Before I joined this site I couldn't imagine what would happen to me during my time here. The first lounge I went in, Damage Inc I met the greatest people who all made me feel welcome, all of whom made me want to come back here day after day, night after night which I basically did.
Then I meet a wonderful woman and fall in love for the first time, which felt great. Then Damage Inc went poof for its reasons and I cried, I acctually cried because I thought i'd lose all those great friends I'd made, which in fact I happily didn't.
Then I gradually stop talking to said wonderfull woman and fall in love with another wonderful woman (why do they all have to live in america and be already married). Therefore I cry and me and the first woman split (happily now her marriage is back together) and I get together with the second woman.
Then the new lounge where all my friends hang out starts to split apart, everyone going separate ways to other lounges, and me being me sometimes being in 4 lounges at once so I can speak to them all but I'm still sad because it happened in the first place.
Then Tony dies, and without him I probably wouldn't be here writing this today, for he owned Damage Inc, where I met the people that kept me here, and so I cried yet again.
Next in line, a so called friendfakes her own fucking death, I see it, cry yet again and then find out she was a fucking fake which makes me wonder why i'm still here.
Last but not least in this long line of fucked up ness, the second wonderfull woman I fell in love with meets someone in the same country as her and I'm a goner, but cause of who I am, I will cry, and am crying now but in a while I'll just be happy as long as she is happy, my feelings buried within where they'll simmer around for the rest of my life.
Now if anyone actually reads this, they'll probably think what a sad, sad boy. But no, I've had more real friends on here than in real life, I've fallen in love twice, when I never have before. Being here has taught me life lessons, and I'd never wish I hadn't been here.
For those who do read this, thank you. You can judge all you like, just make sure you know the facts first before doing so. Not just with me but with anyone.