breath Before the sweet lord above sets a date for my death. Will I see you in heaven, will you be waiting for me Will you be standing at the gates,beckoning to me Will I feel your soft lips, like I have befo

My Fav Songs By Skitsystem
Slaughter of innocence Raping your flock I hope you choke on your riches Emotionally blocked Human waste What a fucking waste You'er a fucking disgrace The 3rd world's dying It's not your loss Your starvation is mental Crawl back to your cross Human waste… ___________________________________________ Everything's shit The whole system against me Don’t understand anything You want me on my knees Crawling in your shit Everything's shit When will you give up My life's destroyed By your lies Laws and deceit Everything's shit

My Favorite Quotes
MY FAVORiTE QUOTES 1. "WHY CAN'T WE ALL JUST GET IT ON?" 2. "MY SHIT IS BANANAS..." 3. "TO PEE.....OR NOT TO PEE..." 4. "I THINK I CRAPPED MY PANTS..." 5. "YOU WANT TO PUT THAT WHERE?!!" 6. "YOU DID WHAT? TO WHO? FOR HOW MANY COOKIES?" 7. "THEY CALL IT A PERIOD...BUT IT'S MORE LIKE A COMMA..." 8. "GOTTA GO! GOTTA GO! GOTTA GO RIGHT NOW!" 9. "BRING OUT THE FRISKIES IN YOUR CAT..." 10. "SIR...JUST BECAUSE IT'S CALLED A RESTROOM, DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN NAP IN HERE..." 11. "ARE YOU A BOY OR A GIRL?......-ASK YOUR GIRLFRIEND..." 12. "HAVING A BABY CHANGES EVERYTHING....EVEN THE COLOR OF YOUR CARPET..." 13. "HE SAID HE WAS ONLY 4 INCHES...I LAUGHED UNTIL WE DID IT...THEN I CRIED.....IT WAS 4 INCHES AROUND..." 14. "MY STOMACH HURTS... -WHY? LAST NIGHT I MET THIS GUY WHO WAS REALLY TALL....WE HAD A FEW DRINKS.... AND WE FUCKED STANDING UP.....HE SAID I WAS THE TIGHTEST PUSSY HE'S EVER HAD.....-SO WHY DOES YOUR STOMACH HURT? HE WAS FUCKING MY BELLY

Myfamegamecontest Votes.
MANY THANKS to my friend, SALLY, for these directions on how to vote for me. I am in dire need of more votes, so if you could find it in your heart to go review my song and vote, I'd really appreciate it. love and peace, charley ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~POST THIS BULLETIN TO 'YOUR FRIENDS" AND HE COULD WIN ! ! ! Charley Drumm (Blues) has made it to the 'waiting room" for an Indie Radio program. This is open any international artists in all music genres. He's moved along to the 'FINAL FINALs" for Radio Program # 142Q (He's PAST the PREVIOUS status of Fame Game's "GREEN ROOM" even. HE JUST NEEDS VOTES & NOW please!) 1. TO VOTE The simple way to vote is: EMAIL info@famegamesradio.com In Subject Line: Charley Drumm - Baby, You're Bad For Me RADIO PROGRAM 142Q DON't TRY to VOTE from the SCREEN or SITE...very confusing and TIME is of IMPORTANCE. (When ya have time go study it - Thanks!) 2. TO LISTEN AND 'IF' YOU WANT TO WRITE A REVIEW IN YOUR EMAIL

My Family
“Worlds Apart” At the beginning there were Four One tall and strong, Proud and full of ideals—(A convict) One tall and slender, Moody and graceful, full of imagination—(A writer) One tall and broad, Quick and decisive and full of curiosity—(A tinker) One small and slight, Proud and idealistic and full of possibilities—(A mother) They grew, were nourished, developed individually and Independently, matured were educated and fulfilled……. And yet they yearned One for life to it’s fullest-Consequences be damned One for entertaining others with the spawn of his mind One for understanding the world and how it works The last for fulfillment of all life’s trivialities -And yet they grew and matured- One sits with an uncertain future, praying for time To fly by as it did so in his youth One works himself to death to provide for himself In the hopes that his imagination pays off—praying On others fears and superstitions One eternally questioning everything- leaves the

My Favorite Poem
So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers tell me nothing needs to be done- no clocks need winding There is no bell without a voice needing to borrow my own instead, let me steady myself in the arms of a man who won't ask me to be what he needs, but lets me exist as I am a blonde flame a hurricane wrapped up in a tiny body that will come to his arms like the safest harbor for mending

"my Family "
the people I have chosen as " My Family" on here are because either I know you in real life , know you from someplace else , or have talked to you on the phone " so yes I hold you near and dear to me ....

"my Family" Part 2 Lol
ok I forgot this part on the last post lol ...oh well ....there will be a few others joining the ones already there , soon as either they find me or I find them ...lol don't sweat it cause either way you make that list on my profile on here and you are good to go ......lol so fuck what everyone else says ;) :D lmmfao

My Family
Since I left my husband and children its seems their lives have gotten some much better...My daughters grades came up,my son is doing unbelievable in college and my soon do be x-husband is doing everything he always talked about doing....I guess me leaving was the best thing for the 3 of them I just wish my life would getting better instead its falling apart...There is so much more drama in my life now I really wish I could go HOME!!! Where I am in my life now doesnt seem fair and I have to accept they r better off without me in their lives...WEll I am so proud of the three of them I wish them the best...I love them all!!!!

My Family Emergeny!!!
I WANT TO LET THE FAMILY KNOW DUE TO THE RECENT ISSUES I HAVE HAD IN REGARDS WITH MY EX AND MY SON I WAS TOLD I HAVE TO LEAVE MY HOME RIGHT NOW...I WILL TRY TO COME ON EVERY COUPLE DAYS OR SO IF I CAN GET ONLINE...WHILE I AM NOT ABLE TO BE ONLINE I AM LEAVING BOTH CANDYRAIN AND CHERRY IN CHARGE...PLEASE SHOW THEM YOUR RESPECT... Thank You Rubia

My Favorite Albums
In response to GenFX's blog, I'm writing, in this age of singles, about my personal favorite albums -- albums that I listen to from start to finish and enjoy as a cohesive albums. OK, here's mine: Pink Floyd -- Momentary Lapse of Reason OK, so Roger Waters had left. And there are some that consider him the "genius" blah blah. But Roger Waters without the rest of Pink Floyd is inaccessible, and even The Wall showed us a bit too much of Roger Waters' inner turmoil and a bit too little of the genius music that Floyd was capable of. No, I'm sorry, I have to go with the first post-Waters album as my favorite cohesive Floyd album. (Dark Side of the Moon? Got a bit self-indulgent. I know, I'm weird.) Sarah McLachlan -- Fumbling Towards Ecstasy Before she became famous, and the face of Lilith Fair, she put out my personal favorite album of all time. Her lyrics are, admittedly, a bit overly florid, but her voice is lovely, and her songs are gorgeous and more varied than in later

My Favoriet Poem
My True-Love Hath My Heart My true-love hath my heart, and I have his, By just exchange one for the other given. I hold his dear, and mine he cannot miss: There never was a bargain better driven. His heart in me keeps me and him in one; My heart in him his thoughts and senses guides: He loves my heart, for once it was his own; I cherish his because in me it bides. His heart his wound received from my sight; My heart was wounded with his wounded heart; For as from me on him his hurt did light, So still, methought, in me his hurt did smart: Both equal hurt, in this change sought our bliss, My true love hath my heart and I have his. Written by Sir Phillip Sydney

My Favorite Song
Liquify I am your hero I am everything you'll never be Toxic and worshiped I'll eat all your ammunition... A fortress of fear and pain is coming straight ahead Bring on your war, don't give a damn Your negativity could raise the fucking dead Misuse of power is all you understand... You will drown in me Liquefy... Meltdown, disintegrate Your body walks without a soul Conquest, contaminate Your bullshit drags you down the road... A fortress of fear and pain is coming straight ahead Bring on your war, don't give a damn Your negativity could raise the fucking dead Misuse of power is all you understand... You will drown in me Liquefy... You think you can stop me, but you won't Because I've got the willpower and you don't Becoming the water, flow... You will drown in me Liquefy... Oceans of anger I won't choke on your insanity When I, when I Liquefy Nothing means a damn to me... A fortress of fear and pain is coming straight ahead Bring on your war, don't g

My Fantasy Woman
i want to be inside and breath deep in my girls mouth and love her more than a dream could ever be in the deepest sleep of anyones night with my face pressed up against a glass window wanting that life so bad but its so far out of reach deeper than any ocean blue leaving me lost like a flower without water like thunder storms without lightning i wanna live and not just exsist and it is all more than a dream to me ..........can i go on without my screams???????????????????and be in love like a dream????????

My Favorite Song..and It's Stuck In My Head..
I Tried Bone Thugs-N-Harmony lyrics (feat. Akon) [Intro: Wish Bone] You know nothin' come easy, you gotta try real real hard I tried hard, but I guess I gotta try harder [Chorus: Akon] I tried so hard, can't seem to get away from misery, Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets, Ain't my fault cos I try to get away but trouble follows me, And still I try so hard, hopin one day they'll come and rescue me, But until there, I'll be posted up post it up right here real slow Until there, I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough [Verse 1: Krayzie Bone] First let me explain that I'm just a black man, And I come from the darkside, so I'm havin a hard time stayin on track man, My mind be racin, and I don't even know what I'm chasin (yeah) Been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see that it's me with complications But I'm layin back, playin that, you can't have piece of m

My Favorite Fubar-ians....
------------------------------------------------- Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition! ------------------------------------------------- THIS IS MY 2ND ATTEMPT AT ONE OF THE WORLDS LARGEST PIMPOUT KNOWN TO HAVE HAPPENED ON FUBAR, THAT ISNT A FAN TRAIN, PLEASE GO THROUGH AND TAKE A LOOK AT EACH ONE OF THIS AWESOME PEOPLE, I WENT THROUGH AND PULLED PEOPLE WHO WELL, I TALK TO ON A REGULAR BASIS, OR HAVE IN SOME WAY IMPACTED MY LIFE, SO HERE THEY ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER: ------------------------------------------------- ~*~~*~ ~*~~*~ ~*~~*~ ~*~~*~ ~*~

My Fantasy
MY FANTASY I HAD THIS DREAM LAST NIGHT OF FANTASY YOU AND I WAS TOGETHER ENTWINED IN ECSTASY I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR, WHERE TO BEGIN MY FEELINGS FOR YOU ARE ALMOST A SIN SOMEHOW, YOU’VE CAST UPON ME AN OVERPOWERING SPELL DREAMING ABOUT YOU IS HEAVEN, WITHOUT YOU IT’S HELL TRY AS I MIGHT, THE WORDS ARE HARD TO FIND JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW YOU FILL MY MIND LIFE SOMETIMES GIVES US A TERRIBLE FATE. KNOWING YOU’RE SO FAR AWAY IS SOMETHING I HATE. IF, MY DREAMS WERE TO COME TRUE THEY’D BE SPENT WITH NO ONE BUT YOU. SO STRANGE TO ACHE FOR SOMEONE YOU’VE NEVER TOUCHED NEVER THOUGHT, I’D WANT SOMEONE THIS MUCH CHRIS

My Favorite Baseball Fans
So I took a trip up north 2 hours to Anaheim stadium to see the Boston Angel game. As you all know I LOVE the Red Sox. I took my 6 month old son with me so he could experience his first Sox game, although he probaly won't remember it. So I am walking through crowds of people, To my surprise there was alot of sox fans it was so awesome. My seats were so far up! it was crazy steep too! I am walkin up these stairs with Lee in one arm and my stroller in the other with my diaper bag around my neck all these damn angel fans just watch me some even give dirty looks. Out of the sea of red a navy blue familiar hat stands up, a sox fan walks down the stairs grabs the stroller and diaper bag and helps me up to my seat. He couldn't of been nicer. I showed him my ticket and he's like looks like your sittin with us! :) I was so happy I got to sit with a group of sox fans nicest people ever! They were out here from New England visiting family. The sad part of the night was we lost :( but we didn't sw

My Favo Song Big Girls Yu Are Beautiful
this song is all for the big girls!! mika _ with big girls yu are beautiful http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcRiXOONqf0 Walks in to the room Feels like a big balloon I said, 'Hey girls you are beautiful' Diet coke and a pizza please Diet coke I'm on my knees Screaming 'Big girl you are beautiful' You take your skinny girls Feel like I'm gonna die Cos a real woman Needs a real man is why You take your girl And multiply her by four Now a whole lotta woman Needs a whole lot more Get yourself to the Butterfly Lounge Find yourself a big lady Big boy come on around And they'll be calling you baby No need to fantasise Since I was in my braces A watering hole With the girls around And curves in all the right places Big girls you are beautiful Big girls you are beautiful Big girls you are beautiful Big girls you are beautiful Walks in to the room Feels like a big balloon I said, 'Hey girls you are beautiful' Diet coke and a pizza please Die

My Father
MY FATHER. My father lived upon these lands, Where he could wander free. And no man told him what to do, Or told him what to be. He lived the life of a human being, Not attempting to change one little thing, And he left no tracks across these lands, To show where he had been. He could walk the sacred paths, For he knew just where they lay, And when he spoke at council, They would listen to what he’d say. The feathers that adorned him, Showed for all the world to see Just how brave he was in heart, And the warrior that I could be. He loved these lands, my father, And knew just where he’d lay, When his life had reached full circle As he reached his dying day. Now I live upon these lands, Where I can wander free And no man tells me what to do Or tells me what to be! love to all ~rebelbreed!

My Father Passed Away....
I don't really know why I am writing this. Other than I need to vent some of my emotions. Please feel free to ignore or reply. My father passed away on Tues. Aug 21st. That was just a few days ago. We had his funeral yesterday. I am so sad and can't seem to shake it off. My dad was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer just 4 short months ago. He decided to not take any sort of treatment. Even had he taken treatment it would have bought him very little time. He felt good up until 3 weeks ago. Then suddenly he was so sick that he couldn't get out and about any more. I thought that I was prepared for his passing. But I guess you are never really prepared. I feel such a sense of loss right now. My father and I didn't have a very good relationship. He left my life when I was a baby and didn't become a part of it until I was 13. Then it was a rough relationship. We could never really get close to one another. About 8 months ago, my dad called me up and gave me a horrible cussing. We h

My Fantasy For You & Me
On a deserted desert island in the sea This is were I wish to be To expand my soveign serenity To spend eternity No sin or sacrifice No more paying the price No technology Only pure simplicity The sea so blue and pure The sky above so sure The sand beneath my feet To feel the suns heat The night falls and all goes black But to gaze in wonder at the heavens above and be taken aback No city lights or electricity Only Gods creation in wonder simplicity Back to my reality This was only a brief escape for me To live this brief fantasy Would you like to escape to it again with me…….into this fantasy

My Fav Book
The last few months I have been learning about the BDSM world and have jumped in so to speak. It's been very enlightening and has taught me so much about sex, and how it effects the mind. I just wanted to pass on the name of this kick ass book I have been reading. "Screw The Roses, Send Me The Thorns" Do a search for it online, it's easy to find and isn't expensive. It's like a technical manual for the BDSM lifestyle. Enjoy!!!

My Favorite Addiction. . .
Well. . . In this world of awesome videogames where you can kill, maim, solve crimes, be a rockstar, or a superbowl champ. . . I am regressing and spending tons and tons and tonnnnns of time playing this new casino game I got for my 'puter. I had one for my playstation and I loved it. I would just lose HOURS playing blackjack. Poker is my game, these days. I'm cleaning up in fake videogame money. Turned my $2000.00 into $1,292,250.00 in a week of playing. . . Maybe an hour or 2 each day. It makes me think of starting a new career, but I'm still too smart to think that I could win big, like that. The poker game doesn't have multiple players. It's just me versus the dealer. That sorta' sucks, but it's still fun. I got a little appreciation for the roulette table, too. Craps? Not so much. Baccarat confuses me. And I don't really touch the slots. I've been doin' well with the poker and blackjack, though. Anyway. . . All this is to say that I have tons of imaginary mon

My Family List
Ok here goes...If you are on my friends list and I am your fan, that essentially means you are very important to me. I didn't want to have a friends/family seperation...because I don't want anyone to feel slighted or as if they don't matter as much as someone else. The simple fact is..some people need to be located quickly and they are on the family list for that reason. I won't feel guilty for anyones feelings on this as I don't mean to hurt any. I am a very nice person and I feel way too much for my friends..all of you are important, and I know over half of you wont actually read this blog...but if you do that is why I posted it. I wouldn't have you on my page if I didnt think highly of you. take it for what it is :)

My Fam Rocks!!!
ATTENTION EVERYONE: IF YOU HAVENT MET THESE PEOPLE BELOW YOU ARE SERIOUSLY MISSING OUT. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. THIS IS MY FAM ON FUBAR BUT NOT ONLY THAT MOST OF THEM HAVE HELPED AND SUPPORTED ME IN REAL LIFE AS WELL. I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OF THEM AND I ASK THAT YOU PLEASE GO TO EACH OF THEIR PAGES AND ATLEAST ADD, RATE, AND FAN THEM. IF YOULL RATE ATLEAST 100 OF THEIR PICTURES AS WELL AND THEN SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE ILL BUY YOU A GIFT. YOU DONT HAVE TO STOP AT 100 THO.I KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE ALOT, BUT THESE PEOPLE DESERVE ALL OF THE LOVE THEY CAN GET SO PLEASE MAKE SURE U GET THEM ALL. -->♥AsH.WєєE Aka Canadian Bad Boys "Bad Girl"@ fubar ★ANGEL~BABY★ ®™ (FU BAD B*TCH) ★PLZ RATE MY PROFILE~TY★@ fubar ЯJEEZY۞Manager of Stangs Underground۞KING-O-TYPO@ fubar *KING* BLUEDEMON (ELLIE FUBAR HUSBAND)Back On The Fu@ fubar *SweetPeach2003*BLUEDEMON PERSONAL SECRETA

My Favorite Song! If You Can Find It Please Send To Me!
Marshall Tucker Band..Am I the kind of Man! Am I the kind of man That lives by his heart Who believes in God almighty Not fearin' the devil or the dark Always there when you need me to be Hold your hand, say I love you In those hours of need Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me Am I the kind of man That thinks he's strong To stand up in a crowd And admit when he's wrong When you're in trouble To no one else you'll ever plead Knock on my door, say honey You're the man I needed to see Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me I know I ain't been much But I'm tryin' Things have been rough lately I'm not denyin' But I'm gonna try somehow To be a better man 'Cause my heart and soul Is tryin' as hard as it can Am I the kind of man Who believes in peace Who'll stand up and fight in a minute Over something that he believes Loves all his brothers Treats his elders with respect Never hear

My Favorite Comment!
received in my shoutbox....in reference to a mumm comment where i said "id sign myself up for Jihad anyday" youve got to respect that, and show some love!...lol ~CELTIC IC...: then u go do that and get the fuck out of here u lameass prick http://www.fubar.com/user/880717

My Fantasy 2 Cum
The night is hot as hell..... im staring at a ivory goddess, she saying she wants me. "i want u!" she says. i say to myself,"i found my goddess,my Isis,my Cleopatra." as she smiles right at me,her beautiful face and stunning body,dance in my head seductively. and as i look @ her undress in plain view, she keep smilin and lickin her seductive lips.as she drops every article of clothing,my heart is racing with excitement and my cock tightens like a screw. and now.. all her clothes are off, shes shaking her hips side to side as walks to me in her stilettos.im so hard, i dont think i can control myself. she stops near my legs. she zips my South Pole jeans and pulls down my boxers and sucks every inch of my blk cock. she sits on top of me and rides me like a horse.im kissin her as she comes down to my face once every 2 seconds. im lovin every minute of it.we go into doggie, "fuck me,big daddy. fuck me hard!"as she screams. all of the sudden, her phone, goes off. "its my boss." she an

My Favorite Song By Akon
Lonely by Akon Album : Trouble (2004) Lonely I'm Mr Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin I'm so lonely (so lonely), I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you wa

My Faith
Some people may think I am a religious fantic and to others they will understand me. A few years ago I married a man who claimed to be a big christian! His family were either preachers or missionaries so I thought I foudn a good man. It wasn't long before he started treating me and my kids like garbage. Each year I lost more of myself while I was married to him and I never knew it. I quite doing for people. I quit smiling. I quit being ME! It wasn't till I met one special man and he brought it all to light. I allowed someone to steal the real me. I got back ot reading my Bible and building my faith. It was then I realized I didn't need this man any more. I kicked him out and my churhc turned their back on me. My faith was shaken. I was losing ground fast. I went to another church but whenever i ran accross those people it hurt and I would get mad at them. Not healthy! The more I read my BIble the more I realized I had done right and my church had done wrong. People knew i

My Fantasy
She giggles in my ear, her breath slides over my skin. Her body is soft and warm next to me, as I press her against the wall. She gasps in air and moans gently as I kiss her neck, her breath catches as I slide her dress over her shoulders. I kiss her breasts, she pulls my head into her chest. I slide her dress down her body, over her hips, gently kissing a trail down her skin as I pull her panties down her legs. Her skin is soft and supple, she is eager and willing. Gently I run my hands over her, teasingly running my fingers over her breasts, around her nipples as they harden. I kiss her inner thigh, she places her leg over my shoulder. Teasingly, I lick her pussy, sliding my tongue over her lips, tasting her on my tongue. She grabs my hair, pulling my head tightly against her thighs. Her body trembles as I slide my tongue inside of her, her breath sharp and quick, her chest heaves as I gently pull on them, teasing them with my fingers. I feel her tense, shoving her crotch into my fac

My Favorite Place
My favorite place is now gone today. *frowns* I have spent at least once a week or more since I was a baby at this place. It is my home. It is the place where I found that my father was actually just a sperm donor. I found that the man that earned my respect, my fatherly love, and my loyalty belong to my grandfather. It was a place that allowed me to become close to my grandmother. It allowed me to realize that I was her. It was a place that I would always belong and be happy. I was at peace there. Life moves on and in the past severaly years I have lost both. I am grateful that I had such great people in my life. They were fun. They were happy. They were poor people that enjoyed life and each other. I will be forever grateful that I had the honor to know them. The house was a small old house. The land is probably worth more than the house. They always said that as long as it lasts their lifetime that was all it needed to do. As much as I wanted to keep the place, I

My Father...
To everyone out there who reads my blogs...My father had a heart attack yesterday morning...he did some damage to his heart and one valve is not working very well at all. He had fluid on his lungs and was not doing well at all...He needs two tests to see what damage has happened. I will not be on here much...but to check out my messages and such...just thought I would let you all know... Updates as they happen...when I find time...Love you all!! Becky

My Face
In case you are wondering why I don't post my face. I live in a small town, I know of a few others who are on fubar, because I over heard them. Because of my status in town, i can't afford to have my face seen or known. I know some of you may not like this but I have to face facts.

My Fav Song *better Than Me*
This song has alot of meaning to it and sometimes is how i feel I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never

My Favorite.. Of Course..
Long Island Ice Tea.... 1/2 oz. Vodka 1/2 oz. Gin 1/2 oz. Rum 1/2 oz. Triple sec 1/2 oz. Tequila 1. oz. Sour mix cola 1. Fill mixing glass with ice 2. Add vodka, gin, rum, triple sec, tequila, and sour mix. 3. Shake 4. Pour into a Collins glass 5. Add more ice.. if needed... I never do. 6. Top off with cola 7. Add a slice of lemon... 3 of these.... watch out baby!

My Fantasies....
Last nite, I got too fucked up. LOL. I am very relaxed still too...and I have to go to work today. But the reason I am writing is because of my fucked up dreams last nite that have became fantasies of things I wish to do. I have always wanted to be involved in a gang bang. I dont kno why...but I do. But if anyone was to do anal...there is only one man I trust for that. I can just imagine...like 5-6 men...lol...yea I kno. I am also wishing a DP. Never had that before...besides myself and toys. But its different when there is someone to help ya. ;) I dont kno if I can handle having two dicks in my pussy tho. LOL Not saying I am tight. Not saying I am loose neither. I guess I am in the middle. I dont kno...I dont have a dick to fuck myself. LOL. Rape fantasy....there is one I want. It would have to be with someone I totally trust...we have to have a safe word. Because I will fucking struggle like its a actual rape. But you cant rape the willing. I just want

My Favorite Poem I Have Written
Rain Rain drops falling on the windowseals, Drip drop drip drop, Rain falling on my face, I look striahgt up into the sky, The clouds so dark, so many of them, As i stand in the rain longer The sky lights up, so bright so beautiful I listen drip drop drip drop is what i hear, Then a loud sound approaches, Its thunder Then it gets bright again I look longer into the sky No stars out tonight But it is still beautiful in my eyes I love the rain. Rain can be frighten when you're all alone, If someone specail is with you or in your heart rain can be passionate The lightening is now lighting up the whole sky more often, The thunder gets closer and louder, The rain drops get bigger upon my face, The wind blows stronger. I'm wet and cold, but on the inside of my body i'm warm, How can rain make you feel this way? Because that special someone is always in my heart, Rain something we shared together, So when it rains my heart beats faster for that special person.

My Favorite Past Time
My favorite past time, making people laugh at the unfunny things. My favorite past time, looking' a stranger in the eye and calling him or her my friend. My favorite past time, living life to the fullest, no regret, taking nothing for granted. My favorite past time, living life in this beautiful harmonious world. Life is love and love is life, never fail always succeed keep sacred your feelings let them be known. My favorite past time...life.

My Fave Song In The World
DANNY BOY Oh Danny boy, the pipes, the pipes are calling From glen to glen, and down the mountain side The summer's gone, and all the flowers are dying 'tis you, 'tis you must go and I must bide. But come you back when summer's in the meadow Or when the valley's hushed and white with snow 'tis I'll be there in sunshine or in shadow Oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy, I love you so. And if you come, when all the flowers are dying And I am dead, as dead I well may be You'll come and find the place where I am lying And kneel and say an "Ave" there for me. And I shall hear, tho' soft you tread above me And all my dreams will warm and sweeter be If you'll not fail to tell me that you love me I simply sleep in peace until you come to me.

My Fateful Day
I sit by the water staring at the glassy seas You sit silently next to me You want to help I know you do but you cant possibly understand what i'm going through You've tried to save me gripped my hand but i've slipped out of your grasp I slip further down without a sound and take the gun in my hands You don't know but i follow through with my plans The next day you find me where we had last been lying here silently with a note in my hand I apologize for all the trouble that i cause and thanks for all you do I and don't forget I've always loved you You fold it up Keep it safe remember my fateful day thanks for the help but i was too gone to save thats the last thing i want to say Before i really follow through with my fateful day as i take it in my hands and end my life that is too gone to save

My Family & I Say Thanks
My Family & I sat together tonight and read all the comments and gifts and messages sent from all of you.And I would like to say thank you all for your prayers and all the love you have sent. Believe it or not it was comforting to all of us to see so much love from so many people. And a very special thanks to Rain & Pnedis for the blog. My family truly loved your slide show of Breanna . My daughter & her husband were very touched by it It brought smiles & tears but they were tears of joy for the memories you have stored in that show. SO THANK YOU FROM ME & MY FAMILY. Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

My Family Is Messed Up!!!
In this family, if you want a baby of your own more then anything else you get told you can't have them... It's medically impossible. But If you don't want them... YOU HAVE ALL THAT YOU CAN!!! Then My sisters all share MEN!!! I swear!!! My sister Kim married my sister Roxannes ex boyfriend, Roxanne married Kims, My sister Kim slept with my sister Billie Jo's first husband after they were married... and her second a week before their wedding!!! THEN MY MOTHER!!! OMG!!! She wants all of our men!!! No matter how old they are!!! I swear, I am glad I am not deranged like that... oh wait, my husband is my neice's father... uuuummm...

My Family Sucks!
So today is my kids' birthday party. My beautiful, funny, bright eight year olds. And NO ONE in my family, save my dad (he has no choice, he lives here) is going to be there. My brother is in Florida (he's forgiven) and my mom has to work (she's kinda forgiven)... but the person who pisses me off the most, is my sister. My baby sister (on Mom's side) who expects me to come running everytime she calls. I helped her move the yesterday, when I should have been making cakes. Who wouldn't even watch my kids for me when I moved. I gave up a free weekend to help her kick out her lying, cheating husband, whom she let immediately back in, when I could have been off doing something I actually wanted. Not only is she not showing up, she's being bitch enough not to even tell me. I had to find out from my mom, and now my sister's not answering her phone. On top of that, the party's outside, and it looks like rain. Sheesh.

My Faq List...
Since very few read my FAQ list on my profile I thought I would post here in my blog as well. I am beginning to get many questions all day that the answers are posted in my FAQ. So here is my FAQ list from the profile home page. 1. Married? Yes, very much so with the absolute best man I could ever hope to marry. We are extremely happy and have been for over 21 years. 2. Family? We have 2 sons, 27 and 12. Oldest is in the USAF and is stationed in California. Youngest is in the seventh grade here and wishes he was in college so he could be drafted into the NFL. I also have 3 grandchildren from our oldest son. 3. Occupation? I am a obstetrics nurse at the local hospital. That means I assist with baby deliveries and care for the new mom and baby till they are discharged. I am also what we call the DADDY NURSE for the dads during C-Sections and make sure they dont pass out while they are in the OR for the delivery. 4. Are we in the lifestyle? Not yet. We would

My Fantasy
I had a dream about you. You were with just with bra and panties on, so i took you flung you on that giant 4 poster bed...I tied your wrists and feet with satin rope ever so soft and smooth, yes your legs were spread very very wide on that big bed and i could see your panties already getting moist, but to finish my fantasy i blindfolded you and i told you that tonight was your nite i just wanted to give you pleasure. i started to kiss you our tongues play and we kissed hard and started to bite each others lips that gave us erotic pleasure, i played with those sweet suckable and chewable breasts till i saw u starting to thrust your hips up to me you needed to be touched now i saw your nipples oh so hard i sucked them and chewed them till i heard loud moans, i looked down at your panties and they were so soaked i think you had came already from just kissing. So now is your time lover i will make you cum and cum then cum again, i take my hands and starting touch

My Father
Halloween is usuly a day to smile at the small children all dressed up in their costums and giving out candy. For me, it's a day for remembering the good times with my dad. Donald J Goodwin Sr. Was a Vietnam vet, He was drafted by the U.S. Army. His unit was labled " The leaning shit house." He left the Army in 1971. He had a great life as one of the worlds top computer programers untill he died at the young age of 51 years old on Oct. 25,2001. He died from cancer caused by Agent Orange. He was servived by his wife of over 30yrs, his son, and three grand children. This is in memory of him. "He who has gone, so we but cherish his memory, abides with us, more potent, nay, more present than the living man." Everyone is afflicted with tests at some point or another. Life goes on of course, but it is not quite the same when you have lost someone you love. There is the grief you do your best to keep locked away and there is the void that the memories don’t quite fill. Still, we

My Family
My Birth Family is a bunch of sychos and my Sister is providing Drugs and Alcohol to my oldest son Talking Trash to him and she just bragged about it on the phone and said that I am a bad Mother since (she Claims she has proof that I did the Drugs myself) and it is normal for kids to try it and I need to get my head out of my ass and stop expecting him to be clean. I was a teenage Alcoholic and never tried drugs cause I grew up watching my mother.

My Fave Artist On Deviant Art
There's a lot and I do mean a lot of wonderful work on Deviant Art...and right now I would have to say that my fave artist on there is Angelreich I faved so many of her prints that I had to put her on my watch list. Go and check out her stuff, she is just awesome. You can also check out some of my work on Deviant art by visiting PunkyInstigator You don't have to be an artist to join the site...I'm sure there is something there that will interest everyone. Have a blessed day!

My Family For Real!
Hey all Let me introduce you to my neice, if I haven't already. Show her some love would you? Please be nice too..she is my family, ok? Love you all! She is going to kill me for doing this..LMAO chrissy@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World

My Family
I joined a bomber family @ 3 or 4 months ago. It was the best thing I've ever done. I have leveled like 5x's sense I joined. You must like to help others first and foremost!! IF you are serious about bombing. We are the family for you Click on the link below and check us out. If you decide to join Let them know A$$HOLE showed you were to go. FU-Bombers@ fubar

My Father
I sit here and watch you play your guitar, The day before your surgery, You wanted to get one last practice for awhile, You're just playing random things, having fun. I love you, daddy, You raised me as well as you could, given the circumstances, But through all that, I'm here now, And you are leading by example, a pretty good one, I might add. I'm glad you weren't one of those stiff dads, You know how to have fun and how to laugh, But you also know when to be serious, And when to discipline. You are a wonderful father, the best I've ever had, I thank God that he chose fit to give me you. 06-07 ~*Lauren*~

My Fake Father
My fake father, How could you? You put up a front. You claim to be something that your hidden actions don't prove. Yet what do I find? A mountain of lies. Fucking lies. My fake father, How could you? You judge me for my admitted sins, Yet you claim no sins for your own. And expect others to keep your secrets. A mountain of lies, fucking lies. My fake father, How could you? You make me feel like shit for smoking cigarettes, You sit there and judge. Yet you snort coca outside my bedroom window, And expect me not to find out. A mountain of lies, fucking lies. 10-30-07 ~*Lauren*~

My Fav Song..
Somewhere over the rainbow Way up high There's a land that I heard of Once in a lullaby Somewhere over the rainbow Skies are blue And the dreams that you dare to dream Really do come true Some day I'll wish upon a star And wake up where the clouds are far behind me Where troubles melt like lemondrops Away above the chimney tops That's where you'll find me Somewhere over the rainbow Bluebirds fly Birds fly over the rainbow Why then, oh why can't I? Some day I'll wish upon a star And wake up where the clouds are far behind me Where troubles melt like lemondrops Away above the chimney tops That's where you'll find me Somewhere over the rainbow Bluebirds fly Birds fly over the rainbow Why then, oh why can't I? If happy little bluebirds fly Beyond the rainbow Why, oh why can't I?

My Favorite Song By Five Finger Death Punch...it Means Alot To Me....
i remember when all the games began.... remember every little lie, and every last goodbye.. promises you broke, words you choked on and i never walked away...its still a mystery to me.... well im so empty, im better off without you.... your better off without me... well your so UNCLEAN!!!! im better off without you... and your better off without me!!!! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!! THE SCREAMING!!! WAS TEARING ME APART!!!! THE HATRED!! DECEIVING!!! THE BLEEDING!! ITS OVER!!!!! paint the mirrors black to forget you... i still picture your face and the way you use to taste.... roses in a glass dead and wilted... to you this all was nothing! everything to you is nothing!!!! well your so filthy... im better off without you and your better off without me. well im so UGLY!! your better off without me and im better off WITHOUT!!! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!!! THE SCREAMING!! WAS TEARING ME APART!! THE HATRED!!!! THE BEATINGS!!! DISASTER!!! IT

My Favorite Song...
The lyrics (short but sweet)... At last by Etta James At last, my love has come along My lonely days are over And life is like a song Oh, yeah, at last The skies above are blue My heart was wrapped up in clovers The night I looked at you I found a dream that I could speak to A dream that I can call my own I found a thrill to rest my cheek to A thrill that I have never known Oh, yeah when you smile, you smile Oh, and then the spell was cast And here we are in heaven For you are mine At last

My Fallen Angel
my angel has fallen away from me. my devils have finally got the best of me and now the love that was once in my heart is gone. she left me for good and i already miss her. so many thoughts race through my mind, will she ever be happy again, will i ever be happy? i cry for her and she she isnt there to comfort me anymore. no more cuddling, no more fun with my best friend, no one to call my own and say "I Love You", i wish i could remove my heart from my chest to stop the hurting. the only person that i loved in my life is no longer with me, my love is gone, my angel has fallen.... i love you sammy... i will never be the same without you.

My Favorite Song In The World
And now, the end is near; And so I face the final curtain. My friend, Ill say it clear, Ill state my case, of which Im certain. Ive lived a life thats full. Ive traveled each and evry highway; And more, much more than this, I did it my way. Regrets, Ive had a few; But then again, too few to mention. I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption. I planned each charted course; Each careful step along the byway, But more, much more than this, I did it my way. Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew. But through it all, when there was doubt, I ate it up and spit it out. I faced it all and I stood tall; And did it my way. Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried. Ive had my fill; my share of losing. And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing. To think I did all that; And may I say - not in a shy way, No, oh no not me, I did it my way. For what is a man, what has he got? If not himself, then h

My Faith In True Love Is Restored Omg!
I am serious my faith in love has been totally restored!! I was watching Oprah...ok ok I know I know LOL But listen to this! This man was in a concentration camp and was polish at 14 years old. And a girl was in a village (her familiy lied and said they were jews to live) next to the camp and the only thing seperating them was a barbedwire fence. She was walking by the fence one day and seen him and he looked hungry so she gave him her apple. and she did this for 7 months fed him bread and an apple every day for 7 months. One day she came to feed him and he told her not to come back because they were going to exacute all of them in the camp....mind you she had no idea that he made it out. By some miricle he made it and never died. They both moved to NY City what are the chances right? They were set up on a blind date 14 years later and realized she was the girl with the apple and he was the boy whom she fed. He told her she would never leave him again and he asked her to marry

My Father... Another November Comes! 24 Yrs
My Father... Another November comes! 24 YRS. IF I KNEW THE WORDS TO TELL YOU HOW SADDENED I HAVE BECOME IN RECENT YEARS, THEY WOULD FALL ON DEAF EARS. YOUR TIME WAS TOO SHORT... I DO NOT THINK MY GRANDPARENTS HAD A CLUE AS TO THE DAMAGE THEY WERE CAUSING ME, THEY WERE ONLY TRYING TO PROTECT US FROM THE INEVITABLE HARM CHILDREN FACE IN OUR CIRCUMSTANCES. THE LIES, THE COVERUPS.. THEY ARE MORE PAINFUL TODAY THAN EVER. I CANT GO TO ANYONE, YOURE ALL GONE NOW.. YOUR DAY WAS 6 YEARS 363 DAYS AFTER MOMS.... THAT IN ITSELF MORE DIFFICULT THAN I KNEW AS A CHILD. LOL, THE HOLIDAYS, I HAD 5 WITH YOU.. I WAS 4 WHEN YOU LEFT, AND 13 WHEN YOU DIED. THAT DIDNT LEAVE A WHOLE LOT FOR ME BUT QUESTIONS. YOU LEFT A MIGHTY BIG HOLE HERE DAD. HOW DO I MAKE AMENDS TO THE DEAD? I HAVENT ANY PICS RIGHT NOW TO POST, OR TO GAZE UPON IN MYYYYYY TIME OF NEED. FAMILY GUARDS THEM WITHOUT A THOUGHT AS TO WHO THE VICTIM OF THE LIES TRUELY ARE. HAD I KNOWN YOU WERE INDEED A GOOD M

My Favorite Salad
Good handful of fresh spinach 6 leaves of sweet basil, chiffonade or thin slice 1 roma tomato 2 oz. chopped walnuts 2 oz. dried cranberries 3 oz. ricotta or fresh mozzarella cheese black pepper to taste olive oil and balsamic (best) or red wine vinegar Just build salad and drizzel, pepper, oil and vinegar over the rest

My Family In Afterhours
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My Fallen Angel
Fallen Angel His invisible wings Carry him though the crowd. In search for the love he left He came down from the clouds. He hopes with every step That the next eyes He deeply looks into Are the ones in which he said goodbye. Those eyes he remembers, So blue, so true Appear on the face Of a young girl, only two. She's holding a teddy bear And the hand of her mother. He can't close his mouth As he see's her standing there Right outside his old house With he daughter of his, As she smiles and waves at the man she barely knew. He can hardly believe this Back flash causing view. This fallen angel Walks up to his wife And gives her a kiss Then picks up his daughter And carries her into the house. The memories come flooding back Into his head Of days when he could read her a story And tuck her into bed. But his daughter continues playing with her teddy bear While his love carries in the groceries, He bows his head and gets down on his knees And prays for o

My Favorite Quote
I love this quote. If you are an artist in any way and you are not using your abilities or creativity, You go crazy. I worked for a brokerage department for 3 years. I felt dead. It drove me nuts. To wake up everyday and go to that job just was a downer. In my free time at work I use to custom design staplers with white out. After doing a few - many of my co-workers would leave their staplers on my desk along with design requests.lol. A sorry way to pour out creativity but it had to come out somehow! I finally left that job and started designing again, it was like I came back to life! So I can really relate to this quote! Enjoy! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this: A human creature born abnormally, inhumanely sensitive. To them... a touch is a blow, a sound is a noise, a misfortune is a tragedy, a joy is an ecstasy, a friend is a lover, a lover is a god and failure is death. Add to

My Favorite Holiday!
Ok, so I just came home from being with some family, and I realized that Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday. I'm not sure exactly what it was... the family time, the lack of propogana. It's like the only holiday that isn't bombarded with a theme of "buy me" (easter bunny, santa) and it's all about being Thankful for what you have and being with your loved ones. There is no pressure of what to buy, or if they liked it. It's the only holiday that hasn't lost it's "true meaning" I know there is pressure of preparing a meal, but that's it. The icing on the cake..... It snowed! Not too much, but enough to stick, AND on the ride home Kaylee says "Mom, this was like the BEST Thanksgiving EVER!" It was great! These are the days I love.

My Family
I love my family, i live with my boyfriend which is older than me by about 20 years, we have his grandson because his mother is a whore he is 2 years old and we have our own child which is also a little boy which is 9th. So i stay pretty busy running after them all day after working. I wouldn't change it for nothing in the world i love them so much, i love to watch them play together...

My Favorite
When I’m with you I’m controlled by desire Our eyes catch and yours Are lit up like fire My hand slips in yours I giggle and you grin I’m trembling with lust As the fun begins You pull me by hand To our room through the door The rooms lit by candles And petals cover the floor Gently you push me Onto the bed I watch as you pull Your top over your head Quick as I see you Your mouth finds mine Your lips are soft Your kisses divine Your hands find my top And our kiss is broken You begin to undress me Not a word is spoken When my body is bare Your pupils dilate The bulge in your pants Say that you’re in a state Your hands stroke my body Each grove and each curve You know I am yours That only you deserve Love is a game If played slowly, feels great But tonight is different Tonight I can’t wait I push you over You groan and I grin I pull down your pants My eyes drink you in And before you can speak I mount you, and moan You push up

My Favorite Story, "twas The Night Before Christmas"...
IT WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse ; The stockings were hung by the chimney with care, In hopes that ST. NICHOLAS soon would be there ; The children were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads ; And mamma in her 'kerchief, and I in my cap, Had just settled down for a long winter's nap, When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below, When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and eight tiny reindeer, With a little old driver, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. More rapid than eagles his coursers they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called

My Fav Song
BREATHE (Lawless) You don't have to hear my heart beat All you need is to look into my eyes And tell me I'm the one you heart needs I'n the only one you run to in the night Oh let me burn the words forever mine Across your heart, across your mind Take your hands and feel my heart beat come and let me feel it in your eyes All you have to do is touch me Oh and lay your flame across my fire Oh let me spread your wings and come inside And take your heart and make you mine Come and lay down your heart on me All that I wanna feel is Breathe in me Lay down your heart on me Feel you inside of me Breathe on me Come and take me on, take me down Oh take me all the way There's only one way Only one thing I need, all I need Take me way down Come and lay down on me

My Father -in Law Needs Some Prayers Asap
My father in law got taken to the hospital this morning and is not doing very well at all, could anyone and everyone prayer for his safe return home to his family PLEASE!! Also please go to my Wifey's page (Heather on my Family List) and post your prayers to her as well as here PLEASE I AM COUNTING ON YOU ALL TO COME THRU FOR US!!!! WE APPRECIATE AND THANKS ANYONE IN ADVANCE!!!

My Father Died Last Saturday
this is for my father, RIP dad, my brother wrote this in memory of my father Leslie Maxim Colvill born sept 1, 1929,bend oregon and passed away december 16,2006 portland oregon. My father died this past Saturday afternoon. That seems such a cold assessment to many; a statement of fact unhampered by emotion. Such a statement is not bereft of emotion though but, rather, is overwhelmed by emotions. Love, hate, pride, anger and disappointment; the complete panoply of human emotions are contained therein. What can I say about the man who was my father? I loved and hated, embraced and feared, revered and reviled the man throughout my life. My memories are mixed. I recall the selfishness of the man who would buy gadgets for himself at the expense of his family and yet also recall the gift of a bicycle one Christmas which made me ecstatic. I remember him as aloof when it came to spending time with his children; he always seemed to be off with his cameras at the coast. Bu

My Father's Eyes
Few people know me, and even fewer people like me. But for those who care, here's a look inside of Wolfie. I stopped in a truck stop tonight. It was a familiar one but one that I hadn't visited in quite some time. It didn't take me long to realize why I had not stopped there in 3 years. My father introduced me to this particular truck stop, and for a few years (with the exception of my grandmother's funeral) the only words I have exchanged with the man have been profanities and promises of harm. He used to stop in and have breakfast twice a week at this place. I had not stopped here because I knew this and was avoiding any chance of confrontation with the man. I thought it was safe tonight since his run has changed and there would be no chance of seeing him. I was wrong. When I sat down I immediately remembered our last meeting here, but was quickly able to put it out of my mind. Then the waitress came over and my introspective began. She was a nice lady, and didn't know th

My Favorite Poem Ever
Como (translation)___ As the gentle breeze caresses the draping fronds of the palm, As crystalline waves embrace the silken sand of the beach, As the songs from the birds sweetly rain upon the ears of lovers everywhere... that is how you have touched me ! As the notes from a lament rise from all the dreams that have been broken, As the sigh of a new mother with her infant at her breast, As the wind when it screams with the torture of its loneliness... that is how you have left me! As the heat from the sun with it unequaled brilliance, As the eternal mystery of the pallored light of the moon, As a dancing flame that gives life to the first light in darkness... that is how you have shone within my heart! As the Passion that devours all other passions from the past, As the beating of a heart while it conquers it worst enemy, As the rush of blood as it courses through the vein... that is how you have filled my soul! As the force of a storm while it thrashes throug

My Family
So I haven't blogged in awhile.....figured I would let y'all know what was going on in my life. We FINALLY got our internet back up and running so I'm usually on ATLEAST once a day! (So leave me love, dammit! lol) For those of you who don't know.....even tho it's posted on my name......we're gonna be havin' a baby!! I'm about 3 months along right now....due June 23rd. I'm SO excited! We're gettin' married soon....not exactly sure when yet but I will let y'all know for sure. My brother's daughter was just born so I'm gettin' some practice in and it's REALLY making me want my own........6 more months is toooooooo long to wait lmao. I guess it's better than 9 tho, huh? Anyway....work is going good.....homelife is going good....cept for a few certain things but we won't get into that.....it has nothing to do with Jason atleast. We're looking for a bigger house.....so hopefully we will be moving within' the next 6 months. Uhmmmmmmm other than that there is really nothing exciting

My Favorite Song
Stealin' Cinderella by Chuck Wicks I come to see her Daddy For sitdown, man to man It wadn't any secret I'd be askin' for her hand I guess it's why he left me waiting In the livin' room by myself With at least a dozen pictures of her Sittin' on a shelf (She was) playin Cinderella (She was) ridin her first bike And Bouncin' on the bed And lookin' for a pillow fight Runnin' through the sprinkler With a big popsicle grin Dancin' with her Dad Lookin' up at him In her eyes I'm Prince Charming But to him im just some fella Ridin' in and stealin' Cinderella I leaned in towards those pictures To get a better look at one When I heard a voice behid me say, 'Now, ain't she somethin', son' I said, 'Yeah, shes quite a woman' And he just atared at me And I just realized in his eyes She would always be (She was) playin Cinderella (She was) ridin her first bike And Bouncin' on the bed And lookin' for a pillow fight Runnin' through the sprinkler With a b

My Favorite Christmas Song
Little Drummer Boy: Lyrics Come they told me, pa rum pum pum pum A new born King to see, pa rum pum pum pum Our finest gifts we bring, pa rum pum pum pum To lay before the King, pa rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, So to honor Him, pa rum pum pum pum, When we come. Little Baby, pa rum pum pum pum I am a poor boy too, pa rum pum pum pum I have no gift to bring, pa rum pum pum pum That's fit to give the King, pa rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, Shall I play for you, pa rum pum pum pum, On my drum? Mary nodded, pa rum pum pum pum The ox and lamb kept time, pa rum pum pum pum I played my drum for Him, pa rum pum pum pum I played my best for Him, pa rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, Then He smiled at me, pa rum pum pum pum Me and my drum.

My Favorite Toy
Christmas Comments | Online Mall My Favorite Toy My favorite toy, Is my bullet. I like its vibration, Against my clitoris. Gryrating, Vibrating, Spinning around. I start to tense, before I explode. My muscles squench as I am about to cum, Letting my juices run down. I reach down, Once I am done. Finding the nectar, For my fingers fair. I bring them up, Right to my mouth, Licking everyone. MMMMMMMMM,"'I say" As I taste, Wanting more of it. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

My Family
I am the oldest of 5 children and the only one born out of the US. There were 3 boys and 2 girls total. My brother (Alfonso), I believed who was conceived in Italy was born in the United States only to live for 13 days due to inborn heart defect in 1973. After that, was when my family life steadily gotten worse. My father was an drinker at the time. Thing is, I received much of the blame, since according to my mother (at that time) . . . I was a child of sin. My father received his share of blame too. My mother is very religious . . . when I say very religious . . . everyone is doomed to hell except extremists like herself (Christians like that can give the Islamic extremists a run for their money). In 1976, my sister (Scottie) was born on Friday the 13th, which brought a little normalcy into the family, but it continues to deteriorate. In 1984, my brother (Tony) was born . . . funny thing was . . . according to his birth certificate he wasn't even born yet . . . t

My Father
my father passed away on this day in 2000. it was in 2000 that i first went to talladega to the nascar races. my father was so excited when he found out i was going to get to go to the races. i saw dale earnhardt sr win his last race. i miss my dad so much. my father died in december and dale sr was killed the following feburary.

My Family . . .
My Parents - - With the State's assistance, they are clean and detoxed, afterward I sent them both to counseling . . . currently they are property managers. They manage one of my complexes and several others in the San Diego Area. They still live in my original house, the house I bought to gain guardianship of my siblings. My Sister (the oldest of my remaining sibling) - - She has her accounting degree and works in an accounting office of one of our military bases. She married to an Italian (who is also my mom's cousin) and they have one son - - three months older than my son. They currently live in the house right next door to my original house. My younger brother - - Still lives in my original house . . . he dropped out of high school and don't work . . . I blame myself . . . what could I have done to motivate him . . . I set him up with interviews . . . opportunities . . . including college education (I had a college fund set-up for all my siblings), but since he didn't gr

My Fathers Friend
Today a great man passed away. My fathers best friend was someone who would give you the shirt off of his back in the middle of winter, even if that meant he would have nothing. He wouldn't take no for an answer and he always put others before himself. In January when they told me that I had cancer, my father didn't know who else to turn to, so he called Allen. I have only seen my father cry twice in my life. Once at my grandmothers funeral, and once at my godchilds funeral. The day he called Allen, he prayed for me with Allen and I didn't know until much later when Allen told me that my father cried to him and told him that he would do anything if only his baby was well. My father is a very strong man, yet the recent passing of his best friend has hit him very hard. He was the person my father would turn to when things weren't going right in his life and he'd ask for prayer. My father is not a devoute Christian, yet he believes in the power of prayer, and to have another grow

My Favorite Fu's
Come show all these people some love. They are so wonderful and lots of fun to talk to. And in no particular order, and no fancy background and stuff... I'm just not that cool haha. Sarabear is Back@ fubar Just your average chick@ fubar joecichlid@ fubar McLovin@ fubar Devilish1@ fubar TATTED WHITEBOY@ fubar Jabroni@ fubar