you wonder just what goes through ones mind when one contemplates ending their life, i know that with my own experience it was that i was with someone that belittled and emotionally and mentally abused me, for so many years that you belive what they say is true and deep inside you know that it is not true. but when one is depressed and the friends you think you have the support group that you think you have are not really there what do you do do you contemplate it again do you try it again or do you just go on, is there anyone out there that has been through this that can offer some suggestions emotions are a messed up thing when they are dangerous to ones thoughts.someone tells you that they love you and loved you for you then they turn around and say that they did not realize that they fell in love with a week souled week minded soul and then they realize hey i can use this to really break down the person, and continue to do abuse them and the person tells them to go screw off but it continues all the time.
