Grabbing a hole of my empty mind slowly dragging me down one more time.
Into a darkness I can not find through this hurt body of mine.
In my skin it rips and tears afraid to enter anywhere.
I am here for all to see bleeding in public; just let me be.
I cannot hide this pain I feel and the wounds I have made may never heal.
I don't regret a thing I have done; fighting a battle I never won.
Now I cant cope with this pain; emotionally, mentally, physically it's all the same.
Why does it hurt to be afraid of these crazy thoughts running through my mind?
By....me Stacie Arnold
