What is some good solid advice?I order to see my children I have to leave my cell at home no outside contact no television, no drinking only cartoons on the telie. Then I get the piss taken out of me in order to spend precious moments with my two little children whom are 1/12 boy and 3 year old daughter. I feel that me being there hurts them because they always have to hear the anti-christ shouting orders and upsetting the children. it's like she is trying to punish me but truly it is affecting the children more and I dont want them to grow up in a abby normal relationship. Sometimes I feel like it would be better off if I was just to do them a great sad service and let them forget about thier birth father who loves and cares immensly for them. Hard topic. Plus the chic hits me and then she has a state trooper across the street....spooky. S.O.S. from a loving father who wants to do the right thing by his children but I dont want them to think that I have abandoneded them....Help any suggestions would be very appreciated....Mark Christian
