17yearshere's blog: "a day in the life of jessa"

Yes I know, I look very European. Thats because I am part Irish and Italian. I love red lip stick and I love my piercings. I am a emotionally crippled narcissist. And I find that I can only be happy if I am miserable. I LOVE Karaoke I am not a shy person. Sometimes I dont talk as much as everyone else, but do not get that confused with being shy. Sometimes I just dont feel like talking. And dont get that confused with what all the rest of the 'outgoing' population say. They claim to be outgoing, but they wont speak their mind regardless of whether or not its hurtful or insulting. Usually those girls just giggle and agree with what the alpha dog, so to speak, has to say. Not me. You can always count on me to be an honest and truthful bitch. So this is the part where I say: 'boy-o-boy, i dont have a boy friend and because of that I am just not whole. Why?! Why am I not lucky enough to have a man hold me back from drinking and partying with my friends?! Why am I not pretty enough to have a boy friend who I can have HUGE arguments over why I didnt pick up the phone last night or why I smiled to long at a guy at a show. Oh boy, and do I ever wish I could have a guy who would try to control my every move and break my heart.' YEA, I THINK NOT. I LIKE FLYING SOLO. I HAVE MORE FUN THAT WAY. I like to cuss. I swear a lot. Oh the fuck well. Its fun. I have a shit load of energy. And Im one of the most wild people ever. Not afraid to do a damn thing. Is there a reason why your even reading this? I am sooooo in love with the Tony Hawk Underground video games. Mainly just 1 and 2. I fucking HATE groupies. For god sakes, stop jocking every band members balls you shity scene bitches, before I punch you in the throat. So basically I like to have fun with friends. Life is about having fun to me. And blah blah blah, I really dont fucking care. There. If you love me, then Thank You. If you hate me, then Fuck You.