My doctor called the other day
She called right out of the blue
She scheduled me an appointment
And said "I have bad news for you"
I didnt think nothing of it
Until she lowered her head
I never could have prepaired myself
To hear what she had said
I sat there with a smile
I was having the best day I ever had
I saw that worried look on her face
I knew the news was bad
She said "You have a disease"
And I instantly started crying
I couldnt feel no pain
But inside I was dying
I didnt want to believe it
So she showed me in black and white
She said we can try and beat it
But it will be an ongoing fight
Every 3 months there will be blood work
And these pills you'll have to take
This is a life or death situation
The choice is yours to make
She asked me how I felt
And I couldnt say a word
I guess I was speechless
Because of what I heard
When I left her office
I had no expression on my face
This was deffinately a day
That I wish I could erase
Well I guess we'll see what happens
But at night I still cry
The biggest choice I'll ever make
"Do I live or do I die"
