1. I have a boyfriend whom I love. He isn't perfect but for now he works. ****Update: I'm single again and quite happy about it. The Drama is over!! 2. I am a huge commitment phobe 3. I miss my fiance that passed away and fear I will never fully recover from his loss. 4. I fall in love too quickly and run away from real love even faster. 5. I always end up attracted to men I can't have or that need some sort of fixing. Neither of which will ever provide me with a fulfilling relationship. 6. I don't like American Cheese...ever on anything. 7. I have a very strong personality, people either love me or hate me, there is very little gray area. 8. I think friends are over-rated, especially women friends. They lie, cheat, and back-stab and I don't have time for that in life. 9. I'm fiercely protective of my family. I have two sons, they are my whole world, mess with them and I'll kill you without a blink. 10. I've been battling health problems for the last two years. Thought I wasn't going to make it several times. I take 5 medications a day, and I'm pretty sure I'm addicted to pain pills. 11. Sarcasm is my humor of choice. I hurt people's feeling a lot, not always on purpose. 12. I don't think I'm hot, but I love my smile, breasts, and shoulders. 13. I'm tired of taking pills to function, but I can't function without the pills. 14. After two years of battling all this pain and weird symptoms a doctor thinks it may be TMJ. I can't believe they're not fucking kidding me. 15. I realized the other day I'm finally a grown up. It's a very weird feeling being settled down. I don't quite know what to do with myself. I'll add more later, I'm bored at work and need to find something else to do.