SO MY EX IS GETING OUT OF LOCK UP AFTER 5 YEARS I STILL WISH THAT HE WOULD JUST DISAPPEAR FROM EARTH! EVERYTHING HE TOUCHES TURNS BAD! I WROTE TO HIM TELLING THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO SEE HIM AND THAT HE SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM OUR SON. AFTER ALL THE THINGS HE'S DONE HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THAT THERE ISN'T ANYWAY THAT I COULD FORGIVE HIM FOR THE SHIT HE'S DONE TO ME. AND IF HE GETS AROUND MY SON I'M AFRAID IT'LL HAPPEN ALL OVER AGAIN! HE KEEPS SAYING THAT HE'S CHANGED FOR THE GOOD BUT TO BE HONEST I'VE HEARD IT SOOOOOOOOOO MANY TIMES AND EACH TIME IT ENDED UP WITH US GETTING INTO AN ARGUEMENT OR HIM HITTING ME! HE THINKS I'M A COLD HEARTED BITCH BUT IF HE WAS ON THE RECIEVING END THAN I DON'T THINK HE COULD EVER FORGIVE! AND IT'S NOT JUST THAT BUT IT'S ALL THE SHIT HE'S DONE TO LAND HIM IN THE PEN. THAT HAS ME UNCOMFORTABLE. IT'S ONE THING FOR HIM TO DO THAT BUT IT'S ANOTHER THING FOR THE GUYS HE WAS HANGING OUT WITH TO APPROACH ME WHEN I HAD MY SON! I MEAN WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT WAS YOU?
