Although I am Catholic
I still wonder down those roads
And too often I get lost
I’ve been depressed a lot lately
I just don’t think I can go on
My heart is filled with pain
My insides ache all the time
I’d carry all my tears and worries
My shoulders bent with burden
I’ve lived in the rain
It seems I’ve spent a lifetime
Searching after truth
Where there’s no suffering of pain
Hearts are hurting in this world
I see evidence everywhere
From the suffering and the pain of others
The pain
the misery and the woe
Of those less fortunate than me
But I had a dream last night
I saw a cross on a hillside
From the valley below
And a voice said to me
Towards the cross I must go
I said I couldn’t start
The hill was too steep
I wanted to turn and just run
He told me not to be afraid or scared
He said please do not run away
Don’t give up
the answer is there
If only I will follow
He led me where to go
The door of opportunity
Has opened wide for me
Each step I take into the future
My troubles behind become much looser
My one step closer to be becoming free
With my love ones
Is where I want to be
But in myself I must believe
I must keep my faith
Before my dreams come true
That is where my dream ended
Then I woke up from my dreaming
I fell down on my knees and I prayed
