I have this wonderful best friend in the whole world, she is an amazing person who has gone thru some of the same shit as I have and maybe more. She is a strong person an excellant mother daughter and friend! I was able to connect with her over this past summer and now I live with her she has taught me to open my heart and soul again to friends and people in general I have lost alot of happy thoughts over the years and watching her go on in daily activities with a smile on her face has taught me to smile again my boys have never been happier were they are now her kids have taught my to be happy again were I have failed them jess and her kids have taught them. I feel like I am such a burden for her and everytime I have mentioned this to her she says I am wrong. When I am in pain ie my teeth I see her look at me with understanding and thoughts of making it all go away for me. Jess you have made me feel special again I love our freindship and would not trade it for the world. You are special in my eyes and it will never change I am happy you have found love again cause you deserve it and I am happy you have included me in your happiness and I hope never to fail you! So jess Thank You for being a special and loving and wonderful freind!