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My Heart
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll vow should you give yours to me. The lady I adore!!!

My Heart Is For Another
Today i sit here and think to myself about how much i've been hurt, and yet try to make my heart whole again... I want to give it out to someone who takes my breath away and makes me weak at the knees, a person so kind, and who can love me for me...I want HONESTY and with that comes TRUST, someone who can be OPEN and talk to me about anything and NOT hide things from me.... I want to be LOVED by only one person and to be the ONLY one that they will EVER LOVE....To know that with everyday our love will grow stronger. I know i'm not perfect and no man will ever be...But i do have a heart full of love and is willing to give all out to the one who will have it to hold and to cherish forever....I will always give thanks to that person who makes me happy by treating her like a princess. I would give her so much to let her know that i'm a great man to love and forever be with...... i would give her a goodmorning kiss everyday, roses for no reason at all, kisses on the forehaed, hugs so sof

My Heart Cries! Written 11/21/07
My Heart Cries! My Heart cries for the kisses we use to share it cries for the intimacy that is no longer there it cries for the feel of your body against mine it cries from being undesired, the message sent to my mind it cries from the love it holds for you it cries cause it knows no others will do it cries from the lonliness night after night it cries cause it realizes its losing the fight it cries for your light which brightened it's tomb it cries cause without you, it knows its doomed written by Some1special2k

My Heart In You....
My Heart In You In your heart you bind me And cut me to the bone. In your pain you spite me My life feels utterly done. Knife cuts deep and drain my life Blood lust is frenzied within you. Writhing on the floor alone My heart is all that you knew. Laid bare my soul it found you Sucked me in you did. None other shall ever own it I’ll forever keep it hid. Nights and days without your touch Pure agony for me now I now not what I can ever do To bring you back around. Cloaked and guarded your boys they hide you Keep you from your man. I’d gladly kneel before your out stretched hand and Bring forth my eyes your gaze. I’m but one man, loves chosen one For you to walk next to in life. To stand beside to hold forever I give you my love, my life. Deeply cut but not undone My love knows forgiveness and faith Your heart I won and want to come Be near you forever no pain.

My Heart
Your Heart Is Red You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart. Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person! Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense What you bring to relationships: Honesty What Color Heart Do You Have?

My Heart
My Heart My heart your heart Electrons bring us together but still apart I watch your face on the screen Smiling and laughing, just at me My senses reel Incredible you make me feel My dreams at night are filled with you Aches and longings for the time when We can be one not two Just to sit next to thee and see your face To hold thy hand and create a private space To tell you of my love that I have for thee The passion and flame also that will make us free I hunger for you and your scent Yearning to hear your laughter as we lay spent My sensual Princess of snow and ice Kiss me with those lips of fire and spice Touch my body with thy eager hands Caress me slowly; your fingertips a glowing brand Feel the strength in my arms Know the power that will cause no harm Look deep into my eyes See the depths of blue night skies You hold my soul in thy thrall Master, Lover, Friend To You I would be all

My Heart Ache's
My heart ache's for you It yearn's to feel you next to it It ache's because you're so far away My heart ache's because I LOVE YOU!! My heart beats for YOU and no one else, It's breaking because your not here Your not here to hold me, I hope you will be with me soon, MY LOVE!! My heart waits for yours to be beating next to it My heart will wait until the end of time for you. MY HEART ACHE'S FOR THE ONE I LOVE!!! i miss you baby, and hope to be with you soon. I LOVE YOU!!

My Hearts Song
loving you is easy. Cause of what you stand for. Like a dream I awake from deep slumber. Only to to be mezmorized, by your enchanting beauty. Your what God intended for a woman to be, in my eyes. How can I stop thinking of you. When my every breath revolves around you. The ground on which you walk is blessed. Within you I see the light. That God meant to be seen by keen eyes and a true heart. My knees shake I tremble and fall, like a religous experince. Baby I have been thinking, and if love dose prevail. Then so can we. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

My Hearts Abyss
Am I here to feel pain? To cry aloud with no one to hear On deaf ears my cries fall standing alone As I wonder how it has become from young to a man Pain is constant Emotional, physical, mental The rain pours atop my head I can not breath I gasp for air Mouth full of water Staggering down the street Vision impaired So now I lay down Weakened by the torment Suffering from the pain No longer able to breath Cause I'm drowning in this rain G'zus Calderon original Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

My Head Spits Forth Lines.. Idfk
There must be something more than this Head hits pillow; is this what I'm here for Mundane conditions unsatisfied, wanting breathing Lusting for life that is more than the obvious Water tropical, language of unheard tongues Kisses leave me breathless, nights leave me restless, A design of mine and my own time, a touch that ends in not enough, as feet keep pacing my heart racing, breeze kissed by every sea kisses over the heart of me, and you... You are here and reality, your eyes Drink the drought of me, a touch and you won't be without me, sea kissed wind alarm rings again, back in my own bed, and you are only a figment in my head

My Hero Is Dead!
Daredevil Evel Knievel dies at 69 Associated Press, Updated 5 hours ago CLEARWATER, Fla. (AP) - Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over crazy obstacles including Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69. Knievel's death was confirmed by his granddaughter, Krysten Knievel. He had been in failing health for years, suffering from diabetes and pulmonary fibrosis, an incurable condition that scarred his lungs. Knievel had undergone a liver transplant in 1999 after nearly dying of hepatitis C, likely contracted through a blood transfusion after one of his bone-shattering spills. He also suffered two strokes in recent years. Longtime friend and promoter Billy Rundle said Knievel had trouble breathing at his Clearwater condominium and died before an ambulance could get him to a hospital. "It's been

My Heart
The time that i spent with you ment everything to me I thought I was in heaven and never wanted to leave but the first time I told you how I felt about you it scared you away I know that i should never have opened my heart to you for some reason I felt safe with you I trusted you I thought I had it all when I was with you but the day you told me that you did not want to see me any more you brought so much pain to me I dont think there are words for the pain that I have now all I can say is I cry everytime we talk you are the only one that I know that can bring a smile to my face like you do when I am down all I have to do is look back on the past and think of all the good times that we had together

My Heart
I have been seeing this guy for a little over a month now and we've been having alot of fun. We went out, we stayed in, he even got along great with Nicole(which is a must). But as things progressed, I became a little bit uncomfortable with the rate at which the relationship was going. Ok so no biggie. This guy and i talked, and agreed that it was going a little fast for both of our liking; that he was starting to like me a bit more than I liked him. His emotions were just going a little faster than mine, which is quite different for me. We decided to back off from each other a bit and just continue being friends. Although he says he's ok with it, I know he's a little hurt to know that I did not have the same amount of feeling for him as he did me. I feel like he feels led on. And now as I think about all of this more and more, I think maybe I'm scared. Scared of what?? I dont know. I know that the last guy who i honestly and truely loved did not really know me and accept me,

My Heroes
HEY, THANK YOU FOR SO MANY RESPONSES ABOUT THE BLOGS THAT I HAVE POSTED FOR MY TROOPS. I HAVE ADDED PICS OF THE MEN WHO HAS INSPIRED ME TO SHARE ALL OF THESE WITH YOU. I DON'T MIND IF YOU REPOST ANY OF THESE BLOGS BUT PLEASE AND BE KIND AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE DOING IT. ALSO AND BE KIND TO GIVE CREDIT WHERE YOU GOT IT FROM. THANK YOU. NOW MANY OF YOU ARE PROBABLY SCRATCHING YOUR HEAD AND THINKING WHY IS SHE DOING ALL OF THIS? I HAVE BEEN ACCUSED OF BEING IN LOVE WITH THE UNIFORM. I HAVE BEEN ACCUSED OF BEING JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHERS WHO WANTS TO BE WITH A SOLDIER (MARINES,NAVY,AIR FORCE, AND ARMY) SO SHE CAN TAKE EVEYTHING AWAY FROM US THAT WE WORKED HARD FOR. TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS...NO I AM NOT OUT TO BE WITH A SOLDIER TO GET HIS BENEFITS, HIS MONEY OR HIS LIFE INSURANCE MONEY IF SOMETHING WAS TO HAPPEN TO HIM. NO I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH THE UNIFORM EITHER. THE REAL REASON I DO IT IS BECAUSE YALL ARE DOING SOMETHING THAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE MANY YEARS AGO WHEN I WA

My Head Is In The Clouds
My head is in the clouds today, I'm not sure what to do.Because no matter what I'm doing or where I go,I am overcome by thoughts of you. Thoughts of holding you and of our first kiss,Until we meet, it's you my heart will miss. Thoughts of your smile racing across your face,As we hold each other in a loving tight embrace. Thoughts of holding your hand as we walk side by side,On the sandy beach as we watch the incoming tide. Thoughts of your eyes as they stare into mine,And your words of love how they sound so divine. So as you can see I've got a lot on my mind,I'm going to sit back now and try to unwind. I love you so very much...XoXoXo ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

My Hero!!
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155 mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field str

My Hero
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155 mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field str

My Heart
Too good or no good. All or nothing. It is what it is. Or is it? Another grain of salt taken. I can make room for this pile. Like a pill, u made me sick in the beginning, an appetite increased to decrease another. I have ur part time divided attention, that I find reasonable and that matters. I dont take for granted the little time we do spend. Each time, I try to take a piece of u with me in exchange for pieces of me. I'll take your words, your knowledge and use them positively. I will carry your heart with me at all times to make sure it is not neglected or mistreated. I will listen to it when it needs listening and tell it," I am not perfect but I'll work hard to keep you with me." Believe it, or don't believe it. I have my own bank account, I pay my own debts so I don't want money. I just want your heart because u have mine.

My Heart
I love you with all my heart; I long for you when we're apart; I wish I could wipe away all your tears; Look you in your eyes and somehow take away all your fears; I wish I could also take away your pain; Love you in such a way that you will know you have everything to gain; I want to take you in my arms and hold you ever tight; Show you that you're the one I love with all my might; I know in my heart you're the best; There is no comparison to the rest; Being with you makes my heart sing; I believe together we could do anything; I'm ever consumed by your presence; It only takes your essence; The chemistry between us is on fire; My love for you will never tire.

My Heart
I wonder who will ever win the priceless treasure deep from within I wonder who will find the key to unlock the gem inside of me I wonder who will have the eyes to see into my soul's dear prize I wonder who will be able to hear its soft beat with his tender ears I wonder who will know how to give the undying love my heart needs to live.

My Heart Cannot Accept What My Mind Already Knows"
It's hard to believe that she and i could of been but still... I don't know why it's so difficult to accept. I keep repeating to myself that she's too good for the likes of me but in my heart i can't let go Maybe someday........just maybe my heart will believe what my mind already knows that she's to good for the likes of me.

My Heart
I can’t give anymore to you. I’ve given and given and given. You’ve used me up and there’s nothing left. Not for you. Not for me. Not for anyone. In a year I’ve given you my heart, my time, my patience, my support, my strength, my money, my life. I have nothing to show for myself. I have no real boyfriend because you won’t commit to me. I haven’t even seen in you 5 months despite you spending 5 or 6 days a week at a job that is less than 30 miles from my home. Sure we talk just about daily but when I have what you consider a moment of weakness and I ask you to tell me you love me and that I’m important to you the only response that you can muster is “I hate it that you are so insecure”. There’s nothing insecure about me. I just want to make sure that you’ve given your heart just as I’ve given mine. You have something that’s mine. It’s clear that you never really gave yours to me. I think that it’s time that we exchange goods. Wait, it’s just my heart that ne

My Heart Speaks
IT'S SAD TO BE ALONE THIS TIME OF YEAR WITH CHRISTMAS JUST PASSED, A NEW YEAR SOON HERE A TIME FOR LOVERS OF ALL AGES, YOUNG AND OLD A TIME WHEN LOVES SWEET STORY REALLY CAN BE TOLD BUT FRIENDS, I'M IN THE LONLIEST PLACE OF ALL WHERE THE HEART OF THIS ROMANTIC NEEDS SOMEONE HERE TO BE MY ALL, I WONDER NOW, HAD I FOUND HER AND LET HER GO? COULD I HAVE LOST MY SOUL MATE N REALLY NOT HAVE KNOWN? THIS SINGLE LIFE THAT PLAGUES ME CONSTANTLY, IT MAY BE GREAT FOR OTHERS, BUT IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT FOR ME MY HEART HAS SO MUCH LOVE IT WANTS TO GIVE I NEED MY MISSING PIECE SO I CAN REALLY LIVE IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK TO BE IN LOVE FOREVER? TO HAVE SOMEONE, KEEP THEM LOVED, HAPPY N SAFE AND ALWAYS STAY TOGETHER? MY HEART IS LOSING HOPE, THIS MUCH I KNOW THIS TIME MAYBE I'LL LET ALL MY DREAMS GO THINK MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION SHOULD BE I'M DESTINED TO BE ALONE, SO MAKE THE MOST OF LIFE N BE HAPPY N YET MY FRIENDS, IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DONE WHEN ALL YOUR LIFE YOU'VE PRAYED YOU'D FIN

My Heart Aches!!
Sometimes when I'm alone, I set here in silence wondering if you are up there looking down on me. If you were here would you recongnize the woman your little girl has grown up to be? Would you be proud of all the things I have done? When I look in the mirror all I see, is a reflection of someone that resembles no one. I was to young to remember the characteristics of your face, your actions, or even the sound of your voice. The color of your eyes are a mystery to me. Do I have your eyes, your smile, your personality, or do I have anything at all that you passed on to me? I hear it's nice in heaven. There is sunny skies as far as you can see. It's a home where you live al ife with no pain, suffering, just plain happiness. The perfect place. If there was a chance you could come back home, I wounder what you would say to me? Would you hold my hand and comfort me, or would you say I love you like mother's do? I set and think how it isn't fair that you weren't able to be there to brai

My Head Hurts
I have been sick for the last 3 days!! I had plans for New years!!! I had to stay home last night because I am so sick. My head feels like it will explode. I am out of medicine and I am too sick to drive myself up there. My son said he would walk up to the corner store to get me cold meds. Why couldnt I have been feeling better for the New Year!! I had PLANS!!! UGGHHHH............ I hope the rest of the year goes better than the start of it....lmao

My Heart
Walls closing in all around me hoping I don't lose you but in the end all I can do is hope... Losing you would be like losing apart of me, you may not think so but it's true... The time we have been together I have made mistakes I can't take them back or say sorry enough for them... I can tell you that them will never happen again cause I don't want to lose you... No one is prefect at all in the world and I don't want you to think that I want you to be cause I know I am not... All we can do is work through our problems and see where that leaves us if it's ment to be it will be... I love you so much I am willing to try anything I hope you realize that before it's to late...

My Heart
♫Smokey BeaЯ®♫@ fubar Baby You Have No Idea How Much You Mean To Me!... You Are.. My Heart My World My First Thought When I Wake Up In The Morning The Last Thought Before I Go To Sleep. My Hope For The Future You Make My Heart Explode With Just A Simple I Love You. We Defiently Have Our Ups And Downs But We Have Proven That There Is No Opstical We Can't Get Through. I Can't Wait To Be With You. It Seems Like A Long Ways Away But Time Flys When Your Having Fun. I Can't Wait To.. Kiss You Hug You Cuddle With You & Watch Cartoons LOL Look Into Your Eyes And Say I Love You Goof Off In Public (Even Tho I Told You Id Get Embaressed Lol) Hold Hands Have Petty Fights Then Make Up ;) Lol ...Gahhh I Dream Of Those Days With You. I Love You With All My Heart..And Just Remember The Saying "Miles Mean Nothing When You Are In Love"

My Heart, My Soul, Forever
It all started with a simple hello As we met over the internet. But as our conversations got to be more, Things seemed to change from when we first met. A stange feeling started to over take me Something that I've never felt before. It seemed so strange but felt so good, I craved for that feeling more and more. The innocent way we chatted back and forth Kept us going all day and night long. With the excitement of knowing we will soon speak, Was like the words of a beautiful love song. The more we spoke the better it got And there was no mistaking the way I felt. My heart was pounding and my palms were sweaty, Every word she speaks my heart begins to melt. This thing called LOVE is starting to overtake me Like the moonlight shining on a bright clear night. When I look up and see the bright moon rays, I think of her and think what a beautiful sight. As I stood out in the field Glancing at the moons shining rays. It made me stop and really think, WOW she's a

My Heart
I dont know what it is about me but for some reason or other I have this huge heart and no matter how many times I get burned in the process I am still a very loving and caring person and I would give a total stranger my last dollar if it would help them out.. I am one of tose hopelessly romantic types a cuddlewhore ive been called.. Id rather hold someone in my aarms than sex i mean dont get me wrong love sex im a natural nympho but its just the fact of I like holding somone close to me I dont know if its just because of how I was raised or maybe seperation issues from a young age but I want to please my woman and make sure shes happy no matter what the cost might be.. as long as shes smiling im happy and thats the way I am with not just my woman but an of my close girl-friends and im that way with my guy friends to but not the whole holding thin im a complete homophob... im saying I want the best for them and whatever they need im more than willing to give them... Im always at the en

My Heart Is Dieing
The one that makes me cry is the only one that can see me smile The one that makes me sad is the only one that can make me happy The only one that makes me feel bad is the only one that can make me feel good What i'm trying to say is if their is only one man that can make me sad is the only one that can make me happy then you are the only one that i want to be with even if you make me sad and i hope with every part of me you feel the same you might not understand but i will tell you this untill you do

My Heart Is Hurting....
does your heart ever hurt, physically hurt? you know its not actually anything wrong but it feels as though its in a million pieces and there is no one to help you put it all back together?makes me so freakin angry when it hurts like this for no damned good reason that I can see... people have it way worse and they are okay. so what gives? how do you fix something when you can't even find the problem?

My Heart
You knocked down my wall. You have shown me how to feel with my whole heart. You have shown me not to run away from how I feel. You’ve accepted me for who I am, faults and all. You don’t care if the road is going to get a little rocky. You have stood there like my rock. You have talked me through things I never thought I could tell anyone. You love me for who I am and don’t expect anything more than just that, for me to be me. You’ve scared me by making me feel like this, but I wouldn’t change a single moment. I am handing my heart to you on a platter. You have my heart and soul in your hands. They are yours, now and forever. I don’t ever want to feel like this for anyone else. I want this to be forever, if possible. My heart and soul are in your hands. Please don’t hurt them, they’re very fragile.

My Head
I'm going to be lonely...thats right, you heard me, LONELY.... I'm going to learn my way around loneliness. Make a map of it. Sit with it, for once in my life. Welcome the human experience. Why you ask.... because, never again do i want to use another person's body or emotions or sweet talking ways as a scratching post for my own unfulfilled yearnings like i have for years and years..... I'va always disappeared into the person I love. I am the permeable membrance. If I love you, you can everything... my time, my devotion, my ass, my family, my dog, my cat, my dogs money.... you get the picture! I will carry all your pain, I will protect you, i will give you the sun and the rain.... i will give you everything until i am sooo exhausted and depleted that the only way i can recognize myself is to run away and look for someone else to be infatuated with... This has been my cycle... my "man cycle" if you will! I always promise myself it will be different the next time .. and it never i

My Hearts Desire
My hearts Desire what this heart desires as I dream of a life anew is the ability to be tender to find freedom again in what is simple what my heart desires is the parts of me not yet defined as I grow into the next phase of the woman i still am yet to become what my heart desires is to live fully this life to reign in bliss and grace as I seek the comforts of hearth, joy and home what my heart desires is wisdom And a steady temperment kindness and compassion and the ability to live by the strength of convictions I hold true what my heart desires is the ability to share without reservations to give of myself and receive things of the heart to learn risk and trust again to find and believe in love again what my heart desires is to wipe away the past to not feel the pain or the tears caused by those who truly don’t know how to love to not remember the disappointment the worl

My Heart
I think of you at night, while everyone's asleep. I wonder if you really care, Or are your feelings weak. I never really could tell, And to this day I still believe, That one day love will heal us, Not you and me...but we. Always on time was our theme, But I never paid attention, 'Cause as long as you were there, No one else was ever mentioned. We argue constantly, And when I finally think you're gone, Once again you find some way, To make my hating you seem wrong. The way you used to look at me, As I stood so far away, But when I said I hated it, You really made my day. I now know that when it comes to you, All my games are played, Because I have no choice but realness. My lying pushed you away. If you only knew, What it does to hear your voice. My heart trembles at your appearance, And love is my only choice. Will we ever be together, Without the drama and the fights? I do believe that one day, You will warm

My Hero
My hero For my Dad you have been there for me if i wanted you or not you meant everything to me and i know it might not have shown but you are my only hero you kept me on the right path you opened doors and you pushed me high so that i could fly as far as i could go i know we argued and i know we bickerd but through all and all it ended the same you knew me more than i know me you showed me thingsi'd never seen i know that to you i meant everything but did you know you were my everything? you gave me all i have and showed me what i don't you keept me humble and you keept me true but the best you did is let me know what i did and no matter what i did you' were still there you were the only one who has stayed with me stayed by me and loved me through all these things are the reasons why you are and always will be my hero you were and always will be my Dad my Hero MRRCP 2008

My Heart
here my heart sits, waiting for you to accept what it has to offer will you take what it feels and hold it near or will you throw it away it just wants to love you like no one else can what it feels for you i can not stop i have tried and tried over and over again but it tells me it belongs to you that it where it wants to be in with your heart beating as one so here sits my heart waiting for you will you accept it or will you throw it away it tells me it does not want another only the one it has has chosen for me so here sits my heart waiting for you.

My Heart Skips A Beat When I Think Of You, But In A Bad Way
cut cut my wrist today, i'm in a sad and sorry state. this isn't how i wanna be. fall fall falling from grace, back and forth in this room i pace. i tried so hard to be what you wanted me to till the pressure built and i blew. ruined everything that meant something to me and now i'm left with nothing. you took it away from me, away from me, away from me. there's no looking back now our pages have been wrote down in this book of our history. i won't be looking back now, i'll stop thinking how i could have made you love me. when i'm still the same person you used to dream about. i won't change for anyone.

My Head
It must be because I have a headache that I am thinking all kinds of weird stuff. I am so feeling the need to tell people what I really think about them in the worst way. If I change the names people will still know who I am talking about.This kinda sucks!! I think I will do it on another site that I blog on and feel ooohhh sooo much better!! People need to pull their heads out of their asses and learn to be truthful and not screw with others emotions.I need to go to the target range,I don't care how cold it is I am in a pissy mood and have no one to take it out on!!!!!

My Heart Is Broken
Today has been one of those days..I have felt so alone and out of touch. I havent felt like this in a very long time and i dont know why. I have met some great people who have put me back into a place of happiness and joy. And then today someone who i have been very close to said that no one really cared about me and that i would never find anyone to ever want to take the time out of their lives to give me a chance. For the first time in a long time I cried. It hurts because I dont want to believe this person, but then in a way I have to because of the way people have just stopped talking to me lately. These last few months have been a drain on me physically and emotionally with the divorce and the custody stuff. I havent been this drained since i had to bury my mom and dad. For all my friends who happen to read this. If i have done anything to any of you I am sorry. Please give this now lost and wandering soul a second chance at redemption. I know my son will always be by m

My Heartbeat
My Heartbeat You're my heartbeat, my heart it self You're the reason I live today You're that angel that was always through my heart Cooling me down when I was hot Keeping me warm when I was cold Keeping me brave when I was scare Giving me joy when I was sad Making me happy when I was crying You're the beat of my heart, my reason for living You kept me going when I couldn't walk You helped me stand when my feet were tired I thank God for blessing me Giving me hopes, reasons to live for Strengthen my body strengthen my soul Blessed me with you my heart is now complete I love you my son you are my heart You are with me you are my heartbeat. LOVE DADDY!

My Hero My Friend
My hero My friend, it has been a long hard road, sometimes it was so cold. My hero My friend where has the year gone. Is it time for you to fly, i dont want to say goodbye. I wont ever forget the tears, or all your fears. I will hold the memories close. My hero My friend. I kept you safe until you could fly, now it is your turn to watch me from above. Heavens doors have opened, i can hear the angels calling, as my tears are falling. New doors have opened, now it is your turn to go beyond the life you lived. My hero My friend, it has been a long hard road, but it is time for the tears to be wiped away, and the frown turn to a smile. The roller coaster ride is over. Just close your eyes and dream. I have never left your side, the grandkids wont forget, the little outfits you use to make out of love. My hero my friend It is your turn to make your dreams come true. To see all that you have longed to see. My hero My friend It is time. Time for you to f

My Heart
he walked so softly into my heart.. i never saw him coming but i felt him before i knew it he walked right in i never knew what hit me... how could he just walk right in so softly? i didnt feel it coming i didnt see it coming i just felt him there one day how could he get in? where did my guard go? how did he get in there? how could this be? how could i love him ? how could i not see? he walked so softly into my heart...

My Heart
times go by and i think why should i care anymore , is life realy worth all the hassel ! i mean wanting and needing love. to be honest ive looked for more than a year now and yes ive found ladies that i was very interested in and and who SEEMED TO BE INTERESTED IN ME! im very interested in one now but i still think is it worth taking the chance to be hurt again? going through all the steps that life leads a person in ? The issues she has or may encouter doesnt bother me BUT what does bother me is am i doing this becouse this is what god wants me to do or is it becouse im lonely ? no matter what the issue is im in major need of love and affection !! now i know sum might call me a loser for this but you know what? I DONT GIVE A F&*K!!! i have a big heart and i have so much love to give but im afriad to show it much less give it!! im competely scared to fall for someone becouse i dont want hurt!! only if i knew what to do.........

My Heart
Did you sleep well? Did you feel warmth wrap around you in the middle of the night? Did a smile grace your face while deep in dreams? Did you wake up refreshed and ready for the new day? (something not common…LOL) I have a feeling you did. Why? Well, I was told a secret by my Heart when I awoke. Last evening when my conscience finally gave into my subconscious and you moved from my thoughts into my dreams, after my Heart knew I was happy because I was holding you closely, my Heart went to visit you. My Heart arrived to see you sleeping. My Heart made sure you were safe and sound. But my Heart was not happy with just that. My Heart wrapped itself around you, to hold you tight and let you know you are cared for. My Heart kissed your soul. My Heart talked to yours. Your Heart let mine know it is cared for. Your Heart reminded my Heart it is desired as much as mine desires yours. This morning when I rose from my slumber I was at peace. I woke with a smile…not a common morning s

My Heart And Soul
No matter how far you are or where you are No matter how much space between us But I will wait for you with hope in my heart My love still lonely and search for your soul Yes, it is miserable when you are not close to me I am sure my world is better when I am in your arms My love for you is pure, divine and grows sure in me Your love has no condition on me and sets me free Waiting for you to feel your gentle touch Waiting for you to hear your soften voice Waiting for you to get your huge hug Waiting for you to get your deep kiss Yes, I find all my happiness in loving you No matter when or how soon you will come back But my heart is waiting for you.

My Heart
Well I was on my way to work Wed. am and started hurting in my chest, I didn't think to much of it a first, bur I got nauseated , to make a long story shorter i got to work and my Boss/friend who is also a EMT suggested i go get checked out. so I went to ER and they kept me. Thur. & Fri. they put through a battery of stress test which were no fun at all! The first one was a chemical stress test and it failed because they couldn't get my heart rate to go up where they wanted to see it. The second on work and it was scary, the results came back abnormal. So Sat am they took me back for a (Heart Cath). That I wasn't pleased with but at least I would know what was going on. Good news is they found my heart to be in great shape with no blockages. I was relived! They let me go home sat. night But they want me to schedule some more test for gastro intestinal problems to see if i have a Hidal hernia, or ulcer. So anyway I'm back home and can go back to work in few days! whoo hooo! SO I'm just

My Heart
you held my heart in the palm of your hand and you ground it into the ground and now because of you i will never be the same. you swore you loved me, and you swore you would never leave me, but you left me in pain for nothing.

My Heart In Million Of Pieces
I am in love with a man who can only fix my heart.. he has lied to me , was told he cheated on me, and hurt me physical and emtionally.. i still love him i was with him for 9 years.. he means the world to me.. but it seems he dont really care... had to go to the doctors n the news was not good.. have no way to talk to him.. guess he really dont care... if i dont hear from him soon then i will have to make a very big decission that will affect our boys life... time will tell...

My Hero
One day you get an email telling you that I've been kidnapped, no name signed anywhere, no address, no clue whatsoever to where I am. Worried you frantically call the house number here and some guy answers, you ask him where I am and what's going on. He tells you there's an ongoing investigation and that I was indeed kidnapped. I was seen by the old woman across the road, being drug outta the house by my hair, wearing only my bra and panties. I was shoved into a light brown, ugly car that had completely disappeared by the time the cops got there. Four older ugly men had come and got me. The police filled you in on the rest and you decided to look for me, you look everywhere here in town looking for a car with the same description but find nothing. At last you decided to go down by the lake and hunt for me. Spying a brown car and 3 men talking beside it, you hide and wait for them to leave, just knowing that you had finally found a clue. But the 4th man is nowhere in sight. ! Hearing

My Heros
I have two heros in my life one is my daddy and the most important one is my husband. He is in Iraq right now and I really admire him for fighting for not only my freedom but everyone out there no matter who they are.

My Heart Speaks
I need you and want you more than you know. I can't help how I feel, I just love you so. You are in my mind and in my dreams. You are everywhere I look it seems. I love you more now than ever before. But when tomorrow comes, I'll love you even more. My heart is filled with love for you. I hope one day you feel this way to. At the same time, my heart is empty inside. I yearn to be with you and have you by my side. I hope you can see my love is so real. My heart is telling you just how I feel. MIG

My Health: I'm Okay.
No worries. The ultrasound came up clear. My blood tests are mostly back to normal now. I'm gonna get back on my bcp's to regulate my hormones and... the doctor wanted to do a catscan, but I've had two in the last two years... as well as MRIs and what have you... dangerously high amount of radiation to be exposed to.... and she wanted to do another laparoscopy and I was like... I had that done in 2004 or 2005..... and yeah.... I'm hoping everything comes together the way it needs to. Hopefully the pain subsides and the symptoms fade. Thanks for your prayers. I'm close to back to haunting the eff out of yous. I gotta go. I have LOTS of errands to run tomorrow.... er today. Yeah.

My Heart....
Your Heart is Red and Purple Your heart is strong and powerful. You are dominant, competent, and brave. You bring order and support to relationships. You're good at being the one in control. What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

My Heart Is Black
Lately I find myself Putting on the same clothes everyday Trying to recapture The way it went I find myself Lying like I’m dead I’m crazy in my head I know The days run My heart is black My soul is lost in a maze of hate Lately I find myself Sleeping alone Hoping to hear your voice I find myself Rearranging my thoughts Reversing this heart Returning the being I know The days run My heart is black My soul is lost in a maze of hate How am I gonna freeze tomorrow When it doesn’t seem fair You let people discover such sorrow You don’t even care

My Heart Belongs To You
More often than not Words can't describe My feelings for you Which live deep inside Feelings that grow stronger With every beat of my heart I knew you were the one for me Right from the very start There isn't a moment In the day I can find Where you face and smile Don't appear in my mind I long to be with you And hold you so tight To protect you and love you Everyday and each night We share something so special Each and every day A feeling in our souls Words alone can't say I wrote this Jamie

"my Heart Cries Out"
Is there a man out there who can love me and respect me for the way God created me to be? I try so hard to find him but the men seem to only want a woman who are trim and slim. My heart cries out everyday wanting my true love to come my way, all I seem to meet are men who want to play. It hurts so much not to have a mans loving touch. I'm truly a sweetheart but at the same time a target for men to rip my heart apart. Here again another day all alone, feeling the heartache and loneliness right through my skin to the bone. Written By Lisa March 21, 2008

My Heart Feels
~For Jeff~ To see the love that lays deep within your eyes.. To hear your heart laugh and know exactly why.. To know that it's you that's there to get me by.. To ask for these things from you.. may seem unreal.. But these are the ways my heart feels. To smell your skin in the air at night.. To feel you press your tender lips to mine and hold me tight.. To know that if loving you is wrong, I don't want to be right. To ask for these things from you.. may seem unreal.. But these are the ways my heart feels. To have "not long enough" weekends to learn and explore eachother.. To long for what we have together and want no other.. To know how strong our love is for one another.. To ask for these things from you.. may seem unreal.. But these are the ways my heart feels. To wake up in your arms and feel your breath upon my skin.. To slowly make sweet love to eachother again and again.. To feel you fill me with your hot sweet passion that comes from within.. To ask for

My Heart's Only Prayer
As my tired eyes gaze ahead at the mountains set before me, As I struggle, as I fight to be all that I'm suppose to be, As the night turns to day and the day slowly fades into night, As I'm stumbling, lost in the darkness, deep in the absence of light, As I grow weary and faint, and as my skin turns deathly pale, Can you hear my heart crying out in pain? Can you hear it wail? As the tears flow from my stormy eyes like a flood, As I slice my wrists and stand over this pool of blood, As I lie here whispering and writing letters to the one who gave me life and now has tasted death, As I hold, ponder, and then cherish the little bit of strength I have left. As I grow weary and faint, and as my skin turns deathly pale, Can you hear my heart crying out in pain? Can you hear it wail? As the people praise the power of my words of poetry and song, As they stir, as they move, and as they all sing along, As they smile, as they gather closer and begin to dance, As they pretend t

My Heart Belong To You
Expressed from you to me Need not be spoken. For its clear as it can be. More than time can tell. And all the ways of counting. My love is very strong. And each day is surmounting. The next time you have questions. About our love so true. know this my darling. My heart belongs to you. I wrote this Jamie

My Heart
I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along.

My Heart And Soul
My soul was so sad Because of a man My soul was so sad It could not be consoled My heart was so sad Because of a man My heart was so sad Even more than my soul My heart told my soul You will one day be happy My soul told my heart You will love once again My heart and my soul May some day be right But my heart and my soul Are still lonely tonight

My Heart
You had used your heart to teach my heart to not to be afraid to open up and let in Love, Unconditionally, and to trust and to heal and take your word and trust. This heart was scared and still trying to learn but in return it is told to be patient and patience it can do, Love it can do, Faith can do , Understand the fear it can do. But coming in all this time and just waiting to see if my heart is real. Here it is, my heart is real and loyal and Honest and Pure. Loves with the commitment and passion and Faith that can move the Mountains and will never hurt or use anyone on purpose. I Believe in the Bible verse 1st Corinthians 13 and love with that same believe and the passion that only comes from real love and not the empty satisfaction only that comes from Lust. The Love that was grown and learned and communicate in time, to me that is love only

My Heart....... Written By Me
My Heart....... written by me My Heart.... As I lay here thinking of only you I can only imagine if your thinking of me,too. How do I show you my feelings are real That your the one I want,I'm honest about how I feel. I can make you happy,make you smile, That being with me will be worth your while. I can't imagine my life with anyone but you, Because my heart never lies,it only wants you.

My Heart
A heart that weeps That bleeds as one thousand Pain that is brought over time Given strength of the things that it has endured Pain is there joy is almost not Sorrow and pain fills all but a small part Cold seeps in at night when alone A flicker of hope for joy barely exists Love that is barely given Love that is desperately needed The one thing that is limited by itself Love is the one thing that been denied time and time again Death relives all, pain, sorrow, despair, Heartache, hope, joy, and love

My Heart
*~* a heart is fragile . It can break remember that men *~* And my heart wont break because I am with the amazingest man . I love him with all my heart and am so greatful to have him in my life . Thank you for everything Boo, your the best ! I LOVE YOU

My Hell
The sky is dark, the moon blood red and the demons haven't been fed on my soul they will feed tourturing me and watching me bleed hearing the monsters hellish screams praying to GOD this is just a dream evil beings gaurding so I cannot escape burning my skin, and my mind they rape teeth and claws grind against my bones I hear a voice I am not alone A voice tells me to look deep within me this hell i have created I can be set free I need to forgive myself for all I have done I need to accept who I have become i have crawled on my hands & knees, searching for who i truely am I have pulled from depths within me all I can I am inlove with misery it is apart of me and it has left me burn in this fiery sea this is a fear I have never known to be left behind, to be left alone I hold out my hand and he pulls me near He tells me "I love you, please do not fear For me to be patient he will show me the way" He will guide and protect me every day I say to myself "evil is

My Hero
You come to me in my time of need. Comfort me and let me weep, for a love that is lost. It is with you, that I escape the realities of my world. To a place where . . . thoughts are deep, life has meaning, and love is eternal. I wake in a foggy daze and sometimes I laugh at my foolishness. Most times I cry wondering . . . Why couldn't we have met at another time or place? Where dreams of a love that is pure and true could have been fulfilled. So my hero . . . I close my eyes to sleep, hoping to dream, so that I can be with you once again . . . Six FREE things you can do with this poe

My Heart Is Full Of Joy!
I sit here. It is now Saturday morning at about 4:45am. My heart is so full of joy, I feel like I could explode. My mind races knowing that very soon I will be in the arms of the man I love and adore! We will FINALLY be together. He has such an effect on me, like no other ever has. Just to hear his voice makes all of the troubles of this evil world fade away. I love this man (Jimm ~ AKA Mr. Hott) more than life itself. As I dream and look forward to being with him, I feel butterflies in my stomach. My heart literally goes pitter patter. Jimm is my dream come true, the answer to my prayers. It's funny how life deals you suck wicked hands, and then turns around and gives you a ROYAL FLUSH. With Jimm, I have hit that ROYAL FLUSH JACKPOT! Baby, you are my love, my best friend, my soul mate, my lover, my dream come true, my answered prayer, and my forever partner. With you, our family will be complete. You, me, Cody and Kayla. What a beautiful and perfect family we will be.

My Heartbeat
You're my heartbeat, my heart it self You're the reason I live today You're that angel that was always through my heart Cooling me down when I was hot Keeping me warm when I was cold Keeping me brave when I was scare Giving me joy when I was sad Making me happy when I was crying You're the beat of my heart, my reason for living You kept me going when I couldn't walk You helped me stand when my feet were tired I thank God for blessing me Giving me hopes, reasons to live for Strengthen my body strengthen my soul Blessed me with you my heart is now complete I love you my son you are my heart You are with me you are my heartbeat. LOVE DADDY! Dan Ursoi Copyright ©2007 Dan Ursoi

My Heart Is Your Home
You have found my heart here Kindly please step through Garden of great wonder Created just for you I am so glad to see you I want to give you rest Speak about the joyous things All things that you love best No time here for crying No time for feeling sad Flowers here are happy They truly are so glad Perking up to sunshine Feeling special light These the things I offer That fills the heart's delight Worries at the threshold They'll keep a few days more Today you are here for happiness There's so much at this door Colors of a rainbow With flowers that will bow Just because you walked this way They're perky and so proud Looking up to heaven Heaving a great sigh Happy that you've passed them Here's the reason why You touch them with a beauty Their velvet soft with mist Delightfully enchanted Their petals have been kissed. Lynn

My Heart (poem)
My heart is broken, Will it ever heal? Will I ever find someone who truly loves my heart? My heart is in a million pieces, And it will be forever before it heals, My heart aches for someone to love, To call my one and only, To help me heal, My broken heart, My heart is broken, Will someone help me heal it?

My Health
Well hello everyone. As most of you know, I have been going thru some tough days since Sunday evening. (and I appreciate all the support some of you have shown me in the past few days). For the ones that don’t know what I am talking about....Sunday evening I found a quarter size lump on my right breast. I immediately flipped out because of the severe family history of breast cancer. Now I am not new to finding lumps, been dealing with this since the mid 80’s, but this time seemed very different. Maybe it was because the lump was so much bigger than ones I have found in the past, or maybe it’s because I am 6 months away from being 45 years old (the age my mother was diagnosed), or maybe I just knew that it was my time. All I know is after I found it, I really tried to stay as positive as possible but it’s hard. Monday I seeked out my OB-GYN and was pretty re-assured that is was probably just a cyst and nothing more. But to be on the safe side she wanted me to get a Ultra

My Hero
I watched as each day he grew Into a man that was so proud Watching as he set each of his goals Each reaching higher then the clouds As man he walked out my door To serve his country in time of need So all that had been one for us each Can to this very day remain freed Then the call came late one night He softly said Mom I have to go People are in need and need our help The might of this great nation we will show I reassured him with loving words When in my heart I felt worry and pain I assured him that he would be all right In my heart and thoughts he would remain They are calling now Mom I will say good bye Taking your love with me to keep me strong Knowing once again soon I will see your smile And to be in your arms I will surely long The days passed us by so slow in time News I watched with a heavy heart each day At night I would pray to the lord above To keep my hero out of harms way Any time the day the phone would ring Fear would quickly consume my thoug

My Heart
MY HEART written by: Jennifer Swerdon words can not express how i feel somethings in this life just don’t seem real passion and heartache are part of my life sometime all i end up with is strife i fall in love so very fast and ever time it just don’t last of all the problems i have faced love is the only one i must taste i have been used and abused and very much bruised still in this life, love i do choose in the end it may fail apart but still i will give up my heart and I choose to give my heart to you!

My Heart
My Heart Give this heart to everyone you don't want to lose in '08 (including me if you care). Try to collect 12. It's not easy! Never take someone for granted Hold every person close to your heart Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too! busy c ollecting stones.

My Heart Open
My heart did open and the love came in with each little word that you would pen. Though the words of poets are for all to see your words always seem to speak to me. I know they are not, but one likes to pretend that they can inspire someone whose writings don't end. To give someone a reason to share to know your special and somebody cared. That is what a poets words do they make you think they were written for you. Some words are written and sung while other ones have sometimes stung. Your words are not intended for me but sometimes I'll read them and I'll let them be, the ones that take me far away the ones that make me melt and sway. I wish I could me a group of lines that make up a timeless story in rhymes. To grace a paper and be touched by ink, to form from his hands in less then a blink. Oh how magical that feeling would be if for only a moment his words were for me, but as long as there's passion that he writes them with perhaps for that moment,

My Hero
too alarming now to talk about take your pictures down and shake it out truth or consequence, say it aloud use that evidence race it around there goes my hero watch him as he goes there goes my hero he's ordinary don't the best of them bleed it out while the rest of them peter out truth or consequence, say it aloud use that evidence race it around kudos my hero leaving all the best you know my hero the one that's on

My Heart
No more tears from these eyes will fall. Apology not needed, I will stand tall. Your words were cruel and yet I stayed. I tried so hard to live your way. I had no chance at winning this race. For in your heart I held last place. I walk away with tear filled eyes. Nothing in my heart but a list of lies. My heart is lonely and so weak, From loving someone who didn't love me. I tried lying to my heart with a fake smile. Yet my eyes told the truth from deep inside. There's so much sadness within my heart. My healing begins with us apart. Now my heart seeks comfort and peace. Knowing you never really loved me. My hearts love has been cruelly abused. What once was us, has now become you.

My Heart Hurts
I dont know what is wrong with me lately. I used to be such a confident and independant woman but lately I have been so un sure of myself clinging to my friends, both on and off line. I have been feeling like I have nothing but my daughter. I dont have many friends, dont get me wrong the friends I have are amazing and I would not trade them for the world, I just have very few that I would call friends. and to be honest I have no real social life other then D and M and A. and yes those are the first letters of my two friends. I know I am just feeling sorry for myself but I think that it stems down to me missing being in a relationship. I miss being held. I miss the constant companion in my life. the connection having someone in my life brings. I know it is stupid to feel like you need someone but everyone needs someone right? I can seem to meet anyone local. the only men I have "met" that I like are online and live in states far away. and even then you can not trust that they are for

My Heart
This time I won't cry or feel bad or even for one moment look back and wonder if things would be different if I just try a little bit more. I have been through alot and way too much to have my heart ripped open again. I have way too much going for me at this point and I will not let nothing or nobody stop me from accomplishing my goal. I hold my head high and walk away with my my sanity in tact. I won't give my heart away to easily the next time. My heart would be locked away and it would take alot to touch it.I don't really compare what I want to anyone. I know what I do want and that well if you want my heart you will have to give it all or nothing. So for now and till that day my heart is locked away for a good long while. Because it will be a long time before anyone can open that lock. I love my boys and just want them to be happy. They also want me(their mom) to be happy. I have been through 2 very complicated marriages and not ready for another one. Thats just not gonna happen. S

My Heart
The nights are so long without you beside me.. As I lay here in this bed all alone, I dream of the nights we laid cuddled together touching feeling kissing… My heart cries out to yours wanting to hold you near. I can feel your skin, I smell your hair. I can still taste your lips. The feel of your hand as it caresses my face. The tingle of my body as you run your fingers up and down my spine. I cherish each moment we have together… Never wanting them to end. Each time I have to leave you, my heart breaks a little more. Each time gets harder for me to go. I cry inside, and this time the tears fall they are real… my heart is tearing in two. I leave part of it with you for the day I return to your side. My Heart, My Soul, My Love

My Heart, My Life I Give To You
I HAVE BUT ONE HEART AND ONE LIFE I GIVE THEM UNTO YOU TAKE THEM THEY ARE A GIFT FROM ME, TO YOU I PRAY EVERY DAY AND EVERY NIGHT, FOR YOU MY LOVE,FOR THE GIFT OF LIFE, A NEW KIDNEY FOR STRENGTH AND PEACE, SWEET DREAMS AN A GOOD NIGHTS SLUMBER. I PRAY, THAT IN SOME SMALL WAY, I CAN GIVE YOU , PEACE AND STRENGTH I PRAY THAT, YOU SHALL SEE MY HEART AND SOUL IS THERE ALWAYS FOR YOU TAKE MY LOVE AND STRENGTH, TO NOURISH YOUR HEART, SOUL AND BODY I SHALL BE BY YOUR SIDE, GOOD DAYS AND BAD, THROUGH PAIN AND SORROW, JOY AND HAPPIENESS I SHALL WALK WITH YOU WHEN YOU ARE STRONG AND BE THERE FOR YOU TO REST YOUR HEAD UPON WHEN YOU ARE TIRED AND WEARY I PRAY EVERY NIGHT AND DAY, FOR YOU MY LOVE, AND FOR GOD TO LET ME ALWAYS BE YOUR ROCK. I HAVE BUT ONE HEART, SOUL AND LIFE TO GIVE AND I GIVE THEM UNTO YOU MY LOVE. I DEDICATE THIS TO MY BOO, MY LOVE, EVILTAZ247 XOXOXO SCOOTER

"my Heart"
My heart is bound to you, I gander at wat I see, If the wish is true, Then we were meant to be. I ponder upon this comfort, Wonder in my thoughts, Are your feelings covert, Could they be tied into knots. My heart searches to bring, In this moment of time, Such emmotions I shall sing, When you're more than a friend of mine. A glimpse of success, Better days from being blue, Graceful ideas are to adress, When it comes from me to you. My heart feels no regret, From the things I say, I hope you dont forget, WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME TODAY... Copy written date... March 2001 Writeen by Dawn

My Heart
My heart is on fire for it feels everything My heart is on fire because its full of pain and sorrow My heart is on fire because it wants to cry My heart is on fire for it wants to fight My heart is on fire and there is no way out My heart is on fire for it wants to run My heart is on fire, My heart is on fire and I want the fire out

My Heart
My Heart I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life

My Health
The doctor called me yesterday....he said I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. If you were like me I had no idea what that meant...so info on it: What is polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS)? Polycystic (pah-lee-SIS-tik) ovary syndrome (PCOS) is a health problem that can affect a woman's menstrual cycle, ability to have children, hormones, heart, blood vessels, and appearance. With PCOS, women typically have: high levels of androgens (AN-druh-junz). These are sometimes called male hormones, although females also make them. missed or irregular periods many small cysts (sists) in their ovaries. Cysts are fluid-filled sacs. What causes polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS)? The cause of PCOS is unknown. Most researchers think that more than one factor could play a role in developing PCOS. Genes are thought to be one factor. Women with PCOS tend to have a mother or sister with PCOS. Researchers also think insulin could be linked to PCOS. Insulin is a hormone that controls the change of

My Heart Belongs To You (by:latenitefantasy To His Lady)
If I turned into a Goddess, I’d come back to earth And kneel before her flowing skirt of wine, Asking if she’d like to slow dance on the water or if she’d prefer to go skinny dipping in the clouds… If she chose the dance, I’d turn the lake water into sapphire velour- Our soles sliding over the softness, the daylight reflecting off the blue, and back into her deep brown eyes. And if she chose the later, We’d float amongst the dreams of children, Our relentless passion burning diamonds into the atmosphere, a million tiny prisms, hovering around our forms, creating echos of light, translucent rainbows on our pale flesh. When she became weary, I’d take her into my arms, lying her down on the tender fluff, I’d cover her with sheets of sunlight Sealed with the gentle roar of distant thunder and hold her until the dawn… until I choose the dawn to come.

My Health
So i wake up in the morning with an infection so i make a docs appointment for the evening i get there and they take my blood pressure... it was 160/120 They were freaking out. I told them my meds to sleep gives me a slightly higher blood pressure and the doc jsut doubled the dose. So now im being forced to take a beta blocker to get my blood pressure down, so it makes me dizzy then onm top of that i have the meds for the infection, and then my sleeping pills.. How the fuck am i supposed to start my grad work with all this shit in my system....FUCK the doc kept telling me stories of people who died of heart attacks....

My Hero
MY HERO On Feb. 8th 2007 my grandmother had a major stroke and is in the hospital. She has a living will and does not want to be stuck in a bed with tubes going into her for the rest of her life. She is a very wonderful lady who has given, not only to me, but to many many people who she has come across, so much love and treasures that so few people know how to give. She is the rock which our whole family rest on and we will all miss her very much. This world will not be quite as sweet with her gone. She has given up so much of her life to better ours and I thank her for all that she has done. She has raised not only her children but her grandchildren too. She taught all of us how to love, how to live life as Christ would want us to live, and how to treat others in this world. We may not have listened to everything she taught but she taught us still the same! I want to dedicate this Valentine's Day to the sweetest woman I have ever known! My loving wonderful Memaw! We were able to

My Heart
id give you my heart, but what is that, a heart is something that yuo hold dear to your own, id give you the key, but the key is lost, the heart is shines bright when your around, the heart is cloudy, with no more heartache, the heart is big and has lots to give, the heart is what you feel inside, the heart is here everyday, so i give you my heart, its up to you to do what you want, bedrock

My Heart
i may not get to hear you as often as i like,i may not get to hold you in my arms all thru the night,but deep down inside i have feelings for you that i just can't fight...hope you feel the same,how i feel for you is not a game...so if i gave you my heart..i hope you'll do the same!!!

My Hero/idol Billie Jean King
My hero/idol Billie Jean King I could write a book about what this woman means to me. The accomplishments she has made for women rights, gay rights and equality. Elton John wrote the song "Philadelphia Freedom" for her. The quintessential "battle of the sexes" was won by her. I could go on forever. However, I encourage you to learn the story for yourself. It's very inspiring to see how one woman has changed the world. Billie Jean and Bobbie Riggs Battle of the Sexes This is a poster I have with her signature on it.

My Help Can Only Go So Far...
Well I got a IM on YAHELL from my ex-BF. Apparently, he is broke...broke to the point that he will lose his electric, his internet, his phone...everything. I have tried to give him ideas to try to jump back to life so to speak. He has a back injury that he has been fighting workers comp over. Workers comp wont pay him. So now he is depressed. I tried to tell him ideas. Ya kno...get a job doin what I do. Be a pizza delivery boy...something...but his complaint was he has no gas money. OK then sell the shit you dont need and get gas money. Have a yard sale. He has shit there he doesnt need. He bought shit from a auction. He can get rid of that. He can clean out the fridge in his trailer he doesnt use and sell it...but what do I kno...he stopped talking to me after that. He has shit he wont get rid of...because he thinks he needs it. He doesnt. Just urks me. He can go out...do shit...but when it comes to work...its like its kryptonite to him. I am tired of voicing my opinio

My Heart
MY HEART HAS BEEN TAKEN BY GIRLS I HAVE LOVED MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN FROM THEM THAT SAID THEY LOVED SO NOW HERE I AM SINGLE AGAIN MY LOOKS ARENT THE BEST AND SOMETIMES MY HAIR IS A MESS IF YOU MANAGE TO LOOK RIGHT PAST THIS YOU WILL SEE MY LOVE IS THE BEST I DONT MEAN TO BRAG AND I DONT MEAN TO NAG JUST PUTTING MY HEART OUT THERE FOR SOMEONE TO HAVE IT WILL COME THIS I DO KNOW THEN AGAIN ITS NICE TAKING THINGS SLOW THAT IS WHAT MAKES RELATIONSHIPS GROW.

My Heart Crys
My heart cries, but you don’t hear it. My heart breaks, but you don’t feel it. My body longs to feel your arms around me. My lips long to feel your kisses. My ears long to hear you say I love you. My eyes long to see your smile and eyes twinkle. My life longs to have you in it. My world longs to have you make it complete. My body longs to feel you lie next to it. My love longs to have you return it. My heart will cry, my heart will break. My body will go limp, my lips will only speak. My ears will miss your words, my eyes will shed tears. My life will be so lonely, my world will be so empty. My love will go unreturned. My heart aches as my life is turned inside out. My mind will never forget, my heart will never let go. I have loved you since the day I met you But now my heart cries, and you don’t hear it.

My Heart Is Breaking In Two
My heart is breaking in two can everyone not realize...I need you... you are the life in my eyes... you are the stars in my skies... you are the hands that lift me up... you are the water that fills my cup... you are the wind that brushes my face... you are the arms, that around me embrace... you are the key to my heart... you are with me... we're never apart... you are the lips that caress my skin... above all, you are the love that I sink in...

My Heaven
My Heaven Ever dream of a place that has everything you desire? Heaven can be a place, feeling, thought or a single word. My heaven is a group of ideas that often find themselves as odds and ends. My idea of heaven is still in progress. It includes all my problems all figured out and solved, so I have no worries at all. I am able to do anything, no matter the time or day. I picture, peaceful and calm surroundings, not golden gates. I see myself happy and laughing. I am enjoying my life and days and all that it includes. I have some of these things now, but there is still work to be done yet. My heaven will happen for me just one day to come. I hope your idea of heaven comes true for those you love and cherish.

My Hero
When President Truman retired from office in 1952, his income was substantially a U.S. Army pension reported to have been $13,507.72 (that's thirteen thousand) a year. Congress, noting that he was paying for his stamps and personally licking them, granted him an "allowance" and, later, a retroactive pension of $25,000 per year. When offered corporate positions at large salaries, he declined, stating,"You don't want me. You want the office of the president, and that doesn't belong to me. It belongs to the American people and it's not for sale." Even later, on May 6, 1971, when Congress was preparing to award him the Medal of Honor on his 87th birthday, he refused to accept it, writing, "I don't consider that I have done anything which should be the reason for any award, Congressional or otherwise." We now see that the Clinton's have found a new level of success in cashing in on the presidency, resulting in untold wealth (over $100 million dollars). Today, many in Congres

My Hero’s Have Always Been Soldiers
MY HERO’S HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SOLDIERS PERHAPS, YOU MIGHT HAVE SEEN THEM GO BY IN THEIR MILITARY DRESS BUT, HAVE YOU EVER STOPPED FOR A MOMENT TO TAKE A GUESS? THE SOLDIER YOU’RE SEEING, MIGHT BE COMING BACK FROM A DISTANT SHORE. THE BATTLE HARDENED SOLDIER COMING BACK FROM AN UNWANTED WAR. MANY OF US WILL NEVER EVEN REALIZE. THE HORROR A SOLIDER HAS SEEN WITH HIS EYES. WE’LL NEVER KNOW, THE LONELINESS NOR, CAN WE UNDERSTAND. WHAT, IT’S LIKE TO BE IN A WAR TORN LAND. WHAT MAKES A SOLIDER GO FIGHT FOR THEIR COUNTRY? TO EAT LOUSY FOOD AND FOR LOW PAY. IF, YOU ASK A SOLDIER, HERE’S WHAT HE’LL SAY. SERVING OUR COUNTRY IS ABOUT HONOR DUTY AND PRIDE. A SOLDIER SHOWS VALOR AND A COWARD GOES OFF TO HIDE CHRIS

My Heart ~4~ Granted??
Sometimes i feel as though you take my heart for granted...I be in deep thought all the time wondering if i'm making the right choice or not having someone like you in my life, someone i truely care deeply for and got so much love for...Being with you makes me happy but then there are pain when i think about what people say and how some of your actions are proving that they may be right..I really hope that you arent taking this sweet,caring,heart of mine for granted......

My Heavenly Goddess
My Heavenly Goddess by LateNiteFantasy© I stopped to watch the stars last night. I had to They were up there, unreachable and I longed to touch them. I had just talked to you, you see And was feeling full of your wonder The stars filled the sky, and reminded me Of the sparkle in your eyes Of the cascading sheen of your hair And I longed to feel your touch. The stars sang to me, last night Of love and longing, of beauty and grace They sang of you and touched my heart The stars shone down on me last night Cloaking me in their embrace My open heart reached out And found a heavenly goddess Atop her mountain home I sat and watched the stars last night And saw your face aglow Love engulfed me gently As I snuggled neath that starry coverlet I floated up into your arms And felt your warmth and marvel A smile touched upon your lips And I dissolved. Conquered by love’s honeyed breath I had to stop and watch the stars And dream of you once more For I was yet aga

My Heart
well lets see now for me to make a blog hmmmmm well lets start off my heart got broke by a girl who told me this one situation the it turned out to be diffrent so i got played pretty good i was gonna leave my job and head back just for her and to find out she had someone the whole time that she loved and her family loved him and then she makes a blog called liar liar damn if the shoe fits wear it then dont tell me i am wrong yeah i fucked up the first time and then tried to prove i was for real to her and then all this shit comes down and i look like a fuckin idiot not her then i leave a cpl comments on her blog and they dissapear i wonder why and then she says she loves me and call her so i dont know if i should?

My Heart
I HOPE TODAY FINDS YOU WELL AND FULL OF HAPPINESS!!! My Heart Give this heart to everyone you don't want to lose in '08 (including me if you care). Try to collect 12. It's not easy! Never take someone for granted Hold every person close to your heart Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too busy collecting stones

My Hellbilly ♥
I have waited my whole life to be loved like I am today. I have longed for the moment in my life when he would take my hands and kiss them sweetly, look dreamily into my eyes and say I love you - prepared to shout it - if my heart so desired. I have yearned to feel the sense of urgency in his embrace and his body tremble when I kiss him and he feels my heart leap with joy. I love the silly way that he gets nervous a bit and stands before me like a schoolboy in love. HE LOVES ME! I know it and I can feel it!... I can hear it in every word that he speaks, I can see it in his every movement, every action. He looks at me like I am a mystery, a treasure, a gift; and it is the most wonderful feeling that I have ever known. My hearts pounds out of my chest when I am near him and it soars when he says my name. He is everything to me and I want the world to know it. When I am in his arms the world fades around us and becomes a blur...we exist seemingly in the span of the universe and only al

My Hero
So those of you who know my father passed away March 25, 2008. He fought a hell of battle and in the time I got to spend with him I was able to make up for some of the time, I got to hear him say I love, even tho I always knew he did. I love him more than I ever told him and I just hope he realized that. I got to take care of him for a couple months before he passed and I cheished every second and will never forget him. He was the best father I could ever ask for. I will miss him forever, but I know he’s watching over me up there making sure I stay in line. I love you dad and never forget all you have done for me. The Strongest Man I’ll Ever Know My Father Never showed pain Never showed weakness To me he was made of steel Pain and weakness Was something he couldn’t feel The strongest man I’ll ever know He could never be hurt I always thought He would live forever The fights we’d have The painful words we’d exchange I never thought things between us Would ever

My Heart Burns
My heart burns,my soul yearns, my mind turns; Is this love I feel? So afraid to open my eyes; To afraid to see what some one might steal from Me, what I feel deep inside. My heart burns with this feeling I'm to afraid to see. I feel it in my soul, it burns in my mind, so afraid that it will be stolen from deep inside. Do I open my eyes? Will you be there? Or will you only be imaginary?. Phoenix special thanx to fury for helping me give it movement show her love :)

My Heart
My Heart My heart's on my sleeve in full view... for all to see... And I give of that heart with all that I am.... One day... I will learn to pull the blinds.... And keep under lock and key all that is me... I will learn to wait and be sure... Before I share the preciousness of my heart... my soul...

My Heart
My Heart © By Trisha I love you with all my heart; I long for you when we're apart; I wish I could wipe away all your tears; Look you in your eyes and somehow take away all your fears; I wish I could also take away your pain; Love you in such a way that you will know you have everything to gain; I want to take you in my arms and hold you ever tight; Show you that you're the one I love with all my might; I know in my heart you're the best; There is no comparison to the rest; Being with you makes my heart sing; I believe together we could do anything; I'm ever consumed by your presence; It only takes your essence; The chemistry between us is on fire; My love for you will never tire

My Heart Is D-a-m-a-g-e-d...
so i met an amazing guy. and it has only been a few weeks and i thought...well, i dont know what i thought. i knew his situation was complicated, but i didnt know he was still wanting or kinda still w/ someone else. but he is. and as much as i wanted him to choose to be w/ me. i understand that he has to choose her. and i know we are hopefully still gonna talk and hang out and hopefully be there for each other. but i was fallin for him, and he knew it. but he also knew that i was tryin my hardest to not to. and i guess if it is meant to be w/ this other girl then great. and if it is meant to be for me and him, then it will be. but until i find the guy for me i will have raymon. i have school and work and drama w/ my ex boyfriend to keep me busy. i have my teddy bear to cuddle w/ at night. i just dont have the love of a man. and i probably wont for a long time. so as much as it will be hard to not hear "i love you" from someone other then my monster, i know i will always have my monster

~my Heart~
I Love You With my every breath, With all I have left, From the deepest depths, Of my heart I love you. With all of my strength, With a thousand miles’ length, Every thought I think, I think that I love you. For the length of forever, As long as we’re together, Through good and bad weather, For always, I love you When no one is there, When you think no one cares, When love seems to rare, Remember I love you. When everything’s gone, When all has withdrawn, When hopelessness dawns, Don’t forget, I love you When you fall down, When your dreams come unwound, When hope can’t be found, Be happy, I love you. When you make mistakes, When you’re filled with hate, When you’re old and gray, Eve n then I will love you. Until the very end of days, Until god takes my breath away, Until death separates our ways, Even after then I will love you. Forever To Robert with all my love Maria I love you babe

My Heart....what Happened
my heart my heart is broken and its all because of you my heart cant be put back together with some glue my heart is full of pain and u dont even care my heart really needs you but your not even there my heart now as an empty space my heart needs u to fill that place my heart feels the friendship will never be replaced my heart wants you to still keep me safe my heart knew this friendship would grow into something more my heart knew you were going to shut that door my heart told me to let you know how i really feel my heart told me if he lets go then its not actually real my heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friend my heart never told me my world would come to an end my heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for good my heart thought u would of understood my heart now misses all fun we have had together my heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forever my heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gone my

My Heart Is In Ohio.
I never put anything in important in here but it's time for a change. I went to Ohio Thursday to see Daniel [DJ♥]. He picked me up w/ his Mom, Brother Nick, and Son Devin. Nick gave me a Balloon that was signed by everyone & it was cute. Once I met his little sister she was the cutest! She told me that she could tell me anything and that she loved me like a sister. His Mom & I got along so well plus his Grand mother wanted me to come back over to her house before I left so she could spend time with me. It was amazing to be there I felt like I was home.. It was so comfortable. I cannot wait to move out there to be with him everyday. Being with DJ was absolutely perfect. I loved it when he looked at me, held me, kissed me. Speaking of Kisses, our first kiss was amazing. I finally understand the term "sparks fly". It couldn't have been anymore perfect. No one has ever made me feel the way he does. I am so glad I found him [well he found me]. We went to the Canal, Park, Ice

My Heaven
My Heaven I look deep in your eyes. I see there what I feel inside. We share something between us, Neither one of us can hide. I feel your lips touch mine, I loose all my control, All it took was a look and a kiss, To know you were part of my soul. I see your hands on my skin, I want and need you to do more, The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store. I look deep in your eyes, And I see heaven there inside, You make me feel so beautiful, What I feel for you I cannot hide.

My Heart Is Breaking All Over Again
The look in your eyes The feel of your touch When I'm in your arms my heart cries I never thought love could hurt so much It's not your fault this I know You did what you had to do My tears are so hard not to show My heart is broken in two My heart won't heal till your with me again With me forever just like you promised By each others sides till the end Not another moment missed Come back to me my love Come back and make me whole For this I pray to the gods above For you to fix this heart you stole.

My Heart
Lord's Heart You are 60% Independent, 40% Idealistic, 20% Intimate, and 50% Indulgent! The Lord's Heart Independent, Realistic, Passionate, Explicit You are the most proud of hearts, the Lord's Heart. You are down-to-earth and stand on your own two feet. You rule a relationship with an iron fist. You are passionate and know what you want and know what is important to you in terms of love and romance. You are not the mushy type, but are self-sufficient and dignified, the sovereign of any relationship you enter.

My Heart
My heart My heart was broken All in pieces You put it together Better then glue My heart was full of pain And didn't even care I needed you And now you're here My heart wanted friendship That could never be replaced I wanted you You keep me safe My heart knew this would grow I wanted something more I knew you were there You opened the door My heart is mended I love you so I gave you my heart Now it's yours

My Heart, My Gift
There it is full wide open beating rhythmically to the sound of your heartbeat. My heart, my gift. There it is completely for you to take without resistance. My heart, my gift. There it is all I have to give, the key to my soul. My heart, my gift. Take it, hold it, cherish it never let it go.My heart, my gift.

My Heart Soul And Dreams
"My Heart Soul and Dreams" Death runs through my veins and seeps into every crack Poisonous injection slowly flows into my mind darkness invades my soul and torments my brain. Knowing that I am going to die and feeling the presence of the other side. Though I stand here before this evil with this blade in my hand I know it will take me over all in due time. Shadows lurking behind closed doors, spirits crying out to be set free. Sadistic images enter my mind cutting and slaughtering innocent lives. Death envelopes me slowly creeping up from behind. Only time holds back the demons from hell. Crawling and scratching up from the earth to find another soul to shred apart. Though the time is near I will feel no fear. I stand here before this evil being feeling it's power trying to consume me not realizing what it is doing. Sometimes I wonder, what is the point living but not loving....... Wanting to be with the person I love the most. I lower the steely knife

My Heart Profile
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

My Heart Has Colors :d
Your Heart is Red and Orange Your heart is enthusiastic and optimistic. You are creative, witty, and brilliant. You bring levity and happiness to relationships. You're good at loving people for who they are. What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

My Heart
Well since this is my 1st post perhaps I should give you some background on me and perhaps this blog will make a bit more sense. There are only a handful of you who truly know my story so in short I was engaged to me married about 3 years ago. We were 2 weeks away from our wedding day when she was killed by a drunk driver. She knew I was busy studying for my final and wanted to get me dinner. She was getting off the 101 freeway in Downtown Los Angeles when a man going the wrong way in the off ramp slammed into her head on. She was pronounced dead just after I had gotten to the hospital and in my arms. Well at my current job I had to work closely with the VP's daughter. We became close friends and we were almost to the point of dating but decided we made better friends and associates then anything else so we remained good friends so about 3 weeks ago she was rushed tot he hospital with a bleed in the brain. Well long story short she lost that battle this morning about 2:30 am. My

My Hell
Left to live my life with a mother who is metal no chances of her ever showing love... The urge to cut and cut I took that blade.. my very first scar was made! blood was everywhere though I did not care... the pain was so bad a pain I could'nt bare I thought what my friends would do If they found out about my addiction It made me think but yet I just carried on... the days were hell the pain would dwell every scar marked on my body was a day of torment not wanting to live my future.. A girl so sad and hurt left to live her life being treated like a piece dirt...

9.9.87 My Hero
GRANDPA.TODAY IT HAS BEEN 21 YEARS WITH OUT U. I MISS U SO MUCH.THERE ARE THINGS N PPL I WANT U TO KNOW.I LOVE U SO MUCH. THAT DAY U DIED U TOOK AWAY MY HERO. U WERE THE ONLY PERSON I KNEW I CAN TRUST WITH MY EYES CLOSED. U TOOK ME TO MY FIRST BIKE RIDE. YOU CAME ALL THE WAY FROM YOUR HOME WHEN I CALLED U N BACK THEN IT WASNT SIMPLE. IM GLAD U DIDNT SEE MY FALLOUTS CUSE IT WOULD BRAKE YOUR HEART.IM ALSO GLAD U WERENT ARROUND DURRING THE WARS N THE TERROR ATACKS.THEY HAVE GOTTEN WORST.I TAKE CARE OF GRANDMA. I WANT U TO KNOW THAT MOM TOLD ME WHERE DID MY LOVE FOR USA CAME-FROM =U .WE R SO ALIKE. IM NOT A TOMBOY NO MORE MY HAIR IS LONG N IM MARRIED WITH AN ANGEL THAT U SENT ME. SABA ONE LAST HUG .U PROMISED ME . THE DAY U DIED I TOOK A PAN N WORTE REAL HARD THE DATE.U CAN STIL SEE IT AFTER 21 YEARS. IM NOT MUCH OF NOTHING BUT I WANT TO MAKE U PROUD IN ME. IM ALIVE BUT I GUES U HAD SOMETHIG TO DO WITH IT. SABA I SOMETIME SMELL U N TURN MY HEAD BUT U R NOT THERE. YOUR PICTURE IS IN MY WALL

My Heart Threw Up.
Torn in two. staring at this paper thinking "what to write?" since yesterday, my mind and heart haven't sat light. i love you both i really do and now that the you're back my heart's tearing in two. i thought i made up my mind. i guess i thought wrong. i guess i muddled a few notes in life's precious song. nobody's notes are hit in perfect tune not only did i mix them, but i hit too late, and too soon. better late than never a phrase common said. only for some things, i think in my head. after last night, all the things that i read still play like those old black and white flicks deep inside my head. word for word it echoes in dismay imagining the hurt i caused my heart turns to grey. i'm sorry i let you down. i promise that i tried. i held on as long as i could. i'm sorry i let it die. i still love you.

My Heart Believes In You
I kept my head up high, and then you came my way. I have been hurt so many times. My heart filled with so much pain. but now that pain has gone away. For I have found a place I want to be. This place I see is with thee. For in your arms I have felt and seen, a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe. A safe haven in your arms just for me. Now I give my heart to thee. For my heart believes in you.

My Heart Will Go On Titanic Trian
Okay this my first train and I want to see how well it goes After you rate my Titanic Folder please Stop By Carries Page telling her that your rated the pictures and fanned added and rated all the others on the train http://www.fubar.com/user/432292

My Health
Most of you know that I've been REALLY worn down and tired lately. Going to bed at 9:30 every night and just NO ENERGY! I went to the Dr. today and they're thinking it's my thyroid. I go in on Monday for a blood test and hopefully we know for sure. I also have a back problem that I'm on pills for and on new allergy pills to help with my sinus problems. I KEEP having recurring UTI's too and they're taking care of that too! Hopefully before too long I'll be just fine. I also have my high cholesterol and high blood pressure that I'm on pills for! I'm must falling apart! :( Just thought I'd let everyone know what's going on! Morticia

My Heart
Where do you go when you have no where left to turn, when every bridge has been burned and the world you know turns thier back on you? Do you hide within yourself and refuse to come out or do you pick up the pieces of your broken heart and refuse to give up? You think you got the best of me but little do you know i've already moved on......

My Heart
You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close MY eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. MY feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you to show you have MY heart So, I'm giving all I have to give in this life and the next MY love, we shall never part

My Heart Beat
Rivers of my love run deep, Into the valleys of your heart, Neither height, nor depth, Nor mountains too wide, Could show you, The depths of my Love, Way beyond the seas, Throughout all eternity, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Into the sun, Far beyond the sky, A thousand tears, That I have cried, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Forgiveness beyond measure, Memories to treasure, Love written as a lullaby, Enchanted dreams of you and I, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Miles and time, Song and rhyme, Money or gain, life or pain, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Loving me, embracing me, Eternally,

My Head Hurts
So here I am at home .. And guess what I come home to find not only does that fact that this is my apartment and what I say Goes .. It goes right out the fucking window .. I am so fucking tired .. Tired of everyone being fucking happy … as I sit here knowing what will make me happy .. But yet getting what makes me happy seems almost impossible right now . I love my guys .. I really do .. But right now I just wish someone was here to make me happy .. I have not felt it in so long .. Now that I have had it again .. Even if it was just that 5 min ..here I go searching for it again .. Here we go that crack head searching for that 5 min .. Why is it that everyone around me can find this 5 min …but yet their’s lasts for more than 5 min . I get that weekend .. Or that phone call and then just like that it is gone again .. I am not trying to be a bitch .. But can’t some people see that …. Where the fuck were they on my birthday .. They were not here .. I get that I am just a friend .. But I

My Heart!
MY HEART SEEMS TO BE A WONDERFUL TOY FOR THE MALE SPECIES. THEY LOVE TO TAKE IT THEN USE IT THEN THROW IT AWAY. WHY IS THIS? WHY DO THEY FEEL SUPERIOUR TO US? THAT ITS OK THEY CAN MESS WITH OUR HEARTS MINDS? YOU KNOW FEMALES LOVE WITH EVERYTHING WE HAVE. WHEN WE CARE WE ALWAYS CARE. NO MATTER WHAT. WE SPEAK OUR MINDS LET OUR EMOTIONS COME OUT. WOMEN ARE WHAT GET TO MEN. WE CAN WORK OUR WAY IN SO QUICK THAT YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HIT YOU AND WHEN YOU DO YOU PUSH US AWAY. ALWAYS SO SCARED FOR YOURSELF NEVER KNOWING WHAT COULD BE. NEVER TAKING THE CHANCE TO SEE THAT MAYBE THIS IS SOMETHING SPECIAL. YOU DONT SEE THIS TILL ITS TOO LATE WHEN ALL THE PAIN HAS GONE YOU'LL SEE US FOR WHAT WE TRULLY ARE. AMAZING PEOPLE WHO LOVE FULLY.

My Heart
I cant take anymore of this pain. I just want everything to go away. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of crying. I've searched to hard, for the person I will never find. I thought I found him but he was just a beautiful dream. My heart is to gentle as I wear it proudly on my sleeve. I have no more will no more strength. At the end of my rope, I can feel myself slipping. This was my last time I have no more hope. A hopeless romantic, I have no place in this world of today. As I close my eyes I will dream of him. The dream that I wanted. The dream that will never be.

My Heart..
My life belongs to you for you to cherish till death has parted us from this human world My heart belongs to you for you to hold till death has parted us from these human bodies My soul belongs to you for you to intertwine after death has parted us from our human existence I want to give you all the love i posses in my heart for you to feel what true love is and to heal you from the pain you have suffered To give what no woman could before me The Desire to be the man you have always wanted to be by: ~Wicked Lover~ aka Leigh 10/28/2008 MySpace Comments

My Heartstrings Come Undone - Demon Hunter
It's buried deep with in the past, I hope it doesn't last It's something I already chase, I already chase I try to give it all away, but it's never gonna fade It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face I know you feel it's all the same, But I promise that'll change It's something I already chase, I already chase You know I'm trying to believe that you're never gonna leave It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone! When my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you, I will pray for you Before I make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you I know I'm not the perfect one, This pain has just begun It's something I already chase, I already chase You bring me to a better path, It's everything I asked It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone! There's nothing left! The fear is gone! And when my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you,

My Heart Was Empty
my heart was empty the days were long no place at all to call my own i was all alone than i saw a name and could not stop myself from thinking of it i heard your voice and i wanted to hear more to know that person who held me in a trance a state of longing for his touch i was scared to share how i felt to show you how you make me feel im sad without you and happy even if we just talk so how will i feel if you ever leave or say goodbye i have never loved anyone as i love you and in the end it will probley kill me

My Heart Cries
Speckled stars And moon lit skies I’m here alone And my heart cries Your true feelings For me I don’t know Keeping them hidden Not letting them show I wish I could read minds Then maybe I would see The thoughts you keep hidden That you truly love me I have seen love In your eyes Yet I’m here alone So my heart cries Sometimes I wonder What thoughts you have of me Do they make you smile What can they be Like the feelings you had From our first gentle kiss Or the warm of a hug Do you really miss Our bond is real Us together it ties Yet I’m here alone So my heart cries Have you ever thought Of a life together Being there for each other No matter the weather Supporting each other In all that we do Comforting each other With a love so true Keeping no secrets Telling no lies Yet I’m here alone So my heart cries I just want to love you The way that you dream Making you smile And your eyes gleam Loving your for eternity On a

My Heart Condition!!!
Ok everyone who knows that I have explained it too for everyone else who don't know what it is...it is a called Ebsteins Anomoly no you can't research it so don't bother looking in medical books or whatever. My heart occassionally has a whole in it, than my right valve don't let blood flow properly cause of that area is small not big like the left side is so it slows my breathing down which is not good especially when you get migranes or headache's which makes the matter worse. An also I have low sodium so either way I am extremely healthy just have a bad condition in the heart and it is genetic so if I have a child or a few there could be a chance they have it too cause my grandfather kestner my dads dad had it as well until he had surgery but I won't get surgery until I am done growing and it is still minor. Thats the explaintion of my heart condition...

My Head's Messed Up
Ok, I was nodding off at the computer last night, so went to bed early. Ended up having this properly freakish nightmare and ended up not sleeping for ages; I dreamt that there where loads of pidgeons in the house and they'd just eaten our cat. I mean, wtf? Had another dream after that but the more I try to remember it, the more I can't. So anyways, read in to that what you will, lol.

My Heart Cries,...
MY HEART CRIES,... YOU'RE REALLY SICK,I UNDERSTAND. WE LOVE YOU,WE WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU. I FEEL YOUR PAIN, WHAT CAN I DO?WHAT CAN WE DO? I DON'T WANT YOU TO FEEL THIS WAY, I WISH IT WAS ME INSTEAD OF YOU, ANYTHING YOU NEED MY DEAR FRIEND, REST NOW,FEEL BETTER,SWEETIE. YOU CAN CUDDLE MY TEDDYBEAR. ~~~~FOR CHRISSY~~~~

My Heart Is Yours
my heart is yours cant believe its true all i did was kept searching until i found you swept me off my feet said those magical words and in return i told you my heart is yours spent everyday together like time completely stopped i showed u my love opened my heart ill be there for you no matter what and in return i ask is for u to come home why you ask? my heart is yours

My Heart
MY HEART DONT DESERVE TO GET TOYED WITH IF UGONNA CARE CARE DONT JUST ACT LIKE U DO THEN TURN ROUND AND NOT THE NEXT. TALK WHEN U WANNA TALK AND DONT WHEN U DONT THATS NOT HOW ITS GONNA WORK IM SORRY THINGS GOT TO CHANGE.

My Heart
my heart in my hand i offer to you, love it protect it the way i do you treasure it always its all that i have but i give it you and dont want it back the more it is cared for the bigger it grows dont ever stop loving who knows what it shows I love you with everything all that I am you are my darling my love my man

My Heart Will Go On
Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you, That is how I know you go on Far across the distance And spaces between us You have come to show you go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on Love can touch us one time And last for a lifetime And never let go till we're gone Love was when I loved you One true time I hold to In my life we'll always go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on You're here, there's nothing I fear, And I know that my heart will go on We'll stay forever this way You are safe in my heart And my heart will go on and on

My Heart
when i give my heart to someone i do it fully and with out question. at times this scares me because everytime i turn around it seems that the one who i have given my heart to either turns on me, cheats on me, or just plain never cared to begin with. some days i think it might just be better to dissapear and just not BE at all..... who knows maybe ill just be alone forever dont seem worth enough to be loved anyway...but the one who has my heart my babygirl Erica may change all that and for once make me happy the one thing ive been looking for my entire life. she is the keeper of my heart and for her i would do anything for

My Heart
My heart is in the palm of your hands Fragile and tender ready to break I love you with all that I am I love you with everything I will be So far apart in distance So close to falling in too deep. My heart aches for you to be near As does my body, and my soul Tell what you are feeling And whats going through your head. My heart yearns for the promises that comes from the good man you are To Hold me, love me, and cherish me For the rest of our lives. I love you my dear love Now, always and forever My heart is yours Treat it with care.

My Heart Has Been Torn Out
ok so i just had to get this out because i feel like i hat my self right now because of this girl i met her three months ago and it was love at first sight we are a great match and it feels like we afre soulmates but at the same time neither of us can figure out why we wont allow ourselves to be totally happy with each other and fall in love totally and be together. she says she loves we and wants we but then the same god damn night she acts like she doesnt and now she wont even talk to me and to make matters even worse last night was our three month anniverisary and it all went bad and now i havent heard from her all day she wont respond to me at all and i dont know wut to do. i love this girl and i hate my self for loving her because i cant stop even after everything i have been through with her and everything she has put me through i love her with all my heart and soul. she is my soulmate no one else in this world compares to her. i cant stand these feelings any more.

My Heart
Tears keep falling Doesnt matter what I do It doesnt feel right Cant get you to understand You say you love me But you dont show it Never showing any effort Acting like you dont care What I say means nothing You tell me not to worry Not to cry each night But you are breaking my heart And refusing to listen

My Heart Hurts
IT HAS BEEN ABOUT A MONTH OR SO..STILL NO WORD FROM MY EX OR MY BABIES..I KNOW THEY ARE SAFE..JUST WISH I COULD HERE FROM THEM MISS THEM SO VERY MUCH..ZAKK WELL BE 3 YRS OLD SOON...TIME HAS GONE BY SO VERY FAST ..JUST THREE YRS AGO I HAD A LIL BABY IN MY ARMS AND NAMED HIM ZAKK... SIX YRS AGO I HAD OZZY MY OLDEST I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH MY HEART HURTS AND IS BROKEN THERE IS A HOLE IN MY HEART WHERE THERE SHOULD BE LOVE NOT SOME SPOT THAT IS NOTHING ..I HAVE SOME MUCH LOVE FOR THE BOTH OF YOU...

My Heart, My Soul
My Heart, my soul Everything I want, all I know My deepest dreams, my wildest hopes my future and everywhere I'll go it all feels safe now, clear as long as I have you close, near My heart, My soul with you is where they belong From this point in time For all the coming years Love will be a word we say Heart and soul will be the way

My Heart Is Not A Toy
my heart is not a toy, so why do guys think it is cool to watch me build feeling for them, just to bring me down, and watch me hurt. its not fair all i ever ask for is for one guy to share my love with. but i guess that will never happen. cause all i have now is where my heart should be is a empty, and broken heart with many pieces of a heart that once was whole and full of love. i just dont know what to do?

My Heart Shattered
She is my heart She the only reason i stand her breathing Instincts take over as i watch him shatter my heart No longer loving her, wanting her How could he do this to her My mind lost as i see red Instincts take over as i run No longer will i allow him to hurt her I will not stand by as he shatters her I will take her and run... Run as far as it takes... Hide protect my heart... No longer will the monster hideing within him shatter my heart Run and hide her Keep her safe Instincts take over and we are gone Never to be found again....

My Heart Aches
I became a grandmother for the first time last March. It was the best feeling in the world. My son and his girlfriend was living in Texas with my sister. The girlfriend packed up one and came back home to Michigan. She wouldn't let me see my granddaughter for the longest time. She was jumping all over with her sleeping were ever. She petitioned the courts for full custody but my son got custody and took my granddaughter back to Texas, it was a sad day seeing her leave. My sister invited the girlfriend to Texas for Christmas. While there my son and sister got into a big fight something that will never heal. My sister kicked him because he got violent. Now my son, granddaughter and girlfriend are staying at friends house. I cry every day wondering what is happening. Both parents don't put the baby first and they fight like cats and dogs. I've tried everything I can to get them back here or at least the baby but they won't come back.

My Heart....
Tonight as I write this I find myself in deep thought..To want to be with you and share a life time of happiness is so beautiful. To wake up to your smile and in your arms I feel so safe. I know that a life with you will never end... Know when I say " I love u" I mean it from the bottom of my heart....To share endless walks on the beach by moonlighat. Feel you when your away from me...Know that I am with you always....My Heart....

My Heart Belongs To You
By your side Through right and wrong No matter where you go I'll always play the same song Because my heart belongs to you! I'll never leave your side And even if I'm far away With you is where my heart will stay May my everlasting love never fade away Because my heart belongs to you! And when you're worried I can feel your pain deep in my soul To spend eternity with you is my life long goal And although it might not seem possible at this time I feel in the future your heart will be mine Because......My heart belongs to you!

My Hero
Have you ever met someone that, in one second, changed your life forever? Someone that you’ll never forget, even if they walked out of your life forever? Someone that you’ll always feel connected to no matter how far apart you are? Well, I have.. October 22. 2008 is when I met him. From that day on, my life hasn’t been the same. The second I met him, I knew that he was going to change my life, I just didn’t know how. Now, almost three months later.. My life has been completely transformed. When we met, I was in a bad place, a very bad place. Now what then seemed like the end of the world, I’m dealing with and making the most of what life has given me. Because of him I’m trying harder. I used to give up so easily. Now I’m fighting for what I believe in, what I love, what matters to me. Despite what anyone else thinks. Before I met him, I was an emotional wreck, that would shut down, shut off my feelings, and hide from the world. Now I’m more open with everyone. He showed m

My Heart Aches
My heart aches when I talk to you My heart aches when I don’t hear from you My heart aches when I long for you I don’t know why You’ve taken over my thoughts I can’t explain You’re still a stranger Far away I want you close by I miss your embrace Holding you close My heart aches I miss you!

*my Heart*
Written on 3/3/2006 It's hard to cope with this pain. Nothing is same. Spill my heart out on this window sill. You feel one way, but act another. You see things one way, but never say what's really on your mind. The ache inside, makes me realize the depth of feelings I have. It's been so long, never thought this feeling would come again. Scared these days will be gone too soon along with them my heart. Lost friends and family These days will never be the same. The reflection of self and of time wasted away. My heart will survive this storm called Life.

My Head
Life takes so many twists and turns. I've given up on trying to keep up. In the end some people are ment to be in your life, some arent,and some times there just isnt room for others. ive learned to never say never. ive learned its so easy to get what u want from everybody you dont want it from, but the one person u do want it from is the hardest to get what u want and need. I've learned no one is perfect everyone has flaws, when ever i forget that i look in the mirror. I've learned love does exist if u stop chasen it. Ive learned u can work through problems without fighting. I've learned that I love u and when i forget or think It just can be u wrap ur arms around me without me saying a word and i know it IS. I've learned I cant make me totally happy, but I can work on maken you totally happy and the look in ur eyes when i do try fills me to my soul of happiness. I've learned i can feel how much I love u just by looking at ur face when u dont know im watching!!!

My Hero
Dad, I miss you so much, sometimes it’s hard to make it through the day. It’s been almost 3 years since you passed and I thought it would be easier by now, but it’s not. The world just seems so dull now, and I know you would hate for me to feel this way. Sometimes I just don’t want to be here but I know life goes on. I,m glad I was the one who got to take care of you but it was so hard. Seeing you go through all of the pain from the cancer was horrible, you never saw me cry in front of you but when I would leave the room I would drop to the floor and burst out in tears, I knew I needed to be strong for you. The day you died was the worst day of my life but I was glad you wouldn’t have any more pain and you were in god’s hands now. I miss my best friend, the one person I could talk to about anything, your smile, you big hugs, watching football games together, supporting anything I did no matter how stupid it was, your wisdom, your smell, your voice, your laugh, just sitting around doin

My Heartbeat
My Heartbeat A dedication to my son You're my heartbeat, my heart it self You're the reason I live today You're that angel that was always through my heart Cooling me down when I was hot Keeping me warm when I was cold Keeping me brave when I was scare Giving me joy when I was sad Making me happy when I was crying You're the beat of my heart, my reason for living You kept me going when I couldn't walk You helped me stand when my feet were tired I thank God for blessing me Giving me hopes, reasons to live for Strengthen my body strengthen my soul Blessed me with you my heart is now complete I love you my son you are my heart You are with me you are my heartbeat. LOVE DADDY! Dan Ursoi Copyright ©2009 Dan Ursoi

My Heart
The blood now flows from deep inside my heart the hand that holds it shall keep us far apart and place my love in a box to stay for years until this heart may love again sans tears. My heart is cracked, so worn by years of pain The fragile monster shall not again be plain Oh, the tears I've cried, the blood I've shed for love The pain I've felt the Hell I've known from above My thought my hopes so dashed so torn, so meek That hate has burned my heart so black and bleak It is my hand that holds this heart so frail I'd rip it from my chest to stop my wail I've loved, I've lost I've cried the tears of white I bleed this white and prepare for coming night In the night I'll stay, in the night so dark I'll lie never to taste a kiss of love I'll sigh but never again shall I cry...

My Heart Poems
My Heart My heart can hardly wait to see and feel my loving mate. It aches with sorrow that I need to hope on our star. I wish that you will be in our tower waiting for me with a single flower. It sings with gladness that there will be no sadness. My greatest wish and hopes is that I can feel all your kisses just like on the soaps. My Heart2 My heart burst when you are near for reasons that are all unclear. You are like a soft teddy bear who can hold all my cares. The day my world wouldnt turn blue was when I knew my dreams came true.

My Health
"Why am I in the hospital?" I started to get really sick in August of 2007. After many tests, I was diagnosed with Sarcoidosis. The tests also showed indicated a brain tumor. Over the next several months, I underwent many more tests and my health continued to decline. After Krissy found me blacked out, I was admitted into the hospital in mid-August of 2008. Since my admission to the hospital, I have been undergoing radiation therapy. These treatments have caused a number of side effects. The radiation treatments crashed my immune system resulting in meningitis and pneumonia. Additionally, I have lost my hair, my good eye sight, some of my hearing, and my voice. One of the worse parts is the never ending pain I have inside my torso! It seems that the pain is so bad that I can barely breath or think. I also feel like I have the flu but 1000% times worse than I have ever had. I have to have dialysis due to kidney issues from the meningitis. I started to have major respirat

My Hero
Dad We all have heroes One we wish we could be Mine is my dad He's a hero to me When He is scared He doesn't run and hide He stands up for what he believes Showing nothing but pride we share the same genes and suffer the same fate where he learned to love I learned to hate his courage is uncanny his fight is unreal I want to be like him I want to feel he has managed to turn bad into good I am trying to be like him I know that I could my hero is my dad he is the real McCoy I love him to death my hero named dad

My Hearts Yearnin N Pining
do u ever feel like you are shadow in the life u live , like maybe everyone wouldnt even notice if u werent even there? i know my gurls luv me and they are the one constant thing in my life that keeps me going but i dont really have nothing else. i have a husband who says he luvs me but never shows it he is alwasy at work or gettin called into work or when he is home is surfin for men, all i wish for is some affection and attention after a long draining day of endless noise and tantrums of little ones , i really feel like he could care less if i was here or not the only time he seems to notice me is when i am in bed sleeping with him. i gave up my job at starbucks where i was in process of promotion for his job so we could move here i left friends and family have sacrificed everything so that i can just cator to his needs 24 7 and get nothing in return? i feel so hollow a ghost in my own home, the computer is my abyss my escape my world i can create and manipulate how i want i need luv

My Heart
My heart is tearing. Why does it have to be hurting so bad? Why cant we just patch things up and love each other again? There once was a time when you put a smile on my face now theres a tear in my eye. My heart feels like its all over the floor. I dont like feeling like this. I miss the joy you brought into my life. I couldnt stop thinking about you all the wonderful times we was having together. Now I cant stop thinking about you. I cant stop wishing we could get those wonderful times back. I really thought you was the one. I really thought my search was finally over. I didnt realise my search would find me alone and a heart fallen to pieces. I didnt know love until you came into my life. I lived when you loved me I died when I lost you. For the past 3 days my eye got raw from me wripping the tear away from being so tired. Now my face is soaked with tears of heart ache and pain. I will forever love you. My heart will forever hurt by the loss of you and the love we shared. Oh how I wo

My Heart
This world seems so small when i see you online and want to give you my all. I think of you as a close dear friend, thinking of you often, and wanting to love you til life's end. So when you think that alone and unloved you may be. Think of the chats and dances we've had, and the one that will unconditionally love you, is me. You are one of a kind to me, of this my heart knows. For just the mention of your name, fills my soul with passion as my heart glows. Sometimes you may take someone for granted and in time you learn that thru everything and anything they were there. You might think of them just as a friend cause maybe you didn't know just how much you meant to them. Maybe because of distance or other 'little ' things you see as obstacles, that you won't give open your heart to chance. Sometimes you have to take a risk......listen to your heart, allow yourself to feel the feelings you sometimes might involuntarily suppress for someone.

My Hell
In the shadows eyes glow Evil watching every move we make Angels don't exist here Nothing can save us Burning bodies Fill the sky with darkness The smell fills within Coking of the death Taste of blood in the air A high greater than any other People screaming for their lives I just laugh Dark angels stand together I am the leader I am the pain I am the future

My Heart, His Land
The night eyes, are but like yours, and weird how much the heart asks about them without you what will I and this life worth you , a sun the earth roves forever around where the wings of passion, have found a ground in which my greetings with & on forever land.. for the dearest person, the special name.. whom if about I willed to talk ,life would pass by and my words yet would never end as the sun sets, no one flies to my mind but you and the night gently dies tiring my questions only you on my mind,no matter how long the nights are with songs of passion singing alone with you being far how I desire to see the face of my life ,where you stand. with yours coming through time to hold my hands I have nothing but my love , passion and feelings with some wounds that your love is healing.. a heart whose beats counting the seconds though distance been hurting the breathe I inhale despite the pain that history brought, but now is pale ..we will be there to return

My Headache
Well, I'm still broke. still jobless...That doesn't bother me except when it comes to the care of my baby Tieba. If I was still working I could afford to "chase ghosts" when it come to finding out what's wrong with my baby girl. but I dropped her off at the vet for 6 hours while they performed whatever tests they needed to find out the problem. They told me "matter a factly" like they where 100% sure it was a bacterial growth on her intestine. Gave me pills to fix it and had me come back a week later. Charged me $74. to take her temp and say she's fine (that's on top of the $500. for the week before). She's not "fine" she's still got bloody stools, stinks like a corps, an has no energy. She's a Husky! with no energy??And she's been acting strange, just like my Elk hound before he died. I can't keep this up. An I'm not someone who'll spend thousands of dollars on an animal I can't save anyway. I just want to know what's wrong, an is it something that can be fixed. Grrrrrr, I'm so pissed

My Heaven
I look deep in your eyes. I see there what I feel inside. We share something between us, Neither one of us can hide. I feel your lips touch mine, I loose all my control, All it took was a look and a kiss, To know you were part of my soul. I see your hands on my skin, I want and need you to do more, The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store. I feel your need against my thigh, I know you will fulfill every wish,. We were made to fit together, And all it took was a look and a kiss. I look deep in your eyes, And I see heaven there inside, You make me feel so beautiful, What I feel for you I cannot hide.

My Heart
Deep within this slave There lies a secret place Treasured and protected Once lost without a trace Hidden well within this girl Cold and lonely and scared Once beat a trembling heart Aching for a secret to be shared She jumped at every Shadow Wanting, needing to break free From the trappings of a life Unable to breathe, unable to be One day a light began to shine Curling around this slave's heart Illuminating long hidden desires Pounding fear once more to start Afraid to trust, afraid to love shaking and scared to death A fire began to burn A need growing with every breath A word, a touch so gentle A firm and guiding hand Molding an eager slave kajira heart, beginning to understand Each day the light grew brighter The slave becoming kajira true A glow surrounding her heart Reveling in feelings brand new Today, la kajira shines And Your love was just the start.. Each heartbeat is for You my Master, my Love... my Heart...

My Heart
They say it’s the strongest muscle Yet it seems so easy to hustle. I tend to start opening it up from the start Knowing that in the end it will be torn apart. I see things that are not there Most don’t even pretend to care. I hand it over wrapped up so neat When quickly it gets trampled by running feet. Some have promised to handle with care They’ll treat it like gold they always swear. Then over time they begin to get bored And soon I begin to feel quite ignored. I know all relationships take constant work But all to often one person begins to lurk. When that happens I feel like a waif As I realize that I’m no longer quite so safe. I pick it up so bruised and battered And try to remember why I was so flattered. I am once again quite resolved To never again let my heart get involved.

My Heart..my Chapel...
"I'm goin' to church" is a phrase I've used more times than I can remember and to be quite honest, will probably continue to use it for the rest of my days. Because let's face it. It sounds rather odd to say, "I am now going to the building where the pastor speaks and we sing songs to praise Jesus." In my 45 years of living on this earth, I have heard numerous people share their spiritual woes with me. Many are frustrated that they are in God's waiting room and that He is just not moving fast enough for their taste. There are those who just can't seem to beat the demons who keep torturing them as they try to live their lives. But probably the biggest group is the people who struggle with not feeling close to God. Maybe you've said it. Maybe you've said it today. Rest assured, just because you and I don't always feel God's presence or feel close to God doesn't mean we are far from him. Quite the contrary. My brother say to me: It isn't necessary that we stay in church in

My Heart
Dear friends as you know iv'e been having issues with my heart. well i went to my dr. appt today and found out that theres a few things that will need attention.1st i have blood leaking from my aorta valve.this was caused by a faulty cusp inside my aorta.the cusps are supposed to control blood flow from the aorta to my blood stream. this may require surgery to correct,but i'm not sure when this will be.need more tests first.and 2nd my outer wall of my aorta is weakened to the point that colapsing is a possibility.this i'm told is the most serious problem i have right now. i need another echo cardiogram asap to see what will need to be done next. i have many dear friends here and to send messages to each of you isn't possible so i made this blog to let you all know whats wrong and that i'm greatful for all your love and support in this the most trying time of my life. ty all and i love you!!! twaddle

My Heart
I love you with all my heart;I long for you when we're apart; I wish I could wipe away all your tears;Look you in your eyes and somehow take away all your fears; I wish I could also take away your pain;Love you in such a way that you will know you have everything to gain; I want to take you in my arms and hold you ever tight;Show you that you're the one I love with all my might; I know in my heart you're the best;There is no comparison to the rest; Being with you makes my heart sing;I believe together we could do anything; I'm ever consumed by your presence;It only takes your essence; The chemistry between us is on fire;My love for you will never tire.

My Heart Craves.......
Your Heart Craves Love You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

My Heart
Its Sunday morning and I sit here thinking of all the things that make me who I am. Family, friends, coworkers and my son. My beautiful son! I had a conversation this morning with the man I believe to be the one. Yes, I said it. I wonder what my future holds. Ever feel so strongly about someone? Its as if you completely understand them. No matter what they say you just get it? This is how I feel. I know that this will piss some of you off but it is what it is. Respect the fact that I am into someone. Respect me and contiue to be my friend. I want no drama. I have peace for the first time in a very long time. I feel hopefull and understood. I feel beautiful and have never felt that before. People call me that all the time. In fact all my life. But, untill you feel it yourself it means nothing. I guess I know that what I have been through in my past is what makes me strong today. I love deeply and will never feel bad about that. When I decide to give my heart I do completely and with tru

My Head
So the thoughts in my head dance all the time. In a twist together all of them at one time dancing to a beat I can't control. I use to have control. I use to keep the shadows in the dark, but now it is all dark. The shadows are loose to do as they please. Does everyone see me? Can they see the thoughts that pace back and forth? They say I'm not suppose to feel this way. Well, what does everyone know anyways. I am me. I can't change what has happened. I can only make peace with it. How do you make peace with pain though? How do you accept what has happened? How do you dance within your head without falling down? How do you pretend that everything bad just isn't there? It use to be easy to push it all away, but now i can't. Why she listens to me I will never know. Why she keeps heading in my direction I will never know. She is the light in the corner of a dark mind. She understands where it all comes from. She stands tall when I can not. She stands t

My Heart And Soul
i lay in bed thinking of no one but you you are the love of my life even though i know i have messed up that chance of us ever being together. you are on my mind all the time every day and every nite. i smile when we talk dont know what it is but i feel like my heart belongs to you and no one else will ever have a place in my heart like you do you have a very special place in my heart. Nothing i do mean nothing will ever change that. no one will ever change that. i love you very much and always will. nothing or noone can ever change that

My Heart
my heart melts when i hear your voice my heart melts when i talk to you on line my heart melts when i think of you now with not having you by my side i feel my heart slowly dieing my heart slowly dies as i know i cant have you back knowing my heart will eventually stop i force it to keep going it will always have the love for you no matter what.

My Heart Pulsates
The lights start moving but we keep stillEven without you moving your looks could killIn my arms I imagine you hereI tell myself there's nothing to fearEven as you stand there motionlessI find myself staring in a tranceOver odds, I come over to where you standBaby won't you come and take my handMusic blares, you stand next to meMy heart pulsates vigorouslyMy hand you take ever so suprisinglyEyes lit up ever so widelyThe lights keep moving but we keep stillHolding you so gives me a thrillIn these arms you stand hereFeelings without worries nor fearEven as you stand there motionlessI find myself in your benevolenceOver odds, I'm here where you standBaby, I never want this to endMusic blares, you stand next to meMy heart pulsates vigorouslyI kiss your lips ever so surprisinglyA moment ever so divinely

My Heart Just Crumbles
Had the opportunity to visit my son Chris at work before heading to the doctors about hubbys back. He told us that re bar might be a thing of the past and that his boss was looking into other things to do like bag, salt, ashvalt, dirt etc. And when he gets the machine and a few contracts then he figured his older bro Derek will be called back. My heart sank again, with out my oldest boy working we will not make it financially. Hubby is just not earning enough and I cant work due to my medical problems. He then went on about his own situation and I could see the stress lines on his forehead. He even commented on going grey. I thought what? only 23 and going grey wtf. My heart just crumbled as he went on talking about his situation. I wish to God I could help but I can't . We are as just as bad off as he and his fiance is. I just came home and sat and kept my thoughts to myself. It hurts when your child is hurting and needs help but your hands are tied and you cant do a

My Hero
I can remember back to the rip young age of 12 when I wanted something from the store and asked my dad for the money. He told me then if I wanted something then earn it. So thats when I got my first job at 12 years old. It seemed thru the years I strived to prove that old man wrong on one thing after another but all I did was prove him right. I remember to this day when i trained my first horse at 15 or 16 and my dad had brought me home a brand new cowboy hat, boy I was happier than a puppy with 2 peckers. Well I was until he told me when you earn it you can have it. Took me a year to get that hat and many bruises, sore spots and saddle sores later he gave it to me. To be honest the way he treated me it was almost to the point that he dispised me and i was the youngest and only boy out of 5 kids. I spent many a day and night working on a cattle ranch riding fence, tending to the cattle, earning the right to call myself a cowboy, and all the while hating my father for the way he tal

My Heart, Body And Soul
Understand what's meant by the look of an eye, the depth, the meaning, as beautiful as a blue sky. The feeling of a touch, by a person that means so much, and how it tingles through your spine. When all you can see, is the life with you and me, and knowing no one like this again will I find. Still I wonder... Is this it? Am I done? Have I found what I've been looking for? How will I know? Where will I go? Am I done with that door? Will I stick with her, for as long as I live, and be happy for all eternity? Or will this all wither, after all the time I'm with her,

My Heart Breaks
I love him so much, he is the love of my life. My heart breaks as i watch his shoulders slump forward, tears stream down his handsome face. I understand his pain all to well. I reach out and wrap my arms around him and whisper " My love it will be all right, I promise. " I feel his heart beat wildly inside his chest as he holds me tightly to him, sobbing softly. How i long to take away all his pain and fears, yet i feel so small and helpless. June 23rd 2009

My Heart And Soul
I lay here awake even though i know i should be sleeping. All these thoughts running through my head. As i lay here, watching you sleeping, so peacefully, your handsome face aglow in the soft moon light. My heart swells with pride as i remember the days events. The way you looked at me, your beautiful smile, when you came in the door after a long days work, leaning down kissing me softly, your warm breath on my neck, telling me how much you love me, your soft gentle touch as you pull me close and hold me tight. I love you more with every word, every touch, every passing moment of every day. And now the perfect end to the perfect day, laying here cuddled in your arms as i drift off to sleep. I love you heart and soul baby, always and forever. June 27th 2009

My Heart Stays Cold
Shallow breathesBelieve you meI've thought it allI've come to beDump wasted wordsI won't flakeI'll bend aboveTo steady shakeA smile to eyeYour story slipsI'll hold your handYou'll touch my lipsA fold aboveTwo tucks belowThe blood has driedNo one will know the way your heart sways is astounding

My Heart
My heart is yours for the taking. My eyes show you the way to my soul. My life is your life. Every breath i take, is your breath. You are my breath, you are my heart, you are my life, and you are my soul. My arms are your pillow, fore when you lay your head on my chest. Every beat of my heart is for you. I can't live without you. Fore you are what keeps me alive.

My Hero's
In todays world we often hear the word Hero, We have many Heros today with our troups fighting in Iraq and other countries. I will always have them in my prayers. But sitting here today loking at this myspace thing and what I can do differently to it, I saw the category about Heros, and I had listed Mom and Dad. They are my true heros in life. The sad part is it takes them not being here to realize just how Heroic they were. In the middle 60's my mother found out she had tumor on her tongue that left her with no taste. Imagine not being able to taste anything at all. A few years later we found out she had a brain tumor behind her left ear. That left her with no earing in her left ear, partially paralized on the left side of her face, and also she lost the ability to produce tears in her left eye. All of this would cause most people to quit, give up, want to no longer exist. And I can recall many times that Mom said those very words, she couldnt go on. But she did. Not only did s

My Heart Appointment July 16th,2009
Went to the heart doctor the 16th of July from what I understand doctor Lois said I have a hole in my heart they found while doing stress test which was not even a hour long, said that I may have to have surgery due to possibly the hole expanding I am thinking that's what's it's doing. I can not babysit anymore due to the stress it causes me along with passing out is along with it in the matters that I have to handle my activities to in a matter to where I can't do them. As for everything else in my heart is fine, my valve on the right side is okay still having trouble with blood flow but thats it so I will have that problem for a long time but they do wanna fix my heart murmur so I can stop passing out. Ebsteins Anomoly will be there until they say other wise.

My Heart Goes Out To...
My heart is especially going out to US soldier in Afghanistan. POW Pfc. Bowe R. Bergdahl, 23, of Ketchum, Idaho. You are in my prayers and I am thinking of you and praying for your safe release back into United States hands. You will not be forgotten. I also want to add that my heart and prayers go out to all of our troops and you are loved with so much affection. I pray everyday for your safe returns and am so thankful for what you do. You are all not forgotten!! *Hugs & Kisses to all*

My Healing Journey...
I'll free myself today.I'll stroll the pathwhere the birds singand forget my worries.With the wild wind in my hairand the sun on my cheeks,I'll remember what it feels liketo be alive,and how small my troubles arein comparison to life'sbeauty and greatness.I'll collect the peacethat lies along the waysidethe way I would flowers,taking in the serenitythat's all aroundand making it mine.The swaying grassand the woodland shadowswill heal me,pressing a sense of comfortinto my soul that willflow through my entire being.My heart will be light;for I'll loosen my burdenand let the wind carry itfar above the hills,beyond my reach.And when I return home,I'll be much strongerthan I've been in a long time,and I'll have a new andsparkling outlook on life.

My Heart
How do you let go of a love you know is so right and say Ok? How do you say I will be ok? Sometimes when you both love each other it doesnt matter. There are so many obstacles they can not be overcome. My friends told me last night something that makes complete sense to me. From Budah. When you have one foot in the past you can not step into the future. This was the most true thing I have ever heard. I am willing to walk into my future. To let my past go and live. To be the best person I can be. To be kind, loving and true. I am ready for the future. Unless you are ready there is nothing another can do for you. You need to in your heart say OK. If that means losing a love? I do not have a choice but to walk into my future and pray that it will be OK.

My Heart
my heart,is torn all apart,i long for a new start,longing for missing part,of my heart,the emptiness feels like a dart,that hits my soul,as the hole,in my heart gets bigger,just pull the the trigger,shoot me now,for i dnt knw hi was meant to feel such pain,as my tears start to stain,my soul with such pain that i cry,as i try so hard to forget,luv is such bullshit!~meow~

My Heart, Love And Soul
MY HEART, LOVE AND SOUL Sitting here with thoughts of yourunning through my mind.Never in my deepest thoughts thata love so strong I'd find.Each new day brings something newand makes my love expand.Now I'm always on cloud nineand living in a dreamland.I didn't think that in one monthmy feelings would be so strong.But, to be completely honestI'm so glad that I was wrong.I give to you the three thingsthat make me complete and whole,I give to you a faithful heart,an honest love and then my soul.Please hold my heart as if your own,and cherish that love it has for you.And know that nowhere on this earth willyou ever find a love so true

My Heart!
Sometime I sit and wonder whyWhy it is I sit and cryI wonder why I am so sadWhen I think of what we could have hadWhen I think of things the way I dreamedI guess some things arent as they seemedWhat can I do to make you seeAll I want is you with meSometimes I wish I had just one more nightJust one time to hold you tightI fear that day will never comeBut always know you have my love

My Heart
ok so i want all to know she makes me feel so happy have not felt this way in a such long time she has touched my heart so and i am loving every minute we have with each other anything she does makes me smile i long for her touch i long to hear her voice i long for her kiss i am so twitterpated thank you for touching my heart the way you have

My Heart
If you are here to have fun, please do so. Although, don't lie to me and tell me you want me...when you dont..and dont try to get me..when you dont want to keep me. Please save me the heartache...and you the bad karma. I just had this happen. So please, dont do it.

My Head Is Exploding
I'm glad she's sane, because I'm obviously not. Well, I'm crazy about her at least. Which to some degree makes me crazy, because I have no businesss being in love with her, but I am. I honestly can't get her out of my head. If I've thought about you less than a thousand times today I'd be surprised. It's amazing how quickly this struck. Sudden and powerful. I'm to a point where I'm not even questioning my decision to cross emotional lines. This is probably my problem. I've completely given up on self control. Which is dangerous when hearts are involved. I have no fear for myself. I've been dead for so long that it doesn't even matter what happens to me. I worry about her, and most of all, I worry about the kids. What kind of person am I? I guess I can't even answer that question. Well, I can...a selfish one. So what can I do but hope for the best? I don't know. Too complicated. Too tangled. All I'm sure about is what I feel. I'm certainly not sure how th

My Heart, My Life, The Very Breath
My Heart, My Life, the very breath that sustains me, It is you I have come to stand before. My purpose, my essence, my salvation, my Angel of Mercy, that saved me with a kiss and held me safely with a smile. It is because of you I live for the first time. It is because of you I now want nothing more than to love you. I know little to nothing of love. My knowledge of the matter was an illusion and showed me what I thought I should believe. Why did I limit myself? Why did I wait so long to look past my narrow sight to a greater beauty, that now drives me to my knees with such a force, that it has shattered the reality of what I once believed? The questions that spin through my head move to quickly and are unreachable. But I know they have to do with you. I only know this because when I glance just upon the shadow of your image, it spins my mind to try and think of the things I wish to say. It is the same mind that overwhelms me with the thoughts of why you are with me and n

My Health
Why am I in the hospital? I started to get really sick in August of 2007. After many tests, I was diagnosed with Sarcoidosis. The tests also showed indicated a brain tumor. Over the next several months, I underwent many more tests and my health continued to decline. After Krissy found me blacked out, I was admitted to the Mayo clinic in mid-August of 2008. Since my admission to the Mayo Clinic, I have been undergoing radiation therapy. These treatments have caused a number of side effects. The radiation treatments crashed my immune system resulting in meningitis and pneumonia. Additionally, I have lost my hair, my good eye sight, some of my hearing, and my voice. One of the worse parts is the never ending pain I have inside my torso! It seems that the pain is so bad that I can barely breath or think. I also feel like I have the flu but 1000% times worse than I have ever had. I have to have dialysis due to kidney issues from the meningitis. I started to have major r

My Heart To You
Softly, raindrops fall, My heart to you and that is all Of me the world has to do Give my heart to Only You. Gently, the wind does blow My heart to you is all I know For all my life, all I knew I'd give my heart to Only You. Slowly, the years go by, My heart to you, need no reason why For always our love will be true I'll give my heart to Only You. Brightly, the sun does shine, My heart to you, our love is blind. Hold my hand, life guide me through I'll give my heart to Only You. Coldly, slowly the whole world dies My heart to you, there in your eyes Forever and always it's all I do

My Heart
My heart and body belong to her.... I feel like a vampire with not heart beat cold to the touch.. my body and mind screem for it to be filled with the love she can only give me..... Yet the more I try the more I push her away, ans more I destroy myself, and our love.... I feel hopeless as anything I do or say not enough and that I rath crawl into a whole and die then be without her... I will not long or want the touch of another woman.. only her... the kiss of an angel the body of a goddess....

My Heart And I
ENOUGH ! we're tired, my heart and I. We sit beside the headstone thus, And wish that name were carved for us. The moss reprints more tenderly The hard types of the mason's knife, As heaven's sweet life renews earth's life With which we're tired, my heart and I. You see we're tired, my heart and I. We dealt with books, we trusted men, And in our own blood drenched the pen, As if such colours could not fly. We walked too straight for fortune's end, We loved too true to keep a friend ; At last we're tired, my heart and I. How tired we feel, my heart and I ! We seem of no use in the world ; Our fancies hang grey and uncurled About men's eyes indifferently ; Our voice which thrilled you so, will let You sleep; our tears are only wet : What do we here, my heart and I ? So tired, so tired, my heart and I ! It was not thus in that old time When my love sat with me 'neath the lime To watch the sunset from

My Heart
My heart is full of broken fragmentsFrangments so small you can't see themThey're like sandSand thats wearing away at what remains Every time i start to healEvery time the pain starts to fadeYou come around and rip at the scabsTearing open old wounds My heart has become so fragileIt can't take another breakIt can't handle another tear You've left my heart in a sad stateStop tearing it apartPlease

My Health
So, today was the last day of my treatment, and I am completely clean now. It hurts when ppl say that crabs ar for hookers and druggies only cause I got em, and I am none of those. It can happen to anyone and people should get a life before judging. Its not like its aids or somethin, so whatever. I am completely done with all the medications they gave me, and I have a clean billl of health as of today. For advice: just cause you use a condom doesnt mean you cant get crabs, I used one but I guess the guy had em. I wish I knew right away, but. Its not worth the hassle and money.

My Heart Is Hers
For the past 3 months, my wife and I have been spilt apart.. she wants nothing to do with me, which i can kinda understand.. me and her have been together for 5 years and most (90%) of the time, i was a shity husband, and father to our boys.. about 6 months ago, i left to go to CA so i could try to get a job, and move them there to better our lives.. while i was there, i started to see just how bad i was to them, and i started changing my ways, betterin myself for me, and my family.. while i was there, she left me cause she didnt think i was changing, which was a mistake.. so i came back to Ar, so i could be closer to them.. granted, i have only got to see them 3 times since i been back, i have been proving to her day after day that i have changed and that i am a better person.. its hard to do that over a comp and the phone and i really hate it cause she cant see the change in me, i have tried and tried to show her but nothing.. i can understand alittle why she thinks i am lieing b

My Hell Froze Over.
I'm Happy. Its been a LONG time. All I can say is I'm glad everything went the way it did. Everything happens for a reason. With my husband, I never dealt with my issues, I pushed them aside and tried to forget them, but they grew bigger in the corner... when we went our seperate ways, I HAD to deal with them. And the deadbeat X I had in the middle kinda made me deal with them... which is ALL I can thank him for besides my Precious Littlest Angel I have been blessed with as a result of our relationship. When I was alone, I had time to evaluate my life and deal with my issues and see WHAT I really wanted. I had time to be sad and time to think. Many people are delusional and think I want that loser back in my life - I Don't. I don't want him in my life at all. I have three son's of my own - and don't have time for a 30yr old child that doesn't feel like working and uses people. I don't have room in my life to tip toe through the house so he doesn't get mad and throw things at me or wor

My Hell
I've never had much use for the concept of hell, but if hell exists I'm in it. The same images running through my head over and over. I was there, I saw my mothers death, a burried memory forgotten all these years, it climbed inside me that day, and it's been with me ever sice, My Dark Passenger.

My Heart
why is it that no matter what a person does they can never get ahead. they could b thsweetest kindest person... putting EVERY! ahead of themselves and they STILL get SHIT on....I hater my fuckin life...I found the man that fullfills all my dreams of the man i wanna grow old with and then he just up and starts neglecting me neglecting our relationship. he lets his friend have free raign over his web pages and make me feel like im shit and not worthy of the 1 man that i truelly love....I GUESS thats how shitty my life is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Heart
I'm delicately handing my heart to you, > In your caressing hands to forever keep. > I'm giving you the chance of destroying me, > And I know I'm in your love too deep. > > I'm giving my entire self to you, > All of my mind, body, and soul. > Handing over to you my everything, > In hopes, you'll be the one to keep me whole. > > I'm depending on your gentle and sweet love, > To get me through the tragic world each day. > I'm praying to God you'll always be here by my side, > And that's where you'll always be to stay. > > Putting you over everyone else including myself, > You automatically go to the front of my line. > Which is why I'm delicately handing you my heart, > In hopes, you'll always and eternally, completely be mine. > > > WONDERS WHAT WILL YOU DO?? >

My Heart Grows Weary!
My heart does grow weary now, it's grown so very tired, always waiting always hoping for that one true love, the one that only exist in my dreams.. I'll search no longer, I'll give it up and hope that maybe someday it will come to me, but then again maybe not.. Perhaps I will find it sneaking in like a silent stranger in the night, there will be no more wearing my heart on my sleeve. If I never in my lifetime catch the heart of another, maybe it just wasn't meant for true love to come to me. All my heart ever finds is the pain of being broken over and over again. Still my heart will always hold a love that waits so eager to be shown. I'll keep it forever to myself, and release it's feelings out into the wind, along life's shore, maybe it will blow my way again someday. Each tide taking a piece of it out to the stormy seas, never to come back and cloud this heart of mine. I've prayed, and I've tried to be all that I can be, and yet only false love finds it's way to me.

My Heart
The blood now flows from deep inside my heartthe hand that holds it shall keep us far apartand place my love in a box to stay for yearsuntil this heart may love again sans tears.My heart is cracked, so worn by years of painThe fragile monster shall not again be plainOh, the tears I've cried, the blood I've shed for loveThe pain I've felt the Hell I've known from aboveMy thought my hopes so dashed so torn, so meekThat hate has burned my heart so black and bleakIt is my hand that holds this heart so frailI'd rip it from my chest to stop my wailI've loved, I've lost I've cried the tears of whiteI bleed this white and prepare for coming nightIn the night I'll stay, in the night so dark I'll lienever to taste a kiss of love I'll sighbut never again shall I cry...

My Heart....part 1
Well I haven't written in a blog in a while,Alot has happened since then some things good somethings not so great.All in all last year is most likely a year I will never forget!Some of you are probably thinking what is she talking about...Well I met a man who i thought i was going to spend the rest of my life with, but as the year went on things changed for me in so many ways. I lost my job at Target in Febuary and i am still looking now. Something will turn up I am sure of it, ill just have to keep praying and looking a little longer than expected. I fell in love with someone who I thought loved me as I loved him, but as the year went by I learned that he wasn't the man I thought we was. He was sleeping around on me. He admitted to me that he cheated. Which ripped my heart into pieces and I never in a million years through that would happen to me.While he was cheating he missed the most important thing to ever happen to a couple, I learned I was pregnant, but before I c

My Heart
Theres this guy he stole my heart never could i imagine id fall so hard, hes the one i think about both day and night though we are miles from each others sight. when he talks to me i feel all tingly deep down and side like my hearts going to jump out and float with the tide. you see hes the one near and dear to me holding to my heart the key.

My Heart
my heart an item that has been shattered,broke,abused,and crushed i found her when i tought all was lost like a angel of light to my darkness i was lifted like no other no one could ever do what she has done not another holding her in my arms there is no greater feeling no better grace crystal amanda ratulowski i do wed face to face with all that own from flesh to bone i belong no other place no other by my side even to the grave ice and snow with out you i have no mind no body i love you so!

My Heart Skips A Beat
My Heart Skips a Beat (by me) My heart skips a beat when I think of youMy heart skips a beat when I get a message from youMy heart skips a beat when when the phone rings hoping it is youMy heart skips a beat when I hear your voice in my earMy heart skips a beat when my eyes gaze apon youMy heart skips a beat when when my fingers touch yours My heart skips a beat when I hold you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I stroke your beautiful hairMy heart skips a beat when I touch your beautiful faceMy heart skips a beat when my lips touch your lipsMy heart skips a beat when my hands caress your bodyMy heart skips a beat when I lay down next to youMy heart skips a beat when I make sweet love to youMy heart skips a beat when I fall a sleep with you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I wake up next to youMy heart skips a beat when I watch you walk awayMy heart skips a beat when I think of you

My Heaven
My Heaven I look deep in your eyes.I see there what I feel inside.We share something between us,Neither one of us can hide.I feel your lips touch mine,I loose all my control,All it took was a look and a kiss,To know you were part of my soul.I see your hands on my skin,I want and need you to do more,The passionate look you give me,Tells me heaven is in store.I feel your need against my thigh,I know you will fulfill every wish,.We were made to fit together,And all it took was a look and a kiss.I look deep in your eyes,And I see heaven there inside,You make me feel so beautiful, What I feel for you I cannot hide.

My Heart Believes In You
My Heart Believes In You I kept my head up high,and then you came my way.I have been hurt so many times.My heart filled with so much pain.but now that pain has gone away.For I have found a place I want to be.This place I see is with thee.For in your arms I have felt and seen,a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe.A safe haven in your arms just for me.Now I give my heart to thee.For my heart believes in you.

My Heart Is Broken
I wasn't with my boyfriend for very long, 5 monthS but I cared about him so much and I wanted a future with us. He broke up with me last night, told me he had too many things in his life going wrong and his life basically sucked and he needed to work on himself. I was devasted, I didn't want to break up. I don't understand. We had NO drama, got along GREAT, never fought, had a few minor disagreements, but nothing major. He was on my facebook page and I had in my status that I was heartbroken. Well I was. He didn't like my posts, which were not angry by the way, just posting I was heartbroken without going into details of why we broke up. He deleted me and told me he had to let go of me for good. I am so hurt and confused. What did I do to deserve this? Its one thing to break up with me I can accept that but to just banish be from his life forever? I did not cheat on him, I was a loyal and faithful girlfriend. I was there for him when he needed to talk about his life. Why d

My Head
I always get told I'm so awesome and I'm so amazing and when I hear it all I can do is shake my head.. None of you know, none of you have any clue. If I were to sit here and go into detail my life.... I can't even imagin the reaction I would get... I know people have had it worse and more fucked up but... If you haven't been there you will never know or understand my head. I am not a nice person, I am not a "normal" person, I am not awesome in any respect...I am me, quiet, bookwormish, cruel, horrible, and I have no heart left to give.... Welcome to hell take your seat sit down and shut the fuck up.... Don't tell me I'm cool or that I'm a great person cause you have no IDEA.... Everyone judges themselves but my judgement and my own punishment fits the crime or crimes.... Walk away, turn around and don't bother cause it all means fuck all to me....

My Heart
Lots of things happen, new skins are developed new barriers are made my barriers are tough, they are high with many jaggers on them Will another man cross them or claim my heart? Alone without anyone, alone without someone to hold, without someone holding me I'm scared to give my heart away again I dont want to get hurt I dont want to be betrayed by my beloved I guess my heart is only mine for now until soemone crosses My barriers are up who wants to challenge them? My heart awaits for the prize As I am healing myself I become more assertive. I know now I control my own life and no man will ever control me again.

My Heart
i follow your lead. you are my soul. i know this. i couldn't belong to another as completely as i belong to you. maybe i shouldn't give you that knowledge but it seems only right that i do. if we are to have complete trust then i have to trust that you will not take advantage of me, but that you return the trust and faith. i know that together we will be invincible. nothing and no one can tear down all we create because our strength together is undeniable and undefined. i believe this with every ounce of life i possess. the only question i have is do you trust me? do you trust me to surrender yourself completely to me? or does your need for control prohibit you from having that faith? as survivors we have learned to rely only on ourselves but if that's true then we have no true trust. you said it exactly as it is via text a couple weeks ago. we're strong only because of our stubborn will to prove others wrong. i don't want to be strong alone, i want to be strong with you. i want

My Heart
My heart is like a rose If its taken care of It will bloom and grow An to do this is with another But if one never finds this Its something that many will miss As the flower wilts and dies As so does the heart when it cries To touch ones soul It helps the heart to grow The look in the eyes Helps all to realize that there Is nothing better in life then A heart thats like a rose

My Heart Is For Sale
"HEART FOR SALE"...Who wants to buy my heart?Im having it for sale.Although its only second hand,still it functions well.Because once,I sold it whole,but someone returned it broken.Now,I had it all repaired and now im back in business.Who wants to buy my heart?Satisfaction guaranteed.It has free service charge and a lifetime warranty.So if youre asking for the price,well youre in a bargain,it only cost........TRUE LOVE.,.,if youre interested just hit me up in my messenger so we can talk more about it,heres mine shalanimiller316@yahoo.com or shalanimiller316@hotmail.com addme and hit me up

My Hearts Being Torn In 2 Directions
I am going to sound like an ass hole. Hell what am i saying i am an ass. How does a married man let himself fall in love with another woman. I feel my heart being pulled in 2 directions. I love both women and i don't want to see either of them get hurt. my heart beats for both of them. i hate myself for how i feel. i never wanted to be a man that would even think of cheating. i haven't yet but that is only because we live in different states. i know what i am supposed to do, but why does it have to hurt so bad to do it. how do i do it with out hurting someone. i feel so alive when i talk with her. a feeling i haven't felt in a long time. i want to make her happy, make her feel safe, feel loved. but how do i destroy a family for my own selfish feelings. how did i let this happen. why does the choice i know i have to make hurt so much. why do i want to cry with just the thought of it. i deserve to be beaten or even killed for letting my heart feel this way. i just want to die rather th

My Heart
i feel your heart like it belongs to me because of you in the dark i can seea look into your eyes can take me far far awayi love you so much i can't find the words to say the world is coming down around me but from you i have the strength to be a man that stands his groundwith the meter to break freeiam towering above it alland sometimes i feel though i will fallbut i shall see it all throughand i know i feel this way all because of you catch me now so i don't break i love you always my heart and soul are yours to takeBy michael kelley

My Heart
I love you with all my heart, I hate that I feel so far apart, I would love to talk to you all day and all night, to me you are my white knight, the need I feel inside for you is so strong, and I feel that with you I do belong, I wait in anticipation for you to be my companion, the delectable taste of you I envision every night and day, and thinking of it takes my breath away, when I look at your eyes I feel I can see right through, into you, and wonder if you feel what I feel too?! The things I feel are undying and everlasting, and fills my heart with anguish to think nothing will ever happen! I love you with all my heart,are we really that far apart?

My Heart And Soul
There is peace in my soul For such a long awaited time There is love in my life A love of and rhyme Once you took hold of my heart I knew no other could have reached As whispered fate took my hand To levels only you could reach With you in my life I will live eternally I knew the first night we met YOU were meant for ME I Love You Baby Heart And Soul

*my Heart Is Base (i Call Safety)
I'll play the gentlemanAnd you can play the whoreThis isn't HalloweenI won't be your trick anymoreYour evil smileYour wicked eyesI won't fall for yourClever disguise Slow it down just a little for meIf I'm your Prince thanYou're my castastropheYou left me feeling emptyMy heart is base andI call safetySecond verse,same as the firstThis story's getting oldI was your lastYou were my worstAt least that's what you're toldSuch a tragic little wayFor our story to beBut Poe never wrote any happy endingsSlow it down just a little for me If I'm your Prince than You're my castastrophe You left me feeling empty My heart is base and I call safety

My Hero
I need to vent. I need to get and express the hurt that's going on inside before it bursts. It feels like a losing battle - treading water with a ton of weight pulling you down; I'm swimming, yet still sinking. My gandfather grew up a in a broken home during the depression. At that point in life, already off to a bad start - a very poor family sometimes eating turnips for days on end, and also being very unwanted - his grandmother at one point tried to kill him. Time went on, he grew up. He found work, got married, had a son. The marriage fell apart, and the little boy, an uncle I'd never meet passed away at the age of 6 to leukemia. Fate still was not done dealing him bad hands. He wound up a medic on the front lines in World War II. Many of the scenes at the beginning of the movie Saving Private Ryan, he witnessed first-hand; more than enough to scar anyone for life. You'd never know it. Life went on, he met my grandma, married, had 5 more kids and eventually 10 grandkids. Me, b

My Heart
Woke up about 6 am still groggy from my meds. I wish that I could b close to u. U make me laugh, u make me smile,I think of u often well always. Just to have u in my life makes me want to continue. I would b nothing without u! I would give anything to have u here with me even if it were just a few days that would make me ecstatic. And as for all those that say they care........ I call b.s. On that cuz betrayal doesn't show care just selfishness!

My Head
I was in a relationship for over 5 years and it ended just a little under a year ago. Sadly it was mainly distance and a lack of ability...or maybe interest that split us apart even more. We fought a lot, but we loved each other a lot, apparently not enough to keep things giong though. In the end, she decided that she'd go with a guy that she met while in Law School that she had become friends with. I told her that no matter what I loved her, but I just couldn't stand to talk with her and keep in any kind of contact with her, knowing that she was with someone else. Some time in June I was looking for a girl that would be a good match for me and I came across a wonderful woman. She and I compliment each other quite well and we have tons of good times together. I love her and care for her deeply...but as of late, I keep having thoughts of my ex and how much I miss her and want her back in my life. So far, I've kept my promise to myself that I wouldn't call her, write to her or anything a

My Heart Aches So Much
SOME OF YOU HAVE READ MY BLOG ABOUT MY GRANDMA AND WELL HERE IS AN UPDATE My grandma has been in the hospital since christmas eve 2010, and on christmas morning she suffered a massive stroke leaving her paralyzed on the whole right side if her body and her cancer started spreading more..She forgot who everyone was and couldnt even talk much but she tried and tried to remember my family.. she sat in a hospital dazing and not knowin what day it was or for that matter not knowin that it was a new year... she was fighting for her life when they had stopped feeding my grandma and had given up on her.. my mom had fought with the doctors and finally my grandma was transfered to another hospital.. In the new hospital they gave her food and treated her like any other human that is in there.. my grandma changed and she was talkin and she started remembering who we were with some help, she still didnt know what day it was or the year but she was remembering her past and the people in it an

"my Heart"
My heart is bound to you,I gander at wat I see,If the wish is true,Then we were meant to be.I ponder upon this comfort,Wonder in my thoughts,Are your feelings covert,Could they be tied into knots.My heart searches to bring,In this moment of time,Such emmotions I shall sing,When you're more than a friend of mine.A glimpse of success,Better days from being blue,Graceful ideas are to adress,When it comes from me to you.My heart feels no regret,From the things I say,I hope you dont forget,WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME TODAY...Copy written date... March 2001Writen by Nevaeh Jynsen

My Heart
i love you more than anything you can see. i love you cause ur true to me. you make me happy when i am sad.you bring me up when im feeling down. u know how to trun my life upside down. you have been there through thick and thin. and still to this day u cnt win. you kno how to love u kno how to laugh u kno how to make me blush so bad. though u have doubts u have ur views u kno that i love you so what to do, u stole my heart on that first chat. i may be afraid to tell u when we talk but i am true i love u so. maybe ull read this and realize u do too? but i dont push just tell me so if you do or if u dont, either way my heart is urs.

My Heart Belives In You
I kept my head up high,and then you came my way.I have been hurt so many times.My heart filled with so much pain.but now that pain has gone away.For I have found a place I want to be.This place I see is with thee.For in your arms I have felt and seen,a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe.A safe haven in your arms just for me.Now I give my heart to thee.For my heart believes in you.

My Hero
MY HERO Holding hands walking in the park caught up in our conversation didn't even realize it was dark. Sharing stories of what life may bring, and our wedding day, what songs we want them to sing. It would've been perfect in every way, but you were in the military and were called away. I remember when I watched you pack though I didn't want to beleive it, I knew there was a chance you may not be coming back. As you boarded the ship, I waved from the pier though I tried not to cry I wiped back a tear. I knew you'd be coming back so I watched all the clocks as time passed it got easier til the chaplain came by and told me your convoy was hit they found your body with your gun in your hands, face down in the rocks. When they bring you home I'll have your uniform pressed with all your medals, ri

My Hero ( Lane Frost)
Cheyenne 1989-The Last Ride .On this page is the story of Lane's last ride, and his death, at Cheyenne Frontier Days, Cheyenne, Wyoming, on July 30, 1989. At the bottom of the page is what is known about the bull after Lane's death. Please understand that this was a very hard page to write. While the main purpose of this site is to remember Lane, and all the good things that happened in his life, I understand why people want to know as much as possible about what happened to him in Cheyenne. I read accounts of that day that are inaccurate, such as: He was killed in Redding, Ca. (No)Red Rock killed Lane. (No) He was thrown from the bull. (No) He was trampled to death. (No) He did something wrong andthat caused his death. (No-No-No) ....and I think to myself that Lane deserves better. Lane deserves the truth. Here, I explain what happened that day in Cheyenne. I only wish someone could explain why. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Heart
I look in your eyes And they are deep blue Your gaze has me wondering Do you want me to? I've given you my heart Which you hold in your hand You toss it and twist it Where will it land? Beginning to wonder What can I do To keep my heart safe Should I save it from you? You used to deserve it Now you dont It's broken and hurting Just set it afloat. Give it back to me,for me to regive To someone who will love it With all that they have Someone who will hold it with strong,gentle hands. Poem By Tammy C.

My Heart
Your presence makes my heart want you...and my body yearns for your touch.The energy that runs through memakes me long for you.....so muchIf only I could hold youand have you next to meMaybe this aching that I feelwould finally set me freeI stand here waiting...

My Heartbreak
So, I am here. Writing about recent events that left me heartbroken and a little pissed-off. I met a woman in San Antonio, TX. She will remain anonymous, but has been on my mind since before Christmas. I know it's the new year, but I can't seem to get her off my mind. I recently spent about 5 days with her in her home and we made an instant connection...Hell, I'm not even sure why I'm writing this other than the fact that I need to vent. Most of my old friends are either in prison or dead, so it's a little hard for me to find an outlet for my frustration and such. If this is boring you to tears, then don't continue reading. I am by no means a writer or intellectual. So here's the deal. We actually spent 4 days together and had an amazing time until the fourth day arrived. I had to go back to work and my job is driving OTR (Over-the-Road) Trucking. I pull a flatbed trailer. I was sent to Laredo, TX to make a pick up going to Kansas. Had to put tarps on it to protect it from the

My Heaven
The first thought in the morning is your nameWhen eating alone imagining you are thereTaking a nap daydreamingand Spending my time just thinkingas I Enter the world of realitythere's a courage to see youTaking any path just to meet youEven if it's so hardstill patiently searching just to be with you.Finally the heaven is foundIt's a paradise when our eyes metThe flowers started to bloomThe birds are singing the song of lovewhile the trees are dancing,and the sweet breeze of the wind is comforting.as i look at youyour eyes are shining like a staryour touch is like a feather of the doveeverything about you is perfectthat's why I'll give my heart, soul, and trust in you.I love you so muchI hope this will never end.

My Heart And Soul
MY HEART LONGS TO BE CLOSE TO YOURS...TO UNDERSTAND HOW YOU THINK AND FEEL.. FOR SOMETIMES IM CONFUSSED IF THIS IS LOVE OR IM I JUST HERE TO BE BY YOUR SIDE JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT ME TO BE.. MY SOUL CRYS AT NIGHT BECAUSE YOUR NOT AROUND TO HOLD ME AND TELL YOU U LOVE ME SOMEDAYS MY HEART KNOWS YOU DO AND OTHERS IT DOESNT MY HEART HIDES WHEN YOU COME AROUND BECAUSE IT IS AFAID OF BEING HURT AGAIN..... SO WHAT SHOULD I DO MY DARLING HOW SOULD I FEEL .... I FEEL YOUR HEART BELONGS TO SOMEONE OTHER THEN ME AND I FEEL SOMETIMES IF I TURN AROUND YOU WILL BE GONE ..... SO I WAIT AND WONDER SHOULD MY HEART TAKE THIS LEAP OR SOULD IT HIDE AWAY FOREVER.. BY DARKANGEL

My Health
For those that do care or whatever I have been sick for almost 2 years with no diagnoses. They tell me it 's not Fibro, my labs for my thyroid came back good. We just odn't know what is wrong. I'm nauseous all the time, and topping that off with actual vomitting through out the day. I'm exhausted all the time and sleep is a joke, it's never restful.. My stomach is always clinched and aching and most of the time I cannot eat. My back is also messed up, my lower back is in constant pain as in between my shoulder blades. I have sensitive "nodes" all over my back, ribs and above my breast bone that they tell me are normal...How is that normal?? I'm just at a loss and have really not been myself. I dont come here much because there is too much drama and petty bullshit that I just dont care to be around.People you thought cared about you, really truly don't on here.

My Heart...
I put my head into my heart, but there was nothing there to see. nothing left for me. no air I couldn't breathe, So i tore the damned thing out, it was nothing that I need, Dead weight restraining me.... I gave all my love away, emptied my veins... sweated out my desire, bled away all my dreams... accepted that love is madness accepted that I am insane...

My Heart Cries
Protect my Loved ones Today Father They are in need of things only YOU can give them Surround My Friend today and his family as they gather at the hospital Give them Your Mercy, Your Comfort Your Peace Wrap Your arms around them as I do In my heart If It is your Will to bring another Soul Unto Yourself, Then Show your miracles in healing the broken hearts left behind who will mourn their loss and bring that family closer together and Provide their needs to get thru this Protect My Friend Lord as He journeys back from the Door that has been closed in front of him Protect his travel Lord, and open another door You see all..you know what is facing him if you do not provide the way I do not understand..But I ask that you give him what his life needs. He is one of yours and I know this... Gently lead him back Give him good please I would give every blessing coming to me.. to him instead. I Thank you for Your Love You show me, thru the many hands you lead into m

My Heart
Her eyes hold her world. So deeply leading to her soul. Far past her heart. Where I would love to go. To know all her troubles. Know all her thoughts so true. To always lift her hopes. And never leave her feeling blue. Such a beauty touches me so. She should never feel dispare. My arms for her always open. And my heart for her to share

ღ My Heart ~*~ My Soul ~*~ Belongs To You ღ's
Our hearts where made not only to give Us life to live everyday, but to live everyday with Love. Our hearts are our connection with our Soul, with humanity, with everyone you pass by , the more we open them to give Unconditional Love to everyone, the more we are going to experience the beauty of this Life. Discover the beauty of your Soul, Make it shine, Think Love, Be Love, Share Love, Give Love. Blessings, Love and Light *¨`♥ Always keep spreading Love, there is nothing more beautiful that to experience your true self Shining brightly because Love is shining from Your heart to every corner of the world. Without Love the soul dies slowly, there is no hope, there is no light, there is darkness, but the moment we add LOVE to ourselves, to our thoughts, to everything we do or say, We will find that LOVE is the Answer to live an harmonious life filled with Happy moments :) Blessings, Light and Love for all your shiny beautiful souls ♥♥♥

My Hell
my hell will take your sole and suck you dry! no love for me and no hope ether the only way out of my hell is death. something i Wait for with open arms. the sweet release of my person is the only thing i want besides love! love can set the sole free. but will it set me free? or pool me deeper into my hell? the truth is i don't know. the filling of loneliness i believe will never leave me. so if you see me in my hell kill me or love me but release me from my hell!

My Heart' S A Keeper
Amorous pools sable and deep Set lightly upon lustrous smile Thy moonlit skin my heart doth keep Stow’d away upon distant isle Evermore to serve thy desire Thy will my own ‘till I retire A word, a phrase, to part thy lips If only a whisper received Force unmatched by one thousand ships Seraphic design ‘ways believed Speak unto my eternal soul And place it under thy control

My Heart
You possessed my heart and gave me all the love that I ever wished to have. You gave a new dimension to my life. You made me so alive that even death cannot take my smile away. But now that you are gone and I doubt you’ll ever come back now from wherever it is you are. The only regret I have left is that I knew what you loved in me but you never understood what I loved you for.

My Heart Has Your Name On It
Its all good, it is just great, I have good intentions and I am friends with Mr. Fate. I'll ask you to understand, as I slip and slide with you I have a warm soul and hand. With the toothpick or boat, you always need to consider the cave or the warm coat. Sticky needed promise to cover, you are my only need to be your grand stand lover. As I'm imaging you move, each muscle tenses the main muscle meets the groove. Heart pounding, simply racing it never slows to a steady beat I won't know joy, until its you I'm facing. My heart has your name on it the sweetest I have read, I want you to know every single night before bed. my heart also has your name on it engraved with love n care, I will continue to lovingly think

My Heart
You have given me hope. You have helped me to cope. You have watched everything I do. You have learned that everything I say is true. You have shown your love to me. You have let things between us to just stay in the past letting them be. You have smiled to cheer me up. You have given me drinks out of your cup. You have grown close to me not wanting us to be apart. You have been given my heart.

My Heart Is A Magical Place For My Love
It's a place in my heart where no bad thoughts, no negative feeling can not reach. A place where the sun and incessant cheerfulness, where rainbow is seen all the time and clear sky echoes of your laughter happy. Where and birds you have learned your name to it peeped relentless in charming singing and the flowers have fragrance of your body. This piece of heaven in my heart is where I keep you, my love ...! I'm here to listen when you need to talk, I'm here to hold you when you feel the need to cry, I'm here to cheer you up when you're sad, it neatly when you're sick, you kiss and hug when you look special and wonderful as you are. I am here not because I did anything or won, but the heart has called me that here, near you ... is my ...

My Hero
It occurred to me while feeling insignificant...of how I used to carry on a very lengthy rant.I looked in the mirror and peeled away the lies.I looked at myself with unadultered eyes.I tried to envision a very dirty, awful boy.One that did much wrong and treated girls like a toy.He abandoned those who had always had his back.He sent his life so horridly off track.Sitting in a puddle of self loathing misery.He couldn't look up to the light and see...that this world was not always simply black and white.I fitted myself with a brand new type of sight.The type of vision that let it be okay...All of the things I always had to say.Maybe that boy in the mirror isn't such a loss.Maybe his tarnished picture just needed a little gloss.He wanted so to be so much more than he had been.He wanted just this time not to long to win.After all life just isn't all a game.If that's all it was this would all be so lame.Now that he is learning to stop and smell the roses...he had begun to ponder life and al

My Heart Cries......
How do you deal with accepting that things can never be what you wanted or that picture you had in your mind. The day that you come to terms that what you wanted so deeply will just not happen. The let down, the pain, the disappointment. What do you do that helps you get past it??

My Hearts Desire...... What I Am Waiting For In A Nutshell
My hearts Desire what this heart desires as I dream of a life anew is the ability to be tender to find freedom again in what is simple what my heart desires is the parts of me not yet defined as I grow into the next phase of the woman i still am yet to become what my heart desires is to live fully this life to reign in bliss and grace as I seek the comforts of hearth, joy and home what my heart desires is wisdom And a steady temperment kindness and compassion and the ability to live by the strength of convictions I hold true what my heart desires is the ability to share without reservations to give of myself and receive things of the heart to learn risk and trust again to find and believe in love again what my heart desires is to wipe away the past to not feel the pain or the tears caused by those who truly don’t know how to love to not remember the disappointment the world shattering sound… of flesh against flesh Of words screamed only to tear at ones soul My

My Heart Hurts Today
Meth seems to find it's way into everyone's life, in one form or another... We all have family, which isn't blood but may as well be. One my mom's best friends' great grandchildren.. 10 months old was taken to the hospital last night. The mother, feels like my sister, I've watched her grow up. Her dad is that punch line brother, if there was a stupid idea.. he'd have done it. He got tangled up in Meth years ago and his daughter [baby's mom] was always running away, because she just couldn't stand living with it. She's managed to stay clean and sober, her parents were her anti-drug. Well, this latest boyfriend started acting strangely and she did a little digging, when she discovered he was using she started to pack her things to leave, he came home. She confronted him and told him she'd worked too hard to lose everything and that she was leaving. Of course there was a fight and she said it took quite awhile to get all their stuff together with him freaking out. She went t

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My Hh *fubucks* Giveaway!
I want your rates during my Happy Hour on Monday, July 7th at 8PM FuTime.I'll pay with FuBucks!I've got two folders labeled "Happy Hour Folder"...Stop by and rate ALL of them and then send me a private message and I'll send you fubucks! How easy is that?!For 100 - 10's, I'll send you 10k in FuBucks!For 100 - 11's I'll send you 15K in FuBucks!For a comment on each picture, you'll get an extra 5K in FuBucks!Remember, this is valid ONLY during my Happy Hour on Monday! Show this virgin how to do it right! *muahs* So what are you waiting on? Sweet Kandy Kisstina ~*¢¾sexy fu-slave to RoUgH^n^ToUgH¢¾*~@ fubar

My Hh Repost.
Her 1st Happy Hour! sO FrESH Is Having her VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR! So I'm her to tell you ABOUT IT ROCKSTAR - NICKELBACK This Woman Is trying to Level and Also Trying VERY HARD for the SPOTLIGHT......

My Hh Today!!
It's my 2nd Happy Hour!! I maybe handing out random bling to people who show me the most love. I'm also having a bling auction for Fu$click the pics below Cali Rainshow me lovins, I'll show you lovins

My Hh 8/26 Ty Dusty You Rock Gf!
Texas Twister’s Happy Hour!!! When: 11am Fu-Time Where: Right here! ~♥~TEXAS TWISTER~♥~SHADOW LEVELER♥CLUB UNITED♥FU BAD GIRL♥~~TEXASMAN~~@ fubar So come and show the lady who always has love to give, some love right back! She’s a Harley-riding, boat-driving, mad-love-giving woman. She’s got tons of pics and stash… BOMB them! Don’t miss out… it’ll be gone before you know it!! (repost of original by '~Dusty~ (J.O.) *{Shadow Leveler}*' on '2008-09-26 08:32:04')

My Hh On Monday, December 15 At 7 Pm Fst
Emily knows how to FU.... PROPERLY! This Monday, at 7 p.m. Fu-Time, she has decided to Host a Happy Hour! In keeping with the fine, risque, Fubar tradition she will don her Auto 11's! So meet her under the Mistletoe! EmilyIMAX ☆ THE IMAX EXPERIENCE ~ see more, hear more, feel more ☆ Be sure to F/A/R her. Hit her up! Spank Her! Send her a Bling Present! Level a few Greenies for her ....

My Hh Summary (plain Text)
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My Hh On Friday, January 2 At 6 Pm Fst
Emily knows how to FU.... PROPERLY! This Friday, at 6 p.m. Fu-Time, she has decided to Host a Happy Hour! ...and in Fine, Fubar fashion she'll be sporting Auto 11's! But, wait, there's MORE .... In one of her brief, lucid moments, she decided to PAY for Rates! Thats right .... Emily will pay 10k for every 100 rates you give her ! WHAT IS SHE THINKING? Must be lack of sleep from that toddler of hers!! .. yet STILL more !! O M G !! In her sleep-deprived fog, Emily will be randomly BLINGING! Yup, yup .... You have a chance to score even MORE! What are you waiting for??? Hmmmm .... ?? EmilyIMAX Be sure to F/A/R her. Level a few Greenies for her .... ..You know they'd LOVE the attention! Pimped with Love:

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My Hh
I will be paying 2500 fubucks for every 100 10's and 10k for every 100 11s. If I end up with an auto 11 during it I will give 10k for every 100 rates regardless obviously lol. Also for those that cherrybomb I will match the points I get from it with fubucks. PLEASE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WHEN DONE!!

My Hh
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My Hidden Sexual Talent Quiz Results
This is pretty accurate!! Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Hidden Path...
Walking through the dark tunnel, as I hear your call.Trying to reach you in time. Hearing screams of anger and sadness. Knowing you are close but feeling you so far away. Hands trembling as I touch the path I chose to lead me in your direction. Hoping to find you safe. Carrying a weight of worry upon my imagination. Visions of the worst appear in front of my mind. Taking it all in and trying to keep calm, seem like the worst task that I have ever come by. Still searching and moving through the darkness, your calls come to me louder and louder. Forcing my thoughts to a happier place. I envision your arms wrapped around me tightly, never letting go. Taking in that well known scent that you always seem to wear. The look of excitement upon your face, like you are just seeing me for the first time over and over again. Needing all of these visions to give me the strength to force myself through. I stop in my tracks as something slightly grazes my fingertips. A tear starts to roll do

My Hidden Talent
Your Hidden Talent You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations. You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary. What's Your Hidden Talent?

My Hidin Sexual Talent :p
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Hips Don't Lie.....
Your Spicy Score: Medium You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance. You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature. Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality. Men find you hot yet approachable - the perfect combination! How Spicy Are You?

My Hidden Talent....
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Hitman Name Is
The Black AngelPeople Iced:SevenCar Bombs Planted:SixteenFavorite WeaponA CleaverArms Broken:NineteenEyes Gouged:TenTongues Cut Off:ElevenBiggest Enemy:Bloody ThumbsGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

My Hitman Name Lol
Bloody ThumbsPeople Iced:NineteenCar Bombs Planted:FourFavorite WeaponShankArms Broken:ThirtyEyes Gouged:Thirty TwoTongues Cut Off:ThreeBiggest Enemy:Ruphas the TerribleGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

My Hitman Name Lol
The Knuckle ScrapperPeople Iced:Twenty FiveCar Bombs Planted:SixFavorite WeaponA CandlestickArms Broken:OneEyes Gouged:TwoTongues Cut Off:FourteenBiggest Enemy:The Canadian StranglerGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

My Hitman Name
Da' Loot BagsPeople Iced:TenCar Bombs Planted:None. Pathetic.Favorite WeaponCurdled MilkArms Broken:Thirty ThreeEyes Gouged:SeventeenTongues Cut Off:OneBiggest Enemy:Buck-Eyed BartGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

My Hidden Sexual Tallent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Hit Man Info
Hairy Knuckles HalPeople Iced:EighteenCar Bombs Planted:SevenFavorite WeaponRusty ChainArms Broken:EightEyes Gouged:Twenty ThreeTongues Cut Off:SevenBiggest Enemy:El Loco MotoGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

My Hidden Tallent
Your Hidden Talent You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think! What's Your Hidden Talent?

My Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Hidden Talent!
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My High School Boy Show Some Love
hey got a new friend on here been friend since high school hit him up and show some love he hasnt got his shit together yet but he will be up soon so show some love add him if you want and he will show love back promise http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=551123 [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2936783521 ]

My Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Hit Man Name
One-ShotPeople Iced:Twenty FiveCar Bombs Planted:TwoFavorite WeaponBowling BallsArms Broken:NineEyes Gouged:NineteenTongues Cut Off:FourteenBiggest Enemy:The BullGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

My Hip Hop Contribution To The Monotony Of Your Lives
Bay Area rap music isn’t afraid to push the levels upward when it comes to artistic content....... Shouts to my boy GUY RILLA, the TECHWHORE. Dude straight-laced me with a concept album from KIRBY DOMINANT and CHRIS SINISTER titled ‘Niggaz and White Girlz’. Don’t let the title put you off. This shit is some of the best Hip-Hop I have listened to in a long time. When was the last time that you listened to an entire album just because it was good? If you are younger than thirty (or Black?!?) you won’t recognize a single sample on their album. That isn’t exactly true either, but if you grew up in the eighties without any white friends then you missed out on some innovative and creative music. KIRB and CHRIS freak their entire album with new wave pop music samples. The loop from GARY NUMAN’s ‘Cars’ is sick to death and when you listen to these dudes rhyme over the track you may just realize what the missing link is. There is a vast treasure trove of untapp

My Higher Self
To My Higher Self I bless my Higher Self and ask that the way be made clear for the Divine Plan of my life now to come to pass. For me to fill the place that only I can fill and no-one else can fill. For me to do the work and the things that only I can do. I ask that all doors now be made open and all channels free for endless avalanches of abundance to be poured upon me from unexpected sources. I ask that all the above come to pass immediately, Under Grace and in a perfect way.

*my Hit-man Alias*
RuprickPeople Iced:Twenty SixCar Bombs Planted:OneFavorite WeaponShankArms Broken:ElevenEyes Gouged:Twenty TwoTongues Cut Off:TwelveBiggest Enemy:Rusty RastelliGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

My Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Hideaway Summer Pt. 1
I’d had enough. After a Monday morning meeting that had tuned into “The New And Improved: What Have You Done For Us Lately Show.”, I was well past fed up. Maybe it was the fact that it was the first truly hot day of the impending summer or the question posed to me by the owner, “Last year at this time your sales were up 50% over the year before, so why is it that they are only 25% over last year now?” Apparently he didn’t stop to ponder that in reality I had posted a year to date that was 75% better than any posted by my immediate predecessor and over 100% better than any posted by the schmuck before him. I tried the direct approach. “Peter with all due respect you are missing the bigger picture here. Last year I gave you 50% business growth in my department, most owners would sell their children for that. This year I gave you another 25% over that. In a business where growth averages 7.5% per year I’d say that’s pretty damn spectacular. In fact some would say that me and Jesus ar

My Hideaway Summer Pt. 2
“Drink like a fish, eat like a king and sleep like a child.” The thought kept running through my mind as I came up out of my sleep for the second time that day. That thought was soon replaced by the feeling of disappointment felt when you roll over to find the person you were expecting to be next to you isn’t there. “Maybe it was a dream” the thought darted through my mind. It passed quickly when I set my hand down on a piece of paper on the pillow next to me. I brought it up in front of my face as I shock off the last cobwebs. It was a note from Leah. “Matt, Wanted to stay and play some more, but I had to run into town for a meeting with my accountant, I’m going to be very late as it is. I hope you enjoyed this morning as much as I did. I know it was sort of forward, but I just needed it. Come up to the house when you get this, the door is unlocked. If I’m not there make yourself comfortable and I will be along shortly. – L.” I smiled. “I certainly enjoyed Leah and I hope to d

My "hidden Secret" To Success With Women
By the simple fact that you are reading this right now, I know one thing is for sure: You want to improve your success with women. And here's one thing YOU know for sure: There is a BIG difference between WANTING to have more success with women... and ACTUALLY MAKING IT HAPPEN. I can remember when I reached the point in my life where I decided that I needed to get this part of my life called "meeting women" handled. I won't bore you with the details, but I was going through a time where I had just moved to a new city. I was single. and I had NO IDEA how to meet women or get dates. One night I was talking to one of my best friends, and I said "I am going to figure this out for myself, no matter what it takes". Well, it wasn't exactly easy to "figure it out". I spent the next few years reading a lot of books, listening to "motivational tapes", going to seminars, and generally trying out a lot of whacky ideas that I was learning.

My Highest Fantasy....
Alright, Every stoner out there has had at least one true wake and bake... You open your eyes, reach to the ashtray on the table by the bed, pick up that joint you took two drags off of the night before, and fire it up. ~WAKE & BAKE~ And lots of guys love to get head... It's true, we love it, majority anyway. I've met a couple who said they didn't care for it, but hey that's them. Me, I love it. But there was one girl in my life who had the idea one morning while watching me sleep to take it upon herself to begin sucking me off while I slept. this woke me up with a smile, and a beatiful day. My fantasy has been for some time now to find a girl who smokes, and combine the two. Open my eyes to my girl(Whoever she may be) going down on me, while I reach to that ashtray and light the doobie left from the night before. I don't know...I'm just horny, and bored... It's marked NSFW... You don't wanna know, don't read it... but I think guys will agree... It'd be a good thing t

My Hiding Place.xx
Runaway with me to my hiding place where we are free to be within his grace- Flawless, virtuous, pure in existence I ask myself how can you resist this? Where will I be without your gaze if this will be but a temporary faze... You reject the idea I might be true as you hold your breath I see the clue.. I want to hold your very frame and hope to god you might feel the same. I doubt the reality of any dreams but I know one day soon I may feel its seams. I'll be here in my hiding place when you meet me here I'll memorize your face. ~D.

My Hip Hop Vs America Summary
My Hip Hop vs America Summary Tuesday, October 02, 2007 From: www.myspace.com/smcclintonjr5 As I indicated in my last blog, I did mention that I will be commenting on BET's Hip Hop vs America Special that aired last week. I have watched both shows, actually there was a third show online, and I think I have my own summary in mind that I am willing to provide. The issue between Hip Hop and society goes on, but the question is can they coexist? And like my last blog, I'll let this out, either right or wrong, it's just how I feel about it. But, I wont let the story concept get the best of me. OK. Back to the matter at hand: Hip Hop vs America. What I got out of the show is the fact I think BET tried to summarize the legality of the genre. There were talks mostly about the generational gap between hip hop/civil rights era, starting right in the home, Tip Drill, and a question that involves hip hop being the culprit or in this case, a victim. Some said that hip-hop despite of it's hi

My Hideous House!
Wow, what a mistake I made on the color (cloUr) of my trim on my house! I went out there earlier today and didn't like it when they first started painting the trim. I should have had them stop if I had used my brain. No...I think that maybe it will darken and look better when it dries. HELL NO! It is uglier then before. It is really bad around my beautiful front door. It ruins it. The guys painted part of the door that they weren't supposed to paint. They also got trim around the garage door they weren't supposed to get. I want to scream! I just hope it is fixable. I am going to go with a nice blue color for the trim instead. More subtle then BRIGHT PURPLE! I can't believe it turned out like that. Sometimes the color of the paint doesn't look like the chip you see. The only bad thing besides having to prime over it and then paint all the trim again is that we will have to wait. It is supposed to rain and we all know you can't paint when it is raining so we ar

My High Blood Pressure
I have high blood pressure and I'm taking 3 different pills for it . But 1 of my meds makes me sleepy , so I need to take a nap about every day. I take my pills in the morning as directed but it sucks trying to wake up and getting right back sleepy again.

My Highlander..
He makes me laugh when im feelin blue His eyes put the pitter patter all the way thru to the heart and my soul When the skies seem gloomy and grey his voice causes all that to disipate and go away His heart so warm and full of love filled with compassion beyond the outer limits of love Hes found a part of me hes freed not knowingly I love this man so its been told for all time and ill never let go So Highlander know this from me to you- Hun I'll always love you for you being you...

My Hip
As some of you know, I've been having trouble with my hip as of late. I finally broke down, took a day off Monday, and went to the doctor. He says that my problem is in the muscle, and not in the bone structure, or joint. He then prescribed me a pain killer, and an antiinflamatory. I don't like pain pills, rarely take them, but couldn't wait to get my hands on them, it hurt so bad. I know it takes a little bit to get in the system, and to really start working, but it is now Wednesday, and I don't see any relief in the near future. In fact, where as before, I had good days and bad, I am now stuck on bad. I'm to the point I can only sit in hard chairs, or lay on the floor. It hurts now to walk, and never did before. I'm going to the chiro today, and maybe he can see if I knocked something out of whack.

My Hip 2
It is now Thursday, and my hip is still sore. I went to the chiro yesterday, and that helped some. He put the electro stimuli on me, and an adjustment, and it felt pretty good yesterday. Today, its sore again. I'm back to work, so we'll see how it holds up. My boss is a jackass, and gave me a few long tickets, so if it starts to hurt after, I'm going home

My Hidden Self
Smiles plastered on my face but I've got a scowl behind them just in case twinkles stuck onto my eyes so you'll never see the lies she's so tired of being hidded away the girl inside, the girl who could be the girl who wants nothing more than to be free

My Hijab
HIJAB What do you see when you look at me Do you see someone limited, or someone free All some people can do is just look and stare Simply because they can't see my hair Others think I am controlled and uneducated They think that I am limited and un-liberated They are so thankful that they are not me Because they would like to remain 'free' Well free isn't exactly the word I would've used Describing women who are cheated on and abused They think that I do not have opinions or voice They think that being hooded isn't my choice They think that the hood makes me look caged That my husband or dad are totally outraged All they can do is look at me in fear And in my eye there is a tear Not because I have been stared at or made fun of But because people are ignoring the one up above On the day of judgment they will be the fools Because they were too ashamed to play by their own rules Maybe the guys won't think I am a cutie But at least I am filled with more

My Hidden Love
My Hidden Love Long wet kisses I long from you. Lifetime of endless love I dream about with you, But I am just a mere shadow about your life, you don’t see. All I feel or think goes unsaid because my words mean nothing to you. Tears I hide within my emotionally rainstorm within me, So you will never see my pain of you not seeing my love. Unbreakable I will be. In the end I hope you will come to regret passing me by. Good bye my heart desire. Good bye my soul yearning. I will just wait within my dreams of love for you. I will not beg or demand your attention towards me. Naughty things I wish to share with you, I will shut them down in my dark abyss of sorrow. My hidden love for you will become the whisper wind of lostness. I will linger in the darkness of shadowy love, Until one day, someone will dare to set me free from my sorrowful prison of loving you. Never will I let you or anyone see or hear my pain of lost love from you. I will walk without sound or meaning.

My History
i dont normaly talk about my child hood but it explains alot about me and who i am and why im the way i am. this will be a bit hard for me but i guese take a deep breathe and get it over w and i swear to god none of you better feel sorry for me. i was born in californis my mom was in the airforce and so i was always at a baby sitters. all my babysitters were physicaly abusive according to my mom the only thing i remember from that early inmy life is when i was four i was at a babysitters and she was curling my hair. she took a knife out and told me that if i didnt gfet in my moms room shed kill me. so i ran but my mom had locked her door. she took me by the hair and sat down and said well your going to well you guys can get the picture i was forced to give her oral. my mom says she took me to therapy and they said i was to young id never remember well i did. my mom was pghysicaly and emotionaly as well as verbally abusive pretty much my whole life as well as her partners. ive h

My Hijab
HIJAB What do you see when you look at me Do you see someone limited , or someone free All some people can do is just look and stare Simply because they can ' t see my hair Others think I am controlled and uneducated They think that I am limited and un-liberated They are so thankful that they are not me Because they would like to remain ' free ' Well free isn ' t exactly the word I would' ve used Describing women who are cheated on and abused They think that I do not have opinions or voice They think that being hooded isn ' t my choice They think that the hood makes me look caged That my husband or dad are totally outraged All they can do is look at me in fear And in my eye there is a tear Not because I have been stared at or made fun of But because people are ignoring the one up above On the day of judgment they will be the fools Because they were too ashamed to play by their own rules Maybe the guys won' t think I am a cutie But at least I am filled with more i

My Hijab
What do you see when you look at meDo you see someone limited, or someone freeAll some people can do is just look and stareSimply because they can't see my hairOthers think I am controlled and uneducatedThey think that I am limited and un-liberatedThey are so thankful that they are not meBecause they would like to remain 'free'Well free isn't exactly the word I would've usedDescribing women who are cheated on and abusedThey think that I do not have opinions or voiceThey think that being hooded isn't my choiceThey think that the hood makes me look cagedThat my husband or dad are totally outragedAll they can do is look at me in fearAnd in my eye there is a tearNot because I have been stared at or made fun ofBut because people are ignoring the one up aboveOn the day of judgment they will be the fools

My History 1
So I guess some people want to know about me. fine here we go.. I was born in oklahoma.. and moved to texas where i grew up until i was 15.. when mom n dad got a divorce. where i moved back to oklahoma.. yay parental divorce.. had to start over with not knowing hardly anyone at all. it sucked. i went all through highschool in a little town called pawhuska oklahoma.. where i literally scraped by on the skin of my teeth. I was such an angry teenager.. i guess parents divorcing and a lot of other crap made things really hard. my senior year i got married .. to someone that supposedly got caught cheating on me with her ex. yeah.. yay for me again right? .. that took six years to get the divorce bc she didnt want to split up with me.. even when she was with other men.. writing me constantly.. i just couldnt find it in me to forgive my wife for taking my love and completely crushing it under her heel. It made it really hard for me to trust females.. and i dunno. anyway.. a year after i gradu

My Hmmmm Folder
LAST TIME This is CherryTAP This is ME There is my HMMM folder! I HAVE NO NAKED PICS ANY QUESTIONS? Reposting this: Hello Newer Friendly type people. Heres a few things you should know about me. I am 30 years old. I have four children. I DO NOT HAVE ANY DAMN NAKED PICS SO FFS PLEASE QUIT ASKING! I joined this site for FRIENDS not to partake in the Meat Factory that some ppl think this place is. I have been here nearly six months and in the last 2 months I have gotten the private pics question at least 5 times a day. MY "PRIVATE" folder is an animated avatar that I upped for my friend Krista. It is Private because I dont want points for her pic. Now If you would like to be a person I want to talk to and associate with on a regular basis treat me as a lady and not your one way ticket to boobs and ass. I am a good girl. I dont put up anything I wouldnt want my mom to see.

My Hot Spot!!!
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Blind Folds83%Bondage83%Chains/Handcuffs75%Whips58%Biting8%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

My: Hornyscope
My "Lost Cherry" friend: BaSiCaLy_InSaNe_cAnAdIaN~~family member canadian chapter~~@ LostCherry Was so kind to find my "Hornyscope" for me today (Go show her some LUV, no worries ... she's not a "meanie" any more) TAURUS - April 21 - May 21 Ruling Planet: VENUS The Goddess in charge of love, beauty and sex Taureans are ahead of the game when it comes to love coz they are ruled by VENUS, the planet of Love! Taurus has all the qualities a lover desires, including sensuality, loyalty and faithfulness. When a typical Taurus makes love, it's the most physical and natural pleasure in the world. They believe the romantic approach to sex almost always pays off so they will happily cook dinner, buy flowers, and light candles for someone they want to bang. They don't like to rush things and take everything, including sex, slowly. FAVE POSITION The one Taurus enjoys most is the Missionary. Some may say this is so unadventurous, but Taurus is very practical and this is th

My Hornyscope.....
AQUARIUS - Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship; it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on. They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying.They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control him

My Hot Neighbor
I was on my way out to dinner from my apartment when I ran into my neighbor....literally. She was carrying a pizza. Well, suffice to say her and teh pie ended up on the hall floor. I turned three shades of red and stammered an apology whil helping her off the floor. the pie was a casualty. I offered to buy her another then decided that pizza was a good idea. I invited her to have pizza and a couple beers with me. She accepted saying it was a good chance to get to know each other. I ordered a pizza while she went to change. The pizza arrived shortly after she came back. We ate while making small talk. SHe said her name was Julie and that she worked at the mall as customer service. We had a few beers while we listened to the radio. The looked at me and asked if I danced. "I can't dance to save my ass." I replied laughing. She smiled and said, "Sit down and watch." What happened next was like something out of one of those sexy story books....As the music played she started dancing moving

My Home Town
My Home town First off ... It SNOWED here yesterday! (now: back to our regularly scheduled programming) I live in a small town with population of about 35,000. It's located in the rolling hills of Appellation Mountains in southeastern Ohio. Small and quaint community with only one high school -- no mall and just enough stop lights on the strip to piss you off. Our commerce is based on tourism ... not for anything other than we are located off Intestates 70 and 77. Our history is only that of a place somebody passed threw: Zane Gray's great trek went threw our town. A few US presidents passed threw on rail, while an Astronaut and (once) Presidential hopeful grew up down the road. (John Glenn) Of the short history and run down of my fair location. I'll address the biggest thing that's making history here ... *pauses - for dramatic effect* . We are in the tenth week of High School Football! (hey, what else does a small town Ameri

My Horrible Track Record With Leonine Women - Part 1
Colleen McAvoy, Aug. 11, 1967 Colleen lived in the neighborhood where I grew up. She and her friend, Chris Tabor, were two of the bitchiest girls anyone could ever meet, unless you're one of the Perez brothers, but that's another story. A little back history: One fateful summer day, my brother Rick called Chris Tabor a bitch. I don't remember why she deserved it this time, but we were in our front yard of a 2 acre lot, and they on their way from her house to Colleen's. They were being snotty and making rude comments. Perhaps we deserved them. I don't think so, but no matter. The first thing Colleen does is pick up a ROCK and throws it at my brother's head. He must have been... oh, 9 maybe 10 (I'm three years older). He was bleeding profusely from a 2 inch gash in the back of his head and had to go to the emergency room for stitches. She came back to say she was sorry, for what it's worth, but the fact remains he wasn't even looking at her when she threw it. Perhaps a year late

My Hope Has Died
This time I'll blame nobody, but blame myself for choosing this way. I thought you were different. my dreams and faith in you: you just killed it. You're another same person, but with a different face. I trusted in you; "comes and goes like those dirty hoes". You want me to smile after what you've done, look into eyes... I'm not fine. I'm feeling the same thing that I've felt before, eternal conflict: this would never end, until my death. but right now... you've killed it. My hope has died. Forever. M-DOT DA DEVILS CHILD..

My Horny, Horny Girlfriends
My Horny, Horny Girlfriends by BradCarson © It was Friday morning about eleven when my office phone rang. "Hi there sexy" It was Julie, the woman I was having a sporadic affair with. I refer to our affair as sporadic because the only time we see one another is for sex. She tells me she loves her husband but he can't keep her satisfied. She used to work here but shortly after we started having nooners she quit to work for her husband. "Well hello" I said in my sexiest voice. "What can I do for you?" "I'm horny" she said flat out. I was already aroused by knowing why she called, but those words went straight to my cock causing it to rise. "And you think I can help you with that" I asked, reaching for my swollen dick. "Uh, uh" she cooed. "And what do you suggest I do to alleviate your problem?" I asked teasingly. "Oh I don't know" she answered demurely. There was a pause then she finished her thought" maybe make me cum" If there was anymo

My Horoscope
CANCER June 22 - July 23 Ruling Planet: THE MOON Which isn't a planet at all but the satellite responsible for this water sign's many mood swings! Love and sex go together for Cancer. They need to feel secure in love before they can relax in sex and Cancer often feels a little bit guilty after doing the deed because they usually associate sex with babies, especially the women, who either get pregnant at the drop of a hat or take longer than usual. All Cancers WANT to be parents!Cancers become sexually excited when they feel secure. They are turned on by home cooked meals and partners who love kids. In so many ways, Cancer is the dream partner! FAVE POSITION Any position that's comfortable and involves Cancer lying flat on their back with all their sensitive areas exposed! BEST SEX TOY A drink or joint that will relax the overly-cautious crab! CANCER MALE IN BED He is a sensitive lover and will put his partner's needs before his own. He has a tenderness a

My Horoscope Today - Very Good
Maybe this fits for you today too. . Throw out anything that doesn't fit and hasn't in a while, whether it's clothes, relationships or ideas. How can you introduce anything new and energizing if your head and personal space are clogged with the past?

My Holiday Wish List
OK so i finally thought of a few items that i would love that of course are probably not practical in any way! 1. hmmm chocolates like the expensive Godiva ones...... 2. a brand new car.... something red, beter yet metallic green 3. A nice bottle of champage 4. world peace??? 5. A vacation for at least a week. some place warm and tropical.......and with a beach 6. jewelry... what girl wouldn't love a nice piece of jewelry! 7. a big party with all my friends 8. The winning lottery ticket... to a big drawing oh about 100 million + works well for me 9. a spa visit!.... manicure, pedicure, the works! 10. a private jet... i could just leave for a flight whenever i wanted to. 11. faerie dust! 12. a brand new house.... big and no bills.... goes along with #8 13. my favorite expensive perfume.... Dream angels heavenly by victria secret... we all should smell good 14. candy canes..... all diferent kinds of flavors 15. lots of new lingerie........ h

My Hottest Bedroom Accesory!!!
Your hottest bedroom accessory is Satin Sheets You are a romantic at heart, and you want your date to have every extra comfort. You are into soft, luxurious sex and you are good at making your partner get into it too. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Horoscope
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Hometown Liverpool
Liverpool the world famous city, is a visually stunning, friendly place. It has a compact central area and good transport links to the rest of the region, giving easy access to all areas. Whether you are fanatical about sport, a culture vulture, enjoy exploring heritage sites or are a music lover, Liverpool has got plenty to keep you entertained. The city has become the nightlife capital of the north of England, and offers a wide range of venues from intimate café bars to traditional pubs. When King John signed Liverpool's charter in 1207 he created a 13th century new town. Liverpool began as a fishing town, but developed into one of the world's most important trading centres. It reached the height of its importance and prosperity in the 18th century. Liverpool has produced many famous authors, playwrights, poets and musicians; perhaps the best known of all is The Beatles. The famous Albert Dock - a 19th century warehouse, an award winning attraction, housing café bars, restaurants a

My Horoscope Today
Anxious feelings don't have to run your life. Sit back and watch your thoughts instead of jumping in to 'fix' them. Think of your mind as a public access channel run slightly amok. Choose to be amused. We called this a "Meta" in grad school and we did it in lab - in real therapy situation. Gestalt Psychology, Fritz Perls. Look him up, it's brilliant what you can learn about yourself by doing a simple exercise like this. Does it make sense?

My Horny Horoscope!
Libra (Sept. 23 - Oct. 23)-- Let the games begin! Libra will try anything once. Twice to make sure they liked it. Three times to be absolutely sure. Do not touch a Libra's head during oral sex...that may work with an Aries, but not here. Libras LOVE giving oral - They LOVE getting it , too. But don't feel like they get enough...too bad, because they sure as hell are getting enough of everything else. They will buy toys to make YOU use it on THEM. Libras are mental creatures that believe in living and fulfilling fantasies that they haven't done in real life...which is rare because they have done almost EVERYTHING. They have no problem sploshing. To them, sitting in a pie COULD be fun. Porn? Bring it on! Sex, video AND food? ALRIGHT! They are heavily exhibitionistic by accident. They are accident prone, they lose bras, underware, condoms....they also accidentally end up in bed with people. Amazing how THAT works! They like to cross dress. Both sexes do this quite well, actually. Male Lib