well the is whats going around in my mind right now. i feel lonely as hell i dont know way it seems the only thing thats keep me happy is drinking and weed why is that is my life that big of a mess that thats the only then to keep me happy. i have friend i love to death. i know its all in my mind its just sometimes i get to the point when i just want to give up but i cant its like my life is dark and i just want to get out of the dark well i dont think im doing that well so im done until something puts me down again
