How does one put into words the feeling they get when they are in somebody's arms. When you are making love to me ...the times I stopped was because I became so overwhelmed with .....I DON'T KNOW its like you where inside me...yes I know physically you were inside me, but that's not what I mean. It's like sometimes it feels like you can touch my soul. You were going deeper into my psyche
Than anyone ever had. I guess that is why they call it "two shall become one" I guess I never really felt that before. You are the only one that can make me moan. You are ..how do I say it? ...perfect.
I feel your raw physical force and yet gentleness and my mind spins wildly out of control until there is no option left but to submit, and be conquered. I guess that's what I was scared of , what is on the other side of being conquered? Your body is hard and lean and your dick is truly Vlad the impaler, who shows no mercy. He will get what he wants, and I am the target. Yet he is just the weapon
Your weapon, and instrument of gaining access into my soul . So it is the mind behind the weapon that I truly feared..I think. As I lay there breathless and all I can do is pant..I can't think anymore.All I can do is feel. And before I know what is happening with each thrust, I have become dependant on the next. Must have it .. Need it. Wow. My body trembles and my mind is gone, you have complete control. Sometimes my mind fights back, in order to try to protect it's self from it's new master. I can feel my heart start to race even now just from remembering, and can't help but smile. Your arms...
Hmm.. (big smile) your arms ( you know how much I always liked your arms) they hold me so tight
And in that instant time has stood still. And we are one, and I am completely yours. Every demon I ever fought is slain, there is no tomorrow, no yesterday, only that second , I feel the acceptance and love and protection, and most of all the unity. I never want that second to end. Afterwards I lay in your arms and I feel so unbelievably close to you, I purr, and like a child I don't want to let go of my new found security
And nourishment. We lay like that till you must go, then my mind goes ..HELLO...COME BACK TO EARTH. And I'm left puzzled .."how did he do that?"