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So those of you who know my father passed away March 25, 2008. He fought a hell of battle and in the time I got to spend with him I was able to make up for some of the time, I got to hear him say I love, even tho I always knew he did. I love him more than I ever told him and I just hope he realized that. I got to take care of him for a couple months before he passed and I cheished every second and will never forget him. He was the best father I could ever ask for. I will miss him forever, but I know he’s watching over me up there making sure I stay in line. I love you dad and never forget all you have done for me. The Strongest Man I’ll Ever Know My Father Never showed pain Never showed weakness To me he was made of steel Pain and weakness Was something he couldn’t feel The strongest man I’ll ever know He could never be hurt I always thought He would live forever The fights we’d have The painful words we’d exchange I never thought things between us Would ever change Everything about our relationship Would always remain the same Than thats when the news came One word can destroy lives Cancer Thats what the said No way Not my father This can’t be real This has to be a lie The man who I thought Was made of steel The man who raised me How could I be so blind I never thought for one moment That he wouldn’t be here anymore The thought never crossed my mind My biggest regret is not realizing His love I felt when I was a child Never changed I pushed He pulled But no matter what We always found our way through Now one of my biggest fears Losing the man I thought was made of steel I wish I could take back all the years I wish I could erase the pain In the time he has left As hard as it may be I have to show him He means the world to me No matter what happens To me My father will always be The strongest man I’ll ever know I Love You After all the fighting After all the tears Is it to late now After all these years To tell you How much I love you Now that I am grown And have started a life of my own And that bond That we once shared Is now gone Will it still mean as much As when I was a child I know we’ve been distant For far to long But what can you say After all these years When we would take More time to fight And push each other away Sometimes the silence Is what makes you think the most About the times you were there The times I choose to forget And only to remember the times That you weren’t Is it to late now After all these years To tell you How much I love you And always will.