Fubar Blog Posts 2

My Dragon's Warmth
In the dark of the night I see the bright glow Of you warm fire With a smile on my face I move towards your warmth As you sit there very proud With your massive wings spread wide Head held high you wait calmly With a knowing look in your eye As ever so slowly I walk Closer to your massive form I hear you call my name so softly And that's when I know for sure You're the one that makes my Heart sing For I've been searching for you With a knowing smile and a softer eye I come to rest on your front right flank As I feel the warmth of your fire And your majestic wings fold down and around Resting my head on your right shoulder I snuggle up close as your wings wrap around And my eyes slowly close as I gather warmth Knowing that I'll be loved and protected by you wrote 11-22-07

My Dream
OMG I had the most awesome dream last night, let me tell you all about it.you came over to me in the late hrs of the night, it was pouring out side so when you got here you were soaking wet,so i suggest you get out of those wet clothes and into some thing dry.as you went to the bedroom to change into a robe while ur clothes dried i came in to join you.as you sat on the edge of the bed i put some soft suductive music on and began swaying my body bk and forth.as you watch with such amazement on ur face you slide up to the bk of the bed to enjoy,as you begin to breathe with such anticipation of what was to happen next..i slowly removed my blouse undoing 1 button at a time very slowly,until it was totally removed and exposing my red silk bra, as i slid my hand up my arm across my shoulder to lower 1 strap at a time.then turning around to undo my bra, while dancing and swaying even faster to the beat of the music, i turn around with both of my hands covering my breasts allowing you t

My Dream
My dream is to one day go to an art museum and be able to just get caught up in all the lovely art work. To me art is amazing and an expression of people's thoughts, lives and feelings. I get so caught up in art sometimes and even with jewelry and clothing things pop out at me I don't go towards the latest trends or what is hot. I like original things and original people:)

My Dragon
My Dragon is my GARDIAN, who wathches over me, to carry me from the depths of hell, who will BREATHE FIRE INTO ME, so that I may reign with him for eternity. He is my PROTECTOR, who would slay anyone who dares to harm me. He is my HOME, who shelters me from the storms, and this chaotic world. He is my STONE, to hold me in place while the world tries to drag me around. He is my FRIEND, who is there to share my secrets, thoughts and dreams with. He is my LOVER, who warms my heart and feeds the flame of my passion Two hearts beating, two minds entwined, sharing one soul together embracing life. He is my DRAGON and I am his Lady. dla 2007

My Dream, My Fantasy
Can I go away with you for just a moment in time? When the clock stand still and all I can feel is your heart close to mine. My anger subsides when our worlds collide, and pain is no longer an issue. Only for when I see you disappear into the night, if only you knew how much I miss you. Your sorrow is hidden and your eyes look so tired, can I take you to a place where only you can be admired? Your hands are so gentle and your voice so calming and wise. I wish that for just a moment we both had no ties. So take me away to our secret place where we can be alone, before I wake from this dream only to find that you are gone.

My Dream
u r n my every dream u r my fantasy u r my baby girl of whom i love whole heartedly i thank god for the chance to meet u cause it was instant love ever since i seen those eyes of blue ill never 4get the day i asked u to go out with me u said yes but we thought of the distance n if we could make this a reality well here we are its coming upon a year and we are still together even after those who tryed to interfere so never leave me and ill never u this is what they call destiny and baby u know this is true

My Dr Visit!
For all that noticed I had to make a run to the emergency room last night, I just wanted you to know everything is ok. My granddaughter had a hard time breathing and we had to take her in. She has croup. Basically just means that she has a virus in her throat and she has a hard time breathing. She received a nebulizer treatment and steroids. They had to watch her for three hours and she is doing better. She still (coughs) barks like a seal and is in a lot of pain but she is going to be ok. Thank you so much for your concern and well wishes!!! Yall are amazing!

My Dream Or Reality
On the Wings of Dreams I'm flying free with a dreamer's dream, To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt; Where shadows and hauntings of all time and space, Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace... happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace. A land with no storms, without pouring rains, where changes abound and great comfort remains; Where all hate is replaced, all questions erased; Where new memories are shaped, with wonderous light... of romance and love, before out of sight; A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought, where butterflies are free, their colors uncaught; With milk oceans to see, fresh air to breathe; Countless flowers and trees, fragrancing the soft whispering breeze. No more webs of deceit, where lovers have fought; No battles of hopelessness, where all love is lost. Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts, Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught. It is the stairway to heaven, this dreamland we seek... Hop

My Dream Girl
My Dream Girl I guess you already know of my dream girl. So sweet and lovely as a precious pearl. The most Gorgeous young lady I have ever seen. Has some how jumped right out of my dream. But still out of reach from a single touch. That forces me to beg and pray for so much. A feeling of warmth and joy she gives. With her beauty and style just the way she is. I know she can dance like an Angel you see. Because my dream girl has just smiled at me. Giving me joy and making me free. And now I feel that she’s just dancing for me. A sweetheart I will never really know, for she is on my screen just for a show. I wish I knew her more intimately, dreaming of her standing

My Dreams
My dreams My dreams are no longer my own They are shattered and broken They are among the lost and the forgotten My dreams are no longer my own They are hung for the world to see That in side i am just empty and broken I'm just one of the many forgotten My dreams are no longer my own For when i woke they were being Played upon a movie screen They laughed they cried Yet still no body new the hurt i felt My dreams are no longer my own I am told what to think How to speak act and treat others I walk among you like a drone Then again would even be able to tell Copyright ©2008

My Dream Girl
My Dream Girl I guess you already know of my dream girl So sweet and lovely, a precious pearl. The most Gorgeous woman I have ever seen Has some how jumped right out of my dream. But still out of reach or a single touch That forces me to beg, and pray for so much. A feeling of warmth and joy she gives With her beauty, and style, and the way she lives. I know she can sing like an Angel you see Because my dream girl has just smiled at me. Giving me joy and making me free And now I feel that she’s just singing to me. A sweetheart I will never really know For she is on my screen, just for a show. I wish I knew her more intimately Dreaming of her standing right next to me. Would I melt in awe and lose my gift of words Knowing she is more precious than any dove. Fall to my knees for they grow weak Standing no more but bowing at her feet. Not able to move or even speak Yes, she has the power to make me so weak. Not because she is so fine you see But because

My Dreams For The Final Love Of My Life 1
I see him in a thin fog, He seems to be waiting........... For what I do not know. I turn my back and look away to yet a deeper thicker fog. I know he is out there somewhere with the voice that sends shivers all over my body. with passion, love that knows no end. I have thought several times that he had found me. But I was wrong. I have thought several times I had found him.I was wrong again. But I know in the end he will be there a smile that melts my heart and the kindness of a saint. I thought bad boys were the answer to find a man that was full of life and passion and compassion. but once again I was wrong. I think now that the good guy is the one he has all his raw passion and compassion hidden and it is up to the woman to bring it out of him with her love and devotion and nurturing ways to bring the tiger out of hidding. Anna

My Dreams Are Grainy Movies
I've been having some really weird dreams lately. Not really nightmares because they don't scare me. It's more like inspiration. My dreams are starting to be more like grainy old movies, but not of my own life. It's hard to describe. I'll dream about dead bodies even though I've never seen a dead body in my entire life. I think maybe I've watched too many horror movies. I have a tendency to write down my dreams because it's like my dreams are all my ideas for stories, but I have a hard time writing dialog or filler for characters. It's just easier for me to write my dreams down and maybe I can make something from that. But sometimes I dreams entirely in color, sometimes I dream in black and white. Other times I dream in only a few colors, like the one time I had a dream and it was black, white and red like a White Stripes video. See what I mean about hard to describe? And I'm not trying to sound weird or anything; this has just been on my mind a lot lately.

My Dress Style
Your Style is Classy You've got class, and you know how to put together a guy catching outfit You're more likely to shop at Bloomie's than bebe For you style is looking like a million bucks... And you're always do with your fantastic yet feminine wardrobe Is Your Date Fashion Style Classy, Sassy, or Trashy?

My Dreams
for when i wish upon a star my wishes always seem so far a simple kiss or holding my hand the words i love from a foreign land i stand here doing my best the sleepless nights and little rest for my dreams are of you

My Dreams Come True
Finally my hard work in photography has come to a head. I've posted pics up of "My 1st Photo Shoot" and you can find them up in an album in my photos. Please drop by and give me your feedback. I've not added all that I want to, but would love it if you all could check it out. Thanks!! ~Heather

My Dream
My Dream The breath of seduction. The warm embrace Of a love so true. To be lost in the tenderness Two hearts beating as one. Being bonded heart, body and soul. Past and future Written on one scroll The breath of two soul mates. To live for each other Together forever One for another.

My Dreamscape
Dreamscape by LateNiteFantasy© "Dreamscape" As I walked up your silk skin. With fingers made of joy. I could feel your dreamscape. As it bloomed within my mind. Became the eyes, that could see you. The tongue that could taste you. The nose to inhale your scent. An ambrosia of pheromones, Resonating with mine. And I knew, this was the sublime. An impossible dream come true. Though I always knew. You where there. Immersing myself in your aura. I am not mystified, nor mislead. My heartsoul knows you. Feels you, as though your blood, Where coursing through my veins. And I am sane, for the first time. Clear of mind and intent. I am rapt. So lost in you, nothing distracts. Nor can attract. My attention. So infused am I, with you. Is this an obsession of a scarred heart? A blemished soul? Yes!! And I relish it. Live for this obsession. Drown in it. Savour it's intense flavours. It's vibrant colours. That imbues a sense of calm within my perfora

My Drug Mumm
Omg this is helarious all these people getting pissy about my mumm. I didn't do anything but ask about different drugs on the street and the prices people pay for them. The funniest part is I knew the FuBar Nation would freak the fuck out. And sure enough they did. You can't assume that if someone is asking about drugs they do them. First off. Second I've seen dumber questions than mine. And Third I'm just trying to get points. I read a situation and use it to my advantage. I appreciate all the real people commenting back who aren't afraid. Having a new teenager to take care of you want to know what is out there and you want to know prices because if money comes up missing or if the behavioral pattern changes you can figure a lot out knowing the facts. Who better to ask than the Public. I love it. But anywho those who were all pissy about it can kiss my big white ass and the rest can party it the fuck up with me! Holla!!

My Dream Of Love
One Kiss to silence all words Reducing fear to ripe rolling teardrops Opening your essence to what faith is Coating you in the warm glow of my precious love Leaning hard into love, nostrils a flair Surrender is all about you Senses overdose on loves benign foray Helplessly securing a coexisting state of bliss Free of thought and submissive to the moment Living in the throws of life No more hiding in the darkness of the past How I welcome you to sleepwalk into my dream jskins

My Dream Relationship
Some say love is blind, In her eye, true love is what he finds, They fall in love head over heel, Marriage would be a sweet deal, Wearing a wedding ring is just a symbol, His loyalty to her will never go, It would always glow, With or without signing the marriage document, Their relationship had already sealed with a strong cement, With or without having the wedding feast, From her, even in difficulty he would never leave, Before the priest, making the marital vow, To infidelity he would never bow, She says, 'till death, we do not part', He says whoever goes first, Must wait in heaven well above, The other must follow and meet at last. For honey-moon they go to on a pleasant trip, Which is full of kiss and bliss, Though it is short-lived, They know the life journey ahead maybe smooth or bumpy, The sailing maybe calm or stormy, Together they would overcome the hindrance, Together they would iron out the difference, When their ideas clash,

My Dreams Are Slowly Coming True
I have prayed for this moment to happen and have been waiting for this to come true for the longest time. I never actually thought that it would happen for real. My fiancee has finally come to live with me and could not be happier then I am at this moment. I love him so much and I was beginning to wonder if things would ever get to this stage. Although everything was great and we talked all the time, I thought that we were distant at times and I sometimes felt not that important. I know that prayers are granted and you can get your fondest dreams if you only have faith and believe. I was starting to get so many doubts and thoughts running through my head that all pointed to failure. I was actually starting to get very hopeless. Although it is not the endless sex fest that most would think, we are very happy together and he is getting to feel at home. My life is starting to have much more stabilty now also which is a great thing. The future holds many things for us and we will face them

My Dream
My DrEam... You greet me at the door after a long days' work, I look exhausted but you can see that there is an appetite for something in my eyes that needs to be satisfied. You know just what I need……. To be submissive and not in control for this evening, and you am happy to oblige me. You take my purse from my hands and throw it on the floor, seemingly not caring about the welfare of it contents, but unbeknownst to me, you had already removed the breakable items the night before. You forcefully move behind me and pull the blindfold out of your pocket, place it over my eyes and whisper into my ear, " Don't speak or make a sound, your ass is mine for the rest of the evening, if you speak it will only delay what it is that you want for even longer" while you pull the blindfold a little too tight drawing a small whimper from me. " I told you, not a sound" that was my one and only warning, after that, I will be punished for my insolence. You take my hand and pull me around the house

My Drinking Party
I am having a drinking party in August and need to decide what kinda drinks to get....fun fun! We are definitely getting beer, but then i want a liquor to help liven people up a bit...lol! Well if anyone has any suggestions let me know! Thanks

My Dreams
IN MY DREAMS In my dreams moving at the speed of light traveling on a moon beam at night There's a place where everything is what it seems I just close my eyes and there you are, in my dreams In my dreams there's a land that has no dimensions and knows no time I am the ruler of this land and it will always be mine in this domain I am the king and you are my queen this place is my kingdom here in my dreams In my dreams is a place where I will always see your face I can love you without fear that away from me you might lean because I know you will always be here, in my dreams In my dreams there's nothing I can't do your fantasies are mine and mine are for you when I'm with you I know my eyes have a gleam because you make all my fantasies come true, in my dreams In my dreams for you I can fight whether I'm wrong or whether I'm right even if what I'm doing is a sin or so it seems I will always win, in my dreams In my dreams I can be your man of

My Dream
my dream to make work become real,need help on remixing and whats kind things i can do to make it i had a dream i was spinning up some beats in front of thousands,since then i want that i want to become a dj and i do have basic skills and i can beat box,i know a really good rapper and togather we can become 4real,but with help of course i aent no pro so people out there help me and my bro make our dream real

My Dreams With You
My dreams with you Have started to blossom - like morning lilies That miraculously bloom in the coldest dawn And the warmth of your firm body Daily holds me captive in this ember of sweet joy That never, ever dies. When the darkness comes sudden, It only sweeps through this land of fears And happily binds our bodies, Under the sparkling blue shadow Of the dazzling moonlight of August. Your embrace purges my heart Your soft midnight kisses fuel my passion To consummate the feral fantasies gleaming In your dreamy eyes – eyes that tell of my death, my birth, A precious new beginning, To die of immortal joy And never to want to live without it again.

My Dream
my dream is to open a custom hotrod shop and have the women of my dreams there with me . one that will biuld a car with me and not complain that im always in the shop, one that no matter what she is down for me as im down for her.......

My Dream Propsal
this is what i would want my perfect propsal to be if i was to be proposed to: i would want to the man i love to take me out on a day long date.. take me to places in our home city walking seeing the sites..no matter how many times we have seen them together..holding hands walking and talking being totally enthralled in one another..showing our love and affection to everyone and any one that may want to watch or just simply looks..then in the afternoon having a picnic in a park..drinking some whine..eating some cheese..lol...laying in the sun on a picnic blanket..making out a bit holding eachother close..showering one another with the love we posses in our hearts for one another...then going home or anywhere and making sweet love..giving ourselves to one another through the passion of love making...then showering and then get ready for dinner at a nice relaxed resturant..talking listening to music..drinking on some drinks..eating a nice dinner...talking ..then when we are do

My Drs Aptt.
Just had it...estasblisbed a Dr. from Texas which is very hard to do.* from one state to another* I was very pleased with with him. and learned I am not falling to pieces yet, LOL Wishing U and Urs a blessed day!!!

My Dream Last Night
I had the weirdest dream last night. I had a baby with Rocks. I was the mother and she was the father. The baby was super cute and I was super proud of him. I was holding him in the hospital room and Rocks was passing out cigars filled iwth a special ingrediant. We still hadn't named the baby cause I wanted to name him after my grandfather and I also wanted to name the baby Rocks Jr. While I was thinking about this Brad Pitt came into the room. He wanted to congratulate me on the birth of my son and he asked to hold the baby. Then the QUEEN walked in Angelina Jolie. She came and sat on the bed and started to pet my head and talk about how hard it is for a woman to have a baby and that she was proud of me because I did it without drugs and was looking good. I was awed by her and didn't want her to remove her hand from my head. Then all of sudden Rocks came running into the room screaming "Wheres my son?". I was like Brad is holding him and Angelina got up and said I will go get him....

My Dragon
for 23 years i have walked alone without you to love me and sing your dragon song now that my walls are gone i am hearing you again my dragon love are you here to protect me or to show me who will sing for me in the future will he love me like you? completely and true? how do i know if i can trust again my dragon , my love , my friend guard me well, dragon for my heart is still weak

My Dream Come True!
So after 32 years of hardship, and struggle I finally have my dream become a reality. My book "Drifting: A Tale of Love and Rock n Roll" is going to be published. I have been writing for as long as I can remember, and never really considered myself a writer because I was never published. So I guess this means I am officially a writer..... It has to be the most exciting, yet terrifying moment of my life. So look for it to hit shelves mid 2009!!! XoXo Jeni

My Dream Man
(one besides my hubby) I think he finally has arrived, announcing it with a following message: "russian cute girl : how are you? you are so pretty and beauty liked to make cam to cam with you if u let me i added you to my friends i have yahoo and msn . if u wanna i can give my addies :) ill wait your reply reistarik@yahoo.com halflife_ytu_2007@hotmail.com" I feel like my life has been incomplete and empty; not anymore, since I believe that ...it will sweep me off my feet when I see its glorious cam.

My Dream
My dreams are filled with him night after night, Embracing him in my thoughts with all my might. When the sun awakes me to the reality of the day, My eyes open, only to have him slip away. I try to close them for as long as I can, The force of the light is too strong to withstand. The darkness brings him to me, if just for a short time, Flicking images of him fill every corner of my mind. How I suffer in the sun’s golden light, The days are unbearable until the return of night. Bring back the night it relieves my pain, I curse the light and its power that makes me insane. I can never resist the strength of his kiss, He takes his fill and gives me my every wish. It’s the dark that fills me with anticipation, He takes me to the time of his creation. How can I put out the sun to shine no more? Would it prove he exists, not just lore? I Know he’s real, I just have to close my eyes, I can smell his sent on me; it’s not a lie. O my god please bring me

My Dreams
Here lately I have been having the strangest dreams. I am not even trying to figure them out anymore. Snow,people I know that I know but don't know where from,my bed(no there isn't sex)running(like I want to die doing that)quotes from authors or people I don't know,alcohol and my dog.What the hell? Every now and then I am actually happy in the dreams.Now that in it self is just screwed up!

My Dreams
I dream of your face, I dream about you all the time. You will always be with me, when i sleep, drive, walk, work. I dream of us cuddling on the sofa watching a movie, going out dancing, walking hand in hand everywhere we go. In my heart your still here.

My Dream
in my head these things i see i close my eyes and i picture a sky just as the sun goes down isee the reflection of the moon in the water and wonder some times what will that reflection show each time i close my eyes evry time i see some thing different some times good sometimes bad some times i see my self as my father and some times as a kid sometimes different things i cannot explain these images what do they mean i can see waves coming in now the water is at my ankles and i ccant move as the water rises i feel the sand beneath my feet begin to disipateand the sea slowly swallows me and i dont even scream and then all thats left is the reflection in the water and the moon Cody Fortescue: and my body becomes the sea Cody Fortescue: thats one of my dreams

My Dream
I had a dream last night and it fit just like a glove...I had a dream last night.....lol song lyrics.... Anyways I had a dream last night that I was with this guy who I love but totally ignores me unless I'm right by his side and he lives far away and well its a long story and I don't really want to go into it. Back to the dream so my friend texted me last night and told me he was fighting with is older brother and so I went to sleep with that on my mind. I had this dream that he was totally ignoring me and then I had to tell everyone that we were in love and he was moving with me to some little town so I could work as a college prof. I was happy cause I not only was a college prof (thats my biggest dream right now) but he was coming with me. I wonder that means....hmmmmm

My Dream
This night I had a dream A dream about you I tight you up on the bed And we could feel the steam You had to surrender Let me lead Making my way down Hearing your breath Breathing become screaming you let me in You whisper in my ear Whispering the words I wanna hear We move faster and faster No notice of the world around us One last scream I wake up... I love those dreams

My Dragon Saphyra
Last weekend I went in to feed my pet dragons and I found my female dragon Saphyra dead. It breaks my heart to see one of my favorite animals die. I have no idea what happened. I don't know yet if I am going to buy another one or not. In the memory of Saphyra R.I.P.

My Dream Is A Reality
I did guys. I got invited to be in an honor society. A real life honor society. They only allow transfer students with a 3.5 gpa or higher. Well thats me. I have always known I was smart but I guess it caught me by surprise that the college thought so to. I can't believe it. I am so happy.

My Drunken Life
i found that while i'm on m way 2 gettin drunk off my ass things are simpler, rathor than being sober. i see tings in a different light; and i'm no longer depressed.i'll sit outside for hours and just enjoy the quite surroundings. i don't know what it is about it but i fee more at peace. is there anybody out there that can explain y that is? if so drop me a line.

My Dreams
You have been in my thoughts constantly. All that my mind wonders is, when I will see your face again. Hold you in my arms...feel your arms around me squeezing me until I melt. Your kisses are like a match striking my soul. My knees get weak and my body wants you NOW! Self-control is all that kept me from making love to you for hours. My body wants it...you made me want you. My body yearned for your hardness... all I could do is think of you enter me... hittin' it just right. Letting me ride you like the stallion you are. With your body on top of mine... you hit my love spot until we both explode all over each other. We quiver with unbelievable passion as we try to catch our breath. We can feel each other's essence as we gaze into forever... Will this dream ever be real? Or just in my dreams? Original piece by BlaqueKat Copyright 2003

My Drunken Rant
ALrite listen u cocksuckers. I'm drunk as fuck right now and I don't give a rat's ass right now. I'm pissed about men cuz they fucken suck. They tell u one thing but then u tell the truth and they get all fucken weird and shit. What the fuck is with that?? If u feel something about someone u shouldn't care, yaddamean?? I'm trippin due to this idiot and I have feelings for the dumbass. Well now he is being all weird and shit. I just don't know... I'm also pissed cuz the economy sucks and everyone is losing there jobs. In like 10 years we are gonna be homeless. WTF?? You think Obama could help us out. He promises this and that and doesn't come through. WTF?? But besides all that, I am feelin pretty good, and I'm having a fucking blast. I'm DRUNK bitches and I really don't care right now... So party hardy and keep it real. I'm out! PEACE!

My Dreamland
Summers heat bearing down above, The sweat drips down my hand as i slide it in my glove, Adjusting my cap, I ich my head, Ball in hand, spinning it with my fingers, I look in my glove, there is nothing to be said, With a pain in my arm, that stings and lingers, I peak over my mit, getting my sign, The opposing players on the fence in a line, Being shut out, just looking for a hit, I start my motion with an evil grin, I unload my pitch, knowing he's chomping at the bit, Seeing it leave my hand, he misses again, Pop goes the catchers glove, the ball gets thrown around, I love my home, here on the mound, With the ball in my hand, I feel alive, The pace of the game, when the ball will arrive, I could go fast, i could go slow, Thats up for me to know, But he can't touch me, So, i stare him down begging him to try, Little does he know, this is my dreamland, And without this baseball I would die, Because the burdon is on my shoulders, with this ball in my hand.

My Dream
Ok, not sure where to start, but here it goes. I have been wanting to move to Arizona for quite some time, but something always held me up. I was in a relationship at the time and put the individuals needs before mine, hence his Mom and Dad are elderly and he needed to stay just in case something happened to them, or his job and wanting to stay until he had his retirement, etc. Now we are no longer together and I put off my plans for years and am ready to start a new life. Here is my delema...I have a house full of furniture and belongings that need to be packed and shipped or moved. I have been checking into all options and realized yesterday that no matter which option I choose, it will be too expensive to take my things with me. So I only have a few options left. I can move to AZ without my things, put them in storage or sell them and rent a furnished apartment. I can stay in SC until I save enough money to take the furniture with me. I can keep paying my portion of the ren

My Dream
Maybe I am the happiest man in the planet if I have your kiss every time I desire. I will also be the most fortunate in this world if every time I wake up I find you next to me. Maybe there is nothing that matters more than you and is enough for me to know that you are there, thinking about me.

My Drawings
You can see my drawings at playlist.com The drawings in color that you see here are from deviantart.com- I didn't do them- I do sketches right now- they didn't look that good here so see them at playlist, Thanks wolf

My Dream...
I need everyone's help!! My dream is to become a DJ/Sound Engineer and my only problem is that I don't have the funds to persue my dream! It would mean EVERYTHING to me if you were able to donate right here -> http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1049918237&ref=profile#/home.php?ref=home

My Dream Man...episode 1
Ok, so as I come up with characteristics of what my dream man must have I will blog about them. I am trying to weed the garden of men on this site, hoping that maybe I can find someone that I can truely connect with. I am fed up with being attracted to someone and finding out later that the attraction was not mutual. I want to be happy with someone that is happy with me, for once. I want the love you see in the movies. I want what every little girl dreams about when it comes to boys. I want to be swept off my feet and treated sweetly. I want "THE PERFECT MAN"...I am almost positive that he does not exisist beyond fantasies. Anyone who has given a damn to actually read my profile will see the first part of this blog posted with a continuance promise. With all that being said I bid you FuPeople Au'du....Good Night

My Dream
My Dream I had a dream about you... It started with me sitting on the couch, talking on the phone. You walked over to me and as you stood there, I caressed your leg, running my hands up your thigh, then up under your denim shorts to feel your sexy ass. My caresses instantly got your passion stirring and you leaned over to kiss me. I hung up the phone and you crawled on the couch over me, straddling me and kissing me deeper. We started to get more into it the more we kissed. My hands were roaming your body now, then caressing your neck and face as I slowly kissed you. I felt you moan softly in my mouth as you lowered yourself a little more onto me, and start to grind against me, feeling how hard and excited I was. The next thing I knew, you were tugging at my shirt, pulling it up and over my head--then you ran your hands all over my chest as you continued to gyrate against me. My hands grabbed your hips, pulling you down against me, and then I slid them under your shirt, slow

My Dream Of A Dream Within A Dream (thoughts Of You)
My Dream Of A Dream Within A Dream (Thoughts Of You)Honestly we can never bemore than we would like to seethere is just no hope for wein the present realityBut far away across moonbeamstearing at reality's seamsI can take your hand and dance with theein my dream of a dream within a dreamFar across reality's plainis the land of dream's domainwhere we can be together it seemsin my dream of a dream within a dreamDarkness spreads and falls all aroundas I take your hand without making a sounddancing erotically you and mein my dream of a dream within a dreamSmall light bursts scatter through the darkour intertwined passions soon embarkleaving our love to blossom and sparkin a place that bears no remarkIn my dream of a dream within a dreamWaking up I feel alone and coldrealizing I can never have a love as boldas the one we share as a teamin my dream of a dream within a dreamFrom Your ~LostSoul~

My Dream
For all the times I loved you, never enough was said. For all the times I held you, you went to someone elses bed. For all the times I wanted you, you left me all alone. For all the times I took you back, our house was never a home. When I let you go, gone for a while you'd stay. Then out of the blue, like something new, again you would come, I'd pray. For once I could hold you and call you mine again. Forgiving your every flaw and loving you on a whim. But the last time was the last time, enough was enough to me. In someone elses arms you ran, you wanted to be set free. I let you go hoping you would come back and away you stayed forever. Never to return to me again, my life was gone forever...

My Dream Girl
Everynight I hold her, in every single dream.But when i wake up without her, my heart it starts to scream.I lay here wondering why, my life is full of pain.As i start to cry, my tears they fall like rain.I cant go on without her, she's the reason i live. your all the love i give.I cant go on i need her, she always make me smile.I mean it i cant live without her, i would walk a million miles.To be with her right here right now, my love is true i'll show you how.To love me, the way that i love you.Then maybe you'll, feel just like i do.So wear are you my dream girl....

My Dream Woman...
A friend n here "Papi" [http://www.fubar.com/user/2281118] showed Me this and I was like wow ... My dream girl http://www.womenhealthline.com/strange-but-true-woman-detected-with-twin-vaginas/ Now.. two vaginas sounds like I need to go meet her at once No its not NSFW! so don't mark this ****

My Dream
I DREAM OF SITTING BY A CALMING RIVER,WRAPPED IN HIS ARMS WATCHING A BEAUTIFUL SUNSET OFF IN THE DISTANCE. NO NEED FOR WORDS AS OUR 2 HEARTS BEAT TOGETHER AS IF THERE WAS ONLY ONE BETWEEN US. I LOOK DEEP INTO YOUR EYES AND SEE A LOVE THAT STIRS A FLAME DEEP DOWN INSIDE ME THAT I HAD LONG AGO FORGOTTEN. I WANT TO STAY IN YOUR ARMS FOREVER CLOSING OUT THE CRUEL WORLD THAT TOOK YOU AWAY FROM ME SO LONG AGO.

My Dream Girl!!!
When I saw her it was love at first sight!!! She loves Me, as I love her! No one can come between what W/we have! Do not be angry guys, she has sisters who look just like her!!! As usual another blog out of boredom

My Dream Girl
A beauty like sunset; a heart made of gold; i felt it since we met; my heart she does hold. Butterflies i do feel; with each touch of her skin; can this all be real; or am i dreaming again? For if this is a dream; i pray i wont wake; cause her love it seems; its from the heart not fake. For her i have love; this very rare pearl; this beautiful dove; my lovely dream girl. Written by: Jay For: Heather 4-30-07

My Drug
Took a *WHAT DRUG ARE YOU MOST LIKE* quiz today on facebook and here was my results....... well well well.... couldn't have been any closer to the truth that is for damn sure You are Acid. Definitely very conventional and very predictable- you probably own a minivan and beige slacks. Just playing, you weren't expecting that now, were you? Or maybe you were... you never know with someone like you. You're vibrant, creative and well, insane. Yo...ur perception of reality differs from everyone else. Your relationship with the world is very love/hate. Not everyone understands you, which isn't surprising because you don't even always understand yourself. But there are times were you've figured out the universe. Temperamental? Yes. Bizarre? Unquestionably. But very, very intriguing.

My Dream Man
has to be/have: 1. Funny. If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything -Marilyn Monroe 2. Nerdy. I like some computer games, I like Memes, adore sci fi books and documnetaries, I snort when I laugh..... ummm.............8D And nothing is cuter than a nerdy DnD lover ;D 3. Empathatic. If you can help a old lady across the street, you are ace in my book ;D 4. the height. Preferably taller than me, I am 1.75m. 5. love rock music. Because I can't live without it. 6. HAIRY BUTT. MOST IMPORTANT Haha, just felt like sharing that. Oh appearance wise/age, I can't be arsed :) As long as you make me feel safe and happy then yeah, it's enough for me :D

My Dream Home
My favorite place to be is way up in the mountains where the only running wateris a stream nearby. The stream runs to a waterfall where the wild animals go take a quick drink or cool themselves off. The water is as pure as the spring rain. There is a little log cabin that was built years ago by a simple mans own two hands. It has a fireplace to keep warm at night, with fur rugs for a bed. In early morning, sunshine peaks through a single window. The sunrays are warm against the bodice, but not to warm, just enough for a comfortable feeling. The different types of trees and wild flowers are filled with spring morning dew. The trees are tall and wintergreen, some are short and forest green. The wild flowers are all sizes, shapes, and a variety of colors. The mysterious and wonderous animals are moving about their ways gracefully. Birds of all kinds sing their wonderfull songs in their homes, and some are soaring through the clear blue sky. I like to call it soaring freely in

My Dream
She Walks, So Elegantly. Her Hair Glistens Softly. Her Smile Lights Up The Darkest Night. Her Eyes, More Grand Than The Milky Way. Her Voice, Greater Than A Choir Of Angels. Her Touch Warmer Than The Spring Sun. Her Scent Sweeter Than May Flowers. Her Love Greater Than A Mothers Love. Her Beauty Could Launch A Thousand Ships. Her Passion.... My Drug. The End- BuddahTheKlown

My Dream
My dreams have gotten so vivid and it seems like nothin will ever happen. All I want is to be happy and make others see that theres more to me that meets the eye. I want to cry with happy times not just its the only way to calm my mind to fall asleep at night. Will I ever be happy? Will I ever have someone that love me for me? Will I ever be respected and not disrespected? I want so much and hope that somethin happens since a new yr is almost here for me... next month I'll be 25....hopefully a better yr

My Dream
He Was Lying On My Bed."Remember that time when...?" He laughed at himself, Obviously having a good time."Yeah that was so funny." The words came outMore eagerly than I had planned.I was standing by the bed while he was laughing, having a good time....So I jumped on. It was my bed after all.

My Dreams
My DreamsI dream of your touch,I dream of your arms around me,I dream of your of ur lips kissing my lips,I dream of your voice whispering in my ear,I dream of your hand holding my hand,I dream of your eyes looking into my eyes,I dream of your awesome smile & thoose cute dimples,I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you,This is my dream I have,Every night.

My Dreams Pull Me Through
M y heart sings of promises , a love so pure and true , When I think about tomorrow , all I seem to think about is you, From the time the sun rises, at first morning light , My dreams I carry with me , for in them all is right , It makes my day easier , with my silent pain inside , I can think on my dreams , and know I'll survive , For in them you're with me , and we are alone , as I look into your eyes, I know you're mine and mine alone , The love I see within them , Is deep ,true and pure , the intensity and passion is beyond all I ever known, and it is in that very moment, I know I'm yours and yours alone, I offer you my heart and you offer me yours , as you lean in to kiss me , I fall a little more, The sun appears from the clouds , and warms my heart , thats when I know from you I'll never part, You are my hope , My dream come true , I can feel it arise inside me, in the thoughts I have of you, and like in my dreams, my love is unconditional and forever true, a

My Dream
My Dream @ @ @I'm lying in my bed ready to drift off to a peaceful sleep, wearing only a white Lenin and lace nightgown. I suddenly have a feeling of being watched. I turn and look towards the curtains blowing in the breeze bringing the smells of roses and jasmine from the garden. I decide there is nothing. I am almost asleep again when I see you. Looming in the shadows, you step into the moonlight. My heart jumps with fright. You speak in the deep and dangerous yet familiar voice. Hello my Bella Donna. I tremble as you are forbidden to me, yet I yearn to have you for my own. You come closer to the edge of the bed reaching out to me. Urging me to take your hand, mine begin to tremble. That's when I feel the heat of your touch for the first time. As you sit on the edge of the bed you pull me to you and bend to kiss me. Your hair caresses my cheek as you kiss me softly. The heat of your lips on mine sends a delicious chill down my body. You pull me into your arms embracing me to

My Dream Guy
AFTER ALOT OF THINKING AND PERSONAL EXPERIENCE IT SEEMS TO HAVE BECOME MY DESTINY....LMAO Looking for a man who lies, cheats and steals...a lot! I'd like to meet someone who is dishonest, lazy, mean, uneducated, unethical and rude. A previous arrest record is not necessary, but would be nice. You should know how to act like a king, preferably a drama king. And not be afraid to talk openly about your feelings, even in a crowded movie theater. You should also be a good communicator, understanding that yelling, screaming and swearing are effective in most conversations. I'd like someone who is open-minded enough to believe that unicorns and leprechauns are real, but also believes that things like hard work, deodorant and exercise are just myths. I like a man who enjoys spending time at the beach, or on long hikes in the woods, as a way to hide from police until "things settle down". You should enjoy a nice evening out shoplifting, or just staying home to cuddle with a nice porn video. An

My Dreams
It was a beautiful day sun was out, not too hot nor too cold and i was just enjoying the day with my friend Jenn. The kids were in the house which was by the lake. All of a sudden my phone tells me i got a text and its from my ex wondering if ii could postpone our court date because he cant make it. I told him I would try, not really meaning a word of it and fuming inside that he would even ask me that. I told Jenn that i needed a pack of cigarettes so i left to go get them on my way back home i get a phone call from my exes grandparents telling me that they love me and to be careful after hanging up im wondering what that phone call was all aboutwhen i hear a loud buzzing inside my ear. I look up and notice that the wind had picked up and the skys were a dark menacing color and thats when i see the tornado i run from it barely dodging it and everything else getting picked up with it. I run towards my house only i got lost and cant find my way back. The only thing on my mind is to get

My Dreams Of You....
We spend most of our lives dreaming about what if, Then we go through life with a question mark that clouds our very existence. It makes us all walk with our heads down, then we see a face, a face that beyond all others makes us weak in the knees and makes our stomach bubble. Then, once again, the what if plays his song. What if we were together, what if we spend our lives dreaming together and questioning life together. At least we would be happy, because I can't sleep knowing you're not mine and staring at the window no longer fulfills my destiny. For, you are it, and no longer do I cry for you, because we are together in my dreams and every night I can't wait till I fall asleep to see your beautiful face. So, I dream and dream and I never have a bad day because of the love we share, And the love I can always go back too, in my dreams.

My Dream
I had a dream the other night... its been hanging with me for a couple days... i keep thinking about it, it was so hot wet steamy and just mmmmmm..... u were there, so i want to share it with you.... maybe u will know why im so stressed when u hear about it, i hope i do it justice im not sure i have the vocabulary to actually paint the picture for you.... but i will try....i was dreaming and asleep alone in bed.... i was just taking an afternoon nap... needed a little rest... i started feeling a warm hand on my leg... slowly making its way up.... waking up my senses on the way toward my knee... then a second hand joined in on my other leg.. slowly just gliding up my legs....stopping on my theighs for some light massage... and gently pressing them open....then i felt a warm breath on my inner theigh followed by a warm wet kiss.. gently working upward.. gliding by my pussy to the other theigh to give a warm wet kiss there too, then slowly working up to my pussy lips where

My Dream
She could be any mans dream. But I see her not in my sleep. Her beauty so entrancing. Has entered my mind so deep. Her smile lifts my heart. Her eyes like stars that shine. Takes me away to my dreams. Where this beauty would be mine. Amazing she is. Eyes open or closed fast. Awake or in a dream a Goddess to me. As long as my days and nights shall last.

My Dream
The night is quiet with a slight breezeThat blows spring air through the lakeside treesHer hand in mine we talk for hoursConversation dwendles and I give her some flowersWe pause for a minute and look at the starsOn this Spring night the moment is oursOur eyes lock We feel the blissWe inch closer and closerAnd start to kissIn the pale moonlight we embraceAs climax builds our hearts raceWe collapse She lays her head on my shoulderAll night long I lie there and hold herShe awakens me with a kissWill I ever find a woman like this

My Dream
If I held out my hand, Would you give me yours. If I offered you my heart, Would you love like none before. To hold you just once, Forever now my dream. Even just one kiss, My Goddess,my dream. Smile for me beautiful, Tell me what lays in your heart. I would hold you forever, I've loved you from the start.

My Drug
We all have our addictions. Whether drugs, shopping, sweets, salt, whatever it maybe. Well, I'm going to share with you what my drug is. My drug is cutting. Im not suicidal. My cutting is what I do to relieve pain inside of me. Im not a very sociable person and I dont like to vent on others. I have been through alot in my life and the only way I know how to relieve pain that someone else has caused is to cut myself. It's not a daily ritual that I do i assure you this. It's only when I hit a low key in life call it a nervous break down if you must. But, I learn that cutting isn't always a bad thing. Everyone has there ways of coping with stress, anxiety, panic attacks, etc. My stress reliever/pain reliever is cutting. My therapist doesn't agree with what I do but we have an understanding that I wouldn't take it any further than surface cutting. You might think that it's messed up but really it's not. When your all alone and have no one to go to you find ways of coping.

My Dream Last Night
I HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHTI HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHT.......I HAD A LOT OF TROUBLE GOING TO BED WHICH IS IN MY RECLINER AND I STARTED TO BLACK OUT FROM A SERIES OF COUGHS I USUALLY HAVE BEFORE I CLOSE MY EYES.I WENT TO A FIELD ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THAT BRIDGE I VISITED MANY YEARS AGO IN THE RECOVERY ROOM. I SAW A TABLE A PICNIC TABLE FULL OF FOOD THAT I WOULD ENJOY EATING. I WAS ALOT THINNER AND HAD NO PAIN AT ALL. MY NECK AND SHOULDER WERE COMPLETE NO SCARS OR DIFORMATIES. MY PETS WERE THERE AND A FEW THAT I DIDN'T KNOW.....PHYLLIS, SUZY, TABITHA, KITTY, HEIDI, MUTT AND JEFF, MAGGIE AND ALL THE CATS I USED TO TAKE CARE OF OUTSIDE MY HOUSE. I LOOKED UP AND I SAW NORMAL PEOPLE THERE WHO I DIDN'T KNOW AND SOME I DID LIKE I SAW MY GRANDMOTHER, MY GRANDFATHER, MY COUSIN KATHY, MRS. DANCE MY NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR WHO TOOK CARE OF ME AS A CHILD AND THE REST WERE UNFAMILAR TO ME. THEY ALL WERE EATING AT THIS TABLE.I FELT WANTED AND LOVED THERE. I FELT WHOLE. I FELT LIKED I BELONG THERE AT THE TABLE W

My Dream Lover
She wakes every morning with a smileon her face.She felt his love in her sleep.Dreamed of his embrace.Although she's never met his body.His heart she does feel.Anytime she has loved before.Has never felt so real.There is no explanation for it.Not one has she yet found.But OMG the feeling she gets whenhe is around.Although it may end tomorrow.The memory will not fade.For in her heart a life long friend.She feels that she has made.She hopes it last forever.

My Dream Can Be Your Nightmare.
Dreams Really all I wanted to talk about today in this post is my dreams. My constant dreams of giving head. I was doing some research online about these dreams and what they could mean. I read that dreaming that you are giving oral sex is signifies your willingness to give pleasure and/or joy. It's symbolic of my creative energy and reaffirms that I am heading in the right direction in my life. \ I have no idea what direction I should be taking. I thought it was just an obsession. Any thoughts or comments on this? I would love to hear it. ~Jandsey~

My Dsl Is Gone!
So, as you can see by the title of this blog, I am gonna be online ALOT less than usual. We have no internet at home for now. SO I am typing this at the library right now. I will be stopping at the libary on my way home from work 3 or 4 times a week to check in with my friends here on the TAp. So Keep chekin my page out, keep showin me some love, I will return the favor. It may take a while, but I will still be chekin out pages, commenting and rating pics. So be patient with me, cuz we have all been knocked offline at one time or another. So to any who visit my page, i hope you will read this so you know why, I am slow in answering your messages and comments! NOw I am gonna end this, so I can go answer some messages and comments.

My Dsl And Other Things
ok guys sorry i know some of u r probably losin ur patience with me but i can't help it one minute i'm surposed to get my dsl hooked back up and now i have to wait even longer because of shortage of cash since xmas is right around the corner but soon as the holiday is over then i'm def gettin it hooked back up if not before..but between now and then (if i can) i will start to try to rate and comment everyone ........ anywayz....me and bill broke up ...me and jimmy we're gonna get back together but thats not gonna happen ...1. he found someone new ..2. his friends and fam hates me ...3. my friends and fam hates him too ...4. my bestfriend says that if i go back to him she'll never talk to me again cause she's sick of me cryin on her couch at 4 in the mornin over him ...5. his jealousy..6. he's too judgemental and doesn't trust me ..7. i hate his temper one minute he's fine the next he's flippin out screamin at me ...says he's just testin me but testin isn't by callin me a whore and

My Due Date Is ? ?
So I went to the doctor today and according to her I am 5 and half weeks along and my due date is May 19th 2007..So to be 100% sure I asked for an ultrasound so I will know in 2 weeks when I am due and how far along I actually am...hehe...I'll keep you posted.

My Dughters Blessed With Angels Watching Over Her
Well i spent that night going backwards and forwards to see carenza.And in the moring it had been noted that i couldnt cope with being on that ward,and so a room for me was found near the neonatal unit(so much better).Well carenza made it through the next day,iwas shown how to do her cares and how to handle her so tiny at 1 pound and a fourteen ounces.She still had problems with her breathing and the nurses every now and then would have to bag her.The following day we had a meeting with her doctor who broke the awful news thatthere was a bleed in her head and that there was little that could be done except watch and wait.This was my worst night mare and it had come true.Well we sat there shell shocked and said well you told us she wouldnt cry but she did so she will beat this to.How i or garry got through the rest off that day i dont know.I was trying to keep a jornal but couldnt even write carenza's name down.But you know what we did get through that day and so did carenza.That night

My Dumb Dog
My Dachshund, Cookie, decided to bring the bottom half of a squirrel in our house yesterday!!! What a moron!! I understand that dogs are natural hunters, especially dachshunds, but to bring it in our house? It was soooo nasty that I had nightmares about it all night last night. Thanks Cookie!

My Duty
Your balls so full, My duty to empty, I do not want drips, I want plenty, My mouth open wide, Ready for you to cum, I change my mind, And want it up my bum, You bend me over quick, And let your cock glide, Thrusting me hard, As your deep inside, You pull my hair, And call me your hoe, Grasping me so hard, I would not say no, I take it hard and fast, As you so gladly give it, I tell you to lie down, In order for me to sit, On your throbbing cock, That so wants more, I ride you as demanded, Like your filthy whore.

My Dumbass Moment For Today...
OK, so I got a Photobucket account when I signed up for CT so I could get the url for my pics and stuff. Well what I didn't realize is that my account was public. I have been putting a lil of this and a lil of that in there. Needless to say there were several pics with all my goodies showing. I'm on there tonight uploading some more pics to make some stuff. Well I notice a thing saying something like 4000 viewers to my albums and I'm like WTF??? I then realize that my shit is out there for all to see. I quickly found where I could make it private and did so, for any of you pervs logging onto Photobucket at this moment to look me up. I just thought I'd give you all a good laugh at my dumbass moment for the day. I'm sure there will be plenty more to come. TGIF

My Dumbass Moment #2
OK, so we had the whole photobucket dumbass moment in my blogs before, lol. Well I warned you at that moment that there would be more to come. So here it is, lol. OK, so I luv the free images site called Zingfu.com and many of my friends have received my goofy lil creations. Well some of these have been just a lil naughty, nothing major, but some nips pokin out here or there or whatever, lol, maybe a buttcrack of two. Well anyway, I guess if you don't click some lil box saying to make it private, then it's on there for all searching zingfu to see. Yea, guess where mine were until today, lol. Ooops! Shit, fuck, dammit!!! So to those of you zingfu'ers who viewed and left comments, um, thank you, lol. That's what I get for being a dumbass. I will make sure to hit that lil damn box to make them private from now on.

My Dumbass Ex
THIS FOR FOR MY EX THAT HAS HURT ME HE LIED TO ME AND CHEATED ON ME AND I AM TIRED OF ALL THE BULLSHIT LIES I HAVE BEEN HURT IN MY PAST BUT NOT THIS BAD I LOVED HIM AND TRUSTED HIM WITH EVERYTHING AND THEN HE GOES AND HURTS ME WORSE THAN ANY GUY HAS I KNOW I MAY NOT BE THE BEST BUT I AT LEAST WANT A GUY THAT WILL TREAT ME RIGHT AND NOT LIE TO ME AND CHEAT ON ME WITH OTHER GIRLS BEHIND MY BACK AND THEN STRAIGHT OUT LIE SOME MORE WHEN I CONFRONT HIM ABOUT IT AND THEN HAVE TO YELL AT HIM JUST TO GET HIM TO TELL ME THE DAMN TRUTH I AM TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT THATS ALL GUYS KNOW HOW TO TREAT ME SO AS SOME PEOPLE SAY MY EX IS THE ONE WHO BROKE THE CAMELS BACK I THOUGHT I KNEW THE GUY WELL ENOUGH TO TRUST HIM WITH MY FEELINGS THEN HE TURNS AROUND AND PULLS THIS SHIT ON ME AND IF YOU ARE READING THIS WHO KNOW VERY DAMN WELL WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE YOU LIE TO ME ONE MORE TIME YOU ARE GOING TO BE OUT OF MY LIFE FOR GOOD AND I DON'T MEAN JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE...SO YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR P'

My Dumbass Neighbor !
Yeaaaaaaaa okay so i have this neighbor ... I won't call her by name .. But will refer to her as MH anyone who knows me and the people around me will know who that refers to.Here's a lil diddy about her Okay so.. some background .. i have 6 kids , ya'll should know that by now.. ranging in age from 13-7 *5 of them are girls* .. MH has 2 kids ages 9 and 10 , they're both boys .. Well the younger boy , is well a future criminal of some sort , i won't say what i think his crimes will be only because if she reads this at some point cuz of some of the stupid nosey cunts on my friends list that know her, she'll try to sue me for slander LMAO .. Anyway the youngest boy likes to grab my 11 yr old daughters developing chest , telling her he wants to suck on her , and have sex with her and describes in very graphic details sex acts !!! hes 9 people !! .. Anyway when my daughter shoves him away or yells at him and tries to come get me .. He'll hit her , so she's been told KICK HIS MOTHER FUCK

My Dumbass Luck !!
MY CAR IS FUBAR FOR REAL!!! I NEED TO TAKE MY DAWTER TO SEE HER DADDY IN KENTUCKY AND YEAH MY CARS GOIN NO WHERE FAST--- SO NOW I NEED TO GO INTO DEBT BUYING A CAR -- NOT HAPPY ABOUT THIS AT ALL BUT I GOTTA DO WHATEVERS GOTTA BE DONE.

My Dumb Ass Ex Husband
Okay, so I'm gonna start this blog with a disclaimer---if you don't wanna read it DON'T! This is my freaking blog--if you see the damn subject and you think oh, hum, that might be a good read, then you are the one taking your chances on reading it! Again, YOU read this at your own will. This is MY page and I'm not gonna change myself just because someone might get their feelings hurt. Okay, we all clear on this?! So, as my subject of this blog says, I have a crappy ass ex husband. He's a freaking dead beat dad. I know that I made the decision to marry him and have children with him but you know, that is MY bad decision, not our two children, yet they are the ones that suffer. In April, it will be TWO damn years since he has even seen them. TWO YEARS! What kind of dad does that? Don't sit there and blame this one on me, because it isn't my fault. I have left those ties open to him. Take this for example--he called back the end of October and wanted to get the girls over their

My Duty
I have been called to serve my time, for our future I must fight. To protect our way of life and all of our god given rights. And with gods grace I will survive to once again be by your side, and with the chance that I may die I still refuse to say goodbye. Because its my duty to serve my time, its for your future I choose to fight. Its through your love I will survive and if in your heart I never die, I promise to alwyas be by your side for now and forever until the ends of time.

My Dumb Poetry
if the writing on the wall is the marker of truth i now know that if jenkins cups teh balls he will get promoted i know what is gay and what rocks my mom fucked a lot of guys i guess gangs like marking their toilts boobies look beter in real life than some of the artists pictures alot of people love but sex people with wives need to find their wives boyfriends and some one jerked off here. this makes me wary of our society when all we think of is the writtings that set us free not me not here i just want to pee maybe next time teh writting on the wall will set me free i just wish it was written that i could dance maybe even not worry about some wierd dude when i must poop in a hurry but i guess it is written that nazis love all that is forgiven oh but i killed a thing or three so i am destined to be unrelieved -

My Dvds
Here's the current list. It took me 4 or 5 days to get this complete and 1000% accurate. 21 100 Years of the World Series 16 Blocks 2006 Tostitos Fiesta Bowl 24: Season 1 24: Season 2 24: Season 3 24: Season 4 24: Season 5 24: Season 6 3:10 to Yuma 48 Hours 48 Hours, Another 50 First Dates 6th Day, The A Civil Action A Few Good Men A Team: Season 1 A Time To Kill After The Sunset Against The Ropes Ali Amazing Story Of Superman, The American Beauty American Dream, The - The Dusty Rhodes Story American Pie American Pie 2 American Wedding America's Sweethearts Anchor Man Andre The Giant: Larger Than Life Andrew Dice Clay: Dice Rules Andy Kaufman: I'm From Hollywood Any Given Sunday Arista: 25 Years of #1 Hits Armageddon 2003 Armageddon 2004 Armageddon 2005 Armageddon 2006 As Good As It Gets Auto Focus Back to the Future Back to the Future Part 2 Back to the Future Part 3 Backlash 2001 Backlash 2002 Backlash 2003 Backlash 2004 Backlash 20

My Dying Breath
if i had to die tommorow, i would die in your arms. using my last gasping breaths to tell you how much i love you. to thank you for all you've done. and how wonderful you've been to me. for giving me strenght, when i could not find it within myself. for picking me up when i fall. your ever ready hand should i stumble again. for giving me hope, in my darkest hour of shadow. for your shoulder, if ever my burden too heavy to carry alone. if i had to die tommorow, it would be in my Lady's arms. with my last dying breath, my love for you would be heard by all the world.

My Dying Bride Lyrics.
MY DYING BRIDE LYRICS 34.788%... Complete (1998) 1. The Whore, The Cook And The Mother 2. The Stance Of Evander Sinoue 3. Der Uberlebende 4. Heroin Chic 5. Apocalypse Woman 6. Base Level Erotica 7. Under Your Wings And Into Your Arms 1. The Whore, The Cook And The Mother Tell me that I'm a sinner Lay me down again I need a soft flesh bed My lust must be fed Lay your hands on me Lay your perfect hands on me You know exactly what I want So open wide Take me now I'm yours Lay me down again Your heat rips through me Your hands rip my skin Deep inside your love You're screaming for me again My seed is passed to you We are now one To you. I'll only give it to you (But only if you're there) Only you. There's no-one else for me (Until something better comes) Be mine. Be mine forever more (Until I'm fucking sick of you) 2. The Stance Of Evander Sinoue He was a poor man, though he was genius Would they listen to this crazy man Would they help him

My Dying Bride...
1. The Cry Of Mankind You can't expect to see him and survive You'll swallow his tongue of thorns His mouth, dripping with flies In his glorious kingdom of fire But I believe he wept I will make them all lie down Down where hope lies dying With lust, you're kicking mankind to death We live and die without hope You tramp us down in a river of death As I stand here now, my heart is black I don't want to die a lonely man This is a weary hour This is a weary hour 2. From Darkest Skies Take your own Sick with fever And cry out loud to God Your sorry own Will be piled upon me That I can't see My God I've cried for earth More than once But rivers still run With reddest tears Be lost in me And I'll never need to ask Who wants me? Who wants Me? Be mine tonight. The sight of your light I'll breathe in you. I'm a fool, just for you I'm in pain And I don't know why Under heavy rain From darkest skies We're in pain The two of us And I no longer know W

My Dying Bride-for You
I will be there for you All I want is you When I see your face All the Angels are shamed Lay with me beauty Feel me close to you Take my hand to you Touch you softly. Your warm skin Cover me with you Over me under you Pull me into you As one we lay entwined All I ever wanted I have, I need never wish again You are heaven sent ------------------

My Dying Dream
I trusted love one day, I feel in love with you. I had big dreams one day, and thought that they would come true. Little did I know the pain that love could bring. A blind and innocent child was I, not knowing anything. One day I woke up to reality and watched you walk away. I seemed so lost, the world so black, that cold and ugly day. I found that love is many things, from loneliness to pain. And now I have found one thing out, Love is no GAME! Dorothy Ronell Parenti Copyright ©2008 Dorothy Ronell Parenti

My Dying Day
My Dying Day: Its hard for me to tell you how I feel, I want so much for you to see. That the girl you should be with, Has always been me. I know you asked me to wait, You haven't made up your mind. But the thing you don't understand, Is that it's killing me inside. I'll wait for you as long as I can, Because my love for you is strong. But one thing I want you to know, Is I can only wait so long. I know that you love me, I know that you care. But you don't know how much it hurts me, Knowing I'm not there. Your the only one I want, You now have my heart. I'll give it to you gently, But please don't break it apart. And now that this poem is ending, I just wanted to say. That I'll continue to love you, Until my dying day

My Dying Day
It is a deep dark hole And I can't dig myself out I feel so alone in misery They don't hear me scream or shout My pain burns intensely inside Battling through, I can't bear Was it all a mistake? Or do I go on without a care? Days are numbered and quick I've lost the way to you Sitting here trying to drown my thoughts KNowing my mind already withdrew Can you tell me what it was all for? Because I feel this is my dying day

My Ears!
Just got my ears peirced again. I got two done at the same time...well, one right after the other. My left ear will be rather useless for phone gabbing and such for a while. I am very afraid of needles, so luckily Salyx forced me through it ;p And it's a good thing, because I love them!

My Eating Days Are Numbered!!!
i am so psyched cherries....i know i haven't been on here long enough for anyone to know the saga or even care but i've been waiting for almost 2 years for my gastric bypass operation (and again....I AM NOT MORIDLY OBESE!) LOL anywho...at first the surgery date was scheduled for july 11th but now it's moved up to may 16th!!! YEA!!!!!!! if anyone would like to take me out to dinner beforehand just give me a shoutout....lol j/k

My Easter
My Easter was great. went over to my Aunt Betty house...we had Easter Dinner; Ham, mash potatoes, chessy veggies, dinner rolls, stuffed eggs, Chocolate cake, & Mixed Angel Fruit. I loved the fruit...blue berrys, grapes, bannas, Angel food cake, banna pudding, Strawberries, & pineapple was in it. :) It was all very yummy. Wyatt got in to cake & throwing his fork in mash potatoes & throw his roll with jelly on it in the potatoes. LOL very funny....I didn't get left overs of the potatoes...if he didn't do that...Mash potatoes was my favorite other then the fruit...I probably would of got some mash potatoes. My Grandma Virginia, Rhonda, Larry, Cousin Wyatt, Treasa, Unlce Charlie, Uncle Dean, & Pam my mom was all there....My others coming later...My mom Pam & I left, we had two movies to watch...Happy Feet & The Holiday...they was very good movies. thank you all friends that sent me gifts & wishes on Easter. thankful for new friends I made today. Hope you all had great

My Earliest Memory In Life
I was 2 and had an aunt that was just 23 days older than me so we played together alot. We lived 2 houses down from my grandparents and my aunt. My uncle Jimbo came over to vist one day and we asked if we could play in his car. He let us in and I jumped in the drivers seat and my aunt in the passenger seat. Back in those days they had cars with the stick shift on the steering column and I was standing up turning the wheel and shifting the gear. About 2 minutes or so into playing like I was driving the car started to roll backwards. My aunt and I jumped out and tried to stop the car but it crashed right into the front of the neighbors car and tore it up. My parents and uncle came running out of the house and so did the neighbors. Mom checked to make sure we were okay and when she saw we were I got the ass whoopin of a lifetime lol. I remember waking up later in my bed and asking mommy if she was still mad at me. She was and I stayed in my bed the rest of that night. Need

My Easter Day
I spent all day yesterday with my in-laws.we went there for my 2 yr old to have fun and spend easter with his family. well at this family get together there was like 16 adults, 2 2yr olds, and a newborn. well i got to watch everyone treat my 2 yr old like he wasn't good enough for them. they sat there all day and praised the other child and almost totally ignored my son. he sat and said his ABC's in front of them and all they did was ignore him and talk about the other child. during the easter egg hunt the other child had 10 ppl helping him search for eggs but when me and my husband tried to help our lil one look we were told to let him do it on his own. they let the lil boy push and hit my son but if my son fights back they yell at him. and it makes me so pissed that "family" treated my son this way. I just can't understand why they feel the urge to treat my baby that way.

My Ears Bring All The Boys To The Yard...:s
You Communicate With Your Ears You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod. How Do You Communicate?

My Early Review: The Dark Knight
***Note: the following is my review of "The Dark Knight." I want to do my best to keep things spoiler free, so if you're more interested in plot, read someone else's review. Sometimes it's good to know as many people as I do. At the very least, I'm never bored--and sometimes I get something cool out of hanging at the bar that isn't liquid and doesn't make my head hurt in the morning. In this instance it was special passes to attend a sneak preview / press screening of "The Dark Knight." Is it perfect? Not quite. Is it the best movie I've seen this year? Yes, and it would take a hell of a lot to top! First thing first (because lets face it, it's what everybody is asking): Heath Ledger is indeed the definitive Joker. This has nothing to do with the hype, mystique, Ledger's death or the early talk of Oscar buzz. When you're watching the Joker, you're watching the Joker—not Heath Ledger playing the Joker. Jack Nicholson did a GREAT job with the Joker. I'm always going to

My Eagle
My Eagle I am free as an eagle, My wings spread a far, The people amongest me is the wind beneath my wings, So, You never lost me I'm still watching through the eagle eye's, I stand strong and proud through this afterlife, Hold your head up high: And, Know everything will be alright, I am the Eagle in the sky! By:Jess L. Burris Jr. Inspired By Jerry A Burris. As he soars through the life like an EAGLE!

My Earth Element Is-water
Water signs are attuned to waves of emotion, and often seem to have a built-in sonar for reading a mood. This gives them a special sensitivity in relationships, knowing when to show warmth and when to hold back. At their best, they are a healing force that brings people together -- at their worst, they are psychic vampires, able to manipulate and drain the life force of those closest to them. Water signs are tuned into the many shades of meaning in relationships, and at times can absorb "vibes" from others. They have to work harder than other elements to maintain their personal boundaries.

My Ebay (please Read)
Please see my auction on ebay , even if you dont want to buy one , I am so proud of the way my page turned out . Giving credit to my husband Stewart for helping me set this up. Just want everyone to take a peek and let me know what you think. below the link will take you to the page or you can go to ebay and type in Tarot Readings by Candace . http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ih=015&sspagename=STRK%3AMESE%3AIT&viewitem=&item=250075967243&rd=1&rd=1

My Ebay Addiction Continues
So, I got the laptop I'd ordered from ebay a few days ago. I have it hidden in a drawer right now. It is pretty much a worthless piece of crap. Serves me right, I know. I'll have to figure something to do with it. It is pretty useless to me. This is the third time I've bought something from ebay with totally no use to me. Granted, the first two times was my own fault for not reading thoroughly enough and checking out the specs for my camera. In addition to this lug, I've also bought two PSP movies, two PSP games, and a HP 620LZ PalmTop. The movies and games are just unnecessary indulgences at (mostly) a decent price. The HP will be handy if it works properly. I got that at a really good price too, though there are a few things I need to pick up for it. I bought it because I am sick of not writing. I'm ashamed really, and buying the thing gives me an excuse to get off my ass. I'll have to explain that one to Leslie because I do plan on toting the fucker along with me. But I am not b

My Ebay Fiasco.
so i dont think anyone read about my perdictament on ebay recently with tryin to get concert tickets....but heres whats gone down. the seller guy filed a dispute with me for an unpaid item. long story short, the guy is just tryin to get a reinbursement from ebay, and by doing so needs to fuck me. here is my reply to Ebay about said bullshit... greetings and salutations to whoever it is that reads this... this is regarding item #150242203585 and the complete, douchebag of a seller, first2last27. On May 5th, the above auction for a pair of concert tickets ended around 12:22pm. as soon as said auction ended, i received an email from the seller stating that he could not close the auction due to his car being broken into and the tickets stolen. he then told me if he could get the tickets replaced, he would still sell to me, only he would give them to me for $100 instead of the selling price of $133 and some odd change, plus shipping of course. the problem lies with the fact that toda

My Ectasy
why is it that every song i hear, every word that is sung has to be sung for you. loneliness happens thinking about you. Your smile, your laugh... your silly sense of humour. Its frustrating. Yet I am working on trying to reach my dream. You were there again. Holdin me close against your protective chest, showing me love and security. I felt you as real as you could be~ lost in this reoccuring ectasy. Lost in this unending history... If there were words that were actually more meaningful as soultaking as they are with feeling.. then maybe you would once see. Once in existence I find it hard to remove. I have tried, I resist it, but maybe now I will just let it go.

My Ecstasy
I stare at you from afar Look- no touch is my rule My body stays put but my mind, oh yes my mind runs wild I can't help it these thought that i think Pictures of our bodies entwined in pure bliss I want you to explore my body and touch my soul Every inch, every curve with utter attention I want you to show me things Open my eyes to the wildest dreams I want you to take me to a place called Pleasure I want you to walk hand in hand, side by side with me to the land of Ecstasy Your lips, oh your luscious lips I love the way they kiss The way the heat from your mouth can warm my iciest fears I want you to kiss me from head to toe as i close my eyes and let my hands roam " I love you baby, I am never gonna let you go " And with the whisper of your words I feel as if I melt I can't hold back, i can't help, no I just can't help myself I hit the heights of delight as I feel your body heat, as I feel it grace mine I let my guard down and enjoy the taste of heaven

My Eden
So many things I could say so much wish I could tell. There's specialness about you just like if a flower fell. You are a wonderful friend fact is I love you quite well. You brighten my heart's garden just like if a flower fell. Serenity beyond words always making me swell. Liken to a work of art just like if a flower fell. You reach the depths deep inside my soul's well So pleasant, sweet and real just like if a flower fell.

My Effein Little Wp Wanna Hit On Cassie Life
I EFFEIN HATE GUYS THAT ARE MARRIED AND TRYING TO HIT ON ME ...IT PISSES ME OFF AND THERE IN THE ARMY.....WTF.....HOW FUCKED UP ARE PEOPLE THESE DAYS....REALLY CAN ANYONE ANSWER ME THAT....FUCKING A MAN ITS LIKE EVERWHERE YOU GO DONT MATTER WHERE THERES ALWAYS A FUCKING MARRIED MAN FOLLOWING YOU....DOES MY LIFE EVER GET ANY BETTER THEN THIS...OR IS IT JUST MY TIME FOR MARRIED MAN TO HIT ON ME.....REALLY CAN SOMEONE ANSWER ME ON THIS ONE?

My Egyptian Zodiac Sign
Bastet You look for balance and harmony, anxious, devoted. Often rash and impatient. Colors: male: yellow ochre, female: greyCompatible Signs: Sekhmet, Horus Dates: Jul 14 - Jul 28, Sep 23 - Sep 27, Oct 3 - Oct 17 Role: Goddess of cats, women, and secretsAppearance: Cat or cat-headed womanSacred animals: cat What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

My Ego
My Ego From within hidden darkness Lost in forgotten spaces In out of the way places It calls to me To take my place Amidst the hallowed halls Of saints and sinners Saviors and slayers But I cover my ears Scream at the top of my lungs Fight and rebel Against the voices Calling out to me Resist and refuse To become as they To give in to the urge From long days Of struggle and strife Of abusive mistreatment The shadow of a man That I admit to be Finds urban legend strength And beats back the Siren songs of my ego.

My Ego Boost Of The Day.
I stopped at starbucks today and was sitting there at a table waiting for my cup o goodness.A woman comes in, smiles at me, orders her coffee, walks by and looks at my phone sitting on the table.She says, "can I look at that, I am wanting to get one, but they are not on in the store, so I dont know if I want it or not."I tell her to go ahead and show her a few things on it I show her how it works, the way the web browser works, the touch screen, how the address book works.She plays with it for a bit, gives it back and says "you have a new number in there now, you should use it later." My day is good.

My E Harmony Profile
Since I have NO matches on Eharmony (they say I need to lower my standards) I am posting my shit here.... Introduction to Agreeableness This section of your profile describes your interactions with other people. The ways we communicate our feelings, beliefs and ideas to others are influenced by our cultural backgrounds, the way we were raised, and sometimes which side of the bed we got up on this morning. Some of us are very mindful of others making decisions we hope will be in their best interests, even if it means sometimes neglecting our own interests. Others of us believe each person should be responsible for themselves, taking deep pride in our own character and independence with a firm belief that others are best served by doing the same. The following describes how you engage with others; illustrating the dimension of your personality that determines your independence or your desire to reach out and touch others in meaningful ways. You are best described as: CONSISTENT

My Eharmony Profile
What I’m doing with my life Gonna get rich and take over the world. Yeah that sounds like a plan. I need an evil lil princess to be my accomplice. If you think you are up for the job, applications are being currently accepted in the message section of my page. I’m really good at Laughing I hold the world record in speed blinking self proclaimed. I can tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue. (That shit made you smile) I am an excellent shopping cart driver. I can use a straw but i suck with chop stixx not even sure why i related the 2 tasks. Oh yeah im house trained... i'm sure thats a plus Tying my shoes is a little iffy, so for the days i cant manage i have velcro. The six things I could never do without Cocoa puffs aluminum foil breathing ( that shoulda been first i know) water, yeah thats a good one gotta have that too crack heads, cause i mean everyone needs a good deal right? my nose, its not the best nose but i have become somewhat a

My Eiq
Your EQ is 140 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

My Element Is Earth
Your Element Is Earth You excel at planning and strategizing. You could be a champ at chess or Survivor. Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize. On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you. You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through. Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step. What's Your Element?

My Element
Your Element Is Air You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that! What's Your Element?

My Elvis Clock..
That is on my wall looks a tad crooked,but I lack the energy too fix it. Also its pouring outside,I love the rain and all.. I refuse too drive in it at night unless its a must. So sadly still no tattoo. bloody effin addiction it is now. least its not (insert S word). anywho moving right along too my magical 5 for today. 1.recieving comfy slippers this morning. 2.Getting over my nervousness for school.

My Elf Name...
I guess the last name comes from McD's McFlurry because I'm so sweet and satisfying :P Your Elf Name Is: Holly Mc Flurry Son of a nutcracker! What's Your Elf Name? Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

*my Emotional Intelligence Quotient & Intuition*
Your EQ is 133 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)? ************************************************** You Are 52% Intuitive Your intuition is often right, and you use it more than you may realize. Your gut feelings are usually a good guide, but you need more to go on when making a

My Emotions As Of Late
1:35 AM - My Emotions as of late. Current mood: drained Category: Life I can no longer express myself physically, because Ray gets mad at me and asks me why the hell I am doing this. It isn't that I'm trying to seek attention. I really am emotional. I try not to bottle up everything, because I dont wanna snap one day. So I cry and cry my eyes out until the pain has passed. I can't do that anymore, because I never get comforted because I can never get out why I am so upset, It is a mixture of recurring feelings that sometimes i cant even express in written words. I come home from a semi-good day, I gave my sister her birthday present and go shopping with my mom and I am having such a good day, happy day. and I come home to a trap. Like an intervention, only its supposedly targeted toward both Ray and I. I hate being confronted. I am not equipped with enough verbal vocabulary to get my point across without sounding mental. So I just sit there as his mother talks, not inter

My Empty Nest
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 My empty nest Current mood: worried They come into this life so small and fragile and you look in to their small faces and they grab your finger and take your heart. You think to yourself, " My little precious gift " I was so excited to have you in my life. Can you tell I am scared because you are so precious and small and I want to do things right. I talk to you and see that smile as if you know what i am saying. As time passes i watch you grow, and learn and slowly become a little person all your own. Your personality starts to show and at that moment i realize you are an individual with unique character that is, just you alone. I remember your first illness, you first step and your first words they are etched in my memory for life. I also remember the bumps the bruises and scrapes you got on the playground as you played. The tears you cried as I held you and comforted you. The hours we spent reading the same books over and over cause they w

My Emptyiness
Well as you know my grandfather passed away. It's been about two weeks now, it hurts. There are days I'm fine and then there are days where it hits me hard. Last Wednesday was one of those days. I was hoping to hang out with one of my friends, but she had plans already. So there went that idea of having someone to talk to about it. Work still doesn't know about it. Maybe I should tell them. But I feel that if I do then it's admitting that my grandfather is gone. I'm still doing the out of sight out of mind thing. Thinking it's not real. Maybe that's the reason why I don't want to go home to Atlanta or to California. Then I would be admitting that he's gone. Lately I've been crying at night b/c of the hurt I have. The missing feeling I have. I finally talked to my mom, since this happened, yesterday. She told me that my grandfather is laid to rest and that my Uncle Steve didn't want to help out with the arrangements. I don't blame him I wouldn't want to either. I don't know how my dad i

My Empty Hands (( For The True Martial Artist ))
MY EMPTY HANDS I come to you with empty hands For they are all I need To protect myself and my family's honor this will be my creed I use them in many different ways, throughout my night and day For creating music and writing poetry for love, work and play If you're looking for trouble, take my advice My empty hands will be suffice Should I be forced to defend my life I do not need a Gun or knife I will do so with all my fury and the skill Though, I do not wish to maim or kill Do not misjudge my passive way For this is what I have to say Think twice before you prey on the meek The Innocent, defenseless or the weak My empty hands will be there to protect To kick your butt, demand respect If you don't believe a word, I say "Go ahead, make my day" Please don't say I haven't warned you No one will ever grieve or mourn you Just continue on our way And have yourself a pleasant day jskins

My Emotiomal I.q.
Merritt, your Emotional IQ score is: 144 The above chart shows where you fall on the Emotional IQ scale compared to others. You scored higher than 99.8% of other test takers. Your Emotional IQ measures how well your emotions guide you towards smart decisions. In fact, increasingly, researchers are pointing to Emotional IQs as better indicators of overall success in life than traditional IQ tests alone. Healthy relationships and flourishing careers are impossible without interacting successfully with others. Even someone who possesses a genius Intellectual Quotient (IQ) can miss out on the wisdom that comes from understanding another human being. What makes Tickle's Emotional IQ test more comprehensive than others, is that we structured the test to actually isolate different interpersonal skills and how well you use them to your benefit. As such, each of your scores on the 4 emotional intelligence dimensions, Perception, Expression, Empathy, and Emotiona

My Emotional Landscape
Your strongest belief is Honesty Now that you know that Honesty is one of your core convictions, let's take a look at how that value influences your emotional landscape — the way you experience the 8 key emotions, and how intensely you feel them. As you read your report, know this: Experts agree it's healthy to experience a full range of emotions. Some, such as happiness, are pleasant to experience. Others, like anger, may make you feel uncomfortable. Just remember that even emotions that might not feel good (like anger or sadness) may still be good for you. To avoid a certain feeling, you might try harder to avoid getting into a similar position in the future — thereby sparing yourself those bad feelings again. Overall, emotions can serve as a means of expression as well as tools for self-protection and motivation. Here's what yours say about you. Your emotional landscape report Your emotional landscape More on your belief system History behin

My Emo Blog
Omg! I jus hate my life. I wish I could die and seek my revenge out on the people who treated me badly in my childhood! *cries* I jus realized that I'm a lousy piece of shit nothin' for human existence. No one would miss me if I die. I should go slit my wrists and end my life. This is a joke btwn some friends, don't believe any of this shit lmfao.

My Empty Life
Why does my soul hold on to this pointless life no good ever comes only pain and hurt are all that i ever feel all these scars i bare overlay day after day year after year love is just a mirage always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothing ever changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul, and mind left staind beyond repair....

My E-mail Address Is Two3five7@shaw.ca
Please feel free to hack and cyberstalk me all that you want My faith kept the “only human” sane and now I am spent Just blame all who fail to fit your definition of “health” Real truth fails to teach the world the wisdom needed for growth Enter the introspective realm of soul’s-autumn, here, now Listen to all you want to hear or kiss youth you once knew Winnipeg bites my skin with hungry wind-chill at this time Typing at this computer now, I feel autumn’s dream-calm Healed minds learn to just kiss the entire universe Trudge through trials and sing sighs of inhaled ambience I have an Asperger Brain in my cranium Born in the death of the second millennium Wetware is the truth within human skulls, wetware is what we are Asperger within my skull doesn’t bite, nor does it need a cure Readers are confused, I’ve made peace with how often I’m misconstrued Making you aware that we do exist heals me, and makes me proud Life is never a short-cut th

My Emotions
Why can't anyone look me in my eyes and tell me, IT'S GOING TO BE OKAY?! Why can't anyone give me some sort of hope, some faith, some inspiration, HELL.. Why can't anyone show me that they love me without walking away? I'm a girl in a dark room with no key. I'm on my knees screaming for some hope and wisdom. Yet, I'm still in this position... With none of the above. Do not pass go, do not collect 200$. Hell, I can't even get a get out of jail free card. Hold my hand, tell me you love me. Run your fingers through my hair as you kiss my forehead and give me butterflies. Show me you care. Put me first instead of yourself. Make me feel wanted. I'm tired of games. Mostly, I'm tired of being confused. And most of all... This is the last time I'll be confused or compromise My emotions. This morning when I awoke from the cushioned coils Eyes pouring their little hearts It didn't feel normal Waking here religiously Thinking the same black thoughts As alway

My Empty Cavern Of Dreams
the moon is not out and everything is dark tonight not even the stars to light my way somehow it seems that my cavern of dreams has been washed away by the salty tides of my tears or the winds of my cries everything has just dissappeared and slipped away i never knew how much i needed the darkside of the moon to guide me to light my way even my two brightest stars have dimmed without the light of the moon we stand here at the edge of the shore staring accross the waters looking for some light on the other side of the ocean hoping that he is shining brightly i don't know how to shine without the light of the moon i don't know which way to turn without his light i have nothing so i will go back to my empty cavern of dreams the crator that was once my heart and sleep hoping that one day he will rise again and light our way let this be known that i will never

My Ems Theme Song
Can you lay your life down, so a stranger can live? Can you take what you need, but take less than you give? Could you close every day, without the glory and fame? Could you hold your head high, when no one knows your name? That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say. We say goodbye, but never let go. We live, we die, cause you can't save every soul. Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who; Will never look back, never look down, and never let go. Can you lose everything, you ever had planned? Can you sit down again, and play another hand? Could you risk everything, for the chance of being alone? Under pressure find the grace, or would you come undone? That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say. We say goodbye, but never let go. We live, we die, cause you can't save every soul. Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who; Will never look back, never look down, and never let go. Never l

My Emg
Electromyogram: An electromyogram (EMG) is a test that measures the electrical discharges made by the muscles. It can determine whether muscle weakness or paralysis is due to a nerve problem or to a problem with the muscle itself. During an electromyogram, a thin needle is placed in a muscle to measure its electrical activity at rest and during use. The needle is attached to a machine with a viewing screen (like a TV) that displays electrical activity in the muscles as waves on the screen.Nerve conduction studies:Nerve conduction studies are tests that measure how well individual nerves can send an electrical signal from the spinal cord to the muscles. Nerve conduction studies are often used to help diagnose nerve disorders, such as carpal tunnel syndrome or Guillain-Barré syndrome. During a nerve conduction test, a health professional places a shock-emitting electrode directly over the nerve to be studied, and a recording electrode over the muscles supplied by that nerve. The shock-

My Email To A Fu-bomber "family Manager" - If This Offends You - Oh Well - Grow Up Or Remove Me ;)
Been there, done that and worn the association removal t-shirt a loooooooooooooong time ago lol... Y'alls rules are like a high school click & the bullying that goes on from "inactivity" otherwise known as "having a life" is beyond pathetic ;) I *repeatedly* informed *many* Fu-Bomber *supposed* high level "friends" that I was in the middle of a MAJOR MILITARY PCS - for civilians that is Permanent Change of Station - otherwise known as MOVE to another state/base - and supporting my Fiance, getting a job here in VA and my kids will come over an online "clique" any damn day of all years remaining in my life. I hope it made you feel quite "powerful" to send me the removal notice once again "instructing" a grown woman on what to do as though I were an elementary school student. I have much more important things to do than to play into those ego based mind games associated with not only Fu-Bombers but many other "families" and social networking "fams" .. I had joined Fu-Bomber

My Email
http://www.problogger.net/ Posted: 18 Oct 2008 07:37 AM PDT Here’s a question for discussion this weekend: Do you use your real name when leaving comments on a blog or do you use ‘keywords’? I was moderating comments last night here on ProBlogger and noticed almost a 60/40 split between these approaches (with 60% using ‘real’ names). My personal preference is to leave my real name - that’s partly because I feel it is more personal and also because I guess inadvertently over the years my name has become a brand of sorts - so it makes sense. My personal preference for people leaving comments on my blog is also for ‘real names’ - although I’ve not moderated comments based upon people using keywords. A Spectrum of Approaches There is a spectrum of approaches that I see people using when it comes to what ‘name’ they leave on comments: 1. Key Words Only - For example some people are obviously just using words that they are attempting to rank for in Google. In my

My Emotional Turmoil......
So, the biggest question on my plate is...Where do I see myself in 1 year? Well, it's a question that many have asked me, and few seem to know me. I find myself to be creative, and most people would beat themselves up for thinking too long! Not me, a friend of mine says it's like putting your brain on a treadmill. Which is what I do, I let my mind run. I ask myself a lot of questions, I seem to have no answers for. I honestly think, I should have the answers though. I'm not a dark person, I love bright things, and anything with color. I am not a depressed person, I am happy all the time.(well, most) I have 4 very important people in my life who make me that way. Happy, energized, waking up in the morning to see what awaits for me, talking, laughing, kissing, hugging... It's never ending. My problem I guess would be, I'm torn. I have several gentlemen who are well...Interested....And, I don't want to take the chance of being hurt, or hurting anyone else. Another question arises,

My Email Address, Yahoo Im & Myspace/facebook Pages
Hi There! Here are a few different ways to get in touch with me... My Email Address Is... AmyLynn05121977@yahoo.com My Yahoo IM Screen Name Is... Amylynn051277 The Link To My Myspace Page Is... http://www.myspace.com/amylynn51277 To Find Me On Facebook Search For... Amy Lynn Gutterman There you go and I hope to hear from you soon!

My Employer Is Beter Than Yours
so i was in nor cal for the last couple of days at a diversity and inclusion summit for the company i work for and i must say that going in i knew what kind of company i worked for. the day i got my first interview i was up front about being transgendered and though it did not seem to matter much which kinda surprised me i was quick in realizing what kind of employer i had. i showed up for my first day of work in "boy" clothes my boss was very quick to ask me why i still felt uncomfortable to be myself. now i had planned not to go full time for atleast a year but on my second day of work i went full time and have never looked back. but back to my story at a later date. so this week at the conference i meet alot of wonderful people but part of me wondered why after only being with this company 6 months and being a low level employee why exactly was i there, yes i ama diversity council member but still its odd for so little time in to be going to california for a week.well all my questi

My Embarrassments
Hopefully these will be fun: Top ten most embarrassing moments in my life as rated by me: 10. Got arrested within 24 hours of quitting my job as a Corrections Officer. 9. Once after moving into our new house, heard a noise, jumped out of the shower and grabbed my .38 only to burst around the corner, SWAT style butt-naked, drawing down on... the A/C unit. Joke at our house now, "When you come visit, be careful not to sound like an air conditioner." 8. Attempted to show off by downing two beers from a bottle at the same time at my favorite bar. I spewed foam all over the table. 7. Cut my foot really badly and there were no bandages in the house. I went the next few days with a maxi pad on my foot. 6. After making a mashed potato man at a Chilli's restaurant, I think the waitress thought I was mentally handicapped and remarked, "Awww, you made a little alien!" It didn't help matters when I professed, "He's not a alien! He's a mash-topato man!" 5. My neighbors once had a large above

My Empire Is Growing!
Everyone should visit my websites....best viewed when dunk or high! The Sex Cloud The Wow Cloud The Evil Hamster Digest The Sex News Network YOU ARE A PERFECT SPIRIT I am fucking everywhere :-) Not bad for an old dude!

My Empty Soul
My Empty Soul Unable to fill Come what may Come what will The pieces are missing from the last time it was crushed To put it back together Is truly asking too much I wish I could bring it back I wish I could make it whole I wish I could repair my broken, empty soul

My Encounter With The Lake Stevens Police
i went on a walk. and on my way back i was looking down at my ipod changing the song and i look up and theres a cop parked in front of me i stop walking and he gets out and he says "you look like a reported run away. Whats your name" and i say my name and the question i was asking for was asked "Why aren't you in school" so i explain. and then he asks for my address i tell him and he sends me on my way my heart was beating pretty hard. but i knew i did nothing wrong

My Engagement.......
For all that know... i was sort of engaged to my girl recently... BUT NOW...MORE recently we have had more issues... "trust" issues.. only mine with her are not unbased... hers with me tho.. are... i LOVE her.. but i cant this... i just wish i knew exactly how to fix things.... if anyone is curious.. i can send OUR myspace addresses and you can check us both out....

My Engagement Ring =)
Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond! You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring. A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition. Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you. And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...! What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

My Energy And Ct Whorishness
Hello dear friends, I don't always start my blogs as a letter, in fact at the beginning I tried to make them as diary-ish as possible. Or even sometimes a venue for my frustrated artist soul. This one is more a letter because it's sort of a state of the union. Ooooh State of Jenn. How fucking hilarious is THAT? OMG, I'm making myself giggle. Okay. Seriously.... I am tired of sitting here at my dining room/office table. I don't know if it's the posture, the numbness in the arms and hands, or what. Lately, I walk by my computer and feel a sense of revulsion. Then guilt. How can I possibly walk by? There are people I miss, people I want to learn about, people I haven't even met yet...... Oh god, I'm so tired. And my book calls. Or maybe it's my couch. Probably both. I haven't had a couch worth the name to lounge on, nor have I had the draw of a television for well nigh almost 8 months now. It's a draining sort of release. I sit and sit and sit there too. I'v

My End Thoughts Of The Day...
I think some people only add me to see my NSFW pics.That is stupid and I think I'm gonna take them down. I think some people rate and comment almost every one of my pics because they think I'm gonna do it back.I'm not gonna. I wish people were honestly honest.I know that is never gonna happen. I think people underrated the movie Clerks 2.Cuz I seriously thought it was the bomb. I also think I was wrong about the new Evanescense album, its not that bad.I said it was sucky without actually listening to it.. and while it is trendy and not original at all in the way it needs to be for me to love it.. I do actually like one song. Also, I realized that I despise seeing the word "hunnie" used in reference to me.Some may think that is cute, I do not.

My Engagement Is Over
ok so latest news is that i'm no longer engaged to jamie ....i'm not gonna say why over the net but if i consider u a good friend and u ask me then i'll tell u. i'm mostly writin this because i wanted to thank everyone who was there for me on friday night especially my mom and my bestest best friend tine .....even though neither of them apparently listens to my advice they taught me that just because i tell them what i think they should do doesn't mean that i shouldn't listen to my own advice. therefore this is jamie's last chance and he's considered to be on "relationship probation" and yes i did make that one up all by myself ......if he fucks up one more time then its over because i don't want a relationship like everyone elses. i actually want to fall in love with someone who won't lie, cheat, who i can trust , who won't get jealous and will treat me good. and not demand that i give up things for them and who will always be there for me and help me out anyway they can. by the way t

My Ending
My ending Why did I pick up the bottle? Where did I find the knife? I’m finally putting an end to this miserable life. Walking down that long and narrow road in silence, I can’t figure out where I got all this violence. I stopped in the green and growing pasture, Trying to find a method to make me die faster. I want to go away off the face of this earth, I hate my mother for ever giving birth. I walked a little farther to the old rusty bridge at the end of the road, Knowing that the water below would be freezing cold. I stood up on the edge of the guardrail, No matter what I try to do I always fail. Not this time because today my dream comes true, I get to fly away to freedom away from you. Getting good and ready to take the fast and scary dive, I stop to think of any reason that I should stay alive. Then it clicked inside my brains as I came down from the ledge so fast, Why kill myself over what happened in the past?

My Endless Search Starts Again
As I sit alone facing my computer search the web for something I need, that I desire never finding the search goes on and on. Night comes and the sun set around me, I am trap in the dark, alone always alone. My family leaves me alone to search the web, looking but never finding. Escaping from reality, I hide in this dark room searching but, I never find what I am searching for. Click clock time goes by, Endless time and still; I can’t find what I am looking for. Endless chat rooms and cyber lounges; I chat and lie trying to be who I am not. I am searching for what I already have, so I turn off my computer and Huge My 3 Little angles, I was given exactly what I needed, now im not alone ,but still searching for that one Angle who can complete me .. My endless search starts again, as I sit her alone once again searching. Are you my angle I am searching for? Please I scream with all my desire please, be the one I need so I won’t half to sit all alone.

My Endless Envy
Today, while playing with my daughter at a playground, I looked around and the people there... and felt an incredible rush of grief. So many happy families and happy couples... children with both parents around... functioning family units. I wonder how they do it in this day and age... how do they overcome obstacle after obstacle to keep things going to blissfully? Are they always this happy and unified? What is it that prevents me from attaining such as that? I know one thing would probably be my choice in partners over the past.... 5 years. I've been chasing people who make me feel young. I've been so afraid of growing up and growing old until recently. Now... I feel the need to settle down and become stable. After all, that's what's behind my whole move back in with my parents... the attempt to become stable. (in this case, it's saving money for a house) Also, my going back to college is a major attempt to get my life into a fixed situation where it'd be feasable to start and

My Entire Aura Is Bright
Merritt, based on your responses, the brightest color in your aura is White Contrary to popular myth, auras are actually multi-colored energy fields that can be divided into seven primary layers. Having White as your brightest color means that the seventh, or Divine, layer of your aura is the most vibrant. The Divine is the outermost layer of the aura, and its vibrancy indicates that you have an exceptional love of life, which stems directly from your deep connection to the universe. You're an open channel for the cosmos, and this infuses your aura with a divine energy. Your aura impacts all aspects of your life. For instance, having a bright Divine layer means that likely you have a clear spiritual purpose. Thus, your ideal job would likely involve something that allows you to fulfill this purpose and remain connected to the greater forces in life. You would not likely be satisfied working a job that compromised your integrity or kept you from doing what you feel you're

My Enneagram Report
Don't compromise yourself. You're all you've got. — Janis Joplin As a Type 1, The Idealist, you're an individual who sees how good things truly can be. This sense of optimism and discerning nature has probably helped you develop quite a strong set of values. However for you, it's not simply a question of having high morals; it's about having predetermined standards for each aspect of your life and setting the bar high. More than most people, you not only appreciate it when the things and people around are the best that they can be — you expect them to be. In fact, attaining your ideals and surrounding yourself with others who do the same helps your life feel balanced and right. However at times, unrealistic expectations may cause you to work feverishly toward your goals, believing that you can always do better. While you're busy achieving great things and making excellent impressions — as you're bound to — you may also have an over-active inner critic chattering away in your head

My Entry In A Blast Contest Now With Clickable Link And Added Challenge By Porcelain!!
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has aded a challenge to all that read this to match her 100 votes!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! Please repost even if you have atleast read this!! Thank you!

My Enlistment
February 11 is the day I went to MEPS in Montgomery, AL. I enlisted into the Marine Corps for a minimum of 5 years. I acquired the MOS of Avionic Electrition. I scored a 57 on the ASVAB. I plan to leave for Parris Island, SC in August but there is a complication with that I believe I just broke my rist so it will have to be delayed a month or so! I love the Marine Corps...Semper Fidelis!

My End
I'm not a dreamer and I'm not a lover. I don't believe in happy endings or fairy tale lives. I've been through the darkest valleys and still haven't seen the mountaintops. I've longed to see the world from atop but don't have the will to climb. I’ve cried in pain but have yet to cry in joy. I've seen it all yet seen nothing at all. I've looked at the future and seen a black hole. I’ve looked at the past and wondered how it went wrong. I don't try running backwards or forwards, I don't run at all. I forgot what life was like when life still meant living. I am held captive by life, waiting to die, waiting for liberation. My only happy ending - Will be my final ending.

~my Endless Love For Y/you B/both~
A true F/friend is more than S/someone W/who wipes Y/your tears when Y/you are sad. T/they are more than the P/person Y/you call when S/someone makes Y/you incredibly mad. A true F/friend does not have to be a P/person Y/you spend time with every weekend, Or even S/someone W/who lives Just around the bend. A true F/friend can be a P/person with W/whom Y/you shared a single moment, But Y/you felt like it was just for Y/you T/they were sent. Friendship does not always have to Build up over years It, like love, sometimes Just appears. Thank Y/you myMaster & mylil' lei sis for being there for me through out this whole trial, thanks for not giving up on me, and having the same shared dream/goal. i love Y/you B/both very much! tallyssinae[R] 2007

My End
LIFE IS JUST THERE SITTING WAITING WATCHING THE WORLD PASS ME BY I DON'T GIVE A RATS ASS ABOUT IT I WAS A FIGHTER DO OR DIE NEVER GIVE UP ATTITUDE IT IS LONG GONE SPENT WASTED AWAY I JUST WAIT FOR MY DAY MY CALLING MY END.

My Engagement To Dragon's Rose
I would like to anounce my engagement to Dragon's Rose. With our Master's ok Dargon's Rose and I are to be fu married. We have not set a date yet but will let you all know when we do. I hope you are as happy for us are we are happy. I love you Dragon's Rose I cant wait to be married!!

My English Paper....
Caley Cook October 20, 2007 Love Conquers All, or does it? Writers use themes to set the scene for every type of literature there is from informative to narrative. Although different views are expressed in A Midsummer Night's Dream, by William Shakespeare, the most prevalent is that of love and the effect is has on us all one such example of this theme at play is in Act 1, scene 1 lines 232-239, "Things base and vile, folding no quantity, Love can transpose to form and dignity: Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind; And therefore is wing'd Cupid painted blind: Nor hath Love's mind of any judgment taste; Wings and no eyes figure unheedy haste: And therefore is Love said to be a child, Because in choice he is so oft beguiled." To fully appreciate Shakespeare’s quote from you must dissect it into small pieces and examine them closer to recognize the full scope the writer used in describing Love and the effects it has. When Helena speaks lines 233 and 234 she is telli

My End
I was taken in by the beauty that dripped from her lips love and peace an angels wings children's laughter a childhood dream yet when the day came after our moonlight dance and I finally slept still in a trance I realized that lies cut deeper than razors honey has never tasted sweeter and blood has never come froma wound deeper my parting gift a heart that could never mend my end JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

My End
Most days I wish I was dead. You wouldn't understand even if you were in my head. Life is no game. I feel like its always me that they blame. Sure many a mistakes I have made. But I don't think this is how I should be repaid. Why is life so hard do you know? Maybe I should just end it, maybe I should go.

My Enlightment
i learned something today... i am much more than i think i am i can be much more even than that i can influence my environment the people i can influence space itself i can influence the future i am responsible for all those things i and the surround are not separate they're part of one im connected to it all im not alone pretty cool... this quantum physics thing i kinda get it now i heard today that if you don't question the questionable then you are ¾ of the way to dead i guess that makes me a newborn for i search and i squander and i suffer every minute of every day i question a question mark. today i learned that doubt is but a castle in the sky i am in control of this pipe dream it is me that makes the first move it is me creating this scenery i control this moment in time the curtains and carpet are but a chimera today i learned that love is merely love my heart is only a be

My Enchantress
my darling enchantress my feelings for thee you give me more passion than i ever knew could be when i lay in bed of you i have so many visions from darkness now my heart has arisen all the pain of my life you have taken away and in my dreams you always come to play when i wake in the morning you fill my thoughts i cling to your image even when it does taunt through out my day so many things do i find to me everything of you seems to remind i long for you in the time that we are apart i hold out my hands and offer you my heart though you know what i offer is already yours and until the end of time shall remain to be sure when you offer your heart to me in return i am filled with desire and my soul does burn i know that i want you by my side forever the bond between us can never be severed so in seperation your touch i do long to feel but you are so much within me all fantasy is real

My Encounter With An Obama Supporter
So yesterday I am sitting in the parking lot of our local laundry mat talking with another fellow resident of the county I live in here in West Virginia now the town I live in is basically good ole down to earth country people who just mind their own business and live day to day tryin to make a living when a car pulls up with Maryland tags pulls up between me and the other person now mind you the person had to be really stupid because they had Vote For Obama written all over her car now mind you Im sitting in my truck with Mccain/Palin bumper stickers all over and the other guy I was talking to had Redneck written on his truck not to mention flying the Rebel flag well she gets out an walks over to my truck first and say's "I am so so and I am out rallying for Obama/Biden so I look at her like shes fuckin stupid an she say's to me "Are you Ready For A Change" I looked at her an said lady are you fuckin stupid? She looked at me like I was crazy and I said look I agree we need a

My Envy
I saw you,only feet away The loving looks, The tender smile Soo close,Yet felt like a mile Time passed by, Ever so slow Constantly wondering, Stay or go I saw you there, Looking,With affectionate stares It wasn’t me, I wasn’t there In his shoes, I wanted to be How i wanted you dancing, only with me A chance with you, was all i asked I suppose now, It’s a thing of the past A new beginning, A brand new start I am still hoping, With love in my heart

My End...
My End… Satin's noose hangs in front of me Dangling like the broken twigs of a dying tree It just waits for me to play a game The game of death A card dealt by a deadly dealer Myself It awaits my end The bottle lies empty Like the form of my heart So cold and black It's lost everything it has What was once inside lies spread across my bed Small capsules that relinquish pain Eyes of the future in me It awaits my end Slits and tips Rise from the surface of my skin My rotting soul being released Out into the toxic air Which I consume with each breathe The knife played tic-tac-toe X's and O's, hugs and kisses Left from the reaper It visits me with each Slice It awaits my end The young boy that stares back In the darkened shadows of the mirror Isn't what I expected to see His eyes are red and weary While his tears run down his face like the fear inside me Those eyes, those hazel eyes Gives me a spine tingling feeling Leaving me paralyzed from the mind I can not control The person

My Encounter With Tom In Jaimaca
So there's this guy Tom that is deeply in love with his girlfriend Tonya. So Tom decides to get her name tattooed on his penis. So when his penis is not hard you see the letters TY. Tired of the hustle and bustle Tom decides to go to Jaimaca and while he is there visits a nude beach. He comes across this man known by the locals as the Tha Major and notices he has a TY on his penis as well. Tom says hey man I notice you have a TY on your penis I have the same tattoo for my girlfriend Tonya what does your say? Tha Major looks at Tom and replies...Mine says "Welcome to Jaimaca and have a nice day"!!!!!!

My Ephipany
So I had a mini ephipany yesterday or was it the day before? Actually I think it was a day long ephipany. I realized that I am all upset and heartbroken over someone that isn't worth it. I gave someone my love, my life and my home and got nothing in return but a broken heart. And you know what thats ok.. cause thats life. But to STILL be upset when he doesn't talk to me or give me attention? IT'S STUPID!!! I really shouldn't care and I realize now, and even more so sitting here writing this that I DON'T! Of course I will always love him but I shouldn't still care past that. And I am not going to. He is a good guy deep down, but he has got a LOT of things to figure out and I realize that he and I aren't on the same page in life and I want to move on to a new chapter. I am not faulting him for being him or even the fact he's got some things to figure out. My point is I am no longer going to care. I want him to be happy and thats it. So I wash my hands of this an

My Ep Artwork!
Stu Smith of Graviton Creations (Click Here) has created me some wonderful cover art for my EP! In return for some creative work a friend paid him. I don't know how much but I don't think it was enough cause this shit is absolutely the mutts nuts! Check it out!

My Epiphany
Who will finally understand me And all I am cracked up to be Who will take the time to find The precious thoughts inside my mind Is anyone like that out there That would genuinely care That wants to know every detail Of what my life does entail Who can accept the times I cry Without even knowing why Who knows that my emotions run deep In times awake and times at sleep Who laughs at time when I get mad Knowing it's not all that bad One that loves me pure and true One who'll love me through and through I think it's time I take a break Reflect on all my past mistakes That person out there should be clear It's who I see inside the mirror Within myself I first must start To fill up all that's in my heart And not rely on someone else For love I should bring to myself

My Ep Album
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My Eq (emotional Quotient)
Your EQ is 153 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

My Eq
Your EQ is 127 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

My Equivalence To A Piece Of Pea Gravel
I know many might wonder what on earth has wandered into my odd head now to make me write about this but bear with me for a few. I say I am like pea gravel because while it may see minute it is rather resilient. Have you ever tried to smash a piece of pea gravel? It is pretty impossible and usually ends up with you smashing your own fingers that are holding it in place while it skips across the surface out of harms way. It seems to me it is also shaped over time to this tiny piece that while by itself it is pretty inordinate but with a lot of it can be very formidable and useful. I have been shaped over time and I might seem rather useless to some. I also seem to skirt being bashed into oblivion over and over again. My life thus far has had its fair share of people trying to shatter me into something they prefer or shatter me for the fun of it. Each and every time that hammer has come down I have skipped away mostly unscathed while the person who was trying to smash me ended up hurtin

My Erotica.
Alaric Bloodmoon 16 years of age, is the son of a well known man in the small town where his family ruled it all, Alexis Windchaser is the daughter of a peasant. Alaric met Alexis one day as he had rode into town with his family for a dinner meeting that was going on at his aunts house, he spotted Alexis standing in the crowd and felt an instant attraction to her. Alaric done whatever he could to escape, always spending time with his family just to catch a glimpse of Alexis. Alexis knew that someone had been watching her. Alexis was a girl of 17 yrs of age when Alaric met her, she was a little on the heavy side with ample breasts, long red hair, full pouted lips and a set of blue-green eyes. He still loved her the same. Alexis went into town every other day to gather things for her family. She worked a hard job of cleaning houses and hauling away un needed things. Alaric wasn’t used to doing things, he had been pampered all his life and knew nothing else, he was a spoiled brat.

My Erotica Story
When the slightest touch puts you in a place you have never dreamed of. And to hear the voice that makes you melt. Wanting and yearning for the touch not knowing if it is going to happen or not. When the whispering of sweet nothings make you warm all over and moist at the same time. Wanting and waiting for the time and the place, and coming to the conclusion that it doesn't matter the time or place it is here and now. Getting closer every moment wanting him to hold you in his arms and just to feel the slightest breathe on your neck, the kind that sends shivers down your spin. The softest kiss says so much and not having to say a word. The brush of the hand softly on your cheek slowly moving to the neck, wanting him to grab your hair and tugging so slightly. Gentle kisses on the neck and shoulders, and wanting so much more. Feeling his skin next to yours starting to heat. The breathing becomes more rapid as you don't know what his next move may be. Closing your eyes

My Erotic Stories
Yesterday I had some time to kill between meetings and I drove past my favorite porn shop in Portland, Oregon and stopped to walk through it since I had not been inside for some time. They were just taking down there Christmas decorations... seems a bit humorous to me. Anyway... I strolled over to the magazines and I noticed they had the two men's magazines on the rack in a bundle which my first two stories were published in. The stories are in HOT & HEAVY vol. 2 issue 3 and in NAUGHTY WORDS vol. 2 issue 3. My story, SATURDAY NIGHT, appears on page 12 of HOT & HEAVY. My story, TAHOE STORM, appears on page 28 in NAUGHTY WORDS. If by chance you have these books or see them in a porn shop and would like to have them autographed by me ... let me know. I would be very happy to do that for you.

My Erotic Story I Wrote
It was a Friday night they went out for dinner and a couple of drinks then went back to her house to hang out and watch a movie. It was nice just laying on the couch together him holding her in his arms. He looks down at her and smiles and he kisses her passionaily. He starts kissing her harder and moving his hands down her side to her butt and squeezes. She kisses him back, having her hands all over his back pulling him closer. She teaseling starts kissing and nibbling his neck, then gets up and walks to her doorway to her bedroom turns back and gives him a smile. He gets up to follow her, standing at the end of her bed. He walks up from behide her wraps his arms around her and kisses bites her neck, then turns her around and kisses her deeply moving his hands under her shirt and bra to coup her breast. Stops kissing her to take off her shirt and bra and starts kissing her neck down and across her chest lightly kissing her right breast, licking and sucking her nipple and the same with

My Er Trip
A trip to the ER Current mood: anxious Category: Life Well last night after days and days of dealing with my little visitor, Beth took me to the ER. I had lost a lot of blood the last few days and was feeling very weak and dizzy. They did a whole bunch of test and such, gave me an IV. They said my blood count was pretty low, but not low enough for them to give me blood last night. (Thank God) They gave me some meds and I am feeling a bit better today. Its so far been 12 days that I have been dealing with this, I just want it to end. I was so scared last night too going in there, thinking that something might have come back. But it does not look that way. I go to my doctor this morning to see for sure what they are going to do. Probably from what the ER doctor said, they will have to do a DNC on me. That does not sound like fun at all. But if it makes me feel better, thats all that counts. And I am feeling better today. I am not nearly as sleepy or dizzy as I have bee

My Erotica!!!! Enjoy!
The Meeting... It started out an average night. Chatting it up with one of my girlfriends, when the other line beeped in and came up an unknown number. The man's voice on the other end of the line was deep and sensuous as he asked for a woman who of course did not live there. " Wrong number" I said, and he asked " Well, what is your name?" and again i replied " I'm sorry Sir but you really have the wrong number". About an hour later the phone rings again and to my surprise it is once again an unknown number. The deep sensuous voice says " Don't hang up, I will admit the first time i called it was by mistake, but your voice intrigued me so I just had to call back.". Now I am not a desperate woman , however I am a woman who fantasizes. And one of those fantasies entails a dark handsome stranger having his way with me. Because of this I allowed the conversation go on for quite a few hours, and at the end of it I was so turned on I could think of nothing but what it wo

¢¾ My Erotic Machine¢¾
¢¾ My erotic machine¢¾ seems my head is filled with such warm delightful thoughts of you. I can not wait until the days come that I see you sitting in my tattoo parlor chair. ~Loud music pumping stripping away the cares of the day~ ~Comotion and chaos in the background~~ Hypnotic sounds of the machines in the air all attention on me Seems thru all the excitment my voice is the only one heard ¢¾Shirt off & relaxed¢¾ ~~Anticipations filling your thoughts and easing all reality away~~ I would ¢¾ to feel your eyes on me watching everything that I do Watching my hair the way it falls around my face so long and dark The way it brushes up against and almost covers my warm full chest ¢¾I can feel you eyes taking all of me into your sight¢¾ The one single small breathe and focused attention unfilinching heart strong arm reaching out to me. Pulling me out of the darkness into your range with one touch soft stroke of my redden cheek Hands running through my hair soothing my

My Erotic Writings
Sitting on the back of your pickup truck, watching as the storm clouds roll in. You slowly stand in front of me.Spreading my legs to make yourself comfortable.You lightly run your finger down my face.Tracing my moist lips.Moving in slowly,placing your lips on mine.Our mouths slowly becoming one.Tongues exploring.Slowly you start moving down my neck.Kissing and lightly biting.My skin crawling with excitment from your touch.Our breathing quickening..Hearts pounding faster.Touching each other..exploring.Your hands moving slowly up my shirt.Gently rubbing your fingers over my erect nipples.Letting out a gasp.Feeling the fire building up inside us.You remove my shirt, cupping my breasts in your hands.Placing your mouth on my breasts.Slowly moving you tongue over my nipplesThrowing my head back in pleasure.Grabbing you by the hair.You slowly start moving down.Kissing and touching every part of my body. Reaching my Thighs. You start caressing them with your lips, teasing me.Wanting you to

My Escape
My Escape (2/16/06) You're always there when I need you. You give me advice and really listen when I talk. You make my life bearable. You even make me smile when I'm sad. Before I knew you, there was an emptiness that I couldn't fill. Then you came along and made me whole again. You are the thing that keeps me hanging in there. You're like the drug I can't get enough of. My shelter from the storm. My Escape

My Escape
Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Escape
Harsh breathing Heavy breathes Rasp through throats As a low groan And a soft moan Escape. Rub, massage The smooth flesh That can be excited By the slightest touch - A tease. Muscular physique Slowly relaxes under The spread hands That slowly work Their way Up and down. Bodies move In slow rhythm In sync with each other. Bite, suck, nibble, lick. Gently touch and caress Soft skin. Fulfillment and rest Secure and content Within each other’s Sensations.

My Escape
My Escape by Andrew Harris ©2003 Odd sometimes, the way we feel Nothing ever seeming real The bitterness, an empty chest Until they lay our souls to rest. A common question, being asked: What of the demons in my past? Victims of a hateful game Retaliation put to shame The irony of love’s defeat Again a gentle heart retreats. My escape, my escape A getaway to compensate Come with me, and satiate Break the mold, and shift the shape. Within the shallow minds, I see The fears that sometimes threaten me Never knowing where to go Forever thinking minds will grow. Never gaining too much ground Pain inflicted, hopes are drowned. Thoughts of later, what’s to come? Heads are aching, lips are numb. In constant unison we stride Trying to find somewhere to hide. My escape, my escape A getaway to compensate My escape, a place to hide Left without and locked inside.

My Escape
Ribbons of concrete and asphalt stretch out ahead, winding into the horizon. Apollos chariot takes chase as the sweet pungent smell of freshly cut alfalfa permeates the air. Morning commuters move through life like the living dead. Talking on cell phones, applying makeup, or downing a grand mocha latte while guiding plastic and steel cages along the interstate. Their eyes are dead and fixed, staring through safety glass, looking but not seeing. Contemplating the upcoming days events, emulating lemmings, one after another headed to their ultimate doom. 113 cubic inches of chrome and steel rumble warmly, pushing me past the zombies and golems. The sun glinting off polished surfaces reflects intermittently across my face. Azure skies ahead fill the day with promise. Golds and greens of local fauna frame my escape path. This is the world and I am in it. Experiencing it first hand, I am free. I am my own boss.

My E-store
Greetings everyone! :-) I am currently a full time mom, working a part time job outside the home. However, I also do some side work as well. My bestfriend talked me into doing AVON sales. It's not much, but it has helped her a great deal to make some extra cash so she can pay some small bills and has quite a bit of luck doing this. So I thought I'd give it a try. I know that not everyone shops AVON or even likes the products, but there are those few that are dedicated customers and really likes the products. I thought that this would be a great way to advertise. So, if you're interested visit my e-store at www.youravon.com/kboyer Check it out, there might be something that you like or you know someone else might like. You can view the brochures online in the comfort of your home and pay for your items right then and there, also there is free direct shipping, you never have to contact a person to tell them what you want and then hope they don't over price you, or mix up your

My Escape
My Escape I used to wonder what would I do without you, I thought my life would come to an end, but now things are differant, now that my heart has had a chance to mend. I used to feel like a prisoner, trapped in my own skin, I'm not sure if it's possible to escape and if so where to begin. I started by putting one foot in front of the other and walk on out the door, I'm tired of all the lies and cheating, I'm not going to take it anymore. You thought I'd never leave you, and your property I'd always be, now you're the one wondering " What are you gonna do without me!"

My Escape
Waiting for the night That I can escape From this hell of a life that i live day by day. Escape to your arms Away from the world Up above all else I wanna be your girl. Jump in the van The radio loud Roll the windows down Forget the crowd. Forget the pills Forget the cash Forget I'm nothing But a piece of ass.

My Eternal Love
As the water is to a flower, And honey is to a bee, You are always there, You are a part of me. As the wind blows, Through the distant land, My love for you grows, Never wanting to end. As the stars are to the night, And the grass is to the ground, You must definitely know, My love is all around. And then when there is no wind, No land, night or sun, I'll love you forever and always, Even when my life hear is done. And when my days are over, My life here on earth is through, I hope you'll forever know, I'll still be in love with you! Always Remember That My Dreamz!!!

My Eternal Love
He is the King of my paradise the man in which I yearn to share everlasting love a man of such enlightenment in which enormous treasures hold the man of my future a man who knows my past a man of great stature whose love cannot be surpassed he is the Keeper of my Kingdom my poetic intercourse at the stroke of midnight my Nubian King for Eternity he holds the key to my heart and my destiny within his hands he loves me to the ends of the Universe and back he is my forever soulmate he loves me not for who I was or who I may be when I am in his company he loves me for the woman within he loves my soul for I am his Destiny his free spirit I am the yin to his yang which he has been searching his whole life for there may have been others before me but I am the only one who matters his Queen for I will be his last his one, his only, forever soul mate for I hold the key to his heart and I know these words are true because he remin

My Eternal Rose
my eternal rose black as midnights stony kiss a petal head of cold abyss forever motionless as they stand embeded in the muddy sand without a mind without a thought my roses truth forever lost and as i sail away from this dream going home as it may seem i look back to the banks below forever haunted by my eternal rose

My Eternal Heart
My love for you is an ocean as far as the eye can see, transcending the yellow horizon, as tall as the tallest tree. I love you like a melody; sweet song to soothe my soul, like music of the angels, you make my spirit whole. I love you like a candle that lights the end of the road, you're my saviour in the darkness to have and to hold. My love for you is endless till death us do part, you're forever my existance; eternally my heart. Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.

My Eternal Flame !
As I sit here all alone, there are only thoughts of you on my mind. Wanting to see that sparkle in your eyes, feeling the warmth of your skin next to mine, feeling your breath on my neck, feeling the touch of your hand caress my body, smelling your smell that lingers in the air, seeing you smile and knowing that you care, feeling the strength and compassion of your loving embrace. When you are here I feel so calm and secure, I can feel the beating of your heart and know there is promise in tomorrow, that we may never part, and feeling the strength and passion of your tender kiss. I can remember the day you came into my life and I dream of the day that I will be your Wife. Until tonight when you left I never thought I could feel so alone, for You are my Other Half and without you I am not whole. You are the Love of My Life and The Eternal Flame that burns in my Soul. I Love You more then I could ever say, I know I will have you again in 4 days, but for a Love as strong as ours it can fe

My E True Hollywood Story Part 1
Ok so like many of you who have profiles on here not many seem to take the time to tell about the real you due to the fact that all u care about is who is gonna buy you your next bling or get you that vip or whos gonna give you money to see your nsfw pics. Like really people…… So with that being said I am gonna give you some real isight to who I am and I guess maybe ull figure out why I am the way I am and if not go FU yourself lol. So like any person theres a point in your life where u can remember your first images or first memories, mine starts when I was 3 almost 4. It was a warm spring day not hot but warm. A gentle breeze filled the air as the leaves flowed in it. Sitting in my bedroom which was pretty bare, a bed, dresser, closet , and one blue plastic dumptruck with black tires. As I recall my only toy. Peering out my bedroom door the sound of slamming and banging immurged from downstairs. Like any child curiosity kicked in, as I crept down the stairs not

My Eternal Love
Your breathe on my faceYour fingers running through my hairYour every traceI can not help but stareThe rock that holds me togetherThe heart that beats the same as my ownThe calmness in any weatherThe love that makes this house a homeThe depth of your amazing eyesThe fire for me in your smileThe everlasting truth in all the liesThe life that makes mine worthwhileMy hero in the dark nightMy protector from painMy guiding lightMy comfort in the rainI could go on forever about your loveI've become to truly believeyou were sent from aboveMy own angel, To forever love only me

"my Eternal Bride!" Episode 6
Years & year we've been together... Always bonding & pleasuring eachother... My thoughts are clear to me... My feelings are strong for you... How I wonder if you feel the same... Tell me how you feel... I need to know tonight... Is ther something between us... All thse times together... Life & soul... Dedicated to you... Will you be my bride?.. So long I craved this moment... I will devote my loyalty unto thee... Never to be denied... Always & forever honor thee... I'm yours to do as you wish for all times... Mistress Saphire I Love You... Light a candle this night! &n

My Eulogy
If I was gone tomorrow, would I be missed? When I am gone and my name is on St. Peter's list, I want people to go on with their lives as normal, A simple tribute will do, nothing formal. If I was gone tomorrow, would I be satisfied, Would I have accomplished something before I died? Have I made an influence in anyone I've met? Did I change someone's life before in the ground I am set? If one person is better because of me, If only for a minute a smile I did see, Then I believe that it was worth all the time I was here And I hold in my heart all my friends close and dear. If I was gone tomorrow, would people even care? Would they even notice that I was not there? I know some people would not be upset about me Those people, at my funeral I would not see. If no one was there, I would be sad, But in a way, I would be glad. I don't want anyone to be sad that I am not here, I don't want them to be sad or even shed a tear. I want to see them with a smile on their face, An

My European Trip Pictures
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

My European Angel
This is a wonderful conversation. I changed the name for more laughs and less drama I wrote a script to change her name to lady I'm too lazy to go in and change when i spoke to my name so... lady = her ->lady = me lady: well, since i have a cunt...shouldn;t i be 1 ->lady: clearly not lady: why mr. big stuff..explain ->lady: nah, I don't need to explain, thank though lady: i have cunt...i be cunt... lady: treated like cunt...act like cunt...you ->lady: good luck with that, thanks lady: then get off my page ->lady: I'm on your page now? wow magic lady: then enjoy i have zero to hide ->lady: you just told me to get off a page I've never been to? are you an idiot lady: sorry ->lady: I forgive you. lady: should i say get off m mumm? lady: or you don't want to chitty chat....since you sb'd me lady: well then why are we taling lady: *talking ->lady: busterxxoo: well, since i have a cunt...shouldn;t i be 1 lady: oh yeah...then go away youngin' ->lady: oh thank you for

My Everything
Love is a precious thing to behold It shelters you from the cold When you're blind it gives you sight When it's dark it is your light I think I have found that special one He is my heart, my moon, my sun He makes me happy when I'm sad He makes me laugh when I'm mad He gives me encouragement to be bold And when I need to cry he's there to hold He give me strength when I'm weak For the meaning of my life he helps me seek I hope he'll always be a part of my life And maybe someday I'll be his wife But right now all I can say Is I'll love him more everyday

My Evil Ex Dared To Call Me!
ok i've been broken up w/ my abusive ex for 14 months now. we were togeher for 2 years, i raised his son from the time he was 19 months old to the time he was over 3, pottytrained him, started teaching him to talk (he was a special needs child because his biological mother was a methaddict), fed him, clothed him, nurtured him, put him to bed at night, he called me "Shmom" short for Shannon-mom (my real name is Shannon). i supported them BOTH financially since the bastard wouldnt get off welfare and so i paid the rent, bought the groceries, bought the clothes on BOTHS their backs, bought diapers, baby wipes, everything! then the jerk had the gaul to track me down on myspace and send me a message saying "what happend to our love. i really did love u. it's your long lost love David" so i flipped. and i said "long lost YES love HELL NO!" u abused me, u hurt me took advantage of me and then broke my heart by cheating on me w/ your son's mother, THEN cheated on me AGAIN w/ some random chick

My Everything
Charming, sweet, and very kind Describes a little of this man of mine He's not really mine, but I do wish To someday share our first kiss He is the man of my dreams Always on my mind or so it seems I love him with all my heart and more He is the one that I live for All the things for him I feel Put in an envelope I then seal Maybe for him to one day read His love for me is all I need 4 months is too long of a time To wait to declare this love of mine I love him more than he'll ever know I'll try to tell him the day he comes home How much he really means to me I need to tell him, I need him to see Without him my life just wouldn't be whole He is my everything, heart, body, and soul. ~Lyssa Reyome 12-19-04

My Everything
It's something you don't find every day Something new fun and pleasing Butterflies great big smiles and sighs A common occurence for me these days Loving you has been so wonderful Knowing you has made me better And thinking of you makes me smile You make me so very happy And for that I thank you For being my friend As well as my lover For your time and patience For all the reasons that matter I love you

My Everyday Valentine
This is not mine it was on another site I do not know who wrote this MY EVERYDAY VALENTINE She will look into my eyes, deep into my sea She will see beyond even that into the real me She will give me one look,I know exactly what she needs We will go on forever, whatever we please I can see into her heart, she will give it to me I can see that she loves me, her smile tells me I can hold her in my arms as she drifts off to sleep We will go on forever, whatever we please Is she out there have you seen her is she lonely as well? I will find her, she will find me , so just smile babe, time will tell And once we are together, I will be your everything and you mine I will love you until forever, everyday my Valentine When we find each other we will stop being lost We will stay together, whatever the cost A fusion of hearts, a connection of souls We are one now, the two of us, anything goes Open your eyes and I will open mine And when our eyes mee

My Everything...
is gone. It is official, y daughter is in N.C. and soon to be on her way to Alaska to spend about six months with her father :(. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself for these next 6 months, but I'm sure it'll mainly consist of comfort food and mooshy girly movies, or maybe a lot of sleep. Sleep away six months? Sounds tough but I think I can do it. If anyone has any better suggestions help me out here. Six months is a long time to be without the person you spent every day of 2 years with, morning, noon and night. I miss her :'(

My Every Breath
This is a song I wrote for my bf James.. My Every Breath to feel your soft kiss smell your sweet smell the way you whisper in my ear I love you hunni I lay my head upon yourchest listening to your heart beat we lay in bed our embrace so tight softly kiss each others lips pulling me closer as we say goodnite Chorus: your my dream come true the love of my life your the lift in my every step my every breath morning comes to soon sun shining in our eyes little voice calls out for me I dont wanna leave your embrace but I know I must you lay there hugging the pillow as I leave you follow behind me as I grab the little one from his bed we cuddle on the couch you, me and him Chorus (repeat) you treat me better then anyone Iam happy to have you in our lives hug me, kiss me, hold me close, dont let me go the day will come when I say I dooo... I do love you, I wanna be with you forever kid growin up old age kickin me juss you and me, together we wi

My Everything
You are the love in my heart, the song in my soul, the answers to my prayers, the One who makes me whole!.. You are the oxygen in my life, the air that makes me breathe, the strength to keep me strong, and the truth that I believe!.. You are my warmth when I am cold, the light that helps me see, my laughter when I'm sad, the very best of me!.. You are the star in all my dreams, my logic when I'm wrong, all my greatest thoughts, and to whom I do belong!.. You are NOT just my somebody, You're my world, my life, my love. You truely are MY EVERYTHING, and much more than all above!!

My Ever Changing Moods
I know I'm ususally on everyday, and then all evening. But I slept for 2 days. Been very down lately and cut myself off from the world. I don't really know why. Sometimes I get this way and just don't want to be seen. I feel ashamed of myself for no particular reason. I'll come around as I always do. But for now, please be patient with me. I made some very good friends on here (you guys know who you are) and its ppl like you who help me when I'm like this. So don't give up on me okay? I'll be around for quick hello's and what not. So until I'm past this, take care everyone.

My Everyday Life!!!
The Bruised Woman She stood in front of the mirror dabbing make-up on her face She covers up the bruises and fixes her hair in place ~ She stares at her reflection with her tear-filled eyes And pulls herself together while silently she cries. She goes into the kitchen and cleans up the mess Broken dishes scattered and crushed like pieces of happiness ~ She sweeps the floor of eggshells and cleans furniture of glass She knows as she restores order this will not be the last. She quietly fixes dinner though she winces in pain She mustn't show how much she hurt just to set him off again ~ She never stops to think about it while he's still around No time to ponder who's to blame she never makes a sound. She dreads the time to go to bed as the clock ticks away She knows what will come next and she know she must obey ~ And while he lay there sleeping she gets up from their bed She showers to wash away the filth and to someh

My Evedince
i am soooo happy yeah it sounds weird i have proof my soon to be ex cheated he made me out to be a complete bitch and i am not one i did nothign wrong i told him what i was doing and made it evedent that i was not happy and yeah well i found out he has been cheating since before he went out on cruise and i have the proof if you want to see it let me knwo ill give the link later woho well hopefully i can go to a lawyer tommorw love yall lydia

My Everything....
Phil is my everything and I'm excited..We are taking things slow...We want this to last the rest of our lives...We are not having sex until we think the time is right..We are bonding into a wonderful friendship first...He feels what I feel and I feel wnat he feels...Just like the movie NOteBook...I find my Noah...Thank You Lord...I never though I could probaly love again...But I think I can him..His easy to feel in love with..Everyone keep us in your prayers..I will all you the same...Have a Great day....Love Lynn

My Everything!!
So many promises broken to many words left unspoken you hurt me really bad I cant forgive you nor will i forget I now have someone new and true Someone I can trust an tell all my dreams to He stays by my side no matter what path i choose Hes there when i need him hes there with open arms Hes ready to face the days and nights with me He tries his best to shield me from the pain He so many things and i cant name them all He's My best friend, My world, My love, Hes My all.... to Jeff my rock who keeps me going everyday!!

My Evening W/ Jani Lane & The Formerly Of's....
Last Thursday, July 12th I was schdeuled to interview Jani Lane, former singer/main songwriter of WARRANT! In the late 80's and early 90's, WARRANT had many Top 40 hits such as "Heaven", "Cherry Pie", "I Saw Red", and my personal favorite "Uncle Tom's Cabin"!! Jani left Warrant in early 2004 after releasing his debut solo album, BACK DOWN TO ONE, in 2003! ok...we got to club at 3pm, went in, on guest list, Jani was walking around...sent Josh 4 drinks cuz I hate ppl up my ass, intro'd myself to Jani, he pulls me in dressing room and says "after soundcheck we will do iview but be forewarned the show may not happen but if it doesnt we're all hittin the titty bar (Michelle's Beach House) and ur invited".....so in walks Mike and he remembered me, Jani was shocked...caught up with Mike, than back out to club 4 souncheck...band runs through 32 Pennies, Uncle Tom's Cabin and Heaven..... during soundcheck I took a few pix til Jani told me to stop cuz Dario was hamming for camera ins

My Everything
The loneliness of nights alone, the search for strength to carry on, my every hope has seemed to die, my eyes have no more tears to cry and like the sun shinning up above you surrounded me with your endless love, and all the things I couldn’t see are now so clear to me, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8iecEDzDoXc . One of my favorites

My Everything
You are the air I breathe The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step The birds in the trees You are the stars in the sky The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine You are my everything. Without you in my life, I would be nothing. A single fallen leaf, Lost, alone, forgotten. Before I knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I can do anything! Feel the same, baby. I love you so much. You are my love, my life, my everything. I love you, I want you, I miss you, I need you. I love you always and forever. Yours forever, Michael

My Everything.....
The loneliness of nights alone the search for strength to carry on my every hope has seemed to die my eyes had no more tears to cry then like the sun shining up above you surrounded me with your endless love Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me You are my everything Nothing your love won't bring My life is yours alone The only love I've ever known Your spirit pulls me through When nothing else will do Every night I pray On bended knee That you will always be My everything Now all my hopes and all my dreams are suddenly reality you've opened up my heart to feel a kind of love that's truly real a guiding light that'll never fade there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade for the love you give it won't let go I hope you'll always know You are my everything Nothing your love won't bring My life is yours alone The only love I've ever known Your spirit pulls me through When nothing else will do Every night I pray On bended

My Everything
My eyes shine because you are their light...I speak because you are my words...My spirit soars because your spirit soars with me...My arms reach because you are there to embrace me...I walk because you walk beside me...My love survives because you are my heart...My passion blazes within me because you give me passion and love...I smile because you are my laughter...I am me because you are my everything! WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

My Everything
With just one touch You make me realize so much How i have never loved someone so much And how I coul love you so much more Than I thought I could Than I thought I would But I want you to understand I'll always be here to lend you a hand I will always believe in you And I would never think of being untrue I want my love to be your blanket in the cold And for our love to never grow old Every moment we share I will try to show you how much I care If I ever fail to express... It's doesn't mean I love you any less Just look into my eyes And you'll see no lies You'll just see how much you mean to me You'll see that you will always be The person who makes my heart sing You are simply, ......MY EVERYTHING!! By: Samantha Lewey

My Everything
How can I explain everything.. All that you are, How you make me feel, How I've fallen so far. When I say it so often, But then not enough. Each minute we share, Has a special place. You dwell in my heart, Never to be erased. How you make me feel.. Is what I've always wanted. Magical...breathtaking, You are always on my mind. Overwhelming emotions, Such passion combined. I love you....I love you. And forever I will. The crazy thing is, I have never met you. But these feelings, Seem so surreal.

My Everything
When we first fell in love I thought that nothing could compare To the magical romance That you and I had come to share. But as time passed, Our feelings deepened And our closeness grew And romance turned into A real and lasting love with you. You care for me in all the ways I want and need so much. I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness With every word and touch. I know I can depend on your support and honesty, That patient understanding That you always give to me. There’s a special kind of happiness That only love can bring, And I’ve found that happiness with you-- You are my everything.

My Everything
The loneliness of nights alone The search for strength to carry on My every hope has seemed to die My eyes had no more tears to cry Then like the sun shines from up above You surrounded me with your endless love And all the things I couldn't see Are now so clear to me CHORUS You are my everything Nothing your love won't bring My life is yours alone The only love I've ever known Your spirit pulls me through When nothing else will do Every night I pray On bended knee That you will always be My everything Now all my hopes and all my dreams Are suddenly reality You've opened up my heart to feel A kind of love that's truly real A guiding light that'll never fade There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade For the love you give it won't let go I hope you'll always know Chorus Oh You're the breath of life in me The only one that sets me free And you have made my soul complete for all time For all time Chorus You are my everything Nothing

My Evil Intentions
I want to be evil I want to be bad I want to do things that are naughty and mad If only the dreamers amoung us were real I surely would make you squirm and squeal I want to do many evil things to you I want you to do evil things to me too! In a secluded place where noone can see We could be alone just you and me I want to lick you in many places unknown I want to bite you and make you scream and moan Maybe I could even tie you up with binds Drip wax on your nipple until you are mine My evil intentions will feel so damn good Oh baby next time we're together you're foocked!

My Ever Changing Hair Color
I got my hair cut and colored today. I did darker low lights with the blonde streak now being Red!!!! My ever changing hair color. I love playing with it. My hair dresser asked me why I don't do this for a living since I love playing with hair. You never know? Maybe I should go to beautician school? Maybe it is my calling? I have a medical appointment I need to go to soon. Today is a busy day for me. I hope you all have a good day. kisses and love Cristi

My Everything
Little simple words like this mean everything in the world to me... cantsleepclownswilleatme (11:48:09 AM) : i love ya cantsleepclownswilleatme (11:48:18 AM) : sweeeeeet dreams, dream of me :) shav (11:48:18 AM) : i love u to so much cantsleepclownswilleatme (11:48:24 AM) : muahz shav (11:48:29 AM) : muahz

My Everything
My love My life My heart My joy So many things you are My pain My sorrow My loneliness My hurt When you’re far My friend My cheerleader My groupie My masseuse You’re there to hold me up My blessing My gift My prize My toy You fill my cup My confidante My strength My satiation My king You keep me together My power My fortitude My reason My destiny You are my forever My fight My victory My partner My counselor You have been my guide My passion My romance My pillow-talk My essence I always want you by my side My, My, My, My You are my everything You are the reason my heart always sings

My Ever Increasing Love For All Things Aaron
fooled ya with that title. this is actual just plain randomness. 1. tonight i saw slumdog millionaire. it was a brilliant film and i was quite impressed by it. in fact, i actually want to see it again....this is stunningly rare for me to say about a movie. 2. dorkiness really does make me swoon in a very big way. 3 when someone sees my tattoos for the first time and their face shows how turned on they are...it gets me kinda moist. 4. i have a fear of large bodies of water...not because i'm scared i will drown but because i'm terrified that something will pull me under and kill me. 5. i'm double jointed. it's kinda gross. 6. most of my free thinking time is consumed by sex. fully detailed daydream sequences. lovely. 7. i have a 'thing' for voices. hearing someone that sounds good definitely intensifies my attraction. accents are also wonderful. 8. i need to get out more. 9. i get hooked on doing crosswords, sudokus, or playing scrabble on my phone. 10. som

My Evening Out With My Husband
The evening was getting late and my husband and I sat at the edge of the stage watching a very buxom young blonde with a very shapely body do her exotic dance in front of us and using the pole to the maximum. This woman was so different for instead of using the latest of the loudness of hip hop songs as her music she used some of the best of classic rock music and she gathered quite a large crowd since the audience was primarily of older gentlemen who can remember the songs. Her hair was full and wavy and not straight and stringy like the younger dancers. Most of her music was from the 1980s when my husband and I were dating and it all brought so many memories back to us of our younger days. With her mix of music were the sounds groups and singers such as Sade, and Marvin Gaye, Journey and Chicago and she moved around the stage being so sultry and sexy with Sade in the background. It is amazing how many of the songs of yesterday could be used for good stripping songs.

My Evil Deal
I am lying in a pool blood After you shot me in my chest All I can hear is my family screaming Mother crying out "Call 911" My brothers holding my worn and my head up I am blackin in and out I can see that light I can't feel the pain Another shot fired Everyone screaming as the lights go out Everything is painted with my blood Now i am in darkness I am not scared Here I stand Looking at evil face to face Should I go or should I stay So I take his hand Wake up in the hositpal bed The hand I taken He now stands before me My angel from my nightmares which now he holds my soul

My Everything
In the summer breeze the wind whipsers your name,moonlite nights and stars so bright dont compare to your beauty.My heart beats for your love,My soul reaches for your touch,To have the never ending embrace.My love for you streams down apond my life, such as a waterfall fills the pooled water below.Your beauty and grace is comparable only to natures,and takes my breath away everytime.With you I feel as though I'm flying,soaring so high nothing can bring me down.My feelings for you so strong, they are unbreakable by anyone.Lying with you would be pure heaven to me,Holding you in my arms are dreams someday will come true.Eternity is how I see our future together to be,With you I have all I need and will ever want.You are my love, my life, my world, my everything.

My Everything
With just one touchYou make me realize so muchHow i have never loved someone so muchAnd how I coul love you so much moreThan I thought I could Than I thought I would But I want you to understandI'll always be here to lend you a handI will always believe in youAnd I would never think of being untrueI want my love to be your blanket in the coldAnd for our love to never grow old Every moment we shareI will try to show you how much I careIf I ever fail to express...It's doesn't mean I love you any lessJust look into my eyesAnd you'll see no lies You'll just see how much you mean to meYou'll see that you will always beThe person who makes my heart singYou are simply, ......MY EVERYTHING!! By: Samantha Lewey

My Everything
If we were allowed it you and I we would count each other’s sighs. Forget that there is a difference between heaven and your eyes. Climb one another’s faults til our love surpasses even the lies. Loving on forever together til our roses have all died.

My Everything
You are the first rays of sunlight that peek through my window. You are the air that I breathe. You are my light when I can't find my way. You are the comforting feel of warmth that spreads over my skin. You are my remody when I'm in pain. You make all the darkness go away. You are the melody to my symphony. You are the energy I need when I feel drained. You are my everything.

My Everything
Goodbye Was the last thing you said to me No why A million reasons without a word You walked out and never looked back I tried so hard just to hate you In tears is how you left me Ripped my heart out after all we've been through You can't see What you mean to me I'm so broken Not another that completes me Why did it have to be this way Why did you just walk away How could this be You were my everything Long gone I've tried so hard just to move on It hurts When I think back to the memories Every time I see you now The tears stream down my face My mind starts to race again And think about what I did wrong I miss you so much Just want to feel your touch The taste of your kiss So many things i miss Why did it have to be this way Why did you just walk away How could this be You were my everything I won't go on My fingers runs across the trigger It won't be long I'll soon end this anger Then a hand reaches out There's a voice in

My Everyday
My tear for you Rolls down as my day begins. How much more must I endure, When will it all end. Acting compleatly on impulse Gets me through the day. My mind wanders aimlessly, My purpose gone when your away. My heart so full of love for you, Stopped dead in its tracks. Refuses to feed my body, the day It has you back. This is my day, My life when you are not near. This is why my everyday, Always begins with a tear.

My Evil Thoughts
Evil is in use all some more then others. Sometimes it sits atop your shoulder like a trained bird waiting for it's next treat. But others it's in the backs of the mind waiting to tear through the insanity of your very soul and devour the life of another. Then you have the people who have harnessed the evil to lash out on themselves and others destroying all in its path. Some times you will find the one that has all those very same trait though very rare the Hellspawn waits and wonders the land unfulfilled and always waiting for its chance to be unleashed.

My Ex
I was meant to having my twin girls over this weekend but my ex has decided to take them out for the weekend. Grrrr They live with their dad and step mum and I don't get to see them in the week. I only get to see them at the weekend, now I have got to wait until next weekend :( He knows we have no insurance on our car so we can't use it he is just being a wanker. I need a big hug now and lots of vodka.

My Ex
Ok so my little girls dad has done it again. Telling me he wants me back and this time i told him he had to prove to me that he meant it, he was playing for keeps and that he wouldn't hurt me again. He said he wouldn't but i told him i still needed proof, that i couldn't just believe him again. On September 11, 2006 he told me he wanted me to move back in with him, i said i couldn't unless i knew for sure that it was forever this time. Didn't hear from him much all week, saw him tuesday (the 19th) when he brought McDonalds over for me and 2 kids because i had a migraine and couldn't cook. So as a thank you i bought him some of his favorite candy, went by his house yesterday to give it to him. strange truck in driveway with a girl answering the door, i asked him who it was and he said "my new girlfriend" i said since when, he said Monday (meaning the 18th) she is already moving in with him after only being his girlfriend for 4 days! When i said "thought you wanted me back" he said he w

My Excuses Pt.2
I was born when my mom was 39.Accident Baby.5 yrs prior she lost 1,doctors said she couldn't have kids.She didn't even know she was pregnant with me.She thought she had a Tumor.I was born C section,April 15,1957.I was very sick at 9 missed lots of school Hospitalize,fever 108,ice baths.pulled threw.My dad dies at age 10 3 days before christmas 1967,went in for Gallbadder surgery an had massive Heart attack.I was Devastated so was mom.Many nervous breakdowns.My grand parents mostly raised me.Around age 15 or so.My God Father started dateing mom.I hated him.Wined an dined her at all the exspensives restuarants.Prior to that she didn't drink niether did my Dad.He turn'd her into an Alcoholic,plus booze on top of her Valiaum's.She fell ended up Blood clots on her brain,was never the same after that.My friend Tony was on leave from Germany for my 18 th birthday,he took me out drinking,got wicked shit faced.Was sick as a Dog.My step father beat the shit out of me that night.So I cursed him,w

My Ex And He Is Being An Ass
I have been seperated from my ex husband since october of 2004 and we officially got divorced june of 2006. I gave him custody of our then 3 year old son as I had a 5 year old that i had to take care of and didn't know if I could afford to take care of both of them being a single mom on a waitress salary. So I let him take him after he told me that i could have him back when i got everything straightned out. Well needless to say he didn't give him back and I ended up giving him full custody. I never said anything before because we didn't have paperwork and I haven't been able to spend Christmas at all with my son for the past two years and not he is telling me that i can't spend thanksgiving or christmas with him this year either. I know that I did some stuff to hurt him, but hell it was 4 years ago. We have both moved on and learned from our mistakes and yet he is still acting like an ass with our son. I told him that unless he let me have him for Christmas that I was going

My Ex Sent This To Me
How does one put into words the feeling they get when they are in somebody's arms. When you are making love to me ...the times I stopped was because I became so overwhelmed with .....I DON'T KNOW its like you where inside me...yes I know physically you were inside me, but that's not what I mean. It's like sometimes it feels like you can touch my soul. You were going deeper into my psyche Than anyone ever had. I guess that is why they call it "two shall become one" I guess I never really felt that before. You are the only one that can make me moan. You are ..how do I say it? ...perfect. I feel your raw physical force and yet gentleness and my mind spins wildly out of control until there is no option left but to submit, and be conquered. I guess that's what I was scared of , what is on the other side of being conquered? Your body is hard and lean and your dick is truly Vlad the impaler, who shows no mercy. He will get what he wants, and I am the target. Yet he is just the weapon Yo

My Ex
I was messing with someone for the past 6 months and I thought all was good now I find out through myspace that he found someone else. He wont even answer my calls. I am so hurt that I cried I feel like a fool. Just when I found someone I really liked he he goes and he knows that I took my heart off the shelf after 16 months for him. I hate hin but I also want him. Damn I am confused!

My Ex Has Lung Cancer
I just found out that my exboyfriend has lung cancer. Yes, he smokes. He is only 24. It's at an early stage... I'm really not sure what to say to him. He always was like "i have plenty of time to quit," and "I dont WANT to quit"... and well he did some pretty awful things to me when we were dating (cheating on me, was engaged before he met me, etc)... that is all water under the bridge now... I just don't know what to say to him. like "hey sorry you have cancer man"... but he smoked... Smoked like a damned chimney... He's young, in good shape, in the Navy, passes the physical training tests with no problem... I just don't know... It kind of hurts me to find out he has cancer, but then there is the part that he smokes and thought he was untouchable... It's never too early to QUIT SMOKING. You never think it's going to happen until it happens to you or someone you love. Just do what I did... throw all your cigarettes away. Use the saved up money from buying smokes to treat

My Ex Makes Life Miserable To See Mi Children? Help
What is some good solid advice?I order to see my children I have to leave my cell at home no outside contact no television, no drinking only cartoons on the telie. Then I get the piss taken out of me in order to spend precious moments with my two little children whom are 1/12 boy and 3 year old daughter. I feel that me being there hurts them because they always have to hear the anti-christ shouting orders and upsetting the children. it's like she is trying to punish me but truly it is affecting the children more and I dont want them to grow up in a abby normal relationship. Sometimes I feel like it would be better off if I was just to do them a great sad service and let them forget about thier birth father who loves and cares immensly for them. Hard topic. Plus the chic hits me and then she has a state trooper across the street....spooky. S.O.S. from a loving father who wants to do the right thing by his children but I dont want them to think that I have abandoneded them....Help any su

My Ex Boyfrind
OK well last night my boyfrind brock up with me. I barly talk to him b 4 that but any. he said "Its not going to work u live in canada and im in Texses and you want kids and i dont im done haveing kids." Thats not all he was talking to some other chick well he was with me and fell 4 her and didnt have the balls to tell me sooner that he didnt love me nomore. But back to the kid thing he his 29 has 3 boys the oldest is 11, his still young and says no more 3 is more then enuf. BUt he told me children are a blessing, then why couldnt u have 1 morew right. but ya he fell 4 some 1 eles any way that fu*king asshole. his nothing but 2 faced slut. OK ya im real hurt i loved him. But any way if your ex's did this to you would you still b his frind after he told u he liked another women and didt love u anymore? But i think im done venting 4 now lol. So whos wants to b my rebound? lol could u answer the would u still b frinds qostion plez. Love u much

My Ex
I have been fond of you I have been in love with you I have cried for you I have bleed for you You have done nothing for me You have sat there staring at me You have not said you loved me You have not cared for me So Fuck you

My Ex
Ok I'm not normally one to bitch but I have to get this out in the open and to see if I get any feed back. So please be brutally honest here. I just got back from Iraq in Nov. and was served with divorce papers while over there. 2 months to be exact before coming home. Thats not why I'm bitching here. So here is the thing I was told today that its none of my business who are in my childrens' life. What is she thinking here. I don't bring any of my lady friends or any one like that around them do to the fact of having respect for her and the kids. I am trying to reconnect with my children after being gone for 15 months so in my eyes I think she should have enough respect for me and the children not to be bringing other men into their lives just yet. For christ sakes I don't care who she is dating or what have you don't get me wrong there but its only been 3 months. And her choice in her friends is very questionable right now considering one is a meth head and the other has a record of

My Ex Wifes Best Friend
We've had our Great Dane, Tyrone, for about a year now and though my wife was the one who originally wanted the dog, we have both developed a friendly rapport with the animal; playing with him, taking him for walks, etc. My wife though, is home throughout the day and has always been the one to feed him and clean up after him, so naturally it didn't take long for Tyrone to begin to favor her over me. Things started to get a little weird this past Spring. On more than one occasion, I'd come home after a hard days work expecting dinner to be fully prepared and on the table, only to find my wife sprawled out on the living room floor in a state of arousal, with Milk-Bone dog biscuits scattered all around her @#$% body. I don't know why I didn't put the pieces together sooner. Maybe I was in denial, maybe I was just stupid, but the fact remains that I let things linger. Meanwhile our sex life deteriorated. We used to copulate at least twice a day -which still was barely enough for he

My Ex And Valentine's Day Pics
For those who care, I've added a couple of pics that has me thinking about Valentine's Day lately. I was talking to my friend Omrie today and he was in the middle of drawing a picture of him and his girlfriend. He's always been a bit creative, and he wanted to show me what he was up to. I thought it would be perfect to add to my list of pictures for Valentine's Day. Feel free to check it out. Also, probably about 2 months ago, my ex Heather sent me a picture of just her eyes. She has brown eyes, but she wanted to show me how this new eyeliner she uses makes them look green. When I opened this pic up, the picture viewer on this computer blew it up to fit the size of the entire desktop. I sat here, staring at the picture, and at first I smiled, because well, I guess I've never REALLY gotten over her and I appreciated the picture she sent me. Then, I started crying. I can't look at the full picture anymore without crying. To me, she's beautiful, and it makes me feel like I'm

My Experiences At The Bondage Show Called The Rack.
My Experiences At The Bondage Show Called The Rack. I and my sweety Dan arrive at Heartbreakers at a little after 9pm on Saturday night, the 19th of Febuary. We sat at the bar at first and ordered our drinks, then went to the far side of the room right in front of the DJ table. After we has sat down a strange man with one eye sat next to Dan and after a while he started talking to him. He seemed to be interested in Dan’s spikes and then Dan showed him my collar that I was wearing. The strange man grabbed one of the rings of my collar; I thought to look at it. The he grabbed it a second time just a moment later then released it. It gave me a cold feeling and I didn’t like it. I believe the actual show started about 10 or so. They announced that they will be needing volunteers. And with that I looked at Dan and started bouncing in my seat. They had someone up there already and then one of the mistresses with brown hair looked and smiled at me and so I smiled back. She then ge

My Ex
Your Ex Is Paranoid Whether your ex was accusing you of cheating or your friends of being evil... Your ex definitely saw things that weren't there! People with paranoid personality disorder bear grudges, are always suspicious, and confide in no one. Sound at all familiar?What's Wrong With Your Ex?

My Exciting Weekend
What happened this weekend was not what I had expected to happen. Last week I started having major, debilitating stomach pains in the middle of the night. I felt like I was dying when I would go through this. Finally Saturday night/Sunday morning, while having my 4th "episode" Keith, my loving fiancee left work around 4:00 a.m. to come home and take me to the hopsital. I was in the ER for about 3 hours before finding out that I had gall stones and my gall bladder needed to be removed. A surgeon was called, who was on call at 3 hospitals that day. He finally got to me around 5:00 p.m. and went to schedule my surgery. Around 9:00 p.m. I was taken up to pre-op and around 10:00 p.m. taken into surgery. I remember the med going into my IV making my hand feel like it was on fire then nothing. A short while later I remember waking up not being able to breathe at all and trying to rip the oxygen mask off my face. I was having a panic attack prior to surgery. Finally I woke up bawling my

My E Xperince
When I first sign up for this contest (The Most Sexiest Cherry Contest) I was thinking this will be a fun thing to do. I was so wrong its wasnt fun at all. it was a pain in the ass I ended up posting 7 bulletins and hardly no one responed to my bulletins . At one point I was thinking to myself its obvious that im not doing something right here so i kept tryin to get anyone to come and help me. A handful of ppl did and thanks again. I thought I would had alot more comments by now but dont. I wont be in entering anymore contests in the future. please feel free to tell me your thoughts

My Explanation Is...
Well let's see,I have been interested and very close to this guy who I have known for almost 5 years now. Yes,we met on yahoo and we met a year after that..ect..it was nice while it lasted. We had decided over the summer to try it again and well apparently when we had this talk back then he was half awake half asleep. I asked him this morning where we stood at the time and well I got the answer of we are still close friends. I got an attitude with him because well,I had a reason to. I spoiled the hell out of him,he called me everyday,we were getting to the point of him coming up to visit for my bday this july even. So,I thought to myself..hell with this because I didn't do all of the things I did for him for him to still just be a friend. I am also not going to be his little fuck buddy either. That's probably where he was going with the whole visiting thing. I don't like doing that stuff because well i'm used to being that intimate with someone when i'm dating them. So in short cause i

My Ex Boyfriend
He calls me when he wants to He never answer the phone when I call He is a very good lover He stood me up nth time He promised me forever He said he cannot live without me But he is still alive And I am not with him now He told told me he love me He still tell me that now He told he misses me He still say it until now He told me he miss my kisses And nobody kissed him like i do He said he miss making love to me And nobody loves him like I do He said he still want me And wished that I still want him too He said he wanted to see me again I told him that's a good thing to do He had been telling me he'll visit me He had been saying that for three months He said he is still my boyfriend I think it's a waste of time He said its gonna be us forever Where did he get that lie? He said there will be no end I couldn't even smile I've told him goodbye 26 times He came back and I accepted him 27 times What a fool am I? I wish he could read this But he don't even know

My Ex's Blog....
Well a little cooling off and Im fine LOL, Ya know I figure Im not gonna get in an uproar, Actualy its kind of a good thing, I get rid of a syko and someone else inherits the bitch. So it kinda makes things real easy to move on. I just cant figure out why I keep marrying Ho's First one cheated while I was on the road, Second one did the same thing and the thrird one moves a Divorced man in while I am out working on the road and then post blogs about the Will dude throwing swinging dicks in my face, Ok so I admit it I had the electric cut off that was in my name , But I figure all them dicks shes on they can pay the shit themselves, No sense in my credit getting fucked when she decides not to pay it. Right ? Yea so now you figured it out the Poll I did was about my sittuation ( see Blog The REsults are in ) I figured we would leave this one better than the last time and I dropped it left the electric on and next thing I know shes posting blogs about meeting men every night and tha

My Ex Brother In Law
Alan Shaw's obituary Current mood: sad Category: Life ..> ..> Staff Sgt. Alan Shaw Visitation: Monday, February 19, 2007 5:00 PM until 7:00 PM North Little Rock Funeral Home & Cremation Service 1921 N. Main St. North Little Rock, AR 72114 Service: Tuesday, February 20, 2007 2:00 PM Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints 13901 Quail Run Drive Little Rock, AR 72210 VIEW/SEND CONDOLENCES SSG. Alan Wayne Shaw was born Nov. 10, 1975, in Little Rock, AR to Jarrell and Noramae Shaw and was the third of seven children. He and is family are members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. He was a 1994 graduate of Wilbur D. Mills High School in Little Rock, AR . Alan then attended Arkansas Tech University before joining the U.S. Marine Corp in 1998. While assigned to 1st BN 5th Marines in Camp Pendleton, CA., Alan served two overseas tours and one sea service tour. He was honorably discharged from the Marine Corps in 2002 and procee

My Ex Is Officially Out Of My Life
Oh god it feels so good to know that I won't hear from her anymore. I blocked her on myspace, yahoo, and MSN. All I have to do is change my cell phone number, which will happen as soon as I get a differant phone(tracfones blow). I've learned my leason and I've learned it good. If someone doesnt love you, you can't make them love you. And you shouldn't try, you will only get hurt. The only thing that still bothers me is that there are so many women like her. They want you around, but don't want a relationship. They want the company, the cuddling, the sex, the babysitter if they have kids....but heaven forebid you have feelings for them. Then they will treat you like crap and hurt you, until you've had enough and give up. Thats what happened to me, and I hope never happens again.

My Ex Bf Just Made My Day
My x boy The white man built like 50 cent Wiggar, hardcore gangster drugie asshole Charlie, who's currently in jail Is also known as... CHUCKY!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahaha I fucking love it!!! Yeah a dectective came asking about him He let loose that little tidbit HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I feel better about life now A little anyway Thats just to great

My Ex
wow... i saw my babys daddy sitting by the side of the road at a bus stop yesterday... i'm very proud to say i did not run him over... didn't wanna damage my car! it's amazing how much of a jerk he is... he knows hes my babys daddy but he is making me get a paternity test!!!

My Exp In The Intoxication Fetish
I have done a lot of females in my time. most found me to play intoxication fetish games I do this fetish avg once a week. I female slave believe or not told me loved me after I ragged her the first time. she said I been looking for a man like you for a very long time. I think I said my past female slave bottle me my first real bottle. I ve been into this kind of fetish since 16 and really got into it when isaw this hardcore rape film in times square, nyc still no film today even cums close and most ch films do it so fake looking its not funny. nothing like seeing the fumes effect that person as if k the shit out of her. there is a good reason why I fuck my female sub as I give it to her and not after I do it to her. my ideas and some exp are just too hot to share, wink im so lucky so many out there are dieing to find a person who can do it and who and take it and I have always found that person. I have had it done to me many times by females who wanted to rage me and blow me at th

My Ex-husband
Dam what can i say about the man who was such a big part of my life ...well for starters I loved him with all of my heart...we had a daughter together and she is so much like her daddy ...it sometimes hurts me..I wish he could see her grow...but he left us on august 30th 2005 and it was are really hard day and everyday seems like i just got the news ...see he took his own life he was hooked on booze and drugs...and it took over his life and he just gave in to all the pain of them...I will never stop loving him but i have to move on but how do you let go of someone who was a part of your life for 15years I hate things that i did to him and some of the things he did to me...but no mater what he did and i did we both know how much love we shared..sorry i am just fucking losing it today...I miss his love so much....just don't forget to let everyone in your life how much you care ...because it may make a difference in there life....have a great day....Friends

My Ex Getting Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO MY EX IS GETING OUT OF LOCK UP AFTER 5 YEARS I STILL WISH THAT HE WOULD JUST DISAPPEAR FROM EARTH! EVERYTHING HE TOUCHES TURNS BAD! I WROTE TO HIM TELLING THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO SEE HIM AND THAT HE SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM OUR SON. AFTER ALL THE THINGS HE'S DONE HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THAT THERE ISN'T ANYWAY THAT I COULD FORGIVE HIM FOR THE SHIT HE'S DONE TO ME. AND IF HE GETS AROUND MY SON I'M AFRAID IT'LL HAPPEN ALL OVER AGAIN! HE KEEPS SAYING THAT HE'S CHANGED FOR THE GOOD BUT TO BE HONEST I'VE HEARD IT SOOOOOOOOOO MANY TIMES AND EACH TIME IT ENDED UP WITH US GETTING INTO AN ARGUEMENT OR HIM HITTING ME! HE THINKS I'M A COLD HEARTED BITCH BUT IF HE WAS ON THE RECIEVING END THAN I DON'T THINK HE COULD EVER FORGIVE! AND IT'S NOT JUST THAT BUT IT'S ALL THE SHIT HE'S DONE TO LAND HIM IN THE PEN. THAT HAS ME UNCOMFORTABLE. IT'S ONE THING FOR HIM TO DO THAT BUT IT'S ANOTHER THING FOR THE GUYS HE WAS HANGING OUT WITH TO APPROACH ME WHEN I HAD MY SON! I MEAN WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT WAS YOU?

My Ex-asshole
Real nice of him, isn't it? My apartment was being shampooed yesterday, and my cat was a no-no in there while it's going on. I brought the cat over to him for only four hours so we can get out of the pro's way, and I could go and meet the manager of a painting company... I'm pushing the employment thing. Dressed nice in black slacks, brown spandex dress shirt, black leather boots. Hair and face made up. Just as I was about to leave, that ex-asshole text-screams at me on the cell saying my cat attacked him and I gotta go over there and get the cat back RIGHT NOW. I tell him "I already told you that the carpet's being cleaned, and I have a little job interview this morning!" His reply? "I don't give a SHIT! I'll dump the cat at the pound and tell them it's a dangerous animal and have it put down!" I sigh. I drive over there, look at the cat. He's purring and rubbing his head on my legs. Hmmm... vicious, is he? I pick him up, put him in the car, and the ex-asshole argues wi

My Experience When I Flew For Delta Airlines
Inside a Cloud Inside a cloud You can dream up many things Like dancing to a beat That many Angels sing Floating along soft pillows Not a worry on your mind Everything has been taken care of Through an eternity of time Looking down from the clouds Waves crashing to the shore Peace and loving happiness Easing thoughts wanting to explore Looking down on birds and kites Flying and circling all around Sail boats and dolphins Playing in God's playground The sun begins to fall asleep The moon begins to shine proud All of this natural beauty Looking down from inside a cloud

My Ex Boyfriend Actually Said Some Of These To Me..not Smart
1. Don't you have some laundry to do or something? 2. Oh, you are so cute when you get all pissed off. 3. You're just upset because your butt is beginning to spread. 4. Wait a minute - I get it. What time of the month is it? 5. You sure you don't want to consult the great Oprah on this one? 6. Sorry. I was just picturing you naked. 7. Whoa, time out. Football is on. 8. Looks like someone had an extra bowl of bitch flakes this morning! 9. Is there any way we can do this via e-mail? 10. Who are you kidding? We both know that thing ain't loaded.

My Experience With This Site + Girls Here
It's been almost a year since I've joined it... (I list all topics of this discussion orderly) [NUDE BEACH]____________________________________________ This site is the equivalent to an online nude beach. People can get so exited to come here, take off all of their clothes, pose naked to be seen, get wild about it, show off and gawk at everyone. After everyone has seen eachother naked, the whole TABOO-thing tapers off. It's just that pre-Adam&Eve ideal (natural), not needing to hide anything any longer. Visible truths, nature, natural biological anatomy! But there are still rules just like a nude beach. Keep your hands to yourself, unless in private as long as consent has been granted to do so. Got to admit it, you girls sometimes base majority of guys you find attractive, based on "their package" mixed within the percentage of what their face looks like, then add their height and body type, then you've got a total average that you judge from, then is there

My Ex Husband To Be
is it wrong to love a man who u have spent the last 16 yrs of your life with thru thick an thin an even abuse to want him back after he has left me for another woman an has done nothing but say an do hateful things to me for i believe people change i gave him my whole life an also gave him 9 beautiful kids i dont know an i dont understand why he would just walk away an not look back like we never even exsisted to him to be with a woman who he dated in high school over 20 yrs ago someone please tell me am i wrong to want him back or right for moving on with my life for everything in my life seems to be like a big massive nightmare of nothing but hurt pain an betrayel

My Ex
So, some of you know I'm pregnant and the father left me for a girl who would support his habits or whatever. Just found she kicked him out becuz he wouldnt get a job. My friend tried to tell he wont get one. So, all I have to say to him is that I hope it was worth it. To leave a woman who truly loved you and was willing to work and get a place and everything til you got out of your dont want a job phase to now having nothing.

My Expectations (by Me Tasha)
Everyone has expectations, dreams, and goals. But what are mine? I've had one dream, since I was a little girl. What dream is this some may ask. The dream of love and passion. My true soulmate is he what I dream of, and will we ever meet? Who ever is reading what I Tasha Long (Van Horn) am writing remember this and pass it on. All that I have ever written has either come from sadness, despair, gladness, and or fear, but all has come from my true feelings.

My Experience On Ct Thus Far...
For most part Ct is aight but I do have to say that even though it is better in retrospect than say myspace, It still has alot of the negative aspect that Myspace and other bastions on the net has and what Do I mean by this? 1.Drama. Lots and lots of Drama. 2.Seems like the majority of the people on here are on myspace etc. etc. are on to win a popularity contest. This makes me think, geez are you fucking people on crack and did you not leave this shit back in high school? My fucking goodness! Get a fucking life! Oh wait I dont have a life and neither do they ha ha ha! If I wanted to win a popularity contest{Which I will never} I'd totally be a fake as mark as bitch. Then I would lie about evreything and anything just to be with the "In" crowd. 3.Their are alot of "Pervs" and other nasty ass shit. Im not trying to say and act like I am better than everyone but at least have some respect for the ladies on here but then again thats why we have bouncers and my hats off to them for

My Ex, Jason...
on to the next blog *Jason* Current mood: nostalgic Category: Life About a week before I was raped I met a guy online at a wesite called Cherrytap. We started chatting on YIM and having fun with both of our twisted sence of humors. After my rape, about a week or two or three after, I decided to get back online and let some of my close friends know whats happening. Jason Yimed me and we started talking again and he noticed an obvious change in my attitude, and all I could bring myself to say was "I used to believe the good in this world untill Ive suffered the Evil in it." After a while of talking I told him what happened. He made me laugh and get my mind off of things and we decided to go on a date, correction he talked me into going out again and fighting back. He helped me go out into the public again. So we met on St. Patricks day 2007. We went to an early lunch at Ruby Tuesdays and had a nice long conversation. Then we went to go watch 300 in the theatres, then w

My Exciting Life!! Lol
So today I finally got my daughter enrolled in Pre-K. Im excited because she already knows someone that is going to be in her class course they fight a lot but thats to be expected. She is so excited to go to school. We went out and got her some new clothes and all the school supplies. It makes me feel all tingly inside..LOL She is only going to gone for 4 hours during the day but hey being with her since day one every day, 4 hours is nice..LOL She will be going to a military school so thats one thing I like about it. The only thing I don't really like is there are a lot of mexicans that go there and don't speak english but luckily I know a lil spanish and she knows some as well. So Im almost done with my pregnancy. I will be 36 weeks soon which is 9 months. I can't wait to have this baby. It has been so hotttt here where Im from and I have been so miserable bec of how hot it is. I found out Im having another c section which sucks bec I wanted to try VBAC but its alright. I kind of

My Ex
You know i just dont understand men.. How can you be like I love you will you marry me when you have a girlfriend.. My ex is like that.. we have been split up since Easter.. And one min he wants to have his family and the next he want to fu*ck what ever skank that comes alone.. Not to say that all men are like that .I know that there are some good men in this world my Grandpa proves that .. I just want a nice man that will love me and respect me and my kids.. I dont want a daddy for my kids they have that .. Just a male figure to share there life with.. what is so hard about that .. you would think i was asking for a million dollars, and 4 cars..

My Ex Husband
i cant believe that my ex husband came and got my daughter this weekend. im glad he did cause she loves him so much. and i know that they had fun too. they went and bought her some new clothes and shoes for school. which is good cause i couldnt afford it really i did get her some clothes and a couple of shoes though. but the other thing that amazes me it that he keep her till after 6:00pm yesterday and he always want to bring her home early. and then he stay over here for at least a hour and chatted with me and my brother. well im just glad that they got to spend some time together cause lord knows when he will come back and get her again.

My Ex And Son
i am so sick of ppl asking me about my ex.. an why he is not wanting to be in our kids life.. my oldest loves his dad.. but does not want to talk to him.. he tells ppl that he has a secret that he has to tell his dad and me.. i got it out of him a few weeks ago.. he wants to tell me and his dad in person that we need to be together.. i told him that that will never happen.. that its just me and him and his brother.. i told him im sorry his dad is not around.. an he has to know that his dad loves him.. yet at the same time i want to tell him that he should hate his dad.. cause i know i do.. its just wrong of him to stay out of their life.. there great kids.. he is such a fool..what really sucks.. is my oldest tells ppl that he is the daddy now.. cause my ex is gone.. an u know i just dont know how to fix this. im never going back to my ex.. yet i can ask any one to be the male in my boys life. its just wrong to ask that.. they both need some one to be that male person for them.. its jus

My Extreamly Twisted Day
it was the worst day of my life!..so its 1:37 in the morning...and im just getting home. lets start from the wake up call. i didnt go to sleep intill like 4...was up at 6...left about 7:30ish....we hit the road....went to the jail..got there at like 12:30....had our visit..it was good. i snuck james in his tounge ring. so he was happy..the shit starts when we leave. we head out at 4Pm....1st our pictures we took flew out the window...we get gas..everythings good right...we get to alexadria...and what do we see on the side of the road. a fucking dead body...covered in blood....no wreck...nothing either someone hit him while he was walking or someone dumped his body...we move on freaked out of our mind....get to laffyette....didnt want to stop till we got to the gas station with the tiger for caleb right...wrong move...we hit I-10 not 5 seconds later the car wouldnt accelerate...then started knocking...all the sudden...smoke everywhere and what looks like water starts shooting out of

My Ex And His Crap
My ex is taking or attempting to take me to court over our daughter who I have complete custody of. He has no leg to stand on and is trying to get me blocked from shipping to Basic training. I took Samantha to TX to stay with my family who want to spend holidays with her and this is the first time they have met her. She's happy and safe. Now he's trying to tell me no JAG is going to be able to help me in civilian matters. He's an idiot at best and I dislike him so much. I just want to leave and get this over with but can't until I"m sure this is all good and he doesn't go try to kidnap Sam.

My Ex I Should Have Never Let Go
Well if yall cant tell, Ive been on a sentimental kick, but I cant help it, it would have been our 8 year anniversary, so Im depressed, so seal with it. J/K I DO SO love him still, and it is my fault we broke up, I was being a dumbass, and I kick myself in th eass everyday for the bullshit.*sighs* But there isnt really much I can do, except be depressed, so I am, and mixing that with alcohol, not good, Ill probly end up calling him later, but I hope not5 , because I broke his heart, but on the other hand, he did leave me to go to South Carolina, and didnt give a shit what I thought, so who knows, its over , but its hard to move on sometimes, he is the only "dad" my daughter has known, not that she thinks he is her dad, but he has always loved her like his own, even though she is mixed.. so yeah he is a good man, and I wil ALWAYS love him,,,,,blah Im just rambling, but its true..D.J. has my heart and it will take a hella man to take that from him...as always, much love to those who read

My Ex
i'm soooo fuckin sick of guys who put they hands on females...yea my ex hit me an threw me out the truck...here's the bulletin i posted...let me know what u think bout the whole situation... well today i had a showin to go to...a friend passed away....well i had to borrow my ex's truck who is doug to go to the showing...let me go ahead and add that he's a major crack head and oxycotton head....well he started talkin shit then hit me on the way back to my brothers...and yes i hit him back pretty good..then he threw me out the truck...i got back up and hit him again then he threw me down in the street hard as hell an took off.....now the reason imma postin this is y the hell do (some)guys gotta act like bitches...o yea let me go ahead an say that when i went to hit him the 2nd time this pussy gonna put his hands up like a lil bitch...o yea i need to remember that he's a bitch ass nigga aint worth shit and wont never amount to nuthin cept bein a crack head and a oxy he

My Ex!
so my ex Aaron thinks that one day him and i will get back together. i have told him a few times that its not gonna happen! but yet he hets all pissed off over every little thing i do! the latest thing is i also have a myspace... who dosent? well i posted pics from a party that i had a few weeks ago and there are a few pic of me and the guy that i am now talking to. well aaron sends me an email getting all huffy with me! what the fuck!!! i`m almost 20 and he is 25! hes been married and has a 2 year old doughter with his exwife! i was the first girlfriend he had after his wife! so i think thats whats makeing it so hard for him but i`m over it i`m done with him and moved on why cant he??? theres meny other people out there go find them! arg i really hate this shit!!!

My Ex Is Killing What Little Sanity I Have Left!
have you ever had one of those days where everything reminds you of someone you just want to forget?? I have been having one of those weeks. Songs, other people, places all remind me of the same person. A person I would do well to forget ever exsisted yet as much as I should hate him for hurting me (in ways I cant even begin to descibe) he's still in the front of my mind.I dont know why but I have found myself crying over him alot lately. Its not even specific things that set me off either just random stupid shit like movies, standing in the kitchen cooking without someone touchin me and having to swat hands away, when Im shaving my legs (dont ask lol ) and the worst one yet I was having a conversation about baseball of all the things with a total stranger & found myself in tears. WTF is that about?!?!? ugh I think Im losing my damn fool mind lately.

My Ex
Oct 14, 2007 6:05 PM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ] Subject: RE: No Subject Body: LMFAO! Eric...where you think you're going to watch Kyleigh? You are not going to be taking her from me until someone makes me have to share her with you. You were not here...you didn't do a thing...you have been off being you. I wont allow her @ your house. I do not feel that is a safe environment that I'd want my child to be in. So as for her being around there? She wont be if I can help it. You know how I feel about ur house. I'm sorry Eric. I do not feel comfortable allowing her there. You don't have to worry about babysitting for Kyleigh. I'll have all that taken care of. You wanna see her? Yeah...you will wanna...since she'll be born...don't seem to care to wanna now...when I'm carrying her. That doesn't make me wanna jump up and run her right over to you when she's born or anything! And OMG! FUCKING PLEASE! Like you tell girls that hang all over you that you're having a baby. Ohhhh plea

My Experience With Phone Sex
one day i wanted 2 try something new so i asked my girlfriend 4 some phone sex ive heard its just great well im not so sure cause it was my worst nightmare "cum" true first off everybody was watching besides its hard 2 hold the phone stroke my dick while addin more dimes at the same time so in the end we didnt get 2 finish cause i ran out of dimes damn i hate payphones true story not its a fuckin joke

My Ex-girlfriend
See me and my ex have been together for about 4 months and now we are seperated. To me its lik a good thing but at the same time its not im not shure but anyways, im just happy to be singel and not have to worry abuot the drama.

My Experience With Being A "kid Again"
The other day I went to my son's football practice....it was a beautiful fall day. The wind was blowing and the air was nice and warm. My hair was down and I remember the wind going through it and giving me that feeling a "wow, this feels great!' Do you know of the feeling? I'm sure you do. Well anyway....my little one, Danni asked me to push her on the swing...i was in a playful mood..so i said sure and went over with her. She sat down on the swing of her choice.. and I gave her the biggest under doggie push I could muster. LOL so after watching her a minute I thought that looked like fun..so i decided to take the swing next to her. Oh my! i havent been on a swing in a really long time. Sitting there getting myself swinging.. i looked at Danni just beside me. The smile on her face was worth a million smiles on mine. I got a good rhythm going on the swing. I was going way high. I made me feel like a kid again. I just happened to look over and Danielle again, im not sure why, to make

My Ex-girlfriend
I ran into my EX and she had been swung on by someone.(got her ass kick) She had a smart ass mouth and a fucked up attitude. She was both sweet and evil. A true Gemini. Even though this woman made me want to beat her ass many times I never put my hands on her We broke up on bad terms fake court cases for domestic abuse and bogus restraining orders with her beggin me to answer calls. A fucking mess!!! Ironic she would end up with someone who really don't play that smart mouth nasty attitude shit. I wasn't happy at all. I acted like I didn't see the shit. Talked for a good 15 minutes gave her a hug and rolled out. The jammy wasn't fresh but you could tell it was a few weeks old. Karma is a bitch.

My Ex Got His Ass Handed To Him On A Silver Platter !!!!!!!!
man yesturday just wasnt my day... first i almost got into an accident that morning cause my truck is a piece of shit which i blame on my alcoholic piece of shit ex... then that same truck fucking blew up on me after going to get my man from polk city.. i mean litterally blew the fuck up.. then i called my ex bitching at him cause he gave me the fucked up truck when he knew id be driving his kids and shit around with me and he took my brand new truck for me cuase hes pissed im now happy... then the fucking prick wants to get the nerve to tell me hes going to come over and beat my ass and my mans ass.. he did come over drunk off his ass but the only one who got there ass whooped was him.. my baby laid him out twice and when the cops were called noone went to jail cuase we saved both guys but even the cops said ( smiling no doubt ) that mark deserved it and that thats what stupids drunks get.... sorry about airing all that out but it had to be done.. for me lol.. later bitches XOXOX

My Ex
*throws cell phone against the wall* I don't think I could be more pissed and confused! My most recent (about 2 weeks maybe) ex is driving me crazy!! I don't understand him! It's like, one day he is telling me how terrible I was/am to him and how the whole time we were together I made him feel terrible and I have apologized profusely. I know I was/am not the best girlfriend. I have issues, baggage I realize this. Gah... How many times must I admit that I suck!? So yeah, today he sends me a text, telling me to look up some song lyrics, "She's Everything" by Brad Paisley. So I look them up, and I'm like, why am I reading this? I don't want to know how happy these people are... I don't care that she steals the covers... it's too damn perfect and cute and what I want more than anything. *hangs head* I don't get it. I'm so confused. Someone, please, enlighten me. Tell me why he is trying so hard to confuse the hell out of me! He knows I don't want him back. Hell, I don't think he really wan

My Ex Bestfriend Is Stupid
Life wondering questions of why people act the way they do....I am a person who can easily move on...well i have diffently moved on from my old friends...for the fact that i didn't want to be friends with those people anymore...yeah i do drugs i smoke weed,and drink, no hard drugs in my life..my brother is a drug addict and i am not goin to be that in my life i guarntee that...Now back to old friends, my old friends are people who i can't build a life with them in my life...They do more drugs then i do, stuggle cause of their drug problems and also can't keep jobs to save their lifes....When i lived wit my ex bestfriend my house had more then 5 to 6 people at a time in living there and no one paying rent but me and my ex bestfriend...I got tired of the shit after 3 yrs of living like that...once me and her went our seperate ways i never spoke to her again...Now she is emailing me on myspace, and telling my bestfriend now which use to be a friend of her as well that i am a grimmy bitch

My Ex
OK... Some of you that are on my friend's list that I talk to and some of you I don't. I have found out over time that my ex is on some of your pages in friend's list and some of you have him in your 'family' list. All I can say is at the moment we are going to court. The state has pressed charges on him and I have to testify, so in the interest of legality, I really can't tell you who he is, what he has done..but I will say that I won't be talking much to some of you for this reason only.. when court is over, I will talk to you regularly again...To those I don't talk to, you will be deleted. Sorry.

My Ex...
A comment from my ex-boyfriend… “yah i know months ago but i just had to know. im goin to hell anyway and i know it. plz just let the past die...im still trying but i have constant reminders i find old love notes and things every once in a great while oh and you should be happy to know yes it still hurts to see things like that. i did love you and always will you know that. im srry for what iv done i know you wont forgive me and im not asking you to i hope you wont. ya sick and twisted i know... OH new thing i acualy hade someone tear my heart out basicly and im happy to say i know what it feals like so i know and understand your fealings towrd me compleatly. Ok back to other things id like to just chat with you some time and see if we can just some of the hot water out of the pot i would like to hear from you I Do Miss You and think about you alot and wonder how you are doing. i know i know stop... but after a year i still cant. NO this is not a pittiful atempt at anything but tryi

My Ex
My ex boyfriend has to be the most stupid person i know. He calls me asking me if i know of anyone he can date. Of course i know lots of single people, but do you think i would honestly give him they're number? Nah!! I was stupid once and gave him my friend Abby's number. She called me a few days later getting mad at me. She told me that she went to meet him and he had the IQ of a 5 year old. She was trying really hard to be nice to him not to hurt his feelings. She really wanted nothing to do with him. She blew him off basically. Seriously, the guy didnt get the point. Some how he got the idea that they were going to meet again. He went to the local Wal-mart and waited 2 hours for her. He calls me asking if i knew where she was. Sorry, its not my turn to keep track of her!! He told me that they talked on the phone for hours and decided to meet to have sex. YEA like that was going to happen.......

My Existance
Calloused,cold,unscathed,unshattered Foot hold stronge,bared shoulder against the current of conformity. Tired and weiry ,yet determined to keep true identity intact for all to see. To be hated ,envied for the strength they did not possess. I stand in a vast sea of solitude, but with head high and chest out. Proud of my own existance

My Ex Husband Is A Fucking Asshole
He is!!! He's just informed me he's taking me to court because he doesn't like how I chose to pay our son's university directly, because it's a bit different from the way it is in the divorce decree. And that's because his stupid company dicked around with getting ME the money from HIM for 7 MONTHS!!! I am trying to be grateful to him for showing me why I left his sorry ass in the first place. He's crazy and I got tired of hearing about how fat, ugly and stupid I was... Sorry to rant, and to use bad language, it's not usually my style, but I'm PISSED!

My Ex Husband Is A Stupid F**%$*g A@@hole
He is!!! He's just informed me he's taking me to court because he doesn't like how I chose to pay our son's university directly, because it's a bit different from the way it is in the divorce decree. And that's because his stupid company dicked around with getting ME the money from HIM for 7 MONTHS!!! I am trying to be grateful to him for showing me why I left his sorry ass in the first place. He's crazy and I got tired of hearing about how fat, ugly and stupid I was... Sorry to rant, and to use bad language, it's not usually my style, but I'm PISSED!

My Ex
well here it is. My ex bf wants me back really bad or so i thought. he was lying to me alot when we were together about not wanting other woman. he claims he has changed but doesnt look like it to me bc today he changed his profile. it use to say my daugher and i were the number one thing in his life. now it doesnt say anything. i do want him back but i also cant deal with the lies. Stop telling me you love me and then go fuck other woman and then lie about it. we may not be together but still dont lie. i told him i cant be with him unless he changed and he obviously hasnt. i think im gonna stop talking to him so he knows what he has lost

My Ex And Her Day
No one here really knows much about my ex-girlfriend, Bree. We were very serious for a total of six years. We seperated five months ago after she told me that she had seen another guy in college, and had kept in communication with him since getting back together with me. I had sort of felt that she had found someone and resigned myself to the fact that she had moved on, I grew accustomed to it and moved on as well. She eventually moved back home and we started dated and big plans were made. I suppose she had the undying urge to confess before we moved further. And after days of exchanging biting words, we calmed down and seperated as good friends. About 4 months ago her new man moved here as well. We met each other and it was polite but we never became good buds. Bree had been pregnant for six months, apparently they had seen each other before he moved down here and before she had mad her confession to me. All this being said, I received a call late last night that she

My Expectations
ok so everyone is wanting a piece of me and the more ppl i give a chance the bigger losers i happen to find so here is an application its not hard and its not long so fill it out or leave me alone the things i expect and or want in a man are ...... possessiveness ,intelligence, aggressiveness, yet loving and understanding stable with a decent job not that im money hungry i can handle my own it just shows good character and that u dont need to be taken care of they must make me laugh and be good looking not perfect but attractive in some way , they must not mind that i have a son who is 14 months old and he is my world they must have a car nothing great but it has to run and have 4 wheels , license , tattoos are a plus but not a must i can deal with a little bit of belly but not alot of it arms are a huge turn on to me i love biceps they are gods personal gift to me losers need not apply like if u live at home with ur mother dont even try if u ar

My Ex
March 19, 2008 @ 1:52 am Hey watch out for george he is a lier and cheater. He is my husband and has never been able to keep his in his pants. Im his third wife he has pictures up of my son his profile using him to try and find woman he is not his son and george has said he wants nothing to do with him. Watch out for him This is interesting coming from my soon to be ex I am going to court on the 7th of next month to hopefully get the marriage disolved . Now yes this is my 3rd marriage < no I am not using pic's of the little boyu i have helped raise to pick up women. I have several friend she has harrassed and sent out there phone numbers to guys on line I have had to create like 3 name in the last 7 months because she steals the passwords and make me look like a pedophile or major homosexual. I am sick how ppl can just go on and say stuff to make ppl look that bad when i am no doing what is going on GEORGE

My Ex-bf
Why can't you just leave me alone? I don't deserve being treated so badly by you....yes you told me you LOVED me but if you really LOVED me you wouldn't have done what you did, you wouldn't have lied to me...it hurts to walk away from you but I have to. I need to protect myself, I can keep supporting you!! I hate going to bed and you are not there...and I hate waking up in the morning without your arms wrapped around my body but we need to move on, and you need to give me some space....you don't deserve me!!!

My Ex..
Yeah, so I'm divorced with 2 kids, yadda yadda yadda...I didn't have an attorney..My ex husband and his attorney drew up the custody agreement and I was pleased with it. Now "father of the year" is bitching because he has to have the kids 2 weekends in a row *gasps*....He starts bitching to me about "i pay you the same amount of child support even if i have them more." (And by more, he means an extra weekend or 2)Well thats the least he could do! Seriously, why do men act like they should be given a parade for doleing out a few hundred dollars a month for kids they helped create?? Honestly! He's not the one who has to do the school/daycare thing all week. He's not making dinner. Not doing their laundry or getting after them to clean their room. He isn't there when they fall and scrape their knees, he's not there when my oldest loses a teeth. Hell, the jerk doesn't even respond to messages when my kids have news. I don't expect special treatment because I'm a single mom. I'm responsible

My Ex....
So i have this ex. My ex is 29. His name is Shane. Well Shane and i work together and i decided that i would give him a chance. Well we hooked up and he kept pushing the sex issue and i knew i wouldnt want to have sex because i just wasnt ready at that time. Well i was going ot break up with him but he got to the punch first. He tells me that he doesnt think i feel the way he feels about me (he said i love you after like 2 or 3 weeks) well i didnt feel the same way he did i wasnt in love with him and i didnt want to be with him for some reason i wasnt into him like i thought i would be and now it seems like he is stalking me or something. He calls me like 25 times a day and if i dont answer he leaves a depressed sounding message. Always telling me that he loves me and that he wants to be with me. I have tried telling him that all i want to be is friends. In the beginning i told him that i wouldnt get back with him because he was a drunk. And he is. Between the weed, pills, and booze

My Ex Husband Is A Dillweed
Okay so my soon to be ex husband owes me money and I was talking to him thru fubar last night … I would have posted the whole thing, but Fubar cut it off so here is the last half of the convo … (Bear in mind that he always brings out the worst in me, and he is constantly pushing my buttons and making me feel worthless, tonight I just snapped… But I do feel a lot better after getting the anger off my chest.) Levi: are you going to leave me alone? Heather : what do you want me to leave you alone with? Levi: just leave me alone don't talk to me any more. your money will show up in the mail and your moms will also just send me a recipt in an e-mail to my yahoo account. Heather : so you are going to block me after this? We are not even going to be civil? Levi: i am not going to block you i just want you to leave me alone. Heather : thought we were past the drama, thought we were gonna be friends Levi: you don't listen to what i ask of you. I don't want to fight

My Expression Number
Your Expression Number is 8 Driven and ambitious, you have the potential to reach great things. You're both good with money and good at getting things done quickly. You are an excellent leader and a great judge of character. Full of energy and confidence, you undertake projects that seem impossible. Dependable and determined, you are able to understand the bigger picture. Even if you are not in a position of power right now, it will fall to you. At times, you can be very materialistic - and obsessed with status and power. While this isn't always a bad thing, you sometimes take it to the extreme. In order to be truly happy, you must balance the material and spiritual in your life. What's Your Expression Number?

My Ex
Your Ex is Histrionic Your ex is hot and cold - a total drama queen or king. Your ex can't survive without tons of dramatics, attention, and approval. People with histrionic personality disorder are inappropriately seductive, prone to rapid mood swings, and rash decision makers. Sound at all familiar? What's Wrong With Your Ex?

My Ex Is Histrionic (whatever That Is)
Your Ex is Histrionic Your ex is hot and cold - a total drama queen or king. Your ex can't survive without tons of dramatics, attention, and approval. People with histrionic personality disorder are inappropriately seductive, prone to rapid mood swings, and rash decision makers. Sound at all familiar? What's Wrong With Your Ex?

My Excitement For The Day
so i got to watch the riverside county sheriff's department come in the house i live in and arrest one of my roommates. i don't care if they did in all honesty, he was a bi-polar, paranoid, angry pothead who got into fights with pretty much everyone in the house.(except me for some reason...he seemed to like me) but that's what happens when you disappear before your court date last week and don't show up. so yeah there's gonna be a warrant issued for you. what a dumbass. all in all the one bad apple that lived in the house i live in is now gone. good. everyone else is cool and super mellow. now i don't have to worry about waking up tohearing the dude ranting and raving about paranoid shit that just doesn't make sense on the phone or yelling at no one in particular. good ridence to bad rubbish.

My Ex Makes Me Sick!
My ex hasn't paid any child support for a good 11 months or better now. Although, he was in an accident just before Christmas. I truly believe he is just milking his injuries as just a few weeks after his surgery he told me he was moving a few trailers around the yard. Now my oldest tells me that he has been online since Tuesday playing World of Warcraft. He won't call the house mainly because my son was so PO'd at him when they moved down to TN but I think it's because he's afraid of what he's going to hear from me. It's pretty sad when he can't send in any money that it has to be garnished from his wages and fails to give new employment information every time to Friend of the Court (FOC) up here. It's always up to me to track down the information through my own investigating or if he's willing to give the info to me. He never contacted FOC after the accident to let them know about the change of employment before the accident and to have the support reduced so it's been acc

My Ex And My Bf
Well as you can guess bull spit and drama just wont leave me alone. I broke up with my BF Josh because he was being way to possessive and always getting jealous. Well I started going out with my new BF Ben and they have not quit butting heads for like 5 or 6 days and I am about to tell the both of them to flake off and leave me the flake alone.... What would you do. They are literally driving me nuts...

My Ex Sucks
i meet a man in real life (sbharleyrider) and we had a wonderful time for the first several months that we hung out. everything was very casualy no stings attached no expectations. i discovered that he had an internet problem (or whatever the fuck u wanna call it)when he got on the net while i was at his house and was looking at pics of nasty gross ladies (no offense, but some of ya all must not have mirrors in your house, or be blind or something). after we were more serious, i asked to to at least not go on Fubar while i was at his house, he did but i had to remind him several times to get the fucl off. maybe i would not have minded but i was not getting what i needed. he would tell the chics on the net how much he wanted to lick them, when i was not getting licked AT ALL, was hardly getting fucked at all. i am submissive i would have done ANYTHING that he wanted and he did nothing with this. nothing except tell chics on the net that he had a sub to make himself seem sexy, manly

My Ex Husband Had The Balls To Ask....
This will be long- so I married him when I was just 18, he started abusing me on our wedding night. Stupid me, no one else to blame but myself for staying. We had three kids. He abused me throughout our marriage- I finally got the courage up to leave him after 9 years. I filed for divorce, I had custody, he had visitation. He was ordered to pay $349 for three children. Fine- I was not trying to break him. One year after our divorce, I remarried. My new husband died shortly after we were married, and I went a little crazy. The kids went to stay with their dad and his gf in April 1999. I got myself together and went back to get them, he refused to give them back to me. I was able to get a court order to force him to return them to me in Dec 2000. From then on, they have lived with me full time, except for the two times I let them go visit him, both times he would not send them home, I had to take him back to court each time and have the judge threaten him with jail

My Ex Husband
I know this is long but I could really use your opinion on this...Im torn. Please comment with your TRUE feelings and thoughts after, no matter how brutal it may be. My Exhusband was verbaly and emotionaly abusive for years before I left him last year. He hurt me BAD. For the record we were married for 10 years. My family is still talking and chatting and inviting him to family functions. He shows up smiling and laughing and acting like nothing is wrong with his girlfriend by the way. My question is....is it too much to ask that my family not do that. To stop inviting him, when he picks up the kids...to not spend hours, in front of me, chatting and laughing with him. Last time he showed up to pick up the boys, I was at my moms house, he showed up with his girlfriend and my family spent and hour and a half chatting with him. He managed to piss me off right from the get go and I was in the back yard crying on my fiancees sholder. My mom found me and told me to stop bei

My Ex Everything She Did
.........starting out i loved my ex. i loved everything about her. The way talk and the way we can talk about anything. starting out she made me feel good. we talked on the phone everyday, up tell the day when she kick out her mom's house. that's when hell started. she told me that she didn't to talk everyday, and she always act like she was to busy for me. just to see her i had to go an hour and 30 minutes out of my way to see her. i come down every week to see her at her job or just to chill with her. but when i do call she was always over some friends house. never names or anything of the friends. just i'm over my friend house doing this or thing. never come up to see me, her boyfriend. but can always see her friends go out to the clubs on days that i told her was going to call her. i did alot of shit for her, i came down and give her money when she needed it the most. even if it was more then what i had. helped her give her car. the time when we was dating she only came to see me t