Ok so I've come to a crossroads in my life with many separate paths leading off from here. I went and looked at a stereo school in Houston today. It's a 12 week program covering everything from the basics of Watts' and Ohms' laws(yeah when you get certified you have to know how it all ties together) to speakerbox design to working with fiberglass and metals. And that's just the first 4 weeks! The next four get more in depth with alot more hands on design and build. The third 4 cover custom interior and sewing(building seats, working with all types of materials, custom dash and lighting). Overall the program sounds really good to me but I'm not sure whether I want to give up on trying to get back to college or not.
I've been trying(though sometimes not very hard) for the last year to get a job but nothing seems to be turning up. The first legit(great pay awesome benefits retirement and I qualify) job interview I get and I managed to screw it up. Some days I think I wasn't meant to keep breathing.
I don't really know where I was going with this...I lost my train of thought somewhere and now I'm not even sure I want to get back on anyway. I've got way too much on my mind. Some days I wake up wondering if I've moved somewhere no one can find me in the night. I haven't been lucky enough to be surprised and find out I have lol. Bleh anyway I'm just really bored and thought I should do some writing so I don't lose touch with everything.