Love turns to ashes as the story goes
We've shared our ups and so many lows
You helped me stand when I couldn't crawl
Now you're not here as I start to fall
How could giving up be so easy
I guess you never even loved me
So I ask when, when is it my turn?
And when, when will my heart cease to burn?
I pray but God turns his ear
To leave me alone, my deepest fear
I knew not to trust my heart this time
Somehow I got lost in your sweet sublime
How many more times will I let you in
Each time I die a little more within
Starting over seems so futile
I should just lose myself in denial
Now I ask when, when is it my turn?
And when, when will my heart cease to burn?
And I pray but God turns his ear
To leave me alone my deepest fear