I got to see him last night. He totally blew off my ex and sat on my lap the whole time I was there..after we took a fairly long walk.
I could tell he didn't want me to go and was used to me coming home and watching tv. He walked into the tv room when I got up and I told him I had to 'go to work' and then he got on the couch in the front room and I gave him a good bye treat and rubbed his belly one more time.
I hardly said anything to the ex. She isn't worth the breath. I could tell she couldn't wait for me to leave so I took my sweet time because it may be another 2 months before I can see my dog again. She is that type of person.
If I ever become that cold I want everyone to let me know and kick my ass if you are close enough to St. Louis and would do it in person.
I took another pic of him but I will have to transfer it another time.
It is going to be another lonely weekend and I wish he could be with me. Fuck am I pathetic or what...sigh.
I will pull out of this eventually...
