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My Most Amazing Friend
you are my best friend we couldnt possibly be closer without us being together she had you and your heart but decided that she didnt want you youre hurting more then ever thinking there isnt anyone else but i want you to know that there is someone better out there someone who will treat you the way you should be and someone who will love you like you deserve know that i am always here no matter what happens between our own lives we will always be attatched so know that im always here for you to lean on and that you are my best friend and know me better then most Ill always be here for you hun and never should you feel alone

My Mood
My mood is like a cloudy noon Waiting for the sun, Or like a sailing ship that can't Set sail without the tide. I fidget in my emptiness, Not knowing where to run; Yet when you're near I can't explain What's going on inside. It's too bad feelings swim so deep, Too deep for anyone To grasp them as they squiggle through And take them for a ride

My Mom
i wanted to do something for my mom who is no longer with us... and i did not know what to do so i ask a good friend one here if she could help me and she came up this something. there is no words to tell her how much i love it.my mom left me in 2004 and im haveing such a hard time with it i know in time it might get easer but right now its not but im doing the best i can.. you knwo the hardest thing was telling my kids there nanna was gone. but they still talk about her which is good there is a song i would love to find and put it with this but can not find it it is by mark wills the ballon song my kids say when they get a balloon they want to write on it and sent it to heaven for there nanna but any wyas this is for my mom I LOVE YOU MOM AND MISS YOU SOO SOO MUCH WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US....

My Mom!!!!
MY MOTHER JUST JOINED THE CHERRYTAP--LOL --EVERY ONE PLESE GO SHOW HER SOME CHERRY LUV......SHE IS THE GREATEST!!!!!! AND YOU GUYS PLEASE BE GENTLEMEN --OK LOL..... THANK YOU AND MUCH LUV............her name is FANCIEFACE KATIEJO FANCIEFACE@ CherryTAP

My Mom
Yesterday at 1:50 PM my mom went to live with the angels. She had OCPD, and smoked for most of her life. She was alert and responsive up until thursday Morning and she knew we were all ther with her. And when I say all, Myself and my 5 kids, my sister nad her three kids and her husband and my sister closest to me in age were all there in and out most of the time. She was not in pain and never once appeared to be affraid. So although I am having a bit of a hard time dealing with her being gone, at least I know she was ready and she is no longer suffering from her illness. I wanted to thank all of you for the messages and emails and even text msge s that I have recieved over the last week. If you feel you need to she will have her service at the Honer Funeral home in Three Rivers Mi, and i am not sure of the day yet we are looking at it possibly being this comming Wednesday. Thank you again and I will be back and be the old me again after the service is done. I lov

My Mom Needs Some Help Please!!!!
Hey there to ecveryone here on cherry, I have only been on here for a couple of weeks but have definitly met some great people so far! I am not sure if everyone has read my profile or not but my Mom has lung cancer, we found out last year when they found and removed a tumor from her brain, she has been through 2 rounds of chemo and radiation, almost had her lung removed but that was when they found another tumor in a lymphnode under her lung, so they could not continue the surgery. They had her go through another round of chemo and radiation that almost killed her, but the tumors all seemed to be shrinking, she has been off of the radiation and chemo for 8 weeks now, she will go on thursday and friday for 2 pet scans one on her brain the other on her lung, then next tuesday we will find out the results. I live in Maryland and she lives in Ohio, last year when we found out I started splitting weeks between her house and mine so i could help her out with every thing,i will head up the

My Most Favorite Song Ever
Been beat up and battered round Been sent up, and Ive been shot down Youre the best thing that Ive ever found Handle me with care Reputations changeable Situations tolerable Baby, youre adorable Handle me with care (chorus) Im so tired of being lonely I still have some love to give Wont you show me that you really care Everybodys got somebody to lean on Put your body next to mine, and dream on Ive been fobbed off, and Ive been fooled Ive been robbed and ridiculed In day care centers and night schools Handle me with care Been stuck in airports, terrorized Sent to meetings, hypnotized Overexposed, commercialized Hand me with care Ive been uptight and made a mess But Ill clean it up myself, I guess Oh, the sweet smell of success Handle me with care

My Mother!!
My mom has had cancer for the last 2 yrs and had half of her right lung removed..we thought everything was going good until recently when they found another spot on her neck which they removed last week..well today I found out that friday she has to have a cat scan done on her brain to see if it spread to there which I hope hasn't but the doctor told her that if it did there wasn't a cure and she was just biding her time now..I would like to ask all my friends and family if they could please say a prayer for her.I would greatly appreciate it!!

My Mother!!
I have not asked anyone for anything since I joined this site however everytime someone asks for my help I am right there to give it to them.well I asked one simple request yesterday and only a few responded to it and this was something very important to me because it was about my mother.I didn't ask to comment,rate or help level me up it was to say a prayer for my mother whom has cancer.I see only a few of my friends have done that which means they are "true" friends.It would only have taken ppl a couple minutes of thier precious time to repost my bulletin seeing as my mother's precious time left on this earth is limited..If you choose to delete me that is fine so be it but if your a real friend than you know where I am coming from..

My Mom's Transplant
My mother has been sick her whole life. Since the age of seven years old she has had type 1 Diabetes. My mother had been diagnosed with Kidney failure. My mother was one the donor waiting list for over four years. My mother got a kidney and pancreas transplant two days ago and is recovering great. This is something to show that anything can happen and never underestimate the powers of keeping faith.

My Most Favourite Quote
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. from the movie Coach Carter

My Morning-for U
As I look out to a ne morning, I see the fog rising to relieve the earth. The chill in the air, birds singing and the day begins. Hoping you are seeing the same , keeps me going and keeping me sane. The light of day clears the plains, as it makes its way to me. It begins to get closer and closer, until it stops right before my feet. The birds have stopped and the breeze has stilled. Feeling like it has been forever I drift into sorrow. My sorrow lasts for days it seems, until finaly you are back for a moment. A moment in time recharges me for days. So my light until we meet again, I will long for you, ache for your words to brighten my day again. For you are my light to every dark day. Thank you for being my light. *KISS*

My Mom...
i HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME STUFF WITH MY SON AND LATELY IT HAS GOTTEN TO THE POINT THAT I DON'T EVEN WANT TO TALK WITH HIM BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IT WILL END UP IN AN ARGUMENT. HE IS 19, MARRIED WITH TWO KIDS AGES 3 AND 3 MONTHS. HE IS IN THE AIR FORCE AND STATIONED IN FLORIDA AT EGLIN AIR FORCE BASE. I HAVE NOT SEEN HIM IN A YEAR AND FIVE MONTHS AND I HAVE NOT SEEN MY 3 YEAR OLD GRANDDAUGHTER IN ONE YEAR. THE NEWEST GRANDDAUGHTER I HAVE ONLY SEEN IN A PICTURE. MY PROBLEM IS MY SON FOR SOME REASON DOESN'T LIKE ME ANYMORE. WE WERE VERY CLOSE AS HE WAS GROWING UP TILL HE HIT 14. THERE WERE REASONS FOR HIM BEING MAD AT ME BUT SINCE THEN I MADE AMMENDS AND ALL SEEMED TO BE OK. DUE TO AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP I WASN'T AROUND MUCH AND HE CHOSE TO STAY AT MY PARENTS. I LEARNED THE HARDWAY THAT I MADE A TERRIBLE DECISION AND MESSED UP. IT HAS BEEN FOUR YEARS NOW I HAVE MET A REALLY GREAT GUY AND WE ARE PLANNING ON GETTING MARRIED. MY SON HOWEVER HAS TURNED ON ME. HE DOESN'T WANT ME IN HIS LIFE

My Mom's Obituary
My mom passed away recently,on April 4,2007. She was 44 yrs old.She died way before her time and I will truely never get over her death...I miss her so much. Heres her obituary: Laura Kay Munden died suddenly and unexpectedly April 4, 2007 at Saint Mary’s Hospital in Reno, Nevada. She was born Laura Kay Jepsen on December 11, 1962 in Fremont, California to Sharon and Neils Jepsen. Laura grew up in Newark, California, coming to Hawthorne as a teenager. After graduating high school, Laura went to work at DZHC where she was employed for 24 years. Laura had many hobbies and interests: she enjoyed working in her yard, she loved to paint, and she enjoyed arts and crafts, she also enjoyed cooking and baking. She loved her pets: Moffee, Troopie, Maggie and Simon. Her greatest role in life and the thing that made her the happiest was being a wife and mother. Laura graced our lives with her kindness, tenderness and genuine love. Her passing has left a tremendous hole i

My Mother's Death
It's been a few weeks since I have been on here. Just when I created my profile, and got started, tragedy struck...my beloved Mother passed away! Talk about shock..I felt like a freight train ran me over! I was not expecting something like that to happen, because she really had not been seriously ill. It was just her time, I guess...just not the right time for me. I guess no time would ever be the right time. So, now I mourn her passing, and miss her tremendously. Her impact on my life was huge, and a positive one indeed! I couldnt even begin to tell you how wonderful she was to me. Now, I must go on living, as they say. Even though there are days when I feel so sad I dont want to get out of bed..I must go on. She would want it that way. So for her I will strive to make each day count. For her I will hold my head up high, and keep on truckin!

My Mood Exactly....
Lover I don't have to Love By: Bright Eyes I picked you out Of a crowd and talked to you Said I liked your shoes You said thanks can I follow you? So it's up the stairs And out of view No prying eyes I poured some wine I asked your name you asked the time Now it's two o'clock, the club is closed we're up the block Your hands on me I'm pressing hard against your jeans Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out You didn't care to know Who else may have been you before I want a lover I don't have to love I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck Where's the kid with the chemicals? I thought he said to meet me here but I'm not sure I got the money if you got the time You said it feels good I said I'll give it a try Then my mind went dark We both forgot where your car was parked Let's just take the train I'll meet up with the band in the morning Bad actors with bad habits Some sad singers They just play tragic And the phone's ringin

My Momy Is A Survivor
MY MUMMY IS A SURVIVOR My Mummy is a survivor, or so I've heard it said. But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed. I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand. But like the sands on the beach that never wash away... I watch over my surviving mummy, who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise. But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes. My mummy tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive. As I watch over my surviving mum...through Heaven's open door. I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more. But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears. So if you get a chance, go visit her...And show her that you care. For no matter what she says...no matter what she feels. My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~! This poem w

My Mom's Mandel Brat(biscotti) Recipe...
3 eggs 1 cup sugar(granulated) 1 cup oil(vegetable) 4 cups flour(all-purpose) 1 teaspoon baking powder 1/8 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1-2 cups chocolate chips *optional-walnuts,almonds or any other baking addition you want to add ************************************************************************************** Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Mix all of the ingredients together.Dough should be more wet then dry,almost the same consistancy as cookie dough. Divide dough.Form dough into long loaves onto baking trays,making loaves longer than wide.Flatten top of loaf with your hand,round or flatten the ends of the loaf.The thickness of the loaf should be approximately an inch thick. A very easy clean-up method,is to bake the dough on baking(parchment) paper,rather than spraying the baking tray. [You can also bake this dough in cupcake pans.Either spray the pan,or use baking cups,and fill the cup 1/2 to 3/4 full.When doing this method

My Mother's Hands
My mother’s hands washing potatoes washing kids washing pans. My mother’s hands on bitterly cold days pegging yet more washing on a pregnant line the line growing nothing but nappies her hands blind with the cold. My mother’s hands ironing clothes ironing clothes ironing countless knickers for my seven sisters. My mother’s hands taking my hands in hers such love...such laughter! My mother’s hands patting talcum powder on another baby’s bum. Mum being Mum. Me, kissing my mother’s hands for all...they’ve done.

My Mothers Day
william woke me up so that we could go to his moms for bbq and i could give her my presents the night before trying to spend mothers day with my moms cuz she has church all day sunday i started feeling really bad came home and my tem in the hundreds again....got it down... well i was so excited about the day i even bought me a new skirt since i am pretty clothless....william was helping me shave my legs when we gently turned over the one with surgery he gasped and said my go you have a big bruis i told him to take a pick of it of course all of the bruise isnt in the camera lens but part of it is so here it is... at any rate the red was bothersome i had been complaining about pain in that area and heat so i called a nurse friend of mine and she said i better go have it checked since i have done nothing to bruise myself....it could be a blood clot so i had to go to the er .. fun fun.. well needless to say because of me mothers day party did not go off as planned insert what

My Mother's Day
Well, my mother's day was fun! I sat around, slept mostly, had some grilled steak and corn, and played w/ my girls. I had to work last night, and I have to work tonight, so it wasn't quite as much fun as it could have been, but it was nice. First mother's day I've had that there wasn't some sort of fight over something. Yesterday I also went out to the cemetery. Got my mother's rose bush trimmed, put smoe new pretty flowers out, and cleaned up a little bit. It looks nice now. The girls were putting the roses we were cutting off on other people's graves. It was sweet. It was tough though. It finally just hit me. It took longer this year, but it hit me. I cried, and bawled. I just couldn't help it. I want my mommy. I want her to hold me. I want her to love me. I want her to be here for me. This is really not easy for me at all... But it never is, nevr will be. Other than that, nothing new is going on in particular. Dennis and I are getting along fairly well. He used to always shit

My Mom
Sorry I havn't been online lately. My Mom went back in the hospital Friday night and Saturday night she went in respority arrest. She was in the ICU unit untill this afternoon. She is doing a little better but she has a hole in her intestines, along with an abcess on her colon. I miss you guys and I will be back as soon as I can. Oh and an update in my mother in law. She is still on the vent and it dosnt look like she will ever get off. The smoking has made her lungs so weak that she cant brethe on her own enough to stay alive. Please keep my family in your thoughts and prayers. I will greatly appriciate it. We all need them!

My Moment Of Weakness
when I blog about the things I feel, I don't want people to feel sorry for me, I can't sleep sometimes well most times, so I blog, or I would be just here looking at the computer like a moron, so I tend to think back on things, like this guilt I have. In No way am I trying to hurt anyone by these blogs, so let me say right up front that I am sorry if I come across like I am heartless, I'm not I am just whacked. I feel that I could have helped more that day and cause I didn't its been hanging over me like a over cast day hence the guilt yeah I know you can tell me until you are blue in the face that it was not my fault, fate, timing "gods will" ect ect but until I am ready to believe that myself your waisting your time, I will remember more and I will blog more about how I feel, and if this is going to offend anyone please don't read them. Your input on these blogs are welcomed in comments or in a shout, BUT LOOK!!! I know I need help so if you feel the overwhelming need to tell me t

My Month-long Vacation
as for the guys who knows of my existence (yup, i am alive, still kickin' an shakin' ^_^ ) just wanted to let u know that im back ^_^ anyway, i miss Ct (and of course i miss my friends here ^_^ especially those who've been close to me and those who made me feel im real here) i was away for a month long of relaxing and healing vacation. it really helped my deteriorating health and my wounded heart (sheesh it sounds pathetic =p) that's why i am back.. China was great; was a bit cold but it did good for the riddance of my mysterious allergies and im back here again in my beloved sanctury-country.. t'was also good that i have broken up with a gud for nothin' guy (t'was gud riddance, really) and now im back and bouncin' ^_^ so anyway, i wanna "refresh" my life..also my CT coz i havent been able to look into it while i was away.. so anyway, im back. i hope u guys missed me too =) see yah and hope to get in touch with u online ! ^_^

My Mother
In 1993, the east was hit with a major snow storm. Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania had gotten over 23 inches of snow in less then 24 hours. Midway into the storm I took 2 of my children out to play in the snow. After being out there for about 30 minutes I noticed my daughter, who was 9 at the time, looking up towards the sky and laughing. Naturally I thought she was laughing at the huge snowflakes. I walked over to her and asked her what she was laughing at and her reply was.. "look, don't you see her?" Looking up where she was pointing, all I saw was a blanket of snow. "No Sarah, I don't see anyone" I replied to her. "See who? I asked. Sarah then turned to me and said "NaNa". This was the name my oldest son called my mother. So, I decided to play along with her I asked her what she was doing. She said nothing, just smiling. So I told her to wave at her which she did. She then started to giggle and said that my mother waved back at her. Now sh

My Mom
HELLO IM RUBIAS DAUGHTER SOME OF YOU KNOW ME AS REMEDY AN ARE MY FRIEND AS WELL WELL TONITE I HATE TO BRING YOU THE BAD NEW MOM RUBIAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR THE LAST COUPLE DAYS SHE BEEN IN AN OUT THE HOSPTIAL BUT THIER KEEPING HER THIS TIME, SO PLEASE PRAY FOR MY THE CONTEST WILL GO ON UNTIL SATURDAY AS PLANED , TY REMEDY

My Mouth Shape.... Wow... These Creators Are More Bored Than I Am.
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both flirtatious and intimidating. Your friends are secretly put off by your seductive powers. And strangers either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both. No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. Or rake. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

My Mom's Birthday Party
Well this Saturday is my Mom's Birthday! We(her family) plans on throwing her this party at a bar we know called The Wheel. I ordered a cake and we plan on having like snacks and refreshments and all. They even have a Karaoke D.J. coming and well we all love to Karaoke. Well, I guess I'll let you know what happens afterwards.

My Model Of The Year 2007 Lingerie Cover Is On Sale Now!
My Model Of The Year 2007 Lingerie Magazine is on sale now at your local newsstands. I am so excited I can’t stop smiling. If I haven’t said it enough, thank you to all my fans that voted for me. You guys have no idea how much this means to me. I am the luckiest girl in the world to have such wonderful fans. Love you all. Muah xoxo, Breann

My Money
This is my boss's,Phone and info below... PO Box 151292 Cape Coral, FL 33915 239-677-5665 palgina@prodigy.net Hello my freinds.it seems that I can not get my last 4 days worth of pay out of my boss.I wrote him an e-mail.He told me,My pay period ends on Sunday.So that means he ows me for mon thru thurs.of last week.The week ending 6-16.Since they won't answer my e-mail.Right,to them by e-mail--snail mail or call...I want all my money. need your help... well?

My Motto To Jealous Girl
To the lil wanna be woman grow up and learn to wash the piss off ya inner thighs before you try preachin chit to me...jealousy wont get my attention other then my backside as I walk away from your garbage!!!

My Mothers Is Sick
We just found out today my mom has Congestive Heart Failure. She is going for a ECG on Friday so we will no more then. She has multi. health issues and this just adds to it. Please keep my family in your thoughts and Prayers. Thank you ~SP~

My Mood
My mood has not really improved from last night. It is in fact worse. I am not going to be online but will have my cell phone on. If you know you cheer me up feel free to call. Otherwise I'm gonna go cry, scream throw things, and smoke too much!!! And yes know I don't normally smoke but right now I do. I'm really sorry I'm being bitchy guys but I'm in a lot of pain right now.

My Mood2
After hours of blaring music and chain smoking I feel a little better. For all the people who sent me messages thank you for caring. If I can ever help you out let me know. For everyone who ask no my bf is not to blame for my mood. He's actually a great guy and makes me very happy. Being hurt just really get s me down. I can currently only use one hand and it's messing with me.

My Mom's Surgery
Just for those of you that read the blog about my mom's surgery we got through it...It was today and we got to the hospital about 6:30 this morning and she went into surgery about 8:30 and she was in surgery till about 11:30 and she did great...She will be staying in the hospital overnight maybe longer and the biggest hurdle that we have to get over is makin sure there is no infection...if infection sets in we have to start all over...So I wanted to update those of you that care and were praying for of us today...Thanks your thoughts and prayers are very appericiated...

My Month
HELLO EVERY ONE, I THOUGHT I WOULD LET U IN TO MY LIFE.. AN TO GIVE THANKS TO A FRIEND THAT IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME, IN THIS BAD TIME.. IN THE LAST YEAR U ALL KNOW HOW BAD THINGS HAVE BEEN FOR ME.. WITH ME AND MY X.. HOW WE JUST CANT FIX OUR MARRIAGE.. SO MANY BAD THINGS HAPPENED IN 10 YEAR.. THAT WAS IT FOR ME.. AN IN THAT TIME I GROW TO SEE THAT I'M OK WITH OUT HIM.. THAT WE BOTH DON'T NEED TO KEEP THIS ROAD GOING IN TO MORE PAINFUL MEMORIES.. JUST THIS WEEK WEEK WAS OUR 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY.. YET I ENDED IT OUR MARRIAGE 3 DAYS AFTER HIM BIRTHDAY.. WAS NOT PLANING IT TO BE RIGHT THEN.. BUT THAT'S WHEN IT HAPPENED.. SO HERE I AM GETTING THE DIVORCE I WANTED FOR SOME TIME NOW.. WE BOTH KNOW I DID.. AN IN THE END I KNOW HE KNOWS ITS BEST FOR HIM TOO.. WE BOTH DID ALOT OF WRONG DOING TO ONE ANOTHER.. BUT THERE WAS ONLY SO MUCH I COULD TAKE FROM OUR PAINFUL LIVES.. SO I HAD TO END IT.. IN LESS THEN A MONTH.. SO MANY MORE BAD THINGS HAPPENED.. LIKE THE FACT MY CAR HAS BEEN IN TWO WREC

My Morning ( For My Angel)
My tear for you Rolls down as my day begins. How much more must I endure, When will it all end. Acting compleatly on impulse Gets me through the day. My mind wanders aimlessly, My purpose gone when your away. My heart so full of love for you, Stopped dead in its tracks. Refuses to feed my body, Till the day It has you back. This is my day, My life when you are not near. This is why my everyday, Always begins with a tear.

My Mom
Well they did surgery today, her small intestine was compared to an old garden hose. The doctor cut the bad section out and reattached it. There was NO CANCER!!! thank God. Hopefully she will be home soon. Thanks again for all the thoughts and prayers that I have received.

My Moto For The Rest Of The Year
'The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides with the iniquities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who in the name of charity and good will shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon those with great vengeance and with furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know that my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee.'

My Mother's Condition.
Last night, she went to the hospital for high blood pressure. Turns out she was pregnant. 6 months. The fetus was dead. They made her deliver it, because it was too big for a Dnc. A boy. i named him Abel Sebastian Renguette. He was red from internal bleeding. and his head was deformed. Ears below his eyeline, head sort of squished, chin too high, and his skull bones kept shifting and overlapping. His eyes were still closed. 14 oz. Her kidneys are screwed up too. Please pray for us. I'll be haunted by his body til the day I die, but i do not regret it. Oh, and I fucking LOVE how the only bulletins that ever get attention are chains, or sexual things. As if the site was over run by children. People ignore the important ones -_-

My Mothers Wisdom
Why spend the last day of your life washing breakfast dishes, wait til after supper to wash. Always buy christmas dishtowels on sale, that way it adds some holiday sparkle to any chore. Nothing wrong with a load of whites washed with a red sock, now you can't tell where you dropped strawberry ice cream at. Now that the neighbors got a big screen, the universal remote finally comes in handy Never leave your windows down at a yard sale, people steal. Just because Goodwill won't accept all the junk doesnt mean it comes back into the house.

My Mother Taught Me!
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . > "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished > cleaning." > > 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. > "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." > > 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. > "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of > next week!" > > 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. > " Because I said so, that's why." > > 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC . > "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to > the store with me." > > 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. > "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." > > 7. My mother taught me IRONY. > "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." > > 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS . > "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." > > 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. > "Will you look at that d

My Most Precious Memory
This is something that happened last week. It is a time I will remember until I leave this world. It is personal and precious to me. I wanted to share it with you auatseli tsunali(my friends). ------------------------------------------------- I have a surprise for you , you tell me with a kiss. Anxious like a little one you can tell and say to me. You will see in just a little while. Riding into the desert I wonder what it is? Ok lovely close your eyes and give me your hand you say. I will show you now.Opening my eyes I see you standing in front of me. I have to smile, you are my surprise what a wonderful thing to do. Then you step aside and I see the most beautiful scene. There in the middle of this vast dry land is an oasis. Small trees in the shade of enormous rocks.It is like an island. Cool and beautiful in the middle of all the sun and heat. This is my secret place you tell me. For many years I come everyday to pray for just one thing. What prayer could be s

My Morning Song
Dizzy found me last night Saw some kind of new light I woke up in a whirlwind Just you watch my head spin The spectacle that made you cry It's a thrill a minute plane ride It's over time at ring side, no lie March me down to the seven seas Bury me with a ruby ring Kiss me baby on an easter sunday day Make my haze blow away I hide i seek and i find Truth in a fable faith in a rhyme So why you want to bad talk me Are you surprised by what we see? Like the tables and the tides turn On my bed the emperor worn Is that enough for me, could be If music got to free your mind Just let it go cause you never know, you never know If your rhythm ever falls out of time You can bring it to me and i will make it alright And if your soul is let go Oh you never know, no you never know And if your heart is beating free For the very first time it'll be alright

My 1 Mo Vip Contest Is Ending Tomorrow At 1pm!!!
ENDING CONTEST EARLY- SORRY FOR THE TROUBLE IF ANY. PRIZES WILL BE HANDED OUT TOMORROW FOR ALL WHO ENTERED CONTEST, 1ST PLACE GETS 1 MO VIP, 2ND WILL HAVE A CHOICE AND THE OTHER CONTESTANTS WILL ALL RECIEVE A BIG PIMPIN GIFT JUST FOR ENTERING, THANK YOU ALL WHO HAVE ENTERED, IT'S BEEN STRESSFUL THANK YOU! LOL :p if you have any questions drop a line. MY 2ND CONTEST IS STILL GOING UNTIL AUG 7TH SO YOU HAVE PLENTY OF TIME TO VOTE ON YOUR FAVORITE THERE FOR THE BIG PIMPIN CONTEST. BeeBee

My Motto For My Life
I've live this since I was 15 when I found it,so now I share. Myself by Edgar Guest I have to live with myself, and so, I want to be fit for myself to know; I want to be able as days go by, Always to look myself straight in the eye; I don't want to stand with the setting sun And hate myself for the things I've done. I don't want to keep on a closet shelf A lot of secrets about myself, And fool myself as I come and go Into thinking that nobody else will know The kind of man I really am; I don't want to dress myself up in sham. I want to deserve all men's respect; But here in this struggle for fame and pelf, I want to be able to like myself. I don't want to think as I come and go That I'm for bluster and bluff and empty show. I never can hide myself from me, I see what others may never see, I know what others may never know, I never can fool myself -- and so, Whatever happens, I want to be Self-respecting and conscience free.

My Mom
i am home from the hosplital. thank you all for ur thoughts and preayers they helped! My mom is doing better and we hope to have her home in the next day or so. This is the 4th time in less than 4 months she has been in there. ty all again! luvs to u all

My Most Controversial Mumm Yet
This morning I posted a mumm asking, "Do children belong on an adult site? Should FUBee's use their children to get points?" Currently the vote is Nay: No, that's disgusting (71.4%) with 85 votes, to Yay: Sure, why not? (28.6%) with 34 votes. Personally I tend to agree with the majority. One person said it is no different from going into a bar with pictures of your children in your wallet. I think it depends on how you handle those pictures. If you show them to everyone you meet in that particular environment, in my opinion you are inviting harm to your children. A child molester is going to be a LOT more attracted to a someone they know has children who's parents are making them accessible. Having them in your wallet and not showing them around would be equivalent to keeping them in a family only folder. Only people you really know and trust get to see them. That's cool. If you have your kids in your main pic that is displayed to everyone, I think that is more akin to ta

My Morning
Ok, so I haven’t been to sleep since yesterday. I'm pretty much running on fumes at this point. My sister decided that she was going to throw a tantrum. I in an attempt to stop her managed to have my knee lock up and almost broke my freaking neck, and now my left knee is in some serious pain. My morning has started out oh so well, I can't wait for the rest of my day to begin **Sarcastic Grin**. Later all, that is if I survive this day.

My Mood
If anyone cares as to why I am in a bad mood (which I highly doubt) yesterday I got into an argument with a friend and I snapped to the point where I shoved her and stepped on her foot at the same time. Instantaneously I had flashbacks of all the times I was abused by my father as a child and I got this fear that I am turning into him. He abused me from the time I was 5 until I was about 14, and from there when he stopped abusing me I started cutting myself as my way of dealing with stress. Now I have reached the point where I just want to crawl into a hole and die because I am afraid that if I reacted the way I did to just a friend, I will do the same if not worse to my wife. She doesn't deserve that nor does anyone else, and I don't want to put anyone thru that. I have been nothing but a pain in the ass to everyone I have met and everyone would be better off if I were dead.

My Mother...
googled me. snooping!!! god damn i hate snoopers. especially when they act all high-and-mighty 'i know what i'm talking about it cuz i've been through it before' ... only it really doesn't work when your life isn't as good as theirs. it's annoying as shit actually. i need a hug. :( later.

My Mood At The Moment
my mood at the moment is some what a bit of in a grumpy mood and a bit of a bad mood and in a flirting playful mood and in a good mood but i am in a tense mood and that for me is a intween mood i am a wreck when i got to tidy a whole house up on my own without extra help so i am stressing out and so please deal with my confusig moods it will pass i promise you all that from Bruce.

My Monkeys
Anyone and everyone who knows me, knows that the monkeys come first in my life. I affectionately call my children my monkeys. My ex-husband was there with me in the OR when I had my daughter, by the time my son was born he was out of the picture so my mother was with me in the OR to have him. I reflect back on the past 12 years I've had at being a mother, they have brought my life so much happiness and true they have broken my heart more times than I care to count. I have watched them grow from being a dependent baby to independent little people. Granted the older they get, the more they try my patience. Especially this summer, we are all so glad school starts on Monday. I think I've let them have too much freedom this summer from a routine. That's not to say when they've gotten in trouble they haven't gotten punished, because they have and they'll tell you. I love being a mother even though it's the hardest job in the world but it also has some of the best rewards!

My Mother
So naturally cool she was. Her name was Betty, Betty Boop to our father, he has a small tattoo of the cartoon charcter on his left shoulder. An educated woman who fought her way out of poverty, and matured to a woman of societal means. Class fell from her like rain. If I had to attribute my personality and intelligence to any one person, it would be her. Some of my fondest memories of my mother are her participation in our homework, her punishments; which involved learning latin phrases, volunteering at the senior citizens home, and digging holes for her in the garden. Never ever was a hand laid upon us children. I also remember her insisting on everyone being involved at meal times, no one was excused. She taught all of us to be humble, care for others, and to never underestimate the power of our brains. Education and humilty seemed to be all we needed to survive. I only wish that she had survived. She passed away last year from complications of Parkinsons. During th

My Move And Other Things
Yesterday I moved into my new apartment. It is pretty bare right now with just my clothes, a radio, some books and a few odds-and-ends. As I I feel pretty sore from lugging all my things. At work, I have a three-day weekend by having Labor Day off. A lot has been happening there. First, my supervisor is leaving my work place for a new job. Then I got moved across the department to a new desk. Then we had a company picnic/BBQ so that the new site director could meet everyone. And lastly, I worked two hours of overtime on Thursday and Friday morning. College and pro football is starting up, so I am excited to see my favorite teams playing again. I am also following Tiger Woods' play in the FedEx Championship Playoff. And lastly, my AZ Diamond backs have a good chance to be in the MLB post-season. The kids are all on a camping trip with my mother-in-law, so my wife and I are having her sister and our niece visit us.

My Move
For those of you who know or read this... I just recently moved to Rhode Island about a month ago. Things here are so much better than the situation I was in while I lived in Florida. It is good to be back home with all my family and to be around those who truly care :D. The only thing I miss about Fl is my friends and being close to Disney. But other than that things here in Rhode Island are great. I am truly happy for once and not totally stressed out and not wanting to be home. Things here are slowly comming together. I just started my new job as a Pharmacy Tech today, I think its going to work out well. But I cant realy tell yet but Im sure it will be. Now my next thing is that I gotta get my ass back into school so I can get my Pharmacy Degree. At this time I just have to apply to the college and then register for January. Then only thing holding my back on that is waitin for my RI license so I can appy as a RI Resident. All I gotta do is brink my bank statement with my new addres

My Mom
she is in recovery...they wont know if there was any damage to the nerves til she is fully awake, as far as the surgery itself it went well..My dad will be calling me back with the rest after they get her fully awake and the dr tells him more..thank you all for your prayers!

My Mom
I have been a little busy with my mom. Right now she has been in the hospital since the 3rd of this month. The Dr. did a treceamoty ( no i didn't use spell check) on monday. they are going to do a slow ween off the air tube and let her start breathing on her on, on saturday. it has been a real touch and go with her. thank you all for the support and understanding with me not being able to keep in contact. love you all.

My Most Vivid Memory From The Explosion
I do not remember everything that happened the day that the IED exploded ripping up the humvee we were riding in and injuring Andy, Mac and myself. There are periods of time that I was blacked out from the pain and a small bleed in my brain. I have come to remember more and more of that day and the most vivid memory I have is of Roger Briggsman and what he did for me. One thing I very vividly remember is waking up and seeing Briggs leaning over me while yelling at the medic on site asking what to do. I remember him ripping my cammies and using pieces of it to tie off my leg to stop the bleeding. I remember the tears flowing down my face and squirming in the sand. I remember my leg killing me and I remember trying to get a look at it but Briggs wouldn't let me. He held me down as I fought against him and at the time I was so mad at him for it but now I know why he did what he did and am glad that he held me down. I remember Briggs getting a very distinctive crack in his voice whe

My Mother's Tears (2005)
I sit in silence of the Earth and listen to her cries I see the chaos of her Love and feel her tears on my shoulder Man has waged many wars, but none as harsh as the one he's declared on his mother whom he rapes daily I feel her pain and cry with her as she tends to her wounds while she ignores the brutality She sings a song so sweet yet her eyes are filled with the blood of her young that has no regard for her love I cry in my darkness as I listen to her heart break with the rising of each dawn and the setting of each twilight Shall we ever know the tales of her cherished pain? Shall she be the nurturing mother that we have seen in the past? Or shall she rise against us -- her children, battering her swollen and abused spirit in defense of her existence? I reach out to her in love and devotion to tend her wounds as I pray for our serenity.

My Mom
Well some good news..She is now home.She goes back monday to have the drain tube removed but she is happy to be home. She still has no feeling or use in the right side of her face but hopefully in time it will come back...She is in good spirits though and making jokes. First thing she said when she walked in the door was gimme a cig lol But she is resting now and doing very well considering everything she has went through...but i also want all of you to understand if u shout me or send a message and i dont answer right away im not ignoring u it means im helping her with something...thank you all for your prayers and well wishes since finding out about the tumor...i have some tuelly awesome friends!!

My Mortal Sin
If I had known this would be.. The last time I cried, The last time I tried. The last time I bled. The last time I had shed a mortal tear.. Then I would have said I love you. I always showed you my true colors. I never let them fade. Lost in this gray haze I sat. Sulking through my days. Reflection was never seen. The torture never fought. I thought that I would die here. Right here in this spot. I guess I never cared. Just sat there in my shame. I thought “I’ll do it tomorrow” But tomorrow never came. I took that leap of faith. More like the step of fate. I cut. I cut deep. Deeper than my normal wounds would seep. Then a flash came back to me. A memory of when I was younger. Even then I was covered With crimson cuts and little white scars. I remember slicing, looking up at the stars. Thinking of where I would be. Who I would meet? What would lead me to defeat? But I guess I stopped thinking. I knew I was sinking. Into my mortal sin. 12/30/03

My Mother..yay Answers?
Well, the results are in. She evidently had a silent heart attack, and something they don't know yet is causing it. This Friday they are going to do some more exploring and an angioplasty and hope that does it. If not, they crack her chest next. Happy happy joy joy joy...NOT.

My Mom
Okay it has been a little over a month since I have lost my mom do to cancer...Some people say it gets easier with time & the pain will slowly go away but it still feels like it was yesterday when the man above decided to take my mom, why I have no Idea I guess he has bigger plans for her there then he did here...I know she is no longer in pain or suffering no more but now that her pain is gone mine has started....I love & miss my mom very much!!!!

My Mom Is Very Sick
Some of you who are close to me know that my mom is very ill. She has been diagnosed with Parkins Desease and Bi Polar. She was rushed to the ER last night with a 104.4 fever. She is in a deep sleep and un responsive at this time. She is only 67 years old and has many other health issues. I was offline for a while due to her health. I am asking for all my Friends to come together and Pray have my Mother in your thoughts. Sorry for any spelling errors I am not at my best right now. They are running more test , but this is belived that the meds he was on for the Bi Polar might have done this. I will update more when I know. Thank you all. Luvs to u all......

My Mom Still Sick
Hello all. My mom is still in the hosplital. We thought she would be released today and back to the nursing facilty. However that is not the case. Her MRI of her brain came back and she has restricted air way in her vascular veins in her brain. This is what is causing the memory lose. Sorry if i spell things wrong. She also has Demenisa on top of the Bit polar and Parkins Deasease. We will not know more until they run more test on Monday.She might be looking at surgery to correct but at this time we are not for sure. This is just an Update on her. My sister is still sick with her Kidney stones and if it shifts much more she might have to go out of state to have a surgery to get them out. I just ask fgor all my friends to have my family in your thoughts and prayers. I sont know what i would do wwithout u all. I hope u enjoy ur sunday.... thats all for now. luvs to u all! ~SULTRY~

My Mom And My God
“The worst can happen, but the Best remains.” Corrie Ten Boom As the mother lies dieing with her babe in her arms, she tries keeping him from all harms. She holds him close to her bosom and watches him sleep, praying the Lord, this child will keep. With her last ounce of strength she holds him tight, asking God to allow her just this one more night. As the day breaks in and her body grows limb and weak, she releases one last plea, for her child, then weeps. God! She cries they are coming for me now; I am ready she says and then bows. She gently lays her son on the floor, as she sheds her last tear, Lord, watch him throughout his years. She kisses him tenderly, and says, I love you so much, and with that he feels her last touch. She looks down on him now, with a smile on her face, she sees a young man with loving grace. He is a Pastor now, he grew up safe and strong; she never did get to tell him what went wrong. As he tells the story of her last days on earth, she b

My Mood At The Moment
well the is whats going around in my mind right now. i feel lonely as hell i dont know way it seems the only thing thats keep me happy is drinking and weed why is that is my life that big of a mess that thats the only then to keep me happy. i have friend i love to death. i know its all in my mind its just sometimes i get to the point when i just want to give up but i cant its like my life is dark and i just want to get out of the dark well i dont think im doing that well so im done until something puts me down again

My Mom Out Of Hosplital
she is back in the nursing facilty and look like she wont have to have sugery for now. She is still ill and the doctors are trying to get her on the right meds. The meds she was on made her have the reaction that sent her to the ER. Thank you all for ur thoughts and prayers they are working! luvs to u all ! XOXO

My Mood Today.
So, just a quick note on today... My mood: Pissed off, depressed, and probably feeling a severe lack of self-worth at the moment. This message brought to you by the letter "5", and the number "fuck you". :D

My Mom
April 28th. 1993. I was 8 years old. My grandparents sat my brother and me down... we knew it was bad. For the past 6 years my mother had been in and out of hospitals... and just that January gone in for the transplant that was supposed to save her life. 3 livers later. She was dead. During the second operation, she was so swollen they were unable to 'sew her' back up. A fungus had set in to her bile duct. They didn't know it then. 2 months later she was recovering so well. HE decided not to continue with normal precautionary tests. WHY?!?!? I do not know... Halfway through April my mother started getting sick... they didn't know why. Surgeries, tests, etc. It was too late... her eyes and skin had begun turning yellow... her bile ducts had disintegrated. Her liver was failing. They rushed her into the OR. How did they find that other liver? I'll never know. In went liver number 3... but they were too late. She was brain dead. My mommy. The only parent I had. Gone. Because HE didn't wan

My Moment Of "revelation" If You Will.
My moment of "revelation" if you will. I have a set job, the most beautiful baby boy I could ask for and a hand full of selected individuals to back me up whenever I need help, yet there’s something missing; ALWAYS! “ I walk alone in the shadows of death” so true, those words echo in my head. I close my eyes and move on yet there’s this thought stuck in my head, which I can’t quite grasp. No matter how many cliques you join or how popular you may or may not be you are always alone. You got yourself and that’s it. Life is hard and like I’ve been told “We live to die and die to live” simple as that, in one sentence and yet when reality strikes you’re stuck and can’t comprehend. The words are too big to understand without prior analyzing. Shit happens in our life that is supposed to break us down so that we may build ourselves back up with a stronger “foundation” a smarter “building” now which is able to withstand any storm yet it is so hard to build yourself back up once you’ve been bro

My Mom
HI EVERYBUDDY I DON'T ASK FOR ANYTHING UNTIL NOW PLEASE HELP MY MOM? SHE ONLY NEEDS 5000 COMMENTS SHE HAS NO MORE AND I ONLY HAVE A FEW LEFT I WANNA SURPRISE MOM BUT I NEED HELP CANT YOU LEAVE SOME COMMENTS WITH ME PLEASE? I WILL NEVER ASK FOR ANYTHING AGAIN I PROMISE (UNLESS IT'S A KISS AND HUG FROM MY GIRLS) (AND MAYBE A BEER FROM MY PALS) BUT THAT WOULD BE IT! I PROMISE HERE IS MOMS PICTURE PLEASE HELP ME HELP HER SHE WILL BE SOOOOOO SURPRISED I LOVE YOU ALL! XO MARVIN

My Mom
this is my mom GODDESSOFLIGHT *PROUD FU-WIFE OF ARMY DAD*@ fubar we all love her so much. she works hard to provide for us. well im on my own now but i have 3 sisters still at home. my mom works 2 jobs and works her ass off at them. she puts in around 60 or more hours a week. soon at tax season she will put in over 100 hours a week. she also has a diease called lupus. makes it hard for her to work but she does it. she shows us so much love and has taught us so much in life. i cant say enough about her. she doesnt date hardly at all she spends most of her away from work time with her children, like planning a halloween party for them. just reason she had a slumber party for my baby sister, had 24 6 year olds at it. lol i stayed away. we dont know how she does it all. to say she is wonder woman puts it mildly. she does so much for so many. she also belongs to the ladies auxillary and helps them with things there. she hardly ever misses a sporting event or what ever

My Mom
My 73yr old mom broke her hip today.. I am prolly not going to be on that much this week, and maybe even next. :( She is supposed to be getting surgury either tomorrow or tuesday. I will keep you all posted. What a week here.. :(

My Most Adored
My Most Adored my talk is cheap my thoughts too dirty problems too steep and my backs not sturdy my steps so light not to waken the beast arousal in time to celebrate defeat no comfort in blue and my blacks extreme shadow fades to dark your white just a dream infected by fears given life by my mind stalking me to the end of this life redefined you drag me where its easier to see the damage she's done crimes of apathy and i know what i want i know you wont oblige draw me under your skin my faults now to hide drenched in desire too hot to the touch my envy the crown of not-quite-good-enough my hands are bound my body is worn this cross i now carry of my most adored tell me what you think.....

My Mother....
ok well...i just moved out of California...most of you know this..to Wyoming to be with the man of my dreams but I just found out that my mom and little brother have had to be evacuated due to the wild fires in Running Springs, CA. She's not sure if her house is still there or not and has no way of knowing just yet but pretty much all of the small town of Running Springs is destroyed. If you can, please keep them in your thoughts and prayers during this devastating time along with all of the other families in the nearby communities. I'm worried as hell and feel helpless because now I'm so far away. All i can do is hope and pray that everything turns out fine and that the evacuations were only precautionary measures that had to be taken...but as of this morning the fire that caused all this had still been 0% contained. Anyway..not much more to say than that...just has been weighing on my heart and i thought i would share..:) ~AMber~

My Momma!!
So I sent out one of these emails inviting people from my email list to join at the request of almighty Baby Jesus himself! A couple people have joined and today..... My mom joined!!! Yes folks, my mom "Bobbie" who is in my family list of coarse signed up and I called laughing! She asked me to help her figure this out..... and of coarse being the loving, patient, caring son that I am spent about an hour trying to help her over the phone to upload a picture!! Luckily my little sister showed up there and helped her get it going. If you visit her please cut her some slack!! She rated one of my pics a 1 thinking it would send her to the pictures she had just uploaded. LOL! She's not very computer literate, so if you visit her keep that in mind!! She actually told me she thought she ws getting a free beer........... Oh, boy!!!!!! :) Here she is though!! ~Bobbie~ Creator of Yeahmon@ fubar

My Momma
well lets see last time i wrote a blog i asked forprayers for my momma. we still need them and i greatly appriciate those of you who are. bless you. ok mom is out of the hospital, the doc sent her home. he said she had to wait 4~6 weeks for her surgery. the antibitics have to run thier course and they have to make sure the infection is gone before they do surgry. wow!!! we found out what exactly the surgery entails. they're going to cut my mommy in half, length wise. to remove her colon. woa!!! major surgery. needless to say mom is terrified as are the rest of us. anyways, she has a doc apt. 2day to get her white blood cell count checked. if everything is on the up and up she'll have the surgery in 3 weeks or so. my sister finally came home thursday by the way. which is fantastic! thats ALOT of stress off mom. and she doesn't have to wonder what niks is doin or where shes at. anyways, plwase continue to pray for my momma and family.... thanyou and many many many blessing

My Mom
well for those of u who know me or have just meet me tomm oct 31st is a hard day on my 17 years ago that day me,my and my granny got a phone call at 430am it was the hoslled us to tell us my mom was gone she had cancer and got realsick in less then 5 hours so on that day i hated life mom my was my best friend in the world i was 14 when she passed away and having no father around i only had my granny so if i seem down and out tomm am sorry thanks for all the love from my friends and family hope u all enjoy ur helloween

My Mom
please pray for my mother she is in the hospital at morris i have no further ideas of why she is in there except they took her off a pain patch and gave her pills, well shes doing pretty bad, and needs prayer. she has diabetes to explain some things thanks for your time

My Mom, My Hero
I wrote an about me on my page and hopefully anyone coming to my page will or has read it, but I thought I would give a little more info about the person who basically raised me and is my hero. I was born a long time ago....lol... in the city of Bratislava, Czecholslovakia, which now is the Slovakia side of the country. My mother, who is my hero, left the country with me when the Russians invaded in 1968. I can't even imagine what she felt or was going through watching as tanks rolled down our street. She gathered a few things, very little money and me and left the country through Austria before the Russins closed the borders. She wasn't sure where she was going or how she would make it but knew she had to get me out of there. She left everyone and everything she knew to bring me to Canada so I could grow up in a free country. I could never or will never be able to repay her for that. We came to Vancouver, B.C.,Canada with nothing and were put up by some wonderful people who helped us

My Mom
well I'm facing the last days of my mom's life! She is the most understanding and loving person I know. today she went to Cleveland, OH to see if her disease has progressed past the point of a transplant. Being honest we both no it is....all she hopes for is to live to see my baby girl graduate....i've feared this day for ten years ....so please people pray with all your heart because she's all i got left!

My Monie
HAVEN'T HAD A GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP IN TWO DAYS, MY LAWER IS FOOLING AROUND WITH MY MONIE THE MONIE THAT I SHOULD ALREADY HAVE IN MY HANDS FROM THE SALE OF MY HOME. HE MUST THINK I AM STUPID, HEY JUST BECAUSE I MISSPELL SOME WORDS NOW AND THEN IT IS NOT AN INDICATION OF MY OVER ALL INTALECT. TO SAY IN THIS DAY OF ELECTRONIC COMUNICATION THAT A CHECK HAS TO BE ON HOLD TO CLEAR IS REDICULUS. HE JUST WANTS TO USE MY CASH FREE OF CHARGE FOR AWHILE AND IT IS NOT HIS TO PLAY WITH, OH WELL THE BAR ASSOCIATION IS THERE JUST FOR THAT PURPOSE, ALL HELL IS ABOUT TO OPEN UP IN HIS WORLD TODAY BECAUSE I INTEND TO USE ANY AND ALL RESORCES AT MY DISPOSAL TO GET THAT WHICH IS MINE. I GET REAL FUNNY WHEN YOU MESS WITH MY MONIE.........

My Mother
had surgery on her knee friday afternoon.. laproscopic .. they scraped the arthritis out and repaired something else(can't remember what its called) anyways I was suppose to take her for her surgery but since I had missed the previous 2 weeks of work I decided Tiger(hubby) could do it, and I still would go spend the nite with her. So after I got off work friday and got showered and around I headed to her house. I took my laptop with me figuring I could maybe manage to hook up to someones unprotected wireless network .. well I sorta did..but then I lost it .. and couldn't get it back :( I didn't sleep well there either :( about 3 hours I'd say. I can get along with my MIL but somethings she says or does drives me nuts LOL I suppose its like that with everyone to some extent. She really appreciated me staying with her, so thats all good AND I survived it even without being able to get on Fubar :O OMG now I know I'll live without logging on here LOL

My Mom
Well friends, my mom fell down and broke her foot and ankle today, and is surgery. I am about to hop on a bus sunday night to Indiana to be with her for 6 to 8 weeks. So what I am saying I may not be on often, hope you all can forgive me. I will try to reply while I am away, if not sorry. Will miss you all, Muah!! Roxy

My Mom2
Well friends I have made the arrangements to go to my moms. I leave on Sunday. Wish Me luck, and I will try and reply to all , but it may take a bit so bare with me, and thanks for taking the time out to look at my blogs, mums, and pics!! MUAH ALL

My Mom Passed Away
at about 1 am this morning.. Sunday. It's... idk, what can you say about a thing like this? So.. idk, but i figured i should say this seeing as I have friends off in fubar land that might wonder what's up in my world, and all that..

My Mom
AS MANY OF U KNOW MY PARENTS ARE BOTH VERY ILL. MY MOM WENT IN TO THE ER LAST NIGHT AND IS IN THE HOSPLITAL YET AGAIN. U CAN SEE IN MY EARLIER BLOGS WHAT ALL IS WRONG WITH HER. HER TREMORS ARE GETTING WORSE . MY DADS COPD IS GETTING WORSE. AND MY NEPHEW IS ON HIS WAY TO CHILDRENS HOSPLITAL TOM FOR FOLLOW UP MRI ON HIS SPINE. MY SON ALSO HAS STREAP AND MY PC IS BROKE SO I HAVE N OT BEEN ON LINE MUCH. PLEASE CONTI. TO KEEP M Y FAMILY IN UR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS THANK YOU STEPHANIE

My Mom By Hunter
MY MOM....................By Hunter My Mom is filled with caring and joy, who in her 20's gave birth to 2 beautiful boys. She's loving and cheerful, hardworking too, Even though it's tough, I know we'll get through. She loves a good dance, she loves a good song, she writes poems to help her get along. She stand's by our side, through thick and thin, I know she'll stay with us, right to the end. So listen to me good , right now when I say, I love my mom with all my heart, because I know she'll never turn us away. Happy Holidays ~~~Leah~~~~

My Moment Of Glory
I was doing my normal bench press workout yesterday morning. The benching area is in the back of the gym. After each set I get up and walk around. I looked up towards the front of the gym and couldn't help noting that after set quite a few guys were looking my way. So I said to myself wow, they are looking at me. I begin think like why? Its not like I'm some adonis, nor I am lifting a record setting amount of weight. Then it dawned on me. They were looking at the attractive woman who was doing some lifting near me. We were the only ones back there. My moment of glory was over.

My Mother, My Lover, My Ocean
MY MOTHER, MY LOVER, MY OCEAN I am often asked about her. About my obsession and what draws me into her. She is my world, an ever consuming thought. I love to listen to her when she's angry, her wild roar. And when she's calm, I love to hear her whisper and show me her wonders galore. I love the smell in the early morning before she is disturbed. The feeling of relief when she envelops me, wrapping her arms tightly as her power washes over me. The taste of salt running down my lips, the feeling of warmth that surrounds me As the waves come crashing down all around me. To see her rushing forward, to slip underneath and feel her power. There is no other place to be than right here at this hour. To stroke and stroke till my arms tire, She lifts me up and rescues me... my soul is on fire. Gliding down...so smooth....so fast I feel as if I'm falling, sliding down a blue pane of glass. To feel alive with the spray on my face water dripping down...oh, what a sweet taste.

My Mother
well I have had a bad week so far I cant sleep too good 12-24-2004 we had to pull my mother off a life support at 9.00 that morning and she passed away that evening at 5. we done all we could do and the doctors did too , she had cancer.. but I know where she is now she is being taken care of and not hurting anymore she is in heaven and I miss her so much god bless mom and merry Christmas I miss you so much

~my Mother~
You are my best friend. You keep me safe and in your arms. You keep things in line when things go wrong. My mom is the best to ever love. She loves every kid even if there bad, she calls them her own. Mom is the best you can ever wish for. She smiles with joy and laughter with her family an friends. Mom loves to be called "Mom" by other kids cause it makes her smile. You put her down she will show the southern side of herself. Mom you are number one in spirit and love. I love calling you my mommy when someone asks who is that beside you in a picture. You are a lover,caring,faithful,and true friend of a mother any son/daughter could ask for. My mom is the best to have and to be around. My one true best friend in the world is you. Author notes This is for me and TheDemiprists mom please tell me what you think and I hope she likes it.

My Motorcycle
The spring has finally come for me The cover I have pulled away Soon I will hear the purr of the engine As my motorcycle will come to life today I have longed to feel the engine Power loaded beneath my seat Wind blowing against my legs As the chrome pegs hold my feet I imagine the wind blowing past me As down the highway I go This is the freedom I have waited for And the melting of the snow The white lines are a blur now As the throttle I give a twist The engine gives a surge of power This feeling all winter I have missed I am gliding along now No care in me do I feel I know the thrill of my motorcycle And how when riding I really feel Up along winding roads I go Leaning back and forth with care I see others passing by me now This same joy they too do share I ride every chance that I can get The weather never slows me down Except for the extreme cold of winter I think of it and quickly I frown Well my ride is now over As I have pulled back into my yard I c

My Mommy The Dancer
> One day a fourth-grade teacher asked the children what their mothers did > for a living. > > > > All the typical answers came up -- teacher, nurse, businesswoman, > saleswoman, doctor, lawyer, and so forth. > > > > However, little Justin was being uncharacteristically quiet, so when the > teacher prodded him about his mother, he replied, 'Well my mother's an > exotic dancer in a cabaret and takes off all her clothes in front of men > and they put money in her underwear. Sometimes, if the offer is really > good, she will go home with some guy and stay with him all night for > money.' > > > > The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the other > children to work on some exercises and then took little Justin aside to > ask him, 'Is that really true about your mother?' 'No,' the boy said, > 'She works for the Democratic National Committee and is helping to get > Hillary Clinton to be our next President, but I was too embarrassed to >

My Mom Is Hilarious!
I'm Adopted - I don't have proof, but I'm positive my parents cant have had sex. I don't even think my mom knows what sex is - I'm serious! Years back my sister and I were about talking to our mom about lord knows what. I was about 12, and my sister 14. Somehow homosexuality comes up as the subject, and my mom looks confused and says something along the lines of "I don't even know how they do anything with each other".... Ahhhhh....Ummmmm... So my sister and I looked at each other, and tried to explain to my mom that if a rabbit goes to his hole only to find out another rabbit is standing on it.....the rabbit goes to the "back entrance" (wink wink). We tried desperately to clue my mom in, but I don't think she ever got it. Years later we brought it up and my mom said "I still don't know how they do anything!"....and she wasn't joking....bless her innocent heart - lord knows I didn't inherit that trait. But then she was always the source of entertainment. I remember

My Mom..
Miss you Bad Mom... I lay here at night . wondering and wishing how my Mom is doing in heaven without me. Just wondering and thinking about the things she can see. I miss her down here.. I think back sometimes on the way that we used to be there wasnt a person in this world that could seperate us. I loved her dearly and she loved me the same. I cry so much when I think of her and I feel so horrible for it because I know its not fair to sit here and wish she would have never left when all she felt was pain and suffering. But I cant help but feel this way because Im down here now feeling this hurt and this pain because I no longer have the light of my world....my guardian angel...my rock. I have gone through alot in my last year of life but the hardest was definetly losing my Mom. Watching her slowly get worse and worse was like me waiting for a someone to stab me in my heart slowly watching them come closer and closer each day. It was the worst pain in the world the day I heard them

My Mom's Surgery
my mom's surgery was the 15th of february and she came out of it successfully. she's out of ICU tonite and back into her hospital room. all we have to do now is hope she doesn't get an infection in her stitches. thanks to all on fubar for your support during this stressful time.

My Mommy
Mommy went to Heaven, but I need her here today, My tummy hurts and I fell down, I need her right away. Operator can you tell me how to find her in this book? Is Heaven in the yellow part, I don't know where to look. I think my daddy needs her too, at night I hear him cry. I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why. Maybe if I call her, she will hurry home to me. Is Heaven very far away, is it across the sea? She's been gone a long, long time she needs to come home now. I really need to reach her, but I simply don't know how. Help me find the number please, is it listed under "Heaven"? I can't read these big big words, I am only seven. I'm sorry operator, I didn't mean to make you cry. Is your tummy hurting too, or is there something in your eye? If I call my church maybe they will know. Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go. I found the number to my church tacked up on the wall. Thank you operator, I'll give them a call.

My Mom
THINGS MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME Bert & his mother circa 1941 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. "Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. 'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of yo

My Mother Still Tells Me What To Do
My mother tells me that it's cold today I ought to wear a sweater or it might rain I should take an umbrella or my dress is unbecoming and my hair doesn't look right She also says that I should lose a few pounds put cream on my face wear a hat in the sun not use swearwords and stand up straight My mother treats me like a child She has not noticed that I have grown up and I am truly catching up to her fast My mother tells me what to do and always seems startled when I tell her I am an adult, too

My Monster!
You Are A Vampire You have a real thirst for bliss, and you consider yourself a true hedonist. And you're not afraid to walk alone in life, if it means getting what you truly crave. You truly enjoy entrancing people. Not to mention the ensuing pleasures of the flesh. Your tastes have been called decadent and bizarre. You usually give in to your temptations, no matter how primal Your greatest power: Your flawless ability to seduce and charm Your greatest weakness: Human flesh You play well with: Werewolves What Kind of Monster Are You?

My Mom Is In The Hospital
So I was in class this evening, when I got out I came home and come to find out the Ambulence was at my house, I thought it was my grandfather because he hasnt felt well. But it was my mom, she fell down the stairs, she is at the hospital right now and I have to stay home and watch over my grandfather. I hope she is ok.

My Mother Taught Me
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC . "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM . "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me

My Moms Surgery Is Today March 27th
Please keep my mom in your thoughts and prayers.she will be having the knots removed from her head today.The Dr's think its just sist's and I hope so..shes not in good enough health for it to be anything other then that. They didnt do a biopsy,so im hoping for the best This is my mom Sandy

My Mom Is Cancer Free
RECAP OF RECENT BLOG---MY MOMS SURGERY The surgery went well,very well~! The Dr's actually found a third one to remove...But she is home and trying to get some sleep~! Best news is she is Cancer free.... Thank you all for your prayers~!~!

My Mom
I just found out that my mom has to have surgery this week on Wednesday for a tumor in her neck. We dont know if it cancer or not. She was afraid of telling me because she didnt know want me to worry. I finally got it out of her It is a three hour surgery and it is outpatient. So she doesnt want me to drive 7 hours to come and see her. I will find out next monday if it is cancer. I am hoping that it is not because I dont want her to have to go through what I did. I have had cancer twice and I dont want her to go through it either. This is my mom and she was upset after knowing that I had it. Any ways I just wanted to get this out and say that I am thinking of my family right now. I am working the day she is going in and i will be calling her the day after the surgery. She has a 50/50 chance of having the nerves cut in her right side of her face and I am scared for my mom.

My M.o.w. Pimpout Bulletin
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My Move To Us (read At Your Own Risk, Just My Bio ) Part I
It all started when my parents' plan to move to Colombia and then Canada had flopped at the last moment, creating an even bigger family fuckpit than it already was. So all over sudden my dad's cousin sent us an invitation to move to the US. Yay, Chicago! Palm trees, ocean, and hot people runnin around on the beach. I watched too much Miami Vice, Beverly Hills 90210, and Baywatch. For some bizarre reason my mom decided that it would be a good idea to leave the decision of moving up to me-an almost 15 yo delinquent. My response: "yeah, sure, why not,I bet I could get into even more fun trouble there". We went to the embassy for an interview, and I watched in entertainment an Oscar deserving acting that my parents had to put up in order to portray a happy couple so they could pass an interview. Finally the verdict came that we were allowed to go to US, and we put up the apt for sale, started packing, and I quit school in January of 97. I didn't tell my friends I was moving until a wee

My Mom
I went to the Dr with my mom today. They scheduled another liver biopsy to see if the new steroids they have her on are working. Her levels are still high but are going down a little. We have done a lot of research on her condition and if this stuff that the Drs are doing dont work then the only other alternative is a liver transplant. Its so hard to believe and so hard to understand. This woman is my rock, shes always been so strong and always there for me when I need her. We talked about a lot of things today, she told me that if this doesnt work then she probably has about 10 years left. That seems like a long time but its really not when you think about how long someone has to live. Please keep my mother in your prayers, please pray that the treatments shes getting starts working. I love my mom and I just cant imagine losing her.

My Mom
Wow, just wow I am checkin my odnoklassniki.ru profile, which is the equivalent of Russian classmates. com, only a more myspasish feel. And you can see who viewed your page, etc, like Fubar. And I see that my mom made a friggin profile, incl her pic, and stopped by. I mean, I'm FRIGGIN OUT now. Lets hope she never makes a Fu accnt...

My Mom...
Two months ago she had a tennis-ball size cancerous lump removed. Operatione went great and they started preventive kemo. At best she has never been over 110lbs. Now she is 69lbs. I was on stand-by incase I had to drive up north. A bacterial infection set-in...now she is on a vent... she may have 4 hours or 48 hours... Its 6:30pm...I am going to take a nap and my daughter & I are hitting the road as soon as I wake up as I've been up since 0600...The Edstang is to noisey and to modified to drive so we're taking the old TransAm...pray for my me/us... Will update and have my computer with me... FuBar Friends rule! OfficerEd 4-28-08: 0300 on-the-road Arrived 4:30pm. Mom passed while enroute. Stayed with my Dad over-night. Kind'a rough. Two soulmates, together for 49 years & 9 months. Self-employed co-owners of a publication... 4-29-08 plans & arrangements. 2 Viewings 5-1-08 Funeral 5-2-08. Very cool. A small brass jazz band played her favorite songs graveside en

My Mother
Sunday I lost one of the most important people in my life..My Mother. Who was the most beautiful person in the world. When someone you love is suddenly taken from you with no warning you realize how precious every minute is. I have realized I have been lax in letting the people I care about know exactly how much I love them. except my mom she knew how much she meant to me.I know I will never take another day minute or second for granted. To all my friends if I havent told you recently I am now I Love u all

My Moms Wedding
Well My mom is getting Married. Memorial Day Weekend. Of course when she told me I was happy for her. Then seconds later she asked me to be her Maid of Honor. Of course I said yes. So she told me to look for Wedding Dresses and Wedding Sites and everything else you'd need done for a wedding. So needless to say I have become her wedding coordinator. The best part of that is because I Love to plan weddings and I Love being able to help people get and have what they want for their wedding. Someday I hope to own my own bridal shop. But for now I'll plan weddings and help with weddings when needed. Lol!! My mom decided she wanted a Western Themed Wedding. So imagine my suprise when I found out that I had to go out and get Cowgirl boots and a Cowgirl hat. The funniest thing is I have never worn a cowgirl hat or boots. So the trip today to find boots and a hat was very interesting to say the least. We went to the Opryland Mall and the people at the boot store there thought I was crazy because

My Mother
As I remember Mom was my mentor and My teacher of right and wrong The one that gave me Advice on my life when I asked As I remember She was my healer when I was sick Mom was the one that gave me Comfort and the one who put me To bed at night and The one in which I Said my prayers with at night As I remember She was the one that I Told everything too Things that I never told My own family As I remember The way she smells The way she walks The way she talked The way she used to yell at me As I remember The day that she was hospitalized And I went home to be with her When I walked into her room I knew then that she had not Much time left with me As I remember When God came for her I cried and asked why now lord Why now I was not home yet to be With her and tell her that I loved her But my mom knew I loved her as I told her told her a while ago to go Be with Granny where she wouldn’t have to Suffer anymore and God would pr

My Mother
For as long as I can remember you have been by my side to give me support to give me confidence to give me help . For as long as I can remember you have always been the person I looked up to so strong so sensitive so pretty. For as long as I can remember and still today you are everything a mother should be. For as long as I can remember you have always provided stability within our family full of laughter full of tears full of love. So much of what I have become is because of you and I want you to know that I appericate you, thank you and love you more than words can express.

My Mom
The saddest I ever wrote...... my mom's EULOGY She was a woman of her times. Delores Eileen Osterholm was born to Oscar May and Grace Wilson on Wednesday the thirteenth of June 1917 in Howard Lake, Minnesota. Ollie, Beatrice and Ruthie were her sisters. Orville and Dick her brothers. Aunt Ruthie still lives in California.As a child, Mom was nicknamed "Spitfire" by her family minister.We all know how she earned that name. She had tenacity. Her dad called her "little Lutefisk" which was shortened to "Lutie." The name stuck and for the rest of her life her family knew her only as Lutie. As a young woman, Mother showed the generosity of her spirit that was one of the hallmarks of her life. As a senior in high school, she gave up a scholarship she had earned so that ayoung man in her graduating class could afford to go to school.We also have proof that she was a rebel at heart when we see the pictures of her lounging in her car the "Zipper" and hear the stories of her misadventures on Un

My Move Back To Worc,mass My Hometown
well im sad to say that i am moving back to massachusetts and its not for reason that some people think it is due to the fact i am not wanted here in pennsylvania by anyone because god knows there is plenty of people who do want me here and i wont mention names because that isnt important . anywho i am moving back because my mom needs my help with some things and being that she has a need for my help that is why i am moving back. this move wont happen till the first or second week of july. Michelle

My Mom Is Great!
I just have to write that my mom is GREAT! To tell me she is proud of me she bought me an Italian Charm Bracelet and a charm for every 5 lbs I have lost so far and told me for every 5 lbs I loose she will buy me a new charm. It's cool since it works out to be an entire bracelet. I have 5 charms so far and 2 on order - the ones she gave me tonight are: 1) Feet on a Scale 2) I love my dog (wish it said dogs but still true) 3) In Memory of my Dad 4) A white sparkly butterfly 5) A shooting start with the words "Wish Upon a Star" The ones I have on order are a yellow rose to represent my grandma n. and one that says "Betty" to represent my grandpa n. He used to call me "Betty" as a pet name. Made me feel special and makes me know how proud she is of me. Nice feeling. I love her so very much and don't know where I would be without her!

My Mother Is Dying.
My mother is dying. It’s not pretty. It’s not patient. It’s not silent nor unseen. It’s disturbing and unsettling. It’s rambling and shaking and repetition. And it’s happening quickly. My mother’s birthday is March 13, every so often Friday, March 13th; an omen, a gentle warning of nothing more than a day of celebration of my mother’s birth. This year my mom’s birthday fell on the Thursday and that’s okay too. I took her to dinner. She held my hand as she got out of the car. She held my arm as she walked and she clutched me with both hands as she climbed the wooden stairs. When I was a child, I used to jump stairs. I used to scale stairs. To get to dinner, I used to leap stairs. She fed my face, she wiped my mouth, she washed my hands. That night, with my mom, we climbed stairs. Much harder than before. “It’s okay,” I’d repeat after each step, “Almost done.” She held my attention as we talke

My Mom
As most of you know that I have been dealing with a lot lately. My grandpa has ALS (lou gehrigs disease) my mother has also been sick. We have been going back and forth to the doctor. For a while they didnt know what was wrong with her. They have finally figured out whats wrong. She has primary biliary cirrhosis. Shes in Phase 3 right now, there are 4 phases of this disease. They say she has about 5 years till she enters phase 4. Phase 4 she goes into liver failure and at that time they can do a liver transplant. From what I understand the transplant will give her a new liver and she will be healthy again, but theres still that chance that it wont help. Even if it does help the new liver can still get it but that will prolong her life. Then on top of that she had a mammogram done last week, they found a mass so now she has to go to OKC to get a biopsy done. If you really know me you know that my mother and I are very close. So its killing me knowing that my mom is hurting

My Mother
Linkin Park - Numb I love my mother dearly, and we are very close but if I could scream this song at her I would. She wants me to be what she wants me to be. She wants me to be unlike she was, which I understand. I can never please her. My whole adult life I've tried every way I know to please her and now I've got to try to please myself and keep the relationship with her. I Love my mom. We've been through hell and back, I won't place any blame but it's been rough. I just want her to see me for me, and accept that I make mistakes, alot of them, and I'm so far from perfect.

My Mothers Portrait When She Was A Teen Was Lost
I have no pictures of My Mom. I a a orphan. I was brought up by foster care. an tribal orphanage( Boys Ranch of Arizona) Last week I was coontacted by the Archives of Apache Museum of History. It waas done on ink by Trisha Cross. She use to paint allot of Native Indain ladies an some men an the late 50's early 60's. The Museum contacted me. An wondered if I wantesd her Portrait. I was not sure, I met my mother when I was 21 (now i am 45) in her last days. She was beautiful then, An Now I am just in shock how beautiful she was an still to my memory of her. My ex took all my pictures ,except a few of my dad (the sperm donor) I have found a lady here in fubar. An she reminds me how beautiful she is. An how beautiful my mother was at15. An I see her I see my mother an she knows who i am talk about! I hope some dy just to speak with her!! My birthday is 4th of July an I work 3pm till 11:30pm . I pray to hear from her!

My Mom
I must say when it rains, it pours. Tomorrow my mom is having a test done on her heart. If they find a blockage or the tear in her heart is too large, she will have open heart surgrey. I thought I was nervous earlier this week. Tonight I am kind of freaked out. My mom is my best friend. She is the lady that I tell everything to. My mom raised all her grandchildren. The kids are scared. I am keeping a happy face infront of them. On the inside, I am scared to death. I asked my mom tonight if she was scared, she said no it will be ok. I caught her crying alittle today. I never see her cry. I just hugged her tight. Well can't type much more...I get all mushy and teary eyed. I ask that you say a prayer for my mother tonight. Thanks in advance.

My Mom And Dad
Just wanted to let my friends know that I have been busy with my Parents... My Mom had surgery this past Saturday and she is doing good, as for my Dad I have been taking him to his Doctor Appts. And I am also working so I come on every chance I can... Thanks to all who continue to leave me comments, you guys are the greatest... Love To You All!

My Mother
Not a lot of you know at the moment, but by mother is very sick right now. And I've been at home taking care of her for the past few weeks, since my Father is not currently here. He's gone elsewhere because of work, and my sister doesn't live close by. So, if I'm not on very often, this is way. And for my 2nd Alarm Hottie family, I'm very sorry about my inactivity. If you would like to make me just a regular member, and not a recruiter, that is completely fine and understandable, as I haven't been able to uphold my duties because of this. As long as I'm a member of the hotties, that's what matters :) Because you guys are so great. You're always helpful, never rude and always there when needed! And I really do appreciate it! Thank you so much! I'll give an update when I can. I promise! --Ashton

~my Mother~
This I had written on Mother's day this year! But I had just decided to put it in my blog. First and foremost, to those who know me…well, I tend to write my feelings down better than expressing them vocally. To my Mother, Today is Mother's day 2008! This is the 7th Mother's day without you. I miss you so much! I miss our talks, yes, I miss shocking you with some of the things I said to you or came up with. LOL Every year that goes by it sometimes seems harder. Days like today are hard for me. It's Mother's day and you should be here. I think to myself how much you've missed – but like Tevin said the night you passed " Nina will always watch over us", he was just 5 years old then- and knew so much more about it all that I did. God knows I could have been a better daughter to you. Spent more time with you. But I took you for granted! Now- I am kicking myself in the ass for not telling you I love you more, for not wanting to do more of the family things. But you know I am hard h

My Moon Profile
Your Moon is in Sagittarius On the day you were born, the Moon was in Sagittarius. The urge to roam and to explore the world is a strong emotional need of yours, and unless it is fulfilled, you will be very unsatisfied. You have a very gregarious, fiery Moon, and your emotions are not tepid or wishy-washy by any means. You love to show your feelings, and you are not shy about advertising how you feel about anything, be it politics, religion, philosophy, or sports. Very true, fits well :P

My Most Erotic Fantasy
My Most Erotic Fantasy by LateNiteFantasy© My most erotic fantasy is being with you in a little cabin, in mountains in winter, cold and snowy with no wind, but nice gray clouds, covering us like a fuzzy blanket, and a crackling fire made from last summer's wood: which still has moisture in it, and snaps and pops, throwing sparks. Sometimes the sounds startle you, and I look over at you, while you are crocheting, or perhaps working a crossword puzzle and you meet my gaze, and smile. I may not smile back, but I'm grateful, in the silence of a fiercely frigid, muted day, for two things: one, you don't ask me why I am not doing something productive; and two, you don't say anything at all.

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My Mom
Well mom finally got to come home on July 4th:) We are so happy to have her home & she is doing much better recovering there than when she was in the hospitals. Not that they didn't take great care of her, but she was getting depressed after being gone for almost 3 months. Today dad & I took her to Pittsburgh for a follow up. The Dr. (the one that saved her life, not the one that almost killed her twice) has ordered another MRI, more Blood work & a series of spine x-rays. He said he was surprised to see how well she looked & that she was able to sit up as long as she was. He showed us the pictures from the CAT scan she recently had. Up until now I have been able to hold myself together pretty well but what I saw & heard today brought tears to my eyes & if mom hadn't been in the room I probably would have just broke down & cried. His main concern right now is that when the other Dr. went in the 2nd time & took out all but one of the screws & plates he put in during the 1st surg

My Mommy..(cring And Rough Time)
OK THIS IS WHAT IS GOIN ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.. AS MANY OF U KNOW THAT MY MOM HAS 3 STROKE ABOUT A MONTH AGO.. SHE IS DOING GREAT ON RECOVERING.. SHE CAN STILL WALK AND TALK AND DO THINGS.. BUT AS U ALL KNOW.. THAT STROKES CAN CHANGE THINGS LIKE BEHAVIOR AND EMOTIONAL THINGS. WILL MY MOM IS DEPRESSED SHE FEELS LEFT OUT AND ALOT OF OTHER THING TOO.. WILL SHE HAS HER MOODS AND TONITE SHE IS IN ONE OF THOSE MOODS.. RIGHT NOW SHE WANTS KILL HERSELF.. AND THINK SHE IS ALONE WITH THIS.. AND ME SEEING MY MOM LIKE THIS HURTS ME. BAD.. IM USE TO SEEIN MY MOM BEING A STRONG INDEPENDANT (SP) WOMAN.. SHE RAISED ME FROM BIRTH INTEL I WAS 8 ALL BY HERSELF.. AND THEN SHE GOT MARRIED TO MY STEP DAD.. AND THIS KILLS ME INSIDE.. AND YEA IM CRING.. BECAUSE THIS ISNT MY MOMMY THAT I ONCE KNEW. AND I DONT WANT TO LOSE HER.. SO PLEASE UNDERSTAND RIGHT NOW. THAT IM NOT TRIN TO BE RUDE TO U ALL.. IM TRIN TO BE STRONG FOR MY MOM LIKE SHE WASSTRONG FOR ME.. I FEEL LOST.. SO PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME..

My Mom First One I Did 4 Her
I would like to introduce ALL my friends and family to my amazing mom SunnyDays. She just joined the wacky world of fubar, and I would LOVE for you all to go show her the fubar love. Rate her, Fan her, Crush her, bling her and lets give her a good old fashioned fu~love! I have the greatest friends around and would love for her to be as lucky to meet you all. So come on what are you waiting for show her some love SunnyDays

My Move To New Jersey
well every one i dont know why i do it but one night i was thinking i want to move and i hate georgia so i moved to new jersey i love it up here there is so much to see and do also the jobs here are so easy to find all you got to do is put in a effort i love this place i am looking for apartments right now it is little different then georgia it is more expensive here well it is ok ill be able to deal with it well miss and love all my people in georgia wright me

My Move
Well my move to Chicago went great!!The only bad thing that happened was my suitcase popped open so they had to tape it closed..LOL.I did not lose anything and my plane made it safe here..I am Truley happy.My boyfriend is a wonderful man.It feels so good to be cared for and loved again!!!We are happy togeather and I could not ask for a better relationship!!!

My Mom's Birthday
My Mom turns an undisclosed age today, and we've invited her over for dinner. We have a few small things for her. Some sugar free chocolate, some movies, and some other things my wife bought, that I can't remember. But that isn't enough, but she is impossible to shop for. All she does is bowls, work, and bitch and nag. She doesn't cook, but I don't want to get her gift certificates to eat out. She likes to read, but she reads everything, so she probably has it. She wants a shepherd's hook for her yard, so I'll get her that, but what else? I suppose I could get her an outfit or two. It has to be bright, gaudy, and if flamingo's are on it, it's a bonus. I don't bother getting her things for the house, because she's never there. And if you get her candles, chances are you get them back for Christmas as a gift from her. She forgets who gives them to her, and regifts them...usually to us. I've got her every CD that she could possibly want. Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Mot

My Mommy & Daddy
Hi everyone! Yes I know it is a bit unusual for a dog to be in a bar, but I promise I am old enough! My name is Piper and I have quite a few stories to tell. First of all, let me tell you a bit about my Mommy & Daddy. Daddy met Mommy in May of 2008 and within weeks they fell madly in love with each other. I have to say I have never seen my Daddy act this way before. He is always hugging and kissing on her and calls her his Princess. I also have to say I love Mommy too and kiss on her whenever I can. Daddy got it right this time, she is perfect! Well, I better go for now. I have to take care of some doggy business! I'll write more later, I promise.

My Morning Jacket?
They are a tight band =D well..i really like a couple songs from them...you should check out this song out!!! Wordless Chorus thats the name of the song..i fell in love with that song..and not just that i saw this band live so i was happy..i saw them at coachella festival =D 2008 i need to post up some pics i forgot to post up some pics of me at coachella..=D ya it was badass...i got to see Portishead but after i saw portishead i had to go home i was trippy out on shrooms..hahaha i missed Prince...but i heard he was good too lol he covered a Radiohead song "creep" well ya im gonna post up some pics of the coachella =D kk im outy

My Mom
Hey all, Just wanted to let u all know that the most special people in my life(besides kids and hubby) are coming to see me. Over the years i've learnt to raise my kids with-out their help. They will always be special to me even though I can't ring and say "hey can u babysit" or "come round for coffee" and so on. I try my hardest to let them know just how much they are appreciated. So if you have some-one you need to tell this too, then let them know they'll love it. Any-ways, this is my way of telling this person directly. Now some of you may know who this person is, yes she's on here. Well here goes, MOM I LOVE YOU AND YOU HAVE BEEN THE BIGGEST INFLUENCE IN MY LIFE AND I THANK-YOU. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND NOT TO SOUND CORNY/MUSHY I'M GLAD YOU ARE MY MOM. So for all you guys and gals on here who know who my mom is say hi to her and you rock. if you don't know have a guess and i just might tell you. Cheers and thanks for reading

My Mom
well this past sunday was just about the fuckin worst day ever. y mom had a stroke at 5:45 pm EST and didnt sa anything until about 6:15 or 6:30 p.m...omfg! i wanted to kick her ass for that! but i had to let her to get to the hospital. they gave her the clot busting drug ike with in minutes of her getting to the ER by Ambulance. but here's the thing about that clot busting drug...it has side effects... the doctors said that there was a 15% chacne that she coud have brain hemmoraging... not good right...it gets worse. then the said there is a 5% chance that she could die all together. it cut the chances dow yes, but that is REALLY NOT something ya wanna hear about our mom. granted yes my mom was heavy but over the past two years, she has losttons and tons of weight and i am very proud of her. she's never done this good! but anyways, she is doing fine and i am gld. i saw her yesterday and it made happy to see after a stressful day of worrying at school. plus here's something else that'

My Mother's Portrait, Verses , Finding Prejudicism!
I finally recieved my mothers portrait, on Sept 22. I was so happy I even cried.I was so happy. On top of it a apologize letter from the tribe! I was so happy I shared the picture with my .or was girlfriend/ Not just that right after this ,day later. She asked "if we broke upwe would be friends?" I said" I can you ask this question,may I ask do you want to break-up, I have not even thought at that subject." Yet She asked it again Sept 25th . I said why? I have not even thought of it! Now that evening I was looking at my New Playboy, An she knew since day two that I have had a membership since 1986. She made a agruement I showed my stack she went to bed . She was angry the whole night finding myself not able to sleep then she face to face over the my desk arm chair pend me an yelled at my face that I was cheating on her! an we were thru.! I said that she was not honest, an she was be adbusive of yelling me an penning me in my chair an get out! . I did say I will not be treated lik

My Move To Us (bohring)
It all started when my parents' plan to move to Colombia and then Canada had flopped at the last moment, creating an even bigger family fuckpit than it already was. So all over sudden my dad's cousin sent us an invitation to move to the US. Yay, Chicago! Palm trees, ocean, and hot people runnin around on the beach. I watched too much Miami Vice, Beverly Hills 90210, and Baywatch. For some bizarre reason my mom decided that it would be a good idea to leave the decision of moving up to me-an almost 15 yo delinquent. My response: "yeah, sure, why not,I bet I could get into even more fun trouble there". We went to the embassy for an interview, and I watched in entertainment an Oscar deserving acting that my parents had to put up in order to portray a happy couple so they could pass an interview. Finally the verdict came that we were allowed to go to US, and we put up the apt for sale, started packing, and I quit school in January of 97. I didn't tell my friends I was moving until a week be

My Mom.
My mom died from cancer in...2000? 2001? Either way, the doctors gave her 6 months. She managed 3 years. (Funny, her mom died from Cancer too. She always said "If I get it, let me die" yet she fought.) We talked one day: ""Bear, I want you to have Power of Attorney." "Why?" "Because if I get too far along, I want you to pull my plug." "Okay, but -why-?" "No one else would." "Okay, Mom. Hey, make me a deal?" "Yeah?" "If you can come back in the afterlife as a ghost or something, let me know okay?" "Sure! You do the same too, yeah?" "Yeah!" She died later that year. I never had to pull her plug. I told her corpse a joke though. She always liked my bad jokes. Her hand was so...stiff, when I held it. Like a mannequin.

My Mom
Mom's Memorial Mass was a very nice mass. I just about made it to the end of the Eulogy, before I broke down & started crying :( The turn out of so many family & friends, made that day just a bit easier on me. I got lots of compliments on my Eulogy, which made me happy. I just wanted Mom to be proud of me :) I'm sure Mom is very proud of me & smiling down on me :) Eventhough Mom didn't want any funeral or memorial mass, it was something that I needed. We all needed this, for myself, my sisters Terri & Linda, to finally be able to say good bye to our Mom. My Dad to be able to say good bye to his wife of 45 years. Eventhough I felt at first that, it wasn't fair that Mom was taken from me way too soon. As the priest had said to us at the Memorial Mass, when God is ready to take us home he will. If there's anything I've learned from this whole sad situation is. Enjoy life, live your life like it's your last day on this Earth. For we never know when our time is up, & when God will

My Mom Mysticaldreams Is Running An Auction And In Two So Go By And Bid On Her
OK HERE IS THE LINK COME AND BID ON THESE GIRLS. IN MYSTICALDREAMS FU LOVE ME AUCTION HERE IS CHEROKEELADY ME MYSTICALDREAMS THERE IS STILL TIME TO GET IN ON THIS TOO IF YOU WANT TOO JUST SEND 50,000 FUBUCKS TO ME WITH MESSAGE WITH IT YOU WANT IN AUCTION. BIDDING STARTS AT 100,000 FUBUCKS. AND NO TIME LIMIT YOU DECIDE WHEN YOU HAVE GOT THE BID YOU WANT. AND THEN SEND THE LINK TO THE PIC AND YOUR OFFER TO ME TOO. I WILL GET YOU ON IT . AND ME MYSTICALDREAMS THIS ONE IS IN THE WOLFY HALLOWEEN AUCTION. WILL RUN AROUND 2 TO 4 WEEKS. FROM NOW. SO HERE IS A SECOND CHANCE TO OWN ME HEHEHE. SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR . THIS INFORMATION IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY ME. ~MYSTICALDREAMS~PROUD MEMB OF THE CONFED BOMBER FAM & FU BAD GIRLS ~PROUD OWNER OF SHENA CRAZY LADY~@ fubar

My Move To Florida
This is my first blog on fubar, but I'm not new to blogging. On myspace I write lots of blogs as some of you may know. I'm still relatively new to fubar, so I'm trying to explore and see exactly what the potential of fubar is and how it functions. I do like the fact that it is more interactive than myspace. I just wanted some of you to know that I'm in the middle of moving from Pennsylvannia to Florida. I will be living in the city of New Port Richey. I love my new pad, and I love my new adopted city. It is a clean city with lots of sunshine, and there seems to be a lot of people and action here, so I'm sure I'll have no problem adjusting and fitting in. I drove a rental truck down here and got most of my possesions in my new place, and I'm happy that that went smoothly. The ride down was an adventure, and at times was a bit hairy because I'm not used to driving a truck that was that size. I'm writing this entry from my stepfather's computer. My mother, stepfather,

My Moodiness
Not that anybody probably cares, but my life has taken a lot of ups and downs in the last couple of months. Well mainly just downs. So I made this blog mainly just so I can rant about it and maybe I would feel better. I really love my kids and that is about it right now. I loathe my bf at the current time, not just for the fat comment, but for other reasons I suppose. I am sick of working 50 hours a week and not being able to pay all of my bills. I am sick of myself always letting people walk all over me. I don't know why I allow this to happen but I do. I am sick of people at work just assuming that I can fix all of their dumbass stupid mistakes and picking up all their slack. If I hear "Patricia's smart, she can do it" one more time, I might scream!! The things in life that I love are my children,shopping, math, tennis, and music as a whole. If I could work as an actuary, live out in the country with my kids, play a bit of tennis, go shopping, and jam every night I think I wo

My Mom
My mom......is the best. I know your all gonna say...well....everyone says that. But...its true, my mom is the best. And, she never claimed to be the best, she just did. She dealt with all that came at her, like all mothers....and never gave up. Even after her 4 kids put her through hell for so many years....trying and testing her, she still has more love for us....than i do think....some of us deserve. Mom was brought up on very strong morals, by parents who, to this day....i cannot ever see as replaceable. The love and respect that came from my mothers upbringing has transfered into the love for her own...family and children. There was no "Dr.Phil", or "Oprah" to watch to help figure things out back then, so...she did what she felt was best. I know....i drove my Mom nearly batty when i was a kid. I did not always feel what she and my Dad did was right, but hey always had my best interests in mind, and i am a product of some very good upbringing. I have to say...after a

My Mood Today
November Rain - Guns N Roses November Rain When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this such a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking away If we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain Do you need some time...on your own Do you need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time... on their own Don't you know you need some time...all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Woul

My Mountain
Climbing higher mountains; I will not descend downward until after I have conquered that fear. Clasping stars within my hands, they shall not stray from my touch. I AM A DREAMER. My wings lie in my mind, where they allow me to divide the clouds as I ascend through their cotton like tufts. One cannot pierce my heart with any arrow, it is filed with pure bliss and compassion. No one will ever be able to seize that from me, although at times my eyes may look wounded. My strenght has never failed. BISOUS, Lacey

My Mother Inlaw Mary R.i.p.
the angels have came for a mother so dear and a wonderful friend we will always hold near. never forgotten, not one single day. we pray that the tears drops will soon fade away the memories we hold so deep in our heart will keep her close to us and never apart grandkids so young and so full of glee so sad for thier grandma, oh where could she be? children so heartbroke, and so full of sorrow oh how will we make it to even tomorrow a husband so lonely,so burdened with grief beyond comprehension,just pure disbeleif i dont know the day nor the minute or hour but nothings above an angels great power soon we will join her in heaven above rejoiceing with mary and showing her love so shed no more tears and say not goodbye for we soon will meet mary someday in the sky as god as my witness this much i swear mary we love you your sweet and so dear sadly we miss you but please dont forget soon we will join you but i dont know when yet I WROTE THIS FOR HER FUNERAL

My Mom Passed Away 11-19-08 This Is What My Hubby Wrote For Her
i wrote this for her visitation service. the angels have came for a mother so dear and a wonderful friend we will always hold near. never forgotten, not one single day. we pray that the tears drops will soon fade away the memories we hold so deep in our heart will keep her close to us and never apart grandkids so young and so full of glee so sad for thier grandma, oh where could she be? children so heartbroke, and so full of sorrow oh how will we make it to even tomorrow a husband so lonely,so burdened with grief beyond comprehension,just pure disbeleif i dont know the day nor the minute or hour but nothings above an angels great power soon we will join her in heaven above rejoiceing with mary and showing her love so shed no more tears and say not goodbye for we soon will meet mary someday in the sky as god as my witness this much i swear mary we love you your sweet and so dear sadly we miss you but please dont forget soon we will join you but i dont

My Mood Tonight
I am sitting here listening to my music tonight and this song came on. The lyrics and music itself always give me goosebumps and puts me in such a mood! Its such an incredibly sexy song by Type O Negative. Love love love this song! This is DEFINITELY my mood tonight! Wolf Moon by Type O Negative The 28th day She'll be bleeding again And in lupine ways We'll alleviate the pain Unholy water Sanguine addiction Those silver bullets A last blood benediction It is her moon time When there's iron in the air A rusted essence Woman may I know you're there Hey wolf moon Come cast your spell on me Hey wolf moon Come cast your spell on me Don't spill a drop dear Let me kiss the curse away Yourself in my mouth Will you leave me with your taste? Beware The woods at night Beware The lunar light So in this gray haze We'll be meeting again And on that great day I will tease you all the same

My Mom My Best Friend R.i.p Mom
MY MOM MY BEST FRIEND 04-08-56 - 12-05-2008 THE TIME HAS COME TO DO THE WORSE THING IVE EVER DONE, TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY BEST FRIEND, MY MOM. YOU WERE MY BACK BONE AND I WAS YOUR ROCK, WE STOOD TOGETHER AND ALWAYS TALKED. I WASNT READY FOR YOU TO LEAVE ME LIKE THIS, YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE AND THATS A BIG PART IM GONNA MISS. NOT HAVING YOU TO TALK TO BUT IN PRAYER, BUT I CAN T GET THOSE ANSWERS LIKE WHEN YOU ARE HERE. MY LOVING MOTHER WHAT CAN I DO TO BRING YOU BACK TO ME? THERES NOTHING THAT CAN BE DONE YOUR SOUL WAS SET FREE. FREE FROM ALL THE PAIN I WATCHED YOU GO THROUGH, YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY NOW CAUSE YOUR BODY IS NOW NEW. NEW AS YOU ALWAYS WANTED CAUSE YOU COULDN T STAND THE PAIN, I WILL MEET YOU AND REACH FOR YOUR HAND AGAIN. I WISH I HAD MORE TIME WITH YOU AND YOUR GRANDCHILDREN TO, WATCH OVER US AS WE GRIEVE SO MUCH FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU MOMMY FOR I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN, YOU WERE NOT ONLY MY MOTHER BUT YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEN

My Monitor - More Than Just A Window, But Also A Necessary Wall
The key to survival on any social networking site is your ability to keep a healthy level of detatchment from the people you only know from the online world. I had an opportunity to think about this today as I was sitting in my living room, watching Judge Judy... or Judge Alex... or Judge Mathis... or one of those people who dispenses justice with Wapneresque efficiency. There was no particular case to cite; however, the constant reminder that I was watching these shows on television on a couch in a room by myself (again) led me to think hard about what got me here. Am I really still in Texas? As many of you regular readers (*snicker*) know, I moved out here in 2006. There were three main surface reasons: I followed a job, I wanted to get away from my mother, and I wanted to see how well I'd fare by myself. However, there was something deeper. I had made a few friends in Texas before moving down here. Two were in the Houston area, and one was right in the Dallas suburb of Gar

My Mother's Love
My Mothers Love Words can't express the way I feel Or the thanks for all you've done it deserves much more than" love ya mom" Cause I'm proud to be your son The first of three, your baby boy and all the hell I've put you thru you've been right there, the ups and downs I've always been able to turn to you From a soothing voice to calm my nerves to a shoulder for me to cry you're always there when I need you most It never matters where or why Some people wait their entire lives for a sign from up above I guess I've had my sign since birth and thats my mothers love...

My Momma
here I am again....sitting alone in my house...in the early hours of the morning...with my deepest fears staring me in the eyes. Hearing the tick tock of the clock on the wall....wanting nothing more than to tear it off of the wall...and throw it across the room so it crashes....freezing time. My time...her time...keeping her for a little while longer. My heart is in a million pieces and I cant put anything together to even begin to console myself, my children, and my dad. To make sence of this constant nightmare that I am in. Fearing each phone call....each doctors appointment. I keep telling myself you are an adult....you should be able to be strong and accept that along with life comes death. Im not immune to it..I know this and neither is my mom. We all have our day. Is this the end for her story...is this it for our relationship? Do I have to say goodbye at 27? Should I feel lucky that I have some time to prepare...when some others dont? Is it selfish of me

My Mood Today
Stay If this world is wearing thin And you're thinking of escape I'll go anywhere with you I'll do anything it takes But if you try to go alone Don't think I'll understand Stay with me, stay with me In the silence of your room In the darkness of your schemes There among the souvenirs And the useless memories When your pride is on the floor I'll make you beg for more

My Mom Is Sick
Just so I dont have to continue to repeat the entire story every time I talk to people individually, My mother is sick and in the hospital.Shes been diagnosed with Pulmonary Embolism.Normally theres options like thrombolytics or anti coagulants but she has other complications such as a bleeding ulcer. So this is why I haven't been around or why we haven't spoken and its most likely going to continue that way for a while

My Mother!
I do have to put a little something down about my mother she had come 6 hours to be with me during this time of need & was there the whole time, in room & everything holding my hand an talking to me so I wouldn't think about what was going on down there, she was so good on keeping my mind off things. If it wasn't for her I would have backed out like a pussy as always but she kept telling me that I can do it, an I will be just fine of course my mother believes in GOD so she prays alot and like I said if it wasn't for her/my doctor I wouldn't have had it done. She's now been with me since the 11th of this month an leaving out tomorrow just to make sure I am o.k... Hopefully John/Johnny my oldest son will be there for me when ever I need em but we shall see, anyways I just thought that I would make a blog about my mother because I will tell you all once she's gone an you've done her wrong then you'll always regret it... So always respect your mother & remember she'll be there for you no m

My Mother.
My mother is an unquie woman in that she is a quiet feminist. While born in KY, she lived in OH and PA as her dad worked for Borton Foods as a regional manager. When he died, her family settled in KY for good. In school she excelled in all her classes but had especially well in science. She graduated 10th in her high school class. When many "farm girls" just got married out of school, she went to college to study chemistry. In college, she did well too. She got to study chemistry but only as a science education major. Women weren't supposed to be chemists in the 1960's. She added a second major of library science to improve her chances of getting hired at a chemical firm as a research chemist. She met by dad in the late 1960's and were engaged in 1966 as he entered the US Army. Once married, she ended her college education with an Associates of Arts in Chemistry. Now in VA, she worked as my dad finished is Army hitch and started police academy. In 1971 she became a s

My Mom Is A Nut!
first off YES Im pissed! where to start? well lets just take todays incident for starters Due to the switching to a digital signal by the federal government how things get recorded on a VCR around here have changed. you used to be able to record right off whatever channel directly of course. now everything goes through the satellite. Ive explained to my mother for now the 5TH TIME that the TV ABSOLUTELY HAS to stay on channel 3 (the input signal for the satellite) no matter what. I have also explained for now the 5th time that the satellite has to STAY ON in order for her program to record properly. I started to raise my voice because for the 5th time i got the excuse "I just dont get it". How many times does it take to understand TV stays on 3 and satellite stays on? When i started to raise my voice, she started to claim abuse (she does that alot, claiming abuse because someone raises their voice to her). Shes never been hit or truly abuse in anyway..... no one

My Mother
I just was informend yesterday by my daughter tiff that mom is back in the hospital. She has several fractures in her back . Its a 20 minute surgery to do this. But they dont want to do her surgeries to close together she just had surgery about 3 weeks ago to unblock her left side currotted artery it was 90% blocked , She will still have to have sugery on the left side of her neck in time its 70% blocked , Please keep my mother in your thought and paryers . Shes 72 now . I dont want to lose her evven though through the yrs we have had our mother and daughter ups and downs , As i get more info ill blog again ,

My Momma¢¾
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My Morning
So as many of you know I have not been feeling well. Also, as many of you know I recently had a most interesting reaction to some cold medicine that led to an interesting text message being sent to a friend of mine. Well, in this latest entry the story continues...sort of. This was more of a misunderstanding than it was anything else... I woke up this morning with a throat that was rather sore. Consequentially my voice, unless I was forcing it to be normal sounded a bit like Russel Crowe's voice...sometimes a bit like James Earl Jones' voice. Anyway, skipping a few details here, I had gotten ready for work and headed out the door. I got in my truck and called the lady I love...the wonderful Mistress of Wolves. I explained to her that my voice was all sorts of bleh and that I felt like I should be telling some Roman mounted cavalry a certain thing: "If you find yourselves riding alone through green fields, do not be afraid. For you are already dead and are in Elysium." That

My Mother!
She was sent home from the hospital a few days ago do to Pneumonia, it was in her lfet lung now it's in her right one as well they had to call 911 because she was talking off the wall shit, pissed the bed, come to find out her sugar was @ 30 very/very low she was damn near in a diabete coma right now she's in the ICU, have not heard anymore on whats going on however the last thing I did hear from my sister was they had done an EKG an her heart was fluttering, I will try an keep everyone posted on whats going on with me & my mother. It just seems as if this whole family has been hit with a VOODOO curse, if it's not one thing it's another but anyways please pray for us both... Thank you all so much for everything & being there to support me in my time of need!!! Love always from your friend Jaime!

My Mole Inspires The Masses
There is a Hills marathon on so I will make this brief. There once was a witch mole on witty, that inspired this lim'rickal ditty its match was eneared, to it we're endeared, though her ass-mole remains sorta shitty. by Mr. adorable and Witty's witch mole hairs Like tall trees bent by the wind Dance and gently sway by Chainsaw and I know more about dough, which is less than zero, than I do about moles, and their roles, in digging a burrow By Sirvice (sex is fun) ( after much debate and sarcasm I am not sure if this poem is really about my mole it may be from a collection of poems about moles he has set aside for just such a blog) I am never going to remove this mole. Also these 3 just made it into my family which entitles them to absolutely nothing.

My Mom
hey people i have lost my mom she was my best friend and my hero and i love her with all my heart and soul and i wish i could wake up again and see her and here her laught and talk to me anyways she die of heart failure and i miss her more and more everyday and all i got left now is my daddy and my 8 siblins and i hope u all now i am very heart broken my my die on march 28. 2009 at 12:45 and i miss her everyday and i dont have no friends and i wish i can have friends to talk to anyways thank u for listen to me your friend amber and please leave me a comment

My Mouth
so apparently i have cracked an old filling in the back of my mouth from grinding and clenching my teeth.. an infection developed so they couldn't fix it today. Soooo i am on some antibiotics to kill the infection AND some pain killers.. the bad thing.. the stupid pain killers aren't really helping much... my face still hurts pretty bad.. this sucks so bad

My Mommy Passed Away On Thursday March 13, 2008!!!!
Geraldine Gutterman Geraldine R. Gutterman NORFOLK - Geraldine "Gerry" Rae Gutterman, 61, beloved and loving Mommy, Wife, Pre- School Teacher and Dear Friend to everyone she ever met passed away suddenly and unexpectedly on March 13, 2008 in Norfolk. Gerry was born on Dec. 7, 1946, in Portsmouth to the late Dave and Rose Glazer. She was married on Dec. 1, 1973, to Herman Jerry Gutterman and gave birth to her pride and joy and the light of her life, her daughter and best friend Amy Lynn on May 12, 1977 at 10:59 p.m. Gerry was always known to say that the day her daughter was born was the happiest day of her life. She was a devoted Mommy and would tell anyone she ever met that her daughter Amy Lynn was her entire world and whole reason for living. Everyone always knew that wherever Amy went her Mommy would be standing right there beside her. Neither one of them could stand to spend even a minute apart. And they had lived together since the day Amy Lynn was born until the day Gerry passed

My Mom
so my mom has liver disease and i am helping taking care of her. i know people who are taking care of their mom that is real sick and i guess i never knew the stress that they go through. well i know now how stressful it is to have a mom that is dying and slowly. i never knew how i would feel when this time came, but now i know how it feels and i dont like it. it is the hardest thing in the world. since i have started this i am at the doctors with her twice a week and yet she can get so hateful. i know it is the encephanlopathy that the disease causes and that the disease makes her do some of the stuff but it is very hurtful and stressful. i am stressed out about how she is doing. i dont know if i am gonna wake up tomorrow and she is gonna be and it doesnt help that she is depressed and not sleeping. i needed to vent but i have no idea what to write either because what i feel is so little to what she is going through. i am trying to understand what she is going through but i dont thin

~my Mother~
You are my best friendYou keep me safe and in your armsYou keep things in line, when things go wrongMy mom is the best to ever loveShe love's every kid even if they are bad, she calls them her ownMom is the best you can ever wish forShe smiles with joy and laughter with her family an friendsMom love's to be called "Mom" by other kids cause it makes her smileYou put her down she will show her southern side of herselfMom you are number one in spirit and loveI love calling you my mommy when someone asks who is that beside you in that pictureYou are a lover,caring,faithful,and true friend of a mother any son/daughter could ask forMy mom is the best to have and be aroundMy one true best friend in the world is you Made By:Amber Marie Kestner I made this for my mom when I was about 16 on Mother's Day.

My Mother's Day.....and Other Such Crap.
Today is Mother's Day. I'm a Mom. But I had to work. My daughter came over yesturday to give me a MD present. She got me a DVD player cuz my other one is broken. Ya know what?? I got the bestest kid is the world. I wish there was a Bestest Kid Day. She deserves it. I love you Stephani. Malma :D oh yeah, and for some other crap, I celebrated Mom's day gettin stoned outta mah mind!!! WOOT! hehehe do do do do do do do do do do hehehe

My Mothers Day Letter
I just want to tell you what a wonderful mother you've been to me. You gave birth to me, you raised me in a good way, made my childhood a happy one, encouraged me when I did good, and scolded me when I did bad. You fed me, you dressed me, you taught me right from wrong, you told me to stay in school, you hugged me, you laughed with me, you've cried with me. And after all that, as a grown man I am, you did lot's the same. If I could ask the Lord for a better Mother, I wouldn't, you're as good as they get. You're completely the best. I hope one day, if I marry, she'll be someone like you, that kind of love, that kind of caring. I know I'll never get that but I sure tell ya, it's great I have you as my mother. I really couldn't ask for a better one. You beat them all. I love you mom.

My Mother...
...and I were typical mother and daughter. We'd fight, we'd cuss each other out (of course with me contributing over and over again to that damn fucking cuss jar of hers. I threw a $20 in it one time and told her I had credit!) Bottom line though is inspite of how we got along we still loved each other. In her later years it was I who was there, making sure she had the issues that arose for her managed and settled. My brother and sister were too 'busy'... The day I knew in my heart of hearts her days on this earth were limited shattered my world. We were in Walmart, and her legs and everything just gave out. People were scrambling to get her a wheel chair for me to get her to the car to take her home. I cried all the way home. A few months later I tried to call her one day, and got no answer, with no return call from her. This was so not the norm for my mom. Something was wrong, and unfortunately I was on the other side of town handling business and could not get over to her ap

My Mom
I close my eyes and see your face..... clear as day make no mistake I close my eyes and hear you voice....I cover my ears but I have no choice I close my eyes and feel your touch......never knowing I needed it so much I close my eyes and see your smile......praying that god takes me one more mile I close my eyes and see you your pain...to my dismay it’s a permanant stain I close my eyes and see you breathe one more time.....this memory will stay forever in my mind I close my eyes and see you sleeping so sound......my love for you...forever profound I close my eyes and wish for just one more time.............. To see you and hold you....... Sweet mother of mine...... Dedicated To the Greatest Woman in the World MY MOM ADRIAN

My Mom Shot N Killed
ROY HAD CAME 2C MY MOM-THEY WERE UP ON A LEDGE AND SHE WAS KINDA LAYING DOWN-HE STARTED TOUCHING HER DOWN THERE INTILL HE WAS INSIDE HER WITH HIS FINGERS-I WAS PEEKING AND THEY DIDNT C ME-I DIDNT FEEL RIGHT ABOUT IT-I GRABBED GINA AND TOLD HER AND SHE SAW-STINKY CAME OVER AND WANTED TO GO SWIMING-SO I TOOK HER TO THE POOL AROUND THE CORNER-BY THE TIME I CAME BACK MY MOM AND WOLF WAS GONE-BUT THERE WAS LOTS OF COP CARS-I OVER HEARD SUMONE SAY THAT SUMONE GOT SHOT-I RAN TO ROYS BROTHERS-THAY CAME WITH HIM ON THIS TRIP-I JUMPED OVER THE COUNTER AND STARTED SCREAMING WHERE IS HE-HE SAID INSIDE THE BUILDING-I WAS MAKING MY WAY IN WHEN THEY WERE BRINGING OUT A BODY BAG ON A STRETCHER-IT WAS MY MOM-I STARTED SCREAMIING AM GONNA KILL HIM-I WAS HELD BACK BY THE COPS AND BY STANDERS-I RAN 2 ONE OF THE AMBULANCE AND JUMPED IN THE BACK AND IT WAS EMPTY-THE MEDIC SAID SHE IS NOT IN THIS ONE-I STARTED SCREAMING AND HITTING THE FLOOR OF THE VAN-IF I WOULD HAVE ONLY SAID SUMTHING THEN-SHE WOULD NOT HA

My Mother ~marie Southern~
Marie Southern was a remarkable woman who did not find peace and happiness according to the world’s standards; rather she found contentment and joy from within herself. With vast amounts of inner strength, Marie faced her challenges head-on and was considered by many to be both a spiritual warrior and protector. Marie didn’t expect anything from anyone and never looked for a “free ride” either, always willing to work hard until she earned what she needed or desired. She fostered both a compassionate heart and generous spirit that greatly enriched the lives of all those within her reach.The 1950s are often referred to as the “Nifty Fifties” due in part to the tremendous changes within the culture of our nation. Rock ‘n roll burst onto the scene, the television became the dominant form of mass media, and the general prosperity enjoyed by many Americans led them to spend their leisure time taking in sports contests like never before. Also enjoying

My Momma Coon
This is one of my forest friends. She is an Amma (translation Mother), as am I. She came to visit me on the day that her babies were born. Just as she did through out her gestational period. First she was on the top of the back porch, quickly eating, while constantly looking behind her into the forest where her offspring were probably making noises only she could hear. I knew she had just had them because her back legs were wet, but her front legs were dry - and her teets were obviously ready for nursing. She often arrives at a time that is not natural for raccoons to appear - the daylight. They are nocturnal by nature, but of course, her babies would be awake at night and feeding - so she has to brave the open and the exposure of the sun in order to get the required energy in her system to nurture them. I make sure there is always plenty of food for her. But you can see that her focus is always on the forest and her kits. She once spent at least 60 seconds using her

My Moms Potato Soup
Cheryls Potato Soup 5 lb bag of potatoes , you can leave the skins on if you like . chopped into squares 1 lg onion , chopped 3 to 4 celery , chopped 3 to 4 carrots , chopped 6 chicken boullion cubes Green tabasco sauce a few dashes 1 1 b Block Velvetta Jalpenpo Milk and Salt and Pepper Yellow cap Mrs Dash Chop all vegetables . Cover with water add bullion cubes & Mrs Dash Salt and Pepper and cook til vegetables are tender . When Vegetable are cooked tender add mik til water is white then add velvetta til melted . And Enjoy ! My family loves this . You can also Just make plain patote soup by not adding the cheese . Thicken with a slurry of flour and water mixed in a cup and added to water and milk at boiling to thicken .

My Mother
You know everyone fears the day when one of their parents pass away. Well im no different. It happened o March 9th this year. My mother was 72 years old and have a heart attack due to kemo therpy after recovering from breast cancer.I know that it must have been time for my mom to go but i hate that i had to lose her. I know that she will always know that i love her and miss her. i just need to express my feelings. I LOVE YOU MAMA. You will be missed rest in peace

My Motivational Quotes- Quotes I Strive By.
A blind man once said- The value of life has no limitations. Take each day as they are, but remember with materialism, happyness dwindles. "There once was a man who had the heart of a lion, the brain of a mouse, but the will power of ten thousand men. Anything in life can be achieved. You just have to follow your dreams"- Darius (Me) "How much can one be worth? Do you see yourself as an object or an entity? To claim one's own purpose in this life... Inevitably, there is a spot for us all awaiting in the void of death." - Me "Love yourself for who you are. Do not let the things in life stress you out. Your life is like a blade of grass, gentle and fragile, but maintainable with the right amount of confidence and care. Be wise in each and every decision that you make. Do not compare yourself to others. Hold your will strongly, and your positive thoughts will reign true in your life. No fault is of one's own, the circle of life has it's breaks. One must keep the cycle flowing

My Mom's Birthday Wish
I am sending this out to all of my fu-friends for my mother. If you can and want to to help, A much thank you to you. If not, thank you for your time in reading this blog and being aware of this disease. It could happen to you or to one of your loved ones without warning. I will be celebrating my 66th birthday on August 13th. I have been thinking about how I can give something back instead of taking something. As all of you know I have the disease of Myasthenia Grave, a Neuro muscular thing with no cure. It is kind of rare and there is not a lot of research being done. Dr. Michael Benetar at Emory Research Center in Atlanta has worked for 20 years doing research in this. He has done wonders for me. In the 2 years I have been going to him, I have improved greatly. Now here is what I am asking each of you: Please send me a donation, (no matter how small) and I will turn it in to Emory. If you want to make your checks to Dr. Michael Benetar Emory Research .I am sure

My Mom's Surgery
My mom is having surgery for breast cancer on Friday and Im scared. She means more to me that I could possible express with words. I cant help but think of all the years I caused her and my whole family so much grief wth my drug abuse in the 90s and how she and my dad were the parents to my daughter that I should've been. She is the best possible mother anyone could hope for but Im not the son she deserves. I really hoped to be able to provide for my parents before my daughter ever turned 18 but Im still depending on them and it shames me. If I spend the rest of my life trying to be as good to them as they have been to me and my daughter it would be a life well spent because they deserve so much than I can give. I just had to try to put this to words

My Momma
My mom had pancreatic cancer late 2007 and they got it all, but she was extremely critical then slowly recovered but I almost lost her more than a handful of times because of serious complications over and over. It took all of 2008 for her to get back to some liveable normalcy and is now doing very well. I wanted to post this because ppl I met on here were there for me and prayed for her to get better. I want to thank you for offering up the caring friendship, all of you. I believe you helped me get thru that time and I will be forever grateful!!!!!!!!

My Mother Inlaw
Well where to start with this subject. Its a really hard and sour subject for me cause of the pain it causes to me but I have the courage to write about it though. Well we will just start by me saying that I think she is a bitch cause of the issues she has caused so much in my life. So i'll start off with this as well when I came in her life cause of her daughter in which im married to. Well both me and my father suspected that she probably didnt like me since I was taking her only daughter away from her that she was using as a slave. Well infact it was the truth she doesn't like me and found tons of proof of it. So on top of that she would pick fights with me for no reason at all and I hadn't done anything. Then it progressed by her getting a restraining order on me saying I was causing physical and mental issues for her and that her only proof was a letter that I didn't write and some wierd ass rules that I didn't write up or print out. It sucks too cause she was able to get the orde

My Mother And Insanity
Little girl lost Who's only five. Where is my mother? They sent her away, Insanity robbed her they say. With so many children what could she do? If only she had known she had everything to lose All the demons she has to fight will she remember the little girls plight. Not even a card not even a letter The little girls asks why? They say she's better. The years roll by, The little girl don't remember of her mother she lost in sixty-five of December. She calls her one day and says we can make this better. Her mothers reply, When they sent me away I lost my children that day. So go on now I am busy today. I'm sorry to hear that was all the girl could say. She hangs up the phone and turns to cry for the mother she lost in 65. Little girl lost What will she do? I don't even think she has a clue.

My Monsters
There’s something in the way we maimIn the crass cold carnage of tearshedThat moves me.A certain joy in the pain outward bearingA carnal pleasureThat makes me feel alive. A vicious sin grows withinThis jealous mind unveils fantasiesNever to be fulfilled.When I see that precious look of anguishInside, it excites and thrills meThough I pretend it kills me.It was so long ago that i’ve forgottenWhat made this burning begin..Now i’m constantly terrified,That my monsters are going to win.

My Mom And Dad's Move To Mexico
Move to Mexico Well we made it, though a few times I was wondering if we would. Everything went fine till we got to the boarder, then it got really interesting. It seems that we had failed to go through a customs broker and since this was Friday evening he would not be in the office till the following Monday morning, also our inventory was only in English and needed to be in Spanish. The big truck could not come into country without the proper paperwork and I was already across the border, what to do?We parked the big truck on the U.S. side of the border and we all went into the small border town and got a place for the night. The next morning we went back to see what we could do about the big truck and all our stuff. We found a person there that spoke English and he agreed to translate our list into Spanish, cost, $15.We then took our newly translated list to the very people that told us the night before that we needed the broker and this time they did some calculating and number cru

My Mother
Today is no different than any other Monday. My mother will tell you, I love my son, but he is nothing but trouble. He was born exactly as I was told. Demons and ghosts separated company. Devil could not be found. The Masters instructs him but he hunts them as prey. I could never tell a lie without him knowing or with hold anything before he would force me to tell him. Hes God is not the god I follow. Hes God demands no excuse but each and every time he has got it right. I love my son, but no one like him, I worry how he'll make out? I wonder how I'll make out? Jerome and Opthillio, how am I making out? Expectation met or am I a failure? Does it matter? Hell and Damnation doesn't follow me does it? I wonder how I'll make out? Glory to God Norio

My Motorcycle Accident....
Two weeks ago Sunday ..My friends call n asked if I wanted to meet up with a few friends in LA,Ca...So I thought it would be nice to get a few of my friends here n we would have a great time...Meantime we rode from Sacramento,Ca to La...We get off the highway a female driver was texting on her phone n hit my best friends(Jeanna) bike n then Jeanna hit the back of mine I was found 15 - 20 feet away from my bike....My other friends were released from the hospital the next day...I didnt have the right helmet on which I was sited for...I was in a coma but with all of ur prayer n the caring thoughts I got from friends n family I came to... n found out I had 12 stitches in the back of my head..n of course bumps n buises all over my body...I am still in LA Hospital n I have been on alot of different meds ...but as of today I feel a little better ...but one thing I am going to do is miss my best friend(Jeanna)She died Sunday...We always rode together...I love her so much...Now I have a feelin

My Mom Hustled Me...
My mom asked if I wanted to go down the street and throw a few games of darts, I said sure. We get there, and of course I win the first game. To be honest, I didnt win, I whipped her butt in it. :) She then says we should play cutthroat. We normally play 301/501 (where you have to go backwards from 301 and zero out without going over, to win. Cut throat is an option that if one player happens to tie score with another, they get sent back to 301) So NOW all a sudden, not only does she beat me the next 3 games, but she sent me back to 301 in one of them. AND in the last game, she hit triple 20, five times in a row, then the 1. ending the game in TWO turns... freakin hustler...

My Mom's Dying
I found out a little over a month ago that my mother is dying of lung cancer. Its in her lungs, bone and lymph nodes. My mother and I are very close, we've been through alot and made it through it all together. I love her so much and I can't even imagine the day when shes not here anymore. I just don't know...some days are good for her and some aren't. The doctor gave her months to live, not years. I look at my 3 yr old daughter and tell myself my mother has to stick around or else shes never gonna know how great her grandma is. I know I'm gonna fall apart it's just a matter of how bad. I know my children need me too, thats whats keeping me half way sane right now. I have my brother thats 28 and paralyzed from the nipple down living with me. Some times I just want to lay down in my room and have all day just for me and then I feel bad for feeling that way. I feel like I'm about to just snap.. if anyone can understand that. Idk. I love my brother but its a big job and no one else in m

My Mom #1
Its been a 1 1/2 years since my mom died infront of me. I am still not over her death. today when i was in walmart I had to go to the bathroom and when i was washing my hands I swear i saw her behind me in the mirror. If it was her why didnt she stay there when I turned around. All I want is to be able to tell her that I love her one more time and to get a hug from her. I dont think it is much to ask for but i know it will never happen. I do feel her presents with me alot. I think she is very happy for me in finding my husband since she passed on. I wish she would have meet him. Her ashes sit on my entertainment center and her baby pics are all over my living room. Yet i cant put pics of her as i remember her yet. my mom kept our family together and since she has passed I dont talk to anyone on my moms side of the family. i know some of them blame me for her death. It doesnt bother me most of the time beacuse of all the drama. but to think my grandma has only called me twice since my

My Mom
Mom, without you, there would be no me. Your love, your attention, your guidance, have made me who I am. Without you, I would be lost, wandering aimlessly, without direction or purpose. You showed me the way to serve, to accomplish, to persevere. Without you, there would be an empty space I could never fill, no matter how I tried. Instead, because of you, I have joy, contentment, satisfaction and peace. Thank you, mom. I have always loved you and I always will.

My Mom's Battle With Ms & Why I Will Never Give Up On Health And Fitness
I am a complete "Mama's girl". There is not one person in the world whom I could ever love more. My mom has been my rock ever since she gave birth to me. She is my best friend and the only person in the world I can tell my every secret to, no matter how dark, and not be judged. I can go to her for anything. She has given up so much for me and done everything in her power to ensure that I have the best life possible. Needless to say, she has done a damn good job at doing that. My mom has always been a passionate nurse and puts everyone before herself. As long as my brother and I are happy and everyone else she loves is taken care of then she is happy. When I was 15 years old my mother was diagnosed with MS. At that time, I did not understand what the heck this disease was and what a long hard road we had ahead of us. I just noticed that she could never lie by our pool anymore (her favorite thing to do), she did not have any energy, she was always sick with flu-like symptom

My Movie Reviews...
OK, seeing how I usually rent and watch a butt load of movies... I figure I should be semi-qualified to give reviews... I'm not talking technical know-how, or artistic value... but real, down to earth reviews... but hey... I like "B" movies too...

My Motivation
: sexyfunguy Boulder, CO subject: R received: 06/7/2011 03:07 pm replied: no block this member I'm not trying to pick on you but to let you know u are one of Gods creations and your as u are whe your born.You were born a man and you still are.Changing your appearance will not make you something else.I was involved witt the gay/transgender lifestyle for a while.I was a crossdresser but I knew inside I was and still am a man.I have since come to know the Lord and what He wants from us and how we are to live on this earth.You can't go by your feeling as they will lead one astray everytime.I use to belive in follow your heart and what you feel but the bible does tell us not to follw your heart but to follw Jesus and His teachings.Its not about religion but a way of life.I pray and hope you will seek His will and what He has for you and not what you feel you think you should do.You were born a man and when you go before God you will be a man then.Y?opu st

My Mom
My mother passed away on June 28th 2011. It was sudden and most definitely not expected. I'm angry, hurt and I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I wrote this tonight for her. I'm not worried about the flow. This is what I'm feeling, and the best way I could express it. MOM Lord knows how you made me crazy. Frustrated me to no end. The thing was though. I never questioned you were my best friend. Walked beside me and held my hand. Always supported me Loved me with everything you had. Showed me that I was worthy. Now I can't pick up the phone Dial your number and hear your voice. For you have left me here Without a word or a choice. I can usually find the words For a story or a book. But to tell you how I love you I only needed to give you a look. Now I can't see your face Or put my arms around you. Nothing makes sense to me I do not have a clue. Where do I go from here? How do I go on? Mom, I miss you so much I can't accept that you'r

My Mood
i want to take my shiny new boots and place them on the head of a small kitten i want to smash it slowly beneath my heel i want to feel it twitching and clawing at my boot i want to watch it as it suddenly stops i want to pick up it's corpse and throw it at a bus full of small children suffiecient to say i'm overly happy at the moment.... how are you?

My Moment Of Weakness
He turned the radio on, and we began to work. With each sad song played, the more it hurt. I didn't want it to show, so I turned away. As my tears fell to the floor, I heard him say. Melissa, what's wrong? Why the tears? But I couldn't reveal the truth, behind my pain and fears. I just wiped them away, and said I'm fine. But there was no hiding the pain, in these eyes of mine. He came up behind me and said, I don't understand. Please let me help you, and reached for my hand. The more I tried to fight it, the harder it became. I couldn't do it any longer, and gave into the pain. The tears fell like raindrops, onto the floor. He held me close to him, as I reached for the door. He said I can't stand, to see you like this. Then he leaned in, for a kiss. His arms felt safe, it has been so long. It felt right at the time, but I knew it was wrong. He said, I don't know why you are hurting so much. Just let me hold you, absorb my touch. I said, This is w

My Mother Taught Me!!
My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE - "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning!" My mother taught me RELIGION - "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL - "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" My mother taught me LOGIC - "Because I said so, that's why." My Mother taught me more LOGIC - "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." My mother taught me FORESIGHT - "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." My mother taught me IRONY - "Keep crying and I'll give you something to cry about." My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS - "Shut your mouth and eat your supper!" My mother taught me about CONTORTIONIST - "Will you "look" at the dirt on the back of your neck!" My mother taught me about STAMINA - "You'll sit there 'till all that spinach is finished.

My Mother Taught Me About ....
I Owe My Mother .... ************************************** 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside.. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. "Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC . "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS . "Shut

My Most Famous Adventure Story
I wrote this story during the Iranian hostage crisis. We were heading home after eight months at sea. But when they took the hostages we went five months at sea without a single port visit. We had the longest peace time sea duty in US history. And then President Jimmy Carter flew beer out to us to say thanks. Since there are not a hell of a lot of recreational facilities at sea, I wrote this story to keep my sanity. As a result, this just may be the most unusual adventure story ever written. Anyway, you can read it for free on Yahoo Voices, where it is now published by clicking here.

My Mom
Ever since my Sister Ramona showed up my mom has nagged, nit-picked and bitched me to death and I dont understand why????? for years I have been doing things and taking care of things for both my parents and yea I admit i may not be perfect and all but never have I felt or been treated like this.... its like Im not even her son anymore.. I wonder if she is going to feel towards me like she used too when I was her only help around the house.. ???? guess i will find out this friday when my sister leaves...

My Mobbies Need Your Help! Mercenaries Needed Now. No Experience I Will Train You
My guys could use your help in fu Mafia. As a merc u get benifits not available to non merc's come join me Recruiting Mercs for FuMafia use link below I only ask that you play to level 6. Being a Merc has its percs. You can Play to level 9 without getting KILLED. Mercs get more money to start with than non-mercs and if you are killed a merc will come back to life with FULL HEALTH I will work with you to help you get started I wont leave you on your own. You don't have to join the turf I'm in but you can. If you joined FUBAR before Dec 31 2001 11 you are eligible. If you were recruited in the past and you haven't played because you felt left out but you want to play and want to learn the game let me know, I can help. Hit me up in the Shout Box http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?accept inv=276285 Freddie Broke Your Fingers http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?accept inv=276154 Who Fingered Freddie Has one merc needs 2 more ASAP http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.p

My Montana
My Montanamy montana is my heart-long dream..my rolling fields against mountains greenmy santurary miles away..I long to live and love there someday.As the wild horse,I will run freeuninhibited i will be..Unbridled soul i can becomeIn my MontanaMontana homePlease share with me your love for lifecome with me it is so righti want this so much it has to be..I, in montana, and you with meI know sometimes i cant showfrom my heart what you need to knowbut if you know me you know im realand i believe in and stand up for what i feelyoull understand completely when i say..you are my montana..everyday Carol Ann &

My Mom
hi guys. Just a short note to let those of you that care know what's going on. I found out 2 days ago that my mom is dying. The carbon dioxide is building up in her body and she has weeks to live. She's on prednizone to try and keep her comfortable but it won't help very much and there is nothing they can do for her. He will be discussing hospice this Thursday to take the burden of the decision making off of my sister Deb, who has been taking care of her. For that I am grateful to him. We knew it was coming, just didn't expect it to be so soon. Doesn't make it any easier. I just wanted to let you know that if I'm not here much it's because I want to spend as much time with her as I can. Love you guys.

My Mother,
My mother, my friend so dear. Throughout my life you are always near. A tender smile to guide my way. You are the sunshine to light my day Happy Mothers day especially to all the single mothers out there. You people are the strongest people to walk this earth. Happy mothers day to all the women who love a child unconditionally and nurture authentically...whether from the womb or not. God bless you! Happy Mothers Day to all the amazing women who gave life, raised wise daughters and sons, and who continue to be a blessing.

My Most Memorable Moment
On May 4th 2012, I attended my 5th Marilyn Manson concert at the House of Blues, Atlantic City, NJ. After drinking a $10 Jagerbomb and a handful of draft beers, I was ready to rock. I made my way up to the club and watched The Pretty Reckless open. After about 5 songs, I pushed my way up thru the crowd as close to the stage as I could get. Out comes Manson, I find myself approximately 8-10 feet away from him, close enough to see the pores in his face. The crowd is going nuts and with every bit of space that opened in front of me I pushed thru closer. During the song "No Reflection" the crowd behind me was pushing so hard, leaning against me causing my bandana to slip off. Instead of losing it on the floor, I bunched it up in my hand and decided to throw it at Marilyn Manson, hitting him in his hand. At first I didnt know what to think cuz for a second it looked as though he was annoyed by having something thrown at him. That feeling went away fast as he proceeded to "sing" to

My Mom
THIS IS FOR MY ANGEL HIGH,YOU PASSED AWAY AND I DIDNT KNOW WHY,YOU LEFT ME 97,I WAS LOST AND CONFUSSED AND DEPRESSED ALL THE TIME I DID NOT DESERVE TO LOOSE YOU THE LORD ONLY KNOWS WHY HE TOOK YOU AWAY SO I DIDNT HAVE YOU NEAR IT CRUSHED MY SPIRIT AND LIFE MY MOTHER MY DEAR YOU WERE MY LIFE MY MOM MY BEST FRIEND,I NEEDED YOU MORE AND MORE AS THE TIME WENT BY,BUT AS DAYS GET LONGER I SEE IM OK I KNOW YOUR IN HEAVEN AND YOU WATCH ME EVERYDAY,I LOVE YOU MY MOTHER,MY ANGEL IN THE SKY,YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY WORLD THAT WILL NEVER DIE....

My Mom
Carol Ann. Birthday October 18 Oct 15, 2012 Comments (0) [Delete] [Edit] It lay quietly inside her Outside she laughed and shined. Little did she know She was running out of time. Inside her the darkness grew Her mind still unaware. She coughed and thought Her sick her body wouldn't dare. Some time has passed To long for the flu or cold Now in front of her doctor Her deadly news was told. Always strong never frail Now becoming her own shell. Did all the meds she took help her Or just take her to another hell. In her last few days on earth To all my mother was lost. All the tears that flowed Wasn't worth the cost. A better place she's now in Thats what some do say. But I will forever feel her in me Till the end of all my living days.

My Modeling Links
Places you can find my modeling work My main grou http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Nikkeis_portfolio/ it’s were a lot of my photos are and you can find updates on any projects I am doing. My archive grou http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Nikkeis_Archives/ a place were you can find photos that I have done when I 1st started out modeling My fan art grou http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Nikkeis_fan-art/ where you can find all the wonderful fan art my fans have made for me. My sample grou My twitter page

My Mom Is Very Sick :'(
Merry Christmas Indeed... I just found out, today of all days, that my mom is very sick and needs surgery to save her life :( I guess what's going on is she's hemorrhaging and can't stop because her iron levels are so low. The surgeons don't know when they can get her in for her hysterectomy and she's getting worse :'( I just got my mom back in my life and now I may lose her again... I just hope that they can figure out when in January they will get her in for surgery before she bleeds to death... I really don't want to lose my mom again :'(

My Moment Of Ramdom Word Vomit
ok people who know me and my love of the movie will know what i mean when i say im having a rocco moment here it goes buckle up bitch its gonna be a ride , ok gun control laws are a load of CRAP no criminal is going to pay them any notice and why should they prison is not a punishment anymore they are airconditioned hotels for the most part where is the punishment in going somewhere where you get fed have a bed and medical treatment you dont have to pay for for a few years where you can hang with people and make trouble bring back chain gangs work farms and road crews make them WORK for thier keep make them bust thier asses to live for thier full sentances time off for good behavior hell no they commited the crime of thier own free will pay the price why penalize law abiding citizens with absurd laws infringing our fundamental 2nd amendment right when we have done nothing wrong but obey the laws make criminals fear actually fear getting caught breaking the laws then you

My Mom
Well today my Mom had her surgery. The doctors said she came out of it fine. She has normally high blood pressure and they said that it stayed normal through the surgery. They also said they were able to remove the whole tumor in one piece. They are keeping her in the ICU Step-down over night just to keep an eye on it. Tomorrow she will be moved to a regular room :) They did say it would take about a week for her to get over all the confusion, but that's okay. I know my Mom will be better!!

...my Mom
I came online strictly to look at other information that is needed, but this window was open. Most of you, my friends, know that my Mom has been sick. I wanted to let you know she passed away this afternoon. I won't be online for a while.

My Mother
She said I did the best I could I believe that Poor thing Left her children helpless In her weakness I broke that Generation of weakness Her infuriating ennui I took that away from her On purpose She always hated me for taking that way from her A thief She said Well I am a better mother A better person And I am still alive so go fuckyourself you cowardly piece of shit

My Mother Is 65 Years Old And She Was Suffering From Severe Pain In Knees
My mother is 65 years old and she was suffering from severe pain in knees in both legs. She was unable to bend the knee and suffered a lot from this condition. We tried medical balms, splints and finally went to a doctor for medication as the pain was getting beyond our control. The doctors asked her to rest and apply heat treatment to the knees frequently over a week and asked us to get back to him once done. The heat therapy reduced the knee pain which was associated with rest temporarily but the pain used to occur as and when she gets up in the mornings or after inactivity in the knees which restricted movement. So the next time we visited our doctor we explained the situation and the X-Rays confirmed that my mother was going through osteoarthritis. Fortunately her knee joints were not degenerated much at present but it could get worsened as she ages some more. She was given pain relievers to minimize pain and encouraged her for physical therapy but I’m looking for a permanen

My Momma, My Angel
Once upon a time an angel held my hand, She wiped away my tears and helped me understand.Our time on earth is brief, there's lessons to be learned,Each precious day God gives us another page is turned.Every chapter full of memories, times of joy and tears,Triumphs and defeats, through every passing year.She loved us unconditional, always by our side,When no one else would listen, in her we could confide.With gentle words of wisdom she led us on our way,Down the paths of righteousness if ever we did stray. She saw the light in everyone and gave with no regrets,Always from her heart let's us not forget.Angels come in many forms, for me it is my mother, With love I cannot say in words there'll never be another. Every day I turn the page in my heart will ever remain, Everything she taught me as I stroll down memory lane. Thank you God for giving me the most priceless of all treasures,Help my Lord to keep alive her memory here forever.I pray that I can some day be everything she hoped I

My Mr. Right
have you ever woke up one day and felt so alone? felt like you would be alone forever? well if you have i know how you feel. but then one day you will find him/her and be happy. i know cuz i have been alone for 9 months, and felt like i would never find him. then one day i found the sweetest man i have ever met. someone that knows appearance isnt everything. someone that falls in love with you the moment they meet you. well i know that i will be happy and make him happy as well. i know how he felt, when he was alone and thought he would be alone forever. well sometimes you have to look for you right mate. and he found me and i found him. baby if your reading this, i will NEVER leave you. and you guys/gurls out there lookin hope you find him/her soon. cuz nobody diserves to feel left out or to be alone forever

My Mr. Wonderful
I THOUGHT I WAS IN FOR THE VACA OF MY LIFE. YET AGAIN....MY (SO CALLED) MR. WONDERFUL, LET ME DOWN. :( WHY CAN'T I FIND THE RIGHT ONE? WHY DOES EVERY MAN I FALL IN LOVE WITH LET ME DOWN? THIS JUST AINT RIGHT! ANY ADVISE? SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WILLING TO LISTEN. I AM SUCH A GOOD PERSON. I REALLY DON'T DESERVE THIS! IS THERE NOT JUST 1 REAL MAN OUT THERE? FOR ME?

My Mr. Big
Are you My Mr. Big? Am I your Carrie? Can we not break up and get back together. Over and over again to keep a story line fresh? If you are my Mr. Big. Will you eventually love your Carrie? Will you sell your vineyard in Nappa for me? Or would you stay there cold and alone? I've been Carrie for so long now. I've never had a Mr. Big. I've always wanted one. But you are so him at times it scares me. I being Carrie scream to be heard. I being Carrie allow the shit to float off of me. You being big, say what you want. And you will always be who you are. My Mr. Big would stay with me. You would punch the French guy. You would tell me you love me. My Mr. Big is better than John. I don't yell anymore. I don't carry on like Carrie anymore. I want nice things, I want you. I want to be seen and heard, and loved. This sounded better in my head, now it sounds cruel Almost like you did something to piss me off. When you did nothing, but be who you are. Can I d

My Mr Grinch Mumm
a little nostalgia should put a smile on your face... My mumm is about food...so im trying to decide if i should just make the motzarella sticks, breaded mushrooms and butterflied shrimps or just make a salad to be healthy and stuff... but the real question is what will soak up the after dinner drinks better?fried or forage so since i have a problem with my mumms getting deleted for no reason...i figured i would blog the contents to have a back up, since nobody can ever tell me why it got deleted... and if anyone would be so kind to screen shot the actual MUMM and paste it here for me id appreciate it... I dont see any reason why this mumm would be concidered opffensive by far, but just in case one of my fans reports it and gets deleted :) merry christmas

My Mrs Jones. Part 1
The woman of my dreams.... When I was 16 I had a friend named Rebeca, we never were more than that. Sure she was a stunning brunette with long tanned legs, hazel green eyes, and a heavenly firm round ass. Any man would want to have her, but from young we were just too close. We did everything together, everything guys would do we played marbles together, computer games.Growing up we also played “doctor,”, and as we got older we did experiment further by masturbating together. We would very regularly just play with one another to orgasm after orgasm. We would also watch porn movies together, read erotica together, and practice every known position on one another. There was however no romantic connection and nobody till this day knew about us, that is the way we wanted it. We were Friends with really good benefits. Those are stories for another day though.I would regularly sleep over at her place, and she at mine. Never in the same room though, we didn't want t

My Msg To Cherrytap Support 10th March
I'm gonna write down my thoughts & feelings about the top score right now I hit level 25 date 7th march and from that day I'm out of the top score and everyone that hit the level of cherry godfather Well if you have enough fans you still show as legend no matter what so in that case I think it's kinda unfair that you still not show as top score when you have the most points.. Not a reward or anything.. At least newbies have a green frame .. I feel I put a lot of money and effort to be a top score for no use.. I guess I have to go out and chase fans from now on to be in a ranking :/ Well anyone can start a new non VIC account and just focus on the fan thing to be a legend .. Yes I'm a bit disapointed I guess lol Anyway I will keep supporting this site cause I'm addicted to CherryTAP & love to spend time on here with my friends Much love to each and everyone of you =(^_^)=ENGLA

My Mst Recent Review
SNL - What happened? Yeah, I am a dumper. This show has fairly stedily gone down since "The not ready for prime time players". It has been on a slow but consistent nose dive with just a few glimpses of the true SNL humour..Change that, just humour, period. After all I will try not to limit "what is SNL humour". Maybe I just dont like where it has gone. The pace is slow - they take their time so the audience has a chance "to get it". Too many repeated jokes/characters. Many times they go well beyond flogging a dead horse. Most important at his time - Lorne, WAKE UP!! Change that useless bunch you call talent. IS there really nobody out there???? Let's go through them one by one: Tina Fey - You just may survive. Darrel Hammond - good improvs, but can you do anything else? Amy Poehler - limited talent, already sterotyped. Maya Rudolph - good pipes, but limited otherwise. Kristen Wiig - extremely limited talent/use of Jason Sudeikis - character actor, poor at best Bill Hader -

My Muppet Personality.
You Are Miss Piggy A total princess and diva, you're totally in charge - even if people don't know it. You want to be loved, adored, and worshiped. And you won't settle for anything less. You're going to be a total star, and you won't let any of the "little people" get in your way. Just remember, piggy, never eat more than you can lift! The Muppet Personality Test So all those years people called me Miss Piggy, they were telling the truth.

My Mum
My mum is a special lady to me she brought 3 kids up on her own put her kids first before herself worked all her life to put food on the table always went without to provide for her kids & never complained. She loves all her kids the same & never thought one better than the other. She lost her son (my brother) Jimmy in 1987 & nearly had a 3rd breakdown being a single mum isnt easy & thankful i havent been through that.. She is so strong these days even though she battles with a mortgage but never complains she is my friend a confidant & i love her so much for what she has done for us get on better now than when i was a teenager have a lot of respect for her as a person & a mum she is my life & wouldnt be without her for one minute i love you mum with all my heart you & i are the same strong people who never give up just keep going no matter how hard things get, think i get my strength from you. you are my idol forever.

My Music Videos
I know alot of you guys probally dont watch soap operas..but unfortuantly i am one of the few that do and i am big fan of general hospital, and i wanted to share all my music videos i have made of my favorite couple on there jason and sam..thanxs for takin the time out to look at them, even leave me a comment or two if ya want.. "Have alittle faith in me" "The Dance" "To Get Me To You" "Cross My Heart" "Help Me Understand" This video was made for all my friends and family love you guys "Do I make you proud"

My Much Needed Lost Cherry Disclaimer
If your profile contains, in my opinion, a number of sexual exploitation pics of onesself(ex. 5 different pics of the same person licking the same finger, and default, public albums with mostly skin shots, having sex with yourself, or with an unfortunate someone else), Your friend request will be DENIED!! And your messages DELETED!! You leave nothing to the imagination, and, thats what turns me off... No mystery, no nothing... Just skin and a pathetic attempt at unneeded attention. I don't hear any porn production companies pounding away at your door, now, do I...? And, neither will you, so give it up Thank you for listening..

My Music!!!
I really really enjoy music, I have been granted the priviledge of being biligual so I can enjoy spanish and english music but more than anything love good rhythms and all genres, life has given the taste to enjoying music in all expresions from highest classical notes to the lowest suburban capelas, music is like sweet food for my ears. My latin blood gives me the taste for tropical sounds and can't stop moving my head and hands once I hear a good salsa or merengue My personal favorites are Andrea Boccelli and Sarah Brightman, but these are my choices... English spoken music: U2 (I rode my bike once from LA to Mile High stadium in Denver to see U2), HIM, Billy Squier, Zappa, AC/DC, Iron Maiden, Metallica, Scorpions, Creed, Linkin Park, Blink 182, Sara Brightman, Andrea Boccelli. Spanish spoken rock La Ley, Heroes, El Tri, Jaguares, Maldita Vecindad, Enanitos, Mana, Soda Estereo and Spanish rock. Tropical sounds definitively has to be Gilberto Santarosa, Polo Montanez, Celia Cruz

My Muffin
k so im sitting here eating a muffin... its a blueberry muffin and its HUGE its like uber good... im just a LITTLE hyper lol errr yeah this muffin is good :) hehe okay im done with my rant about my muffin

My Musical (d)evolution Into A Drummer
This is the condensed version of my musical performance (lack of) background. When I was in fourth grade (no I do not remember what age that is), I sang in the Choir at my Congregation. I had to quit due to my voice cracking (Yay puberty!). When I started Middle School (Jr. High 7th grade). I played cello in the school's orchestra (I wanted bass, but I didn't get one in the "lottery"). I played for a year and was pretty decent, but I got a bit distracted with guitar near the end of the school year. I quit the next year when I was told I could not join jazz band since "Cellos don't play jazz" (according to the director of the jazz band...). I kept noodling with the guitar, mostly playing bass lines until I was 16 and used the money I made from an internship at a metal shop to get my first Electric Bass. It was a 5-string Dean Edge in transparent red with a wicked pointy headstock. My dear sweet Grandmother named it "El Diablo" and the name fit perfect. I owned 2 other basses

My Muse
Sprung from heartache And indecision I write these words for you Showing my soul They arent meant to hurt Or confuse Just spilling my thoughts Telling the whole Letting you know I care for you Dont want you to cry You are my muse Giving me words Spectacular and new Letting me tell you What I cant speak Unlocking my heart And setting it free

My Music Now!!!
AIGHT MY TUNES ARE PLAYING NOW, HOPE YOU LIKE. ENJOY AND LEAVE FEED BACK, AND OR REQUESTS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND READING. THE RAWK!!!http://freepowerboards.com/digitalmix/portal.php

My Music
I own Gangsta Island Records, and opened a store online at, www.rocmp3.com/brosmusic For a limited time I am selling my albums for only 99cents!!!!!!! T-Loc "Gangsta Psalms" (thats me) Romeo "Controllin' Tha Game" "Dirt Doin' Muzik Volume One"

2 My Muse,
2 my muse, u r 2 me what i never thought u'd b u bring out the creativity within me so i believe it 2 b a good thing for u to be hurting me so that i can someday accomplish what i want 2 b 2 have and 2 hold u? this will never ever b but the memories u have left i express w words so that others can feel the wounds u've left within me so i don't hate u instead its made me care even more becuz u alone have changed me u alone have made me look and learn to know when to let someone in and complete me

My Mumm
I did a mumm today, and boy did I piss the mummers off! Some said it was stupid, others told me to get with the times and a couple aggreed But hey! you cant please everyone and I'm am no where close to even trying

My Muse.
Shadows like fingers reaching along the floor. Tipped with claws. Snaking across the sheets. Dripping with venom. Filled with an ache, a pain that cannot be denied. I reach for you. Through air heated by prurience. Across a distance that spans a thousand lifetimes, in only the matter of a few feet. Skin pulled taut over muscle. Soft with hair and slick with sweat. Meets my waiting fingers. Electrifies my soul. Waves of hair brushing my cheek as you turn. Eyes blurred with sleep meeting mine. You reach back. Feeding my hunger...feeding my need. Give to me what my spirit craves. Fill me with you.

My Muse Has
My muse has made me too happy My muse has given me nothing to write about My muse what are you doing to me? Am I really getting this comfortable Did I just hear myself say your name again? Is that you running through my brain? You were so good to me, well you still are. Have I lost my lack to write? Have I lost the desire to express myself? How could this happen overnight? How could I go from writing multiple things a night to nothing? You my muse are beautiful You are an amazing person You are kind, and sweet. You are all that I lack I am all that you lack. So maybe I just need a break from writing until you inspire me again?

My Music I Was Bored
come into my light tell me what the fuck , we going to do right now i'm gunna let you in on a lil secret werther your gunna fuckin live or die to night .so what the fuck yourgoing to do right now or you gunna take a chance and step back in my Light .when you cross in to my light there is no where to run no where to hide so stay in my light so i can see you die it's me agin it's me agin comeing to take over your life one more time mother fucker.

My Mum Is A Survivor
My Mum is a Survivor This poem was lovingly lifted from The Compassionate Friends American website in memory of Matthew Thomas Page. My Mum is a survivor, or so I've heard it said. But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand. But like the sands on the beach that never wash away. I watch over my surviving Mum, who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise. But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes. My Mum tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her know it's her way to survive. As I watch over my surviving Mum...through Heaven's open door. I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more. But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears. So if you get the chance, go visit her. ..and show her that you care. For no matter what she says. ..no matte

My Muscles Hurt
today was really nice. had a wonderful outing and went to breakfast with sissy and lil sis. (mmm mimosas) after which we did a little window shopping. you know stores that you don't usually go in with kids and such. this afternoon they both came to my place with the kids and we all went swimming. those kids have some energy, after some major eating of the bbq'd hotdogs, they all played a little more while we (grownups) watched a movie on tv. my kids are now watching grease which then reminded me I liked the broadway version much better so I downloaded the album, since I lost my copy ever so long ago. soon as the movie is over I will send them off to bed, and I am sure hubby will play his new video game he bought today and relax with that. I am thinking I will eat some watermelon..because it sounds good

My Mumm
I REALLY WANT TO THANK EVERYBODY THAT COMMENTED AND RATED AND I MADE A FEW FRIENDS WHICH IS COOL!! BUT SERIOUSLY I WANT TO TELL EVERYBODY U HAVE THE RIGHT TO AGREE TO DISAGREE WITH THE WAR BUT PLEASE DONT DOWN THE SOLDIERS WERE JUST DOING OUR JOBS!!! THANK U AND GOD BLESS

My Music Breeds
What breed of music are you? You scored as a metal metal 95% classic rock 65% Indie 55% grunge 50% ska 50% industrial 45% mainstream rock 45% Emo 40% Punk 40% Pop Punk 30% reggae 30% rap 25% country 25% Pop 5%

My Music
Music SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!Put your music player on shuffle. Click -Next Song- for every question and write it down.What does next year have in store for me?American Soldier (Tobey Keith)What does your love life look like?I could not ask for more (Edwin McCainWhat do I say when life gets hard?far away (nickleback)What song will I dance to at my wedding?Always (Atlantic Star)What do you want as a career?Crazy bitch (buckcherry)Your favorite saying?This is why I'm hot (Mims)What do you think of your parents?Baby you save me (Kenny Chesney)Where would you go on a first date?Your Everything (Keith Urban)Drug of choice?Vulnerable (Secondhand Serenade)Describe yourself.Crazy (Aerosmith)What is the thing I like doing most?Piss on you (Dave Chappelle)The song that best describes the president?By the Way (Hinder)How will I die?Be like that (3 doors down)The song that will be played at your funeral?Tears in Heaven (Eric Clapton) uhhh Scary!The song you'll put as the subject?Invincible (Crossf

My Musings
I am leaving for north carolina tommorow I will be back on the ninth. I hope to talk with you all when I return, when I return I will tell you all about my camp this year. I know some of you want to know about it. I love you all I hope to see you all very soon. leave me lots of love.

My Muse
"Don't think I don't know I'm damaged," she says. "I do." I know she does. She is perched above my keyboard, Knees drawn to her chin, The ragged petals of her dress cracked and parchment-thin. The hands clasped around her legs are red and rough And end in talons. Her eyes are dark and her tongue is forked, And once wine-stained lips now drip venom. We are trapped together, she and I, And her heart holds nothing but contempt for me. I love her anyway.

My Mumm
For those who answered my mumm intellegently I thank you. I now understand why you would keep family and nude pictures in a private folder. For those who replied in a demunitive manner, I simply asked a question. As I am fairly new to the site, I tend to have questions.

My Mumm I Posted
Great question I asked today. And I asked it because of my current situation. I agree with everyone's comments. We married with the thought of living happily every after. I married for that...I even have engraved stones to prove it..that our love was solid as a rock. Now..though I find my husband wanting to give up because he screwed up on finances and now we have our house up for forclosure. It is easier for him to give up than to say I've screwed up and let sit back regroup and correct our sitation. So now i'm thrown in a situation where my own wages without his = poverty here in MD. I will have to give up my car and live in a less decent neighborhood for my kids in a small tight shack. When I asked a lawyer yesterday of my rights. I have none. My kids are not his..no child support..I have a college education no alimony, we were not married for 10 years so no pension. And since the house is already in forclosure..nothing they can do with it unless the back payments are caug

My Mumm Got Deleted...
I posted a Mumm asking people if they liked Gene Wilder or Johnny Depp better as Willi Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. After 74 votes and 20 some comments, I got a message from Fubar Admins stating that the content was either offensive, or NSFW. I was warned that my account would be deleted if I posted an NSFW Mumm in the Fubar Public areas again, and I cannot post Mumms. Do Fubar users lose their Mumm privileges automatically if a mean spirited individual clicks the box referring to a Mumm as NSFW? It looks to me like Mumms are NOT reviewed by a breathing human being if that box is checked. I wrote a reply back to the Fubar Admin -it looks like I won't get a reply for 48 hours. I hope that an Admin does actually review the Mumm content, and that the person who was "offended" by my question about a G rated movie will get some heat... The good news tho, is that I got a GREAT Deal on my car insurance ;) What do you think of all this?

My Muscles Feel Like A Melee...
Arg. I'm sore. Counted two grocery stores today for a total of 6.5 hours paid. Yippee. I felt horrible this morning... I thought I might get sick on the ride to the first store. Thankfully that didn't happen. Both stores seemed to go quite well. Took a nap when I got home which bothered me. I didn't want to sleep as long as I did :( Bleh. At least I don't have to be at work so early tomorrow. First day of Lowes. I'm hoping we don't have to count nuts and bolts this time since we did last time, I think. That will make both days so much shorter. Tuesday's going to suck. Second day of Lowes then Cost with photo lab. I do have to run my stores this month which does not make for a happy Cheryl. :( The upside is I will be getting home earlier with this run. Which is good because I have to do a run by myself the next day. Some medical supplies somewhere in town. a woo.. a hoo. Anyways, I are a tired loser... XOXO

My Music
People ask me why I love music so much. Well when I am writing a song I can write enything. What I am thinking or who I am thinking about. Some people dont like my music. I am not afrade to say what I am thinking if its good or bad. I can sing whats in my heart. I love when people tell me what thay think even if it is bad. Music is all I have in the life. It is my air.

My Music....(at Youtube)
I don't know how else to do this, but please visit my "youtube" channel . My ID is ronfiveo and when you get to the music part don't judge my singing or playing....just the song, ok? And please visit my friends channel "robsuniverse2day" ok? Thanks, all! Oh, yeah...the song is "No Salt, No Lime" !

My Mumm
I MUST APOLOGIZE 2 ALL WHO VOTED AND COMMENTED ON MY MUMM (SMILES) WHAT I DIDN'T SAY WAS THAT IT'S A PIECE FROM MY 1ST PARANORMAL ROMANCE NOVEL (SMILES) SO, NO I'M NOT ON DRUGS!!! I'M SOME1 WHO BELIEVES IN THE UNBELIEVABLE AND ALSO SOME1 WHO DARES 2 DREAM (SMILES) THANK U 2 ALL 4 UR HONESTY ALWAYS URS, QUEENKAT (KISSES)

My Music....(at Youtube)
Here's a link to my music on "youtube" I hope this works....> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tG5LUuPQ5-0 (sorry, you have to copy paste it) If it works thank you for watching and listening...please let me know if you like it or not...one way or the other, ok? All comments appreciated! Thank you..... Rio

My Mum Was Reported As Offensive!
I asked a very logical...very educated question.I was having great conversations with both views. I asked... Do you think that a person that has a rebel flag on their page is racist? This is what I got... A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. Just so you all know...I have seen mums that ask if I would rather give head or have anal sex! Come on people!!! Anyone that knows me knows that I AM NOT RACIST!!! I am a proud Georgia Peach though! KISS MY GRITTS!

My Mumm
to anyone who has recently voted or commented on my mumm titled point hound or friend and your actaul person who wants to make friends please cehk me out and if youd likeyou can send me a message on messenger shespel218 i my name on there.

My Mumm
Hey I like metal and punk.. i dont liste to emo at all... I like harcore punk... and metal is cool.. I like slyer and other bands and is willing to listen to anything excpt for emo or country... I like my music fast and hard so if you think im a poser your wrong.. But your free to give me your thoughts.. but my friends its all rock and roll to me

My Mumm...
Hey! Just a little confused here. I added a ton oF new pics and can't decide which one to use as my primary photo. Tell me what you guys think. I have to do this through a blog because im not yet a level 5 to be able to do a mumm...

My Mumm On Decisive Women Was Deleted
Your mum has been removed! Hide header Date: Sun, 30 Sep 2007 23:19:02 -0700 (PDT) From: Size: 982 B To: supermex@fubar.com Reply-To: Apparently someone on the fubar staff loves hillary clinton and is a staunch liberal that cannot fathom to hear another side. Can you imagine deleting a topic that is discussed daily on major media? And they delete my mumm concerning that....on fubar.....go figure.... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.

My Mumm's Very Funny :)
I really enjoy making mumm’s lately. I find that the answers I get are really interesting so I thought I’d share some of the more interesting thoughts with you all. It’s ok to… Be naked in your house, move to be with an internet interest, fill in guest books, and take off the top half of your clothing first when getting down and dirty with your partner. It’s also ok to say something mean if its well intentioned if it helps the person move on from an old long standing misery. It’s not ok to… Throw in bullshit when people in chat prefer to know about your real world, Its not ok to give a simple kiss to a married friend, but same friend its ok lol to sleep with her if she and her husband aren’t having sex anymore. It’s not ok to be taxed on lottery winnings, but it is ok to be taxed on that interest for the rest of your life. People on Fubar really seem to agree that Tattoo’s are the best! Lots of positive feed back and those type of mumm’s received the highest views and rati

My Mumm Strike
I'm officially on mumm strike. No, I'm not protesting all mumms or all mummers. I'm merely pointing out the people on my list who want me to vote on their mumms and then ignore mine. I love the mumms and most of the mummers, but this is bullshit. So, be warned, if you are on my list and you don't contribute to my mumms I will be calling you out in yours. I'm not saying everyone should vote on every mumm, but if I make the effort to vote on yours, you could at least show me the same amount of respect. The people who do comment but rarely vote are still ok. I'm an attention whore and it hurts my feelings to be ignored. So to my good mummer friends, I love you all. To the others, FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCKS.

My Musings, Some Might Call It Madness Lol
Sometimes when I feel Haunted I write and here is a little something. Now you will understand why Poe is one of my Favorite writers. I just free flow write sometimes and let whatever comes out , out. I am the one who waits, The gods sent me back across the ocean And almost broke my soul and spirit But they said you must go for there is a man your blood was meant to combine with. I feel so lost and weary; he is blind he cannot see me. Why did the gods send me across the ocean where I feel broken? Why could they have not left me and sent him, So much pain, so much tribulation, using all my strength until I just want my soul to be frozen so I can feel no more. I am the catalyst, I am the gate, I am the one who waits. The words drive me to madness and frustration But I won't beg my gods for mercy; its not in my nature. So many realms and lifetimes have they tried to break me; perhaps if I would surrender they would give me peace but I cannot, my blood won't let me. T

My Music Home Page
Well after some bitter issues with myspace, I reluctantly reopened my music page. Hopefully this time they don't delete my account without telling me. Anyway if you care to hear some original music, check it out. http://www.myspace.com/moonchiled

My Mumm Got Removed :(
it was a good one too! it would have made it into the top mumms list...**cries** lol...its just ridiculous because it WASNT nsfw. here are the pictures that i posted on it : then the question was simple...do i look better in white or red fishnet. ugh...freakin gay anyways thanks to all of you who supported me by re-posting, and to alice for making my bulletin look fresh :) **muahs** oh yeah...11s to comments during happy hour :)

My Music
I want to let every one know that I have the same taste in music as the former DJ Love and he has sent me everything that I didn't have that he likes so you will be hearing alot of his music on here because I like it! I have listened to former DJ Loves shows and I thought he was a really killer DJ and well people on here drove him to quit, I am working on trying to get him to DJ for me from time to time if he will cause I don't have alot of time to sit here and DJ I got other things i have to do too and they come first!

My Mum N Dad
My Dad's so sweet. He came over today while my Mum was at her weekly quilting bee. He brought me crushed ice, chocolate, mint tea, tofu 'cream cheese', ginger ale and juice. Oh yeah, and a load of clean laundry that my Mum did for me at their house. Then he took out my trash and checked my mail before going home to eat his lunch. Don't know what I'd do without them! He's 75 and she's 74. High school sweethearts, they have been married to each other for 52 years. It will be 53 on April 8th... *note* He did all of that for me while I was laid-up on disability, with my right arm in a cast up past the elbow from a work injury...

My Mumm :-d
I will be the nest GG ALLIN and show all those who view me as diease that I can do what I want cause I am NOT A conformist those who stand out will succeed You all suck cock in my moms pubes created @ 2008-02-23 15:23:23 -- expires in: 23 hr [EVERYONE] So I came to realize all the people on this site take this site too seriously. Most of you sit here and all on edge on OMG HOW MANY THINGS Are wrong with a mum or omg who crushed me. Dont you have better things to do than be a brainless waste of oxygen sheep that is a conformist. Such decapitate people and use their heads as stress balls or deskin unborn fetuses and use it as a cig filter or taking your head and bashing really hard into a saudering iron and nailing your nails to a cross claimimg you are jesus? So here is my mum are you really that much of a confromist that you need to post a mum cause you are too fucking stupid to make your own decisions? Or are you just a gay rosie odonnell fat slob and you want people to feel

My Music....
hey to all my friends, fam, fans, etc.... come and check out my unmastered and unedited (just me singing over beats I made) music on my myspace site.... www.myspace.com/jaze4304 thanx and let me know what u think... as always thanx for the luv and support Jaze

My Mumm Was Deleted!
Ok - I don't get it. I didn't see anything offensive or NSFW in my MUMM. I asked if pick-up lines work. There were a lot of votes and responses. Seemed like a lot of people had some witty things to say. Then I get a message telling my that my MUMM has been deleted because it violated the TOS by either being NSFW or offensive. What the heck? Why would the fu-ministration delete the whole thing instead of the comments they may have found offensive? What a bunch of douche-baggery!! I see more offensive things on people's profile than anything posted on the MUMM. Look at some of the comments on people's profiles - showing people fucking on "Happy HumpDay", and women getting their pussy eaten on "Thirsty Thursday", yet I ask a question and some a-hole decides it is NSFW. Dumb-asses! You want NSFW? Go here http://www.hai2u.com or www.2girls1cup.com or www.goatse.ch THOSE are NSFW.

My Mumm
OK all, I should think out how to write my next mumm. I was referring to the people who blast for points, it is only fair to return the favor, I should have posted all replies, feel free to repost and I will accept all. Thanks

My Muse
My Muse by LateNiteFantasy© Shall I compare thee to a summers day? Nah! No offense my love, But to compare your cheesy smile, To the delicate morning rosebud petal, Beside a shimmering lake would be a bit much. Besides, roses give you hay fever. Shall I compare thee to a summers day? Hardly! I think you'd agree my sweet, That to compare your long legged amble, To the nimble strolling of a noble dear, In a field of Mayflowers would be laughable. But it doesn't stop me smiling when you walk towards me. Shall I compare thee to a summers day? Why? It is probable my dear, That I could pen one thousand verses in a day, Comparing your crinkling blue eyes, To that of the rising tide at dawn. But honestly, I think I'd rather spend that day with you. Besides, you'd probably think they were stupid. Knowing full well that I love you.

My Mum
This is my Sis Tracy, she is in a comp for Fu bucks & Bling. I have so many friends on my list that I am hoping you can help her out. Even a Rate would help help her. Is that to much to ask for from anyone. Tracy needs 30,000 comments and as many rates as possible. All love shown we will be returned So come and help her as much as you can. If anyone is so kind as to leave Tracy 100 comments I will give them a 1 credit BLING for every 100 comments left for her. Just PM me when you have done this. Thank you Di aka PiNkLaDy xx (repost of original by 'Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original*' on '2008-07-24 09:03:49')

My 69 Munch
Sixtyninemunch is close to making Godfather he only needs 300k to level plz go by & show him some luv ty everyne who helps in advance!!! :):) just click the link below: SixtyNineMunch ~CLUB UNITED~REDNECK FAMILY CIRCLE~FU-OWNED BY ROXY AND TEXAS TWISTER@ fubar

My Mum
Never in a million years would you think I would be the legal guardian of anyone. Never in a million years would you think I would be the legal guardian of someone older then me. My mother went for surgery a few weeks ago, and long story short because of many different excuses they had to put it off for a week. When they finally did put the stints in (she has some blood clots in veins in her brain), every thing went fine. This was the third time she had it done. After the procedure, she started to feel dizzy and threw up. She had a very severe stroke.There was a lot of bleeding in her brain. As of Friday night, they didn't know if she was going to live. I've been back and forth to DC all weekend. As of Sunday night, they think she will live. They aren't sure, but that is what they think. She was breathing on her own for a little while, they've been back and forth between putting her on the respirator. On Monday, she could respond to simple commands. If you ask her to squeeze your ha

My Musical Life
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1) Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2) Put it on shuffle 3) Press play 4) For every question, type the song that's playing 5) When you go to a new question, press the next button 6) Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... Opening Credits: Fun, Fun, Fun - The Beach Boys Wake Up: Big Casino - Jimmy Eat World First Day At School: (I'm Not Your) Steppin' Stone - The Monkees Falling In Love: Nookie - Limp Bizkit lmfaoooooooooooo Fight Song: Out is Through - Alanis Morissette Breaking up: Love Lies - Bon Jovi Hmmmmmmmm Prom: Forget That Girl - The Monkees lol - yeah he has long since... and what is it with teh monkees, i haven't listened to them in ages! Life: Let's Get Rocked - Def Leppard Mental Breakdown: Torn and Frayed - The Rolling Stones Driving: Freak on a Leash - Korn Flashback: Never Is Enough - Barenaked Ladies G

My Musical Life (being A Sheep)
Was bored, sue me IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1) Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2) Put it on shuffle 3) Press play 4) For every question, type the song that's playing 5) When you go to a new question, press the next button 6) Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... Opening Credits: A Gift Or A Curse - Iced Earth Wake Up: Zero Chance - Soundgarden First Day At School: A Modern Myth - 30 Seconds To Mars Falling In Love: Majesty - Blind Guardian Fight Song: Overkill - Motorhead Breaking up: Texas Strut - Gary Moore Prom: Why I Sing The Blues -B.B. King Life: Burden In My Hand - Soundgarden Mental Breakdown: Harvester Of Sorrow - Metallica Driving: Forever - Stratovarius Flashback: Traveler In Time - Blind Guardian Getting back together: No Need To Explain - Lacuna Coil Wedding: Gambler's Blues (That is awesome, LMAO) Birth of Child: Fall

"my Museum."
“My Museum.” This is my museum, hidden in my home It’s not the kind with arrowheads, or fossils locked in stone You see, my treasures are more “personal” because I took them all myself I have the fondest memories of these objects on the shelf There is a special album, the red one resting there Not the kind with photos, mine’s stuffed with locks of hair And then there is a mason jar, on the ledge beneath It rattles when you shake it because it’s filled with human teeth Another vessel near it too, in fact it’s right beside This one makes no noise at all, because it holds formaldehyde But that is not the only thing this jar keeps locked inside Because floating in that liquid are many sets of eyes. The cops would call them “trophies”, these objects that you see But that just seems so cold, because they mean much more to me They talk to me, these things, they whisper in my head They remind me of the “good times” when I’m lying in my bed My museum is not public, fo

My Mumm...
December 12, 2008 @ 5:16 pm #41 of 46 LMAO'D???? Laugh My Ass Off'd??? Laughing My Ass Offed?? makes no sense and your an idiot you ruined my night I got called an idiot by someone who doesn't know proper contractions. Gotta love mummin'!

My Muse
I have crossed oceans of time to find you. I have fallen to earth with wings of ash and walked through the valleys of sorrow, to only stand close to you, to be in the presence of such beauty. I have forsaken my immortality. and yet feel content to only hide in the shadows of your soul. to taste the essence of passion that courses deep inside your being, to feel the life that flows through your veins. in your eyes i find solace, in your smile i find salvation, and yet in your absence i am tormented by demons of solitude. to this i am a prisoner, but to you i remain unknown. for you have become my muse