Iron Butterfly's blog: "Life"

I have to whine and complain again... people around me are too damn happy. Everyone around me as always finding new loves, renewing old relationships and being in love, etc etc etc. BAH HUMBUG I'm tired of it. I just want to shut myself off from all of it. One more person tells me about how happy they are and they've found love and they're back to gether with their true love, or their marrying their true love ...I'm gonna smack them. I get tired of hearing it and they don't take into consideration the frame of mind I've been in with being alone on the holidays...well...being alone period... I am so damn miserable.

When you think you come across someone you could see yourself with...they backtrack on ya and dont want you after all...what the hell is it with people?

Thats it...I'm not what I thought I was i guess. No one wants a good woman that will treat them with the love,loyalty,care,passion,respect that comes with being with a good woman gets you. Maybe if I become a two timing no good slut I'll get somewhere. That seems to be what guys want anymore. I mean WTF?? Bein a good woman gets me no where anymore...So why should I even try... no one wants me in the end anyway...