Just up with my boy Ronnie drinking some beer. And chillin while trying to get over this lady i've known and loved 4 a long time. She stays on my mind constantly. And i just want 2 emotionally just let her go.Don't get me wrong,i have other woman i could move on with but this 1 paticular still has my complete Heart and Soul. She is the 1 i consider 2 be my Soulmate. But because i was so stupid,selfish and self ricious. I may have lost her 4ever. And that truely breaks my Heart. Because Again,i know she was created 4 me,but i did things that drove her away. Babes i do and always will love you. And can never thank you enough 4 blessing us with 2 beautiful Angels who i adore along with this lady whom i lost due 2 my stupidity. I live now everyday hoping and wishing i could find awy 2 erase the damage i've done and ust get this very special lady back. Like i said i'm just up.
