I am so tired of trying to please everyone when they think I am doomed to failure.
I am not some type of wuss even though I do tend to whine about things.
I have endured a lot of hardships socially and physically in the last couple of years and I am still alive and kicking.
I am done being alone and I am sick of people telling me who I can and can't see.
As big a flirt as I am I am not interested in having a relationship with a married woman, no matter how 'open' their relationship is (or isn't).
There is no one I know that isn't 'messed up' in some way and I am sick of people, including my own family telling me that I need to find someone who isn't 'f'ed up'. We all are f-ed up.
All of us are guilty.
The only thing I require is that the person is to be affectionate. I will not tolerate being told 'my touch offends me' or 'i dont feel like holding your hand' and 'go sleep with the dog'.
I love my friends but I really hope I can find that 'special person' that I have always wanted to have in my life and it may never happen but if I sit on my ass in my apartment waiting for someone to just come along, I might as well become a monk..and I am not a Catholic...
Thank you all for listening to me bitch:)
