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Wicked Skull's blog: "How I feel!"

created on 11/24/2007  |  http://fubar.com/how-i-feel/b158703

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O.K. I lnow every time this year I can expect visits from those I love and miss but disapear for months mabe even years at a time but know matter what they always resurface at the same time of year like the birds coming back from winter break..... Well that has happened again this year after three years give or take like I said nothin unusal well these people are like me or what I used to be like I have had many things happen in my life in the past year let alone three years either way my life has changed slowed down and became normal and structured for my kids the first time in there lives Thanks jess I love you!!! Like a puppy!!! anyway this is the life I have strived to get and I finally got it!!!! Well when the wind blew and the family came I was happy they were missed by me and the children upon them arriving I explained to them how life is and I like too keep it that way now one of the family members is someone I love dearly I have givin him more than one piece of my heart the only other person who has gotton more of my heart is dead and I can't get that back and for this one person who knows this I would think would understand not to mess up what I have goin!!!! but no either he does not care how I feel or he can't change for anyone well they created so much chaos on friday I became so upset I don't even want to deal well one of the contributers was explained how I felt about friday and how if this kind of lifestyle continues while they are around me then they will no longer be welcome and for me to say that really hurts the one I love we have a bond and I am willing to break that bond so my children and I can continue to be happy . Am I wrong is there a way I could of handled that? I doubt it cause I know thses people and they were not willing to change for there own kids let alone themselves so if I don't here from them again I can assume they were not willing to change for me or my kids long enough to have a proper visit and if that is the case I hope they know I love then and will miss them and wish nothing but the best for them and hope one day they will realize that maybe slowing down and changin course would be for the best if not I quess I will see them when they are dead and sad to say it may be sooner than later!!!!!
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