Well yesterday was one of the hardest days I have had in awhile. When I left for work of course William left to go back to work...So he is out of town and I am here at home. I miss him like crazy but as always everything will be fine and he will be back home before I know it. I just love him with all my heart and miss him when he is gone. I can honestly say that he makes me happy and I have smiled and laughed more lately than I have in a very long time. Yea every once in awhile you have to deal with the tears but thats because I love him and miss him. I know he doesn't want me to cry or be sad when he leaves but hell when you love someone it just happens. I am just glad that we have such a great relationship and that he knows when he comes home that I will be waiting here at home for him. I have never loved someone so deeply that they are all I think about. For once I can honestly say that I know how it feels to love someone and know for once what it means. Yea maybe I lost you on that one...But I know I am not the only one that has ever had someone ask you if you really know what love is. Well I do now and I can honestly say beyond a shadow of a doubt that its the real thing.
