Well the new year has come, Do I feel different things are gonna happen? Well sometimes it feels like it other times it dont I quess Im still doing things day by day. I have the best freind a person could possible have I trust her with everything and her opinion is what matters to me most if she has anything to say may it be bad good or indifferent I want to hear it. I have my older boy who is only gonna be 16 in june makin me a grandmother in July, how do I feel bout that? Well im not happy but it will be my grand child and I will love it forever at least im young enough to enjoy it, these things happen and my son will have to grow up quicker but with his intelligence and the fact he is more mature than others his age I know he can do it. Work is goin a little better now that we have the list, those of you who know me know what im talkin about if not you can ask me. The other two brats I am raising r just to cute and innocent and hopefully they will stayy that way for a while longer and then the crazy kids my best freind has I love em to death and cant see me livin my life with out her or the kids there so all in all I can say the new year is so much better.
