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I sit here thinking of you, and all that we have been through, and i wonder if it is worth all the pain. if i should let my self care again, if i should let you back in my life. to take a chance that you will rip my heart in two .. twice. when i look in your eyes i want to say yes its worth it, but when you are not there , i begin to doubt , and believe i am being a fool. Is love really worth all that i have seen and gone through , should i really trust you? what was that song... " i aint missing you at all... i can lie to myself ". laughs , i do miss you , and yes i am lying to myself , that i wouldnt run back in a heart beat , but my fear is will i keep running back everytime , you rip my heart out. have i fallen that hard to be the biggest fool of all? laughs i guess i will see soon enough if , i did fall , and just how deep .
