DrAgOnStEaR's blog: "Stuff"

     So the thoughts in my head dance all the time.  In a twist together all of them at one time dancing to a beat I can't control.  I use to have control.   I use to keep the shadows in the dark, but now it is all dark.  The shadows are loose to do as they please.  Does everyone see me?  Can they see the thoughts that pace back and forth?  They say I'm not suppose to feel this way.

     Well, what does everyone know anyways.  I am me.  I can't change what has happened.  I can only make peace with it.  How do you make peace with pain though?  How do you accept what has happened?  How do you dance within your head without falling down?  How do you pretend that everything bad just isn't there?  It use to be easy to push it all away, but now i can't.

     Why she listens to me I will never know.  Why she keeps heading in my direction I will never know.  She is the light in the corner of a dark mind.  She understands where it all comes from.  She stands tall when I can not.  She stands there when others have run.  She knows me at my worst.  She knows me at my best.

      I have nothing to offer her.  Just a dark mind, a torn soul, and a shattered heart.  For whatever reason she accepts this.  She accepts me.