There are times when we realize that no matter what we do, nothing salvageable shall ever come out of it none. Wanting to go forth doing our best to both have those we love and care or be proud and happy for us, yet realizing thi dream shall always be just that, a dream.
Maybe i am destined to be yet only a hermit amongst a city full of lively and joyous people. Always knowing deep within myself, that i truly do not belong here.
Wishing and praying that maybe one day, i can be vanquished from this realm of existence known as life. For all i can mangae to do, is bring pain and burdens upon all that i love and care for in my world.
Guess everyone was always right when i growing up, I Am Nothing Short Of A Loser!!!!!!
P.J. Page 11/12/08 11:52pm