Ratto's blog: "the mind"

I am just sick of this. i have been out of work for 6 almost 7 months now. i know i have had it easier than most since after losing my apartment i was able to move back in with my parents. but still i am sick of this. it think it is pretty sad that our government is more worried about these milti milliondollars execs getting paid than they r about trying to help those of us that actually need the money. now that my car is busted and i can not afford to fix. it has gotten to the point where my mom and i r discussing me moving in with a friend of hers back in cali just cause we both know that there is a job waiting for me there. it would not be much but at least i could start to work on getting  myself out of debt. and from there i could also work a second job if i need to. heck i could move back to portland and find work cause there r places that would take me back, i jusrt would not have a place to stay.

I know a lot of people, (if anyone actually readsthis) will think i am an ass cause i do have it better than most right now. all i can say is that i am just ranting and getting my thoughts out of my mind.

and for those that r wondering, no i can not actually afford to move anywhere so that is why i am still here looking for work instead of going back to cali or portland.