Not that anybody probably cares, but my life has taken a lot of ups and downs in the last couple of months. Well mainly just downs. So I made this blog mainly just so I can rant about it and maybe I would feel better. I really love my kids and that is about it right now. I loathe my bf at the current time, not just for the fat comment, but for other reasons I suppose. I am sick of working 50 hours a week and not being able to pay all of my bills. I am sick of myself always letting people walk all over me. I don't know why I allow this to happen but I do. I am sick of people at work just assuming that I can fix all of their dumbass stupid mistakes and picking up all their slack. If I hear
"Patricia's smart, she can do it" one more time, I might scream!! The things in life that I love are my children,shopping, math, tennis, and music as a whole. If I could work as an actuary, live out in the country with my kids, play a bit of tennis, go shopping, and jam every night I think I would be happy as person could be. Sooo anyway if I have been bitchy to you..sorry but it's probably gonna happen again!
