Fubar Blog Posts 2

So Close
You dance for me Only me, only I My own little temptress. Your body casts a shadow As the moon watches on A supernatural Peeping Tom. A silhouette hits the floor Doing a duet of arousal For me, only me. As the silver lighting beams down Your dances awaken my inner animal; I yearn for your flesh. Hair of silk blows against your bare back As you remove the final article. I bring you to my lips, Our secret little hiding place, a spot Reserved for two. You let all of yourself to me And I see only you I feel only you I smell only you I taste only you I sense only you And we are as one. Breathing together now, two souls in unison Your moans cast against my shoulder As we join in an embrace You are my breath And I yours. A shiver rides down my spine As your nails claw at my back & we draw closer And closer Closer Closer still Your moans, a warm breath on my neck I hear whispered sweet nothings in my ear Suddenly, there it is Our muscles seize Your pleasu

So Close Now...
In less than 19 hours...I will be standing in front of my Ville...looking up at this beautiful, sweet & talented man...seeing & hearing only him...taking in every precious moment that I will have there with him...into my heart, mind & soul...feeling as I have never before in my life...& never will again...

So C@lled Luv
Life without you is cold I wish I had you here to hold Ever since you left me I've been so alone I see you watching me wheneva your around But instead of looking back at you I look at the ground,or i look awy, knowing your bitch ass won't stay (Yeah and I know your scared of commitment!)

So Close I Can Taste It....
We are for sure in the single digits when It comes to being in your arms...I am so excited I can barely control myself...I already told you about the shower incident....Yeah...enough said...Damn babe...Just think...in a couple days I will be able to press these lips against yours....shoot...all over that body to be honest...I miss you so much...Muah!!!

So Close
You are in my dreams Every night Miles and miles away Am I in your dreams too? In my dreams, It's only me and you The world is gone Music playing all night I'm in your arms Dancing to its tunes So close It feels real All I wanted Is to hold you close For the night So close together So close to feeling you alive So close in having you Forever and ever So close In this waiting Waiting here with you So close For this dream to come true To be together Happily ever after So close But still so far

So Close Yet So Far
So close while we're together all I need do is reach for you you willingly draw near letting me hug you and kiss you cheek seemingly close you don't seem to reach for me maybe because I'm always so near the kisses aren't returned only the hugs keeping things on low is it me that scares you so did someone hurt you that bad if only I knew for sure the walls between us wouldn't be such an obstacle so until you can tell me the walls will stay Keeping us yet so far away

So Close I Can Taste It
its so close now time is floatin bye and im never going to forget not even one lil second how hard it realy is to over come something that almost left me as a memorie they say god test you and sooner or later he will break you and they are 100% right life is flimsy grab hold of it and never take it for grantit cause its mind twistin how fast it can change or be taken from you i know i can fix my past but what i can do is use it to my advantage and look for forgiveness so to everyone that i have caused pain anger guilt sadness suffering with all my herat i applogize and thats real my eyes and ears are open cause ive spent to much time sealed closed "i can do anything through him that gives me streagth"phli.4:16 i turn to the heavens above and to those who love me with one question only "will you pray for me while im in the streets could you pray for me befor you go to sleep pray for me im in the game to deep"teflon don

So Close Yet So Far Away.....
The words in my head are screaming to be set free and so here i sit.....struggling to type some form of understanding. My heart pounding so hard i can litterly hear it over the music im playing, my fingers shaking with anticipation. I feel as if im floating above myself watching and scrutinizing every attempt to portray this numbing combination of emotion and urgency of release. Its truly a mind boggling experience to be consumed so much with thought and yet blocked from expressing it. My head is begging me to let go but my heart says its not time. Is it something stronger than myself? A force so surreal in existence that it has no definition? Have i gone crazy and everyone knows it but me? Sometimes i wonder if its everyone else living my life and im just the audience, only allowed to sit back and watch. Do you ever feel in life that your meant for something great? Im not talking about success or fame...that is only a material existence. Im referring to the idea perhaps of truly tou

So Close, Yet So Far Apart
So close to my heart Yet still miles apart I know the love you have for me Cause it's the same to you from me So much love I have for you Yet it can only be in distance I see you in my dreams Yet I wake up to see nothing I see pics of you, I see pics of me Yet no pics of you and me I see your name with mine Yet I still have to wait on time I sit and wait For a day that seems to never come SO CLOSE TO YOU YET SO FAR APART!!

So Close But Yet So Far
This is one of the first PPL I added and since then shes been nothing but sweet and fun to talk to. Shes been trying to hit GODFATHER for the longest time. Shes only short 450,000. Please go show her some made love. I'll be there Sapphire RLW of Slimreb ·@ fubar

So Close, Yet So Far
SO CLOSE STILL SO FAR... TWO AWESOME LADIES,TWO VERY GOOD FRIENDS.THEY ARE ON THEY'RE WAY TO PROPHET!! PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW THEM LOTS OF LOVE!!!! NATURAL WITCH ~Natural_Witch~ * No Fan No Add*PWN3D By ♠Diana♠2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar DAISY BLUE JustaDaisy!!@ fubar Pimp out by : ¢¼Diana¢¼ 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar (repost of original by '♠Diana♠2nd Alarm Hotties (NO FAN=NO ADD) PWNED By ~ Razz ~ * Club F.A.R *' on '2009-02-12 14:45:17')

So Close... And Yet
And the little girl sat huddled, hunched Intently staring, glaringly gazing into The tiny star found in her hand. And as she watched it, selfishly, Sharing it with only she, it grew and By its gleamings could be seen, the Tinier mimicked stars within her eyes.

So Close By Jon Mclaughlin
So I'm thinking of posting a youtube video of me playing my guitar and singing so close by Jon Mclaughlin. Below is the lyrics and chords, tell me if you guys think that it is a good song to do. Intro: Eadd9 | G#m7 | C#m7 | C6 - CM7 Emaj | Esus4 - B/D# | Emaj Eadd9 - B/D# - C#m7 - Eadd9 You’re in my arms Esus4 - Bsus4/E - Eadd9 And all the world is calm A6 - G#m7/B - C#m7 - B6 - Amaj7 The music playing on for only two B/A -G#m7 - A6 So close together Bsus4 - Bmaj And when I’m with you B/A - G#m7 - Bbm7b6 - Bsus4 - B7 - B9 So close to feeling alive B7 - E/C# A life goes by Esus4 - A6 - B13 - Eadd9 Romantic dreams will stop A6 - G#m7 - C#m7 - B6 - Amaj7 So I bid mine goodbye and never knew B/A - G#m7 - A6 So close was waiting, Bsus4 - Bmaj waiting here with you B/A - G#m7 - Bbm7b6 - Bsus4 -B9 And now forever I know B - F#m7 - B7 All that I wanted to hold you B7/A - Gm11 So close bass(D# - D) - C7

So Close To Home
in my heart i know he didnt mean to do it.. in my heart i know he didnt want to leave us.. but at the same time im angry and frustrated theres no gettin thru to drugs the users disappear and the drug remains its your family now its who speaks to you, eats with you, lives with you.. your loved one isnt there. every so often you get a glimpse of the unselfish being who use to reside in this body of theirs and you hold on to that. how to get out loved ones back before the drug takes them from us forever. this thing we live with now doesnt care about anyone and will hurt thoes who love it. my cousin died of "accidental overdose" it was an sccident that it happened just then that way but its not an accident the moment he chose to do it. another person very close to my heart is missing now having been taken over by drugs and is struggling this demon now for 2yrs but still young enuff to take back life. this demon convinces and snatches their self worth, confidence, and ambissions and now the

So Close
So close Death in my ear Too close are you my friend? Define friend So many willing to confront death Braggarts I carry disdain for those who do not carry my burdens My disdain so clear to me And so cloudy to those I have chosen to ignore Disdain

So Close
So Close We never really even talked beforebut it was not like we really needed to.This pit in my stomach was squeezed and with clinched fists, and swollen lipsI’m struggling to resist the sway from your hips.Your long, chestnuts locks framing your faceinto something of legend, that only painters with an exceptional eye for beauty could fathom.The writers of old have written of you in fairytales, and yet here you stand, unfettered from your prison that bound you.Before me.Above me.Beyond me.And then, there you were, standing beside me until fate brought you crashing down upon me.The winter’s breath carrying my air away. My stare fixed upon your hazel colored soul traps. Captivated, as you ebbed the flow of the world around us into a slow-motion moving picture show.“Is this really happening?” I whisper to myself.Your eyes flutter and close to invite me inand for a brief moment, caught in surpriseI hesitate and let the winter’s wind go…And with it

So Confused
Why am i confused so? Sometimes I'm not sure which way to go. Should I follow my heart and go where it leads? Or stay where I'm at knowing my heart bleeds? I was in love but not so sure now, Don't know if I care anymore or anyhow. The one I hold dear I can't get near, So what should I do, with this feeling I hold so true? Please tell me this the one that I miss I know shares the same. It's not just a game. We both have another but we still love each other. Where should I have turned these new feelings i've learned. written by: angel

So Cool ( Cnn Headline News)
I wrote an e-mail to CNN Headline NEWS about this new bill California wants to pass to stop people from spanking there kids. The Cool part is they read it!!!! I was so shocked did anyone see it Cheers Cody from Reno. This is what I wrote When I was growing up teachers used a ruler over the knuckles when we acted out. I still have the scars on my knuckles I feel that is abuse. A little tap on the bottom when they do something bad I feel is OK. I feel the government has no right to pass a bill on how to discipline a child. But i can see both sides. Thanks Cody Reno Nevada Then they said " Sounds like Cody just admitted he used to get in trouble.

So Cold
'Ol Jack Frost what a louse A statue for a waxworks house his gaze alone could freeze a star turn molten lava to a popcycle bar breath so cold he froze my skin his touch produced no warmth within Road a bike in the cold of night now frozen here I must look a sight my strength is gone and in it's place this frozen mask of my face nothing left of what was me pale as death can't you see cold chilled me to the bone riding froze now all alone the shivering stopped a life ago my heartbeat will be the next to go ©Dark

So Confused
So Confused Man I’m so lost in this illus ional life So departed from my reality My existence My morality My steps toward anything good seem to all go bad I’m not at all angry about it But I am a little sad I try to make sense out of senseless things Assuring the shortness of my short comings Am I dazed or just confused I don’t know what to do Some body please be real with me and tell me life’s truth I’ve tried to turn on the light but it still remained dark I’ve tried going to the distance and opening up my heart I’ve tried to mimic those things that I’ve seen on T.V. Only to come to the conclusion that to be like them I couldn’t be me I’ve reached out into the open nothing touches my hand And I try to account for the fact that I am only a man What does all this mean when I’m so lost in my mind? I just want to sit back relax and enjoy just a little bit of my time It so hard when my focus has been pulled all around Should my vision be kept in t

So Cold.............
i feel so small and crushed, hurt and dead inside. the cold words or a lost soul what have i done so wrong to feel this way, why is nature so cruel. the words they cut like a knife contradictions of statements made from afar, they swirl in my mind, the truth is lost among the scattered thoughts. nothing makes scense, no one to ask, no one to tell im living in my own unfortunete hell. the words they cut so deep, leaving a wound that will never heal the scar of a question will last forever, remaining never answered, forever swirling in my thoughts. none of this make scense to you i know all to well. it doesnt even make scense to me, and its from my head...........

So Cold, So Alone!
so COLD... so ALONE... so depressed... now that your not here no one to hold! no one to hold me... you left me here to DIE, and DIE i shall i consider myself, my ENTIRE BEING dead ... DEAD forever... till one day, you put my broken heart back together! i am nothing without u ~ I MISS YOU!

So Confused....
So what do i do? I am so screwed inside and so toren a part. Between my ex who i know still loves me, I still love her too... We're suppost to meet in NY and decide where to go from there but yet at the same time ..... I love another and its driving me mad inside, She has someone else too, I do not honestly think i could put someone else threw a waiting game by the phone waiting for it to maybe ring and maybe not. So much of a chance of re-deployment .... Is it fair to bring anyone back into that??? Is it fair? I dont know if it is, I dont even know how i can love two people at the same time? And yet in a nother sence my heart is broken in 3 pieces, for an ex i will always love and never get back , for another who has been my childhood sweetheart and for the woman who has run off with the other piece. God how do i get myself into these messes? Am i doomed to have this kinda drama? the hell if i know. All i know is i am tired... going to go to bed too. Later All.

So Confused
So Confused Time and Time again I sit alone Wonder what I should do So much going on in my life A lot of fruits to bear Baring the worries and pressure to be the real me Staying away from the so- called self professed love The love some claim to have Trying to be strong Trying to live my life right Trying to replenish the soul who was once lost Packing all the baggage that used to hold me back Holding back things I wanted to do Time and time again seemed so hard Maybe unfair to me after so many trails and tribulations I know I am safe Years protecting myself from hurt The pain and sorrow suffered The grief from losing those I loved the most Guarding my heart from the hurt and pain You may feel it being selfish I call it protection Now sitting here content and alone Scared, maybe confused Just build back on me once enjoyed Rejuvenating the soul who once had li

So Cold
BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "So Cold" Crowded streets are cleared away One by One Hollow heroes separate As they run You're so cold Keep your hand in mine Wise men wonder while Strong men die [Chorus] Show me how it ends it's alright Show me how defenseless you really are satisfied and empty inside Well, that's alright, let's give this another try If you find your family, don't you cry In this land of make-believe, dead and dry You're so cold, but you feel alive Lay your hand on me one last time [Chorus x2] It's alright [x9]

So Confused
so confused Current mood: blah my heart and mind stuck in confusion i don't know if this love is what my eyes has made into an illusion loving him is all i've ever known, but my how this new found love has made my heart grow! Is it my fears and tears that keep me fresh in my past? or is it true love thats made these feeelings last? not really sure how to move on, that sick "dj" keeps playin that same old love song! why my heart was bestowed this pain! all this confusion, so much to lose and so much to gain! god sometimes i feel like this havick on my brain has me going insane! how do i choose? one holds all thats in my past the other makes the smile upon my face forever last how do i choose between my future and my past? i am so torn between the two never knowing what to do all this love but my tears still fall a pale blue! The pain of my past is what i know how to make it through it's the pain of the

So Confused
i am married and have been for 18 years. I do love my husband, we have been having a few problems as of late, at first i didnt think they were that bad. now i am not so sure. I decided to sit him down and have a chat with him. I told him that i thought that because we have really been fighting alot lately that we needed to take some time apart and figure out what the problem is and try to work on it. Well, he thought that was a good idea, or so he said. He comes back about a month later and tells me that he went to the lawyers on his lunch break and had him draw up the divorce papers, and that they would be ready on monday morning. well being the soft hearted person that i am and knowing that that is not what i want i get upset and cry ( yeah i know a female reaction). he kicks back in the recliner and starts to laugh, no explination no nothing, well come to find out he was lying about the divorce papers, he never did that. he told me that to see how i would react. Well when i find th

So Confused
have you ever been so confused about what u want that you just wanna curl up in a hole and forget about everything, every one....and never remember a damn thought that has passed through ur mind? Well, welcome to my life. I'm so confused on what to do anymore. i mean, come on I should be happy right? I've got a roof over my head, somewhat of a job, a family that loves me, a few close friends and a boyfriend. What more could I want right? Right...I want everything more. The roof over my head...ehhhh...it'll do for now, but being that I just got outta school, have to start looking for a new place to go. The job...that's a totally new story. I work when it's convienent to my boss, not when i need the money. So i'll be looking for a new one of those too, as soon as I get a car. my close friends seem to be quickly disappearing as they move on with their own lives, and go off to school, or continue with raising their chilren. My family has had some rough spots, and we are working on mending

So Cold
Crowded streets all cleared away One by One Hollow heroes separate As they run You're so cold Keep your hand in mine Wise men wonder while Strong men die [Chorus] Show me how it end it's alright Show me how defenseless you really are Satisfy an empty inside That's alright, let's give this another try If you find your family, don't you cry In this land of make-believe, dead and dry You're so cold, but you feel alive Lay your hands on me one last time [Chorus x2] It's alright [x9]

So Cold
My heart is dead… or at least the part that once loved you You sit there, crying, begging, hoping, pleading, praying And I laugh, as I remember a song lyric, and it sings itself through my memory "I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold…" And you watch me, as I giggle, and sing the song aloud What happened to the girl that once was Innocent, open-hearted, ever-trusting. She's gone now… maybe for ever It seems like an eternity already. "I've got an icebox where my heart used to be…." This woman sitting here now, head back, staring at the ceiling Waiting for you to wipe the snot from your mustache She is bitter, and stronger, and wiser, and harder Just remember who put the fire out. Who froze my soul So cold So cold So god damned cold Can someone please get me a fucking jacket........

So Confused
At this point in my life I am so confused. I have been hurt a lot. I have been sort of seeing this one girl and it gets more confusing everyday. She tells me she does not want to date me yet comes to lots of events that my friends and I have. She calls me and talks to me. She sends me text all the time. I just do not know anymore. I am confused. What is that makes the female species want to drive the males nuts by being confusing. How hard is it to decide you want something and go after that and nothing else. Sometimes I wish I I could just turn my feeling off and never worry about anyone or anything again. I am tired of pain.

So Confused
so i have been going through shit with myself and i don't get whats wrong. OK I HEAR WOMEN SAY THEY WANT THIS AND THEY WANT THAT. I DATED A FEMAL WHO SAID I WAS TOO PERFECT AND DIDN'T WANT TO MESS IT UP SO SHE LEFT. THE ONLY FEMALES I FEEL I CAN DATE ARE HOOD RATS THAT HAVE NO GOALS. WELL ACCEPT HAVING THE NEW BABY DADDY AND HIS CHILD SUPPORT CHECK. why can't i have a woman i think is a real dime. here goes my run down *i have a big ass heart *i'm very affectionate *i love kids *very open minded *strong sex drive *loves romance *ex army football player and soldier *college education *love life and faith in God *poet and dancer and rapper *don't smoke or drink *loves his momma...hahahah i'm not a baller. i struggle, and live check to check. i'm not a thug and get grossed out by the thought of hitting a woman. so what is wrong with me besid my finacial shit

So Confused
I'm so confused i don't know what to do I'm not sure who you are or if your true can i tell you my story ... well once upon my life i met you the guy i thought was oh so cute on this boat i couldn stop looking at u and Ur wonderful smile da next day u kissed me i closed my eyes and thought it was true now 2 months later I'm in love wit you I'm kissing u hugging u and and missing u u brighten up my life at times and u say u love me 2 but wanna be wit other girls 2 but wait I'm confused you say u love me but wanna b wit other girls you say you love me but cant be true bout Ur feelings love should be real and keep u wit dat person so is yo love real I'm so confused do u really love me am i really yo boo like u say we brake up den get back together and wen we part u are oh so sweet i love u baby u confuse me i need u baby but u hurting me i miss u boo but u playing me tell me what should i do i don wanna let u go cuz u mean the

So Confused
confused i am so confused i thought i had a chance at some one loveing me then i found out thats i was fooling my self they well never love me its hard to have the feelings i do for her but they well never have the feellings i have for her so ya i am confused i just wished and prayed and aging to no end i so confused am i gonna be alone rest of my life so dam confused and i mad cause i have no answer to it so confused thinking of you always Ira Lee Moore

Soco Day After
So i am talking to my exes mom she is doing her usual. Bitch bitch bitch whine whine whine. Thankfully she has only mentioned him once amazingly i just called to confirm some fax stuff and she said she didnt have long to talk... 20 minutes later she is still complaining. Skipping class again. there is no point in going I am oddly sad for some reason... just this weird blanket cloaked over me.... welp i think i will take a nap whenever she gets done bitching. I havent spoken in 10 minutes other than to agree with her.... I feel weird. odly sad. Hopefully a nap will make it better. snarkle

So Cold
My life is so cold without you here Each day I try not to shed a tear It seems like just yesterday you left my life When I first heard the news it cut through me like a knife I went to my room and sat on the bed As the words kept running through my head I kept wondering why God took you away Each night I kneel down to pray And ask if I could see you for just one more day Knowing that you're not here tonight Makes me wonder if I'll be alright Each morning I wake up and hope it was a dream and when I find out your not here It makes me want to scream Each day I think of running away Hoping I can find you some other day And since you're not here my life is so cold.

So Cold
In the stilness of the night my eyes are closed. My mouth is wide. I could see her face. Her beautifull hair I could recognize. She looks at me cold. She probably don't know who I am. **** it is me, it's Jason. You had me back when... But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. I guess I can't, 'cause she doesn't know who I am. My mind it's dreaming, God it's so misleading. Do you thing it's 'cause I've grown old. Is it true that what I was told? You cried to leave me? You know I know it's not your fault. You had a man who was (now you're ?) selfish and cold. Believe me I know. And now I hear you used to treat me cold. You disappeared and left me all alone. I'm sure you didn't know right from wrong. 'cause both of you were always getting stoned. But sometimes I like to pretend. But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me Sometimes I like to pr

So Confused
I am trying to build a playlist to put up in my stash and all and I am trying to do it from music on my computer I have been to project playlist and did what it said there as far as signing up now it is finding out the rest. I have had a couple people tell me to change to html not sure what that is since I am a newbie and trying hard to learn this in a short period of time any other help would be greatly taken. Also all the music I have on the CPU is taken from CD's does that matter?

So Cold
Turn away from the warmth there, You will find it nothing but cold and bare, When once you longed for it, You now despise every last bit, So comforting is the cold inside, It will always be with you on that lonesome ride, Cold is what becomes me where ever i look, My soul is now signed away in the devils book, So back to this cold we all know, and pay back what it is we owe And watch what once was warm, BEcome ice in a hearts winter storm.

So Confused So I'm Venting
well i have no clue whos gonna read this and at this point i don't think i really care. its my personal thought and feelings so if you don't like then..... FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was recently in what i thought was the greatest place of my life. the greatest girl a man can ever hope wish or ask for. friends that stand by your side at any point for everything and a job that pays very well with all the trimmings so to say. i was looking at a future that i thought was within my reaches. all i had to do was reach a little further and it would be mine. somehow it all collapsed on me. i trusted someone who had promised me that she would do what ever it took to prove to me that i was the one for her. my friends are still there for me even though i know they are have a rough time with me around, but they are my true friends. they are standin by thier words and they DO have my back. my job is being very patient with me also. even though i know i'm on the verge of losing that too. its

So Cold Outside
Because its so cold outside u can get sick at anytime of the days.so u always have to remember too dress up warm so u would get cold make sure u have an hat gloves and boots on if u need them in the winter time because your feets can get really cold and something for your face to cover that up too then u shouldn't get sick at all anymore.then u have too. and i always will not like the winter time .lol and i really mean it.

So Confused
today i feel so defeted, i wanna let go of what i've tried to hold on to for so long. I just wanna go back and make all tha wrongs right, but i feel as if i'm losing tha fight. So hard to really trust anyone. surrounded by people i thought were fiends, it seems tha drama never ends. Why is people so fake? I feel like i'm traped inside myself, i just wanna be happy, but all i do is cry.. I thiught he was tha one, but now i'm seeing tha true him, what i thought was so real, is really so fake..

So Confused
CONFUSED DAMN IM SO CONUSED IM LOST IN A DAZE EVERYTHINGS ALL A HAZE I COUNT THE DAYS THE DAY THAT YOU LEFT ME NOW IM LOST AND CONFUSED IM TRAPPED IN A TIME WARP I WISH I COULD GO BACK AND ERASE THE TRACK I LOOK BACK AND ILL A SEE IS YOU AND THE MEMORIES OF YOU THEY WILL NEVER FADE BUT THE STARS WILL

So Cold
The world is so coldgod sent me to be the boldlove so sensual and true like goldready to give and done recievingthis life is so shortsometimes i feel the need to abortyet im the guardian angelthe one everyone can seeran over and used beaten to the groundword for word bruise for bruise yet still i standspirit full where physical beings stopfor whoever may turn again a friend to the lost a love one to the helpless defient to the sinner yet forgiving to retributioni am a friend to all loved by less but trusted by many because i've been sent to keep the world warm

So Cold It Would Freeze The Balls Off A Brass Monkey
I can't take credit for the following. It was passed to me by a fellow historical re-enactor of the Greater St. Louis Renassaince Faire Organization. It's a good read, so take a few minutes to enjoy it. It was necessary to keep a good supply of cannon balls near the cannon on old war ships. But how to prevent them from rolling about the deck was a major problem. The best storage method devised was to stack themas a square based pyramid, with one ball on top, resting on four,resting on nine, which rested on sixteen. Thus, a supply of 30 cannonballs could be stacked in a small area right next to the cannon. Therewas only one problem -- how to prevent the bottom layer fromsliding/rolling from under the others. The solution was a metal plate with 16 round dimples, called, for reasons unknown, a Monkey. But if this plate were made of iron, the ironballs quickly rusted to it. The solution to the rusting problem was tomake the plates of brass - hence, Brass Monkeys. Few land lubbers

So Cold
So ColdWill you be there,Saving me, lost inside againBroken, forsaken and imperfectFrozen in timeIn a world that is so coldI just wanna run awayThis tourniquet just wont holdInto the nothing I've gone a strayWith or without meJust give me a signWith or without youI've been left behindI feel like i'm losing my mindBroken a part again but unifiedReturn to me salvation,Or will I be denied?Livin' in the shadows with no soulI walk a long this road all aloneI feel like I lost again this timeTrapped inside this holeCan't seem to get away;I'm completely paralyzedCome back, don't go awayIt's been so longI've grown so paleI haven't yet diedPull me out of this hellAll the guilt and the shame hangs over meLike a dark ominous cloud; the pain,You keep me together when I've come undoneI could never look down on youEven in a sea of familiar facesScattered among remembered placesIt wasn't so hard to find the virtue in you

So Cold
Crowded streets are cleared awayOne by OneHollow heroes separateAs they runYou're so coldKeep your hand in mineWise men wonder while strong men die[Chorus:]Show me how it ends it's alrightShow me how defenseless you really aresatisfied and empty insideWell, that's alright, let's give this another tryIf you find your family, don't you cryIn this land of make-believe, dead and dryYou're so cold, but you feel aliveLay your hand on me one last time

So Cold
Crowded streets are cleared away one by oneHollow heroes separate as they runYou're so cold, keep your hand in mineWise men wonder while strong men dieShow me how it ends, it's all rightShow me how defenseless you really areSatisfied and empty insideWell that's alright, let's give this another tryIf you find your family don't you cryIn this land of make believe, dead and dryYou're so cold but you feel aliveLay your hand on me one last timeShow me how it ends, it's all rightShow me how defenseless you really areSatisfied and empty insideWell that's alright, let's give this another tryShow me how it ends, it's all rightShow me how defenseless you really areSatisfied and empty insideWell that's alright, let's give this another tryIt's alright

Socrates Journal
My wife is currently reading the The Way Of The Peaceful Warrior series and I look forward to reading the series myself when she is done. Last night she completed The Journeys of Socrates by Dan Millman and introduced me to this entry that was so moving I thought I would share it with all of you. "When I was young, I believed that life might unfold in an orderly way, according to my hopes and expectations. But now I understand that the Way winds like a river, always changing, ever onward, following God's gravity toward the Great Sea of Being. My journeys revealed that the Way itself creates the warrior; that every path leads to peace, every choice to wisdom. And that life has always been, and always will be, arising in mystery." From Socrates' Journal

Socrates Talks To Jesus
Socrates Good morning, Jesus, I have heard much of your marvelous teachings. In my own modest way I am a philosopher here in Athens. I am told you have great wisdom and certainly that is indicated by the throng of admirers that follow you through the streets. If you have a few moments to spare, I would appreciate it if you would enlighten me with the answers to some of the puzzling problems I have been wrestling with all my life Jesus I am as a fisher of men in my search for followers. I bring the truth of God to all men. Seek and you shall find, ask and it shall be answered knock and it shall be open unto to thee. Socrates There is one basic question that has always been uppermost in my mind. Although it has always been an insurmountable obstacle to me in my search for the truth and meaning, I am sure that with your learning you will find it far to easy and think me a foolish old man. I have always longed to live honorably and nobly, but it seems that I have merely stumbled t

Socrates
All men's souls are immortal, but the souls of the righteous are immortal and divine. Socrates An honest man is always a child. Socrates As to marriage or celibacy, let a man take which course he will, he will be sure to repent. Socrates Be slow to fall into friendship; but when thou art in, continue firm and constant. Socrates Beauty is a short-lived tyranny. Socrates Beauty is the bait which with delight allures man to enlarge his kind. Socrates Beware the barrenness of a busy life. Socrates By all means, marry. If you get a good wife, you'll become happy; if you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher. Socrates Children nowadays are tyrants. They contradict their parents, gobble their food and tyrannise their teachers. Socrates Employ your time in improving yourself by other men's writings, so that you shall gain easily what others have labored hard for. Socrates False words are not only evil in themselves, but they infe

So Creeeepy
This is creepy! Think of a letter between A and W. Repeat it Out loud as You scroll down. Keep going . . . Don't stop . .. Think of an Animal That begins With that letter. Repeat it Out loud As you Scroll down. Think of Either a man's/woman's Name That Begins With the Last letter In the Animals name Almost There........ Now Count out The letters In that name On the fingers Of the hand You are not Using to Scroll down. Take the Hand you FIRST counted with And hold it out In front of you At face level. Look at your Palm Very closely And Notice The Lines In Your Hand. Do the lines Take the Form of the First letter In

Socrates - The Triple Filter Test
In ancient Greece, scholar and intellectual, Dr. Socrates was reputed to hold knowledge in high esteem. One day an acquaintance met the great philosopher and said, "Do you know what I just heard about one of your friend?" "Hold on a minute," Dr. Socrates replied. "Before telling me anything I'd like you to pass a little test. It's called the Triple Filter Test." "Triple filter?" asked the man. "That's right," Dr. Socrates continued. "Before you talk to me about my friend, it might be a good idea to take a moment and filter what you're going to say. That's why I call it the triple filter test. The first filter is Truth. Have you made absolutely sure that what you are about to tell me is true?" "No," the man said, "actually I just heard about it and wanted to tell it to you" "All right," said Socrates. "So you don't really know if it's true or not. Now let's try the second filter, the filter of goodness. Is what you are about to tell me about my friend somethi

So Crystal Won't Feel Alone
What is the most unique thing about you? The fact that I can put up with Goatse Has anyone ever asked you if you were retarded? Ha.. no, but they're my people, I get compared to them all the time. Who was the last person you were in a fight with? I verbally pwnd my ex in an e-mail earlier today, does that count? Where do you spend the majority of your time? In the car What is your favorite name for a girl? I dunno, I've already used three of them Favorite name for a boy? Ciaran How many texts have you sent/received today? Loads, about 25 What kind of car do you have? Town and Country 2003, just got it Monday What do you love about your car? It's new, so it's still clean inside. What color is your car? Silver How many windows are in your house? About 20? Are you hated or a hater? Neither that I know of. How tall are you? 5'2 Who has been the most influential person in your life? My children, they keep me going What song are you tot

Socrates Quotes
True knowledge exists in knowing that you know nothing.SocratesTrue wisdom comes to each of us when we realize how little we understand about life, ourselves, and the world around us.SocratesWhere there is reverence there is fear, but there is not reverence everywhere that there is fear, because fear presumably has a wider extension than reverence.SocratesWisdom begins in wonder.SocratesWorthless people live only to eat and drink; people of worth eat and drink only to live.Socrates I know that I am intelligent, because I know that I know nothing.SocratesI only wish that ordinary people had an unlimited capacity for doing harm; then they might have an unlimited power for doing good.SocratesI was really too honest a man to be a politician and live.SocratesIf a man is proud of his wealth, he should not be praised until it is known how he employs it.SocratesIf all misfortunes were laid in one common heap whence everyone must take an equal portion, most people would be contented to take the

So Cute..
FUNNY WHAT WE DO TO ATTRACT THE OTHER (OR SAME) SEX. IT'S CUTE TO WATCH SOMEONE WITH THEIR FACIAL EXPRESSIONS, AND SO ON... THIS FOR MY FRIEND, WHOM GAVE ME GREAT ENTERTAINMENT WATCHING HER FLIRT...AHHH, MY MUNCHKIN TARD. LOL LOL LOL

So Cute!!!
As I was sitting in church waiting for Sacrament to begin today,a Lady with her 2 children passed by. She has a boy in primary and a toddler girl who is soooooooo adorable!!!! It was funny , all I had to do was jokingly say : "wanna sit with me?" and she did, lol . She left her mom and quietly sat on my legs. You'd think she'd get restless after a while, since Church is not exactly fun at that age, but she did not.She didn't even show any sign of being bored at all . Her brother came to bring us a book for her to color just in case, and I gladly accepted it, even though she really did not seem to need it. It was so cool to have her there the whole time. Funny thing is , her mom came to thank me for having her , and I was like : " thanks for what??? she's the cutiest thing!" ,that's when she told me , that cute little stinker actually cries when she's in church with mommy,aaawwwwww. was almost tempted to keep her and pretend she's mine,even though nobody would have beli

So Cute
you know the real meyou've seen me cryyou've seen me smilewithout youthere would be no meonly empty spaceyou've seen me all glammed upyou've seen me when I've just woke upyou still say I'm beautiful either waywithout youthere would be no me to seeyou've seen me happyyou've seen me sadyou say either way your glad to be with me.without youthere would be no me to love youan without me there would be no you to love me too

So Cunfused
Ok so I have known this guy for almost 9 years and he has been completely great to me like a big brother and just a few hours ago he stopped in and asked me if he could have a chance to make my life right I just don't know what to do I haven't been with a man in 3 years because of physical abuse I have been dating nothing but women and I think I kind of like him in a way but i'm not sure if i'm ready for it

So Damned Confused
You tell me that you love me and I feel that you love me and I wanna believe it. BUT I can't . I feel this malfunction in me that I am not worth loving, and it makes me feel empty. I am happy with you and i am happy being yours. But I feel like there is something else that is tearing me apart. I feel like I am missing something. I wanna stop feeling this way. I wanna feel whole. I wanna feel complete. I know that its something that I must fix, its just that i don't know how.

Soda
You Are Diet Coke You are energy in its purest form. No need to complicate things with sweetness. And while people may hate your aftertaste, you are seen as a necessary evil. Your best soda match: 7 Up Stay away from: Coke What Kind of Soda Are You?

Soda Machine (lmao)
At the soda machine A dumb blonde was standing in front of a soda machine outside of a local store. After putting in sixty cents, a root beer pops out of the machine. She set it on the ground, puts sixty more cents into the machine, and pushes another button; suddenly, a coke comes out the machine! She continued to do this until a man waiting to use the machine became impatient. "Excuse me, can I get my soda and then you can go back to whatever stupid thing you are doing?" The blonde turns around and says, "Yeah right! I'm not giving up this machine while I'm still winning!"

So Damn Bored.
AIGHT, SO THE BAR I OWN IS GOING TO BE CLOSED FOR THE NEXT THREE WEEKS DUE TO REMODELING. DROPPED CLOSE TO 300K IN MY OWN CASH TO MAKE THIS BECOME THE GREATEST BAR IN SOUTH CAROLINA!! THE VIDEO STORE I OWN IS RUN BY ITSELF, ABOUT ALL I DUE IS WATCH MOVIES, AND BITCH AND NERD BOYS ALL DAY. SO FUCKING BORED WITH OUT MY BAR BEING OPENED THOUGH. THE CURE FOR THIS BOREDOM YOU ASK? EVERCLEAR. SOUTH CAROLINA STATS. 195 PURE ALCOHOL. MIX IT WITH GATORADE TO MAKE EVERADE AND YOU HAVE A SCIENTIFICALLY PROVEDN WAY TO GET YOU TRASHED BEYOND FUCKING BELIEF. HAVE A CUTE LITTLE BARTENDER CHICK COMING OVER IN A BIT, AND SHE SAYS SHE IS BRINGING "TOYS" TO THE PARTY. SLIGHTLY SCARY, BUT DAMN HOT!!! SOMEONE TALK TO ME UNTIL THEN. BORED AS FUCK, AND THE ALCOHOL IS MAKING ME WANT TO SHOOT SOMETHING. HAVE I MENTION IN MY PAST BLOGS THAT I AM THE PROUD OWNER OF OVER 32 DIFFRENT GUNS? GOD I LOVE THE SOUTH!! THIS IS MY RANT FOR THE NIGHT, OTHER THEN THE FACT THAT I AM LOSING A CONTEST BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT

Soda Can Lids
I have not verified this information... However, it makes sense to me that it is possible... So, take it for what it is worth... Carrie ************************************************** Leptospirosis -- VERY IMPORTANT PLEASE READ This incident happened recently in North Texas. A woman went boating one Sunday taking with her some cans of Coke which she put into the refrigerator of the boat. On Monday she was taken to the hospital and placed in the Intensive Care Unit. She died on Wednesday. The autopsy concluded she died of Leptospirosis. This was traced to the can of Coke she drank from, not using a glass. Tests showed that the can was infected by dried rat urine and hence the disease Leptospirosis. Rat urine contains toxic and deathly substances. It is highly recommended to thoroughly wash the upper part of soda cans before drinking out of them. The cans are typically stocked in warehouses and transported straight to the stores without being cleaned. A st

So Damn Hot My Phone Is Dripping!
I’m having so much fun I don’t know where to start! I finally had the call I was waiting for. OMG!!! Yesterday morning, my naughty valentine came over to fuck my brains out, something he often does before heading to the office. Before the door closes we are kissing passionately, melting into each other. We make out on my couch like seasoned teenagers, as if we are trying to eat each other alive, chewing on ear lobes, sucking on necks, trying to suffocate each other with our exhales. I take off my pants and panties in the time it takes to write this sentence. I straddle myself between his thighs, pawing and gnawing at the bulge stiffening behind that thin denim fabric. I look up and can’t help to notice how the blue stripes in his shirt brings out his eyes...it’s so hypnotic. My valentine pinches and twists my nipples, and I can feel a hot stream of cum slide down my thigh. Our heavy breathing in concert as we both delightfully comment on how hard the other one is. Then it h

So Damn Tired
How many of you work more than one job? I have 4 and I am exhausted. I absolutely can not wait until Summer when I can drop one of them and get some rest. Do you ever stay up for so long that it is just impossible to sleep? I try to sleep but my mind is racing with what I have to do next. I need a damn vacation!

So Damn Sick.
I have food Poisoning. It was so horrable last night omg, I hope no one ever feels that. It was one cramp, those ones that like bend you over and knoch you unconscious,(no like really I was like falling into a sleep or something then had to struggle to get out of bed and stay awake.) and it lasted for a few hours. I was shaking uncontroablly for about an hour or so. Oh lord and I only slept for about two hours. :( I feel horrible.

So Damn High, But So Fuckin Low
More than once Ive been down on my luck A war was raging in my head I just didnt give a fuck I wanted nothing more than to be dead Other times Ive been high as a kite I felt like I was on cloud nine Everything was going right I was just really out of my mind Pathetic self loathing Overwhelming joy A chaotic battle In which Im only a toy Outside forces dont see the war I just made them think Im ok It getting too hard to handle anymore Too damn hard to get through the day I might be a warrior But my armor's full of holes The enemy more superior Im still fighting for my soul I feel like Im in a war I wont win Occasionally Im tossed a bone They always attack again and again Im left fighting alone Im weak and Im weary The peace is all I desire My defense is low, but Im still fiery The situation is dire Someone give me a slight of hand Such a long war its been I dont think a resolution is a great demand I may be beaten but not broken I wont e

So Damn True & Then Some!
You've got to try something a little different today. It could be as simple as slowing down and letting events guide you, rather than the other way around. Facts are much harder to grasp now than they usually are. you all have no clue just how i spent my day... new and adventurous hasnt got anything on me ;)

So Damn Proud !~
I am just Elated today .. Mike as most of you know is taking some college courses and he's loving it I havnt seen him this interested in any type of schooling for some years now ..Anyway today when he came back home from his World History II Class he told me his professor told everyone their grades as of this point in the semister and he's in the TOP 5% *Cheering* Wohoo'ing* Proud* I have always been proud of him more than I think he'll ever really know but this just put a Flower on my ol' bonnet ... Well I just wanted to share my happy news for the day .. back to Cleaning the Fish tank and getting the Dog vacuumed .. and waiting on the lady from the insurance company to come over and give the car a once over before *Crossing fingers* Cutting me a check so i can get it fixed .. The jeep conked out the Day after mike accident and that just cost me a pretty penny .. freakin over 500 bucks Youch ! that camping fund is getting smaller and smaller .. :( Anyway I wish you all

So 2day's My Moms B-day
and now that i have a job i got her some gifts.....a set of 3 ear rings...a necklace w/ a cross on it....a pair of shoes she wanted for work...a set of sprays and a bath set that smells like lavender and vanilla....a card that described her perfect and i put $40 in it for her she loved it....

Soda
I'm trying to quit drinking soda and DAMN it is hard. I think I'm actually craving soda. I don't drink caffeinated sodas anyway, but geez. I guess I just like the flavor and the carbonation. I've had water, gatorade, and V8 Splash today. Yes, I was working out so the Gatorade wasn't as bad for me. I'm trying to think of other things to drink. I need to buy some crystal light packets or something. I'm going to limit my sweet tea, but I'm not gonna stop drinking it. Sweet tea is my crack! So, any encouragement or words of wisdom would be great. Thanks!! ♥Amy

So.damn.close...
Yeah, I am so very close to just admitting myself to the asylum... Where I can color with crayons all day, and watch television all night. Maybe even meet someone who believes themselves to be Jesus. I even hear they have pancakes in the morning. And the drugs? mmmmmmmmm, fucking dope me up......... Give me a padded room anyday, for the truly insane people are running free.......

So Damn Blind
why was i so damn blind i should of seen it comeing this time but i was lost put in a place trapped in your state of mind now that my eyes are open i cant beleive all this bullshit did you honestly think that you could keep me like this maybe youll finally realize im done playing your fucking game so its over now youve won but i wont stand here and take the blame now that im moveing on ill take whats left of my heart and start again i know now your just like the rest its sad that this is how it ends once again ive let my weakness drown me in someone elses fucked up pain why do i care so damn much when all i get is the left over remains i wish i wasnt so damn blind to see the you that you hold inside but just like befor im the one left waiting with wasted time the farther my heart fades away the less i care to hear you say ive put so much trust and time in you just to watch you walk away now that im here alone once again in my mind im more aware and less blind i dont regr

Soda Shop
I just watched the movie Shortbus which I loved. You see penis within the first 30 seconds and there are many solo/partner/threesome/orgy sex scenes...so it's not quite a family film. Anyhow. The story is great, the film is really beautiful. There's a song in it that one of the characters plays for two others. It is also what plays on loop during the DVD menu. I had to find it. I was in love. So this is it. That's the guy who was in the movie (Jay Brannan). He tells you that in the beginning. He plays Ceth (Seth with a C). And this is the song Soda Shop. The sidewalk is rushing at my head again I’m lying on the street in the rain and wind From doing forward rolls down Avenue A With my guitar on my back don’t let it end this way Somehow I dialed my cell I didn’t know I could get service in hell How quickly can you get here Don’t know where I am dear Finally the world actually seems to be revolving around me Chorus: Shoo-be-doo

Soda Cans
WASH THEM FIRST Please Don't Erase this message before forwarding on This is Serious! This incident happened recently in North Texas . A woman went boating one Sunday taking with her some cans of coke which she put into the refrigerator of the boat. On Monday she was taken to the hospital and placed in the Intensive Care Unit. She died on Wednesday. The autopsy concluded she died of Leptospirosis. This was traced to the can of coke she drank from, not using a glass. Tests showed that the can was infected by dried rat urine and hence the disease Leptospirosis. Rat urine contains toxic and deathly substances. It is highly recommended to thoroughly wash the upper part of all soda cans before drinking out of them. The cans are typically stocked in warehouses and transported straight to the shops without being cleaned. A study at NYCU showed that the tops of all soda cans are more contaminated than public toilets (i.e.).. full of germs and bacteria. So

Soda Jerks And Sequestration
Sequestration: Chemistry - The inhibition or prevention of normal ion behavior by combination with added materials, especially the prevention of metallic ion precipitation from solution by formation of a coordination compound with a phosphate. Umm... I recently enjoyed a spat of self-gifted SEQUESTERING. Since alchemy, aka transformation, is something that I heartily believe in, I just had to look up the definition of the behavior I engaged in. Its funny how words can be made to fit into a mind file you have nicely prepared for input. Here is how I make the chemical process of SEQUESTRATION fit into my own little personal experience: In Chinese astrology I am a metal rat. A phosphate is what you call a soda pop. An ion is a group of atoms that give off an electrical charge. THEREFORE - I have been busy being zap challenged (lacking the ability or the desire to make myself or anybody tingle with energy) by the addition to my imagination of a soda jerk. Yes, back in the day - b

Soddisfa Tutte Le Esigenze: Le Applicazioni Di Telefonia Mobile?
Smartphone hanno sostituito l'uso tradizionale di un telefono cellulare. Una volta usato principalmente per ricevere ed effettuare chiamate, i telefoni cellulari hanno percorso una lunga strada. Viviamo e respirare il futuro della tecnologia. Oggi, i cellulari sono il gadget più comunemente utilizzati. Gli smart phone e molte funzionalità avanzate di nuova industria è nato applicazione denominata. Con i giochi emozionanti e un facile accesso a prodotti nuovi e una "s preferiti e società iPhone Apple è stato tra i primi a sollevare il telefono cellulare e offre una piattaforma applicativa per i suoi clienti. -android 4.2 Da l'ira del primo negozio mai App iPhone è una delle esperienze preferiti degli utenti. Con Android e Windows 8 piattaforma è disponibile anche utilizzando gli smartphone è in crescita esponenziale. Le aziende di tutto il mondo per trovare un'applicazione mobile come un nuovo modo per aumentare la crescita e di essere coinvolti con il loro target di riferimento dirett

So Depressed
i went to LA to see this girl i like and she ended up totally hating me. she said i wasnt talking enough and making the most of the time we had together. and i got hurt and went and got drunk even though i promised her i wouldnt. and now she doesnt ever want to talk to me again. i dont know what im goin to do now my life just keeps getting worse each day :( i dont think i can handle anymore of this crap. what am i supposed to do, why does all this keep happening when im already down.

So Deep With In
So Deep With In Oh what the heart holds it grows it molds it can even become old inside you can find all kinds of hidden magic so many hidden sparks that are there for the taken of someones special marks all the joy that can be revealed when with the right touch it has been peeled the heart, yes it has a seal once it has been broken if ever you find the way to pull back that seal the magic will rush in like it has never been felt the right touch can make you melt you may even get chills true love you see can never be killed when it is filled with such a gentle touch that means so much it will bring warmth to your face and even make your heart have a faster paste when you look deep into the eyes of the beholder of the one who makes you feel this way and you are secure in knowing they will forever stay games they never want to play there always was there beside you reminding you everything is going to be OK you then lose the fear of always wanting the

So Depressed/pissed
I thought I was happy, and last night it came to a crashing end. Im so upset because I let my gard down, and as I should have known, i would be let down,,,,like always. I m just sooo pissed, upset, disappointed,sad, every kind of emotion is going through me right now, I cried myself to sleep last night. I mean, after 2 years of being single and cautious, I let myself get feelings for someone, only to be slapped in the face. Again. I dont know what Im gonna do, I feel like giving up altogether, Im sooo mad, I just wanna call him and cuss him out, which I think I will, Im not an easy bitch to let someone see my feelings, and I did, only to get hurt. Maybe Im drunk, but I WILL let that asshole have a piece of my mind, it only seems right, I mean, he hurt me, so now Im about to try to hurt him. Only seems fair, ya know? As always, thanks for readin my shit! *Hugs*

So Def True
You Are Apple Juice You're very likable and quite popular. It's hard not to find something to love about you. You are playful and fun. You try to bring levity to situations. While you are entertaining, you're not very hyper or mischievous. You are laid back, low key, and even a bit sensitive. What Kind of Juice Are You?

So Deep
Her beauty so soft,so deep. Goes beyond all my eyes can see. A Goddess sent from heaven. In my heart I truly believe. A smile that warms hearts. As her eyes so gently shine. With her words so sweet. Could even stop the hands of time. Just to see her is a gift. Knowing her so much more. Each day more beautiful. Today more than ever before.

So Disappointed!
So I don't know how many of you have heard this song, but Akon and Snoop Dogg have this song out called "I Wanna Love You" which I really like, so I just went to download it and apparently the REAL version of it is "I Wanna FUCK YOU!" I was soooo disappointed! I just thought that was the nicest song and they go and ruin it by...well...being truthful I guess lol. I don't usually buy into any of these songs that guys sing about love anyway, cause it doesn't seem to me that any of them REALLY feel that way! Not saying that there aren't nice guys out there, but most of them really do just "wanna fuck you." Anyway, I did find the version of the song that I like lol but I was really disappointed by that!

So Dig It, I Have An Idea.
Between TheGothGuyWho'sNameIDon'tKnow, (you know who you are.), and Courty, I've decided to Game-itize people. Got a favorite 8 or 16 bit classic game? Give me a yell, and I'll do up a picture of you in it, a la my recent additions to my album. It's fun for me, and gives me something to do when I'm bored.

Sod It
I am not going to Trilium. too many variables working against me. the main one being the best laid plans of mice and men. What a hectic week only to lead to this. Fuck it....there is always next year and the drivers license i should have gotten a long time ago. I will save money and get it this summer along with my next tattoo. For now I will clean my room and maybe see about getting some Sangrea or something before Vines closes...if they are not already closed.

So Distant, I Miss You (2005)
It seems so long ago that i held you in my arms the warmth of your flesh the scent of your being overwhelms my very soul when i close my eyes i can see you your raven black hair your tender blue eyes haunt me in my dreams in my silence i can hear you your laughter so light your tears so silent caress my very thoughts i am so empty your embrace is no longer felt your love is so quiet your touch, so distant i miss you.

So Dirty
I turn you on You make me wet Pulsing my body And making me sweat I feel so dirty After a rough day You ease my body I love it this way Soft and gentle Or rough and fast I could stay here And let hours pass But I step out Feeling so good Clean and fresh There I stood Just getting out Of the shower.

So Disappointed!
I am extremely disappointed in those around me. Whether they be friends, coworkers, family, etc. I've been fundraising for the Relay for Life since March. In the past 3 months, I've collected $20.00. I've literally contacted thousands of people through emails, bulletins, phone calls, invites, blog postings, face to face contact, etc. I've collected $20.00. That is pathetic! I'm so disappointed. I've gotten sad story after sad story about this and that and the gas prices and the economy and people losing their jobs. I too am effected by ALL of these things! I am aware of what's going on in the economy today. I work with people and their money EVERY day! What sickens me is that WE all have the money to survive and live. It's ALL the money that we ALL waste! I see it every day. I work with people on budgeting and expenses. We are a country of gluttony and greed. If every one of these people would have just donated a dollar, just a dollar, I would have more than ma

So Diffreent
So I haven't written in forever and for some reason (my new found fondness of books perhaps) I find myself being compelled more and more to put my thoughts to paper so to speak. There are alot of things on fu that just simply get on my last nerv like how people will beg and beg for bombs and auto's but are to lazy to take the time to simply go and actually go to someones page and actually rate tnem. Fu has really lost it's appeal for me, it use to be the one place where I felt like i could escape the "real world" and just have fun.. But now day's HA!!!!! People have forgotten the meaning of the word fun and have replaced it with pathetic begging and point whore's.. Sad.. Call me crazy but i just no longer really see the appeal in all of it I mean I am VERRY appreciative of all the bling people have given me espically the ones i really liked...... i don't know I guess it's just that time to take another fu'cation for a few months.. the fu has just become a boring place full of perver

So Disgusted At This Point...just Trying To Copy Passenger Lyrics...
Ok...it can't be done unless I type it out myself.....which of course I refuse to do because it is ridiculous.....you will just have to look up the lyrics yourself

So Down, So Down
feeling really bleh and depressed today and i'm not sure why. especially right now. earlier i was just feeling pissy. maybe it's just one of those days and shall pass, i don't know where it comes from really. guess it's just loneliness again as always. i donno. it's times like these it seems i ussually seem to dream of ravyn the most clearly, so i wonder if she'll be there tonight or if she's finally left my side. the annoying thing is i'm not sure whether i want her to leave my heart or not. i guess it depends on what's right. i want to feel inlove but only for the right person, and not soemthing that isn't real. it's always a battle of do i hold on or let go. not wanting to let go of love, but not wanting to hold onto something fake when you ought to be saving it for something real. seems i've come across this problem alot this year. i've taken ravyn's pictures off my walls and ended up putting them back up i don't know how many times. then i started to fall for danielle, and

Sodomy
i dont know what you want from me. i just want you inside of me. and no not in my... pussy! flip me on over, look inside youll see. im not talkin bout that sweat pink treat only one thing'll make my life complete. theres a whole 'nother side of me. baby i just want some... SODOMY!

So Done
It has come to my attention that when a guy tells a "fat chick" like me that she is beautiful it is all BULLSHIT and lies. It is all just a ploy to see if they can get a quick lay. People ask why I am single and well there you have it. I am one of the fat people and I guess it's about time that I figured that out and stop fooling myself by thinking that people can see inner beauty. You make one mistake and you get hung up on and put out with the trash. Got to love that. Well to all of you women out that there are the "perfect 10" You win. Not all of us can be like that and well I guess the ones who can't are just supposed to be alone. Well maybe not all of us but this is the case for me. With that said I outta here.

So Done!
Hello my sweet sexy Fubar friends. I'm just giving a bit of an update on the moving. Finally done! So very tired though, sore, black and blue, did I mention tired? Going back to the house Friday to make sure we didn't forget anything though. Personally I just want to sleep, for days. Soon I should be back to my endless comenting and leaving you all much love. xoxoox

So Do You Chat?
Ok so I joined cherrytap/fubar to meet new people and to chat. So when I added people to my friends list I figured we would chat. However I feel there are some that just want the points of haveing friends and that is not what I am here for. That would not be so bad if I could sort through my friends and put the ones that actually talk to me to the front of the list but oh no, not the case. To find people on my friends list that will actually talk to me I have to flip through pages of friends who will never talk to me. Not cool, If you have no intentions of ever chatting with me please, delete me as a friend or sooner or later I will get around to it myself as I figure out who my real friends on this thing are and who are just for points.

So Does This Make Me A Tagger? Lol
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So Done
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So Don't Be A Ho Then ......
I read endless posts about "this guy being a perv"...or "that guy being a perv"...well, having good platonic relationships with guys pays off, I get really good inside information. Before I go on, I want to say that this posts does not represent all of the women on the FU but a large group...they know who they are and so do I...LOL Okay, onward. I used to (and still do, so don't get it twisted), get pissy when some guy drops the link to is cock shots in my shout. Well, I have learned that some feel it's okay to do that because of some of the FU women who have NAGGED these guys into posting them. Seeing as those women have been aggressive about guys posting their shit, they are under the impression that we all want to see it. NEGATIVE!! Let's do this, guys, if you have a chick that wants to see your NSFW...then show HER!!! I am seldom impressed by a man's NSFW pics, unless his dick can rate my page or stash, I don't wanna see it...lmfao!!!! Forward...some of you women who

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So Don't Let Go!
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So Don't See A Doctor Or See A Nurse
I have been volunteering at the VA now for almost two months. I am starting to get into the swing of things. I think I have met all the people that work in the ED (it's not an Emergency Room, its a Department with many rooms.) I've seen some sad things, and a few disorented naked men. Most of my duties consist of taking patients to X-ray, Cat Scans, or to be admitted, as well as Lab and Pharmacy runs. I also wipe down the rooms when patients leave to get them ready for the next patient. I also stock the crash carts for each room to make sure there are plenty of supplies. I got a pretty nice compliment from the Nurse in X-ray last week, she asked how long I had been working there, and I told her I just volunteered, she said I was better than most they pay to work there. A week or two, we got another volunteer that was working saturdays. It can be slow sometimes on a Saturday, so to keep up from fighting over work to do, I pushed my hours back and now I work more around lunch

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So Embarrassing
As several of you already know I posted some private pictures today. Meant for family only but in all my super geniusnous I forgot to set the album options BEFORE I posted the pics. LOL some of you got a real eyeful I bet and thank you for rating and all the comments. I apologize that they became private again but those are just not pics I want to share with the world. I'm still embarrassed!! I wonder how many other people have had horrible LC moments like that. Surely I'm not alone :)

Soemthing Special
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So Empty Without Love
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So Embarrasing
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Soemone Look Like
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So Estatic!
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So...ever Been In Love??
So have you ever been in Love with someone that doesn't feel the same? Someone you'd step in front of a gun for? someone you'd take care of your entire life, and ect? its funny in a sad way this is my second love. My first Love was everything i could dream for. the looks, personality, ect. and this new love is the same. But its not a fairy tail love story. one day i'm up then the next i'm down. I've got to thank my dad, the Lord, and music, for helping me out. i just don't know what i got myself into. Oh Lord i need you right now!!!

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So Excited
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So Excited!!
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So Excuse Me For Being Me
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So Excited For Today.
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So Excited
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Ok 2006 so far for me has been a up and down year for me this is in the australian date way not the amercian date way so if i am confusing you you will soon see what i mean people 10/1/06 my friendship with my best friend geoff came to a end of a best friend friendship of 16/17 years on this day and then on the 22/1/06 i got to meet a rock band called Silent Reprise and hang out with them they're are from Melbourne here in Australia they were awesome on the day i got pics taken with them and then in may just before mother's day i got to meet in person An Australian Country musican called Lee Kernaghan and he signed his new album the New Bush for me it was a honour meeting him for me and then on the 2/7/06 i got to meet a Australian pop/rock musican/songwriter/producer called Mark Lizotte aka Johnny Diesel or Diesel he signed 2 copies of his new album called Coathanger Atennae and then i asked him if he wouldn't mind signing some earlier album covers for me he said that's no problem

So Far In 2006
So far in 06. 1. Have you been in more than 5 different relationships? HAHAHA no 2. Have you had your birthday? Yes and it ROCKED 3. Been to church? Does walking into a scientology place then running out count? 4. Cried yet? Yes and for good reasons 6. Pulled an all nighter? Hahahah YES.. Like once a week this summer 7. Drank Starbucks? Once.. Its SO expensive 8. Went shopping? Yes.. I go like everyday :P 9. Been camping? Woot woot!! I think I went 5 times 10. Been to the beach? Hells yeah. I even go a tan *puts shades on* 11. Bought something for over $200? Hmmmm¡K Not that I am aware of. Buying a Wii soon tho. 12. Met someone? Yeah tons of awesome people. 13. Been out of state? Yeah I went to Detroit and Buffalo a few times 14. Gone Snowboarding? No I haven¡¦t. Its not snowy enough yet. [[Have you...]] 1. Hugged someone? Yeah I hug my friends at least once a day. 2. Slept in someone elses bed? A few tim

So Far So Good!
Thanks to all who have voted and commented thus far. Im tied for 1st!!!!! Yay! Feel free to repost my bulletins, could use all the help I can get. Now I must go watch the Iowa Hawkeyes beat the #1 team in the nation! (ABC) So thank you all soooo much! Ill be back later!Comment and vote here!!

So Far So Good
hi guys, well, i made it thru texas in 2 days. boring as hell but a bit of fun, took me 12 hours a day to get thru from tuscon,ar to fort stockon my 1st night. then another 12 to get to lake charles,la the next. its been raining non stop thru texas, i pulled over at one area and hit a pocket of water and went off the side of the embankment, thank god it was a small drop, lol. car is ok, nerves a little frazlled, but ok. only damage is my alingment is now off from the 2 foot drop, lol but other tyan that, everything is going great. please lisa if u read this, im fine and nothing broke, lol well the next 5 days i will be here in lake charles, la and will jump on my friends puterr every so often. so yall stay safe and will have a few good pics later. duck

So...family Is Here For Christmas!
Oh wow! Now I know why I don't like the holidays very much! My Dad and his wife flew in from Arizona...need I say more? I know I am just the sweetest person huh? Well, I used to be evil just down right evil...I was the black sheep of the family, well according to my evil step mother. Don't get me wrong, I am not 17 anymore and I can behave, but she acts like she is so juvenile. I remember in high school writing a paper about her titling it My Step-Monster. Ok, I know I am rambling! So here is my dilemma...ready? If I am wrong please somebody tell me ok? I have 3 step-brothers and then there is me and my sister. My sister is in Vegas, so she wont be here for the holidays. So anyhow...my step-monster wants my Dad all to herself, bottom line! She does not want to blend all the family together for the holidays. To me, family should be together and schedules should be arranged to accommodate all so that all can be a part of the festivities. Then I think, do you really expect me to buy gift

Sofa#2
Ich bin der Himmel Ich bin das Wasser (I am the sky and the water) Ich bin der Dreck unter deinen Walzen Ich bin dein geheimer Schmutz Und verlorenes Metallgeld Metallgeld! Unter deine Ritze Ich bin deine Ritze und Schlitze Ich bin Wolken Ich bin bestickt Ich bin der Autor aller Felgen Und Damast Paspeln Ich bin der Chrome Dinette Ich bin der Chrome Dinette Ich bin Eier aller Arten Ich bin alle Tage und Nächte Ich bin alle Tage und Nächte Ich bin hier Und du bist mein Sofa (AIEE-AH!) Ich bin hier Und du bist mein Sofa (AIEE-AH!) Ich bin hier Und du bist mein Sofa

So Far
Hey friends!Well so far have not found anything in florida so staying in new york for the time being.I have also started deleting people from my friends who I dont really stay in touch with or who I never really talk too.Beyond that everythings good with me hope all is well with everyone reading this.

So Far Apart
when we are so far apart can sorrow break your tender heart i love you darling i really do sleep is so tender when i think of you all of you is like a rose but night is near so i must close with you i leave this thought to mind you must read the first word of every line

So Far Away Yet Always So Close
So far away... the beaches which you walk. Yet so close... always in my heart. So far away... I cannot touch your hand, I cannot feel your breath, I cannot hold you close. Yet so close... I can feel you in my heart, I can see you in my mind, I can hear you in my ears. You can go so far away... You can travel to the ends of the earth... But as long as I have your love... As long as I have you... You will always be close. For, As sure as the sun rises, And the tides will change, I will always love you, An you will always be close to my heart.

So Far......
Well so far I love my job. I am so happy to be able to work again. I know in time the euphoria of working will wear off, LOL. But for someone like me that due to all my medical conditions that havent been able to work for 6 yrs, its exciting and I dont mind some of the grumpy customers. But then again I never have minded the grumpy or angery customers. I do have a calming personality with them that gets them calmed down and most times avoid any bad conflicts. Well my shift is going to get some getting used to, LOL, luckily I am a night owl!! Well not much else to say for now. Hope all is going well for everyone. May the Goddess watch over, protect and bless you all.

So Far, Been A Rough Week....
As the title says, "So far, been a rough week." Well it's really true. Tonight was the first night since i have seen my friend since she found out her 2 week old daughter died of SIDS. (happened saturday night/sunday morning). She was miserable. Her hubby drove her down to the quarter to get her out of the house. She was miserable... (as anyone would be after losing a 2 week old child). I honestly didnt know what to say to her. She cried on my shoulder and we sat together talking. She had me in tears. The funeral is saturday morning... well memorial technically.... she couldn't bear to have her daughter burried.. so she is being cremated... ( i know its probably spelled wrong but my mind isn't here at the moment... ) Her and her hubby each got a matching tattoo in memory of their daughter. She offered the design to Lee and I. To make matters worse.... this afternoon, i found out that one of the women that hung out at my hubby's bar passed. We were told she was suppossed to be ta

"so Far Down"
The sign stands tall, the entrance below, I walk life's hall to face death row, Since the beginning Ive welcomed the end. We pay a toll for winning a never promised a friend, We face our anger, We run from fear, life gives us danger, Can we handle the tear, We think of the unthought of, Yet some don't se it to heal, We continue to look for love, Yet scared of how it may feel, We hate without noticing, we heal without power We ignore all reasoning, When it's lust we devour, When others desire to eat or feel, As most use water to put out fire, As the selfish overeat starvation's real, We search for a better tomorrow, Questions don't end when anger we feed, Yet any hand we borrow, We scream hate but yet we plant the seed, Most people don't give anything away, While nice cars put a smile on their face, If tomorrow is a chance to relive today, Think of the lives and children we save.

So Far This Year
Lets see, where to begin, i have been single over a year now, all ive met were aholes than guys worthy of dating. I am so lonely its starting to have an affection on my life. I have no energy for anything, i have 2 friends, they both have kids, both are pregnant, so i am the odd one out. No man, no kids, no life. What does a person do when they come up to this point in their life n get thru it. Is there a way to get past the loneliness and become happy again? I thought i had someone in my life that cared for me, but it seems like im not much of a priority in his life. I know he has been real busy with work, but god, he was off this weekend, told me last night that he would be back on at 9pm his time, n he never showed, how can someone do that to the other? It just hurts that i always find the men who hurt me instead of finding someone who would love me. That is all im asking for, is someone to love me.

So Far Away
Each night I feel the distance that has grown between us Open up as lonely as the space between the stars I wish that I could find a way To smash my fist right through these walls Of ugliness and emptiness And gently touch your face But every time that I touch you You feel so far away And every time that you need me I feel so far away As you lie silently beside me choking back your tears I wonder if you recognize That silence now defines us Desperately I try to fight this overwhelming sense That I may never find The strength to change How hopeless we've become We need to find a way to break this silence We need to find a way to break this silence that's between us So I scream your name But every time that I touch you You feel so far away And every time that you need me I feel so far away And every time that you reach out You feel me pull away And every time that I touch you, I touch you, I touch you You feel so far away

So Far....yet So Close
So Far......Yet So close How can you be so far and yet so close in my heart How did you capture my heart when so far and yet so close Sittin wonderin if you're thinkin the same thing Im sure you are, because I know I am So so far and yet so so close, how can be so Question will remain til, we are together Holdin, touchin, breathin, feelin, kissin and sayin I Love You So so far yet so close...in my heart ur never far ur just close

So Far I Have Perfect Scores On All Assignments
Well so far I have perfect scores on all of my assignments that I have turned in for my class and only a few more to do. I am so happy the end of the class is May 28, and I should have my degree by this time next year. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

So Far
Arena (known to self and others) caring, loving Blind Spot (known only to others) accepting, bold, calm, cheerful, confident, friendly, helpful, intelligent, patient, silly Façade (known only to self) brave, extroverted, independent, proud Unknown (known to nobody) able, adaptable, clever, complex, dependable, dignified, energetic, giving, happy, idealistic, ingenious, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, logical, mature, modest, nervous, observant, organised, powerful, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, sentimental, shy, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, trustworthy, warm, wise, witty All Percentagesable (0%) accepting (50%) adaptable (0%) bold (50%) brave (0%) calm (50%) caring (50%) cheerful (50%) clever (0%) complex (0%) confident (50%) dependable (0%) dignified (0%) energetic (0%) extroverted (0%) friendly (50%) giving (0%) happy (0%) helpful (50%) idealistic (0%) independent (0%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (50%) int

So Far Away
So Far Away by Staind This is my life Its not what it was before All these feelings I’ve shared And these are my dreams That I’d never lived before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) Now that we're here, It's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today These are my words That I’ve never said before I think I’m doing ok And this is the smile That I’ve never shown before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) I'm so afraid of waking Please don't shake me Afraid of waking Please don't shake me (chorus)

So Far Away
You're so far away Thousands of miles I just wish I could hold you For just a little while I love you more Than I ever thought I could And to just be with you I'd do anything, I would I'd fly across oceans Live on nothing for weeks Because being by your side Is all that I seek Thousands of miles Just so far away Just wishing to see you I'm fighting for that day I'm doing all that I can In every way that I know Fighting for the day to hold you And not let you go

So Far Away
So Far Away by Crossfade Seems to work for me..... I've been changin' but you'll never see me now (I've been changin' but you'll never see me now) Now I'm blaming you for everything No more holding it in How many years can I pretend Nothing never goes the way it should No more sitting in this place Hoping you might see it my way Cause I don't think you ever understood That what I'm looking for are the answers To why these questions never go away [Chorus] I'm so far away I've been changin' but you'll never see me now I'm so far away Now I'm blaming you for everything No more waiting for the end Of every day that I will spend Wishing that I only had a choice No more pushing you away Cause I will be busy watching things going my way Never looking back on this anymore Because what I'm looking for are the answers To why these questions never go away [Chorus] I've been changin' but you'll never see me now Now I'm blaming you for everything I'm so

So Far Away Yet So Close To My Heart
I think of you and wonder why so far away i live my life not an hour goes by i dont think of you and all the fun exciting things we could do your special in ways left untold one night is all i ask for it to be you i hold. I know you will find happiness the truth is told but from all these miles till then ill be cold your young smart and beautiful I know your concious is dutiful. what can i do to make you understand next to you is where i want to be, holding your hand

So Far So Good
well, she's been here a day so far and don't want to strangle myself...yet! I really do like it when she comes to visit, but she'll go for years without a visit, then come here and start paying for everything and buying stuff left and right, she even paid for our groceries yesterday! Sure it all sounds good, but after awhile, it's like "woman, I can pay for my own stuff, I do it all the time!" even tried to go get a few things today and she put money in my pocket to pay for it! I wrote a check anyway and kept the cash, lol, maybe I can buy a snack with it or something! Tomorrow we're going to the zoo, so we'll see how much junk she manages to buy the kids while we're there, i'm betting a stuffed animal each along with some snacks and a carosel ride! ok, more later when she drives me more insane, right now, back to my alcohol!

So Far Away,..
Just had another ridiculously long shower. Fortunately the shower is a great place to hide. Its just a hand full of days now, days, not weeks, days. And I should be so happy, and I am. But, sometimes you see something, hear something and you just miss her. You really miss her. I feel like I have been just to far for to long. I want this out now, before she is home tonight. I don't want to see her like this, not now. I want nothing but smiles right now. I just really missed her tonight. Its been a long day. I just cant wait to see her face, her beautiful face. I feel like I have loved her for ever, and in a way I have. I know in my heart, my mind what I am missing, and its hard. Get with it Sean, just days, days. Just days left, and you will be there, and you will never leave. Who the hell are you Sean, to make her wait? To make yourself wait? God I love her, I always have, and I have waited long enough. Just days. I love you Angel. I miss you Angel. I don't know if I can forgive myself

So Far Apart
when were were not talkin i fell so alone yet there is such a calm when i have you on the phone weve never met but you have stolin my heart trust you wont tear it apart cant wait to have you near cuz my love is sincire reaching for the phone so i dont feel alone cant wait till were near and i can cast aside all fear reaching out to you what am i to do feeling so lone so i reach for the phone cant wait to finaly meet so all these fears can retreat

So Far Apart Second Draft
when were were not talkin i fell so alone yet there is such a calm when i have you on the phone weve never met but you have stolin my heart trust you wont tear it apart cant wait to have you near cuz my love is sincire reaching for the phone so i dont feel alone cant wait till were near and i can cast aside all fear reaching out to you what am i to do feeling so lone so i reach for the phone cant wait to finaly meet so all these fears can retreat my heart skips a beat,whenever I hear your voice on the phone when i talk to you i no longer feel alone

So Far Away
i sit by my clock & wait for that chime. to know that you are there, to see you online. seeing your face and watching you smile. knowing you care,knowing your mine. feeling so close but knowing your so far. no matter the distance, you have my heart. i long for your touch and your soft embrace, i'd fly thousands of miles to just see your face. i yearn for the day when we become one, the love is growing, the romance has begun.

So Far,,,,,,,,,
So far i thought i would update you all on how im doin,,,, Ive received alottttt of phone calls from alot of you and it is much appreciated!!! *kisses and hugs. As most of you know ive had to undergo some treatments,,,,, so far everything is ok. My sons, My family, and my boys Kevin and Parrish with their mother and sister, have been here on a reg holding things down for me. As most of you know ive moved back to Canada. Its only temporary till i get this house sold here. Then im going to be back in Michigan, Not right in Detroit though LOL. Im looking at Dearborn Heights, or further near the airport. The houses ive seen out there are nice and the area seems str8t so thats my aim. As far as the boys, they both have had their bdays. My oldest is now 18 omfg!!!!!!! LOL 'A man" as Kevin and my grandpa says it LOL. My youngest is 17 and still a bratt! Well yall,,, I have two weeks left of treatments,,,,,,,,,, then another scan. If the Cancer is still there then my Dr told me there will be a

So Far Away
This is my life Its not what it was before All these feelings I’ve shared And these are my dreams That I’d never lived before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping Now that we're here, It's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today These are my words That I’ve never said before I think I’m doing ok And this is the smile That I’ve never shown before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping I'm so afraid of waking Please don't shake me Afraid of waking Please don't shake me

So Far So Good
well my life so far has been alright for the last week or so, and i am loving every minute of it. no problems no nothing its been really great! so keep up the rating and the commenting plz and like i said i will try to return the favor as much as i can well hope you all have a good day and a wonderful evening Brian

So Far....
I woke up rather chilly, its actually cool enough this morning to open windows! My head is stuffy with a head cold, I gotta headache, my husband has been workin on his music all fucking morning and there is no milk in the house so I cant have my hot tea! I really hope my day starts to get better soon!

So Far On Fubar ....that Kinda Rhymes Lol
So far it's been quite an experience here on Fubar...the good, bad and the ugly LITERALLY...It is refreshing to know that there are still very nice people who are willing to take the time to talk with you when you are down...across the many miles- there are wonderful people who will sit up with you til' 3 in the morning just to cheer you up-- you guys are wonderful! If it weren't for friends I don't know where I would be today...In my busy life as a Mom sometimes at night, when they are in bed, I could use a good laugh ...I get alof of them here ...looking through the mumms at night sometimes crack me up...Please realize that just because I post racy pictures it does not mean I want to get busy with you (laughs)...I am a big girl and learning to love myself all over again so I post them because I am proud of who I am...just had to say that.

So Far And Yet So Close
So far away... the beaches which you walk. Yet so close... always in my heart. So far away... I cannot touch your hand, I cannot feel your breath, I cannot hold you close. Yet so close... I can feel you in my heart, I can see you in my mind, I can hear you in my ears. You can go so far away... You can travel to the ends of the earth... But as long as I have your love... As long as I have you... You will always be close. For, As sure as the sun rises, And the tides will change, I will always love you, An you will always be close to my heart.

So Far From Right(horoscopes)
You're having too much fun to worry about what's going to happen in the near future. The good (or better) news is that your fun should have a positive influence on the outcome of the current situation! couldnt be more far from the truth

So Far
I want to take this time to thank a few ppl who've i recently met in the military room..what a bunch of great fun loving people...am glad i'm a member! *cheers* buys another round! One thing that bothers me..I still don't have sound in the rooms:(..good thing the conversation picks up where the music is lost! Well time to get some shut eye. Take care..thanks for stoppin by n reading my blog. GOOD TIMES! *hugs*

So Far Down
I cry when I think of you, do you even care?My life is so empty knowing you'll never be there. I know now that you will never love me as much as I love you, I just wish to be your one and only, maybe then i wouldn't feel so lonely. I hate what I've become I hate that I'm worthless to you, I miss the way you used to mean it when you said "I Love you". I just want you to be happy even if that means sacrificing my own, I guess this means i was destined to live my life alone...

So Facken Tired
i am so facken tired of ppl walking on me that its not funny... i have ppl here and irl that walk on me for this and that... i get asked to do this or that and then when i need help poof noone is around at all... so f**k it... im done... i guess if ya need something done .. do it yourself... that way ya can figure out how ppl who have been doing it for you have had to do it for you and for everyone else that wont do their own shit!... so have fun ppl.. im not a f**ken door mat anymore for anyone

So Far So Good - Thornley
I feel a little bit left of center...but then again we've all been there before...Every time I see a lost cause coming... it's nothing less, nothing more...Every time I get lost in paradise... I find a way to screw it up somehow...It's not the way it's supposed to be... but it'll do for now... When you're right, you're right...Everything else in my life just might be wrong...You're wrong all the time... So far so good 'cause no one knows I'm faking...I wish I could show you the toll it's taking...Sometimes I live as if there's no tomorrow...So far so good... I better find a way to cross my fingers...half the luck'll get me twice as far...I'm sick and tired of coming up for air...it shouldn't be this hard...Every little bit'll help I wonder...if it's enough or did I cross the line...The kitchen counter is a bad reminder of a better time... When you're right, you're right...Everything else in my life just might be wrong...You're wrong all the time... So far so good 'cause

So Far...
I have had friends mention that I look better, happier, and more satisfied. I have a purpose. I have goals more directly than I have before. Why? Because I am a slave. My house is clean. My dogs are clean. I am eating healthy and taking my meds. I help my friends out any time I can. These are all things that I’ve always done, right? Well now I have more fun doing them. Because I have a Master. This is not a bad thing. I will repeat that every day until all have heard and understand. This is something to be excited about and grateful for. When I was young, my mother made sure that I knew how to do everything I needed for myself. She was a good mother. The only thing she lacked was positive reinforcement. She was stern, corrective, and disciplining. She wasn’t consistent though. For some reason I’m grateful for that lol. She made sure we had the basic knowledge to make it through life because of her guidance. Doing dishes, mopping floors, cleaning house, cooking, working. These

So Far Away
So far away why can't you stay, my skies are grey. So far away my friend why did it end, why can't we mend what's been done, why do we run? So far away why did we stray, I wiped your tears through the years. And now your so far away, my friend. why did it end? I have to cry, why would you lie, i really did try. I only sigh, cause we said goodbye. So far away, why cant we mend and be friends again I feel the pain as it begins to rain, why cant we break the chains, the causes the strain. So far away my friend why did it end? Why So far away?

2008 So Far
2008 So Far For me has been OK had a quiet new year's day and soon it will mark the 2nd year without any contact with Geoff my now ex best friend of 16/17 years of friendship and since the friendship ended 2 years ago and on the 10/1/08 or 1/10/08 will mark the 2nd year without any contact with forever i am still sad that it has finished and i miss him as my best friend i would've made it 19 years as best friends with him if i hadn't had my friendship forced to end with him this year and this will also mark the 3rd birthday of his i will have missed due the friendship been over with him from Bruce

So Far And Yet So Near
So often son I hear your voice although you are not there. A glimpse of you in other's faces catch me in an awkward stare. So many times I've felt your presence and wipe away a lonely tear. A memory to bridge the distance... So far and yet so near. Its certain I can't stop the yearning that on my maternal instincts play but at least there is SOME comfort knowing..... your only just a thought away.

So Far In 2008
Well, since last tuesday... I've spent almost every day at Adam's... Which has been amazing. I love getting to see him, and hang out with him, and spend time with him. Yesterday, though, I kinda started realizing, like all things, there are certain things I'm going to have to get used to, and things I'm going to have to adjust to. We kinda had, not an arguement at all, just a... "situation", i suppose. I've started learning to just "talk" about whatever is bothering me, rather than freaking out over nothing... SO, we talked about it, and god knows I hope things are, fixed, understood, and done. which, I think it is... so, no sense in going on about it... but, I find it awesome how him and i were able to just kinda, sit and talk about it all (cuz, well, dennis and i used to just yell and fight... and, well, same with most men I've dated) So, i've started to realize, I can never replace Adam. Like, he is so freaking amazing. The things he says, does... the way he makes me feel...

So Far So Good!!!
Ok!! I begin my PT on Thursday, and I visit the surgeon on Wednesday. So far meds. are working just great. I am in no more pain, just dealing with the numbness now. In doing research on my injury I now know that surgery will not be likely. I am healing as expected, so that is a relief to me. We will see what the surgeon says however on Wed. Hope all is well with u all.

So Far Apart...
This is killing us I can clearly see Because I know that I want you And hopefully you want me Yet you say nothing Do nothing at all I try not to think about what was And keep building up this wall Thinking of you There's a pain in my heart We're so close together Yet so far apart And to see our love Was truly meant to be That I shoud be with you And you should be with me By: Samantha Lewey

So Far On 2/8/08
Finally, Mya is getting back to her regular routine!!! They are increasing her breast milk intake today [again] Daddy got to hold her for the first time last night, and I took lots of pictures (of course!!!) I will be uploading more pictures later, thanks to Noexquz and Luger for the VIP, btw:) && I'm proud (now, anyway) to report that Mya's hair is slowly turning blonde lol Mya's docotr is also letting us hold her atleast 2 times a day=] She is still breathing on her own, perfectly!!! So basically as of right now...we're waiting for our little angel to gain enough weight to come home... which btw, we could use the time, we're sooooo not even close to being ready, yikes! Mya is weighing in at 2lbs 1oz, same as birth weight, which is GOOD, and she continues to gain weight steadily, thank God=] It's been only a little over a week since she was born, but it's crazy just how different she looks, and acts. W're soooo in love=} More updates

So Far So Good
Well now have had a couple weeks at my new job and it's been unusual working overnight and sleeping in the day. My current days off are Monday night and Tuesday night. And my breaks are scheduled for 12:00 Midnight and 05:00AM. And Lunch at 02:00AM for an hour. Actually I need to set an alarm to remind me about breaks, It's steady work so time seems to fly by, I like that.

So Far Away
Staind - So Far Away this is my life its not what it was before all these feelings i've shared and these are my dreams that i'd never lived before somebody shake me 'cause i i must be sleeping [chorus] now that we're here, it's so far away all the struggle we thought was in vain all the mistakes, one life contained they all finally start to go away now that we're here its so far away and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay and this is the smile that i've never shown before somebody shake me 'cause i i must be sleeping [chorus] i'm so afraid of waking please don't shake me afraid of waking please don't shake me [chorus]

So Far So Good
Well so far they don't think to much is wrong with me. Its just one of those fluke things. I have to go for and ultrasound Monday to make sure that the cancer has not come back, but I don't think that it has, or at least it had better not have come back. But I am feeling much better.

So Far Away For Far Too Long...
So Far Away If I could work this out my way I'd be right there next to you But you're so far away Don't we ever stay in one place anymore I can't help but wonder how you are these days And wishing you'd show up at my door But we both know the truth now We'd never make it work even if we tried I'll never understand why or how But I know now it's better this way I'm learning how to live without you now And it's easier with you being so far away I honestly dreamed of a life with you Thought we'd last forever and eternity My love for you grew so strong and true But letting you go is something I now must do You showed me the world, broke my heart, shattered my dreams I'm moving on now, forever, without you So stay right where you are, it's better this way You stole my heart, moved on forever, without me So baby, baby stay, stay so far away -Annastasia Spinetta- Copywrite2008

So Far So Good
WELL THE YANKEES BEAT THE SOX TONIGHT IT WAS A GREAT GAME (OF COURSE I WOULDN'T SAY THAT IF THEY LOST LOL)BUT WANG PITCHED GREAT AND EVEN THOUGH BOTH TEAMS AREN'T PLAYING SO GREAT THESE ARE ALWAYS HUGE BECAUSE OF THE RIVALRY ANYWAY THESE 2 TEAMS PLAY 2 MORE THIS WEEKEND AND 2 MORE NEXT WEEK SO IT SHOULD BE A GREAT WEEK OF BASEBALL I'M GLAD THE YANKEES STARTED THE SEASON SERIES RIGHT BY WINNING THE FIRST GAME WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS TOMORROW GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YANKEES!!

So Far Yet So Near
It seems so far Yet so near Hearts and minds Blend together Powerfully Oh so powerfully! Stripped of all else Taking a chance An honest romance Love calls Chat away Bare the heart The soul The body Give it all Nothing to lose Everything to gain An anticipation waits Of the first hug The first kiss Anticipation— Of holding hands Sharing thoughts Sharing feelings Sharing Caring

So Far Away
SO FAR AWAY So far away, A heart yearns. So far away, A home thats missing. So far away ,Worlds apart. So far away , This dream could it be just a fantasy. So far away, I still believe, one love, my love. So far away!! Written by M.Hesse (AKA) Savadog All Words are originals. All rights Reserved

So Far....
Shit's been real interesting lately. Think I'm permanently in south building at work and that sucks but I deal with it. I'm by myself and that works I suppose in some ways. I'll get used to it. Looking at it in a brighter way I do get a workout at work now and don't have time to think much at all whereas in north building all I did was think. Tanks are bigger down south and lastnight tore me up a bit but I heal ok. Got friday off and if Mike is back by then I'll be taking him around to fill out some job apps. He hasn't come back from Adam's yet but that's no big deal. See if he's back by friday. Need to talk to him though cause he ran the next cell bill up hardcore....damn near a whole paycheck's worth! I'm not happy about it. I gave him Tony's old phone so if need be we could get a hold of him, not to call everyone all the time. I'll talk to him about it when he's here though. Just one more obstacle in my way of getting on my feet moneywise is all. I'll get back to good

So Far...so Good
I started changing the way I eat some time ago but since I need to pass a PT test to get back in the Army I have to loose about 40 pounds give or take. I also have to be able to run 2 miles in about 16 and a half minutes then do sit ups and push ups. I have the sit ups and push ups down but the run is what worrys me. I started an exercise program almost two weeks ago after I put out a mumm on whether I should start slow and walk then run or just start running. I weigh a little over 250 so I started walking a mile every night, after several days of that it was getting too easy so I moved it up to a mile and a half. I have been doing two miles the last couple days. I will finish out the week with two miles and then on Monday I will run a lap and walk a lap. The running is complimented by lunges, pushups, situps....and LOTS and LOTS of stretching. I am also taking pictures once a week and keeping a food journal. I hope that it's enough.

So Far Today
1.9 2008/07/29 13:16:00 33.946N 117.799W 18.0 7 km ( 4 mi) SSE of Diamond Bar, CA 1.9 2008/07/29 13:13:20 33.940N 117.740W 14.4 4 km ( 3 mi) SSW of Chino Hills, CA 1.6 2008/07/29 13:04:28 33.883N 117.853W 13.6 0 km ( 0 mi) ENE of Placentia, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:57:32 33.950N 117.730W 11.4 3 km ( 2 mi) SSW of Chino Hills, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:53:59 33.921N 117.787W 15.5 4 km ( 2 mi) N of Yorba Linda, CA 1.4 2008/07/29 12:53:40 33.917N 117.810W 17.5 4 km ( 2 mi) NNW of Yorba Linda, CA 1.8 2008/07/29 12:46:27 33.925N 117.804W 17.5 5 km ( 3 mi) NNW of Yorba Linda, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:45:46 33.929N 117.780W 14.2 5 km ( 3 mi) N of Yorba Linda, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:38:50 33.939N 117.791W 17.1 6 km ( 4 mi) N of Yorba Linda, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:35:34 33.928N 117.819W 16.6 5 km ( 3 mi) NNW of Yorba Linda, CA 1.4 2008/07/29 12:32:38 33.925N 117.819W 18.4 5 km ( 3 mi) NNW of Yorba Linda, CA 1.3 2008/07/29 12:29:25 33.949N 1

So Fast It's Simple
“When Mordecai perceived all that was done, Mordecai rent his clothes, and put on sackcloth with ashes, and went out into the midst of the city, and cried with a loud and a bitter cry,” When Mordecai, Queen Esther’s unknown (to the Persian court) kinsman whom she’d had appointed a judge who sat at the king’s gate, had heard about Haman the grand vizier who’d had King Ahasuerus’ [Xerxes’] ear offering to remove a troublesome people from the Empire (by killing them and taking their property, making them “earn their keep”). From the day this decree got issued and read throughout the Persian Empire – without naming the people who were going to be killed, whom Haman and I suspect anyone with a working brain knew were the Jews, Mordecai and Esther’s race – it was eleven months until it took effect. “And the king and Haman sat down to drink; but the city Shushan [Susa] was perplexed.” That’s where chapter three of the book of Esther ended. Chapter four begins with Mordecai and how he re

So Fat
Yo mamma's so fat, when she wears a red dress, the kids in the neighborhood yell, "Hey, Kool-Aid!" Yo mamma's so fat, when she sat on a rainbow, skittles popped out. Yo mamma's so fat, even God couldn't lift her spirits! Yo mamma's so fat, she has her own zip code! Yo mamma's so fat, it takes a train and two buses to get on her good side. Yo mamma's so fat, when she stepped in the road and I tried to swerve around her, I ran out of gas! Yo mamma's so fat, when she walked in front of the TV, I missed five minutes of the show! Yo mamma's so fat, when she walked into a room, someone said, "Woah! Was that a solar eclipse or did Free Willie just walk in? Yo mamma's so fat, when she walked into a hotel and asked for a water bed, they put a blanket over the ocean! Yo mamma's so fat, she rents shade! Yo mamma's so fat, she invented the lowrider! Yo mamma's so fat, she tripped over K-Mart, stumbled over Wal-Mart and landed on Target! Yo mamma's so fat, when s

So Far Fubar Is In The Lead Now Tagged Is Ahead Of Myspace It Is Close. Don't Forget To Say Your From Here
PLEASE SIGN MY GUEST BOOK AND SAY WHAT SITE YOU SIGNED IT FROM I AM PUTTING IT ON ALL SITES I AM ON AND JUST WANT TO SEE WHAT SITES READS ANYTHING I PUT UP ON BULLETINS !!! LMAO THIS IS ONLY A TEST *EVIL GRIN*

So Far So Good!!!
Since I posted the blog about auto 11's, I have gone from an average of about 65 photo views a day, to over 1000 in a day. In a two day period I have done approx. 90,000 points and have acquired A spot on today's Fubar spotlight at #387, a spot I never before reached and I have been coming to Fubar since June 25th. Since posting my blog, some auto 11 users especially those selling their private pictures for bling credits have stopped visiting my page. I still rate em, don't get me wrong, but I will not chase them around waiting to see when they will have auto 11's. 10's will just have to do, that's what I get mostly and I am very happy to receive them. I mean there is the possibility of receiving less. Let me add that these points aren't just the results of my effort alone, I joined the "Sin City Train" and have been receiving a lot of visibility thru it. A special thanx is in order to AZ*DSC*IBIC www.fubar.com/user/810030 This blog is a work in progress, all comm

So Far Away
i know i can never have you and it tears my world apart to know i will never hold you or have you awaken in my arms you are so far away and here alone i cry in vain my heart breaks every day with all these miles between us there is no comfort for this pain i will never hear the music or have the last dance i will never be able to whisper in your ear all the beautiful things you deserve to hear to surrender all my passion to you to look into your eyes to kiss your lips and heal all the sadness inside

So Far So Good-yeah Right
Ok, for anyone who knows me knows that life is tough for me. What you don't know is that I always seem to mess up. Who doesn't right? Well, I know that I have messed up a lot lately. Particularly, in doing things that I really should not do because I know better. I always keep telling myself that it is ok because it is the right choice at the moment although I know that I should think more about whether it is going to be the right choice in the future. Right? Anywho, people should know that I love my kids to death. What I can't get over is the fact that the good lord apparently thought that I was able to deal with things that he would throw my way with dealing with them. Sometimes I question whether he/she could be wrong. Actually most of the time I am sure that he is wrong. I mean who thought that a 27 year old would have to deal with a 7 year old child that has ADHD with medications that doesnt work, who also has a blood disorder that requires so much of the whole family. Doctor appo

So Far Away, Yet Always Close
So far away... the beaches which you walk. Yet so close... always in my heart. So far away... I cannot touch your hand, I cannot feel your breath, I cannot hold you close. Yet so close... I can feel you in my heart, I can see you in my mind, I can hear you in my ears. You can go so far away... You can travel to the ends of the earth... But as long as I have your love... As long as I have you... You will always be close. For, As sure as the sun rises, And the tides will change, I will always love you, An you will always be close to my heart.

So Far
Ok so why is it that we fall in love with the ones we cant be with right now. We always have to be so far apart but yet we are so close. The one I love is so far but yet there are times it feels like he is right next to me. We have a beautiful little boy who is gonna meet his daddy for the first time and it seems like the time is not comin soon enough. If u can pls help me figure out why we do this to ur selves.

So Far
I'll tell you how the stories told comon' oh I'll tell you how the stories told I always wanted so much more And way on down the road I caught a glimpse of the sunlight Working on my favorite thing using every piece of me Drinking, and smoking, and fucking, and making nothing I didn't do it for money, I did it all for free I did it all to fill the fucking hole inside of me So far it's working out, everything's different now So far na... Think about what you know forget about what your told See how your story grows and let it come from your own mind Do all your favorite things cover it with all your dreams Breathe it, and smoke it, and fuck it and make it something I didn't do it for money, I did it all for free I did it all to fill the fucking hole inside of me So far it's working out, everything's different now So far na... So far the mean machine hasn't got the best of me So far na..... I'll tell you how the stories told I always wanted so much more

So Far And Yet So Close
Yesterday morning Sarah and Jeffrey took their time coming downstairs. All of us tried to sleep in since Martha’s been working quite a few late nights and gets herself up to work out to a “The Biggest Loser” power sculpting DVD and power walk afterward to achieve a 10,000 step daily goal. Make no mistake, the workout is working for her, and I will admit for me too when I want to get up early with her to do it. The irony is that I’M usually the early riser because I know if I don’t get into the Word of God early in the morning I will find it harder and harder to do. I heard the kids moving around upstairs, but they weren’t crying out for either of us. I took my time writing in my journal and eating breakfast before going up to see how they’re doing. Oh, I’d already taken Jeffrey out of his crib and thought he’d follow me but instead went right to Sarah’s room where most of the playthings are. But he went to play with his sister at the kitchen and they soon came down with me s

So Far......plans Seem To Be Goin .....as Planned!!!
so when i get back to MA. its werk werk werk.... then finally...at the end of sept/begining of oct....its back to LA for new business ventures with melissa and i. we're actually gonna open our coffee shop....its gonna be the bad assdidness of coffee shops.... and we've been planning this all year.....so..... here we go... a fun filled summer of ass kikn ticket sales...and winter is time to open up shop!....so....heeeeeells yeah!!!!......this shizzle is way cool. and is gonna be toe taally gnr gnar!..ha! rp

So Far Away
So Far Away This is my lifeIt's not what it was beforeAll these feelings I've sharedAnd these are my dreamsThat I'd never lived beforeSomebody shake me 'cause II must be sleepingNow that we're here, it's so far awayAll the struggle we thought was in vainAnd all the mistakes, one life containedThey all finally start to go awayAnd now that we're here, it's so far awayAnd I feel like I can face the dayAnd I can forgiveAnd I'm not ashamed to beThe Person that I am todayThese are my wordsThat I've never said beforeI think I'm doing okayAnd this is the smileThat I've never shown beforeSomebody shake me 'cause II must be sleepingNow that we're here, it's so far awayAll the struggle we thought was in vainAnd all the mistakes, one life containedThey all finally start to go awayAnd now that we're here, it's so far awayAnd I feel like I can face the dayI can forgiveAnd I'm not ashamed to beThe Person that I am todayI'm so afraid of wakingPlease don't shake meAfraid of wakingPlease don't shake me

So Far Apart
This is killing the both of us I can clearly see Because I know that I want you And hopefully you want me Yet you say nothing Do nothing at all I try not to thing about what was And keep building up this wall Thinking of you There's a pain in my heart We're so close together Yet so far apart If we weren't so afraid So completely petrified Maybe we'd have the sense To open up our eyes And to see our love Was truly meant to be That I should be with you And you shoulde be with me Samantha Lewey

So Far So Good...
I created my formspring account less than 12 hours ago and just answered my first 4 questions. To those of you who wrote those questions I say, "Thanks"!!! Keep them coming. I really look forward to answering more. Here are those first 4 Q&A's... Do you ever attend Domcon Atlanta by chris7201 I attended DomCon Atlanta only once, when I was the Guest of Honor in Nov. 2004. I would love to go again this year, but not with out a several hundred bucks spending money, at least. Delete Your Response What is your favorite activity to include in a session or scene? by blairtreves Not to sound to vague but, anything that pushes limits and challenges the submissive's will to please. My specific interests can vary greatly depending my mood and the natural chemistry between myself and my partner. The most consistent of my long list of interests often tend to involve some/many forms and variations of bondage, anything mentally or

So Far From "hiring Thousands Of New Irs Workers", In Fact
the new health care bill doesn't even enforce the mandate. What do I mean? I mean, that it says that is no enforcement - no enforcement - of any penalty for not buying mandated health insurance. The penalty would only be a fine in any case, far as I know, but it's certainly interesting language to have a toothless penalty written into the language of the legislation. I'm not sure that's a great idea myself, since it won't stop anyone from ignoring this and panicking about it anyway (this is happening already and won't stop), and there are reasons for the mandate... but what-are-you-going-to-do...

So Far
so far aftyer being here for a couple of weeks it kinda sucks. im just doing things that I normally would do back at home station. the olny differences is im in iraq in the desert heat. and almost like clock work leadership is visting us making sure we stay on track. and the there is alot or brass around here. almost daliy I see I e-9 or 0-8 and sometime they like to stop and talk to you. in the back of mind imk thinking "ohh boy please fucking ask my any question or fuck with right now cause im not in the mood" I think the only good thing about being here is the people. the only really interesting thing that ahs happen so far is so kids like to fuck with are fence line alot and steal c-wire. so we respone the cop on the base side of the fence. only thing we can do is yell at the kids and try to make them go away. cause is a non-violent situation and the only we have to stop them is a l-red and machine that cause a very fucking annoying sound that fucks with your hearing. we try that b

So Far...
So far I met alot a friendly ppl here. too bad i'm limited to some features I can use like sending messages and giving gifts if I have enough fubucks. Anyway if anyone like to chat I on some day and maybe some nights. Might make a crush on someone...hehe

So Far Away
So Far Away Never feared for anythingNever shamed but never freeA light that healed a broken heart with all that it couldLived a life so endlesslySaw beyond what others seeI tried to heal your broken heart with all that I couldWill you stay?Will you stay away forever?How do I live without the ones I love?Time still turns the pages of the book its burnedPlace and time always on my mindI have so much to say but you're so far awayPlans of what our futures holdFoolish lies of growing oldIt seems we're so invincibleThe truth is so coldA final song, a last requestA perfect chapter laid to restNow and then I try to find a place in my mindWhere you can stayYou can stay awake foreverHow do I live without the ones I love?Time still turns the pages of the book its burnedPlace and time always on my mindI have so much to say but you're so far awaySleep tight, I'm not afraidThe ones that we love are here with meLay away a place for meCause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my wayTo live eternallyHow d

So Far On Fubar
just started fubar the other day and i love this place it full of cool people sexy girls and even better pics, lol it may take a very long time before i actually get the hang of everything but i think everything is goin great!!!

So Far Beneath Her
Never before have I felt such desolation and hopelessness over the affairs of the heart, Ner' before have I lost myself within another... Lost my words, lost my allure, lost my heart, within such a short time...I lost myself. Her beauty is without question, infinity. Her magnetism, without bounds. The inner workings of her heart will forever be misplaced to me. I'm never to truly know her. Never to touch and hold her. Never shall I lay an eye upon her. For I am so far beneath her. Her talents, multifold...Her intellect immeasurable. Her smile enchants, her eyes captivate, her speach spellbounds. For even the Angels are covetou

So Far 30 Bodies Had Been Recovered From The Area, Police Sources Said. Flooding
San Jose, CA (Sports Network) - The San Jose Sharks signed forward Claude Lemieux to a two-way contract on Monday. Lardarius Webb Jersey . Per team policy, terms of the deal were not released. The 43-year-old, who has not played in the NHL since the 2002-03 season, has been attempting a comeback and has played for San Joses American Hockey League affiliate in Worcester for the past month, notching two goals and four assist in 14 games. The new contract allows San Jose to bring him up to the NHL as long as he is not claimed by noon on Tuesday by another team under the waiver rules. "This is simply the next step in the evaluation process with Claude," said San Jose general manager Doug Wilson. Once considered one of the biggest pests in the NHL, he has regular season numbers of 379 goals and 406 assists in 1,197 games with Dallas, Phoenix, New Jersey, Colorado and Montreal. However, it was in the playoffs where he shined as he was a key component of four Stanley Cup teams, two with New

So Far, So Good
When I can wake up and not be in pain, I am so damn shocked. I feel kinda like pain overlooked its daily visit. Hahaha!! I am not joking either!! There might be someone that likes my daily writings, its like I believe not everyone has gone and made it so they have no idea any longer that I am still writing these. Yesterday was not my cup of tea. My computer didn't work for me but it did for my son. So anyhow, I was using my other laptop. That other laptop is in the livingroom on a tv tray, not a desk. See there not everyone is better off than others. Now I didn't go out and just buy two laptops either. One was a present and I picked up the other from a pawn shop. I apologise if anyone was thinking I was fully here last night. My feet hurt and I was no one needing alot of extra troubles. So thank you for not mistreating me for not answering back to let you have thanx for stopping by. I try and like the people that like me. Not for the points, cuz I am no kind of whore. Point or oth

So Far Behind....
I have been doing my degree online and my school sometimes pisses me off. I have to wait for them to send me my books after I take an exam for one course before I can start the next course. Why do they make me further behind like this? It's so aggravating. My payments automaticly come out of my checking acct every month and have for almost a year. I have never been late or missed a payment. So it's not about money. I've really been wanting to catch up on things because do to being homeless for 6 months I am pretty behind, but they have now made me almost a 1 & 1/2 months behind. If they think I'm going to pay $75 for a 6 month extension if I don't meet thier deadline, they are NUTS! LMFAO!!!

So Far Away
I only have memories to see your face. Only words that will give me grace. The distance kills me inside as I long to be in your arms. Even words can't help me hold on. I wait and I will wait for all eternity to be next to you. To feel all of you entwine with me. You're the dream I've had for many years and until I'm in your arms that dream won't come true. I love you more each day. Nothing keeps me away from where you are. In my heart you will always be.

So Far, Not So Good.
Yeahh I feel like i kinda failed a bunch the past 10-15 years of my life. Sucks cause I really don't want to live the rest of my life struggling with basic needs. I have a plan and Idk if its a good one, I've always had this urge to sell all my shit, put whats left in a nice sturdy dependable car, and then see how far I make it away from here. I have no idea what I'd end up doing or what I would even do with myself, but thats kind of the point. I've been hung up here too long, I just have to hang on 5 more months and I'l be free to do this. Have to play my cards right...

So F*ckin Funny...
Well I was having a great day then of course some dumbass has to screw things up! You know it is funny how this is suppose to be an adult page web site but so many people on here act like they are still in elementary school, you finally find someone that makes you smile again and makes you happy then somebody wants to come along and lie and say shit thats not even close to the truth but you know I have learned to ignore stupidity and be above the childish games on here! I love having my page cause I have met some amazing people here and of course I met the man of my dreams here so for all the idiots that think they can say things to mess up my relationship GOOD LUCK cause him & I both know we are stronger then any thing off of this site and to the friends we have that back us we love ya'll and will make sure ya'll are invited to the wedding & party... much love to you that matter and by the way for those that think its a challenge to play us against each other have fun in your own lo

So F*cking Thrilled!!!!!!!
I did it!!!! I have been struggling with my weight loss for a few weeks now and have wanted to give up in the worst way several times along the way. I have managed to lose 15 in a little over 3 weeks which has been great enough for most people. But the thing that has made me SO thrilled tonight is that I actually got on my size 20 party girl skirt!! For someone that was wearing a size 26 a few weeks back, this is awesome!! And, by Saturday when it is club night, I'll be able to flaunt that thing and drop it like it's hot!! I am truly impressed with myself!!!!

So Fed Up!
Do you ever get so freakin sick of the world? All the liars, the whores, the two-faced bitches. It's so freakin annoying! People are so nice to your face and talk about you behind your back like shit. They swear up and down you can trust them and whenever you do they stab you in the back. Then the freakin whores who pretend to be your best friend stab you in the back by trying shit with your boyfriend. That's about pathetic. And people honestly wonder why I don't trust anyone. I'm so freakin sick of all the fake people. Why can't people just mind their own damn business and quit being so freakin nosey?

The 123s Of Getting Laid ...
1 car wash / vacume, 2 fresh new socks, 3 pick up lines, 4 lame jokes, 5 nice compliments, on the ugly ass shirts shes wearing, 6 smoke brakes all night, 7 dollar drinks, 8 interuptions from your drunk budy who hits on your date, stumble on your words 9 times, 10 games of pool, 11 beers, 12 long winded boring conversations about her ex, The same song being played 13 times durring the night, 14 other potential booty calls to make her jealous, 15 minutes trying convince her to dance, 16 minutes waiting while she yacks at her girl friend on the phone, 17 minute comute, bottle of 18oo 19 watching her baby the shot glass 20 minutes left to have sex before she passes out from the 1800 Hey its comedy ... go with it :P

So Filling Out An Application
Ok so now I am filling out an application. Am I jut completely wrong for this? Read my blog from yesterday and you will see what I'm going thru. Then tell me as my friends and family am I wrong for filling out an application for another job already while I finish up my degree to become a teacher?

So Fing Tired!
So its like 11 and Im not tired, at all. Been trying the natural route using melatonin and crap like that but all it does is make my groggy, not sleepy. So at the moment I'm debating downing a 1/5 of rum to put my ass out. Hmmm hangover at work, or sleep deprived at work. This is the question I ponder.

So F'in Tired
Ok im finally gettint his off my chest to those this may apply to. I dont me to offend u or hurt u but i want to open ur eyes on the issue. Im not knockin any ladies for havin fun and flirtin, jus the ones who actually take it to another level and complain about gettin hurt. Ok ive been hearing alot lately how guys aint shit and how u need a good man or why do u always find jackasses, and i realized that the ones that this is applying to seem to be the main ones on here either doing one of the following 1. u flirt with every guy that says ur sexy etc 2. u show off ur body to watever guy u think is hot 3. u give out ur number and send nudes to random guys 4. u even go visit the guy or have him come over and u fuck him Now those r the main 4 that i kno some of u do, now if thats how u choose to live ur life, thats fine. But if u put urself out like that and then wonder why a guy doesnt want u for anything other than sex then its your fault u get hurt alot. NOT THE GUY. Gu

So Finden Sie Ein Schnäppchen Brautkleid
Die eigentliche Braut Kleid ist oft das Herzstück für jede Trauung, in Ihrer Hochzeit als auch das Budget. Allerdings bedeutet dies nächste Position nicht der tatsächlichen Fall gibt eine breite Palette von Möglichkeiten, da sparen Sie viel natürliches auf Ihrem gebleicht Trauungen sein. Initial, wenn Sie oder sein Wissen praktisch jede Schneiderin, über sie zu veranlassen, Layout und auch stitch Kleidung in Ihrem Fall (wie auch Gestaltung sowie Nähen Ihrer persönlichen) zu beobachten. Dies kann eine große opt eine individuelle fragen sein, sind jedoch odds es erspart Ihnen eine Menge Geld, da Sie nur für Komponenten bezahlt werden zusammen mit der Arbeit. Sie können eine Ehe Verzeichnis Look minus der Hochzeit Katalog Preisschild zu erhalten, zusätzlich zu dem Kostüm wird wahrscheinlich eine Sonderanfertigung nach einer Person einstellen werden, so dass keine Entwicklung unerlässlich. Bei Hand gemacht ist keine Option, es ist immer noch einfach ein Kleid aus dem Schlüssel-Shop koste

100's Of Mums By The Same Person
These silly stupid questions posted by the same user today, is that annoying to anyone else? Mum after mum that I click on is written by the same user. How can anyone need advice or information on such a wide variety of subject? OK this was a rant... gonna stay away from the mums until they chill the fuck out.

So For Someone Special
To you my special someone I want to tell you something : THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! You were there when I needed someone to talk to You helped me in ways that others couldnt. I feel bad because I never wanted for you to see me weak like that. Thank you for taking me into your arms and holding me and being there for me. You are the first person that I could actually do that with. When I am with you I feel so comfortable and safe. I enjoy the way you make me forget about everything else. I love the fact that when I am with you all I wanna do is smile. You make me happy. You have given me strength were others have just taken it away. To you I think you. Muah

So Forgotten
How can you treat me this way Like i've never once mattered to you at all You said our friendship was here to stay You making me feel like ive been talking to a brick wall You said that you never wanted to hurt me But you're treating me like im just another faceless number I wish that i would fully let you see But i've promised myself i will not beg you or cumber Your free of any ties You don't have to ignore me like gum on a shoe You don't have to be around to view the tears in my eyes There's not much more talking i can do I never thought i would have to cut you out of my life Your happiness is all ive ever wanted Ignoring i exist cuts me like a knife Having to cut our friendship leaves me haunted

So For Tonight
So for tonight, since it is my birthday, I want to have sex the way I want, so this is what I want…. First I will shower and put on the pink and black nighty, you will shower. While you are doing that I will be playing with one of my toys, getting all nice and turned on. When you come out you will kiss me like you mean it, then you will bend me over the bed giving me four of my birthday smacks. You will then sit at the edge of the bed while I get down on my knees and lick and suck your hard cock as far as I can down my throat. After a little bit of that I will stand back up bend back over the bed where you will finger me till I come, while getting two more smacks. After coming you will strip me out of my clothes, and lay me on the bed, where you will kiss and lick up the inside of my thigh till you get to my wet pussy. Then pulling my thighs apart and holding them you will, lick and suck my clit till I come helplessly in your mouth, then as I start to come back down you will s

So Frustrated
Ok so everyone knows im going through a seperation leading into a divorce!!! I hear everyday why can't we work on things. I don't want to work on things anymore!!! Where the fuck was this willingness when I was Hurt , Crying and Pleading for the love I deserved????? I am so over the hurt!!! I just want to have a normal loving relationship with a good person who loves me for me. Not what I can do for them. I don't want someone who controls me or tries too HINT: It wont work with me I dont bend to anyones idea of what a lover ,friend or wife should be. This is all I think in my mind when someone tries to control me: Why can't you just love me for me? Do I look like I need another daddy? All things considered Treat the person you say you LOVE good no matter what your issues are with them... Another thing why be with them if you don't like who or what they are???????????? Enough of my thought add to this if you would like.. ~Jacqueline

So Fresh & So Clean-clean
why do I smell delicious you ask? well...depends on the day. sometimes I'm surrounded by a cloud of sweet, heart-wrenching hot girl scent. maybe... I just got out of the shower, either smelling like fresh, ripe juicy edible peaches.. Or just plain clean if I didn't use my body wash. ;] If I put on lotion, I could smell like tropical mangoes or satsuma oranges. possibly something more elusive and magical. ...other times I just smell like a stoner.

So Frustrating.
Okay... So, the way I found out that my husband wanted a divorce is through emails he's written to all his friends. I haven't heard from him in two months... so he hasn't exactly had the chance to tell me that he wants the divorce. Well, the piece of shit logged on a hour ago to yahoo messenger... and has yet to tell me he wants a divorce. Why can't he just be a man and tell me?????

So Frustrated!!!
I DO NOT WANT TO DO ANY MORE HOMEWORK!!! It wouldn't be so bad if I wan't taking 17 credits plus working a full 40 hrs a week... Why can't somebody just pay me to go to school full time!!! Heart, Slave

So Friggin Tired...
Am fighting some sort of "kill the fat bastard bug" Tired all the time, dizzy and feeling generally URRGHHHH! Am sitting here listening to will young and trying to organise work in the next few weeks.. The bug must be brining our my gay tendancies... shit not good.. Big shout out to Cindy and Luvinitback for chatting to me recently.. Sweet, what did i say? HUH? lol Seens there are some good ppl on here that wanna be friends, its cool baby!

So Fracken Pissed
What a great day this is gonna be. Still sick and sore throat came back. I got up at 6:30 when I didnt have too again. And well guess what... I got my computer back last night After what has it been.. seems like 2 months. And its sooo fucked up. All my icons on my desktop is gone. My screen is sooo huge and gay looking, I have no clue how to fix it. My photoshop is gone. Just everything is fucked up. All my pictures.. everything.. gone. Of course though no one around here can tell me anything. "oh it will be done soon hes working on it".. then dennis says that my computer ruined his.. wtf. If he knew it was a virus or something and he thinks he knows everything about computers, and thinks he some great hacker then well he should of known what he was doing and if he didnt then he shouldn't of taken that risk.. simple as that. Gahhh they just irk me here. We live in apartment above their garage. I just hate having friends.. who want want want want want and take advantage of yo

So Freakin Tired
I am so tired So tired of woundering from day to day if i am being lied to If the guy i love is cheating on me if someday i will just wake up and find out the my whole life has been nothing but a big ass joke. I hate my job because of the drama is starting back up. I have a feeling that certin people are blaming me and thats bull shit. I hate my job when i am there all the time and cant really hang out with my friends and family. I just dont get it anymore. I am just about done with everything. All I do anymore is wounder if he is out with some other female. If he really does love me. I cry at night and he just doesnt see how much this hurts me. It hurts to think I am suppost to have three kids.

So Fresh Is Having A Hh!!!
is having a HAPPY HOUR!!!! It is this Wednesday at 8p.m.!!!! So save all your 11's to use during her HH!!!! Go Rate her pics, rate her stash, bling her or whatever...... Just show her alot of love during her HH!!!! Let's make this an AMAZING HH for her!!! sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ][[[SHADOW LEVELER]]]@ fubar This Bully Brought to You By: ♡JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ Real Life G/F Øƒ ϟϟJÁkè the §Ñåkèϟϟ

So Fresh Frist Happy Hour
Her 1st Happy Hour! sO FrESH Is Having her VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR! So I'm here to tell you ABOUT IT ROCKSTAR - NICKELBACK This Woman Is trying to Level and Also Trying VERY HARD for the SPOTLIGHT.....

So Freakin' Bored
Dang lately I have been so bored with everything. I guess it's because I still have this ear infection and really can't do much. It's horrible. But, a happier note: I heart Entourage and Adrian Grenier. He gets yummier and yummier every season. I'm glad he shaved off the beard. I wasn't digging it.

So Fresh So Clean
Big Boi And Dre Present... So Fresh, So Clean Chorus: Ain't nobody dope as me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Don't you think I'm so sexy I'm dresses so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Ain't nobody dope as me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) I love when you stare at me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) (Big Boi) Sir Luscious got gator belts and patty melts and Monte Carlo's And El Dorado's I'm waking up out of my slumber feeling like Ralo So follow it's your time at the Apollo Minus the Kiki Shepard what about a ho in a leopard-print Teddy Pender-grass cooler than Freddie Jackson Sippin a milkshake in a snowstorm Left my throat warm in the dorm room at the AU We do hey you And might do some cake too But you must have me mistaken with them statements that you make Cause Chorus (Andre 3000) Canary yellow seven house of business on display My

Sofresh & Ice Are On The Auction Block! Come And See!!!
DO YOU NEED A LUCKY CHARM!!?? WELL LOOK NO FURTHER! THIS IS YOUR LUCKY DAY!! WHY DON'T YOU COME CHECK US OUT! WE'RE PRETTY DAMN LUCKY!! CLICK HERE IF YOU WANT TO GET LUCKY!! CLICK HERE TO BID ON ICE!! Brought to you by sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ][[[SHADOW LEVELER]]] *DiSciple* |I HAVE 6 BOMB FOLDERS W/250 PIC@ fubar

So Frustrated
so tired of everything going on with the economy.. and the war still going on. Think its about time something is done. So frustrated ..hearing how the presidents trying to find ways to help us out of money crunches..but everyone else is wanting to put us in one. Guess you can see that I am just frustrated..and its got nothing to do with sex. LOL. I Just paid my cable bill..it has went up 16dollars..I do not know why? What does that have to do with whats going on in the world? My electric has went up 20 dollars also. I do not know why that has anything to do with it either. I read where the electric company has been given permission to raise prices for next 3 to 4yrs also. Gas prices have went back up..even though theres no shortage on it. Then they wonder why people are foreclosing ..etc. How is someone suppose to live?

Soft Vegetable Tacos
1 tablespoons olive oil 1 medium onion, chopped 2 red bell peppers, coarsely chopped 2 large garlic cloves, chopped 1 jalapeno chili, seeded, chopped 2 tablespoons chili powder 1 tablespoon ground cumin 1 teaspoon dried oregano 3/4 cup tawny Port 1 15- to 16-ounce can pinto beans, rinsed, drained 1 15- to 16-ounce can golden or white hominy, rinsed, drained 2 cups chopped fresh spinach 12 warm corn tortillas Heat olive oil in heavy large saucepan over medium-high heat. Add onion, red bell pepper, garlic and chili. Saute until vegetables soften, about 10 minutes. Add chili powder, cumin and oregano and saute 2 minutes. Add Port and simmer until liquid reduces by half, about 10 minutes. Mix in beans and hominy and heat through. (Can be prepared 1 day ahead. Cover and refrigerate. Rewarm mixture over medium heat before continuing.) Add spinach and stir until wilted, about 2 minutes. Spoon 1/3 cup vegetable mixture onto each tortilla. R

Soft Caresses
i feel you get into bed slowly you place your arm across my chest skin is so soft so fresh sighing to myself i feel your lips on my neck smiling i turn to kiss you but you continue on hands slide down an up my body sending shivers down my spine arousing me beyond control but still you do not relent kissing your way down my chest arching my back to keep you close slowly and teasingly you kiss further down my mind is going insane you reach my thighs placing small love bites i need you so much slowly you find me ready for you you kiss down the length taking me fully i gasp with pleasure working me through extasy an bliss i yell out your name finally i explode gasping for air i look down seeing you smile as you lick your lips

Soft Surrender
soft amber lights rythmic tunes going scented candles burning you an i in bed kisses so deep hands entwined moving around hands exploring your body trying to find where to touch kissing underneath your breasts slowly working your nipples hard working my way lower hearing you sigh with each kiss letting my tongue taste you as i slide down finally reaching you seeing how moist you have got spreading you open knows i need to taste sliding my tongue out tasting swwet love hearing you moan an sigh wanting so much more teasing you greatly finally i know i need you so entering you slowly letting our love explode we reach our climax exploding together basking in this warmth as we lay together

A Softer Touch
Apply Gentleness To Everything Throughout life we must cope with blockages that impede our forward momentum. Whether these obstacles are of a personal, professional, or societal nature, our first instinct may be to push against the obstruction. But the simplest way to alleviate resistance is to approach it gently, with a soft manner and kind intentions. Struggle and strife can find no foothold when confronted with mildness because conflict can only exist when fed by two opposing forces. So many areas of our lives can benefit from the application of gentleness. The beauty of gentleness lies in its multifaceted nature. It is part love, part compassion, part patience, part understanding, and part respect for others. When we move through life gently as a matter of course, we naturally attract these wonderful elements into our lives. This does not mean that gentle people are by nature passive or meek. Rather, their copious inner power is manifested in their gentleness and their choice

Softball (adult)
I was playing slow-pitch softball at the time. I met this girl at the bar I used to hangout at; it was mostly a country bar but had a pool table, close to home. I had been dating her for about a month and we had sex a few times and she was good in bed but I didn’t know about her wild side. I started taking her to my softball games and I played 2 nights a week and an occasional tournament on the weekend. After the second game that she saw me play she said that I was pretty good but I could be even a Better player. So she gave me some incentive to play better. She offered to give me an hour of pleasure on my performance when I played softball (batting, & fielding). At the time before she offered me this I was batting just over .300 and my fielding was ok, a few errors here and there (I was playing third base and I am left-handed). The next game she reminded me about the bet and of course I remembered (an hour of pleasure). Let’s just say I played like a mad man. I went 5 for 5 i

Soft And Wet
I really shouldn't be asking you this. I feel weird; but I want it so bad. I know you haven't done this for me before but, I can already feel it going in so hard and coming out, so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help is appreciated. You must think I have a lot of nerve asking you for this, but I can feel my tongue around it, licking & sucking all the juice out until there is no more left, this has been on my mind all day long and I hope I'm not being forward, I'm usually not like this, but... can I have a piece of gum?

Soft Is The Heart Of A Child...
A poem written by: Becky Leanne (tiggs) Soft is the heart of a child, who quivers in the corner as her parents fight. It starts early in the morning until night. The wishes for silence won't come true, As hateful words fly right through. After the hate has been projected, As baby's heart lays unprotected, Apologies have been said. And baby is tucked into bed, Tomorrow is another day. The vicious cycle continues without being stopped. And the child's heart gets stomped. This was published along with others that I have written and as a side note...this was not me...I did not have to live this kind of horror. It was based on a movie that I watched as a part of a course that I was taking in high school.

Soft Lights
frustrated from her day nothing going right finally reaching home' tears falling down her face remembering the fight that started her day opening the door seeing candles brightly burning a note on the mantle adressed to her my love follow the rose petals to reach me follow a path that leads to their room seeing her man dressed in a robe baby undress this is your night shyly she undresses laying on the bed grabbing some rubbing oil he softly massages her sholders feeling the tension fall away moving down her back taking his time hearing her purr so sweet an devine cuddles up to her holding her tight falling asleep together loves perfect pair

Soft Thunder
relaxing in bed with you by my side soft caresses fuels my delight storm rushes in soft thunder is heard kissing you softly passing the time through holding you close as the lightning strikes feeling you flinch with the next crash pulling covers tightly around us holding you close my frighten little angel drifting off to sleep smiles at her kisses her softly thunder crashes softly as we fall asleep

Soft Desires
soft touches heated kisses chaste hugs gentle looks tender massages all soft desires holding you close feeling you near to me seeing you across the room searching for that special phrase to sum it all up in words i love you so

Software Problems
Read the following, both the letter and its reply. it\'s so funny!!!!!!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 . I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3 , Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , Lad\'s Night Out 4.2 and Day At The Races 1.1 run more infrequently than before, if at all. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run any of these, my favorite applications. In addition certain other programs have manifested from nowhere including Housekeeping Allowance 9.2, Washing Up 1.0, Vacuum the Floor 3.1 and Cosy Night In 6.2 I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn\'

Softly He Knocks
Softly He Knocks He Know's They Hear Him But they won't let him in softly he knocks but still he gets No reply from behind another door someone ask's Lord Why won't they just let you in? Oh how i wish They could See What You've Given to Me And It's Free! He Slowly Walks Away another was lost today all because they turned me away. Copyright Â©2006 Lisa moran

Soft ,emotional Intimacy
Soft morning light, that infuses warmly into the waking soul. The incandescence of the midday sun, that sears like your passion, raging through every pulsating vein and sinew. Serenity like the tired day, when she rests her weary head, shuts her eyes allowing peace to reign. in caped dreams. Darkness luminescent with the soft white aura, emanating from the perpetual majestic brilliant orb. Celestial bodies scintillating upon the dark backdrop, and whispered nuances of sensual phrases, captured on the wisps of a gentle breeze. Emotions swell, tremendous love surges, ecstasy flows like a profluent stream. Desires stirring within like butterflies set free. evoking with tenderness, the amorism of loving warmth and emotional intimacy.

Software Licensing
Why the hell does licensing need to be so damned complicated!? Microsoft licensing is confusing enough, and now I have to deal with Novell Groupwise and OES. With entitlements and groupings and license conflicts between GPL, LGPL, BSD, CC, and commercial licensing, this is giving me a headache... err

Softball Season Has Begun
You would think I'd be used to this by now. But it makes me feel lonely every year. I walked the kids down to the parade today, without R. The weather was ok, a bit chilly when the sun went behind a cloud, but nice. We found a good spot on the corner and waited. Just the kids and I. We were quickly surrounded by other families and groups of friends. And there I was, with just the kids. I felt so alone. I held my kids tight. They were so happy to be there and it was nice to be outside. The parade is a simple parade. Local girl/boy scout troops, a few high school bands, many fire departments, and some local businesses with floats. We walked back home about 4pm and made an early dinner of fish sticks and french fries. We ate in front of the tv. It was a fun day with the kids. Instead of staying home because he was playing softball, we went out. I am happy with the way I started the softball season, even if I did feel a bit lonely. I'd like to try to do things with the kids every Sund

Soft
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft88%Exciting81%Sweet75%Hot75%Wet50%Shy50%Violent44%Awkward6%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

~soft Seductions`
Soft Seductions Once I loved you madly in the night once I held you tight once I felt your lips on mine shaded scarlett like fine wine once you took my pale white hand once we played on crystaline sands lost in time lost in space lost angels danced to eroticas grace sadened memories shattered dreams love me tonight make this angel scream show me heaven for I would search for you in hell I would climb a tower to ring a bell anouncing to the world that you were mine love me gentle one more time sweet seductions in the still of night a lost angels wings outstretched in flight silken whispers in my ear love me tell me it is I you hold most dear kiss my milk white flesh taste my ancient blood seduce me love me hold me tight kiss me when I weep in the night And in the night when seductions begin seduce me slow as passion begins tease my coral nipple with thy lips give me once again a erotic kiss let us share sweet essance between our lips as we sink into a s

The Softer Side Of Melly
I love people. I love bringing out the brightest side of them. I love to confront them on their good qualities... not so much for their appearance or possessions (I'll give props on those too though) but for their more deep rooted goodness that shows in subtle ways. I love when people smile at me and show me appriciation for aspects of me beyond the more shallow and exploited things. I love when people premeditate bringing a smile to somebody's face without expectations of personal gain. I love watching people interact as much as I like to participate. I think everybody deserves as much love as they can get, how some act with and without love is questionable and that nobody is unloveable... there is always at least one aspect of a person that deserves respect and anyone can be appriciated, respected or loved for anything by anyone. I think there aren't enough people who see past trivial differences to who people really are... the core basics of what drives them. I appriciate diversitiy

Softly Speak The Spirits ~marge Tindal~ © 1999
Gently they come to me, the spirits of days long ago. Softly they speak of our heritage so that others may know. Be proud of who you are they say without defeat. Share the past with others, so history will not repeat. I listen and I heed the words they bid me say. I share the history of the Cherokee with those who care today. If you do not care to hear me, please turn and go elsewhere. For you will not be missed if you do not care ... to care. We did not break the promises, made by men of the past ... but we lived the carnage that came to pass. Forever from the spirits of my people, who only wanted peace and love, the words will flow like rivers sent from God above. We are a loving people, we did not make the fight. It was fostered upon us on that cold October night. October, 1838... the Trail Of Tears was begun. March 26, 1939 arrived before the Trail Of Tears was done. Thousands gathered and herded thro

Softest Place On Earth
Its a glowing little feeling, Like a summer sun that slowly rises, On a new horizon of love. Like a waterfall to the sea, So tell me baby... Do you wanna fly, I can take you high, Come ride on these midnight skies. If youre looking for heavens only door, Youve got the key baby open me. Baby wont you come inside, Ill take you on a fantasy ride. Take a journey through my universe, My loves the softest place on earth. You dont have to pull the blinds, Let the neighbours lose their minds. Baby you can be the first, Inside the softest place on earth. Overflowing with emotion, I can will you feel so sensual, When I touch you, you will lose all control. Come on baby, kiss me all over, From my mountains to my valley low, Theres an ocean of love just for you, Just for you. So no more dreaming, Your bodys steaming, You want it baby, this is your night. I keep arising, Im fantasising, I want it so bad Ill do what you like. We can do it in the movies, So

Soft Fried Tortillas With Tomatillo Sala And Chicken
For tomatillo salsa 1/2 lb fresh tomatillos, husks discarded and tomatillos rinsed and quartered 3 fresh green serrano chiles, coarsely chopped (including seeds) 1/4 cup chopped white onion 3 garlic cloves, quartered 3/4 teaspoon salt, or to taste 1/2 cup water 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 3 tablespoons finely chopped fresh cilantro For chalupas 1 to 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 12 (4-inch) corn tortillas 1 cup shredded cooked chicken (from 1 chicken breast half) 2 to 3 tablespoons crema or creme fraiche 1/3 cup finely chopped white onion 1/3 cup finely crumbled queso fresco (Mexican fresh cheese) Make salsa: Puree tomatillos, chiles, onion, garlic, salt, and water in a blender until smooth. Heat oil in a 10-inch heavy skillet over moderate heat until hot but not smoking, then carefully add tomatillo puree (oil will splatter) and simmer, stirring, until thickened, 8 to 10 minutes. Stir in cilantro and simmer 1 minute. Transfer to a small bowl. Make chalupas: Put

Software As A Service: Is It Really The Wave Of The Future?
Since the discussions of Web 2.0 and SaaS at the Microsoft IT Pro Town Hall Meeting last week, I've been giving a lot of thought to the idea of Software as a Service and whether it will ever really catch on. The benefits for some business customers are obvious: a fixed monthly cost with no worries about software maintenance and upgrading sounds like a pretty good deal to company managers who are spending big bucks for productivity programs and the IT personnel to maintain them. But don't expect those IT professionals themselves to get behind the idea anytime soon. If the reactions at the meeting were any indication, IT people see SaaS as a threat to their very existence - much the same way factory workers viewed automation a few decades ago (and those fears turned out to be pretty well founded). Based on what I've heard from home users, they aren't too enthralled with the idea of paying a monthly or annual fee to lease their software, either. This is true even if you tell them it may

Soft Side
I imagine what it would be like to watch you getting off, and to know that I am the reason. I want to see your head thrown back, eyes closed and lips slightly parted, lost in the moment… I want to see you pass that point of no return, when the rest of the world is washed away by waves of passion. I want to hear you call my name in that last gasp before you fall over the edge into blissful orgasmic oblivion. But first ... I imagine taking you to a secluded place, where the only sounds are our own… I want to be surrounded with you in candle light... I want to trace my wine-dipped finger across your lips and watch your tongue follow. I imagine standing behind you, slowly wrap my arms around your waist, and lower my mouth to your neck, just beneath your ear. I want to breathe in your scent and brush my lips against your quickening pulse. I want your hands to cover mine and your head to lie back against my shoulder as a sigh escapes your lips. I imagine the feeling of you surren

Softball
NOT PRACTICING= STUPID!! NOT KNOWING WHO YOUR PLAYING AGAINST= STUPID!! NOT KNOWING WHAT TIME THE GAME STARTS=STUPID!! WONDERING WHY YOUR IN LAST PLACE AND NOT GOING ANYWHERE=PRICELESS!! MAKES ME WONDER WHY I PLAY FOR THEM

Software Update
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Soft Taco
Soft Taco Ingredients This recipe calls for: 1 Pound Beef Chili (Our chili recipe) 3 Cups Lettuce 3 Tomatoes 1 Avocado 1/2 cup cheddar cheese Cilantro (if desired) Corn Tortillas (From Scratch Recipe) Corn Oil Cutting LettuceCilantro Chopping First Step: Chopping Finely chop up 3 cups lettuce and add a few leafs of chopped cilantro (cilantro is optional.) Chopping Tomato Scooping Out Avocado Chopping Avocado Chopping Then chop up the 3 tomatoes and avocado. If you have never used an avocado before all you do is cut it down the center, remove the seed, scoop the inside out and then chop it into cubes. We have provided you with some pictures to the left to help you. Just make sure when you cut it in half that you cut around the seed otherwise you will be working on it for a long time! In a bowl stir together: 3 Cups Chopped Lettuce 3 Diced Tomatoes 1 Diced Avocado

Soft...
Soft, wet... warm.. not just warm but lots of heat.. the warmth of the touch, the kiss wanting more, wanting WAY more. How to achieve more? does he want more? as much as I do? do I want as much as he does? more? never can tell... will have to wait this out .. *sigh*

The Soft Part Of Bread
Why the title? I don't know really, just sort of came to me that I really like the soft part of bread, even though I don't eat much bread these days. It's nearly 2 a.m. and I am in so much pain I cannot sleep. When I lay down, I feel like my skin is being ripped off in sheets. Oh yeah, I should probably mention that, while moving, I pinched the skin on my side between two pieces of furniture, which created a blister. Of course, I ignored it because we were on a tight time schedule to get most of my stuff out of the hosue, and it rubbed against my clothing for the next couple of days. On Monday night, after the dust settled and I was able to get a couple hours sleep, I noticed that the one blister became three and the redness was growing. Too busy Tuesday and Wednesday to do much of anything besides put some antiseptic cream on it and continued to unpack. Today, however, the redness had turned purple and streaked almost down to my knee and up to my waist. Not a pretty scene, and fuc

Soft Again
After Master was done with the clothespins on my tits and clit, making me feel pain so excruciating it brought tears to my eyes, he ordered me to get a condom and get that asswhole uphere to fuck me and use me and abuse me. During which time I was thinking only of my Master while he was pulling my hair and collar, slapping my ass and tits, bit me in the back. But when it came down to the finish he couldn't do it. He used the excuse that he had on a condom. And he says he wants to be my Master what a joke! He doesnt even know what hes doing in bed.

Soft
I'm picturing pink panties, now, and soft light skin just above and just below - my lover lying near me. How can I express the pleasure of each caress, my hand meeting hers, building there the perfect temple just before our fingers knit together? I have never loved like this and never will again, but with this woman. © All rights reserved

Soft Sighs
I love the sound of your soft sighs building bubbling breaking out and into rapture while we make love - so many words unneeded, understood between us. You sing into me as your head flies back and we are mixed: one skin shared in the cries of joy. Then, you lie atop me, breathless, hushed whispers, intimacy and formless expressions all saying the same thing. We are where we must be, we belong. © All rights reserved

Softly Speak The Spirits
Softly Speak The Spirits ~Marge Tindal~ © 1999 Gently they come to me, the spirits of days long ago. Softly they speak of our heritage so that others may know. Be proud of who you are they say without defeat. Share the past with others, so history will not repeat. I listen and I heed the words they bid me say. I share the history of the Cherokee with those who care today. If you do not care to hear me, please turn and go elsewhere. For you will not be missed if you do not care ... to care. We did not break the promises, made by men of the past ... but we lived the carnage that came to pass. Forever from the spirits of my people, who only wanted peace and love, the words will flow like rivers sent from God above. We are a loving people, we did not make the fight. It was fostered upon us on that cold October night. October, 1838... the Trail Of Tears was begun. March 26, 1939 arrived before the Trail Of Tears

A Soft Summers Breeze
love is like a soft summers breeze, softly blowing through the leaves on a tree, leaving you and coming to me, with style and grace, you make my heart race, sending my soul to a special place, tender and true, that is definitely you, you opened my eyes to see, i hope you dont flee, when i get down on one knee, would you would marry me, two hearts that intertwine, like a fine wine, knowing you will be mine, everything will be fine, to have and to hold, to love you is what to be told, to the end of time, you as my wife, would fullfill my life, to know you are there, to hear me call you dear, our lives to share, you are for me now you must see, the love i can give, for as long as we both shall live... Copyright ©2007 Robert Allen Yunker

Softness
The way you speak so softly, The way you say my name; The tender way you touch me, I'll never be the same. No one has ever moved me, To give my heart completely; The part I held so tightly to, You took from me so sweetly. You move me like no other, There just aren't words to describe; The way your heart has touched mine, And the way I feel inside. The times that I am with you, Are when I feel so whole; You are my anchor in life's storms, You keep me in control. So, keep the very heart of me, And treat it tenderly; You are the reason that I live, You're the better part of me.

Soft.
Hi Bunny.I Miss you. It was john.me.rey. I dont know but we were fucking hungry. "And maybe we could be like her for one nightshowering your skin in excess, your pointy heelsdigging into the plush.You should soak yourself into it,careful not to step your dainty toes into those faces,all alluring,and you bask into their vulgarity, in their satin ribbons,coiffed hair, powdered and soaked,your cheeks rouged and corsetedand maybe your not physically perfect,nor a great beauty that hides beneath those veils,Just A Pawn Amongst them To Unite their wits,Rather,just poetically exsquisite.."~ME~Maverick Called. I miss him so much. He called from the dainty Japanese convenient store across from his apartment...buying some green tea ice cream.Apparently R. has been acting quite different since his drinking episode.He claimed he saw spirits again.,Before he left for college, we were like little children again.Eating too much Asian food, testing my chinese at resturant the Great Wa

Softball
As we have done for about the last 4 years, several volunteers showed up at the Royals annual associate picnic to participate in playing softball on the actual playing field of Kauffman Stadium, home of the Major League baseball team Kansas City Royals.... I had three hits out of three at bats: a triple, double and a single....those hits make me 8 for 10 in the last 3 years that I've participated.... This time, one of my teammates saw my play out there and was giving me special attention every day after those games....one day, he greeted me by saying,"wassup big playmaker." lol nobody has ever called me that before....I told him that I was wondering if he was treating me the way he was because he liked what he saw me do in softball....he just giggled....I gained a new buddy just by having fun and playing the game of softball that day....and softball is like heaven on earth for me....

Soft Skin
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of warm sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and

Soft Whispers
As nightime settles in and sound replaces sight i hear the soft whispers of lovers in the night i hear them whisper and give their solemn vows of a love that will last forever forever from right now and as these soft whispers float on cool night air the stars shine brightly as lovers whisper how much they care then i look into the nighttime but it's to dark to see as i search for thr lover who will give soft whispers to me...

Softball
Man i love softball i have been playin for 14 years and to make varsity once more for my last year in high school is awesome....... I am the varsity 3rd baseman i am so happy..... softball is awesome and i recomend that every girl try it....

Soft Sweet Lips
how could i ever imagine being with any one but you. you have given me the world and so much more. its been a while since i have been loved that much. it feels like its been forever since i have been kissed with those soft lips i thought i would never lose. but more to the point, it feels like an eternity since i have heard the three words that i was once so scared of. do you really mean it when you say it or is it just something you think i want to hear. if you do mean it then promise you wont hurt me. promise me that when you hold me, you wont ever let go. and promise that when do say "i love you", you mean forever and not the mier second that those words roll off your soft sweet lips

Soft Serve
The body like soft serve, dripping down in the June sun, I tried to shoot a thought, but the thought sunk. Nothing to do but scratch words in the dirt and Watch the water roll down. Phantom kisses buzzing like the insects. Beads of sweat dripping down on the rent check. My Candyland melted down to syrup while I Watched the water roll down. And here comes the lust in phaze, but you're down in Marietta. So sweet my mouth was seared, But the words you mouthed were sweeter. My Sister, Your words can be held against you in a court of law. My Sister, You owe no allegiance to the facts. And you're talking like the saint on the site of the accident. Talking like the clause in the lease about the late rent. Ringing like the random call patched to the payphone. Talking like the water rolls down. Talking like the saint on the site of the accident. Talking like the botched shot, attempt on the President. Ringing like the change in the legless man's Dixie Cup. Talk

Software Morphs Rapper Prodigy...
Platinum-selling artist Prodigy's album hits stores in March, and could be translated into as many as 1,400 different languages. Photo: Michael Scott Jones When Prodigy's next album drops, it could debut in nearly 1,500 different languages without the rapper having to so much as crack a translation dictionary. The lyrics to "H.N.I.C. Part 2" will be translated using proprietary speech-conversion software developed by Voxonic. The company says the software can deliver Prodigy's lyrics in his own voice, in any spoken language. "The prospect of having fans understand what I'm saying and repeat it in their language (drew me to) the company," said Prodigy in a phone interview just before he began a jail term for illegal gun possession. "Now, fans will like more than just the beat or the rhythm. They'll understand what I'm saying and relate to it." So far, one of Prodigy's singles has been converted into Spanish, with negotiations ongoing to translate songs into German, French a

A Soft Rain
A soft rain A soft rain, On a warm morning, During a walk, Is an invitation To refine those Memories That have faded since Childhood. Is it the falling of the Drops through the leaves That we hear? or Is that the movement of Peals of water rolling over the Once dry creek bed? I have thrown aside My umbrella… A quiet that is only Broken by the swish Of car tires as they Breathlessly swirl by, Rain flattens my Hair, running rivulets Of nature’s tears over My unshaven face. My dogs prance the Prance with what we foolishly Call a smile on their faces. That is obviously just Contentment! The rain is irrelevant To them. Poet

A Soft Rain
A soft rain, On a warm morning, During a walk, Is an invitation To refine those Memories That have faded since Childhood. Is it the falling of the Drops through the leaves That we hear? or Is that the movement of Peals of water rolling over the Once dry creek bed? I have thrown aside My umbrella… A quiet that is only Broken by the swish Of car tires as they Breathlessly swirl by, Rain flattens my Hair, running rivulets Of nature’s tears over My unshaven face. My dogs prance the Prance with what we foolishly Call a smile on their faces. That is obviously just Contentment! The rain is irrelevant To them. Poet the poems i get are from very sweet friend thank you sweety

Softly
So softly this day, Her eyes spoke to me. I lost sight of all else, She was all I could see. My eyes couldn't leave her, As she kept drawing me in. Her beauty taking my breath away, I hope it never ends. I will carry her forever, In my heart and my mind. Keeping her eyes in mine, Till the end of time.

The Soft Touch Of My Fu Wife Ashley
I lay in bed and feel the anassuming soft touch of your delicate hand as it carresses my back up to my neck. I feel you move ever closer to me as if it were possible to get closer. You lean in and softly kiss my ear lobe pushing your tongue inside. You back off and I feel the soft breeze flow from your gorgeous lips. It that point I am wide awake. The fire burning with in me is raging and only you can quench it. I roll over to face you and I look in your eyes and I see love and adoration, along with a little bit of spirit. You ask me not to move. I stay still. You lay me on my back and you pull the blankets and sheets off. You start at my lips kissing me softly, never being agressive. I let you do everything you wish to do to me. I feel your mouth and tongue glide like a feather from my lips to my down my neck. You kiss and suck my neck gently. You react to my shallow breathing. It drives you on, because you know you are pleasing me. You slide down a little bit further andI feel your k

Soft Upon
When stars arise The moonlight shines soft upon my Love A soft wind strains As dark clouds rain Soft upon my Love Flowers grow Thier face to show Soft upon my Love Sweet words I speak Her ears to greet Soft upon my Love Gentel Kiss I place On upturned face Soft upon my Love On beating heart Shes left her mark soft upon my Love Mark A mage for the Age!!

The Soft Touch Of My Fiance' And Slave Ashley
I lay in bed and feel the anassuming soft touch of your delicate hand as it carresses my back up to my neck. I feel you move ever closer to me as if it were possible to get closer. You lean in and softly kiss my ear lobe pushing your tongue inside. You back off and I feel the soft breeze flow from your gorgeous lips. It that point I am wide awake. The fire burning with in me is raging and only you can quench it. I roll over to face you and I look in your eyes and I see love and adoration, along with a little bit of spirit. You ask me not to move. I stay still. You lay me on my back and you pull the blankets and sheets off. You start at my lips kissing me softly, never being agressive. I let you do everything you wish to do to me. I feel your mouth and tongue glide like a feather from my lips to my down my neck. You kiss and suck my neck gently. You react to my shallow breathing. It drives you on, because you know you are pleasing me. You slide down a little bit further andI feel your k

The Soft Parade Has Now Begun
its been so long since i wrote in this thats its almost funny! i have been working on film, for the past few months! had a woman and lost her within less then a year. hahahaha hard to stay with me i guess! but soon i shall have a few films under my belt! short films of course but still an achievement non the less! i work very hard damn it! and i dont need you people underminding my work!!! damn it see that happens all the time! i work hard and you have to make me feel like shit! i was thinking if angels have no free will, and they dont they are basicaly god's bitches, then satan got a bum rap! i mean he was as god made him, i dont think he wanted to overthrow god at all, but simply be, but no god was like hey man if i dont have an enemy people will start to wonder! so i kinda made you the most beautiful so you could become the most evil! i know it sucks and all you want to do is play scrabble(see hardly anyone knows that satan is an avid scrabble player) but you have to start a revolt

Soft Ginger Cookies
Soft Ginger Cookies 2 Dozen Cookies Ingredients: 2 1/4 Cups All-Purpose Flour 2 tsp Ground Ginger 1 tsp Baking Soda 3/4 tsp Ground Cinnamon 1/2 tsp Ground Cloves 1/4 tsp Salt 3/4 Cup (1 1/2 Sticks) Butter 1 Cup White Sugar 1 Egg 1 Tbsp Water 1/4 Cup Molasses 2 Ungreased Cookie Sheets Preheat Oven to: 350 Degrees Fahrenheit Instructions: Thoroughly mix together the flour, ground ginger, baking soda, ground cinnamon, ground cloves, and salt and set the mixture aside. In a large bowl, mix the butter and sugar together. Keep stirring and mixing until the mixture has a light, fluffy feel. Add the egg and beat it in. Then mix in the water and molasses. Gradually add the dry mixture from step 1. Take your time and make sure that the mix is as even as possible. After this step, you may need to put the dough into the refridgerator for a while in order to prepare for step 4. Place a few tablespoons of sugar in a pla

Soft And Romantic
The bed creaks as I slide into it. Your back turned to me. I take a moment to study you and realize that you are only wearing your bra and panties. I slowly snuggle up to you and pull your hair away from your neck. A smile comes across my lips as I inhale deeply and your scent fills me. I plant a soft kiss on your bare neck, and move up slowly towards your ear. "I have a surprise for you tonight," I whisper as my arms snake around your waist and my fingers trace gentle lines over your bare stomach. "Just relax, and let me please you..." I reach back behind me and I pull out a black silk scarf. Kissing your neck again, I bring it up into your eyesight, and slowly fold it up. You can feel the soft material caressing your skin as I slowly trail it over your stomach and up between your breasts. You begin to object as I slide it over your eyes, and gently but firmly tie it into place. "Just let yourself go..." I tell you. With your sight cut off, it seems all of your other senses ar

Softly Dreams
Softly Dreams by LateNiteFantasy© Soft the sound, almost unheard, as if a kiss reluctantly released, languid fingers rise from a hand thrown jar striped ochre and blue. Slithering through glistening dark, fine curls, she again anoints dusky rose labial petals; eager clitoral bud asserting itself with desire's aroma. Faint beads of perspiration dew upon brow, and in the valley of breasts, along trembling plains of belly, an answering condensation forms from rising pulse. Between tension quivering thighs, a spring now less sluggishly flows to feed the aching hunger of her passion's flower whose scent is of salted honey. Yet it is to her face I am drawn; even at the edge of candle glow, planes of of passion and power and...something else, only she knows, are sharply defined. Does she sense I watch her, if only in mind's eye across distance that may be no more than a door away or across the sea? Is her faint smile a knowledge of me? Deep bre

Soft Whispers
I long to feel the warmth of your skin, Your hand, reaching for mine. I get lost in the tenderness of your touch. Your caress ignites my senses, and softly whispers, "I love you." I long to see the glow in your eyes, Your stare, connecting with mine. I get lost in the boundless depths of your soul. Your gaze frees my spirit, and softly whispers, "I love you." I long to taste the sweetness of your kiss, your lips, gently brushing mine. I get lost in the intensity of your emotions. Your passion captures my heart, and softly whispers, "I love you."

Softball Game Gone Wild (mumm Story)
On one HAWT SUMMER Sunday right a bunch of UNSENSITIVE & MENTAL Mummers decided to play a FUN softball game at ARKHAM park in IDAHO. Most the gang was there. The SEAMUSBUFFALO's consisted of VEGASTONY, SCHAD, JAMITO, MARKOS, BLUDGEON, MANNISHBOY WILEY, MATT, CUBBY, & MAJIK. The DAISYBLUE's were "SASSY" SHERRY, "BLONDIE" BOO, MEL, "NAUGHTY" ZENA, JENUPHUR, PIXIE, "PUNKY" HELLY, EVILASH & "SWEETANGEL" STEPHYMARIE. DONNIEDEMONSEED, MISTERFEET & TOMMY were the umpire while AMYKINS & DARLING NIKKI kept score. Yes thats right, Bro's verse Ho's ! The MCBOING BOING's vs the TA TA's ! But before the game could begin CUBBY flashed his SPARKLYBALLS to the HOTCHICK's and the game became an orgy. Pure SEDUCTION was on the field. Guys were giving girls their HOTROD's & 2BALL everywhere you looked. And the girls had no problem giving up the SILLYAZZ & YSSUP! MUSS have been 60 people all together doing MR69's & gettin NOOKIE. Love JUICE filled the field. Everyone was getting LUCKY until a SEN

Soft Stone... Another Of My Poetry Peices
I'm losing myself again My heart never thinks My mind never feels My soul is out of control Dead with or without you These blank words Ghost emotions Haunting thoughts I'm a smiling massacre Invisible arms Blurry eyes I'm a white noise My love is a deja-vu I'm a death fantasy

Softsands
YOU ARE MY LIGHT,,MY CANDLE MY SOFT SANDS YOU SURROUND ME WITH GENTLE AND LOVING HANDS TO BE THERE FOR EACH OTHER OUR SIMPLE DEMANDS OUR LOVE,HAPPINESS GROWSAND EXPANDS A BOND SO TRUE THAT NOONE ELSE UNDERSTANDS.

Soft And Warm
All I could think of was she looked even better in person. Face like a doll, body of my dreams, and eyes that make your heart stop. We smiled and hugged, she felt so good in my arms, so soft and warm. She smelled wonderful, good enough to eat. She looked up at me and I leaned in and kissed her. Her full wonderful lips felt so good. We kissed softly at first then slowly deeper, I could taste her now, our tongues danced together. I felt her hips push into me and her amazing breasts smash into my body. We knew right away we needed some privacy. We walked away thinking the same thing. Along the way we slipped into a deserted alleyway. I pulled her close and kissed her hard, my hands moving over her ass cheeks in big circles pulling them apart then pushing them together. I kissed the side of her neck just under her ear and traced my way down. “ I want you so bad “ I whisper. She lets out a low moan. My fingers trace there way down between her cheeks and feel her warmth, it

A Soft Touch Lightly
A soft touch lightly A soft touch lightly Caressing my neck like a whisper Each thought a scent Each scent a vivid memory Memory of we as two Together in perfect unity as one Embrace both passive yet violent How can both taste so right Taste your sweat falling on my brow My tongue searches for the salt The salt of two bodies in violent storm To awaken the sense of abandonment The sense of urgency presses forward My body on yours Yet feel the inclusiveness of your soul The beauty and breadth of that soul A mind numbing assault on the darkest recesses of my inner turmoil’s I feel your wetness rolling down my leg As I yearn to keep every drop of you in my being Your red lipstick smears gashes across my nipples And leaves trails of my forever worship across your body I am forever painted with your love, scarred yet satisfied poet

Softball
Junior Krista Sitka went 2-for-3 with a run scored on Wednesday in leading UTSA to a three-game SLC season-opening sweep at Texas A&M-Corpus Christi. CORPUS CHRISTI — Sophomore Danyé Holmes tossed five scoreless innings for her fourth straight win and junior Krista Sitka went 2-for-3 with a run, as UTSA completed a Southland Conference series sweep of Texas A&M-Corpus Christi with a 6-1 victory on Wednesday at Chapman Field. The Roadrunners improved to 8-7 overall with the sweep, marking the third 3-0 league start in the last six seasons and the first since 2006. The Islanders fell to 7-11 and 0-3. A day after tossing a complete-game shutout in the series opener, Holmes struck out three and carried a no-hitter into the fifth inning in running her record to 4-2 on the season. The Sugar Land native allowed the lone hit, a single by Sandy Schumann with one out in the fifth, and one walk in extending her scoreless innings streak to 19 and 2/3. Sitka had two of UTSA’s three hit

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